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whaaaaatt · 11 months
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I once believed love would be burning red,
But it’s golden like
daylight.
tswift x nascar (2/?)
[dedicated to the real ones @ryanblaneyshands & @kirklott & @josefmoogarden ]
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jakekochina · 1 month
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I unfollowed every fit man i followed on Instagram earlier, only the strong survived a few dudes who I personally liked as people and not just there looks so at least that means something golden.
There is so much more to a guy than his looks at the end of the day, it is so important to be more than just a good body and handsome face, that won’t keep anyone around forever.
Have a good soul try that.
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paperstreetdolls · 2 years
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Stay golden pony boy ✌️✨ #golddecor #garlands #paperdecor #notmassproduced #madeintheuk #theog #ponyboy #partydecoration #falldecorating #wallgarlands #paperparty #smallbatchproduction #goldendecor #goldhomedecor https://www.instagram.com/p/Ch4O4YaKSyV/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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misroberts · 7 months
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one of the toughest things so far about writing abigail, is wanting to explain her struggles. especially in a time period that's considered primeval when it came to addressing mental health issues. and society views being less than favorable towards women ( i mean way less ). but my biggest fear is it being misinterpreted as just "bullying" a fictional character for the sake of it.
abigail in my characterization has dealt with a lot; at a young age dealing with unwanted advances, attempted grooming, and being around graphic scenarios involving adults. i know, i changed up her lore to not make her a prostitute in mine and i had a few reasons that would only make sense to me: i don't like r.ockstar's portrayal personally, i wanted to write something different, and because she plays the piano ( one of the funkier reasons, i know, which isn't to say as a working girl she couldn't learn but i wanted her to have more time to? ). the bigger point being, i wanted to try my hand at something different.
it's so funny to put in this much effort for someone who really is just a side character. but i've put too many bricks in this house to tear it down pff
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pickleandthequeen · 8 months
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PB doing his therapy
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hi! can i ask for how the boys would be/react to you playing with their hair? (if you haven’t already) like doing braids or pony tails and using them like those mannequin heads lmao, thank you :)
A/N: I honestly can’t believe I haven’t written something like this, this is such a sweet and wholesome idea, thanks so much for dropping it in Nonny <3
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DARRY CURTIS
Darry usually keeps his hair pretty short so there’s a limited amount of things you can do with it
For clarifying purposes, Darry’s hair is short by greaser standards so it’s still kind of long, especially up front and at the back of his neck
It’s totally long enough for you to put a few small braids in, maybe a few of those goofy little ponytails-
He likes to leave your braids in his hair for as long as he can, so his brothers have called him out for having these tiny little braids in his hair 
Either way, Darry really likes having your hands in his hair, especially after a long day of hard work! He really just needs to relax
You playing with his hair is probably his favorite way to decompress, he could sit for hours and just let you toil away
 SODAPOP CURTIS
You get the chance to run your hands through those silky golden strands of his? God, I’m so jealous
Sodapop purrs like a cat whenever you play with his hair, it’s like one of his favorite things
It’s to the point where Soda will sit down in front of you and manually place your hands into his hair, he lives for physical displays of affection
Sodapop is immensely proud of whatever you do to his hair! He leaves the braids until he has to take them out and will show them off to Steve
Also? Sodapop wants to play with your hair, it’s his way of paying you back for doing his hair!
Teach him how to braid and I promise you, Sodapop will get so good at doing it because he wants you to look good-     
 PONYBOY CURTIS
Is a little hesitant at first? He sort of tenses up the first time you slide your hands through his hair
Personally, I recommend trying to do his hair when there isn’t any grease in there because we all know this boy slathers his hair in grease, grease makes pretty styles stay in place but it also is going to affect the softness of his hair
Ponyboy, upon realizing how much you like playing with his hair, starts going without grease a little more often <3
He likes the looks of braids and will sit very still when you want to braid his hair, Pony’s very patient and usually has pretty long hair
And ponytails for Ponyboy? If you don’t make that joke, you’re missing a golden opportunity 
Scratch at his scalp while your at it, give him like a mini massage and he just melts into your touch, putty in your hands while you play with his hair  
DALLAS WINSTON
Nothing, and I mean nothing, can calm Dally down faster than you having your hands in his hair
If he’s in a mood, just sort of reach and brush the hair out of his face, tucking it back behind his ears and out of the way of his eyes
Dally starts to loosen up, the tension in his shoulders slowly bleeding out until there’s no aggression left over
He’s got shorter hair? But it’s kind of tufty and usually pretty free of grease so you’ve got a few things you can do, definitely just recommend running your hands through it though- 
Leaving braids and ponytails in his hair is a big no-no, but don’t be upset when he’s taking them out! He looks so focused when he tries to undo them, it’s super cute
Plus, he’ll let you do them again later! No stress doll-face, Dally’ll be back later and you can re-do his hair then
JOHNNY CADE
Johnny’s hair is long and thick, but it’s heavily coated in grease like all the time, so you might wanna just ask him if he could like, not grease it one day-
He’s got bangs guys and if you were to work like a few tiny braids into his bangs, it’d be the cutest thing
Having your hands in his hair is really calming for Johnny? Like you don’t even have to be doing anything, you could just be mindlessly running your fingers through it
Johnnycake likes to watch you while you do his hair so expect his dark eyes to be following the movements of your fingers or trained on your face while you work
Dallas like to gently rib him for having leftover braids in his hair from you, Steve joins in sometimes, but Johnny just shrugs them off, they really don’t bother him
He makes sure to give you a gentle kiss as a way to say thank you every time you do his hair  
TWO-BIT MATHEWS
You mentioned mannequin heads and if that isn’t an accurate depiction of Two-Bit here, I don’t know what else is-
He’s got longer hair, probably one of the longest in the gang, which means you’ve got tons to work with
Your only problem will come from the fact that he tends to have a lot of grease in his hair though, it’s simple to solve, just ask him not to! He’s pretty accommodating <3
It’ll be totally easy to work that front piece into a braid or pull his hair up into some sort of pigtail-
If you involve his sister in the process, the three of you can spend hours just doing and undoing Two-Bit’s hair and fashioning it into tons of different styles 
His mom comes home to find the three of you in her living room, Two-Bit sitting cross-legged on the floor with his sister in his lap and you behind him, the two of you pulling Two-Bit’s hair up into different ponytails 
STEVE RANDLE
Steve is very protective of his hair, specifically the swirls he spends all of his time working on
They take a super long time to grease into place and he isn’t too keen on people messing them up all the time-
But when it’s you? After a long day? Just let him take a shower first baby doll, he wants all the grease out so you can do whatever you want
Run your hands through his hair, tug gently and scratch at his scalp as you comb your fingers through his hair again and again
The sides are kind of short, but the top is kind of long so you could probably fit a few braids in there or a few ponytails if you wanted <3
Steve’s fine to sit through whatever you want to do, he could fall asleep with your hands in his hair, that’s how relaxing it is for him
TIM SHEPARD
Big Bad Tim Shepard falling apart the second you push your hand through his hair, toying gently with the strands
There is not a thought behind those pretty blue eyes of his when you get your hands in his hair and start to play with it
You can put braids and little ponytails in it if you want to baby but Tim’s not going to go out with them in his hair, it’s bad enough to walk around the house with them-
That sounds really mean but I’m saying it in the sense that Curly and Angela like to tug at the braids when he leaves them in and in an effort not to kill his siblings, Tim doesn’t leave them in for long
When he’s feeling cheeky, he’ll catch your hand before you can put it through his hair and scatter a few kisses over your palm before letting you go
Tim’s got a huge thing for compliments? And I mean that both in a he-has-trouble-accepting-them way and a he-desperately-seeks-out-the-validation, so any comments about how pretty his hair is, how pretty he is, make him melt  
CURLY SHEPARD
Once more, if you’re not playing with his hair, you’re missing out on one of the best experiences of your life-
Have you seen those thick curls? The inky black of his hair and the soft way it tumbles through his fingers when he pushes it back out of his face?
My boy is absolutely gorgeous and he wants nothing more than to have your fingers combing through his hair while he does everything
I’m not even kidding, use it to encourage him, like while he’s working on homework, slowly work on braiding his curls while helping him through the math problems
Curly has fallen asleep on your chest while you’re playing with his hair, mindless running your fingers through the strands, wrapping his curls around your fingers
Tim likes to ruffle his hair a lot, something Curly hates and glares at him for while trying to fix his hair, but god if he doesn’t just melt when you do it, smiling brighter than the sun and leaning into your touch
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ambrozjas · 3 months
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the gang with a reader that is a soc? (separately)
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the gang x soc!reader ꨄ︎
the outsiders x soc!reader (separately)
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this took a while, so sorry for the long wait !! 💘 thank you for the request darlin i really loved writing this !!
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mentions of alcohol in two-bit’s, dally being a pest, reader is described as gorgeous and beautiful and “purdy” but i don’t think a gender is specified?
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“ya’know, y’didn’t have to do all this.” DARRY said, his eyes still raking across all the store bags filled with new clothes for sodapop, ponyboy, and darry.
“don’t mention it, dare. i’ve got plenty of money to spend for you boys.” you said, walking over to darry and placing a delicate hand on his arm, looking over the presents.
“sure, but—“
“can’t you just wait ‘til you see the look on soda and pony’s faces? they’re gonna be so happy, just think about it.” you try your best attempt at comforting darry, assuring him that you could afford it.
he merely sighs and pinches the bridge of his nose between his eyes. you wrap an arm around his shoulders and lean your head on him, rubbing his left arm soothingly.
“bought us some groceries for dinner t’night, too. don’t worry about it, darry. i got you.” you mumbled in his ear as his icy blue eyes opened and gazed at you, his eyebrows furrowed.
“whatever you say, darlin’.”
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SODAPOP’s mouth parted a bit as his eyes widened, watching a sleek white 1966 corvette stingray pull up to the dx.
you came out of the car, sunglasses on top of your head with your hair pushed back a bit. then, your friend came out of the car too. johanna winchester, boy was she a bitch. before soda had dropped out, she was pretty much the hottest piece of gossip there, always cheating on her boyfriend and hosting parties at her dad’s two-story house on the west side.
but, you were an unfamiliar face. he had never seen you before, because if he had, he would’ve remembered someone as beautiful as you.
steve had obviously noticed sodapop ogling at something, and following his gaze he saw you. he whistled, “woo! you see those dames, soda?”
soda looked steve up and down, his face and hands covered in black oil. “‘course i see ‘em, now get outta here ‘fore they see you.”
“don’t hate me ‘cause i’m good-lookin’.” steve shrugged, taking one more glance at you and your friend opening the door before walking back to the garage.
“hey! you think we could get five on pump two, please?” ugh, even your voice made soda swoon. you handed him a few neatly stacked dollar bills and looked behind you at your friend who was side eyeing every corner of this place.
“‘course!” sodapop replied, clicking a few buttons to open up pump two but couldn’t help but overhear johanna whispering to you, “couldn’t we have picked another gas station?” obviously because it was run by “greasers.”
you whispered back to her, although soda couldnt hear you. instead, he handed you your change to which johanna rudely grabbed the coins and yanked you away, pulling you out of the dx. you threw one last glance behind you to soda, before you finally get pulled out of the gas station.
for now, he would just have to dream and hope until he sees you again.
boy, he wished he stayed in school a bit longer just so he could’ve see you more often.
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PONYBOY watched as you rested your chin on your palm, looking out the window as the sunlight illuminated your face with a golden hue.
you were in english class, unbothered by the teacher’s ramblings on shakespeare, anything outside was more interesting than this class.
ponyboy’s eyes were glued to you, watching how you wrote down simple phrases in your notebook whenever you’d tune back into the the teacher’s monologuing.
he had just watched your eyes fall across the rest of the room, the other students either borderline falling asleep or not paying attention at all, before your eyes fell on him, and in that very moment he heard a stern, “mr. curtis!” from the teacher.
ponyboy felt his cheeks heat up as the class’ eyes fell on him, he glanced over to you only to find your eyes still on him as well.
“mr. curtis, what is the answer?” he asked. pony stammered a bit, trying to read the board as quickly as possible until he heard nails clacking on the desk across the room. it was you, hand covering your mouth mouthing the letter ‘b’.
“oh—! uh, ‘b’ sir.” ponyboy said, a wave of what he thought to be sweat washing over him as he sighed in relief when the teacher nodded his head.
he looked back over to you, giving him a thumbs up as your pink lips curled in a small smile.
he smiled to himself, mouthing a quick ‘thanks’ to you before looking away and writing down whatever was on the board.
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“you ain’t like other greasers, huh?” you asked JOHNNY. “what’s your deal?”
johnny stayed quiet, eyes as wide as saucers as you leaned over him, hands planted firmly on his desk.
“you mute?” you asked, a bit coldly as johnny flinched at your tone. you tilted your head as you tried to understand him. he wasn’t like that hood dallas winston, but he wasn’t like any other greaser you’d seen before.
johnny swallowed. “no..” he said. you were utterly beautiful. albeit, a social, you were quite the jaw dropper.
“then could you.. maybe help me with this?” your demeanor changed, probably because you had realize johnny was no threat despite being a greaser. a sheepish smile grew on your face as you flashed the worksheet in front of him.
“thought w’could negotiate. i help you with the readin’, you help me with the math?” you said, tilting your head once again as you pointed at the filled worksheet below johnny, but he wasn’t paying any attention to where your finger pointed, his eyes remained on you.
his eyes flickered across your face, taking in every blemish and ridge of it. he was mesmerized by you. but he was conflicted. he could never have a chance with a soc, so why dream?
but then again, johnny thought, something is better than nothing.
“‘course.” he said.
for now, he can only dream until he could muster up the courage to speak more than one word to you.
one day, johnny thought.
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“what’s the matter wit’you, dollface?”
“don’t call me that, hood.”
DALLY huffed, a tiny bit of smoke seeping through his lips from where a small opening lie where his cigarette was.
he had been following you around all day, bothering you on your way home. you held your books protectively against your chest, thinking for some reason he’d try and pull a move on you. he kept circling around you, like a vulture. “c’mon, jus’ one date.” he told you, hand coming to rest upon your shoulder before you shook him off.
you scoffed, “maybe in your dreams.”
dally tapped his foot impatiently as you stood in front of your house, a pristine exterior with some marble pillars. he knew it was a risk being on this side of town, but then again dallas winston was never much known for being safe.
“whatever, man.” he murmured. you winced as he threw his cigarette on your freshly cut lawn, and made his way back down the street.
your eyebrows furrowed as you watched him give up. you knew dallas winston as a greaser, a criminal, an asshole, and maybe a bit handsome although you’d never admit it. but you never once took him for a quitter.
you watched as he cockily walked down the sidewalk, hands stuffed in his pockets as he was on the lookout for any socs.
for some reason, you thought he’d try harder. did you want him to try harder?
no, you couldn’t’ve. dally wasn’t even worth your time. so why did he give up so easy? why did you wish he would’ve turned around, and kept bothering you?
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“c’mon pretty thing!” TWO-BIT shouted out at you. he had been throwing pebbles at your bedroom window, ultimately scratching the glass with the heavier ones but the thought was nice.
your bedroom was on the second floor, facing the backyard. so watching two at the ground, yelling for you at night while your parents were asleep? not a good look for you.
you held a finger to your lips as your eyes widened, quietly telling two-bit to shut up.
you don’t think he got the message though, considering his grin never left his face, and the bottle didn’t leave his hand either. he flashed you your favorite candy bar, and waved a hand at you telling you to come down.
you looked back behind you, and back at two, giving him a thumbs up.
you put on a jacket over your nightgown, putting your sneakers on and tip-toeing down the stairs and out the back door.
you saw two-bit, taking chugs of his drink before his eyes fell on you. “hey baby! how you doin’?”
“fine, before you woke me up.” you said to which he gave you a small hug, immediately warming you up with his body heat. he tapped the candy bar against your back, which made you pull away to grab it.
“snagged you a sweet.”
“snagged or stole?”
“same thing, ain’t it? now c’mon darlin’, we got a whole night ahead of us!” two-bit said, pulling you away and helping you jump over your fence, like a gentleman.
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“hey, y’mind passin’ me that wrench over there?” STEVE said, the creeper making a squeak as he rolled out from under the car and pointed you towards the clear drawers containing all the parts.
your face screwed up as you thought about all the dirt and oil that must be on those tools. you made a thinking noise, looking back at the drawers before steve tsk’ed.
“what? too worried about your purdy sleeves getting dirty from some oil?” he scoffed.
“‘m glad you think they’re pretty, at least.”
“just—! get me the wrench?” he said, brown eyes flickering up at you in your seat. “what’s the magic word?” you said, a grin resting on your face.
“i might as well go get it m’self.” steve started to roll the creeper further out so he could just get the tools on his own before you stopped him with a series of ‘no’.
“okay! just—,” you cringed at the plethora of rusty tools steve had im the drawers, and quickly dug through them. steve laughed as you shuffled through all of them, before whistling.
you turned your head towards him, only to find him waving the wrench at you with a shit-eating grin.
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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ skdeojejwsozskw i hope you guys like this, it took me like a day to concoct 😭😭
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fantasyandshit · 15 days
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You saved me
Type: one shot
Pairing: Sirius black x sister reader
⚠️ WARNING⚠️
This one shot is very graphic and includes themes such as- Rape, torture, sexual assault, abuse to the extreme, and more- this is a very very triggering and graphic one shot, reader discretion is advised
Minors do not interact!
(Some people may be disgusted by what I’ve put out, however this is a one shot I made to almost represent my feelings after childhood trauma and being a victim of rape and sa- this is a very sad fic but one I related to in the sense it represents feelings and emotions- I didn’t go through these events myself)
I want to make it clear- I am here for every single one of you- I always will be an open source- you can vent to me about anything and everything and I will always listen and support you guys. I love y’all so much and hope you all know you are important to this world and are very amazing people.
“I just- I can’t with her. She is such an ass kiss to our parents! They beat me and Reggie but she could quite literally murder someone and they wouldn’t care because she is there perfect little death eater girl!”
I stare from behind the corner of the courtyard where Sirius- my older brother, complains to his friends about me. Tears spring to my eyes but I don’t let them fall as I run back to the Slytherin common room. Sirius doesn’t know, he doesn’t understand what the parents do to me, what people do to me behind closed doors: and he never will. He can’t, I have to protect him from that and if it means he hates me then so be it.
The next morning I walk to the great hall with my bags packed for winter break- Regulus is staying with some friends of his and Sirius is staying with the Potters- he’s been living with them for the past six months now and seems happier than ever and I’m so glad. No matter how upset mum and dad were with the decision, I’m both terrified and glad the boys will both be gone; terrified because it means there’s so much touching and beating that will come but glad they won’t have any chance of catching anything.
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(Same day, Sirius pov)
“I just- I can’t with her. She is such an ass kiss to our parents! They beat me and Reggie but she could quite literally murder someone and they wouldn’t care because she is there perfect little death eater girl!”
I can’t help but complain to the boys about my sister, she is my parents golden child, always has been and probably always will be. I wouldn’t be surprised if she had a dark mark under that stupid slytherin sleeve.
Suddenly, Regulus pops up behind me, “Sirius!”
“What?” He looks angry and that’s when I realize, “oh my godrick, tell me you aren’t trying to defend that brat!”
“You really are unbelievable brother, have you not noticed-“ a sigh as he looks down, “Sirius she’s dead, she’s not the sister she used to be, she has no life behind her eyes, no mischief that once was there- remember? Remember all the pranks you played? The spark in her eye? It’s gone, something is going on. Something she won’t let us know about.”
I take a moment and think…oh my godrick gryffindor, Reggie is right, something is going on. I look up to see the other nodding along as pieces click in our brains, “They don’t expect either of us at home, we could sneak in to figure out what’s going on?”
“That’s a good idea, I’ll be to the potters residents in two days time.” We make more plans and then split for now, waiting anxiously to carry out the plan.
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Me, James, Remus, and Regulus hide behind a wall in the invisibility cloak and that’s when I see my sister walk into the living room, her head down and her hair pulled into a high pony, her skinny body-skinnier than I ever remember- covered in bruises and scars only in some flimsy, black lace lingerie. What.the.fuck. Is happening? Me and regulus meet each others gazes, both confused, heated with anger, and sadness.
My sister sits on the couch defeated and only seconds later I see five good friends of fathers- all in their late 40’s to 50’s walk into the room. All in simple boxers and or pants- none with shirts. That’s when I realize what’s going on, rage takes over my body and I almost jump out into the living room but am quickly grabbed by my brother.
He shakes his head no, he too looks absolutely enraged but we have to wait a little bit longer.
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(Same time Yn’s pov)
The men walk into the room and I simply stare into the distance as they advance.
I’m slapped around a few times, they man handle me till I’m crying and bleeding, raping me more times then I care to count. Drool, tears,sweat, and blood dripping down my face by the time they are done, I’m completely numb. Mum and dad walk in the room asking the men how it was and completely ignoring me.
“Absolutely horrible, she was quiet as a mouse and had no fight in here, she laid there like nothing.”
“Oh really?” Mom’s gaze snaps to me, I can’t bring myself to lift my heavy head from where it lays but I know what’s coming.
Her wand flicks and I’m strung up by my arms, I’m whipped 55 times till I’m shaking with cuts digging deep in my flesh. Finally, the part I’ve been dreading the most- my mom’s wand raises above her head, “Crucio!” Pain overwhelms me and I thrash in my restraints, piss joining the bodily fluids already leaking from my body.
After I can’t tell how long I’m near passing out and I hear crashes and bangs, distant voices and foot steps, I hear curses thrown and defenses drawn. My eyes are nearly closed but I hear someone skid over to me, cutting me from my restraints and carefully lowering me into their lap.
I look up from where my head lays on the persons legs as they brush hair out of my face, swiping away tears and blood, drool and who else knows what with their sleeve. As they stroke my sticky cheek I see who it is…
“Sirius?” My voice cracks, horse and weak.
“I’ve got you sis, just shh, and stay awake okay? I’ve got you now, we’re gonna save you.” My big brother carefully picks me up, carrying me from the mansion as people follow after, the potters waiting out in the front frantically.
“Boys, what’s happened? What-oh dear Godrick. Hurry, we’ll get her to Saint Mungoes. (I think that’s the name?)” Mrs Potter moves forward quickly at the sight of my broken body.
“Boys.” Mr potters voice is stern as he addresses the teenage boys in question, “tell me exactly what’s happened.”
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I wake up on a couch, a thin blanket covering my shivering body. I panic for a moment, just before Mrs.Potter rounds a corner with a bowl of water and a rag. “Oh Yn! You’re finally awake dear!”
“I’m-I’m sorry- what’s going on?”
A look of grief and sadness washed over her as she replies, “oh love- you were injured- bad, luckily the boys found you and saved you, we brought you to St.Mungos but after a week they said to bring you back home and let you keep healing. You’ve been out a totally of 10 days love.”
“Oh- oh yeah. Ok. Wait you said the boys saved me?”
“Well yes, Your brothers, James, and Remus.” She dabs water on some healing cuts.
“Oh- where- where are they?”
“Hm, good question, one moment.” She turns to the stairs, “BOYS!”
After a few moments I hear four sets of foot steps stomping down the stairs, trampling over each other- “Yn!” Regulus flings into my arms, I wince but ignore my soreness.
“Hey little bro.” I smile and ruffle his hair as he moves.
“It’s good to see you awake Yn.”
“Thank you Remus- thanks to all of you.”
“Of course!” I look to James and give a small, grateful smile.
“Uh- y-Yn?”
“Hey big bro. Thank you. So much.”
Tears well in Sirius’ eyes? I’d never seen it before, “I’m so sorry.” He crumbles into my open arms as he sobs. I know why he’s apologizing and it’s not his fault. Tears of my own collect in my eyes as I hold him, patting his hair softly.
“It’s ok. It’s ok. I forgive you.”
“I’m so sorry- I didn’t- I didn’t know and I- oh I’ve been terrible.”
“Sirius, Sirius look at me.” I pull his head up, smoothing his hair and rubbing his cheeks, “it’s ok. I promise it’s all ok. I don’t blame you, I never have and I never will ok. You saved me- you saved me Sirius- thank you.”
He nods weakly as we hug again before he stands up, clearing his throat.
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So this one’s been in my drafts for abouttttt three weeks now. I’ve been scared to release it ngl.
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jaidens · 10 months
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Your Hands Are Tough, But They Are Where Mine Belong,
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pairing [s] : johnny cade x soc!reader
warning [s] : js sm sweet ol’ fluff <3 | typical one bed trope, except he doesn't hate you, he's madly in love with you. | basically of how you love birds found out you were even tweeting love.
a/n [s] : hey sweethearts! requests are open! a discord server with my friends is open! we need some friends guys!! dm me or you can comment and I will give you the information!!
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You and Johnny were in a questionable relationship. You were from the Westside, and lived in a large neighborhood with white picket house fences and golden retrievers running around. You met him through Ponyboy after you were picking up your little sister from her boyfriend’s house. Darry took you into the house after all it was snowing outside and freezing. You waited for her to gather her stuff from Ponyboy’s room and you noticed Johnny stare on you.
Two-Bit was Kathy’s boyfriend and you knew that. He walked up behind you and tapped around your shoulders with his fingers pretending to walk across them. “How’s our girl doing?” He asks about Kathy and you laugh. “She’s good Two. She said she was dreaming about your dreamy eyes in class yesterday.” Two -Bit giggles and jumps around a bit.
“Heya’ John! You hear that? Kathy was dreaming about me.” His arms wrap around the boy’s shoulder pulling him in. The boy doesn't respond and he just laughs. You remember your sister explaining about some of the boys and how one of them was your age and how he was real quiet after Bob knocked him in. She said Pony described him like a kicked puppy, and you had to agree. His darling eyes and soft knicks on his face were a good representation of that.
“Hey I'm already to go. Don't wanna be late, Daddy's gonna call the police if we don't go.” She gives Pony a kiss on the cheek before running off after you. You're laughing with her and Johnny stares through the window at you. God, he's surely never felt this way, but it's making his stomach hurt.
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You met the boys once again whenever you and your sister were invited to eat with them. You were told to go so your parents didn't dig the Curtis’ a new one if they found out your sister got hurt by any of them. “Hey there! You're back for good. Missed me huh?” Steve is laughing at Two-Bit while he stares at the television that plays a random cartoon. “Sure Two-Braincells.” You flick his forehead and watch how he gets mad at you.
Ponyboy and the boy from a week ago walk through the door and they all greet them. Johnny's and Pony’s are being thrown out in the air and they wave while Pony holds the conversation. Sodapop is sitting next to you, chewing on a toothpick while he discusses work with Steve. “Hey John’ you can sit down. She doesn't bite.” Two says to Johnny and he sits down before shrinking away from you. You think it's sweet; the love they all share between each other. You've never been worried about your sister since they started dating.
Johnny doesn't talk very much and would let Ponyboy or Dallas tell people how he felt. He looked rough, but under that thick skin was a boy who just wanted to be loved. It was his raw fingers from chewing and pulling on his skin, the fingernails that were bitten down to the end. The bruises and scars that littered his skin made your eyes burn as you stared at the recent red ones and the cuts that stay permanent on his skin.
You're staring at him until someone calls your name. Sodapop wraps around the corner and tells you, “Hey, your parents are on the phone.” You sit up from the couch and you watch Johnny follow you. Whenever you leave the room, you can hear hushed whispers from the group and an unfamiliar voice responding and telling them to shove off. You tell your sister that she was allowed to sleepover if you stayed. She got excited and jumped a bit in Pony’s arms.
Johnny was messing with the cigarettes in his pockets and excused himself to go smoke. You decided to follow him outside and smoke with him to find out about him. “Hey, what’da doing? It's too cold out here, go back inside.” His voice is soft and calm as he notices you shake slightly whenever you walk outside without a jacket. “I want a cigarette. And, I wanna know you. You're the only guy who hasn't yelled in my face about yourself.. besides Dal and Dar.” He keeps his eyes on the ground, and closes in on himself as he lights a cigarette.
“That just isn't me. I'm the runt of the group. You know that.” Johnny talks down on himself. You hope that he doesn't think that you're gonna hurt him because of the Westside reputation, and especially because of Bob's horrible drunken actions. “I’m not gonna hurt you.” Is all you say to him whenever you pull the cigarette from in-between his fingers and take a pull.
His head is turned slightly and he stares at the way your eyes close and you relax against the bench. Johnny couldn't lie and say he wasn't worried for whenever Ponyboy came home, jumping and giggling about his new Soc girlfriend. Pony had cornered him and laid against him and told him that his girlfriend had an older sister, and how if they got married, they'd be true brothers. He smiles upon the thought and understands why Pony likes your little sister so much.
You're both kind and show love to the gang and never had a pre-judice thought around them. It was almost Soc culture to have it, but you never did. You had actually chosen to speak to everyone individually and understand them. Johnny wasn't even sure he did that. The cigarette is back in his fingers and he takes a drag. He notices the small lipstick stain from your lips, and it makes him have a tingly feeling in his stomach again. You make him giddy and happy, and he hasn't even had a conversation with you.
“How old are you?” You ask him to see his eyes widen at the question. “I’m sixteen. Two years older than Pone.” You open your mouth like you're surprised. “Me too! That's real cool.” Johnny looks away from you again and he sees you spin the rings on your fingers. You hold a conversation with him about life here and how his life is. The snow is falling down quicker and it covers the grass. The sky is beautiful tonight as the snowflakes drop gently and the stars are illuminated with the clear sky.
“Where do ya’ think the snowflakes come from if there ain't no clouds?” Johnny asks you. You shrugged your shoulders and told him you didn't know. “It's real pretty tonight isn't it?” You ask him as you stare at the sky and the streetlights that lit up the snowflakes that fall with gold hues. “Yeah. It's nice.” If Johnny had to be honest, he forgot about the cold whispy wind against his face whenever he felt the blush that scattered across his face.
Dallas opens the door and says, “Hey man. Darry's closing up y'all gotta come inside or I’m locking yall out.” You rolled your eyes at him and stood up and walked inside. You heard Dallas yelling at Johnny for ‘being an idiot!’ and you frowned. Johnny had a sad look on his face and you saw how he was crumpled up in his shell again. “Dallas. What did you get at John’ for? He looks like a little scared turtle.”
“The idiot said he wanted to sleep at his house.” Dallas puts out the cigarette in his mouth and sets it on the ashtray. You raised your eye brow at him. “Why can't he sleep at his house? Is he homeless?” You hush your voice in hopes no one hears your conversation with Dallas. “Nah man. His dad beats em’. That's where those bruises come from.” You cover your mouth with your hand and you're in complete shock. You had recognized his different behavior and how he would flinch at the sound of Two-Bit throwing a bottle in the trash, or Steve jumping up and his hand going up too quickly.
“Thank you for telling me Dallas.” You thank him before walking to where Johnny would sleep. He had a small roll out bed with blankets that Darry would make up for him. You sat down on the tiny bed next to Johnny, seeing him curled up under a thin blanket that barely covered him. “Hey Johnny. Are you awake?” You whisper gently as you see him churn slightly. “Mm.. yeah m’ awake.” He rubs his eyes and sits up.
“Did you need something?” Johnny asks you gently and you nod. “I’m supposed to stay over tonight, but I'm not sure where to sleep. Steve and Two are on the couch and floor. And Soda and Pom obviously. Do you know where some blankets are? I can just like, sleep in the kitchen.” Johnny stares at you blankly before shaking his head no. “I’m not making you sleep in the kitchen, take my bed. I can go out to the lot.” You unconsciously put your hand on Johnny's, making his ears turn a dark red. You pull it off quickly and grab your hand.
“I’m not making you give up your bed or freeze to death. I'm just gonna kick Two off the couch.” You stand up and walk away before Johnny grabs your hand. “C’mere. Two gets cranky if you wake him up early. You can sleep with me. My bed is big and I'm small. We gotta share the blanket though. Darry said Steve took five home..” Johnny laughs and you sit down and stare into his soft brown eyes. His eyes are darting around your face, as he quickly loses it with you and lays back down. Johnny has a small pillow and the blanket that barely covers the bed fully.
You lay down next to him and he turns his back at you and curls up. You tell him goodnight softly and close your eyes. It's warm with him, his body heat surrounds you and the way his chest swells as he sleeps. You can help but open your eyes a little, and stare at his soft skin and the small scratches and scars that little his gentle skin.
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You wake up the next morning with the warm sun sleeping against your skin. You're not sure how warm you are when it’s frozen outside. It's snowing again and you stare at it through the small window lighting up the small room you're sleeping in. You go to pull your arms up to wipe your eyes open, and you notice how you have to tug. You look down and see tan arms wrapped around yours, and a mop of black hair on your shoulder.
Then it hits you: Johnny Cade is cuddling you in his arms. Suddenly, everything feels much warmer and you swear you're fully melted into him. He's snoring softly as he pulls you closer into him. He fits like a perfect puzzle piece, like he was supposed to sleep right there always. It's calm and comforting until Darry yells at everyone to get up and that breakfast is ready.
Johnny moans as he wakes up. He stretches his arms and legs before he recognizes you're in his hold. “Aw man, I'm real sorry. I didn't even realize.” He quickly lets go of you and stands up. His arms wrap around his body and he walks away. You frown softly and get up, you make the bed. You can't say you're not worried about Johnny, every time you see his face with a new bruise or a bandaid plastered across his forehead.
You walk out of the room and into the kitchen, Ponyboy and Sodapop are munching down breakfast and Johnny sits there quietly. He has a small plate of eggs in front of him and arms over his stomach. Your sister is rambling to Ponyboy at something at school and he stares at her with complete love in his eyes. It's sweet if you had to be honest, how he cared and protected her so much.
You walk up behind Darry who's making food at the stove. “Hey Dare. I think Johnny needs more food. Can you make him some more stuff?” Darry nods and turns his head to look at the boy who's slowly picking at his eggs. Dallas comes in with tired eyes and pale skin, clad in just his jacket. He walks to the fridge and pulls out a beer and pops the top and throws it into the trash. “Dallas you're drinking at eight in the morning? Are you serious?” Dallas puffs his chest out and stands in front of you, attempting to show his dominance. “Yeah? You got a problem with it?”
Johnny mumbles something quietly and Dallas turns his back to you. “What did you say punk?” He tries to take his plate of eggs and you slap Dally’s hands. “Don't pick a fight with me. Go to Bucks if you're hungry. You don't get to steal his food.” Johnny can't help but smile and get giddy at you protecting him. Dallas huffs and puffs out air and walks out the door and slams it while yelling nonsense.
“Ponyboy, did you finish your homework last night?” Darry asks as he piles more food on their plates, and toast and bacon on Johnny's. He smiles up at him and starts eating again. You get your own food, even to Darry's request to let him get you food. Ponyboy responds to his eldest brother with a random drawn out response to him. Johnny laughs and you sit down next to him.
“You didn't have to stick up for me. I could've handled it.” Johnny tells you, and you stop eating to tell him. “You probably could have, but I wanted to. Dallas messes with everyone and doesn't realize he's being a dick.” He looks down at the floor and you see the way his leg nervously bouncing up and down. Your hand slides gently onto his leg, calming him down. Sodapop turns on the radio, and immediately goes to his favorite channel. Him and Pony argue for a minute before Darry tells them to shut up.
“Are Steve and Two-Bit ever gonna wake up? They look dead.” You laugh as you see Steve with his mouth open and snoring louder than he already was. “Hopefully not. I want Steve's pay. Maybe my manager will double it because Steve's gone!” It's a bundled up sound of laughter and giggles as Steve wakes up with a surprised sound. Steve is on the floor, rubbing his eyes. Two-Bit is still fully asleep, almost falling off the couch as well.
Johnny wasn't sure about most things, but one thing he was, was that your laugh completely captured his entire attention. He's staring at you now instead of Steve or Two-Bit with complete and utter love in his eyes. He's sure there's drool dripping from his mouth as he has his head plastered on his head and he's just staring at you. “Take a picture man, she'll go away at some point.” Is all Ponyboy says, snapping Johnny out of his cloudy, love-filled vision.
Your hand is still laying on his thigh, he's not fully sure if you forgot about it or not. However, he's giddy and giggling in his mind about the delicious feeling that heats up on his leg. Johnny is relaxed as he listens to the Van Morrison song that plays on the radio, he's surely heard it a thousand times, but he'll still listen to it everyday, it reminds him about the life he has. Johnny has the gang, his brothers that enjoy listening to the same song hundreds of times. Johnny cannot lie, however, that he enjoys listening to The Beatles with you whenever he gets invited over. He stares at the posters that clad your wall filled with Paul McCartney’s face.
You've relaxed now and you're chewing on your food. He can't help but begin staring once more as you finish up. You have a soft smile on your face as you compliment Darry on his cooking. Johnny follows you around the kitchen and places his plate in the sink. You ask him if he enjoyed the food, and he blankly stares at you. “Johnny, are you there?” Your hand falls to his arm and you rub it softly. He's sure you're visible to the pink shade of his skin and as it layers over his tan color. “Yeah, the food was good.”
“Awe good!” And there you go again, with the smile that makes him want to lasso the moon to see it again. You start to help Ponyboy with his stuff and turn around to Johnny. “Can you please wipe off the table? It'll be really good for me. Pretty please?” He nods at you, when truly he knows you could've told him to clean and pointed a finger and you would be able to see your reflection in it.
However, when he's cleaning, he doesn't realize how far his elbow pushes and it slams into a glass and it knocks onto the floor. You run into the kitchen at the loud noise and see Johnny on the floor, attempting to pick up the glass with his hands. You can see how frantically he's moving, such as him wanting to hide he ever did it. “Johnny, baby, don't clean glass with your bare hands.”
Johnny looks up at you with water-glassed eyes. His lip is slightly poking out and he hugs you tightly. “Man, I'm real sorry. I don't even know why I did that, gosh Darry is gonna—” He's cut off abruptly with a kiss planted onto his lips. Johnny melts in your light touches and the kiss to his lips. You pull away from him and he's staring at you. “Don’t say any of that. It's just a glass. Let's clean it up then we can get ice cream, yes?” He nods and stands up off his knees. You're helping him clean up and throw the shattered glass into the trashcan.
You stand up and your arm goes around his shoulders. He's looking down on the ground and he's scraping the floor with his shoes. “Hey, let's go.” You grabbed your purse and the cardigan you had thrown on. “Are you gonna be cold?” He asks softly, and he grabs onto your hand. He isn't sure of how easily your hand fits in his, but it makes sense. You're the perfect match to his and he makes him extremely happy. “I’ll be fine, c'mon. I want ice cream and a date with my favorite person.
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justmeandmyships · 9 months
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Things that lLittle Women 2019 got wrong (Ofc Amy and Laurie related):
First of all, let me clarify that I LOVE Little Women 2019. It's my favorite version of all time, specially bc it's the first time someone tried to give justice to Amy and Laurie storyline, however this version still fell short in some ways, that I hate and just help to perpetuate the long false story of "Laurie settled down with Amy":
Laurie and Amy meeting in Europe: In the movie Amy is the one who sees Laurie and jumps after him. She is the one who was hoping for him to find her at the hotel.Also after they stop talking Laurie returns to his sad walking.
In the book this never happened. Actually It's Laurie the one who comes back to life after he sees Amy. He is the one who starts waving his hat aggressively hoping for Amy to notice him:
"The quick trot of ponies' feet made him look up, as one of the little carriages, containing a single lady, came rapidly down the street. The lady was young, blonde, and dressed in blue. He stared a minute, then his whole face woke up, and, waving his hat like a boy, he hurried forward to meet her."
He is the one who claims that he couldn't find them and care about it, because Amy never asked and he started talking about it:
Amy: "How is your grandfather? When did you come? Where are you staying?"
Laurie: "Very well—last night—at the Chauvain. I called at your hotel, but you were all out."
(Like my boy nobody cares and she didn't ask you if you looked for her or not 😭😭😭)
In fact He stayed with her that afternoon helping her with everything she had to do that day meanwhile thinking how much she changed and how gorgeous she is:
"Laurie did not read all this while he watched her feed the peacocks, but he saw enough to satisfy and interest him, and carried away a pretty little picture of a bright-faced girl standing in the sunshine, which brought out the soft hue of her dress, the fresh color of her cheeks, the golden gloss of her hair, and made her a prominent figure in the pleasant scene"
So there wasn't no coming back to sad moment after he saw her. My boy was too intrigued for that. Please and thank you.
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morallyinept · 4 months
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A full transcribe of AGENT WHISKEY'S dialogue/lines from the film KINGSMAN: THE GOLDEN CIRCLE.
Includes full dialogue, and dialogue from any deleted/additional scenes available.
I've created this as a point of reference when writing for Pedro's characters, and I hope you find it useful. Even if you just want to read the dialogue. 🖤
FULL MASTERLIST OF PEDRO CHARACTERS DIALOGUE
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☝🏻Dialogue has been fully transcribed by myself using reference to original scripts (if available), audio subtitles and using my own two ears. Therefore, mistakes can be made, however I have tried to be as fully accurate as I can. If you spot an obvious mistake, please kindly let me know. Where audio is not clear, I have marked with *inaudible* Scenes are separated for ease of reference.
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FULL SCRIPT DIALOGUE:
Kid, looks like we’re hookin’ up with a chick at a rock concert. My favourite kind of mission.
I’m sending my jet to pick you up. 
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Well, that's the easy part, kid. Take a look in the glove box. 
Goes on your finger. The surveillance tracker is in the tip. Apply light pressure for three seconds to release it. 
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I say we both make an approach. Whoever gets on best goes for it. 
The hand is not a mucus membrane, Eggsy. Neither is the back. They teach you anything at Kingsman? 
Our trackers are designed to enter in through the bloodstream, they circulate harmlessly providing full audio and GPS.
No, Eggsy, it ain’t.
Alright I’ll take first crack, watch and learn, buddy.  
Miss, I beg your pardon. I don’t wanna pester you, but I just have to know. What time are you playing? 
Oh damn it, now I feel like a fool. I just assumed a woman with your… charisma, well, she just had to be somebody. 
No, it’s okay. I know you didn’t mean to make me feel like a dumbass, so I’ll let you make it up to me by letting me buy you a drink. 
What are we doin’?
Tinder, what? 
Be good, be cool. 
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Now, is that any way to welcome a visitor from out of town, Moonshine? 
Well, pick him up.
Now, that is not what I call a Kentucky welcome. 
Manners. Maketh. Man. Let me translate that for ya. 
Hoo. I feel like a tornado in a trailer park. 
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You can’t make this personal, sir. 
Poppy’s stock piles really could be anywhere. 
You two need to fix this code name thing. And with all due respect, sir. I don’t think Galahad Senior is ready to return to work. 
It’s a lasso. 
Yes, sir. 
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Hold up, we need ya down here, Galahad. Secure the control room. 
I’ll cover. 
Galahad we’re coming! All clear at the bottom? Galahad, come in! 
Shit. 
Shit! 
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Let me have a look? 
Get down! 
Fuck you! I just saved your life! 
Alright. They're going for cover and reloadin’. I’ll fix their wagons. Cover me, boys! 
Thank fuckin’ Christ I didn’t need any back up! 
I’m out of ammo. Troop carrier coming in. What d’ya got? 
What is this? Looks like you packed for a fuckin’ slumber party, not a mission. 
Hey! Butterfly guy! It don’t look like Ginger fixed you right. 
I said I’m empty. Gimme yours! 
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Hello gorgeous! I’m Jack, what’s your name? How would you like to ride home on a real cowboy? I got a six pack of cold ones on ice and my roomie's out all night, so you can scream my name as loud as you need to, sugar! 
Who’s this pretty lady? 
Ginger. Goddamn Butterfly guy shot me in the fuckin’ head! 
Well I’m guessin’ you didn’t fix him right! Where the hell is he? 
Eggsy’s gonna need back up. 
Get the Silver Pony on the runway and ready to take off! 
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So. Don’t move, kid. You try anything funny and I turn this thing electric. 
Now, give up your guns, fellas. Slide ‘em over. 
Nope. My brain’s all good, kid. And you know what? I reckon the same is true for your friend Harry over here. Real fine instincts, I’ll give him that. But you stay still or I’ll dice him up so small you can take him home in a bucket and still have room for what's left of your buddy Merlin. 
That ashole? Hahaha. Hell no. It’s a matter of personal principle, agent. No more drug users and the Statesman share price rockets.  
Do you wanna know who was innocent? My highschool sweetheart. Love of my life. Pregnant with my little boy. He’d be about your age now. If his momma hadn’t got caught in the crossfire when two meth head freaks decided to rob a fuckin’ convinience store. A world without those people in it? Sure smells like peace to me. 
You break the law. You pay the price. Good riddance. To all of them. 
That’s why I gotta destroy that case. Now slide it over, Agent Galahad. 
Thank you. 
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FULL MASTERLIST OF PEDRO CHARACTERS DIALOGUE
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rynneer · 2 months
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Promises
He was so much like his father, wasn’t he?
Promises made.
Promises broken.
Fíli’s childhood was defined by promises—but not every promise can be kept.
“Go, pony, go! To war!” Fíli bounced in the saddle, brandishing a wooden sword. His mount paid no attention to the dwarfling’s commands. It merely snorted and scuffed at the ground with its hoof.
“There’s my little warrior,” came a chuckle from the stable door. Víli shook his head with a smile, hoisting his son off of the pony.
“Can I come with you?” Fíli asked, his eyes wide and hopeful. He waved his sword in the air at imaginary foes. “Look how good I fight!”
Víli balanced Fíli on his hip, ruffling his hair. “Not just yet. Give it a few years, hm?”
“We should make haste, Víli.” Thorin entered with two packs slung over his shoulder. He tossed one to Víli, who caught it in his free arm with ease. “We’ve only a few days before the snow begins to melt and refills the gulch.”
Víli nodded and set Fíli on the ground. “Go fetch your mother. She’ll have my head if she doesn’t get a kiss goodbye.”
Fíli scampered away, still swinging his little sword.
Víli’s smile faded as he watched his son running back up the hill to their cottage. “Thorin?”
“Hm?”
“If anything happens–”
“Don’t, Víli,” Thorin cut him off. He turned from where he had begun saddling up his pony. “Nothing will happen. We will be back by springtime’s end.”
“Please, Thorin.” Víli placed his hand on Thorin’s shoulder. His dark brown eyes were troubled, his brow knitted with worry. “If anything should happen to me, promise me you will look after my boy.”
“You have my word.” Thorin busied himself with tacking up his pony, trying not to show his discomfort with the thought. He had not spent much time alone with the child, not since Fíli was a baby. Though he cared fiercely for his sister, his last remaining family, she was starting one of her own. He respected that, and did his best to stay out of the way—a difficult task when they all were forced to shared a small home.
“I know this is important,” Víli said after a long silence.
Thorin turned. His brother-in-law fidgeted with his mount’s reins, checking and re-checking the buckles. “And I will follow you wherever you ask, without question. But my heart is heavy, and I don’t know why.”
“We will return,” Thorin assured him. He tugged on his pony’s reins and led her from the stables.
“Not so fast, little one!”
Thorin and Víli looked up to see Fíli running back down the hill, his legs a blur. Dís trailed after. “Amad said I can go!” he crowed as he launched himself at his father.
“I said no such thing!” Dís puffed. She was slightly pale, perhaps even a little green. Her brow shone with a thin sheet of sweat.
Víli noticed immediately. “Are you feeling ill, amrâlimê?” he asked, stepping forward and taking her face in his hands. His steps were hindered by Fíli, who had wrapped his arms around his father’s leg. Víli lifted a boot and tried to shake him off, but the little boy held on stubbornly.
“I’m fine,” Dís replied. Her face grew solemn, and she combed her hand through her husband’s golden locks. “You’ll come back to me, won’t you, my love?” She fiddled with his silver beads, tracing the runes.
“Of course.” Víli kissed her forehead. He bent over and tugged on Fíli’s hair, drawing a squeak of protest. “I promise.”
Dís gave him a peck on the cheek, and turned her attention to Thorin. She adjusted the pack on his shoulder and straightened his collar. “Don’t do anything rash. Don’t be a hero,” she whispered. Her hands stilled, and she locked eyes with him. “I refuse to bury another brother.”
Thorin reached up and took her hands, bringing them back down to her waist. Silence hung heavily between them at the reference to Frerin. At last, Thorin leaned down and gently rested his forehead against hers. “You won’t have to.” He straightened up and dusted himself off. “Balin and Dwalin will be waiting for us down the road. We should go.” He saddled up and kicked his pony’s sides, nudging her forward to the path leading up to the mountain pass.
Víli took his wife into his arms once more. “Must you go?” Her voice was muffled in his coat.
“You heard the reports from the south. We have to go flush out that band of orcs. I have to keep you safe.” He released her, and crouched down so he was level with Fíli. Víli wrapped him in a bear hug.
“Promise you’ll be back?” Fíli’s voice was small, almost lost in his father’s thick mane.
“I promise.”
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Dís hummed as she scrubbed the breakfast dishes clean, elbow-deep in the soapy water. A black curl fell in her face and she blew it away with an impatient huff. “Fíli? Can you come help your mother, please?”
Fíli grumbled, but he clambered to his feet and joined her in the kitchen. Dís handed him the plates and a dishcloth. “Thank you, kurduwê.” She leaned against the counter with a sigh and placed a hand on her small bump, just starting to strain at her dress. There was a tiny flutter in her belly. Dís smiled, stroking it gently.
“When’s it gonna get here?” Fíli asked, standing on his tiptoes and tugging at her skirt.
“Six more months, my dear.”
He pouted, wrinkling his nose. “That’s forever!” he whined.
Dís chuckled and shook her head, taking the dried plates from his hands. As she put them back in the cupboard, there was a frantic pounding at the door. “They’re back!” came a shout from the other side.
Dís’s eyes lit up. She rushed from the cottage, running as fast as she dared down the hill with a grin. It was only a few days after Víli and Thorin left that she learned she was with child, and since then, all she could think of was how excited her husband would be.
The two ponies plodded into the village, heads drooped in exhaustion. Thorin’s head hung low as well, betraying his own weariness. A small crowd of dwarves began to gather as news of their return made its way through the town.
“Víli, Thorin!” she cried. But as she neared, her brow creased in confusion. Yes, there were two ponies, but she saw only one with a rider. She saw only Thorin. Dís halted. Cold dread spread through her chest. “Thorin? Where’s Víli?”
When her brother did not reply, she came closer. She could see something large on the pony’s back behind Thorin. “Thorin,” Dís whispered, her voice wavering. “Where is my husband?”
At last, Thorin slowly lifted his head. His mouth moved wordlessly for a few seconds before his voice returned to him, dry and cracking. “I tried, Dís. I tried.”
“No…” Dís could see now what was slung over the back of Thorin’s pony. A battered, broken body. There was dried blood caked in his hair, silver beads now stained. She looked back at Thorin helplessly. “Thorin, I’m… I’m pregnant.”
Her brother’s face fell even further.
“Amad?” Fíli finally caught up with his mother. His blue eyes were round and hopeful. “Where’s Adad?”
Thorin dismounted. The movement jostled the body behind him, and he was too slow to keep it from thudding to the ground. But he was fast enough to move between his sister and his nephew as she crumbled, throwing herself over her fallen husband. He quickly pressed Fíli’s face into his tunic and covered the boy’s ears as she screamed.
And oh, how she screamed. Wordless howls of raw grief. Broken only by gasps for air fueling the next scream.
“Uncle Thorin?” Fíli’s voice was muffled by his uncle’s clothing, stained with his father’s blood. “Uncle Thorin, what’s wrong with Amad? Why is she sad?”
“Not now, little one,” Thorin mumbled. He ushered him back up the hill, turning Fíli’s head when he tried to look back.
“You promised!” Dís’s shrieks echoed off of the hills. “You promised!”
***
The ringing of metal on metal filled Thorin’s ears as he hammered away. Sparks flew with each strike. He paused for a moment to wipe the sweat from his brow, then plunged the red-hot iron into the barrel at his side to quench it.
“Thorin!”
Thorin looked up to see Dís rushing into the forge. She hiked up her skirt with one hand to avoid the soot and dust on the stone floor, the other supporting her heavy stomach. She was due any day now.
“Thorin, I can’t find Fíli anywhere,” she panted. “I’ve checked all the places I could think of—he’s nowhere to be found.”
Thorin laid the piece he was working on aside and discarded his apron. He ducked out of the heat-choked forge and into the brisk autumn air. “You checked the valley? The creek? The beech copse? You asked the older children?”
“Everything,” Dís insisted. “I’ve searched all afternoon.”
Dying rays of sunlight barely reached over the buildings in their little hamlet. If they were to find Fíli, they had better do it fast. The woods and plains in the foothills of the Blue Mountains were no place for a five-year-old on his own with the autumn chill plunging to a bitter, near-winter cold at night. A frigid breeze was already tugging at Thorin’s hair.
His eyes scanned the landscape, stopping when they reached the crest of a small hill almost a mile from their door. “Dís,” he said quietly. “Are you sure you checked everywhere?”
Hidden on the far side was a crack in the earth that lead to a small cave. And sure enough, Thorin found what he was looking for.
Fíli sat at the entrance, hugging his legs to his chest and resting his chin on his knees. He didn’t acknowledge Thorin; he just kept looking ahead into the cave.
Thorin lowered himself to the ground and sat next to his nephew. “Your mother has been very worried about you.”
“I’m alright. I’m just waiting for Adad.” Fíli pointed into the cave. “He’s busy.” He was shivering.
Thorin sighed. It had been months since he returned with his brother-in-law’s lifeless body. “Your adad was laid to rest. He will never leave this tomb.”
Fíli shook his head vigorously. “Nuh-uh. He’s coming home.”
“Fíli,” Thorin placed a gentle hand on Fíli’s shoulder. “Your father is gone. He is not coming back.”
“No, he’s gonna come back because he promised and he never breaks a promise!” Fíli’s little hands balled up into fists, tears welling up in his eyes. “Leave me alone!”
“He asked me to look after you,” Thorin continued, paying no mind to Fíli’s protests.
“I don’t want you!” Fíli tried to push Thorin away. “I want Adad!”
“Come on.” Thorin stood and easily lifted his nephew, throwing the squirming child over his shoulder like a sack of flour. “It’s not safe for you out here alone.”
Fíli started to sob, hitting Thorin’s back with tiny fists that he barely felt. “No! He’ll come back! He will!” Fíli cried over and over. He kicked his legs in protest, but Thorin only tightened his hold.
Finally, his movements became weaker and his shouts became sniffles and hiccups as he wore himself out. “I hate you,” he whimpered.
Thorin winced. He knew the boy didn’t mean it, but still, it stung.
It was dusk when they returned. Dís stood in the doorway of their little home, hands on her hips and tapping her foot. “Now just what do you think you–”
Thorin silenced her with a look. Not now, he mouthed. He set Fíli on the ground, nudging him inside. “It’s bath night,” he reminded the boy. “Go get ready.”
Fíli gave his uncle a final, tearful glare, and stomped off. Thorin collapsed on the couch.
“Where’d you manage to find him?” Dís joined her brother, laying a hand on his arm.
Thorin didn’t look at her. “Sitting in front of the… the hill.” Something about speaking of cold graves in what was supposed to be a warm home felt wrong. “He still refuses to accept it.” He rubbed his brow with a sigh.
“He’s grieving, the poor lamb. Give him time.” Dís squeezed his arm. “Things were not the same without Frerin for so long. And we were grown by then—Fíli is so little. He scarcely knows what death is.”
Thorin raised his head and stared darkly into the fire. “The way things are going, he’ll need to learn sooner or later. We’ve seen far too many goblins straying close to the mountains. And more elves passing through to the Sea.” Thorin nodded slowly, lost in his own musings. “Something is coming.”
Dís snorted, shaking her head. “You listen to Dwalin’s grumblings too much,” she remarked. “I think we will be alright.” With that, she excused herself and followed the trail left by Fíli’s muddy footprints, muttering about hot water and dirty dwarflings.
Little Fíli poked his head into the living room, sucking his thumb nervously. Thorin sat on the couch, reading by the dimming light of the fire. Fíli padded across the floor and climbed up next to him. Without a word, he snuggled up against Thorin’s side, laying his head on his uncle’s thigh. And equally silently, Thorin put his hand on Fíli’s head, hair still damp from the bath.
“I’m sorry I was mean, Uncle Thorin,” Fíli finally whispered.
Thorin put down his book, looking at his nephew with an expression somehow both pitying and reassuring. “We have all said things we are not proud of,” he said. “I appreciate the apology.”
Fíli nodded and yawned. “But he will come back. I know he will.” He curled up in Thorin’s lap and closed his eyes. “He promised.”
***
“Fíli.”
The blonde dwarfling screwed his eyes shut tighter and wrinkled his nose. He shoved his face into his pillow, trying to ignore his uncle’s voice. He’d been waiting for hours, listening to his mother’s pained cries from the room over, and he had just about had enough.
“Fíli, you are not setting a very good example as a big brother, are you?”
That did it. Fíli’s eyes shot open, and he sat up so quickly that he nearly fell over.
Thorin stood in the doorway, a tired smile on his face. In his arms, he cradled a tiny bundle.
Fíli wiggled with excitement as his uncle approached. Thorin sat on the bed next to him. He gently moved aside the blanket guarding his precious cargo and lowered the bundle so the boy could see.
“Fíli, meet your little brother,” Thorin whispered. “This is Kíli.” He dared not disturb the sleeping newborn too much, vividly remembering how loud and shrill Fíli’s cries had been as a baby.
“Hi Kíli,” Fíli breathed. His blue eyes were wide with awe as he peered at his brother snuggled up inside the blanket. Kíli’s face twitched every so often, small bubbles of spit collecting on his bottom lip. Fíli looked up at Thorin eagerly. “Can I hold him?”
After a moment of hesitation, Thorin nodded. “Be very careful,” he warned as he shifted the baby into Fíli’s arms. “He’s not quite as big and strong as you yet. Hold him close. Support his head, just like that. There you go.”
“He’s so little!” Fíli gently brushed his hand over the fuzz on Kíli’s scalp. Dark-haired, like Dís and Thorin. At his brother’s touch, Kíli began to stir. With a squeak, he opened his eyes.
Fíli gasped. “Uncle Thorin, look! He’s got brown eyes, like…” He trailed off, staring down at the baby in silence for a long time. Kíli blinked curiously up at him with little gurgling noises. When Fíli looked back at his uncle, his eyes shone with tears and his lip quivered. “Adad’s not coming back, is he?”
Thorin’s heart cracked—but there was relief, too. He’s finally come to accept it. “No, little one. He’s not.”
Fíli’s face crumpled. He buried his face in Thorin’s side and began to cry. Disturbed by the noise, Kíli let out a few whimpers of his own before starting to wail.
Thorin put his arm around Fíli’s shoulders, saying nothing.
“For Mahal’s sake, Thorin, what did you do to make both of them cry?” Dís leaned against the doorframe, still weary from labor and nursing her newborn. But her tired glare softened when she saw the look on Thorin’s face, the way he held Fíli against his side.
“I should take him back,” Dís sighed, crossing the room and prying Kíli from Fíli’s arms. “Hush, wee one,” she murmured, rocking him as she left and starting to hum a lullaby.
Thorin shifted on the bed to face Fíli. His large, calloused palms swallowed up Fíli’s tiny hands. “Fíli.”
The little dwarf sniffled and looked up at his uncle, tears still streaming from his eyes.
Thorin wiped Fíli’s cheeks with his sleeve. “I have something very important that I need you to do.”
“What is it?” Fíli tilted his head to the side like a puppy, his sadness momentarily replaced with curiosity.
“Look after your little brother. Promise me, no matter what, you will always look after him.”
Fíli nodded solemnly. “I promise.”
***
Kíli was losing. He ducked under Fíli’s swing, barely managing to block him. “Just wait till we do target practice,” he muttered as he pivoted away from Fíli’s next attack. “I’ll show you.” His wooden sword clacked against Fíli’s when he went on the offensive, trying to reclaim the ground he’d lost.
“Archery is for elves,” Fíli scoffed.
“You only say that because you’re no good at it!”
Up the hill, their uncle and mother watched, leaning against the side of the cottage.
“We’ve raised two fine boys,” Thorin mused, sharp eyes following the brothers as they sparred with blades and words.
“They’re only in their twenties, Thorin. Hardly more than striplings,” Dís reminded him with a smile and a nudge. “We’ve still a while to go.”
“We are raising two fine boys,” he amended his statement. Thorin rested his arm around his sister’s shoulders. He fidgeted with her sleeve, fingers plucking at the fabric.
Dís glanced up at him, eyebrow cocked. Though his eyes were still fixed on Fíli and Kíli, she could tell he was not entirely there. So she waited patiently for him to let her into his thoughts.
“I want them to be my heirs,” Thorin said abruptly.
“What?”
He did not look at her. Instead, he turned and went inside, still deep in his own mind. “Fíli would be the crown prince, of course, as the elder brother.”
“Heirs? Crown prince? Thorin, what are you talking about?” Dís followed, kicking the door shut behind her.
“I want them as my heirs. I want Fíli to rule after me once we have retaken Erebor.”
Dís’s eyes narrowed. “Erebor is lost, Thorin. This is our life, not kingdoms and crowns.” She waved her arm toward the window.
“It is not yet lost, not while I still have breath in me,” Thorin insisted. His hands curled into fists, nails digging into his palms.
The familiar Durin temper flared to life in both brother and sister. “You want to die like Father?” Dís hissed. “Fighting for a home that is long gone? Or burned alive like Mother?”
Thorin whirled around to face her. His blue eyes flashed. “Father is not dead,” he spat. “Víli and I found signs of him down south–” He snapped his mouth shut when he realized what he’d done.
“South?” Dís’s voice was dangerously low. Her eyes grew even narrower. “You have not been south since…”
Thorin tried to turn away, but Dís grabbed his wrist with a crushing grip.
“There never were any orcs, were there? Did Víli know?!” she demanded. “Did he know he was going off to die for your stupid wishful thinking?”
“You think I would lie to him?”
“You lied to me!”
“Of course he knew!” Thorin ripped his arm away. “I will speak no more of this.”
“Do not walk away from me, Thorin Oakenshield.” She said the name with a mocking sneer. “Look at me, you coward.”
Thorin halted, his shoulders tight. His eyes were stormy, flashing with lightning when he looked back. “You were a child—you do not remember it the way I do,” he rumbled, his voice the thunder to the storm in his eyes. “I will reclaim what is rightfully ours, and I want Fíli and Kíli at my side when I do.”
“So you’ll take my boys from me the same way you took my husband?” Hot, angry tears filled her eyes.
“They are my boys, too,” Thorin shot back. “I’d sooner die than watch them live their lives in poverty and servitude.”
“Is peace not enough for you?”
“It will never be enough,” he snarled. “Not while that beast still–”
“Uncle Thorin?” Kili’s voice broke into their argument. He stood in the doorway, holding up his thin sword, snapped neatly in two. “I think I lost. Do you know if Bifur or Bofur have made any more training blades?”
Dís clenched her jaw, turning her face away until she could control her voice. “I’m sure they will be happy to make you a new one,” she answered, forcing brightness into her tone. “Why don’t you go ask them? Dinner should be ready by the time you return. Don’t be out too long.”
Kíli’s face lit up. “Yes, Amad!” He tossed the broken sword into the fireplace and dashed from the cottage, leaving his mother and uncle in silence once more.
“This is not finished,” Dís muttered. While Thorin’s eyes were dark and stormy, hers were bright and fiery with an anger that made her hands shake. “Get out of my sight.”
But Dís knew the day would come, and she dreaded it. While others became excited when they heard the dragon had not been seen for years, it only tightened the knot in her stomach. Her sons, however, couldn’t be more eager as they bustled around the cottage, packing their rucksacks and sharpening their weapons.
“D’you think I can fit another knife somewhere?” Fíli asked his brother, twisting around to inspect his coat.
“Sure,” Kíli replied. He slung his quiver over his shoulder with a lazy grin. “Up your ass.”
”Language, Kíli,” Dís scolded.
Kíli repeated his answer in Khuzdûl instead.
Fíli laughed, shaking his head. “Come on, Kee. If we leave now, we should have a good head start on Thorin. Shouldn’t take us more than a week to reach this burglar’s house.” He made for the door, but his mother stopped him.
Her hands trembled as she double-checked the buckles and ties on his clothes. “So much like your father,” Dís said with a sad smile. “He could never wait to get on the road.”
Fíli struggled to remember his father’s face, now just a blurry memory almost eighty years old. Visions of Thorin overpowered those of Víli—dark hair instead of gold, blue eyes instead of brown.
Dís stood on her toes to wrap her son in a tight embrace. The lump in her throat threatened to choke her. “Come back to me,” she whispered in his ear. Their parting felt all too familiar. “Promise me, you will come home.”
“I will take back our home,” Fíli corrected her softly. He drew back and gave his mother a comforting smile. “You will walk the halls of Erebor again. I promise.”
***
It was that promise to his mother that drove Fíli onwards, that kept him from despair in the Elvenking’s dungeon, that kept him anchored as his uncle began to spiral into the same madness that claimed Thorin’s grandfather.
It was his long-ago promise to Thorin that kept Fíli’s eyes on his brother, that kept him close to his side, that stopped Kíli from following him as he combed the upper levels on the Ravenhill.
It was why his last words were a warning, a desperate plea for his uncle and brother’s safety.
And it was that promise to his mother that he thought of as the blade ripped through his back.
His last breath gurgled in his throat as he choked on his own blood. His vision blurred, head dropping to his chest as darkness fell. Fíli was dead before he hit the ground in front of his baby brother.
He was so much like his father, wasn’t he?
Promises made.
Promises broken.
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fairy-kainye · 7 months
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Oh sweet Astarion, insulting distillers and getting banned from bars for over a century. Stay golden pony boy.
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billkaulitzwife · 1 year
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I know u only have 1 post so far but i literally love ur writing 😭 <3 can u do headcanons for the gang and how they'd be if the curtis brothers had an 8 year old kid sister? how they'd all treat her and such and how she'd feel about everyone <3 thank u!
AWHH!! TYSM NON! i actually write a lot of short stories, add me on snap or disc and i can share them🫶🫶
The Curtis's 8 Year Old Kid Sister.
Ponyboy :
this man is amazing with kids, like he'd work at the daycare or something
He's always lookin out for his kid sister.
bullies?
they're dead. gone. obliterated.
she says she's got a crush?
soda, dal, johnny, and pony surround her like
OOOOOOOH WHO IS ITTTTT
i feel like she'd play soccer or track like pony
because he's her favourite.
when pony bleached his hair she didnt recognise him and she thought he died🥲
Pony would always comfort this kid
hed die for her
if she was in that fire, she'd be the first one outta there
Pony would stop studying just to comfort her about anything
"Pony?"
-immediately turns away from his work- "What's up, sis?"
Sodapop:
dress up. this man would sacrifice his dignity for this girl
"Sodaa! Let's play fairies!"
"Hell yeah, kid!" and Steve would stare at him like 🥲
Steve: damn. someone took my bitch.
Sodapop would be the exact same about bullies and crushes.
He'd make her TWO cakes for her birthday (he has a favourite sibling)
Soda is SO defensive of his sister
When Darry and Pony get to arguing, Soda is the sibling to calm her down and hush her back to sleep
Nightmares? This man will do anything to not have them happen. Cuddles, stories, ANYTHING
hes TOO GOOD with kids
hed let her put makeup on him and put him in a princess dress (i literally did this to my brother)
the moment she turns 16 is the moment he dies inside
he'd play sixteen candles (not in a romantic way ofc)
Darrel:
He tries not to get upset when she colours on the walls or gets into trouble at school
She once brought a blade to school for show anc tell and Darrel got in SO MUCH TROUBLE
He tries to get her to stay away from Keith and Dallas
Darry's the kinda brother to not stand for any shi goin on.
like he'd slay? SLAUGHTER. somebody for looking at his kid sister wrong
The moment S/N brings a boy home
he dies of a heart attack
OR
he has his blade out and ready😋
Anytime Dallas is around or running from the cops it's automatically
"Soda, keep S/N in the house."
Darry would sit on the floor colouring with her all because she didn't wanna be alone while Soda was at work and Pony at school (a sick day ykwim)
Dallas:
"Who's this?"
"I'm S/N who the hell are you?"
"ATTA GIRL" -highfive-
he'd teach this girl attitude.
obviously has a soft spot for this kid
the crushes "tell me. is he cute? nice? hot like me?"
"hes real cute like johnnycakes!"
johnnycakes: HUH😰
Dallas would tell this kid to stay away from cigs until she's about Pony's age.
Darry thinks hes a bad influence, but he teaches her a lot
When its raining hed sacrifice his jacket since STEVE DOESNT WANNA WEAR ONE
if he was babysitting and S/N had a nightmare, he'd let her hold his St. Christopher while hugging or sum
He tries to keep his smoking to a minimum, but.
its ol dally we're talkin about.😐
He isn't the best when it comes to kids, but he'd kill someone if they hurt his neice
"UNCLE DALLY!!"
"hey, kid!"
Johnny:
Loves S/N almost as much as he loves Pony
He'd protect her life with his, even if it meant gettin jumped again
He's quick to worry about her
"It's about S/N, Joh-"
"NOOOOOO"
"Shes failing math"
"Oh."
He's the sweetest little thing with her
He'd let her play with his hair and ask questions about his scar
When Johnny babysits, Pony, Darry, and Soda always come home to a slumped S/N resting on a slumped Johnny's chest
He keeps his smoking to a zero when around her.
Johnny always admires the way she's so outgoing with people around her
Like they're the black cat and golden retriever duo
"Uncle Johnny?"
"Yeah?"
"Can we colour? Or watch Mickey? Or read a story? Or-"
"Alright, alright."
If S/N ever ran away to the lot because the boys were all fighting, he'd be the one to comfort her and walk her home.
Water fights in summer.
Steve:
he treats this girl like she's his sister
Soda: steve thats my sister, where the hell are you going-
"OUR SISTER"
Like he'd be like "hold the light so I can fix this"
He'd play dress up with her and Soda and wonder how his life came to be
He'd be wearing fairy wings and a pink dress with makeup everywhere on his face
When he brings Evie around, she absolutely loves on S/N
Evie: what a pretty young lady!
"I'm eight"
"S/N, be nice-
"NO IAN KNOW THIS BI-"
"That's enough"
When he's babysitting it's always baking together and colouring on the floor (and the walls)
He teaches her how to do push-ups and sit-ups and basically, this girl can punch.
She once punched Dallas in the balls cuz Steve told her to
He limped for 3 days.
Two-bit :
Since he has a sister at home, he brings her over when he babysits
He makes sure S/N tries staying outta trouble, but when the Shepards are busy and so is the gang, Two would be drunk while watching her
He'd take her to the movies whenever a princess movie was playing
Two once accidentally took her to see a horror movie and he couldn't watch her for 2 months
Like
Darrel grounded him.
He's forgetful of a lot of stuff
"Hey, kid how old are you again?"
"I'M EIGHT JESUS CHRI-"
Dallas: it's perfect.😍
He loves S/N so damn much.
When his sister started growin up, he hung around S/N just to bring some of the youth back
Whenever there's a rumble between outfits, or greasers and socs in general, he'd most likely be voted to stay back and watch her
Him and her get in each other's faces about different colours and princesses
"SNOW WHITE"
"CINDERELLA"
THAT'S ALL!!! tysm for the request! hope you like them <33
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addi asking the boys whos babysitting :))
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filthy-converse · 3 months
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Can you write Ponyboy and Johnny angst
Oh the woe, I guess I have too.
Sign of the times.
Pb&j angst. Circa after Johnny’s death.
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After the trials, and the funerals, and the pitiful looks he got at school, no one seemed to really care that Johnny and Dally were gone. Well, of course they cared, but Ponyboy thought they oughta care more.
For nights on end, he woke up in a cold sweat, but he wasn’t having nightmares. When he dreamt about how Johnny used to smile at him, that’s what made him really sick.
Darry seemed over it, Ponyboy was a man now, he was too old to ask Soda to stay with him because he was scared. But Ponyboy knew he understood, if he really didn’t, he wouldn’t make sure he had a glass of water and a hug when he did wake up.
But hugs never brought back how Johnny looked when he smoked, or the gentle way he said Ponyboy’s name. Why did he feel this way? It had been months, almost a year, since Johnny died. No one else seemed to miss these things about him, these were the kinda things girls missed about their guys in those cheesy drive-in movies. So, why did he miss them?
What made this even harder? No one seemed to understand, they all expected him to get over it! ‘How could you get over someone so amazing?’ Ponyboy thought.
He grappled with these thoughts day in and day out, Johnny told him he was smart, so why didn't he feel smart? The more he thought, the deeper the hole he dug.
If he would’ve never ran out, or even stayed out in the first place, Johnny’d be here. But now Ponyboy has to look at the gold in the sunset and try to imagine him in the hues. He has to make sure he remembers what his voice sounded like, lest he forget. And with the talk of war? It was getting hard to try and remember.
. . .
Pony boy was sitting on the patio one day, reading a book he had gotten off of a ‘free book cart’ at the library. Books never made him cry, but the main character in this one was just like Johnny. He was a real brave hero, even if he was timid, and to Ponyboy, his description was real pretty.
It was a stake through the heart and a new awakening when he realized he related to his love interest. Is that what he felt for Johnny? He began to cry, and didn’t stop crying for a long time.
If this was what he felt, why didn’t he know? Men weren’t supposed to like men, and he knew that well. Was he a defect? Weird just like Steve said? Johnny would’ve never liked him if he were still alive.
Ponyboy put down the book, and walked back inside, the sun was setting and he couldn’t bare to see it. Sunrise or sunset, they were all golden just like Johnny. And Ponyboy could cry at the thought.
What a cruel world, he thought. He’d never get to know if his love had loved him back, and he’d never be able to love right again. Even if he’d felt wrong loving him.
Ponyboy didn’t feel so golden anymore, and he couldn’t bring himself to try and feel ‘normal’ again. He had loved Johnny, with his whole heart.
And he’d never have a whole heart again.
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inherroyalgoddess · 1 year
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Ways to Humiliate Him
Make him wear Your panties or lingerie, dress him up as a little girl or a French maid.
Make him do housework naked or dressed in women’s clothes.
Have him pamper You, have him:
give You a foot/back/full body massage
give You a pedicure/manicure,
paint Your finger/toe nails.
bathe You/shave your legs.
cook and serve You a nice dinner.
Make him hand wash Your panties and lingerie.
Make him polish Your shoes with his tongue.
Make him wear a collar and lead him around with a leash, like a dog.
Attach a leash to his balls or cock ring, and lead him around with that.
Tie it off in front of the sink while he does the dishes.
Ride him around as Your pony boy…spurs? a riding crop?
Dress him up like the slut that he is, wear a strap-on dildo and make him beg to suck it. fuck him. (don’t forget the fuck-me red lipstick!)
Make him wear Your panties or lingerie under his regular clothes when he goes out or goes to work so that he will think of his Mistress constantly.
Make him masturbate for You, make him beg for permission to cum, don’t let him, punish him if he does.
Make him screw himself with a dildo.
Make him earn his rewards; for example:
Allow him to kiss Your ass after the dishes are done.
1 minute of pleasure for him for 10 minutes of Yours. 5 minutes of pleasure for him after he makes You cum 5 times. Spank him 10 times for each minute it takes him to make You cum.
If You think he’s earned an orgasm, make him cum on Your feet or Your ass and then make him lick You clean.
Order him to bring himself to the edge of orgasm and stay there until You give him permission. When You give the command he must cum within 5 seconds or he will be punished and/or not allowed to cum at all. (keep him that way for 30 minutes, an hour…or as long as You want)
If he’s really horny and bothering You, You may want to curb his interest by ordering him to jerk off 5 or 6 times in a row. Use it as skin conditioner��� 3 times on each foot, have him spread it around and lick them clean after each time.
Always make him lick You clean after sex.
When You go out, order him to tie himself up, be naked or dressed up as a girl and be kneeling at the door for when You arrive.
Lock a padlock on his balls.
Give him a golden shower.
Make him think of a new way for You to humiliate him. Punish him if You don’t think it’s good enough. Make him post it to the net (and send it to me to add to the list)
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