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WARNING : this board contains unsafe stims, creepy and body horror elements! the character this board is for is horror related!
scaryo (scary mario, oc) stimboard (with cursed and unsafe stims) for @candycoated-rage !!
chainsaw pineapple / melting clown / eyeball
hot cheetos / 👹⭐️ / ankle biter
arranging teeth / panda / cutting steak
#gin stim#you’re so right this is v funny#stimboard#stim gif#unsafe stim#unsafe stimboard#red stim#white stim#anti stim#cursed stim#horror stim#food stim#cw blade#tw blade#cw meat#tw meat#cw raw meat#tw raw meat#cw teeth#tw teeth#cw eyes#tw eyes#cw scopophobia#tw scopophobia#cw body horror#tw body horror#cw fast gif#tw fast gif#cw violence#tw violence
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☆ ; PELLE OHLIN - LORD OF CHAOS
꩜ with horror stims and red / black for anon!
❤️ / 🖤 / ❤️
🖤 / ❤️ / 🖤
❤️ / 🖤 / ❤️
#cw flashing#<- ig?#cw horror#cw eyes#sensory board#stimboard#stimmy#stimblr#stim blog#red stim#lord of chaos#pelle ohlin#i know nothing abt this movie but i hopw i did this justice#black stim#screenreader unsafe
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♪ Mad hatter inspired Fukase stimboard ♪
♥️ ♥️ ♥️ / ♦️ ♦️ ♦️ / ♥️ ♥️ ♥️
#vocaloid#fukase#stimboard#red#monochrome#「glittery...」 stimboard complete#「all for me..!」 self indulgent#「aah!」 scary stims#← links to my art blog which has unsafe themes sometimes
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ngl my take on the whole dni thing is that yeah to a point they're mostly useless. from using broad/undefinable terms ("general dni criteria" what is that "racists dni" most people who are racist do not self identify as racist, "women dni" define a woman for me, quickly. etc) to being useless at actually deterring the kinds of people you dont want interacting with you ("transmisogynists and terfs dni" if a terf wants to bother you about terf shit a dni isnt going to stop them, etc), by and large they're for appearance to signal to others the kind of bigot that you're not.
the one kind of place they do actually kind of work though. spheres that remain encapsulated microcosms of 2015 era tumblr microlabel identity politics. the places where, regardless of if you're a self identified transmed or a proud tucute, you wouldn't be caught dead interacting with someone on the "other side", because the second someone brings up "umm op made a post last year about xyz" you have to RACE to denounce any and all knowledge or interaction lest the people on "your side" put you on a list of "blogs unsafe for xyz" that you'll be arguing against anons about for months. if you're really unlucky, someone will make a callout about op and include you in it as an enabler and a bigot by association.
#personal#mostly i find it kind of funny. my old stim sideblog got put on a list of 'blogs hostile to (transmeds or something idfr)'#as part of a blog meant to document which stim blogs were safe for transmeds to onteract with and which ones to stay away from#this was back in like 2017 i think. maybe 2019 now that i think about it#the sole purpose of the dni on that blog was so i wouldnt get blocked by half of the stim blogs active at the time#because again. you have to signal what kind of person you /arent/ or else you're 'unsafe by default'#this blog also used to have a dni that i made when i was DEEP in that scrupulosity trap. before i realized#a) this is kind of goofy and b) its easier and more effective to just block and move on. done.
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my new and improved Barry Steakfries autism headcanons :D
Barry is the type of autistic who actively seeks out sensory input and loves to talk to people! he does this by blasting rock music through his whole house, flying really high in the sky on his jetpack and feeling the wind on his face, causing loud and destructive explosions, listening to the whirring of his MGJP, going out for drinks with a lot of friends including Craig and watching action movies with a lot of carnage. most of these get him in serious trouble with the law, but they can't catch him because he has a jetpack and they don't >:)
he's the type of guy to listen to death metal screaming to feel Delightfully Whelmed and sit there calmly on the floor like it's nothing
Barry's main stim is ripping his shirt sleeves, usually as an expression of super strong emotions (excitement, rage, fear. etc) or to combat his tactile sensory issues. he also bounces his knee and clenches his fists when he's bored or nervous.
most of Barry's sensory issues are tactile, like the way certain (and by certain i mean most) types of sleeves feel on his arms. they can make his arms feel scratchy and tight, which can get worse if they're wet and just hang onto his skin. he's a lot more comfortable wearing loose soft sleeves or wearing them when it's cold. a lot of people have asked Barry why he doesn't just wear tank tops if he hates the feeling of sleeves, to which he says that ripping them off is way more satisfying and fun, like he's killing the bad sensory feeling itself by tearing it off him.
Barry mentions in one of the episodes of his vlog that his shirt ripping stim was passed down through generation to generation and that his dad rips his sleeves as well. my headcanon is that this is generational autism and their children learning their parents' stims! (Barry also mentions that the only generation that didn't rip their sleeves was in the medieval generation when they wore chainmail which i think in this context is really interesting!)
Barry isn't very good with emotional regulation. he can get frustrated, impatient and angry really quickly, which we see a lot of in the 'Rainbow Barry' short. he also struggles with executive functioning and frequently forgets or struggles to do tasks he finds boring, misplaces things, procrastinates a lot, struggles with impulsiveness and planning.
Barry also has inattentive type ADHD (otherwise known as ADD) which he shows traits of in the 'Rainbow Barry' short as well.
he picks up a lot of catchphrases and personality traits from his favourite action movies!
i mentioned before that Barry loves to talk to people, but he struggles with quite a few social skills. he forgets people's boundaries, has trouble controlling his volume, accidentally interrupts people, can come off as scary sometimes and forgets what the conversation was about. a lot of other people don't really like him because they think he's just being rude and self-centred and he's never really understood why. Craig understand though, and that's why they love each other :)
his special interests are jetpacks, action movies, his dad's record collection and dogs! he may not be an expert but he loves them :)
Barry has no idea he's autistic and thinks he instead has a disease that makes him rip his sleeves because no one's ever told him and he doesn't remember getting diagnosed.
#barry steakfries#jetpack joyride#autism headcanon#stimming headcanon#i love this man he's so autism#i like how all of these headcanons stemmed from me watching 'Shirt Sleeves' for the first time#and then going ''wait this is actually so autism coded'' on subsequent listens#like i dunno about you but barry's sleeve ripping sounds a lot like sensory issues to me#i mean even the way he describes it sounds like it's just something he does when he's super excited#and he's just been convinced that it's a problem because ripped sleeves aren't part of the uniform code for work#and other people think he's crazy and weird but it's just The Autism and he doesn't know!!!#really the only unsafe thing he did with his sleeves in that video was rip them off while he was in space#nooo barry you're gonna suffocate!!! you're gonna turn into human beef jerky!!! nooooo!!!#actually he'd probably like the idea of becoming beef jerky cause y'know. steakfries.#also they locked him in a psych ward in that video which has some... negative connotations.#call me a snowflake or whatever but i dunno if i really like the heavy implication that barry was unwillingly put into a psych ward#and put into a straight jacket considering what happens to real mentally ill and neurodivergent people y'know?#that's like the only part of the video i don't like everything else is fine#anyway in conclusion barry is supremely exquisitely autistic and i love him
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that reminds me, have you ever seen how weird they got about stimboards on tiktok? fucking wild
#luka 🦐#bf who cares (more than me) aboutt this topic take it away:#first of all stimboards don't make sense in a video format#which is why many people started complaining that stimboards don't even follow their theme#tumblr stimboards are really just gifsets of whatever visual stims a person want to see often linked to a specific aesthetic character etc#this works on tumblr bc you can put it in a 3x3 grid the very middle being a picture of your theme to tie it all together#or just another gif if you didn't have a theme#ofc it doesn't 'fit the theme' you're consuming it in an inferior way#second - people started making ''unsafe'' stimboards (with jumpscares and possibly paranoia-inducing statements)#(or something I've never seen any)#this was only really a problem because people were being disingenuous about it and labeling them as 'safe /srs'#side note: do not fucking misuse tone tags on purpose that defeats the entire point you asshole#which actually did spawn a debate about whether it was okay to misuse tone tags as part of the joke/whatever#it's not. ty for coming to my ted talk#so then for a bit we had people posting 'unsafe' stimboards and labeling them safe and deleting any comments correcting that#it got to the point where people came up with heart colour emoji codes to sneakily say whether it was actually safe or not#even now there's a lot of stimboards on tiktok with a 'not babying' disclaimer#bc I guess someone decided stimboards are babying autistic people (and decided that for every autistic person ever ofc [sarcastic])#anyway the whole thing is bonkers#moral or the story stay away from tiktok#: thank you for that#any typos are *not* being fixed because we are *not* typing all that again
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Today my partner and I discussed getting matching shirts that say "the hot bitch I pulled by being autistic" and each shirt has an arrow that points to the other person.
#original#diary#today we were watching a great show and a moment happened that made us both so happy that we#we skipped right over laughing and spontaneously launched into like a full 30 seconds of full body happy stimming#before laughter could even come out. happy stimming happens when i am so happy i must do something even more joyful than laughing#and she finished before me and i was still going and she came up to me and hugged me and told me i am so cute when i stim#it is like. so cool to discover positive stimming#and as sad as it is i had to suppress it most of my life i not only have it now but i also have a partner who actively encourages it#bc someone who loves you delights in seeing your purest expression of joy and seeks to cultivate that.#she is kind to me always#i just wanna yell at everyone about how they are supposed to be treated bc i wish someone had told me#i wouldn't give up my autism for any material thing in existence bc then i would be steven without his gem#i can happy stim in front of so few people and i generally think of myself as so open. but there are times it is unsafe to stim#and times where that safety or lack of it is unclear. and so masking is an unfortunate but necessary thing#and i have WAY more freedom in dropping my mask than most people bc i am white.#and people of color - especially Black men in my country (guess which one.) - are not given nearly as much leeway by society#but that is a super heavy topic and i am high and it is midnight so we will come the fuck back to that#'do u read critical race theory?' 'nah i just read some white stoners tumblr tags.'#anyway go listen to other people who are smarter than me and also not white if you wanna learn about this topic more#autism positivity#i love my wife
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growing up is just being embarrassed of your younger selves again and again until you aren't <3
#aw man i was so ashamed of the things i wrote when i was younger. like i grew a little older and put them under anon on ao3#but now i just#that was just a kid exploring writing yk? and i see so much of my world back then reflected in it. the little ways i tried to#heal and process and make myself happy with the writing. even when i didnt realise it at that time.#i gave myself cringe neurodivergent rep in a normal school and a safe family and explored queerness and stimming i.#and i was just an itty bitty kid! dipping my toes in the water!! see if it was warm!!#and i know it was so hard to sift through myself in an unsafe place like that but i still tried. i was such a good kid and so brave.#and i did it so well too. i just... im so sorry for my slightly older versions hating the previous ones.#it's literally a kid how could you hate someone like that? i was fundamentally good. i wish i could go back and tell myself that.#with like the certainty i have now. i spent so much time thinking i wasn't a good person for the things i didnt do.#i wonder if future me thinks of me similarly. probably. like objectively.#ignore my occasional ramblings mutuals this is practically the only place i feel safe enough to like talk through things. like a diary.#anyway i think my imaginary therapist would be proud of me tonight#reading through comments of the things i wrote when i was thirteen and i dont hate it anymore and im finally like.#starting to accept those compliments at face value and not convince myself the readers don't know it but im actually terrible#ahh this is a really great feeling peeps.#5/5 will recommend
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Apologies, I actually did use the wrong source for the tooth gif in the TMA stimboard. I was trying to source the original post, not the proship unsafe reblog. Its been fixed now! ❤
Mod Haze (❤Alice❤)
#❤#mod haze#legit when i first looked up the source that the submission told me was unsafe the blog showed up as nonexistant?#i apologize for assuming bad intent. im so used to malicious anons claiming stim sources we use arent proship safe when they are#people have falsely claimed things were 'not safe for proshippers' when in fact they were so im weary
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Ooooooghhhhhhhhh stressed 🥺
#dont wanna see family tomorrow and im sleeping saur bad lately i couldnt sleep last night and then had a typical fever dream#which gave me a really cute idea for a movie so im gonna keep it in my pocket#but it was one of those things where its like it says a whole lot about me and my trauma and its stressful#um um um and also im juggling all these different things like im sewing im trying to finally write im trying to draw again#while feeling like im failing at it all and then like i still gotta find fuckinnnnn job i neeeeeed money#this time of year is always really hard for me i hate when its warm again i hate easter and i hate knowing that summer is coming#aaghhhh rn im ticking and stimming really bad and im having trouble breathing hnnghhh#and im very sweaty lol i always get so sweaty when i dont sleep good i dont get it#also i think im just horrible like the one person i wanna talk to probably is getting tired of my constant life crisis and how needy i am#and theyre probably off being better without me there and im just a burden and then my therapist idk about him#i dont feel like hes really giving me anything like when i talk about how stressed and unsafe i am hes like you gotta find a way to cope#and he doesnt really tell me how exactly i should do that like mate thats why im here i need the help you cant just listen to me panic and#go ‘wow you need to fix that’ ughhhh and i think hes mad at me because i dont think he believes me anymore when i say im in an abusive#situation and that ive been controlled my whole life by everyone and i have never felt safe#and its just like ughhh like i feel like no one believes me anymore and theyre all fed up with my bullshit incompetence and constant#bellyaching and im a horrible friend and a liar and probably just being dramatic as fuck making myself believe im being abused when in#reality im the abuser the ungrateful brat who treats his family like shit and cant trust them even though they seem so perfect to everyone#and im so stupid and toxic for trying to run away and for being scared to death here#thats how its feeling anyway idk everyone is just. weird and im losing my grip on reality and cant tell whats real anymore
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hi!! i love your stimboards sm!!
could you do a luxray board? if you could add at least one dragonfly gif/image too that would be great :-) thank you!! /nf
(might request more in the future too!! thank you!!!)
Aww thank you! I hope u like it :] feel free to request as much as you want I’m here all day 👍
⚡️ 🔷 ⚡️ / 🔷 ⚡️ 🔷 / ⚡️ 🔷 ⚡️
#luxray#Pokémon#stimboard#stim#glitter#marker#dragonfly#blue#yellow#dice#soap cutting#unsafe soap cutting#rainbow loom#safe soap cutting#sparkly#bugs#moth#request
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☆ ; SHARK STIMBOARD
꩜ w themes of pink for @sevenflipperrolls
🦈 / 🌸 / 🦈
🌸 / 🦈 / 🌸
🦈 / 🌸 / 🦈
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at this point i don't care how dumb a lot of people would think this is but we need to normalize adults carrying stuffed animals and comfort objects.
i have witnessed grown adults step out of their homes clutching adult cats to their chests just like a kid clutches a teddy bear, all while scolding it for trying to get away because it is uncomfortable and feels unsafe. i have watched people carry around puppies and miniature dog breeds while shopping and get upset at them when they don't sit perfectly still.
if you want something that brings you comfort by holding it, and can be taken anywhere and everywhere with you, but don't want it to move, make sounds, interrupt you, have bodily functions or needs, can be forgotten about easily if it gets inconvenient and can be put down without it running away: you want a stuffed animal, toy, blanket, or other comfort object.
you do not want a live animal. wanting an animal means accepting that it is alive. animals are not objects to be held and then berated when they have the audacity to be sentient. animals are not objects, period. they are living, breathing beings that have needs just like you. you. they are not here specifically to comfort you, there are here to be alive.
we need to normalize that it's okay for adults to carry objects that comfort them. i'm autistic and struggle with anxiety- i do this every time i leave the house when i'm able to. i carry very large stuffed animals with me and i don't receive negative comments, in fact, i only receive compliments if people say anything at all. i've been told that seeing an adult who carries stuffed animals and has lots of visible comfort objects (keychains, stim toys, etc.) is a welcoming sight to see, and that it brings others joy.
it's okay to want something that brings you comfort. but a live animal isn't always the answer. they are comforting, but they are not objects, and it's really irresponsible to use them as such. we need to acknowledge that adults need comfort, but we also have to be responsible in where we get it from.
#autism#actually autistic#neurodivergence#neurodiversity#neurodiverse#ptsd#anxiety#mental health#our writing
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“Unsafe” aka a short comic about terrible men being terrible
⚠️ CW; NSFT, choking, e-stim, dubcon - kinda but not really
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What is the etiquette for being in an anon cruising space and recognizing someone? Specifically, let’s imagine I recognize a hot author, whose work I’m an enormous fan of. Do I keep a respectful distance and try not to glance at his body because he probably isn’t looking to be recognized there of all places? Do I go for it but not say anything? Do I murmur “I love your work”? Do I proposition for mutual stimming and sensory seeking?
… of course, goes without saying I would never ever want to compromise his identity or habits, or make him feel unsafe/uncomfortable. (To that end feel free not to answer this and I’ll assume option A).
I definitely do not want to be engaged with as Author Public Figure in a space where i'm trying to be a free use wet hole.
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