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skunkes · 6 months
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might sound weird to say as a person with a couple ocs who have Big Horrible Event(s) in their backstories or as a person who has like 3 ocs total bc he sucks at writing and as a person who hopes their ocs arent too Boring with [the thing im about to mention] but the thing about writing [characters] and [people] is that like.
any little thing a person experiences can take up their whole existence... its actually something "fun" to experience as i meet new ppl and do more things. My friend had something happen that she'll be talking about forever. I had several things happen last year that ill never stop talking about, some of which other ppl think werent that bad actually. In the same way I'll forever remember about the way my sister accidentally insulted me almost 10 years ago, it's really interesting and Fun to find and assign smaller things like that to characters...its really Real. some people's dealbreakers are other people's solvable problems etc etc
#(as well as the opposite: Big Event that maybe shocks everyone around em but they genuinely werent shaken by)#though this one is more common and leads to those ''ohh i didnt know that was normal oops'' moments#talkys#inspired by recent me and friend events#and also recent events where i told sum ppl more stuff about Thing and they responded as if it wasnt a big deal. but it was to me.#and also how i thought a part of al's childhood backstory was kind of maybe dumb and not realistically as impactful as id expect#but i saw someone on reddit almost word for word write that as their experience and how its shaped em as a person#and thats it like... the small things are boring and hard to keep track of sometimes#its not like you'll include every single little event your oc was shaped by in their bio#but idk. its like Fun to piece together for fun. to mold a human being#ykwim? wld be silly to tell everyone ''oh my oc struggles with self image due to many instances like... when their sister called em ugly''#or write it anywhere but it is fun to Know and have in your head. and its real !#just like if a friend told you about something that happened to em#long post#delete later#sorry i keep saying stupid obvious shit lately ive always been bad at oc making AND socializing so im learning everything late#but anyway yes. idk even as i keep making ocs that are ''similar'' its like. every person so different#people can react to anything in any way for any reason. i love people#this is why i struggle a bit with keeping ocs to archetypes i guess bc like. what is ooc for an oc. people contain contradictions all the#time. you can change yourself at any time.#ok nobody will read this far so ill go to the real insane rambling#part of this has been a part of my chats with talon while trying to get him to share more info#like. yeah ok you're 400+ years old the things that happened to you were such a comparatively small part of your life#but humans dont live as long and think about small things until they die. i dont think time would heal all wounds actually. not all of em#some thoughts just always come to gnaw at your brain. its ok to not be over things. i feel ill never be over some things#and also complainerism can be fun but thats something else entirely wee hee ^_^
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faunandfloraas · 3 months
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No but actually coming from someone with fine wavy/curly hair who had some hair loss and lots of issue I really and truly wish I could sit down and talk with Chan because he really needs someone who understands curly hair to get him some products and show him what to do and he also needs to stop using heat. Like no straightening. No hair drying. Or at least very sparsely.
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caffeinatedopossum · 2 years
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That sad realization that not only did the undiagnosed autism lead to me not realizing my "friends" were actually bullying me the whole time I knew them but I was also unintentionally doing something similar to neurotypical friends because I didn't understand how we thought differently
#i just want yall to know that when i first wrote undiagnosed my phone autocortected that to undigested so. yeah#you heard it hear folks. autism is undigestable. thats why we all got tummy problems#anyway this is why is struggling with communication and maintaining relationships is a symptom#although my relationships always seem fine to *me* because im oblivious as fuck#and this is why autism questionnaires need to be phrased differently#alsp yeah. thinking about that one time i went to a summer camp and i joked about a girl in mine and my friends dorm#who was sleep talking that night. and one of the counselors immediately shamed me for bullying#like we were all there and awake. everyone already knew and laughed so i assumrd it was funny#but then suddenly *I* was being mean...? i understand more now but i wish someone explained it to me more gently#why did everyone laugh it was mean? i thought they laughed because it was funny#still dont understand why people laugh if something is hurtful. i didnt want to insult the girl either#i considered us friends and i was just trying to include her in the conversation#it was still not ok though...#theres another time that comes to mind when i said matter of factly that my sister was a liar#in front of her boyfriend who then very aggressively silenced me#i didnt understand why you would lie if you cant accept being a liar#it wasnt meant as an insult it was meant as the truth#but maybe if it was insulting she should stop lying#idk it was really weird#maybe this is why i didnt realize people where insulting me#because to them they were picking on me#but to me they were either stating a fact or falsely accusing me#i get embarrassed too of course but only because its whats expected of me#that makes me feel scared and inferior and alone. and thats what embarrassment feels like for me#it feels like everyone is unforgivingly looking at me with a magnifying glass
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aroaceofthesea · 2 months
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I thought i had friends but turns out they have a group chat without me and when i found out i asked one of them if they could add me but its been over a week and i havent heard about it again
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depressedgremlinbitch · 4 months
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it's so scary that there isn't a narrative irl that would keep us from fucking up too bad
#2 hours from now ill be on a date with a guy#bc hes my friend and i like hanging out with him and rn im afraid that all my other friends secretly hate me#and i could say that i didnt know it was a date when he asked me out#but i did have a suspicion and i still said yes#and idk why#bc i dont think im attracted to him#im pretty sure that im a lesbian#i cant stop thinking about kissing my crush and climbing into her lap and making out with her#but before i realized that i 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 like her i thought i was aroace for years#what if im wrong again?#and hanging out with this guy feels so much easier than with my other friends#including my crush#bc im not afraid of his opinion about me#and i thought its bc i dont really care#but isnt love supposed to feel easy?#“like breathing”?#but also its possible that i just wanna use his affection to boost my self esteem#thats what i did will all the boys who confessed to being in love with me so far#i didnt encourage them#but i took their gifts and compliments and basked in the light of being wanted#i even thought about getting together with one of them bc i thought i could make myself fall in love with him#but i didnt wanna give up on real love so i ended up chasing him off and never talking to him again#i was cruel#i can be the worst#and thinking about kissing this guy doesnt feel right but it also doesnt make me wanna throw up yk?#and my family is so happy about this date#i dont fucking know how i feel#i dont fucking know what is the right thing to do in this situation#✩‧₊˚
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miwtual · 10 months
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hey, sorry this is such a random question, but are there any metal bands you would recommend to someone who's new to that genre of music?
dont feel bad anon!! i love recommending music <3 i'll include a recommended song for the bands that i recommend in case u wanted to check them out!!
not to talk about motionless in white for the Thirteen Thousandth Time, but i do think they're a great metal band for people who are new to the genre. specifically albums like reincarnate and disguise i feel like are easy on newer listeners to metal/metalcore (and in the album titles i've linked to the songs from those albums with the same name <3) (and also since we just ended pride month, they also have a song called voices which is about the lgbtq+ community!)
however besides them (they're my favorite, so they get special privileges to getting talked about first) i think some other strong contenders are bands like spiritbox (rec song: circle with me), bad omens (rec song: like a villain), beartooth (rec song: sunshine!), pierce the veil (rec song: hell above), in this moment (rec song: the in-between), and black veil brides (rec song: wake up). i will also say if you're really into bands that focus on a lot of storytelling in their songs, ice nine kills (song rec: a grave mistake) and sleep token (song rec: take me back to eden) are two more to check out too!! (ice nine kills's whole thing is that they write songs about horror movies too, if that's at all interesting to you :))
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catboyfurina · 8 months
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baizhu x diluc >:3
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meow :3
#beeep#query#i had a bad uhhh third impression? is that a thing#with this one#cus my first impression was 1. oh fun thats a neat crackship :) 2. oh fuck did i miss baizhu content on one of my breaks this is all over#twitter??????#(i did not there was just one guy who introduced me to it that had also made a bot)#and then i was like (second impression) well sure i'll give it a shot#and then i saw the content that was being promoed and i was like. im still giving this a shot but some of this is making me uncomfortable a#hell..... but i didnt say anything cus it wasnt Asked for yknow like. no need to be rude if people arent Asking you to#(like right now)#anyway then that same sort of stuff kept going for a while and some of it was fine and good and others were like oh god what the fuck why i#this good to you....#and now that baizhu is out and has more canon info its much better#there was a lot of manipulative/bad intentions baizhu or like. femme fatale baizhu?#and that made me rly uncomfy bc there wasnt any indication for that#it was basically just. long haired crop top guy + the voice andthen running with stereotypes#plus it often seemed sooo unbalanced like. less about two guys in a relationship and more. idk. like baizhu wasnt a Character there. he was#just a generic Sexy Guy for diluc to be desperately obsessed with#so a few months ago these answers wouldve included a lot more of eeeggghhhhh but now that the baizhluc enjoyer(s) have been moving away fro#that old dynamic its settling down in my opinions as cute :> altho i wish a certain someone wouldnt be keeping the headcanons as secret dms#(cough cough x*****a)(because im a wimp and don't wanna be too nosy yet)#this might seem like i should add could write essays about it but this isnt essays and i cant write. salute emoji.
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bumbleblurr · 2 years
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g1 blurr & rb blurr are the only 2 blurrs designed to be alive. Everybody else gets to die and suffer
Edit as I was typing the tags: OH YEAH ARMADA BLURR I'm p sure he gets alive privileges too
#i am not joking Actually thsoe 2 are literally are not meant to not die#rb blurr is in a baby kids show hes safe from all harm#and g1 blurr. is very much not supposed to die hes supposed to replace ppl that died#tf the movie had everybody die so the new cast can come on in. and blurr is a part of that new cast#the irony of this is not lost on me and i think its hilarious#blurr is introduced in the everybody dies movie and doesnt die. most interations of blurr following that very much die#i constantly see ppl mistake the last blurr on the disadvantages of blurr as g1. this isnt entirely accurate#and i didnt tag it as g1 bc of this. thats uk marvel comics blurr not cartoon g1 blurr#which. sure thats g1 too ig but are u seriously gonna tell me when ppl say ''g1'' they are thinking abt the marvel comics.#no theyre thinking about the cartoon#and i have to reitarate so hard. cartoon g1 blurr is So Specifically not a blurr that dies or gets close to it#u may be asking ''wooly why do u give so much of a shit about if ppl think g1 blurr is a part of the blurr death club?''#well i can answer that. its bc i can. this isnt actually important at all lol#i just get irrationally huffed up when ppl are wrong abt stuff i like even if its completely inconsequential. im a nerd you see.#OK THIS IS THE POINT I REMEMBER ARMADA BLURR#i dont think he dies. idk i havent seen this one i just watch clips of it and go ''i like the hot shot guy :]. blurr is cool here too''#i love his design in that series even though its not meant to be blurr originally i think#but orange and blue is p swaggy and the red demon eyes are cool i cannot deny this#i do think his characterization is actually not far off from blurrs base character#like ppl say the anime tfs have like no relation to their other counterparts (and include blurr in this statement i think)#but from what i can tell.. i dont think that's rlly the case with blurr?#like yeah hes much more of a brooding kind of serious and gruff than other blurrs#but that falls in line with how tfa blurr is p serious (even if he didnt exist at this time)#and hes a former racer & p competitive thats sounds like ur typical blurr following idw#its just a different way going abt it which i might..prefer over typical modern blurrs???#idk i havent seen the whole show/trilogy but i like it when blurr is serious and a stick in the mud#so basically all this shit i have to say abt armada blurr boils down to. i dont know enough abt him to explain why he doesnt die#he just doesn't. he gets treated as a normal character and not canon fodder#and never again does he get this treatement if hes not protected by baby show immunity <3#🐝 could you repeat the last part? 🟦
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dethbug · 1 year
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U BETTER DROP THE AvED LORE IMMEDIATELY !!! 💥💥💥💳
JEN AUUUGHHH!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!
theres ... SO MUCH... much of it im still writing out in my head as i rewatch the series with mia >_> BUT since a lot of it is still up in the air, here is my ship playlist w him thats centric to AvED >:-)
i feel that lyrically its rlly fitting to the dynamic, BUT ALSO IN SOUND!!! FITS THE VIIIIIBE!!! no obligation to listen ofc,, its just the only concrete thing i have for AvEDverse as of rn >_< ILY JEN TY FOR YOUR INTEREST
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isabelguerra · 1 year
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300 points for 'Isabel takes the L'?
the wizau isabel catches feelings fic :-)
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#paranatural#asks#telephonestalker#wizard au#u sending this ask and making me go into the doc helped me solve a plot hole/characterization issue ive been struggling with for like#OVER A YEAR. so u get a little extra for that#the L in isabel takes the L stands for like-like. it stands for crush. it stands for losing her sanity#the OG writing (tht i really didnt like but couldnt figure out an alternative) was ‘johnny gets serious hurt and isabels stressed about it#because it impacts a bunch of stuff including a huge quidditch game they have coming up which is now in jeopardy since they dont know if#johnny will be able to play and since shes team captain she’ll be responsible for her team losing. but johnny does something idk what#bc he cares. its something heartfelt bc he felt bad abt being careless and causing her stress and that action makes her heart flutter’#and then i thought hm. i dont like this.#the angle just isnt the foundation i want to build a romance arc on. so now its much less about johnnys feelings and the actions they make#him take. and then isabels reaction TO those feelings/actions. and now much more feelings are gained because despite building a friendship#on teasing and tussling and violent sport partnership this is someone shes grown to care about and doesnt want to see hurt at all.#she’d cancel the game without a moment’s hesitation because thats her teammate and she’d do anything to keep them safe#but why does this worry feel different. why does something feel worse. she’d feel this way about any of their teemmates but#by now her nd johnny hang out together and walk to class together and study late together and practice 1on1 together and she likes it#she really cares and is suddenly freaked out bc she doesnt know when that started and how she didnt notice it. and now this is someone#she cares about that got actual-not-for-jokes-hurt and shes worried#hes fine btw. maybe hes got a broken arm but ultimately he spends a night in the informary and comes out of it with a cool new story#but even after hes fine isabels still left with the aftermath of her realization. and she marinates in it for a while#this was way more than i meant to write ANYWAY my point was#her crush isnt gained bc she realizes everything he does and cares abt her. her crush is gained bc she realizes SHE LIKES HIM#its about HER feelings. not her reaction to johnnys#this au makes me unwell#johnny does still do his little ‘heartfelt sorry my carelessness made you worry im ok see? bigger n badder than ever’ thing but rather than#‘apologizing for getting hurt’ which is STUPID its more about checking in on those u care about after u made a thoughtless action#it still makes her heart jump but for a different reason. idk im still working out the kinks
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picavecalyx · 1 year
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#ooc ;; pterodolphin has no devil fruit#mfers i just had one hell of a fumky dream#SO BASICALLY#I WAS going to a fancy restaurant with my dad's side of the family for some reason; mixed in with a few famous streamers#and as i was there. there was a little bit of sus stuff going on...but i didnt thjnk too much on it#but the more time passed the more odd it got.#i was following my group down passed the stage--it was a big building and the downstairs is where we were booked#and the downstairs also had screens so we could see the stage and hear it too#and somehow idk HOW...as i was following them; i got behind and i actually lost them?? so i was looking aroind confused like oh fuck#which way did they go???#and thats when i started to see even more odd stuff. including but not limited to a whole ass flare grunt.#so i was like :vibeohno: oh okay thats fun.#and so i kept looking for my group and thr entire time i was fucking SURE i was being followed. finally i sorta semi gave up and walked#up to a bar to where i found someone i knew from childhood...except she seemed to not know me at all; till i was like :) hey rmemeber??#and she just :) haha totally :) and at this point im just. THIS IS SUS AS SHIT.#im running out of tags for this post :/ but apparently flare was infesting this building i forgor why and lysandre was also there#disguised as a grunt by tying his hair down and using expansion suit tech. it was a cool af reveal#the entire dream was high as fuck tension because even when i found my way to my table everyone there ALSO felt sus like#i think. everyone was a grunt because it SURE FELT LIKE IT
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chisatowo · 2 years
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I wanna draw unit swap vbs' online personas but also I kinda wanna have all of their online nicknames decided on first.... I know I want Kohane's to be K.O. but idk abt anyone else rn unfortunately 😔
#rat rambles#sekai posting#unit swap au#also idk if I should draw them in the artstyle Im imagining or not#I think I mighhhht be able to but the thin lineart could be a problem#kohane and akito designed them all together as a sort of back and forth kohane making a simple but distinct sillouette and then akito#designing outfits for tgem and then kohane stylising the clothes more then akito adjusting the stylisation and so on and so forth#theyre all based on animals because fuck you I can make them furries if I want to#I know that an's will be based off of deer kohane's hampster and toya's bunny but ngl idk what to do for akito's#thats the other big thing holding me back which is a shamr since I have detailed ideas for everyome else's dhekdhkfh#I also should design some of kohane's ocs since theyre also pretty important to their music since they have a few story song series running#basically an used to run their cannel by herself but after kohane make a fan amv of one of her songs she was like oh fuck yeah thats sick#so after that kohane would make the official mvs with said characters and they started turning it into a story of sorts#I say of sorts because up until the first story they actually werent very good on communication with eachother in this regard#thats why kohane started feeling more distant from the group and the project as a whole and started considering quitting#and the others also were feeling it too as akito and toya both felt a kind of imposter syndrome abt being there and an didnt know how to#bring up her ambitions of taking their music beyond the web to the others#dw they talked it through eventually and figured shit out and then kohane and akito designed the new sonas with the other two's imput and#they rebranded the channel a bit to include a lot more of their own personal passion projects and allowed the whole crew to have more of a#presense on the channel#this didnt like solve everything for them ofc but it was a big step forward for all of them#also their sekai is a night club btw not rly relevant but just thought Id say dhsjhdjd#initially their sekai has flower one and ia but they also get gumi soon after their first story#ia has a constant headache lol
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busylilbee · 2 years
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I was wondering why I've started calling my cat "hey Mimi" because?? Yes, it's cute, but WHY. Is it because of みみ/耳 as in ears???
And then I realized no, it's because one of my best friends speaks like that to her cat, where she pitches her voice a certain way and goes "hey mimiii" (I think she's actually saying something like "hey babyyy" but it sounds like mimi) and now it has slithered into my cat speak!!
#i mean my cats name starts with mi so i was already predisposed to this#i have a google doc somewhere called and its literally just a list of stuff like this#things ive picked up from other people and started doing#if youre actually reading these tags please tell me what random things youve picked up and adopted from others#i wonder if most people do this about the same amount or if some people do it way more of way less#i bet there is a certain trait that makes you more likely fo mimic others bc i have talked very briefly with others about this#and i seem to do it more#i also have a strong tendency to lean into speech patterns or dialects of places im visiting#wirhout meaning to like i have an innate urge to not stand out as an an Outsider??#so i think i might be primed to adopt habits or mannerisms of people close to me bc i want to mesh with them better or something#idk i didnt really question the mimi thing until today when i was crafting an email to a distant cousin in my head#and when i got the part where i introduce my cat i was like her name is Mila but i often call her Baby Kitty or Little Mimi#and then i was like...wait why is mimi so common fhat its now included in her alternate forms of address??#anyways i find this stuff fascinating bc i think i pick up at least one new thing a year that sticks for a while#and am now wondering if fhat is common#lets ignore the burgeoning question of what my actual personality is as someone who easily changes how i act depending on who im with#and where i am#bc i KNOW the answer is probably now i am with my main gc or mom#but even then i could pick out things i tailor for those audiences#but thats too much for fonight i need fo drive to the airport early fomorrow and its after 1am yikes#personal#mila#oh nat im talking about you YOU are the friend!! idk what youre actually saying to the stubby baby but this is how it manifested in me lol
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lokigodofaces · 2 years
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am i the only one that hates the met gala?
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supaara · 9 months
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finishing a series just to look through the tag and find out that a weird ass age gap ship is extremely popular ohnoohnooooooooooo
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