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lenteur · 6 months

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random thoughts about strong girl nam soon, episode four

(read more because i always get carried away lol and this post might contain spoilers)

watching two episodes in a row. what happened to mal who couldn't get the motivation to watch even one episode for months?

Interesting how the mother pretends nam soon is six. She wants to pretend she never lost her and it's only the continuation of her childhood.

The chief of the diu team tasting the drug, even though he knew what effect it had on people. This makes no sense at all. He has experience in such cases and yet he still put it in his mouth. And what is that excuse? It's such a weak excuse. I think the writers wanted to k*ll him from the get go but didn't know how. This is weird.

The reunion with all her family members... we all shed some tears. She only remembers her dad because he was the last person she saw before being lost in mongolia.

Even super humans are humans. The mother feeling guilty for not protecting her daughter and feeling useless.

The bond she has with her mongolian parents is so strong. She still thinks about them and lets them know how she's doing.

I wonder if there will be a nam soon / hwang ja confrontation. I'd love that because the former thinks with her heart and emotions and the latter is manipulative and thinks with her brain to obtain what she desires. They're polar opposites.

The grandmother is so iconic. The way she makes me laugh every time. She's so funny. Her little song while dislocating the cow and breaking its bones by her bare hands is a feat of strength. And everyone is amazed, including me.

The ceo of doogo has an ambiguous aura to me because on one hand he seems haughty and looks like he has disdain for everyone other than him. But on the other hand, he doesn't have the charisma of a villain. He kind of looks almost transparent to me. Maybe because we haven't seen a lot of him in these four episodes?

honestly i've tried to understand what doogo's "official" activity was and i lack sleep so i'm not sure but they're kind of like a korean amaz*n? if i'm not mistaken (don't take my word for it though)

As expected the effect of the drugs are seen on the chief of the diu team. I really can't believe he went and put some of the drug in his mouth. Nonsense!

the bells ringing when nam soon said she'll protect hee sik. It's the little details that make this love story so cute

i think we all wanted to be nam soon at one moment in our lives. It feels so good to see her tell everyone what she thinks without hiding under excuses or anything like that.

It's the look of pure awe when kang hee sik sees nam soon's new look for me <3

The way she wants to be where hee sik is because he will make her a better person <3 he's the only person that has been there for her ever since she landed in korea. he also proved her that he is a good person

i just can't with the grandma. She's just so funny! every time i see her i want to laugh. Wait that came out wrong. She's just so fun and i really enjoy every single moment she's had so far in the show

let's go love story between grandma and barista!!!

so far, nam soon is the worst undercover employee of all time.

i think hee sik has a role towards nam soon that he doesn't seem to be ready to handle. Seeing as nam soon is very oblivious to a lot of things, hee sik should have talked to her in more detail about the undercover mission. Because, at this rate, she'll get outed in no time.

what a relief that nam soon could get revenge on the airdnd scammer, even if she didn't get her money back

preview of the next episode seems really promising. Nam soon will confront both hwa ja and doogo's ceo.

A good episode

i'll give this one a 8/10

#why did i want to ctrl + s every time i made progress on this post?#the lack of sleep is speaking #this is the lowest rated (from me) episode so far because the nonsensical moments took me out of it #first you have the chief of the diu team thing and nam soon being horrible at the whole undercover mission thing #it's a pity #random(al) thoughts #kdrama #strong girl nam soon #as i previously said i didn't reread myself so i apologize for any mistake or points that made no sense at all

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staryarn · 11 months

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Hey sorry but your boyfriend died by going into the sludge. Yeah he said it was 100% safe and he'd prove that his boss was right. Yeah he got turned into the original form of humanity but is essentially gone. Anyways now that you're single how about working for K Corp?

#shiko speaks #limbus company spoilers #canto iv spoilers #canto 4 spoilers #lcb spoilers #ignore the lack of punctuation i woke up at 3 am because of bad allergies and was sleep deprived #and also because english punctuations and setnace structure confuse me despite ot being my first language #samjo lcb #samjo limbus company

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strawberrygiorno · 7 months

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building on the common hc that kim snores horribly by giving him sleep apnea that he's never realized he had bc it's been so long since he slept near another person who could or would point out his symptoms to him

so the first time harry and kim sleep near each other, harry wishes there was a way to stop kim's snoring. then kim stops breathing, and harry is like oh my god i killed him???!!!!?!?!!?

(the subsequent freakout wakes kim right up)

#disco elysium #kim kitsuragi #idk man im tired but i did get the referral for a sleep study so this is how im celebrating #by giving kim my problem #it speaks #if u dont know what sleep apnea is its when u stop breathing in ur sleep so ur constantly being woken up by the lack of oxygen #its very possible not to notice this i only know i do this bc other ppl have observed it lmao

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saph-y · 2 months

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How goes the Nomades RP?

As of late, sadly in a hiatus because life is being a little bitch. We hope to resume writting shenanigans as soon as possible tho because we miss our kids u_u

I feel like I say that a lot, but again I want to say a big thank you to the few people (you very much included) who express interest or curiosity toward this story 💜The web is being so meh and hostile, and without the support of a fandom it often seem pointless to keep posting any art at all. So each of these little interest sparks keep pushing back the day I'll disapear from here entirely. Thank you♥♥♥

#ask #don't mind my grumpy ass it's that time of the year speaking #the lack of creative energy and stimulation yknow #i'll keep drawing until it gets better tho !#(i say as i recycle this old sketch of tiny nerds sleeping in the middle of nowhere)

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cantsaythetword · 20 days

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I did not in fact finish the assignment on time

I emailed my tutor about it, and I feel like shit

But the show must go on 🙃

#he speaks #I'll be oki doki eventually #i think lack of sleep and lack of food probably is making me feel worse #havent eaten since 6pm last night and only slept from 2am-5am sooooo #ye thats probably a thing

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elisedonut · 1 month

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me reading a fic about someone accidently wishing for a cat boy clone of their crush

and all i can think is Flintley Au

like Catboy!Percy? Catboy!Percy??

Like Marcus just hiding Catboy!Percy in his dorm

also Percy finding out and confiscating him

#percy weasley #marcus flint #flintley #that fic was so weird/pos #like it wasnt an hp fic but like said catboy did not speak really was just a cat boy just meow merow mew #and it shouldn't be funny but i thought it was very funny #i kept expecting the catboy to like speak but he doesnt!! just a human cat!! human body with ears and a tail but no brain behind those eyes #i think lack of sleep is catching up to me lol

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caseythebunnyboy · 3 months

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hello everyone, im alive! 💜 im SO sorry for the inactivity :< ive been really really really busy with school lately!!

(as im typing this, i just finished a project that took me 6 hours to do ówò i still have another one to do right now, and its currently 3:10 am... my back hurts gahhh!! 🥹🥹)

though, ill be back in a bit! :D my school announced a full week long break for the students which starts in two days, so i can finally get back to posting once that happens!! 💜😊

i promise ill catch up to everyone in my asks and dms the moment the break starts! 🥹 im sososo sorry for making everyone wait for so long, but ill make it up to you, i swear!! thank you for reading this little annoucement, im very happy you listened to what i had to say :D mwah mwah kisses all of you individually, ill be back in two days! 💜

#casey ★ speaking #i miss talking to everyone gahhhh!! 😵‍💫 for the past like 10 days ive almost exclusively been talking to my classmates and professors #which sucks!! i cant be cuddly and needy with them!!!!! :< man this break needs to start soon #for the sake of my very untouched cock and my very big lack of sleep #but thank you all for being so patient with me! im always active i swear (unless im sleeping) i just dont have the time to post and interac #mwah mwah gives everyone little kisses on the cheeks 💜💜 see you all in a bit! :D

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verocitea · 10 months

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Reminiscing about the days where I would stay up until 4:00 AM reading sonic the hedgehog fanfiction on my 3DS web browser back in the 8th grade...

#my vision would blur in homeroom due to lack of sleep asgdf #sonic x bloopers was a favorite but it doesn't exist anymore lol #Genesis of a Generation too oh man #i read that one like 5 million times #i also remember a sonic and ouran crossover fic???#good times...#i speak occasionally

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candyredappledragon · 3 months

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[ Kieran wasn't fully revealing on how he was feeling. He's trying his hardest to keep it together but one small bad thing can just absolutely destroy this poor kid.

Scared out of his wits to the situation he is in. His body is absolutely struggling to keep moving from the lack of energy he has. His stomach and chest are just in pain but manageable since it's not that bad. Well that's what he thinks. The brain is a slushy at this point. He has a hard time focusing on anything and can't even tell what's right or wrong. ]

#pkmn irl #rotomblr #text post #trainer kieran #//ooc: Speaking from experience. .. Sleep deprivation and energy drinks is the worst combo ever. </3 #// lack of sleep can absolutely destroy your body. Please get good sleep. 😔

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bornetoblood · 9 months

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@littlealeta making a new post for this just cus I feel a little bad tagging onto this post ad infinum I hope you don’t mind :)

A lot of the things I have to say on this are pretty complicated (and I’m a little stupid) so sorry if this is like... uninteligable (also dw you’re not being mean! This is a pretty light hearted discussion about a video game I’m really not taking it to heart). I hope you don’t mind me doing the same right back at ya.

I don't really mind Vincent not saying he has a girlfriend since he's confused as to what he wants in his life, plus Rin and Catherine both threw themselves at him not Vincent. I think the game often gets viewed wrongly, a lot of people seem to think that if you have a partner, you should settle down with them and not think about breaking up with them. The game is trying to tell you that while it's not okay to cheat and betray your partner, it is okay to not have serious relationships.

My problem with Vince not telling Catherine he has a girlfriend doesn’t stem from the fact I expect him to settle down or think that’s best for him (the true freedom ending is my favourite for a reason) I have a problem with the fact it is a very serious betrayal of Katherine’s trust. While there are extenuating circumstances (the like... demon shit) Vince’s reluctance to come clean to both the girls purely stems from him not wanting to face consequences, which is selfish. Again I don’t think this is bad from a character standpoint, I find it very compelling, but it is immoral.

The problem is moreso how both Catherine and Katherine are written. They're both selfish and overly controlling to your character in different ways that it's just hard to fathom why Vincent would want to be with either of them. I wish Katherine was written to be less selfish, like why would you want to marry and have children with a man who drinks, smokes, lives in a messy apartment, and spends money impulsively? And Catherine had such rapey and yandere vibes from the start, which doesn't make sense because again, the game is focused on cheating and the idea of whether you want to live a free or traditional life. So why make both women so mean-spirited to the protagonist, one of them even raping and sexually assaulting him? And Vincent isn't even concerned about it? At least make Catherine's evilness more subtle and maybe not really come up until later in the game as Vincent starts pushing her away more and have Vincent not remember what happened between him and Catherine at the bar at all.

I agree and I think Full Body remedied the points with Katherine specifically to an extent. The scenes we are shown of Kath and Vince at the begining of their relationship genuinely makes me wanna see if they can make it work like that again! I think Kath wants to marry Vince cus they’ve been together for 5 years and they’ve both drifted apart over the years and don’t want to acknowledge that. The K endings read to me as the rekindling of their dynamic that had been dampened over time if that makes any sense. The deal with C is that I think her malice is already a slow burn (the SA point I fully agree on btw even if it is kinda ambiguous if they ever actually had sex when she says they did ((cus of the whole demon thing)). I think theres a relitive suspension of disbelief with C because she is supernatural. I think C nad K are both pretty compelling and both can be good for the Vince that ends up with them (the Vince that wishes to settle down and rekindle his romance and the Vince who wants to be king of hell).

But isn't that what all the characters in the game do? Is challenge women and each other? If they weren't, wouldn't we have Vincent agreeing to settle down with Katherine from the start? Sure Vincent has a problem with speaking up, but it doesn't mean he doesn't wish to rebel against the pressure women place on him. Personally, I can see Vincent's point here. He's often pressured by women to live a traditional, old-fashioned life of finding one partner and settling down with them. Vincent doesn't care about serious relationships, he just wants to take his time hooking up with women until he finds the one he truly loves. Like I said, cheating is never okay. But we've never seen Vincent make a move on Catherine.

Vincent may be jumping to conclusions about women here, but that's all he's ever known, since both Erica and Katherine and even most Catherine players are pressuring him to settle down and to stay with the one he's been with for a long time, even if she may not be right for him.

Vince being a guy who wants to sleep around and not settle down is the same Vince who wants to settle down with his family, or be with no one at all, we get to pick which Vince he becomes and the game is about Vince self discovering into the ending we pick for him. He is all and non of these things. Vince, and the other men in Catherine, experiencing pressure from women does not excuse thier treatment of them and I do not blame the women for this, it’s society as a whole that places this importance on marriage and women are more so affected by that expectation (that was created by men might I add). Marriage may be right for Vincent Brookes and it might not be. There is no right way to climb the tower.

Like Katherine, Erica can be well-intentioned at times, but just some of the things these two say just sound very morally biased, especially regarding relationships, mostly about the importance of being tied down. It's why I cannot stand any of the women in the game. They all just seem so shallow and narrow-minded. Maybe it's because I'm not someone who is focused on going after the idea of marriage, but I don't see how it's a problematic thing to not want to settle down, get married, and have a family, especially in the 21st century. Maybe that kind of thing is different in Japan, but here in the western world, where Catherine is set, those things aren't important anymore.

I’m also adverse to marriage for myself, the talk in Catherine about the importance of marriage all sounds the same to me. But it is the same coming from every character in the game, which is why I don’t hold it against Katherine or Erica and still fully enjoy them (Erica specifcially being one of my favourites I love that she takes 0 shit from anyone). Also sorry if this is pedantic but Catherine is set on Mars in an amalgum of the US and Japan (like Ace Attorney ((not the Mars part)). It being a made up setting allows it to make its own culture, which happens to be one where society deems marriage very important. I wish the characters ‘happy endings’ didn’t tend to end in marriage too but that seems more like a general thing with how Atlus decided to write the game than a specific character issue if that makes sense.

Again, I do agree that Vincent isn't written as well as he could have been but with what they had, I think they did a decent job, especially compared to characters like Shinji, Jerry Smith, and Arlo the Dinosaur who are just shallow and/or inconsistent characters. I just find everyone else shallow for the reasons I mentioned in the other post and I just can't find myself connecting to their characters. Orlando even goes back and forth between saying his ex betrayed him and he betrayed his ex. Like, am I supposed to even sympathize with this character? Is he a victim or not? I don't even know what exactly happened between him and his ex.

I ADORE these character inconsistancies. With Orlando specifically it’s implied his use of their finacies in the scam was a betrayal of sorts (like he lost their life savings by getting tricked) and his wife leaving him cus of this was also a betrayal. I love it because there is no good or bad guy here, it’s humans in a human scenario where they both made mistakes and I find that deeply compelling. Orlando’s struggle with blaming his wife and then himself for the totality of the situation is soooo fuckin cool I feel like I’ve known people like Orlando.

Like with Archie and some of the other sheep, trauma is not always an excuse to be an asshole. I went through some trauma, Vincent has gone through way more trauma, and we still care about others and want to do the right thing. We're not perfect, but at least we're willing to help others which Vincent's friends rarely do, at least they're not as empathetic with him.

I despise Archie and I would dance on his grave, but what I do love about this side quest is that it shows off how compassionate and loving Vincent is. He forgives and loves unconditionally no matter how awful a human being is and is always there to help them. When they die, he becomes quite shaken.

Here I think we are simply after different things in these characters. Archie’s trauma does not excuse his actions and never will but they do contextualise them and make him sympathetic. I can empathise with how he has come to the conclusions he has due to his past even if those conclusions are harmful and wrong. This is what I love in characters, messiness and humaness. This goes for all of the patrons for me btw. I agree that Vince’s interactions with the sheep bring the best out of him (tbh I think they showcase his more confident and heroic side in a much more natural way than Rin does lmao). Vincent finds comradre with a group of other traumatised, also misogonistic men. They learn together. Get better together. They open up to each other in a way society has barred from them outside of this life and death scenario and they are better people for it. They remedy their biases and they have each other now ( have i mentioned the bar patrons are my favourite part? cus they’re my favourite part).

I don't see the problem with the game showing another side to Vincent. I think it was Atlus's attempt at showing Vincent's more likeable side (which I think they did a good job with compared to the original) but it also tracks because we've seen Vincent being mentally stable and compassionate like this toward the other sheep. Rin is the only character who's consistently nice to Vincent, so it makes sense that Vincent would be at his best with him. Rin is perfect because he's an angel. And he does have flaws, he refuses to forgive Vincent after he apologizes for pushing him away. That was a cowardly and cold move considering how close they were. I think I just like that Rin is the only character who actually shows empathy and support for our main protagonist when everyone else hardly did.

My problem isn’t with Vincent showing another side, it’s that I think this shift is sudden and jarring. Vincent acts sooo differently in the Rin cutscenes (even when he’s with his friends he was stammering next to like 5 seconds earlier). Like I said I thnk this is done better in regards to his slow gain in confidence with the sheep. Rin is the only character who is pretty much always nice to Vince and, yes, it is because they are an (at least allegorical) angel but I do find this... boring and not very compelling. Flawless characters send me to sleep sorry I just can’t personally see the appeal in someone who has no room to grow. I feel like an angel character can have compelling flaws but they just didn’t do this with Rin and thus their scenes do not grab me the way the rest of the cast’s do. I am aware this is my personal preference but I do like my characters with a little more going on. Rin refusing to forgive Vince for having the literally textbook transphobic response to seeing them naked is not a flaw, in fact I think they reacted too mildly. While Rin is not explicitly trans I hope you understand I’ve seen the whole: Character is she/her’d, character is revealed to have a penis (shocking!!! violent and/or disgusted reaction expected!!), character is he/him’d like a billion times and I am a little sick of it actually.

I suppose my point here is that Catherine is about the relationships between damaged people. Navigating those relationships through the hardships is what I find compelling about the game and Rin distictly lacks that dimension. Vincent works for and cultivates his healthy support system by the end of the game. He gets closer to his friends, to other men, to himself- regarless on whether he chooses to persue romance. Rin throws a pretty hefty spanner in this for me in a way that could of been interesting but feels underbaked. I get why people like these additions but it runs in direct contrast to all the things I find interesting about the game soo uhh yeh.

#uuh yeh i like this game but i have problems with it like a lot of problems but that is okay #anyway fun fact about me is that my favourite character from anything ever is Astaroth of all people??? dont ask me how that happened #his lack of motivation aside sadism #genderfukery #and use of puns have enraptured me #anyway thanks for the talk! feel free to respond to this but i do have to sleep soon its late and i have work #again hope im like making sense here my brain is fried and im an idiot #the rat speaks #reluctant catherine tag #catherine game #yes #tw transphobia #just for that bit in the middle i know i cringed HARD when i got to that scene so #tw misogyny #for the discussion of characters diagnosed with it/j

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sprite-periodt · 7 months

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I was gaming with a bestie of mine last weekend because she was over and we were playing this game called moving out.

There’s a level where this bar or something comes out all the way over the entire level and if you aren’t careful and time it right when you get to that part, it’ll literally vibe check you all the way across the whole map.

We were picking up and item we had to move together and I moved when I shouldn’t have and we went flying LMAOO. And she was like “Girl😑” as she does and I whined through an embarrassed chuckle that I didn’t remember. And she was like “Do you remember now?~🤨”

And god I don’t know what it was about that sentence. Maybe the tone it was said in but god I couldn’t contain my flusteredness and giggle fit before I told her to shut up and started losing it more and laughing hard the more I thought about the situation and what was said to which after she was like “Do you?🤨” like girl STOP

#ig it didn’t help that I was also lacking sleep LMAO #and the thing is she always playfully gives me shit for things because she’s just mischievous like that but #she literally speaks more monotone than I do for Christ sakes so even though she’s usually sassy it still threw me off #sort of a ✨tickle testimony✨ ig??#because reasons🫣#even though there were no actual tikkies involved #personal

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