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morally-earl-grey · 10 months

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#SHES BACK UP #THANK YOU AO3 VOLUNTEERS #I LOVE YOU #badge of honor #we did it boys #ao3 #archive of our own #never scare me like that again #I’m gonna go read my Wolfstar heavy angst #sleeping was so hard last night #fanfiction #fanfic #ao3 ddos

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 2 months

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small fantasy au doodle dump <3

#it possessed me tonight. its 4 am. i wanted to sleep at 12 #hngggg i wanna add Tag Commentary but im so braindead rn #so... use thine imaginations... interpret the scribbles...#no wait i have One commentary #i like to imagine that sally has like a. an Aversion to wormie in a sense...#so naturally barn would use that for entertainment...#sally wormie arc real.....#scribble salad #wh fantasy au #no wait unnecessary unrelated commentary #the wind has been Wild. two trees fell in the back last night...#ough and i had to drive through Hard Snow for the first time earlier??? damn. scary #nearly fucking died by coming This close to hitting a herd of crossing deer. in the evening snow....#god but that burrito was Worth it. it was so worth it.#yes i WILL endanger myself for a scooby snack-

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terramythos · 8 months

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The yassification beam is headed straight for me. Before I go... please know I.. I always loved you

#last night i was laughing so hard at 'yassification beam' that i Literally could not sleep #my posts

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fangswbenefits · 4 months

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Nurse rant

I need some of my coworkers to get a grip. I handed over the shift to her today and she starts calling me multiple times, KNOWING I am sleeping after an exhausting night shift.... only to ask me to cover her night shift tonight.

No.

It is not my fault you cannot organise your time and end up doing a Morning and Night shift on the same day.

#ruby rambles ‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾#like seriously #this is so.......#it's not the first time she asks me to cover her ass last minute #night shifts are hard #I woke up at 2.30PM #my sleeping schedule is fucked

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dootznbootz · 2 months

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Odypen definitely and equivalently adore each other BUT I weirdly can't see them as the type to actually say "I Love you".

They still definitely vocalize their love for each other but it's more so in "My Joy", and "Extraordinary Woman", "Strange Woman/Man", etc. And very cheesy lines (both say some cheesy shit in the Odyssey, and he definitely does in the Iliad as well. "Joy like a drowning sailor seeing land" bit???)

I could see "I adore you" but even then, that's probably during very specific moments but the actual "I love you"??? I just typed it just now for fic shit and... It weirdly just didn't feel right and I don't know why. 😅

Idk maybe it's kind of because I see them as over the top in ways, they love wordplay and riddles and I think they'd almost think "...That's not good enough >:( " about it??? I don't know???😂

#I wrote this last night. I'll do the asks I got later. don't worry! :D #I am the cheese god remember?😅#I think these two would try to “out-cheese” each other and whoever is left speechless first loses #“I would forget my own name before I would ever forget you” bullshit. CHEESY #And yes. “I sleep in our nest with you or outside on the dirt” stupidity >:D #I plan for Odysseus as a beggar to ask why she waits so long. As he's been gone a longer amount of time than the time they had together #(Simply asking as reassurance. He knows his answer. Calypso asked him. but what about Penelope?) but she gets mad at the #“Beggar” and pities him as he must be telling the truth about having a miserable life if he never got the chance to know such devotion #How what they have could never be sullied by #something as trivial as distance and years. How the years with him were the best in her life. Only made better by their son.#'My dear Joy made songs and poems about love a reality as that was simply the life we shared. Even separated our 'song' will always echo #no matter how long it's been. I'LL make sure it always does. And I know he's doing the same... That strange man used to say that #even if he died his corpse would drag itself back to us before he'd ever give up.'#...I'm not one for 'odyssey zombie au' but when I first heard it yeah. :'D Came up with this back then #“His eyes as hard as flint or horn-” Bullshit! The sad lil fuck is hiding sobs with coughs and telling her to keep away for fear of her #catching whatever “illness” he has. The nice thing about being disguised as old means sickly old man works.#...#I'm noticing that Odysseus has a lot of silly oneliners while I write Penelope with a shit ton of set up :'D #They are so silly and I love them so much #...I wrote a lot :'D #Mad rambles #shot by odysseus #my headcanons #odypen #yahoo!!!#sometimes I wonder if I should tag this with more things but I don't want to taint the regular tags with my bullshit :'D I KNOW I'm insane

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cinematicnomad · 1 month

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i went to happy hour with a few friends yesterday (…what started as happy hour) and i looked VERY cute but also i am SO hungover now and suffering through a 9AM meeting 😫

#like this selfie is GREAT #but i need you to know that i am suffering so hard now #i woke up around 4AM bc i can’t sleep when i’ve been drinking #i’ve been reading steddie fic all morning lol #also i missed last nights 911 episode so i hope it was good #kat liveblogs her life #about me

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creatrixanimi · 25 days

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Man im just doing. really not good right now. My mom died suddenly last night and everything is bad and i have to figure out all the funeral stuff now and i dont know what im doing at all.

#i couldnt sleep at all last night and havent eaten in over 24 hours #at least my work gave me the week off i guess #but thinking about going back is so hard because i got the job because i helped her through an illness #so its just. gonna constantly remind me that shes gone #at least she was in a good mood yesterday and i got to give her an easter basket on sunday #me #might delete later

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urlocallesbiabs-reblog-sideblog · 1 year

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the last time reigen let dimple possess him, it was, well, — it felt fucking great, despite everything. standing in the eye of the storm, indestructible, fast, strong, agile, powerful, together; having entrusted him with reigen's useless old little body and gotten a 200% return on the investment! so what if he wanted to feel something at least a little bit like that again, if he missed the crowdedness under his skin? so what if he's been feeling kind of lonely lately, especially when off work, what with mob being busy, and himself not being all too close to tome-chan yet, and not letting himself get all too close to serizawa? so maybe reigen starts letting dimple possess him from time to time, just, casually. most of the time the possessions aren't even justified, but it's not weird if they don't talk about it. dimple enjoys being able to breathe, and says exactly that; reigen enjoys being together, and says nothing of it.

reigen never admits any of his reasons, obviously; neither does dimple admit that he deeply appreciates what reigen does for him. it's just a weird little thing that happens between them, largely unacknowledged, mentioned either not at all or through crude lighthearted jokes, with emotions welling in the whitespace between words.

over time, reigen gets his head out of his ass, and him and serizawa become good friends, best friends, boyfriends, even, and later move in together. the thing with dimple continues to happen because there's no real reason for it to stop, and frankly it's not like they ever discuss that; it just carries on. katsuya's been noticing for quite a while that Something has been happening, but he never felt like it's his place to ask, especially when it seemed so silent — nearly non-existent, despite being very real. well, whatever arataka chooses to do with his free time, right?

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one night katsuya stays out drinking with his school friends a little later than he was expecting, and comes home a little drunker than he was going to. he finds arataka in the kitchen, chopping some vegetables, main lights off and over-the-counter lights dim and amber around his frame; he's so, so pretty, and katsuya hugs him from the back, reaching to try and place a kiss. arataka turns around, his face flashing a wide grin and very bright red cheeks. "oh hi," dimple says. katsuya backs off clumsily, and stammers, "ah, i'm so sorry! i was expecting arataka to be here, but it's you, ah-h-h, this is awkward, again i'm so sorry!"

"no big deal," dimple waves off, and turns back to chopping. "fyi, usually when i'm here, it doesn't mean reigen's not — i don't displace him, yanno? just hanging around in his head, it's like buddy time." he grins again. "right now he isn't, though: i'm just puppeteering the thing. he passed out on the couch waiting for you, and i thought y'all wouldn't appreciate not having shit to eat for breakfast. i'll whip up some stir-fry for tomorrow and dump this back where i found it for a good night's sleep, dw about it"

"ah," katsuya says eloquently, "thank you."

he doesn't leave the kitchen, still — changes positions, getting comfortable, leans on the counter, and watches dimple work. his quick movements, his(?) elegant hands, his concentrated expression, his(?) golden hair, his red cheeks. he looks so handsome like that.

"you look so handsome like this," katsuya says before his brain-to-mouth filter catches up to the rest of him.

dimple puts the knife down and stretches his(? arataka's?) hands out before him, admiring. "it's a beautiful body," he admits. it's not a grin, but smile, softer this time; private, even. "don't tell reigen i said that, but — i really enjoy this; being like this. not just the whole getting to be alive, running around and breathing and eating thing, though of course that too, but also — you know what i mean," he shifts a shoulder up. "possessing anyone is fun, but possessing reigen..." he runs one of his(?) hands down another of his(?) arms, lightly — almost reverently. "it's nice."

katsuya's breath hitches.

he's standing closer than he remembers being. arataka is so pretty like that, in this soft lighting; dimple is so pretty like that, in this soft body.

"i still want to kiss you," katsuya whispers.

dimple's breath, just for a flashing moment, hitches too; he wouldn't admit it. "go ahead," he says, louder than a whisper, but way quieter than his voice.

katsuya does.

it's not chaste and not desperate; gentle-slow and quick-curious, soft, warm, almost exactly the same as every kiss he'd had before, just like this, but so unlike them, and almost tangibly new.

it feels great.

"it feels great," dimple breathes. "it's been a long time, and i've kind of... forgotten what it's like. so i've always wondered how it would feel if i did it."

"you mean, kissing in general, or?..." katsuya makes a terrible, embarrassed pause. "...kissing me?"

dimple shrugs, and turns back to the cutting board again. chop-chop-chop! katsuya stares, maybe a bit dumbly.

***

katsuya wakes up in the middle of the night, slightly less drunk but significantly more disoriented, and stumbles towards bathroom, and gets arataka's phone flashlight shone right into his fucking face (and then quickly towards his feet with a bit-louder-than-necessary apology).

" 'm going to the bathroom", katsuya explains.

"ah, i'm just heading back. samesies moment!" arataka jokes.

katsuya buffers.

"i kissed your boyfriend last night and i'm so sorry!"

"...you are my boyfriend, tsuya," he raises an incredulous brow, and then a hand to brush at katsuya's forehead. "you alright, buddy?.. uh, do you mean you gave me a kiss while i was asleep? if so, it's fine, you shouldn't worry about little things like that-"

"no! i mean kinda yes? agh, i mean dimple-was-posessing-you-while-you-were-asleep-and-i-kissed-him-and-he-kissed-me-back-i'm-so-sorry!"

"ah yea he does that someti- you What? dimple WHAT? wait, did you just call dimple my BOYFRIEND?"

***

the conversation that ensues is horrible. not because anyone's fighting — no one is even angry, unless you count violent bafflement as a subtype of anger — but because a honest, serious, 3-way conversation regarding dimple, gayness, feelings, and gay feelings for dimple, by definition can not be not horrible. arataka takes a smoke break in the middle. (he quit 5 years ago, but a guy needs exceptions). katsuya feels the closest he's ever felt to a heart attack, and that's including all his previous life experiences. dimple grows out a weird little perfunctory foot to tap it in the air.

but they try their best, and they figure things out.

in the end, not much changes; they still don’t talk about too often, but now it feels more like comfortable lack of necessity rather than avoidance; they all just get it. and occasionally, dimple possesses arataka while he kisses katsuya, and oftentimes vice versa.

it's nice.

#mob psycho 100 #vikarambles #reigen arataka #dimple mp100 #serizawa katsuya #ekurei #serirei #ekuserirei #got no interest whatsoever towards ekurei where dimple posseses the guard guy — no hard feelings just doesnt scratch my brain any good way #ekurei where dimple posseses REIGEN though??? ohhh SIGN ME UP for that shit i LOVE ghost romance i LOVE posessions #i LOVE supernatural/mind-bending displays of affection!!! that's the good shit!!!#and EKUSERIREI where dimple posseses either of them?? you mean i can take HAPPY GHOST ROMANCE and add POLYAMORY to it??????#it's like a lethal doze injection of adhd right to the frontal lobe. it makes me feel SO #either way i got half an hour of sleep last night because i was busy writing this. *bows down and keels over* bone apple teeth or w/e #real talk tho if you dont like this Pls do not let me know im a poor sensitive little flower and i'd like to live in peace #also uh #writing #i guess #word count 1.1k rating pg13 jsyk #aint much but honest work

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that-foul-legacy-lover · 2 years

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hmmm,,, Foul Legacy that can go from big to small very easily,,, you find out when you're getting ready to leave for work one morning, Foul Legacy's pouting and hugging you, refusing to let go. it makes you smile as you gentle tell him that you need to go to work, but he just whines and tightens his grip around you, since he doesn't want you to go. it's so lonely in the house without you, so quiet and empty... please don't go! or at least... take me with you. Childe can't speak, but you can tell that's what he's saying, and you press a kiss to his cheek and apologize. both of you know how dangerous it would be, having him out in the open amidst the public- he'd stick out like a sore thumb. if you could hide him somehow, you'd gladly take him with. you miss him when you're away too, after all. Childe grumbles and goes still. he squeezes you momentarily and suddenly there's a POOF and a cloud of smoke which you wave away, realizing there's also now something in your lap. Foul Legacy purrs quietly from his position, now about the size of a small cat, looking up at you gleefully. he chirps in delight at your astonished expression, leaping onto your bag and burying himself between your daily supplies, only his head poking out. so you'll take him with you now, right?

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deathbypufferfish · 28 days

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The stress is making me physically ill 💗

#puffer talks #if i seem inactive for a while its because on Tuesday my sweet big baby puppy eko was diagnosed with osteosarcoma #so bone cancer #it is terminal so the choices we have to make are hard because its not about curing it but about how comfortable he is #it's in his front right leg and hes s really big dog so amputation is a hard decision #it is all very hard and terrible and i love him so much #it is so anti his nature #he is a big ball of silly and love #anyways im nauseous all the time and my pots is flaring up bad #i got my first good night of sleep last night #hes doing better on his meds rn but yeah

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bunnighost · 1 year

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#vent edit #actuallymentallyill #depression #sleepless nights #insomnia #i havent slept normally since november last year #since i was 14 my sleep has been bad and i feel like havent been able to really rest for years #but prior to this one thing i could actually fall asleep and then sleep for 8hrs straight #but not for several months it's so hard to fall asleep #and even if i do i wake up between 5-6 times during 7 hrs in bed #and it never ever feels restful #bc my entire body hurts and my neck is so stiff andi alwatys have a headache #going to bed is awful and i dread it the entire day #i just wanna lie down and sleep and rest but i cant

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that-was-anticlimactic · 2 years

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[ID: the first image is a paper poster that is edited to say: “HAVE YOU SEEN HER? / NOW YOU HAVE :)”. there is a picture of Kugisaki Nobara from Jujutsu Kaisen between the lines of text. she is wearing a yellow sweatshirt and has a partially eaten piece of pizza in her hand.

the second image is the same paper poster but is edited to say: “HAVE YOU SEEN HER? / no seriously have you seen her i miss her”. there is a picture of Nobara between the lines of text. this picture is of her outside, smiling softly. /End ID.]

#i have feelings guys #i miss her #so much #come back queen #having nobara brainrot when i should be sleeping </3 #AND TODAY IS HER DAY !!!#TODAY IS HER BIRTHDAY #lol i made this and mostly tagged it last night sjsbjsbsknwkdgxjke #choosing the pictures was SO HARD because she’s just. she’s a QUEEN #jjk #kugisaki nobara

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todayisafridaynight · 5 months

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