#the 'my hands are always warm' thing
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DOTTORE .... Can you elaborate??? Because that man would slit my throat in my sleep
I wish I could, but even I don't know wtf is going on in phitre's brain 😭😭😭
#ansytea-talks#tag: yan!1k idol event#duisosos she prolly thought it'd be funny to have that sunshine person a and evil person b dynamic but this isn't just an evil person this#is the fricking devil help 😭😭😭#also half of it is just her making fun of me because i cannot think of anyone else more compatible for you except diluc 😔#idk it's just that everything you put on girlie-says screams diluc#the 'my hands are always warm' thing#udisos idk how to explain it it's just... there#yandere childhood friend diluc.
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[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post
#dc comics#dc#damian wayne#dick grayson#talia al ghul#batfamily#dc robin#nightwing#anyway. yes im a self-indulgent ''dick as damians secret third parent'' truther#like i DO think it's way more complex and nuanced than the schmoopy affectionate fan portrayal of it#they're brothers they're father and son they're partners they're the dynamic duo except only in past tense etc etc#but consider! I'm not immune to schmoopy affection in fanworks. it compells me despite itself#anyway it's technically not that crazy when it comes to dick and damian. they hug! often! at least they did#it's not as big a leap to these types of scenarios#also talia ''somewhat absent for complex reasons on both her and damians part but very loving and loved by her son'' al ghul#you will always be famous to me#son of the demon origin...bwahhh#anyway. someone made a comic kind of like this/like a post i made abt this topic#but way funnier bc dick and talia starting trying to beat each other up#so go look at that as well#anyway. it's been a somewhat difficult few weeks so I'm. desperately trying to take it easy#i got some reading with me (first vol of kevin smiths GA run that i found second hand and jaimes BB run vol 2!)#so we'll see how far i get through those. considering there's demons in my head telling me to re-read things (LET ME OUT!!!)#when i finish GA and BB i do plan on rereading robin 2021. as a treat to myself#it's a run I've really warmed up to as time went on#I'm keeping up w/ the current b&r run even though it is. admittedly very slow w/ some weird dialogue#i read it for the damian content more than anything. also nikas back so that's neat :]#idk I have a feeling that after absolute power shakes out we might get some more creative team switch ups#so if anyone at dc is interested in taking over the reigns on b&r...that could be very neat#(it's me they should hire me. please DC i have ideas listen to my red hood pitch PLEASE-)
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steve’s gonna have to spell it out for him…
#eddie is oblivious and steve flirts constantly you can rip this characterization of them out of my dead cold hands#anyways they’re always pink and warm colors to me#stranger things#eddie munson#steddie#steve harrington
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i love creature batman. no body just his pointy ears and eyes. he’s not even human. he can probably fly. he makes no noise when he moves. how he procures a seemingly endless supply of human children is a total mystery, but they seem to love him, so rescue efforts are usually ignored.
Commissioner Gordon, standing on a rooftop with a cup of coffee and a megaphone: Tim Drake, get away from the Batman. You have human parents and they are going to be very worried about you
Tim, sitting in Batman’s lap as a spindly, clawed hand affectionately pats his head: YOU’LL NEVER TAKE ME ALIVE, JIM
#in my head he Lowkey kidnapped dick and Jason but then they realized that he’s pretty chill and very warm to sleep on so they like him#when jason dies Tim just abandons his whole human life and offers himself up#what does Bruce look like under the cape? no one knows. all you see is the eyes and the ears and occasionally a clawed hand#he is a very good dad yes he loves his little nestlings. he always needs more. give him more#he doesn’t know what dollars are give him a toddler#cass is also a Creature all the other ones are humans#yes including Damian#girldad things#batfam#Bruce Wayne#Tim Drake
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THE SUN ON YOUR FACE ON YOUR SHOULDERS ITS GOLDEN MOUTH WHISPERING (SO IT SEEMS) YOU! YOU! YOU! — 𝐂𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐀 𝐕𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐑. 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑟. (x)
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#a little warm up for starting the treat asks today and !!!!!!! in honor of season four filming day hehe i bring cy cy 🥀😌#filming starts today teehee cant wait to lose it again hehehehee <33#(which i am still taking btw if yall would like one !! <3)#oc: cythia vassermiller#the witcher oc#leg.ocs#leg.edits#*ocedit#*myedits#empires delight light of the flame princess in chains you’ll always be loved by meeee !!!!!!#i am slow as snails but i at LASTT finished last wish recently and i am on blood of elves now EEEEEK#at that point she’s in her planning stages of her rebellion with m/aecht and g/eso and etc HEHE#the one where she was more so REALLY just for reasons of her own that she masks as an uprising 🥀😵💫#we love a girlboss girlfailure or something!! *wheeze* 💀#there’s more to it like she poses as the knight commander there’s a confrontation that ends in the ‘death’ of that knight#in order to prevent the knowledge of her identity AND in learning her reasons for getting into things#(yk hey eat my shorts for i mean aem faked HER death but as far as cy was concerned he may have indirectly had a hand :’))#but that’s spoilers for the fic so ill leave at that teehee <3 anyway i hope u all are well !!!!!!!#her and emmy won’t leave my head the brainworms are always brainworming ig!!!!!
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Listen, what if Dream's and Hob's meeting happens for the first time during Death's and Dream's walk in 2k22. Dream is struggling to see any beauty in humanity after his capture and Death skillfully leads him to this one coffee shop and— coffee shop au, slowburn, goth dream, flirty and interested Hob, fluff and comfort— imagine that. 😌🤭
#frequent meetings and talks of life. accidental (or planned- really) hand brushes#Hob knowing something is up with this beautiful stranger for refuses to give him a name and wants to find out#Also dream is really pretty and Hob has a thing for goths....#Dream is weary and tired and somehow just keeps on coming there because Hob's company is the most undemanding thing in his life#He's so weary.... But the guy always makes him a cup of coffee he never drinks for free.#It feels nice to hold the warm cup though.#One day he tries the coffee.#It's good.#Afterwards it's the ascension of Dream of the Endless into being a coffee addict#Or is it the true reason he comes so often.#Dreamling#hob gadling#Dream of the Endless#God my heart yes are half closed with sleep I wish I could do it justice#I just want modern coffee shop au that is not human au...#buns.hc#buns.all
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Disco thoughts - tw substance abuse
i've seen a couple of posts which talk about how kim's character is basically a wish fulfillment for somebody with mental health and/or substance abuse problems - he listens without judgement, helps you, and stays by your side. this is very true but i wanted to add my two cents on the fact that it feels the same way from the other end - that harry is wish fulfillment for people who are close to people with susbtance abuse problems.
playing disco has been a super interesting experience for me, i didnt understand the content of the game before i played it, it hit a lot closer to home than i thought it would on many fronts. growing up someone in my family, specifically in the same household as me, had very serious substance abuse issues. there was an attempt to shield me from it mostly, but that just meant that i didnt really understand why and what was happening and the implications of it. it really scarred my childhood and shaped a large part of who i am in a way that i deeply dislike and resent. that person is still in my life now, they are clean and have been for years, but the memories remain. it is particularly hard to have them in my life because aside from anything that happened in the past, they are a huge bigot, with a huge ego, and have a lot of problems empathizing with others and being nice for once and not a giant asshole.
it feels so stupid to say that part of me will always be angry at them because they never even apologised? they wanted to move past everything that happened so bad that they never said sorry, never acknowledged my pain
anyway, to get to the point, this is why harry really came across as wish fulfillment for me personally. he's big and drunk and stumbling and smoking, saying the wrong thing all the time, outbursts at any second, he's done bad things, he's coming down and he's miserable. i know that man. i've known that man for a long time now. i hate that man and i love him almost against my own will. but unlike in real life, in the game (depending on how you play) you can have him say im sorry, you can make him get clean and really stay that way. you can have him be nice to kids and help them start a stupid dance club and make friends and make amends and really fucking try. and that was cathartic for me on a level that i wasnt really prepared for. after i thought about this it made me understand why i sympathised with jean so little. in my mind, if you have an addict in your life this is the dream scenario! why is jean so angry doesn't he know how good he's got it?! obviously the two situations are in no way 1:1, but i couldnt help thinking that if that person in my life turned around tomorrow and said - im sorry, i fucked up and hurt you, im going to do better, im going to be kinder, maybe there is something in this world for me other than hurt...
well fuck i'd take it, i'd hold onto it for dear life
TLDR - harry can be wish fulfillment for people who have people in their lives with substance abuse issues. HDB lives inside my heart and he's telling me to chug cough syrup but im ignoring him
#theres something poetic about my parents letting me use a nightstand with cocaine line cut marks on it#ignorance is not always bliss you know#this is part of the reason why i dont know that i will ever be able to go through with playing the dark routes through the game#like. ive already been there ive already played those parts of the game but years ago. i dont feel the need to go there again#i dont think i can cause him pain. it would be like purposefully sticking my hand in a blender#yeah yeah i know hes not real WHATEVER#its about the metaphor for my own life BARBARA#i am becoming somewhat more of a jean enjoyer#but his hurt is too close to my hurt#i can never love him as a character looking at him is too painful he reflects too much of my own anguish#god this post is a downer its all PAIN ANGUISH IM SUFFERING#i am warm and in bed and sleeby also :33333#there are good things in the world <3#harry du bois#long post#disco elysium
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art knowledge. hand it over. 🫴
/hj but fr im trying to get back into art, do you have any like. resources you'd recommend
hello!!!!!!! i don't use many resources but
line of action - gesture drawing
proko - fundamentals
not a resource but i think doing studies of art that you like is good too!
have fun!!!!! i backflip into the swamp and become bread
#as warm ups i like to draw cursed images to loosen my hand. doing warmups are always good!! just draw Whatever#i hope you continue to enjoy art !!!!! it is hard sometimes#for art style i just look at art i like and then pick and choose the parts i like. and copy#also 3d models might also be helpful if you need help with anatomy! csp has a 3d model feature !!!#i am sorry. my head is empty bc i don't really use any particular resources#but anyway the most important thing is that you're having fun!!#take a break if you're finding it stressful#have a great day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anon#ask
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Hiiii!! I love these rare moments when Thena successfully cooks/bakes something for Gil! So how about she make something for him and it turns out good??
I think it would fit for the Bodyguard AU. If you think it would fit into another AU better please do it!
"Thena?"
Gil walked into the apartment, smelling...quite a few things, really. First and foremost, he could smell the evidence of something burning, which was his main concern.
Thena had told him not to bring food with him when he came over today. Apparently she was 'trying something'. He was pretty sure he had never seen her so much as attempt to use her fancy penthouse kitchen, so he wasn't entirely sure what she was 'trying'.
But she sounded excited, and that alone made him agree to it.
"What, uh," he blinked, on the verge of laughing when he arrived a true disaster in her stunning kitchen. There were bowls and failed attempts still in pans strewn everywhere. That was that weird burnt smell. He smirked, "is going on here?"
"Gil!" Thena emerged from behind the countertop with a bright smile. Her hair was pulled back and there was evidence of stuff all over her flawless skin. But she seemed positively elated to see him. "I'm so glad you're here!"
It was such a simple statement, but it really made his heart start flip-flopping around in his chest with glee. He shirked off his bomber jacket and laid it over the back of one of the counter chairs. "Is this what you've been up to?"
"Okay," she sighed, turning back to the stove.
It was going to take hours to get this place looking presentable again.
"I remember you telling me that you hum in the kitchen because your grandmother would," she narrated as she stirred the pot of...something. "Aren't some of your favourite recipes from her?"
"Uh, yeah," Gil blinked as Thena offered him sparing and fleeting looks over her shoulder as she tasted her creation. He had mentioned it, ever so briefly in passing. He didn't think she had remembered it.
"Well, my grandmother also made me most of my meals in childhood."
Gil blinked; Thena had never brought up her family before. Not much was known about them, and certainly she had never even so much as mentioned them.
"She was quite a good cook, or perhaps everyone else in my family was just so bad that she was the lesser of evils," Thena continued to talk as she added the very last dash of salt to the pot before turning off the burner. "She used to make us a soup called Ukha."
Gil had read about it--Russian or maybe Slavic in origin? It was a fish stew. He raised his brow, "fish?"
"I know," she sighed, finally turning to him and tossing away her hand towel. She tilted her head, "I knew you would catch that."
He chuckled, holding up his hands in surrender, "I'm just saying--you always have some complaint when I make fish for you."
"Because I used to eat Ukha all the time!" she huffed, rolling her eyes. He had never seen this particular light in her eyes, before. But it was quite similar to when she was particularly pleased with her latest performance.
It was pride.
Gil inhaled reflexively as she pushed the bowl in front of him. It was a semi-clear broth, probably a seafood stock, although it didn't smell super fishy. There were large, uneven chunks of carrots and potatoes and onions, and some very whole herbs that probably could have been ground up finer.
It was beautiful.
"You said you were still a little bit stuffy after being sick," she murmured more sheepishly now, toying with the apron she had on over her clothes (an apron he had bought her, since of course she didn't own one before). "I know you like soup--and it's rather hard to mess up broth. So, I thought... "
"It's great!"
Thena sighed at him, "you haven't even tasted it!"
He didn't care. It looked beautiful, and the hopeful eagerness on Thena's face said a thousand words. He picked the bowl up and took a deep, loud slurp.
"Gil!"
He made a nice loud 'ahh' sound too, as if he had taken a deep swig of beer after a hard day. But really...it wasn't bad. It was maybe a little over-seasoned, too many flavours battling it out for dominance. Even after her last dash of salt it could probably use more. He would guess that some of the larger veg pieces might be a little under done in texture.
But none of that mattered because it was the best thing he had ever eaten. "It's not bad."
"Really?"
He smiled, genuinely eager to offer his praise of the simple white fish stew. "I bet your grandma would be proud."
Thena blinked, her eyes going glassy. She sniffled, turning back to the pot for herself. "Well, I wanted to do something for you. Especially since I meant to, and then..."
She was referring to when she came over to his place to take care of him while he was sick and then fell asleep on his bed. He had eventually gotten up and made some miso soup for the both of them, much to Thena's embarrassment and frustration.
"Come on," he chuckled, taking a more civilised spoonful of soup. Actually, it was pretty good on his second taste of it. She had actually cooked the fish just right, which was probably the hardest part of things.
"Hm," she mused, taking only a few spoonfuls for herself in a small tasting bowl. "I suppose I've made much worse."
"It's good," he assuaged, although she still seemed to be ignoring his open praise of it. He tilted his head to try and get a better look at her, "careful, Thena."
She tilted her head at him as well.
"You'll get me hooked on this stuff. Then I'll be asking you to make it for me all the time."
She rolled her eyes at him, now more flustered over his warm reception of her first successful meal attempt. "You will not."
"Why not?" he shrugged, taking another spoonful and chewing the fish. It was actually nice and soft, almost...buttery? His eyes dashed over to the counters again and he spied one of the pans with what was definitely burned butter crusted onto the bottom. That was the smell; she had taken a few tries to get the fish butter basted before adding it to the soup. It was a nice touch, though.
"How are you feeling, by the way?" she peeked up at him, still somewhat shy from his open adoration.
He sniffed the soup again, letting its heavy dill and tarragon scent push through his sinuses. "Much better, now."
#Thenamesh Bodyguard AU#Thena thinks about what she can do for Gil#she looks up recipes and always concludes that something will be too hard#she won't strain the miso right and she doesn't have dashi anyway#she doesn't dare tarnish his love of seaweed soup or sundubu jjigae#even tomato soup requires a hand blender and she wouldn't dare#plus a lot of them call for heavy cream and she's trying to keep things light on Gil's stomach#then she remembers that soup her grandmother made#herbaceous and fishy and warming even when you didn't want it to be#she does her best to find a recipe she thinks she can do#generally it takes a lot of time#but she determines she can pre-cook the fish and some of the veg#while the stock is going#and also she used store bought chicken broth because come on she doesn't have all day to make homemade fish stock#Gil really does love it#he has four whole bowls of it and is floating blissfully afterwards#he also helps her clean the kitchen because my god#it's a massacre
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okay. yeahhh no it’s official. its yearly depressive episode time.
#😞#I don’t know why it surprises me. every single year.#November-January are just consistently always awful#I sincerely believed living in a place with warm year round temperature would help. it did not lol.#anyway. almost exactly a year ago I got into a rut and wrote we will wait and wait in that space#it was certainly a lesson in not putting my very fragile mental health into the hands of fandom lmao#… this year is a little bullshit because I hurt my knee about 6 weeks ago and now I can’t really do the walking/exercising thing I normally#start doing to work off some of this heaviness in my chest#it’s ok. I’m starting some more meds and I have a new psychiatrist#and I have an app for meditation and I’m writing something I’m enjoying (…. not so much writing right now but)#and yeah my entire soul is screaming out for love and affection and validation but. we are going to be chill about it.#sorry for depression posting on this blog#I can’t really talk to anyone about anything#and wouldn’t want to in general#I’m just sad but I think many of us are#and you are not alone and very much loved
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i love washing my hands,,,,.. truly one of the best day 2 day tasks there is
#warm ! cozy... soft hands . smells nice#get to touch fuzzy towel#also i despise having anything whatsoever on my hands like the tiniest bit of a waxy feeling and my whole vibe is off#my brother's cat is very greasy for some reason and i always hav 2 wash my hands immediately after petting him AHJBBHJ...#but it works out because usually he runs into the bathroom whenever im going in there#so i can pet him while im on the toilet n then wash my hands#n just open the door 4 him#we have a good thing goin
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favorite part of work today was when i told the kids to get into two lines, n this one guy was like "i don't want to" n then started talking to his buddy in mandarin, n so then in chinese i was like, "hey, come here."
n he n his buddy looked at each other n then looked at me with like that faintly displeased expression that means they've realized they can't get away with not being that good at english (or feel terribly isolated from n indifferent to the adults bc they don't speak their language) anymore
and then when i told them to line up in mandarin they groaned abt it for sure but they did drag themselves into a line
#i walked in n this one kid handed me a book to read like a big hardcover graphic novel type thing n said i could look through it#so for kicks i started reading it out loud with all the silly voices n sound effects n blocking#and so then obviously the other children started to swarm me and god. kids have so much body heat#n you can feel it bc they have no personal space qwq#n anyway so i led them all to a different corner of the room and ended up reading 15 out of the 16 chapters of the book#out loud to a big chunk of the kids for like an hour w/a 5 min break halfway through for water#and when i came back the kids were organizing the chairs themselves into a semicircle to give me enough space to perform#i was sweating more than i have in Quite A While by the end bc again. children are So Warm n also being dramatic takes energy#the same kid who handed me the book today last year handed me some pokemon cards n i ended up spending all of spring camp#drawing pokemon from cards as references for kids to color n stuff bc i didn't want to go to the computer n print out coloring pages#so! i should probably stop spoiling/“yes and--”ing kids at work w/my nonsense but it gives them smth memorable at least#but also i am so fucking tired today lol i had to leave class as soon as it was done dash home to drop off my jacket n backpack#i didn't even have time to take off my shoes before entering the house so I Did An Unforgivable Sin (walked around w/shoes on)#n then put on my work jacket n dash out the door again to go to my 5.75 hr work shift o(--(#i don't regret it!! i did tell my boss i was free for afternoon camp shifts specifically bc i wanted these shifts even tho timing'd be tigh#successfully taught a kid to tie his shoelaces today though!!!!! what's w/kids n always using the very tips of their laces to mimic you tho#when you are very clearly handling the parts of the laces right next to your foot. it did click for him tho eventually#the worm speaks
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its so sad when a story has all the perfect components for a good romance, but the author doesn't know how to write romance/put those components together to make a compelling dynamic and story.
#finished vol2 of battle angel alita (and started vol3) and I have alot of thoughts#first of all that I REALLY LIKE it. to my own surprise#I usually have a knee jerk negative reaction to het romance and have to warm up to it over time#but from the start i... liked alita and yugo's interactions?#but seeing how one sided alita's feelings were was unfortunate#which is a shame because it had such a good setup for a 'fell first/fell harder' type of thing that would've made the tragedy of yugo's#death all the more impactful#but apart from that. individual scenes/ideas that were rlly good that felt wasted for such an emotionally empty dynamic:#-alita beheading jugo and keeping the head alive with her own heart so that he would survive a cyborg operation.#-the whole Romeo/Juliet parallel#-THE HAND IMAGERY HOLY SHIT#YUGO EXCHANGING HIS HAND FOR HIS BROTHERS SO HE CAN ALWAYS KEEP A PIECE OF HIM/HIS DREAM WITH HIM#THE ONLY THING BEING LEFT OF HIM FOR ALITA TO REMEMBER HIM BY BEING HIS HAND#also the Yugo and Icarus imagery. I'm ripping my hair out#psii.txt#psii reads battle angel alita
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#all the love and all the effort i put in for you to turn you back on me voluntarily and wrong me at my lowest point#but depite that i feel at peace bc i know i will always be a giver and a miserable shit like you cant ever change that about me#i hope you cry when you see how hard it is to cross paths with someone willing to give and give and give like me#i hope you rot and most importantly i hope you leave me alone for the rest of our lives. you make me sick#here’s to never forgetting and never forgiving#here’s to never demonizing this flaming rage that will always reside within me#as a protector#as a guardian#as lens that allow me to see things clearly#if it weren’t for my rage god knows how much longer i would’ve turned a blind eye and continued to excuse your mistreatment#there is honor and love and care in the violence that my rage generates#because above all it is here not to inflict pain but to protect me#today and always i embrace it as i let the remaining embers warm my chilly hands and soothe the flaky edges of my heart
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warm winter tunic for my undead viking man ♡
#low stakes 🦇#my art#einarr good i like him a lot#nevermind that he doesn't feel temperature. he still doesn't. but he likes the illusion of appearing warm when it's cold season#he's always cold. like if you hold his hand. he's Cold there is no human warmth here#that's just what vampires are like#anyway i drew this because i found a really nice tunic for his sim... it was a crusader kings 3 conversion lol#i like it so i wanna keep it Somehow but the thing is that i also like the one i made for him. so i'm like 🙃#he owns both#he made them match on purpose
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I need you to understand that when we're talking and you ask what I've been up to and I respond I've been mostly busy with work. I am NOT bragging. I am not a grind girly. I do not thrive on being busy and making it my whole personality. It is a cry for HELP!! I AM A PRISONER TO THE SYSTEM! SAVE ME!!
#JUST GOTTA CLEAR SOME THINGS UP#BECAUSE THIS IS ALWAYS MY RESPONSE#I AM NOT ONE OF THEM#thoughts brought on by a video on why we work so much nowadays#would ya be surprised one factor is RELIGION!!!!#(at least in the states)#Idle hands are the devil's workshop?? MY ASS#in that case the devil and I are snuggled up in bed!!!#we're warm and cozy and thriving!#unbothered queens!
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