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#so he was actively biting his tongue on many occasions
rin-hanarin · 3 months
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Sometimes I realize how much self-indulgent dirkjohn I made and it's like. Genuinely impressive to me. I'm impressed by my own art/fic and even analysis posts because damn, I miss my own energy, you mean I was able to just make shit up because I tend to be a little bit bonkers when I'm really passionate about something? For real?
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mouschiwrites · 6 months
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hi, can i rq the south park main four with a reader who has a phobia of hospital please? ik its kind of oddly specific lol
For sure!
South Park - Main Four When You’re Afraid of Hospitals
Stan
He’s not the biggest fan of hospitals either
While this is nice when you’re looking for someone who knows what you’re feeling, it’s not so nice when you’re actually in the hospital
He’s just as nervous as you; he’s not going to be much help
“Oh my gosh, that needle is huge…”
“Stan! Not helping!!”
He’ll hold your hand though (as much to comfort himself as to comfort you)
He also won’t let his own fear prevent him from forcing you to go if he needs to
“Y/n, I know it sucks, but we really should go.”
You can tell that he doesn’t want to go either
That compels you to comply in a weird way
Like, you know that you won’t be the only one that’s not happy to be there
When you leave you both go straight home to recover
You just hold each other tight, not speaking, just trying to process and forget the entire experience
Eventually one of you will decide you’re over it, and you’ll suggest doing some leisurely activity
Or having a snack together :)
You’ll share a knowing look, and that’s the most you’re going to communicate about it
Honestly you both just want to forget it though, so that’s not necessarily a bad thing
Kyle
Understands that you’re afraid, but does not sympathize
He’s very brash when convincing you to go
“I know you’re scared, but you know what’s more scary? The stuff that’ll happen to you if you don’t get checked out.”
As much as you try to argue, he’s not budging
Your safety is more important to him than your happiness in such moments
He’ll literally pick you up bridal style if you’re too stubborn
Once you actually get there, he’ll attempt to comfort you as much as he can
Mainly in the form of watching YouTube on his phone with you
This is one of the rare occasions he’ll let you pick what to watch without complaints
Even if you pick something he hates, he’ll let you have your way
Anything to keep you from panicking
When you leave he makes sure to reward you with a treat
Whether that’s a meal from your favorite fast food restaurant or a new plushie, he’s willing to get it for you
Partly because he doesn’t want you to stay mad at him for making you go to the hospital
Cuddles are also an option if you’re not too upset with him
Kenny
He’s very worried about you the whole time
From the moment you got hurt, he insisted you go to the hospital, but when he realized how scared you were of the place, his worry only increased
When you first arrived he wouldn’t stop talking
“Are you panicking? Is the bed soft enough? What can I do to help?”
“Kenny! Just… chill. You’re freaking me out even more.”
He claps his hand dramatically over his mouth as an “I’ll shut up now” gesture
That makes you giggle a little
He’ll try to keep amusing you to keep your mind off the situation
Showing you memes, telling stories, sharing his favorite dirty jokes, every trick he knows to get you to smile
Even when the doctors were in the room, he was making stupid faces
You had to bite your tongue to stop from laughing
When you leave, he’s way too eager to be able to hold you again
Or, if you’re staying for more than a “quick” visit, he’ll climb into the bed with you to snuggle
He makes sure to let you know how brave he thinks you are all the while
Cartman
He forced you to go under the excuse:
“Why are you afraid? What’s the worst that could happen? Besides dying, I mean.”
“That’s exactly why I’m afraid, idiot!”
He literally dragged you halfway there by the wrist
If you’re particularly stubborn he’ll throw you over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes
Once there, though, he unintentionally comforts you by being a dufus
Definitely goes through all the cabinets and plays with absolutely everything
“How many of these cotton balls do you think I could fit in my mouth?”
And he doesn’t even stop when the doctor walks in
“If you held the stethoscope up to my ear, would you be able to hear the song stuck in my head?”
You’re the one who has to tell him to cut it out and let the doctor do their job
Honestly, you mostly did it so that you wouldn’t burst out laughing
His blatantly idiotic behavior keeps you amused long enough that the anxiety doesn’t settle in
When you leave, he insists on going out for food
You’ll get takeout and eat at home with the TV on :)
Cartman’s ready to put the whole “boring” ordeal behind him, but you’ll never forget the confounding idiocy you saw in that hospital room
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Hope you enjoyed! Thank you for the request, and thanks for reading! Have a good one duckies <33
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klausysworld · 1 year
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can you make fluff alphabet for yandere klaus mikaelson
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Yandere Klaus fluff alphabet:
🥀Activities
Klaus would have a range of activities for you to indulge in, he loved to get involved with it so you could be closer to him, feel a little more comfortable with him. Having things to do made you happier and he cherished you smile
🥀Beauty
Klaus is constantly telling you just how beautiful you are, he’ll pepper your face with kisses and hold your hands to his chest while whispering words of admiration
🥀Comfort
Most of the time he’s the reason you’re upset but he still tries to comfort you, it often ends up being him holding you as tight as he can without hurting you until you calm down and relax in his arms
🥀Dreams
He want’s to have kids with you. He would find a witch to see if it was possible and once he found out he could? He practically pounced on you, he wanted you to mother his children, wanted you to be swollen with his babies.
🥀Equal
nothing about your relationship is equal. He has every ounce of power hanging over you head at all times. You don’t do anything without his say so, go nowhere without him, you only really speak when he persuades you to answer him
🥀Fights
He yells a lot. He can see you as ungrateful sometimes, he doesn’t understand why you are unhappy with his love. Sometimes he gets carried away and will do something harmful to either somebody you love or accidentally hurt you in a fit of rage, he will apologise for this. Tell you he’s sorry and he loves you, he doesn’t ever want to see you cry again
🥀Gratefulness
Klaus was so very grateful to whatever higher power there may be for allowing someone as pure and enchanting as you to roam the earth. He would tell you how lucky he is to have found you and that’s why he keeps you so safe
🥀Honesty
Well you’re never going anywhere so he has no reason to lie to you but some things he’ll hold back so that you aren’t entirely petrified
🥀Inspiration
yea no you kinda bring out the best and worst in him? Like he’ll be soft and loving towards you but it makes him a million times more deadly to anyone who even looks you way
🥀Jealousy
He invented the word. He’s possessive and jealous over anything. Someone breaths the same air as you and he’s dragging you out the room. He gets jealous of everything, doesn’t matter if its a book or a word search because he wants you to pay that much attention to him not a stupid story, he tells much better ones
🥀Kisses
He enjoys to leave love bites all over your jaw, neck, chest and thighs although nobody will ever see those ones. He kisses you every opportunity you give him. Sometimes you wont kiss him for days so when you do he’ll have him tongue down you throat and exploring as much as he could before you would cry out from lack of oxygen
🥀Love confession
well… he sorta just always loved you. He saw you, he loved you. He kidnapped you and immediately told you he loved you and that meant you were his and you had to stay with him in his house in his room in order to be safe and happy.
🥀Marriage
Klaus would definitely marry you. You in an elegant white dress promising to be his forever is his goal. A ring that bounds you for eternity and is proof of your love
🥀Nicknames
Love, Sweetheart, Angel, Sweet one, My lovely, Doll, Baby, Princess, Darling, My girl
anything to reming you you’re his really
🥀On cloud nine
He would keep you and his feelings hidden from others. Elijah only got suspicious when Niklaus locked his door even when he wasn’t in there, the room was soundproofed and not even his hybrids went close to it. Rebekah endlessly tried to set Klaus up with people but he only ever wanted you
🥀PDA
well you never really go out in public so its not much of an issue but on the rare occasion you do then he will never let you go, he’ll kiss you in-front of as many people as possible so they know you’re his, your hand in his, arm around you and head in your hair
🥀Questions
He doesn’t have a lot of questions for you as he found out as much about you as possible before capturing you but sometimes he’ll ask you about your dreams or how you were as a child so that he can head your voice
🥀Romance
If you behave he’s the sweetest, champagne is a treat and so are heart shaped chocolates, endless amounts of red roses and perfumes that he knows you like. Dinner dates and candle light baths. He wants you to feel appreciated
🥀Support
He supports your life, you could be dead without him you know? Any worries you have will be eliminated and sorted ASAP
🥀Thrill
Klaus likes to know where you are, what you’re doing and what’s happening tomorrow he doesn’t want to feel nervous or anything. Days when you’re responsive and kind are thrilling enough
🥀Understanding
Why are you so sad? why can’t you love him? why won’t you accept his love? why are you crying? stop getting mad! why must you block all of his advances? Klaus will never understand your reasoning
🥀Value
if something happened to you Klaus would absolutely loose it. Your life means more than anything to exist ever. Your love is sacred and your body is to be worshipped. You hold more value than all the treasures in the world
🥀Wild card
Klaus will do skin care routines with you, he knows you enjoy having the face masks on and doing you nails so he’ll paint them for you and let you use a roller on his face as you cleans his skin
🥀XOXO
Hugs are a must, normally from behind so you can’t protest much but often you’ll return his hugs and let his snuggle you closer. Kisses are heavily wanted, he craved your lips and loves when you grant him the opportunity to claim them
🥀Yearning
He always wants to be with you. You’re on his mind 24/7 and he would happily move underground and have you and your little family together forever
🥀Zzzz
Klaus has to be touching you when you sleep, Spooning, on top of you so you cant leave, you held against his chest, head on your stomach, any way he can be holding you really
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paintedscales · 8 months
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FFXIV Write 2023 :: Day 13
Prompt :: Check Characters :: Nomin tal Kheeriin, Tataru Taru, Krile Mayer Baldesion Word Count :: 941
FFXIV Write 2023 Master List
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Back on the Source… Nomin stepped out and looked out at the features of Mor Dhona. Though she had been back on occasion to and from the Source and the First, this was the first time her being back felt significant. With her, she carried the most precious cargo she could ever be afforded at that moment -- the soul-infused auracite that held each of the Scions. Her companions. Her friends.
Closing her eyes, Nomin remembered that Horse was somewhere around here. He had been in safe keeping with one of the stable keeps in the area. If he were roaming for a time, then surely…
Nomin lifted her fingers to her mouth and whistled loudly. Her whistle had brief pauses and then a long, rising tone that echoed across the land. The same whistle that called Horse to her when she was on the Steppe and he had roamed free. All that was left to do was wait.
Closing her eyes, Nomin patiently waited. She counted in her head, and then opened her eyes as she heard the eager neighing of Horse as he galloped across the crystalized lands toward her. He slowed from gallop to trot till he eventually paused in front of Nomin and bowed his head to her a couple times in greeting.
“Hi there, my friend,” Nomin greeted in turn, happily approaching Horse and holding out her hand to him. She then dug around in her bag and pulled out an apple, red and ripe for Horse to smell. He lipped it before biting and eagerly pulling it away from Nomin’s hold. Small bits of apple fell from his mouth, and Nomin could only giggle softly.
“I do hope you enjoyed that treat. Come now…my friends must need tending to…” Nomin said, tracing her hand along Horse’s neck and then shoulders before she, like so many times in the past, hoisted herself up onto his back. He had no saddle, no reins -- only trust and leg strength would have to keep Nomin anchored.
Tapping her heels into Horse, Nomin pressed her hands against the base of his neck. She used her weight and some firm tells against his neck and shoulders to direct him back to Revenant’s Toll before she clicked her tongue and urged him back into a gallop with a ‘hyah!’ Together they traveled, and all the while, Nomin brought a hand over to clutch her bag to her chest, holding it tightly. Holding her friends tightly.
Nomin quickly dismounted Horse as soon as he ran through the portcullis of Revenant’s Toll. With the momentum, she staggered forward before she picked up with the pace and sprinted into the Seventh Heaven. She ignored the patrons and the staff, shifting and moving through them like water, her steps only guided by the aid of her Echo revealing the people within her surroundings so that she could make it back into the Rising Stones.
She flew down the steps past the entry door, and like the patrons, Nomin ignored other members of the Scions of the Seventh Dawn that were within. Though she could feel their gazes fix themselves upon her, Nomin hurried along before stopping and catching her breath in front of Tataru.
“K… Krile…” Nomin managed. “Get… Krile. I have… Night preserve… I have them.”
Tataru met Nomin with an expression of confused concern. Though Nomin panted and did everything she could to stabilize her breathing, she took her bag and thrust it forward, the soul-infused auracite within being heard clinking together. She reiterated: “I have them…”
In that moment, Tataru’s eyes widened and her hand flew to her ear, activating the Scion linkshell.
The Rising Stones had become abuzz with Nomin’s arrival, and Krile had run out of the Dawn’s Respite shortly after Tataru informed her of everything. Even if Nomin still breathed deep and in a practiced manner to collect herself, she and Krile went back into the Dawn’s Respite where the other Scions laid locked in a slumber not of their own choosing. Lifeless husks without their souls.
“Thank the ever vast night they’re all still okay…” Nomin said. With both hers and Krile’s Echoes at work, the auracite pieces and getting them set next to each of their respective owners was simple enough. However, when Krile checked in Nomin’s bag, there was one more within.
One more that felt familiar. Precious. Krile ran her hand along it before her breath caught in her throat.
“... Raha?” Krile whispered. She then turned her gaze toward Nomin, her expression speaking for itself the surprise upon it. “Why…Why do you have Raha’s soul as well?”
“That…is a rather long story. One he would be better fit to tell you, actually,” Nomin replied, offering Krile a sheepish look while holding out her hand to take the auracite. “If you would, I know where to find him. Please.”
Krile seemed almost reluctant, her gaze going down toward the auracite. However, she eventually relented and walked toward Nomin, offering her the auracite with a nod. “Do tell him upon waking that I have some choice words for him.”
Though Krile spoke with a hint of playfulness to her expression, her tone seemed to indicate some level of frustration. Taking the auracite with a continued sheepish look to her, Nomin nodded. Given what she knew of miqo’te culture, it seemed that G’raha and Krile were close friends, not that she had ever known that till now. Chuckling nervously, she then replied, “yes, of course. Keep an eye on everyone; I’ll be back before you know it!”
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Ok but we talk about Marc masking a lot and see Steven as totally unfiltered and I get it but can we also consider the couple of occasions in the show that Steven almost has an angry / passionate outburst and actively, intentionally bites his tongue, and can we consider that he might be tired too from holding back the full force and range and intensity of his emotions, and how he has to dull his reactions to the multiple (frankly ableist) micro aggressions / blatant insults he experiences, as well as to the confusing and challenging circumstances he finds himself in, and can we think about the occasions he might consciously opt to express himself in “acceptable” ways, and can we consider the effort that might take, and can we think about how maybe he got good at calmly talking himself out of situations for a reason because he needed to find ways to make himself understood, and can we think about how he might have to think constantly about how people want him to behave so that his reactions and behaviours won’t get him fired or put on inventory again etc.? Because there are so many reasons that man is tired okay and I just think this one might also merit some attention. Okay thank you for listening to my ted talk and lmk your theories because this thought is far from fully or even half developed but I have been thinking.
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wh0rephobic · 2 years
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i’ve been thinking bout this for days omg
like imagine going on a picnic date with william, only to end up getting fucked on top of the laid out sheet
- 🏹 anon
i would love a soft picnic date with will <33 just the two of you laying a blanket out in a field and trading containers of food you both brought. it’s a hot summer day and you’re wearing a little sundress. the field is part of a park, but it’s far enough from the path to where you two have some privacy with each other. it’s also hot enough to where not too many people would actually think of coming to the park today, especially not with their children.
as you two finish up your meals and are now laying back and cloud watching together, listening to the soft buzz of bees pollenating the flowers surrounding you and the chirp of birds from the few sparse trees planted around the field.
you sit up, cracking open a little tupperware container of fresh strawberries you had just picked yesterday for this occasion, popping one in your mouth and discarding of the stem before taking another, rolling on your stomach and holding it to william’s mouth. he takes the hint and bites it up to the stem, before reaching for another and lifting it to your lips. you bite to the stem, but make sure to let your lips travel further where they wrap around his fingertips, watching him scoff at you, but you just love to tease, don’t you?
you two pass strawberries back and forth with quiet giggles while the sun beats down on you. william is the one to notice that you two are running now so the next time you feed him, he doesn’t bite, only holds it between his teeth and beckons you to share it with him. you comply, leaning it and allowing the other half of the berry to fall into your mouth when he bites down on it. you two share his half, passing the food back and forth and letting the taste of red settle on your tongues. this is when you forget about the rest of the berries as you fall into the rhythm that is making out with him.
he pulls you over his lap. you straddle his waist and lean over him, never breaking the contact of your lips as you two begin to slide the slippery muscle of your tongues back and forth between each other’s mouths with each opening. william’s grip soon tightens where his long fingers rest on your ass. from there, it isn’t long before he’s flipped you over on the picnic blanket, kneeling between your legs as you wrap your arms around his shoulders and whine against his lips. oh, the sound. your intoxicating noises make him mad with lust. he’s lost his mind when he reaches underneath the skirt of your dress and dips his fingers into the waistband of your panties, tugging them down without a second thought before you gasp and pull away.
“but, william, we’re in public!” you protest scandalously.
he chuckles, caressing your hips as he whispers to you. “that’s the fun part, isn’t it darling?”
william always has a trick up his sleeve, the devious man that he is. so you let him. you let him pull down the elastic of your underwear to your mid thighs and undo his zipper, pulling his bouncing cock out of his boxers and hiding it in the flare of your dress, letting it press against your plush thigh as he strokes it to full girth, pushing the blood to his tip with the motions of his hands. matching his leaking tip to the slit of your cunt, he pushes in.
“h-hah, w-william!” you whimper.
he only responds with a furrowed brow, hidden under your jaw as he nips at your neck and hums in concentration. your thighs grip his waist as he slides in and out of you. he heat on his back combined with the activities you two are engaging in bead sweat down his forehead. you pull yourself up to lick them away, relishing in the salty taste. william raises a hand to your throat, using his force to push you back down on your back and holding you still there, lightly squeezing his fingers around your neck while he starts pumping into you rough and dirty, working hard to chase both of your highs.
every slap of his pelvis against your cunt sends fire through your clit. your head arches back, trying to get more air to accommodate for his pace that you just can’t keep up with as tears prick your eyes.
“oh, my pretty girl. don’t cry…” he coos, tightening his fingers more around your neck and cutting off your airflow as you gasp out a few last times.
“‘t feels good,” you moan breathlessly. “m’fuck me, good!”
the band in your stomach is starting to tighten. your mouth hangs open as you shake in william’s grip, looking through teary eyes to make eye contact with his toxic and hazy gray ones. william has this contented and cruel smirk on his face as he tilts his head up slightly, gazing down at you as you crumble to pieces.
“don’t worry about it, precious thing,” he soothes. “i’m going to make sure that we won’t leave this park until you’ve squirted all over this blanket.”
you utter another struggles sob. the band is tight now, and you can’t hold yourself back from bucking your hips into his, grinding your clit against his happy trail as your vision begins to sparkle, fading away from lack of oxygen with your hand raising to grip onto his wrist for support. your pussy convulses around his cock in attempts to milk him of his thick cum. you’re trying to hold back, trying to ease the band in your tummy and not finish so fast, but when william lets go of your throat and lets oxygen rush through your lungs, lightening each and every one of your blood vessels, you fold.
“fuck!”
you cry out over and over as your body shakes, ankles having found themselves hooking together around william’s back and thighs squeezing his sides as your torso bounces to the pace of your spasming cunt, body working through your orgasm while william’s eyes scrunch shut, growling out through his teeth as he pauses his thrusts to let you cum. he holds back. he savors this feeling of you cumming on his cock way too much to let it only happen once.
so when you’re done, he seals your first orgasm with a chaste kiss to your cheek and begins filling you full again.
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queenbabyqueenbaby · 4 months
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At the weekend I watch Jo Koy bomb so badly during his opening monologue at the golden globes that it actually makes me a little nauseous. I watch Katt Williams claim to read 3,000 books a year. I watch two episodes of The Curse, which I once looked forward to every week but inexplicably lost interest in. I watch John Mulaney host the Governor’s Awards despite having no idea what they are. I like his opening line: for those of you who don’t know me from the Tuesday night AA in the Palisades, I’m John Mulaney. I watch Joe Rogan explain how on-the-fence he is about alien abductions. I watch two crack addicts, a man and a woman, scurry towards a phone booth near my studio. They are what comedian Matt McCusker calls the opposite of a power couple. I share a picture of a 20th ceramic dish with compartments for different snacks shaped like a woman. Someone replies to the story: FREE GAZA. I watch Gaza being bombed, then I watch the opposite of Gaza being bombed which is the pilot of Gilmore Girls. I watch four Billie Eilish music videos, and one Dua Lipa one. That song she did for the Barbie movie has Ronson all over it - mindlessly generic disco. Real string section or not, it sounds like every other offering that has paid Ronson’s mortgage over the years. It’s how I know I could never have paid his mortgage. I keep thinking about Dua Lipa being a rumoured bulimic. T sends me a photo of his new baby lying underneath the hanging plush sea creatures on the activity gym I bought. He’s transfixed, T says. But I read somewhere that babies this young are basically blind. They only want breasts and sleep, like my favourite comedians. I am deflated and lonely after my birthday, but I am also irritated by the social occasions on the horizon. A few vegetables have become repulsive to me after the antibiotics - bell peppers, cauliflower and kale. I find 24 small cans of expensive tuna in my studio that I must’ve bought from an Italian supplier online months ago. I take to the cold plunge on Saturday evening to feel like I accomplished something physiological, and to see if it upsets my stomach. The January temperature is not what early December was. I bite down on my tongue so hard when I get in that I taste blood, my feet spasm. When my phone timer allows me to emerge, I am gasping. It’s good. Cocaine good it is not. Falling in love good, not even close. But it will have to do. I finish a song, and try to rearrange another older one with no luck. Someone with a +91 number tries to call me on WhatsApp, the profile picture is a page of Hindi lettering. I block. God only knows how many scammers have my number. “I’m showing my pussy on my website”, says an Instagram message. Tongue emoji, water emoji. Imagine showing your pussy on a website
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quinnpriv1 · 8 months
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(retro's down rn so i'll post the link in a bit!)
floyd/azul/riddle | inviting a 3rd to spice up (or rather activate) their sex lives <3
“Y’know, Azul, Goldfishie’s not a mind-reader,” Floyd continues, nibbling at the fatty portions of Azul’s hips, flicking his long tongue into the deep divot of Azul’s navel. “He’s not gonna know what ya like if ya never tell ‘im.”
Awkward is the word that comes to mind as they take their respective seats. 
Riddle isn’t sure if Floyd counts as a guest, but he doesn’t know what else to call him, so the label stays.
When Azul initially proposed this solution, Riddle had been furious. He hissed and snarled until Azul talked him down.
“Unless you have a better idea,” Azul sniped, tone icy, “there’s no harm in giving this a shot.”
Riddle had been forced to concede, but that doesn’t mean he’s happy about this. After all, Floyd is sitting on their bed with his boyfriend, absently picking at his nails.
Given Azul and Floyd’s history, it’s only fair for Azul to take the lead. He explains the situation at an even keel. Floyd hums to let him know he’s listening. Riddle, nearby, crosses his legs and waits.
They shake on the terms. Azul leaves to turn on music. For a moment, the two of them are alone. “I’m surprised you agreed to this,” Floyd comments, casually undoing his shirt buttons.
Riddle sighs, long-suffering. “We’ve been at a standstill for weeks.”
“Months,” Floyd corrects him, an assumption formed after listening to Azul’s complaints.
He frowns, unable to refute Floyd’s claim. Before he can launch a half-hearted rebuttal, Azul reenters. He’s nervous, Riddle knows that much, but he’s always been different around the twins. Azul lets his gentlemanly veneer slip.
In truth, neither of them are sex-driven. They had spent many nights of bickering, competing, and, ultimately, physically unsatisfied.
Which is why Floyd is here. He had a well-earned reputation.
Riddle sighs. At the very least, he would learn something from the experience. He suspects the key takeaway will be unfortunately, Floyd is a pest.
It starts off normally enough, the same way many of Riddle’s endeavors with Azul started, with fleeting touches and ginger petting. Floyd doesn’t kiss Azul on the lips—Azul’s rule, not Riddle’s—but it doesn’t seem to matter much. The rasp of rough fingers on Azul’s bare skin had him breathless and they’ve barely even started.
Riddle about jumps in his seat when Floyd jostles his partner, rucking up his shirt without a care in the world. “You’re even softer than I remember,” Floyd purrs, dousing Riddle in cold water.
He opens his mouth to ask Floyd what the fuck he thinks he’s saying but Azul shivers beneath him, devastated in an entirely different way than Riddle expects. He squirms and whines, very obviously turned on by the insult, biting his lip to keep from giving away too much.
“Y’know, Azul, Goldfishie’s not a mind-reader,” Floyd continues, nibbling at the fatty portions of Azul’s hips, flicking his long tongue into the deep divot of Azul’s navel. “He’s not gonna know what ya like if ya never tell ‘im.”
Riddle himself had told Azul the same on numerous occasions, but he knows his boyfriend well. He never wants to push too hard, to increase the pressure. Azul is hard enough on himself as it is.
Riddle and Azul gasp in unison when Floyd pulls his underwear off. “Floyd,” Azul barks. It’s a reprimand, but not a very heated one.
Azul could fling Floyd out of the window with pure strength if he wanted to. Because he doesn’t, Riddle assumes he’s just embarrassed. Riddle had seen Azul fully bare a handful of times, but never on purpose. He insisted on turning off all the lights, leaving Riddle, as virginal as himself, to fumble around blindly in the dark.
The lights aren’t off today, and even if they were, Floyd is a deep sea creature. He would be able to see, but the point of this exercise was to put on a show. Floyd pushes Azul on his side, slithering behind him. His arms are so long that he simply has to stretch to grab lube, squirting an excessive amount on his fingers.
He shocks Azul by sliding in without acknowledging his earlier exclamation, licking his lips. “Damn, you’re tight,” he says. Riddle knows Floyd well enough, now, to know that Floyd isn’t fucking with him, or, at least, that’s not his primary goal.
His goal is messing with Azul’s head. He’s brilliant at it, enviably so, and if Riddle’s pride takes a hit in the process, Floyd’s not exactly upset about it.
Azul can hardly keep his legs still, clamping down on Floyd’s wrist hard enough to cut off his circulation. Floyd isn’t deterred. With his free hand, pinches one of Azul’s nipples. “He trusts you a lot,” Floyd drawls, ignoring Azul’s pitiful noise at the comment. “Eating around you? Pigging out? Took years before me ‘n’ Jade got to see him eat, and he was a big kid.”
“Floyd,” Azul pants, fingers curled in the sheets. His clit is throbbing and the sound of Floyd’s fingers slipping in and out between his folds has him half-delirious, but he musters the strength, somehow. “Stop talking.”
“What, why? Goldfishie should know. You’re always talking about how much you want him to make a mess out of you.”
“I have most certainly never said that.”
“It was implied,” Floyd drawls, unimpressed. Suddenly, he pulls his fingers free. Azul and Riddle both breathe.
The peace doesn’t last long. Seconds later, Floyd spanks Azul’s pussy and his spine straightens, pain briefly whiting out his vision.
“You know what I think? I think you’re both scared of what it means when you cross this line. You need somebody to tell you it’s okay.” Floyd ushers for Riddle to come closer. “C’mere. Can’t learn how to do it sittin’ on the sidelines.”
Cautiously, Riddle comes closer. His legs are weak. For the first time in ages, he’s speechless. The look in Azul’s eyes is difficult to read. Please don’t and please do vie for equal attention, stress, anxiety, and blistering, overwhelming lust making their chests heave.
“I’ll kick him out of you want me to,” Riddle murmurs, tucking Azul’s hair behind his ear.
Azul shakes his head, stops shredding his lips to pieces. “It’s fine,” he says, more than a little humiliated about how much he’s enjoying this.
It hurts, knowing that Floyd understands Azul better than him. Floyd spanks him again the vibration rattles through Riddle’s bones. He takes in the sheen of sweat on Azul’s body, inching closer. He can’t be like Floyd, he doesn’t want to be, but there’s something to be said for admiring his lover’s body like this, so different from his own. Azul mewls when Riddle touches him properly, wet and slick and waiting.
“Are you quite sure you wouldn’t like to, well, you know,” Riddle coughs, playing at being polite.
Floyd snickers. “Fuck him, you mean? Nah. This is way more fun.”
Riddle breathes in and out, reminding that losing his temper with Floyd would solve nothing. 
Their first kiss is tentative. Riddle all too aware of the eyes upon him, but he about bites Azul’s tongue when Floyd cradles the back of his head. “Open your mouth some more,” he coaxes, grabbing one Riddle’s hand and placing it on the cushy upper part of Azul’s abdomen. “Don’t be afraid to use more spit.”
His instructions sound disgusting, but Riddle understands what Floyd is getting at. He grinds his palm into Azul’s clit, scooting forward until they’re flush against each other. Floyd keeps them locked so tightly he nearly suffocates, nostrils flared, but when Floyd finally lets go, Riddle notices how lovely Azul looks. Flushed red and dizzy with it, he’s out of focus.
“The thing about Azul is, sometimes you have to tear him all the way down to build him back up,” Floyd continues, humming when they both moan. His long digits guide Riddle, the two of them situated in Azul’s core, just resting. “He’s a prey animal. Better to be safe than sorry. But all the things that make him strong and scary come from that same place of wariness.”
Riddle wishes he had a notebook to write all of this down. Already, the information feels tenuous, lost in the fog of his own want, soaked through in his trousers.
“When you peel all the layers back, he’s a greedy sourpuss who wants to be challenged, who wants to be pushed past his limits. Kinda like you.” Floyd sets a brutal pace but Azul must like it, leaking all over them as he sobs. Riddle is enthralled. “Guess that’s why you two get along, huh?”
Riddle whimpers into Azul’s mouth, rutting against Azul’s thigh before he can think better of it. He’s flustered but not surprised to feel Floyd fondling him through his clothes, fingers tacky with Azul’s spend.
“I expressly told you not to touch him below the waist,” Azul hisses, an active participant once more. He’s not all the way there, not yet, so soon after orgasm, but climax has cleared his head. “Pass me the lubricant.”
Floyd giggles. “Yes’sir,” he says, watching as Azul unzips Riddle, waiting patiently for Azul to see things through.
Riddle is too aware to drift off and let go as Azul had, but it’s pleasurable being penetrated all the same. He hears more than sees Floyd sucking on Azul’s skin again, shamelessly chasing his own pleasure.
It feels like a competition, a race. Riddle tells Azul how he wants it, how fast, and Azul cracks a genuine smile, his sharp beak-teeth flashing. Coming untouched would be difficult even for Floyd. Together, they can outpace him.
Riddle throws his head back, arching into the motion as the sheets grow filthier. It’s humid in the room but it’s nicer than anything else they’ve ever done.
“No fair,” Floyd whines, pulling his dick out at long last. He’s lazy about his motions and while neither of them are partial to his brand of genitalia, the show is fascinating all the same. They slump over and watch his lips part, smug that they’d tired him out, all three of them flopping over in bed in a dogpile.
Riddle is loathe to admit it, but Azul had been right. Inviting Floyd had been a game-changer. Eye-opening.
Privately, he wonders if they can find a way to drag him over as a ‘consultant’ again.
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I'm curious of how characters would use their visions in the bedroom 👀 Like, Kaeya would totally do temperature control stuff.
Could I request headcannons or narratives for how Diluc and Albedo would use their visions for your pleasure? (or for theirs 😳)
Note: I believe vision can only be used when they are in the possession of the person they were gifted to ( primary reason: Diluc giving his away - if anyone could have used it he would have given it to his father, and if he didn’t really need it to use his vision, he wouldn’t have taken it back ) 
Warning -> slightly funny? 18+ OMG PLEASE RESPECT THE 18+! NS_FW!!!! ( foreign penetration, voyeurism (Alb), burning clothes, no injury, held against wall (D), orgasm denial, foreplay, hydro bondage, hydro foreplay, voyeurism (C)) 
Character X GN Reader | Anthology 
( okay … so this one is gonna be the strangest one I’ve ever done?, and I’m apologizing right now for it --- i’m literally so embarrassed, ima hide under my desk DONT JUDGE ME T.T )
Includes: Albedo (i’m sorry), Childe, Diluc 
Albedo
A vision in the hands of Albedo is a tool for many uses - he sees it less as proof of his power and more of a means to an end  - it’s an extension of what he has available and he’s learned to adapt it to any possible scenario 
Now he’s learned there are ways he can use it to satiate you while he continues to do his work - and, if he’s feeling especially devious, inquisitive to the point of combustion, he may just watch 
“Alb--bedo …” You adjusted, legs pressed together so intensely that you thought you might break your kneecaps. Shaking hands gripped onto the closest thing they could while you did your best to stay seated just where he placed you. 
“Try not to move too much, it will alter the drawing.” He sat with his leg resting over his thigh, the large sketchpad he had propped up there was bouncing vigorously as his hand ran across the paper. The pencil, when you could see it through your blurry vision, was dancing across the parchment in unbelievable speed as if to capture what was before it. 
The vibrations that shook your body seemed to fluctuate from intense stimulation to slow, steady pulsations. Every dip in frequency allowed you room to breathe, your hands moved to your face, teeth bit onto your fingers as your hips rocked against nothing as they sorrowfully tried to help you get off. 
“Be-do, please …” You whined, eyes glossing over as you looked at him. Did he laugh, did he smile at you, how heartless could he get. Under your rippling vision, you saw how it glowed brighter and richer in color, and yet, as if you didn’t comprehend its meaning, your hands flew down to grab onto the chair while the resonating stimulation grew between your legs. “Ah!” You slid further into the chair, your head resting on the back of the chair as your fingers gripped and pushed against the edge of the seat. Arching your back, lifting your legs up onto your toes you couldn’t help the moans and pants that fell from your mouth at an unreasonable pace. 
“Hold that pose.” Albedo’s voice was calm even if the speed at which he turned the page wasn’t and, as you gazed at him you couldn’t help but lose your mind at the way he observed you. The intensity of it was so powerful that even though you knew he wasn’t inside of you, it felt like he was. 
You crashed like a runaway cart into your orgasm, it shook you to your core, and even though you were screaming moments ago all that came out now was a high-pitched whimper. Deep breaths were all that you could take as you clenched around the object Albedo had placed inside of you, it was so hot that you started to pull at your shirt, and soon your hands found their way to the spasming place between your legs. 
Albedo’s voice suddenly sounded much closer to you, his lips pressing to your forehead while his hand rested on the one you had near the object. “You did excellently, but I’d like to see more of you if I could, will you assist me again?” 
In your dizzy haze, you glanced at his bright eyes and with a gaping, air-sucking mouth, you gave your reply. 
 Childe
There was no need to keep his skills at manipulating hydro out of everything that he did, why would he when he was so beyond capable at making it do exactly what he wanted. Whether that be from creating blades out of it, spears in its likeness, or even shackles to hold people down - he was learning just how versatile water could be 
How could he not give everything he’s ever wanted to try to his partner who had shown him on multiple occasions a level of trust he knew he didn’t deserve, and a willingness to let him do what he wanted -- you always gave him permission, and you were doing it even now 
Your back arched as his hands slid under your pants. The way he touched you so perfectly made your vision go dark before lighting up under the stars. As soon as he put pressure right where you needed it, fingers bending and flexing to let you know how much control he had over you, the sound of pleasure and excitement that slipped from your mouth gave him access to the tongue inside of it. 
He played with you, toyed with the tightness in your stomach. Every time you were about to break under his stimulation he pulled away just to watch how much you’d whine. 
“Childe, please …” You shifted under him as he slowly, painstakingly began to remove your clothes. Each layer, every article which fell to the floor next to the bed felt like an eternity in your sinful sentence. The way his hands ran down your legs as he slipped off your pants, the sensation of his gloved fingers trailing down the center of your chest as he watched the way you squirmed and grabbed at his arm - he was enjoying it all and he had barely done anything to you yet. 
“I’ll give you exactly what you need, remember,” He pressed his lips to your neck, your collarbone, and in the center of your chest before continuing, “If you want to stop, tell me immediately.” You nodded your head and he sealed your promise with a passionate kiss. 
In no time, he had you exactly in the state he wanted you, his eyes observing the beauty and perfection that lay before him and as your own gazed longingly, eagerly back at him, you noticed how his vision began to hum. It pulsed like a glowing heart and in your curiosity, you reached your hand for it only to find it was impossible. 
Tilting your head, you noticed there was a stream of water around your wrists. Funny, you couldn’t tell that your skin was wet at all. That’s when a new sensation began to work its way up to your legs and when you looked down to investigate, you noticed a swirling blue like rope beginning to creep its way further up your body. 
“What’s …” The smile that stretched his lips and seeped into his dangerous eyes made it so hard for you to breathe. Your heart pounded in your chest, your stomach rippled with excitement, and the build-up in your body began to increase so much you were sure he was going to make you orgasm just from his stare alone. 
“Ready?” 
“Yeah, ready for wh-AH!” The flowing water reached your ache. The wetness of it made your body nearly seize as he worked its way into you. The moans and cries that left your burning throat were so loud you were sure someone was going to hear you. Desperately, you wanted to cover your mouth but your wrists were still locked above your head so instead, you tried to bite your lip but that only sealed in so much noise. 
“My, how adorable you look like this.” Childe hummed, his hand moving to stroke your chest as he leaned down to pepper kisses against your throat. “Let’s push a little further, what do you say?” 
The girth of the water increased and no amount of self-control was capable of holding back the scream released from your body. Your feet struggled against the mattress, futile attempts to assist you in raising your body off of the mattress came with frustrated huffs and whines in your throat. You called out his name and soon you heard the sound of rattling metal. 
“Damn, I made myself jealous.” Suddenly, all the water around your body ran down your skin and before you could understand what was happening, Childe positioned himself above you and worked at finishing what his hydro vision started. 
Diluc
He usually has so much more control - he had to learn in order to survive, but there were times, there were moments when all he knew was instinct and all he could do was feel 
With you, these moments came up more frequently than he would have ever anticipated - there is no switch to turn himself off when he gets lost in your body. You learned to never get him so worked up while his vision still rested at his hip (things were bound to burn) 
He backed you into a wall, his fever to have you was apparent by the intense way his hands ran over your body, tugged at your clothes, manipulated your hands with his. He was almost like another person, a delusion of himself. There was no way you could have known riling him up would lead to this and while it was incredible, the ferocity of him, the unreserved nature that he was capable of showing, it was also incredibly hot. 
“Diluc wait -” You tried to reach for his vision but his hands plastered yours to the wall. His lips claimed any part of your skin that they could and the pressure of his body against you, the feeling of his growing and dangerous erection crushing against your stomach made every rational thought in your brain fall to the floor he hardly let you touch. 
His strength always shocked you. For someone so thin it was often hard to remember that he was capable of it - even though you watched him fling his claymore around like it was nothing, even though on countless occasions he lifted you like you were a freshly sprouted plant; how deceiving his true abilities were to you and everyone else.
Your clothes began to cling to your body. The sweat dripping down your back, in between your legs, your neck all made you wildly informed his vision was active. You didn’t even need to see how it burned like a beating ember to know he was calling on its ability. He let go of your hands and began to work himself out of his jacket, undo his vest, and any other article of clothing he could all the while his mouth kept yours occupied. 
The heat from his tongue was near scalding, how was he able to let this fire seep through every single part of his being - was he not experiencing it too? When his chest was exposed, your hands ran over his rippled torso and the question you just asked yourself was answered as you felt how slick he was becoming. 
You pulled him closer, the resulting action making his body come into immediate contact with yours and the feeling of his cock digging into the soft and sensitive area between your legs made you burst in exclamation. Your head landed on the wall, hands slid around the hem of his pants and gripped so tightly onto them his hips pushed further into you. 
“It’s hot, it’s so hot.” You panted, gazing at him and hoping that your words made sense. Your body was hot, everything was hot, but while you wanted him to alleviate the heat, you hoped he’d remove one primary cause of it.  
Pinning your hands above your head, he quickly began to work on your pants. He wasted no time undoing the buckles and buttons that kept you clothed and as he helped you remove them there was a distinct smell filling the air. When you looked down, the fabric was starting to burn even with you still in it. 
“Diluc! Hold-ah!” Struggling against him, you began to shake your lower body and in his complete daze, he slowly came back to realization. In an instant, he let go of you and grabbed the nearest item to him to put out the flames. He was on his knees, his black shirt tightly wrapped around your chard pants afraid that if he didn’t keep it there the flames would get worse. 
“Y/N … I cannot apologize enou-” Your laughter cut him off, the expression he shot up to you was one of mass confusion as he searched for understanding. 
“If I had known you were going to burn my clothes, I would have teased you without them.” He shook his head and tried to apologize again, his eyes dropping to your legs, assessing them for any damage. “I’m fine, you didn’t burn me.” 
He wrapped his arms around your waist, his cheek pressing against your stomach as he held onto you tightly. Chuckling, you rested your hand on his hair and began to caress him, the soft movements reassuring him until he composed himself again and lifted back to his full height. Looking at his face, you could tell he was nervous, so you lifted onto your toes to give him a kiss of redemption. 
“Next time, let’s leave this,” you reached for his vision and easily removed it from his pants, “out of the action. What do you say, hot-stuff?” His eyes narrowed at your nickname but agreed to your suggestion anyway. 
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( no one is tagged because I am too embarrassed to do that! ) 
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pillow-anime-talk · 3 years
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favorite types of kisses.
synopsis: Where do they love to be kissed? And where do you love to be kissed by them?
# tags: headcanons; current relationships; romance; fluff; kisses & PDA in general; sfw & suggestive
includes: gender neutral reader ft. ciel phantomhive, sebastian michaelis, grell sutcliff, undertaker, snake & lau {kuroshitsuji}
author’s note: huh, so i watched ‘kuroshitsuji’ and i’m a full-fledged simp now.
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— CIEL
↘ Kisses on the CHEEKS; are Ciel’s favorites. They are kisses for literally any occasion – for good morning, for goodbye, for good luck at work. It’s a kiss that can be made while saying wishes, for a good night’s sleep or for a safe journey. When you peck Ciel on that part of his face, he feels appreciated and at peace. Your lips are extremely delicate and warm, perfectly harmonizing with the cool and porcelain skin of his whole body. Additionally, when you show him affection, he has the courage to smile slightly, not even worrying about Sebastian’s later jokes about his own, crimson blushes. Your kisses are soothing and the Young Lord can never get enough of them, so give them to him as often as possible.
↘ Kisses on the NOSE; it’s the kind of kiss Ciel gives you on many possible chances. They are cute and you’re cute to him too, so he usually kisses you on the nose when you’re happy or when something incredibly fantastic happened, for example, you won a game of chess with someone or you received something from your parents (or from your future husband) like tickets for spectacle you really wanted to go to. Pecks on the nose are short and precious, but incredibly memorable and heart-warming. Plus, they’re sometimes very playful, so you can experience that side of Ciel that no one else can see now or ever.
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— SEBASTIAN
↘ Kisses on the HANDS; it’s the most intimate kiss for a demon, for a butler, who has no right to touch others, even with gloves on. That’s why when you hold them and kiss his wrists, knuckles, fingers, nails, he feels so sinless. He feels human and just plain good. However, the tall man still wonders, how can you voluntarily kiss his hands? After all, these are hands that have taken so many (often pure) lives. Which had seduced so many people before. Which are cold, rough and unhealthily pale. And yet you still do it, always with the same innocent smile on your charming face that makes Sebastian feel that he has some positive emotions inside him, in his black soul. You will definitely be his death one day.
↘ FOREHEAD kisses; it’s the most tender kiss you can get from another person, from a lover, from a partner, from a person who’s the whole life for one side of couple. Sebastian doesn’t kiss you often. He only does this on important occasions, such as when it’s your birthday or when it’s Christmas. However, when you get hurt or you are sick, I’m sure that you will feel his lips on your forehead more than once, not only so that the black-haired man can feel your body temperature, but most of all, to make you feel that he’s close to you and you can always rely on him, even if it’s some small, even stupid thing or request. After all, he’s not simply one hell of a butler, but also a simply one hell of a good and kind lover, if you want to.
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— GRELL
↘ JAWLINE kisses; Grell is a hot lover. They love every kind of kiss, however, there is one particular that they would literally die for. Jawline kisses are one of the sexiest kisses lovers can give each other. When you kiss them on the jawbone, Grell feels like you’re standing on the verge of kissing their lips and biting them on the pretty neck. It’s exciting not knowing which way you’re going to go on. This pinch of uncertainty and surprise is something they adore. Kissing on the jawline is also quite sloppy, and that happens quite often in your relationship, because after all, you both get busy with your own activities, so you have to show your affection quickly to enjoy each other more afterwards. However, it’s definitely worth waiting for the next such kisses.
↘ Kisses on the BARE SHOULDER; with Grell you feel cherished and desirable. They appreciate you like nobody else, compliment you like nobody else, caress you like nobody else. Your figure is the best canvas you can imagine for Grell, and your arm is like the first touch of a paintbrush. You love being kissed on the shoulder for two reasons – they’re intimate and affectionate, and at the same time, they can lead to more. You have a strange soft point for the Grell’s smile, and their teeth are your greatest weakness. Do you know how beautiful your shoulder look when Grell kisses or bites you there? They’ll definitely take some photos and toss them between the pages of their notebook as little bookmarks.
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— UNDERTAKER
↘ Kisses on the CHIN; he’s damn tall and likes to tease you so badly. He lives for fun, so watching you try to kiss him on the lips or on the face in general is his daily pleasure. You practically never reach where you want, so you end up kissing him on the chin, and at one point that kiss became a favorite for Undertaker. Why? Probably because it’s the kiss you ask for the most, the one you care about the most, the one you want to feel the most. You’re so adorable when you jump or stand on tiptoes to reach for a peck. And... don’t think that Undertaker will ever make things easier for you. You gotta try harder, shortie.
↘ Kisses on the LIPS; however, there are days when your boyfriend demands a kiss, when he wants intimacy that only you can give him. Therefore, he immediately kisses you on the mouth, without any prior warning. For example, when he’s sitting at his desk in his shop, he suddenly pulls you onto his thicc lap and gives you a few quick but warm kisses right on your lip-balm-tasting mouth. You love these moments because a kiss on the lips is the kiss closest to those in love, it’s a kiss reserved only for two people in a relationship. So, could there be anything better than showing affection in this way to a person who means so much to us? Definitely not.
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— SNAKE
↘ Kisses on the NECK; he will never admit it, but he likes the closeness you give him. He appreciates the sense of safety you show him every day. When you kiss him on the neck, on the scales that once seemed to him to be a defect or on his Adam’s apple he additionally feels that you want him like a normal and simple person, that you feel love and desire for him. It’s lascivious to kiss someone’s neck, you know that? That’s why when you do that, Snake melts. Your kisses on the neck, light bites, skin sucking are something that he associates with what he likes the most (apart from you, naturally), and these are his beloved snakes. When you kiss him on the larynx, he knows he’s helpless and vulnerable to you, so keep doing it and show him a lot of affection, okay? The boy definitely deserves it.
↘ Kisses on the TEMPLE; Snake is a sweet guy. He’s a bit shy and usually communicates with you through his pets who always help him tell you about his own feelings. When Oscar, Emily or Wilde tell him to give you a kiss on the temple, who would he be if he hadn’t obeyed their silent commands? He kisses you on the temples because he reaches to them perfectly. He kisses you on the temple because he thinks it’s a kiss that suits you both perfectly. He kisses you there because it’s a kiss that means a wish to protect you. You are important to him, and he wants to be as close to you as possible. He want you to know that he’s right next to your figure and these kisses always informs you about his presence and intentions through. You loves it, really.
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— LAU
↘ Kisses on the EYELIDS; his eyes are closed most of the time, which is why he likes to be cared with your kisses. I think his facial skin is really soft and smooth, so kissing his eyelids is pure pleasure for the two of you. Lau has a soft spot for your scent, so when you bend over to give him a peck on the eye, he smirks silly, inhaling your sweet perfume scent or your morning scent after a nice night in the soft sheets. Every time you kiss his eyelid, he may even be tempted to open his eyes to see you better. And he definitely don’t regret the moment when he does it, because your smile is the brightest thing within a radius of several kilometers.
↘ EAR kisses; sometimes he’s just an idiot. He knows this is one of your most sensitive places, very prone to tickling, to his nice breath, to his wet but hot tongue. He likes to tease you, but that doesn’t mean you don’t like being teased. Kisses on the ear are intimate and private, they are often surrounded with a few whispers or compliments, and you love to feel appreciated and praised by him. Lau is the perfect lover, sometimes funny, sometimes serious, but no matter what the situation, you can count on him to give you a long kiss on the earlobe in the next few minutes. Your reactions are his favorite, so don’t count that he would ever stop doing it.
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Title: One Look
Prompt: Voyeurism
Pairing: Geralt/Jaskier
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: smut, voyeurism
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Jaskier's not surprised, really, when he makes it back to their inn room and Geralt's stretched out on the bed completely bare, his cock in his hand. Nor is he surprised when he doesn't stop when Jaskier walks in.
The first few times Jaskier had walked in on a similar scene, he'd assumed it had been a mistake and had hastily retreated, giving Geralt the privacy to finish before coming back. Or, as on multiple occasions, immediately found someone at the tavern downstairs willing to bed him while he thought about soft white hair and amber-colored eyes, the quiet, shocky noises Geralt had made when he'd walked in on him.
Now, though--
"Fuck," Geralt grunts, hips lifting from the sheets as he fucks his fist, chasing his pleasure. He's beautiful like this, skin glistening with sweat and hair plastered to his temples and throat as he rolls his head against the pillows.
Jaskier's careful not to look too hard or too long--this is a careful game they play, Jaskier's crafted disinterest and Geralt's growing desperation. He steps into their room and closes the door behind him, crossing to his pack to put his lute away and discard his current performing outfit. Behind him, Geralt makes another sharp, sweet noise.
It makes him flash hot, makes his gut clench and his dick ache as he starts to fill out despite himself.
He does his best to ignore it, unlacing his doublet and stepping out of his trousers to stand in his chemise and smalls, folding the fancy, expensive fabric carefully before stowing it in his pack with the rest of his good clothes. Geralt moans, long and low, as Jaskier bends over, and he bites his tongue to keep from making a noise in response.
This...it doesn't mean anything, he reminds himself. Geralt likes the attention of another person looking at him, listening to him, and Jaskier's...Jaskier's convenient and safe. He doesn't mind, truly, he just...he wishes he wasn't in love with him, just a little.
"Fuck, ah--" Geralt makes another noise, almost a whine, and Jaskier pulls his notebook from his pack before settling in at the table across the room.
From where he's at, he's got a good view of the bed and Geralt's activities, even as he pretends to focus on the page in front of him. He knows from experience he won't actually be writing anything, but the plausible deniability makes this easier to bear for both of them. He's not sure he could handle just watching without touching otherwise, and he knows it would likely unnerve Geralt anyway. It's...it's better this way.
So Jaskier's watching and pretending not to watch as Geralt squirms on the bed, panting roughly and whining sharply. He's jerking himself slow and even and it's obviously driving him nuts, but he hasn't sped up yet even though he's arching desperately into his own hand. Jaskier's hard in his smalls.
It's difficult to stay quiet and it's even more difficult to keep his hands off himself, especially when Geralt fumbles out and snatches up a vial of oil, spreading his thighs obscenely and letting go of his cock to slick his fingers, hips shifting restlessly as he searches for friction, finding none. He's impatient and it makes Jaskier's gut burn, makes him want to slide between his thighs and take his cock into his mouth, bite along the thin skin of his hips, suck bruises there until Geralt's a sobbing mess above him.
Instead, he sits very still, one hand unintentionally drifting down to cup his cock through his smalls as he watches Geralt bring his lube slick hand down between his thighs to rub between his cheeks, and Jaskier's breath freezes in his lungs.
He'd known, realistically, that Geralt bottomed, had heard him fuck as many times as he's sure Geralt's heard Jaskier, but it...it hadn't really settled in his mind what that meant until Geralt's shifting his hips, planting one foot on the bed and arching until he can tease at his hole, gasping shallowly when that first finger sinks in and whining. Distantly, Jaskier notes that Geralt's angling himself to give Jaskier a show--Jaskier can see the way that single digit disappears into the hot clutch of his body before he pulls it out, starting to thrust slowly and carefully.
Jaskier's chewing on his lower lip so hard he can taste blood, but he's...he's still not looking directly at him, can't as Geralt adds another finger and then a third until his thighs are trembling and he looks like he's struggling to hold the position, head tipped back and eyes closed, panting roughly.
Without ever giving himself explicit permission, Jaskier starts running his fingers along his clothed shaft, touch light and almost teasing as Geralt moans openly, shoving himself onto his own fingers hard in a way that implies he's just found his prostate, especially when his head rolls on the pillow, eyes glassy and unseeing as he does it again, choaking down the cry in his throat at the last minute.
Jaskier's all but given up the illusion of working in his notebook and he turns just in time to watch Geralt ease his fingers free and reach for the dildo beside his hip. Jaskier's never seen it before, wonders if it's new or if it's something Geralt's had for a while. Regardless, he's never brought it out during any of these encounters, and Jaskier finds his throat is dry as he watches him slick the shaft before shifting, pulling one knee up to his chest and teasing the head of the dildo along his hole.
Geralt's eyes are closed and Jaskier's probably making him uncomfortable, should look away, but he's fixated on the sight of the head of it disappearing inside him, the way Geralt's lashes flutter against his cheek, the way his breath hiccups before he's sobbing, thighs trembling as he presses the dildo in achingly slowly.
"Fuck," he groans, a soft, needy sound, and Jaskier can't help it--he makes a tiny, choked noise in the back of his throat and Geralt whines in response before beginning to thrust the dildo shallowly. In response, Jaskier squeezes his own clothed cock rhythmically, biting back his own noises in an effort to hear Geralt's better. They're far beyond their usual veil of plausible deniability now, but Jaskier can't find it in himself to care, at the moment.
Geralt writhes as he forces the dildo in and out, still keeping that slow, torturous pace that makes Jaskier's blood boil just to watch. He wants to press him into the sheets, slide his own dick into him, fuck him hard enough to make him really cry out. Geralt would look so good sobbing on his cock, Jaskier knows.
Instead of following through on any of that, Jaskier contents himself with watching, with squeezing roughly at himself through his smalls, with the sweet noises Geralt keeps making and the tight coil of arousal winding tighter in his own gut. It's not nearly enough, but it's good, and he can live with this, if it's all he ever gets of Geralt.
Geralt's glassy, far-away gaze lands on Jaskier's face, as if on accident, and their eyes meet at the same time Jaskier gives himself a particularly rough squeeze right under the head, and he groans, much louder than he means to. In response, Geralt makes another soft, needy noise and, keeping eye contact through the veil of his lashes, tips his head back, as if offering Jaskier his throat. At the same moment, he thrusts the dildo in again hard and the breath punches out of him in another moan.
Jaskier barely breathes as he watches the tremors in Geralt's body intensify as he fucks himself nice and slow, so slow he's got to be feeling it in his hips and thighs by now, but he doesn't show any signs of tiring, even as his breathing changes and picks up.
There are words gathering on Jaskier's tongue, sweet questions like how close are you? and gods, you look so pretty, why don't you beg for it, love? but he bites them back, stuffs them down his throat to settle in his chest beside his tender heart. He can't say anything, he knows. It would ruin this, without a doubt.
Geralt's hips roll, forcing the dildo deeper and forcing another needy sound out of him as Jaskier fights with the heavy feeling in his chest at odds with the way he aches in his smalls, the way he feels about six seconds from coming in his pants like a teenager.
"Shit Ja--ah--" Geralt gasps, back arching as he grinds the dildo against his ass as deep as it will go, hips twitching on a whine as he spills over his stomach and hips, cock untouched. It's enough to make Jaskier's blood boil.
"Fuck," he grinds out, his hand dipping beneath the fabric of his smalls to fist himself roughly. Across the room, Geralt makes another fucked-out noise as he shifts his hips, and abruptly Jaskier's coming, teeth grit against the litany of noises rising in his throat, the words battering at the back of his teeth--love me, let me, I want to, please.
He expects it to be awkward after. He sits slumped in the chair, come cooling in his smalls as he wipes his hand off on the soiled fabric. Across the room, Geralt thrusts the dildo periodically still, hissing and gasping until he finally pulls it out and sets it aside on the table by the bed, groaning softly.
Jaskier's the first to move, rising to cross the room and step out of his dirtied smalls before wiping himself off with a cloth and the cold water from the washing basin. When he turns, Geralt's still laying on the bed, eyes closed but otherwise unmoved from where he was when Jaskier turned away.
Without thinking, Jask wets another cloth and tosses the sopping fabric at him, nailing him square in the chest with it. Geralt jolts when the wet fabric makes contact, just a bit.
"Clean up," Jaskier says, the words coming out rough and commanding. It's stronger than he'd meant to sound, and he watches as Geralt slowly complies, dragging the cool cloth across his neck and chest before dipping lower and wiping up his spend across his stomach. Jaskier envies the cloth its path across Geralt's skin, would rather drag his tongue through the mess of come pooling in the divots of Geralt's hips, splattered across the softness of his stomach, caught in the coarse hairs around his cock. He looks away as the cloth travels back between Geralt's legs, least he does or says something revealing, focusing once more on wiping himself down instead.
There's the creak of the bed as Geralt shifts, and when Jaskier looks back, the soiled rag is on the table by the bed next to the dildo, and Geralt has shifted over, making room for Jaskier on the other side of the bed.
Wordlessly, Jaskier crosses the room and slides under the sheets, shifting until he's suitably comfortable. He tries not to think too hard about how they're both bare, about how they've both just come, about how Jaskier desperately wants to wrap himself around Geralt, press his nose into the dark place behind Geralt's ear and breathe in the scent of sweat and horse that so often clings to Geralt. Instead, he holds himself very, very still and focuses on breathing deep and even. It's not the first time they've shared a bed together. Hell, it's not even the first time they've shared a bed together naked. But--
Geralt's the one who closes the distance between them, slow and tentative as he settles his arm over Jaskier's waist, shifting until his head rests on Jaskier's shoulder, face tucked into his throat. Again, it's not the first time they've slept like this, but it's...different. It's different, and something warm and tentative, something like hope, swells in Jaskier's chest, chokes him until he can't breathe.
Geralt hums sleepily, settling more comfortably against Jaskier as he shifts and sighs, and this is what he really wants, what he really loves. Watching Geralt get off is nice, and joining in is even nicer, but resting together warm and sated, comfortable in a way Jaskier's never been with anyone else? This is special. This is love. He just wishes he could say that, wishes Geralt felt the same.
It's all he can think as he twists to bury his nose in Geralt's hair, hold him that little bit closer as his breathing changes and he settles into sleep.
Jaskier can't tell him, not now, can't ruin this, but...but maybe he could. Maybe he could tell him, maybe Geralt wouldn't run, like Jaskier's so afraid of.
It's what he contents himself with as he drifts off, limbs heavy and chest heavier, the warm, comforting weight of Geralt pressing him into the mattress and that little bubble of hope trapped in his chest.
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aki-mochi · 3 years
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Levi x Reader: Drunk Love
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WARNING: NSFW!! Levi stood there, completely nude, in front of Erwin and Hanji as he covered his stuff while avoiding their gazes. His cheeks turning pink with his hair messy with fly-aways in every direction and his body covered in bites and hickeys. Erwin stood in Levi's living room, not amused, while Hanji was laughing until she was in tears.
"Sooo...you wanna tell me why you are...?" Erwin trailed off.
"I dunno....I-I...just woke up like this...."
"You were drinking last night, huh?" Erwin asked, more like stated.
"A little...." he mumbled, then clicked his tongue.
"Woooow Levi~!" Hanji laughed more.
"Shut up" Levi slightly growled as he tried to remember his actions last night.
~flashback~
Levi sat at a table in a bar with a few of his friends and co-workers, passing time and attempting to get away from the stress of work. Eren, who happened to be one of his best workers, offered him some food while drinking his drink. No sooner did another song start to play, a familiar woman entered the bar with Mikasa.
"I've never been in a bar.” Mikasa stated.
"We can't buy alcoholic beverages so we can just have water and some food. Give us some free time from all the work we've been asked to do." Y/n replied.
She nodded in agreement, looking around at her surroundings only to see the men at Levi's table looking towards them. Truth be told, Y/n and Mikasa worked in the same building as Levi, just on different floors. The two had met on a few occasions and even had small talk in the elevator whenever they were going to the same floor for meetings, but never actually got close to one another.
Levi glanced at the two as they came in and made a bit of a face. "I guess they're getting the same thing you are, Eren." He smirked behind his glass as he looked at Eren's drink suited for him being underaged. Eren pouted and gave somewhat of a glare towards his boss. "If you weren't my boss, and I wanted to not get fired, I'd slap you like I do Horse-face." He mumbled in his glass of apple juice.
"You sound like you're plenty drunk on apples," Levi stated as he set his glass down. "Now you finally have a chance to talk to that girl. I've seen you eyeing her at work." Hearing his comment, Eren did a spit-take with his drink; coughing and pounding his chest a bit. Once he got his breath back, he looked at Levi like he grew two heads.
"Are you insane or drunk?!" He slightly yelled in a whispered tone.
"I'm neither. You shout about being better at your job than The Titan Company down the road but you can't even talk to a girl."
"Yeah?! W-well what about the girl you stare at?! You seem like you stalk her!"
"The only time I even see her is on the elevator. Are you sure you aren't drinking beer?" Levi retorted.
"I'm underage to be drinking unless someone spiked it when I wasn't looking." Eren calmly stated as he took another drink.
"If no one did, they might need to so you can actually grow some balls for at least an hour and act like a man instead of a loud little kid."
Eren glared. "Shut the hell up....I do act mature. Just on some levels." He, then, turned away to stare at the ebony female with a slight blush on his slightly dark skin.
”Can you prove that?" Levi smirked at Eren's attitude.
"What did you say?" Eren growled, thinking his boss is picking a fight when he doesn't feel like throwing a punch while Mikasa is here.
"I said to prove that you aren't a child and go talk to her," Levi told him.
"Fine. I will." He suddenly stood up and walked towards the two sisters, feeling confident in his moves. Levi smirked as he watched, wanting to see how much of a train wreck it would turn into. But the minute Eren was only five steps away, he froze. His face turned a sheer scarlet red and felt his palms get sweaty. But what he didn't expect to happen, was that Mikasa noticed him and gave a small wave to him, making him lose his cool and speed-walking back to his seat before face planting the table. Mikasa flushed a faint pink but couldn't help to give a minuscule smirk from his failure to walk over.
"You’re a wuss" Levi muttered.
"Fuck you....." Eren mumbled against the table.
Levi smirked and took a sip of his whiskey before standing. "Let me show you how it's done," he stated as Eren groaned and watched him as he made his way towards the girls.
Levi walked over to the older of the two with a confident stride, the alcohol taking the edge off of his normal attitude. Y/n was too busy talking to Mikasa to notice him. Taking a french fry off her plate, she ate it and smiled as she was talking about her latest masterpiece for the company due to being in the advertising department. Mikasa mentioned a work project that’s due next week before looking over Y/n's shoulder to see the male.
"This seat taken?" Levi asked.
Y/n turned towards the voice of the male and her eyes widened. "M-Mr. Ackerman....! It's nice to see you again." She smiled softly at him.
"The same to you" he stated. "We don't see each other often. I thought we could talk."
"Of course! Come sit with me!" She smiled and patted the seat on the other side of her. He gladly sat, looking towards Eren and winking in success mainly to show off before talking to the two women. Eren growled and slammed his hands on the table and walked over once more before offering a hand at the grey-eyed female.
"May I sit with the beauty who I'm looking at~?" He asked with a smile.
Mikasa looked and blushed brightly at his words but nodded. “Sure."
With a small hum, Eren sat beside her before gently holding her waist to bring her closer to him. Her blush darkened, looking at her plate of food like it was the most interesting thing in the world.
Y/n eyed the boy, a little surprised at his actions before drinking her iced water, smirking behind her glass as she knew Mikasa has a crush on him. Levi rolled his eyes, ignoring Eren as he talked to Y/n, keeping up a conversation about her interests. About an hour later, Levi was not feeling like his usual self. His cheeks were flushed while his eyes were dilated, black pupils taking up more of his steel-blue corneas. Y/n had offered to take him home while Mikasa stayed with Eren since he's completely sober. After that, Mikasa waved as she left with the green-eyed boy.
He tried to refuse, saying he was fine but she insisted, eventually giving up as he slumped over the table. Y/n slung one of Levi's arms around her neck; the other around his waist while leading him outside. Digging in his back pocket for his wallet and keys, she pressed a button to activate its panic alarm. Upon hearing a frantic horn, she turned to her left to see the flashing lights of a sleek black Ford Mustang. After calming the automobile, she gently helped a drunk Levi into the passenger side before slipping herself behind the wheel. Y/n opened up his wallet and found a small piece of paper with his name and address written in beautiful cursive. Pulling up the GPS on her phone, she punched in his home address to help her navigate before revving up the engine and beginning to drive to him home.
Levi did his best to keep the alcohol's side effects from taking over, grinning as he remembered the feeling of her hand in his pocket but stayed quiet until they got to his house. Once Y/n had gotten him out of his car and into his house, after she had unlocked the door with his keys, she walked him to his room and placed him in bed. She gave a small huff from how heavy he is for a short man. As she tried to leave the room, Levi had grabbed her wrist to keep her in place.
"(Y/n)," he muttered.
"Levi. You're drunk. You need to rest." She said softly so as not to hurt his pounding head.
"Only if you rest with me." He said, not because of how many shots he’s had, but because he’s wanted her since the first day he saw her and this was the only way he could get himself to say it. Y/n smiled and pried his hand off her arm so she could help him get comfortable by stripping him of his clothes. Y/n flushed a scarlet red when he was now only in his briefs which held a proud tent.
He smirked a bit as he watched her. "You can look if you want"
"I-I rather not, thank you...." she stuttered before going to find him some bed clothes he could wear; giving him time to look over her body that was shown by the jeans and shirt she's wearing. Her hair pulled up into a ponytail and her feet dressed in regular tennis shoes. He blushed from more than the booze in his system as he looked over her, letting her help him dress before laying in the bed with him. Y/n covered him up along with herself and sighed softly as she turned her back to him so she can sleep since it's after midnight.
But with Levi still drunk, he couldn't go to sleep. No. He didn’t want to go to sleep. He had a beautiful woman in his bed and he wanted her to be his woman. No one else’s. Levi took advantage of his drunk state and suddenly rolled Y/n onto her back, pinning her to the bed. She blinked, shocked from his sudden actions.
"L-Levi....?" she stuttered.
"Y/n.....~” he purred in her ear while sliding his hands up her shirt, making her shiver at his cold slender hands on her heated skin. "Let me love you," he whispered before colliding her lips with his own, making her body stiffen. She soon felt intoxicated by his touch and kissed him back, craving for more as she entangled her fingers into his soft black hair as she moaned.
Levi kissed her deeply as his hands made their way to her breasts, feeling the soft flesh against his skin. Arching her back at the feeling, she pulled away from his lips for air but gasping the minute he latches his own to her sensitive neck. She moaned his name when he bit her neck then pulled back with a smirk. Y/n looked down to see that Levi had, somehow, stripped her bare naked without her noticing. Trailing kisses down her body, she moaned and ran her fingers through his hair again as she closed her legs when he got between them. He rubbed her thighs soothingly before kissing them to help her relax. Once he thought she was ready, Levi opened her legs and placed his head between them. His tongue slid along her folds before flicking at her clit. Her hips jolted upwards while her fingers tugged at his hair, giving loud lewd moans.
Levi smirked and started to go faster, making her squirm and squeal in complete ecstasy as he tasted every inch of her. He then sucked her bundle of nerves into his mouth as his tongue did wonders. Y/n panted as she arched her back off the bed while her head flew back into the pillows, desperately wanting to move away but his hands held her down in place as he ravished her more. His teeth gently grazed her clit, making her lose control of the volume of her moans as they got even louder before she finally released with a squeak. But Levi kept going, making her beg as he continued to drain her of every drop before pulling off with a small pop. A trembling Y/n laid there panting heavily as Levi licked her clean, sitting up to look down at the beautiful sight under him. Levi chuckled and laid beside her with his arm draped over her waist.
Y/n calmed down from her overstimulated high before she made the bold move to pin him to the bed instead. Levi looked up at her in slight shock from the sudden move before his breath started to hitch when she started to rub the bulge in his pants. She hummed and stripped him bare of any clothes before suddenly going down to suck his cock. Levi's hips bucked at the sudden pleasure of her hot mouth on him, panting as he felt her tongue do circles around the tip.
"(Y-Y/n)~" Levi moaned as he gripped the sheets. "Ngh...! I-I'm gonna....! Ah!" he gave a loud moan as he came in her mouth. Y/n swallowed it all, a little disappointed that he came that quick, and sat up before marking him in hickeys and love bites, loving the sounds that were coming from his mouth. After she was satisfied with her work, she straddled his hips before pushing herself onto him, making her gasp and him moan. When she felt comfortable, she bounced on him as her hands rested on his chest. Loud slapping noises of skin colliding and loud moans filled the room. Y/n decided to bounce faster and go all the way down, earning her a loud moan from Levi as he gripped her hips to help her keep steady.
Pretty soon they both hit their high and came together. Y/n collapsed onto Levi's chest, panting heavily as he held her close to him. Having to pull out, he laid both their bodies on the bed and pulled her to his chest after covering them both with the blanket and going to sleep.
~back to the present~
Y/n walked out of the bathroom only to see a naked Levi standing there, in front of his boss and co-worker as he tried to suppress his blush. Smirking, the said female walked over and wrapped her arms around his waist from behind and satisfied hum.
"Don't worry, Mr. Smith~. Levi was a good boy last night with all the moans I made him do~."
At that, Hanji ran out with Erwin on her tail, trying to suppress their nose bleeds while Levi was a blushing mess at the moment from her comment. Y/n laughed at his reaction and kissed him briefly before giving him a warm smile and going to make breakfast. Levi sighed as he went back to his room to get dressed.
'Maybe getting drunk wasn't so bad after all......'
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cognitosclowns · 2 years
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hello!!! In the reddit AMA, Shion mentioned that Robotus can only taste in 2 dimensions. Do you have any headcanons about maybe Robotus maybe getting an upgrade to taste? Maybe some NSFW thoughts? Thank you!
GKRKRKGRKGK ANON THIS IS GONNA BE AN ESSAY I HAVE TOO MANY THOUGHTS
NSFT BELOW
tw : nausea and vomiting, alcohol. Also Horrific Combinations of Food.
EHEHEHEHEHE THIS IS GONNA BE A LONG ONE, GENERAL STUFF FIRST
ALRIGHT so <3333,, it really is a He Didn't Know What He Was Missing situation?
CAUSE,,, AB has literally zero frame of reference for taste?? The most he can make out is Corrosive and Non Corrosive... which is basically There Is Now A Hole In His Tongue Ouch VS A Slight Temperature Change, Maybe A Textural Difference.
SO HE DOESN'T REALLY GET WHY YOU MAKE SUCH A SAD FACE WHEN HE TELLS YOU HE CAN'T TASTE ANYTHING????
The only reason he decides to give himself taste buds is bc you Insist smdnsmd he probably wouldn't bother otherwise.
he DOES have a stomach... kinda - its a tank he can remove and plug into an incinerator!!
AWE BUT <333
OKAY BUT <333 he doesn't have the human flaw of what I like to call Stomach Hurty (tm). He can eat nearly anything so long as it isn't,,, corrosive. this means that this man will create the most batshit combinations of food
Every single time you've asked the question 'hey what would an orbeez taste like - oh wait no that'd kill me' WELL GUESS WHAT IT WON'T KILL HIM.
HIS BODY DOESN'T GIVE HIM THE SIGNALS OF 'oh god spit that out its gonna kill you' NOPE HES GONNA FUCKIN GO FOR IT AND LOVE EVERY SECOND.
Just,, taking a bite out of a whole lemon like it's an apple bc He Likes The Tingle. You come into the kitchen to make yourself breakfast and he's sat at the kitchen table with a Bowl Of Dried Herbs eatin it like cereal while he reads. You'll catch him spreading toothpaste on a tea biscuit like nothing is wrong. You can visibly see him debating taking a bite out of the pencil you left on the table because.
I MEAN IT'S USUALLY ALL VERY NICELY PRESENTED BUT IT'S ALSO REPULSIVE. YOU LEARN NOT TO ASK WHAT HE'S EATIN BC,, IT NEVER LOOKS AS WEIRD AS IT ACTUALLY IS????
'oh, what's that?'
'whipping cream, raw eggs and sprinkle of pinesol <3 it creates this fantastic curdling effect :)'
'that's nice dear </3'
YOU LEARN VERY QUICKLY TO NEVER STEAL ANY OF AB'S FOOD BC ITS ONLY RARE OCCASIONS THAT HE EATS FOOD THAT WOULDN'T CAUSE YOUR INSIDES TO BECOME YOUR OUTSIDES.
his first time experiencing spice sure is something <3
'oh that- ow, ow - ah!'
'y- oh it's chili <3 it's spicy! It's supposed to hurt.'
'how have humans survived this long when you actively eat things that hurt you-'
after he gets through his Usual Dramatics he,,, does end up really enjoying spice!!!
Andre and Myc give him Poprocks and he GRABS HIS CHEST IN PANIC BECAUSE OH GOD ITS MOVING. Very cute overall, even if they got Promptly Yelled At directly after.
Mint is a very interesting sensation for him? It's like,, The Flavor Of Cold, Without Being Cold??? When he drinks mint tea you can see his brain buffer bc,, its Hot And Cold What Is This??
same thing with Savory?? It's like,, Three Dimensional Taste - the depth of the meal rather than a Specific Flavor?? But like he'd notice it if it was gone???? the first time he eats a steak he spends a solid 10 minutes just,, trying to Explain Himself. Very cute <3
'No - it tastes like a different taste.'
' 'it tastes like a different taste' BOY HOWDY doesn't that just narrow it down.'
'>:('
'You should have started with that - '(y/n), this tastes different from other tastes i've tasted', I would've got it from the beginning.'
'>:(((((('
LOTSA MOMENT LIKE THAT, ACTUALLY. Esp for describing things that,, Humans Can't Eat?? <333
HIS FAVORITES???
Icecream, Gelato, Sherbet, Sorbet - any variation of Cold and Sugary and Soft. TBH,, overall he really likes sweets? He'll purposefully eat a bunch of your favorite candy so that when you kiss, he tastes like your favorite candy <3
I ALREADY MENTIONED SPICE BUT <333 YEA, he really likes vvv spicy foods. Or just straight spoonfuls of chili powder. It takes him a while to build a tolerance but He Isn't A Quitter >:( he isn't gonna be beaten by some herb who do you think he is smnsmd.
OVERALL?? Super Intense Flavors. Very Sour, Very Sweet, etc. 100% Dark Chocolate, White Vinegar,
'Darling I don't have a liver, please stop looking at me like that >:(' yea he really likes Alcohol!! It's still jarring to see him finish an entire bottle of Vodka within an hour smndsmd - he can't get drunk, it just has a very Sharp Taste that he enjoys!!
<3 Toast, burnt to ratshit. Practically cinders. you're convinced that if he held it too hard it'd turn to ash. the correct way to eat toast 1v1 me
OH HE ALSO LIKES TEA <3 he mostly drinks it bc it smells like a garden!! How delightful <3 yea he uses like 7 teabags what about it?
NO BUT THERE'S DEFINITELY A HORNY ANGLE HERE <333
You REFUSE to let him eat anything at first because!!! You want the first thing he tastes to be special!!! It can't just be a cheese toastie or smth, it should be something memora- wait when did he get on his knees-?
OH YEAH <33333
<3 you wanted it to be special, right? <3 there is literally nothing in the world that's more special to him than you. please he is not above begging right now
<3 the sound he makes when his tongue makes contact is akin to a man finding an oasis? <3
you're at least 99% sure he came instantly,,,, but you don't bring it up bc <333 you know he's gonna get flustered, and you wanna make sure he gets to enjoy himself!!!!!
Just this,, fantastically throaty groan as he yanks you closer <333 probably a muffled 'oh fuck - oh fuck' while his tongue explores!!
he <333 needs a minute to process all the feelings n new sensory input - lots of stop-starting?? Like he'll slow down and get this Massive Shiver before continuing??? <3333
OKAY HE MIGHT GET A BIT DISTRACTED FROM,,, y'know your genitals bc he'll get caught up kissing and licking your skin?? The salty-sweet taste is,, Completely New and he's enraptured <3
He doesn't even notice his moaning OR shaking?? Like his hands on your thighs are practically vibrating?? You can feel the vibrations from his mouth all the way down his tongue??? <333 yea he's kinda lost in his own world
<3 all remaining composure is gone when you cum. He's sucking n licking and positively gulping like it's the last meal he'll ever get <333 he looks positively disheveled when he pulls back to look at you.
ORAL BECOMES HIS NEW FAVORITE THING <333 listen you aren't going to work for a solid few days, maybe a week. He needs to figure out how Every Inch of you Tastes <3
EEEEEE FUCK THIS WAS SUCH AN ABSOLUTE BLAST, THANK YOU FOR THIS ASK!!!
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Baby You’ve Got Me Tied Down
it’s finally here bitches
sub!harry
it’s been a long ass time coming and i love you all for being patient with me
i also love @gohometoacactus, @havethetimeofyourstyles and @tobe-sogolden for encouraging me and being the most wonderful betas. i love you all so much
this is 10.5k words of pure smut and if you squint just a hint of fluff at the end
feedback is of course welcome and encouraged as are rb’s!
enjoy!
Harry was in for it. Majorly in for it. He’d been insufferable all day. Sending you dirty texts, pictures that left little to the imagination and videos of him rutting against the bed, the desperate whimpers you loved so much escaping from his lips. All of these had been throughout the span of your work day, so you let him have his fun. Because tonight. You’d be having yours. 
You knew what he expected to come of this, he’d done it many times before. Torture you while you were at work and then when you came home, he’d devour you. But this time, you had something else in mind. You and Harry had a very active sex life. You guys kept things interesting, in fact just last night the two of you had ordered some special toys to try out. All of that being said, Harry was usually the one in charge. He called all the shots and you loved it. You loved how he made you so easily give up control, how easily he pulled noises you’d never heard yourself make from your mouth and how he gave your body feelings that could only be described as out of this world. Only on very rare occasions were you the one in charge. Very rarely did you get to see Harry squirm and writhe underneath you and very rarely did you pull whines and whimpers from his mouth that rivaled those of a pornstar’s. Tonight, you were hoping to do all that and more. By the end of the night, you wanted Harry completely and utterly fucked for you. And that’s exactly where he was going to be. 
You stand from the chair in your office, shutting down your computer and waving goodbye to your coworkers who were obviously staying late. As you’re walking to your car, your phone dings. You glance down and see the notification is from Harry. You bite your lip as you feel your core start to ache, only adding to the wetness that consumes your underwear. You walk quickly to your car and as soon as you’re inside, you open the message and your thighs involuntarily clench. 
It’s a video of your beautiful boyfriend stroking himself. You can tell he’s close by the way his hips buck into his hand as tugs at his shaft. 
“ Missin’ you.” He groans, throwing his head back against the pillow. You see his hand start to move faster and you know it’s only a matter of seconds until he releases. 
“ Fuck, fuck, fuck.” He pants, looking down at his painfully hard cock. “ Ugh, I’m gonna cum.” He announces to no one but himself and within seconds of his words, you see thick, white ribbons spill from him. He emits a long, drawn out groan as his orgasm consumes him and you watch him as he lay breathless on the bed sheets. A few seconds later, he lifts his head to the camera and locks eyes with you through the screen. 
“ Hurry home, baby.” He smirks and then the video ends. You lean your head against the head rest and take a deep breath to calm your raging hormones enough to make the fifteen minute drive back to you and Harry’s apartment. Once you’re calm enough, you type a response to your boyfriend who’s no doubt staring at his phone, waiting for a response that indicates how needy you are for him but he’s getting the exact opposite. 
“ On my way.” You type and hit send before starting the car. 
The car ride was excruciating, your thighs clenched every time you thought about the video you’d just seen and any other message you’d received throughout the day. You had half a mind to reach down and relieve yourself of just a little bit of the ache, but you were almost home so you kept your hands wrapped tightly around the steering wheel. It became almost impossibly difficult to ignore the ache between your thighs as Siri read aloud a text from Harry. 
 “ Be safe on the road, babe. Know you’re desperate to get home since I left you all in a bind this morning but that’s no reason to speed. I’ll be waiting (;.” The robotic voice reads and you roll your eyes because of the cocky tone he obviously meant his words to convey but you can’t help biting your lip because, yes. He had kept you waiting. Three times actually, ignoring every plea that fell from your mouth. 
“ Harry please! So close, oh my god!” You cried, gasping as your boyfriend slammed into you relentlessly, his hand wrapped around your throat as he whispered filthy things to you. 
“Yeah? You’re close angel?” He whispered hotly and you wrapped a hand around his wrist. nodding furiously. “ Can tell. Squeezing me so fucking tight. Dirty fucking slut.” He growled and you let out a noise you’d never heard yourself make. It was somewhere between a scream and whimper and it made you sound like a “desperate little whore” according to Harry. But that’s exactly what you were. He’d woken you up by licking into you and then had the audacity to edge you twice before this so of course you were desperate. You always needed to cum before work, it started your day off well and helped you not snap at the incompetent co workers you’d been cursed with. All of which Harry was aware of which is exactly why when your cry of “ gonna cum! gonna cum!” erupted from your lips, Harry ceased all of his movements. 
“ No!” You sobbed, feeling your third orgasm slip away and he just smirked before fully pulling out of you. 
“ Get dressed love, gonna be late.” He smiled and you flipped him off, wishing your legs had the ability to stand so you could slap the cheeky smile off of his face, but for now you’d settle for a mumble of “ asswipe” as you stood slowly from the bed because as much of a dick as he was, he was right. You were gonna be late. 
Now, as you pulled into the apartment complex, you couldn’t possibly be rushing to him any faster. You climbed the stairs two at a time and fumbled with the key to unlock the door, finally finding it, you took a deep breath to compose yourself and opened the door. You weren’t the least bit surprised at the sight in front of you. Harry was sitting on the couch, legs spread wide and arms spread out across the back of the couch in the most taunting and arrogant way, clad only in boxers. 
“ Welcome home, sweetheart.” He smirks and you smile back at him, dropping your bags to the hardwood floor and walking towards him. He follows your every move with hungry eyes and sits up when you’re standing right in front of his seated body. You lock eyes with him as you throw your legs to either side of his body, straddling him. He smiles as his hands move to rest on your waist. 
“ Knew you were needy but this a whole new level.” He taunts and you just smile. You push his fluffy, chocolate brown curls back from his face and he gives a confused look, trying to figure out how you’re so calm despite everything he’s done and sent you today. You look down into his mossy, green eyes and then down to his pink lips, studying his face. 
“ So beautiful, H.” You whisper and he smiles, reaching up and cupping your cheek. 
“ You too, baby.” He coos and you smile, rubbing your nose against his before pressing your lips to his. You cup his face and both of his hands go to your waist, squeezing lightly.You smile into the kiss and deepen it, licking over his bottom lip. He immediately parts his lips and you both moan as your tongues dance together. He leans back against the couch, hugging you closer to his chest and you put both hands on the wall above his head to brace yourself as he moves. You’re the first one to pull away from the kiss, bringing your lips lower down. You kiss up and down his neck, sucking softly in some places and biting harshly in others, feeding his pain kink. He moans softly, tilting his head back against the couch and squeezing your hips. As you continue to suck and kiss at his neck, you feel his hands start trying to move your hips against what is, no doubt, his rapidly growing bulge.You smile as you finish the hickey on his neck, running your tongue over it to soothe the burning. You pull back from his neck and almost laugh at the confused look on his face. 
“ What-.”  He goes to ask but is interrupted by the way his jaw drops as you remove his hands from your waist and place them above his head. “ Y/N. What are you-?” He pants but you cut him off. 
“ Upstairs.” You whisper, looking deep into his green eyes. He cocks his head to the side in confusion and he tries to pull his hands from your grasp but the evil glint in your eye warns him not to try that. He nods and you let go of his hands, climbing off of him to let him go where he needs to go. He doesn’t even give you a second glance as he makes his way up the stairs. You smile and turn to the bags you dropped when you walked in. You wanted to make him wait, make him squirm with anticipation of what was going to happen, because by now he knew he wasn’t going to be the one in charge this time and it made him excited but also slightly nervous. You took your sweet time putting everything where it needed to be and cleaning up just a little bit, he heard you downstairs and could tell you were teasing him. He huffed but knew he had no right to complain since he did it to you constantly. He’d tell you to go upstairs and then would clean the kitchen, maybe sweep a little bit, anything that made you wait long enough for your skin to crawl with nervousness and that’s exactly what you were trying to achieve with him now. 
And it was working. 
He sat on the edge of the bed, nervously rubbing his hands together and then running one through his hair. He had no idea what you had planned for him, but he knew it’d probably end with him in a fuzzy state. He was excited. Sure, he loved being in control, he loved wrapping his hand around your throat and telling you to moan for him and he loved pinning your hands above your head and fucking into you so hard it made you scream, but there was a part of him, a fairly large one that loved being controlled and he was so happy to have someone that shared his desires. He loved being completely at your mercy, he loved begging and he loved being in the state that only you could put him in. A state of complete and utter submission. He had so much stress to deal with and it was nice to be taken to a place where he physically could not think about those things and was solely focused on pleasing you. You guys didn’t do it often, but when you did he could only describe the things you made him feel as otherworldly, you pulled pleas out of his mouth like it was nothing, noises out of him that he’d never heard himself make before and he lived for it. He could already feel himself growing painfully hard, reminiscing the few times he’d been in this position before. And it was perfect timing, he looked up as he felt the room grow chillingly silent and saw you in the doorway. He took a deep breath, rubbing his sweaty palms on his thighs and locking eyes with you. 
“Hi, baby.” He whispers to you, his green eyes having a sort of doe like look to them. 
“ Hi, H.” You smile, but not your normal smile. More like a cunning one, one that tells him you have so much planned. He shivers and gives you a timid smile. 
“ Lay back for me.” You tell him, walking into the room and he does so immediately, laying flat on his back. You smile and walk towards him, you kneel down beside his body and you can feel his body tense as you lightly scratch up and down his torso. 
“ Relax, babe. It’s still me.” You remind him and he nods, swallowing thickly. 
“ What are you gonna do?” He whispers, watching as you drag your hand farther down his body. He jerks as your hand just barely grazes over the tent straining against his boxers. You chuckle and kiss just under his ear, smiling at the way he shivers. 
“ You’ll find out.” You whisper and you watch his Adam's apple bob as he gulps, but nods. You stand up from the floor and walk towards the closet. You make your way to the back of it, searching for the box of special toys you and Harry kept. You smile as you locate it, bending down to lift the top off. You rummage through the gags, plugs, blindfolds, and other toys to find what you’re looking for. Biting your lip, you take the toys in your hand and walk back to your boyfriend who has his eyes closed, breathing deeply. His eyes fly open when he feels your hand come up to caress the side of his face, pushing his curls out of his face. He looks up to see you smiling and he feels a shiver race through him at the look in your eyes. It’s the same look he gives you when he stands above your helpless, squirming body that’s usually restrained. Those nights always ended with you breathless and completely fucked for him. He knew that was where he’d be at the end of this, how he’d get there? Well, that was up to you. 
His eyes left yours and moved to the side table as he saw you set the things from the closet down on it. His eyes widened and he felt his heart rate pick up speed as he took in what lay on the wooden table. Handcuffs, a vibrator and a cock ring. He looks back up at you and you smile. You lean down, pressing your lips to his and you can feel his body relax under your hand that rests on top of his butterfly. You slip your tongue through his parted lips and he moans, lifting his hand to cup your face but you quickly take it and press it back to his side, shaking your head slightly into the kiss. 
“ No touching.” You whisper and he swallows again, nodding. “ Good boy.” You smile and he bites his lip, feeling his cock bloat at the rare praise. You smile and kiss him again before stepping back and beginning to strip. First is your blazer, you lock eyes with him as you begin to unbutton the piece of clothing on your body, after you've unbuttoned every button, you shrug it off your shoulders and you watch as his hungry eyes follow the thick fabric as it falls to the floor. Next, is your shirt, you lift the thin material over your head, tossing it to the side and smiling as Harry’s eyes follow it as it lands on the floor too. Lastly is your pants, you unbutton your jeans, keeping eye contact as you bend down to pull them off your legs. Once they’re at your ankles, you step out of them and kick them to the side, walking once again towards your touch starved boyfriend. You kneel on the bed, swinging one leg over his hips and then adjusting both at his sides so you’re straddling him comfortably, clad only in the lacy lavender set you’d slipped on this morning figuring Harry would pull a stunt like this. 
“ Shit, baby.” He breathes as he eyes your body up and down and you feel your body heat at his hungry gaze. His hands immediately come up to grab at your waist and you’re quick to pull them off of you, placing them back at his sides and then gripping his jaw in your hands. 
“ Can’t follow directions can you, baby?” You ask, his lips parted as his jaw is gripped tightly in your hand. “ Answer me.” You whisper as he stares blankly up at you and he shakes his head softly. You smile and push some curls from his face with your free hand. 
“ No?” You taunt and he shakes his head, eyes blown out in pleasure.  
“It’s a good thing that I have the perfect toy to fix that. Isn’t it, H?” You ask and he nods. You let go of his jaw and feel him start to pant under you as you reach over him, his hot breath hitting your breasts in short bursts as you grab the handcuffs from the side table. 
“ Hands up.” You tell him, as you resume your position on his hips. He lifts his hands above his head, spreading them so each of his wrists rest on the edge of the either hooks you both had installed onto the bed frame when you discovered both parties enjoyed being restrained. You hook the cuffs through each hook and then around his wrists. He takes a deep breath and tugs on them, making sure they’re tight on his wrists, nodding as he realizes there’s no way he’s getting out of these without your help. The thought excites both him and you. 
“ Remember your safe word?” You ask, running both of your hands up and down his torso and he nods. “ Don’t hesitate to use it if it gets too much for you.” You remind him and he nods again. 
“ I won’t.” He assures you and you smile. You lean down, pressing your lips to his once again and his lips immediately mold to yours. He licks over your bottom lip and your lips part, granting him this last bit of control. He moves his tongue in slow strokes against yours and it already has you melting into him. You moan and reach up to tug at his hair, earning you a small whimper that you greedily swallow. You pull away, traveling your kisses further down. You press, fast, wet kisses to his neck, sucking lightly on the protruding vein and he groans, titling his head back to give you more access. Your kisses move down his torso and you look up at him as you flick your tongue over his nipples, remembering how he’d once told you that they were a very sensitive spot. He moans as you nip softly at them and then soothe the burn with your tongue, hips bucking up trying to get any contact from you. You smile, pulling away from the kisses you were pressing to his lower stomach, wrapping your hand around his throat and squeezing softly. His eyes widen and he whimpers softly. 
“Thought you were gonna be a good boy for me, H?” You whisper, fake pouting and he groans. Your dominance and the hand around his throat sending arousal straight to his cock. 
“ I will, I will.” He tells you in rushed pants. “ I’m sorry.” 
“ Good.” You smile, releasing your grip on his neck. “ You’ll get what you want soon.” You tell him and he nods. You continue sponging kisses to his lower stomach, licking and sucking in some places, You revel in the way his body squirms helplessly under your touch, remembering a night not long ago where you found yourself in this exact position. Harry’s breathing starts to pick up as you press kisses along the waistband of his boxers. You pull back and smirk up at him as you completely ignore the bulge he’s sporting. 
“ No.” He breathes, head tilting back in frustration but you ignore him, kissing and nibbling on his inner thighs, causing his legs to jerk. You give one last kiss to each thigh before running your hands up his thighs and hooking your fingers inside the waistband of his boxers. His eyes fly open and he lifts his head to look at you. His breathing deepens as you pull the boxers down his thick thighs. You two maintain eye contact even as you pull the boxers down to his ankles and then fully off. You climb back up to his body, straddling his hips again. He’s panting audibly now as he looks up at you, desperately awaiting your next move. 
“ What do you want, H? Hm?” You ask, scratching lightly up his torso. 
“ Anything. Please.” He begs, tugging on the cuffs. You smile and cup his cheek, he sighs at the gentle touch. 
“ Desperate?” You ask and he nods with fervor. 
“ Yes. Yes, Y/N please.” He pants, body squirming under you. 
“ Okay, okay. Relax.” You tell him, running your thumb along his cheekbones. You swing one leg off of his body, the other following allowing you to kneel beside him on the bed. You take his rock hard cock in your hands and he lets out a long, drawn out moan, his body jerking at the slightest touch. You smile and bring your mouth to his tip, spitting directly on it and relishing in the whine that leaves his pink lips as you start stroking him. 
“ Need you to tell me when you’re gonna cum okay?” You ask him and he nods, looking down at his cock in your hand. 
“ Okay, okay I will.” He pants, hips starting to buck just slightly up into your hand. 
“ Good boy.” You tell him again, watching his eyes roll back in his head. You apply more pressure to his cock, squeezing it tighter and he groans. 
“ Fuck.” He breathes, biting his lip. He tugs just slightly on the cuffs, whining when they don’t budge. “ It’s good baby, it’s so good.” He groans, hips bucking faster up into your hand. 
“ Yeah? Missed my touch, H?” You tease and he nods, head tilted back and mouth agape as tiny whimpers fall from his lips. 
“ Yes, fuck missed it so much.” He confirms breathlessly. 
“ Bet you were thinking about me when you sent me all those videos weren’t you?” You tease even more and he moans. 
“ God yes. Only you.” He whimpers. You know he’s close. You can see it in the way he tugs harder at the cuffs and the way that the heavy pants falling from his lips are now within seconds of each other. 
“ What were you thinking about, baby?” You decide to spur him on, knowing this will only bring him closer to his release. “ Thinking about my hand? The way I know exactly how to touch you?” You ask, flicking your wrist as you stroke him the way you know he likes and focusing more on his tip since it’s the most sensitive part of his length and often the part that gets him off the quickest. His head is still tilted back towards the headboard and his face is pinched almost in discomfort but you know that means that he’s even closer. 
“ Or maybe you were thinking about my mouth.” You add. “ How good it feels around you.” You egg him on and you know it’s working because his hips are bucking up into your hand faster than you’ve seen them this whole time and hushed encouragements of “yes” fall from his parted lips in succession. 
“ Thinking about how I can take you all the way? Or about how you like to put me on my knees and-” You continue but are quickly cut off by his shout. 
“ Fuck! I’m there, I’m there.” He pants and you immediately pull your hand away. He whimpers and lets his head fall dramatically onto the pillow below him. “ Shit.” He breathes. 
“ Good?” You ask him and he nods. 
“ So good.” He whispers and you smile, leaning up to kiss him again. His tongue gives yours slow, deep strokes and you moan at the taste of him. You drag your knees behind you as you scoot closer to his face, fully submerging yourself into the kiss. You reach up to tug at his hair and greedily swallow the whimper that follows. You moan softly as he bites down on your lower lip and then pulls away, watching in awe as it snaps back into place. You smile and lean down to kiss the tip of his nose, giggling at the way it scrunches up after. You leave kisses on every inch of skin as you crawl back down his body, leaving him panting and squirming above you. As you sit beside him on the bed, you take his cock into your hand again, smiling at the way that he involuntarily moans and bucks up into your hand. You give him a few slow strokes, basking in his breathy moans and pants. You look up to see his head tilted back and his eyes screwed shut as he zeroes in on the pleasure that he’s sure will be taken from him soon. Or so he thinks. 
“ Gonna use my mouth now okay?” You tell him and he nods feverishly. 
“ Please.” He barely whispers. You crawl even further down his body and swing one leg over his calf while situating the other so that you’re sitting astride his legs. You give his length a few more tugs before lowering your mouth onto him. He releases a long whine as his eyes roll back in his head and he tugs at the cuffs. 
“ Fuck.” He breathes as you start bobbing your head up and down while your tongue skirts over his length. His cock feels heavy on your tongue and you moan around him, causing his legs to jerk. You look up at him and see his knuckles turning a ghostly white from how tight he’s tugging on the cuffs. You run your hands up his body and give a rough slap to his pecs, making him groan and buck up into your mouth. You pull back from his cock and start stroking him, the sounds of your hand against your spit are absolutely sinful. He moans and bucks up into your hand again. 
“ Feel good h?” You tease, already knowing the answer. He nods furiously. 
“ It’s so good.” He breathes, looking down at you with half open eyes. You smile and lick your lips, wrapping them back around the head of his cock, you give a few swirls of your tongue around his head before pushing him all the way down your throat. 
“ S-shit!” He gasps, tugging on the cuffs and arching his back. “ Oh my god.” He breathes, looking down at you. “ You’re so good, angel.” He pants and you moan around his cock.You pull off his cock with the most sinful sound and he whines, you continue stroking him to keep up the pleasure and he’s thrusting up into you. He tilts his head back and wraps his fingers around the wooden headboard. 
“ You’re close aren’t you baby?” You ask and his nod is accompanied by a long whine as you squeeze him particularly hard. You lean down again and wrap your lips around his cock, focusing more on the tip once again. He whines and starts panting heavily. 
“ Yes, yes, yes, yes.” He whispers, face pinched in pleasure as he feels the white hot heat travel up his spine. “ Fuck, gonna cum.” He whimpers and you pull off of him immediately. Watching him squirm and tug at the cuffs as his orgasm escapes him. He breathes deeply as he looks up at you. You wink at him and then kiss up and down his stomach, sucking and biting in some places. Once you reach his happy trail, you press kisses back up his torso, to his neck and eventually his lips. You connect your lips with his, biting softly on his bottom lip and watching as it snaps back into place. You reach over him and grab the vibe from the table. His eyes widen and he shakes his head feverishly. 
“ No, no, no. Won’t last with that. I can’t.” He begs and you smile, turning it on. 
“ Good thing you don’t have to then.” You tease. His eyes widen and you wink before pressing the vibe to the head of his cock. His back arches and he tugs at the cuffs, mouth open in a silent moan. 
“ Oh, f-fuck.” He sputters as his head tilts back in pleasure. You move the head of the vibe around his tip and his eyes roll back in his head. “ Oh my god.” He breathes, toes curling. You sneak a glance up at him as you move the vibe around his length. His head is thrown back against the headboard, his toned chest heaves as his body wracks with pleasure. His eyes are closed and his bottom lip is being tugged on relentlessly by his teeth, his normal raspberry color deepening.
You move the vibe down his rigid length, making sure to put extra pressure on the prominent vein that runs down it, knowing he’s sensitive there. Your attentiveness has it’s desired reaction when Harry lets out a cracked whine, his face pinching in utter pleasure. His lips part and heavy pants fall one after the other from them. He lifts his head from where it rests against the pillow and looks up at you and he has to force his eyes not to roll back so he can continue staring at the sight in front of him. 
You’re straddled atop his thighs, clad in only a lacy, lavender set that leaves little to the imagination. Your boobs spill out of the bra as you lean forward to move the vibe around his cock and the bottoms are so thin he can feel your wetness sticking to his thigh. Your hair creates the perfect shadow across your face as it dances in waves around your shoulders, swaying as you move with the vibe. He’s about to tell you just how delectable you look when he feels burning pleasure travel up his spine. You’ve moved the vibe back to his tip and the pleasure is ripping through him. He lets out a broken moan as you add more pressure to his slit with the vibe, his eyes rolling back in his head and hips involuntarily bucking. He tugs on the cuffs and throws his head back in ecstasy. 
“Shit.” He moans, his back arching off the bed slightly. “ I’m gonna cum.” He groans, pushing his forehead against the headboard. “ I’m gonna cum.” He says again and you smile. 
“ Cum for me, h. Want you to cum so fucking hard.” You say, adding a little whine to the end of your words knowing how much he loves to hear your sounds. He nods and his eyes roll back in his head once again as you reach down to fondle his balls as the vibe runs over his tip. His lips part in a silent shout and you find yourself wishing he had enough air to make the noise he’s holding back. You’ll just have to try harder. As you move the vibe around his slit, waiting for his release you take this time to really look at him. He looks so beautiful when he’s about cum. You don’t see it much because by the time he’s about to cum, you’ve already had 4 orgasms and physically don’t have the energy to open your eyes. But he’s gorgeous. A thin layer of sweat coats his toned body, shining on his pecs and his bulging biceps as he grips the chains for dear life. His chocolate brown curls are still slightly intact but getting messier the more he rolls around the pillow. His chest is littered with marks. Angry red scratches made by you as your orgasm overtakes you, your bouncing slowing from a hard, fast pace slam to a dull, barely there jump which is usually when Harry takes over. Wrapping you in his arms and thrusting up into you as he chases his release. His abdomen clenches, a clear sign that his release is only seconds away and you find yourself almost drooling at his lean, but muscular body as it lay sprawled out and tied up for you. 
Your daydream is interrupted by a soft whine of “fuck” that gradually increases in volume until you see his back arch off the bed, his jeweled hands tugging the cuffs downwards and thick, white ribbons of his release coating the vibe and your hand. You watch his body as his abdomen clenches and unclenches as the waves of his orgasm slowly start to subside. A pant falls from his lips as he leans his head back on the pillow, catching his breath. His chest heaves, making his pecs look even bigger and you have to stop a quiet whimper from escaping you. Once he whines and wiggles his legs as best he can with you straddling them, you turn the vibe off and set it on the side table, leaning down to swipe your tongue across his tip, collecting his cum on your tongue and basking in the way his legs jerk and a whimper falls from his lips. You smile and pull back, running your nails lightly up his torso as his high slowly fades. 
“ Christ, angel.” He breathes and you smile. 
“ Was it good?” You ask and he scoffs, opening his eyes. 
“ Bloody amazing.” He smiles. “ Gotta be honest though, dove. Not much of a punishment.” You smile and run your hand up his lean torso.
“ Sweet boy, you didn’t think that was it did you?” You ask and his eyes widen slightly.
“What do you mean?” He asks and you can tell he’s becoming increasingly nervous because he shifts awkwardly.
“I mean,” you say, reaching over him to grab the cock ring. “this night is far from over.” He follows your hand as it brings the ring in front of both of your faces.
“ Been such a fucking attention whore the whole day. Sending me videos, pictures, knowing i’m at work. That’s not a very good boy, h.” You smirk and you hear him suck in a breath.
“ B-but you already let me cum.” He whispers and you nod, a knowing smile plastered on your face.
“I know.” You say plainly and his next sentence is shaky.
“ So, what are you gonna-?” He starts and you look up at him, cocking an eyebrow. His eyes widen knowingly.
“ No. No, no y/n I can’t. You know I can’t. How many?” He asks and you just shrug.
“ However many I want.” You say, looking up at him then down at his cock. His eyes follow yours and he groans.
“M’still hard.” He whispers, eyes bright with both excitement and nervousness.
“ I see that.” You answer, toying with the ring. “What do you suggest we do?”
“ Make me cum again.” He breathes, bucking his hips towards you. You smile and run your hand up his thigh, gripping his sensitive cock in your hand, making him whimper in pleasure. You stroke his length gently, reveling in the way his hips jerk in sensitivity when you run your thumb over his slit.
“ Please.” He groans, tilting his head back. You land a harsh slap on his thigh and he whimpers.
“ Be patient.” You demand and he nods, a breathless “m’sorry” coming from his lips. You smile and lick your lips, staring almost hungrily at his cock. You take his length in your hand, setting the ring down on the bed before wrapping your lips around his tip. A broken moan falls from his lips at the unexpected warmth and his back arches.
“ Fucking christ.” He breathes, a long, drawn out moan attached to it as you give small, kitten licks to his slit. After a few moments, you pull off and he whines, kicking his feet. You look up at him and land a soft but firm slap to his cheek and he moans but stops his whining. You pick the ring up from the bed and turn it on and he sucks in a breath.
“ Ready?” You ask and he nods furiously.
“ Yes.” He groans and slip the ring onto his cock. His back arches and he tugs roughly on the cuffs. “ Jesus fucking-.” He gasps, back hitting the bed dramatically as the pleasure courses through him. You move up his body, kissing his stomach lightly and enjoying the way his abdomen clenches at the gentle touch. You trail sloppy, wet kisses over the laurels decorating his lower stomach, nosing slightly at his happy trail. The kisses make their way up his body, your tongue tracing the lines of his butterfly. You watch him as he looks down at you, his mouth agape with small pants falling from them, You make your way up his body, giving each nipple a small bite and he yelps, giggling. You smile up at him and lick your way up the rest of his body. When you get to his neck, you reach up and slightly grip his jaw, tilting his head up and to the side to grant you more access. He moans softly as you begin licking and sucking on different areas of his throat, turning the tan skin red which will soon fade to the purple he loves to admire in the mirror the morning after you guys’ activities. You waste no time in crashing your lips together as you reach his face. He sighs into the kiss and immediately deepens it, slipping his tongue into your mouth and giving it long strokes. You sigh contently and cup his face with one hand, using the other hand to tug gently at his chocolate brown curls. He moans softly into the kiss and tugs at the cuffs, showing he wants to touch you. You shake your head, never breaking from the kiss and he grumbles. 
“ Let me taste you.” He breathes, pulling back from the kiss. “ Can feel how wet you are from that set you’ve got on. angel. Let me make you cum.” He finishes, eyes searching yours. You bite your lip and nod, moving your body so that your center rests above his face. He looks up at you and tugs on the cuffs. “ Please.” He breathes. 
“ But y’look so pretty tied up like this baby.” You counter and he pouts. 
“ Just for right now, please Y/N.” He begs and you sigh, reaching up and taking the handcuffs off of his writs. You grip both his wrists before his hands have a chance to touch you. 
“ They’re going right back on after I cum okay?” You tell him and he nods, looking down at the wet spot growing bigger on the lavender bottoms. 
“ Yes, yes okay.” He rushes and you let go of his hands, watching the way his eyes light up as his hands drop to your hips. He dips his fingers into the waistband of your bottoms, tugging them as far down as he could. You lift your body from where it rests, just enough for him to get the underwear down your ankles. He wastes no time in running a finger over your folds when you place yourself over his face again. 
“ Fuck. You’re soaked for me, baby.” He whispers, eyes focused on your dripping core. You reach down and run your fingers through his hair, gripping it softly. 
“ Harry.” You whisper, hips thrusting towards him and he smiles, gripping your hips. He pulls you so that your center rests right above his mouth, his eyes free to look up at you as he devours you like his last meal. The first swipe of his tongue against your folds has your eyes rolling back and your hips jerking.
 “ Fuck.” You breathe, looking down at him.
“ Good?” He asks and you nod furiously.
“ Yes, God more. More Harry.” You beg and he nods, gripping your hips even tighter and licking over your folds once again, this time sucking your clit into his mouth and swirling his tongue around the bud. Your back arches above him and he moans as he sucks on your bundle of nerves. Small pants fall from your lips as you look down and begin to grind over his face. He assists you, using both hands to help you ride his face and you bite your lip, reaching down and tugging at his curls. 
“ Taste so good, sweetheart.” He moans, looking up at you with dilated pupils, confirming his hunger for you as if it wasn’t apparent in his every move. His praise sends a wave of pleasure up your spine causing a pitiful whine to fall from your lips. He soaks up your noises greedily, hand moving from your hip down to his hardened cock. He looks up at you and in your haze of pleasure you nod. He gives one tug to his shaft and his eyes roll back into his head, a long whine falling from his lips. He begins to nibble slightly on your clit and you yelp, looking down at him and smiling softly as you see the dorkiest look in his eyes.  
“ Shit!” you giggle and you can see a smile spread across his face as he mouths away at your center. He continues tugging at his cock and the needy whimpers he emits travel straight to your dripping core. “Feel good baby?” you tease and he nods, pulling away from your core just enough to pant a few words. 
“Feels so good.” He breathes, “Fucking throbbing.” He groans.
“After I cum, gonna make you cum okay?” You ask and he nods, going back to mouthing over your folds. He pulls away only enough to slip his middle finger into his mouth, coating it in his spit before teasing your hole with it.
“Harry.” You breathe and he wastes no time in slowly pushing his finger into you, you gasp as your back arches and your hands tug even harder at his mess of curls. “Shit.” You pant, looking down at him, his smug face sending waves of pleasure down you spine as he starts siding his finger in and out of you.You reach down to grip his hair and he moans softly. He pushes his long, slender finger into you again, nudging your g-spot slightly and you whimper softly. He makes a come hither motion and it causes a wave of pleasure to ripple throughout your entire body and he revels in it. Basking in the broken moan that falls from your lips as he adds in a second finger. He tugs harder on his cock, your desperation for him only fueling his need. His eyes roll back in his head and his pink lips part as he runs a thumb over his slit, his cold ring sending a chilling wave of pleasure through his body. He kisses the part of your stomach he can reach, licking the area before softly biting it, causing you to jerk away from him and giggle. He smiles up at you and moves his mouth back to your core, lapping away at the wetness that’s pooled there since his fingers were added into the mix. He closes his eyes as he begins to devour you again, the loud moan you emit causing him to give his shaft a harsh tug. Shaky hands reach up to grip the headboard as you start to grind over his face, not even caring how desperate you sound because you just need him to get you there.
 Your release had been put off long enough, from him edging you three times this morning, to you getting interrupted right as you were about to topple over the edge in the break room and to you having to deny yourself of any relief on the fifteen minute drive to the apartment. You feel yourself clench around his fingers as you recount all those events and the whine that falls from his mouth sends vibrations up your spine, a small shiver coursing through you. 
“ Need to cum.” He whispers and you look down at him. His chest is heaving heavily and his mouth is open, head thrown back against the headboard as he strokes himself quickly. 
“ What did I tell you?” You ask him and he whines, hips bucking. 
“ You- you cum first, then me.” He pants and you smile. 
“ Good, h. That’s a good boy.” You praise and he smiles, beginning to mouth away at you again, faster this time. You groan and throw your head back, your nails digging into the wood of the headboard as you feel your orgasm approaching. 
“ Faster.” You moan and he immediately obliges, plunging his fingers in and out of you fast and hard. 
“ Fuck!” You cry out and he moans into your center. You feel his arm next you move faster and you know that he’s speeding up the tugs on his cock, chasing his release just as desperately as he’s chasing yours. He pulls back when you start riding his face desperately and lands a harsh slap to your center that has you crying out. 
“ Shit!” You squeak, looking down at him and biting your lip as his eyes roll back from the pent up pleasure. “ Again.” You moan and he wastes no time in landing another harsh slap to your clit, licking over it immediately after. He repeats that four more times before hearing your sharp cry of, “ I’m coming!” and he slips his fingers back into you, plunging them in and out at an almost inhuman speed that has you screaming his name. 
His name along with a string of curse words fall from your lips like a song as your orgasm hits you like a ton of bricks, causing your body to fall forward and go limp against the headboard, body shaking uncontrollably above your whining boyfriend. He fucks you through it, pushing his fingers in and out softly, marveling at the way your body spasms when the pad of his finger just barely grazes that spot inside of you. You take a deep breath, panting heavily as you come down from your high. You barely get any time to rest before his hips are bucking and he’s whining out. 
“ Me now. Please. M’so hard.” He begs and you sigh, jelly legs crawling down his body because you have nowhere near the amount of energy it would take to lift yourself up and off of him. Your reach down and move his hand off of his shaft replacing it with your own and he moans, gripping the sheets beside him. 
“ Off. I need it off y/n, please.” He whispers and you nod, slipping the ring off of his cock with some difficulty given how hard he was. You immediately wrap your lips around his shaft, wanting him to reach his release so he could finally be inside you and he gasps, head coming up to look at you only to drop back down to the pillow as he thrusts into your mouth. “ Fuck.” He moans, a shaky hand coming up to rest on the back of your head, gripping your hair slightly. You reach down and fondle his balls lightly and he nearly screams as he feels his orgasm hurtling towards him. You push him all the way down your throat and that sends him over the edge.
“ Shit, shit, shit.” He groans, hips bucking into your mouth, making you gag around his cock. “M’coming. M’coming!” He shouts and there’s barely five seconds in between his announcement and the first spurt of his release into your mouth. Desperate moans, whines and whimpers fall from his lips without any break as his second orgasm of the night consumes him. You pull back from his cock and swallow, wiping the remnants of his release from your chin and pressing the pad of your thumb to his tongue, watching him wrap his pink lips around your thumb, a tired look overtaking his green eyes. He pulls off your thumb with a pop and his head falls dramatically onto the pillow behind him. 
“ Fuck.” He whispers and you smile, kissing all over his face. 
“ How do you feel, my love?” You coo, brushing some of his sweaty curls back from his forehead. 
“ Sleepy.” He replies, pulling you up to him and nosing at your neck. You hum and kiss his temple. 
“ You think you can give me one more?” You ask and his eyes widen. 
“ M’tired.” He whines and you giggle. 
“ Know you are, sweet boy. But don’t you wanna be inside me?” You ask, your fingers raking through his curls as he closes his eyes. “ S’up to you, babyboy.” You remind him and he nods. 
“ Wanna be inside you.” He decides and you smile. “ But y’have to fuck me. Too tired.” He says and laugh softly before nodding. 
“ You weren’t gonna be on top any way silly.” You tell him and he pouts. You lean forward and kiss the pout off of his full lips and he moans softly when you bite his bottom lip gently. The next few minutes are spent like that, soft but passionate kisses, teasing and biting until you feel him start to stir slightly underneath you.
You look down to where his shaft rests on his stomach, kissing his pec lightly before making your way back down his body. He opens his eyes just slightly and gasps when your hand wraps around his cock. 
“ Sensitive.” He breathes and you nod.
“ I know, one more and then we’ll cuddle.” You say and he nods, dropping his head to the pillow. You lick over his slit once and he lets out a pained groan, gripping the headboard above him. You watch his hand move and realize that he’s still uncuffed. You crawl back up his body, straddling him and reaching for the cuffs. 
“ Hands up for me, bubba.” You tell him and he raises his hands limply above your head. You slip the cuffs on and secure them around his wrist before crawling back down his body and stroking at his cock again. He moans loudly and his face twists in pleasure, you can feel him beginning to harden again so you wrap your lips around his head and suckle lightly. He lets out a broken whine as sensitivity shoots through every nerve in his body, setting them all on fire. He tugs at the cuffs and opens his eyes to look down at you, moaning as your eyes meet his while you take more of him. His hips jerk when you reach down to fondle his balls, the tip of his cock meeting the back of your throat. He whimpers loudly as you gag around him, still lightly touching his balls and his long fingers wrap around the chain of the cuffs. You pull off his cock with the most sinful pop and waste no time in sucking one of his balls into your mouth, furiously stroking at his cock as you do so and his hips buck wildly into your hands. 
“ Fucking hell.” He groans, throwing his head back against the headboard. “ Full.” He gasps. “ W-wanna be full.” You pull off of him and smile. 
“ Yeah? Feeling empty bub?” You ask and he nods feverishly, looking down at you. 
“ Please.” He whispers, bucking his hips and you smile, planting a pert kiss to his slit and marveling at the way his eyes roll back before you walk to the closet. You pull out the drawer of toys you and him keep for when either of you are feeling for some fun, which is quite often. You sift through the plugs. vividly remembering the times they’d been used on either you or Harry. After searching through the drawer, you peek your head out of the closet and smile at him. 
“Which color, bubbie?” You ask and he bites his lip in thought. 
“ Want purple.” He smiles and you nod. 
“ The glittery one?” 
“Mhm.” He nods, shifting again as you pick up the plug and walk back to him. You kneel down beside him to grab the lube from his bedside drawer. 
“ Which one angel?” You ask and he looks between the two flavors of lube. 
“ Strawberry.” He decides and you laugh softly. 
“ How did I know?” You ask rhetorically. He loved the strawberry flavor, so much so that every time he saw it at the store, he picked one or two up. You two had hardly even touched the other bottle, it was the one you carried with you in your purse if you two were going out and you felt like teasing him even though that hardly ever happened, considering the fact that he was the one calling the shots most of the time. You slip the other lube back into the drawer and position yourself in front of his legs. 
“ Know what to do baby, c’mon.” You smile and he spreads his legs, bending them at the knees. 
“ There’s a good boy.” You coo and he blushes. You lean forward and brush your lips against his inner thigh and he shudders. “Gonna stretch you out first okay?” You tell him and he nods. You flip open the cap on the bottle, squirting a fair amount onto your finger considering it had been a while since Harry had been the one in this position. You rub the lube over him and he gasps, you look up at him and he giggles. 
“Cold.” He grins and you laugh softly, rolling your eyes. Once you deem him properly lubed, you squirt some more onto your finger, attempting to warm it as much as you can by rolling it in between your two fingers. You press the pad of your finger against his hole and he whines.
“Inside.” He breathes and you push your finger in slowly, causing him to tug harshly on the cuffs and his back to arch off the bed. “Shit.” He groans and you bite your lip as you watch your finger move slowly in and out of him.
“God H, fucking tight.” You whisper lowly and he whimpers, biting his lip. He lets out a low groan as your finger nudges his prostate and you watch the way his abdomen clenches. 
“ More. I can take it.” He breathes. 
“You sure?” 
“Mhm. Promise.” He nods and you oblige, slowly sliding another finger inside him. You bite your lip and watch in awe as his hole stretches deliciously, his lewd moans an added bonus. 
“Touch me. Please touch me.” He groans, bucking his hips slightly and you waste no time in wrapping your hand around his cock and pumping. His head falls back against the pillow and a pained groan falls from his lips as two of his most sensitive areas are worked by your hands. You stroke his cock, running your thumb over his sensitive slit at the same time your fingers brush against his prostate and his back arches almost completely off the bed, a strangled moan falling from his pink lips.
You continue stretching him out until he whines.
“Want the plug. M’good, I promise.” He tells you and you nod since you’d been stretching him out for at least 15 minutes at this point. You reach for the plug and without missing a beat, pull your fingers from his just as you press the tip of the plug to his puckered hole and push. He groans as the cold tip pushes into him, his abdomen clenching as the plug fills him. You go slower than normal seeing as this was the first time he’s been full in weeks but he protests.
“Faster.” He whines, pushing forward to try and take more of the plug and you slap his thigh, making him whimper.
“ Don’t wanna hurt you, H. Patience please.” And he whines again but you  ignore him and continue to ease the plug in. He moans lewdly when it’s fully in and you marvel at how pretty the flower at the bottom of the plug looks sticking out of him. You look up and see him biting his lip, his chest sweaty and heaving and biceps bulging from the grip he has on the cuffs. You had stopped stroking his cock while you pushed the plug into him and you feel it now, hardened again in your grip. You give him a few more strokes before rising from your position and sitting in between his bent knees. 
“Want me to fuck you?” You whisper and his response is immediate. A furious nod of his head and whispered, “yes please”. All of the other times you two were in this position, you’d made him beg for you. Beg to the point of tears filling his eyes and his breath coming out in short, frantic puffs. But now, you didn’t make him wait. You were far too ready to have him fill you up so you stroked him a few more times before lining him up with your center and sinking down on him. 
Both reactions are immediate. His is a gasp followed by a moan as his head lifts and drops back onto the pillow and yours is a loud whimper with your head thrown back as you bottom out. You let out a soft gasp as Harry’s hips buck up into you, his cock hitting the spot he knew like the back of his hand. 
“ Have to move angel, please.” He groans and you obey, lifting up once and the dropping back down, creating a rhythm that has you both whining. 
“ Fucking hell. So fucking tight.” He moans, eyes rolling back as he feels your walls clench around him. You moan as the words flow from his mouth your pace quickening. 
“ Shit.” You moan, throwing your head back. “Fucking huge baby.” You whine, your hands going to rest behind you as you leave the front of your body on full display for his hungry eyes. He moans at the praise and tries his best to thrust up into you, assuming he’s doing something right by the way your stomach clenches and the gasp that erupts from your throat. He does it again and you moan, leaning forward and putting your hands above his head to steady yourself. You press your forehead to his and he smiles, laughing breathlessly as you bounce even harder. He reaches up and presses his lips to yours and you kiss him back immediately, swiping your tongue against his bottom lip and moaning when he opens his mouth. The kiss is heated but slow and precise, his tongue stroking yours in slow, deliberate movements that have you moaning into his mouth so he can swallow them. You pull back after a little bit, your hands now moving to rest on his chest, digging in slightly to his pecs and watching him hiss. You quicken your pace, the sound of your skin slapping against his as you bounce resounding across the room and his noises are short, lewd moans as his orgasm approaches. You were glad that you had edged him twice and then made him cum twice because you knew that his next orgasm would be fast and considering how desperate you were, yours would be too. 
“ Feel so good, dove.” He groans. “So fucking warm and tight, Fucking christ.” He finishes with a whimper and you moan softly. Your bounces are desperate and sloppy now, you can feel the fire inside your belly growing every time his cock hits the spot only he can. He feels you squeeze around him as he hits that spot again and he whimpers. “M’gonna cum, fuck gonna cum.” And you waste no time in bouncing as hard and as fast as you can because you could feel your own orgasm fast approaching. 
“Cum for me, H. Wanna feel it.” You beg and he moans again as your core squeezes him, A pained whimper is the next thing you hear as his orgasm rips through him, his back arching ridiculously off the bed and the cuffs almost detaching from their place on the headboard. His faces pinches in pleasure and his teeth are on full display as loud whimpers of “ah” erupt one after the other from his mouth. Your eyes roll back in your head as you watch his face and his strained plea of “please god please” is what sends you over the edge. Your body shakes and your mouth falls open, a silent scream falling from between your parted lips. He groans both in pleasure and sensitivity as your walls clench again, milking every last drop from him. 
You collapse onto his chest, panting and he smiles breathlessly. 
“Holy shit.” He giggles and you roll your eyes playfully. You stay like that for a few more minutes before remembering the most important part of scenes. Aftercare. 
“Let’s get you cleaned up hm?” You tell him and he nods weakly. You lift off of him, wincing slightly as the empty feeling overtakes you and walk on wobbly legs to the bathroom. Wetting a towel with warm water, wiping yourself off first, dampening it again and then bringing it out to him. You clean his stomach and thighs from the first two orgasms and then lightly clean his cock, cooing to him when he hisses in sensitivity. Once he’s all cleaned up you toss the rag into a pile with your other clothes and reach up, undoing his cuffs. His hands fall limply to his sides and he takes a deep breath, exhaling dramatically. You giggle and walk over to your drawers, you pull out two shirts, one for him and one for you. You toss a shirt and a clean pair of boxers on the bed for him and strip of your own attire before slipping on the your shirt and a fresh pair of underwear. You walk over to him and comb your fingers through his hair.
“ Can you sit up for me bubba?” You ask softly and he nods, slowly sitting and then leaning his head against your tummy. You giggle and kiss the top of his head. “Gonna get your dressed and then we’ll go to sleep okay?” You ask and he nods, pulling back from your stomach. You thank him and pick up the shirt, slipping it over his head before gently pushing him down so you call pull the boxers up his legs. Before doing that, you gently remove the plug resulting in a whine and your explanation of why it’s not good to leave it in. He huffs and then finally agrees, letting you slide the boxers up his legs and lifting his hips so you can get it under his backside. You stand up from where you knelt in front of him and climb into bed, he moves over and buries his head in your neck, sighing happily.
“Thank you for tonight.” He whispers and you smile.
“Wasn’t too much was it?” You ask, concern lacing your voice and he shakes his head furiously.
“Nuh uh. Was perfect, I promise.” He smiles and you kiss him gently on the nose.
“Sleep now, sweet baby. You’re safe.” You tell him and he nods, drifting off with a mumbled “I love you”.
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The 'B' Word
“I’m crazy about you,” TK blurts out, stepping out of his hold to pace. “I didn’t plan it. I didn’t see it coming. You were just supposed to be this cool guy I had good chemistry and good sex with, someone I would be friends with and share a bed with on occasion."
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Carlos and TK run into Carlos’ three sisters on the street and decide to have dinner with them. Over the course of the meal, their friends with benefits relationship changes.
Written for @911lonestarweek - Day 1: Romance/“You are the only one for me.”/Fluff
Carlos holds the door for TK to walk through, trying to keep his grin at bay in the face of TK’s epic pout. He’d suggested a night of putt-putt, thinking it would be a friendly and easygoing activity they could enjoy as they try to put more emphasis on the friends part of their unconventional relationship. It was supposed to be a casual night out. However, Carlos didn’t anticipate that TK would be horrible at the game or be such a lovable sore loser.
“You cheated,” TK accuses him, the scowl on his handsome face cuter than it has any right to be. Carlos swallows back a sigh at the thought. It’s moments like this that show him how truly head over heels he is for the man before him.
He pushes that thought down too.
TK has made it more than clear he’s not ready for more than what they are right now – friends who enjoy each other’s company in and out of the bedroom.
He tells himself how he always does when these thoughts start to creep in that it’s enough for now. He gets to spend time with TK; he gets to touch him, hear the soft sounds he makes when they’re together, he gets his smiles.
So what if they don’t have a label?
Having some parts of TK Strand, Carlos has quickly learned, is infinitely better than not having him at all.
“At putt-putt?” he questions with an amused grin pushing away his less than pleasant thoughts. “You think I cheated at putt-putt?”
“Yes,” TK shoots back, his expression set in a childish frown, causing Carlos’ grin to grow.
“How exactly?” he questions, outright smirking when TK stalls, his pout growing as he can’t come up with anything.
“You distracted me with your you-ness,” TK finally answers, waving a hand in his direction as if it explains everything.
Carlos feels his face go warm, but it doesn’t stop him from feeling incredibly smug too. He reaches out, slipping a finger through one of the loops of TK’s jeans, pleased when TK comes into his space easily, his arms going around Carlos’ neck as he holds him close.
“That’s an interesting way to say you think I’m hot, sweetheart,” he murmurs teasingly as he presses his nose against TK’s temple.
“You already know I think that,” TK scoffs at him, turning his head to kiss the corner of his mouth, his tongue peeking out in a tiny teasing lick. “Don’t pretend now.”
Carlos lets out a steadying breath as his body instantly reacts to TK’s goading. “I still like to hear it,” he answers with a playful pout of his own, happy when it makes TK chuckle.
TK brings his hands down, cupping Carlos’ face between them, using the leverage to close the tiny height difference between them as he brushes his lips against his. “Needy,” he whispers, the word spoken against Carlos’ mouth causing him to let out a moan, proving TK’s point.
“Let’s go back to my place,” he whispers back, his hands giving TK’s hips a suggestive squeeze.
TK laughs softly as he shakes his head. “You promised me dinner.”
“I’ll make us something when we get there,” he promises now, groaning when TK shakes his head again.
“You and I both know – if we get behind closed doors, we’re not eating anything but each other, Reyes,” TK tells him, smirking shamelessly when he gasps at his words. “I want real food first.”
“Fine,” he grumbles, willing down the blush on his face and the arousal coursing through him at the mental image TK’s words have provoked.
TK goes to take a step away from him, ready to start walking on their quest to find some food, but Carlos holds on to him, grinning back at him when it makes TK raise a brow in question. He doesn’t answer with words; instead, he cups TK’s face like he’d done to him, swallowing the small gasp he lets out with his lips.
He kisses TK thoroughly, taking his time as he feels TK’s body go lax against his, kissing him back lazily, pressing his tongue against the back of Carlos’ teeth in a way that makes his toes curl from the butterflies he feels in his stomach.
Carlos could get lost in the act of kissing TK Strand and often does, like now, which is probably why he doesn’t realize people have walked up to them until there is a loud and obvious clearing of someone’s throat startling the two of them.
“What – “ TK starts to say, sounding dazed, and Carlos would take a moment to be proud of that if it wasn’t for the horror he’s experiencing in the face of his three older sisters standing before them, grinning like deranged clowns.
“Well, well, well,” Lola starts, like the rabble-rouser she is, her grin looking painful from how big it is. “Look who we have here being all indecent in public? Isn’t there laws against practically having sex in public spaces, Officer Reyes?”
“Would he have to arrest himself?” Valentina asks ironically – the oldest but by no means the most mature – piling on with a smirk of her own.
Sofía, the second oldest and usually the quietest, smiles softly at him, almost sympathetic if it wasn’t for the laughing glint in her eyes. “How much do you wish the ground would swallow you up right now, manito?”
“Very much so,” he grits out with a tight smile as their enjoyment of the situation grows. He feels TK’s body shift next to him a second before his hand touches Carlos’, linking their pinkies together. He turns his head, surprised at the gesture, and finds TK looking a little lost but supportive of him. It loosens something in his stomach, and as TK gives him a half-smile, Carlos is helpless but to return it. “TK, these are my sisters, Valentina, Sofía, and Lola,” he says, pointing at each of them in turn, getting a wave back from all three. “Girls, this is TK,” he continues, not adding anything else though he can see the curiosity in his sisters’ eyes. “Anyway, we were going to go grab a bite to eat, so – “
“What a coincidence, so are we!” Lola exclaims happily, her brown eyes twinkling, and Carlos shakes his head, already seeing where she’s going with this.
“We should all get a bite together,” Valetina continues, and Carlos has to stifle the groan that is dying to come out at the tag-teaming happening before him.
“We barely get to see you, hermanito,” Sofía adds on with a sad face that fools no one.
“We saw each other two weeks ago at Mami’s for Sunday lunch,” he points out, rolling his eyes when the three of them shrug their shoulders in unison.
“Way too long, bro,” Lola answers, getting a nod from their other two sisters. “And we’re obviously not sharing enough if none of us knew you have a boyfri – “
“Okay!” Carlos interrupts before she can finish the dreaded ‘B’ word. The last thing he needs is his meddling sisters spooking TK with that title. He looks at him with an apologetic look on his face, hoping he understands. “Do you mind if they join us?”
TK looks at him for a moment and then at his sisters, a sly grin making its way onto his face that fills Carlos with dread. “That depends,” he starts, raising an eyebrow at the girls. “How many ‘baby Carlos’ stories can I get out of this meal?”
Carlos lets out that groan he’s been holding back as his older sisters all smile at TK like he’s a new shiny toy.
Being the boldest one of his sisters, Lola steps towards TK, slipping her arm through his. “All the stories you want, my dude. Let’s start with the one where Carlos would play Selena’s ‘bidi bidi bom bom’ on repeat and do her spins in the living room until one time he almost threw up on the carpet from twirling so much,” she recounts, throwing a grin at him over her shoulder as she and TK start walking ahead.
Carlos closes his eyes for a moment, opening them again when he hears snickering at his side. He glares at Valentina and Sofía and their matching grins.
“We better catch up to them before she tells him that you can’t get through a single Disney or Pixar movie without crying like a baby, and that’s why you don’t watch them in the theater anymore,” Valentina warns him, laughing at him when his eyes widen.
He doesn’t move for a moment, letting them pass before him. TK throws a look back at him, half-worried but also gleeful as Lola says God only knows what in his ear, and Carlos can’t help the mixture of apprehension and tentative joy he feels at his worlds colliding.
“Keep up, manito, before we steal your boy away,” Lola shouts out, already crossing the street with TK still wrapped around her arm.
“Shit,” Carlos swears low before rushing to catch up.
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 They end up at some hipster tapas restaurant. It’s not his usual style, but his sisters and TK seem to like it as they all pick from the multiple small plates at their large table. The girls each have a wine glass in their hands and blessedly don’t blink an eye when TK says he doesn’t drink and orders an ice tea.
He sits next to TK, with his sisters on the other side of the table, watching the two of them like they’re putting on a show for their enjoyment. He glares at them, hoping they’ll cut it out, but they seem to just find his scowls enjoyable – ignoring him in favor of focusing on TK.
“So TK, how did you and our little brother meet?” Valentina asks, starting off the inquisition.
TK pauses mid-reach for the papas bravas at her question before grabbing the dish and scooping some onto his plate for him, giving him a smile when he says thank you. “Um, we met on a call,” he starts to say, taking the plate of garlic shrimp he offers him in return. “I’m a firefighter; we were answering a call to a car accident, and Carlos was the leading officer on the scene.”
“Ohh, a firefighter, nice,” Lola says, throwing him a teasing look. Carlos is grateful for it as it makes TK laugh, and he misses the pointed look his other sisters give him at the way he and TK interact so easily.
He knows they are dying to ask.
“How did you snag such a hottie, Carlitos?” Lola continues, turning her teasing towards him.
Carlos rolls his eyes; used to his sister’s good-natured ribbing, he opens his mouth to mess with her, only for TK to let out a snort.
“Well, first, look at him,” TK answers for him, turning to look at him with a teasing but soft look of his own, a sweet smile playing on his lips. “He’s gorgeous.”
Carlos feels his heart jump at the easy way TK compliments him, not shy in the least as it makes his sisters share another round of looks that this time TK catches.
“It seems to be a family trait. You’re all very beautiful,” he says to them with a charming smile that has Carlos groaning and laughing at once as it totally works on all three of them.
“Don’t butter them up,” he complains as he sees the twinkle in all their eyes. “They’re already insufferable all on their own. If you hype them up, they’ll just be impossible.”
“It’s not hype if it’s true,” Sofía says with a flick of her curly hair, getting a nod from Valentina and Lola.
“That’s right, wey,” Valentina continues, grinning at the face he makes at them. “Listen to your boyfriend; we’re beautiful.”
Carlos freezes at the word boyfriend, but TK just laughs with the girls, moving the conversation along as he asks more about Carlos’ childhood. He leans in, listening intently as the girls share embarrassing but honestly sweet stories about him. Each looking at him with the great love he knows they feel for him.
TK hangs on to every word, smiling softly over at him every few minutes as he files away information – like his love for anything custard and his intense fear of cicadas.
“One time when I was 15, this kid in the neighborhood was picking on me,” Valentina tells the story, sharing smiles with Lola and Sofía as they start to chuckle, remembering the moment.
“We were all playing outside, and he came over and started making fun of my glasses or clothes. I don’t even remember, but I was on the verge of tears when Carlos, who had been playing with his action figures on the porch, comes running and kicks him as hard as he can on the shins, surprising the kid. He tripped, and Carlos jumped on him, hitting him with his tiny fists, screaming at him not to be mean to his sister,” Valentina pauses, looking over at him fondly. “I’m eight years older than Carlos, he was only seven at the time, but he was still protecting me.”
“Awww,” TK gushes, looking over at him with a tender glint in his pretty green eyes. “That’s so sweet and so in character.”
Carlos feels himself blush at the focus of everyone around the table, fidgeting as they all grin at him. “I protect the people I care about,” he grumbles, embarrassed.
“I know,” TK answers softly, reaching out to take his hand. “Trust me, I know.”
Carlos stares at TK feeling a shift in the air, his silly heart giving a flip as hope starts to sneak its way inside it.
“What else?” TK questions, turning back towards his sisters but not letting go of his hand.
The girls share another look between them, and Carlos can only guess what they’re thinking before they jump into more stories.
The rest of the night passes in a blur of laughter and childhood anecdotes, and before Carlos knows it, they’re settling up the bill and walking out of the restaurant. They linger outside for a moment before, one by one, the girls hug TK first, telling him he needs to come to the next Reyes’ lunch and that their mother is going to fall in love with him. TK smiles through it, not making any promises other than checking his schedule with him. He forks over his phone easily when Lola asks to add him to WhatsApp with the promise of baby pictures of him, and Carlos just knows she’ll add TK to a group chat before the end of the night.
They turn to hug him, tight and warm as always, each whispering in his ear how much they like TK and how happy they are that he’s found someone who makes him smile the way he’s smiling. He hugs them back, all the while looking at TK over their shoulders, wondering what’s just happened in the course of the night.
He hails them a cab and reminds them to text him when they each get back to their homes, getting fond rolls of their eyes as they promise before getting into the cab, leaving him and TK alone with this sudden shift in their relationship.
Neither says anything for a moment, each knowing one of them needs to start.
“So,” he begins, biting the bullet. “I guess we should talk about tonight because I don’t know if you realize this, but my sisters just left with the impression we’re in a serious relationship, and that means I will have at least a dozen texts by morning from my mother.”
“Sure,” TK says, nodding quickly, nervous energy pouring out of him. “But first –“
TK takes a step into his space, and then another until his chest is pressed against his, and Carlos instinctively puts his hands on TK’s slim waist seconds before TK covers his mouth with his, in a hungry, almost desperate kiss. Carlos matches his energy, pouring all the love and longing coursing through him, claiming TK’s mouth the same way TK has claimed his heart.
He holds him so close he’s sure TK can feel the way his heart is pounding against his own.
“TK – “ he gasps out, his skin tingling at every point of contact. “What – “
“I’m crazy about you,” TK blurts out, stepping out of his hold to pace. “I didn’t plan it. I didn’t see it coming. You were just supposed to be this cool guy I had good chemistry and good sex with, someone I would be friends with and share a bed with on occasion. This was supposed to be simple. But every day, I fall for you a little bit more and more with your kindness, your patience, the way you make me laugh and smile even when I don’t want to.”
He runs a hand through his hair, causing it to stick up, looking adorable even as his eyes have gone wild. “You weren’t the plan. You came into my life when I was at my worst, and for some reason, you still wanted to be around me, offering me the best of you, and I have been trying to ignore it because I thought it was too soon after my break-up or because deep down, I think you deserve better than me.”
“There is no one better than you,” he interrupts, needing TK to understand that once and for all. “You’re not perfect, TK, I know that,” he says, holding up a hand when TK goes to argue. “But there is no one better – you are the only one for me.”
TK lets out a gasp at his words, finally not moving about, coming to a stop, and Carlos takes the chance to touch him again, bringing him in closer as he cups his face, tilting it up to him.
“Your sisters looked at me tonight as someone worthy of you,” he whispers, his eyes going glassy. “I so want to be that. I want to be worthy of your love.”
Carlos smiles, feeling everything inside him melt for the man in his arms. “Oh, baby,” he whispers softly, leaning in to kiss his forehead, his eyelids, cheeks, and the tip of his nose before he brushes his lips against TK’s.  He pulls him into a hug when he feels him tremble. “Don’t you get it? You already are.”
“Carlos – “ TK gasps something like a sob into his neck.
He pulls him back, making sure he’s looking at him before he finally says the words he’s been holding in for so long. “I’m in love with you, TK.”
TK lets out a wet laugh, nodding rapidly as he grasps his shoulders. “I’m in love with you too,” he answers, smiling brightly, matching Carlos’ own smile.
The kiss they share is salty from their mixed tears but perfect.
Breaking the kiss, they press their foreheads together, basking in the moment and the change in their relationship. Carlos doesn’t think he’s ever been happier, but after a moment, he finds himself letting out a groan as a realization creeps in.
“What is it?” TK questions him curiously.
“I just realized that if my sisters learn we weren’t official before we ran into them and that dinner with them helped in any way – I’m never going to hear the end of their mocking,” he answers, blinking in surprise when TK lets out a chuckle that quickly turns into a deep belly laugh. It only grows as Carlos pouts at him in return.
“Not even five minutes of being boyfriends, and you’re laughing at my pain,” he says, trying to keep from smiling but being unable to do so at the use of the ‘B’ word and the way TK lights up at it. “You’re lucky I love you.”
TK sobers at his words, the laughter dying out but the loving smile staying in place. “I am so lucky,” he says softly, taking his hand.
Carlos intertwines their fingers, bringing their hand up to his lips, laying a kiss over TK’s knuckles. “I’m lucky too.”
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⇢ prompt “I wouldn’t have offered if I wasn’t sure.” ⇢ pairing hyunjin x female reader ⇢ word count 2.7k ⇢ genre fluff, kind of angsty? ⇢ warnings insinuated that this takes place during covid & that reader has some case of depression/anxiety i literally wrote her as me so like ⇢ summary In which Hyunjin shows you just how special you are.—college!au ⇢ a/n happy birthday to my love, my comfort, my home
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What am I doing here?
Unfortunately, there is no one else to blame but herself for being left without plans on this Friday night. Regretfully so, she instead finds herself alone on the upper level of the business building. Scratch that, the whole building, probably – she’s been here since four, and the few students that were once alongside her left hours ago. Initially here to work on an essay, she now occupies her time bouncing between YouTube, Twitch, and Crunchyroll, watching whatever she is feeling at the moment despite Monday’s deadline looming over her.
Sighing, she looks away from a boring page of YouTube recommendations, stretches her neck, and reaches for her hot chocolate. Well, not hot anymore, she realizes with a wince after taking a sip, struggling to swallow the now cold drink. Gaze flicking to the time on the corner of her laptop, she frowns. 9:43. She considers walking home once it hits ten, the unstirred silence of the building starting to prick up her spine like needles. Home, she thinks with an amused exhale from her nose. A too small, overheated double dorm room that technically is a single now that her roommate has gone online for the rest of the semester. Home.
She wonders, briefly, if anyone were to miss her if she were to go home home. If anyone would even notice, anyway.
She wouldn’t expect them to, honestly. It’s not as if she goes out of her way to hang out with anyone, usually opting to cozy up in her room and pretend she does not see the groupchat blowing up with plans to meet at the dining hall, a study session at the library, a trip to the mall. She loves her friends, really, but can rarely find it in herself to actually participate in said friend activities. Sure, there are some nights she actually leaves the confines of her room to join them, but to be quite frank, she’s glad they have learned to simply stop inviting her. Makes the whole looking for an excuse problem a lot easier.
Besides, who would want to go out on a night like this, anyway?
Just as she has flipped to page fifty-three of The Old Man and the Sea, she looks away in boredom, instead opting to gaze out the window. Focusing past her reflection on the tall glass pane, a warm feeling she can only describe as peace seems to settle over her, watching the snow fall like moonlit glitter across campus. The snowstorm had started light when she first arrived, soft enough she could manage with her hood down, dotting her with only miniature droplets of water. Now, though, the flakes are so large she can focus on one at a time as they fly past, covering the ground with a solid two or three inches at this point. In the distance, she can spot snowplows making their rounds to clear the pathways, the route to the business building already turned slushy blue as salt melts the continuous snow.
She sighs, eyes wide like a child as she represses the urge to go outside and grab a handful of it, maybe fall onto one of the lawns and make a snow angel, stick her tongue out and try to catch one of the large flakes. Tomorrow, maybe, she thinks, looking at her grey sweatpants and deciding walking back with soaked pants in this weather would not be the best idea.
So late into March, she cannot help but chuckle at the number of students complaining about the snow and cold temperature on SnapChat, even her friends having to change their plans. She, on the other hand, finds such last chance snowstorm beautiful; sure, she was ready for spring and eventually a break from school, but watching the snow dancing under the streetlights, choreographed by the gentle wind, she thinks it’s something to hold on to, keep her grounded to reality that albeit the stress and monotony of college, such moments like these still exist.
She jumps at the sound of the front entrance slamming closed.
Who the hell? She frowns, annoyed at whoever decided now was a good time to come inside, subsequently ruining her little moment of serenity. Turning red at the thought of some raunchy couple thinking to spice things up in the presumably empty building, she considers packing her bag and heading out. But no matter which exit, they would still see her, and that would be painstakingly awkward. Maybe she could escape into one of the smaller reservation rooms, or at least make some exaggerated noise so they at least know they’re not alone.
Could just be a janitor, or maybe someone else deciding to shelter somewhere other than their dorm to buckle down and do some work, she thinks. No matter who it is and what their intentions are, her leg is already bouncing a mile a minute having gotten used to having the space to herself.
So caught up on how or when she should take her leave, she does not hear the footsteps coming up the stairs until they’re right behind her. Tensing up, she watches in the window’s reflection as the business building’s second occupant steps up onto the platform and… heads towards her. Panic setting in, she tries to decipher who it is through the blurry reflection but to no avail, heart racing at the thought of a stranger approaching her, one of her friends finding her here on a Friday night, a janitor going to ask her to leave.
She turns her head as soon as they stop beside her.
“Hyunjin?” She blurts, taken aback. This was the last person she expected to be here. Somewhat relieved but heart still beating in her throat, she blinks up at the tall boy to make sure it’s really him, brows furrowed in confusion. “What are you doing here?”
“I should be asking you the same thing,” he returns, pulling his mask down below his chin and smiling cheekily at her. “I went to go pick up my food and saw you in the window,” Hyunjin explains, tugging the beanie off his head and shaking his hair out, showering her in the tiny droplets. Wrinkling her nose, she takes notice of the Chipotle bag in his hand and how soaked his coat is.
“Here,” she offers, reaching for the bag. Passing it to her with a grateful smile, Hyunjin unzips his coat and sets it over a chair beside her alongside his beanie, wipes the melted snow and sweat from his eyes, and tries to fix his now mused bangs. “So, what are you doing here?” He asks while doing this, regarding her with an amused glint in his eyes.
“Work,” she sighs. Then, glancing to the screen of her laptop and realizing it’s still the home page of YouTube, she grimaces. “Trying to do work. Not really. Just watching the snow.”
“It’s a lot prettier when you’re inside,” Hyunjin comments, following her gaze to watch the frenzy of snow before taking the bag from her and offering a quiet thanks. “But I meant more why are you here?”
She isn’t quite sure what her relationship with Hyunjin is. Having been one of the many acquaintances she barely made at freshman orientation, he did not seem like the kind of person she expected to still be in her life. She wouldn’t exactly say they were close, but she considers Hyunjin a friend, she thinks. After a good month or two forgetting he existed, she randomly bumped into him at the dining hall, recognizing that unfairly attractive face of his in line for chicken nuggets and immediately falling into conversation. Turns out, he was mutual friends with her lab partner, Kim Seungmin.
She does not see Hyunjin as much as she wishes she did. She had not shared any classes with him in the past three years, and even if her friend group and his overlapped in the slightest, it was not always a given that they both would be able to hang out as much as their closer friends do. Still, there always seems to be a random occasion, such as now, where they bump into one another. Each time is a pleasant surprise, of course, and not just because of his pretty face and wide shoulders, but because he has always seemed to care for her in a way no one else does, and that in itself is enough to have her heart racing every time he comes close.
Not that she has a crush on him or anything, but it definitely is hard trying not to fall in love every time he even so much as smiles at her.
Face heating up in embarrassment at his question, she avoids looking him in the eyes and randomly minimizes the Chrome tab on her laptop. “You know,” she drones on, “just taking it easy for the night.”
Hyunjin hums in agreement, opening the lid of his burrito bowl and stabbing a fork into the layers. Even her mouth waters. “I feel like I never see you,” he contemplates, finally taking a bite. His words surprise her. “Uh, yeah,” she coughs, forcing herself to look away before she gets too enraptured over how beautiful he looks even after trekking through a snowstorm, long hair messy but falling over his face in a way that has her fingers twitching to tuck away. “I usually don’t go out with everyone. Not my scene.”
“Aw,” he coos, “I get that. Sometimes I’m the same way, I just want to relax on the weekends after working so much all week.”
Thank you!, she almost shouts, but bites her tongue. She agrees, but even she does not know why she can’t find it in herself to go out and party with everyone else. She’s just lazy, to put it simply. Nevertheless, his words put her at ease, no longer worried that he might think she’s a loser for staying in every weekend.
“Exactly,” she agrees, “parties are fun, sometimes. But I just prefer laying low. I don’t think my friends like that, though.”
Gaze finding his, her heart does somersaults at the smile he offers. “Nah,” Hyunjin says, confident, “no one thinks that. Everyone has their way of having fun. Honestly, all I’ve ever heard is your friends complaining how they miss you and that you would make going out more fun since you’re so funny.”
“Which is true, by the way,” he adds.
She feels as if she is going to combust. “Oh,” she croaks, throat dry, “um, thank you. That’s sweet of them. And you. I guess I didn’t consider that they miss me when they go out.”
Hyunjin scoffs, raising a brow but finishes chewing before speaking again. “Are you nuts? You’re so fun to be around, of course they’re going to miss you.”
“Okay, stop that,” she laughs, burning from the inside out at his compliments. “Just being honest,” he laughs, opening the bag of his tortilla chips. “Want any?”
She looks at him with wide eyes. “Are you sure?”
“I wouldn’t have offered if I wasn’t sure.”
“Okay,” she huffs out an airy laugh, rolling her chair closer to his. Miscalculating that he was going to move, too, she quite literally feels her blood pressure skyrocket as her knees bump into his. And he doesn’t move. “Here,” moving the bag closer to the edge of the table, Hyunjin glances at her for only a split second before focusing on his bowl again.
Reaching into the bag, she feels emboldened not only by his previous flattery, but his proximity as well, and scrambles to continue the conversation. “Why are you eating Chipotle so late?”
“Pre-birthday celebration. Also, DoorDash took forever,” Hyunjin laughs.
“When’s your birthday?” She asks, munching on a chip.
“In,” he pauses, tapping his phone, “two hours.”
Oh. “What?” She gasps, blinking at him. “What? Why aren’t you out? It’s your birthday weekend and you’re here eating Chipotle?”
“Woah, okay Miss I-Prefer-Laying-Low. Maybe I wanted to chill tonight, since tomorrow I’m going out? Hm?” Hyunjin chuckles at her scowl, pursing his lips. “Okay, yeah, I guess but—”
“No but’s,” he interrupts, the amused glint in his eyes disappearing, “I’m here now, and that’s what matters, right? I’m lucky I saw you in the window.”
“I guess,” she mutters, realizing her heart has not stopped its staccato frenzy since moving closer, “you scared me, by the way. I’ve been here alone for hours and suddenly someone is walking up to me, I think I shit my pants.”
Hyunjin bellows out a laugh, and such an airy sound momentarily leaves her awestruck. Oh, god, she’s in deep. It’s over.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you,” he giggles, battling her hand to reach for a chip. Even the touch of his long fingers against hers has the entire butterfly population roaring to life in her gut. “Look, I made up for it by gifting you chips.”
“True,” she hums, licking residue salt off her fingers before leaning back in her chair to catch a breather. Too much physical contact and emotion for one night.
“What are you doing next weekend?” Hyunjin asks, taking her by surprise. Again. She thinks she is going to faint if she isn’t able to wrap herself around him within the next fifteen seconds.
“Um,” she starts, then remembers her previous idea of going home after this week was over. “I was probably going to go home next Friday.”
“Oh,” is all Hyunjin says, seemingly disappointed. “Why?”
She grits her teeth. Why? Really? “I don’t know,” she shrugs, not even convinced herself, “I’m bored and lonely here. I love everyone here but I miss my friends at home. I might as well be slightly less bored at home.” Hyunjin frowns.
“Okay, what about this,” he starts, leaning close enough she can count his individual eyelashes and nearly smell the flavor of his lip balm, “you go out with us tomorrow night and if you have fun, you hang out with us next weekend, too. Oh, and whenever you want some company, you text me and we’ll come here or somewhere else and do homework together or just chill. How does that sound?”
All she can do is blink at him. Her initial thought is how dare he try negotiating whether I go home or not? But, there it is, again, she realizes. That extra step he takes, the genuine care he shows her, acting like her well-being is his responsibility. “You don’t have to do that, Hyunjin. I don’t want to bother you every time I feel lonely. I’ll be fine.”
“Christ, you’re dense,” rolling his eyes, Hyunjin sets his fork down, wipes his hands on his thighs, and suddenly leans in to hold her face with both hands, “I wouldn’t offer to sit around and do homework with you when you’re in need of a friend if I didn’t want to.”
Her heart is racing so fast she fears he may be able to hear the thud of it against her chest. What he’s saying is starting to sound a lot more than some friend-to-friend comfort, and it’s making her head hurt, especially with his thumbs ever so slightly swiping against her cheeks. At her silence, he starts again.
“Y/N,” he says, voice dropping an octave, “don’t go home. This is your home, too, you just don’t want it to be.”
Swallowing the lump in her throat, she thinks she is going to say something, but nothing comes out. There is nothing to say. Hyunjin is right, he has read her like an open book, and he’s here to offer his shoulder to lean on. “Okay,” she whispers, “I’ll go out with everyone tomorrow. And I’ll try and stay here for the rest of the semester.”
“That’s my girl,” Hyunjin smiles, leaning closer and pressing a featherlight kiss to her lips. At first, it takes her by surprise. But then it all starts to make sense. The snow makes sense. Her essay makes sense. Being here makes sense. Hyunjin makes sense. His birthday makes sense. She makes sense.
Outside the glass windows, the wind starts to howl, blowing the composed ballet of snow to its final act, covering the pathways and the streetlights and the roof of the business building in perfect white glitter. Inside these windows, she realizes they would notice if she were to go home.
Why would she ever do that when her second home is right here in front of her?
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