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#sorry to be in the tags so much im fixating babes
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i realized that writing itch ive been trying to scratch with adrian
i want to write him like a more murdery data
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haikyunicorn · 4 years
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anonymous asked: “Hello! May I request kageyama for prompt 8?☺️”
hi! yes of course you may! hope you like this, anon<3
8. aquarium date with kageyama tobio
“Tobio, look!” 
Kageyama turned to see where you were pointing, only to turn back to you with an unimpressed expression.
You giggled. “Sorry, couldn’t help myself,” you said apologetically.
“You’ve been hanging around that bastard Tsukishima too much,” Kageyama grumbled, glaring at the exhibit in front of the both of you. More specifically, the flying fish swimming around behind the glass wall.
You laughed at his response. “I was just messing with you, babe. C’mon, let’s go see the other fish before you scare them,” you teased, tugging on his hand that was holding yours.
Kageyama felt his cheeks warm at the pet name you gave him. The two of you had only been in a relationship for a few weeks and he definitely wasn’t used to being called the affectionate nickname yet. Truthfully, he had been nervous about asking you to the aquarium, wondering whether you’d like it or think him lame for it. Still, he managed to gather his nerves and asked you about it several days ago (he practically spat it out in a single breath) and thankfully, you had been more than willing. He was very much pleased and relieved, letting you pull him along to see the various exhibits, trying to spot as many sea creatures as possible and marvelling at all of them together.
After making your rounds to all the tanks, you and Kageyama made your way out of the main building into the outdoor areas and were currently standing in front of the directory board.
“Oh! They have shows, too, Tobio,” you pointed out, “maybe we could check them out?”
Kageyama nodded at your suggestion, reading the schedules listed on the board. “Do you want to see the dolphins show? It starts in 20 minutes,” he offered.
“Yes!” you exclaimed enthusiastically.
The both of you walked hand in hand towards the show area, Kageyama smiling slightly at the excited skips in your step. When you reached the location, you were lucky enough to snag the last front row seats, the large pool stretched out just a few metres in front of you. Even while sitting down, you didn’t let go of Kageyama’s hand as you chattered animatedly to him, which made the setter feel the strangest, tingly sensations in his chest. Kageyama decided he liked it, though.
Soon enough, the show began and the both of you stared at the dolphins in wonder, gasping and clapping along with the rest of the crowd. You glanced at Kageyama in the middle of the show and had to bite back a giggle at his expression. His midnight blue eyes were widened, fixated on the dolphins in the pool expertly balancing a ball, which resembled a volleyball, on the tip of their snouts. You didn’t think you’d ever seen him concentrate this much in class. 
Nearing the end of the show, the dolphins made their way around the pool once more, performing a last flip to impress the audience. Only this time, they were much closer to the edge of the pool, their tails slapping against the surface causing water to splash at the spectators sitting nearest to them.
Unfortunately, that included Kageyama Tobio.
You had just barely missed the splash zone while your boyfriend was almost completely drenched. You tried to mask your laugh as a gasp but the corners of your lips curled upwards was a dead giveaway of your amusement as you looked at him sitting frozen in shock, curious to see the usually stoic and awkward man’s reaction. “Tobio, are you okay?” you asked, nudging him slightly.
Kageyama’s cheeks flushed a bright pink. This was not how he expected the date to go - with him getting soaked in front of the person he so wanted to impress. He finally braved himself to turn to you, only for his blush to darken when he saw you biting the insides of your cheek in an attempt to stop your smile from expanding across your whole face.
However, as he looked at you, he felt his embarrassment subside. With the amused glint in your eyes, bottom lip quivering as you tried in vain to swallow down your chuckles, and a hand still squeezing his in reassurance, he couldn’t fight his own smile and the laughter bubbling in his chest.
Bonus: The staff were kind enough to give him a T-shirt from the souvenir store for free and of course, you picked out the one with the flying fish for him to wear throughout the rest of the day. 
sorry i couldn’t stop myself from the flying fish references :’)
edit: i accidentally deleted the post when i went to change up the tags im 💔 thankfully i have it saved in my gdocs, so here’s a repost
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msjr0119 · 5 years
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Hold On
Part 24 - A little ceremony amongst friends.
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Nobody got injured at the Homecoming ball, they all get separated into different safe houses- for safety.
Riley and Drake had confirmed that they had feelings for each other, however Drake believed Riley should be with Liam. Heartbroken, she moves back to New York. Only keeping in touch with Hana, Maxwell and Olivia.
Riley meets lawyer, Nate Cooper and begins a relationship with him. In Cordonia, Drake begins to court Kiara.
Nine months after Riley had left Cordonia- there is a reunion, but not the reunion the friends had hoped for.
*Characters belong to Pixelberry*
If you are under 18 please do not read this series. If you do you are consenting that you are over the age.
Series warnings: Suicide, domestic abuse, swearing, stabbing, smut🍋 If any of these triggers affect you do not read!
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We look forward to seeing Lady Riley as our new Queen....
Queen. Queen. Queen. I’m going to be Queen. I’m carrying the heir. I’m marrying King Liam of Cordonia. Is this a dream of reality?
Riley woken up dazed from her reoccurring thoughts. Streaks of sunlight penetrated through the window and blinds, blocking her vision. Hearing Maxwell’s snoring, she laughed. She had asked Max and Hana to stay over with her, obviously she wished that Liam could have stayed the night- but it is after all bad luck to see the bride on your wedding day. Knowing it was only a little ceremony- she was still nervous as hell. Liam’s mothers engagement ring mimicked the suns shine. Slowly sitting up, she rubbed her knuckles over her eyes, removing the remainder of sleep. Stretching her arms, Riley couldn’t prevent the large yawn, that was slowly yet gradually occurring. Making herself a cup of steaming coffee, she went to sit on the balcony- she had limited herself to one cup of coffee a day due to the pregnancy. The sky was a clear blue, the sunshine on this day brought a healthy glow to the foliage, the grass, to every exotic bloom. Birds were tweeting in a rhythmic melody. Today was the day.
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It was early morning, Liam and Leo were already dressed in their regal wear. Leo could tell that Liam was nervous, the pacing up and down the study began to annoy him slightly- so he offered him a scotch.
“Sit down please, Li. Here, this will help with the nerves little brother.”
Liam forced a smile, grateful that his older brother knew exactly what was needed.
“I love her Leo, more than words could possibly explain. But I have this reoccurring subconscious thought that she may change her mind.”
“Don’t be silly. She’s wearing Eleanor’s ring. She’s yours. She’s carrying our heir. Why would she change her mind?”
“Everything that we’ve been through... Madeleine. Drake. Kiara. Nate. The baby she lost. I don’t know...”
“That’s all in the past, Li. The future is you and Riley and my nephew or niece, today is going to be the best day of your lives. Then when the heir is born, you will have a second wedding including the baby and the country. Cordonia is thrilled. Why did you chose the maze by the way?”
“Well I proposed there. The first night she came to Cordonia we had a moment in the maze. It’s now like our place. It just feels right. Thank you looking after her in New York by the way.”
“Ah I see. Let’s get going then, Beth is going to deliver your gift. Then it’ll be time to see your beautiful bride. No problem. It was hard, but shes your responsibility now- your responsibility to protect her.” Leo pat his brother on the shoulder, he had never seen Liam this nerve wrecked. Maybe it was due to the past rejection- but now everything was different.
*******
Between Maxwell and Hana they made Riley look fit for a Queen. Hana styled her hair, in a neat chignon with some stray curls elegantly leaned against her ears. They kept her make up neutral- with waterproof mascara just in case, she broke down emotionally. Hormones were coming in thick and fast, one minute Riley was emotional, the next minute she believed she didn’t look beautiful enough and was frustrated.
“You are so beautiful Little blossom, I’m so proud of you.” Maxwell pulled his ‘sister’ in for a tight hug- he admired how elegant she was looking on this special day.
“Thanks Maxwell. I just feel fat. And I don’t know if I can do this? What if Liam realises this is a huge mistake? I haven’t exactly been Queen material recently have I? Court case. Abused. Suicidal. What does he see in me?”
Riley replied with a defeated tone of voice- feeling unworthy. Tears began spilling down her face, her lip uncontrollably trembling. Maxwell wrapped his arms around her, with sorrow in his eyes. He didn’t like to see his sister feel this way- she meant the world to him, and everyone else for that matter.
“Good morning!”
Beth said in a cheery voice before running over to Riley who was crying in Maxwell’s arms. Confused as to why she would be this emotional- it was supposed to be a happy day.
“Ri, we all make mistakes. We all have our down days. But Liam has always loved you. Always. And he will continue that for the rest of his life. You didn’t see him at the hospital, in New York. The way he spoke to you....it was love at first sight when we first met you.”
“Max is right. I’ve got a gift from the groom. He’s waiting for you- don’t keep him too long babe. I’ll leave you to finish getting ready. Love you, Ri. See you soon Mrs Rhys/ Queen of Cordonia.”
Good morning beautiful. I missed holding you last night. After all this time, I still can’t believe that we’ve finally made it. I have loved you since the night I laid my eyes on you- I know all this time it hasn’t been easy. But I promise you now, I am going to protect you and love you unconditionally for the rest of my life as well as our child. You mean everything to me Riley Brooks. We are now a family. Don’t keep me waiting. I can’t wait to call you my wife. I hope you love the gifts, I have given you. If I could give you the world I would...
I love you, Li xo
Riley began sobbing again, at Liam’s words. Feeling her stomach churning - she wasn’t sure if it was nerves or morning sickness returning with vengeance. Opening the velvet box, there was a diamanté tiara along with a necklace.
Maxwell gently placed the necklace around her neck, Riley’s fingers gently hovered over it. He then delicately placed the tiara on her head, trying not to ruin Hana’s masterpiece chignon. Beautiful, he whispered.
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The palace staff had decorated the maze, there was a riot of colours from the bouquets that were placed surrounding the area. In the middle of the maze, near the swing- there were flower covered arches proving the sweet aroma of roses. Liam knew it would be a tight squeeze, but he wanted to do his nuptials here. As it was a quick ceremony the guests would stand throughout.
Liam stood nervously next to Drake, his best man. When he asked Drake to do this honour he felt awkward, due to the previous love triangle. But he knew deep down he couldn’t ask anyone else- Drake was his best childhood friend, his brother.
“Li, if you ever needed to use a stoic expression that time would be now.” Drake sarcastically said, trying to calm down the King.
“Im sorry. I’m trying, I truly am....”
“Liam, she chose you. This is your special day and we are all so happy for you both. She will be here soon.”
“Thank you for being so supportive. I hope she will be.”
“No problems. She always deserved you and you deserved her.”
Leo interrupted the two gentlemen, with a smirk on his face.
“Li, your bride is on her way. Hana’s just arrived.” Leo handed the men his flask filled with whiskey, before whispering- To calm the last nerves.
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“Ladies and gentlemen, if you’d please rise for your bride.”
I wandered through the maze, Bertrand on my left side, Maxwell on the right. I couldn’t decide which of the brothers should walk me down the ‘aisle’. Maxwell instigated this fairytale becoming reality and Bertrand was an arsehole to me at the beginning. But they welcomed me into their house- I will always be grateful for everything they have helped me achieve. I was still feeling nauseous- but I am pregnant, a good excuse I kept telling myself. I am now marrying Liam- the love of my life. It hasn’t been easy, but we have come full circle and I couldn’t be any happier. I am grateful that he has so much love for me even with my past flaws and mistakes. I am truly, one lucky girl.
Slowly the three of us, walked down the ‘aisle’- both men in my arms were emotional even if they deny it. They looked overjoyed. I am glad that I have done them proud eventually. They deserve the positive reputation for their house. Our tiny group of close friends are waving and smiling at us.
My eyes fixated on Liam as we arrived at the end of the ‘aisle’. I softly smile at Drake- who returns the gesture. I’m glad he agreed to be Liam’s best man considering our past situation. Even if mine and Drake’s love story didn’t work out- I am still happy to have him in my life as my best friend. Liam’s eyes began to glisten. This is it, I’m becoming Queen.
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Why am I so nervous? It’s just Riley- the Queen of my heart. She always has been, ever since the night I met her. Her adventurous spirit, her fearless spirit, her attitude to life, her natural beauty made me fall in love instantly.
After all that she has been through, I still see that old Riley- showing us how strong she truly is. My country will love her as Queen, she is friendly and caring. I hope they don’t love her more than me- although that probably would become reality. She had won over so many hearts in the time she spent here in Cordonia.
The Beaumont’s look as if they are going to emotionally break down- she has become like their sister. I know they must be feeling over the moon right now.
I must thank Hana and Max for making her look incredible and beautiful just like a goddess. I wipe a tear away- I hope I can contain my emotions. She is beautiful. She is going to become my wife. She is going to become Queen. I am so relieved and lucky that she chose me.
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“Riley, you are so beautiful.”
“Thank you my King. You look handsome as always.”
Liam cupped her cheek and kissed her gently, before moving down to her stomach mimicking his previous gesture. This was his way of informing Ana and Donnie that the Queen to be was carrying their heir. Leo coughed, ending the sentimental moment. Liam stood up slowly, gently holding his fiancées hands, rubbing his thumb over her knuckles. Their sparkly matching baby blues fixated on each other lovingly.
“So because this is basically a ‘shot gun wedding’- sorry guys. I’m not going to go through the usual Cordonian nuptial introduction- we will save that for the cathedral wedding.”
Everyone began laughing- Leo really had no filter. Ana and Donnie nodded politely towards Liam and Riley now having their suspicions confirmed.
“In my time in New York, I became close to Riley and I classed her as my little sister. Secretly I was hoping that these two stubborn ass’s would reunite. I know the circumstances weren’t really what we imagined- but you both found love and happiness again. And I for one, are so thrilled to now officially call you my sister- unless you run off. But please don’t run off.”
“Don’t worry Li, I’m not running anywhere. Leo’s just being Leo.”
Riley whispered, whilst squeezing his hands tighter- feeling him become less tense and seeing his lips curl upwards.
“So, we will begin the vows and start with you, your Majesty.” Leo gestured for Liam to begin. Liam gulped hard, before beginning his speech.
“Riley, what can I say? Without you I am nothing- with you I am more myself. Our love is unique. Together you and I make something that has never been seen before. I will always protect you from harm to stand against your troubles. If you grow weak, I’ll be there to fight your battles for you. I’ll help you with your responsibilities and make your problems my own in order to spread the weight a bit more evenly. I love and cherish you, secure in the knowledge that you are my best friend, my love, my kind and adoring wife, Queen and mother to my child. You look so beautiful to me today, you always look beautiful to me and will always be this beautiful to me, tomorrow, and the next day and the next. I will only love you more and more each day of our marriage. There is still a part of me today that cannot believe that I’m the one who gets to marry you. You make me a better man, and a better King. I love you, Riley Brooks.”
Liam felt relieved that he had finally confessed how much love he had for Riley. Smiling at his fiancée, he took another moment to drink in the sight of her. He noticed tears running down her cheeks, softly caressing her cheeks- wiping away the tears, she was still gorgeous.
“Thank you Liam, Riley I believe it’s your turn now...”
“You have made me feel more loved than I ever thought was possible, even with my past decisions. I am so grateful that we have come full circle and are in each other’s arms again. Today, I give you all that I am, and all that I have. Just as I give you my hand to hold today, I give you my heart- my whole life. I choose you today. And I would choose you again tomorrow. I would go on choosing you the day after, and every day for the rest of our lives. You are my life. I love you and I will always carry you in my heart, as I’ve always done. Thank you for all your support and love you have provided me, I feel so lucky that myself and our baby have you in our lives. I love you Liam, my King.”
“Do you, King Liam Rhys of Cordonia take Riley Brooks to be your partner in life and sharing your path; equal in love, a mirror for your true self, promising to honor and cherish, through the good times and the bad, until death do you part?"
“I do.”
"Do you, Riley Brooks take King Liam Rhys of Cordonia to be your partner in life and sharing your path; equal in love, a mirror for your true self, promising to honor and cherish, through the good times and the bad, until death do you part?"
“I do.”
“By the power vested in me by the kingdom of Cordonia, I now pronounce you Husband and Wife. The King and Queen Of Cordonia. May this blessed union be sealed with a kiss.”
Liam cupped Riley’s cheeks, placing a soft kiss on her lips- hearing the cheers from their friends encouraged Liam to deepen it into a more passionate kiss.
“You’re my wife!”
“You’re my husband! We both love you...”
“I love you both too. Mrs Rhys, My Queen. And you too my little Prince or Princess.”
Intertwining their fingers together, they joined their friends. Congratulations echoed throughout the maze. Ana and Donnie, had taken some picturesque photos of the newlyweds, before they bid their goodbyes.
“So after brunch, I assume the King and Queen will want some aloneeee time.... But who’s ready for the real party? As it’s a Beaumont wedding- well sort of. You’re all cordially invited to the after party at House Beaumont later tonight, to celebrate our sister getting married!”
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imaginativemarvel · 7 years
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Sexual Tension - Bucky Barnes x Reader - Chapter 6
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Summary: (Y/N) transfers to a new university only to find out her new teacher is a hot jackass. Heated words are tossed back and forth but it ends up making them gravitate even closer.
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader!
Word count: 2.2K
Warning: little different than usual, lots of curse words and lots of fighting but it’s petty cute fights and shows how close they are and how much they love each other, ok?????/?/?/?/?/?/ thanks !!!
A/N: THE LAST CHAPTER DIDNT LET ME TAG HALF OF THE TAGS SO PLEASE CHECK AND SEE IF YOU READ IT !! (:
more notes lol: WAS going to do a horrible angst fic, THEN was going to do a loki soulmate one, NOW IM UPDATING SEXUAL TENSION Also request are open! I’m open to anything as long as it’s not morally wrong but YK I’m open to a lot of things !! (;
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The last thing you expected was spending you day off with your professor. You didn’t necessarily complain about it though, you both completely cancelled any plans for the day and just hung out around your apartment. At first it was fun and games, until you both fought like 5 year olds and almost burned the whole building down.
“I wanted to make us breakfast! I’m not good at this stuff!” Your hands raise in the air for defense against the laughing man across from you.
“You didn’t have to tell me that! I already knew!” He pointed to the pan on the stove before bending over in laughter.
“I’m sorry! This didn’t goes as planned!” You dragged your hands to the side of your head in frustration while eyeing down your now crying guest and burnt eggs. He finally stopped laughing before covering his smile with his hands and pointing at the ‘food’.
“Did you come to that conclusion from the fact that everything was just on fire?”
You had to admit, you were a bit grumpy but maybe it was leftover mood from when he took your whole queen sized bed from you earlier that morning.
“I swear to god James if you don’t give me at least 5% of my bed, I’m making you sleep on the floor!” Half of your body was falling off the bed, if it weren’t for his grip on your waist, you’d be on the cold hard ground.
“Just make me your mattress, babe.” His arms pulled you to the point where your whole body was laying on top of his, and he wasn’t the definition of comfortable, or at least not in the position.
“FOR FUCKS SAKES JAMES!”
You had to admit, you have no idea what put you both in such a childish mood. It may have made the day funnier but overall it was you both just bickering over stupid, petty things like an old couple on a hot summer day.
“I thought you said you were going to do the dishes for me.” Your arms rested on your hips as you focused your gaze at the man. He didn’t move an inch, he was too fixated on playing the video game you offered him an hour earlier.
“I thought you said that since I’m your guest you would do them?” His eyes didn’t leave the screen, he was too busy trying to win the round.
“Well, you fucking thought wrong, pretty boy.” A smile played on your lips as you threw the towel at his head, covering his eyes and making him lose.
“Seriously?? I would have won the trophy!”
Although it was funny to see him whine and do your chores, the aftermath was horrible. You hated it and boy did he enjoy ever second of it.
“How dare you do that to me!” You dramatically tossed the controller onto the group before ripping the blanket off of Bucky and pulling it over your head in despair.
“It’s a game, (Y/N), besides you made me lose not even 30 minutes ago by tossing a dirty rag in my face.” You felt his arms tug the thick blanket surrounding you but you wouldn’t budge. You refused to move until he apologized for doing something so horrible to you.
“It’s not just a game! You hit me with a red shell as soon as I was going to cross the finish line! I would have been first! It’s not fair!” Your knees touched your chest as you complained in a kid-like fashion.
“Aw come here, let me comfort you.” His arms found your hips hidden beneath the covers before lifting your body and pulling you into his lap.
“Not until you say sorry!” His hands found the opening of the blanket and tugged on it until he found your face. Your head poked out in disgust before crawling back to the other side of the couch.
“Jesus Christ, (Y/N). It’s Mario Kart. Also are you going to completely avoid the fact that there were 4 rounds and you beat me in every round but the last one because I hit you with that shell? Overall you still won!” He was laughing as he tried to pull you back towards him by your feet.
“Say sorry!”
The asshole never said sorry. Yeah, so what if you won, but 4-0 is so much better than 3-1. You weren’t going to let him have it. So what did you do? Tried your best to annoy him.
“Can you please stop!” His hands were holding his head. He was trying to read this forum for his job while it was silent in the room, but you wouldn’t let him have it. Well, not until he apologize to you. You stopped for a moment before staring at him with a smirk, taking a sip from the straw in your drink.
He smiled in a sigh of relief from the silence you gave him. "Thank you!”
“99 bottles of beer on the wall! 99 bottles of beer! Take one down, pass it around! 98 bottles of beer on the wall!” Off-key, man was your tone so off-key, but who cared? Well, clearly he did. That’s really all you needed though. While singing the song loudly, a smile played on your lips.
”(Y/N)!“ After that whole fiasco, it led you and him to your currently clingy and youthful mood. It was a silent hour of just cuddling on your couch with legs intertwined. You both were scrolling down multiple social media pages on your cellular devices without speaking a word. The silence eventually killed him, so he tried to start a civil conversation. Of course, it turned out to be just another stupid arguement.
"Did you watch the news today?” His face was inches from yours, his hot breath hitting your lips. The side of your mouth tugged up, giving him a smirk.
“Was it about you apologizing for cheating in Mario kart?” You shifted your body, wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him closer.
“No, I didn’t even chea-“ Small wrinkles formed as he furrowed his eyebrows in confusion and defense.
“Then I don’t care, go fuck yourself.” Letting go of your close hold on him, only to ignore whatever he was saying to continue scrolling over old photos on Facebook.
His hand snatched the device from your hand and stared at the thing that was taking your attention away from him. He made a face of anger, confusion and a pinch of jealousy. It was a photo of you and a guy, he seemed around the same age as you. Dark brown hair, green eyes and gripping hands around your waist. You both were smiling to your hearts content with arms linking around each other.
“Who the fuck is he?” His wrist turned, allowing you to see the familiar photo.
“Oh god, James. You sure will be the death of me.” You grabbed the phone and clicked the tag on the 'mysterious’ man in the photo, his profile soon popped up. “Scott Lang, he’s my cousin.”
“Sure he is!” His arm slide under your back before pulling you closer to him in a dominant and overprotective way. “I know how you have a thing for men who are tall, with dark hair and light eyes!”
“Bloody hell, James. That’s my cousin! You know what, to prove it to you, I’ll call him right now!” You exited out of Facebook before clicking your contacts and typing in his name.
“How will I know if it’s actually him?”
“Dude, I’ll let you see the contact photo and name.”
“Don’t you dude me.” You rolled your eyes before clicking Scotts contact and practically shoving the device in his face.
“Look, look. Scott Lang. Cousin! And….. dialing!”
While the phone started to ring, you hit speaker and lifted it between you and Bucky so he could hear the conversation. It rung a few more times before a click was heard and a familiar voice came through.
“(Y/N)?”
“Hey Scotty!” A huge smile was spread onto your face as you heard the voice of your favorite cousin.
“Oh hey, (Y/N). Wow, I haven’t talked to you in ages! Sure is reassuring to hear your voice.”
“Yeah, I was thinking the same thing! I was just wanting to ask a quick question!”
“Oh yeah? Ask away.” Scott was always so open to things, that’s why you loved him so much.
“We’re first cousins, right? Like my mom and your dad are siblings, right?” A giggle escaped your lips before you quickly covered your mouth with a hand.
“Uh…. yeah? Did you forget or something?” The confusion in his voice was noticeable, and man did you find that hilarious.
“Oh no, I was just looking at old photos and someone happened to see the photo of us two and claimed you were my boyfriend, or significant other or something.”
“Oh, yikes. No, we’re cousins, if that… person is listening.” His award tone rung through the phone, you sure did miss how awkward he is.
“Oh he is, thanks Scotty! By the way, we gotta meet up soon. I miss you a lot, bud. Talk to you later?”
The call soon ended with small goodbyes. You lifted yourself from the couch before eyeing down the embarrassed James. You took your leg and placed it over his body and straddled him.
“Men who are tall, with dark hair and light eyes, huh? I’ll give you that. I’m a sucker for anything, though.” The same smirk from before was visible on your lips, you leaned your body down to where your faces were centimeters apart.
“Don’t act like I don’t know what type of men you like, just compare the similarities between me and Jacob Mcevoy and you’ll have it all down. I don’t know why but you act like every man with those characteristics are gods most beautiful creations.”
“James McAvoy. It’s not that hard you know? But… do you want to know what’s truly beautiful?” You poked your finger against his chest as he let out a small chuckle. His hands lifted to your sides before slowly caressing your skin and settling at your hips.
“Oh lord, don’t be cheesy and say it’s me.” He gave you a cheeky smile while a tint of pink rises to his face.
“Good because was going to say Tom Hiddleston. Tall, oh boy is he tall. Dark-ish hair, depends on what movie your watching, and his beautiful blue eyes. What I’d give just to be in the same room as that man.” You dramatically sat up and set your hands on his chest lightly. Your eyes were wide with a sparkling sensation, obviously trying to tick off the man beneath you. His whole smile dropped, you could feel his irritation radiate off his skin.
“At this point I should just go talk to myself in the mirror instead of talking to you, it’s the only way I can have a intelligent conversation, I mean clearly I’m more attracted than Jacob Mcevoy or Ron Littleston.”
“Littleston is probably the most ironic name you could give him.” You chuckled at your own little innuendo before continuing. “And go ahead, I don’t care what you think!”
“Oh really?” The grip on your waist was still there and getting harder by the second. Within seconds he pulled you back down to his body with a playful look.
“Yeah, I find it hard to relate with people who pronounce the 'g’ in lasagna.”
'Easy.’ You thought to yourself.
“Um, excuse me. Aren’t you the one who pronounces bologna like buh-log-nuh?”
'Damnit! Never mind.’ You thought giggling to yourself, overlooking this whole situation and seeing how dumb you both were. It’s like you guys were made for each other.
“Touché!”
“So we’re even, right?” “Mhmm”
Your face found its way to the crook of his neck while you let out the approving hum. His hands ran up to the top of your back and to the bottom while your hands massaged his scalp by playing with his hair.
“Good, because I may or may not have been invited to a family dinner in a few days and I’m bringing you as my date so they’ll stop bugging me about Dolores.” You lifted your head before staring into his eyes.
“Aw! Are you, James Buchanan Barnes, asking me out?”
“You know what? I’ll take it back! I’m sure Dolores would love to come with me.” He began to sit up and lifted you off of him, before he had the chance you pushed him back down and sat in the same position as before.
“There is no way in hell I’d let you go with Dolores, I’d feel too bad!” His hands found his way back to your bottom and back.
“So, you’ll go with me right? You’ll have to dress up all fancy, if you don’t have anything like that I can buy you something.” His tone went from joking to serious, you knew your best option was to go with him. You were always there for him, you would always support him. If that meant possibly embarrassing yourself in front of his entire family; then so be it. If you’re going to be an embarrassing mess then you’ll be his embarrassing mess.
“No. I have this dress I got for my last birthday that’ll work. So yeah, I’ll go. Anything for you, James.” Your comment made his teeth shine. You couldn’t help it, as much as you both fought and bickered, you loved him too much. You’d never want to put him in harms way.
“Thank you, (Y/N).”
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Open Up When (Shalaska) Chapter 1 - Kayden
an: im back back back again nearly a month later with the first chapter WHOOPS tbh chapter length might drop bc like???? i wanna please the people ANYWAY here yall go
The letter felt heavy between the blonde’s fingers. Even though she had only opened the envelope a few seconds beforehand, it seemed as if she had been curled up in that position for years. Just reading Sharon’s handwriting. By reading Sharon’s handwriting, Alaska meant that she had only read the “Dear Alaska”. Her eyes traced over each stroke of the letters. She could imagine Sharon hunched over a desk, chewing her pen before falling back in her desk chair and groaning loudly. That was what Sharon would do. There she was, scratching her way back into Alaska’s thoughts. The girl let out a sigh. It was too late now to back out. She traced one slim finger down the edge of the paper and began reading.
“Dear Alaska,
You’ve opened this because you’re sad and I’m not there. Obviously.”
“Ah fuck.” She muttered. She’d forgotten what was on the front of the envelope. The part that would reveal what the letter would contain. The most important past of the damn thing. She was so interested in the contents that she immediately turned it over and used one acrylic nail to rip it open. Man, she really was a psycho ex girlfriend. Whatever, it was open now.
“I’m so sorry I can’t be there to comfort you baby. I really am. You know it makes me sad when you’re sad. I hope I can return to you soon with all of your favourite foods and make you feel better again.”
The words felt bitter on the blonde’s tongue. Alaska wanted her favourite foods. She wanted to cuddle up on the couch and watch shitty daytime television. She wanted- No, she needed Sharon to comfort her. She could’ve if she wasn’t the one destroying Alaska’s heart and mind. Alaska shook off the thought and continued reading.
“Since I can’t let you cry into my shoulder and pull my hair into styles I can’t pronounce the names of, I decided to list some of my favourite memories and I’m praying to some non-existent god that they cheer you up. I swear I’ll be there for you soon”
Alaska let out a small chuckle. Well, at least it seemed like one. She enjoyed Sharon’s twisted sense of humour. She missed it.  Her fingers wiped away a tear that was threatening to escape. The blonde was going to try not to cry millions of tears by the end of the letter.
“Firstly, remember the first time I said I loved you back? The time we nearly got kicked out of a department store? I still can’t believe you did it. You broke down my walls.”
Of course Alaska remembered. It was the first time that Sharon actually said those words to her. She leaned back against the end of her bed as she recalled that eventful day.
May 12th, 12.04pm
Alaska pulled her hair back into a messy ponytail as she glanced through what to wear on her date with Sharon. Even though they had been going out for four and a half months already, they hadn’t done two things. One, they hadn’t come out as dating. It was obvious as to why. If Alaska, co-head cheerleader and part of the popular group, came out as gay, she would be horrendously bullied. If she was exposed as being gay AND dating the punk rule breaker Sharon?  Her name would be plastered over every bathroom stall. Sharon was used to it but she couldn’t bear to see Alaska’s reputation destroyed. The other thing was that they both hadn’t said ‘I love you" yet. The blonde had, multiple times. Whether it was a playful side comment while they were laughing over cups of tea or the more serious times, those words always seemed to be uttered by Alaska. Was she slightly disappointed? Yes. However she was fully aware that Sharon wasn’t as trusting in relationships and that it was hard for her to open up.  She needed to respect that.
The blonde pulled out a pleated skirt. It was a pastel pink and came to a little bit above the knee on the cheerleaders long lanky legs. It was perfect for any date. That reminded her, where was Sharon even taking her? She pulled out her phone and began typing out a quick message.
To: Noodles❤️:
can i at least have a hint as to where you’re taking me ??? >:(
From: Noodles❤️:
No, you may not.
A frown crossed the girl’s face. She had never liked surprises. Her mother had thrown her a surprise party for her 12th birthday and she had a horrible panic attack. The girl let out a small prayer that history wouldn’t repeat itself. She couldn’t let Sharon know about her anxiety. Sharon already opened up to Alaska about her past and how it fucked her up. Alaska needed to be the strong one in the relationship.
She slid her skirt up her thighs and adjusted it, turning to look in the mirror. The skirt was cute, but not with her oversized top that she wore to sleep. She took another look in her closet. After a few seconds of searching, She found a basic black singlet top that she could wear her favourite sweater on top of. She changed her clothing, tossing her pyjama shirt in the laundry basket and struck a pose in the mirror. Man, this outfit was adorable. She blew herself a kiss and pulled her hair out of the ponytail it was in. Light blonde locks fell over her back. Using her slim fingers, she shook it a little to let the hair fall more naturally before moving over to her drawers to find a hair brush. Something was off however. She was scrambling to find the brush in silence. After putting on some love song playlist, she continued to look.
When her quest for the hairbrush was over, she let the bristle slip through her sun kissed locks, letting it untangle every knot. After allowing her brush to do its main purpose, she began to use it as a microphone, badly screaming the lyrics to some bad quality 90’s ballad. She twirled around her room, the edges of her skirt lifting upwards to expose more of her lightly tanned thighs. Her lips parted to reveal a toothy smile as she sat down in front of her vanity, still singing the song, this time quieter and with more of a melody than her earlier screaming. She pulled open a drawer to reveal palettes upon palettes of makeup. After going through all her drawers and picking out the makeup she would wear, she decided to send Sharon another text.
To: Noodles❤️:
just starting my makeup now xx how are you going ??
No response just yet. She expected that from Sharon. With her it was respond anywhere from three seconds to three weeks later. She placed her phone down and began to apply her foundation. It was a small while later that her phone vibrated, when she had just begun to apply eyeshadow. The blonde jumped, nearly ruining the entire look.
From: Noodles❤️:
Haven’t left bed yet. x
The blonde let out an eye roll and a small chuckle. She was still so confused as to how her girlfriend always looked stunning whenever she saw her even when she was wearing the same clothes that she had for the past week and her hair was a complete mess. Alaska finished up her eyeliner, the small flicks at the end not being completely straight, but then again, neither was she. After finishing up her full look with a touch of mascara, she headed downstairs to put on some sneakers and to deal with her mother.
As she tied her laces, her mother came into the room. Alaska’s mom wasn’t much shorter than her, and had aged well. Her hair was dry from re-bleaching it all these years. She wore clothing that was vaguely bohemian but still had a very strong ‘mom’ feel to it. She took a step closer to her daughter and began to speak.
“When am I going to meet this boyfriend of yours? He seems like such a sweetheart, taking you on all these dates and things. Much more romantic than your father. Will I be meeting him soon? How about I walk you out and come meet him?” She smiled. The younger blonde put her hands up.
“That won’t be necessary, okay? You’ll meet them eventually.” She put her bag over one shoulder and headed out, giving a small wave to her mother before slamming the door.
To: Noodles❤️:
hey im at the end of the drive waiting
To: Noodles❤️:
just had more questions from my mother
To: Noodles❤️:
she wants to meet u badly yikes
Alaska sighed into the cool air, letting the wind realign where her hair sat on her shoulders. She lightly rubbed one arm and leaned out in time to see Sharon’s car turn the corner. The entire car looked like it was going to fall apart any minute. The pain was chipping and dents decorated every side. On the contrary, Sharon was looking like a million dollars. Perhaps it was the bias that Alaska had due to her being absolutely head over heels in love with the goth. She grinned and waved as the girl pulled up on the curb and rolled down her window.
“Babe, if I knew you were going to dress up this well, I would’ve planned something fancier.” Sharon chuckled.
Alaska rolled her eyes and got into the car, closing the door behind her. “This is really nothing, I swear. Where are you taking me anyways?” The blonde fastened her seatbelt and leaned over to plant a quick kiss on her girlfriend’s cheek. Sharon awkwardly smiled. “C'mon, it won’t be that bad, will it?” Alaska pouted slightly and placed one hand onto the shorter girl’s thigh. “Will it?”
Sharon nervously laughed. She had been shocked by how gorgeous Alaska had looked and suddenly felt guilty about not taking her girlfriend on the trip she deserved. Her eyes became fixated on Alaska’s facial features. She became so focused on all the tiny details that made the blonde look like a goddess that she didn’t realise that she had been asked a question.
“Hm? I’m sorry I just-” Sharon shook her head and rubbed her eyes slightly, “got a little distracted. What was it you were saying?”  She attempted to laugh and shrug it off that she just got lost in Alaska’s beauty but she could tell by the blonde’s sudden outburst of giggling that it hadn’t worked.
tags- open up when, kayden, shalaska, sharon needles, alaska,
“Don’t worry about it, I’ll find out the answers soon” She managed to get out through laughter.
The first half of the car ride was smooth, filled with small talk and large periods where Alaska would just admire her girlfriend. Around the middle of the car ride is when the anxiety started. What if the reason Sharon hadn’t said she loved Alaska yet was because she didn’t? What if she was going to leave Alaska in the middle of the woods? What if Sharon was only dating her to get rid of her? The blonde could feel her breathing get quicker and she fiddled with the folds in her skirt. What was it that her councillor told her to do? Alaska racked her mind for the answer.
It came to her after about a minute of quietly panicking. Best scenario, Worst scenario, Most likely scenario. Best scenario? Sharon took her down to the dock and married her right then and there. They’d both escape to New York and raise two cats. Alaska grinned at the idea of it. Worst? Sharon ditched her in a forest and tied her up to a tree and let her be eaten by woodland creatures. Why wouldn’t have Sharon done it earlier in the relationship though? Realising that it was unrealistic, Alaska could feel her heartbeat settle as well as her breathing. What would most likely happen? They’d go on a date like they had done for the past couple months. Now calmer, Alaska began to drift off in her car seat.
May 12th, 1:47pm
As they pulled into the parking lot, Alaska woke up, batting her eyelashes and stretching as much as possible given the confined space she was in. Her eyes still plagued with sleep, she looked out the window to see where her date would take place. The image that laid in front of her was… Kmart. She turned quickly around and gave Sharon a questioning look, not sure if this was the final destination or not.
“Sorry it’s not quite what you expected” Sharon rubbed the back of her neck and averted eye contact, assuming she had let down her date.
Alaska ran a hand over Sharon’s thigh, her fingers meeting skin where the rips in her jeans were. “It’s absolutely perfect”
They walked across the parking lot, fingers interlocked. As they reached the door, Sharon pulled her hand away. Alaska frowned slightly but knew it was for protection. If someone they knew was there, it would be easier for Sharon to duck away if Alaska wasn’t touching her. Or  if homophobes approached they could claim to be just friends. Overall, safety was more important right now.
They made their way into the store. It was much smaller than Alaska remembered but the last time she had gone she was much younger. She wanted to see how it had changed so she grasped onto Sharon’s hand (after checking for any people who would possibly see) and began searching.
Alaska ran down through the aisles, dragging her girlfriend behind her. Even though Sharon was about to completely fall over onto her face, she was happy. Alaska turned slightly to check on her girlfriend every now and then to make sure she was keeping up. They had made it to around halfway when Alaska came to a quick halt, causing the slightly shorter girl to completely fall over due to not gaining balance back quickly enough. Sharon laughed whilst the cheerleader desperately tried to check if she was injured.
“Angel, I’m fine” she reassured the vaguely panicked girl.
“Are you sure? I’m used to falls like that because of cheerleading but you won’t be so you might be really badly injured and I know first aid!” She rambled before realising that people were looking over very concerned. “She’s fine! She’s ok! I’m just overreacting!” She nervously giggled and tried to use her hair to hide her now blushing face. Sharon chuckled as she looked at the woman who had come over, worried about them. She looked to be in her 50’s and wore clothing that made her seem like she was much older. The woman smiled at the blonde and turned her head to look at the girl on the ground. Her brow furrowed and the corners of her lips turned downwards.
“You there, in the black. You look like a faggot dressing like that!” She pointed at Sharon. Alaska balled her fist and prepared for a fight but relaxed when she made eye contact with Sharon and realised she had it under control.
Sharon finally got off the ground after the slur was shouted and stood there calmly, giving a small nod to her girlfriend when she realised that she was about to throw some hands.
“You know what?” She began, taking a small step towards the woman and saw Alaska step behind her out of her peripheral view.
“I dress like this because I am a faggot. I’m a major flaming homosexual. I love holding hands with girls, I love taking girls on dates and I absolutely love eating girls out. Especially good girls. You think they’re all nice and pretty and will never stray away from faith and you’re wrong. They quiver under my fingertips. I pleasure girls way better than your husband has ever pleasured you. You hear that? I’m a goddess in the sheets. A fucking goddess. Don’t try and tell me I’m going to hell. I know I am. However, telling by your age, you’re going to get there before me. So be a darling and save me a seat, won’t you?”
Alaska wanted to go over and kiss her right then and there but didn’t. She didn’t know why she decided against it, but she did. After the woman had stormed off, she ran into Sharon’s arms, draping her own arms around her girlfriend’s neck. “That was… fucking amazing” She leaned closer in, resting her head on Sharon’s collarbone.
“Yeah it was,” Sharon paused “But we should leave before we get thrown out, don’t want to damage my little angels reputation.”
Alaska pulled away from the hug, rolling her eyes.
“You know I’d ruin it for you.”
May 12th, 2:28pm
After purchasing drinks, the girls decided to wander around the parking lot for a little while. The day had quietened slightly and the two girls walked side by side. Alaska appreciated the fact that most of the bustling people had stopped. Now only two noises lingered in Alaska’s mind; Sharon’s footsteps and the breaths that escaped both of them. She turned her head to smile at her girlfriend and discovered that Sharon had been looking at her the whole time they had been walking.
“What’cha thinking about?” Alaska let the words bounce off her tongue and escape through cherry coated lips.
“How much I love yo- Oh fuck.” Sharon began to splutter and panic, “I didn’t mean it, I mean I do but” She was shut up by the feeling of a finger pressing against her lips.
“It’s ok, I understand.” Alaska pulled her slim hand back towards her. The shorter girl shook her head.
“You really don’t understand. You don’t understand at all. Whenever I look at you the entire world and all the stars realign. Whenever you smile all colour comes back to my world. Whenever we kiss I can taste happiness and I haven’t tasted that since… forever ago. Everyday I wake up wondering how you’ve stayed with a freak like me. When you said yes to me asking you out, I went home and woke up the next day wanting to get out of bed. You’ve made me want to live again. So you really don’t understand how much I love you. I really do love you. I used to be so afraid of saying that. I thought you would hate me or that I’d end up being wrong about it. I know now that I’m desperately head over heels for you. You make me so fucking happy. God, if there even is one, I’m so fucking in love with you.”
That’s when Alaska realised. She, head cheerleader and one of the popular girls, had fallen completely for Sharon. The same Sharon who skipped class to smoke and played the bass guitar and flipped off teachers and had absolutely gorgeous hair and eyes and- Oh fuck. She really did love Sharon didn’t she?
The blonde grabbed her girlfriend’s hand and raced back to Sharon’s run down piece of metal she called a car. They both jumped in, this time to the back seat. No longer caring who saw them, the girls both became entangled. If a passerby were to look in, they wouldn’t be able to tell where Alaska stopped and Sharon began. When their lips weren’t touching, they were intensely staring at each other.
That’s when it all faded back to black
Present Day
Alaska moved one her hands from the paper to her face. Hot and wet. She wiped some of her tears away. Reading the entire letter would take forever if she continued to have full blown flashbacks like this. She needed to figure out why Sharon had left her and she needed to know soon. But I mean, it wouldn’t be THAT harmful to finish that letter first before moving onto the letters that she knew would make her upset at everything. Alaska stood up and looked out the window. It was dark. Really dark. She knew she couldn’t continue reading right now, she needed rest.
Alaska changed into a new shirt for the first time in a week, glad that she had finally cleaned up the closet. She lay down and decided to check her phone to see if anyone had messaged her. Turns out there were three messages.
From: Willam the Pig:
cant wait to see ur ass tomorrow u missed so much holy fuck
From: Courtney 🐨:
Looking forward to finally catching up tomorrow!!! I’ve missed you so much!!! : )
From: Russian Doll:
If ur not coming tomorrow im gonna eat ur son and also u
The blonde let out a huge sigh, realising she had to go back tomorrow and see everyone. All the teachers already hated her for talking during class but she’d have to do a whole lot more talking tomorrow to find out everything that happened. Knowing her school, the drama would be intense. Last time she was away for a week she came back to Alyssa starting drama with everyone and she meant everyone.
Most importantly, Sharon would be there. Does she remember the letters? Does she care? Should she get her clothes back tomorrow? Would she show up to cheerleading practice? What about science class?
Alaska would have to think it all over in the morning.
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