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eva: beach day and bar night?
aqua: girl, you know you don't even have to ask 😝
#ts4#the sims 4#simblr#ts4 screenshots#the sims 4 screenshots#ts4 gameplay#the sims 4 gameplay#eva averard#aqua averard#the averard sisters#the girls currently live in their childhood home#their mother just died last year due to complications from her addiction#their mother left them the house#they used the money from their grandmother to renovate the house#eva did not want to live in the house because of the terrible childhood memories#aqua convinced her tho#aqua was very much like lets create new positive memories!#ts4 story#the sims 4 story#tw addiction#tw death
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death is insane. wdym i’ll never see my grandmother again
#she’s in her chair in the den cant nobody tell me nothing ok#death tw#grief#what’s this house without my grandmother in it? (all the people she left behind)#i cried this morning while eating grits she taught my mother how to make. love is so big when i think of it like that#i thought i heard her walker clack in the hallway last night.#she wears glasses & we have to decide where to keep them#grief is so strange#i can’t keep crying by myself (i’ll be crying for the rest of my life)#love is carrying on. i think.
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#house md#gregory house#james wilson#screencap#s07e01 “Now What?”#one of the thing that bothered me about canon huddy#is it feels too close to the unrealness of s5 finale#just huddy becoming canon does not feel like it would be enough to offset all the issues house had building up in s6 finale#hes not even a bit bitter about wilson throwing him out anymore and it certainly wasn't just a cover for huddy#left unresolved#last patient's death unresolved (you can say it delayed if youre a pedant)#the overall stress from that wrecked building - unresolved#all this skipped overnight#even more of a rocky start to this relationship would be better#cuddy too#this is so ooc for both of them#like their characters got reset#i do wonder how proper huddy would look like in canon#like it wouldnt work long term either#but in s7 it just went too smooth#what does cuddy even gets out of it besides the initial thrill?#she is a freak and workaholic in a completely different way to house#literal mother#and an authoruty figure#they would clash so bad so fast it would be glorious#maybe it would be better if she didnt make it and house was already back on vicodin in the bathroom#also would give deniability to ooc moments#dont mind me *watching perfect house md in my brain*
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Every time we open our home to loved ones I remember that I’m very autistic and all my little routines and habits and environments get disrupted and I get more and more agitated and have to consistently remind myself louder and louder that I love them and that my suffering is temporary.
#ramblies#toilet seats being left up is a massive one for me#and a metric of how much I love and trust my friends is if I allow them to use the upstairs bathroom where I shower#because if I think you’re gonna leave a toilet seat up to spew toilet air onto my towel and toothbrush I’ll be like no#wait for the downstairs bathroom#I know that it’s unreasonable to give someone a list of house rules by room but generally o doubt it would matter because my mother in law#will still leave the toilet seat up
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#i have a funny feeling this is. going to also scale well against siblings vs only children#every so often my mother would come home from work and find like six more children in the house that weren't there when she left#and two or three of them would usually sleep over too
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when adam says "no, john winchester was some guy who took me to a baseball game once a year. i don't have a dad" like yes SIR get his ass
#i have so many thoughts about adam and kate and their dynamic with john and it's mainly that#obviously anything about john said by the ghoul has to be taken with a whole handful of salt. obviously#because it was actively trying to manipulate sam and dean#but when the ghoul said that younger adam bugged kate 24/7 to call john i believe it. just because it makes sense#he was young! he wanted to know who his dad was. and that's understandable#and the fact that adam HAD to beg 24/7 for kate to call him....i think kate knew something was off about john#i really do. and the fact that john only showed up on adam's birthdays and only ever took him out to baseball games#which are very crowded very PUBLIC places where anything can be observed by bystanders#i think kate set that up as well. without adam's knowledge#but adam eventually grew disillusioned with john as well because from a kid's perspective#who's had to watch his mother work herself to death to support the both of them#john WAS a douchebag who only ever came around to try and fail to play house#he didn't bother trying to raise adam he didn't pay child support he didn't do ANYTHING#he just showed up pretended to act like a father and then left. and adam and kate were left there still#with their bills. with adam still having to raise himself. with kate still working the night shift and breaking her back to support them#it makes me think about how it affects adam in the future. like his behavior#because adam as we've seen has always tried to look at things from different perspectives and hear people out#in 5x18 he was like okay i'll hear you guys out even though i don't like you. give me one good reason#and in 15x08 he advocates for sam and dean even though he doesn't want to. he talks michael#but it's so interesting to me. because the line that's always gotten me about 15x08 is 'you still care about that? after he left you in the#cage?'#and it's like. adam IS genuinely trying to understand where michael's coming from. he DOES understand michael's love for his father#but when concerning the father it's like#he DOES tend to be black and white about it. john was a shitty person so therefore he's not his dad#god is a shitty person who left michael in the cage therefore michael shouldn't care what he thinks. or about him in general#et cetera et cetera#the issue of the father is the one issue that adam is black and white about. and that is to say fuck them we don't need them#it's SOOOO interesting to me. really#kate rambles#adam milligan
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All I want from s2 Alicent is for her to be like “you know what, fuck it. I want power for myself and my children because I damn well suffered enough years of hell for it.”
#this is how i wanted it to go when V died but instead she supported aegon bc she thought it was what her rapey husband wanted?#let her snap let her gain the upper hand with the men in her life (same goes for nyra i wanna see them snap)#alicent hightower#hotd#house of the dragon#also she was married off to an old man to give him an heir and instead she got discarded along with the children she was forced to have#and left to raise them alone with no plan for their future or safety and on bad terms w the actual heir who has no attachment to them#meaning their lives are at threat and alicent herself has no power to protect them#they are her children and responsibility no matter how they turned out (aegon) or how she may not have wanted to be a mother or knew how to
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ok folks this lives and dies between us but i swear to god with every passing moment and every new fact i learn i am more and more convinced that had i spoken portuguese at age 11 when i got into minecraft youtube the first time i would BEYOND A SHADOW OF A DOUBT have had a tiny little baby 11 year old celebrity crush on pactw
#qsmp#pactw#qsmp pac#cute? check. funny? check. smart? check.#did a roleplay series; does funny minigames; MAKES funny minigames#like shit dude if i hadn't worked extremely hard to draw extremely thick lines separating myself mentally from content creators i might now#but i've beat myself over the head with the 'being parasocial only ends up with your favs going to jail' stick#i'm cured. no more unnecessary mental turmoil for me#anyway this is secret shhhhh#shut up vic#block game brainrot#like i don't know how he did during the legendary rp serieses he did back then but holy MOTHER OF PEARL he's an amazing rp'er now#this is not a controversial statement and if you think it is meet me behind the chili's and prepare to forfeit your teeth#question; in brazil what restaurant/food joint/location is the designated brawl zone#like usa tends to be waffle house or chili's or denny's or like. a cracker barrel if you're feeling wild#if you're a brazilian inviting somebody to fight you irl as a meme what do you tell them#(if you are not brazilian but read these tags and want to answer with your unique location go for it i love learning)#long tags#i should be asleep tbh but my brain is like 'heeheehee 2012 never left us <3'#gnight friends like this post if you too would have had a celebrity crush on pactw at age 11 or would theoretically have one at age Now lmao
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While I may not be allowing myself to post spiraling upwards spoilers, I see no issue with posting art of a bunch of folks who are dead before the story starts and one Conetalon who isn't
#keese draws#warrior cats#warrior cats oc#spiraling upwards#these are all the og leaders and deputies of each of the 4 main clans!#and cone is the only of the og deputies who didn’t die before their leader lol#also two of these are mother daughter duos with bonestar being conetalons mom and bristlestar being gullspots mom#gullspots died during a horrible flood in their old camp#and this was pretty early on in the clan’s life too so no one else was rly qualified to be deputy#she ended up choosing honeyfeather as her new deputy which honey did. not take well.#she had be among the injured in the flood and had just lost her tail along with her best friend#so she was not in a place to be deputy at All#and things would only get worse for her when bristle died only a few months later of old age#because of this she has. complicated feelings on bristle to put it lightly.#frostflow died from an infected wound after a nasty fall which left pretty much the entire clan devastated#foggystar didn’t want to force anyone who was grieving to become deputy so he decided on a cat who had only been a part of the clan for#about a year after his old owners died in a house fire#his name was daisy and he’s one of my favorites and currently he’s the youngest of the four leaders#pigeon died via snake bite which is ironic for reasons I won’t go into now but everyone was devastated blah blah blah but really this did#fuck up most of the older members of the clan a lot as pigeon played such a vital role in them all being alive here today#ratstar ended up choosing her other crush (more complicated edition) as her new deputy since she was the right hand man to the cat who#started the revolution that brought them all together but abt a year later it became clear to both of them that nightfur wasn’t able to#handle the pressure of this anymore so she retired#after that ratstar just tried to pick the most responsible looking cat and she kind of succeeded#I say kind of because she Was but then 3 of her children got murdered and her best friend died right before ratstar dropped dead#so now she’s barely holding things together and has some newfound anger issues#and then my girl conestar just got to hang out and become leader when her mom died lucky her#well no she was absolutely devisated when her mom died as bonestar was like the number one cat she cared abt#she had been terrified of losing her mom for good for years so even though she could tell her mom was getting old and was able to talk to#her directly about these fears she still had a hard time moving forwards
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Fuck this. Mommy issues OC is go. Vent fic because adulting is hard and leaving home is hard but sometimes going home is harder
Content warnings: noncon/dubcon kissing, misgendering, deadnaming, emotional abuse, guilt tripping
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Shadow. Darkness. Night-bringer. Sunset. Twilight. Dusk.
They looked out to the balcony as the day faded, then turned to face the demon within.
He leaned against the wall, fading as their darkness grew. He was beautiful, even now: his fair skin and clothes stained with dark blood, once-immaculate snowy locks tangled around ivory horns, silvered eyes hazy and unseeing.
Yet still he wore a smile.
It unnerved them. Someone dying shouldn't smile like that, shouldn't be sitting with such perfect posture. They'd driven a blade through his lungs and heart... and they realized with a sinking feeling that all the blood on him was too dark to be his own.
"You're not dying." They crossed the room with two long strides and knelt beside him, grasping his collar. "Why aren't you dying!?"
"Oh, darling. You might as well hope to kill the sun itself." Long fingers indicated his own chest, confident despite the weakness in his voice. "I am the light, Shadow. I am all that is bright in the world, and I will return to drive you away like sunrise chases away the night."
"Liar!" Their voice cracked. "You're as mortal as I am, anything can be killed."
"But not by you." His fingers caught in their long, dark hair, dragging their head down. Their lips met his, and, despite themself, they kissed him back.
"I'll be back, my shadow."
The mouth on theirs faded, dissolved into a thousand shimmering particles, and within moments the demon was no more. The light that had made up his body melted into the vanishing sunlight, and he was gone.
They stood slowly, shaken. If he wasn't dead, everything they'd fought for was at risk. They had to find him, end him.
They drifted through the celebration in a haze. Everyone wanted to speak to them, to thank them for doing what they did, for ending his regime. They didn't know what to say. They hadn't ended anything, they'd only given a brief respite. Would it even be enough?
As all celebrations will, it drew to a close, and the people drifted back to their homes, to go back to their everyday lives. Most people's lives hadn't changed too much, not yet.
The newly anointed hero gave one last look at the white stone palace and made a sharp jerking motion with their hand. With a great shudder, the delicate structure reshaped itself into a sturdy, simple building. This one was not white, but age-greyed, beautiful in its simplicity rather than a fairytale creation of spun sugar and mist. This one was real, and true, and lasting.
They turned and left the city. They had to figure out how to truly end him, but before that... They'd left home for a reason. Was home even still there?
People poked their heads out and waved as they passed. Unlit lanterns stood in windows still, a symbol of support for the rebellion. Some doors were splashed with black paint, others bore wreaths of brightly colored weeds, and still others sported brightly colored ribbons tied together with a black strand. Almost everyone wore some article of clothing in black or gray, white nowhere to be seen.
They reached the edge of the city and vanished.
Many miles from the city the air shimmered, and they stepped out at the edge of a small village. It still looked the same as it did seven years ago. Every house was in the same place, the same state, the people looked much the same as they moved about their daily lives.
They looked around the village, and their chest constricted. They took a breath and kept moving.
The door they knocked on was green. That was new. The paint had been blue and peeling last time they were here.
A woman opened the door, her nut-brown skin a match for their own. Her hair was pinned up, her hands floured. She studied them for a moment with sharp dark eyes.
"Phoebe," she said in greeting. "You're home."
They flinched. They'd forgotten that name, it had been so long. "Mother. I'm--"
"Come in." She took a step back, and they automatically followed her. "I can't believe you, leaving for years with no word! We thought you'd been eaten by a wolf, or that soldiers stole you away! A pretty young girl like you, you're in danger alone!" Bread and cheese and a bowl of stew were shoved into their hands. "Here, eat. You look half starved. I'm so glad you've come back, we needed you around here, especially the last few years." Her tone was reproachful, blaming. "Why did you run off, my love?"
They stared down at the stew.
"Sweetie?" Her tone wasn't harsh, wasn't sharp, but her voice... Her voice made their legs tense, their chest tight. They needed to get out before they broke down crying like a child. They couldn't stay here
but they couldn't leave.
The young hero who had fought off soldiers mounted on dragons and stood up to the emperor stood frozen in their mother's house.
"I- I can't." They set the bowl down. "I can't do this, I have to go."
"Wait, what?" Their mother hurried to the door, blocking their path. "Seven years without a word, you show up for one minute to show me you're alive, and now leave again?! I'm your mother, I bore you, I raised you and fed you for twenty-one years, and this is how you repay me?! Sweetheart, please don't do this to me! Can't you see I love you? I've missed you so much."
The tears finally fell, and they choked up, turning away. "M-Mother, I can't, please, I have to go."
"My daughter, light of my life..." She stepped closer.
They flinched away from her touch and stepped towards the door. Freedom was just on the other side, but their feet seemed heavier. They sniffled, rubbing their stinging nose.
She really did miss them. She'd always loved them, and they loved her.
"Mother?" they said softly.
"Yes, Phoebe?"
"How much do you know about the rebels?"
She frowned. "They're a group of violent terrorists trying to destroy the empire. Don't worry, sweetheart, our emperor will stamp them out."
Their breath caught, their hand on the knob. "I'm sorry, Mother. Goodbye." They flung the door open and dashed out.
"Phoebe!" Their mother's desperate wail pierced their heart and dragged at their feet.
Fists clenched at their sides, they spun to face her, tossing their hair back. They hadn't cut it in seven years. "My name is LILAH!"
Their mother stopped short.
"I'm not Phoebe!" Tears threatened, and they furiously swiped them away. "I'm not your light, and I'm not your perfect daughter! I'm sorry, but I haven't been for a long time. I'm Lilah, I'm the Shadow, the Nightbringer. And the Light Lord is dead!"
Her hands were clasped over her mouth. "Phoebe, please, I know you don't mean it."
"I do." Their voice caught in a sob, their arms folded tight over their chest. "I'm not your daughter anymore."
"Then what are you?" she whispered.
"I'm the Shadow that killed the Light."
Their mother stared at them, her gaze cold.
Lilah's shoulders shook as they backed away.
"Come find me when you can accept me as I truly am," they whispered. "Come find me when I'm more important to you than your daughter."
And they fled, inhumanly fast, the wind whipping away their sobs.
#rani writes#mommy issues#oc#original character#original world#dedanan#darkness and light#emotional abuse#phoebe - light#lilah - hebrew for night#hey isn't it funny i feel better after writing vent fic#it's nice that i can do whatever i want with my ocs#and i can decide that shadow#the most powerful wizard of all time#who fought against a dictatorship and brought down the ancient and powerful emperor#who later goes on to be a hero spoken of and loved worldwide#i can decide that they were once like me: frozen at their mother's house‚ stress crying and unable to stop#someday i'm gonna be strong like them too#but they left for seven years and still froze to come back#so i think it's okay that i've only been out of her house a few months and still freeze up and get stress-sick dealing with her#twenty-eight is an eternity away rn#but i think someday i'll be okay#and free to be me#not anyone's daughter or granddaughter#just me#shadow and light
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a lady!
#warrior cats oc#warriors oc#wc oc#warrior cats art#warriors art#wc art#warrior cats#her backstory is rly sad actually . i will put all of it here KJLSLKJDG#she used to be a kittypet with her mother poppy and father fin. and her older (at the time) brother root#her name originally was rose. named after her markings and indirectly named after poppy#however one say her twoleg's house caught on fire and while poppy fin and root escaped alive rose was still inside#and poppy was like 'no root just leave her in there we nede to go' and root was like no fuck off im gettng my Sister#so root did that and was left with very few marks n burns but rose. was uh. not so lucky#a good Chunk of her face was jus burnt off. a lot of her fur around her eye was jus gone n it was jus mostly skin and. bone even#her entire Ear was burnt as well and a good chunk of the rest of her body on that side was burnt. she was very very injured#poppy ofc was like. oh NO my BEAUTIFUL CHILD is UGLY AND SCAARY NOW. while fin and root were just like >:/#but they left their home in search of . someone to Help Rose. and they eventually came across a group of cats - shiveringclan!#so all 4 of them joined and rose was quickly sent to the medicine den and was cared for by grassface the med cat#they were all given warrior names as well. poppy became slatepoppy. fin became finbriar. and root became rootbeam :)#finbriar decided he wanted to be a medicine cat and help Heal injured cats so he became grassface's apprentice#he and slatepoppy also. broke up.#and slatepoppy. told the clan leader that she wanted rose to be renamed. to meltingpaw. and interesting name but the leader#saw no real issue with it. until she realized slatepoppy was naming her meltingpaw. in order to have her warrior name. be meltingface.#and thats basically her whole story as i havent rly developed much past it. oh and also rootbeam is a trans girl#(which is why i said earlier she was meltingpaw's At The Time brother. but shes a girl now :] and she has a mate named lionthorn)#(who is just . a big lady. <333)#also i like to think maybe meltingpaw keeps the name melting- and her warrior name is something neat like. meltingrose#or somthing idk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BGLBGJKLG
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im obsessed with watching those toxic boymom videos rn, something about them proudly admitting to the world that they hate their daughters/daughter in laws is hypnotising to me
#my own mother is a boymom which is probably why i cant stop watching them#my brother and his wife once had an argument and he left to stay somewhere else for a few days and my mother actually complained#that he should have kicked his wife out of the house and stayed there himself. like do you really want your son to be the kind of person who#would kick the mother of his child out of their house? she didnt even do anything wrong they were just having some relationship troubles#why are boymoms like this
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...wait.
Book!Eve's mom and younger sister live in New Jersey. In the house she grew up in. (Eve with a New Jersey accent, y'all.)
I've been all on Eve being in Connecticut with Claire as the governor, but do you know what's in New Jersey?
WESTVIEW.
#musings#eve fletcher#agatha harkness#wandavision#like eve would not have moved back to nj after moving to ct i don't think#but eve having to deal with the snap#(maybe EVE got snapped and comes back and brendan's been in college for years at this point#the senior center has a new director - maybe she was there when the snap happened just doing her job and shows up and /wait/ -#and brendan has mostly moved on (because of course he did) but eve is still missing five years she can't get back)#and eve tries desperately to pull back together the pieces of the life she lost - that was rudely taken from her - and she can't because#the world moved on - the world HAD to move on#but she's struggling to bring things back and so she maybe isn't there for the anomaly#but her sister is (her mother maybe died in those five years and the house was left to both of them but her sister the only one remaining)#and eve goes down to figure some things out#she HEARS about the anomaly and is glad she didn't go down earlier but goes as soon as she can after#and then there's#agnes#and eve's sister is probably lgbtqia+ or dealing with a lot of mental health problems or--#like there are a lot of reasons for a woman in her forties to still be living with her mom#maybe her late thirties pre-snap?#but like...i feel like there's something there#and eve just#hearing about the torture#being told to stay away from agnes#and...not doing it#(agnes shows up the day she arrives with probably a pie or something because NEW NEIGHBOR and eve is immediately endeared before she's told#to stay away. and she hears about agatha but she only ever sees agnes. who is hurt and hurting and lonely#and eve's heart aches for agnes. because of course it does.)#A N Y W A Y#new spin on a ship besties time to play with this one maybe!
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I fell asleep on the couch and had a dream that kind of freaked me out
#It’s five in the morning excuse me if my wording isn’t as eloquent as usual#fun claude fact: zombies freak me the fuck out#another fun claude fact: my brain loves to torment me with reoccurring zombie apocalypse dreams#my brain is just OBSESSED with figuring out every way things could go wrong in an apocslypse setting#and subjecting me to them in what feels like my own personal hell#anyways the highlights of tonight’s dream:#mother left to get supplies for the first time since it all started. it was horrifying because I knew she probably wouldn’t come back!#i had to reckon with the idea that this would be the rest of my life. this was the world I lived in now.#doppelgänger zombie dog came into my house! I had to witness my father kill my dog knowing we would also have to kill the other.#impulsively took out my knife and slit my leg in reflex to seeing my dog get killed.#had a moment of ‘fuck does that count as relapse’ before realizing the undead would smell my blood and come for our asses#realizing that we were doomed#my mother left and was probably going to get killed#we were running out of supplies. what would I even do when my father grew old and died too.#a dog that might or might not be our dog ni sat in our living room. we would have to kill it.#another dog that might or might not be our dog laid in a pool of blood in our garage#i was bleeding profusely and there was a chance they would come for us#we were fucked#and then i woke up on the couch and tried not to freak out#claude’s meowing
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smoking bong in the rain…..word around town is the property management company of the apartment i was signing for is the devil hiself so i decided not to go thru with it
#bay property mangement co in the dmv area…watch the fuk out#fortunately there was one final part of the esign last night i had to wait until this afternoon to have the info to complete#and when i woke up this morning i had this weird urge to check the google reviews again#one of which claimed all were bought and said check yelp….which was horrifying#life threatening maintenance issues left unadressed for weeks/months#(a tenants’ elderly mother almost froze to death and contracted pneumonia ☹️)#with no compensation at all in rent or housing vouchers while dealing w evasive and rude management#who would do everything they could to pin it on them or the (generally absent? as they are using a management company?) property owner#like i even feel for the landlords leaving reviews because this company would just do insane damage to these homes/apartments#thru incompetence and refusal to address maintenance issues#an early lease break would have been 5 months of rent if the place became untenable LOLLLL which was very likely….rlly dodged a bullet#heartbreaking tho because it was perfect and beautiful i would have been living like dracula for real…..#so fucking evil to keep her in their hell
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Only managed about 1k tonight but hot damn I have missed writing
#here’s hoping I can actually get this published!#yay#I started exercising again and I’ve been taking the eldest kid out on walks where I get to listen to them rant about their own stories#this apparently has helped clear the bees out of my brain#lmao#‘I’m sad’ I say while ignoring how I haven’t left the house in mumbledays#’oh wow I’m a person’ happens about ten minutes post workout it’s weird af#eldest kid gifted me the first Simon snow book for Mother’s Day which… means they are reading it lmfao#and they have Opinions#I don’t have opinions I haven’t been able to read the damn thing yet but it’s fun as hell#to hear the book from the 13 yr old point of view#dunno how that led my back to a Klk wip but I’m here for it
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