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reineyday · 10 months
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hi you probably do not remember me but i posted a kryk fic in like, 2021 that i have since deleted bc i hated it LOL but i was making a spreadsheet of all my ao3 bookmarks and reread shot through the heart and holy shit dude kuroyaku disease is terminal and i will never be free and i will probably end up digging something up for them to finish this summer because they are so summer and anyway this is a really long unhinged message BUT. i may write kpop and merlin fanfic now but i remember my roots (kuroyaku, and subsequently your fic). sorry i'm very excited about this it's like the internet equivalent of seeing your favorite barista in a coffee shop in a new city anyway i hope you're having a really great time
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foranpo · 7 months
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ੈ˚☆ when they love you the most.
fandom: genshin impact.
characters: childe, thoma, kaveh.
reader: gn!
genre: headcanons.
content: fluff.
word count: ~250 each // 700 total
ੈ♡˳────── enjoy the reading ♡ ──────
˚ʚ childe.
in the waves of moonlight, feeling your body next to his, after an exhausting day, not knowing how to react to the world —Childe loved you the most when everything that existed ceased to be and nothing but luminous darkness covered the entire vast horizon.
alone with you, comforted in small walls, wrapped in soft sheets, Childe loved you more when he stopped pretending. without any weight of the world on his shoulders, completely devoid of imaginary people that formed his being, Childe loved you when he was himself and only him.
truly Childe.
with the delicacy trapped in his touch and the neediness clinging to his gaze, Childe loved you with the grace of the end of the day, the tiredness of being so many without any rest holding his slurred, but always felt and vibrant, words.
an i love you. an i missed you. a just five more minutes.
small pleas escaped Childe's lips like prayers from the most devout of believers, all the anguish and uncertainty that commanded his body to dissipate when at home, comforted in small walls, wrapped in soft sheets, clinging to you.
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˚ʚ thoma.
in the insecurities of the future and the uncertainties of the present, bathed in the clarity of the sun and declaimed by the beauty of the flowers —Thoma loved you the most when everyone got tired of you and threw you to the ground, over and over again, without any warning.
entire afternoons seemed short when you felt Thoma's embrace. small poems were quoted between murmurs, songs from the most famous poets finding a melody between Thoma's soft lips.
whenever and every time the whole world fell on you, whenever and every time the whole world decided to test your strength, Thoma was there for you, reminding you why he didn't let go, etching it into your memory with colors of love and affection that him, and always him, would be a word away from you.
tranquility and peace. among all the chaos, Thoma existed.
it didn't exist just for you, but for your relationship; patience and understanding fled from Thoma's fingertips, outlining drawings of strength and encouragement, writing memories of love on your soft skin.
always calm, always smiling, Thoma loved you.
he just loved you. there was no other way to say it, as there was no other way to feel it: pure passion burned Thoma's heart, using the lava that flowed inside him to build permanent fortifications of love and tenderness in your hands every time he caressed you between poems of tomorrow and sonnets of your conquests;
extreme devotion squeezed Thoma's heart, letting the line that hung from him escape through his lips in all the light, graceful, affectionate kisses that he gave you in all the memories of who you are and who you once were.
when everyone gave up on you, Thoma was by your side. always and forever with you.
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˚ʚ kaveh.
between dusty pages and lit candles, sweet with the certainty of a future —Kaveh loved you the most when a new shine appeared in your eyes.
your curiosity lit up your face every time happiness clench to your heart, leading you to question what else you could love, what else you could do.
and Kaveh clung to all your smiles.
admiring you from afar, always fearing to share your happiness, totally nervous about destroying your passion, Kaveh allowed your entire existence to strongly paint his heart with warmer, more passionate tones.
all because you discovered a new passion, a new goal.
how beautiful it was to see you grow, become the wonderful person who inspires each of Kaveh's creations; between smiles and looks, words and memories, your entire essence rained down stardust that stuck to Kaveh's notebooks, forcing him to draw, to create, for you.
for your courage to start something new when no one expected anything from you; for your resilience in continuing when the world knocked you down —Kaveh admired you, but, above all, he loved you. yesterday and today. in a tomorrow awaited by you, in a future carved by both of you, Kaveh loved you, for all eternity.
ੈ♡˳───── feedback is appreciated ♡ ─────
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dirtybg3confessions · 4 months
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Blog Moderation FAQs
Hi everyone!
Every time we answer an ask about the queue/inbox situation we get several of the same suggestions in our inbox. While we truly appreciate those of you trying to be helpful, I wanted to take some time to address some of the suggestions and the reasons behind our position on said suggestions.
Have you considered closing the ask box for a while until you work through what you have?
No. With as many asks as there are in the box, it would result in the ask box being closed for quite some time, which we don't think is really what anyone wants!
Closing the box would allow for us to "catch up", but it also would mean potential dry periods of content.
Keeping the ask box open means we need to scroll forever to reach the old asks, but it also means that we are set to deliver consistent content for a while, and are never at risk for an empty queue when the inevitable drop in fandom interest hits.
Why don't you post more frequently?
Actually, we do! We've exploded recently, so many of you may not remember ye olden days of our blog's founder doing their best as a one person show and we got one post a day... ish. Then, when the ask box exploded to 100 asks (haha) they brought in the first round of new mods (including me!). During this time, we were able to build a solid queue. We were then able to post 5-6 times a day.
With a healthy queue and a healthy ask box, we were able to bump the post frequency to 12 times a day. Most of the first wave of mods worked through some asks and then largely went inactive. This is fine, it happens. After struggling to keep up a frequency of 12/day as a one person show once again, we recruited new mods with some activity guidelines.
To maintain a posting frequency of 12 times a day, each mod needs to add 3 posts to the queue a day, or 21 posts to the queue a week. We ask that every mod contributes 30 times a week, that way we have a healthy buffer of content for holidays, emergencies, and just general time away from the internet.
While the confessions are sent in by y'all and editing them in photoshop is a generally simple process, it still does take time. Time in the game to find and take the screenshots, time in the editing software to create the image, then posting and tagging appropriately. Those cursed edits y'all love so much take even more time.
We're all adults here. And your mods are too. They have lives off of tumblr, often complete with bills and day jobs. Honestly, less fun than the little horny blog, but *vague gestures towards capitalist hellscape*
For these reasons, posting 12 times a day is going to be a hard cap for the foreseeable future. In the most loving way possible: If you are submitting an ask now and expecting to see it a week or even a month from now, you are going to be sorely disappointed. Submit your ask and know that it will be appreciated by the community when its time comes.
"A confession is never late, nor is it early. A confession arrives precisely when it means to." - Elminster (probably)
Why don't you just get more mods?
Have you heard the phrase "too many cooks in the kitchen"? Every person added to a process adds another variable, and the more variables, the harder it is to deliver a consistent experience. Additionally, the goal is to find people who can stay pretty consistently active, which can be a hard ask for a lot of people. We're very grateful for the team that we have now, and we aren't seeking new mods at this time.
Why don't you post more confessions about (character/female/etc)?
We are a submissions blog. We work with the content we are given. You need to be the horny you wish to see in the world. I know in general there's a lack of confessions for female characters, and there's an analysis to be made about how different gender/sexual identities interact with fandom and how that affects the content available in communities for consumption, but I'm not the person to make it.
Thank you all for continuing to be amazing, it is truly an honor to serve 🫡
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edensrose · 3 months
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˚◞❀˳ a proper farewell
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god that title sounds dramatic as fuck so let me just clear things up immediately: no, I'm not leaving tumblr, I will still be very manageable to reach and interact. what I am drifting away from is the tolkien fandom — and since this place, despite my hardships, has meant so much to me - I decided to give it a proper little farewell, to the people who made everything count. along with a little explanation for my decision while shedding light on my experience. ( I'll try to be brief )
I joined the tolkien fandom while writing for thranduil, it's here I gained my following in the fanbase and things went quite smoothly. however, upon beginning to write for mairon, then melkor and then later the ainur — I saw an increase in hate anons. something I have experienced before, natural of a multi fandom blog, but never to this degree. initially I assumed it was because I was simply growing larger as a blog, and perhaps that is the reason — but from what I noticed, I was battling with a bunch of chronically online people who simply could not handle my love for. . . "problematic characters"
I never understood it, really. I never saw other ainur blogs getting the hate I did - I guess I'll truly never know. had I done something? was my writing just not good enough? were my vibes off? over the time I've been called things like two faced, fake, a romanticiser of abuse, lazy for not filing out requests, been told I shouldn't write reader inserts, told to kms and other graphic incidents ( such as people sending death threats and actual gore to my inbox ). this branched from burner accounts to anons, and I could just never understand why me. a quick gander at the #clownon tag and you'll find some of the instances in which I've been harassed.
I genuinely thought my writing was the issue.
which demotivated me from writing for quite some time. could I have turned anon off? sure, but that would have meant that the anons I'd frequently interact with would most likely not come around anymore. it meant a decline in requests, it meant just a crippling factor to my blog in general, so I chose to ignore. but it got hard to eventually. I was bullied for liking a god with big wings just because for crying out loud.
I've tried to fake being okay. fake being strong and unwavering about the hate, but I just couldn't anymore. and that's okay.
it wasn't all tears and hardships though. I have made very good friends through the tolkien fandom, many of which I consider close. from @bluezenzennie to @kiatheinsomniac — @a-contemplation-upon-flowers , @cilil , @someoneinthestars and so so many more. it'd take me forever to tag and honestly my heart is squeezing so much listing these few down already. they made fandom fun, whether it was our silly little play fights or collabs or you name it. those of you that have spent time to tell me about your day on anon or send in the nicest of things. I haven't forgotten them, and I cherish them, but it's time for me to go
am I sad? fucking of course. a part of me found so much comfort here and in these characters. I've spent hours on end developing lore for aus or designing aesthetics for writing — just writing and pumping out content or blogs, everything and anything I could do. and while I don't regret those times - the way I've been treated in response hurts. which is why I've made this decision.
I'm growing as a person too. I'm writing a book now, I've got an oc blog to promote that book that I'm working hard on ( @valentine-cafe ) , things are looking good. does this mean I'm just gonna disappear? of course not. I plan on staying around, getting back into request writing ( for other fandoms ) and still interacting and supporting my tolkien moots and friends. will I be writing or creating content for tolkien? probably not. at least not in the foreseeable future. the characters I once loved and cherished have now been ruined for me. I've been made to feel embarrassed for loving manwe and namo to the degree that I have, and I don't see myself being able to write for ainur without thinking of all the shit I've gotten for doing so.
regardless, I'll be here still. and while I might not be your local valarfucker anymore, I hope to be your rose still 🩷 thank you so much for two and a half years, I love you all dearly
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What the Future Holds
I’ve seen a few people making posts like this, and considering how much this series means to me and how it’s technically ending tomorrow, I feel like I should do my own, both to clear up things to y’all and for my own peace of mind.
So, to start with the obvious question; I’m not going anywhere once the show has ended, but I’m also not going to interact with any Season 3 content or write anything about it. As far as I’m concerned, Hilda is still my main fandom, and I have many more fic ideas for it, but there is no Season 3.
Now, I’ll be the first to admit that my fic output has been slowing down the last couple of years; part of that is that my interest peaked with Season 2’s release, and I do spend more time with other fandoms these days, but none of them have gotten to me the way Hilda has. The truth is I’ve had to take some time away from this fandom for personal reasons, and also, to be honest, 2023 has been a slow year for me as a writer in general. My output has basically been 1/3rd of what it was last year.
The reason for that is because I’ve been working on a truly massive other project. I initially planned on setting aside 3 months for it, but it’s evolved into an entire year’s work and it’s still not quite done. But I am still writing in between working on this, and I have decided outright that I’m done once 2024 starts, so hopefully I’ll do more writing then. Either way, I have many more ideas I want to get down, including two more Hilda fics by the end of this month alone.
Longer term? I can’t promise I’ll be here forever, but I also can’t see myself leaving this franchise behind. Hilda and Twig will hopefully spawn some more ideas, and eventually I need to continue the Runaway AU alongside others.
Plus, Hilda, or at least the first two seasons, are like home to me. I have an entire Hilda corner in my bedroom. I love this little blue-haired kid and everything about the world she lives in, and I can’t imagine that changing for a long time yet. It’s already been years since my favourite parts of canon came out; what’s a few more, eh?
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writers truth & dare
🕯on a scale from 1 to 10 how much do you enjoy editing? why is that?
I'd say... a solid 7? I usually edit a bit as I go, simply because I might come up with something that impacts a situation that happened earlier and I need to go back and change that while I remember it. I also edit once I'm done to try and catch any left behind half-finished sentences. It's good, it meeds to be done, but sometimes I feel like I need to know when to stop before I veer off and edit things into oblivion.
🛼 describe your latest wip with five emojis
🧑🏻‍🤝‍🧑🏼❤️🌃❓️❗️
Make of that what you will...
🥤recommend and author or fanfic that you love
You can't just ask me to rec one. You can't. I refuse. Putting this under a cut because I might get wordy.
Space AU series by kuurama (AO3)
Run, don't walk, SPRINT LIKE USAIN BOLT TO THIS SERIES. Had me from the first sentence of the first part until the very last sentence of the second part, at which point I had cried more times than I care to admit. Gorgeous prose, continuously makes you sit back and have an existential crisis. 10/10 would be destroyed again.
Besane Su Naše Noći by @mitochondriencocktail and @mewnyan
Honestly, anything by these two geniuses, but this one especially. Can't walk past Dumle without having to clutch my chest to make sure my heart won't escape me. So soft, and with the kind of hope that makes you feel tender at the edges.
lovefool by @punanenmarli
The amount of screaming I have done over this. It is hilarious, it is angsty, it is deliciously filthy and Jere's thirst tweeting is a delight. You will want to punch Bojan, though. A little.
mun ainoa oikea satama by @frikatilhi
I don't have words for how much this fic fucked me up when I read it the first time. And the second. And third. I felt like my heart was being pulverized throughout, trying to yell at Bojan, at Jere, at the mere thought that there could be a world where they are not what they are to each other.
Black Treacle by slightlysexualfiction (AO3)
A goddamn MASTERPIECE. Fucking glorious progression that builds and builds and you become so invested in both Jan and Nace and the something that is brewing between them. Whenever I get the update notification I immediately have to go sit down because I know that one way or the other, it will take me out.
The Marks on Our Skin by @electron-road-suspect
I love ERS's Kinktober verse with all my heart and whatever shreds remain of my soul, but soulmate AUs will always own me, and this one is so gorgeous and clever in its concept and execution, and though I thoroughly swoon at the two main constellations, it was the bonus chapter that truly took me out.
Do you think we'll be in love forever? by ate_my_brain (AO3)
An absolutely devastating what if scenario that feels so real I constantly ask myself if we're not looking at a very, very possible future. Heartbreaking, jawdropping, consistently mindblowing prose.
ljubili se (in se igrali) series by xianvar (AO3 + tumblr but tumblr refused to make it a tag)
I have gone back and reread this [redacted] amount of times. Like. I am in constant AWE at the emotional heft in this, it keeps hitting me every damn time, and I think xia may be one of my favourite Jance authors in the fandom.
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uzumaki-rebellion · 16 hours
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The World-building of Wakanda: Black Panther and Afrofuturism
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I've been revisiting the Wakanda Syllabus that an educator associate of mine Dr. Walter Greason put together when the first Black Panther movie came out, and also reviewing old discussions about the significance of that era as a cultural moment and movement at the same time.
The fact that I still write Black Panther fanfics is a testement to the love I have for that fandom and its importance to Afrofuturism and Black Diaspora Futurism. I'm always happy when I see other Black writers out here still churning out plots and series fics because it is a digital archive for how we perceive a fictional future where as Killmonger once annouced "We're on top."
These works are important and specifically center the Black experience. And we don't have to fit our characters inside of white story spaces where we are usually the sidekick or fetish characters. I had an interesting talk with a friend of a friend and she wanted to argue that Black characters in the MCU who were not in the Black Panther/Wakanda Forever films should be included in the discussions of Afrofuturism, and I said they didn't belong in it fully because those characters are not centering Black people's futures. They center the non-Black white leads and their American/American adjacent interests (I'm talking about War Machine, Nick Fury, Sam Wilson, Valkyrie etc). It was a good back and forth because I am always questioning how Black people can build Black solidarity/communities by always working in white spaces in the service of white global agendas.
Writing Killmonger's journey (and his parents) for over six years (Lawd six years!!!!) with numerous books has taught me a lot about my role in preserving our fandom legacy as Black fanfiction writers and as readers. Afrofuturism has allowed me to explore not only Black Liberation, but Black Queerness, ATR's (African Traditional Religions), Black Matriarchy and Black Patriarchy. I've written about things I love and participate in, and also got to play pretend like I'm a kid again playing with my Barbie dolls and action figures. Black sex. Black music. Black art. Black philosophy. Blackety Black and unapologetic.
All this to say that I hope others out there like me keep writing and reading and reblogging these free little digital seeds we are planting that will truly blossom in the future when others discover our work. I know many Black writers lament that we don't get the same traction or BNF notoriety that white writers do. However, there is joy and divine calling when one simply sits and writes a Black Panther tale to give to other Black people for free all over the world. It still boggles my mind that there are people who have read my stories for years and they live on the other side of the world. People I will probably never meet, but they read and sometimes leave sweet comments that feed me to keep going.
Keep writing y'all. Keep reading and sharing and creating. You are making Afrofuturism fanfiction that is a time capsule for Black folks who aren't even here yet. Academics are secretly reading your stuff and using it to formulate academic studies on a fictional world ! Your Black Panther creations are beautiful no matter where you live on the planet!
Pat yourself on the back and keep worldbuilding and reading.
Here is a link if you want to check out some Wakanda Syllabus stuff that has been collected for the public to use.
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raylangivins · 6 months
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twenty questions for fic writers
thank you @acorrespondence for tagging me in this! i love shiteing on about writing :)
How many works do you have on ao3?
33, which shocks me because for some reason in my head the number's permanently at, like, 8.
What's your total ao3 word count?
195,093
What fandoms do you write for?
I mean currently it's beatles rpf 🌝. But also Check Please (specifically jackparse, I have absolutely no interest in anything else), Wolf 359, The Social Network, Community (although none of these are an ao3 due to I wrote them when I was 15), and some random one hit wonders.
What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
live through this, and you won't look back - Jack/Kent, Check Please
if being afraid is a crime, we hang side by side - Kepler/Jacobi, Wolf 359
baby, it's all relative - John/Paul, Beatles
Time May Change Me - Mark/Eduardo, The Social Network
Five Men Roy Ruined For Jen - Jen/Roy, The IT Crowd
Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Yes, always, unless I forget!! I don't know why I wouldn't like, if people are reading I am genuinely excited and grateful for that. Why wouldn't I tell them? (I'm very bad at thinking of things to say which aren't just "I'm glad you enjoyed it", but I try).
What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I think lately you've been feeling so good i forget my future (in which jack and kent go to prom) is pretty grim not even because the ending itself is the worst but also it foreshadows so much worse to come. Most of my jackparse fic is them as teenagers because I love that "the worst is yet to come" doom that constantly hangs over them in those years. Also one and one and one is three (in which john/paul/yoko have an emotionally fraught threesome). I hurt my own feelings writing that one lol.
What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Not one of the recent ones, I can tell you that! Although it depends if you mean fluffy or happy by my own metric because EYE think the best happy endings are the ones you have to work through some angst to get. So if you're looking for fluffy, probably Five Men Roy Ruined for Jen; if you're looking for a journey that ends in happiness, then I'd say wouldn't it be? nice makes me feel euphoric at the end.
Do you get hate on fics?
I've gotten a couple bitchy comments but generally no.
Do you write smut?
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Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
I've only written one and it's where Jean-Ralphio from Parks and Rec becomes the Eleventh Doctor's companion in Doctor Who. It's cute, I still like it.
Have you ever had a fic stolen?
God, I hope not. Although, I did have someone once finish a fic I abandoned on ff.net without really asking me first, which I thought was both flattering and hilarious of them. So true, babe. Write the finished fic you wish to see in the world!
Have you ever had a fic translated?
I think someone translated one of my old Gossip Girl fics on ff.net, also. I can't remember what language it was though.
Have you ever co-written a fic before?
No, but I'm not opposed to it.
What's your all-time favorite ship?
All my fave ships are pretty much variations on the same dynamic with a few exceptions. It's comical how consistant I am about this without even trying.
What's a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
Tbh I never truly rule anything out. There's a post-canon Justified fic that has lived in my head for years, that I mostly haven't written because it's a lot of work, and I don't really care about sharing it that much it's mostly just for me. There's a Dawson's Creek Pacey genderswap fic I dream of writing, but likely will never bother. There's a beatles fic where Paul can talk to instruments that I actually wrote 20k for but it's so dogshit I can't bear to try to fix it so it's going to just sit on my computer forever probably.
What are your writing strengths?
I hate this question, I'm so bad at identifying these things. Vibes? I think I'm good at dialogue but that's mostly because that's what I start with, so it's like the bones of most of my fics. I've been told I'm good at like being thoughtful to all the different characters in fic even if it's not about them or their POV, which is always a nice thing to hear.
What are your writing weaknesses?
Physical descriptions probably. I don't care about them very much and therefore I don't put as much effort into them as I probably should. Also, I write chronologically so most of my endings are slightly lazier than the rest of the fic.
Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
I don't know. I've never tried it. As a bilingual person, seeing people who are not bilingual completely miss the nuances of that is actually really irritating. Especially as someone who speaks Portuguese but grew up in an English speaking country, reading TSN fic was so specifically annoying. And don't even get me started on the concept of "untranslateable" words and "saudade".
It can be done well, but often isn't. Also, if you give me a bunch of text in a language I don't know, my brain is just gonna skip over it, so it's often redundant when it's more than, like, a sentence.
First fandom you wrote for?
First fic I published was for Gossip Girl, but when I was like 11 I wrote what was essentially a Life With Derek canon-divergence fic in a copybook that I showed to a teacher in my school.
Favorite fic you've written?
All of them. But some that have not yet been mentioned on this post:
kissing just for practice - Jack/Kent (idk, I set out to do something specific with this fic and I really felt I did)
i want every other freckle - si-5 ot3 kind of (this fic means so much to me)
tomorrow i'll miss you - mclennon before sunset au (before sunset is one of my favourite movies and i worked really hard on this one)
i thought i knew one, what did i know? - paul's girlfriend catches john and paul together (this one makes me crazy and i'm the one who wrote it lol)
tagging: @softbrah @jeanharlowseyebrows @scurator @wurmzirkus @coyotesuspect @midchelle
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nimrism · 1 month
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Hi 👋 This fandom is truly the once and future fandom. Morgana did nothing wrong can coexist with Merthur love for me(although she basically destroyed them) What about you? (^.^)
HELLAURRRRR
you're so so right for the once and future fandom line like we'll truly be here forever 😭
and YES morgana has never done anything wrong in her LIFE she's literally an angel as far as i'm concerned she was THE BEST GUY AROUNDDDDD :)) all her actions are justifiable trust me trust me
merthur are something that can be so personal like they truly are THAT mlm ship for me. the merlin writers KNEW what they were doing (ruining my life) AND AS FOR MORGANA AND MERTHUR I'M CONVINCED SHE'S THEIR BIGGEST SHIPPER ACTUALLY (you're just gonna have to trust me on this one again cause the show doesn't help me prove my point with all the impaling/plotting against each other/eventual murder BUT she's always rooted for them to be together and if merlin hadn't yk... poisoned her and foiled her plans fifteen thousand times she might've been his wingman)
but these are mostly just my delusions :) do share any headcanons you have cause i love hearing different perspectives on their characters and in the end i just end up combining multiple headcanons to create a parallel reality in my head so :)))
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warriorstale001 · 2 months
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Important Update about my fics.
Hi everyone,
Been a while huh?
I'm sorry I haven't posted in forever, been pretty busy the last few months. So busy in fact I haven't written anything in what feels like forever.
Recently though, I started thinking more seriously about my fanfics. I can't keep telling you all over and over again that I'm 'going to start working on them soon' just to completely ignore them any more. I still love Undertale and UTMV content but I just don't seem to have it in me to write anymore… And I think it's about time I admit that to you all.
So yes in case you're wondering, to summarise this entire post, I'm done writing fanfics and all of my current WIPs are going to be put on indefinite hiatus unless I am able to rekindle my love for writing them at some point in the future.
It's not easy for me to post this, especially because I don't want to admit to myself that I'm not the Undertale/UTMV fan that I was, but I've been in this fandom for 6 years now and I just can't put in the dedication to this fandom that I once did.
I'm still going to be on Tumblr and I might post something on occasion but it'll be pretty rare if I do. If anything it'll be older content I wanted to share but never did at the time I made it for some reason. You're free to keep following me, but I understand if you don't wish to anymore.
I'm sorry if I've disappointed any of you. A part of me is disappointed in myself and I hope one day I'll find it in me to finish my fics, even if that's 5 or 10 years down the road… But right now I just can't do it and I think it's time everyone who follows me knows that.
Thank you for reading my fics and for following me. Its truly been an honour writing fics for this fandom for the past four years.
Take care all of you and as always…
Have a wonderful day :3. Warrior.
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thecheshirerat · 9 months
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mmkay no one’s said this yet and I’m kinda surprised because I thought it was fairly obvious but
We (and when I say “we” i mean the Good Omens series fandom) wouldn’t be here if Aziraphale didn’t feel like he needed to prove himself.
Yeah, he believes that God and Heaven are fixable, yeah, he’s been emotionally manipulated by the Metatron, yeah, he sees the Metatron’s offer as a potential safe future for him and Crowley.
But imo, none of those reasons fully account for his choice. No one’s yet (to my knowledge) mentioned the sheer simple fact that Aziraphale saw, in Metatron’s offer, an opportunity to prove himself, and to a certain extent, prove the world wrong about him.
Think about what people say regarding Aziraphale in this season, both to his face and in discussion. Shax belittles him for being soft. He is called things like “Crowley’s emotional support angel” and “Crowley’s pet.” Condescension has come towards him from his enemies (“don’t tell me YOU did it?” - Seraquael regarding the miracle, from Shax as aforementioned) but also from the people he loves around him, and it’s been that way his whole life.
Crowley’s protective nature is adorable, but his concern isn’t always communicated well. He says, “you really are terrible at magic,” rather than “I was terrified I was going to get you discorporated and I don’t ever want to do that again.” While the bookshop is under siege, Aziraphale steps forward and seems to have an idea, but Crowley dismisses it. He doesn’t give Aziraphale key information because it would upset him, but as a result Aziraphale is unaware the true depth of disgust Gabriel held for him, he doesn’t hear about “extreme sanctions” until it’s too late, Crowley doesn’t explain his absence after the Resurrectionists minisode. This lack of communication is bad for both of them, but I digress. On top of this, Aziraphale relies on Crowley for validation- he needs to tell him his good deeds, and, notably, the entire conversation at the end of the Job Minisode where Crowley gives Aziraphale the option to be “an angel who goes along with heaven as far as he can,” serves as an example of this.
Let’s even zoom in on The Last Scene, for examples of the tiny ways in which Aziraphale struggles to feel as though Crowley truly respects him. “You can’t leave this bookshop.” “I think I understand a whole lot better than you do.” “Listen. Hear that? […] That’s the point. No nightingales.” “You idiot.” Obviously there’s a lot to these lines, but Crowley’s tone is decidedly condescending from Aziraphale’s perspective- he asks questions that have trick answers, he insists he knows best, and being told that he doesn’t know what he’s doing is a real pet peeve of our Angel’s. It’s also key to Crowley’s character. He loves doing this shit, to Aziraphale, to Muriel, all over the place.
With that context, some of Aziraphale’s lines make a lot more sense. “You can be my second in command!” “Oh Crowley, nothing lasts forever.” “I don’t think you understand what I’m offering you.” “I forgive you.” He’s trying to say “two can play the condescending game,” but he doesn’t have the confidence. You can see it in his face when he says, “Well. I suppose there’s nothing more to say.” That face is screaming “there was no need for that tone of voice.” He’s mimicking the condescending tone of the other angels, striving to be right, for once- because he should be right, shouldn’t he? (“I’m a great deal holier than thou, that’s the point!”)
Because Aziraphale hates when Crowley condescends to him! He hates that, time and time again, he’s the one who ends up doing the “i was wrong dance” (why do you think he savors it so much when Crowley does it?), he hates that Crowley’s right all the time. And he knows Crowley is right, at the end of this scene. You can see it in his face when Crowley says “no nightingales,” you can tell he knows what he’s doing isn’t cute. He’s just terribly, terribly frustrated, and he doesn’t have it in him to back out now that he’s gone this far. Maybe if his self-esteem was stronger he could’ve siphoned up some humility.
So yeah. He wants to go to heaven and prove everyone wrong, and be the person that Metatron says he can be- a strong leader, wise, right all along. He knows, by the end of his conversation with Crowley, that it probably won’t be as easy as Metatron says it will be, he realizes Crowley’s suspicions could be true, but he can’t let Crowley win by backing out. Because then what would he be?
Crowley’s pet. Crowley’s emotional support angel. etc etc etc
He needs to do this in order to learn. He needs to do this in order to prove to himself that he can stand on his own. He needs to be the one to swoop in and save Crowley in season 3.
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jerzwriter · 10 months
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What's happening...
So, the fandom is very small, and demand for content is extremely low, but I still wanted to put this together... perhaps it's more to wrap my own head around future projects. But in case anyone is interested, I figured I'd share.
Open Heart: Ethan World
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I'm wrapping up A Different Fate and What Happened in Vegas. The former will be done very soon (I hope this week), and I intend for Vegas to be completed no later than August.
I'll be focusing on getting Ethan & Kaycee hitched this summer. They'll be having a "surprise wedding" and some other exploits along the way.
Dr. Eva Mendez (F!OC) will finally be introduced as an LI for Ethan in my Tobias x Casey world. I plan on concentrating more on that universe, so we'll be seeing more of her and Ethan there.
Open Heart: Tobias x Casey World
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I've long wanted to close the gaps in their story and haven't been able to do it. So I plotted a way. This will be a series of stories that will fill in the gaps, starting with the end of the chemical attack, bringing us to how they finally ended up together (after all this time, I can't believe y'all still don't know how that happened! lol). This will be in sequential order, but since it's filling "gaps" it will be a little... unique.
Once this is completed, I'm wrapping up their long-abandoned wedding (and Ethan and Eva fit into that). Then we'll see a little more of their future.
My secondary focus for T/C will be the angsty alternate universe What's Forever For? There, they are recently divorced, even though neither truly wants to be. What obstacles will they face as they try to co-parent their son? Can they transition from husband and wife to friends? Will others step in to complicate things between them? Will they ever find their way back to each other, or will they determine love doesn't always mean you end up together?
Oh, nearly forgot! @choicesprompts is running a rewrite challenge to place our characters into scenes from other movies/books, etc. Well, I have a little something planned for Tobias & Casey, and it will be based on this...
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Wake the Dead:
The conclusion of Eli's past story will be up within the week. It should have been done, but warning, it's sad... and I have had too much sad things going on IRL to concentrate on this, but now I want to wrap it up.
Once that's completed, I will focus more on Eli x Zoe, as opposed to Eli alone. There will also be more appearances from the other friends at Olympus. I know it's not a terribly popular pairing, but I adore them and these days, that's good enough!
Crimes of Passion:
I don't know exactly what lies ahead for Trystan & Carolina, but I assure you... there are things ahead for Trystan & Carolina. I adore these two and am having so much fun learning more about them. As CoP2 continues, I'll see where my HC for this dynamic duo goes.
One thing you may notice is missing is Reset. I've been back and forth on that, and honestly, I don't know where that stands right now. It would be a huge effort, and motivation is lacking. The most I can say is I'll keep you posted.
In lieu of what used to be Six Sentence Sunday - if you'd like to see snippets for any of the above, let me know via comment, reblog or ask, and I'll hook you up!
I know we're much smaller, and this is all fun and self-indulgent at his point - but for those of you who are still here and still support my work - I want to let you know just how much it means. Thank you... from the bottom of my heart.
Tagging all my lists separately. If you wish to be added/removed/or put on a different list - reach out to me via DM or comment here. Thank you!
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sleepingdeath-light · 10 months
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relationship hcs ; godseeker
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requested by ; anonymous (23/05/23)
fandom(s) ; hollow knight
fandom masterlist(s) ; here
character(s) ; godseeker
outline ; “godseeker relationship hcs??? i love godseeker??? godseeker is great????”
note ; not 100% sure on my characterisation of godseeker here (the wiki gave very little info regarding her personality beyond her role and dialogue) so apologies if anything seems off. might add to/alter this in the future
warning(s) ; none, just fluff!
before she gets trapped inside of her cocoon, godseeker is actually an incredibly loving and attentive partner — treating you and your relationship with a reverence that’s only second to her dedication to her cause
of course finding the god of all gods is still her priority and she’d still travel to hallowness no matter how reluctant you are about the journey — but throughout the whole pilgrimage she ensures that you’re taken care of
always gives you the first sip of clean water, the first bite of fresh foods, because she cares for you — in fact you’re the only thing she cares of that isn’t directly tied to her purpose as a seeker, and she makes no efforts to hide this fact
her people — the other seekers — all know you through her and care for you in kind, deeming you worthier than most despite your underlying status as an outsider and intruder of the collective
(they mean well, truly, but it does still sting when they address you in the same way as an interloper or unworthy heretic)
she never uses your name, even when talking about you to others, either calling you ‘the outsider’ (very bluntly) to her fellow seekers or calling you ‘dear’ directly
she prays for you a lot — usually for your longevity and health, but she has been known to beg the gods for your success in your passions and ventures
despite her mostly detached outlook on the world beyond the godhome — which worsens the longer she stays there — godseeker does make an effort to be there for you when she’s outside of it
she offers you comfort when you’re upset or unwell, always knowing whatever remedy or words you need to make things better — claiming to have been guided by the gods in her time in the dream
she’ll sit or lay beside you and hold you when you ask it of her, growing body warm and soft and comfortable and her voice familiar and pleasant as she assures you and hums and prays and recalls tales of the old gods — lulling you into a restful slumber with ease
after she’s trapped in her cocoon, however, you won’t be seeing or hearing much from her for a very long time — not until she’s been freed from the chains and bindings keeping her in place
but, rest assured, during your time apart you’re never far from her mind — as she watches over the pantheons and it’s combatants, together with her people once again, she does still think of you
she recalls your voice and your smile between battles and she finds her own lips creeping upwards at the memory
she’ll see something that reminds her of a story you’d told her and she’ll feel her eyes well up at the memory
she misses you dearly, but she’s still at peace with her role as a seeker — as the overseer of the pantheons and as the current host of all past godseeker, with whom she now has a place
and once she’s freed, perhaps slightly embittered towards her perceived destiny being torn from her by an intruder, she’ll seek you out once again
carrying with her more stories to soothe your aching mind, a distant voice to be used to make you laugh and arms that have longed to hold you for what has felt like forever
she may have been at peace with her purpose, but it didn’t make it any harder to be separated from the outsider — the non seeker — that she loves
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seraphiism · 2 years
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𓆩 ღ 𓆪 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝
( surely, that day, the two of us touched love. )
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chara : diluc ragnvindr fandom : genshin impact quote cr : ayumi hamasaki - heaven
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"your arms are very warm, dearest."
in your home there is a belonging found, an absence of hiraeth erased from the tragedies of a wounded soul. diluc holds you in the night hours, reverent in the way his arms wrap around your waist. you hum in contentment, fingers fixing crimson locks before trailing down his face. they trace his jawline, find fascination in the faintest curve of his lips, and how he craves the sensation of your mouth against his in this moment of intimacy.
"--as is your face, by the way."
diluc does not think he could bring himself to look at his reflection. he cannot imagine the red hues that adorn his cheeks in this moment, nor does he want to contemplate it too much, should it make things worse. your hands rest on his shoulders, give a gentle squeeze or two as your laughter fills the air at the tension in his body. such affections are something he has yet to adapt to -- and truly, he doesn't know if he'll ever be able to take your teasing tones in stride.
"i am not immune to your schemes, even today."
"schemes? you wound me. there's only love in these words, you know." you tap his nose gently, smile when he crinkles it instinctively.
"that would be a roundabout way of saying that you enjoy teasing me."
"possibly. but i don't think you mind it too much."
"you would be right."
a silence fills your bedroom once more; your hands wander absentmindedly, ghosting over his arms before resting on his hands. you remove them from your waist, lace your fingers together as your eyes catch sight of the moonlight's blessings on your matching rings.
it was his idea, initially : a distant thought-- almost hesitant as if he thought maybe it would be too soon. maybe you wouldn't want it-- his promise of a future shared, the thought of spending a forever with him. but how you proved him wrong, almost bursting into tears at his kind words of adoration when he first mentioned it. that was nearly half a year ago, you recall, and now, on his birthday, you wear them together.
what a beautiful thing love is, and how wondrous that such an accessory can bear significance of the road to happiness and bonds forged for a lifetime.
he takes note of your stare, finds himself looking at the silver. something dwells in his heart, lines the strings that were once broken before. it is both heavy and light, overwhelming yet leaves him searching for more-- this love he has for you.
your gazes lock, an understanding found in unspoken words. he squeezes your hand, touch warm.
"happy birthday, diluc." your lips meet his in a veneration so cherished and found in an everlasting. "i'm glad you exist."
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polarnacht1 · 4 months
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Author interview
@myulalie tagged me for this one, thank you so much! Looking forward to doing this!
1. How many works do you have on ao3:
268 fics over three fandoms - 223 for Shadowhunters, 42 for Alex Rider and 3 for Heated Rivalry with hopefully more to come, but I don't think anything will ever beat Shadowhunters number wise...
2. What's my total ao3 wc: 1,672,711 words over the span of roughly four years... let's see if I get Ito the magic two million!!
3. What are my top 5 fics by kudos:
I'm always on the fence whether to include my co-written fics here, this time I won't - but the first three spots would otherwise belong to my three fics co-written with Nadja_Lee (they're mentioned) later - and yes, I don't think that's a coincidence 😂 A Darker Shade of Love - Malace, E, 55 k After Alec lies about the Soul Sword, Magnus breaks up with him, turning his back not only on him but the Accords and the Clave in general. Outcast by the Shadow World after escaping Valentine, Jace joins forces with Magnus.  When Jace’s birthday is due, Magnus gifts him the one thing Jace truly desires: Alec. A Bond To Destroy - Jalec, E, 9 K When Jace and Alec corrupt their bond by committing eros, the true power of it enfolds. When Alec is captured and tortured by the Clave, actions are set in motion the Clave has not foreseen. But they soon will discover what it means to mess with Jace’s Parabatai. I Can't Be Until I Feel Your Touch - Jalec, E, 11 k When Magnus breaks up with Alec, Alec spirals downwards. Believing he is not worthy of love, he seeks outer pain to deal with his inner. Something that doesn’t escape Jace’s attention. When Jace sees Andrew flirting with Alec, he cannot keep his own feelings for Alec boxed any longer. Finally the boys admit their feelings and they get together. Now Jace only has to find a way to keep Alec’s demons at bay and make Alec truly believe that what they have is real and forever. Love Is More Than Just A Kiss - Malace, E, 7 k After Alec gets injured during a mission, he can’t wait to get home to his two lovers, Jace and Magnus, to let them take care of him. But it is not care that awaits him, it’s worry masked as fury and rage, and he finds himself being pinned to a wall. Instead of giving in, Alec pushes back and they fight but soon they are able to see what drives the other; the love for each other, greater than any misunderstanding or insecurity. The Future Carries Our Names - Jalec, E, 3 K When Jace and Alec meet, the spark is already there. But it takes a little while and a little push to set this spark on fire. But once on fire, nothing will be able to extinguish it. Is it a coincidence that all my most successful fics are E-rated with a healty dose of kink and/or D/s elements? Could be but I don't think so 😂
4. Do you respond to comments, why or why not?
Absolutley! I love the interaction with fellow fans. I also love to know that others are reading my fics and enjoying them. It's great to know which details people liked, what worked for them. Great friendships started like that, IRL and fandom alike.
5. What fic has the angstiest ending?
That was acutally hard to remember, usually I write happy endings. But Fantasy Boy definitely is the winner. It's a short Jace & Jonathan fic with Jalec on the side: Jace is bound to Jonathan by the devilish Twinning rune. The powerful rune overules everyting else, even the Parabatai bond. There's just a strange longing left in Jace, ignited by a boy who visits his dreams. Will Jace be able to get rid of his dark bond to Jonathan when his fantasy boy kneels in front of him in flesh and blood - or will the darkness win?
6. What fic has the happiest ending?
This is even harder to answer 😂 Most of my fics get a happy ending or a hopeful ending, but I don't do overly sweet endings. But I pic Nocturnal Shadows, a 41K Jalec, Circle AU fic The Uprising is successful and Valentine and his Circle take over the reins in the Shadow World. Valentine has one true son, Jonathan, in whose veins runs demon blood. Valentine has an angel-blooded godchild, Jace, whom he deems too weak. To strengthen him, he decides to force Jace to become Parabatai with the son of one of his most loyal followers, Maryse Lightwood. Neither boy wants the bond but they have no other choice. The bond doesn’t care if the words are recited willingly or not, the Parabatai rune merges their souls together regardless. At first Alec and Jace loathe each other, but over time they learn that the true enemy is not the other but someone else entirely. It ends in a successfull rebellion, Jalec training young Shadowhunters and being utterly in love - not so different from others, but as it starts with a forced bond both loath (and each other) it feels happier
7. Do you write crossovers?
Not really, I'm not really interested in them either. But, fuelled by a lot of wine and bad (fun) influence, I wrote a Shadowhunters/Lucifer crossover About Devils and Cats - T, Jace & Lucifer, 3k Lucifer escapes hell to run a nightclub and his father is not impressed. He captures Lucifer and turns him into a black cat to punish him. But Lucifer being Lucifer, he takes his fate into his own hands. When he lays eyes on a certain blond Shadowhunter, a devilish plan is forming...
8. Have you received hate on ao3?
I was a Jalec writer when the fandom was still active, do I have to say more 😂 I was called names and told to do some things, all on anon of course. I would lie to say that it didn't bother me at all, but also not as much as I would have imagined. Hasn't happen in a long time though, the perks of a dying fandom I suppose.
9. Do you write smut? *cough* occassionally 😂though despite the perception, only 102 of my 268 fics are rated E. But I like to write smut, and I indulge in it when I do!
10. Have you had a fic get stolen?
Not that I know of
11. Have you had a fic get translated?
No, at least not to my knowledge!
12. Have you co-written a fic?
Several! The most (3) with Nadja_Lee for Shadowhunters also the longest ones! We wrote the incredible amount of 162.667 words together!! Fun times! Clash of Hearts - Jalec, E, 63 K Love Born In Darkness, Jalec, E, 77 K Bound Love - Malace, E, 22 K For Alex Rider I collaborated with @myulalie and @icebluecyanide: Vastly Different Things, Yalex, T, 4K What Goes Around Comes Around - Yalex, E, 7 k
13. What's your fav ship?
Currently it's Ilya Rozanov/Shane Hollander from Heated Rivalry (Game Changer Series), but Jalec and Yalex will always have a special spot in my heart.
14. What's a WIP you want to finish but never will?
The sequel to The Absence of Hate, my longest Jalec fic (81 K, M). It has a Hunger Game setting and while the boys survive and get together, it's not yet over. The Games are still on, they're mentors for the next set of kids. I started the sequel and I know where it should go, but I don't have the energy to write another at least 80 k.
15. What are my writing strengths?
I'm good at working through my characters' emotions, what drives them. I'm good with hurt/comfort and angst, but I think that comes with the first strength. I'm good with kinky smut too.
16. What are my writing weaknesses?
I'm really not good with technical details as that bores me to hell and back. I'm also really bad at similiar looking words like thread/threat, food/foot - I of course know what each means, but when I write them I sometimes use the wrong spelling and I just don't see it no matter how often I proofread, I overlook them. In other people's writing I spot them though of course.
17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages on ao3?
It has to be done well and it rarely is. Please, for the love of god, only do it when you are really sure the other language is correct, and even then it has to make sense for the person switiching to the other language. Reading things featuring a German character is truly painful sometimes (you cannot translate the English endearment "love" literally to Germand - and Liebchen is really nothing this German character would say to a lover. Really, really not.)
18. What's the first fandom you wrote for?
Shadowhunters!
19. What fandom/ship have you not written but want to?
There's one I want to write, but I don't want to jinx it so I won't mention it ... Oh and wolfstar (@icebluecyanide) 😂
20. What's your fav fic you've written?
I'm cheating now and mention one per fandom (and probably that changes each time someone asks The Absence of Hate for Jalec/Shadowhunters (M, 81k) Jace is fifteen when he’s reaped and becomes a tribute for District Eight to fight for his life. To make things worse, his mentor, the one person to train him and help him survive in the arena, is the boy Jace swore to hate for the rest of his life: Alec Lightwood.
Blood & Guns for Yalex/Alex Rider (E, 41 K) Alex’s new mission sounds suspiciously easy – go to Yassen’s favourite club, offer the man a drink and acquire information MI6 desperately needs in the process. Of course nothing is quite as easy as it seems, the club strange, the drink unusual, and Yassen is not the man Alex thought him to be. Winner's Curse for Hollanov/Heated Rivalry (M, 5k) Usually Ilya doesn’t mind being chosen for the winner’s room, but after today’s loss all he wants to do is go home and lick his wounds. Montreal has other plans for him, and Ilya isn’t sure whether he can forgive Shane for that.
This was a lot of fun (and took ages 😂). I'm tagging @icebluecyanide, @ravenjames, @kelkblr, @countessrivers and whoever else wants to do this!
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myfaveficrecs · 1 year
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Creator Spotlight
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@thedroneranger​ has some of the most amazing little worlds they create with the relationships they cultivate within their stories. My current favorite is the To Do List, but don’t just take my word for it. Please head over to their masterlist and show them all the love with likes, comments, and reblogs.
A Little Q & A:
1: What is your favorite thing you've written or made? This is a tough one! Fan fic for me is so self-indulgent, so it’s hard to pick. Right now, I really like Mustache Masquerade. And, my two Bradley fics, You Get Me Closer and Puppies are Forever, were really fun to write. 
 2: Top 3 favorite creators you want people to check out? So hard to give just three! I’m gonna pick based on what I’m reading right now. @cherrycola27​’s masterlist is a treasure trove. Currently, she’s running two series I’m OBSESSED with: Till Death? and To Hec and Back. Also check out her one shots! One of my favorites is Domestic AF. 
@chemistryread ( @ikercasllias​ ) has a Jake fic I literally can’t stop re-reading. It’s not complete yet, but it’s one of my favorite fics in the fandom. I actually found her because she wrote a Rhett Abbott fic that has just as much of a chokehold on me. Content comes in many forms, so I want to mention @babyrooster​ and @unicornships​. The visual content they create and curate provides a lot of the organic, real-time interaction within the fandom. I interact with something from each of them at least once a day. Truly, this list could go on and on! 
 3: An idea you have for a future work that people should look out for? Ooh, my WIPs are overflowing. I’ll have two entries for @roosterforme​’s Love is in the Air challenge. Of course, one Jake and one Bradley. Gotta do right by my Seresin Girlies and Bradshaw Baddies™️. Something outside my wheelhouse is I have a one shot idea for Bob that I’m fleshing out, so Bobby Gals stay tuned. Working title is Bob vs. B.O.B. 😏 There’s also a Rhett Abbott WIP kicking about for the Lewis Pullman fans reading this. It would focus on Rhett as a bull rider. Plenty of angst. Lastly, I have a few Javy ideas whirling around. Writing about Jake’s bestie seems like a natural next step to exploring other characters in the TGM universe.
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