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extremelyblackandwhite · 11 months
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pairing: dad!bucky barnes x au pair!reader
warnings: age gap (reader is 10 years younger than bucky), smut (18+, dni if under 18)
summary: bucky, y/n and the pte parents.
Y/N’s mouth was drier than every single desert in the world. All she could hear was the sound of her heart pounding against her ribcage as she stared at him. She tried opening her mouth a few times but her words got stuck in her throat, all that would sum from the vibrations of her vocal chords were small wimpers and cut off sounds. Bucky, on the other hand, appeared cooler as he usually was. He was unbothered by the sentence that had just left his mouth, staring at her as if he’d told her a joke or a secret. There was this ... this sense that no matter what she said was gonna end up being the wrong answer. If she told him that yes she’d had her hand in the middle of her legs at the thought of him in sweatpants she was surely fired and if she denied it she would come off as a liar and then she would also surely be fired. Whatever astonishing words came out of her mouth would get her fired and she needed this job. She needed to look out for Sadie, she needed ... she didn’t know why needed to stay here but she needed to. Luckily for her, and unluckily for him, a small little voice interrupted their stand off - if it could even be called that. 
     - Sadie. - Y/N walked past Bucky like a torpedo, lowering down to Sadie’s height. The little girl had sleep in her eyes and was dragging her favourite blankie and stuffed teddy. - What’s wrong, baby?
She merely looked at her au pair before holding her arms up, signalling she wanted to be picked up. Y/N cooed before picking her up, knowing exactly what it was that she wanted. She kissed the top of Sadie’s head, brushing her hair away from her face. 
    - Monsters? - she asked and the two year old nodded. - Uhm, they just don’t learn don’t they?
Bucky had seen Y/N act with his daughter before, actually, he’d seen it plenty of time before but this time something clicked inside of him. He wasn’t sure what it was but something about seeing Y/N be so good with his daughter made his heart skip. He followed the two into Sadie’s room as Y/N began to look around for the mysterious “monsters”. 
    - They know I’m back so don’t worry. - she laid Sadie down in bed. - I’ll make sure they don’t come in ever again. 
    - You promise?
    - Of course, baby. They will never hurt you, you’re too strong. Now you have to go to sleep, ok? 
    - Why?
    - Because you’ll be tired if you don’t, darling. Tell you what, you go to sleep and tomorrow you can help me make Mickey Mouse pancakes. Sounds good?
    - Chocolate chip?
    - We can put whatever you want in them. - she pulled the covers up to Sadie’s shoulder, arranging the teddies next to him. - Goodnight, Sisi. Love you to the moon and back.
    - And more. - she smiled before snuggling against her pillow. 
Bucky held in a sigh, the mere idea that he was stealing this experience from Sadie. Her real mum was probably too busy parading bars and wasting whatever money was left in her father’s credit card rather than care about his own daughter. She was sweet, too sweet for her mother and even too sweet for him. She deserved better. 
    - Night daddy! 
    - Night, princess. I’ll keep a watch out for the monsters. - Bucky blew her a kiss before turning off the lights.
As the lights went off in Sadie’s room and they walked into the hallway, it dawned on her that she no longer had an excuse to avoid Bucky and his question. He seemed to sense that, his mind running between pressing her for an answer of letting her be. He chose the latter one, smirking at her before returning to his bedroom. Y/N swore she could feel her heart thumping against her ribcage as he closed the door to his bedroom? She was off the hook? Right? She was off the hook, so she returned to her own bedroom before he came back to ask why she had been masturbating a few nights ago. She didn’t think she moaned his name, did she? Yet again, why didn’t he look upset? Was he trying to tease her and if so why would he? Maybe he wasn’t teasing her, perhaps all he wanted was to show how incredibly out of the game she was. She didn’t like one night stands, it wasn’t her type of thing. It wasn’t as if she couldn’t find one? Well, to be honest she wasn’t sure, she’d never tried it before. 
Those questions haunted her mind until she went to sleep and maybe they would’ve kept haunting her if it wasn’t for the fact that morning time meant Y/N had to find a way to get Sadie ready, dressed, and out the house for kindergarten which in itself was the impossible task. She thought that perhaps with Bucky around, she’d be scared into not running around yet as she found herself in a chase around the couch with Bucky, she realised she was wrong. 
    - Sadie. - Bucky put himself over the couch to try and pick her up but she slipped through his fingers, continuing her race. - It’s kindergarten time. 
    - No. 
    - Sadie Barnes, if you don’t stop it I swear there won’t be any Bluey for a week. 
    - No Bluey?
    - No Bluey. - Y/N crossed her arms. Sadie looked between Bucky and the au pair, expecting her daddy to lay down the law but he merely shrugged, clearly on Y/N’s side. She stopped her running, walking slowly to the door, before turning around to face the two. - Did you change your mind, Sadie?
She nodded grabbing her yellow raincoat before pouting. Y/N rolled her eyes, smiling before she grabbed her own coat, opening the door and ushering her down and into Bucky’s car. Bucky merely followed, afraid if he said something it would throw off the routine. Instead, he just watched in awe of how she handled his daughter, even in the car as they were both subjected to half hour of the same show until they got to kindergarten. 
    - Your backpack. - Bucky called out for Sadie before she could run to her friends. - Now you be nice at school, yeah? Daddy can’t pick you up today but Y/N will and I will meet you girls for dinner.
    - Bye daddy. - she hugged her dad before rushing away. 
    - Is she always this happy when she gets to school? - Bucky stood by Y/N’s side as they watched Sadie mingle with the other kids. 
    - Usually. 
    - Just the parents I wanted to see. - Y/N rolled her eyes as she recognised the voice coming towards them. Great, just what she wanted to deal with after getting no sleep the night before. - And Mr. Barnes is here, how nice. 
    - Morning Michelle. - Y/N looked around, trying to find a way to escape talking to her. She was one of the PTE parents who took it a bit too seriously, actually, way too seriously. - How are you?
   - I was wondering if I was gonna see you this semester, Mr. Barnes. 
   - Actually ... - Bucky looked down at his watch. - I have to go, I have a meeting. Do you want the car today, Y/N? I can get a taxi to work. 
   - It’s okay, I’m not doing any errands today. I will see you for dinner then?
   - I’ll bring dinner home tonight. Something nice from the Italian place downstairs. 
   - Bye Sergeant Barnes. 
   - It’s back to Sergeant Barnes, is it? - he gave her a smile before walking back to the car and she could not deny she hadn’t stared at him as he walked away. Bucky was an attractive man, an attractive man who she hoped did not hear her moaning his name. 
   - If I had your husband, Y/N ... let me tell you, I wouldn’t leave his side. 
   - He’s not my husband, Michelle and even if he was I would have better things to do than be at his beckoning call. 
   - So he’s single ... - she looked over Y/N’s shoulder to his car. - Huh ... Make sure he comes to the next PTE meeting. 
(...)
Was she starting to enjoy Bluey? She asked as a new episode started and the typical Australian accent filled the sound system. That had to be the only reason why she didn’t want to pull her hair off as the episodes kept going in a repeat sequence and Sadie mouthed the words along. She had to admit it was rather impressive how well she could remember the words, yet again she was sure this set of episodes had been playing for a while now. 
   - I’m home. - Bucky’s voice echoed through the living room and suddenly Bluey was no longer interesting for Sadie as she ran towards her dad. 
   - Hey, Sisi, let daddy put the food down. - Y/N followed after Sadie to help Bucky put down the takeaway bags. - Go watch Bluey while we set the table, ok?
   - Kay! 
   - So ... - Y/N put her hands on the table, staring at Bucky. - I think the president of the PTE wants to take you out. 
   - What? - he stopped mid pouring his whiskey glass. 
   - She said if you were her husband, she would never leave the house.
   - She’s hot, I could give it a try. - he chuckled. 
   - Ugh. - she rolled her eyes. - Please don’t have an affair with the PTE mum, it would make my job much harder.
   - Aw, c’mon, maybe I can sway some things your way. - he continued joking but Y/N merely faked gagged. - That’s alright, Y/N. 
   - No one night stands either. 
   - Someone’s being awfully possessive, Y/N. It’s ok, I’ll only sleep with Michelle if you let me. 
   - Would you?
   - Would I what?
   - Sleep with Michelle. 
   - Why is that even relevant, Y/N? Are you trying to get some data from the PTE meetings or whatever?
   - I don’t know. 
   - Don’t worry, Y/N. Even if I did date someone, the only way you’d lose your job would be if that person could fill your job and become Sadie’s mum. 
   - Oh ... Have you ever found someone? To fill that position. 
   - Not really. I don’t want Sadie to lose another mum and if I’m being honest I’m not entirely sure I’ve ever met someone who could be Sadie’s mum. Other than you, that is. 
   - I’m paid to be an au pair, Bucky and I don’t think I’m that good. 
   - You’re good, alright ... Sadie thinks you’re her mum. 
   - Sadie doesn’t think I’m her mum. 
   - Would it be such a bad thing? - he stood on the opposite side of the table. - To be Sadie’s mum? 
   - If I were Sadie’s mum, I would be your wife. 
   - Ouch, trying to hurt my feelings? - he chuckled. 
   - I’m not your type, Sergeant Barnes.
   - Oh, you’re exactly my type.
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khattikeri · 19 days
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drives me nuts when people treat jin guangyao or wei wuxian like they're socialist revolutionaries like no! they're not!! in fact their respective roles in society and complacency regarding its hierarchies is why ANY of the story even happens to begin with!!!
jin guangyao doesn't hold bitterness just because he was born lower class. he is bitter because others deride him and his prostitute mother in spite of both their intelligence, skills, and efforts to climb the ladder.
why do you think we were shown scenes of other prostitutes in the brothel deriding meng shi for being literate, for "trying" so hard? why do you think we were shown scenes of anxin taunting meng yao and throwing shit at him because he was trying to learn cultivation at his mother's behest?
why do you think jin guangyao arranged for the arson of that brothel, burned to the ground with everyone except sisi inside? that's not the behavior of someone who believes in true equality and the inherent worth of sex workers as human beings!
that's the behavior of someone who thinks he's better than them. the behavior of a man who already came up on top through political games and war crimes, backstabbing and spying for the sake of the "greater good".
i won't rehash his argument to nie mingjue that he didn't have a choice-- he had some choice, but no matter what he does his class will come up and people will always assume the worst and try to hurt him for it, which forces his hand to do whatever will protect him best (hence 'no choice').
jin guangyao did everything he could to secure his own safety and a place among those already higher up. and by that point, he'd won it.
the fact that the temple rebuilt on the brothel site is to guanyin, the goddess of mercy, is even more ironic! the fact that jin guangyao has the goddess's statue carved to look like his own mother is proof that he viewed both her and himself as higher than them. more worthy than them.
of course he cared about the general welfare of others (read: the watchtowers). but consider also that there is no watchtower near yi city, which ended up being one of xue yang's playgrounds. jin guangyao can and will turn a blind eye to certain sufferings if it is convenient to him.
sure, jin guangyao made undeniable contributions to cultivation society and accessibility, but he is not at any point trying to topple existing class structures. his adherence to them is in fact integral to his own downfall in the end.
it brings with it the inevitability of society conveniently ignoring his triumphs and genuine moments of humanity to deride him once more as an evil, disgusting son of a whore once his crimes come to light.
now for wei wuxian. he's the righteous protagonist of the story and he doesn't give a fuck what society thinks, yes, but he wasn't out there trying to cause an uprising so that all the poor servant classes and lower could become cultivators. he wasn't trying to redistribute wealth or insinuate that those who are lower deserve to be viewed as equal to the gentry.
the most critical and non-explicitly stated fact of mo dao zu shi is that wei wuxian has always been resigned to his position in the social hierarchy.
his unreliable narration, especially regarding his own past and thoughts, is so damn important. he doesn't EVER tell the reader directly that people treated him any which way at their leisure because of his parents' differing social classes.
no. instead we are shown how much prestige he is afforded as cangse-sanren's son-- reputation as a talented and charming young cultivator, made head disciple of Yunmeng Jiang-- and how little respect he is given in the same breath, as the son of servant wei changze.
the way he is treated by others is as fickle as the wind. if he obeys and does as told, there is no reward. of course he did that, that was the expectation to start with! if he does anything even slightly inconvenient, there is a punishment. of course he has no manners, what else would you expect from an ungrateful son of a servant?
wei wuxian's righteousness is not a matter of adhering to principles he was explicitly taught, the way nie mingjue values honor or the way jiang cheng always tries to prove himself. wei wuxian does the right thing regardless of what the consequences are to him because his good deeds are always downplayed and his bad deeds are always singled out, no matter who or how many people were doing it with him.
he has faced this double standard since childhood. there are points in the novel where it's clear that this sticks out to wei wuxian, but does he ever fight back against that view of himself? does he EVER, at any point in the story, explain his actions and choices to jianghu society and try to debate or appeal to their sense of reason?
no. because he knows, at his very core, that any explicit deviation from their interests whatsoever will be punished.
slaughtering thousands of people is fine when they want him to do it, and when the alternative is unjust torture, re-education camps, and encroachment upon other sects' lands.
slaughtering thousands of people who are trying to paint him as evil for not going along with their genocidal plans, however, is punished.
wei wuxian knows his acceptance among the higher classes is superficial and unsteady. from the age of 10, when jiang fengmian took him in, he knew subconsciously that he could be kicked out at any time.
he knows that cultivation society doesn't care about war crimes and concentration camps and mistreatment of the remaining wen survivors of the sunshot campaign. but the right thing to do now that they aren't at wartime is to help them, plus they'd punish him either way for it, so he will.
in this regard wei wuxian is more self-aware of his position than jin guangyao. he does care about common people and he does try his best to help them as an individual. even if that ends up with him disabled, arrested, targeted in sieges, or dead.
but is he revolutionary? in the full equality, fight the establishment, rewrite laws, change social structures and people's perceptions of class sense?
no. no. he isn't.
now my knowledge of chinese society and history is fairly limited to my hindu diaspora upbringing and our shared cultural similarities ... but speaking to what i absolutely know us true, adherence to one's social class is expected.
this is rigid. efforts and merits might bring you some level of mobility, but in the end, the circumstances of your birth will always be scrutinized first, and your behavior compared to the stereotypes of where and how you originate.
mdzs is not about revolution, and none of its characters are able to truly change its society. there is no grand "maybe cutsleeves aren't inherently bad" or "i'm sorry for persecuting you and believing hearsay, you were truly a good person all along!" at the finale.
people ignore history and repeat it again with the next batch of ugly gossip and rumors.
wei wuxian, lan wangji, and luo qingyang find peace only by distancing themselves from cultivation society and its opinions.
jin guangyao and wei wuxian both cannot ever escape from others' perception of their origins and actions. regardless of their personal beliefs, they are not revolutionaries.
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wangxianficfinder · 8 months
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In the mood for...
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1. ITMF: Just finished ShanaStoryteller's "By Any Other Name" where resurrected WWX pretends to be a woman, and it's put me in the mood for fic where he is actually resurrected as a woman but, here's the key: he's hamstrung by the extremely patriarchal society he's in. The few fic I've read that have him in a woman's body usually hand wave over that but I'd love to read a fic that doesn't. Anything like that out there??? @kimboo-york
To Deserve So Much More by renysen (locked to archive) (T, 20k, wangxian, summoned by f!oc, getting together, Mojo’s post) has WWX resurrected by the youngest daughter of a non-cultivating family and deals with several issues of him being a woman as a result.
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2. do you know any fics that explore what happens if yzy lives past the wen attack on lp? wwx blamed himself enough without her active vitriol so i'd love to read how her survival would impact the yunmeng trio (esp wwx) and/or the war. thank you!
💖  Lessons relearned by Iamnotawriter (T, 44k, WangXian, LQR & WWX, Not Madam Yu Friendly, Time Travel Fix-It, Angst with a Happy Ending, Canon-Typical Violence, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Inventor WWX, It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better, No Golden Core Transfer, YZY Bashing) has YZY surviving the fall of LP & has stuff about how her leadership is different from JC
Yearning for Miles by Murahi (M, 378k, WangXian, LQR/SiSi, Canon Divergence, Angst, Fluff, Slow burn, Mutual Pining, seeing the future) has YZY surviving IIRC (it's been a while since I read it & I bailed partway through so idk how it goes) & the tags mention YZY redemption
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3. hi ! in the mood for fics (canon) that feature wangxian and lan sizhui ! it doesn’t need to be about them as parents, although it definitely can, but just having them (especially lwj) act parental or acknowledged as parents or exist as a family unit would be much appreciated, kind of like “Crack me open, pour you out” by tenillypo. basically any parental canon wangxian (even just featured) would be amazing thank you !! @willesnelson
to the act of making noise by words-writ-in-starlight (WordsWritInStarlight) (G, 19k, LSZ & LWJ, LSZ & WWX, wangxian, Grief/Mourning, Father-Son Relationship, inquiry, Music, Angst, Fluff, Found Family, podfic available)
kick at the darkness 'til it bleeds daylight by AlfAlfAlfAlfAlf, tardigradeschool (T, 75k, WangXian, Hurt/Comfort, Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, Eventual Happy Ending, Getting Together, Burial Mounds Settlement Days, Inspired by The Parent Trap (1998), Kid Fic, teen shenanigans, two a-yuans, Fluff and Angst) it's set in canon times however its def an AU storyline but you get a lot of family feels
Finding Balance Series by Zombubble (G/T, 117k, WangXian, Character Study, Canon Compliant, Mentions of Blood, Mentions of Violence, Mentions of Death, Grief, But only a little, Nightmare, Canon-Typical Violence, within a nightmare, injuries, Underage Drinking, Light Angst, Happy Ending, JC Being an Asshole, but not too bad, Anxiety, Grief/Mourning, Self-Reflection, Conflict Resolution, Internal Conflict, lots of talking, Lots of Thinking, LSZ-centric, Soft LQR, Sort Of, Collective Bargaining, LSZ accidentally incites a mini off-screen rebellion, It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better, Angst with a Happy Ending, Post-Canon, mild panic attack) not sure if its quite what #3 is asking (most recent itmf post) but there's a post-canon sizhui-centric series about sizhui coming to terms with remembering he's a wen and stuff, and the last two in the series (esp the last one) have parental wangxian helping him work through things
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4. Itmf wwx n friends as a crazy crack funny af potty mouthed wholesome group!! Modern au. Them being crack heads in a nut. Like, doing stuff like sneaking out, putting skates and running at night, sitting in shopping trolly and pushing it ahead, Fighting in Instagram comments section. Just wwx an friends. Idm relationships.
He lo I'm for #4 itmf. fic is really good, but not what I was aiming for, cuz yeah the plot was chef's kiss, but didn't had much of wy n frnds, lemme clear: wy n frnds shenanigans, doing stupid things, what the fuk moments. This time doesn't matter if it's canon, modern or alternate Universe. Thankyou
The Fifth Type of Non-Contact Force by Caixx (Not Rated, 83k, WangXian, Modern AU, High School, Slice of Life, Slow Burn, Fluff and Humor, Actually Somewhat Canon, Mutual Pining, Horny Teenagers, Angst with a Happy Ending, Non-Graphic Smut) lots of shenanigans here
Carefully Orchestrated Plans (no strings attached) by Maledictius (T, 101k, WangXian, Modern AU, Chatting & Messaging, Orchestra, Fluff and Humor, Hijinks & Shenanigans, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Gossip)
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5. ITMF!! What’s a wangxian fic you’ve read where, as you sadly leave your last kudos on the last chapter, you think, THIS COULD BE A MOVIE 😤!
Those fast paced, edge of your seat, tight plot, spot on character fics that you’d buy a ticket to see? Or maybe a smaller lyrical fic that could totally be an art house short film?
I was rereading Hobbsy3’s Tragedy is Not the End. I always have to make myself popcorn it’s so good! So yep, that’s my movie fic!
Dear mods, please direct me to the right list if this has been asked before!! 💚
Wei Wuxian Makes a Wish series by natcat5 (M, 119k, wangxian, major character death, underage, madoka magica au, modern w/ magic, time travel, high school au, body horror, self-harm, angst w/ bittersweet ending, time loop, mental instability, suicidal thoughts) is it cheating if it's technically based on a movie? I didn't need to know anything about what this is based on besides a quick Google but if asker is looking for something that leaves them feeling breathless with all kinds of feelings this is the first one that came to mind
The Fifth Type of Non-Contact Force by Caixx (Not Rated, 83k, WangXian, Modern AU, High School, Slice of Life, Slow Burn, Fluff and Humor, Actually Somewhat Canon, Mutual Pining, Horny Teenagers, Angst with a Happy Ending, Non-Graphic Smut) link in #4 honestly this also felt like a teenage coming of age indie movie
💖 Echo, Murmur, Dream, Here by bluerainmist (M, 51k, wangxian, canon divergence, WWX survives, sect leader WWX, yiling wei sect au, slow burn, angst w/ happy ending, getting together, pining, love confessions, reunions, mind all the tags) I just read this and the descriptions of the armor and battlefields really felt like they would suit huge movie screens. It just had that imax vibe, ya know?
Also maybe 5 should look at the “Beautiful Writing and Good Plot” Compilation | Pt. 2 comps a lot of the fics on there feel like a movie
花无百日红; the flower that withers by yiqie (M, 29k, wangxian, Time Travel Fix-It of Sorts, Case Fic, Spells & Enchantments, Hurt/Comfort, Forgiveness, It's about the emotional catharsis, If you have ever laughed at WWX clowning himself for the 'no one will marry you' scene, This fic is: for you) i'm not a writer so i can't describe the feelings this fic evoked in me, but this is one of those fics that is so prettily written and if it's got a movie adaptation i would definitely watch it
In Imitation of Life by travelingneuritis (E, 70k, wangxian, modern cultivation, scifi au, android WWX, tone: neon seedy, rich people are bored and terrible, post-apocalyptoc landscape, happy ending, smut, severe major characger injury, time loss) everything this author writes is like a movie tbh
symmetry by bleuett (M, 44k, WangXian, Space, Science Fiction, Happy Ending, Non-Sexual Intimacy, Holding Hands, Blow Jobs, Hand Feeding, Cultivation in Space, Yearning, Reunions, Hurt/Comfort, Family Feels, Canon-Typical Violence, Minor Injuries, Grief/Mourning, Unconventional Time Travel, Burial Mounds) I remember reading this and getting major interstellar vibes
💖 Pentimento. by orange_crushed (E, 73k, wangxian, modern, college/university au, art conservation, museums, pining, not actually unrequited love, angst w/ happy ending, misunderstandings, smut, major character injury, hospitalization, hurt/comfort, past incarceration, forgery) this is like an A24 Sundance festival winner, author writes such incredible prose
Post Mortem by Cataclysmic_Calamity (E, 78k, wangxian, modern, Psychological Horror, friends with benefits, they're both fucked up but they love each other so much, Slow Burn Mystery, Unnegotiated Kink, Dom/sub, Anal Sex, Consensual Non-Con, Stalking, Drug Addiction, Serial Killers, in Wei Ying's desire to critique the 'final girl' trope he accidentally becomes one, Angst with a Happy Ending, meta commentary on the horror and true crime genres) A horror movie!!!! Very much on the edge of your seat.
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6. Huge thanks to the mods and participants for this wonderful blog! You keep my Mark for Later list going strong.
ITMF fics where someone tries to harm WWX because of LWJ. Maybe they're obsessively in love with him and want to get rid of the competition, or maybe they hate him and want to hurt him in the worst way possible by hurting the one he loves most, or whatever. Bonus points if Wangxian assume that whoever seems to be coming after WWX is coming after him because he's the Yiling Laozu instead of because he's LWJs love, and so they make wrong assumptions and mistakes. Happy for similar recs also, even if it's not a perfect fit! No Jiang Cheng bashing though plz. Thanks all! @flamingwell
this body yet survives by RoseThorne (T, 50k, WIP, WangXian, No War AU, Recovery, Trauma, Dissociation, Courting Rituals, Near Death Experiences, Attempted Murder, Eventual Happy Ending, Panic Attacks, Protective Siblings, Triggers, Protective LWJ, Protective LQR, Yúnmèng Siblings Dynamics, Bad Parent YZY, POV Third Person, POV LWJ, Depression, Good Sibling JC, Good Sibling JYL)
A Soft Storm by AvoOwO (Not rated, 47k, wangxian, modern au, hurt WWX, LWJ pov, protective LWJ, not SS friendly, car accidents, hurt/comfort, heavy angst w happy ending, sexual harrasment, stalking, crying, blood & injury & gore, major character injury, college, slut shaming, insults)
Coincidence is Another Man's Fate by TriviasFolly (M, 164k, WangXian, Modern AU, A/B/O Dynamics, Alpha LWJ, Omega wwx, Sexual Harassment, Implied/Referenced Sexual Harassment, WangXian play the long game, UNTIL THEY DON'T, Getting Together, fated pairs, Eventual Attempted Sexual Assult and Recovery, Modern Setting - Office, Mpreg)
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7. Hi!! Does anyone know of any fics where dual cultivation classes are part of the lectures that all the young masters attend? I’d love to see them paired up to meditate, study, duel, night hunt, perhaps even take a couple of sex magic classes. In my head I am picturing something like those Harry Potter fics where students are paired due to compatible magic and they study together regardless of house division. Thank you!
turn towards the sun by Ariaste (E, 21k, WangXian, Kushiel's Legacy Fusion, The Night Court (Kushiel's Legacy), Kink Negotiation, Courtesans, Intimacy, BDSM, Consent, Wangxian's canonical fetishes, roughly Cloud Recesses-era, Extracurricular Kissing, Impact Play, Kink Experimentation, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, (aka Madam Yu being canonically willing to hit WWX)) This may not be exactly what was requested but it’s definitely school and wangxian definitely “study” together:)
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8. Are there any fics where Wei Wuxian purposely tries to seduce Lan Wangji? Like he wears revealing clothes, touches him more often, moans while eating...etc? Like, Wei Wuxian knows Lan Wangji likes him and is trying to make him crack by being all flirty/seductive?
puzzle pieces by Yuisaki (T, 6k, WangXian, Modern AU, College/University, Roommates, Fluff, Humor, Friends to Lovers, Sharing Clothes, Getting Together, Pining)
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9. Hi mods! Can I ask for the next ITMF for some fics where WWX, JFM or even LQR are angry at Wei Changze and Cangse Sanren for not being careful enough during night hunts and leaving WWX alone? Something along the lines of why they didn't have a back up plan or why didn't they leave WY in Lotus Pier or somewhere else where he would be looked after while they were busy and risking something happening to him bc they didn't tell anyone where their child was if something happened to them. Doesn't really need to be bashing but definitely some abandonment issues and not WWX just being alright with what his parents did and wanting to do the same
Thanks!! @jiangclaritybell
❤️ The One-Body Problem by metisket (T, 29k, LJY & WWX, LJY & LSZ, wangxian, possession, cohabitation, Mojo’s bookmark) Lan Jingyi (very) briefly mentions how stupid it was for WWX's parents to just leave him when they went off night hunting
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10. Hii!! I hope you guys are well <3
I have a request for the next itmf, i recently read a fic where wwx is adopted by hua lian, so I was wondering if you had more fics in the same category?? The fic i read was the hearth series by eccentrick!!
Thank you in advance ❤️❤️
there's a whole tag Huā Chéng & Xiè Lián (Tiān Guān Cì Fú) Adopt Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn for that, but in specific
Hua Xianle by Tiffany_Guinne (Not rated, 170k, hualian, wangxian, TGCF, canon divergence, not Jiang friendly, madam lan lives, WWX adopted by hualian, WWX with different name, overprotective hualian, hurt WWX, WIP)
Narrative of Strength by MeltedIceAngel (T, 61k, WIP, WangXian, HuaLian, Canon Divergence, Adopt WWX, Found Family, Fluff and Angst, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Protective XL, Protective HC, Adoption, Kidnapping, Attempted Kidnapping, Serious Injuries, Angst with a Happy Ending, TGCF)
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11. Hello, for the next In the mood for, do you have any wangxian fan fic recs of novel canon divergence/fix it that do not feature yunmeng bros reconciliation? Thank you so much in advance!
Lay my body down by tawaen (M, 48k, WWX & WQ, WWX & WN, wangxian, WWX & JYL, canon divergence, time travel, rogue cultivator WWX, no golden core transfer, not cultivation world friendly, not JC friendly, OCs) WWX travels back in time & goes fuck the cultivation world & JC in particular
The Core Issue by Hauntcats (T, 21k, WangXian, Angst with a Happy Ending, Not JC Friendly, Canon Divergence) WWX rebuilds his core while living in the Burial Mounds, JC loses his & is pissed about it
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12. Can you recommend me Darkji fanfic and an oblivious weiying or a dark dark lanzhan where there's an abuse and manipulation included I don't mind🫶🏻
Obelus by Celestios (Not rated, 167k, wangxian, rape/non-con, non-con elements, NO rape, Non-Consensual Spanking, Non-Consensual Punishments, Spanking, Punishments, Dubious Morality, Dubious Consent, physical discipline, Physical Abuse, Toxic Relationships, Abusive Relationship, Kidnapping, Stockholm Syndrome, mention of violence, mention of drugs, Mention of alcohol, Possessive Behavior, Obsessive Behavior, Unhealthy Relationships, dark LWJ, Baker WWX, Bodyguard WN, Mentions of weapons, Gun mentions, Slow Burn, Long, Doctor WQ, Self Medicating, WWX has ADHD, Trauma Bonding, Psychological Manipulation, Gaslighting, Organized Crime, underground crime, Underground business, illegal business)
3-in-1 Shampoo/Conditioner/Bodywash - the Real Gateway Drug by Anonymous (E, 22k, WIP, WangXian, one sided wangxian (but for how long?), sketchy as fuck LWJ, does this count as dark! LWJ, implied bi WWX, modern au - no cultivation, Piss Marking, Come Marking, cum in food, brief cameo of food fucking, piss in food, Exhibitionism, Sloppy Seconds, Alcoholism, mention piss drinking, No Sex, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, sexually charged assisted pissing, accidental hold, Omorashi, freak4freak, emotional manipulation/subdrop of sorts, co-pissing, panty huffing, Degradation, dubcon blowjob, FaceFucking, Non-Consensual Somnophilia, pissing on someone who's passed out drunk, Spanking, Verbal Humiliation, Mutual Masturbation, jerking off walkthrough (with commentary), threats of edging, mutual CNC fantasies, Unreliable Narrator, I gave LWJ the LBH sized cock he deserves, Bathing, pissing in fleshlight) 3-in-1 shampoo/conditioner/bodywash - the real gateway drug for itfm 12. It’s more extremely dubious consent than actual abuse, but there is definitely a bit of gaslighting.
Kinkotber Day 4: A Shift in Perspective by Anonymous (E, 2k, WangXian, Stockholm Syndrome, Rape/Non-con Elements, there's no violence but he certainly doesn't ask for concent, Dark LWJ, Oblivious WWX, Cockwarming, Exhibitionism, bimboification (kind of), collaring (at the end), Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, PWP, Almost No Dialogue) as the tags say - no actual violence but deffo non/dubcon elements
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13. Hello, do you know any modern or canon au wx fics where wangxian never interacted when they were kids/students but lwj still had a quiet crush on wwx?
and having a marvelous time by varnes (E, 108k, WangXian, Yúnmèng Siblings, Sound of Music AU, (i know!!! i know. stay with me on this.), Slow Burn, Mutual Pining, Family Feels, spies to lovers???, Protective Siblings, Sometimes You Just Want Your Dads To Admit They’re Your Dads, Angst with a Happy Ending)
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14. this might be a weirdly specific request for itmf, but I was wondering if you know of any fics where, either through reincarnation or time travel what have you, Lan Sizhui/Wen Yuan raises Wei Ying or Lan Zhan as his child(ren)?
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15. For the next ITMF, can you recommend fic where characters OTHER than wangxian take ownership of their actions prior to wwx's death? (e.g. abandoning wwx/wen civilians to their fate, the mass slaughter of innocents, stealing & profiting off his work while slandering him, etc). I'm not interested in fics where this ownership has a caveat ("it was bad, but wwx was equally bad or worse" - these are fine but it's just not what I want to read.) Thanks! @balleyboley
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16. Anything with wwx with low self-steem????
the thread may stretch or tangle but it will never break by RoseThorne (E, 88k, WIP,   WangXian, Canon Divergence, Soulmates, Self-Esteem Issues, Fix-It, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Nightmares, PTSD, Handfasting, Panic Attacks, Getting Together, First Time, Aftercare, Implied/Referenced Alcohol   Abuse/Alcoholism, Implied/Referenced Torture, Scars, Chronic Pain, Golden Core Reveal, First Time, Switching, sex-related injury, LWJ Stays at the Burial Mounds, LSZ is a Wèi, Good Sibling JC, Dissociation, Burial Mounds Settlement Days)
Welcome to the Family Series by jiejieaini (E, 237k, WangXian, Modern, Hurt/comfort, Fluff, Angst, Explicit Sex)
❤️ The One-Body Problem by metisket (T, 29k, LJY & WWX, LJY & LSZ, wangxian, possession, cohabitation, Mojo’s bookmark) (link in #9) Seeing the “low self esteem” ask in ITMF made me go: any fic ever? If you want a funny response to it, metisket’s One Body Problem has Jingyi. Enough said.
Don't Leave Me by TrippinOnSkies (E, 19k, WangXian, Modern AU, Marriage Proposal, Mental Breakdown, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff and Angst, Panic Attacks, But they are very mild, Overthinking, Good Sibling JC, Break Up, Gentle Sex, Gentle Kissing, Idiots in Love, Pining, Misunderstandings, Oblivious WWX, LWJ Has Feelings, LWJ is Whipped, Getting Together, NHS & WWX Friendship, Friends to Lovers, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy EndingInsecure WWX, WWX Has Issues, WWX Has Self-Esteem Issues, Sad WWX, WWX is Bad at Communicating)
could you find a way to let me down slowly, if you're leaving baby let me down slowly by ravenditefairylights (M, 36k, WangXian, XuanLi, Past MingXian, Canon Divergence, Golden Core Reveal, Implied/Referenced Sex, Miscommunication, Somebody Lives/Not Everyone Dies, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending, Twin Prides of Yúnmèng Dynamics, Hurt WWX, Mutual Pining, Unreliable Narrator, Self-Esteem Issues, Twin Prides of Yúnmèng Feels, Protective Siblings, Trauma, Slightly dubious consent, courtesy of drunk sex, Inventor WWX, Genius WWX, Phoenix Mountain, Chronic Pain, Getting Together, Fix-It of Sorts, One Braincell Trio, PTSD)
See Me, Feel Me (Listening to You) by Ghost_Honey (T, 29k, WangXian, POV WWX, WWX Needs a Hug, WWX's Abyssmal Self-Esteem, Emotional Healing, Angst, The Juniors love their Senior Wei, Curses, WWX is an Unreliable Narrator, JC & WWX Reconciliation, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Platonic Cuddling)
pastel by antebunny (G, 6k, WangXian, Modern AU, College/University, Soulmates, Angst, Heavy Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Found Family, Self-Esteem Issues, Misunderstandings, Angst with a Happy Ending, Unrequited Love, but not actually)
to be loved by wqngji (G, 1k, WangXian, Insecure WWX, Petty LWJ, JC is So Done, Domestic Fluff, Mild Hurt/Comfort, Self-Esteem Issues, Self-Doubt, Hugs, Hurt WWX)
leading tone by silencemostofall (G, 32k, WangXian, Modern AU, Soulmates, with a lil twist, Eventual Happy Ending, it will not look like it until the very end but I promise there's a happy ending, lesbian wq rights, Music, Orchestra, platonic and romantic pining, wwx's serious self-worth issues, [Podfic] Leading Tone by silencemostofall by Beria1021)
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17. Is there a fic in which yiling people are protective of wei ying and wants him to come back
End Racism in the OTW | The Fire Lapping Up the Creek by notevenyou (E, 66k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Hurt/Comfort, Injury Recovery, Blood, Respiratory Illness, Major Illness, Fever, Grief/Mourning, Angst with a Happy Ending, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Hunger and food scarcity, Surgery, Fix-It of Sorts) it’s mentioned briefly, I believe
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rom-dot-com · 1 year
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Sisi makes so many subtle but powerful acting choices on this show. During Romitri’s ep 6 fight about Sasha, her voice drop between “She deserves better” and “We all do”… Yeah, I felt that 👏🏻
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Hii bestie! Hope you are feeling a bit better :)
I wanted to ask about archduke rudolf of austria. I find it so sad why was he treated so terribly that it drove him to suicide ( i believe the theories which suggests childhood trauma contributed to his suicidal thoughts) he was the prized male heir and instead of being doted on the poor boy was made to go through inhumane training and was punnished ( ABUSED) by his tutors while his father was not only aware but also asked the tutors to "beat cowardice out of the boy" why do you think franz joseph was so cruel with him while its said that he had good relations with his other children. I get it he has expectations from his heir but rudolf was suffering didn't he feel sorry. What do you feel
Hi bestie! Thank you for this deep question!
I honestly feel like both Rudolf and his older sister Gisela deserved better. I’m not an expert on these two but I still know how they were treated horribly by their parents and tutors. I think that this hatred really stemmed from Sisi and Franz, but also Sophie for kind of controlling them and “taking” them away from Sisi which resulted in a cold relationship. Sisi and Franz did love them in a way, it just wasn’t the same love that they had for Marie Valerie.
There we’re probably a lot of other things contributing to Rudolf’s suicide like an unhappy marriage and depression and also the things you said like childhood trauma and pressures of being the heir and stuff like that. I feel like he felt so unloved that he just didn’t think there was a solution to his unhappiness. That’s also why he did it with his lover I think.
Keep in mind here that I am not the expert on this subject, just another opinion. @archduchessofnowhere is a much better source for this subject because it’s the subject of her blog so definitely relay this question to her. Also I’m still constantly learning about this subject so if you have a different opinion please share! Thank you for asking!
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tvndrcs · 2 years
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MORTAL KOMBAT 2 Fancast.
These are my fancast for the sequel! When I fancasg these characters, I’ll write down my reasoning for these! Please give feedback! I’d love to hear your thoughts!
Now before I continue any further, the director wanted accurate casting just like he did for the first film. So I will be doing the same and respecting his wishes! Anywho, let’s begin!
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THE MIZ - Johnny Cage
A WWE wrestler who has an experience in Acting and his gimmick is considered based off Johnny Cage! I feel like he’d do an excellent job considering that he is a good talker and athlete in the wrestling business. Besides, for decades, he’s been very dedicated to giving the fans what they want. He stated that if he ever gets casted, he wants to get the character right due to the last detail. Currently working on his kicks and splits, and he’s old enough to play Jessica McNamee’s romantic interest who is 36. Miz is 42! I honestly don’t see a better cast than this!
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YOSHI SUDARSO - Kuai Liang
Yoshi Sudarso as an actor, stuntman and martial artist. Like Joe Taslim, he is also Indonesian of Chinese descent. From my research, he is very good friends with Joe Taslim and was very interested in the role if Kuai Liang is in the script. He is also younger than Joe Taslim (He is 33 years old). You don’t see him in much, but you can find him on Power Rangers, Buffalo Boys, Project Power and Bullet Train! He’s a good actor and a very agile martial artist, and he’s VERY well acquainted with the color blue! He could become the next stuntman actor to get a huge breakout role next to Max Huang, who portrayed Kung Lao!
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Also if you look closely and squint your eyes just a little bit, they kinda have a resemblance of being brothers… it could mostly be the eyebrows!
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SISI STRINGER - Kitana
This should be a no-brainer fancast since Kitana and Mileena are technically twins. Sisi Stringer has shown her range in acting in Vampire Academy (Stream it on Peacock, it’s amazing.) So I wouldn’t be so surprised if she does get casted as Kitana (But I will be so happy because she deserves it!)
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ANDREW KOJI - Kenshi
Andrew Koji is an up and coming British actor and martial artist of Japanese descent. Kenshi is a eurasian (Japanese) character, so this cast would be very fitting for Andrew Koji, especially since he has the look and the mysterious voice and his experience with swords (Storm Shadow in Snake Eyes: G.I. Joe Origins). I could see him pulling this off!
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JOE TASLIM - Noob Saibot
Not much of a fancast since this is technically bound to happen, in all honesty. But it would be cool to see Yoshi Sudarso V. Joe Taslim! Just Yoshi living his dream of being on-screen with a friend of his, especially since he stated that Joe Taslim is like a brother to him in the Hollywood industry!
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AMBER MIDTHUNDER - NIGHTWOLF
Not a genderbent fancast, but a “passing the mantle down” fancast! I have a pitch where since we saw a photo easter egg of Nightwolf in the movie, he’s most likely a legendary protector of the Matoka. Later that day, he’s gotten very old and asks the great spirit to find another warrior and pass the Nightwolf mantle down to them, then Grey Cloud can train them for the tournament. I fancast David Midthunder as Grey Cloud since David is the face model for Nightwolf in Mortal Kombat 11 and he is also Amber Midthunder’s father! So this could be perfect in my opinion.
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AU ask: How does it go if XY and JGY meet again after both surviving canon with at least happy-adjacent endings?
oooh interesting. I mean, depends on their respective endings and how happy-adjacent they are/what form that takes. in honesty as far as Xue Yang goes I don't know that he's going to be anything approaching happy as long as Xiao Xingchen stays dead, unfortunately, which is a major bummer considering the, uh, likelihood of that happening. I've gone on record saying that by canon era Xue Yang is running on fumes and running out of fumes. I think Jin Guangyao's chances are a little better; I feel like while he might not be happy fleeing the country with his mother's body and never coming back, he could live with it, at least.
but taking plausibility out of the picture...I mean, honestly I think they'd both be happy for each other. or, well, Jin Guangyao would be happy for Xue Yang in a pretty straightforward way, because I do think he genuinely liked and cared about Xue Yang, he was just a huge liability and a loose cannon. I know there's theories going around that Jin Guangyao wasn't behind Xue Yang's near death at all - that he turned him loose but was basically just putting him under a cup and letting him outside - but I don't tend to go with that read because (a) I find it crunchier if there's the conflicted feelings but ultimately :\ what are the options, realistically and (b) while we do know that Jin Guangyao will leave extreme liabilities alive (Sisi, to name one), I think that also requires him feeling like he has some kind of ability to control them, and Xue Yang is just. "controlling" Xue Yang is, I think, always kind of a function of just pointing him more or less in the direction you want him to go and managing the collateral damage.
but I don't think Jin Guangyao was upset finding out he survived. I think it might even be a bit of a relief, even if it is potentially concerning for self-preservation reasons.
but yeah, all that being said, basically for Jin Guangyao I think it would be this sort of indulgent "oh that's nice for him, good" and some relief because a happy Xue Yang is a substantially less dangerous Xue Yang. and for Xue Yang I think Jin Guangyao's at least continued survival would actually really delight him, the more so if it was in spite of or after everybody turns on Jin Guangyao, because Xue Yang would be like.
YEAH!!! FUCK EM A-YAO GET YOURS :D in the enthusiastic way he gets whenever people Xue Yang likes less (most of them) end up losing out to Jin Guangyao. as far as he's concerned they deserve it and a-Yao is too nice and probably everyone involved should suffer more. he has ideas and will share them in detail and at length. whatever Xue Yang's resentments of or anger at Jin Guangyao about anything, he is always going to take his side against...pretty much anybody else in the entire cultivation world, with the exception of Xiao Xingchen (and maybe a-Qing, and maybe Song Lan by proxy, depending).
Jin Guangyao, regardless of how things played out, is probably feeling substantially less triumphant about any of it than Xue Yang is on his behalf. particularly if his "victory" just entails "survival." but that's why Xue Yang has to do it for him.
(the funny thing about all of this though is that while I said up there that Jin Guangyao's chances might be a little better, I meant that purely in terms of what he needs to survive. unfortunately, there are a lot more people a lot more invested in tearing Jin Guangyao down than there are people who care what happens to Xue Yang - so in that sense, purely practically speaking, the odds of him getting out of this story alive are, in fact, worse.)
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I know it’s not healthy but I’m actually really struggling not to let rage consume me. Like I’m shaking right now.
On one hand you have Zionists, who literally either a) outright deny Israel’s war crimes b) question the validity of Palestinian sources and deaths (despite there being fcking proof) or c) justify what Israel is doing and parrot around the bullshit arguments you see everywhere that don’t really make sense, and that you can’t even discuss because there’s nothing to say
And then on the other hand, you have people who are against what Israel is doing but seem to think a ceasefire is the ultimate goal or that everything will be fine afterwards (???) and are opposed to actually changing the status quo and actually liberating the Palestinian people. It’s like “yeahhhh! Israel shouldn’t bomb Palestinians the way they are, butttt Israel itself isn’t the problem, Netanyahu is!” Like shut the fuck up, the entire system is built on oppressing Palestinians.
You do not support Palestinians right to live, exist, be free, and have their rights if you don’t support a complete change of what Israel is, and if you don’t support the liberation of Palestine.
And don’t even get me started on the “support Palestine!!!! But not resistance 🤪”
“Israel shouldn’t be carpet bombing but also they DO have the right to defend themselves” defend themselves from WHAT? The people they’re occupying?? Do Palestinians not have a right to defend themselves from those oppressing them?
Wtf is even the point of your “support” at this point??
And then on a third hand (I’m too tired to word this better) you have the pro Palestinian crowd, who aren’t stupid or evil (for lack of a better term) or naive like the ppl I described above, who do support Palestinian liberation, yet at the same time stand against the liberation of other people, specifically other Arabs.
HOW???
I just had this pro Palestinian person literally tell me that Syrians should accept their oppression under Bashar Al Assad and shut up about it because they’ll never be able to fight it and they don’t deserve to be failed or to be free. They were literally mocking the millions displaced and killed in Syria. How the fuck do you champion yourself as someone who cares for human rights and stands for humanitarian issues, yet not allow that to extend to Syrians? Or Yeminis? Or Egyptians? Or Libyans? Or Lebanese people? Or literally everyone else??
Like what is wrong with the Arab شعوب that makes them so uncaring, so hypocritical, and so shitty?
I don’t understand.
The amount of pro Palestinian people either bootlicking the shit out of Assad or Sisi or whatever, like has everyone collectively lost their damn minds?
How do you fight for one group of oppressed ppl but be happy about another group being oppressed just because you personally don’t like that country?? There’s so much discrimination and it’s so frustrating to witness.
Why do our communities have to fight over who’s deserving of freedom or whatever, when the answer is, we all are, and every country that’s being oppressed by another or its own government, deserves to be free and liberated?
I have zero respect for those who try to belittle what Bashar Al Assad did or who praise/defend him to any capacity.
And I understand it’s probably better for me to take a step back or just not engage or whatever, for my own mental health, but at the same time, the rage at people’s cruelty, people’s disregard for human life, and the no jistixe occurring everywhere in the world, don’t be calmed and so t go away if I ignore it.
That anger is still gonna be present. How do you “positivity!!! Mental health!!” Your way out of literal oppression, war crimes, and injustice??
I don’t even know anymore. I’m gonna keep trying to share news/resources etc… even though I’ve been lacking for the last little while.
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myrddin-wylt · 1 year
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Are you glad because of the politics of the leaker or because you feel those documents should have remained classified?
Wait a minute, what are you trying to ask? are you asking if I'm glad, or are you assuming I'm glad and asking why? this is some "do you still beat your wife" grammar. ....what part are you asking that I'm glad about? the arrest or the leaks themselves? my feelings are mixed so let me be specific for you!
I'm definitely glad Tucker Carlson made several specific statements that I can easily prove are wrong. That's very helpful.
I'm also glad the stupid cunt got arrested, for a few different reasons!
Now the Russians have a much better idea of their own casualty numbers but also how badly their intelligence security has been compromised.
Vatniks and their apologists like Tucker Carlson are already using the doctored leaks to lie out their asses.
South Korea didn't deserve this.
it's embarrassing, good lord.
hopefully this will be a kick in the ass to reform security classification, which is something the US gov has needed to do for a long while now.
I honestly do abide by a policy of "do wrong right." like doing something immoral is bad. doing something immoral incompetently is even fucking worse. the leaker is so fucking stupid that on April 6, while the manhunt was on, he searched "leaks" in whatever classified database he had access to in order to find out any classified info re: said manhunt had gathered on him. He used his government position... to look into the government database... to find the government's investigation on him. I don't even use tumblr on my work laptop like... what did he expect??? if you are that fucking stupid that should be a crime in of itself.
He has very possibly ruined the lives of the poor stupid teenagers he leaked the documents to, holy fuck.
Oh, I'm also glad Sisi is getting publicly humiliated and scolded, that's very funny. So that leak I'm fine with.
I'm happy to see it confirmed that the UK was way underestimating Russian casualties. that is another leak I am okay with.
anyway, assuming the loaded question here is just a mistake of grammar and not malicious, I think overall the documents should have remained classified, but there are still good things that can come of this. but either way I wouldn't use "glad" to describe my overall feelings that the leak happened. I am glad he's been arrested, sure, because he fucked around and now he's about to find out, which is something I always love to witness.
as for his politics: he doesn't have any. he's an idiot 21yro trying to impress anonymous high schoolers online. being a contrarian edgy dumbass who watched too much minecraft youtubers is not a political view. like, look. apologies in advance to my followers but I don't often take the politics of 21yros seriously, whether that means in my like or dislike of them. I don't have strong feelings on his politics at all because I just don't think the kid is that deep.
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loveoversense · 2 years
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I have so many thoughts! Part 1 because I’ll have to get back to this later. More under the cut because spoilers~
Okay time for another rambling thought on this series!
I feel like this may be an unpopular opinion, but honestly Rose ‘growing up’ and realizing how fucked the system is, and wanting to not be part of it anymore? I actually really like that. In the books she’s opposed to the younger kids becoming guardians and would fight for that, but making a choice as strong as actually walking away from it? She doesn’t do that until in the books something else happens that is slightly more extreme and closer to home. I’m just going like hell yeah Rose, leave those fuckers, build your own life.
That being said, Mason in the books did sort of rub me wrong, you know sometimes just a bit too “I am a nice guy why won’t Rose sleep with meeee”
Mason in the series? Slightly those vibes but what a sweetheart, taking care of Rose, being worried for her. Bless him, can we keep him please.
Okay watching and typing now. Kieron Moore, the acting your face does, my oh my. He looks miserable in that church, exhausted, bone tired, grasping at straws as not only the rug, but his entire belief system has been yanked from underneath him. And somehow Tatiana says the one right thing for him in this case. He wants to keep believing, even though Rose’s existence has basically disproven everything he stands for, built his life on. That’s really fucking difficult. I wouldn’t sleep well either Dimka.
That being said, hooking up with Miss Vogel? Stupid. Just really fucking stupid. Also though, the symbolism? Committing himself to the very embodiment of the current system? Yeah, almost subtle storytelling ;). He’s trying to make himself want this, to forget about Rose-erm I mean freedom, the possibility of a better life.
Speaking of acting, Sisi Stringer, the things you do with YOUR face. The HEARTBREAK. UGH. I feel Rose’s anger,desperation, pain. It was so well done. And then the fight. Listen, I am all for the angst in my ships. Bring it on, make them suffer before it gets better. But the fight? The FIGHT?! I mean obviously there were the really uncomfortable hunger games vibes, with the clowns, really emphasizing that this is a glorified gladiator match. Real people being made to suffer for the entertainment of the higher class.
So already wildly uncomfortable with the setting, but then they start fighting and yeah, I’m cheering on Rose. Tell him how you feel darling, make him listen! Only… only then, Dimitri’s not fighting back. He doesn’t want to hurt her, it’s the last thing he ever wanted. And in the one moment he does react, he stands there, frozen, horrified, because- because he’s just like him after all, he’s no better than his father, using the system they are a part of as an excuse to hurt those around him. He opens himself up to the kick, he saw her coming from miles away, but couldn’t convince himself to defend or block it. Couldn’t convince himself that he didn’t deserve everything Rose was giving him.
And Rose, Rose is just begging for a reaction. Anything, to show that the man she fell in love with is there, strong, determined, capable Dimitri. Not this shell of a man who hides behind cowardly words like duty and expectation and refuses to even talk to her. If he was going to give up what they had together for his life as a Guardian, he better show he's convinced, ges committed. If he's choosing this other life, this existence of oppression over her, he better actually want it, and prove that he does. Because Rose is used to people not choosing her, not even her mother chose her after all, but to not be chosen, in favour of something as harmful and reductive as the life of a dhampirs only committed to this apparent duty that is turning out to be nothing more than a historic marketing trick to normalise systemic oppression? That's insult to injury.
And the whole set-up was uncomfortable at the start, but when Rose kept going, kept hitting Dimitri, begging for any kind of reaction, and him just staying down and taking it? That really hit home for me, because it was just terrible, agonizing, hurt. Here we see what happens when oppressive systems are at their full effect, playing out disadvantaged parties against each other. It shows us how, if we’re not careful, rather than destroy the system that is causing us pain, we may end up destroying one another instead.
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In sisi (2021) did you find marie to be a lonely child or an ungrateful one? I felt like marie deserved better even though she was a bit rude at times
I agree that she was rude but I think that was just the only way she could deal with her grief. Like we don't know how her mother exactly cared for her previously but Marie did seem fond of her and was geniuenly upset that her only family is dead. From her perspective auddenly that unknown aristocratic woman came along, told her her mum is dead and she will be taken care of, only to land in a school where she doesn't fit in among the other girls and basically being left to fight on her own socially. The only way she got attention is by making trouble, so she did. I mean Sisi was right that court was also not for Marie but I think for Marie it would have been better if she hadn't been put into a school, no matter how good the attention, but with someone who can dedicate their time to her. Later finding out that your mother is dead because the person who is supposed to take care of you sentenced her to death must have been hard and I get why she is acting out. I would to.
I wonder what they will do with her character in season 03. There has been no new casting announcement and Romy Schroeder hasn't been back to set either. Maybe we will get a line or two what became of her since we will definitely have a time jump with Rudolf already being a child, but we don't know that yet.
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hulijingemperor2 · 7 months
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After the party~~
Meng Shi: anything you want to say about my two grandsons, Master Qiren.
Lan qiren: no, Huanghou.
Meng shi: I know your sister-in-law. And she used to tell me all about your strict and archaic ways.
Lan qiren: archaic??
Meng shi: yes.
And I didn't like how you put her under house arrest.
Lan qiren: *staring at her lips and dimples*
Meng shi: why are you Lans like this?
Lan qiren: (am I being seduced by a hulijing)
Because you're pretty.
Meng Shi: excuse me?!
Lan qiren: sorry.
Meng Shi: bro, you're my Yao'er's uncle in law.
Sisi: empress doesn't like you. You old man.
Lan qiren: *cough* it slipped! It slipped!
But you are indeed pretty.
Meng shi: thank you, *walks off*
Sisi: disgusting.
But better than guangshan.
Lan qiren: (Meng Shi kind of smells nice. Gosh what am I saying. I need to go reflect)
~~
Later at night, A-Yao was reclining in his bed while eating leftover finger snacks from the party.
Fuying: *fanning him*
Team dimple: *entering*
Su she: Huangdi.
Xue yang: you look so relaxed, Jiggy.
Mo xuanyu: you and leftovers? That's surprising.
Yao: they're gourmet.
Mo xuanyu: now that makes sense!
Xue yang: he's a diva after all.
Yao: *smiles* where were you guys.
Mo xuanyu: putting on perfume. *blushing* and a little makeup.
Su she: cuz we want to spend the night with you.
Xue yang: and maybe give you a little kiss.
Yao: aw, how lovely.
But my team d don't need all that.
*hands his attendant his plate, then signaled them to exit*
Mo xuanyu: *sits next to him*  Yao gege. * lifts chin and kisses him* how's my makeup?
Yao: *strokes his hair* beautiful as ever, xuanyu.
Mo xuanyu: *blushing*
Su she: boss, lemme groom your fox tail.
Yao: go ahead, darling. It's resting on a pillow.
Su she: begins to brush his floof*
Xue yang: *caressing A-Yao's dimples* Yaoyao, do your fox tail get tired? Why does it need a pillow.
Yao: A-Yang. Don't you think that every part of me should be pampered.
Xue yang: that's right.
Mo xuanyu: well deserved.
Su she: Huangdi, I didn't like how Lan qiren just barged into your party! Like how dare he.
Told you those Lans don't have manners.
Xue yang: lol, like everything is just a facade for them. 
Su she: the Lans had insulted my Huangdi.
Yao: team D, relax. And I have fixed everything.
Su she: if that icy Lan zhan comes here, I swear, I'll fight him.
My emperor can adopt whoever he wants.
Mo xuanyu: the guy adopted Sizhui afterall.
Yao: mmm. I actually have no enmity against the lans.
But I think that certain clan members should stay out of my business if they know what's good for them.
Xue yang: exactly.
Mo xuanyu: team dimple will deal with them.
Yao: I really don't care about Hanguang Jun's reaction to me adopting Jingyi.
Su she: poor child is like a young me. Looking up to Lan zhan, but not being recognized by him.
Yao: oh my.
However he and Rusong will be treated equally.
Mo xuanyu: even though we like Song'er more than him.
Xue yang: we're Team Song'er too.
Su she: we can't change.
Yao: guys why are you so savage. *laughing*
Stop. Favoritism isn't allowed here.
Su she: yes Huangdi.
Mo xuanyu: ok Yao gege.
Xue yang: Song'er is savage just like you.
Yao: mn.
Su she: Huangdi, would you teach Jingyi the collection of turmoil? Only Song'er and I know it.
Yao: and it will remain like that. I'm not teaching anyone else.
Su she: whew! That would have been a disaster if someone else knew how to play it.
Yao: I know right.
Yao: team dimple, do you remember that thing we made with my enemies and threats.
Mo xuanyu: of course Yao gege.
Dage should watch his back.
Su she: it's Zixun we can and will attack.
Xue yang: while guangshan is a broke ass sack.
Mo xuanyu: sect leader yao should count his days.
Xue yang: and Huaisang should change his ways.
Mo xuanyu: these goons better count to ten.
Su she: hope that A-Yao don't come before his henchmen.
Yao: haha, awesome. Team d, we're so fabulous.
Xue yang: hell yea.
Su she: obviously.
Mo xuanyu: that's when we have a fabulous boss.
*kisses* 
Xue yang: you're so powerful. *lifts chin* aren't you.
Mo xuanyu: emperor guangyao has such a great ring to it.
Su she: it fits like a glove.
Xue yang: makes him sound more hot.
Yao: *smiling*
Xue yang: *kisses* Yao huangdi.
Su she: *kisses hand* emperor guangyao.
Mo xuanyu: *fondles A-Yao's thigh* you're really sexy.
Yao: guys stop.
Su she: *kisses A-Yao's dimple*
*the door knocks*
Trio: *gasps* how dare they!
Yao: *calmly* who is it?
Xichen: Xichen, A-Yao Huangdi.
Mo xuanyu: lemme go answer him.
Su she: doesn't he have respect for team dimple and my Huangdi.
Mo xuanyu: *opens the door* lipsy. Yao gege is busy.
Xichen: I know that A-Yao relaxes at this hour, xuanyu.
Mo xuanyu: can you come back another time, Lan lips. He's busy with team dimple.
Xue yang: do you want to make out with me instead. *wink* I promise I'll smell like Jiggy.
Su she: Huangdi doesn't want to be disturbed.
Yao: *sigh* oh dear.
Yao: *confronts him.* Huanhuan. *grabs his hands* what's up.
Xichen: just wanted a glimpse of my emperor.
Yao: *blushing*
Xue yang: you seen him. Now go sleep.
Mo xuanyu: it's way past your bedtime, Xichen.
Xichen: it's 8:30.
Trio: *dramatically gasps*
Su she: you think you're smart, Lan!!
Yao: team dimple. Behave.
Trio: *pouting*
Yao: come have some tea, Huanhuan.
Team dimple: *plotting in the corner of the room*
Mo xuanyu: I'm officially in my revenge era.
Su she: we should seek revenge on Xichen for snatching our A-Yao.
Xue yang: shall we chop him up?
Mo xuanyu: no. But we should give him a piece our mind.
Yao: *serves him tea*
Xichen: *sips*
*sneezes*
Yao: *laughing fondly* Xichen, are you ok?!
Xichen: I'm fine.
I feel like someone is talking about me.
Yao: it's not team dimple for sure.
Team d: *pretending to be oblivious*
Xichen: lol. A-Yao. *rests his hand on his* I'm so happy for your family and empire. It's beautiful just like the patriarch. And that patriarch is non other than you
Yao: thanks, er ge. And remember, you're part of the family too.
Xichen: that's the greatest fact.
A-Yao, I assure you that Jingyi is very intelligent and talented but a bit mischievous.
He sometimes finds it hard to obey rules, hence if he does, I'll like to apologize.
Yao: don't be crazy. You don't need to apologize for anything. Yi'er is a marvelous addition to my family.
And he's young. He doesn't have responsibilities.
Xichen: mn.
I, I love you, A-Yao.
Yao: love you too.
Team dimple: *counting to 9:00pm*
Xichen and A-Yao: *looking into each other's eyes*
Xichen: *kneels and puts A-Yao's hands in his*
any plans for tomorrow, Huangdi?
Yao: same state affairs, and hopefully I can spend time with my sons.
Xichen: marvelous! You're so brilliant.
Mo xuanyu: 6....5....
Xue yang; 4.....3....2
Su she: 1! It's 9pm. Goodnight Lan lips.
Xichen: ugh, why are you three so entitled.
Mo xuanyu: no reason. And we love Yao gege.
Xichen: *kisses A-Yao* go get some rest.
You have been hosting a lot. *lovingly grabs his hands*
Yao: mhm. Goodnight er ge.
*kisses*
Trio: *staring at Xichen, while being jealous*
Xichen: goodnight team dimple.
Mo xuanyu: goodnight. And goodbye. Don't come back.
Xichen: oh my.
Mo xuanyu: sorry. I'm feeling horny for Yao gege again.
Yao: *shakes his head*
~~~
Next day!
Rusong and Jingyi were on their way to meet A-Yao, who had just finished state affairs.
Jingyi: Rusong, my staff is so cool! I feel so pampered!
And they're so good at martial arts. Are yours like that as well?
Rusong: yep. All staff who work closest to us know how to fight.
But lower servants are unable to. And the cool thing is that some of our personal staff look like they don't know martial arts and cultivation. Tricking theopponents.
Jingyi: that's so smart!
Rusong: our staff also have their personal weapons, other than Swords.
Mine would use razor guqin strings, A-Die's staff uses the same, as well as music cultivation and blinding powder, yours maybe use guqin strings too, and Nainai's would just use the katana, illusions and talisman.
Jingyi: your hulijings are top tier.
Rusong: keep that between us.
Enemies think they're harmless.
Jingyi: dude, can I see your guqin strings.
Rusong: *pulls it out of his sleeve and stretches it* sure.
Jingyi: *astonished*
Rusong: A-Die says that if I cultivate some more, I'll be able to store it in my body like him.
Jingyi: he could do that?!!!!!
Rusong: duh. He pulls it out of his wrist.
Jingyi: does it hurt him?
Rusong: A-Die got used to the pain.
Jingyi: woww.
Lemme touch it.
Rusong: no don't. It's really sharp.
Jingyi: have you attacked anyone with it?
Rusong: of course.
No one can mess with the hulijing Dianxia.
Jingyi: mhm.
Rusong: now let's go meet A-Die.
~
Meanwhile, A-Yao was finishing up on some affairs.
Yao: yes. I'll definitely get back to you with the reports. 
Huangdi, Zixun is still passing messages while still under house arrest. We believe he's communicating with sect leader Yao.
They want to get back at you.
Yao: why can't this man stop conspiring.
Sources had revealed that sect leader Yao had snuck in and gave him some device which had fox spirits trapped inside.
Yao: I'll have my sons pay him a visit, and set him straight.
Taizi Dianxia will free the hulijings as well, and Yi'er will fight whoever goons that sect leader Yao brought there.
Right huangdi.
Yao: where are they anyways? I want to spend time with them.
Fuying: I'm sure they're on their way.   
To be continued~~
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Continued from here with @scarlxtleaves!
As soon as Lupin took his seat, Sisi's head rose. Tucked in front of the fire, the dog now possessed a newfound interest in the gentleman thief: particularly, his proximity to the plate of shortbread biscuits. Meandering over, the corgi took a seat at Lupin's feet, giving the man the largest, saddest eyes he could seemingly muster, partnered with a pathetic whine. Sonia laughed, refilling her own teacup after Lupin had filled his.
"Don't believe him for a moment," She advised through giggles, adding a cube of sugar and splash of milk, just as she liked it. "He's already gotten two shortbreads out of me. He's simply acting like no one has deigned to bestow him with the treats he deserves."
The dog seemed to understand, shooting her a disappointed look as Sonia took a sip of her drink. At least her tea managed to stay in her mouth and not end up back in her cup, which was the fate of Lupin's beverage at her decision. She raised her eyebrows, surprised: had he expected something different? Certainly by now it was clear that divulging anything about a potential heist to Sonia, currently on holiday from being the Princess of Novoselic, would ensure she offered both her opinion and her participation in the scheme. Except in this case, she'd have to don the tiara again: quite literally, in fact.
"Novoselic has never been invaded and I certainly don't intend for that to commence now," She replied matter-of-factly, her belief in her nation stronger than any terrorist threat. "But consider this: the best possible distraction would be to comfort the attendees and staff in question. And there's no better method to do that than to use me, just as I am: I'll be a novelty, after disappearing for some months now. And while I'm capturing the attention of whomever you need me to, surely you can slip in as someone innocuous and do what needs to be done."
It wasn't as if her days were particularly full of responsibilities, either: at least not the ones she was used to. Topping up Sisi's kibble, helping decide what to prepare for meals, and choosing films to watch at night were hardly taxing for her, someone whose diary was chock full of meetings and appearances, tours and balls. Attending the Imperial Family's gala would be reminiscent of her old life, her true life: what she was living in, a Japanese mansion with five men and a dog engaging varying degrees of criminality, was more akin to a forced-upon holiday.
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And like all holidays, it would eventually come to an end. Something Sonia had yet to reckon with as she straightened in her seat, setting down her cup and saucer. "The Comte may not approve, but it has the potential to take care of two capers in one evening, which is efficient and he seems to be a man who respects efficiency. Though if it is a gala, then we will need an appropriate vehicle for royal transport, and for weapons...I'm thinking that I should be equipped with a pistol and holster, a concealed knife, a straight razor blade, and a vial of poison. That should do it!"
She rattled them off the way most people would share a grocery list, beaming with satisfaction. Even before he'd suggested it, Sonia had put thought into such situations. Partly to avoid subsequent kidnappings, recent events aside, but partly due to her own overactive imagination and a perchance for serial killers, horror, and murder mysteries. In fact, it was effort on her part to request practical weapons and nothing too fantastical.
"What is the target, by the way?" She asked, petting Sisi's head in order to distract him from the biscuit plate. And to distract her from mentioning what, inexplicably, gave her discomfort: If both plots succeed, I'll be on my home to Novoselic for good.
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vixlenxe · 1 year
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GUYS SISI FUCKING KNOWS.
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HONEY, STOP TRYING TO BUT A RING ON THIS CUCKWAFFLE. FOR ONCE HE RIGHT, YOU DESERVE SOMEONE BETTER. DON’T SETTLE FOR ‘FINE’, GO GET ‘BETTER’.
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indihome-suck · 1 year
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Ok now aku penasaran pendapatmu soal Tere Liye's Bumi
Sebenarnya nggak terlalu banyak? Baru baca buku pertamanya lagipula, tbh not that interested to continue. Saia lebih suka baca orang nge rant daripada bikin rant sendiri^^"
Sebenernya menurutku buku bumi itu decent. Kalo itu bikin orang orang lebih suka baca, biarlah nggak apa apa. Suka beberapa hal, kayak worldbuildingnya itu menarik banget jujur.
Tapi...
Sumpah, terutama di bagian paling awal, yang remaja remaja nggak kerasa kayak remaja. Kaku, datar juga, nggak tau apa emang gitu atau cuma perasaan aja.
Sama nggak terlalu suka gimana Seli itu dikarakterisasiin jadi stereotipe cewek remaja yang suka K-Pop, trus Tere Liyenya nggak continue the bit gitu😭 setengah setengah banget. I think she's funny, Seli deserve better tbh🫡
Sama karakterisasi Ali yang kayaknya super sempurna bisa apa aja gitu, tapi anaknya songong. Aku kurang suka aja karakter yang begitu? Kayaknya dia selalu benar dibandingin sama yang cewe cewe. Pengen dia salah sekali dua kali awowkowkw.
Kalo si Raib, she's just kinda bland in my opinion.
Di awal lamban banget, terus pas udah ke dunia lain langsung CEPET pol. Menurutku bagian klimaxnya kemudahan, enak banget mereka dibantuin sama orang kaya yang ada koneksi banyak😭
Udah si itu aja, terlebih lagi aku cuma denger pujian pujian soal serial Bumi yang sepanjang Pantura itu, jadi pengen denger sisi lainnya aja gitu👍
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fromevertonow · 2 years
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VA THOUGHTS EP 3
WITH SPOILERS
The quorum? We’re literally talking book SIX here, BOOK SIX CALM DOWN
Rose and Christian are pretty friendly with each other… I need them as rivals ffs. Or at least give me that banter!!! This also changes the reason why Lissa and Christian can’t be together: it’s not bc of Rose’s interference, but bc of Christian’s parents. I love that he gets his own storyline, but still…
Also, where THE FUCK is Christian’s snarky humor???? Where IS IT?
Why do they keep brushing out Sisi’s curls? That’s the biggest sin anyone can commit to curly girls
VICTORS DISEASE JSJSJSJSJSKS ITS HERE SONYA WILL DEF HEAL HIM
My guess is that Jesse’s gonna want to turn Strigoi, he’s too into blood, the freak
FINALLY Dimitri is gonna be Rose’s mentor, took them long enough. And they were also too friendly, I want tension between them dude. It’s not just Romitri, it’s all the ships. They’re just giving them to us without us having to pine for them. I want to be in almost physical pain with the longing.
They’ve erased so much of the world building already, couldn’t they have kept the way Rose found out about spirit? Through St. Vladimir? And not through some book that’s almost a deux ex machina… it’s too simple. Why change such a big part of the world building?
And seriously? Mind control? Its called COMPULSION tyvm
Poor Mason, he’ll always deserve better. One of my favorite characters so far. Andrew Liner, you’re perfect as Mason.
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