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goldsainz · 1 year

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POPSTAR!Y/N — series.

pairing: harry styles x reader

MASTERLIST.

NOTE: this is to celebrate 1k followers!!! thank you guys so much, it is actually insane that so many people follow me and like my content, so i'm very grateful. harry is back, and with a trope/series i have not planned out but i feel will develop beautifully!! also i added “‘s finsta” to celebrities bc i was too lazy to search if they had them or not… i too wanna thank @harrysfolklore for all of her help while i made this!! happy reading 🤍

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yourusername i can love me better.

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ynfan1 WHAT IS GOING ON

devonleecarlson hugeeee slay

ynfan2 miss y/n stop giving me heart attacks pls

user1 when’s she gonna let liam go omg

ynfan3 new album alert!!!

gemmastyles I’m obsessed already

↳ harryfan1 gemma what are you doing here?????

ynfan4 this new era is gonna slay

billieeilish 👏mother👏

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alistupdates Y/N Y/L/N was seen arriving at a restaurant in NYC! We don’t know for sure who she was meeting, but word has it Harry Styles was also there!

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harryfan21 what would harry be doing there tho?

↳ ynfan23 maybe going on a date w her

↳ harryfan22 as if harry would go out with someone like her

user21 This John Galiano look on her 🔥

ynfan24 MOMMY!!!!

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ynupdates y/n’s reaction when asked about harry styles!

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harryfan32 “harry’s… haha… um, i haven’t had the chance to meet him properly…”

↳ user31 girly was struggling hard to deflect the question

ynfan32 her face was priceless

ynfan33 best bit was when she mentioned her manager to stop herself from revealing anything

↳ ynfan34 How so?

↳ ynfan33 jimmy asked if the rumours of harry being on her upcoming album were true and her eyes slightly widened and then went “i guess you’ll just have to wait and see, i mean… i see my manager glaring at me, i hear you loud and clear, sharon!”

user32 ugh get her away from harry now

harryfan33 they’d be a better couple than him and olive for sure..

↳ harryfan34 anything is better than that

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yourusername i’m very excited to announce that my latest single ‘Flowers’ will be out this week! this song is for anyone who was heartbroken over a relationship but knows they are worth much more than that relationship. love yourself because no one will do so better!

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ynfan41 already a bop!!!!!

harrystyles 🌺🌸🌼

↳ harryfan41 HAROLD WHAT R U DOING HERE

↳ harryfan42 the flowers😭😭😭 i love him sm

ynfan42 ON LIAM’S BIRTHDAY👏

sabrinacarpenter so mother of you

↳ sabrinafan41 i just know her management team is sighing

ynfan43 the queen is back bitches

user41 i can feel myself relating alr

dualipa this song is pure beautyyy ✨

↳ yourusername you’re pure beauty!!! 🌼

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yourfinsta me and my (alleged) bf out in the wild🔥

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harrysfinsta Looking good! 😊

↳ yourfinsta can’t tell if you’re being narcissistic or complimenting me

↳ harrysfinsta Always compliment! ❤️❤️

victoriapedrettisfinsta You guys are so cute it sickens me

bellahadidsfinsta MY BABIES!! 💕

↳ devonsfinsta ours***

↳ yourinstagram i love you both sm💋

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ynfanclub guys someone sent this account which is supposedly y/n! it has a childhood pic as the pfp which we could not find ANYWHERE!! there are no apparent celebs who follow it, so it could be fake… what do you guys think???

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user61 if it is her, respect her privacy. there’s a reason she made a finsta

ynfan63 i don’t think it’s her tbh

↳ ynfan64 same here!

↳ user62 not the first time someone faked being her…

ynfan65 i’d be so annoyed if i had a finsta and someone exposed it, just saying

user63 if it has that many followers, im betting it’s her

ynfan66 i requested too!!!!

↳ ynfan67 as if she would accept😭😭

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cheesesteak675 · 7 months

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DIVINIATES ARE HEREE

One thing I hate abt them: I thought I was getting a legendary esper only to get a legendary DIVINIATES (Narmer) 😭😭 they REALLY need to keep these in separate things like wth

Another thing I hate abt them: I can tell they'll probably be pretty annoying to deal with in pvp

ONE THING I LOVE: THE CHARACTER PORTRAITSSSS AND EVERY ONE IS ACCESSIBLE NOW, EVEN FOR THE ESPERS THAT ARENT LVL 50+ OR ESPERS U DONT HAVE THATS SO GREAT

So I took screenies of my favorite ones 😚

ADRINA'S HUMAN FORM?? SHE'S SO ADORABLE

This one is a little ominous but she looks so great here so idc 😭😭

I LOVE THIS NEW-ISH ART STYLE FOR THE ALBUM THINGS SO MUCH?? HE'S SO...

I've been waiting FOREVER for an Ahmed portrait 😭😭

Daniel looks so different from his model here, especially his face wth

Mummy Nicole 🧻🧻

This just looks majestic 😭

Now I can finally see Nuxi's album card 🥹 she's so beautyyy

AWWWWW

#dislyte #dislyte album #dislyte heng yue #dislyte stewart #dislyte adrina #dislyte ahmed #dislyte daniel #dislyte nicole #dislyte tiye #dislyte tevor #dislyte feng nuxi #dislyte diviniates

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official-saul-goodman · 1 year

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She's an Amewican beautyyy, I'm an Amewican paychooo

#the song by fob lmao

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leclercsainzz · 9 months

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hey! i was wondering if you could write a smau with carlos sainz x fem reader where people ship her with charles and he hard launches their relationship

SOFT LAUNCH WHO?

PAIRINGS: carlos sainz x fem!reader

TYPE: social media au

yourusername

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yourusername: vitamin sea 🌊

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user: you’re literally soo stunning!!

user: CHARLES IS ONE LUCKY ASS MF 😩

charles_leclerc: vitamin d later;)

↳ user: cHarles, omg 😯

↳ user: does this confirm they’re together!?!??!

↳ carlossainz55: 😳

↳ yourusername: ^ 😳 x2

user: d-did charles just? or am i? huh?

user: soo beautiful

francisca.cgomes: beautyyy 😍

user: aRe we all just gonna ignore charles’ comment?

lilymhe: hot!

user: how can someone be this beautiful?

user: pretty girl 😍

landonorris: how’s that trip treating you? 🤔

↳ yourusername: wouldn’t you like to know …

yourusername

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yourusername: life recently <3

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user: tHE SOFT LAUNCH oMG

user: totally NOT scrEaming rn

user: ngl but this looks a lot like carlos 👀

↳ user: i thought the same!!!

carlossainz55: seems like “life” is in love with you

↳ yourusername: he sure is!

↳ yourusername: hE knowS SOMETHING WE DON’T

charles_leclerc: 😏

↳ user: he’s making it soo obvious atp

landonorris: 😏

user: my yncharles heart can’t take this 😩

user: i can’t be the only one who thinks this looks like carlos

user: as a yncharles shipper this looks so much like carlos 😭

↳ user: as a yncarlos shipper i can confirm it does 😌

carlossainz55

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carlossainz55: soft launch who?

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yourusername: omg, hi!! that’s me!!

yourusername: I LOVE YOUUUU ❤️

user: i KNEW IT! i knew it was carlos all along!!

charles_leclerc: i’m still your number 1 though, right? 🙁

↳ carlossainz55: always!

↳ yourusername: how come i get to be the third-wheel in my OWN relationship? 😩

↳ charles_leclerc: uhh maybe cause you’re just the side piece

↳ user: cArlos, your girlfriends are fighting!!

user: i was NOT expecting this at all

user: SCREAMING! MY YNCARLOS HEART 🫠

user: carlos really said, “screw a soft launch, i’m going for it”

user: the way we all assumed it was charles

↳ user: who’s we? i knew it was carlos all along

danielricciardo: fINALLY!!

lewishamilton: ❤️

yourusername

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yourusername: mi hermoso novio, everybody! ❤️

see translation: my beautiful boyfriend, everybody

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carlossainz55: i love you, beautiful! 😘

user: i don’t think you know how happy this made me 😭

user: the whole time she was vacationing with carlos and everyone thought it was charles

charles_leclerc: our*

↳ yourusername: dude, why do you always do this 😩

↳ landonorris: if anything he’s mine .. i don’t know what you two are on about

↳ charles_leclerc: lando, nobody wants you here!!! go back to your own teammate … LEAVE

↳ yourusername: he’s MY man

↳ charles_leclerc: he’s OUR man

↳ landonorris: OUR* get it right

↳ maxverstappen1: @carlossainz55 mate, your girlfriends are fighting again

↳ carlossainz55: guys, come on

user: MY PARENTS OMG!! 😭

user: i manifested this!!!!!!

user: they saw the tweets so they decided to come out strong

yourusername

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yourusername: charles leclerc who? i only know the irresistible, captivating carlos sainz jr 🤤 @carlossainz55

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user: we fucked up, we get it, babe 🙄

charles_leclerc: that charles dude sounds irresistible as well

↳ yourusername: mhm … not even close

carlossainz55: i love you, my love ❤️

↳ yourusername: 😘😘

user: caption is for everyone who thought she was dating charles just fyi:)

user: they’re literally sooo hot

↳ user: THE HOTTEST 😍

danielricciardo: my favorite couple!!!

↳ yourusername: my favorite person!!!

↳ mickschumacher: i thought i was your favorite?

↳ yourusername: you are!

↳ danielricciardo: ayo??? 🤔

user: ADOPT ME PLEASE!

user: do y’all need a dog?? cause i can bark

carlossainz55

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carlossainz55: mi persona favorita, te amo ❤️

see translation: my favorite person, i love you

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yourusername: i love you sooo much!! 😭❤️

user: i LOVE this couple so much

charles_leclerc: cute 🙄

↳ yourusername: hating ass

landonorris: just fyi, i took these

user: i’m a massive yncharles shipper but i absolutely adore these two togther, omg!! ❤️

user: parents!!

charles_leclerc: i’m still your number one;)

↳ carlossainz55: *wink wink*

↳ yourusername: oH COME oN

user: i love you both!!!!

user: siri, how do be yn?!??

user: luckiest mf ever 😩 he gets my wife all to himself

user: totally NOT jealous

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haechancarries · 1 year

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oh my god she got. timeless beautyyy

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promisethatillnevertell · 2 years

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WHERE TF IS SHES BEAUTYYY

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mpilgrimx · 2 years

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I have been feeling so dead creatively for the last few weeks, so I made myself shoot the rest of the roll in my Yashica-D so I could develop it and have something to critique to try and make myself think a bit more creatively I suppose.

But I MIGHT get a new camera tomorrow, and that’s exciting. Like look at this bad girl, she’s a beautyyy.

#going straight on the credit card causeeeee yikes 😅#but it’d give me more options as far as medium format shooting goes #so 🤷🏻‍♂️

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asllani · 2 years

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sara däbritz 70'

#what a BEAUTYYY #how did she sneak that in #sara däbritz #psg feminines

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ashlaaaywrites · 2 years

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SAADET AKSOY for Alem (October 2020)

#saadet aksoy #saadet işıl aksoy #saadetaksoyedit #turkish fc #rp: lida senol #she'S bEAUTYYY...SHe'S gRAcEEEEEE

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michyeosseo · 3 years

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It can unleash the autumn leaves and urge the flowers to bloom in February. Sets off thousand-foot waves as it scrapes the river's surface, tilts bamboo poles when it enters the forest. — "Wind" by Li Jiao, a Tang poet

Charmaine Sheh as XIAO HUNIAN in Legend of Xiao Chuo 1.01-1.08

#cdrama #legend of xiao chuo #charmaine sheh #燕云台 #her zygomatic mole omigosh what a beautyyy #still laughing about lyj's casting as her dad but other than that #SHE!

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shysimblr · 5 years

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Young V

#ts4 #sims 4 #valerie #i never realised how much both t and ronnie look like her #shes a beautyyy #honestly #i'd forgotten just how beautiful she was until i aged her down

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controlledhues · 5 years

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"Executive Melinoë. If I may." Beau holds up a vase of varying flowers, bright and blooming, perfectly cut. "My garden has started to bloom, and I thought that you may like a fresh bouquet of flowers for your office?"

❝W-what? Are you for real, partner?❞ she asked, jokingly. Mel felt flustered and nervous with his surprise present, but it looked so lovely that she couldn’t deny it. Both hands held the vase and brought it closer to her face, smelling the freshly picked up flowers. ❝I will try to take care of them as long as they live, okay? I-... I didn’t know you had a garden, though! Please, tell me more!❞

#ask #//MEL IS SO HAPPY rn hfdsjkh even when she prefers like #plants in pots she's just.........#aaaah #Beau u beautyyy y <3 #teamrockxtgrunt

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timmymyluv · 2 years

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angel from heaven

FAKE INSTA

fc: anok yai

another day another soc med au! had this in the drafts for a bit they don’t take too long fortunately

on pinterest i just compile pics whenever they come up and i wanted to keep up with the representation on my blog!

tchalamet

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when you're that girl.

yourusername but I'm your girl 💗

tchalamet and I'm your boy.

zendaya CUTIESSSS I MISS YALL

tomholland2013 so proud she deserves this!

giselebundchen supermodel ❤️❤️

yourusername from the ubermodel herself te amo

bellahadid goddess among us mortals 🦋

username omg they've been together so long even when they were just starting careers now they're at the top of their fields power couple

yourusername

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new do>>>

tagged hairstylistname

chloebailey beautyyy ❤️

thomasdoherty gorgeous girl

kiernanshipka 💐💐

gigihadid ilyyy 💖

blakelively love you lots xoxo

harrystyles 🔥🔥🔥

frankocean ✨

haileesteinfield YNNN LIGHT OF MY LIFE

yntimmyfanbase

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what a supportive bf! one of the stylists for the fashion shoot spotted timmy at yns upcoming editorial and he is so proud of her what a hype man

username I want what they have

username2 I'm going to cry he loves seeing her shine at her work

username3 and she's just as excited at his new projects as she is really theyre so in love

yourusername

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past month’s mood board

username omg I remember that day she just spammed her stories with pics of him the effect he has on her

tchalamet the effect she has on me = intoxicating

ynfan we wanna see her but we see her man take over her feed skdkd whipped

user4 ok but thnx to her we don't experience timmy drought as much

timofan omg ur right we have less droughts more harvests and feasts>>

conangray you guys are such a cute couple

dualipa 💗💗

donatellaversace DONATELLA VERSACE 💜💜

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yn,wearing iris van herpen, supporting her bf at his (insert desired timo movie) premiere in london last night!

tagged irisvanherpen, yourusername

tchalamet wow

yourusername stoppp you're making me blush 🙈

username yn has one of the best styles in the industry and she doesn't have a stylist and is always so creative mix and matching newest upcoming designers with classic vintage

champagnepapi ❣️

evanmock miss ya yn!

haileesteinfeld what does he have that i dont

user4 HAILEE FDGSDF

tchalamet

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my girl.

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#Timothee chalamet imagines #Timothee chalamet x reader #timothee chalamet social media aus #timothee chalamet soc med aus

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spanishinfluenza · 2 years

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💖💜💚CONGRATULATIONS ON ANOTHER HUNDRED fans, YOU ABSOLUTE BEAUTYYY 💖💚💙

Now, to celebrate, if you had to rewrite all the twilight novels, in short, what would take place?

This is a hefty ask so feel free to cut it down as much as preferable.

(I.e. New Moon; Bella gets rebound. Volturi sub subsumes Edward. Carlisle cries. Then goes on a find himself venture where he ends up livin’ his best life 😎)

this has been sitting in my inbox for a real minute. i can only apologise but wow what a good and also colossal question. i can only thank you

I'm not usually one to shy away from long ass text posts and i love giving needless detail which is why if i were to answer this as thoroughly as i want to, I'd likely never finish. this would get so fuckin long. Why? bc bro i'd change just about everything. Twilight is full of so many fantastic ideas but they're all executed terribly and with vehement racism. i love twilight i just hate all the canon content. i literally just wanna change all the plot but that makes me think about so many possible au scenarios that i'd love to explore and they'd all require their own posts to do so, so for the dash's sake im jus gonna go through the saga book by book

Twilight

Bella moves to Forks from Arizona to live with her dad that she hasn't spent much time with in a while. Things are awkward and not just because they're not so familiar with each other but because they're both awkward people and I love that. Over time, being better understood and taken care of by Charlie, she comes to realise that her mom was actually super shitty, even if she didnt exactly mean to be. She starts to realise she has a good amount of childhood to mourn. But I think Charlie could do more in terms of fathering - I think he should be a better cook (he has taken care of himself for several years like he says) because Bella taking up the cooking for this parent too doesn't sit as right with me - especially because it informs nothing else about the plot. Let Bella be a child again.

This brings me to my next point about the human crew: Bella being a child means that Bella should get friends. And she should CHERISH that. She's so quick to ditch the humans when she finds some supernatural emo to hang out with and it sucks. Jessica, Angela and Bella becoming a powerful and tight af little trio would have been fantastic. I think Bella could then do wayy better at bridging the gap between the Cullens and the humans.

I think Bella needs to not fawn over Edward so much. Not saying she shouldn't be quite as obsessed as him as she is - she's 17, let her live - I just think that her obsession should come from the fact that this guy is creepy af and super morbid. I think she should obsess over him the way I obsess over true crime stories - morbid fascination and curiosity. I mean the guy is weird af, it'd be great if Bella called him out thoroughly on all his whackass behaviour. I also think it would serve to give us a lot more funny scenes. That post where she slides a copy of dracula across the table and he slides it back signed? Yes. What i'm saying is, fans know that this typa friendship would evolve into a wayyyy more compelling romance than simply brood, brood, sparkle, endanger, save, brood.

More of the above but Bella inviting the Cullens over to the lunch table (or maybe just Ed and Alice as they're in the same year) would be fantastic. And instead of that whole "the Cullens are so hot so no one talks to them", let it be "the Cullens are so weird??? like dr sexy and mommy milf are bomb but the kids do not know how to act" because that would make for some more really great interactions. Mostly tho, Edward needs to interact w more people. He hears peoples thoughts and yet learns nothing about them because he's so sure he interprets other's thoughts in The Correct Way. I feel like actually chatting to Mike and Ben and Jess would give him some necessary humbling. Also,, Mike and Edward ending up as friends?? Alice and Jess?? would get on no?

Everything else can proceed as is but let the older Cullens rag on Ed a bit more. Bella has hugely rose-tinted glasses on when it comes to him like "omg he can play piano too? what a perfect specimen" and it'd be great to hear from characters that know him better to balance that out and correct the unreliable narrator. I also think this'd give us a better chance to explore the specific dynamics in this very complex type of family. The idea that Esme and Carlisle are seen as everyone's parents when theyre like a few years older than everyone else is just so unrealistic. It'd be wayy more interesting to see the precise types of relationships that occur within the family.

This brings me to my next point quite neatly: the whole parent situation. I don't believe the two twenty somethings can or would be convincing parents, to the kids or to strangers. Just because sm*yer thinks 30 yr olds are old and dicrepit, doesnt mean the rest of us do. So i'd personally make Vommy and Vaddy in their late 40s, early 50s for the sheer pilfacity of it all. That's not to say I hate their ages as they are - there's certainly a beautiful and heartbreaking tragedy to their incredibly painful and short human lives. So if you wanna keep them young, thas cool but then their dynamics w the kids need to change. Either way they're both still hot as balls. I think Esme should have a very motherly role to Emmett and Edward and a sort of guardian relationship with Jalice. She's incredibly close with Rose but more as a wise older sister or fun aunt. Their stories are strikingly similar in regards to their experiences of men, and yet they deal with it in incredibly different ways - let them be besties, let them learn from each other and find comfort in each other the way that sisters often do. Conversely, I'd give Carlisle a very paternal relationship with Rose and Edward and takes charge of Jalice in a similar way to Esme (coven-leader style). Emmett on the other hand makes him feel young and boyish and Carlisle views him like a charming and dear son-in-law. AND I'D MAKE THEM ALL INTERACT A HELL OF A LOT MORE.

I'm talking Esme giving chores, Carlisle telling Edward to "listen to you're mother", the two of them being cute and adorable and the kids all groding out bc Bella should get to see what real love is.

When Bella does find out that they're all vampires, she needs to be violently curious. Talk about the logistics of periods sm*yer so help me god. I want her to have heaps of questions for them. Constant, just all the time. She wants to see Emmett down a redbull just to know how that would affect a vampire, she finds things for Edward to very boredly snap in half with his little finger, she compiles a list of questions for Carlisle everytime Edward takes her over to his house. Am I projecting now? Too bad idc.

I didn't really have an issue w the whole James thing and I'm actually glad it was more Edward's behaviour that caused the whole beef bc I like when he's in the wrong lol? But when Renee shows up at the end, let Bella's internal monologue note the fact that Renee hardly cares at all what is going on. I think Bella needs to have that interaction w her old life in Arizona to truly reaffirm at the end of the story that she belongs in Forks. Not with the Cullens or Edward, but in Forks w her weird interspecies friendship group, her awkward and caring dad and her just-about-flowering love interest.

Baseball scene was great though I wouldnt have had Esme just trauma dump on the poor teen out of nowhere. Maybe something plot related could happen that reveals some of her story? Just an idea smeyer. Say the presence of the other vampires makes her uncharacteristically nervous. Say the growling between James and Edward freaks her out bc its a sure sign that violence is about to ensue. You get what i'm saying

Also I'd make Emmett canonically Black, Alice canonically Asian-American (if anyone has any specific thoughts on this pls hit me up) and Esme canonically Ashkenazi Jewish. It'd take a single sentence for each and it would rock my socks.

New Moon

I'm gonna start this one by saying that I actually liked New Moon which is weird considering I live and die for carlesme content. But in regards to Bella's story, I think it was interesting to have the Cullens fuck off for a bit. But then, if Twilight had have panned out with a more convincing and healthy romance, I dont think that seperation would have been necessary.

Either way, I know immediately, I'd want more of that classic Bella and the Cullen kids at school scenario. All of that juicy content is barely washed over in the start of new moon and it sucks bc the Cullens at school is such a hilarious concept to me. So maybe we wouldn't start w Bella's birthday but we'd get more of her Junior year, and more of the budding romance - I'm talking that real lame high school shit. Passing notes in class, gossiping in the hallways, going round to his house after school to 'study'.

So anyway, her birthday rolls around and Jasper nuts over a singular drop of blood - give me a deeper description of Esme trying to control herself bc she is known to have little control and the idea of cuddly caring mommy trying not to go feral and eat you is deliciously terrifying - and Edward loses the plot and leaves. But he DOESNT do the whole Gatekeep Girlboss Gaslight routine where he just completely erases himself from her life. He tells her the real reason they have to leave - she's not safe - and she is mad and does not accept it but at least he was honest.

Then she gets hella depressy as per the book, only this time Charlie properly steps in BECAUSE WHO IS BETTER ON THE SUBJECT OF SUDDEN BREAK UP THAN THAT POOR BASTARD? He ends up taking her to the Blacks where she revives another part of the childhood that needed mourning - her friendship with Jacob.

I love Jacob in NM and I do not hate his crush on Bella. But he is like two years younger than Bella. That's not a big deal if they're in their twenties but there is a big developmental difference between an 18 year old and a 16 year old. She should, by no means, fancy him back. And I never really got the vibe that she did in the book. In fact I loved his sweet pining because his friendship with her came first. She needed a friend and he was willing to step up to the plate. And Bella considering a life with him? That rubs me the wrong way because not only is he quite a bit younger but she also be going through it. Give the girl some time before you give her another love interest, smeyer.

So then Jacob turns (none of the wolves cut their hair for this in my rewrite, fuck off) and there's not really all that much I would change with the rest of the book, in terms of plot. Though the tension between Jacob and Edward coming back should be nothing to do with his crush, just to be clear. It should be to do with upsetting Bella and, ultimately, endangering her, Jacob's entire family, and the entire town of Forks with his very presence.

The end of NM kinda fucked me off a little. First, Harry Clearwater's death was completely washed over. I'd love him to have survived but even if he didn't, wayyyy more of the book should have centrered around that loss. This time, Bella is the one to try to heal and help others. She is not the victim and that is freeing for her. Not to mention, Jacob, Leah, Seth, Billy, ffs even Charlie, would have all needed support. Bella should have been there. That's her family.

Secondly, the entire ending was just Bella being like "I cannot sleep for a moment because this is a dream that he's back I love him so much." No. Bella, you found yourself in an Edwardless Forks. You found your childhood friends, you connected with your dad on a profound and vulnerable level, you had to reconcile your perception of the world with the presence of MORE supernaturals in ways that went far beyond your crush on Ned. Bella moved beyond the need for Edward and she should have made him well aware of this. She should have shown him that she now runs with humans and werewolves and she has friends and family and Harry's death is just another painful reminder that there is more going on in her life now than just the crush she had in junior year. Edward should simply be another addition in her whackass life, not the whole of it. Edward being humbled by this new badass, scorned Bella? That's a compelling romance. Bella making the distinction between needing and wanting him is a compelling romance.

Also recentering Bella's story away from her romance with Edward would give us more room for very necessary world-building. We got the tiniest smidge of vamp history and culture w the Volturi in NM and then nothing else for basically the rest of the saga and I reckon thats because Bedward pining took up too much time. So now with Edward in the background a little more, we get necessary interactions between Bella and the other Cullens, and their experiences of vampirism. Even just passing comments on coven politics or vampire mannerisms (Esme purring) or vampire history or maybe other supernatural creatures?? there's gotta be more than just shape shifters and vampires?? or even just tidbits from their experience of history - would have been so immersive smh

Eclipse:

Okay so now im changing a lot of shit.

First off, Jacob remains Jacob. He is young, world on his shoulders, going through a lot. But an assaulter? Hell no. Jacob loves Bella and is slowly limping over his crush on her.

Newborns army is wreaking havoc in Seattle only this time, when Jasper mentions he was a confederate soldier, Bella loses her goddamn mind as she fucking should have. Or better yet, Jasper could just?? not be a confederate soldier?

If Alice so much as tries her racist shit with the Quileutes, Bella can equally chew her out. This is Bella's story dammit and the Cullens are on thin ice as it is for what they did to her in NM. Now she's a bad bitch and now she has a real spine and doesnt tolerate crap.

The wolves and the vamps have to reluctantly work together to defeat this army and this time IT DOESNT ALL GO THROUGH BELLA. Rosalie and Jacob get along on account of them both being into mechanical engineering and both thinking Edward is a toolbag. Equally, Seth and Esme are both little bottles of sunshine and I need at least a passing comment about them chatting in the field together. Also Leah and Emmett? I feel should have had a chance to get along with each other. She was fucking going through it man, she needed wayyyyy more screen time. Her story was heart wrenching.

The battle ensues and Edward does not follow Bella and Jacob to the cliff top. This does give Jacob and Bella a chance to talk, to air out the romantic feelings and where they're at. In truth, I think Jacob has too much going on in his life now. He's mourning so much of his childhood, as well as Seth's now, that romance would feel like another loss at this stage. That conversation needed to happen. And then hooray! Victoria doesnt follow them to the cliff and Edward can get his heroic murder of her afterall. I would like to have seen the battle though, so I think Jacob being called back to frontline for whatever reason (and having to bring Bella with him ofc) would be sweet. Then we can have Bella confront the true violence of vampirism.

Also aftermath. We need Bella to understand the aftermath of that battle. For example, Esme struggling to cope with the violence she's just witnessed and exercised, Alice being injured, Carlisle performing vampire surgery to leech stranger's venom from his children's wounds. They should have been more affected by this battle imo.

Breaking Dawn:

never happens

at the end of Eclipse the Volturi show up and realise just how insanely powerful the Cullens are, especially with their ubelievably strong new allies that are designed to kill vampires. They report back to Aro who's obviously going to want to mount an attack against them all. Then we get sexy Carlisle bringing in his sexy vampire friends (for more world building!). At this point I think it'd be cool if we include more species. Siobhan has half-fairy friends? Benjamin tells stories of real serpopods? Nice.

The night before the battle Alice has her vision. She shows Aro on the day of the chaos. Very few survive the battle if it goes ahead. Bella does, but only once she is turned. Carlisle, famously, does not. Neither does Aro, but this time it's Esme that slaughters him, full Molly Weasely style.

Aro changes his mind, with a very wary glance to sweet, unassuming, unaware little Esme and they head home to Italy to not think about bothering the Cullens or their many friends.

Then the Cullens make the decision to move away from Forks. Their presence has posed too much danger to the human residents, not to mention the absolute havoc they've wreaked for the Quileutes. They move on, Billy makes Carlisle promise to never come back. Carlisle keeps it. So Bella is left with a decision to make. Follow the vampires? Stay with her human friends and family? i dont have a conclusion worked out for that, sorry

#ask #youareonlyastory #im sorry it took so long but boy you really asked a question #and there was like a move and a new job somewhere in the middle but im finally done!#my personal bird flipping to renesmee #the world would have simply been better without her in it <3 #twilight rewrite

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a/n: hey there, felt like writing a lil angst again, it’s not too bad though :) again, tell me if you want a second part and if you want to get tagged (comment or sent an ask) ALSO not Tumblr deleting my post right after posting so here you go again.

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characters: Oikawa Tooru x fem!reader (but I try to keep it as gn as possible and avoid using female pronouns/ characteristics)

format: angst oneshot

warnings: angst, mentions of cheating

It’s so hard to look at your phone right now.

On screen you see the beautiful face of your boyfriend. His soft brown hair into his face, his eyes are closed, his mouth slightly open. He is shirtless and thanks to the light of his own phone you can make out parts of his toned arms.

But why is it hard to look at such a beautiful few?

Well, the fact that he lives across the world.

You just woke up and he just fall asleep.

Your fingers ghost over your screen, over the picture of his soft skin. How badly you wish to be with him right now, to be in his arms, to caress his cheek, to play with his hair, to feel his lips on yours again.

You mumble a soft “I love you.”, and end the call.

You missed him so badly, your heat arches every time you see him on your screen.

Forcing yourself out of the bed, you get dressed, putting on the beautiful necklace Oikawa gifted you on your first year anniversary and put your hair in a bun. Putting your laptop and Keyes you leave your home, heading to a small cafe, in hopes to finally start your essay.

Three pages later, someone sits down in front of you.

Looking up, you see Luca one of your classmates.

“Hey Y/N.“ He smiles brightly and places a new cup of coffee next to you laptop, “For you, I thought you need it.“ He smiles even more now. With a smile you thank him and take a sip of the coffee.

“Did you already finished the essay?“ You ask with a sigh looking at your document.

“Finished it last night.“ He laughs and adds: “Do you need some help?“ Thankfully you accept his offer.

A few coffees later, you finally click “Sent“ on your email browser and close the laptop.

“Thank you so much!“ You look up at him, your head resting on your closed laptop.

You never really looked at him. His skin is tanned, dark brown hair, which he is right now pushing backwards. His eyes are a beautiful golden color, dark long lashes, making them even more prominent. From the perspective you got, you can clearly see the muscles flex under his shirt, as he pushes his hair back, his prominent jawline perfectly displayed as he slightly tilts his head to the side. His full lips turn into a smile as he waves his hand in front of your face.

“Hey? Y/n? I was asking something.“ He laughs and you snap out of your thoughts. “Sorry..“ You mumble embarrassed.

“It’s fine, I was just asking if you want to grab something for dinner?“ He repeats and lightly scratches his neck.

“Yes sure!“ You smile and start packing your stuff. On your way out, your phone vibrates.

Looking at it, you smile seeing it was a video call from your boyfriend. Quick you throw your back over your shoulder and tell Luca that you have to get this call real quick.

“Hey sleeping beautyyy.“ You tease as soon as you see Oikawas face.

“Hey, I need to keep up with your beauty.“ He winks and you blush. Luca walking next to you chuckles. “Oh, are you busy love?“ Oikawa asks.

“No, I just finished my essay thanks to Luca, and we’re about to get something to eat now.“ You smile and move your phone, so Oikawa was able to see the male, walking next to you. Frowning his brows, he looks at the phone. “Ahhh, I’m glad you finally finished it.“ He forces a smile, “Love, I’m sorry but I have to hang up now, practice starts earlier today.“ He lies and after saying your goodbyes he immediately puts the phone away.

He really doesn’t want to be jealous, he knew he can trust you, but seeing some random guy, doing what he is supposed to do? Helping you with your essays, taking you out to dinner … he’s supposed to be that person. Opening the calendar app, he checks his schedule.

“Perfect“ he mumbles and opens google.

4 weeks later

The past weeks, yours and Oikawas Video chats got shorter and shorter, sometimes you even declined his call. You felt bad for it yes, but it was finals week and you spent all nighters all the time, together with Luca. The two of you got along really well and started spending more and more time together, growing pretty close.

He was always nice and helpful, not even complaining when you fell asleep on him while studying.

Today was the day of your last test, putting on one of the random hoodies, laying in your room, you hurry to your University, trying to call Oikawa, hoping to get some encouraging words from him, yet he didn’t pick up. “He probably is already asleep.“ You think and continue walking.

Still sad form not hearing your boyfriends voice that morning, you see Luca standing at the entrance of the University.

“Hey - wait Y/n? What’s wrong? You just have to pass this test, we don’t get any grades, don’t ne too nervous.“ He says trying to cheer you up.

“No… I’m not nervous, I’m just sad, my boyfriend didn’t pick up today.“ You sigh. Putting an arm around your shoulders, he responds: “Well, it’s his loss, not seeing your beautiful face before he sleeps.“ It was normal for him to say things like that. He knew you had a boyfriend and you just assumed, he’s just naturally flirty, just like you and well… Oikawa.

“I just try calling him later that day..“ You sigh and together you two enter your classroom, ready to end this hell of a week.

A few hours later

“FREEDOM!“ You laugh at Luca, while you two walk down the hallways of your University.

“Ayyy, there’s your beautiful smile again.“ He teases and pokes your nose. „I just miss him, that’s all.“ You sigh. Luca remains silent and continues walking. Just as you two walk out of the building, Luca a few steps ahead, he stops and spins around, standing right in front of you, grabbing your hands. You look up into his golden eyes, which seem to be glowing in the sunlight, but it wasn’t only the sunlight, there was a certain passion lighting them up.

“Luca? What are you doing?“ You ask confused.

“Y/n… I’m so sick to always see you sad. Shouldn’t he make more time for you? And pick up your calls? And come to visit you? Y/n… be honest with yourself, you aren’t made for a long distance relationship. You need physical contact, you need someone to hold you, to make you feel save, to make you feel wanted.“ He says and looks directly into your eyes.

You being to shiver under is gaze and feel tears well up.

Was it because what he said directly hit that weal point of yours? Triggering all the emotions you tried to ignore? Or was it the stress from the past weeks? It doesn’t matter now, you have to admit that he was right. The past months you always put on a mask. A mask to cover up the sadness that started spreading in your soul.

You loved Oikawa to death, yet there was this small dark part inside of your head asking if all of this was worth it. Was it worth staying up all those nights, just to talk to him and then fall asleep in class during the day? Sure he always said that you shouldn’t neglect your education for him, but you had to. You had to hear his voice, to see his face, to hear him say that he loves you. Especially when all you see over social media, was girls, even models, hitting on him, telling he’s their crush in interviews, seeing all those ships with him and certain models. Well especially one certain model. She was on the cover of the magazine of some famous brand and yes you stopped shopping there because you couldn’t see her face anymore. You knew you can trust him. It was him, bringing up this topic, telling you about his fears that at one point all those lies on the internet would get into your head. You promised it wouldn’t, yet here you are. In all honesty, you just needed to feel his touch again. It was easier to shut off those thoughts when they were occupied by his soft fingers caressing you. Deep down you knew Luca was right, you knew that this long distance relationship was fucking up your metal state, but it’s only until you finished University, you planned to move to Argentina so you’d be together again, or well he comes back to Japan.

Even from across the world, he was so loving and sweet. Waking up to a good morning text or his video call was a given at this point. Receiving random presents from him that suddenly appeared in your mail, receiving a bouquet of flowers, whenever he felt that you needed something to cheer you up. Sending you hand written love letters, that always made you tear up and which you kept in a box under your bed. He really did everything he could, being a perfect boyfriend. Your perfect boyfriend.

“Y/n… you can’t lie to me, I saw how you craved my touch.“ He underlines his words by softly running his fingers over your cheek, cupping your face, moving his tumb up and down, wiping away the small tears running down your face.

You feel exposed. You did enjoy the physical affection he gave you. His arm around you, leaning into his strong broad chest, having his fingers comb through your hair, his hugs, falling asleep and waking up in his arms… you really craved that. But you never craved that from him, you always wished it was Tooru, or did you?

You aren’t sure anymore. A few days ago, you had a dream, you were on a date with your boyfriend, Oikawa, but then he shifted into Luca and you can still feel your heart getting warmer when it shifted to him.

“Y/n… let me hep you erase the pain…“ he whispers and moves closer and closer to you until his lips touch yours.

It was a strange feeling.

His lips are smooth and soft, moving perfectly against yours.

He is gentle and careful, yet you can feel all the passion, he’s holding back at the moment, just waiting for you to fully accept the kiss.

The dark sadness inside of you begs to kiss back, to feel loved again, to feel wanted and desired.

But then there’s this sting inside your hear.

And the more seconds pass, the worse it gets.

This is wrong, you don’t want this.

You don’t want him.

You push Luca way and open your eyes.

Out of the corner of your eye, you see a male with soft brown hair, walking away from the University.

“Luca stop! You know that I love Oikawa! Stop taking advantage of me being vulnerable, I thought we’re friends…“ you scream whisper, tears full of ager and regret run down your cheeks now.

“But does he still love you?“ He asks smugly.

Looking at him, you you shake your head, why should he say that, there is no way Tooru would not love you anymore.

Puffing up your chest, you push him away again and start walking back home.

That night you tried calling Oikawa again, but he didn’t pick up.

Neither did he answer to any of your messages.

He still loves you.

He does.

Right?

tags: @writingfreakk @volley-simp ( I know you like him too soooo enjoy the tag lol) @saucysamu @shoyosun ( just because you knew of me writing this lol) @kenmasgameboy ( so you can read some soft angst while being sober lol)

#haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x y/n #haikyuu oneshot #oikawa imagine #oikawa headcanons #oikawa x reader #🔪

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