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clattylesbian · 10 months
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Steve: [sigh] I wish Eddie was a girl.
Months later:
Robin: Are you happy now?
Transfem Stevie holding transfem Eddie's hand: This is not what I meant.
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eddie super high and trying to have sex with stevie like
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dwobbitfromtheshire · 3 months
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Writing prompt with art: After season 2, Steve Harrington disappears, and in the summer of '85, a new face appears. Sandra Sinclair, newly adopted daughter of Sue and Charles Sinclair. People don't question it, but people closest to her know the truth. She had transitioned (she might have used her hush money), and due to her time away, she had to repeat a year and yes, she still worked at Scoops and she still becomes platonic soulmates with Robin. Sandra ends up going to school with her little brothers and platonic soulmate. She ends up joining Hellfire, but does she end up falling for the leader of the group? Maybe. . .
And Dustin did say they make their own shirts, she chose purple.
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mister-anomaly · 1 year
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two of my fav scribbles from lesbian visibility week! featuring transfem steddie and buckingham !! <3
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thestobingirlie · 6 months
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I feel like you will understand some very specific gripe I have with a few Steddie fics.
1. When people take the Stobin bathroom scene and make it about Eddie. It makes me want to tear my hair out. The whole perfect thing about the bathroom scene is the Steve is into Robin, tells her, and then reacts in the best way possible when Robin tells him that she’s a lesbian and therefore can’t be attracted to him. And instead of being an asshole, Steve immediately pivots to making Robin feel accepted in his goofy way. I hate it when people rewrite it to be Eddie that Steve is confessing about :(
2. When Steve is genderbent but only so Eddie can be straight and Steve can be a self-insert. Like if Steve was always a girl, Robin would absolutely have been obsessed with girlSteve over Tammy and Steve had a crush on Robin in canon like in point one, so why wouldn’t they be dating?? I could understand if the authors wrote it that Stobin tried to date, but figured out they were better as friends, but usually Robin is almost totally forgotten in fics like that.
3. This is kinda like point 2, but when Steve is trans fem in fics just so Eddie has a girlfriend again. My favorite trans fem Steve fic is one where Robin is figuring out that she has a crush on Steve while Steve is figuring out that his gender is different, and is honestly more nonbinary than trans fem in the but it’s just so good in my opinion. It doesn’t make sense when people fuck with Steve’s gender but leave his relationship with Robin the same? It just makes no sense in my brain.
anyone making the bathroom scene about characters other than robin are not seeing heaven. that is a stobin moment, and that is robin’s coming out. (i also just don’t see the point in it!!! that’s the way she would come out not anybody else. just be creative!!! that’s the point of fanfiction!!!)
i think with stevie, what’s happening is that people are deathly afraid of getting accused of shipping stobin, so run in the opposite direction when it comes to transfem, or genderbent steve. i mean, steve in canon had a crush on robin, was and/or is (depending on how you interpret it) attracted to robin. and if stevie’s around, i don’t see why robin wouldn’t find her hot, or want to date her etc.
also, this is kind of a different complaint, but so much transfem stevie content is literally just about her gay boyfriend (it is always stressed that he is gay and has never been attracted to women), and i hate it lol. i’m here for HER
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atimeofyourlife · 4 months
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Steddie holiday drabbles masterlist
All my entries for @steddieholidaydrabbles | total wc: 23,855
Warm up rounds | wc: 3446
August- Old face, New place prompt: high school/ college AU rated: t | tags: disabled Steve Harrington, pre-Steddie
September- As the leaves start to fall prompt: fall | rated: g | tags: established relationship
October- The treat from trick or treat prompt: Halloween |rated: t
November- Sugar and Spice and Everything Nice bakery au | rated: t | tags: pre-steddie
December prompts | wc: 20,409
A Song For The Night prompt: open mic night | rated: t | tags: pre-steddie
A Small Surprise prompt: came back wrong | rated: t | cw: mentions of Steve having bad parents and diet culture | tags: deaged steve harrington
Loving From Afar prompt: mutual pining | rated: g | tags: mutual pining, pre steddie
Cats Know Best prompt: meet cute at work | rated: g | cw: mention of animal injury and amputation | tags: pre steddie
Breakfast In Bed prompt: free space/ domestic fluff | rated: g | tags: established relationship, fluff
Life Lesson: Never Share A Kitchen prompt: cooking together | rated: t | tags: angst, ambiguous ending
Kindling The Light prompt: hanukkah | rated: t | tags: jewish steve harrington
A Group Thing? prompt: no upside down au | rated: t | tags: no upside down au, pre-steddie, steve x corroded coffin
My First Kiss Went A Little Like This prompt: first kiss/ first time | rated: t | tags: first kiss, getting together, past Stommy
A Royal Escape prompt: royalty au | rated: t | tags: trans Steve Harrington, trans masc Steve Harrington, royal Steve Harrington, royal au
Sharing A Night In A Shitty Apartment prompt: only one bed | rating: t | tags: pre-steddie
A Trip To Remember prompt: roadtrip/ vacation | rated: t | tags: pre steddie
Learn To Forget Your Biases prompt: angst with a happy ending | rating: t | tags: hurt/comfort, eddie munson being an asshole, hurt steve harrington, angst, hopeful ending
Wake Up This Morning To This Groundhog Day prompt: time travel au | rated: t | tags: time loop au, pre steddie
We've Met Before, It's Different Now prompt: modern au | rated: t | cw: mentions/ fear of transphobia | tags: modern au, tinder au, trans steve harrington, transfem steve harrington, trans eddie munson, transmasc eddie munson, pre steddie, first date, t4t steddie
Lost In Time, Lost In Space, And Meaning prompt: platonic stobin | rated: m | tags: platonic stobin, dr who au, minor robin/vickie, minor steve/tommy/carol, minor buckingham, minor steddie, alien fucker steve
Come One, Come All To This Tragic Affair prompt: hurt/comfort (heavy on the hurt) | rated: m | cw: minor character death, car accidents, death of parents | tags: established steddie, emt steve, death of steve's parents
The Weather Outside Is Frightful prompt: snow | rated: t | tags: fluff, childhood memories
She Shoots, She Scores prompt: sports au | rated: t | tags: lesbian steddie au, genderswap steddie, soccer au
Time After Time prompt: uncle wayne adopts steve | rated: t | cw: reference to abuse, reference of canon fake suicide | tags: steve harrington has bad parents, steve harrington needs a hug
The Day Before Christmas, A Day To Forget prompt: birthday | rated: t | cw: reference to neglectful parenting | tags: steve harrington has bad parents, surprise party
Oh Ho, The Mistletoe prompt: Christmas | rated: g | tags: pre steddie, getting together, mistletoe
I'll Help Your Pain prompt: "who did this to you?" | rated: t | cw: canonical injuries, recovering from a head injury, mention of neglectful parenting & medical neglect | tags: concussed steve, steve has head trauma, pre steddie
A Coffee Delivery prompt: coffee shop/ tattoo au | rated: t | tags: coffee shop au, tattoo au, tattoo artist eddie munson, barista steve harrington, pre steddie
I Love You Though You Hurt Me So (I'm Gonna Pack My Things And Go) prompt: proposal | rated: t | tags: failed proposal, break up, angst, hurt/no comfort
Size Doesn't Matter prompt: spicy/mature | rated: m | tags: established relationship, steve has a small dick
Happy New Year prompt: new years resolution | rated: g | tags: minor steddie
A Kiss For The New Year prompt: new years eve | rated: t | tags: past stommy, past stancy, steddie dads
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ik i said i was neutral ab the transfem stevie hc but it turns out i have a lot of deep rooted issues with it, all extremely personal, and realizing it and talking about it with someone who also feels the same made me have a very cathartic (and mentally draining) cry
idk if its just people taking an mlm ship and changing it thats making me upset, or if its bc im so attached to steve and see him as an extension of myself (a trans man that has no intention or desire to leave that binary) that people changing him into something else feels like something's being ripped away from me.
ik these are 100% my own issues to work through. i have a voice in the back of my head that repeats "what's so wrong about them just being men?" when i think about different variations of steddie that people have and im pretty sure it stems from my trans realization happening during the height of tumblr's "kill all men" phase of 2015 and being terrified to come out on my own blog when most of my mutuals at the time were girls and lesbians who were all very quickly leaning into radfem territory.
it's frustrating that transfem stevie is a squick and that I'M the one being weird about when there's nothing to be weirded out by in the first place.
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knoxvillegender · 3 months
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steddie for the ask game ! 🫶
SHIP!!!! OF COURSE I SHIP STEDDIE AHHHH! my boys <3
1.) what made you ship it?
genuinely can’t remember, but i’d guess it was fanart and then i fell more in love with writing. all of it. i love them. how could you not love those guys??
2.) what are your favorite things about the ship?
GOD TOUGH ONE. probably the never ending loyalty between them, how much love exists between them. i also love how each of them have their flaws and they love each other despite it all. i love their understanding towards each other and their openness and COMMUNICATION dammit. what don’t i love about them really….
3.) is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?
eddie is in no fucking way into women nor is he cisgender. crimes!!!!! i also don’t see steve as fully gay, he’s so bi. not a fan of lesbian steddie either. or transfem steve. i like the content that comes from it in an aesthetically pleasing way (not in a fetishizing women way i promise) but it’s not For Me exactly. i hope that makes sense! i also didn’t answer this question exactly right but WHATEVER! it’s fine
[ask game]
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qprstobin · 1 year
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About
My name is Sammie! 28, she/they/any, a qpr stobin truther til I die
Steve was the first fave, but also a huge fan of Nancy, Lucas, Max, and Robin!
My Main Ships are Lumax, Stomarol, and platonic/qpr Stobin.
Also a big fan of Stoncy, Rockie/Rovickie, Buckingham, Elumax, Willumax, Delumax, Stancy, Greatwise, and plenty of polycule configurations.
I'm also a huge fan of transfem!Steve, and it is the ONLY time you will ever see me consider Stobin in an anywhere close to romantic light. Robin is a lesbian and no amount of Steve love is going to change that <3
Not really into character bashing, but also am into reading characters as nuanced and flawed. Not a fan of the flat characterizations that comprise of most of popular fanon.
EDIT: 1/21/2024 - Sometimes asks I've started to answer get drowned in my drafts. Feel free to ask if you've sent something I haven't answered! I rarely delete asks outright.
Fics
scenic route - s3, Steddie, mostly just Eddie angrily thirsting over scoops ahoy steve while willumax enable
home back to you - pt2 - s2, stomarol, first chapter of the first mean girls trio au fic! steve and billy's s2 fight makes tommy and carol reevaluate and try to reconcile with steve, but billy and the party acting as steves bodyguards keep getting in the way
stobin post s2 prom - inspired by this fic, au where stobin become friends spring of 85 and steve asks robin to prom
(Main) WIP AUs
Cheerleader Steve AU: Buckingham/Lumax endgame (Steve pairing undecided); au where steve is a cheerleader instead of a basketball player, Chrissy joins the UD gang in s3 -#cheerleader au/#cheerleader steve au
Mean Girls Trio AU: Stomarol endgame; Tommy and Carol reconcile with Steve in the fallout of his fight with Billy, and then get dragged into the UD shit in s3 and s4. - #mean girl trio au
Age Swap AU: Pairings Under Construction; Age Swap but not Role Swap of the Teens and the Party. (So, Eleven is still the one with super powers and Will disappears, but they are both 16 while Jonathan is 12) - #age swap au
Various Other AUs you can ask about: Fruity Four Stuck In the Upside Down AU, Hunter Harringtons AU, Stobin Wonder Twins AU, Hopper They're Lesbians
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How do you guys feel about sapphic mileven? Allowed or no?
Good question! Now seems like a good time to link the FAQ, which doesn't seem to be showing up that well on mobile. Here's the official language on genderswap from the FAQ:
Does genderswapping characters to female count as femslash (ie, fem!Steddie or Lesbian!Mike Wheeler)?
Yes, but it’s worth considering why you choose to do this instead of writing characters who are women in canon. Sometimes it’s for a reason that very much fits the spirit of the event (genuinely reading a character as trans or wanting to explore what a relationship would look like if the characters are women). Other times, it can be used to avoid reading deeper into female characters and their rich inner lives.
The femslash gap is a well-documented phenomenon. The reasons for this are complex, and there is not enough research to tie it to one particular thing. What is clear is fandom’s tendency to explore male characters in more deep and intricate ways that it will with women. Femslash events are an intentional act of disruption against these biases.
If you are creating a genderswap for this event, please take a moment to consider your reasons for doing so and make sure they are in the spirit of this event. As the event’s moderator I will include genderswap creations with the assumption that their contributors are acting in good faith.
TLDR: Transfem readings of characters who are cis men in the show are always fine. Genderswaps are usually fine, but please reflect a bit and make sure you're not doing it to avoid exploring female characters and their relationships with each other.
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clattylesbian · 9 months
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Did the 2 artists 1 palette challenge with @taiyoko-jay and had so much fun !! :3
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t4t lesbian steddie where they've been publicly out and together since the early 90s, and in modern days eddie's scrolling through twitter for the band and sees one of those transphobe 'if trans women are lesbians why don't they date each other?? checkmate, transbians' posts and is like. oh my god
so she posts a tiktok or something with the tweet in the corner like 'SHIT why didn't anyone TELL ME' and there's like a second of her running into the living room where stevies just sat chilling, reading a book or smth, and then eddie's like 'STEPH did you know TRANS WOMEN DONT DATE EACH OTHER??' and stevie doesn't even look up from her book she's just like 'oh damn, wish we knew that before the wedding. this is pretty embarrassing.'
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loving the transfem stevie revival we're having rn. she's a queen and we should all love her even more
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hey, yall like t4t lesbian steddie? how about transfem eddie beefing coming out to her girlfriend Real Hard?
also on ao3 here
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Eddie has never been able to control her mouth. Honestly sometimes she wonders if she has some kind of medical condition that makes her incapable of saying normal things at the appropriate time. 
And this is a real problem when trying to figure out how to tell her girlfriend that she might kinda wanna be a girl too maybe. Because instead of sitting the love of her life down and calmly explaining that she’s been doing some thinking and might want to experiment with her gender more, Eddie just holds it all in until she projectile vomits the information at the worst possible time.
They’re snuggled in bed, hazy in post-coital bliss, Stevie burying her face in Eddie’s neck and nuzzling in with her nose like a kitten looking for milk. It’s adorable. Eddie half expects her to start making biscuits on her stomach.
And so when Stevie sighs contentedly, hums a little, “My boy,” with so much love in her voice Eddie kind of wants to cry, she’s not ready for the wave of wrongness that crashes over her, smashing the cozy, contented vibe in the room like it’s an actual tidal wave ripping the trailer to shreds.
So she does what she always does. Fucks it up.
“No I’m not,” she says, voice choked with panic.
Stevie stiffens against her. “What?” she asks.
“I’m not your boy,” Eddie says. “It’s not- I-”
Stevie draws away from her, and Eddie already misses the warmth. She keeps her eyes screwed shut, doesn’t want to see Stevie’s reaction to the information that her boyfriend is actually her girlfriend. And yeah, the logical part of her brain knows that it absolutely is not an issue. Stevie’s a lot of things (beautiful, wonderful, perfect, a teensy bit of a bitch but just enough to keep things interesting-), but she’s not a hypocrite, so the trans thing is obviously fine. And Stevie was well known for making her way through most of the female population of Hawkins High before she came out, so the girl thing is also obviously a non-issue.
But. That mean little voice in the back of Eddie’s head. The one that listened carefully to every bad thing anyone ever said about her- freak, monster, trash- and quietly stored them away just to take them out again when she’s alone at night. That voice is real loud right now. 
It tells her she’s imagining things, that she’s just looking for another way to be different. That Stevie will just think she’s trying to copy her, and worse than that, she’s copying her badly. It whispers that sure, Stevie liked her as a guy, thought she was attractive then, but she’s probably going to be so ugly as a girl that any attraction Stevie’s managed to muster for her weird lanky man-body is gonna just shrivel up and die. And she doesn’t even really like girly things, which she knows because she dressed up as Frank N Furter that one time they all went to see Rocky Horror, and the makeup had felt gross on her skin and the corset had been too tight and the heels had hurt- and if she’s not gonna commit to femininity what’s even the point of trying to tell people she’s a girl?
Eddie is so lost in her own head that it takes her a second to realise that Stevie has gotten out of bed. Eddie sits up, watching in confusion as her girlfriend flits around the room in search of her clothes. 
“Stevie?” Eddie asks, her voice small. “Wh- what are you doing?”
Stevie sighs, shakes her head a little. “What does it look like I’m doing, Eddie?” Her voice sounds watery, and she won’t look Eddie in the eyes, using her voluminous hair as a shield as she pulls up her jeans with shaking hands.
Eddie’s heart breaks. She doesn’t think she ever expected this, that Stevie would just leave, even on her darkest nights alone. “But- why?”
Stevie finally looks at her then, her face incredulous even as it’s streaked with tears. “Why? Why would I stay, Eddie, if this- what, was it just- just bullshit?” she says, getting more heated as she speaks, hands flying in that way Eddie usually loves because it means her girl is really getting riled up. Now it feels terrible to see, like the final nail in Eddie’s coffin. 
“I can’t believe- fuck- this is the second time I thought- I mean it’s gotta be me at this point, right? Like, fool me once-” Stevie cuts herself off with a sob, before scrubbing her face furiously and looking around the room. “Where the fuck is my jacket???”
“I don’t- what do you mean, second time-”
Stevie scoffs. “I mean, sure, you didn’t actually say the word ‘bullshit’ but that’s- you see how it’s the same right? Like, even if you didn’t- if you didn’t want me anymore, how could you-? You knew about Nancy, Eddie, and you still just-” She scrubs her face again and heads to the door. “You know what, fuck my jacket.”
And Eddie is not the smartest. Her three senior years can attest to this. But she can tell she’s missing something here, because what the hell does Nancy have to do with anything? So Eddie goes over the last couple of minutes, everything Stevie said, everything she said, and- oh. Fuck.
“I forgot the second part of that sentence.” 
She literally cannot believe how stupid she is. Stevie’s already out the bedroom door, and Eddie prays to every god who’s never believed in her that she hasn’t left the trailer entirely, because fuck knows if she has Eddie will probably never see her again. At least not for several months, and even then, only with Robin standing off to the side trying to kill her with her mind.
“Stevie!” She calls, running through the trailer at a speed she frankly didn’t think herself capable of. “Stevie, please wait! I didn’t mean to- I forgot the rest of the sentence!”
Stevie stops at the door of the trailer, turns around with an eyebrow raised in the kind of ‘I’m waiting, make it good’ expression she uses whenever the kids try to explain why they were acting like little shits this time. It’s ruined a bit, by the tears still streaming down her face and the tremble in her disapproving frown, but she’s trying. 
“Baby, I’m so sorry, that’s not what I was trying to say- I didn’t even realise how it sounded- I love you so much and I’m sorry I made you doubt that for even a second,” Eddie pleads, her own tears running down her face.
Something in Stevie’s posture seems to soften a little, but her hand stays on the doorknob. “What- what else would you be trying to say there, Eddie?”
“I-” Eddie can’t look at her, so she looks at her own feet. “I’m not your boy, I’m your- I don’t really know. Girl? Something? Uh. If you still want me to be.”
It’s quiet for a moment. Eddie doesn’t look away from her feet.
But then, strong, warm arms wrap around her. A hand gently pushes her head into a neck. A pair of lips press into the top of her head.
“Oh E- baby,” Stevie says, softly. “I love you so much, no matter what. Of course you can be my girl, if you want.”
Eddie nods into Stevie’s neck, holding her so tight she’d be a little worried about hurting her if she wasn’t well aware Stevie was way stronger than she’d ever be. “Yes please,” she says, voice small.
Stevie presses another kiss to the top of Eddie’s head, pulls back to hold her face gently in her hands. “Love you so much, baby. And it’s with love that I have to ask- what the hell is wrong with you.” Eddie snorts, and Stevie smiles like that’s what she was aiming for. “That was the worst coming-out I’ve ever seen. And I’m including the way I came out to Dustin.”
Eddie fully laughs then, and Stevie smiles too. That really had been awful. Dustin had found Stevie’s collection of feminine clothes and underwear and had taken it upon himself to lecture her on how weird it was to keep ‘souvenirs’, until eventually Stevie had been so mortified by the picture he was painting that she had to come out just to get him to shut up. He’d since made up for it by being her staunchest defender (Eddie and Robin notwithstanding), but the whole thing was still painful enough that whenever he was being annoying Stevie could now get him to shut up with just a particularly pointed look.
“I know, it was- I got all up in my head,” Eddie says. She places her hand over Stevie’s, gently turns her head to place an apologetic kiss on her wrist, right against her pulse point. “I really am sorry. I love you.”
“I know. Now, at least. Although I hope you realise I’m gonna be using this against you for like, the rest of our lives. Good luck trying to get me to turn off the ABBA, considering you very briefly broke my heart.”
Eddie groans, just like Stevie wanted her too, but honestly ‘the rest of our lives’ sounds pretty good to her.
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Transfem Stevie who figures it out when she goes to a gay bar with Robin (post s3?) and meets another transwoman and has a Huh, you can do that? moment.
i sort of Went Off on this one lmaoo. bc im incapable of not steddifying everything this is now T4T Steddie 2: This Time They're Lesbians- with trans girl eddie cracking stevie's egg
PLEASE NOTE: this is set in the 80s, so they use kind of outdated terminology for trans people. also there's a d slur used in a positive, self-ID way. overall the vibes are good but the language is questionable. do with that what you will lol
When Robin asks Steve to be her ‘emotional support heterosexual’ (her words) for her first visit to an Indianapolis gay club, Steve prepares himself for a night of ‘hey, have you met my friend Robin’, pointedly not hitting on any girls, and politely declining offers of drinks and dances from guys until he’s buzzed enough to admit he’s curious. And so far, that’s exactly what he’s been doing. Robin’s off dancing with a girl after Steve assured her about ten times that he’d be fine on his own. He’s just debating whether or not his inhibitions are lowered enough to go dancing when his thoughts are interrupted by a voice to his right.
“Steeeeeeeve Harrington.”
Steve turns, already cringing. Anyone who says his name with a tone like that is someone who is not going to be thrilled with seeing him in a gay club. The thing is, Steve has no idea who this person is. Can’t even really tell if they’re a guy or a girl. Their features are fairly masculine, all lean muscles and square chin, but they’ve got long, wild hair and heavy eye makeup. The cropped muscle tank with ‘Massive Dyke’ printed in lurid red muddies the waters even further.
“Oh, hey… uh…” Yeah, Steve’s pulling a complete blank. They look kind of familiar? He’s definitely seen them around. Somewhere. 
They roll their eyes. “Not surprised King Steve doesn’t recognise me. Especially looking like this. What are you doing here?”
Steve sighs a little. “I’m here with a friend. She was nervous to come alone so I’m here for moral support and wingmanning.”
“Yeah, sure,” they scoff, and Steve frowns even more.
“Look, I know I was a dick in high school. And I’m genuinely sorry if I was a dick to you. But that was four years ago. I’ve grown up, and I’m here to be a good friend. Can you let me do that?”
The person blinks, and then looks a little sheepish. “Okay, yeah, that’s fair,” they say, before extending a hand. “And it’s Eddie. Eddie Munson.”
Steve smiles and shakes the offered hand. “Oh, yeah! You ran that club my kids went to- dungeons and dragons, right? Cool to see you again, dude!”
Eddie’s face does a complicated little wiggle before- “Uh, not a dude, man.”
“Wait, what?”
“I’m a girl, now. Still Eddie, though, it’s just short for Edith now. Have you heard of transsexuals?”
Steve shakes his head. “I’m pretty new to this. I know, like. Five words.”
“Well, easiest way to put it is that I was born a guy, but I feel more like a girl, so now I’m, like, switching.”
“Switching…” Steve says, trying his best to look genuinely interested and confused. He generally doesn’t struggle too hard to look confused, but he’s a little worried Eddie will think he’s being a dick about it. “You can do that?”
Eddie snorts, gesturing down to herself. “Clearly.”
“Huh,” Steve says. Frankly, this is blowing his mind. “Why doesn’t everyone do that, then? Like, no one likes being a guy.”
“Ye- wait, what?”
“Like, the sexism of being a girl would suck, obviously. But everything else sounds great! Like, you get prettier clothes and you can wear makeup- and girls are so nice to other girls, I've always been kind of jealous of that.”
Eddie looks shocked, but Steve's on a roll now, almost forgetting she's there as he continues thinking aloud. “And like. Girls’ bodies are just. Better, y'know? Like what do guys have, muscles? Girls can have muscles too, but girls are just so… like, everyone wants boobs, right?”
Eddie has a strange look on her face. “I mean, I do. Because I’m transsexual.”
“When you’re transsexual, do you get boobs? Like, do you- wait, is that rude? I feel like I wouldn’t ask another girl about her boobs.”
Eddie’s silent for a moment, looking at Steve in bewilderment, before she seems to collect herself. She takes a swig of her beer and then smiles at him. It looks both welcoming and like she’s in on a secret, and puts Steve at ease. He can see why the kids were so obsessed with her in high school.
“You know what, ordinarily it would be kind of rude, but I have a feeling this conversation is… not what I thought it was gonna be,” she says, and Steve tilts his head a bit in confusion. “So yeah, I do have boobs. You can take estrogen as a little pill, and it basically does puberty for you again. You get boobs, a little extra fat on your hips and thighs, and your skin gets softer. Here, feel.”
And then Eddie takes Steve’s hand and slides it up her shirt. His brain immediately turns off. And yeah, there’s definitely a gentle swell there. They’re small, but Steve can feel the squish of them. Her nipples are pierced. Steve thinks he might die.
“Wow,” he squeaks, about five embarrassing octaves higher than his normal tone. “Cool!”
Eddie grins as she removes his hand from her tit. “Yeah, cool. I’d let you fondle them a little more, sweetheart, but they’re still growing. Kind of sore.”
Steve blushes, rubbing his hand on his thigh and desperately trying to will his boner down. “Man, I wish I could grow boobs,” he sighs, a little wistfully.
“You can, y’know,” Eddie says, with a little chuckle and a soft smile. “What’s stopping you?”
That. Steve hasn’t considered that. A hundred things come to his lips- he’s not like that, he’s not one of those- a hundred things that he knows are absolutely terrible reasons. If Robin were here she’d either be whacking him upside the head or giving him that really sad look she does whenever he’s mean to himself.
“Hey,” Eddie says, speaking softly and laying a gentle hand on Steve’s knee. It shocks him out of his spiral as he looks up into her big brown eyes. “Y’know, I’ve got some makeup in my van. If you wanted to try some things out. No one here will judge you.”
“I- yeah,” Steve is breathless. “I’d like that. Uh- my friend-”
“Oh, is she real? I’ll be honest, I kinda thought you were doing the ‘oh I’m not gay I’m just here for a friend’ thing.”
Laughing, Steve looks out over the crowd. “No, she’s real. Let me just let her know I’ll be gone for a moment- honestly she’s probably halfway to third base with some girl anyway-”
And sure enough, Robin is more than ready to let Steve wander off once he peels her off a pretty girl on the opposite side of the club. He rejoins Eddie, who leads him down the street towards her van and helps him into the back. She takes out her makeup bag, cracking jokes about their wildly different styles while she delicately brushes powder over his face. She generously refrains from threatening to take his eye out with the eyeliner pencil (more than once at least), and apologises for not having anything more ‘babygirl’ than her bright red lipstick. Steve can definitely say this is the most fun he’s ever had in the back of a van.
Finally, masterpiece done, Eddie rummages in her bag for a little compact, presenting it to Steve with a dumb little bow. Steve takes it with a roll of his eyes, and prepares himself with a deep breath.
The person in the mirror is beautiful. Glowing skin, huge doe eyes lined with smokey eyeliner and lashes a mile long, practically sinful lips. Steve almost doesn’t recognise himself, except that he does. He really, really does, in a way he now realises he never really has before. It’s the first time he’s ever looked at his face in the mirror and not wanted to change anything.
“You’re a really pretty girl, Stevie,” Eddie says with a gentle smile.
Steve can’t look away from the mirror. “Yeah,” she says, a red-lipped grin stretching across her face. “I really am.”
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Do you have any t4t steddie hcs where they’re both girls?
Ok im writing up a little ficlet for this actually to respond to another ask, but in the meantime!! Headcanons!!!!!
Honestly, t4t butch lesbian steddie is just. So. So good. I say butch, but honestly Eddie's more the butch one and Stevie's more like. Futch. Like yeah she's a jock and wears mostly jeans and ponytails but she does own several tubes of lip gloss so. How butch can she really be. Meanwhile Eddie still uses her birth name but says it's short for Edith and she refuses to touch a skirt with a ten foot pole. Unless it's incidentally, when she's sliding her hand up Stevie's
But honestly neither of them change much in presentation except for Stevie, who grows her hair out, wears the occasional skirt, and does her makeup semi-frequently. Eddie's very grunge, lots of cut up shirts that expose a lot of side boob (Stevie's drooling constantly), her hair still kind of a mess
I think they're both on E but Eddie's non-op while Stevie would get a breast augmentation and possibly bottom surgery. Lots of jokes about Stevie's mommy milkers and Eddie being on the itty bitty titty committee (also I saw a post somewhere about transfem eddie being like the bass player for maneskin where she like. Takes her shirt off during shows and plays with her tits out and im. Im salivating)
I think it would be very funny if they figure their shit out before Robin settles down and Steph's like lol I got in a long term lesbian relationship before you did :)) and then Robin strangles her to death for continuing to have more game than her
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