Secret love
Pairing: Carlos Sainz x Leclerc!reader
Warnings: Charles is a jerk, Carlos surgery and other things.
Summary: Carlos and Y/n are dating and Charles is not aware about it, unless he knows.
Continuation “Stubborn”
We were lying in his bedroom on his house in Monaco, naked, and I had my head on his chest while he traced imaginary circles on my back.
"You know we can't hide forever, right?" He says, and I grunted in frustration.
"Don't ruin the moment," I say, burying my face in his neck and he laughs.
"I'm serious."
"Who says we can't?"
"I did."
"But you were also the one who said that hiding made the sex even hotter."
"And it does, but we can't keep your family in the dark about this."
"And why not?"
"Because I don't want to keep mine in the dark either," he says, and I sigh. "I know your brother probably won't approve or he'll freak out, but I don't want to have to restrain myself from kissing you just because we're in public."
"I know, but I'm sure he'll freak out and I'm not in the mood to deal with him."
"Okay," he says, getting up and putting on his underwear.
"Carlos," I sit up in bed, covering myself with the sheet.
"I'm going to take a shower," he says, heading to the bathroom but stopping before entering and looking at me. "I respect your decision, and I always will, but that doesn't mean I won't be hurt or disagree with what you want."
I sighed, lying back down as he entered the bathroom. I grabbed my phone and saw messages from Charles, but I ignored them.
Carlos and I always got along well, but initially, there was nothing special about our relationship. Until something changed, and I couldn't help but notice how attractive he is. So we started getting involved, and it's been 5 months now, and a week ago he asked me to be his girlfriend.
I understand that he wants to introduce me to his family, and I want to meet them, but the moment that happens, I know soon my family will also find out and I'm not ready to deal with Charles.
I got up and went to the bathroom, and he was still in the shower. I entered with him and hugged him from behind, feeling him hold my hands.
"I want whatever you want. If you want me to meet your parents, if you want me to stay with you in Madrid or anywhere else." he turned to face me. "I want anything as long as it's with you."
"I know your brother is difficult and super protective when it comes to you, and I'm pretty sure he won't like me dating you at all, but I'm tired of hiding around when all I want is to hold your hand in public, kiss you when I got a podium, or hug you when I have a bad race."
"And I want all of that with you too." he smiles and kisses me.
"We can go to Spain and have dinner with my parents and my sisters." He strokes my face. "Charles won't know, and then we can decide how to tell him."
"Sounds like we have a plan."
...
I got home and took off my shoes, putting them by the door, and took off my coat.
I heard footsteps coming towards me, and Charles came over.
"Where have you been? I called you several times, and Mom said you've been out since yesterday."
"I went out."
"And where did you sleep?"
"Why were you looking for me?"
"I wanted to know if you're up for skiing together this weekend?"
"No, thanks." I started walking to the kitchen, and he followed me.
"Why not? You love skiing."
"Because I don't feel like being a third wheel for you, Lorenzo, and Arthur."
"Oh, come on, you always hang out with us."
"Yeah, that's why I know it won't be fun."
"Okay then. But anyway, what did you do last night?"
"Why are you so curious, just leave me alone."
"I need to know if you went out with someone."
"I did go out with someone."
"And who is he? I want to know if he's good for you."
"He is, and you don't need to know anything."
"Just tell me it's not Pierre."
"Ew, no. He's like a brother to me, and isn't he dating someone?"
"Oh right, I forgot." I sat on my bed, and he was still following me. "But anyway, who is it?"
"Ugh, you're so annoying, leave me alone."
"I need to know if he's right for you."
"You don't need to know anything, and you don't need to approve anything."
"Of course I do."
"I never evaluated any of your girlfriends, so you won't do it to me."
"But I'm your older brother, and you give your opinion about my girlfriends either way."
"It's because you're a jerk."
"Hey, why am I a jerk?"
"Because you use the same stupid excuse about focusing on your career and Ferrari and then you show up dating your ex's friend."
"Alex wasn't even Charlotte's friend, you're only saying that because you don't like her."
"Good thing you know." I said, getting up. "And Arthur is another jerk, the only one who's decent is Enzo."
"Okay, seriously, let's not argue about my relationships again."
We had argued before, not speaking for about two weeks. I have nothing against Alex; she's kind, but Charlotte was like a sister to me, and the way Alex entered our lives shortly after he and Charlotte broke up, I hated it. Not to mention the fact that she pushed in the beginning to be my friend, which ended up making me not like her.
My brother's relationships are none of my business, but as a woman, I think it's ridiculous that he gives these same excuses about Ferrari only to show up with someone else shortly afterward.
"Well, I'll go back home and see you at the next race then."
"See you later, and have a good trip."
...
I was at the airport in Spain, and I told him he didn't need to pick me up since he's well known here, and picking up his teammate's sister at an airport where people know him is a bad idea.
So he came to pick me up, but he was in a car with tinted windows so dark that I couldn't see it was him, and I was also covered enough so no one could see me.
"Hi, love." I got into the car and kissed him.
It had been a few weeks since we last saw each other.
"Hi, love.”m he replied and kissed me again. "I missed you so much."
"I missed you too." I rubbed our noses together, and he laughed.
"I missed this too."
"That's good because there will be a lot of it in the next few days."
We're going to Mallorca, where his family spends their holidays, but since there's a race next week, we'll only spend the weekend before heading to Austria.
"My parents are excited to meet you."
"That's great, it makes me less nervous."
"Don't be nervous, they'll love you. And my sisters too."
The rest of the way was silent, but a comfortable silence. Carlos spent the whole way with his hand on my thigh, making me feel my heart race even more when he parked the car at their house.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm just nervous."
"Everything will be fine," he looked at me, and I gave him a quick kiss. "I love you, you know that, right?"
"I love you too," I gave him another quick kiss and we got out of the car.
We grabbed our bags and went into the house, and I could hear several people talking at once, and I didn't understand anything, so they were probably speaking Spanish.
"Good morning, everyone," he says, and everyone stands up to greet us. "This is my girlfriend Y/n."
"You're beautiful," his mother smiled and hugged me. "Carlos spoke very highly of you."
"Thank you," I smiled.
“You remind of me of someone.” She says.
“I’ll guess that I remind you Carlos teammate.”
“Actually yes, you looks like Charles.”
“I’m his younger sister.” She looks surprised. “I’m basically his feminine version, we look a lot.”
“Wow, that’s surprising.” I smiled.
“A good surprising I hope.”
“Of course.”
“She showed me a photo of them when they were younger and they were basically twins.”
“What’s the age gap between you two?”
“Charles is 26, I’m 24 and Arthur my young brother is 23.”
“You all grew up very close.”
“Yes, and I also have a older brother, his name is Lorenzo. He’s 35.”
“You must missed having girls around.”
“Yeah, it was just me and my mom surrounded by boys.”
After chatting a lot, Carlos and I decided to go to our room.
"My brother knows I have someone." I said, sitting on the bed, and he turned to look at me.
"Does he know about us?"
"No, he just knows I have someone."
"Okay, do you want to tell him?"
"I don't know," I sighed. "At the same time that I want my family to know, I also don't want him to know."
"Well, let's enjoy our weekend and worry about that when it happens."
"Okay," he came towards the bed and climbed on top of me.
"Now I just want to enjoy the company of my girlfriend alone until I have to share you with the others."
"Hmm, I like the sound of that," he smiled and kissed me.
…
The weekend went by extremely fast and we were on a plane now heading to Austria. My brothers were there, and Carlos and I were going together.
When we arrived at the hotel, my brothers were coming out to the exit and saw us together.
"What are you two doing together?" Charles asked.
"We came on the same flight." Carlos replied.
"I thought you were in Spain and would come from there to here."
"I had to go to Monaco first."
"Ah, okay," I sighed in relief. "Come on, you're going to share the room with me."
"Did you come alone?"
"Yeah."
"Alright." He picked up my suitcase. "Bye, Carlos, thanks for the help."
"You're welcome," he smiled and followed Charles to the room we were in.
"There's only one bed, so..."
"No problem." I said, putting my bags in a corner.
"Were you and Carlos sitting together on the flight?"
"Not technically, but I convinced a guy to switch seats with me."
"Do you like him?" If I hadn't controlled myself, it would have been obvious how shocked I was when he asked.
"He's nice."
"That's good that you have a boyfriend; I wouldn't want you and him to have something."
"And why not?"
"We're on the same team, even though we're friends, we're always competing, and Carlos isn't the best boyfriend in the world."
"And why do you say that?"
"Because he ended a long-term relationship just to be with some model." I sighed.
"You're the last person who should be talking about being a good boyfriend."
"Why are you defending him?"
"It's not about defending; it's about saying that you can't judge someone by their relationship choices when you yourself don't know how to make them." He went silent. "And you know that's true."
"Whatever, let's all go out to dinner."
"I'm tired."
"That wasn't a question."
"Ugh, fine." I said, going into the bathroom to take a shower.
I got ready and we met up with my other brothers. When we arrived downstairs, I saw Carlos dressed up, and obviously, I had to disguise my reaction.
"I invited him; he was alone," Charles said to me.
"Oh, that's great."
"Why are you suddenly excited?" He asked after noticing my change in mood.
"Because I'm hungry and happy that you're going to pay."
"Who said I'm going to pay?"
"I did. You earn way more than I do."
"Haha."
I managed to sit next to Carlos without making it obvious that I wanted it to happen. We ordered dinner, and while we waited, I felt his warm hand on my leg.
"So, how are you guys feeling about this weekend?" Lorenzo asked the two Ferrari drivers.
"I think it all depends on how the car performs on the track, but I'm trying to be optimistic." he said, and I put my hand on top of his.
"Yeah, let's see if we can get on the podium." At that moment, our food arrived.
...
After dinner, we talked for a while longer until we went back to the hotel. Obviously, I wouldn't be able to sneak away to Carlos's room since I was sharing a room with Charles.
After I removed my makeup and put on comfortable clothes, I texted Carlos to meet me in the pool area.
"I'm going for a walk; are you going to sleep?" I asked Charles, who was already lying down.
"Where are you going?"
"Just walking around a bit, exploring the hotel. I won't be able to do this once we start going to the Paddock."
"Oh, okay, I'm going to sleep. Take the room key."
"I got it, call me if you need anything." He agreed, and I left the room and went to where we had arranged to meet.
"Hi.” He whispered, hugging me around the waist.
"Hi." He kissed me, and I smiled in the middle of the kiss.
"You have no idea how hard it was to see you in that dress and not kiss you."
"You also looked very handsome in that outfit." He smiled. "It's always nice to see you in clothes that aren't Ferrari, I think Charles is the only one worse than you."
"Oh, come on."
"Seriously, you guys have no sense of style."
"Okay then, I'll leave it up to you from now on what I'm going to wear."
"If it's up to me, you won't wear anything from now on." He laughed.
“Whatever you say.”
"I can't stay too long." I said to him, who grunted.
"Alright, we'll see each other tomorrow then." I agreed. "Are you going to wear my shirt?"
"Your dream." He smiled. "Do you have a spare one?"
"Seriously?" He asked surprised.
"Seriously."
"I do. Let's go get it." We went to his room, and he grabbed a shirt from his suitcase and handed it to me. "Thank you."
"Are you sure you want to wear it? I know I want everyone to know about us, but I don't want you to feel pressured into it."
"I know, but I realized just now that we've been meeting in secret like two teenagers in a forbidden relationship. We hold hands under the table at dinner and all because I'm afraid of my brother's reaction." He looked at me. "I don't want to hide my love for you; it's not something I'm afraid or ashamed of."
"Whatever you want, I'll be happy." He cupped my face and kissed me.
"I love you." His eyes sparkled. "I love you so much, and I want you to always know that."
"I love you too, my love." I rubbed our noses together, and he laughed.
"Well, we have to sleep now because tomorrow is going to be very busy."
We said goodbye and went to our rooms to sleep. I took off my clothes, brushed my teeth, put on my pajamas, and lay down.
"Are you okay?" He asked sleepily.
"I am, you can go back to sleep." He gave me a kiss on the forehead and fell asleep again.
...
The next day, I woke up alone and saw a message on my phone from Charles saying he had already left and others from Carlos.
Carlitos 🌶️
Carlitos 🌶️
Good morning, Hermosa
I’m already heading to the track, and I’ll see you later
Don’t feel pressured to wear the shirt; if you don’t feel comfortable, wear something else
Love you
Me
Good morning, my love
I'm still thinking about the shirt
But don't worry, if I wear it, it's because I want to
Love you more and see you soon
In the end, I decided not to wear the shirt today but on race day, and since today was just practice 1, I decided to do that.
When I arrived at the paddock, people were taking photos, but they seemed more focused on me than usual, and when I got to the garage, I could see the anger in my brother's eyes.
"Is this serious?" He asked me angrily . "Carlos, seriously? And you even had the nerve to lie to my face all this time."
"Charles, calm down," Lorenzo held his arm.
"What's going on?"
"What's going on is that you're sleeping with him," he said loudly, and some people looked.
"Hey, lower your voice," Lorenzo once again reprimanded him.
"Seriously, I don't understand your problem, judging me all this time for my relationships while you were doing this."
"I don't understand what's happening?"
"You're dating Carlos?"
"Yes," I said loudly what I had been afraid to say for a long time.
"Then he was the guy you were talking about that day?" Before I could answer, Carlos showed up.
"What's going on?"
"You son of a bitch." Charles tries to lunge at him, but some mechanicsll and my brothers hold him back. "You were here all this time pretending to be my friend, and behind my back, you were sleeping with my sister, seriously?"
"I'm not just sleeping with your sister, I like her. Actually, no, let me correct myself, I love her."
"Yeah, sure, your ex heard the same thing for 8 years until you dumped her."
"Can you stop?" He looked at me. "Just stop."
Everyone went silent, and I just shook my head and left there, I went straight back to the hotel and cried the rest of the day curled up in bed until I fell asleep.
I woke up to noises in the room, and it was Charles pacing back and forth, and I could see the anger in his eyes when he saw that I was awake.
"What are you doing?"
"Packing my things, I'm not going to stay in the same room as you."
"You don't need to, I'm going back home." I said getting up.
"You're not going to stay to watch your boyfriend's race?"
"Can you stop?"
"And why should I? You're a liar, you and him."
“I decided not to tell you, not him.”
"It doesn't matter to me who decided or not; he shouldn't even be with you in the first place." He looked at me. "You're only 24, and he's turning 30, you're at different points in your life, do you really think he's going to want to be with you for long?"
"Why wouldn't he?"
"Because we're always traveling, meeting new people. Do you really think that when he's alone, there won't be thousands of women chasing after him?" I held back my tears. "Do you really think that when he's drunk after a race and some model comes onto him, he'll resist? Do you really think he won't end up sleeping with her, and you'll be the pathetic girlfriend who was cheated on by a Formula 1 driver?"
"Tell your girlfriend what you just said to me, Formula 1 driver." I stepped closer to him. "Soon your girlfriend will have such big horns that she won't even fit through the door."
"You have no right to talk.” He says angrily.
"I'm a much better boyfriend than him, and I don't date my teammates' sisters."
“Stop making things about you Charles.”
“I’m not making things about me.”
"Yes you are. Do you know how hard it is to be related to you? How hard Enzo, Arthur, and I had to fight for some attention in this family?”
"That has nothing to do with the situation."
"Yes, it does. You always find a way to make things about you. Why can’t you just see that I’m happy with him? Is it so hard for you to let me be happy?" He doesn't say anything. "Things always were and always are going to be about you, how you wanted to do go-karting, how dad was always helping you and never had time for me, how your career affected Arthur’s career, how mom didn’t go to my college graduation because it was your F1 debut. Do you see how it is? You're always in the spotlight in the family. Enzo is the first child, so he is special, Arthur is the youngest, so he gets a lot of attention, and you are the superstar. And what am I? I'm the one who always is put to the side, and for the first time in years, I'm happy and you’re still making about you"
"Then why are you here fighting with me instead of just ignoring what I think is best for you and going after him?"
"Because you're my brother. I’ll always put our family above my happiness and even though you're an idiot, I still love you, and I still care about what you think of me." I wiped the tears from my face, and he fell silent. "And I shouldn’t care since I’m no one to you."
"Y/n…"
"No. You made it very clear that I'm just a slut for Carlos to sleep with until he finds someone better." I shouted in his face. "I never treated you disrespectfully, regardless of the stupid decisions you make daily, and at the first opportunity you had, you treated me like a nobody instead of your little sister."
I grabbed my suitcase and left. I wasn't really going to Monaco because there were no flights and I didn't want to be alone at this moment, so I went to the only place where I would really feel safe.
"Hey, don't cry." It was the first thing he said when he opened the door. "It's going to be okay."
"I'm sorry." My voice came out low and faltering.
"You didn't do anything wrong to apologize to me for." He hugged me tightly.
"I need to because my brother shouldn't have said those things to you." He grabbed my face and made me look at him.
"I don't care about anything he said to me, and I don't care at all about what he thinks of me. What I care about is that he hurt you over something that's none of his business."
"Can we not talk about him anymore, please?" And once again, I was crying.
"I'll prepare a bathtub for you, okay?" I agreed and sat on the edge of the bed while he went to the bathroom.
We stayed silent the whole time; he prepared the bathtub, tied my hair up in a bun, helped me with my clothes, and my body relaxed as soon as it touched the water.
"Do you mind keeping me company?" He smiled and took off his clothes, sitting behind me.
"You know I love you, right?"
"I know, and I love you too." He kissed my forehead, and we returned to silence.
I think we stayed for about 20 minutes until the water cooled and then we got out, got dressed, and went to bed to lie down.
"Everything will be okay if you're willing to continue, your brother will accept it over time." I agreed with him.
"I hope so because I don't know how it will be if he hates me forever."
"He doesn't hate you, he's just upset."
"How do you feel about this weekend?" I changed the subject.
"I think it’s okay."
"Is there any problem with the car?"
"It's not that, it's just that I've been feeling a bit strange." I got up quickly.
"What do you mean strange? You’re sick and here I am lamenting over my idiot brother." I put my hand on his forehead and saw that he was a little warm.
"I'm fine, I’m just a little warm.”
"Okay, but if you feel anything different, let me know." He agreed, and I lay down again for us to sleep.
...
Carlos woke up unwell today; his fever was high, and he didn't seem very well, but he was insisting on going to practice.
"You have to stay and rest."
"I'm fine; it's just a fever."
"It's not just a fever; this could get much worse later."
"Hermosa." He held my hands on his face. "I'm fine; everything will be okay."
"Just promise me you'll take care of yourself and not push beyond what your body can handle."
"I promise." He gave me a peck on the lips and smiled. "Are you sure you'll be okay here alone?"
"I'm more worried about you than me, okay."
"I promise to come back as soon as possible and not to overdo it."
"Okay, I love you."
"I love you too." With that, he left.
A few hours passed, and I saw that a strange number was calling me, and for some reason, I decided to answer.
"Hello?"
"Is this Y/n?"
"Yes."
"This is Roberto Merhi."
"Oh, hi, is everything okay?"
"I'm here to talk about Carlos; his fever got worse and he was taken to the hospital to do some tests, and in the end, he'll have to undergo emergency surgery to remove his appendix, and before he went, he told me you were his girlfriend and asked me to call you."
"My God, which hospital?" I asked, already putting on my sneakers.
"I'm parking in front of your hotel and we'll go together."
"I'm coming down."
The trip to the hospital was horrible; I only knew that he had to have surgery, but I didn't know if he was already having it, if he had already done it, or whatever was happening at the moment. The only thing I knew was that I needed to see him.
"Hi, you have a patient here named Carlos Sainz, and I'm his girlfriend."
"Your name, please?"
"Y/n Leclerc." She agreed.
"He entered surgery 10 minutes ago, but it's a simple procedure, so if there are no complications, he should be out in at most an hour."
"Thank you."
"You can wait in the waiting room."
The waiting time was agonizing ; Roberto and I stayed there waiting for news.
"How did you two meet?"
"Well, it was at the Paddock; we always got along well, and I often come to see Charles race, so we got closer, and here we are."
"I bet your brother doesn't know or doesn't like it." I laughed.
"He didn't know until yesterday, and he doesn't like it today." He laughed too. "It's complicated."
"I can imagine."
"Miss Sainz." I stood up as the doctor arrived.
"Yes?"
"He's doing well, the surgery was a success, and he was asking for you."
"Thank you." I went to the room, and he was lying there, smiling when he saw me.
"Hi, love.”
"Hi." I went to him, and he took my hand. "You promised you wouldn't strain yourself."
"Don't make me laugh." He said, already laughing.
"Sorry."
"It's okay."
"How do you feel?"
"Like I've been opened up and closed again."
"Stop joking."
"I'm fine, obviously, it still hurts, but the doctor said I'll be fine."
"I was so worried when Roberto called me."
"I didn't mean to worry you."
"I know you didn't, but I worry anyway."
"Come here." He shifted to the side, and I lay down with him.
"I love you." I felt him smile since his face was against my head.
"I love you more."
"Excuse me." We looked at the door and saw Charles there with a balloon. "Can I come in?"
"Come in." Carlos said, and I got up from the bed.
"How are you feeling?"
"I could be better, obviously, but I'm okay."
"I brought a balloon." He handed him a helium balloon.
"Congratulations on motherhood?" I asked.
"It was the only one available." Carlos laughed.
"Thanks."
"Can I talk to you?" Now he asked me.
"Depends, will we be civilized?"
"Yes."
"I'll be right back, okay?"
"Can you bring me some water later?"
"Of course." I smiled and left the room.
"I'm really sorry for everything, I was an idiot, and I shouldn't have meddled in your relationships, and I also shouldn't have talked to you like that." He said. "It's just that you're my little sister and I can't stand the fact of someone having access to your heart to the point of being able to break it."
"Charlie, I love you for wanting to protect me, and I know your intentions are good, but the way you handled the situation hurt me." I wiped a tear. "I know you don't like the idea of me dating your teammate, but I love him, and we're not just fooling around, it's serious, and I don't need you to like it, just to respect my decision."
"And I do respect it." I agreed. "I love you, you know that, right?"
"I know, and I love you too, Charlie." He hugged me tight. "I'll go bring the water."
"Okay."
"Are you staying longer, or are you leaving now?"
"I'm leaving now; I just came to see you guys. I still have to race tomorrow."
"Oh, right. I would go and watch, but..."
"It's okay; you have many races to watch. Don't worry about me, just take care of him."
"Bye, Charlie."
"Goodbye, Y/n." He leaves, and I go back to the room.
"Is everything okay?" He asks, drinking the water.
"Now it is." He smiles, and I turn on the TV and lie back down on the bed with him.
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Chin Up, Princess (2k words)
Max Verstappen x Reader
Genre: Ghoulverse Hurt/Comfort
Summary: Jos oversteps and causes a whole lot of hurt for Max and his mate, he takes things into his own hands and ends up resorting to extreme measures in order to save his lover. (Background Landoscar, Charlos, and Sewis)
Warnings: Mind control, talks of eating people and mentions of gore but nothing explicit, ghoul on ghoul violence, burning of a character, major character death (not a good guy tho), ED but like... also not an ED, soulbonds
Notes: Ironically the most tame ghoulverse fic I've done thus far. Thank you to🏍️for the amazing idea!!
Side Note: Feed my praise kink please?
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It’s raining again. The kind of rain Monaco doesn’t see often. The torrential downpour that keeps everyone hidden away inside to keep warm.
She watches the water droplets race down the window, wondering which one will hit the edge first. It’s not productive, but she needs something to distract her from the ache in her bones. The hunger pains have gotten progressively worse over the last three weeks. Still, she’s finding ways to cope. She has to manage; the pain is what’s keeping her sane.
It’s nice being home and hidden behind the water covered window. It means she’s free to drop the human look. All horns and tail, long tongue and sharp teeth, dark eyes and pointed ears. It’s natural - or it used to be.
It doesn’t quite feel like her anymore. Like somehow everything that had once been a part of her is now irritating. Her horns are heavy and her tail refuses to be anywhere but the ground. All because his words sit in her head and bounce around the cavity in her chest.
He changed her.
~~~♡~~~
A month ago, she ran into Jos in the paddock. Even though she doesn’t like the guy, he’s still technically her king - and Max’s dad - so her father in law in a way. Max had mated with her (a heavenly feeling) but had done so without the consent of his father.
Jos doesn’t like her one bit. Which she doesn’t care about. If Max is the prince of the demons and set to take up leadership at some point, that makes her a princess. They both dislike each other but in the essence of keeping things civil, she makes it work.
“I didn’t expect to see you here today!” She nodded her head to show respect. Opting for that instead of bowing to this man in broad daylight.
“I wish I hadn’t seen you at all!” Well - fuck you too - she supposes. She’d fallen into step beside him as they made their way to the Redbull garage.
She nearly crashes into him when he stops abruptly. He grabs hold of her bicep and drags her down some alleyway between buildings. She goes with compliance, hell only knows what this man can and will do to her.
Her back hits the wall with a disorienting force. “You’re not enough for us.”
“I think you mean for you.”
Jos hisses close enough to her face that she can feel his saliva hitting her. “The council decided you’re not one of us-'' He grabs her chin and she watches as his eyes fade to that deep dark color that usually means something bad is about to happen.
“You will not eat. You are not one of us. Am I clear?”
She snaps at him. Her attempt at fighting his hold is futile. Not when the damn demon king is trying to hypnotize her. “No!”
He clamps a hand over her mouth and pulls a lighter out of his pocket. The open flame hovers just above the healed over scar on her clavicle. She shakes, desperate to get away from the heat. “You will not eat. You are not a ghoul. You are not one of us.”
It’s a hypnotic tone that seeps through her ears and floods her veins. The heat of the flame no longer her one weakness as her mind submits itself to the will of her king.
~~~♡~~~
Her jaw snapped shut. Her vocal chords refused to work. Her throat constricts around liquids. Her teeth become glued to each other each time she tries to bite down into something of nutrients.
A month of this torture and she can feel herself getting progressively more ravenous. Slowly they’ve exhausted all of their options. No matter how desperately she tries, she can’t get any substance into her.
Max’s reflection appears in the window. A frown etched upon lips. It doesn’t suit him; Max was made to smile. She likes being the one to cause it. These days it feels like all he’s doing is trying to ease her slow and painful death.
He sits opposite of her and heaves out a gust of warm air on the window. His pointer finger paints a simple picture of a stick figure. It’s - objectively - a terrible drawing, but it serves its purpose and makes her laugh.
“I’m scared, Max.”
“I know, schat.”
They continue to stare out the window. The bond doing the talking for them, passing their emotions back and forth. He can feel her pain and she can feel his inner rage.
Humans don’t understand. Maybe they never will. They fear those who are different. Think this way and do this thing or you're a monster. Certainly not all of them. Lando and Charles are prime examples of this. Still - surviving amongst them gets harder each day.
“I know what you want to do.” She turns towards him. Unbidden in the comfort of their own home. His tail flicks in uncertainty. A habit he picked up from Sebastian. “I don’t want you to regret it.”
“It’s inevitable. Just earlier than planned.” He won’t meet her gaze. “I can’t watch you suffer when I can stop it.”
“You have always been the chivalrous type.”
Max slides closer to her. His thumb comes to the underside of her chin and pushes it upward. Her eyes have nowhere else to go, forced to get lost in his. A never-ending sea of endless dark that she’d willingly drown in.
“Chin up, love. There is going to be a crown on your head soon. I’d hate to see it hit the ground.”
~~~♡~~~
She hates not being able to go inside. She understands why she can’t though. She already has the weight of one hypnosis spell weighing her down; she’s more susceptible to another.
Still, waiting is nerve wracking. The sound of familiar roars fill her ears. Occasionally wincing when she feels Max’s pain. Mild compared to what it is for him.
Lando and Charles are sitting on the ground with her. Their mates are inside with Max, along with Lewis and Sebastian. She attempts to hold close to the bonds of their tribe. They’ve been planning this for the last couple of weeks. Every hole is plastered with flexi tape.
“Relax, chéri. They are fine.”
She won’t open her mouth to mutter a thanks. Not when she’s already salivating and can smell exactly where their pulse points are. Not when she can hear the steady rhythm of their hearts.
No, she can��t eat, but she’d also rather not risk it.
“Do we have to bow to you after this whole ordeal is over?” Lando looks at her with a curious expression. “Cause like - Oscar doesn’t bend like that.”
Both her and Charles gape and the odd statement. Lando looks like he’s just stated the weather on an average Monday morning.
“Lando, are you sure it’s not you who doesn’t bend like that?”
“I think I know how I can bend mate! How do you think we broke the table-“
Charles grimaces, his nose scrunching up and cheeks turning red. “Bleh! I don’t need to know how Oscar bends you.”
“You asked!”
“And now I regret it…”
Another roar bellows into the night sky. It’s loud and painful. She looks to the boys beside her for confirmation that it’s not Oscar or Carlos. They nod at her, leaving only three options.
She bolts inside.
The roars turn to whines. The fire rages over the body of Jos Verstappen. Max has sunk to his knees, the sunset hues of the flames reflect in his eyes and illuminate the tear tracks on his cheeks.
She falls beside him. Panicked hands search for any possible wounds; any burns in need of immediate attention. Max is crying as she does so, but he’s smiling at the same time. There are a million emotions running through the room. The large flames a mercy to the now deceased king.
A fallen king lay before them. His body burned to ashes. They watch as he is devoured by the fire. The silence is deafening. The only noise being the roar of the flames. An irony that doesn’t go unnoticed. To feel serene with the one thing that would surely kill her if the starvation doesn’t first.
Max is the first to approach the pile of ashes on the ground. He creeps up to it like they might reanimate. Like they might take back what they once had and reestablish their hold on her mind with no chance at her escape.
Sebastian meets Max in the middle. He scoops handfuls of the ash and decorates Max’s skin. The Dutch looks miserable when Sebastian dumps a handful into Max’s own cupped hands.
“Do I have too?”
“Do you want your fathers powers?”
He groans, but doesn’t wait any longer. He tries to be serious, but there is an element of humor here despite the situation.
“Does this mean Max is a cannibal now?!” She supposes Lando is trying to whisper, but the building they are in echoes. He chokes when he hears it.
“Lando! I am trying to eat my father!”
“So you are a cannibal!”
Oscar slaps a hand over his mate's mouth. Briefly, a look of disgust flashes across his face. “If you really think licking me will work, you are mistaken.” Muffled sounds from underneath Oscar’s hand escape, but nobody understands.
Max is finally able to choke down the ashes of his father. Certainly not the most conventional of coronations, but she can’t picture it any other way.
“Never thought I’d see the day where we were dropping to our knees for this guy.” Carlos chuckles from somewhere beside her as they close in on the new king.
Not a prince anymore - a king.
It suits him more, she thinks. Standing tall in front of his tribe, still laughing at Lando and Oscar and their odd positioning. At Carlos and his playful pride as he kneels. He exchanges a smile with Charles after years of rivalry now comes a shared respect. He turns endearingly to Sebastian and Lewis looking at him like proud parents.
Then to her. She’s on the ground, her knees bruised already. Max pulls her up into his arms. He brings his hands to her jaw and once again she drifts into the calm of his endless eyes.
Soft fingers massage her jaw. The one that aches with a desperate need for something she hasn’t had in so long. He’s gentle with her, like an antique porcelain doll that might break if he applies too much pressure.
“You are worthy of every good thing. You are one of us, just as you always have been and you are deserving of your life.”
The cement that had been fire in her veins vanishes as he speaks. Max keeps talking, but she’s too lost in the relief from these heavy feelings - the euphoria of knowing she belongs again. The cavern of her chest is beating with words of comfort.
Her horns don’t feel like extra weights and her tail finds Max’s with immediate ease. They intertwine like they had before.
“You are here and loved. You have a place with us.” He tilts her chin upward like he’s done since they mated. “Chin up, your highness, you’re a queen now.”
~~~♡~~~
Sated.
Her body aches from a full belly instead of the hunger pains. As does the rest of their tribe, she presumes.
Max keeps getting phone calls… and he keeps ignoring them. Instead opting to keep his attention focussed on his tribe. His love for them - for her - is radiating through his every move.
“I think King Max sounds good on you.” She flashes her teeth at him. The others are either chatting, or if you’re Oscar then you’re using Lando as a blanket and sleeping. They are paying no attention to them.
“You think? I’d always resented it.”
“You’re going to change things, Max. That’s not something to resent.” They hook tails again, a comfort she’d missed dearly. “Plus, you’re stuck with me now since you saved my life. I’m going to be the most demanding queen.” She waves her hand around for dramatic flair.
“Oh yeah? How so?”
“First I’m going to demand that you cuddle me - and I’ll figure out the rest later!”
“As you wish, your highness.”
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IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH THE F1 DRIVERS
Wondering what it would be like to date the f1 drivers? 😏
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warnings: not much, fluff?, implied smut, (smut?), dirty thoughts, mentions of breeding kink, cursing.
Max Verstappen
-he's your biggest fan. in every way possible. he loves to support you, to admire you, to see you happy.
-you're his biggest love. he didn't think he could fall for someone that hard. he's completely whipped and everyone knows it.
-gets jealous a lot, but doesn't always show it, although you know better. he doesn't like it when other men look at what's his.
-that's why he has decided that from now on every man will know who you belong to. either by covering your soft neck in bruises or making you walk out of the bathroom with your cunt stuffed of his cum. he absolutely enjoys seeing you squirm all night and try not to make it obvious to everyone in the room that his seed is dripping down your bare legs.
-he loves how submissive you are for him. of course you love being a spoiled brat sometimes just for the fun of it, because then he gets feral. and you always know it’s gonna end in a lot of orgasms.
“I thought you wanted to be a brat? What happened, schat? Fucked your tiny brain out?” his thrusts hit a spot inside your pussy that makes you see stars. He slaps your cheek to get your attention, knowing you’re going dumb already.
All you can do is cry out and shake your head. You can’t talk. You can’t even think. You’re too busy trying to jerk away from his harsh thrusts.
You know he doesn’t like it when you don’t answer him.
“Talk.” he snaps, squeezing your cheeks tightly then slapping you again.
“YES daddy. Sorry for b-being a brat. Please, please! Make me cum!”
Lewis Hamilton
-spoils you all the time; expensive jewelry, cars, clothes, lingerie, vacations… whatever you need or want. also, his card is always on your phone. he insists you use it anytime you want.
“Get yourself something nice, baby… I want to see you dripping with my wealth. You are my beautiful little wife.”
-will always have a hand on you. in the car while he's driving, on your b*tt when you're walking, on your thigh when you're having dinner with your parents and his fingers successfully rub a spot on your clit through your panties that makes you twitch and moan every time. thankfully, your parents were oblivious.
-kisses the ground you walk on. he's a grown man and isn't afraid to show you how a real man loves his woman.
-especially when he's between your legs, showing you how you deserve to be treated.
“Come on, princess… gimme one more. You’d do anything for daddy, isn’t that right princess?” he softly rubs your cheek with his finger, thrusting a little bit more inside your tight and overstimulated cunt.
“D-daddy… too much. I don’t think I can…” you whimper stupidly, still slightly shaking with the intensity of the last orgasm you just had about 2 minutes ago.
He smirks. “Of course you can, baby. Don’t you want daddy’s babies? Hm?”
He loves how pathetic you get after a few good orgasms. He knows he’s the best you ever had. He can make you cum anywhere, anytime. You let him do whatever he wants to you.
Carlos Sainz
-can be possessive at times, but loves to show you off. you are his most prized possession.
when he met you, he knew he wanted to date to get married, not like the relationships he had before.
-takes you everywhere with him; vacations, races. he can't stand being away from you.
-he secretly fantasizes about you carrying his children. until one night after a baby shower when he confesses to you.
“Mi amor… You don’t know how beautiful you looked today with my niece in your arms. I can’t wait to get you pregnant. Make you my precious wife.”
His touch on your thigh gives you goosebumps, and you suddenly feel impossibly aroused by his confession. He didn’t even need to ask. You’d give him as many kids as he wants.
He recognizes the look in your eyes. The craving, the lust. He knows you like the back of his hand. “You’d like that, no? To walk around all round and heavy with my child. To make these tiny tits swell and burst with the sweetest milk…” he grabs at your breasts and squeezes, making you moan in response.
“Yes, papi. I want to have your babies… please touch me…”
Lando Norris
-you're his best friend. his rock, the girl of his dreams.
-datind lando is the most intense experience of your life. he is a fierce lover. but loves to be soft for you sometimes
-he loses his mind when you're being bossy with him, showing off your bold attitude.
-especially when you're making him beg for you.
“What did you say?” You smirk, hovering on top of him, teasing him sometimes with a swift rub of your wet pussy on his erect and red cock.
Poor baby, you edged him for too long and he couldn’t take it anymore. His cock twitches every few seconds and you know he isn’t going to last too long.
“Please, baby… fuck, please.” His voice is hoarse when he talks, probably from all the moans you pulled out of him already. “Let me fuck you, I need it. I have so much cum for you baby… Please.”
You moan at his words and decide to stop the torture. You needed him too. Nothing compares to the way he stretches your sweet little pussy. Quickly, you align yourself with his cock and sink in, making the both of you moan loudly.
Charles Leclerc
-you're eye candy for this man. ever since he saw you he couldn't take his eyes off you.
-he loves to have you at the races. he's constantly trying to show off and be the best, because he loves the look on your face when he wins or he's doing good.
-he's going to be the most romantic man you've ever had. he's always touching you, always tells you what an angel you are, how beautiful you look, what a good girl you always are for him…
-ESPECIALLY if you’re bent over his lap while he’s driving and you’re sloppily sucking on his cock.
“Mm, fuck. That’s is, mon ange, suck my cock. You’re such a naughty girl.” he mocks you almost, and it makes you even more eager to show him who’s in charge. for once.
Gagging a little, you take more of his length in your mouth, forcing your throat open. Suddenly, you feel his hand slap your ass hard and you can’t control the loud moan that threatened to escape you. Your throat squeezes his head perfectly then, and he lifts his hips up a little, hissing at the sensation.
“Gonna make me cum, baby, fuck.”
Your efforts double when you hear that, and you wrap your small hand around his cock, starting to pump his hard, heavy shaft. Your swollen lips are still wrapped around his head, licking and sucking on it desperately, waiting for his hot, salty cum.
The car stops abruptly and you assume he just pulled over. His hand then snatches your hair in a messily done ponytail and forces your head down his cock, making you cry and gag uncontrollably.
“Take it. You greedy girl. Take my fucking cum. Fuck.”
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