picavecalyx
Little Flame in Little Shells
🐚 SILVA 🐚 // multifandom OC // pfp by infernalpursuit
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erm yeah so ummmm
laughing in fallout verse.
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laughing in fallout verse.
#ooc.#i have one for silva thats the real fun fact#vault experiments that lead to mass death and one(1) survivor#radiation experiments to manifest abilities 👍 silva was the last survivor and kept developing abilities as radiation spread through her#part of it involved her being psychically connected to the creatures :] specifically deathclaws#(by the time the mass death happened she was ver ver young. practically raised by death claws <3)#tw fallout
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laughing in y'all remember that issue i have where i can't breathe in all the way. i think it might be getting worse-
#ooc.#🤡#tw medical#its not a big thing#but its actually making me pause as i breathe#nami gets itself an inhaler again
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smth smth based on @ghetsis 's post
#art.#tw scopophobia#okay to reblog#lynxmuses#the fucker#okay back to actual work- JFIOSDJFIOSDJIOFJIOSJIOFASFJIOAS#tw gif
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look who's inside again is still a colossal silvacore song.
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so i'm kind of everywhere right now and i'm putting a mini kinda hiatus on till like. may. i'll put below cut blogs i'll probably be on more than this one but yea. even then i'm not sure. having some moments going on and it's making me wanna explode times a million.
of course given it's a nami hiatus, that means i'll probably still be on here!!! like i have to do that inbox call(AND I WILL DO IT!!! TODAY!!!) but please don't expect a lot of things from me right now :') i'm graduating in 2 weeks(less than that now) and some stuff is happening..........................yea
i will still be on discord!! and i'll put that under cut as well. if you want to make a 1x1, please lemme know!! i'd love to, and i'll probably be more active then, then here for the time being.
i love y'all!!!!! it's none of you, it's literally real life shit saying FUCK YOU NAMI!!! FUCK YOU!!!! so yea :)
discord: namifloof
blogs i will be on:
vitrumbra - comic adjacent ocs
esinisex - mister sinister (xmen)
eliably - qilby (wakfu)
kindersturm - julya (jjba oc)
platywarp - dr starline (sonic)
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ill expand this later but- ✨️ the silva status timeline ✨️
0-5 years old: feral child living in the woods. doesn't really like people but she'll interact if she has to or wants to trick them. verbal to pokemon only.
6-7 years old: super fucking aggressive. got taken out of the forest and is pissed about it and hates people completely. nonverbal.
7-8 years old: likes specifically a few people but is still pissed but kinda calmed down about it. nonverbal.
8-9 years old: she likes people now! she's been conditioned, kind of forgor why she didn't like anyone?? semi-verbal to specific people(xerosic). the Neural Link project starts.
9 years old: omg she likes people a lot actually!! she's starting to talk to more people. experiments really kicked into gear but she hasn't felt the effects yet. just the Neural Link project.
9-10 years old: Neural Link is done, and she's kind of starting to feel tired but it's not hindering her at all. Duplicative starts soon after.
10-12 years old: she is exhausted, she is deep into experimentation and she has to sleep most of the day. she has kind of reverted to being selectively nonverbal but not aggressive, talks to pokemon more. she does not really remember any of these years.
12 years old: accident happened, she's wide awake, more awake that she's been in a little over 2 years. she doesn't talk to anyone, even her pokemon talking is sparse.
12-12.5 years old: she's left kalos halfway through, slowly calming down, talking to people in case of emergency or if she really needs to.
12.5-14 years old: happy :) but sometimes it seems off. this is till present time.
#study.#verse. pokemon.#tw conditioning#ask to tag#tw child experimentation#tw manipulation#man im still thinking about how conditioning fucked up silva's entire life
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my fun fact of the day is that silva's holocaster has pictures early on of when her talonflame dads(ignia and impa) still hung around where she was taken to. there were a few pictures of them just alone, others with silva, and then there are a few pictures of them flying away. there are of course some videos as well.
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i'm still thinking about RUN man...
#ooc.#IT'S JUST A GOOD SONG MAN ARGH#bites a brick#it's the way that it sounds in my ears makes me wanna explode in a Positive way#it's like eating a brick in a positive way. the same reaction.
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catch me formatting my musing shit in the stupidest most complicated way
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I'll run away
I ran away
I'll run away again And then
I'll come back home
I tried to stay I tried to say
I'll try again and then I'll be alone
#CSMO SHELDRAKE OUT HERE. WITH THE SILVA SONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!#EVERYTIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#musing.#please listen to this song#it's such a banger#it's called 'Run'#THIS SONG IS SILVAA IT#LITERALLY LITERALLY HER AHGHHGHRGHRGH#THE VIBE RAWRRGGHHGH#ask to tag
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it was so fucking funny yesterday morning i was talking to my friend and they were like "it makes me happy that i'm not that insane in comparison to you-" AND I JUST AJIOSFJIOAJIOSFAJIOSFJIOASJIFO
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so i'm kind of everywhere right now and i'm putting a mini kinda hiatus on till like. may. i'll put below cut blogs i'll probably be on more than this one but yea. even then i'm not sure. having some moments going on and it's making me wanna explode times a million.
of course given it's a nami hiatus, that means i'll probably still be on here!!! like i have to do that inbox call(AND I WILL DO IT!!! TODAY!!!) but please don't expect a lot of things from me right now :') i'm graduating in 2 weeks(less than that now) and some stuff is happening..........................yea
i will still be on discord!! and i'll put that under cut as well. if you want to make a 1x1, please lemme know!! i'd love to, and i'll probably be more active then, then here for the time being.
i love y'all!!!!! it's none of you, it's literally real life shit saying FUCK YOU NAMI!!! FUCK YOU!!!! so yea :)
discord: namifloof
blogs i will be on:
vitrumbra - comic adjacent ocs
esinisex - mister sinister (xmen)
eliably - qilby (wakfu)
kindersturm - julya (jjba oc)
platywarp - dr starline (sonic)
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Like this for an ask!!!!! >:)
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// Silva is now forever immortalized in my sketchbook. @picavecalyx
#CRIES THERE SHE ISSSS#SAVED.#gamblingrimsley#i love ur style so much omg ...oghgrhgrhghrh thank you so much :help:
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it is actually like . super fucked . how much the conditioning erased so much of silva's original thoughts and even personality to an extent. gradually it came back, but for a good few months she was literally just kind of head empty zero protests or anything--almost like dizzy and delirious mindset. this is also where her "i'm just going to force myself to forget insert terrible event" started to happen.
it didn't help that this was followed by starting to REALLY get into the experiments. she was a haze that was like smiling but not really able to think too much at the time.
thinking about that in context of the accident happening, suddenly waking her up both literally--she had been extremely fatigued all the time prior--and mentally--seeing that she's in a bad situation...yeah. yeah. it's bad. it was bad.
#study.#verse. pokemon.#ask to tag#tw conditioning#nami is going to bed- but i will wake up and reblog that meme again#THAT BEING SAID#trauma related...
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q’s for muses who had a… r o u g h childhood
( tw’s for trauma, child abuse, child neglect, and violence toward children )
does your muse blame themselves for their trauma?
does your muse suffer with nightmares of their trauma?
what triggers does your muse have from their childhood?
who in their life was most responsible for your muse’s trauma?
has your muse ever been officially diagnosed with ptsd, c-ptsd?
what was the worst / most traumatic moment in their childhood?
how old was your muse when they realized they had childhood trauma?
how does your muse react to being triggered? ( disassociates, becomes angry, etc. )
what coping methods ( healthy or unhealthy ) did your muse learn during their childhood?
does your muse want their abuser(s) to face consequences? Or would they rather forget any of it happened?
was there anyone who was a shining light for your muse? Ie. was there any adult who they could genuinely rely on / trust?
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