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gniteruirui · 1 year

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💜 moon moon

#fnaf moondrop #fnaf daycare attendants #my art #more doodles #practicing moon draw #sun is harder to try

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spoofyleaf · 10 months

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Carrying in groceries.

Carrying it all in one trip isn’t about proving strength OR about pride. It’s totally just about making less trips.

I have zero idea how to draw kids :”)

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sunny-days-and-warm-mournings · 8 months

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Sharp and sleepy, with his phoenix cap he put on by habit.

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Soft, quiet and with a thoughtful mind. He is meditating!

Two little things to see if I can still draw my favorite monkey :')

#jttw #jttw fanart #journey to the west #journey to the west fanart #sun wukong #sun wukong fanart #jttw monkey king #the monkey king #monkey king hero is back #xiyouji #art #Warm ups! I'll try harder tomorrow if I can!!

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puppyeared · 10 days

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i think the reason why im so drawn to spirit tracks and pkmn scarvi is that having the legendary/princess as a companion rather than a goal that marks the games completion makes me feel satisfied the way i would after helping a friend

my brother always teases me about how I still havent finished botw after almost 7 years bc "id rather be out picking flowers" which i wont say is untrue. and yes i know Zeldas been holding off ganon for 100 years, yes i can get some sort of idea what her relationship with link was like by recalling memories and going through her diary. ive always loved botw for its unique storytelling and setting which makes it stand out, because it lets you get to know who you're saving.

but because theyre memories, it only works if theres something for the player to investigate that already happened. its retroactive (but effective nonetheless)

on the other hand, spirit tracks does something similar but instead of having the player try to piece together memories and interpret them as a spectator, you actually have an opportunity to get to know zelda yourself by talking to her and working together. besides making it a gameplay mechanic, giving the player control over how they interact with zelda makes it so much more personable.

and I find that making the goal feel personal instead of an obligation gives me more of a reason to work towards it. I know what kind of person botw zelda was but as the player, shes still very much a stranger to me. but spirit tracks zelda? thats my friend!!!! she invited me to go to the beach after we get her body back!!! i dont want to whip her to make her move faster thats mean :(

you know how hostage negotiators are trained to introduce themselves and get to know the person theyre negotiating with because its harder to hurt someone when you know what their favorite food is? its kinda like that, because it feels like im helping a friend than being told or led to do smth

and although i havent played scarvi myself, i feel an attachment to koraidon and miraidon even just watching playthrough clips because its like!! thats my weird scaly dog!! it loves sandwiches and we're friends!!! you know!!!!!!

#i dont normally write long posts like this but i think ive been trying to put this into words for a long time and it finally happened #my cloth mother spirit tracks zelda and my wire mother lttp zelda #ACTUALLY ANOTHER THING when i was a kid i always felt guilty when i had to catch the legendary at the end of the game #because to me it was like 'i know none of this is real but if i capture you and have you under my thumb am i robbing the world of something #normal thoughts for a 10 year old to have #when i talked to my brother abt this he was like 'i mean yeah the point is to dunk on the NPCs what were you expecting' and i mean i think #i get that its supposed to feel rewarding because the legendary is THE reward. but it doesnt feel right and i dislike he feeling of pushing #others down to get ahead. i guess u can argue sun/moon does smth similar where you have nebby with lillie #but lillie still ends up handing nebby over to the player and i STILL feel bad because im like shit man you raised that little guy #and koraidon/miraidon feels less like a reward but more like overpowered motorcycle lizard that is just so oupydog. and i love him #and in spirit tracks i went out of my way doing some of the side quests bc zelda asked nicely and honestly that was enough for me #i think all of this boils down to.. i feel very protective abt things i care abt so stories that give me a reason to care hits harder #this can also go the other way bc i CRIED when i finished links awakening because i KNEW every person and im responsible for #literally the end of their world. like. there was a family with 5 kids. marin loved singing and cared about me. she was my FRIEND #i just. ugh. i have too many feelings rn. i kinda wanna draw more spirit tracks link and zelda i think that wld make me feel better #yapping #diary #loz #pokemon

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witheredhope2007 · 2 months

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CAN'T THINK, NEED DRINK

WRONG KIND OF THIRST.

#fnaf #fnaf dca #fnaf sb #fnaf moon #fnaf sun #fnaf daycare attendant #weepart #cw eyestrain #<- just in case? better 2be safe :-} anyways i promise tht other moon drawing i talked abt in the tags of my voc/aloid sun drwing WILL #be drawn soon!!!! i am dealing with symptoms.#BUT OMG. plz. someone. delirium tremendous felix hagan and the family is SO MOON. ITS SO MOON. SMOEONE HEAR ME OUT HERE PLZ.#drew this sorta with the thought of like. what if the virus progressed to a point where in the dcas headspace when moon was in control.. su #was harder to see harder to hear harder to sense. and like recalled memories that moon had would have like. 'pinked out' silhouettes and .#smtimes hed see sun's silhouette 2 even though they share a body (suns only way of trying to communicate/break through 2 moon at this stage #agh. they make me sick. i love them. also plz dont tag as ship ? it just makes me uncomfy is all. ok ty bye :P

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bones-of-a-rabbit · 1 year

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*gives my weird shit post meme oc an edgy origin story*

FazCo Management: Okay so some parents have safety concerns about how many kids are being watched by just two robots so now we have to bring in a third one so they’ll stfu

Management: *rushes through the creation process, basically shrugging and saying ‘good enough’ at its beta stage* *drop it off in the daycare after maybe two days of testing, not giving any of the now Three Robots any actual explanation or introduction to one another* *gives each a good star for a job well done and calls it a day*

Sun and Moon, now saddled with what is basically the newest new hire in the history of inexperienced employees, with no warning and no idea what to do with them at all:

Hazel, who has No Idea how to be a polite or reasonable person in the slightest, hitting the ground running in all the wrong directions: WOW your place is like noisy and just full of stuff, huh! Like damn y’all live like this!

Sun, taking that personally: Would you perchance like to be given exactly four cubic feet of space as far away from us as possible?

Hazel: Would I!!!!

Hazel, forty five days later, still standing in that four cubic feet space, having not talked to another living creature in fourteen days: Boy it sure is fun watching Sun and Moon have fun with all those kids from wayyyy over here!

Hazel:

Hazel: Somehow I understand what being a deflated balloon feels like now! That’s weird!

At some point in the future, when Hazel has realized that they have been sidelined and actively ignored for basically her whole life,

Hazel: Today I shall wake up and choose violence nuisance

#hazel the happy hare #hazy day zy #hazel the daycare hare #fnaf oc #shitpost oc #why am I like this #oc lore #fnaf x oc #oc x canon #the sad part is that Hazel still rlly wants attention from Sun n Moon #even when she’s literally trying to make their life harder LMAO #is it bc she has a crush or bc they are the closest thing to roommates she has #who knows! not me!#doodles #sketches #bones of a rabbit art #Babbit the daycare rabbit

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navree · 2 years

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europeans wanna be oppressed so fuckin bad

#personal #this is soooooooooo funny i'm sorry #yes the REAL issue in all of this is that ned Appropriated Italian Heritage #shut the fuck up are you insane #(also the way to try and frame this as if this is just like those weirdos who do their 'i'm 1/16th cherokee horsehshit. chef's kiss)#like if you ARE italian you should have bigger fucking concerns on your mind than ned from the try guys #mussolina is running your country now focus on that and not about how you've been hate crimed #because an american mutt said that he's got italian percentage in his dna #'quit claiming european heritage' well when europeans take back the centuries they spent shoving their heritage under the sun #then we can talk #this is literally both hilarious and honestly pathetic i have never seen anyone want to be angry abt smth harder in my LIFE

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soldier-poet-king · 11 months

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Half of bllb read. Sunshine nap acquired. Birds hanging outside w me if I lay still enough. It doesn't fix it, but it's enough

#franposting #this is the first time i have felt real in like. 3 days #we love to dissociate :)#i hate it i hate it i hate it #bc i get the kind where /i/ don't feel real #much more often than the one where the world feels remote #and im constantly afraid im losing my grip on my brain and reality anyway #but it is harder to be afraid youre not really a person when laying in the sun #UNFORTUNATELY. humidty means insane thunderstorm appearing out of nowhere and scaring the shit out of my napping ass #so. i will go eat food bc unfortunately i need it even when i dont feel real #and play totk. and maybe. maybe a cider. as a treat :)#anyway yeah sorry that convo with the librarian was weird not bc hes not allowed his (wrong) anime opinions #but because ive been so detached from existing for 3 days and havent had to carry on any convos #and trying to make eye contact and have a coherent thought outside of myself is. hard. when its like that

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istopaskingmemate · 11 days

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the Havoc in Heaven

the havoc in heaven is a critical part of both jttw and lmk one that we are only now hearing about in the show. certain things have changed between the two medias so I'm gonna give a very basic overview of how it happen in jttw and then fit it with the changes made to lmk to pieces together why.

I personally normally think of the havoc in heaven in three parts (yes the bit wukong talks about at the part in not all it)

part 1 horses

heaven invites Wukong to be the head of the celestial horse stables telling him it is a highly regarded perision (it’s not). Wukong finds out and releases the horse to cause chaos. He then goes back to FFM to proclaim himself as "Great Sage Equal to Heaven".

part 2 peaches

heaven gives into Wukong demands letting him officially become the Great Sage Equal to Heaven and invite him back to guard the peach garden. Wukong ends causing chaos because somehow no one considered the ramifications of leaving a monkey in a grove full of his favourite fruits meaning there was none for the peach banquet. Wukong (who didn't know about the banquet prior) decides he wants to go so he impersonates someone who was invited and gets drunk. in his drunken state he drinks all the wine and eats all the pills of immortality which immediately sobers him and in panic Wukong goes back to FFM.

part 3 it goes to shit

the jade emperor attacks FFM and Wukong kicks butt. until Erlang come and tag teams Wukong with Lou Zu (prob not right spelling) and takes him to be executed which fails. Since normal execution attempts continue to failed they put him in the furnace for 49 days. after which Wukong is relished (cuz they though he dead) and pissed so he starts killing everyone and decides he wants to be the Jade emperor. Then the buddha comes and locks him under the mountain.

Now lmk where does the brotherhood scenes we have fit into.

Well first the dinner party scene occurs between parts 1 and 2 seeing as wukong mentions the horses but not the peach garden (I checked). This does create a bit of a problem for the timeline since it’s at this dinner at they all decide their gonna go after heaven. thus why would wukong the new “king” of the rebellion agree to work with heaven again since we know he does work in the peach garden from multiple scenes? My guess is that he discussed it with azure and agreed with the intension (this time) to rob them of their immortality peaches/ wine/pills so he could make himself and his loved ones immortal in preparation for the upcoming war. Which could be what him “running off to search for more power, more immortality” is referring to.

Next brotherhood scene is them preparing to leave for war which happens after part 2 but before part 3 since wukong mentions losing track of how immortal he is before they leave for the battle aka lmk part 3

Now why is this important well notice the difference between the two events. in jttw Wukong is very passive and only causes a fuss when heaven treats him as lesser. Even when fights break out, he is also entirely on the defensive well… until he’s not which is after over month of torture so can you really blame him? In lmk he is actively trying to take over heaven since the first meeting. Why because somewhere between part 1 and 2 there was a dinner where wukong was crowned king.

Now I’m not saying that wukong was a poor little victim or not responsible for what happen and Azure is a big meanie groomer who forced him into? NO! all of it would have happened regardless of azure being there. I’m saying that Azure did heavily influence Wukong’s decisions purposeful or not and in a positive way. Weather he meant to or not Azure maniplulated wukong into becoming the jade emperor

Wukong in the jttw does not want to take over heaven he wants to be accepted by heaven. Everything from the way he acts to the title he chooses (Great sage equal to heaven) indicates this. It isn’t until he’s torture and almost killed multiple times that he recognises it’s unattainable and tries to destroy heaven instead. He never wanted to be the jade emperor before being cooked nor mentions it again after so it seems to me that becoming the jade emperor was a spur of the (very angry and upset) moment decision rather than an achell want. In lmk the brotherhood (unintentionally) tells wukong that his wish is unattainable before this. So instead of trying to get acceptance from heaven he turns to getting from his brothers, the mortal realm, and especially Azure. So Wukong agrees to Azure plans and in those plans he becomes the jade emperor.

TL;DR in lmk havoc in heaven wukong is far more active then in jttw and it's because of Azure. Take and you can that as you will 😉

#lego monkie kid #sun wukong #azure lion #jade emperor #I personally see it as azure got too excited and forgot that wukong was well wukong and just exspected him to do/know stuff that wukong #just wasn't/didn't forsing wukong to become that in order to keep the acceptence or feed his ego depending on how you look at it.#and when wukong couldn't keep up the image Azure was so shocked that he justified as wukong betraying them #some thing to the like #well that's my current thinking idk really I'm still trying to figure out their relationship #it's quite complex and there isn't much screen time for it #hope we get more on it in S5 maybe?#please don't note this as jttw it's a decusion of lmk concepts while just refuring back to jttw for context.#it's getting harder to find jttw stuff without lmk in it #thank you

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beanie-twink · 10 months

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This time I got some sleeping at last recs for you!

Before I started compiling them I was convinced that it was mostly gonna be angst again, but honestly? I think this might have the highest amount of happy songs (4/7) I’ve recced you so far lmao

1. Mercury

→ we’re still gonna start with the angst tho

→ at first I was gonna say this feels a lot like anthony post leaving smosh…

but honestly?

I really feel like it fits both of them pretty well during that time

“Rows of houses sound asleep

Only street lights notice me

I am desperate if nothing else

In a holding pattern to find myself”

“I talk in circles, I talk in circles

I watch for signals, for a clue

How to feel different, how to feel new

No one can unring this bell

Unsound this alarm, unbreak my heart new

God knows, I am dissonance

Waiting to be swiftly pulled into tune”

“I'll go anywhere you want, anywhere you want

Anywhere you want me”

(-> doesn’t really fit that time, but it still hits so hard with them imo)

“I know the further I go

The harder I try, only keeps my eyes closed

And somehow I've fallen in love

With this middle ground at the cost of my soul”

-> this part being about why Anthony left smosh and also kind of feeling like Ian "betrayed" a part of their soul by being willing to stay even though the content wasn't as good/connected to them as it used to be

(like obvi he doesn't think that way anymore, but I am soooo curious about what will be in that letter and I feel like it could be something along those lines)

2. North

→ literally their journey through the years

-> like from the start of building smosh until the rekindling and working together again

“We will call this place our home

The dirt in which our roots may grow

Though the storms will push and pull”

“We’ll tell our stories on these walls

Every year, measure how tall

And just like a work of art”

“A little broken, a little new

We are the impact and the glue

Capable of more than we know

We call this fixer upper home”

“With each year, our color fades

Slowly, our paint chips away

But we will find the strength

And the nerve it takes

To repaint and repaint and repaint every day”

→ especially this part is so!!!

“Smaller than dust on this map

Lies the greatest thing we have:

The dirt in which our roots may grow

And the right to call it home”

3. East

→ both of them reminiscing on the past and when they first started creating videos together

“I set out to rule the world

With only a paper shield and a wooden sword

No mountain dare stand in my way”

“My kingdom towers above it all

While I sleep safe and sound in my cardboard walls”

“Now I bear little resemblance to the king I once was

I bear little resemblance to the king I could become

Maybe paper is paper, maybe kids will be kids

Lord, I wanna remember how to feel like I did”

4. West

→ Ian’s POV both during the “between years” and I also kinda see it as him reassuring Anthony that they will work things out together

“Maps stretched out

Too many miles to count

Let's just say we're inches apart

And even closer at heart”

“Another pin pushed in

To remind us where we've been

And every mile adds up

And leaves a mark on us

And sometimes our compass breaks

And our steady true north fades”

-> just the idea of both of them kind of thinking of the other as their compass/the person that gives them a sense of direction in life

-> and back to vidcon also as a reference to Ian loosing his "magnifying glass"

“We'll be just fine

I just know we will”

“Time moves slow

When half of your heart has yet to come home

Every minute's adding up

And leaving a mark on us

I can't get you out of my mind

I solemnly that I'll never try”

(I am so normal about the last part of this song, I swear! *sobs*)

5. I'll keep you safe

→ again, them reconnecting and deciding to create videos together again

“I'll keep you safe

Try hard to concentrate

Hold out your hand

Can you feel the weight of it?

The whole world at your fingertips”

“Don't be, don't be afraid

Our mistakes, they were bound to be made

But I promise you I'll keep you safe”

“You are an artist

But your heart is your masterpiece

And I'll keep it safe”

“As you build up your collection

Of pearls that you pulled from the deep

A landscape more beautiful

Than anything that I've ever seen”

→ this part just reminds me a lot of the whole sun/magnifying glass conversation as well, if that makes sense?

6. Light

→ the reconnection, mainly through Anthony’s POV; except for the orange line which was literally Ian when Anthony left

“May these words be the first to find your ears

The world is brighter than the sun now that you're here

Though your eyes will need some time to adjust

To the overwhelming light surrounding us”

“I'll give you everything I have

I'll teach you everything I know

I promise I'll do better

I will always hold you close

But I will learn to let you go

I promise I'll do better

I will soften every edge

I'll hold the world to its best

And I'll do better

With every heartbeat I have left

I will defend your every breath

And I'll do better”

“Cause you are loved, you are loved more than you know

I hereby pledge all of my days to prove it so”

7. Seven

→ I listen to the album this is on a lot but somehow this song always slipped past me before

→ but in connection with Ianthony?? hits so good istg

→ the final and (imo) happiest song on this list

→ literally them right now, just being so excited about being best friends and working on smosh videos again <3

→ especially Anthony’s POV (mostly fueled by all the vidcon content)

“How nice it'd be if we could try everything

I'm serious, let's make a list and just begin

"What about danger?" So what? "What about risk?"

Let's climb this mountain before we cross that bridge!”

“'Cause I'm restless

For whatever comes next”

“How wonderful to see a smile on your face

It costs farewell tears for a welcome home parade

A secret handshake between me and my one life

( → them just doing the friendship high-five over and over again)

I'll find the silver lining no matter what the price”

“'Cause I'm hungry

For whatever comes next”

“But I want to be here

Truly be here

To watch the ones that I love bloom

And I want to make room

To love them through and through and through

And through the slow and barren seasons too

I feel hope Deep in my bones

Tomorrow will be beautiful”

“And I'm ready

Restless and hungry

For whatever comes next”

Honourable mentions:

(As in not accurate enough for a whole song analysis for them, but some of the vibes are there)

(These two especially leaning more towards the anxiety that Anthony has talked about)

Neptune

Pluto

Always gotta start with angst also I HAVE NEVER HIT TAG LIMIT B4 THIS IS WHAT YOUR RECS DID TO ME

#mercury ruined me #wallpaper-inside-my-heart you’ve done it again #‘I’ll go anywhere you want me’ and I’m supposed to be sane #‘the harder I try only keeps my eyes closed’ makes me think of like them trying so hard to make it work back then but not realizing #That they need to grow apart for a little #so like that part is like Ian #ALL OF NORTH IS SO THEM REBUILDING #can I just say east starts out so good that piano medley is so beautiful #EAST IS SO EARLY SMOSH CODED #AND….'the years wore on and changed my heart' is how they changed while making smosh and how Anthony lost sight of that start #‘we’ll be just fine’ in west oh okay I’m losing my mind #even just the title of ‘I’ll keep you safe’ is enough to make me lose it personally #Anthony being like no we can do it we can create again!!! and showing Ian when they have that first writing session #‘don’t be afraid’ SHUT UP RN.#not a single hehehe moment in the building rn #DARKNESS REWRITTEN BY THEIR REUNION.#‘your heart is a masterpiece’ my god please I’m gonna fall to my knees #‘the world is brighter than the sun now that you’re here’…I need therapy rn #‘I promise I’ll do better’ STOP?!?!?!?#‘I will soften every edge’ Anthony when he let go and stopped being bitter and angry #‘your eyes will need time to adjust’ bc they spent so much time apart #GIVE YOU EVERYTHING I HAVE.#OP PLEASE #DEFENDING EVERY BREATH.#YOU ARE LOVED?!)/&:&/@2 #you connecting the part in seven to the handshake IM SICK #THE WELCOME HOME PARTJSKAJSJSJD #‘I want to be here truly be here’ good fucking bye #literally Anthony #ianthony song recs

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horizonandstar · 2 years

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It would b very cool if reader found a way to make a device that can help detect the right tones in sun and moons language and fucking realizes "what the fuck what the fuuuuck

dear diary, i thought these guys were saying the same word to me. this has been going on for too long

#ask #crispy-onion #now that i typed your username i kinda want some now #like those fried ones #crumchy #people i know irl that dont know any tonal languages are going to hear from me very quickly #i need to know if they can distinguish the tones and if they can pronounce the words differently or not #ooor i will look it up online lol #i dont think reader will be able to pick out the difference in their tones #they are going to rely so much on context and common sense to understand sun and moons language #vice versa reader will also not really say the tones #if they try it just becomes harder to decipher what theyre trying to say #saying the words fairly toneless is actually easier for both parties #or at least not trying to think about tones #you get what i mean

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princessandknightfight · 1 year

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Every time I start one of these I think "Oh, this is going to be easy" and then it is Fucking Not

#i think it's getting. harder actually.#next person to send in a joke submission or an improperly formatted one #i am sending you directly into the sun just fucking try me #midnight speaks

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wispythreads · 2 years

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Doodley sketches trying to figure out how to draw this goofball.

Plus a very quick more ‘faithful’ attempt

Cause it does get a bit jarring, seeing the in-game version in comparison suddenly, but I didn’t latch onto the guy originally because of the simplified style. He’s just neat.

#fnaf #fnaf security breach #daycare attendant #sun #my art #fanart #trying to doodle him first cause he feels #harder than moon?#mainly because of the sun rays #there's a reason all my drawings as a kid featured the sun as just a circle in the sky

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suokumi · 2 years

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I'm feeling feelings and I don't like it

#suo shut up #yea I mean it's stupid to think this way #sorta #but sometimes feelings are overwhelming #and I don't want to take extra dose because it will make me all dizzy tired and sleepy #'m not sure if I'm capable of anything productive rn but I'll try to draw some content with Sun Moon and YN #I've been busy drawing some side stuff so I didn't really do much of a fandom content #but I'm slowly trying to organize my time so I can manage doing everything #it'll be harder when college starts again qwq #it's the last year it's the last year it's the last year

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furykept · 2 years

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@tokushuei ( emu ) asked: ❝ whatever matters to you matters to me, you’re important to me. ❞

affectionate and affirming // open

it’s odd, hearing such sentiments stated out loud. you don’t come from the most affectionate ( physically or verbally ) family ever, and anyone who looks at you can tell you are a far cry from affectionate yourself. still, it’s the first time anyone has said something like this to you. and it isn’t coming from your parents, not your sister or your brother, not even from ieternally-attached-to-your-side-cousin komori ( though you don’t doubt that he’d have wanted to, knowing how sentimental he likes to be ). no, instead it’s from emu, who has become such a light in your life― even more than your boisterous and all-too-cheerful teammates, who apparently lament not being able to brighten your day in nearly the way that emu can, according to inunaki ( and you doubt that, instead betting those three fools are just playing up for dramatics ).

but, for as odd as it is to hear, you don’t dislike it. even when that equally odd and persistent feeling of butterflies rises in your chest once more. and perhaps underneath that ever-present mask of yours, there is even a smile― full and genuine― playing at your lips.

❝even so, i’d hate for you to miss work, or any other plans you might have had,❞ you remark as your fingers intertwine with his, head coming to rest on his shoulder. and truly, you don’t mind if he isn’t able to make it to your practice game against the ejp raijins, where your cousin and old friends play. after all, there are plenty of real matches you’ll be able to play against not just them, but the adlers too, where your real competition plays in the form of ushijima. so you’re surprised that emu, once you told him about the scrimmage this weekend, expressed his desire to make it there.

❝but... i certainly wouldn’t mind you being there, either, if you have the time,❞ you add with a gentle squeeze to his hand. you always play better when emu is there to watch, after all. perhaps that’s a form of showing off, of wanting to show him what you’re capable of ( regardless of his knowledge on the sport ), but you’re okay with that. having someone there to watch just makes you happy, anyway.

#tokushuei #∗ —— ❝ general 》 in character #∗ —— ❝ muse 》 sakusa kiyoomi #∗ —— ❝ verse 》 going out with a smile; ending in a victory ( sakusa kiyoomi / timeskip )#∗ —— ❝ ship 》 who needs the sun to shine when you can smile wider than the sky? ( emuomi / tokushuei )#anyone else: [tries to cheer up omi]#omi: :/#emu: indicates wanting to go to his practice game #omi: :)))) <333 #he's!! happy!!!#he's not great at showing it yet but he's happy!!!#and yes he will show off/try harder if emu is ever watching him at practice or his games or anything #he likes showing off for bf #who wouldn't tbh lskafmglkdrm

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death-rebirth-senshi · 2 months

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Obviously people should talk about things that help with their mood/mental illness as often as possible and many posts that discuss it are pushing back against the idea of mental illness as an unchangeable identity and anti-recovery rhetoric where people instead demand that no one ever expect anything of them while they get everything and that anyone gently telling them to make life changes is evil.

But it's always a little disheartening to see people go "man it's so annoying that I go outside and I instantly feel better" or "wow eating well really changes my day around who knew" when that stuff like. Doesn't help my mood, or a least not nearly so dramatically.

#which should help me to put more stock in my bipolar diagnosis #Because while I'm trying not to write off entirely that diet and exercise contribute especially in a long run sort of way #it's like. When I'm doing well I eat right and then one day I will Not Be Well and only from then on do I start eating like shit #and god going on walks. I walked for a week straight while it was sunny and warmish out and every day it was harder and harder to do #and each day I walked shorter and shorter distances and felt so bad the entire time that I was out in the sun touching grass #and I still felt like shit. Made me feel guilty. Which is my cross to bear!

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