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bear-bear-bear-bear-bear · 5 months

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it feels like coming home.

#im fucking sobbing #my heart ❤️#i didn’t realize how much i missed my dark urge #by far my most emotional playthrough and the epilogue really brought it all home #she didn’t romance halsin - when he confessed his feelings she said she felt the same but was with someone else #so the epilogue was really perfect and sweet for them #i have so many durge feelings 😭#bg3 #halsin #halsin bg3 #my durge #redeemed!durge #bg3 epilogue #bg3 epilogue spoilers

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rotisseries · 10 months

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the way elmike had the possibility of a very close and real and intimate friendship stolen out from under them because of heteronormativity telling them the only way they were meant to fit in each other's lives was romantically, even though neither of them truly wanted that... pushing them further apart... tragic. literally so tragic

#what am I ON tonight someone get me help since when do I care this much about the 2 of them #no but literally. season 1 they're understanding each other so well... it warms a bitch's heart #like truly it's the foundations of something so sweet but then everyone is telling them it must be romantic #and it sours it. now they're no longer just 2 people with a budding friendship #now they're a Boy And A Girl and The Boy And The Girl and can it get any more obvious?#and then in s4... they're both gripping so tight to a dead thing because they've never allowed their relationship to be anything else #they've never BEEN allowed to BE anything else #SO THEY'RE CONVINCED THAT IF THEY WANT TO BE IN EACH OTHER'S LIVES AT *ALL* IT HAS TO BE ONLY THAT WAY #THAT'S THE FUCK OF IT ALL #sorry that's my new favorite phrase all of a sudden #BUT WHAT. SORRY LIKE BEAUTIFUL ELMIKE FRIENDSHIP KILLED DEAD IN THE WATER BECAUSE OF FUCKING HETERONORMATIVITY #stranger things #el hopper #mike wheeler #elmike

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eddiebonnet · 7 months

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Couples costume 🥰

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thedemises · 4 months

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(forgot to post this a day ago bc i fell asleep but whatever-) y'all i have spent like the last hour waiting for class to end and doing nothing while my (mostly male) classmates cause havoc and i didn't even notice the whole time what i drew on the top of my fingers- (cw..! hand reveal, mainly cause i wanna show y'all what is on ny hands bc I am too tried to draw it instead- besides I'm terrible when it comes to hands)

i had law hands except only my left hand says D E A T H while my right hand is written with letters that spell; H E A R T , and it kinda reminds me of the time when i was getting into one piece and was just finding out about law and i thought one of law's hands says "heart" instead of both hands being tatted with the word "death"

#thedemises; one piece #thedemises; my daily life #one piece #trafalgar law #trafalgar law's tattoos #hand reveal #i might use my own hands as reference actually #if i ever tried to draw law in a complex manner than simpler #i didn't notice it until a classmate said “death?” to me - looking directly at my hands #high school #school #im tired #i am /so/ tired #implied donquixote “corazón” rosinante #I honestly though law tattooed his right hand with the word “heart” bc itmakes sense with him & corazón's sweet platonic relationship #and how law saw corazón as someone he can trust and he tatted the word “heart” on his hand to feel some connection to cora #but cora-san was unfortunately taken away from him by doflamingo #btw i just realized i never call doflamingo “doffy” and if I do call him something else it'd be luffy's way of calling him - mingo #might start calling him “flam-ingo” bc flam means 1. “a falsehood; deception; or sham. 2. nonsense; drivel.”#idc what yoy say about doflamingo I hate him in my opinion #but you guys are apparently allergic to opinions of oneself

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queen0funova · 6 months

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I was at a cute little poetry circle recently, and I read a poem of mine inspired by my favorite poem. "Batter My Heart, Transgender’d God" by Meg Day (I'll put that poem under the cut). Someone then turned to me and asked if my "Batter My Heart" was the inspiration for it. Apparently they're the one who introduced the poem to the person who introduced me to it

Batter My Heart, Transgender’d God by Meg Day:

Batter my heart, transgender’d god, for yours

is the only ear that hears: place fear in my heart

where faith has grown my senses dull & reassures

my blood that it will never spill. Show every part

to every stranger’s anger, surprise them with my drawers

full up of maps that lead to vacancies & chart

the distance from my pride, my core. Terror, do not depart

but nest in the hollows of my loins & keep me on all fours.

My knees, bring me to them; force my head to bow again.

Replay the murders of my kin until my mind’s made new;

let Adam’s bite obstruct my breath ’til I respire men

& press his rib against my throat until my lips turn blue.

You, O duo, O twin, whose likeness is kind: unwind my confidence

& noose it round your fist so I might know you in vivid impermanence.

#idk I just thought this was silly and neat #glad to see someone else knows what runs through my head #obsessed with this poem tbh #The whole poetry circle was such a sweet and fun thing ngl #What if I just confessed my undying love #I got to see a bunch of people I haven't had a chance to be around in Months as well #One person made cupcakes themed around Wild Geese by Mary Oliver #I think I ate cupcakes that said 'wild geese head home' and 'the world offers itself'#Who is your favorite poet?#trans #transgender #Poetry #poems #poetry circle #My poem is about being queer but not specifically trans #I'm planning to submit it to a literary magazine soon so we'll see how that goes #lgbt #lgbtq #Meg Day #Batter My Heart Transgender’d God #queer #I'm poem #Great use of 3+ hours on a Sunday #I nearly cried on my way back home because I was just so overwhelmingly happy #I love you all to Fragments

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illiana-mystery · 1 year

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2008/2009

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comfortless · 5 months

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oh my gosh where did you all come from!!!!!! can we go wander around a lavender field and hold hands….

#woke up and actually teared up at all of the notifications?!#you’re all so sweet ^__.^ im grateful you’ve enjoyed my silly writing rah #sincerely all of the comments and messages mean so much to me #not doing this for interactions but #it warms my heart sm that my writing could make someone else smile a little #i am humbly offering you all 40 kisses on the cheek

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swordmaid · 6 months

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for me… FOR ME..!!! and for shri’iia specifically the lock in for astarion’s romance is his graveyard scene in act 3.

i think it is too quick for shri’iia to be moving on to another relationship considering her previous one was with her mistress who essentially groomed and isolated her for like … more than hundred years. learning to chase her own desires and not moulding herself to what anyone wants her to be is something so new to her…!!! and something that she’s still learning how to be comfortable with….

and what I like abt romancing astarion with her is that I usually go for the dialogue path in his act 2 confession scene where you can ask him:

- what do YOU want to do?

and he goes like honestly idk what we’re doing but /this/ is nice. it just feels like two people exploring the option to love for the first time and taking things in their own pace rather than jumping straight into the relationship. they’re going at a snails pace… they don’t know what they’re doing but they like this feeling and the vibe and they want to more of it but they’re not ready to commit to anything yet and it’s fine for them …!! and they’re only committing by the end in the graveyard scene where significant time has passed and they’ve learnt a little more about themselves and they’re both more confident about their own desires and also how they want to be loved.

like it is so fitting I think… and sweet… not to mention astarion being a high elf & a vampire and shri’iia being a drow, they have all the time of the world for themselves so I def think they would want to take their time. except if shri’iia turns into a mindflayer or drider by the end then that plan is out the window lol

#now I’m thinking who else I can romance with her .. maybe lae’zel ??#since the thing with her is that she doesn’t get vulnerable in act 1 so the scenes where the romances #are kind of heart to hearts like shadowheart’s or karlach’s (😭😭😭) is out of the question since it doesn’t fit her …#like she’d rather sleep with someone first than actually get to know them 😭 hence astarion and lae’zel …#gale and wyll… I am hmmm about it on one hand her approval with wyll in act 1 is not even high enough 😭😭#and I don’t think she can be sweet enough to chase after him in the party .. she was kind of like ok fine whatever when he said he’s not in #the mood … gale I think can be a contender .. I actually don’t know how his route goes so I’m not sure abt that …#but the thing is … she gets vulnerable LATER ..!! and why astarion’s romance work for her is i hc after their act 2 scene #they’re just in a situationship rather than actual relationship … like they’re dating (yes!) but also dating (hmmmm)#and it’s only in his last scene where they both lock in bc I think that’s enough time for her to process her OWN trauma and also for her #own character development … like she has to learn how to trust (ack!!!!) which is the thing that you don’t do when you’re raised in lolth’s #cult …. and her mistress manipulated her trust too so it’s even more nerve wracking for her bc she doesn’t want someone to have that power #over her again .. but now she has to learn how to give it away freely … without being scared … bites my hand …!!!!#and astarion graveyard scene where he wants to live again vs shri’iia learning how to trust again and trying to live without the fear of #someone betraying you and using you and the paranoia that comes with it … urck urgh goughhhhhh critical hit …#also I have a hc that she actually is quite good at making poisons since her mother sold alchemy herbs and components #and she gives him poison as a courting gift lol .. also like a way to protect him 🤭 but she won’t admit that … she’s like if you want it #take it if you don’t idc 🤷‍♀️ (she does..) i hc that she gets flustered at sincerity actually #their relationship for me is like they’re both two little shits and a general menace to society (both charlatans)#but if they had to hold hands she’d get too flustered too and he’s like honestly what are you a child? (smug face making fun of her)#I have this little comic idea for them when they held hands for the first time and she’s like ouggghhh 😳😮‍💨 flustered and sweating and he’s #like hihi 🤭😎 but then their hands starts to get sweaty and then he’s like ew that’s disgusting and she’s like ok if u hate it let go then #and he’s like no YOU let go 🙄 but they don’t let go now they have to suffer through the sweaty hand holding alas such is fate …

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sonechkaandthedynamos · 7 months

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#guys i just went on a date with zero expectations and a little bit scared to get to know someone else #but aahh my heart is going pitter patter #he is so sweet but also very mature #and he said that he wanted to see me again

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ask-chef-teruteru · 9 months

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Aaah I've been gone for a while and I was waiting for a perfect time to tell you but there's never a perfect time is there so might as well just say it now or I never will; I got another boyfriend!! I wanted to tell you about him as soon as you got back but I felt like it should wait and then I just kept putting it off fdkfdjgdfkgh

His name is Zayne and he's suuuuuper pretty and nice and sooooo cool!! I'd love to bring him by the diner to meet you sometime soon but he's super busy and lives pretty far so I don't know when that'll happen but

I just wanted to tell you!!! I love him very much!!! And I love you very much!!!!

“Fine fella like yourself, I’m surprised ya weren’t a regular Casanova by the time y’all moseyed along to the diner, swept me off my feet! Then again, bless your lil’ heart, you’re so shy. Even in tellin’ me ‘bout your great news! And it is great news, sugar! I’m happy as can be for y’all!”

“It’s wonderful to see y’all ‘round here again! World’s always a bit brighter with you in it, so I hope y’all been doin’ well! I appreciate y’all stoppin’ on by to keep me up to date on your date— you silly lil’ thing! Y’all coulda told me ‘bout him any ol’ time! Any time is the right time to talk about the people you love! I coulda no sooner stepped foot in the diner ‘fore you ran at me sayin’ 'Teruteru, you look at this boy I done landed, ain’t I so lucky!?' and I woulda been excited for ya then and there!

I am thrilled to bits for y’all, my darlin’! I’m hopin’ I get the chance to meet him too, but I understand how bein’ busy goes.

Congratulations on the happy relationship! Zayne ain’t the only one who’s pretty n’ nice n’ cool, n’ I’m glad y’all found each other!

I love y’all too, o’ course! Don’t go bein’ a stranger waitin’ on the perfect time to talk to me again a’ight? You n’ yours are always welcome!”

#asks #emile-hides #I feel like I should get some o them party poppers #like these 🎉#you got SO much love in that big sweet heart o yours n it makes me happy knowin you got someone else to share it with!#❤️❤️❤️

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parallaxabomination · 26 days

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my brain is so full of stress it might explode. but ill do my best to keep putting out my best and stay kind to myself and others. but man, is it hard

#i wish i had something for myself rn #but i come home so exhausted i cant even focus on art #everything has been burning me so thin #i keep talking down my own art now. i keep refunding clients. i honestly want to give up on everything #people tell me i do a good job but i dont see it. i dont see an artist whos worth anything right now.#i dont know if thats a phrase #i have a early morning shift tomorrow and i cant fall asleep #i want to just rest but im so restless #i dont want to put pressure on anyone besides myself bc i feel like a huge burden #if i do so #everyone else should be having a good time #so i feel like a bummer to take up their emotional space and time #i appreciate the kindness people have shown me recently #i know i work hard. but im still so broken over everything #i just havent felt like an artist since it happend #he left a bigger scar on my ego than i thought it would #and every time i voice it i feel someone is out to end me for it #but at the same time i feel completely unnoticed and unheard #i dont expect anyone to see me as me #i just feel this lump in my throat now. this weight on my hand #they say kind things but im so hurt inside i dont see it as truth right now. i dont see anything worth admiring #they say such sweet things and i want to accept them so bad because my heart needs it #but i cant help but feel the words die as they reach my ears. im just too hurt i cant see it #i cant see the truth in my work all i see is someone else's desire in their commission #as long as they are happy. as long as they are satisfied #thats all that matters #i dont feel important enough to be apart of the process anymore #i dont feel worthy as a person or artist #i just feel less than nothing and that no one will care

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rosicheeks · 1 month

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Hello my sweet soft trophy,

I see you are in sad girl hours and I am here to say that whilst I am all for you feeling your feelings, I will not let you put yourself down.

Every time you have graced us with a full face reveal it’s like a literal angel has appeared on my timeline. When you post pics of yourself it makes me start to believe in a creator because only some divine being could create something as beautiful as you.

You may be struggling to see the beauty in yourself right now but I guarantee there are people out there willing to give all their earthly possessions just to hold your hand.

These feelings will pass, my treasure, I promise.

#yeahhh uh don’t mind me……. just gonna *hides face and screams a little bit*#this is one of the most heartwarming asks I’ve ever received???#not sure how to reply tbh I’m still a little speechless #you sent this a few nights ago when I was feeling the big Sad #and I’m going to get to the rest of the ask but I wanted to mention how much I appreciated the first sentence #‘I am all for you feeling your feelings’ ngl I don’t think I’ve ever heard that before and that gave me such a wave of relief #I understand what it was followed with cause I’d say the same exact thing to someone else #it’s just hard to shake sometimes when I’m in sad girl hours and I’m feeling really down #I’ve been rereading the rest of the ask and I still don’t know how to reply?#you are so sweet??????#thank you doesn’t seem to cut it but thank you 🩷#I’m going to write this out and put it in my special journal to look at whenever I’m feeling down #I truly don’t feel like I’m worthy of all these compliments and it’s really hard to believe anyone would even want to hold my hand for free #but I think it’s super sweet you think all of these things #and I can’t tell you how much it means to me that you took the time to type it out to send to me #thank you for warming my heart and making me smile 🥰🥰#I’m going to hold this ask close to my heart 🩷#ask #sweet asks #fav asks #save

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puppyeared · 2 years

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weird that the shape of love is two beating hearts glued together and not two hands holding each other

#well technically it comes from the shape of two hearts sewn together but i dont know how that translates to romance.. literally its kinda #disturbing but symbolically i guess it is kind of sweet #my friend and i were talking and she said something about someone saying a lover cant just be a friend you can kiss but i think i disagree #i kind of think the point of a lover IS a friend you can kiss because like it must get exhausting having to convince yourself you can only #feel romantic things towards your lover right? i mean i dont know if my feelings are shaped like anyone else's so maybe its more of a case #by case basis. for me id like someone whose hand i can hold and i can make pancakes for them and maybe kiss but like not strictly romantic #and not strictly platonic. and my feelings are all over the place because one day ill be really into someone i like and another day ill be #really chill about it. so its hard to say what i feel for someone if its always changing #maybe thats why i think lovers should be friends you can kiss because its coming from my way of feeling? hmmm #like i want to be able to say i love you and mean it romantically one day and then say love you in a platonic way the next day and itd be #ok?? does that make sense??? like i know its the same phrase but its like the feeling i put with it is different each time. idk #its why i find dating someone hard because its constantly going up and down and its never balanced. itd probably really confusing unless i #were to date someone whose feelings works the same way. just some food for thought i guess but then again every relationship needs work #im not sure if that fits into the category of work though.. i cant tell myself what im going to feel #it just happens and theres not much i can really do about it except tell that person what im feeling. hnnnnnhhgh #maybe its better if i just stick to watching fictional couples work it out lmao #yapping #txt

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kennyomegasweave · 1 year

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I don't want Chopper to kill his dad. I want the bitch dead, of course, but I don't want Chopper to be the one to do it. Because that's still his dad. We don't know shit about his mom, so I'm guessing that's his only parent. He owes his shitty dad nothing, but the trauma of killing your only parent? Even when they suck major ass? I think it would break him and I don't want that for my sweet boy.

I hope it's Nueng, tbh. But as long as that man dies, I'm good.

#never let me go #you don't owe your shitty parents anything #but killing them creates a wound I'm not sure would ever get fixed #especially for someone as kind hearted and sweet as Chopper #there's a reason even fucking Vegas never killed his dad #that's that trauma bond with your abusive parent baby #and that's why I need literally anyone else to kill Chopper's dad #the bitch must die but I don't want my boy to have to live with that #regular clyde

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depressedzelda · 4 months

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u know when u overthink shit and ur convinced something is destined to spiral into a fuckshow but you have no control over it or leaving said situation. Feeling that with this job

#HAPPY TO BE ENOLOUED EXCLAMATION POINT!!! but the hashtag energy is off #ran into an old friend from highschool at work tn...who ended up on a similar path as i did towards the end #and im trying not to judge him for it. im sure he had his reasons cuz so did i.#but the girl whose position i replaced was his ex girlfriend apparently. and she told me some of the things he did to her #and. yeah #he was very friendly to me tonight but he could tell something was off. and i could tell that bothered him :(#its just weird cuz i loved this guy he was a very close friend and obvi iv3 only heard the one side #plus this girl said some unprompted anti masking shit to me which was like err ahh uncomfortable #but all in all she was a sweet person with a good heart #even wrote me a mini goodbye letter wishing me luck!!#and the things she said he did sounded veryyyy familiar in terms of my ex #and its just kind of shaken me up a bit #someone from a part of my past that i never really left has come back and weve both changed #afaik he and i were the only ones who went awol and broke contact w everyone else #idk....kindred spirits but also wary #ykwim #anyway. still dealing with the feeling of I Dont Belong Here at my job #while simultaneously needing it to survive #such things are odd. life is odd

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avatardoggo · 7 months

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addkfjfkdldldkdjjfkdkd!!!!

#i might have a crush on the guy who confessed his feelings to me in april 😐#idk when it started but today was his grad and his family and friends were there and taking photos and i met his parents who are so sweet #and funny and omgoodness his younger brother is so adorable #ig bc i’ve been talking to my friends about it for some time and they always tease me esp when they see the two of us interact and play #around bUT IDK?!!!! IM SO CONFUZZLED #i feel like liz in pride and prejudice when she’s trying to figure out her feelings for mr. darcy #like do i like him or do i like the attention he gives me bc HE likes ME?#and here’s what’s getting me i can mess around and try and figure this out bc experimenting with someone else’s feelings just to figure out #my own isn’t only unethical it’s just mean and hurtful and i could never do that to anyone let alone a friend #soooo idk mehn i’ll see if my heart goes ba-dum the next time i see him #vk overshares in the tags

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