The constellations map has broken me 😭
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every time i open rule of wolves to read a zoya or nikolai chapter it’s too much for me why do i read this stupid beautiful poetic crap
i mean this affectionately of course…
for example. i open it at breakfast. i read nikolai thinking “zoya should be here” on the morning of what the readers are convinced to believe is his wedding and touching her blue ribbon that he has kept in his pocket. i die.
(also he literally reacts to half the stuff in that chapter by thinking of zoya. i just— poor thing he needs her back :((((
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sometimes my day is so good then I am reminded that Harold had to bury both his sons
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yelling about harrow the ninth and analysing it for my english class (htn spoilers below)
IT IS SO FUCKING HARD TO ANALYSE THIS BOOK WHEN YOU CANT ACTUALLY EXPLAIN THE PLOT TO YOUR LECTURER?!?!??!? IM WRITING ABOUT HOW THE 2ND PERSON PERSPECTIVE GIVES GROUNDING PERSPECTIVE AND I HAVE TO CASUALLY DROP IN OH YEAH WE DONT KNOW ITS A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT SOUL (OH YEAH ITS HER DEAD CAV IN THE END BTW) BUT ITS DEFS A NARRATOR!!!! FUCKHFKDJSHGKJSRBFKJ
like oh yeah this LITERALLY delusional 18 year old girl who became a saint through soul cannibalism is struggling with her delusions and being taken advantage of BY GOD?!?!??!?!?!?
Hope my lecturer realises her mistake of allowing us to pick any series to analyse bc shes about to be put through the mindfuck that i have been through over the last month /hj
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About to start chapter 40 but it's fucking late and the first two words are breaking my brain.
I am confusion
Someone please explain to me what's happening
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My first attempt at oil pastels
It's is supposed to be a portrait of Simka from Roots
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Bookworm thoughts at 01:42 am on a Sunday:
Does anyone else read a book with romance in and your heart just clenches bc you realise no one will ever love you as deeply and tenderly and fully as those characters in your book love each other…?
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Zodiac Academy 8 comes out this weekend and I don’t think I’m mentally prepared for it
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NONE HOUSES WITH LEFT GRIEF
ARE YOU KIDDING ME JOHN
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"I’ll submit to you if you let me. Please, your Highness, I’ve barely been fed since I got here. I don’t want to get sick. I don’t want to grow weak because I won’t be able to please you. Please… just let me eat something. Drink my blood tomorrow. It doesn’t have to be much... just enough so that I taste good enough to please you, Aunt Galeia. Just spare me tonight, and tomorrow I will lay down my life for you if that’s what you want." -King Christian, The Guardians' Inquisition
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I cannot allow myself on tumblr for the next few weeks because everytime I open this app I see aNOTHER SPOILER FOR TSAT AND I CANT STOP-
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i dont know how else to put this but to approach books (or any media, really) solely for the sake of relatability is genuinely incredibly heartbreaking......to have such little (or such unwilling) imaginative scope that you cannot stretch yourself, even marginally, in a different direction to what you’ve known or are used to knowing when the very POINT of stories is to transport you somewhere else, into someone else, so you can do just that........when fran lebowiz said a book “is supposed to be a door!” and george saunders said good prose “is like empathy training wheels” they were right!!! they were so so so SO absolutely entirely right!!!!!
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