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loverboybitch · 1 year
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hi i would just like to report that getting out of my house and being a member of society is cool and kind of rules even when its scary yeah.//.
#uploads#imjustsittinghere#meeting this at work like actually went well it was really chill and cool to see everyone#like yeah i did embarrass myself trying to introduce myself wehn we all went around idk i got like really anxious halfway thru#talking and sortve just mumbled off the end of my intro but it wasnt so bad i think#at least had good chats with like two people ive only sort of met online and they were nice so : )#literally forgot how nice it was jus to be around other people and do work and stuff its cool. we all had to get new laptops#and were just hanging around the IT station waiting and chatting and i felt a littel more whole than i have been#oddly feeling restored instead of drained and feeling better than i have been the last couple weeks#no idea how long it will last but we can treasure the joy for now#ordered some books i wanted and a bunch of new yarn#plus my new hoodie is finally supposed to get here tomorrow so im pumped : )#still missing alot and a little lonely but ya know what else is new#thank u to everyone for not making fun of me for being vulnerable on my ig story i had to get it out#n truly i really just was like this is stuff i post and say on tumblr anyway why not be a lil open about my feels to my close friends#smtimes its good to be a lil vulnerable even if its scary#very much love <3 :*#oh and also jsut on==unrealted#but i hate that i look better with a fresh clean shaven face cause shaving is so annyoing lol#like i really do look way more cute and handsome i just cannot be fucked to shave more than once a week really or even that often#keep thinking like i should get laser hair removal on my face but no that is far too permenant#what if i look handsome with a beard when im older#but for now i need to toggle that shit off like a video game character i swear#anyway <3 very sleepy just finishing work have a big day of recceving packages and sewing with my friend later#kiss kiss xx
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arcadejohn127-9 · 3 years
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Hello! I hope you're having a good day! I was wondering if I could request the brothers with a partner thats been away for awhile maybe visiting family or something and the brother is having a hard time with them not around, missing them, so the mc decides to come back early to surprise them. Like maybe they open their bedroom door and mc is sitting there waiting for them or mc pops out of nowhere and gives them smooches and a big hug. What would their reactions be? If you don't feel up to it then please feel free to delete this, I'd never want to bother a writer. Also! I want to say, your writing is really great!! I can't wait to see more works from you in the future!
Some fluff for everyone~ you're not a bother, I just let myself get overwhelmed and some poor timing irl just happened last time - I'll be sure to be more thoughtful about how many asks I accept to do in such a short time
Though I only made it a short surprise visit - sorry!
Lucifer:
He was ashamed to say it but he was missing you
You were having a small summer break to see your family and be back in the human world
For a man who's lived thousands of years he never suspected he'd fall this hard
He stared at the other side of his, foolishly believing you'd be there to greet him in the morning
What he didn't know that due to pact magic; you could sense his mood
An invisible tug pulling at your mind telling you to see him
When he got back home he immediately headed to his room, not wanting to deal with his brothers
"Hello (Y/N)."
He stopped, whipping around to see you on his bed
"Surprise!"
He let go of his shame, rushing over to you and fell to his knees
"I've missed you, my love."
"I know~ i could feel it in our pact, I never knew you'd miss me this much, you really are a softie."
"You're teasing will not effect me this time, are you back for good?"
Why? Because he was whipped and was internally screaming with excitement
"No but I thought I'd pop in to give you these-"
You cupped his face and smothered his face in kisses
Before he could do anything you suddenly disappeared, giving him a peace sign
He got a text not too long after saying you'll pop in next week
Mammon:
Everyone knew he missed you and I mean EVERYONE
even random demons on the street knew!
He was moping around, whining about you being gone
He constantly looks like a kicked puppy
And you could feel it with your pact, you decided it was best to visit him
You teleported in his room
He wasn't there at the moment so you kept yourself busy by playing pool
As soon as he trudged into his room you greeted him
You were surprised his neck didn't snap due to how quick it moved
"(Y/N)!!! YOU'RE BACK!"
He was Infront of you, picking you up and putting you down on his pool table
His face buried in your chest
"i knew you'd miss me, our pact was telling me to see you so I'm visiting."
"only visiting...? You won't stay?"
"Don't use your puppy eyes on me or else I won't give you your gift."
He immediately perked up at that, mouth sealed shut
You cupped his face and covered it in kisses, making sure to mostly aim for his lips
He wanted more
He tried to hold you closer but you only disappeared
Happy to see a note on his bed saying you'll come back soon
Levithan:
Nothing felt the same anymore
Gaming with people was just annoying and made him rage quit
He just rewatched old shows, saving up the news ones for when you came back
Is worried you're never coming back
You took pity on him feeling his pact flare up
You came back to the devildom wanting to surprise him, the human world feeling a bit lonely without his presence
You were hiding in his bathtub, under all the cushions
When he stormed into his room with a massive frown you immediately rised out of your hiding spot
He screamed pointing his fork at you almost dropping his food
"you're here?! Like---- actually!??!!!"
You almost tripped when you jumped out of his bed, rushing over to him
He didn't care how overwhelmed he got, letting you stroke his hair and hug him
"Only for a little bit, but your pact told me you were lonely and I wanted to see you."
He immediately got embarassed knowing he got called out
"i- I miss you."
You smiled, kissing all over his face and holding his hands
He was stunned and bright red but you suddenly teleported away
You texted him, telling him what you'll come back officially and for him to expect more surprises
Satan:
Was more aggravated without you
'excuse you, that's my emotional support human'
He hated seeing any couple as he knew you were still gone for another week and he couldn't hold your hand like others could with their partner
Your pact was always raging; you almost tripped when you felt that invisible tug
It seemed it was time to visit the Devildom to sooth your boyfriend
You were hiding behind his door
When he came into his room you just missed getting hit by it
You saw his tense he looked and immediately slinked over, wrapping your arms around him
"Asmo I swear I will-"
When he saw it was you all tension left his body
He hugged you, sighing with joy as he leaned against you
"Now I feel bad I'm only popping in."
"hm, it is a shame perhaps you could stay then."
"I love you but I left mid dinner with my parents, there's only so long you can be in the bathroom before it gets concerning."
You both laughed but you knew you had to get back
So you kissed his face as much as you could reach before dipping back with a quick "see ya!"
Asmodeus:
Poor Solomon, having to hear him complain about you not being there almost every day
He spends most of his time in his room hiding away from his adoring public
Noticing his skin keeps looking awful no matter what he does
When your pact kept tugging you you knew you had to go see him
You teleported over, landing on his bed
He just left his bathroom, an oversized shirt on him and a towel aroulnd his neck catching the water still dripping out of his hair
"AH-! nooo sweetheart why did you come back now?! My hair isn't dry!"
"I'll come back later then-"
He pulled you into a hug, hiding his face in your neck
"nooo!! I missed you so much."
You just laughed, having mercy on him and patted his hair causing it to completely dry
"I missed you too, but I'm only seeing how you are."
"you're cruel."
You kissed his head before moving his face so he looked at you, he was pouting
You kissed all over his face before giving him a big smooch on his lips
You immediately teleported back when he tried to cling to you
You left him a note on his table that you'll be back in a few days
Beezlebub:
Don't look at him like that
He's just stress eating okay??!!
He's so use to having you cure other cravings he has that now he's gone back to being a complete eating Machine
Sure that never really changed but before your arrival he ate ALOT more
His pact with you was always shining and you felt the need to see him
You decided you'll pop in
You somehow ended up in mini fridge, all the trays were taken out and there wasn't a spot of food inside
You saw your boyfriend chowing down and coughed into your hand
"surprise, baby!"
He stopped eating, quickly gulping down and helped you out of the fridge
"you shouldn't be in there you could catch a cold."
"I missed you too."
You kissed both of his cheeks, giving him some actual kisses
He just let you shower him in kisses as he held your hips
"I missed you aswell, are you staying?"
"not for long but I'm coming back next week, save me some of that Ice cream."
He looked down at the ice cream and nodded with a frown
You teleported back after kissing his forehead
Belphegor:
Has been clinging to anyone he could get his hands on
Which mostly was his twin, just clinging to his arm, leg, back, wherever he could
He missed hugging you and taking naps with you
Didn't even bother to hide how much he missed you
Has considered going back on all his chatacter development just so he would come back
You had a feeling it was best to go back to the devildom for a visit when your pact kept fizzing
He was sitting in his room, crushing a squishy plush cow with a snarl
"Missed me?"
He whipped aroulnd and just stared at you in shock
"I am asleep again?"
He frowned
"this is reality, I'm just making a stop here to see you."
He hugged you, breathing in your smell, missing it already
"I missed you, when are you coming back? Naps haven't been the same."
"you gotta survive another week, but I got something for you."
He raised a brow, confused on what it could be
But surprise! It was kisses all over his face
He felt true peace feeling you kiss him again and actually fell sleep smiling
You laughed as he suddenly flopped smiling like an idioit
You made kissed his cheek one last time before heading back
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kaaytea · 3 years
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hey! i hope youre doing great! if it isnt a problem, could you do atsumu, oikawa, sakusa and kuroo with a s/o who overthinks alot and notices that theyre hanging out with someone else alot recently and is scared that they're going to leave but they reassure reader that they won't leave? it'd be nice if it was fluffy :(((
Hi cutie! I'm doing well and I hope you are too! I apologize if Sakusa isn't very..Sakusa-y?? I'm still figuring him out a bit 😅 I tried my best to make it fluffy enough, I hope what I wrote will suffice
The Dangers of Overthinking
⤷Includes: Oikawa, Kuroo, Atsumu, Sakusa
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Oikawa
It's no secret that Oikawa is a pretty popular guy
And usually this doesn't bother you much, no matter how busy Oikawa was he always had little ways to reassure you he wasn't ignoring you
Gradually you started to notice him spending less time checking in on you throughout the day, the most you'd get is a pat on the head, a quick kiss, or a short text before Oiks slipped away with the rest of his team
You did your best to ignore the little voice in your head expressing that he was avoiding you. Oikawa was committed to his sport and that was fine, this behavior was normal
But the one thing you couldn't shake was whenever he went off with the team there was a person you didn't recognize in the group
You'd met his team HUNDREDS of times and by this point you knew everyone by name, number, and position from the hours you've sat with Tooru and watched game recordings. It was the middle of the season so they couldn't have suddenly got a new player
So who was this person? And why was your boyfriend always gravitating towards them?
Overthinking was dangerous for you, the longer you dwelled the further you fell into the dark doubts tucked into the back of your mind
This continued on for weeks until one day you just stayed in bed wrapped in blankets with only your thoughts
Setters are trained to notice small things, little details that could reveal a weakness in defense, anything that would help them decide who to set too
Oikawa was beautifully gifted in that aspect of a setter, it didn't take long to notice how distanced you'd become
Originally he thought it was a personal matter so he let you have your space, except unlike the other times you didn't bounce back. Infact, you were getting further from him the longer it went on
Oikawa quietly opened the door to your bedroom, letting his volleyball bag slip off his shoulder and placing it by the door
He sat down carefully on the side of your bed before he playful poked your side
"(y/n)-chaaan~"
You didn't respond and only pulled the sheets tighter around you causing a pout to form on his face
He gently pulled the sheets away from your head and pressed his hand to your forehead
"You don't have a fever so you're definitely not sick.....wanna tell me what's wrong?"
"You're not gonna leave me, right?"
Your voice was so quiet he just barely heard what you said
The hand on your forehead slipped down to your cheek, his thumb brushed softy across your cheek bone
"Why would I leave you?"
"You keep hanging around that person"
"Ah, be a little more specific sweetie"
"The blonde one! The blonde that's been hanging off you when you're with the team!"
You finally open up to him and what's he do? LAuGh! He's laughing at you!
Tears started to burn in your eyes as you quickly went to pull the covers over your head and flip onto your side facing away from him, only Oiks was a step ahead and pulled you into a sitting position facing him
"W-wait wait, Let me explain! (Y/n)-chan, that's our new manager. They've been helping me plan out drills for the team."
"Oh"
Well now you felt a bit silly
After a few seconds of silence you sighed and hid your face in Oikawa's shoulder. His arms wrapped around you body and he leaned back against your headboard
He spent the rest of the night holding you, whispering promises of never leaving you and how you're more important to him than anything else
Kuroo
Kuroo's friendly personality seemed to just attract people
I mean it was definitely something that hooked you so it was understandable why people tend to flock to him
It's just frustrating when he seems to have plans with people all the time, you barely see him these days
You didn't want to bring this to his attention in fear of being seen as clingy or controlling; Tetsu was your partner and had his own life, he wasn't a pet you could whistle for whenever you felt lonely
But you couldn't help but feel a bit....rejected
You were only about 5 minutes into lunch break and so far all you've done is lay your head on your desk and watched the rain fall outside
The gloomy day enhanced your depressed mood, your mind caught in the whirlpool of overthinking
Suddenly a little package was placed in front of you, followed by the sound of a chair being pulled up to your desk
You lifted your head from the desk only to find the very person that's been stuck in your mind sitting infront of you
"I got you melon bread from that bakery you like down the street, I would have given it to you earlier but you weren't here when I got to campus this morning."
"I missed my train..."
Kuroo snorted at your response and muttered something about you being cute before pulling out his lunch and beginning to eat
You opened the melon bread package, it looked delicious but your appetite seemed to have vanished
Kuroo watched you tear off a piece of the bread before placing the piece back on the wrappings with a sigh
Something was definitely wrong, you never turned down pastries from that bakery
"Not hungry?"
"Not really..."
"Did something else happen this morning? You're looking a bit...dejected"
You could never lie to Kuroo, and at this point you were so fed up with feeling alone that you didn't care about looking clingy, so you told him
He listened carefully to what you said and when you finished your rant he reached over the desk to hold your hands in his
"I'm sorry I made you feel like that. It won't happen again, I promise.....You've gotta tell me these things though, ok? I don't know what I'd do if I lost you."
You could tell he meant every word he said, if there was one thing you knew about Kuroo it was that he prided himself on staying true to his promises
You felt a weight off your shoulders the second he pressed a kiss to your hand
You even got your appetite back and devoured the melon bread he got you!
Atsumu
You'd of never expected Atsumu to spend time with someone outside of the volleyball team
Especially one of his fan girls of all people
All this interaction between the two started abruptly during lunch break. The girl had bounced up and pulled him away from your little group before anyone could get a word in, everyone just stared as the blonde was dragged down the hall
You were use to the fan girls, 'Tsumu never gave them the time of day so it was never a problem, but this just felt...off
Why was he suddenly paying attention to one of them? Was he bored of you? We're you just not enough to satisfy his ego?
You were torn from your thoughts by a gentle call of your name
You turned your attention from the clipboard in your lap to the direction of the voice meeting Kita's soft but steady eyes
"You seem less energetic than normal, have you eaten anything today?"
"Oh I'm fine Kita-senpai, you don't have to-"
You were cut off by him handing you a banana and a rant about how even their manager has to be in peak condition
You couldn't refuse Kita so you took the food with a smile and powered through the rest of practice
You left immediately after you finished cleaning the gym, ignoring the calls from Atsumu to wait up for him
You tried to walk fast so he wouldn't be able to catch up but the universe seemed to be against you as he easily jogged up to you minutes after you left
"Wassup with ya today? Kita-san said you were actin' weird."
"I'm surprised you noticed he said anything, your attention seems to be on other people."
Atsumu stepped infront of you, blocking you from walking further down the road
"Wass that supposed to mean?"
"I don't know Miya, why don't you ask your little fan girl"
You stepped around him attempting to run the rest of the way home but his hand grabbed your arm, spinning you back around to face him
Atsumu's hands held you in place to keep you from running away
"That's what this is about? That annoyin' scrub who won't leave me alone?"
"Annoying scrub?"
Atsumu went on explaining how he was partnered with her for a project in Japanese history and how even after they finished the project she wouldn't leave him alone (no matter how many times he told her to go away)
After he explained you felt a little better but you still felt insecurities scratching at your mind
You reached out for his hand and started walking again, keeping your eyes on the ground as you walked
"You didn't think I was cheatin' on ya.....right?"
"....."
".....I'd never leave ya for someone like that, yer the only one I've got my eyes on. Plus, yer the only person I've found that can tolerate me."
You laughed slightly at that, he wasn't completely wrong. Atsumu was a rather complex person but you found something enjoyable in that complexity
He let go of your hand and pulled you into his side, keeping his arm wrapped around your waist as you walked
Sakusa
Ok so maybe you were a bit jealous
Not much, but just a bit
You should have expected Sakusa would have admirers as the ace of Itachiyama (not to mention he was a very handsome guy)
But it still catches you off guard with how outwardly flirty your fellow manager was
Like they even know you're in a relationship with Kiyoomi and yet they continue to throw themselves at him
Being jealous over that was honestly very silly on your part because Sakusa has expressed their flirting makes him uncomfortable
So really there wasn't anything to worry about
Well...
That is until one day you overheard them telling Sakusa they enjoyed going out last night and that they should do it again
Which he responded with a "maybe"
If you were paying attention you would have noticed the flat tone to his voice and how his body language exuded 'Im very uncomfortable please go away'
But you being you, the second the manager opened their mouth your mind shut down and your blood went cold
They went out together last night?
You avoided everyone for the rest of practice, offering instead to clean practice jerseys and water bottles
Those were jobs usually done by two people but you needed to get away from everyone and you were hoping the jobs would take up the rest of practice
By the time you were nearly done with cleaning the water bottles, Sakusa had joined you at the outside fountain, mask pulled up on his face, his bag on one shoulder and yours on the other
"Do you want help?"
"You don't have to Omi.....it's my job anyways"
Despite your dismissal of his offer, he placed both your bags down and helped you clean the rest of the bottles, even going as far as carrying them back into the gym for you
You followed him over to the equipment room, you unlocked the door and took the box from his arms and put it on It's shelf
"You ready to go?"
"Almost, I have to throw the jerseys into the dryer. You can go on ahead without me."
"I'll wait, I want to avoid Komori. I don't feel like being dragged out with his friends again."
Dragged out with his friends? So it wasn't a secret date, Sakusa was forced to go by his cousin
Sakusa made his way by you to the gym's laundry room, Swifty tossing the practice jerseys into the dryer and then returning to your side
"You can stop worrying now, I know you overheard our conversation earlier. I would have much rather spent the night with you than them....they're too pushy for my liking."
He picked up your bags again and offered you his arm (something he much preferred over holding hands)
though he was usually a stoic person, you could just see the warmth his eyes held as he looked at you
You linked your arm with his, soaking up the heat from his body and the calm atmosphere that surrounded him
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warriorqueen1991 · 5 years
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🎄Heartwarming🎄
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Characters: Negan x Reader
Warnings: fluff
Summary: Your all alone for Christmas and are feeling pretty down, maybe your grinch of a neighbor would like to join you?
Notes: this is my secret fic exchange for @daisysouthmoore MERRY CHRISTMAS HUN 🎄🎁
Thank you @annablack1102 for holding this absolutely amazing exchange 💝💝
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“Now sweetheart, ya can't spend Christmas alone...its not…”
You sighed moving into the kitchen “I'm not gonna spend it alone mom, I got…” your voice trailed off as you got lost watching your neighbor curse and yell as he shoveled the snow from his sidewalk. The vibration from your phone causing you to blink back to reality and look at the new message, a frown forming on your face.
Of course Michonne would cancel, she had her hot fiance to cuddle with during Christmas. Apparently he got back early and now you'd be sticking it out by yourself.
How pathetic was that?
“Y/N?! Sweetheart, you there?!!...hello??”
Clearing your throat, you quickly lifted the phone back to your ear, closing your eyes with a fake smile “yes mom, I'm ok...I invited a couple friends over and we're gonna spend Christmas together”. Listening to her continue to worry about you and tell you what to do to be safe was tiresome, but you loved her for it. Letting out a light laugh you shook your head “mom I'll be ok, I'm not going anywhere in this weather, you and dad got nothin’ to worry about. I love you both, ok?”
“Well we love you too sweetheart, just please give us a call before you'd go to sleep or something ok?...just so I can rest easy?”
You nodded “ok...love you”.
“Love you too honey”.
Tapping the red bar on your phone, you sighed rubbing your eyes before a loud crash made you jump “what the hell is he doing over there?!” You growled moving back to the window.
Negan was your next door neighbor, fine as hell, but just about as cuddly as a cactus. Him and his wife had gone through a pretty bad rough patch right before she got diagnosed with cancer. The whole story was pretty scandalous and sad when you thought about it, but everybody somehow knew about it.
Honestly it was no wonder he wasn't the most approachable person, his life was a train wreck.
Pulling back your curtain your eyes widened in disbelief before you covered your mouth to stifle a giggle. Negan was on his porch cursing and swinging a baseball bat around at a bunch of carolers, who looked like they were either going to piss themselves or already had.
“GET THE FUCK OFF MY GODDAMN YARD!!!” he roared just missing one of their heads before they all managed to scurry off his lawn unscathed.
Continuing to giggle at the whole thing, your heart suddenly fell in your stomach when his dark eyes met yours, steam huffing out of his nose like a bull before he stormed back into his house.
Backing away from the window holding your phone to your chest, you ran your other hand down your face as your cheeks turned red. Shit, he saw you. He looked mad. What if he came to your door rantin’ and raving about how you should mind your own damn business?
Worrying your bottom lip, the sudden beep from the oven made you quickly forget about your ill tempered neighbor and focus on your lonely Christmas dinner, and not burning your damn house down.
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Once all the food was set out on the table, you let out a small sigh. You had cooked more than just for yourself in preparation for Michonne, Maggie and Carol but of course they all had canceled, either because of the weather or because the had families to spend the holidays with.
Chewing the inside of your cheek in thought, you looked over your shoulder before making a decision and grabbing your coat.
The short walk next door was just enough time for you to regret your decision, your gloved hand hovering above the red wood of his front door as the wind and snow whipped around you. Biting your lip, you finally gave the cold wood a solid knock, doing it three more times before the door opened against the chain lock “da fuck you want?!”
Negan's hazel eyes narrowed at you through the crack in the door, his house and what you could see of inside were completely devoid of Christmas decorations.
“I-I….I um..uh..i just... just wanted to invite you over for Christmas d-dinner...ya know if you're free?” you managed to stammer out as you rubbed your hands together.
Negan seemed to look you up and down suspiciously before finally shutting the door once more, your heart sinking to your stomach before you heard the chain rattle against the door. Smiling softly as it opened revealing him in his leather jacket and red scarf “don't need me to bring anything right?” He growled.
“N-No I got everything, made too much for myself and...well...everyone else canceled”.
He chuckled softly “sorry ya had to settle for me”.
You shook your head as you moved to open your door “I didn't settle for anything Negan, I just felt nobody should be alone for Christmas ya know?” Pushing through the door, you took your scarf off before noticing Negan still standing outside the door.
Clearing his throat, he lifted his gaze to the mistletoe hanging above the door before arching his eyebrow at you.
Scrambling to the door, you quickly snatched the sprig of leaf from the wooden hook, shoving it in your pocket with a deep blush “oh...I um...sorry”. Negan smirked before moving into the house, taking his scarf and leather jacket off “nice place”.
“Thank you” you smiled softly before moving into the kitchen, what was it about this man that had you acting like the virgin prom date.
Getting him a cup of hot chocolate and showing him to the living room so you could finish up, You quickly set the table and took a deep breath. Fixing your hair and checking your reflection, you smiled before approaching the doorway “ok, it's ready”.
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Dinner went pleasantly smooth, Negan wasn't that much of a talker and didn't seem that into the holidays. But he wasn't rude or offputting like he normally was, honestly he just seemed sad.
“So what do you do?” You asked curiously as you sipped your third alcoholic eggnog recipe, Negan was on his fourth and getting more and more talkative by the second.
“Oh I teach the little shits on the hill” he grumbled downing the rest of his drink “gym teacher” he clarified. You smiled with a light giggle “I wouldn't of guessed that, you don't seem the patient type”.
Negan chuckled licking his bottom lip “I'm not”, his hazel eyes stared deep into yours making your cheeks heat up.
“Ya know we've been neighbors for a few years now Y/N and you've never invited me over...hell, ya hardly spare me a goddamn glance”. Resting his elbows on the table, he raised an eyebrow in question “so spare me the bullshit will ya, we both know the only reason I'm here is because ya had nobody else to be with”.
Your eyes widened “n-no...no, honestly I just…” you bit your lip looking down “you scare me Negan...in case ya haven't noticed, you're a little intimidating”.
Negan frowned but nodded “my um...well I'm sure you've heard thestory”. You nodded, who hadn't heard about Negan and Lucille? It was practically town history. He sighed, running his hand down his mouth “well, all that shit went down around the holidays...guess it kinda destroyed the whole Christmas thing for me”.
Frowning, you reached your hand out to slide over his “I'm sorry….really, I am”.
Negan looked down at your  hands for a moment before smiling softly “not your fault sweetheart...honestly bein’ invited over here…” he shook his head letting his smile widen “this really means alot”.
You smiled before getting to your feet, tugging him up with you as ‘all I want for Christmas is you’ started playing softly from the other room. “Dance with me Mr. Grinch” you giggled as he smiled down at you, wrapping your arms around his neck with a bright smile.
Sliding his hands around your waist, he smiled before resting his chin ontop of your head gently swaying your bodies to the music. You closed your eyes getting lost in the warm and comforting moment, the feeling of his large frame encircling yours making you feel safe.
“ya know, you're not as cold hearted as people think Negan” you sighed, snuggling your face into his warm chest “you're actually pretty warm”.
Negan chuckled “maybe it's just the company”, feeling something in your pocket, he slowly slipped the sprig of mistletoe from your Jean's. The corner of his lips quirking up in a smirk as he lifted it above your head “did ya have this planned for anyone in particular?”
Looking up at the plant, you bit your lip with a small smile “it was um...more for my friends, they uh...all had dates”.
Negan leaned down to brush his nose against hers slowly “shame to let it go to waste”.
Sliding your hands from his neck to cup his cheeks, you stood up on your tiptoes to kiss him slowly, your eyes falling shut as his followed suite. The world seemed to heat up around you, the sound of the soft music filling your ears as the hand not holding the mistletoe slid moved to cradle your ribs.
Pulling back slowly, your tongue slid over your bottom lip with a breathy giggle “wow...Merry Christmas to me”.
Negan chuckled kissing you again, the action short and sweet “best Christmas I've ever had sweetheart”.
You smiled brightly, wrapping your arms around him tightly “mine too”. Lost in the warmth of his embrace and the comfort of his presence, softly you began to sing, closing your eyes.
“I won't ask for much this Christmas, I won't even wish for snow. I'm just gonna keep on waiting underneath the mistletoe. I won't make a list and send it to the North Pole for Saint Nick. I won't even stay awake to hear those magic reindeer click. 'Cause I just want you here tonight holding on to me so tight, What more can I do? Baby all I want for Christmas is you”.
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