#these polls mess me up so bad what do you MEAN so many of you dont have tattoos. on tumblr????
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When Their S/O Patches Them Up
Type of Writing: #7 - Poll Result
Characters: Chifuyu Matsuno, Izana Kurokawa, Ran Haitani, and Rindou Haitani
Name: When Their S/O Patches Them Up
Original Poll Link: Here
A/N: Apologies for not posting anything for a while, I've been short on any ideas and motivations, but, I'm back in action! I hope you enjoy this piece!
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💘 He had a penchant for getting into many different fights, from large to small, and today was one of the many different ones he had gotten into
💘 Your boyfriend, Chifuyu, had gotten into a large and brutal fight with a guy who was trying to attack Takemichi, and the only reason that you found out was because Takemichi had called you and informed you of Chifuyu's status
💘 You just growled under your breath and said how you'd be there and he better be at his house by the time you were there
💘 Walking up to his house, you noticed how his mother and father's vehicles were absent, meaning they were at work, and you opened his door with your spare key
" Chifuyu, it's me! "
💘 Noticing his slumped-over form on the couch, you sighed deeply and closed the door behind you, oh, if he looked like a mess like this, you couldn't imagine what his face looked like
💘 You kneeled down and brushed his hair up on the top his head like a mohawk, making him groan at the contact, and that was when you noticed how he was laying his head down on a pillow with an ice-pack
" Oh, sweetheart... what on Earth happened? "
💘 Smirking lightly, he gave you his amazing story, how he jumped in and kicked the prick down with one spring, making his allies turn and begin to assault him
💘 You just sighed as he retold his story of 'bravery' and 'dedication beyond belief', and the smile he adored began to grace your face as you went over his face and arms, making sure you knew where and how bad his injuries were
💘 Chifuyu sightly winced when the alcohol you used to clean his wounds touched him, but, he did sigh with relief when you finished and began to rub his tense shoulders
💘 He would get into a million fights if it meant that you would do this every time he came home
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🎴 You swore to yourself that your boyfriend was gonna die in a fight one day, with how many he would get into weekly
🎴 Izana had invited you to watch a fight between his and another gang, and you had made him swear on his life that he wouldn't get super injured, though minor ones like bruises were alright
🎴 He gave you a bright smile and a huge thumbs up as he jumped down from the large storage box you were situated on and began to enter the fight
🎴 You couldn't lie when you said how attractive he was, knocking down men down one by one like they were pins and he was a bowling ball
🎴 But, when a guy managed to throw a knife and slash Izana's leg, and while his adrenaline made him seem like he was fine, you could tell Kakucho was worried
🎴 So, when the leader of the rival gang ordered his men to leave the area in defeat, you jumped down and ran to your boyfriend, who was being held down in a sitting position by Kakucho and the Haitani brothers
🎴 Thankfully, due to your positioning as the medic of Tenjiku, you were well-experienced with healing minor and quite-severe wounds
🎴 As you wrapped the gauze around his leg, he just chuckled, asking if you though such a small wound would really take him down
🎴 You mentally thanked his oldest friend that he took the rest of the men outside of the room, as you didn't want them to see how flustered Izana could make you
🎴 How do you put up with this man? The world may never know
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🐈⬛ Rarely did he ever get seriously hurt, but bruises were a near constant thing that littered his form, but most of them from his brother slapping him
🐈⬛ So, when you opened your door of your apartment after hearing constant knocks and saw him standing there with cuts littering his face, you would be lying if you said you weren't shocked
" Rindou and I kinda got beat up, how rude of those people, am I right? "
🐈⬛ You grabbed his arm and dragged him inside, asking him where Rindou was, and he just answered with 'talking to the guys'
🐈⬛ Ran was surprisingly calm with the fact that he was bleeding out of his forehead and several parts of his arms
🐈⬛ Grabbing the alcohol and several things of gauze, you began to clean his wounds, making sure they weren't to deep and in need of stitches, damn his danger-prone self
🐈⬛ He spoke about how he got every cut and bruise as if they were golden medals for a major accomplishment, like a swim-team meet or something similar
🐈⬛ Once you had finished cleaning and covering his wounds, you forced him to change into his night-gear, that being a loose-fitting shirt with lounge-pants
🐈⬛ And while you claimed laying on him would possibly hurt him, Ran practically dragged you down to lay on his chest, claiming your touch was magical
🐈⬛ He's a dork, I'm telling y'all
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🐈 Much like his twin brother, Rindou rarely gets harmed beyond bruises around his arms and legs, due to his style of breaking limbs
🐈 But, somehow, he came to your apartment with cuts and quite harmful-looking scratches and cuts on his body, from his head to his legs, you could tell he was having some pain
🐈 You lightly grabbed his hand and pulled him inside, ordering him to sit on the couch as you went to grab stuff to clean his wounds
" You really don't have to, hon'. They'll heal without any special treatment. "
" You need them cleaned, Rin'. I'll be back in a minute. "
🐈 Rindou knew you were a stubborn person when it came to the people you cared about, especially him and his brother, mainly him though. Ran gets annoying after a while
🐈 Sighing, he leaned back against the couch and began to hum a light song, ignoring the pains in his chest from stretching, he needs a massage for his tense muscles
🐈 When you came back from your bathroom carrying alcohol and bandages, Rindou sat up and watched closely as you grabbed your remote, turned on the TV to one of his favorite shows, and began to heal his injuries
🐈 He mainly ignored the show, in favor of watching you delicately wrap up his arms and legs, and he smirked as you glared at him and asked him how he got injured
" Why? Were ya' that worried? "
🐈 Cue you smacking him upside the head
#Tokyo Revengers#Tokyo Rev#Tokyo Manji Gang#Toman#Tenjiku#Tokyo Revengers x Reader#Tokyo Rev x Reader#Tokyo Manji Gang x Reader#Toman x Reader#Tenjiku x Reader#S/O! Reader#GN! Reader#Chifuyu Matsuno#Chifuyu Matsuno x Reader#Izana Kurokawa#Izana Kurokawa x Reader#Ran Haitani#Ran Haitani x Reader#Rindou Haitani#Rindou Haitani x Reader
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Sorry for that question but I really curious!
What made you fell in love with Cross and Lust?
Tell us more!!
😳😳😳 hhuh what rreally,, , ,,, 😳 u wanna hear me yap abt my sillies, my beloveds,,, (i appreciate the enthusiasm tho omg 🥺🫶🫶🫶)
i want to have the yuris with lust and the yaois with cross I I MEAN HWHWAT 🧍♂️
UM.
haha anyWAY,, (oh gog this ended up long)
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cross checks so many boxes for me it makes me go insane. too good to be true. versatile(??)— like it's somehow way too easy to put him in Situations. (he's bf and husbone material??? just -20hp me now; that already kills me) he's. hh. gawddamn there's reasons why he won a utmv sans sexyman poll.
he's like a crush that you can't get out of your head no matter what you do, i'm so freaking down bad for him it's not even funny anymore. ever since simping for cross i have not been the same since. the man has changed me. the attraction/simp feelings hit me like a bat out of nowhere and i don't understand why it's so intense— i. hh.
,,i like when ppl make him dorky. stupidly silly (absolutely love shitpost shenanigans and would absolutely LOVE to get into silly shenanigans with him and with/without his bestie epic). fun to be around when he's deemed you as a good friend. stars, he'd give good hugs. strong, solid, and warm, the kind of hugs u don't wanna pull away from so soon. a little endearingly cringe. fanon simp cross is adorable and fun to mess around with. tsundere cross is adorable and fun to mess with. cute anxious guy under all that intimidating aloofness. when i say his smile is an absolute treasure, i mean that. his blush making him look like a grape or a glowing bulb is adorable and makes me wanna tease him more. anime protag/character vibes so strong i wanna have a cute bl/shoujo manga romance with him type shit yk.
then there's times when he's The Hot Dude and i think it's illegal if he's all confident and smug and dom actually (/hj) cause that makes me wanna fucking fite him HELLO? SIR? ILLEGAL????? (<- the fight or flight response of a tsundere towards a milder tsundere LOL).
-hp every single time. mf gets successful d20 rolls w/ rizz on me and i get a critical hit every time. it's a 50/50 either i fluster to death and become weak or i wanna fite his dumbass
i'll. i can fight him. i'll lose but i can fight him for sure. (why is he so cool⁉️‼️💢💢💢RRRRRRR)
he makes me feel things. lots of things. (mostly fluster but when i'm feelin sooper soff i jst wanna shower his skull in keeses. ima kissy lil guy)
tired cross makes me just wanna take care of him. want him to come home to me without any worry because he thinks i'm his safe space.
when he's being stubborn i want to tell him to chill out for a little while, take a break and watch some funny stuff while drinking choccy milk or eating his fav foods and be cozy. bapping him if he's gonna try to get out of this too soon. he's gonna get the free time he deserves n relax n get cuddles n kithes.
the way he can gently hold my hand and look at me with a sincere look in his eyelights and say something genuinely affectionate feels like cupid shooting an arrow through my soul, but also feels like a balm. (a promise of loyalty and faithfulness.) (a kiss on the forehead? a cherry on top.)
well now i can't be mean to him with all the nice he's saying and doing. i just want nice things for him o(-< (even if he's a bastard sometimes lol<3 all circles back to the silly) (silly is always important)
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i love lust. so so so much. the fanon interpretation of him, anyway.
(don't get me wrong, i absolutely adore the feminine slay content of lust; but am i wrong for yearning for more masc lust content?)
i like my lust sans respectful, goofy, sans-like, an absolute sweetheart, and a caring, wonderful life partner. under the flirty personality and charm(ing looks), is a sans behavior that made me fall deeper. (he makes me feel very gender too) (ohmygofd yeah no he actually makes me think of gender sometimes rauauagrrgh<3/pos). i don't have to worry about showing my cring, weird side to him, because he's also a gremlin,, o(-< he doesn't have to present himself all nice and pretty all the time (although he's always pretty in my eyes). he can be comfortably himself; with me 🥺
i want to be his safe space.
i want to see him heal and be happy and be happy with me and give him all the love i can give and care for him and make him soso happy i just want him to feel SO sosososo loved, he deserves so much more
he's the only one who's able to get a certain reaction out of me; to pull flowers out of my heart. to pull out words of love and devotion and appreciation, heart bursting with affection only for him.
for him, i would try. i would live for him. i wish someone like him (the him i've created from interpretations and headcanons) was real irl.
i want to not care i don't care if he's a gorgeous well-known person that people fawn over, or if he's a campus crush, etc.,
i want him to think i'm worthy enough to keep in his life. for him to know how special he is to me, for him to know how much i want him in my life as much as i want him to keep me in his.
my immediate reaction when i think of him is: 😊💕💜💜💜eeeee kicks and giggles and flaps hands teehee
i love him so much i get a heart-on for him (/silly but it is true sometimes; love him so much it aches (in a good way))
#ask#mblue talks#m rambles#(embarrassing myself under the cut 😁!11! !)#(these words are messy like my thoughts hahagahgs forgive me for not making it proper or something)#(oh whoops is that my heart down there uh haha sry i must've dropped it lemme pick it back up—)#(honestly it gets kinda personalll?? but yeah my heart haha whoops)#(head full yet empty only purple beloveds...)#(took me so long to answer bc... thoughts... i wasn't sure which ones to omit or include)#crossrot#lm#cm
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Being in a love triangle with Dean and Cas
Paring: Dean winchester x reader x Castile (not destile!)
Summary: headcanons about an angel and a hunter fall in love with you.
A/n: this won the newest voting thing :)
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“They're both in love with her” Sam sighed.
“my money is on Dean” Bobby said drinking his beer.
Okay... So, get ready for every single thing to be a contest. they're both extremely stubborn and even the simplest of things will be turned into a competition of who can do it better, even if Cas doesn't understand.
Since Cas is clueless about most human actions, he usually tries to copy Dean but ends up doing it in a more goofy or messed up way.
Cas wasn't supposed to fall in love with you, he's your Gardian Angel and the rules in heaven are pretty strict. He couldn't help but fall in love with your compassion and goofy personality.
You and Dean had always been on and off, he deeply cares about you and would even say he loves you, but with you both being hunters he's always afraid to lose you or he thinks he's not good enough.
Cas didn't know how to handle the feeling he's never had to deal with, every time he'd see Dean put his arm on you or flirt with you, cas would feel his fist clinch and he'd get so angry.
“I don't know what's wrong with me, my chest is heaving and... I just feel so pissed” Cas said to Sam one day.
“your either jealous or...” Sam stoped. “your not in love with y/n, are you?”
Cas didn't know, but he realized his change in adatued and thoughts. As your Gardian Angel he'd would often go with you to protect you beacuse that was his job, now he would literally push Dean to the side to go on a hunt with you.
Remember when I said you and Dean would often be off and on again? Well Cass has seen two break-ups, and this would be the only time he'd put his feelings aside. He's your best friend and he dose know when you need a shoulder to cry on.
Anyway, Dean would catch on quickly, he cares about Cas but he cares about you more. So challenge accepted.
He wasn't gonna lose you to a baby in a trench coat.
Dean is often very forward and flirty, you were used to his complements and dirty jokes. But when he realized he could use you to Cas he'd turn up the flirting to 100%, which would often make you uncomfortable... You weren't used to him acting like that.
But underneath all the flirting, he's genuine and what he's saying is true.
Suprisenly Cas would become very charming. He wears his heart on his sleeve. He loves he can easily express himself around you and learn about human life without being judged.
I also think Cas is good at knowing when to pump the brakes if he ever steps a line or goes too far. Dean sometimes doesn't and sometimes he forgets that he doesn't need to use the same tactics he used to use bar girls.
If you get hurt Cas will warp his coat around you and heal you up, if it's really bad Cas and Dean will literally start arguing.
One time it got so bad you probably wouldn't still be in this damn triangle if Sam didn't take you to the hospital.
That's when they realized that they really need to put their differences aside, it wasn't just about them, it was about you too.
“she means everything to me... I want her to be happy” Dean says to Sam. “and what if she's chooses Cas?”
“she won't... Just because he's her guardian angel doesn't mean he can make her happy”
Dean was so scared to lose you while Cass just didn't know how to express himself, there been many opportunities for Cas but he'd always chicken out.
What you hated most about this whole situation is that Cas and Dean were turning on each other. You knew they were best friends and you couldn't help but think this, no girl is worth losing your best friend over.
As it went on you got more and more attention, you didn't want that. Then Sam and Bobby's secret poll only grew more bets as time went on.
Jack was so confused, he saw you as a mom and Cas as his dad. So he really just wants you two to be together. He watched the parent trap and used some of the tactics, Sam gently told him to stay out of it.
If Dean would make you a mix tape, Cas would find an even more romantic gesture. During the time you and Dean did date he learned that you were a simple girl and didn't like fancy stuff.
Cas would go to Sam or Jody for advice. Sam would suggest flowers, expensive places while Jody would remind him to just be himself and remember the stuff your actually interested in.
He's been your Gardian Angel for years, so he knows your likes and dislikes. He was so happy when he found a copy of a novel you've been surching for, he loved the feeling of you wrapping your arms around him and cheering that you finally got the book.
“thank you Cas, your the best!”
Gabriel, who liked to stir the pot in the situation was on cas' side. He would sometimes mess somthing up for one of them or just watch one of their planes fail. This was a better love story than twilight in his opinion.
One day Cas found a ring in Dean's room, it's literally not what you guys think. Dean was his mom's and he just wanted to look at it.
Cas watched enough movies with you and thought it was an engagement ring. He felt his heart pounded, he also relized he's watched way too much TV with you. He remembered watching Grey's anatomy with you, he remembered you crying with Mark Sloan died and gave his 'if you love someone' speach.
“I wish I could experience that... A guy not caring about the consequences and just expressing he loves someone” you told him way back when.
That's when he had enough, he didn't care if Dean was there or not he's was gonna tell you. “I love you y/n... I love everything about you, even things I don't understand... I still love”
He told you to think everything through. As much as he loved you, he didn't want you making any hasty decisions or let what he said cloud your mind.
A couple of days later, Dean came to you with the same heart filled love speach after a rough hunt. “I love you... I know I don't show it much or express it, but belive me when I say your the best thing that's ever happened to me”
You had so much to think about and during that time you never felt so overwhelmed, your heart would always pound when you thought about them.
You spent almost three nights just laying awake in bed thinking about them, there was logic and there was reason.
The logical choice would be Dean, you could grow old with him and have a family. After Jack, Cas was terrified to have children with a human. Just because Dean was haman didn't make it a logical choice, but you guys been through so much. There been many night you guys spent patching up wounded parts of your bodies or cleaning up blood after a hunt.
Logically, Cas would be safer. Castile can protect you and heal you with just a brush of his thumb. Just because he was clueless doesn't mean he didn't know how to make a woman's heart pound in the best way possible. Cas knew your deepest fears and kept secrets for years, he knew everything about you.
Positive reasons would bring up the way Dean would make you laugh. Or how he could make you smile no matter how mad you were.
You though about how warm his bear hugs were and how good he smelled.
Dean was a worrior and he would take a bullet for you. You were always his main priority and you never felt that with someone before him.
Even if he didn't know how to interact with humans, he knew how to take care of you. He knew when you need to talk or need a hug. He would catch on to your Quirks, like how you'll nibble on your lip when your doing research or reading.
He'd notice the little wrinks on your forehead when your mad or laughing. He'd know all your different smiles and the meanings of them.
You love whem you hug him you'd feel his wings wrap around you.
What you might not know is Cas would give up immortality for you, he'd become human if it meant spending What humans thought forever was.
“I don't know what to do Sammy” you sighed.
“stop using your brain, what dose your heart say?” he asked. “you'll know the right decision when the time comes”
The next day you took a deep breath and walked down the bunker hallway, Cas and Dean's were right across from each other. Dean's door was beaten up and had band stickers on it. Cas was newer and had 'Cas' place' carved in it.
If you chose Castile:
If you chose him, you didn't go directly to him. You knew he was the one you just didn't know how to do it. When you finally got the courage, Sam interrupted with a paranormal case.
It was hard, you got whipped around like crazy and thrown through windows, the vengeful spirit wasn't gonna let up.
The spirit through your blade at you and it went straight to the gut. You were already bleeding and weak, so this wasn't helping.
You crumbed in Castile's arms and he started to panic. He used his trench coat to applie presher to your wounds.
“Sam! Dean! Help me!”
You coughed and placed your hand on his cheek making him look at you. His watery blue eyes looked at you with so much panic.
You smiled and pulled him closer to you. “I love you Cas... So much”
“I love you too... Hold still, I got you” he placed his lips on yours while his hands healed all your cuts and bruises.
Side note... You also adopt Jack, he finally had parents and he couldn't be happier.
-a week later...
“Balls! I lost $200” Bobby grumbled, you gave the boys a questioning look.
“you beted on us?” you asked Sam, He shrugged. “hey, at least you got $600 for your honeymoon” Sam joked, you took the notebook with all the bets written down and hit him in the head.
If you chose Dean:
You knocked on his door, he when whipped it open a smile immediately formed on his face. “hey, sweetheart”
“can we talk?” you asked softly. Dean nodded as his heart pounded, he didn't know what to expect.
“if this this about what I sa-”
“I love you” you said cutting him off.
He pulled you to his chest and immediately slammed his lips on yours, he pulled away and rested his forehead on yours. “thank God... I love you too”
#Supernatural#Supernatural headcanons#Dean winchester#Jensen Ackles#Dean winchester headcanons#Castiel#Misha Collins#Castiel x reader#Castiel headcanons#Supernatural imagines#Dean winchester x reader
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Round 1 of preliminaries, group 6
The first two places get a place on the bracket
Little reminder: there will be 2 more rounds of preliminaries, the losing blorbos of this poll still have 2 chances of getting in the official bracket
propaganda under the cut
Jesper Fahey (Six of Crows)
No Propaganda
Crowley (Good Omens)
"He's gender. He's been in love with one guy for literally 6000 years and then royally fucks up his entire confession. He yells at his plants. He drapes himself over every fucking surface he sits on. He walks like *that*. He just fuckin makes sounds sometimes. He's me fr."
Dave Strider (Homestuck)
"everything that can be said about Dave's relatability will probably sound redundant, clichéd, or overdone if you are at all familiar with tumblrs sort of blorbo culture. this is exactly why he should be in this tournament.
stop me if you think that you've heard this one before: he hides his genuine emotions behind a persona, deflects sincerity with jokes, but also has a deep desire for validation and connection, so that his persona has many cracks where little bits of his true self slip through. deeply insecure, compares himself to others. a defeatist streak, avoids responsibility. does not wish to be troubled by The Horrors. he just wants to hang out and do his lil creative hobbies (making music and drawing comics). talks a lot to the point of being pretty awkward, rambling, and accidentally saying stuff he shouldnt.
all these things I think tend to resonate deeply with a lot of people, especially on Tumblr - that "person who is insecure and struggles with emotional openness so copes by making jokes" sort of trope, it's just like kin bait (affectionate). he also has a complicated relationship with gender which I know many find relatable (shout out to the "Dave homestuck was my trans awakening" homies) but whether it's about figuring out gender or sexuality or trauma or the apocalypse or anything else, Dave comes at it with an initial, learned, fear and reluctance that I think a lot of people have experienced, because it's very human and very much a part of many readers experiences (we live in a society). but he's always good, and likeable and that makes for a very important sort of relatable character. very comforting. even if he's a mess and he's an idiot you can believe he can get to something better, and you can watch him develop and grow.
also, I think he's extremely relatable because he never really knows what's going on in the comic either. I mean, that's gonna be relatable to most people Vis a vis homestuck. he's confused and he just wants to vibe and make his friends laugh. WHO AMONG US cannot relate?? I do not believe you if you say no.
I wrote too much and got way too weird about it. I'm sorry it's late I'd edit down but I really don't have the brain capacity.. which is very Dave core of me actually"
Junior (Total Drama Presents: The Ridonculous Race)
"i relate to him a lot because his whole character is being embarrassed of his dad who tries too hard to be cool, but still loves him anyways. that is literally me"
Kim Dokja (Omnicient Reader's Viewpoint)
"kim dokja. oh kim dokja. so, without going into spoilers too much, kim dokja is very much a character you are expected to relate to and it makes the novel DEVASTATING. here's just a few things about him:
- he is obsessed with a particular piece of media, and finds comfort in it when real life doesn't give him any. he's constantly thinking about it and defending it and trying to recommend it to other people (even though no one else bothers reading it, because it is an objectively bad 3000-chapter webnovel). even beyond that one novel, he's been using fiction as an escape for just about his entire life, something that rings true for a lot of people, especially in the modern world.
- he struggles with socializing with other people. the first chapter alone gave me so much second hand embarrassment. it's so real but god it's So bad. he has zero friends and has that sort of loneliness where you're miserable but you can't really bring yourself to feel anything but resigned to it. in general he is just very Resigned to his unfortunate life and can't fully understand or accept it when it finally does get better
- he has a complicated relationship with his mother. it's the kind of relationship where the parent genuinely does love their child, but they fail to give them what they need & have to accept that they hurt their kid and that they cannot be the most important person in their life. it's certainly not a universal experience but those sorts of parent-child relationships are woefully common but scarcely acknowledged
-the insecurity. god there is so much insecurity in that man. it's hard to even completely tell it's there at first, because it's so ingrained in how he thinks that you don't question it until you know more about his character and suddenly it's all too apparent. he cannot believe that he can be loved (or, if that he can be, that they certainly would not be able to love all of him, only what he chooses to show them), and is selfless but like. the literal meaning of the word, where he will throw away all of his being for the people he loves. in general there is a lot of sacrifice as a love language which like. while i'm not off around throwing myself in front of magic death beams for people or anything i sure would give up everything i could if it meant helping the people i love
- ok enough of that. here's some funny things i can relate to. the guy meets his favorite fictional blorbo and instead of worshipping him instead he bullies him constantly and internally complains about how unbearable he is both in the book and in real life. it's like a "i love my blorbo. i would not last 2 seconds in a room with him." You know. he gets so caught up in his fanon characterizations and biases about characters that he completely mischaracterizes them like constantly. he literally kills a guy half because he was his least favorite character.
-this is a poll about blorbo relatability. therefore i must mention that kim dokja too related to his blorbo (or at least attempted to) and what is more relatable than that.
anyways. kdj made me realize far too much about myself and is by far the most i have ever related to a character (and i Hate it). and tumblr would definitely relate to him too so :thumbs-up:"
"(SPOILERS) He is literally all of us. Reader. Just some guy. And then insane tragic backstory. But he’s also just some guy. He’s special and also just a guy. He’s also god. He can be shipped w anyone. He has versatility and interests and motivations. He also never tells anyone anything ever. He is so me."
"He reads a trashy, long-ass novel as a coping mechanism and doesn't think he's capable of being loved. Bro dissociates when he's emoting too much."
"I'm a homestuck fan, a Dave Strider fan even
Never heard of Omnicient Reader's before
Voted for the kim fellow because judging by the propaganda it looks like he himself would be a homestuck reader therefore making him more relatable than the homsetuck character himself"
"This guy’s been my companion since I was 11, I’ve grown up with Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint and I think that’s pretty funny since he grew up with Ways of Survival (the 3149 chapter novel) and therefore I’m straight up mirroring him. I, too, scare everyone off by being too enthusiastic whenever the webnovel is brought up!
His insecurities are severe but I do see myself in some parts of him (which is worrying but whatever.) He is absolutely The Guy Ever. Utterly pathetic wet cat of a man. I love him. He represents the crazy fandom tumblrina in all of us."
Donutella (Tokidoki)
"she's made of donuts basically like me at this point"
#tumblr tournament#tumblr polls#character bracket#character tournament#preliminaries#jesper fahey#six of crows#crowley#good omens#dave strider#homestuck#junior total drama#total drama#the ridonculous race#kim dokja#omniscient reader's viewpoint#donutella#tokidoki
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Shane x farmer trying to team up in a video game? Either dating or still just flirting. Idk, I'm just thinking back fondly of the time my partner and I tried to do co-op portal 2 and kept accidentally, then purposefully killing each other.
Shane and the Farmer Having a Flirty Gaming Date
Ok so I have a few things to say.
1) yeah, so, hope you're not gone LMAO. i dont wanna go on a big 'im so sorry' spiel but yeah, i am sorry this took so long. this is from like 2022 i messed up bad
2) polls have rejuvenated me for a bit so hopefully i'll be back in business for a while
TW/CW: Swearing
I imagine you're playing some sort of modded version of an old game from your childhood or something. I don't imagine Pelican Town having a very wide selection of video games (if it has one at all), so you guys are pretty limited on what you've got. I also think Shane is more of an older console sort of guy. He prefers the 'classics.'
Still, this thing is modded/has a cheat code so it's a whole new game. It's also extremely buggy. Your characters are zipping around left right and centre with almost no way of controlling them. Safe to say this game held up a lot better in your memories.
Still, it's a fun experience! You two start to work out what ticks off the bugs and glitches and start triggering them while the other is in the middle of a puzzle to piss them off. It's starts with you doing it, but then Shane (who knows this game much better) starts making your life hell and nearly crashes the thing. He probably ends up soft-locking you somewhere (forgive me on my lack of knowledge on Gamer Terms).
Anyways, you do have to beat the game. That's why you came here, right? So, you two try your best to get through this (quite honestly) insufferable experience.
When you think of this game, think of the worst physics possible. Either gravity is at zero or one hundred (whatever's funnier for you) and each jump is like a deal with God. I cannot begin to explain to you how many times you had to redo this one level because of how much of a bitch it was being. It was funny at first, but eventually Marnie had to come in and tell you to shut up because Jas was trying to sleep.
However, with these janky physics comes some flirting! And by that, I mean we have the classic love-interest-takes-your-hand-to-guide-you trope. Yeah, I'm not creative enough for this (L). But believe me, whether you're dating or not Shane's heart is doing a loop-de-loop in that little cavern in his chest. I mean, when you're already dating it's a little tamer, but it's still there!
Anyways, yeah, Shane ends up doing all most of the work while you sit there looking pretty. Still, it's a grand ol' time! You two get to relive your childhoods while absolutely decimating each other on the Gaming Field. The two of you really enjoy the time together, and agree to do it again sometime soon.
"It's a date."
-~-~-
#ieatsmallorphansnamedtom#tbh not as flirty as i would have liked but im just getting back into this and i needed this done#again sorry this took so long#but it's here so!!! ;;'_'#sdv#stardew valley#sdv shane#stardew valley shane#sdv headcanons#stardew valley headcanons#sdv x reader#stardew valley x reader#sdv shane x reader#stardew valley shane x reader
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Poll 4
Solveig (She/Her) by @spellinwaiting
Why Should Your OC Win?
her life is so fucking hard she needs to win something just once
What is Your OC Like?
solveig is my tes oblivion oc and she has just SO many problems. imagine being severely mentally ill in a medieval fantasy setting with no access to proper mental health care. one time someone tried to mug her but then realized she had nothing and they felt so bad for her and the whole state she was in the mugger was like 'ok you need help' and became her friend. shes blessed to have an orc wife who loves her no matter how many times she sprints off into the woods in the midst of a manic episode. what else? she has a horse named 'horse' because she couldnt come up with anything better. she wants to be a heroic knight but is far better at killing people than saving them. her solution to most of her problems is to lie face down on the floor motionless for a while (also the picture is done by my friend whose url is @symbie not by me, i hope thats alright, also i put that here cause i didnt know where else to)
Chester Wayne Mallory (He/Him) by @liliflower137
Why Should Your OC Win?
Now at first glance Chester seems like he's on top of things. A talented inventor and programmer, a successful streamer, a husband and kids.
But even at the best of times he's an anxiety ridden mess, and while he would never do anything behind his husband's back he's still not immune to swooning over a hothot man
He's terrible at making decisions, his memory is a mess, and his empty nest syndrome is so bad he basically stole a kid once. And on top of everything, his last name means "an unfortunate person"
Plus there was that time he got trapped in a video game while live on twitch and died like 3 times. So embarassing.
Why not give him a win? He could use the self confidence boost!
What is Your OC Like?
Chester Mallory is a kind very family oriented man who gets attacked to people quickly. He tends to show his love through offering food, so his friends often have fridges full of his leftover spicy noodles.
His entire extended family consists of serial adopters, so his family reunions consists of lots and lots of found families
He lost his right arm in a terrible accident but taught himself to build his own prosthetic purely because he thinks the industry around prosthetics is bullshit
His friends tend to get pretty chaotic which usually leads to him playing the straight man and having to go take a nap after, but he still loves them more than anything, and would do anything to protect them all, especially his best buddies Boris and Malcom.
If you'd like to read about him, his story is "Something New" in the Hlvrai tag of ao3! His AU is called eternal stream! (The picture of him was drawn by @year2000electronics)
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I'm planning to do "cats in wizard hats" again, and the current intention is for requests to be open for that 24-25 February 2024, that's the weekend, which according to my polls is the two-day span where the most people are going to be online. As always, that's just when REQUESTS are open; once requests are closed, I'll still be drawing them, I just won't be adding any new ones to the list.
I keep having to say this: it is absolutely OKAY to put in a request for this event, it doesn't matter how many times I've already drawn stuff for you; there'll be a limit of "one request per person", but that's FOR THIS EVENT SPECIFICALLY. Think of it this way: if you're at a potluck and they don't allow seconds (because they want to make sure everyone has a chance to get something), you're still allowed to have your FIRST serving of food, even if you've been at the potluck last year.
Also, PLEASE don't say "it's okay to not draw my request if you're busy (emoji)", because that always makes me feel both guilty and infuriated. Listen. If I make a post that says "I will draw XYZ for you if you make a request for it", that means I'm willing to do so. If I didn't feel up to drawing things, I wouldn't say "hey I can draw things if you ask me to". Plus, when you say something like "you don't have to draw it if you don't want to", that places the burden on ME, to reject you specifically; and if I hated you that much that I'd be okay with doing that, then I'd already have you blocked. If you want a request, and I have requests open, then make a request, and don't feel ashamed of it.
Also, once you've made a request, don't delete it; because that messes with my whole system, and it makes me feel bad the rest of the day.
...yeah, that's a lot of ranting, but it's stuff that KEEPS HAPPENING so I keep having to try and prevent it.
Rant out of the way, what else do I have to say here... oh yeah. THIS IS NOT THE REQUEST POST. This is the post where I'm telling you about an upcoming event, because I don't want anyone to be like "oh damn I missed it again this year".
If you don't think you'll be available for the listed dates, get in contact with me ahead of time, and we can work something out. Afterwards, I'll make allowances only in exceptional circumstances, like if you were in hospital for the whole time from when I announced this to when requests were closed; but if it's BEFOREHAND, I can't think of a reason I'd say no.
I'll likely be posting about this throughout the week, to make sure everyone knows it's coming up; hopefully with less ranting in it.
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ok I slandered Daeron in the tags to that best singers poll and I FEEL BAD so go on convince me that I should like him ;)
(mainly not a fan of his behaviour to Luthien - I love your daemags fics though <3)
Heh, saying you don't like a character is hardly slander! But I will take any opportunity to defend the B-Side of First Age Disappearing and Despairing Minstrels.
First, some reasons Daeron is cool:
He's the greatest minstrel of the Elf clan (the Teleri) specifically known for singing. He's one of the only instances of an Elf who hasn't seen the light of Aman being the best at anything.
Silm says that "Under ... the teaching of Melian [the Sindar] became the fairest and the most wise and skillful of all the Elves of Middle-earth," and Daeron is singled-out as one of the greatest among the greatest -- and not only for his music! He is also a loremaster and invented the Cirth. Everyone compares him to Maglor but I actually think there's a bit of a Sindarin Feanor vibe to Daeron. In later ages, I like to think many great Sindarin creations would get attributed to Daeron whether they're his or not (there are other versions of the history of Cirth where Tolkien seems to be getting at this), like the Noldor would attribute their great inventions to Feanor.
Daeron's name, in later etymologies, is actually related to the word 'great'.
His name, in earlier etymologies, means 'shadow of trees' which is so mysterious and poetic.
Daeron's teacher and the Queen he sang for, was there for the Ainulindale itself (thanks @an-eldritch-peredhel for the point!). Melian is also said to have been most skilled of all the Ainur in "songs of enchantment" and the Valar would stop their work to hear her singing at the Mingling. That's who taught Daeron!
The Sindar were a largely an oral culture, but Daeron -- during the peaceful years of Thingol and Melian's rule in Beleriand -- invented an alphabet. Even in times of bliss, he cared about the preservation of memory and knowledge. I love that for him. This gorgeous quote ends the paragraph about his invention of the Cirth:
But of bliss and glad life there is little to be said, before it ends; as works fair and wonderful, while still they endure for eyes to see, are their own record, and only when they are in peril or broken for ever do they pass into song.
Like Maglor, he has the same tragic arc of messing up, repenting, and self-exiling. Unfortunately, he gets such cursory treatment in the published Silm that this doesn't really come through (in particular the repentance part).
I could say more, but now we've come to repentance, let's address the real elephant in the room: betraying Luthien. This is going under a cut.
I tend to see Daeron getting dismissed (or loathed) based on some variation of "he was a jealous unrequited stalker who betrays Luthien". And there's some truth to that (definitely the betrayal part), but I think a lot of assumptions are made about him based on certain unrequited lover tropes (Maeglin), or perhaps negative real life experiences, that I don't think really apply to Daeron.
Here's why.
He was Luthien's close friend.
Let's start with what we can squeeze out about their relationship from the Silm:
Then Luthien, perceiving that no help would come from any other on earth, resolved to fly from Doriath and come herself to [Beren]; but she sought the aid of Daeron, and he betrayed her purpose to the King.
[Daeron] it was that made music for the dance and song of Luthien, before Beren came to Doriath; and he had loved her, and set all his thought of her in his music.
Ignoring for a second that he betrayed her (that's coming up), Daeron spent a lot of time with Luthien (making music for her) and he was the person she trusted enough to ask for help in going after Beren. They may not have loved each other in the same way, but there was reciprocal affection there.
(In the Tale of Tinuviel he's her brother, so at its origins the relationship is so close that they are siblings.)
The Lay of Leithian makes their friendship much more apparent, as the bits below will show.
2. His betrayals of Luthien are complex.
In the Silm, Daeron twice betrays Luthien.
First, he tells Thingol she's been hanging out with Beren:
But Daeron the minstrel also loved Luthien, and he espied her meetings with Beren, and betrayed them to Thingol.
Then, he tells Thingol that she's planning to go after him (quoted above).
The first one, I admit, comes off kinda jealous and petty. But think about his situation. His best friend (who he may be in love with - but note that in love is never the phrasing) has just started secretly hanging out with this mortal who stumbled out of the bushes. This is not safe! This is extremely unexpected and stressful! He is upset!
He is also sworn to serve his king. He kind of has to tell Thingol once he knows this about his daughter. Yes, perhaps he had no business stalking around to see what she was up to, but he was worried. Probably would have been better to just talk to her (we don't know that he didn't, actually), but he's certainly not the only male character in Luthien's story who doesn't ask her what she thinks before taking action (this includes Beren).
As for the second betrayal, again he's sworn to serve his king and she puts him in an awkward position when she reveals her plans to go after Beren. But more importantly, he's worried for her safety! From his perspective, she's lost her mind. And how was he to know Thingol's reaction would be to lock her in a treehouse?
The way this all plays out in Lay of Leithian makes all these implied complexities more apparent:
Luthien starts having secret forest meetups with Beren and Daeron sees them together. He gets very upset and lays a curse of silence on Doriath (sidenote: kinda awesome that he has this power??).
Thingol summons Daeron to ask him what is going on with the silence. Daeron replies in riddling terms, and Thingol asks him to clarify.
But Dairon looked on Luthien
and would he had not spoken then,
and no more would he speak that day,
though Thingol's face with wrath was grey.
So even midway through his "betrayal" (questioning by Thingol), Daeron seems to repent. It's Luthien herself who steps up and reveals what's happening.
Thingol is mad, he sends everyone off except Daeron, whom he asks to watch Luthien, which he "heavyhearted did" (Daeron is really not a position to say no here).
The watching proves unnecessary because Luthien brings Beren to Menegroth herself. Beren makes his speech about wanting to marry her.
Here Daeron behaves poorly. He calls for Beren's death, which is mean (but it is also a pretty badass moment and underlies my slightly-unstable Daeron headcanons) -- but! Tolkien actually struck these lines out and in the published Silm it's Thingol who wants Beren dead. Christopher Tolkien says of this cut: "It may be that my father wished to represent Dairon as less unequivocally hostile to Beren, and also ashamed of his words to Thingol."
Next time Daeron shows up Luthien is going to him for consolation and help (as in the Silm):
'O Dairon, Dairon, my tears,' she cried,
'now pity for our old day's sake!'
She asks him to play music for her, which he does, and she feels better.
Addressing him as "my friend" she asks for his help "if he would not for love of her / go by her side a wanderer" seeking for Beren.
Daeron swears to protect her -- but what he really means is he's going to tell her dad that she's lost her goddamn mind.
But straightway Dairon sought the king
and told him his daughter's pondering,
and how her madness might her lead
to ruin, unless the king gave heed.
When Thingol decides the appropriate response here is to lock her up, Daeron feels pretty bad about it, and often visits Hirilorn.
There Dairon grieving often stood
in sorrow for the captive of the wood
[...]
Luthien would from her window stare
and see him far under piping there,
and she forgave his betraying word
for the music and the grief she heard,
and only Dairon would she let
across her threshold foot to set.
Which brings me to:
3. Daeron repents and Luthien forgives him.
See that passage above? She forgives him! And he's the only person she lets visit her!
Next up, Luthien learns that Beren is imprisoned in Tol-in-Gaurhoth and she gathers all the various implements she needs to make her big escape.
Then Dairon she called: 'I prithee, friend,
climb up and talk to Luthien!'
And sitting as her window then,
she said: 'My Dairon...
And she asks him to craft her a loom (which she will use to weave her hair into the cloak of darkness she uses to escape, but she doesn't say this). Daeron shows some concern over what her plans are with this and she answers ominously and evasively.
Then Dairon wondered, but he spake
no word to Thingol, though his heart
feared the dark purpose of her art.
He doesn't tell! He knows she's up to something but this time he doesn't tell. He's learned. (Note that because Lúthien doesn't reveal exactly what she's doing, he doesn't necessarily have the same duty to tell Thingol.)
Then as we know, Luthien escapes and goes missing. The part of the Lay covering the events in Doriath while Luthien and Beren complete their quest weren't written, so all we know of Daeron's next actions come from what's in the Silm:
And it is told that in that time Daeron the minstrel of Thingol strayed from the land, and was seen no more. [...] But seeking for Luthien in despair he wandered upon strange paths, and passing over the mountains he came into the East of Middle-earth, where for many ages he made lament beside dark waters for Luthien, daughter of Thingol, most beautiful of all living things.
Also in the outlines of the unwritten Leithian Cantos:
Sorrow in Doriath at the flight of Luthien. [...] A mighty hunt is made throughout the realm, but many of the folk stayed north and west and south of Doriath beyond the magic of Melian and were lost. Dairon became separated from his comrades and wandered away into the East of the world, where some say he pipes yet seeking Luthien in vain.
[...]
Thingol is wroth [at Celegorm etc.] - and is moved to think better of Beren, while yet blaming [him] for the woes that followed his coming to Doriath, and most for the loss of Dairon.
Guh! This is just so tragic to me?? He just... disappears! In despair! How is that not sad?? How is it he made two minor bad judgement calls and this is his fate? Look, Maglor fully deserved his self-exile in pain and regret. I just don't see how Daeron did. But he loved Luthien so much that his despair over betraying and losing her was it for him. Many ages of lamenting. And it was a tragedy for Doriath, too, who lost one of the greatest minds the Sindar ever had.
I get so emotional defending this guy. I'm sorry this is so long.
I made a list of short Daeron fic recs.
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It's a topic you already discussed previously but now we got many new infos I hope you will answer this.
Even in latest vlive Jimin told he's setting up an alarm and waking up - which means he's alone.
He's ordering food from outside and it's really a mess to clean up - there's no one with his who knows to cook.
He's working full time on music and when he rarely gets out it's alone - means there's no one he spends much time with.
RM told he's going to meet jimin now multiple times- I.e they are in same apt complex and only jimin lives there.
K army having zero spotting of jikook now - it used to happen when they were living together in nineone which JK rented.
But some big jkk blogs, including you, are still spreading misinfos like Jikook live together. I think you should change that statement by now as many new armys are following you. They may have lived together in 2020 when Jimin didn't had his apt or JK haven't rented brunnen. But things obviously changed now so you still sticking to old things is not right. It's no different from Tkkrs spreading lies saying it's their opinion and their own account. Or not stopping shipping tkk when it's almost obvious Tae maybe dating another woman now.
Okay, well I don't really CARE if jikook live together or not. Which is something yall keep really wanting me to care about. If they do or don't, it changes nothing about my opinions on anything else. And in every other post about this. I've said "we DONT KNOW if they live together or not." That's not misinformation. If I said, jikook live together and it's fact, you could call that misinformation. But you know. You tried. And here is the thing. We STILL DONT KNOW IF THEY LIVE TOGETHER OR NOT. lol you don't know either. You just think they don't. And that's FINE. So, take my response to this in the good faith that I mean it with. None of your bullet points here hold up as proof of living alone. And that is not me saying it's proof or not proof that jikook live together. They might. Or they might not. But you can't pull these facts from your ass and act like it's the end all be all of the "discussion" that I keep saying I don't care about having and yall keep trying to make me have. Lol but sure, let's get into it.
1) Waking up to an alarm doesn't mean you live alone. 😅😅 literally what?? I set an alarm when I need to be up by a certain time and im not confident the other people in my house will be up by that time and therefore end up waking up me anyway. And I live with MULTIPLE other people, not just my spouse. My partner sets an alarm a lot more often than me. Anytime he needs to be up earlier than normal for work or for an event he has planned with his friends, he sets an alarm. If I'm having a particularly bad health week, he will even go sleep in his home office and set his early alarm since he wouldn't want to risk disrupting my sleep if he needed to get up early on a week where it's clear I need more rest than normal. Does this mean we don't live together? Please a poll at how many couples who live together use an alarm (either together or seperately) or even just how many roommates do too 😅
2) Ordering food for most of your meals means you are busy and don't have time to cook or sit down for a meal even. Which, we know Jimin is. And I know we all joke about JK being Jimins cook and blah blah blah. But Jimin DOES know how to cook for himself too. He manages just fine. Lol and complaining about the mess of cleaning up either from take out or cooking, again. Doesn't equate to living alone OR living with someone else. "No one there who knows how to cook" lol EXCEPT FOR JIMIN HIMSELF?! Please go run a secondary poll about how many cohabitating couples order way too much takeout on overly busy weeks. Please also ask them if this means they don't know how to cook 😅
3) how hard Jimin is working again doesn't mean he lives with someone or alone. And saying he rarely has time to go out with people, doesn't mean never nor does it mean he isn't staying IN with anyone either. Plus, it's discounting the few times we have seem him go out and about with his FRIENDS. Lol like the soccer game he went to with Jhope. Or when he went and celebrated JKs birthday with him. Or all the times RM (which you bring up next) said he went to go visit Jimin. Not going out, but staying in.... so what does visits with friends or hanging out with others in the rare bouts of free time this year have to do with who he does or doesn't live with?
4) RM said he is going to visit Jimin multiple times, ie, only he lives there and it's in the same apt complex. Thats alot of assumptions, love. Lol just a lot of assumptions. And again, saying you have plans with a friend doesn't mean that friend lives alone or lives with someone either. Nor does it mean that Jimin was at home. Jimin ALSO said he had been practically living in the studio. Various studios. Even spending long late nights in the studios. Please tell me where Namjoon said he was going to go see Jimin at Jimins house where Jimin was there alone? For all we know Jimin was at the studio with his wife actually. Thank you very much. 🙄🤣
5) K army, the good ones, tend to keep their spottings of the members to themselves ALOT. You think the members only get spotted the very few times it ends up leaking onto the timeline and shared? Wow. They must be better master's of disguises then I thought! Not to mention, I've already done a post over this! I hope you'll read it
Everyone knows for fact about if someone is spreading misinformation over things like translations or an event like a kiss backstage that never happened. That's not an opinion. Your opinions over if jikook live together are other peoples are allowed to be different. There is not fact anywhere nor is it hurting anyone or disrespectful to a language or culture for other people to disagree with your opinion. And fyi, I'm not a big jikook blog. There are many many others that are much larger and do much more in ways of content than I do. I have my little corner of the internet and i stick to it. Nor do I tend to like to associate my opinions with the opinions of the "jikooker masses." I have my own, I'm willing to share them. I don't care if you agree with me or not. I'm willing to correct myself and be corrected if and when I'm presented with facts about ANY of my opinions. I think living together discussions aren't necessary. And I'm tired of repeating myself.
Thank you.
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Just a list... mess? Jumble? of thoughts on the happenings in The Bad Batch lately. Spoilers from TBB episode 11 season 3 and stuff up to then. They're mostly about Crosshair, but anyone who wants to talk about anything else is fine, too.
>So one of my cousins told me that he thought Crosshair was "Faking his hands shaking because he's still loyal to the empire." And "It was his choice from the beginning. His chip never worked, just like his brothers didn't."
...that's not true... right? Like, this
Is too acute of a tremor to be faked, and he didn't miss the shot because they were shaking. He missed because the ship accelerated, and he didn't have enough time to take aim. See?
Guys, please tell me this isn't true. Please, please, tell me it's not true.
And we only have 4 more episodes! How much more can go wrong for these guys?!
The facts just don't add up. If Crosshair wanted Omega captured for the empire, he wouldn't have helped her escape at the beginning of the season. I mean, I'm not super pick-apart-every-detail, but as far as I know, there hasn't been anything hinting toward him being fake.
>On a different note, I saw a post a while back, pointing out the potential significance of Crosshair being the only Bad Batch member with the same armor they wore in season one. I've run dry of ideas/theories, but does anyone have a guess as to why/its significance?
>I've heard many theories about CX-9 (I think that's the name, at least) and how he might be Tech, or Cody, etc... and by far my favorite... or least favorite thing I've seen basically pointed out that if CX-9 is Tech, Tech has destroyed his home, the Maurauder, almost killed Crosshair, hurt Wrecker, helped the empire capture Omega, and hunt his brothers. This is sad, but... if CX-9 is Tech, it's not the Tech we know.
> Finally, I think we all agree Hemlock should die, and regardless of whether or not Disney decides to show it, how do you want him to die? Should one of his experiments (either human or of other nature) go AWOL and kill him? Should Hunter or another. Member of The Bad Batch kill him? Should Emerie have a Crosshair moment and shoot him because he's being cold and mean? Tell me what you think- actually, maybe I'll make a poll. Give me what you think so I have stuff to make a Poll with!
>If anyone has any theories, I'd love to hear/discuss them because I'm into that kinda stuff. No matter how crazy or abstract.
(PS: This was my first time posting, so let me know how I did and how I can be... better, I guess?)
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Hi, I notice you’ve been getting a lot of requests!
As someone who is currently running a large-ish poll myself, I just wanted to remind you and anyone who might be reading this that a tournament of this size is a massive undertaking, so it’s important that you keep your workload sustainable.
There’s a deceptive amount of time and work involved in managing/drafting/posting many polls, and even a seemingly little addition with a roster of this size may very well end up being multiplied by hundreds of times! That can really add up, especially for someone with limited free time to run something like this.
That doesn’t necessarily mean that it’s not worth the effort to do a little more work, or that it’s bad to make requests and suggestions. It’s just something to consider!
Thank you for the ask! You really put it into words what I was struggling with to get across when I said no to certain changea.
Yeah, it's been pretty overwhelming just running this poll in general.
It took me almost a week to make up all the matchups and I'm pretty sure I messed something up along the way since I handwrote them all down after trying to make sure they were randomized enough.
I'm not complaining, I knew the scale of the project before starting it and I definitely understand people are just trying to help by giving suggestions and stuff. I'm trying to say no to any that would be too time consuming/difficult for me to pull off
I have ADHD so it's hard for me to keep schedules/remember details/etc, so the format of the current polls is what I found easiest for me to post with this size. I don't mind recommendations for improvement and I think they would be useful for anyone else thinking about running a poll this large to see, but I probably won't change much going forward.
#not a poll#I'm only off Fridays/Saturdays so these are the days i can fully dedicate to this project
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Ok, my hot take on the Chinese spy balloon?
It might be a spy balloon, it might not be, if it is a spy balloon I do not care. You think the US isn't spying on China? You think we dont have insanely high-tech ways of spying on every country in the world? Our military budget is larger than most countries entire GDPs combined, we are 100% also spying on China, we have no room to get upset over China gathering information when we are doing the exact same thing and probably to higher more efficient degrees than they are, this shooting down of spy balloons is a fairly normal occurrence and the only reason the media is harping on this particular one is purposeful xenophobia and warmongering propaganda. Presidents and militaries always try to stoke nationalism and war when their polling numbers are bad, hello George W.
Not to mention focusing on this spy ballon means that the media isn't focusing on the big chemical spill in East Palestine Ohio that was a direct result of Biden undercutting railworkers in their strike against the railways that were spending money on stock buybacks and cutting safety regulations and worker benefits all in the name of saving a buck, because cleaning up a mess after it happens is always less expensive than paying for measures that would prevent one, that's the thing they don't tell you about capitalism
It's cheaper to let you die, it's cheaper to poison the ground, it's cheaper to let a catastrophe happen than it is to pay for preventing it
And so to distract you from this absolute failing on the part of the government and the capitalists that control them, the corporate owned media gives you piece after piece about a potential spy balloon that serves to give no real commentary on the state of our country nor our world, but does get the people's attention and clicks on their videos, because ultimately it is still all about the Benjamins and what sells is always what gets exposure, while also priming their audience for further nationalist sentiments and endorsing the concept of American exceptionalism to an imperialist degree.
The american military has been vying for war with China for years and so have many American people. I still vividly remember a former high school history teacher who used to be a Republican congressman telling me that we needed our big oversized bloated insanely overpriced military budget for when China tries to invade us and I just had no way as a small sixteen year old high schooler to explain to this middle aged man with a family and a previous career in government that the idea of China launching a military invasion on the United States of America was the most batshit insane take he could have ever had. China would never invade us militarily no one can beat us, Ukraine is holding ground in their war mostly because we are giving them our tech that is at least a decade out of date, if tech that old is still lightyears more advanced than whatever Russia has now, can you even imagine the tech we actually have? Can you even imagine the stuff so classified even the biggest conspiracy theorists could never guess about it? Taking us on in a military setting especially on US soil, would be a literal suicide mission, no foreign country or government would ever attempt that, but this man was fully convinced China would try it and that's why the news media knows people will watch this shit about the Chinese spy balloon, because Americans are already primed to see China as an enemy and people by nature want things to confirm their already held beliefs and ultimately all the corporate news media is these days is propaganda for the ruling class, so of course a news story about how capitalism and corporations caused a horrific chemical spill in a sweet little town is buried underneath a story about a foreign threat possibly spying on our great United States
Right now America is falling apart due to late stage capitalism and the absolute greed of the corporations and big businesses that have almost complete unchecked control over our elected officials and our day to day lives and so our government is doing what it always does when they come to the point where they must acknowlege the problem is capitalism, they are stoking fear, division, and priming the American public for more endless war
And I didn't even mention how war is literally America's biggest business, connecting their need to fearmonger about foreign threats to keep their corporate power to the ultimate goal of capitalism, making more money and hoarding it. All of this is a loop that will always bring us back to capitalism ruining us
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Hi Hira!
Coming here from your poll.
No matter what decision you take, I will support you with it. You’re the author and this blog is your creative space. You get to do what you choose.
I selected Idk as an option because I don’t know what you should do in this situation tbh. I feel you because I feel sorta the same about my Kaeya fic. I know how the fic should go - I know what the major plot points should be and what the conflicts should be and how the story should shape up but currently I have so many other brilliant ideas in my mind for other fics that I want to work on and post so bad that I just want to keep the Kaeya fic on hold or you know , completely scrap it off.
I also get the people pleasing part. For my Lyney fic, I get literally an ask almost every other day from people asking for an alternate ending - preferably with Zhongli. I don’t want to do that tbh. I am still thinking about if I should do that or not. Had it been just one or two people, I might have ignored it but it’s so many that I feel like I am obligated to do it. You know what I mean?
Wait, I am sorry. I got completely sidetracked. We were supposed to be talking about what you should be doing. My point is, I myself don’t know what I should do and I don’t think anyone else also should tell you what you should do. The poll will just mess with you because of the people pleasing tendencies. Imagine if you don’t want to continue the series and then most people vote - no please continue. You may just feel obligated to do it without feeling passionate about it.
Think about it. You can always just get to Mara’s will later. You can pause it or discontinue it. But the decision should come from within you.
nat am sniffling at the end of your message i- thank you for stopping by :(((
i do think its wise of me to pause it instead of discontinuing it as well, i think i'm just stressing about the expectations of people, my lack of lore knowledge when it comes to the honkai impact aspect of the story, and the overall knowledge when it comes to hsr, i'm so glad i'm not the only one who struggles with such things, its more relieiving than you think...
despite the poll, it is ultimately my choice - i know that and i intend to stay strong about whatever decision i'll make, i just wanted to know if some people still remember or care about it, thoughts about it n etc, and i just wanted to inform people about it too
not to mention, i'm swamped with editing masterlists, grieving about jjk men, dealing with yet another unsurprising intense burnout + having trouble with mustering ideas in my long ass fics, i am not having a good time lmao
but as always, your words help a lot. you're like a mother figure to me in all honesty 🥺 (is shy) thank you nat :(((
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BANSHEE???? THE COP?????
look, i went from the available choices, and my vote went to Beto anyway
Let's break these choices down, yeah?
Cyclops - tl;dr There are specific periods of time where Scott is "hot," and the vast majority of the time he isn't! Is he my blorbo? Yes. Do I run a sideblog where the header is his Foxy Grandpa Ass jutting out? Of course. Can I vote him in good conscience? I don't think so.
Colossus - the man spent how much time trying to fuck a fourteen year old? He heard Mutants were moving to a sex cult island and was baffled because his dead pal Jeff was a human. Pass.
Gambit - not even with Rogue's dick.
Wolverine - I only barely believe he can find the clit, and have ZERO confidence he could locate my prostate, and I'm unsure enough about his grooming habits that I wouldn't willingly put any part of myself in any part of him. Pass.
Iceman - Closeted Iceman? Maybe. But out Iceman is an overcompensating baby gay written almost exclusively by straight dudes, and I have a strict policy of never touching white gays who have "BBC" in their search history.
Warren Kenneth Worthington the Third - do you know what happens to Angel's love interests? I'd rather not be hatecrimed by Cameron Hodge for a few sweaty minutes of underwhelming halfhearted bottoming from a princess who provides the own stuffing for his pillows. Keep flying, birdboy.
Nightcrawler - I know, I know, the man is a sex icon, but I'm not getting involved in any of that family drama. If it's not his evil lesbian moms trying to kill me, it'd be his step-sisters trying to get back in his spandex. Not worth it, especially after all that shit in Way of X.
Havok - Matt Fraction's Clint Barton: The Mutant Flavor???? Listen, I adore a broken man who knows his place as much as the next nigga, don't get me wrong, but if I'm not picking Scott, I'm definitely not picking his Luigi.
I do appreciate his commitment to the bit, though.
Banshee - let's jump back to Cyclops for a minute. Without getting into shipping war bullshit, most of the times he's been "hot" are when he's playing off of Emma Frost, right? Emma's tertiary mutation is the ability to make everyone else more interesting just by association, because she's fucking great. I mean I just read an Iron Man book for her, for fuck's sake. Back in the 90's, when she was newly not-evil, she and Banshee were essentially the co-leads of Generation X, a book that, when it wasn't being the New New New Mutants, about two unreasonably sexy people who couldn't stand each other being unreasonably sexy at each other. Even putting that aside (and if you read a few issues, you'll get it), the man's spent decades dedicated to flying around with his tits out due to mysterious clothing damage, amd I appreciate that.
Sunspot - look, I fixated on him when I was nine, as the only character I could find who was like me at all, and that was ignoring all the gay subtext with his best friend even before it turned into outright queerbaiting. I grew up with him, and he's only gotten better since then. He's the only dude in my top 5 muties. He's flawless (give or take bad taste in men and a propensity for being whitewashed), he's perfect, he's hilarious, he's my vote AND yours, he's Sunspot.
Cannonball - in my seminal 2020 fic, "How Many Times Would You Say You've Been In Love," I summed Beto's Best Boy up thusly:
Sam laughed, a quiet, gentle, chuckle that crinkled the corners of his eyes, not that Roberto could bring himself to look at them. Instead his own eyes travelled everywhere else, from Sam's mess of a mop, to his strong jaw, to the gap in his front teeth, his okay-for-a-white-boy lips, the freckles that covered his nose, and ending up…
Do I love Sam as a character? Absolutely, he's one of the best. But he's not hot, he's a lapse in taste. Love conquers all, they say. 😔
Bishop - as one of exactly two Black men the poll listed, I want to give Bishop his flowers, but I have never read a good Bishop story where he wasn't awful. No baby gays, but no self-hating Black genocidaires, either.
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I’m pretty sure you made a post is referring to a poll I made, and I just wanted to say
a) I’m very sorry for leaving binary trans people off the poll. as an intersex person myself, I fully understand your anger about that. it was a huge mess up on my front, and I’m sorry
b) it happened because I was trying to make a poll asking how many intersex people were cis as compared to not cis whilst drunk. I forgot the word for “trans” so just put in “gender queer” to mean… queer of gender. I get that it’s messed up but that’s what you get for making a poll whilst completely wasted
c) I deleted the poll about two hours after making it, but it seems it’s still going around and I’m not super happy about that but there’s not much I can do about it
No worries! I didn't intend that post to be directed at you specifically, more just venting my frustrations about the phenominon in general, and also was already in a bad mood from other stuff going on. Being intersex is a really diverse experience so it's not really fair of me to expect everything to reflect me specifically anyways, especially just fun tumblr polls that aren't meant as any kind of serious census. I kind of wish I'd cooled off a bit before posting but people had already shared my rant haha
So, I'm sorry too. For what it's worth, after I realized I'd kind of signalled your original post out unfairly, I checked your blog, saw that you'd made the 2nd one, shared that one instead, and deleted my reblog of the first.
#ask#em3rg3ncy-backup#I hope its okay to post this publicly I just want anyone who shared my post to see this
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The Winner Of The Adorkable Apple Goober King Poll Is…
[Note: If Ya Haven't Watched Cuphead Show, and the Full Season 1 of Hazbin Hotel as well as Steven Universe, watch them first before reading this that also says who won on the poll...cause I will be talking about some stuff that happens in the Cuphead Show and Hazbin Hotel. also will talk a bit about Cain and Abel as well, and Adam & Eve's Bad Parenting....if Other Earth Angels ain't gonna point that out that those two were kind of bad parents, even if they were a bit Gray-Parents....then it might as well be me. also some parts may also talk about some feelings and some emotional stuff, not just about me but also about some of the characters. also reading this post is Optional. but this post will be for Mature Audiences Only. also will have some censored language even if it isn't all that many...but this will still talk about who won in The Adorkable Apple Goober King Poll.]
first I will say how many votes there were, about 34 votes as the final results.
Devil from The Cuphead Show got about 8.8%
Devil from The Cuphead Game got around 5.9%, and while the "9" is
a bit higher he still didn't get as many votes as his show counterpart…so yeah, tough luck there "Grandpa"…maybe next time.
so yeah, The Devil from the Cuphead Show has higher votes than Devil from The Game.
and finally Charlie's Dad Lucifer Morningstar from Hazbin Hotel, got around 85.3% and ya know what that means.
Lucifer from Hazbin Hotel wins The "Which One Is The Number 1 Adorkable Apple Goober King Of Them All…?" poll.
I am surprised by the fact that Lucifer, Charlie's Dad...
got such a higher count of votes, I mean I know that I had talked about if I was able to vote, and well I think I did try to press one of the choices that happen to be Lucifer, but I'm not sure if it works that way, for all I know ya can't vote on your own poll.
but I am surprised that he won, he truly is The Number 1 Adorkable Apple Goober King...
him teasing Adam about how he seem to make Lilith and Eve a bit happier, though him admitting that he had intimate relations with Eve, does not help clear his innocence that has to do with Cain.
I mean still gonna have to Jerry Springer that in our universe.
Lucifer, you clueless adorkable apple goober, you are only giving fans more reason to suspect that you are the Bio-Dad of Cain from your universe.
also I still believe the Cain from our universe, isn't the only one at fault for what happen. because both brothers: Cain & Abel were at fault.
Abel was probably too vainglory to see that Cain was hurting and at any moment, any wrong word or even misinterpreted suggestion would send him over the edge.
Adam and Eve should of done better, if they had stop to think that Cain need some kind of kind words and emotional support, he wouldn't of sank deeper into a very dangerous emotional, spiritual and possibly physiological depression.
plus Cain was NOT the first to take a life, just because a animal that can't speak the same way as humans do can't testify against Abel for what he used them for, doesn't mean they aren't still alive.
yeah animals still play a part of the life cycle, some end up being used as food to feed families and some used for clothes, and some who we form a special emotional bond with that can end up becoming so deep if anything bad were to happen to them...
one could freeze the 5th Heaven and 5th Ring Of Hell if the fluffy-baby was taken away too soon...
which once again, when my second cat was going through a certain situation...I'm glad that I was listen to about having them be taken to the vet right away instead of just waiting, because if I wasn't listen to about the suggestion of taking them to the vet right away, it would probably end up me being a crying mess like I was with my first cat.
I mean when my first cat died, well was slowly dying...
I think I was getting over being sick, from throwing up and stuff....
this was before the whole Covid-19 thing...
I think if I remember right, it might of been around 2018 when my first cat died, but I will have to ask about it.
I know I had two depressions before those events, which thanks to finding some song I wrote that expressed how I felt when that second depression first started, I think it was around 2016.
which is still a bit too close from that first one that happen around 2015 that was caused by some stuff happening at home.
not being able to get proper privacy and personal space, had pretty much sucked...I mean I was trying to work on fan fics and I think some drawings too, but they just kept fragging barging into that room like they owned the place.
and yeah, even when I showed a displeased look on my face, my so called much older cousin has to be a freaking jerk and get on to me for making a certain look, while in that said room that he and others so rudely came in there without my permission and invade my personal space....and after he got on to me for the look I was making, I had to go to the bathroom to cry and let it all out.
I mean seriously, I wanted to be left alone for my personal space so I can work on my fan fics and maybe at times some drawings.
it didn't help that they kept coming in that room all the time, where they could just stay in the living room.
why the frag couldn't just stop doing that, and let me have some personal space, I hated it, I really REALLY hated the fact they couldn't just stop that and let me have that space to be alone when I needed it.
I mean when I feel ready to, I can talk to others and be a bit social.
but what they were doing was disrespectful to my space, and anyone who had their space not respected when they needed it, would probably understand.
and it didn't help some other stuff was going on as well, which ended up having us move to the house we currently live in now.
I lost a lot of weight during that first depression I had during 2015, I wouldn't eat much of anything, and well I think I still tried to do the same stuff I did before, but I still felt not good.
I think I can relate to Charlie's Dad a bit, since he clearly had a depression, and for all we know, he might still feel it sometimes.
like having days when he feels really down...
and I suspect he may have had a second depression as well.
his first depression happening after those in Heaven had banished him to the place that would be known as Hell...
the second depression may have happen when Lilith left him.
I think Charlie may have misinterpret her Dad, and Lilith may have lied to her as well....at least our Lilith has a excuse as to why she became the way she is....because of Adam and Three Angels who were so Toxic-Masculine and insensitive, they couldn't give her some freaking space to heal both emotionally and spiritually.
but what do you except from a bunch of Toxic-Masculine, Insensitive Angel-Boy Jerks....and even if one of them turned out to be a Girl, she would still be full of Toxic-Masculine as well and would still be a insensitive jerk.
we should still be lucky the Toxic-Feminine isn't as high as it's Masculine Counterpart....but it doesn't mean that both are still a problem, it's just the Toxic-Masculine one is a higher problem because without the proper fixing of it, it had become dangerous.
and yeah, I guess I may have a beef with those Three Angels who were so grossly insensitive and couldn't get it through their Toxic-Masculine selves, that trying to threaten Lilith like that, was only going to cause more damage and harm more than good.
I can't be the only one who has realized this, I mean I know I'm a Defective Earth Angel, well "Defective Earth Angel Princess" but there has to be Other Earth Angels, some who might be guys and not just gals....who have open their eyes to the truth about how messed up that is.
but those who haven't viewed messed up that is, and might still think that Adam and those Three Angels were doing a "good thing" by hurting Lilith pass a breaking point.
I can't really force them to change their minds, they will need to see the truth of their own accord.
and yeah, besides King David being a terrible Dad to Tamar, even if it does turn out he had his moments when he was a good parent.
which him being both a bad and good parent, would put him in the Gray-Parenting, and there can be different levels of it...
but he isn't the only one who ended up making poor choices.
Noah did as well, who basically scapegoated his own Grandson for something his own son did.
I get some might not fully understand how mess up that is, and yeah I get that both Noah and King David are my and some others own Ancestor-Grandpa...
but it doesn't mean they are fully perfect, and even if some parents and grandparents who aren't perfect but it's okay if they aren't...
but there can be a line that can be crossed, and Grandpa Noah and Grandpa King David have crossed those lines.
placing a curse on your own grandson, which takes the blame that the son who is the father of the grandson, and placing it fully on the grandson.
or the fact that just because ya have a favorite son, and you don't want to punish him....don't mean you just leave it alone.
I mean seriously, at least Lucifer from Hazbin Hotel ended up going to where the fight was happening at the hotel and saved his daughter.
even if the situations are different, plus if Lucifer did turn out to be Cain from that universe's own Bio-Dad.
the whole Lucifer Vs Adam would kind of be like a Peepaw Fight.
if some who are also a descendant of Cain as well, you would get the humor in that, as well as the whole whoever is Cain's Bio-Dad is....
we would still have to Jerry Springer that whole Who Cain's Bio-Father Is.
anyway, I think Charlie may misunderstanding her Dad, about how he only calls when he wants her do something and the whole not really wanting to be a part of her life very much.
I mean it's good that their bond had got better and Charlie was able to learn a bit more from her Dad during that song they sang together.
but Charlie would have to learn, that when ya been hurt, like badly emotionally hurt. sometimes you need to be alone, even if you end up doing stuff that you enjoy that still brings you a bit of happiness.
it doesn't mean the hurt isn't still there.
and if my theory is right, that Lucifer did end up having a second depression that may have to do with his divorce with Lilith.
would possibly end up hurting way more than what Sera and the Other Angels did to him.
plus ya can't expect those who have been hurt to just pick themself up right away or be as happy as they once were.
even if they can try to act that way to hide the bad feelings, that may turn up every once in a while.
I'm pretty sure I'm a type of Introvert, there could be different forms of being a Introvert. like how your okay with going outside and having fun at times but at some point, some stuff causes you not want to go out very much...maybe some would understand that.
plus those who are not introverts can't just make a introvert go out against their will, even if it is to a party, if someone who introvert wants to do it, it should be their choice, and not because someone either it be a friend or family or for some a co-worker made them.
and I think it could be possible maybe, Charlie's Dad is a bit of a Introvert, but I'm not 100% sure.
if he is, he likely became that way over time...
even those who weren't introverts before, may become that way at some point for different reasons I think.
we wont know how badly Lucifer ended up hurting because of what Sera and the Others in Heaven in the Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss Universe did to him, as well as Lilith did as well.
Lilith from Hazbin Hotel, likely sees herself better than any man, but that could be true in some cases when ya can be better than some toxic-man and toxic-woman.
but Lilith from that universe, could be a two-faced b*tch.
the book that Charlie reads in Episode 1, may have half-truths and half-lies in it.
the parts with Lucifer, her Dad. is one of the truths.
I think it could be possible that both Lilith and Eve are my Ancestresses, and for all we know there is more to the story that happen during those times.
and I'm still going to view that the reason why Peepaw Adam from our Universe was so full of himself, and being partly the caused of Lilith from our Universe not being able to heal properly and not getting the space she needed.
may have to do with the annunaki gene.
it is possible there was a True First Adam and Eve, it just wasn't the ones we thought.
the True Adam & Eve, could be known as The True Patriarch and Matriarch of Humanity.
which would mean they would be The Ancestors of Adam, Lilith and Eve.
The Homo-Erectus came BEFORE Homo-Sapiens, so Adam, Lilith and Eve were Homo-Sapiens that would be possibly the first of the generations of the hybrids that had to do with The Annunaki & Homo-Erectus Genes being mixed together.
I can still believe Heavenly Father/God and Earthly Mother/Goddess had played a part in us being here, it is just I also believe that it could be possible that there were other humans besides Adam, Eve and Lilith.
and as weird as it might be, I believe the books that is like "Stones Of The Goddess: Crystals for the Divine Feminine" by Nicholas Pearson.
and the books by Timothy Wyllie and one of the books is called "Confessions Of A Rebel Angel: The Wisdom Of The Watchers And The Destiny Of Planet Earth" may play a part of a very big puzzle.
that it could be possible that those books by Nicholas Pearson and Timothy Wyllie hold truth in them and play a part to a even larger puzzle.
but it is a puzzle that not everyone will willing accept, and even if they did end up willing to believe and accept it, they will have to do so by their choice and free will.
(if ya want to skips some of these parts, keep a eye out for the bold words...ya know just in case some might want to skip some...)
and yeah it can suck when some Toxic-Religious people cross a line with their whole self-righteous bull slag.
even though I did get better from that whole incident that happen before with that Toxic-Religious jerk, who not only had a problem with me believing in a Goddess now, but may have also had a problem with me being Nonbinary, which once again during my still figuring out about it, I thought I was Gyno-Agender.
but I think I was still figuring it out and it could be possibly my going through a type of Chrysalis stage plays a part of that discovery.
so I'm a Earth Angel Princess who is a Nonbinary-Gal who's pronouns are She/Her & They/Them, or in other words She/They.
but anyway, even if I did get better from what Toxic-Religious Jerk did, when they couldn't stop throwing those misused words at me, thinking they were "saving me", what they did was not okay and caused some form of Toxic-Religious Trauma.
and I know I wont ever truly be fully okay with what happen.
and no matter how much I cried and showed signs I was really upset with them crossing a line like that, I think that no matter what I said or tried to get them to listen, they would still misuse the whole "may the lord have mercy on you." or "may god have mercy on you."
I know it was one of the two, I just can't fully remember which.
it wasn't okay for them to do that, and even if I am bringing up the words they were saying, I'm trying to do so to point out them repeating it in such a way just because I believe in The Earthly Mother now, and my Nonbinary....
doesn't give that person the right to misused those words and make me or others feel really bad to the point of crying and feeling really terrible.
and if some think "oh, it is making you feel terrible because ya know it's working and they were helping." that if full of bull slag.
I'm sorry, but it's the truth. it is NOT okay for anyone to do that.
I can only hope that I don't run into that Toxic-Religious Jerk again.
because no matter if some people are Religious or Not, at least some of them would never cross that line like that person did.
and even if ya might get better in time after that kind of incident, it doesn't mean the scars aren't still there and can open up at times.
sure it might not make you cry like it did before, and you might not cry at all when thinking about it. but it doesn't mean your still not okay with what happen and you might feel bitter about how it went.
it was that incident, might be a reason why I am even more not a big fan of Toxic-Religious people when they cross a line.
plus I can still believe that there can still be good Religious people, and even good people who aren't religious at all.
plus how a person is good or bad, well bad in a very super bad way...
at times how they are will have nothing to do with them being religious, plus just because some are Toxic-Religious doesn't mean the Religion itself will be at fault, but it is possible who runs different sectors of it from different branches could bring shame by corrupting one of the branches.
like if a church was run by someone who was corrupted, and brainwashed people who go to it.
plus with how some Toxic-Satanist are, they probably think no one who ends up being reborn at some point, will have a major beef with them. but they would be so wrong, cause there will be beef and bitter resentment to them when memories even if it's just bits and pieces end up being recalled by the ones they have done harm upon.
I want to try to believe that not all Satanist would cross a line, and would never taint the soul of a innocent like what those Toxic-Cultist did to Alessa from The First Silent Hill Movie that is based off of The Silent Hill Video Game Series.
and it could be rare for Toxic-Satanist to do harm on those they don't know is a Earth Angel....and for all we know, Alessa was a type of Earth Angel, though the Toxic-Cult that hurt her weren't Toxic-Satanists.
Toxic-Satanists are but just one of those who are part of The Toxic-Religious people who cross lines they shouldn't and end up causing trauma.
and yeah, it wouldn't just be Toxic-Satanist that would taint the soul of a innocent....other people who are Toxic-Religious will end up doing that too, and they would do harm to the one they had caused damage to, and I guess how bad it is, it could very well carry on to the hurt soul's next life.
there can be different levels of it, that aren't as bad or not as dangerous as the higher levels of Toxic-Religious.
but it doesn't mean the less hazard types, aren't still hurtful and bad.
and both the Toxic-Masculine and Toxic-Feminine can make some do bad choices, like how in some point in that Moxie Movie the girl who was fighting for girls, ended up falling into the Toxic-Feminine ways.
but she only was brought out of it, thanks to a girl who really needed her help and she was able to be brought back to the good side of the Feminine energy.
even if some Feminist don't get it, I don't think I can make them understand or listen to reason.
for all we know, Lilith who is Charlie's Mom from Hazbin Hotel...
could represent The Toxic-Feminine side, while Adam from the same show, represents The Toxic-Masculine side.
as weird as it might be, I think if Adam did come back as a Sinner and wasn't just gone, I can't help but think he might end up becoming a little redeemed, like he could be full of himself and think he is The Gift to Womankind.
but it could be possible in that mix, his heart could change a bit.
he will still be a insensitive full of himself jerk, but at the same time maybe one with a heart this time.
I mean fan theories are only at rare times right, and boy do some fans end up getting really REALLY happy when their fan theories end up being canon.
Deltarune Chapter 2's future events were technically predicted by accident by fans.
one of them being about Kris eating the whole pie, like using the knife they took out in Chapter 1 and when Chapter 2 fully came out, it turned out they used it for the pie.
but I still think they may have sneaked out first, went to the library, broke into the computer room in the said library and open a Dark Fountain first, before they went home and ate all the pie.
the other fan predication that were possibly by accident, but was used in a Deltarune AU Comic.
would also have to do with the Darkners becoming Items when they enter The Light World, that turns out to be canon.
if you read "Paper Trail" by LynxGriffin.
anyway, it could be possible that the Ralsei we see in Chapter 2, isn't the same one that Kris and Susie befriends in Chapter 1.
for one thing, the Ralsei in Chapter 1 is a bit shorter and has smaller feet.
and for all we know, when Susie and Kris were busy dealing with Lancer's Dad, the Other-Ralsei switched places with The True-Ralsei.
and once Kris and Susie were back home, The Other-Ralsei had locked the door that leads to the Other Dark World that is Lancer's Home.
I think Lancer might be a Quadruplet, and the Pictures of Him in his room, that we see at first in the Card Kingdom's Dark World.
is really him and his brothers, and even if Susie hadn't notice, it is possible the Lancers switched with each other when bonding with Susie. and the first Lancer she formed a deep bond with, is possibly still trapped in the Card Kingdom with the Ralsei who still wears his original outfit unlike the one who appears in Chapter 2.
it is possible that even if the Dark Worlds that are closed, are just not open and can't get to anymore, it doesn't mean they aren't still active.
and if Kris wanted to, they could very well open them back up.
but they would have to find the key that unlocks both the dark and light world's doors to the unused classroom, because that door in the unused classroom, was possibly locked by The Other-Ralsei to keep Kris and Susie from finding out that they are not the one they had befriended in Chapter 1.
I could call the Other-Ralsei by "Alisre" half of the name is pronounced like "Alice" and the other half is like "ray" I think.
well the name Alice isn't just a Girls name, plus we could view the name Alisre as being gender neutral/unisex name much like the name Alice.
anyway I wish I had came on sooner to talk about who won on that weird poll I did, but I guess it's okay if I took my time.
I will have to in some point, check my Messages but I just don't feel ready yet but I might do so at some point.
I'm sure there are others who would check some messages when they are ready, even after their internet connection going back to normal after acting up form some days, that may have happen some month or so ago.
I think it happen before February...?
but anyway, I'm still surprised I think by Lucifer becoming The Poll Winner, but also kind of glad as well.
like picture if Devil from one of the Cuphead AUs found out he lost in the poll.
Cuphead and Mugman would be fighting, well arguing about which one of them should tell Devil about it. XD
like picture Casino Cups versions of the brothers hearing about the poll and learning their boss lost, like technically both versions of him.
well I guess it could be seen as The Eveningstar Princess being both Weird with her first poll, but also trolling Cuphead and Mugman's Boss from the different Fanon Timelines of The Cuphead Universe.
I have no regrets making that poll, I'm glad I let my weirdness out when making that. XD
once again my giving myself the whole nickname "Eveningstar Princess" besides being a Earth Angel, who is technically a descendant of some Royals, and besides being a descendant of Seth & Cain...
it mainly has to do the weird stuff that happen when my Mom was going to have me, because of the whole fact she NEVER got Morning Sickness with me, she only got Evening Sickness when she was going to have me.
and that is one of my Weird Earth Angel Eveningstar Princess Origins.
and if it is true that some percent of us do have Nephilim Genetics, it would explain why when I was a newborn, I came out looking as big as 2 week old....yeah I was told that I looked like a 2 week old and I was a pretty big newborn.
plus it is possible that Lucifer from Hazbin Hotel, didn't make 100% same mistakes as the one from our universe.
to which the one from our universe, I still want to give the cold hands to face punishment to, for playing a part of the whole balance between The Masculine and Feminine Energies not being fixed properly, and the Toxic-Masculine left unchecked during those times, and yeah Toxic-Feminine is still bad, but it isn't as high or as dangerous as it's Masculine counterpart.
I think that even if I can still believe in Jesus, but if he makes some bad choices in some form of twisted form of justice, then I will not view it as being okay, and it just ends up proving to me it is some humans that make up humanity and some parts of omnimanity, that can do some pretty messed up stuff...
plus if some info is right, and the whole Samael being involved.
if ya puppeteer humans into doing some messed up things, like messing with something that can cause a global pandemic, that is only going to place the humans involved in messing with it so recklessly only half to blame.
and I am NOT putting up with humanity being scapegoat for that.
which as strange as it might be, I had decided to try to pray for Jesus, so whatever dark and toxic-masculine influence that might have him, will be fixed and healed...
I guess some stuff I read before that has to do with some messed up stuff Jesus might do, had made me suspect him, because of too much of a coincidences.
and if I am right, that if he does some choices that does more harm than good, despite still having a good heart, then the reason why he would make those type of harmful choices if he is truly involved.
it might have to do with the Toxic-Masculine energy.
what I can try to do, is try to pray for him, even if some might think it is pointless and super weird, and wonder why I would want to try to pray for him that has to do with that stuff.
but I have my reasons, I mean yeah if he is a descendant of King David as well, even if I'm from the side of King Solomon and not being able to take that throne is a blessing in disguise for me.
but yeah, he would still be family, even if distant, and there is one family I don't much consider family much anymore after they did something really REALLY bad....of course I'm talking about my older cousin who besides hurting my feelings to the point where I had to hide in the bathroom to cry, he has done some stuff that is far worse than that to someone else...
I'm still gonna hope I'm not Jesus's descendant, and we are only distant cousins...but anyway, not everyone has to agree about my feelings about the whole possibility the reason why he could be involved and make some pretty bad choices, could be because he is under the influence of some Toxic-Masculine energy and he needs to be healed from it.
I'm not going to make others believe it, just share my belief and thoughts about it.
anyway if when I'm able to, I could make another poll that involves Adorkable Apple Goober Lucifer from Hazbin Hotel.
and I guess if we think about it, Devil from The Cuphead Show did perhaps get second place. XD
Devil from Cuphead Game, came in last.
and the Winner of the poll who became The Number 1 Adorkable Apple Goober King, is Lucifer aka Princess Charlie's Dad. :)
oh yeah, before I forget...
some of the episodes of Cuphead Show, made me think that the Devil from that universe could of been The Steven who was messing with time travel, while the new timeline version of Steven Quartz Universe would become Sans of Undertale.
Devil from the Cuphead Show, had his items put in bubbles and he ended up fusing with Santa....he be Half-Gem...O_O
I just remembered I wanted to talk about that weird fan headcanon, I mean I had posted this before editing that part in, but the reason why I had to hurry was because of food...which I'm still eating.
Devil from Cuphead Show, can't hide the truth...he is a Steven. XD
get him to sing along with the Cookie Cat song and there might be some proof, if he knows the full song and shows sign of Gem Powers, then he is possibly The Original Timeline Steven.
#mature audiences only#not for kids#poll winner#devil cuphead#lucifer morningstar#lucifer hazbin hotel#adorkable#goober#talking about feelings#my thoughts#march 2024
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