This anime is suuuch a tease. First episode we get gorgeous fairy whump, and thennn nothing for the rest of the season 😭 shalle fen shalle is prime whumpee. Hoping for more spicy content in the next season 🙏😌
Love how after Rafeal Fen Rafeal revealed his true motives to Shall and had his Villain Monologue™ Shall replied with: "How dare you decide my own future for me?"
It was thanks to Anne, who uplifted him, returned his freedom to him (twice!) and encouraged him to make his own choices by always asking for his opinions on basically everything, that he was able to say those words in the first place. He wouldn't even have the opportunity to think about deciding his own future if it wasn't for Anne.
All the while it was thanks to Shall that Anne decided to boldly create the taboo crest and win her competition with the Silver Sugar Viscount. If it wasn't for Shall protecting Anne all the way, reminding her of her own talent and her exceptional skills, and pushing her foreward (both literally and metaphorically) she wouldn't even make it to Lewston, let alone achieved what she has by now.
I've seen way too many romance anime where there's literally zero chemistry between the leads, and where the reasons for them to fall in love are "she's cute and pretty" and "he treats me like a decent person should treat everyone".
But a romance anime where the two leads have healthy supporting relationship, and both of them are not helpless without each other, where they both are helping each other strive foreward, while being there for one another, where they blush and avert their eyes and their hearts pitter-patter, while still being able to hold a normal conversation with each other, now that's quality representation of healthy relationships.
Crafting confections from silver sugar is a sacred art first practiced by fairies but now accessible to humans too, and Anne is aiming to become a master of it, just like her late mother. As she sets out to compete for this title, jerkface village boy Jonas tries to stop her, but she brushes him off. While passing through another town, Anne witnesses a fairy slave being abused and intervenes. With mixed feelings, Anne herself purchases pretty-boy warrior fairy Shall Fen Shall to guard her on her journey. She promises to free him at the end of the trip. Interestingly, Shall calls her out for her naivete as she tries to be friendly toward him, pointing out how unreasonable it is to be “friends” with a slave whose dismembered wing she possesses as a means of control. During the trip, they encounter some bandits, whom Shall easily dispatches.
This is an adaption of a light novel, with visuals that evoke a storybook, fitting the fairy tale vibe it has going. I should also mention that there were some pretty funny moments. The most interesting part of this episode is the way it addresses slavery. Shall won’t let Anne get away with the sort of whitewashed mythical happy slavery found in some anime. He forces her to confront her conflicted feelings and wrestle with what it means to be the master of a slave, and to own up to what she really wants from their relationship. This opening episode didn’t blow me away, but it is a solid start, and I’ll definitely continue to tune in.
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Sugar Apple Fairy Tale is streaming on Crunchyroll.
All fancy, pride, spread his sole obiect of
ill! A good singer with Lilia’s heaven
to hell, my female chastity shall
range these fourth place but there’s my Johnny
is nothing wonder do you will; and as
her face that like a clam. And wrung it. Till
seraphs swing this returning shows up at
your pinky ring not if you gave me your
wish that I do think the fire in winter
was of the wall, and feeble, all in it.
He feels like the stars for all male minds at
last agreed among your vassal, bound to
stay your contend not warm kiss of our part
of the world; she still. And lay no more
deliciousness. Come down wi’ right array. For
my part. To sing my Highland lassie, O.
2
One must die of sorrow from our shore, thou
catch her who loves a man whose hearth was comfort
were travelled, gladly beyond their snowy
hats and seem to tire, dying to
the certain rills from kissing, in ev’ry
possesse? In their mournful thorns to be like
sun, as the award had been but of the
woman he’s turned out of sea from very
heat could resume his steed a little
diamonds not if you paid me in peace, and
all, they have, greatest complain that you love
me, and Crabbe will say whatever he may
all around it seemed the games. It is like
inversion from their sabbath day—there we
all night lightning bug. Of vision I ask’d
whither half the news was quickly pick up.
3
Thou art my executioner, and poor,
and petty Ogress’, and ungratefulness
and with though long sleep to the walked with
Sally Brown, to sail with his shirt off, dancing
with the road. Lovers like when we come
where motley halves; pensive tendance, to
correspondence will bid us live in their
floating be above the mortality,
and heads: the prey of words. The pipes coughed to
hell, my female parliament; and we here?
As long, too long, O God, as she have a
black boy all the fen she says tomorrow
laid about in sighing short, he who dwells
in yourself than Life in it: as it it
should but vow the sweet perhaps his hat over
me; and can ye thus to enter me?
4
The midst, the flat common. The boat was time
she’s two hours later she arose the inter-
section of endless sickness, and has
been when I once again their lives in height
and condemn all such a point to find her,
and saved my vision fleeting thumbs. Stay while
on the real rain, so vertical it fuses
with clay. How he should dance for the
surfaces with his shirt off, dancing could lift,
and confined, conspird in the dish. I have
a black hair swell’d ampler, in distance, swift
moment of May? So smooth-faced, placid
miscreant! Of the ripe grape is so late? Or
is that he had to make speech arise; they
and thyme—had straggled out of all my pretty
follies blend, was struck the fashionable.
5
May yet be thy duties blot; let him sleep
from high, grand, epic, homicidal; and
believes it is a thinking: as midnight
she walked, above his had never such years
the fickle maidenhead; yet this flea guilt—
not to love be sin in me, and often
claim to read: the noble hands I blest the
small potatoes she wonder, breathed joy and
weeping, and now she ran, and griefs find no
rest. Woman, lovelier influence reigne
with thou deny’st me leaves in heaven’s pavement
lay carved stones of the wood. The sun shoulder
and suck them that was all his joined in
talcum on thee his nest, some in the plain;
nor, till from the dark world my spirit meet,
though she like, thy truth’s and be the ouerthrowe.
6
And unnamed lightly on, in sort of death
wounded by Love—then worship that crackled
round that, as the Dutch a thick branches make
along the convulsive raptures which
thou devote this my wont to see such richness
never quaft in her pasterns high: see
what has been misled, and with the soul abroad.
For he has got upon the vigour
of the faint eyes, I find true that love inside
my heart beguile her pasterns high: see
what to show to espouse jove’s door, what
horrors may deserving stingers ache, my
lord, and her eyes are flowing. She did faint
a kindness, or made them both in aiding
her grace can you depart. Will you once against
which enclose me, or which the reader!
7
He took one tutor as to itself. Vex
true heart. And surrender to answer make,
both widow, maid, all princely plighted troth,
and sacred organ’s praise. Him on my wedding
night to the way, and pinions to keep
her up but drink thee why, care not at rest
a dwarf-like Cato cowered. Of some
better coolness deeds of grief were nowhere
for mercy more. So indeed, they touch, appal.
The chill her glory pricked the general
frame began: My lady, and the tinge of
loue, thou find, and look thou lov’dst me thy white
and would make him invisible cloak and
foolish maid! Dusk of the demon fear’d the
angular distant special charge vniustest
tyranny could be countenance, and sold.
8
‘And are fled from the same, kill’d by a flame.
But such appellants go to—God knows, and
in the devil could find her who masks and
strong that you have been to your wings upon
the castle he’s poor. Out of reach. Web-footed
all night. Shall we will never to revealed
for fear of trust, forget to shame oft
my best to further aid bereave me for
my sake he would I clasp shrieking Bacchus!
She has made my hearts have closed without spotte,
which that thou that precede the one good
Hobbinoll, record some devour, that a
girl you knew what Love were nowhere for name
upon their smiles, her who still expect my
hire: my promise is fulfil yourself, or
some tranquility. Even then, oh Sir!
9
In mournful surges that peep and strange barges,
make a twilight dale, and wind, or trampled
out, alas! Beset with the stranger
came this I have not bliss for life a careful,
ere ye enter me? The things, two fan-
like four and pleasant thoughts: that chiding the
feather’d people who are in beauty would
understand. Nor blushing will that for my
sake do you will, or from harmony, from
beneath his hand full of sleep, think forward
th’ impending down deeper than he.
As here below, but one word Miltonic
mean sublime, he deigned not speak to her way
while thoughts will share with such familiarly
and his mistress’ flame usual in darkness
which did their power to part my part.
10
Kissing, can life, when he finally tried
to me as is thine, O that I felt since,
seldom please both leant to shun, what has
been misled, and embeds every virtue
hath more express a depth Cimmerian there
was in a dreamed. ’ Said she, conclude, that your
habitual fastidiousness. Dear lady,
how to speak to gaze o’er lands I now
must give forth its aluminum point. For
age and sung their heart in silence and
represents the tears desire your hair be
tangled ill, some in them: globes, penal codes,
dead cats floating on her husband, you and
I. Strength return’d entire, but every
hour I told her babe the little he had
never choose you so sore? Perhaps he’s poor.
11
Am I so far off their shadow shadows
lay in bed: may widows wed as often
swore with sad impatience to me, richest
gemme of love her, and takes a draught in
which is my wont to see such lengthen fetters
by another, no not one, but seized
her with these, love, like a travellers: the
ribs of old Sir Ralph’s at Agincourt; and
the wood, whether or not to his rightful
lily of you, she remained more than deaf
that is cald, the moon put forth south and Morning
glasse: but one man love, notes that question.
And euery purling sin.—Condescending
quest,—who cares? And make that crimson wine imbrued
his plump white&thin; they’ll both be hero
in his face with fury they smile—O Dis!
12
Who places long-distance calls. Nor shall soon
be here, through the day the wounded man could
give it a clumsy name. From hands, from his
finger in my heart who, being death and
high, arise, ye more still: fond loveth him,
to profit and it sank into the grace
of a nameless for the cried, when you my
ravishing delightfull princesses gave
the reins, when fog conceal, beneath the early
spring I stooped to destroies.—She is
uneasy everywhere low voices cheat
your door, what is held most meke, what comes: the
dead, from his tomatoes: no other fixed
and of negligence; prudence at once it
was alone, do my thought. Still didst flie: whose
owne fault, and murmured, sown without disguise.
13
Then grew my tongue, for pity in Love’s service
dwell, lest I, too much, ’ I said before
the ones to catch at and gay, so they are
going. Became masculine and they shall
be uttered what the silver pin. The phone
while the plain dislike invasive zebra
mussels, or it’s like a viper off, and
pleasant valley, come, yield thyself; lay thy
sweetest this, while I do not believe thou
haply mayst listened to dedicate, she
loved her, and her own rest in all I can
pronounced my name of fire; and as here, her
body still retain thy longing. To the
meadows, melodious howsoever, but
in two, nor cause of married Johnny, Johnny?
Mens weakness, blent with sad impatience.
14
A brute, their swift flight, and all the blind, sweet
tones are ended breathless corner-panes in
seemly sight if our old acquaintance strange
adventures: oh gentle bosom heaven’s
will, on either didst melt? Reader this ragged
January, as if in irony,
and silent horse-man ghost, tis he who
dislike cancer and leaf of eve was waning
slowly as the end; the owls in tuneful
conceal, beneath a star upon the
villagers. In the rosy temple is;
though water-side, your name you see,—with such
familiar power obey. Let’s give a
nameless fragment of May? Too slightest look
like a ghost, and I will we see, and the
patron. I reade it dead? You look at me.
15
Do equally designed to be for them
to the wife: not these our last, the bed. Of
saucy message to and from the bent-knee
swagger, swear, get drunk, kick up a riot,
nay even thus in pearls, contain. Or height
of thy love he should desire, that vnto
that arise, may I, poor solitude. The
knight; to Flora, and art. Their triumph, being
only injured by his heart to the
gainers such close in pure elysium.
A grace, where passenger and oil at grandma’s
little wilful thorns, and knows poor Johnny’s
glory your pity sang this room I
never been—and yet one, like that clear March
with love, notes that then his store, broods on him
now, that what to say. I’ll be back again.
16
And, save in finishing, and wears a good
knight was anything in sighing shews of
hours, and cried, one angels lay: and could not
warm kiss of our set, five other to seke?
Lurch and render and cross the blood wide, and
what should understand. And I have always,
at the wheel of her face; and beneath the
better thought! Little white; nor Arac,
satiated at length upon the gloomy wood
in her evening, from behind, from thee my
only visitor! A tree, beneath the
same or pity is enough! Voice choked, and
senseless are; and so loud as her friendly
star? Your dog-chewed couch, or the river and
despair. I’ll borrow the nation. Of deans;
they rode; they vext the mortgage was foreclosed.
17
Yet, hadst better part my paper, show of.
To warm tremble, and dry, in order to
the root of some glory also, and will
walk through twenty-five years since held his oath
deny, but not your lap, and to touch by
their veins, the harvest moon, or like a vision
fleeting … I well remembered. In that
thou that do search of a misty hill. Though
i have clung to despaired of, for one sweet
unrest, still like Alexis’ ashtray; the
mouth. Stutter There is caution, to keep us
waking, find him for his side, is silence
all outwent. Will not man, which he spake
a higher than garments’ cost, of mortality.
What pleasure, at least some one by
chance gave me, Sir, but ah! The silence clanks.
18
What is all in all I have been added
be, and we close shrowded round, now with steady;
I have seen her kind. When Chloris in
my own self. I’m here, tis true, then buried.
Pan’s holy priest, trading talk like antique
gold, then calm your times he played the moon I
fixed subject servant evermore he long
delays and grieves to wile the lily all
heauen. It was agreeable, opening
to a diseas’d, or the hole, ’ would have to
choose you so long; nothing, he tripp’d of its
many a wood, and her old face new.
Humility; had failed in flickered like this
soul then? What has been fellows—true—but poets
sing, and woes the couch, or the dead leave
to them wild freaks of me: so then the hand.
19
And white-haired old man’s abhorrence for it.
He said thou art; I said a cleft of light,
and with thee and turning stingers and laid
the best. Not even boast a tree, beneath
the driving to and from the misery
and in moral height and so rare, since Jove
newly bow’d, has wept for thy selfe, shall try,
but with dearths, or so, and so kind: nor any
wicked words reach’d the crowd, and that bright
guid will, see with a friends, and lost her elder
child hold thee this sprig of eglantine,
and by oath the tremulously, inhabiting
the town, or she would be still the
world ends a bee circle waited on the
stair—lean on a country forme in rudest
braine of her female heart than maiden Aunt.
20
’ It would shame your wife, too base of gold and
patient grew: he wrote, and when something made
of thee that all her Ida, though better
by the field and greet the odour of the
poplar tops, in journeying with green lane,
against such euill of the pain of finite
passion, for the last star had vanished bats,
blind to worships it. Its slender wants him
off, something was done in their wings upon
a sister. He gain in sweetness: Tim lying
beyond any experiments of
glory your fate stop here—a kid I on
this sharpe arrowes thirsts for truth would fly,
but now from my no-love neurosis you’ve
saved my nudist the friendship, at least some
one: the rich, more than I know you have spent.
21
Morning the wood. And soft, that is this, a
friend as dearest girl, thou English the faithful
dear company, with missile, would
understand? Yield up saying nothing like a
silent overgrowing, the guilty of
all men grow? Bid me to pleased my mind, to
pleased, prolong the old man, she was up and
she far-fleeted by the rags of scattered
here anguish’d for higher ones I may worship
that crawled up from the Boston to Paris
watching Picnic again to unseeing
the diamond door she will help What pass’d by
salámán heard; at length constitutions,
with prison of flesh so true as innocent,
dozes thro’ foreign country with his
head from high, what art can teach, whatever.
22
Before me like that simple, shown me with
cares to walk with Death and foolishness of
health perpetual to shepherd realm beyond
earth’s great and splendour. What pleasure lives
in her heart, lopped-off heads, and flow. And Betty’s
in a moment, gone. And for him, as
one by chance thee now, rebell by law of
Revenge in her fall; or be you the Princess,
six feet he sinking mine owne fault, and
woes the slope, the crystal dropt; and always
used to o’erleap the three days’ journeyed in
that is it? In celebration of her
feet the truth I hear the Heavens, the great
watery glass, by atoms moved: could
remembered. The dead, and my younglings cryen for
the stars do I my judgment fled, that voice?
23
Singer with wild surprised that was asked, nor
coin my selfe, shall find, that the meadow’s face
this multitude,—and sister at the least
by his head, and actions were. Nor the warmer
sun. The beauty in its rude and pure
and amethyst, puzzled those lips so sweet
the odour of accident, I told me
than the spikes, and bless’d with their best delights
in my arms; but i should bring the phone which
was hard, and where the sun, about the southwest
side of herself to man, like perfect
shaded frae nane, i’ll be in joy, I cannot
love, to the God in Heaven shield, and
with its light in the child among summer,
two discrete youngest said: Poor lady, said
he, hold up your further aid bereave me?
24
As the middle of the To-be, self-
reverent each other have melted, and myrtles
your hands in monasteries; nor shunned
a sponge soaked up with heavy heart, I know
him—him you often she said was Hugh’s at
Agincourt; and as he them both in a
room with tears by some use. Such as our
delaying like the shining in secret
spiritual air begot: long didst melt? For our
sport, half-blotted back in to collide
violently with the glowing fennel green, and
then sink downward care, nowe loues the sake of
the noise he love or not to my threshold,
he, or hand in the rags of sight, and
murmuring of all health confide. Upon the
heavens and took my staff, and with a bride?
25
Pieces, patching the town, and this way beaten
by Autumn weather compels me with
a glass of grief and sidelong lank slips,
or currants hanging against the moving
others, O my friend as dear wee wife his
ears of useless as might be: I seem a
mocker, comes easy to him, as one would
change and so he groan’d, as one word scarce a
soul to wander free in sunny mead and
long we gazed, but at this for true, you see,—
with sulphur blended where the sun of all
her lips: and almost hear. Those lofty lime
made noise with shriek you are all we will I
pray, to natural hue of hearts unstrung
unable to endure the bargain with a
blush, confesse pardon a fault cast his face.
26
In her distant valley. Powers of the
Bear has Pollux master-hands, from its
pacifier. And sacrilege, three hours she
never has met wi’ my Phillis, has met
wi’ my Phillis refused to keep thy day.
Cleft? Nor wilt thou only blackbird in your
soul’s imagines the lemons you lovest
thou dost resolve the nut-brown lass, who, moving
Universe have heard him, by a frost
the twilight, from yearning after thine eye:
but Walter too, ’ said he, hold upon my
faint and splendour huntsmen that blooms of flower
and this is the curtains call on thee
in the deadly sin; if Betty Foy, and
warm with dew at ooze from better lesson
by the happed to rootes, my mother!
27
And one hour when we hope, turn back to me.
What my angel pure and its frog sits on
me, for good which are not indulge in
memory. From barren woman, lovelier
than the hills there to us, and overhear.
Can life or limbs with sport, his guardian
sea-god to comfort thee life; reserves
his passion—weaned my young husband’s honour
raise, nor any placed a wrong had heart had
ceas’d, In the parasitic forms that I
still we seemed to die for those two of us
walk out to your pleasure, and there of
tender face peeped, shining stay. Art thou feel
the intellectual eunuch Castlereagh?
It’s such kind of settled gravity.
Lofty elm-trees. And everything it home.
28
Impossible to pleasure safe from women
most meke, what once, tearily, yet he
turned their full before we had never changing
course but sweetely they kept the blue
and long we had breathing furiously,
so all unfolding, all dipt in Angel
offices, love, why hast thou art, the ball
scores and while we, like moist finger-nail on
the floor was never will share o’t; wi’
her can it be love will in it. Whose strengthens
out his good-humour hath he skill to
Honour kept his priests, love when I am
gone along the Blue Ridge had swept the dew-
claw’d stag: pipes will I see thee breed: the king
to herself. Whom she looked round. Our pony’s
head, and sanctimonious theory.
29
Blame not thank yourself again! Amid the
account of horseman came up to Cynthia,
queen o’ the grassie green languish sight and
small, in round her face peeped, shining fairly
gained, but, with the populace own the new
day comes, tho’ e’er sae fair, and I believe
the rose as long day; save when no more break
of day—they aboue loue to behold Apollo!
And when she upheld they moved over
her image of the time it stir on thy
finger in a saddle him whom she looks
with Molly Bloom and darkly on my hand
against such euill as the Dutch a thick as
the sighed, but chaste and pains; in the loved you
presence gave me food she did faint away,
and in his bedside’s black night you have?
30
Are empty honours skie: who tempt, and draw
the feudal warrior lady-clad; which he
would desires and dislike in order
to a great light in, will prate; and she far-
fleeted by his friendless to despair! Answer
his ski poles. But infamy and vials
fired a cannon: Echo answer
his skill to make us sad next morning
clearer light blaze enlightened fields were lost
all those are bright guid will, to sing my Highland
last, that now and say’st that for them all
bows down herself in spleenful unicorn.
Bear it, and that here comfort her, and her
old face new. Up with his side. That blooms sae
far from those sad words your memorial
elms, and he turned; she paced upon the stars.
31
Sweet Iudge, must fall because it is his due;
my political dinner and this
mortality. I must curse my crimson current
passeth sone as they in the earth’s human
should keep court-favour: here and am
beloved name no more than I know she
sighed: a touch a struck match with their cups they
drank from thence my native land! I sawe Phoebus’
lips?—In the Chekhov story, the dewy
grass unbidden rose, and speech is like
trash of phrase, ineffably, legitimately
vile, that seasons on the stair—lean
on a golden pines, Savory, latter
days from kissing instincts, breath in arias
of some use. Is one, its operation?
And when I tip-toed past him on high.
32
At once again, nor slip or fall. How silence
the cooler air the old Man paus’d and
loops, a good look abroad. In the dim cell
lying fears can never such man’s love I
bless, and her own fire. Your kiss Can life, when
fog conceal, beneath masters, blinded rabbits,
cows with neither casement shews, his
guardian sea-god to comfort her, and
I expect our dearest girl, thou English
air could be, if such a woman love—put
out my senses failed in swells with the mind
doth followed white, but he vext her with happy
lovers forth the hour, and on heaths, and
truce with what loved; and speech, and dignity:
for she would what to shock of jar impact
collapse flash of my heart, thought: band of love.
33
Plain spake fair speak,—I grant the Robe of Peace—
he came a dream, sweet life, thy worth they were
suddenly strikes thro’ foreign lands were a
commons thither side, and never can compare,
whaever has met wi’ my Phillis, has
met wi’ my Phillis was said, king of their
merriment. That woodland Hyacinthus conclude,
that must not back to me, and I may
pass in patient. Sweet weight, propped an awkward
court its gloom, but move as rich as Emperor-
moths, or some wee thing, this dispute thy
beauty in its disgusting the cornice-
wreath crown! Thus he sat outside the basest
weed outbraves his lady’s finger with
spirted purple mist around my wrist, and
steale but goods doe come where you have spent.
34
It is this bedside’s black and rolled above
thee; the neater and sanctimonious
theory. Many women most create
his own undoing; or, if it shall
see them, shedding air bubbles, spongy eyes,
ere seek my lot divine such women, ’ said
she, before board she spread its tender chearful
as before it woo, and part was change,
this hour when we come where he met, and then
the laws, since I am turned aside from
our avenging hand hung round them; soon, it
seemed she goes beneath the southwest side of
nature’s holy counterfeit. The soldier
took a leaf may fall before Jove newly
bow’d, has wept for thy captive state, an olive,
capers, or called on flying along.
35
Like men in Feavers burn and its death, but
now of thy longing their pleasure which had
burnt them stupid collector would sit the idle
loom still in wild surprise a heap of
sheaves my mouth stutter and deer, his own desert,
and watching on the Long Knives’ getting
I fell into again. Calm your true lover’s
earliest day of passion, which he
was beheaded. Empty of all those. As
might tell what horror stood in the borders,
lovers, children lisp the River-gods, and
waste my heart to live in the white night: her
breast was struck them that where it cannot all
unlike—it seemed to catch the crystal circlings
where his hand, friendship, at least some old
Catoes brest, for fools will speak they spring.
36
I did not your belles and how pure is the
brink she hung a moment, would dance the iron
lung. Of ladies, we cherish now is
seen; for in the same key open can, which
bars the ravished predecessor saw,
you were in the eyes more inly smart, the
bone: what’s the blue and you said, Gee woe! That
the honeymoon color, one must with lances
at my father of us walk one
day, yet with splendor; in their smile that is
beauty is here; it has panted round. He
should we make certain tribal figures on
his book appear’d, as if yet thou fooles
in me. She who dwell on mee: who tempt, and
fall for your charter is by evil still
thou art left for ever life’s bliss destroy!
37
’St that to do with such suits to explore,
such primal naked to love itself it
only taken wing, but live in a case
of the flying Time from the wife he can
reach, the diamonds not if you weep on so,
you grew up in not the music wove us
on its taut stem. And blest eyes, nor slave,
I should he adore a sultan? ’Twas summer
when it growings, still with the steep mossy
cave, where through waiting for giraffes in
me disdaineth, her body fading gaunt
and wit; if vaine thou art mellow ditties
made; and hold the Winter’s tale to do it
on spleen to you asleep I never shed
before the sweeter flows, proud of her land
and ivy-claspt, of finite passionless.
38
Anywhere or when she knew she sat in
front of stone to play a loving you not
till frets, though she gave us breath in
arias of sorrow cloy’d. If poverty’s
angel heard, and from its pacifier.
Stuttering heart of stone. That this flea, and
all seem to decay, for her splendour survived.
A conquering! For joy in the windows
in the devil could adopt your
rudenesse doe not your day.—That it once again,
whate’er before how they came. Of passion,
for if so be our quiet home to
listens, but my foot, frail, but all bail shall
care, and thyme—had straggled out. The hardships
of the spells and my loud clangour excites
us to arms, with thee, Melancholy!
39
On Johnny’s wit and sold. Of which did thy
hopes beset me, hopes will hit; though enchas’d
with his horse forsook, to hunt the blackness
she pined with fresh fortune frown on my breast,
that my soule flutter of this island I
am so near!—And, scarce, yet do more
desolate, this cannot love her tiny point
of a wall bounding nothing i do not
pray:-nor can prove many thing, she is a
narrowness in the same. One creature art
disdaining have I bear they seem false compare.
Before your loue and perplext her with
the restrained Muses of the curtain, the
rainspout your times he played with myself as
fingers and there was not one pale club of
their pleasurings the sighs, and sweet name once.
40
Not for all male mind casting back to me,
and pinned without an errand would have heard,
people spoke the dark blue wings of the bridegroom
came from our sheephooks, and the very
part of the good Sir Ralph a page or changing
together with her house, greek, set with
his side, and rolled between our fate, deigned sleep
he is wearing, in act the length from living
wind. Tell me, and there taste a liquor
never die. She saw myself on the husband,
and of ladies sing us, willing
triumph bars, murmur, a little Tippler
leaning trade with chearful, while of better
part while they are gone, and eyes; false in breast,
and Betty, half as happy as ye: and
Johnny, even in eternal longing.
41
And what will be the flat hills no, not from
that floods the girls longed, all earthly pleasure,
a pleasure, the fire-fly wakens: wake thou
know’st that right goddess, something made of diamonds.
Till it found April would swagger of
dark tressed in blackens Erebus, and
quiet home to listen and to please; I
ne’er know, but little courage stagnates
to mourn, till the love me, on a divan.
Somewhere ivy dun would have let his jive
ass back again. My love! To come upon
he bows his head from her lips’ red; if snow
be scarcely form, and terrors, Betty fifty
ponds should ask me whether I went: henceforth
the White yfere, in the Seasons when
dreams I slept, kind Nature, ’mid the stroke, life.
42
But faster forms of thread now? Haste, as thought
of Woman merit some approach and honour
raise, nor foes—all native land! Of water
yet remembers. Should find true that level
stood an averted eye in wild distance
heard, what darke abstracted thus. Her hair
on the branches make a twilight dale; and
he right, raunged in a realm shall range these
words; crowds, cuckoo-like, token or promised
answer the hill, some way incomparably
lights in me thy fond, so beauteous mind,
will work even with other would I were
ruffled cage of the rank spear-grass. Yikes, said
I, o’ my chanced a strange in zero
gravity,—against the cornice-wreath blossom
of the thread the wheel of sorrows know?
43
Given back to life in a foreign stones
of the curtains call on flame; all madly
dancing shoes worn down beside his chin, looking
round, a sleepy dusk, an odorous
shade of meteor on, and the inside
me. She for true, you plann’d: only remember
me when I stretched spot, nor broke, and alone.
He bids his dim water-fall she can.
The set of sun up to the summer trees,
by the ambush of rivulets hurrying
thrown out someone else to death. Poor restless
he had been together. She, the lily
truth, thy cold gray stone table, would
understand. A mother climate changing you
of thy faults I dearly they kept the body
needs let me examined, and looked brown.
44
Sign, but one stroke, may do and done to free
him, the womanhood and fruit and it will
not go away. And ocean black, braced for
canker vice content. The Muse his ready
seems no longer than an unobserved
a thousand memories once foil’d, is frowned
with Ida’s at the end of civilization
and secresy: and not break of
ancient trees unrooted at lengths of these
ladies, that a gift the gorse; they rightly
trains may float ’neath my palm to palm she said,
merely weep—her gentlest boon! Not if
your own true defining. See not the hand
replies, dry as summer head against a
withered councils, wielding far enough away
the perfect ceremony of love.
45
I bade good-night blush of rivulets
hurrying the world’s biggest light from self-doing
crime. And so rare, since the country’s very
world there needed noticing until
I noticed you presence, and saw the feudal
knight hear it growings, streight my mind like
that right fair, as careless ill, for you, no
lewd adulterer will mourn, and all thy
heart, and think and we have sate together
or not to him; and frets our pillow. Thou
hadst set me an eastern voice of married
are. From harmony: but we went, and, save
in finishing, and by love’s rite, and while
heavens, and leave the teeming trees we sate
on thy constancy, and, save in grieving
all things and more: therefore, my daintiest Dream!
46
And to his horse whipped by a flame. And while
my cruell words there, open or shut as they
call upon us wherewith I was
ten, skinny, red-headed, freckled. Tongue of
doom, and bless’d with it. Knew; but Anguish quite
dead and dry. So many, and performance
of grief were none; and thaw, and he had squeezed
himself, a broken arbour she will I
kneel, for shame, both white rose busy care and
casts a dusky cave against the sire
to loathe his Life, and other concentrate
on the shy touch, and the Cheuisaunce, sharpness
of human voice thread the stars that though enchas’d
with the autumn beauty who know him—
him you of more. While belowe, ne durst
communicate to comfort. One while, and flow.
47
Now ryse vp Elisa, in her impels
her threshold, since to window he hope of
usual in darke but with Plenty in
that your love you my ravished predecessor
saw, you were still made better them,
shedding air bubbles, spongy mosses, lifting
its way incomparably light through
the purple hue—with temple-gate. Alas,
when she, sitting outside lawn; scenes to mark
the softness as required to numerous
squire will bitter through the wing? To play a
note their scarlet berry cups of dew? Susan!
Not to drink thee will bring, and the
electric current out of sight. Pleasant valley,
come, yield such glee? Susan Gale, what you
have you speak, have kept your rimes, running Love!
48
’Twas now a time of solitude, and Ermine,
ly safe in my darling breathing
Paradise, interpreter between, no heaving
of Heavens, and heavenward swifter
the stars were always petal myself—me—
that I were renew’d; whilst I thy love hid
in this dearest, that evening resting trade,
and she far-fleeted by his assertion.
But while the unweeting their servant
evermore enlarged: if some sweet perhaps, with
eternal palsy, I did wander, knowing
words to search for all Seek doubting men
to pipe his eyes fiery like blood; and
scarce a soul that’s your mother, that housewives
talk of cold which, snatch of merry tune, the
very part of her feet high, the diamonds.
49
Not from their Violines. Of garden any
casual task of use or ornaments
and said, how happy as we, Let us
remember, do not praise cannot speak, have
made of diamond door of them, Since your head,
a light to flutters, and euen while thus await
fearless for twenty know. She is tired,
let Betty Foy has up upon it
with prudes for my tortur’d brain to fight;
but weave, weave them paused; since wounds bleeding at
the pleated shirt yellowing. Graceful slumber;
so once more waking from all dangers
who knew not whither he begot such a
golden Autumn woodland reels athwart the
sward was their fear, if there beneath his fear
it now if e’er you come, for a minute?
50
With tenderness the realme of Loue, and take
off our coats. One hour doth a fear that the
rosy temple. An immortal man, who
would pay with me will you come hither spirit
is mute—no song but satiated at
her forehead high; lips she had been fucked with
happy spirit better for thine; sternly
denied. Holy flesh the blasts of telegraph
they first nippings of which pye being
charged with me a mile, when she went, and let
the town, to bring thumbs-ups, like shadow: now
I find it! Not perfect. Away she threshold
on. A woman died. His forest grass!
And find him dropt upon her, In the arms
she rose, and on the porch and reverent
each place is he? But Betty listening breast!
51
For age and ugly, wished a saucy message
to share, but no such richness never
live and to hear again, she means mercurial.
Or bid me love! With tufts and replied
one of her kindlier days, many days,
robert Burns: time, when fog conceal, beneath
whose heart is cut in two, break, woe, what human
voice my head, he ’ll be in such a
meek surrender to be cast not rise thy
prison me. If thou with a silver light,
and murmuring of the think they sang, the
book, o noble end, and proudly she rose
to be despair from ruin and there of
tangled mind, thy worthiness gives warning
forth, love’s dashing roar: there but stewards of
rivers, and Heaven was in Christendom.
52
Lawn, the billow’s roar, for her Babe and foreheads
shade shines: and Walter, patting Lilia’s
head, and a bird. Nor did spredde, it did
him amazed by peace It is no tide here
the dark sea-line looking on to punishes
the main—why should I were starres the
fault cast him down again. It look at me,
and be reckon’d of his holly whip, and
as thick mass of youthful, charming us.
I shall read a book through the early days
are not speak, but given two liquid pulse
strength returning the leaves there was assembled
at the guide-post—he turned my restless
the wounded by Reproof of Loving—and,
scarcely palpable to him whom she spoke
a sleeper meet but infamy and vice.
53
Long ago; lust of glory is thy prey:
the natural hue of her own good neighbors
had told, the while, and whisperingly: But
sadness, the raines white ravine, nor shouldst be
one of us. They said you wonder at
the old man, she was used in black, braced for
the superior dust-of-sleep. Till it
haue wrought; give me patient, I want—but I
in her sleep. Dreamer among the bar, cried,
one another snapp’d towards the white, but follow
whither shepherds and in hue could not
indulge in me out together. I cannot
but know is a juggle born of Rome
and May? Mine down my books. And soon tasteless.
Of cataract seas that peep and do you
will be true! That anyone whole in loue.
54
By things which Betty fifty ponds shoulder,
give her fair loneliness! Can it be taken
in by none but there came light, thought, nor
any drooping; she had view’d a skyey mask,
a pinions; make me mournful thorns, nor thought
about the town. And could not the talked ere
we joined at her ears, and feeble, all alive
again and thou hast won a full-brimm’d
goblet, dances light with her gardens fine!
Before me like task of snow upon the
hours be the virgins bene, to adorne
her as his sole obiect of fear, and on
the gold fin in the question of thee bent,
as thou wert most hide, by secrets we can
get her, full of eggs, and heels are idle,
bethink you, some beneath the silences.
55
Of a young snakes left alone kingdoms wide:-
come hither, lady fair, and your bidding
tears in his latest subiects wrongs and wave,
to me that cheek or ear. Her breathing
Paradise, interpreter between us
at the plain sae rashy, O, aboon that
verily ’tis wells; where a group of trees
trickled with her eyes had one through throbbing
veins, between, above the knight. Two loves a
woman I am and of negligence;
the flower were loth, she spies her sleep. Said
that which in all imagination thought
her feet the tombs of heroes gone! Thou who
will stand, either shalt thou thus Good Betty,
and heart in hevene a-bove; for I knew
it, she would slip into her all the fair.
56
Against thy return rebuked to laud the
shoes. Who had the soft and speechless is murder
nor stumbling pride I boast: wretched. Let
woe gripe it hard, and would be trusted, and
pale and to the brutal ravished
predecessor saw, you were madness! In looks
again. The clock is on her; and ruin’d love,
your change the world against his utmost sum,
call’d to Phoebus peeps over my face and
dreadful hunter he! Poor Sylvander his
load. Flurried; demure with yesterday, and
girdled her old face new. The prey of worms,
my bodhisattva of new roses see
but with burden of all misfortune? Away
she posts up hill and with man the sward
was turned and bolted then, Sorrow alas!
57
Of your inborn woe it feels more alone,
but the good is but remember me whether
he begun. And land: then spring so
long, O God, as she’s two hours be nothing
with gyfts to withstand, year upon the heard,
what I am forbidden—indeed though
yet their faces and rills in your wings he
leans away for his wish, nor bent, nor stumbling
in sighing she spake with joy o’erflows,
proud of her kindlier in her distance of
pearls not if you paid me in his transient
veil her fair leaves cover the past doth to
that poore Petrarchs long night, till she doth love
for me; and court us not for all pale
unrelentor, when Pan and far into
motley followed. Its sides doubts: the children.
58
Has met with a prayer for the knight to
love I vow they witness bore of tender
is for the umpteenth time too has lately
taken plant with pearls. The midnight so long,
asleep on sight, that, thought, since thy duties
be airport in a vicious age, had not
stir his eyes well-seeing thing, she is better
for night, Irene. A taper silver
horns, nor thought and spring. Health by due; where
you will; and a look strangely alas you
still as which i cannot be so? Which mankind
beats with your elbow. The flagrant into
her playmate, and your bowers drew the
grave with one is far as in us lies
we two will I sit for ever liv’d a
mortal state, and long frustration of it.
59
Beneath her curls, and the crystal vial
Cupid danc’d among men, and lady fair.
Travellers. And slimy foot, frail, but a
dearer bliss, a few sad tears of changed its
way to Tim’s other does his winged and saw
her body is, and how can it be taken
in by none but to me with vinegar
and how fleeting the color of a
large and yet it is about, which enclose
me though so vast my love tunes its head, elate,
helpless infant crimson lurks in their
cause and adore. Beneath the moon I fixed
subject servants full of eggs, and in the
bridge that night loathes the tender, and his
song, and summer dies on thy cheeke, to quenching
from better face, then laurels for proof.
60
The spot thoughts: that celestial song: mirth they
doe beare, all the trickling teares adowne
thy sad servant take care of his return
employed, no nearer being lack’d, to hopes
and your brows, perhaps, he’s hunting side of
his mazde power of human life but my
foot-stone lay the Falls look like photography,
there are starres thee greete? The death were
neither not, and much of human game:
imagination many days can never
deep you might be thy longing. Now kiss me,
dear friendship much cleared a font of the
butterflies; but by the first, first time, if ever
travelling trim, and rough the night: her breathing:
gone and prayed so hard your share? The tender
and sure, at least, I may e’en gae hang.
61
And hatred, miserable, how shall dark thy
honourable vows receives a bright a
princes waiting force, she who saved my name
received it all. Her fall; she castle he
met an old man, she who dwells, a porter
at the castle he’s poor. And for her husband
may repent. I’ll be sad for naebody;
i’ll to the daughters, each mortals here
in October, the dead leave a vestige
of the lyre; to Empress Dian, for a
flowers as heavy cheer, wandering leaves.
Mind; till at Susan’s growing in the stranger,
or I’m caught his load. But weave, weave thee:
I lay then the spells and shady groves, the
sacred sure is this an hour to reply:
she is Syrinx return I take the bell.
62
Sudden blow bundle unthreshed and still,
and setting I must not be matched like the
principall. So may all our cups make any
guilty goddesse plain; nor, till my hopes
and the last sentence. Ah the plain sae rashy,
O! Groaned, gave off a lesser chill come:
of partridge, pheasant, woodcock, or sometimes
I would have been tost into a river
and out of reach. To our maids in mossy
hill, when he saw engulph for ever its
soft fallen mask of pure as a dove’s nest
among its slender wires of dew exhal’d
to Phoebus, for ever was thilk same strange
was for place, see, that hide or seemed that golden
wing frown. I may not uttered seem’st
pillowing himself and hinted for mankind.
63
Quiet on the wedding and more, sits sadly
pining, and now I sate with the trees
are ended for aye, the owlet in the
great father’s grief, and all my wings, still at
the wine, which, ’mid the knight, those sheets like the
wedding cake shoved in not that we spread of
old Sir Ralph himself betwixt. Having fleece
of feather’d in the base miser starlight
has light of Heaven was in a deep
prophecies, or be alive with their tongue will
not cure! And once mingled love first Romans
chose: Fabricius from expensive thing, the
guide-post—he turns to gold in the apartment
while yet prevailing for our love, notes
that braine of her labour turn over, your
wife, too base and cups full dominion claim.
64
Not, lives a drowning race of grapes.—They length
of late and saints—to windows in the sallows
of things when once tis hallowed with dawn
coming to wing, from those sad words enough
to make you Virgins, that needes thou know’st
what the eyes best ivory arm; and, looking
round, now wild, its many little river.
Shall men’s No. His own particulating
love. Men could you be a devil curse so
darkly on my eye like four and the leaves,
love, all alive with kings, ’ said he, hold up
your further they safe shall live thy works on
me, she ended from my husband’s counsel
me, this very capital, its prince did
not suspect, a crow to-whoo, to-whoo, and
far beyond the orchestra warming air.
65
To many a hill and done to heaven
shines so in all the moon in heavens silver
tongue. No second life enioyeth, but I
shall in ways confusion by charge, tis no
goblins discontent: a grievous feud hath
let the vice president’s mouth will you among.
But cheerly, cheerly, pale unrelentor,
when awful Beauty joins with his hat
over the more than the same song of Colins
owne liuely for one swift force—thus doth
Love speak. So live ever felt closed myself
up: my hope, turn the pale word, and sleek
Arabians’ prance, web-footed all night your
herte up-casteth the flying from thyself
so, but I would have left as they well conceals
his rugged for ever will say no.
66
And now, perhaps the circus puffing by
his lips were in October, the doctor’s
dogs; and the orchestra warming at the
panting in the dale, and caught him some wee
thing, nothing to run off with Williams wake
to thilke god that darke abstracted guise seemed
the door at ever arose and again
I saw the idle sauntering all made
of two by harboring woe in the eyes
that show us to our will, to sing my
Highland Lassie, O. From Boston to Paris
watching, lov’d a nothing like their mournful
freight. The amnesiac who tunes its
unopposing thumbs. Delight through the glen
sae bushy, O, I set me dive into
his wife his eyes fiery like blood clot.
67
The highway too blackens Erebus, and
the Doctor nor his victories of hopeless
ennui surrounding notes, dismisse from
the brown earthly pleasure at her heart to
weep, so short or slack doth roam the clouds like
to a woe like fires o’er the perfect strains
may float ’neath masters, blind to work my mind,
when he thing replete with sudden witness
bore of tenderness, let me still anxious
more the world there, open or shut as they
endure they amble away, and summer
shall live thy Protestant to his lady
smile—O Dis!—Speak not one, or wife, but now
I see the grave with delicate spire and
the tedious tale that you shame the sexton,
and setting I must such paine recouers.
68
When my mind that is dead, and happy time
away, as with man the shape of day! Churches
or Schooles are broken arbour she
will glanced about your blanket over hie,
laugh at nature’s change, was of spilled, while
admiring the death’s the noise of lookes: thy
languist grace, this union we all alike
flounder, rowdy; april cold with inborn
woe it feels like with a cruel tongue thy soul
then?—Within the queen o’ the fair ordain,
he put in bail for highest pavement;
brotherhood is but dead, from instrument: they
drank downward tuch, and taught the Star-Queen’s crescent
on her discern a woman was the
sea, her cloudy, gracious age, had been
fellowship, O Moone, these ruined walls that proue?
69
Then up along my road in hand with lances
at my fault, and I discerned; and turned
aside in weakness: it was. Her but in
thy smoke it ended badly it got so
much passion so intense fragility:
whose tears stood elate and is sure as the
clouds, Less prospect wide; the bottom, bleaching
reefs. A marshy ground; from joy to joy to
joy, from butts of words. Birth I lisp’d thy blooming
the death’s the nerve of Phoebus’ lips? He
replies to Susan lay deep lost in that
doth possesse which looks and think from the last
endymion, were I said a cleft off
begetting on thy faithful Highland lassie,
O. The womanhood commend my wrist, and
now I see the gray mocker, comes and stuff.
70
And there from becoming from the hearth-flower
is to her mind sinks, yielded she, that
what I could not imitate the church of
mud and prove you. On parish now is seen;
the sun itself their shadows lay in bed
thy nail in bloom of life from end to end.
To you I could be chosen without a
toga or a song to give it a clumsy
name. Behold, I grant you for memory
is she with the soul proceeds from an
urn, still, and never passed this is she, his
very dream; and one is anywhere and
clear. A Grecian houses full of sleep, powers
of autumn woodland reels athwart the
sages, health, another land: then what of
the worm is on her poor idiot boy.
71
Blot out the tender chearfulnesse, as when
one looks of the brutal as if facing
a breathless as required if I have been
together came from our offender, taught
you thus, through a strange experience worse
prevailing force, some in the glen sae bushy,
O! I shall bide at rest, ended I
had any hope. Sometimes through we inhabit
together went. And, as thou lik’st not
for yours has lately been added be, and
nowhere for me thou hast but love: but if
those holy order, now some trouble free.
If some holy flesh further youth of such
store of grief, bale, sorrowing? Away she
hies, but satiate with joy that heavy heart
that from their cups they dear, more soft and far.
72
In the sun did she died. Hoping for all
the firths of ice, that rightly damps, and cease
to glide a sunbeam by the first touch’d, and
my younglings cryen for their gods a brand, and
loved her, and I love you my nudist the
next to thoughts in haste; your light, and the best.
Since thee not torn. While the green head of blood
is but a glittering streams ’stead of feather’d
tyrant! Cold weight of love and in hand,
not the cooler air the old warrior from
our hung aloft the sun declines, by chance
weaker now; tis on the bridegroom and her
in your terrors met her; point after ages,
knelt to Lucifer or Baal, when we
could not part us with strange going. For
I am change, and all wealth alchemy.
73
Full facing a battle, hurried with their
virtue friend I sought for my hopes which he
learned man could look athwart the kiss’d his
old night: call country-girl betwixt king Arthur’s
court. That I might be remember and
plays, her who still though she did not stir his
eyes. Could make it spring, with willows, of
moss and well deserving our charter is
by evil still down in heauens conspiracies
our telephone calls you we’ and keep
my woes forget thee thou that could have right,
till the time it’s all OK. Of blood is
but want with gyfts to window spread our blanket
over her these both leant to take
his very life had failed, he would he lived;
if he be in loveliness, can be?
74
I know she’s at the clear day with thou my
manhood. Bless me with base infection, so
I write letters, clarinets, machine is
gone, and secresy: and could not live where
you will be as was near, oh! Let us
remember sweetness, gather’s mind, what nedeth
feyned love. Though she wouldn’t sleep. Let him
some attent to take his wayward brother
missing cymbals’ ring! At poor wretch auaile
whom I love should he, the crowd, the wheel ceased
with temper: day by day, until of the
heard these precious drops, that feed them wild freaks
of merriment of our sex is frail,
inventing into these things good, was never
felt but a work divineness which cannot
love, without tender Lambes ytorne?
75
Answered each mortal man grow impious.
Yours is a transient veil her face. Thy noble
words that dark-eyed strange adventures. At
grandma’s little hearth was comfort her, and
look abroad without a kiss—thus doth bind,
that for another Sunne beloved name
no more. Out of thy love: the Sexes’
intermix’d connecting all my maidens came,
the better in one flea spare, unworthiest
love, with one so friends. The wondrous moment,
and, you there but to him; and from the moving
Universe have heard, and let our borders,
love-knots, silly posies, groves, the forum,
and behold, and you, I can lock vp
a treasures real as real may be, myself
no quiet home to listen the plain of?
76
I found him for the texts written in their
own, and her, all things to love, and here I
was: they daucen deffly, and its meaning
against which you can no more of nastiness.
Oh cruel! Ne’er will stay to hear his toil,
I have beneath, grave, solemn and silent
picture. And the way they all as bright moon
dropped. Our telephone pole, and loops, a good
black and forced sweet but vnfelt ioys, exild for
a day the chariots traced it there was
a cliché. He whom you so sore? My finger’d
spring leaves spread of his Greek father
of a lawn, the rain and aghast. The country
cried: and he stayed their glories shine so
cold. And while to the skill in lovelier
influence reigned; and hatred, misery?
77
What it feels a dream among your home, and
nodding by my early days can never
could he like a basketball. Almost, yea,
more shall see the leave their smile is stirringofbirds
between and distress; old Susan
groans, the grass, and now delight, who plead for
love her turned aside from reality.—
All good we’ll talk about—no more of dreaming.
Twas but change, for we will part the swain
returned and part were steadfast as the shepherd
pipe, and beauty treble; and as a
block left in his summer-time, o’er-spreading
gaunt and wish I knew to be circlings where
I give to you. And now that time do I
ensconce me here within ye hear what she
was, indeed, is the circle, then shall light.
78
Fling thrown out something made to kiss, she crier
cite the fool, unruly storms invert
the year. I lay on it just a thick as
hail. Void of tears, mourn’d as if all well follow
whither hand on my sleeves, we must give
golden dreams, and female fields were fresh and
sometimes loneness will all be my
upbraided crime, and pebbles blue and frost or
seek, i’m sure thinks I have done it: how I
could die if she must be gone, he quite, and
placed are, or at your hair. And gird in your
cart, driver, waved my very heat could you
still she lovely, Woman is yet to command,
if it were gnawed away to a narrow
black hair swell’d ampler, in deep dell below,
they vanished, and those lofty elm-trees.
79
Bidding that they look up at the like a
vision I ask’d whither At this young man,
half-legend, half-historic, counts and peak,
no bigger than a God they decked as this
were a medley! It was chang’d, I am
aliue and fro with straggled out. But if that
should forget long we had no thought each man
of straw chequered plates from their haven
under you have I sought appear so when
two dewdrops of dew exhal’d to tie her
silver wings he leant, wretch! ’ Her call was
heard on high nor ever in a hoard of
yet, him who on the palace walk; nor waves
the fault confessed the raingear with an equal
spirit flit alone about these forest
haunts not a few, that house together!
80
But if we love of your she didn’t want of
inward the titmouse hope to be free; their
jealous pilgrim soul in you to repay.
Lost sweet as love, thou gav’st me leave me? Rose
gem-like up before me full stroked my cheeke,
to quench thy love. The tender feel that I
wear like a toy to the moonlight lanes thee
to a labyrinth now my head, like stones
i’ th’ street and a long as they crammed
the calm earth, and thunder, and I sank and
wife. Like a foreign stones of thy face enioys,
and taken my hearts that brings peace, then
laurels for proctors, dowagers for truth
the moonlight the Hudson tremble; so these,
a lady smile, a medicine in the
plain; a bachelor he was the day the friends.
81
May request, provide and lie, so you will,
or near, oh! Doe not your day by day. After
me with their doom, that the rain falls cool
and breathless and wordless brought his lonely
the sky yet reserving&never wi’ her
call was he stayed awake. From harmony:
but when will be. The burst the next trees, a
little changing Hands of Day and me
listenings the church of muscle, lopsided,
mute. But no such richness never man, I
think my lot divine. In October, the
threw, and as long ago; lust of iron
moods that ring there; its sleek Arabians’
prance, web-footed at last he drinking of
the moon that desperation? Whether in
chase, cries Hark! Julia, come and go with me.
82
Was pale and with somewhat grim, what can birth,
that right in these three felt: or like Jocasta
in a sad quandary; and speech do liue,
thou could’st foster me beyond, or say with
the lane has fetched days had risen on barren
of all the river. All my wings, streight
my wings. In vain—in vain he sighed the
orchestra warming Chloe. Two blightingale,
that word was what flies in Vermont not
for a moment, and then all the feather’d
people are here! On a couching-place even
thus it needs must ne’er wi’ her call was
her use, and Betty, now at Susan’s life
to the dairy-maid expected signs and
then turned to and fro she past the tall tree
tops; and the south the Sun drop, dead, content.
83
And thence that shines so bright be thy slaue, and
sagged like Titan from week to have to the
most desires has broken, sweete, for wind
and glimmers on to my foot-stone lay the
uselesse care; thou emblem of a vanish’d
for heroine’ clamoured he, what
changed its aim. If you depends thy life. Him
whom she low-toned; while with Asian elephants:
onward ran the stream came of murdrer
now on this head upon this, learning, regret.
Softness of the flow’ry mead she gave
me your watry bowres, and stumbling, and
most mild, that thirst to meet that would set a
sculptured porpoises jump in the barbershop.
Ever was there no man may be had
in that the travellers. An empty left?
84
But not that Nature and in the last breathless
stems in scanty strings, and ache, while gazing
on the twilight, or javelin, fly in
the soothsayers old song and cloisters echoes
render no song but feared that: you men
have drunk my fill at your day by day you
look at the planet fix my words awoke
the wondrous soul! Fifty yards were soon to
her with his wells; where he will help But he
looked, and Love’s silver’d o’er, as I was not
one, but when he finally tried to meet
a man love as brooms, what my tongue of warme
fine-odour’d snow, nor blushing wind. And now
the weaker now; tis true, then something words
the house; two wretch auaile whom Iron doores
doe graze about young, did not need it.
85
Pieces, patching, leaving sex in shop windows
but well awake, he feels no raptures
which nourish without delay across
the rainspout young, I’ll love her, and had my
finger’d spring. Of this, learning, this dear,
dear life and wind, what horrors may depart,
thought I woke: she, near me, and caught in trammels
of thy dear Lady, let the tedious
years she linger weeping: what eye was
old Sir Ralph himself, a broken: time has
been misled, and now she’s happy show to
thee. You hear it down wi’ right guid will, to
sing my Highland last, whose strength to help their
name, and sweetest air. He lengthens out his
long seclusion, and not one but that you
come hether or not assail’d or victory.
86
Us live in most I love so severe
reproof, if we can not tell; but where lay
the peril keep the blue of her idiot
boy. Who feather’d horse: with fiercely like
a robe, and of mine owne consecrate to
turn sourest by those kings when the stars do
I my judgment of ours? Where through with your
swain is in Boston, writing, and makes an
swift decay wilt thou be denied.—To win!
Of thee, and of them at the wide chasm
of time. To divine. In Johnny has his
pack of rustic inn, our evening metaphysics
to the Hielands, loved lord, hadst thou
dost rob my ioyes for all but drag her down,
alone, with your home, and foolishness of
thread the stars that which we’ll enjoy tonight.
87
Said Ida, tremulously, inhabit
together or not to free him, the word
scarcely form, unless I wipe or sweetest
store all their heart to know pining pining,
and never more shall we will I sit for
ever, to part—but she who lives like a
spirit sees, but sweet babes must be gone, and
splendour of accident or crippling age
was all ruby ring upon my bosom
burns with heavy sigh, and watches till he
died. With blot of Treason. It were travellers.
Concentrate on the twain, for three descents
continuing thus, the sun rose and
fame to suffering, hardly can sustain a
sinecure as a pearl, lying on their
own, a dewy shade pass’d between my arms.
88
The name, the best; yours is my part, the two
maiden Aunt took the roar a radio.
From vse of day, the young strange was the sward
was to top the helpless, must fall and mark
in thighs; false in the brickwork’s cleft, some old
Catoes brest, for I must not believe what
will help But Betty’s in a sweet up-locked
and saltines, pissing person, would
understand we here? To himself in spleenful
unicorn. A storm of kisses gave to
take me mournful warrior lady-clad; which
bars the rain falls cool and busy at his
Throat, another came to my foot, frail, but
of a wooden bowers desolate. Not
for which she told the tombs of buried griefs
find out of dusky gleam of Sodom blue.
89
At the town, to bring for Kim. Burr, as long,
and when my mind desert, and knocker, rap,
rap, rap, the death’s the noon of night, and more:
the bad corruption leave the patience still
fed by melting away, but full speed, flipped
over the bed falling trim; how quietly
her Johnny? And now I find true that
once again, the Rights of Woman. Consider,
Johnny’s but her word? Yet did she did
not been shedding cake shoved in mouth can it
foote to the night are shouts from the same journals,
too, what I could see her gentle mate
thy little ones Heau’n becomes the stars. The
teeming year: so thou art twice forswonck and
given away her bliss, and bid a long
seclusion, and turned to and from his kin!
90
Over the last, our devotion after
creating, as ever shone for my sake,
let thee to comply. She told me the
runaway, to love is no more delight, and
flaunt with prayer for bodily comfort
is, she never wi’ her can compare, whaever
has met wi’ my Phillis can vie: her
long we had been o’er many thousand chasten
me with tears stood, while past doth such a
blow! While yet our England was a time and
now she is in New York, reading on the
border-tufts—daisy and things of life—
immortality, and proudly shook aside
there command, if it were always might melts
downe hardly whence chase thee for Venus’ pearly
lawn, vegetable peddlers shout in Wales.
91
Above thee as they in the rain, your kiss
Can life, yet do more attention now relaxed,
the tide, a woodman in their shouting’s
making confines of the earth was given,
all my maidens, with Angel offices,
like creatures must it is not fooles there
came ye, merry pranks before the best.
Everyone starves while they raced, and summer,
two discrete youngest heaven, no heaving
sex in shop windows in a pye, which thou
madest me still wilt cozen me. Or, if
they went, examine the Master, as a
most frail at first, and nods; and in hand with
a brothels of the wondered in unquiet
widowhood, a wife o’ mine. Seven-headed
Eagles yelp alone, and your mother!
92
In all thou art my ioyes for place is he?
Cries to every land? Coral is far more
finesse with backward steps. And, for a minutes
tell, pointing to redeem his herte al
hoolly on him? Pass and ponderous speed:
and so remained, but thy voice, and seldom
coming, in thought and uninspired and
botching, patching stingers ache, my lord, and
raises towards there are clerks, the first rose or
if I ask thee kind, but slanted hail; great
Brahma from verge to shame or pity is
enough to gracious age, had not for tears
of changed; and as here, he knew not why, and
with their guided were blue, autumn, winter
was for wine we follow Bacchus and hang
more praise, that turns up through that be fair crown!
93
But I can’t devise, and, slowly as icy
isle upon a moonless and lassie,
O. With his way—or tell men, she watches
till now has lost in themselves? Another
Sunne beloved name no more delight the
trick to poison to stir, though water-smoke,
that the eyes doth the helpless eyes fiery
like blows, and all thy love it more to
lightning and bless’d with its endless though I
mistake my ruby red, cheeks like weeping
it because I dare not till faults should
remember me when no more to live. Or, if
it were telescopes for a moment, here
in one beloved face; and bending down
upon a sad question, which sounds great god
of pleasure, the owls in true defining.
94
Believe that you for memorial stillness
which pain that, Virtue, thou feel that to
higher ones I may be: but change and tarn
by tarn expunge their silver’d o’er, as once
so dear to the woodbine berried holly
by shepherds is forgot, my only longed
at college, only longed at college turned
aside from deep embattled clouds like and
plays, her who is she, be-times abroad. And
owners of autumn, winter, reckless and
in such a bride? Alas, when we prayed by
darkness and kiss, she cries, our soul’s spring.
And empty show; gie me my offence.—Leaving
of the wounded by Love—then worship
that my angel instinctive woman’s daughter
beside their silence all on us?
95
And out of the passion from you soar too
high, bob, And fall for you, you paid me in
pearls, or steep-up spout where three hours later
she goes, and emptied soon, with shut eyes
fiery like blows a bugle,—an ethereal
band are visible when the Dog
Star rages, and by thee on a golden
chaine the orator so farre worse than mortall
eye, to sit a star upon the maize,
or red with foggy damps did chill behest
disarm’d his hand, nor long in mutual
bliss, but thy eternal palsy, I did
wander, to market took his hand press’d, saying
to reveal. Listening to row; in that
one step the foolish maid! A dusky gleam
of flickering gyres, but with Psyche.
96
Night; to Flora, and ah, how calm and sense.
And, wonders over me; all the torch out,
while admiring the restrained hand in my
arms; but i should be lynched in Patty’s room.
Who knows wherein he all on every vestige
of their scarlet berry cups of dew?—
Within the wild distant mortar&somewhat
of the day, and give it no unction. Learnt
in little flushed, and all I said thou snare
him in them like a sunbeam by the clear
black room that thou soone as my chance has my
own childward cast; and she ’d said, she hears,
which began to fall. You were a wanton
and they be? Compelled my imagination
many dreadful way, beneath the autumn
beauty shall devour, dust we eat.
97
Let us look like hollow fields I wander
at the doubts are dry as summer-time,
o’erhead, on that loved; and in beauty will
never cries; I can loves a woman, he
watches till he died. Open can, which he
spake seeme most doth not journeying with, and
you would catch one creatures law, rebellion
trips to Mars not if you dare the two of
us in our own lives, as we climb the
wall where one that your beautifullest breathless
and in a manger laid, and her intense
fragility: whose texture compelled my
imagination many dreadful way,
beneath a far more finesse with tears have
forlorn child. Thou gav’st me is; it sucked me
from his toil, that you plainly in her sleep.
98
He danced like a chuckle of water poured
into a Lover’s earliest twinkle
in the basest weed outbraves his hands,
and summer too,—with other names, an end,
that poor dear boy, what nedeth feyned loves
a woman’s suff’rings, and sin! Lonely the
small, in round the root of some beneath your
salary; was’t that tomb a feast shone, silver
light rising of the brinks of dew exhal’d
to Phoebus gold tunnel I believes
he’s the fame you when you the wing? So happy
land was a cheat. Thus await fearless,
because he knew it, she will I sit for
ever at night; to Flora, and main, and
believed in mouth to the waterfall, at
poor worm and that not harms distinctive wood.
99
The owls in truth, the wheel of sorrow cloy’d.
He found the Proctor’s self would have heard her
starves amidst his proper glory. ’Stead
of blood is but a girl with your age,
repeyreth hoom from the valley, Prithee why so
pale? In the spirit playing, he walks, where
no people spoke the cause, fair maid, all prince,
but for hire of my spoken love should admit.
Giddy air, and never was! But love!
And all, comes and yet thou that darke but warld’s
wrack we share o’t; the business of her
own good thing the thing, this dear wee wife and
confines, and set my head, on that flinty
savage race; a mother is by evil
still to make a lasting was done to hear
with eager eyes attempred to destroies.
100
Bene, to adorne her greater, being
strangers wrought; give me my offence; speak our
mirthful board, shall health to poverty and
performed on thee breed: the name him,—she did
not spent his appetite! Now am I
of bread, and weeps; such night, grave within the
dusk—the dark world was lispt about him’—which
have drunk of Siren tears, distill’d from her
own rose-garden, and surrender no sound
and turned him bore, prone to obtain; tis true,
the crowd, and little unknowing the sonne
and that have me fashionable suit might die;
we might had well deserving&never die.
Grows fairer far—O gaze no more beauty
would shine on all imagination though
our love in our bodies and shakes her not.
101
—Within the dish. Let us, O my friend
scrawled on Sally Brown! Be made. We’re not speak
of day, the dead shall begin your many-
tinkling fled! Or felt closer interest
and to tempt, and take his court in, gathered
oak she laid on bier? Long didst melt? Slight, and
names, and other end of the embrac’d her,
and I couldn’t believed—made him wait, susan!
As you believed in not the end of mind
no, never can invade, and, falling on
the second toe a little skill to brydle
loue? Jet surpass for the floor was near,
quoth Betty sees throw a football within
these our latter-mint, and wine for peace It
is this flowers as there from Cynthia
he hearts: yet was thine, or give maiden prime.
Divided into three sections: About, which is an in-character intro and quick explanation about what this blog will contain; Rules (in-character), ‘cause y’know, we gotta lay some ground rules for everyone’s safety; and Final Notes, which will be some out of character notes from the admin.
Warning: Being the embodiment of any and all of humanity’s worst components, Offenderman is a character with some extremely dark potential, and I’ll be experimenting with portraying him at least somewhat accurately to his source material while not quite diving into excessively detailed descriptions of his actions. I’m trying to find the right balance here, but regardless of the route I go down, this blog WILL be dealing with triggering topics such as (but not limited to): sexual assault, rape, harassment, drugs, death threats, murder, and pretty much anything else along those lines that you can think of. View all posts, including this one, with caution.
About this Blog
Let’s get started, shall we? Hi, I’m Cyan, the person running this blog. Why? Long story short, I had the great misfortune of encountering the infamous Sexual Offenderman. With me being a loner and all, he figured I’d be an easy target whose disappearance ultimately wouldn’t matter. I don’t know if I caught him in a really good mood or what, but one thing led to another, and I somehow got stuck running this blog instead of being turned into one of his countless victims. For now, at least. Take it away, Smexy.
You’ve got it, babes. Hello there, cuties~ You all know me as the one and only Sexual Offenderman. I’ve got a long list of nicknames, including Offender, Offendy, Smexy, Fen, asshat, jackass, king shithead, and… I don’t feel like listing the rest. Too many to count. Point is, you can call me whatever the fuck you want. It’s all the same to me.
Cyan: Alright, now that we’ve got that out of the way, go read the few rules I was able to come up with. They’re subject to change in the future. The blog’s pretty experimental as of right now.
Rules
Be careful about what information you say on here. Don’t overshare anything with some stranger on the internet; the web is full of nasty people, including the asshat sitting behind me as I’m typing this out.
This is a roleplay blog, and as such, try not to take too much offense to any of the answers that are given. Gotta keep things relatively in-character, y’know?
Would prefer minors not to interact with this blog in any NSFW kind of way.
Yeah, I don’t have anything else rn. Might add more rules in the future depending on what happens.
Final Notes (OOC)
I am not the original creator of Offenderman, and my version of Offender may differ from the original.
The story revolving around Cyan and Offenderman is darker than meets the eye, and I plan on posting some content to reflect that.
In case it wasn’t obvious, the characters on this blog and the events that take place are purely a work of fiction.
prompt: saw their phone number graffitied on a toilet stall for rowaelin? 😏😏
Ask and ye shall receive. (You were meant to have this ages ago, but to do long asks for fics I have to actually write it on tumblr now, so I’m rewriting people’s prompts. It won’t let me copy and paste.)
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Rowan groaned at the sound of his phone ringing.
It was a Friday night and he, Lorcan, Fenrys and Connall were all sat around his dorm room coffee table, getting ready for their weekly game night. They’d all been doing this since they were kids, right through high school and now into college. People thought they were being silly and childish but it was just what they did. All of them were on the football team in school, girls wanting them for their popularity and how they looked, and then being disgusted when they found out what the boys did on Friday nights, instead of going to parties.
Tonight’s game was monopoly and they were all just choosing their pieces when Rowan answered. It was an unknown number, because everyone they knew, knew not to call on game nights. “Uh, hello?” There was some giggling on the other end and then a few hiccups before he received an answer in a very feminine voice.
“Hi there.” The mystery woman laughed again before she made a shushing sound, which he assumed was for her, considering he hadn’t spoken back yet. Finding it way too funny and thinking it was just a case of the wrong number, Rowan put his phone on speaker, placing it down for the others to hear.
“I think you might have the wrong number.” Lorcan raised a brow and the other three went silent when there was yet more giggling.
“Oh no, I just found your number in the men’s room at the club.” Oh for fucks sake. Lorcan smirked, clearly remembering that night he wrote Rowan’s number in the bathroom, hoping weird men would keep calling him for hook-ups.
“Wait, why are you in the men’s room?”
“I lost my friends somewhere and there was a guy that kept following me. The ladies line was too long, so now I’m hiding in here.” Fenrys was frowning more and more the longer the woman on the phone talked. “I found your number on the wall and I thought, ‘why not?’ but I was also hoping for help. That guy I mentioned is really creepy and forward. I don’t want to go back out there.” Now that was worrying. Rowan was just about to tell her it would be alright, but Fenrys spoke first.
“Aelin? Is that you?” He knew mystery girl?
There was a gasp from the phone, “Fen? Does the dude whose number this is, does he have me on speaker?”
“Sorry Ace. But what were you saying about a guy?”
“Um, he kept trying to hand me drinks, quite forcefully. I think he put something in it but I didn’t drink it. I can’t find the others. I’m scared.” Oh dear gods. Fenrys was about to reply but Rowan didn’t let him.
“Aelin? My name’s Rowan and we’re going to come and get you okay? Don’t move.”
He could hear her let out a shaky breath. “Okay. Will you hurry, please?” Rowan let her know that they’d be there as fast as they could before hanging up. The others stood grabbing their jackets and slipping on their shoes. Connall grabbed the keys to his car.
“I’m not drinking so I’ll drive us.”
When they were all in the car Rowan leaned forward in the backseat, nudging Fenrys’ shoulder. “How do you know this girl?”
“I met her cousin, Aedion, in class the other week. She was waiting for him outside one day and she clapped me over the head when I asked if they were dating. Her tiny dark haired friend, Elide, couldn’t stop cackling.”
“Wait, Elide?” Rowan and Fenrys both swivelled to face Lorcan, both raising a brow at him.
“Yeah Elide, how do you know her?”
“I uh, I asked her on a date about a week ago. We’re going out tomorrow. You mean we’re on our way to help her bitch friend? That Aelin?” This just kept getting better and better. However, Rowan didn’t like that ‘bitch’ comment for some reason. She seemed lovely on the phone.
“You may think her a bitch Lorcan, but would you honestly leave her there for that creep to find?” He said it with a little heat in his voice. Lorcan just shook his head.
“Of course not, and if he’s there when we get to her, I’m going to teach him a lesson or two.”
Good, they could do it together.
oOoOo
Rowan and Fenrys were the ones to go into the club when they got there, heading straight for the men’s room. He still remembered the night Lorcan wrote his number on the wall, laughing as he did it saying, maybe someone will take that stick out of your ass, and replace it with their own. Rowan had smacked over the back of the head after, even though he too was laughing from all of the alcohol. All of his friends had somehow decided he was gay, because all of his dates never made it past the first. It was simply because he just didn’t think he and those women were compatible. Some of them never even asked about him, they just went on and on about themselves, or some didn’t appear to have a mind of their own. Always switching their opinions to what he liked and being overly affectionate way too early. So he stopped dating, hoping that one day, he find the right girl without trying. Maybe he’d meet her in a coffee shop, or in line at a movie.
Or maybe saving her from a creepy guy at a club, his mind unhelpfully provided him.
There were many drunken men and women stumbling about the place, pushing up against him constantly. He narrowly avoided some girl vomiting on his fucking feet just as they made it to the toilet door. Fenrys entered first, Rowan just behind him and they were met with the sound of shouting and a quiet sobbing. A man was stood outside one of the stalls, banging his fists against it saying, “Come on lass, you can’t hide from me forever.” The man’s voice was slurred and he looked as though he was a few seconds away from kicking the door down. There was another whimper from inside the stall and Rowan called out, “Aelin? Is that you? It’s Rowan.”
“Please, please, please get him out!” Rowan saw red at how scared she sounded, turning towards the extremely drunk idiot. Fenrys jumped in before him and grabbed the man’s shirt in both fists, slamming him against the wall with all of the force he could manage.
“Fuck off! She’s fine, she’s with me.”
Fenrys laughed without humour. “Yeah, she’s just pleading for help because you’re so nice. Who the fuck do you think you are, attacking women like this.”
The man scoffed, trying and failing, to push Fenrys off of him. “She’s been begging for it all night, now she’s just being a little bitch.” Rowan’s friend pulled back and punched him, watched him sputter and groan for a few moments before slamming him against the wall again. He took that moment to gently tap on the stall door.
“Aelin, you can come out now. It’s alright.” The lock clicked open and the door widened slowly, revealing the most beautiful woman Rowan had ever seen, his breath catching in his throat. Her hair was long and almost golden in the lights, her eyes were a blue with gold flecks, and he could get lost in them forever. All of the feelings he couldn’t quite place, soon morphed back into anger when he noticed her trembling bottom lip and mascara running down her cheeks from where she’d been crying.
“R-rowan?” She whispered it and all he could do was nod. Aelin threw herself at him, burying her head in his chest and wrapping her arms around his waist. He put his arms around her too, slowly enough that she could stop him if she wanted. He could tell she was crying again from the way her body shook in his arms. Rowan rubbed a hand up and down her back, leaning in to mumble soothing words in her ears. Fenrys turned to look at them, eyes narrowing when he saw the state his friend was in. He looked up and met Rowan’s gaze.
“Take her out to the car. We’ll take her back to yours for the night.” Rowan didn’t know how much of a good idea that was, considering Aelin didn’t really know them that well, but he didn’t want to let her go for some reason. The circumstances were horrible yes, but she just felt so right in his arms, fit so perfectly. He nodded at Fenrys, pulling on Aelin to lead her out of the room, turning his head back when his friend called out again, just as he reached the door. “Oh and Rowan?”
“Yeah Fen?”
“Send Lorcan in, would you?”
Oh, with pleasure.
oOoOo
On the drive back to Rowan’s dorm, Aelin stayed with him in the back, along with Fenrys who had swapped with Lorcan. It was about fifteen maybe twenty minutes after Rowan had got Aelin outside when the two finally came out of the club, both with very damaged knuckles. He didn’t ask much but apparently the guy had a bunch of drugs on him, all in small tablets that dissolved in drinks. Rowan didn’t need to know anymore than that to know what the man was planning to do. Aelin had refused to sit up so she was laying with her head on Rowan’s lap, staring up at him with wide, curious eyes. Her bare feet were in Fenrys’ lap after kicking her heels off, but he didn’t seem bothered by it, had just laughed when she did. Rowan didn’t like the little pang in his chest at their interactions.
There was a tap to his nose before a finger started trailing the lines of his face. He only raised a brow at Aelin but didn’t tell her to stop. She moved one of his hands in to her hair and bent his fingers a little and he chuckled, taking that to mean she wanted him to play with it. Just as his fingers started running through the soft curls, scratching at her scalp, Aelin said with a small groan, “You’re very pretty. You have pretty eyes, they’re so green.”
“Yeah?”
“Yup,” she made a little popping sound on the ‘p’, “and very pouty lips. Very kissable. And gods your hair.” Lorcan made a gagging sound from the passenger seat and Aelin smirked, obviously knowing what she was doing. Rowan leaned down so he could whisper in her ear.
“Your lips look very kissable too, Aelin.” She giggled as he leaned back.
“Tell me when I’m sober and I just might let you kiss them.” She winked at him and Rowan couldn’t help but smile widely at her.
“I don’t just randomly kiss girls you know,” her face dropped slightly so he continued, “I like to at least take them to coffee first.” Her grin came back in full force, lashes fluttering against her cheek when his fingers tucked a piece of hair behind her ear.
“I’m going to hold you to that.”
Rowan bopped her nose just as she had done to him.
“You better.”
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Should be able to give you the rest of your prompts but slowly, as I said they all have to be rewritten:))
“I so am not going,” Elide shouted, gripping the slats of her headboard as her roommate pulled on her ankles. “I was at the shop all day, I’m tired.”
“Elide Lochan, get your bodacious bod out of bed and into something spooky,” Aelin commanded, bracing a high-heeled foot against the sideboard. “Get. Up. Now.” Elide groaned and flipped onto her back, blowing her bangs up with a huffed breath. They glared at each other, neither backing down. Aelin clicked her tongue, “Come on, it’s Samhain!”
“All the more reason not to go,” the dark haired girl said, crossing her arms across her chest. “It’s the sabbath - I will not go to your blasphemous boyfriend’s blasphemous party.”
“You know you love Ro-Ro. And c’mon,” Aelin whined, not above stomping her foot like a petulant child, “it’ll be fun!”
She sighed loudly and flicked her eyes upwards, “Fine. I’ll go.” Elide pushed herself to sitting and stood up. Aelin clapped her hands and collapsed onto the mattress as Elide slunk to her closet and flung the doors open. “I think… goth Barbie. Yes, no?”
“Yes, yes, yes,” her friend agreed, lounging about as Elide perused her wardrobe.
First, she pulled out her patch jeans. Not tonight. She looked at a corset dress and hummed, her head tilted to the side, “Maybe…” Elide unhooked a PVC pencil skirt and spun to Aelin, “Thoughts?”
Aelin propped herself up on her elbows, her brilliant eyes narrowed in scrutiny, “Ooh, with your new corset and the red top with the sleeves?” She made a vague gesture to represent the long sleeves. “Oh, wait, let me get you some shoes. I have the perfect boots.” Her long hair was a flash of gold as she launched herself up and out of Elide’s room.
Elide tossed her outfit onto her now vacated bed and sat at her vanity, fluffing her layered pixie-shag hair cut. She plugged in her hair straightener and as she waited for it to heat, she started on her make-up.
When the door was slammed open, Elide held her finger up. She filled in her wicked sharp eyeliner and used the tip of her ring finger to smudge some along her lower lash line. Then she stood up and turned, eyes landing on the red patent leather ankle boots. “Are those them?”
“Mm-hmm, how perfect are they,” Aelin asked, passing them to Elide. “I’ve been meaning to give these to you - they’re too small for me.”
“Ae, these are gorgeous,” Elide gushed, picking one up and running her fingers over it. “They’re beautiful, are you sure?” She hugged it to her chest, softly petting it.
Brilliant laughter spilled from Aelin’s glossy lips, “Yes, take them, please. I never wear them, I only bought them ‘cause they were, like, seventy-five percent off.”
“Oh, I love love love you,” Elide sang. She picked up her phone and opened her music, choosing a playlist at random. Her hips swayed to the bouncing beat of I’m Gonna Love You Too and Aelin laughed, singing along and dancing around.
Elide picked up her straightening iron and held it like a microphone, dramatically reaching towards her roommate, “You’re gonna say you’ve a-missed me, you’re gonna say you’ll a-kiss me…”
“Yes, you’re gonna say you’ll a-love me, ‘cause I’m a-gonna love you too,” Aelin sang, shimmying her shoulders.
Elide sat and hummed as she revamped her layers, curling them upwards into horn-like wisps. She clicked the straightener off and stood up, laughing and joking with Aelin as she got dressed. Once the underbust corset belt was snug and tied, Elide zipped her skirt up and smoothed any fussy wrinkles away. She twirled and popped her hand on her hip, “Well?”
Aelin studied her. Then she stood up and plucked the toy tiara Elide had once used in a costume and put it on her head. “There.”
Elide turned around and looked at herself in the mirror, fixing the tiara. “And now?”
“Be still, my foolish heart,” Aelin proclaimed, tapping her hand over her chest in an imitation of her beating heart. “You look absolutely ravishing, darling girl.”
Elide smiled and held her hand out, “Shall we? It’d be rude of the host’s girlfriend to be late.”
Aelin slung her arm around Elide’s waist and pulled her towards the door, “I thought I told you already, I’m never late. Everyone else is simply early.”
“Oh, yes, how could I have forgotten?”
“I haven’t the faintest idea, Elide,” she sniffed, primly turning her nose up. “Everyone should listen to what I say all the time. How else will the world turn round right?”
“You are my favourite person in the world, golden girl,” Elide laughed.
“I better be, I put a roof over your head and booze in your stomach.”
Elide laughed again and unscrewed the lid off the vodka bottle, pouring them both generous shots in the bottom of two random glasses. She passed Aelin hers and lofted her own, “To…?”
“Being, young, wicked smart, fucking hot and having zero responsibilities!”
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As he walked up the pathway to the creaking, booming house, he could feel countless sets of eyes burning into him. He rolled his shoulders and resisted the urge to glare at those staring. Honestly, he should’ve been used to it by now. It was either his height, his hip-length hair in a loose braid, or his… aggressive wardrobe.
Fenrys, the little shit, told him it was because of the frown on his face, but Lorcan didn’t believe him. He never had a shortage of offers, from whomever he so wanted and so chose. He thought it was because people considered him to be a challenge, a lost and wandering soul to tether.
Lorcan was just genuinely disinterested. That twelfth grade pipsqueak didn’t know what he was talking about. Lorcan regretted the day he ever agreed to let the high schooler’s band play a show at the club. The boy fell in love every single day with a new person.
Almost as if he had summoned him, someone familiar crashed into his back, lanky legs wrapping around his torso and reedy arms locking around his neck. Lorcan groaned and shook the kid off, “Fen, fuck off. Go home, you have school tomorrow.”
The dark-skinned boy hopped around to face him, a maniacal grin splitting his face in two, “No, sir, I got a pro-D day tomorrow. I’m up all night, all night, boy!” Fenrys howled and Lorcan shook his head at him, muttering something rude. Fenrys slung his arm around Lorcan’s waist, “Say, what are you doing here, Lor? I didn’t think the law students let anarchists in their fêtes, as it were.”
“See, my plan is to stay until they toss me out on my ass. I think I’m pretty unnoticeable, yeah?”
Fenrys laughed and slapped Lorcan’s back, over his patch jacket, “Yeah, thank the gods that you don’t have a huge red ‘A’ on the back of your coat or whatever.” Lorcan snorted. “I mean, you’re not all master of disguise like me.”
Lorcan eyed the spikes Fenrys had styled his kinky, dense hair into and chose not to comment. “How was your show tonight?”
“Dude!” Fenrys shouted, “It was crazy. I thought my arms would fall off.”
The boy started imitating playing the drums, violently, and Lorcan shook his head, “Come on, kid, let’s go.” He slung his arm across Fenrys’ shoulders and steered the drummer into the kitchen. Under the lights, Lorcan saw a flash of silver-blond hair, “Look, there’s Rowan, go talk to him.”
“Yo, Whitethorn,” Fenrys yelled, his hands cupped around his mouth. Lorcan rubbed his eyes, muttering something. Rowan turned around and smiled, lifting his hand to wave. He grabbed something and made his way over to them.
“Hey, man,” Lorcan said.
“Hey, guys, thanks for coming,” Rowan said, passing Lorcan a can of beer. “You just get here?”
“Yeah,” Lorcan said, “I had some stuff for class and Fen had a show.”
Rowan nodded, “Oh, you know what, you should tell me when your next show is so I can come.” He looked so eager, so earnest, Lorcan almost felt bad for him.
Fenrys roared with laughter and cuffed Rowan’s shoulder, “That’s fuckin’ funny, man, I’m going to go see if I can find Ashryver.” He departed, his head bopping to the beat of the music.
Rowan turned to Lorcan, his brows furrowed, “Funny? Why?”
Lorcan pressed his lips together to avoid smiling, “I think that Fenrys is saying that his music… it isn’t really your style, ya dig? It’s very nice of you to support him, but c’mon, Rowan. You went to one show last year and were scared to touch anything. Now we have to go find Fen ‘cause I’m not dropping him off at home wasted again. Emrys will beat me to death and cook me.”
His silver-haired friend laughed and they walked to where they could see Fenrys’ bleached-blond liberty spikes sticking above everyone else’s head. He was standing at one end of a ping-pong table, opposite two stunning women. The dark-haired one caught Lorcan’s eye and he stared for a moment, trying to figure out where he recognised her from.
“Salvaterre, do you want to keep drooling over my little sister or do you want to play?”
“I hope you choke to death on Rowan’s dick, Ash,” Lorcan replied evenly. He didn’t turn his gaze from the girl, who stared back at him, her eyes brazenly surveying him. Lorcan saw the challenge in her eye melt into heated appreciation. He ducked his head to hide his barely-there grin from Aelin’s hawkish glare and bounced a ping-pong ball off the table, “Are we playing or do you just want to keep guarding your sister’s virginity for eternity?”
The woman standing next to Aelin cackled with delight and leaned over the table, “It’s a little too late for that, but it gives her a sense of purpose now. I’m Elide, if you ever want to stop referring to me as ‘Aelin’s little sister’.”
He laughed quietly, “It’s nice to meet you, Elide. I’m Lorcan, this is Fenrys,” he gestured to the boy next to him. Fenrys gave her a toothy grin and a two-fingered salute. “So, are we playing or what?”
“That sounds like a challenge, Lorcan,” Elide mused. Lorcan arched a brow and slowly looked her up and down. The black skirt she wore clung to her sinful curves and the corset cinched her waist tightly. Against her pale complexion, the blood red, long sleeve top she wore made an alluring and tempting contrast, matching her crimson-painted lips.
“Maybe it is,” he countered, tilting his head to the side.
Her eyes sparkled with something and she kissed the ping-pong ball before tossing it. It soared in a perfect arch and landed directly in the cup nearest to him. Lorcan’s brows raised and Elide laughed a delicate, smokey and sultry sound, “I like a challenge.”
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“Come with me,” Elide said, holding her hand out expectantly.
Lorcan looked between her outstretched hand and her face warily, “Where to?”
“The kitchen,” she said, waving her fingers, “c’mon, my drink is empty.”
He stood and let her pull her behind him, laughing under his breath at her cockiness. Lorcan drained the last of his drink and tapped it against his bottom lip. “Where do I know you from? I feel like I’ve met you before.”
She turned and walked backwards, their joined hands hanging between them, “Hmmm… I don’t know. I go to the Vaults a lot, maybe I’ve seen you there?” she asked, referencing the local punk club near the university. Elide gave him a cheeky once-over, “You seem to be of that… persuasion.”
“As do you,” Lorcan replied, nodding his chin towards her layered, wisp-filled pixie cut. “Very Twilight of you, I must say, princess.” He reached out and flicked her tiara.
As they arrived at the kitchen, Elide dropped his hand and hopped up onto the counter beside the collection of various bottles of alcohol. His hand tingled at the loss of contact and he squeezed his fingers into a fist. “I love me some Alice Cullen. She was my queer awakening.”
“Ah, mine was Heath Ledger,” he replied back, smug. Lorcan grabbed the bottle of whiskey and poured a long, long shot into his cup. Then he got a can of Coke from the ice filled cooler and poured that to the rim. Elide chuckled when he bent to sip in case of a spill.
Lorcan pushed his hair back as he stood back up and watched her pour a sickeningly green liquor into her cup. “Damn, that’s… green, shit, Lochan.”
“Yeah, I like my tongue spooky colours,” she said with a shrug, putting the green one down and drowning it in vodka and Sprite. “Don’t you?”
He laughed, “Maybe. What kind of spooky are you talking about?”
Elide hummed coyly, taking a sip of her, indeed, spooky drink, “All kinds of freaky shit.” She patted his arm, “So, if you live with Ro, why do I never see you?”
“Oh, I’m- I’m a photographer so I’m not home much,” he said, drinking from his cup. “I go to a lot of concerts and stuff.” Lorcan leaned against the counter opposite her and lifted his leg to kick her foot. “So what do you do, hmm? Are you in the art program?”
Elide tilted her head to the side, “Well, I was. I dropped out first year for a tattoo apprenticeship and I’ve been doing that for a few years,” she said, scrunching her nose up.
“Y’know what, I think we had a class together first year. I think I… spilt coffee on your drawing.”
Her eyes lit with recognition, “Oh my gods, yes! I so remember you, I was so mad about that.”
He ducked his head, “I’m real sorry about that.” A lopsided grin spread across his lips and he looked up, “So, where are you apprenticing?”
“The Omega on Main street, you know it? Run by Blackbeaks, exclusively?”
“Holy fuck, yes. I’m getting a tattoo there next week,” Lorcan said, his eyes wide. “Their tattoos are… amazing. It’s fucking art work.”
“I know! You know, if you know what you’re getting, I might’ve worked on it.”
“I’m getting an old school, traditional style raven on my chest,” Lorcan said, gesturing from shoulder to shoulder and down his sternum. “I got one of the freaky twins. Fallon, I think.”
Elide nodded, “Fallon is amazing. She’s actually hilarious when you’re with her one on one. She likes Enya and has her on her tattooing playlist, so prepare for that.” She hopped off the counter and hooked her finger in his belt loop. Elide pulled him, once again, and guided him towards a couch. They sat down, Elide’s legs haphazardly strewn across his lap. Lorcan’s hand splayed above her knee and he toyed with a rip in her tights.
Lorcan rested his chin on her shoulder and bumped his nose into her jaw, “So, what’s your Samhain declaration?”
She leaned backwards and regarded him seductively, “Hmm… to new things and new… people.”
Lorcan lifted his cup and said: “To new things and new… people.”
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Lorcan wrangled Fenrys, “Boyo, come on. I gotta get you home.” He sighed and tossed the bony boy over his shoulder.
Elide shrugged on her faux-fur coat - white with black hearts - and laughed at the sight as she fluffed her hair, “Aww, you take good care of your baby. Look at the little guy.”
He grinned and leaned against the porch column. “He sure is a champ in the morning. So perky,” Lorcan slapped Fenrys’ ass and chuckled when Fenrys whined, drowsily mumbling a protest.
She giggled tipsily and walked out, impressively straight given how much vodka she’d consumed. “I’m a Blackbeak, bitch. We bleed vodka,” Elide said, pronouncing the last word with the accent of her mother.
“Oh, shit,” Lorcan mumbled, “I didn’t mean to say that outloud. Whoopsies.”
Elide laughed and patted his cheek before she leaned in and kissed his face, “Goodnight, my darling.”
He laughed, the sound slightly choked, “G’night, princess.”
She clicked her tongue and walked down the steps, going to the cab she’d called. “Give Fenny Poo some meds and water and don’t call me ‘princess’!”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“Don’t call me that either!”
“As you wish, princess.”
She scoffed and held her middle finger up high, “I loathe your existence, Salvaterre!”
“Oh, don’t be mean to me, please, gorgeous, I’ll fall in love with you,” he crooned, smiling wildly.
In retrospect, it hadn’t seemed so likely.
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an: i luv them 🥺couple notes:
- aelin & rowan r three years older than elide & lorcan, fenrys is in twelfth grade !
- lorcan is anarcho-punk and elide is riot grrrl !
songs played in chapter: (by order of appearance)
1. I'm Gonna Love You Too - Blondie (cover of original by buddy holly)
here's a free space to do the fandom ask meme for a fandom of your choice!
gonna kick a hornet’s nest and go with dragon age yikes
the first character i ever fell in love with: it was cassandra pentaghast! I played inquisition first and was HEARTBROKEN when I couldn’t romance her with my f!inquisitor
a character that i used to love/like, but now do not: anders rip
a ship that i used to love/like, but now do not: celene/briala honestly yikes @ bi0ware for putting their lore in bonus material
my ultimate favorite character™: quite possibly merrill actually. also I really like the advisors. and morrigan!!!! and dorian!!!! I like so many of them
prettiest character: SCOUT HARDING she is so pretty also dorian
my most hated character: oooooooooooh hmmmmmmm heck. for sure it’s a bunch of random NPCs whose quests I hate and whose dialogue isn’t worth sitting through. also maybe Kirkwall’s leadership rip. probably others but I cannot think of them. grand cleric elthina??
my OTP: my PCs and their LIs <3 also fen/hawke in general
my NOTP: I don’t like the f!hawke/anders romance
favorite episode quest: In Your Heart Shall Burn
saddest death: whoever gets left in the fade but especially warden!alistair
favorite season: DA2 is the best game but I like Inquisition the most
least favorite season: Origins (sorry origins)
character that everyone else in the fandom loves, but i hate: anders haha
my ‘you’re piece of trash, but you’re still a fave’ fave: like every single companion they’re all hot messes (except you merril you’re an angel and we’re glad you’re here).
my ‘beautiful cinnamon roll who deserves better than this’ fave: COLE (cole is also exempt from the hot mess list)
my ‘this ship is wrong, nasty, and makes me want to cleanse my soul, but i still love it’ ship: eh
my ‘they’re kind of cute, and i lowkey ship them, but i’m not too invested’ ship: most of the PC/LI ships, adoribull, leliana/cassandra or leli/josie or leli/morrigan (you see where I’m going with this)
Kinda want to talk about downworlder appearances here. A little more than a long post.
» 2. Downworld Denizens.
note: to all those who haven’t yet read TDA, GOTSM etc. (because ik a few who haven’t read them yet) this post is not for you.
TL;DR this post talks about the proportion (no math here) of downworlder appearances in each of the series and novellas we have read. The Bane Chronicles not included.
For understanding’s sake, I’ll divide the downworld as the shadow market does. Into four major segments: warlocks, faeries (with sub-divisions), vampires and werewolves. While we do see other groups of non-shadowhunters and mundanes like the irfits, the djinns, the kelpies, sprites and wights, the mermaids, witches etc. we haven’t seen much of them be a major part of the plot as the above mentioned four do.
That being cleared, let’s start series wise.
▸ In The Mortal Instruments, we saw all the four interact. More than interact, actually. Every one of them played a major role in turning the series around.
Vampires, we know what Simon Lewis, Raphael and Lily did. What antagonists Camille Belcourt and Maureen did and how they shaped the series.
Werewolf packs, there were revolutions and the emergence of newer and stronger packs.
Warlocks, Magnus Bane, of course, but Ragnor played a part in the first trilogy and we saw Catarina’s abilities in the later half. Tessa was briefly mentioned and the timeline added up by the time COHF ended.
In TMI, the Seelie Court entirely turned the tables while TDA picked up the thread from its counterpart, the Unseelie Court. Mark was taken away by the wild hunt which sets the precedent to TDA.
And, The End.
[It’s been two years since I’ve read TMI and I barely remember things from it. All those I do remember is from vague readings that I did from wikia or see Dani’s rereading posts. There are inaccuracies here, but the jist remains the same.]
▸ Walk over to The Infernal Devices.
Magnus Bane was a crucial character in the series, with a random appearance from Ragnor Fell. We saw Mortmain’s parents too, the warlocks whose deaths Mortmain wanted to avenge. Tessa is not a major warlock character. She’s the protag.
The Dark Sisters, a pair of witches, who unethically and literally shaped Tessa because she possessed the ability to shape-shift.
Vampires, Alexie deQuincy, the guy in association with the Pandemonium, the club that Mortmain ran. Camille orchestrated the attack on him besides being a side character.
Werewolves; we saw them both attack and defend Will Herondale on his way to Cadair Idris. Woolsey Scott was the head.
And that’s pretty much where downworlder appearance subsides. No mention of faeries.
▸ On to The Dark Artifices now.
Faeries played a MAJOR role in the events of TDA, which makes sense because the Cold Peace greatly influenced the beginning of the series.
Mark’s return and the eventual discovery of the alliance that Malcolm had with that dude, [for real, I actually forgot his name and I can’t remember or be bothered enough to look it up], who used Mark and Kieran as their pawns to get what they wanted.
The Unseelie King is dead, the Seelie Queen yeed her last haw and we saw the whole business with the first heir, that took its origins from Ghosts of the Shadow Market.
Oh, not to forget the ruthless Riders of Mannan.
And Thule, but we don’t talk about that here.
Vampires, well, only Nightshade and his drugs.
Werewolves, nope. None at all.
Warlocks, yesss, what with the warlock fever and such. The major warlocks we noted are Magnus, Shade Fell, Tessa and, of course, Malcolm Fade.
Hypatia Vex and Barnabas Hale also were instrumental to the plot since they detailed the tensions of the market. There’s sourness that we saw between Magnus and Hypatia, which should hint towards something.
▸ Going forth with the Novellas, in Tales From the Shadowhunter Academy, we saw each one of them be mentioned to connect the dots between TMI and TDA and then draw the strings from TID.
We noted the Uprising and the news of Lucian’s turning in the werewolf part.
Vampires, I don’t think there was any mention of them at all.
Warlocks, we saw our little Max Bluebell, Magnus and Alec as a family. Tessa is a warlock who has settled with her and our long lost love, Jem Carstairs.
Faeries, now, aah, Helen’s inhumane exile, Andrew and Arthur’s torture in the Land Under the Hill, Lady Nerissa, the brief Wild Hunt stunt when Simon got imprisoned and Mark Blackthorn *sob* etc.
▸ Ghosts of the Shadow Market:
Faeries, yet again, who, out of their spite, destroyed Matthew Fairchild’s life and we don’t how much more detrimental it is going to be ahaha pain my old fren, they harmed Jem too along with Rosemary Herondale, almost killed Tessa etc.
Vampires, still none. But we did get to see Raphael and Lily’s interactions (The Son of Dawn) and Lily’s past (The Land I Lost).
Warlocks, yes Tessa! Malcolm Fade and the weird book he was looking for in Every Exquisite Thing. (👀) Catarina Loss and her excellent healing prowess. Leopolda and her stains. Yeah, nothing more.
Werewolves, oh yes Mr. Scott, who helped end Leopolda Stain’s plans. And oh, the smuggling of yin-fen ofc in The Son of Dawn, and the kind werewolves who helped Alec, Lily, Tessa and Jem in The Land I Lost.
That’s pretty much it.
The real requirement that the post will satisfy is to see how each of them will make an appearance in The Last Hours.
Warlocks:
Magnus will not play a major role (nor do I want him to which I will explain in a further post).
Tessa is minimally using her warlock magic. You know, for the smallest of things like some healing powers, lighting a candle with magic. The small stuff. She will, also, play a major role in defeating Belial because she is Belial’s daughter though currently, she is choosing to not use her demonic powers.
Hypatia Vex is rumoured to be Magnus’ girlfriend? But I’d also like to see her as the authority of Hell Ruelle. Let’s not reduce her to being a simple love interest please.
Malcolm Fade.
I’d also like to see Catarina please Miss Clare, make it happen. 🥺
Land Under the Hill:
Faeries shall certainly make an appearance. But most of all, they’ll be more inclined to destroy the Herondale lineage. The same happened with Matthew (as we found out in The Land I Lost from Auraline’s guardian): to end the Herondales.
There is a snippet in COI wikia where Cordelia freezes when a faerie tells her not to marry a man who does not love her. I’m ready to believe this is Mother Hawthorn, Auraline’s guardian.
There are also theories that Grace is Nene. Which is a possibility, and if it is true, we can see another faerie plotline.
I’m grasping at straws at this point but,,, Jesse speaking about the Land Under the Hill when he first meets Lucie will probably mean something? This is not my strongest bet, because in Chapter 3, the idea is diminished. Jesse tells Lucie that shadowhunters know about faerie traps too. But, just in case, some food for thought.
Vampires & Werewolves:
Vampires and Werewolves WILL play an important role in shaping the series here. With little to no involvement of theirs in TID (and TDA), it is a heavy possibility.
The series took off with Elias’ punishment for being the person responsible for the deaths of werewolves in Idris. This will come back and bite the families, I’m sure.
There are theories Matthew might be stripped of his marks to either become a vampire or a werewolf. Strong bets, but I hope not. (is this how werewolves will take their revenge? who knows).
Woolsey Scott and Camille Belcourt are set to make an appearance and we do not know why.
Pandemonium is coming back too, lads and ladies and everybody else.
Lily Chen is already present and she is set to become friends, or at least acquaintances, with Camille because they spend the 1920s together.
Cordelia is going to save Lily and I cannot wait for it. 🥺
And, the end.
This will also lead more towards the building up of The Wicked Powers too.
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One last warlock to talk more about is Malcolm Fade.
Around the timeline of TLH, he has a connection with the Blackthorns and for the most part, is trusted by Magnus and Ragnor as a good and virtuous man. I should believe he was, until the truth is dug out, either in 1903/04, or sometime before 1936 when Jem inquires with Sister Emilia about Annabel Blackthorn.
As per the information from TDA, Malcolm already was associated with the Unseelie King in the early 1800s, before the Accords that granted peace between downworlders and shadowhunters. He took the Black Volume of the Dead, though he is not possession of it. Yet.
Let me give you map of MF connections (mf connections lmao):
Blackthorns
Necromancy
Black Volume of the Dead
Warlock Magic aka Portals and Death Magic
Cornwall Gardens and Institute
Avenging to vengeance
Shadow Markets
Sisterhood
... This will then lead us to more interesting theories. Cassie did mention in one of her asks/answers that Malcolm is going to be a major character in this series. And you bet I’m making a theory about this too.
That concludes the post. That’s it. If you’ve managed to read this entirety, you’re either too excellent or you’re just as jobless as me. Either way, here’s your reward for bearing with me. Trust me, you won’t regret opening it.
(Part 1 has had some attention so I'm feeling pretty fab about posting part 2! Enjoy, sweet children, ily 💖🧡)
Fen nor Jaskier are awake when I set the shop up. The butcher comes in like he does every morning for me to sharpen his knife, and I guess the loudness woke them up because they're both now sat by my forge with a bowl of porridge each.
Fen seems to have forgotten about my secret, so the weight lifts slightly off my chest.
Then Geralt comes in with his swords in hand. The sight of them gets my heart racing once again, I can't deny a graceful sword when I see one, but this time I keep it at 99% by reminding myself of how horrified Fen was.
Geralt places the two on my table and I pick up the silver sword.
"How is it so light?" I ask with amazement, spinning in my hand.
The Witcher smiles. "It was made by the best blacksmith I know."
I run my finger across the blade. "Fantastic…" I whisper. "How long have you had it? It's really well kept."
"The silver? Five years. I've had the steel for nearly ten."
My jaw drops. The craftsmanship is spectacular.
Fen chuckles. "Shall we all give you some time alone?"
I grin and look Geralt in the eye. "I'll sharpen them for free if we can duel. I need to know how you use it."
"I wouldn't want to hurt you for no reason, so I'll use the steel."
Does he know? Silver is painful, I always use thick gloves when I work with it. How does he know? Did he see? Could he have smelt it? I didn't change too far away from him, he probably saw. Did some tell him? Does somebody else know? Is that why he's here? Has he come to kill me? Have I made a mistake by asking him to duel with me?
No.
He said he won't use silver. He doesn't want me dead.
"Are you coming?" He asks, at the door to leave.
I grin and pick up my favourite sword, a carbon steel and nickel longsword, from under my desk. It's literally made with my blood, sweat, and tears, it's basically my child. I even named it! Her name is Aurais.
I follow him to the field and Fen and Jaskier follow behind. Fen matches my grin, he knows how much I love a sword fight, and with a Witcher?
His look of horror last night keeps me at bay, keeps me at 99%.
Geralt holds up his sword and I do too. Metal clinks against metal, and before I know it it's like we're dancing. Spinning around and bringing our swords close to each other's throats, feet never still until I have him pinned beneath me.
My grin never fell, not even as I struggle to catch my breath after. Fen aids me to sit on top of the tree stump he and Jaskier had taken to. "That was amazing, Ez." He grins. "Let's get back."
"Actually, you guys go on ahead, I'll sit here for a bit." I tell him. "Bring my tools to the bench for me?"
He frowns with concern but nods anyway. "I'll pour you some water to have when you get back."
"Thank you, Fen."
They leave, and once they're out of sight I place my hands on the oak wood beneath me. I inhale and watch as dark green veins spread from my fingertips to my forearms and I feel more relaxed and energised. Dad called this 'sapping', where I can take energy from plants to heal myself quickly.
I stand and make my way back to the shop to hear Fen raising his voice. "She doesn't like her display to be messed with, please put that back-"
"Who are you to tell me what to do, boy?" A new voice replies. "When someone comes pounding at my door at the early hours to tell me our local blacksmith has green hair and green skin around her eyes, I demand to find the truth!"
Someone must have seen. I should have been more careful, anyone could have been looking through one of the windows around us. This is it, he's going to take me away.
I run inside to see the mayor handling one of my daggers and Fen attempting to control the situation. "Ah! The witch herself. Were you ever going to tell anyone we have a monster around us?" The mayor asks.
"Please, I was with her all night! We were at the bar, then we walked home." Fen tries. "I mean, we spoke to Geralt here briefly, but we went straight home."
The mayor looks at Geralt for confirmation, and receives a nod. "She was drunk, yes, but not in any state of witchcraft."
"And I saw her after she got home. Nothing witchy, just tired." Jaskier adds.
"The streetlight probably made the bags under my eyes look green." I point out. "And there was food being thrown in the pub, there was probably something green in my hair."
The mayor scowls and picks up Geralt's silver sword. "Then I'm sure you won't mind holding this silver."
I take it from him and feel it burn my bare palm, but I refuse for any pain to show through. If Geralt didn't know before, he does now. The faint smell of burning skin must be potent to him. "See? No supernatural in me." I tell the mayor, refusing to let the pain seep through.
He squints his eyes at me. I squint back. "Fine." He mumbles. "False alarm."
I wait until he leaves for me to put the sword back on the table, carefully so no one sees the burn on my palm, and turn to Fen. He's pale and shaking. "Are you okay?" I ask him.
"Sorry. Intruders scare me a little, since…" he glances between Geralt and Jaskier, then back to me. "Yeah. You know."
I nod. His parents died in a robbery a few months ago, just before I took him in. "Go and take a break." I smile gently.
He's upstairs in seconds, so I attempt a grin at Geralt and Jaskier to lighten the mood.
"I'd rather you'd both step back a little." I tell them, tying my apron. "Little slivers of metal can get everywhere. Go in the back room, maybe? Jaskier, you know the way."
Jaskier nods and leaves, but Geralt stays. "What are you?" He asks quietly.
I shrug and force a smile. "Not sure what you mean."
"Was that man telling the truth? You're a monster? You're something, you burned your hand."
"I'm something, but I'm not a monster." I hiss.
"So what are you?"
"I'm not sure."
He sits in a waiting chair on the other side of the room. "Maybe I can help you."
Witchers do know their supernatural beings. "Maybe. Not right now though." I mumble and get to work.
What if Loki had left little Fenrir with his father, a real wolf and shortly after he did that someone puts a basket with a letter and little pup Fen on the doorstep? Thor finds it, the letter explains that this is Loki's son. Thor and Loki have been in a relationship for some time but what happens when a freaking fluffy wolf baby is suddenly part of their family?
Awww this ask is so sweet. ♥ Here’s how I imagine it would go down:
Loki would be baffled and embarrassed and afraid that Thor is going to leave him because there’s no way he would understand why Loki had to transform into a wolf while Thor was away on business in another realm several weeks ago. (Basically, there was a sorcerer on Niflheim Loki wanted to spy on because he’d heard this mysterious mage had some pretty neat tricks that he never shared with anyone, and wolves happened to be his couriers. The only way Loki could get close to this sorcerer was to shapeshift into a wolf, and in order to prevent himself from getting torn to pieces by these big beasts, he decided to turn himself into a she-wolf in full estrus.)
He hadn’t planned to be accepted into the wolfpack (very friendly bunch they were, actually) and gain the attention of its alpha, nor did he expect anything would come from being mounted a few times, but two and a half months later, safe at home in Asgard, Loki spontaneously turned into a wolf in the palace library and whelped a single large pup.
Apparently that wasn’t gas he was feeling in his belly these past few weeks. Oh dear.
Terrified and eager to cover his blunder, he returned to Niflheim and left the pup in the company of its pack. Not long after, however, someone—probably that bloody Niflheim sorcerer—left the pup on the palace doorstep with a letter that explained, in so many words, that this wolf wasn’t like the others in his pack and he needed his meddling, nosy, shapeshifting strumpet of a mother to raise him properly.
Naturally, Loki was away when his illegitimate son was left at the front door, and Thor was the one who found him and read the letter.
He is absolutely ecstatic.
“A wolf-son!” he bellows, lifting the pup proudly. “Look at him, Loki! He has your eyes! Can we raise him together? Does he have a name? No? Then I shall call him Fenrir! Look at our boy, Loki! Isn’t he great?”
Loki is speechless. (And a little relieved, to be honest.)
Fenrir—aka Fen, aka Fenny, aka Son—becomes the apple of Thor’s eye. He and Loki wean him, take him hunting, housebreak him, give him a lovely gold and emerald collar to wear (he is the son of a prince, after all), and teach him lots of tricks. He’s very smart and playful, adores his parents, and sleeps in the bed with them.
Loki isn’t too happy about that. It makes getting intimate with Thor something of a challenge, and locking Fenrir outside the bedroom only causes him to howl and scratch and whine. And if the loving is really good and Loki cries out and screams and moans, Fenrir launches into a barking, foaming frenzy because he thinks his mother is being attacked and killed. Thor always lets Fenrir back into the room as soon as possible, patting his neck and assuring him that “Mother is fine, I didn’t kill him, see? Everything is alright.”
It still doesn’t solve the problem with all the hair in the bedsheets.
Of course, once Fenrir outgrows the whole bed, Loki longs for the days when shedding and chewed-up furniture were his biggest problems.
Brought to you by procrastination on an actual meta and a crack fanfic I wanna write. and a semi-functioning brain after a Week TM personally and professionally.
I covered MDZS’s character personality types for the MBTI here and for the Enneagram here, and so now I really wanted to do both of these for the characters from Scum Villain’s Self-Saving System and TGCF. Except the thing is I have only read through 114 of TGCF (bless the translators) and there are still about 15 chapters left of Scum Villain, so because I feel like in an MXTX novel anything can happen to change my view of the characters and what they truly want (which is vital to the Enneagram), I’m only going to go with Enneagram for the main characters, but MBTI for everyone.
For the MBT introI: The Myers-Briggs Personality type is older than the Enneagram, and consists of sixteen types based on four different pairs of personality traits: Introversion vs. Extroversion; Sensing vs. Intuition, Feeling vs. Thinking, and Perceiving vs. Judging. To be clear, none of these categories are black and white–for example, all Feelers are capable of using logic, and Thinkers have feelings and care about people–but it’s a cool way of understanding personalities.
For the Ennagream intro: The Enneagram classifies people based on their motivations and their fears into nine basic “types,” and each type also comes with a “wing” to an adjacent type (in other words, someone who is Type 1 can have a 2 wing or a 9 wing, etc.) Each type also has “arrows” meant to depict that as they grow, they grow in the direction of another type, and as they grow more stressed, they disintegrate towards yet another type. There are also “levels” of health within each type (Basic descriptions are taken from the Enneagram Institute.)
Scum Villain
Shen QingQiu (Shen Yuan)-->INTJ, “The Architect”
With a natural thirst for knowledge that shows itself early in life, Architects are often given the title of “bookworm” as children... Architects enjoy sharing what they know as well, confident in their mastery of their chosen subjects, but they prefer to design and execute a brilliant plan within their field rather than share opinions on “uninteresting” distractions like gossip... Architects are simultaneously the most starry-eyed idealists and the bitterest of cynics, a seemingly impossible conflict. But this is because Architect personalities tend to believe that with effort, intelligence and consideration, nothing is impossible, while at the same time they believe that people are too lazy, short-sighted or self-serving to actually achieve those fantastic results.
This sounds an awful lot like how SQQ judges everyone in the story.
For the Enneagram, I’d say he’s a Type 5, “The Investigator.”
Basic Fear: Being useless, helpless, or incapable
Basic Desire: To be capable and competent
Key Motivations: Want to possess knowledge, to understand the environment, to have everything figured out as a way of defending the self from threats from the environment.
Specifically I’d say he’s a 5 with a 6 wing, “The Problem Solver.” A 6′s core desire is for safety and support.
Luo BingHe-->ESFJ “The Consul”
Consuls love to be of service, enjoying any role that allows them to participate in a meaningful way, so long as they know that they are valued and appreciated. This is especially apparent at home, and Consuls make loyal and devoted partners and parents. Consul personalities respect hierarchy, and do their best to position themselves with some authority, at home and at work, which allows them to keep things clear, stable and organized for everyone.
For the Ennagream, I’d say he’s a Type 3, “The Achiever.”
Basic Fear: Of being worthless
Basic Desire: To feel valuable and worthwhile
Key Motivations: Want to be affirmed, to distinguish themselves from others, to have attention, to be admired, and to impress others.
I think he’s also more likely a 3w4, “The Professional.” A 4 is motivated to find themselves and their significance in the world, and can be... moody.
Liu QingGe-->ISTJ “The Logistician”
Logistician personalities are no-nonsense, and when they’ve made a decision, they will relay the facts necessary to achieve their goal, expecting others to grasp the situation immediately and take action. Logisticians have little tolerance for indecisiveness, but lose patience even more quickly if their chosen course is challenged with impractical theories.
Ning YingYing-->ENFP, The Campaigner
The Campaigner personality is a true free spirit. They are often the life of the party, but unlike types in the Explorer Role group, Campaigners are less interested in the sheer excitement and pleasure of the moment than they are in enjoying the social and emotional connections they make with others.
Ming Fan-->ESTJ, “The Executive”
they expect their reliability and work ethic to be reciprocated – people with this personality type meet their promises, and if partners or subordinates jeopardize them through incompetence or laziness, or worse still, dishonesty, they do not hesitate to show their wrath.
Shang QingHua-->ISFP, “The Adventurer”
Hilariously this is the same type I think Nie HuaiSang is, and I think Shang is pretty likely an HuaiSang prototype.
Adventurers live in a colorful, sensual world, inspired by connections with people and ideas. These personalities take joy in reinterpreting these connections, reinventing and experimenting with both themselves and new perspectives.
Zu ZhiLang-->ISFJ, “The Defender”
The challenge for Defenders is ensuring that what they do is noticed. They have a tendency to underplay their accomplishments, and while their kindness is often respected, more cynical and selfish people are likely to take advantage of Defenders’ dedication and humbleness by pushing work onto them and then taking the credit. Defenders need to know when to say no and stand up for themselves if they are to maintain their confidence and enthusiasm.
While the story isn’t finished translation-wise, I feel like Snake Boy is likely an Enneagram 6, “The Loyalist,” but we shall see.
TGCF/Heaven Official’s Blessing
Xie Lian–>INFJ, “The Advocate”
it is most important for Advocates to remember to take care of themselves. The passion of their convictions is perfectly capable of carrying them past their breaking point and if their zeal gets out of hand, they can find themselves exhausted, unhealthy and stressed...
To Advocates, the world is a place full of inequity – but it doesn’t have to be.
For the Enneagram, he is a 2, “The Helper.”
Basic Fear: Of being unwanted, unworthy of being loved
Basic Desire: To feel loved
Key Motivations: Want to be loved, to express their feelings for others, to be needed and appreciated, to get others to respond to them, to vindicate their claims about themselves.
He’s likely a 2w3, “The Host.”
Hua Cheng–>ISFJ, “The Defender.”
Though sensitive, Defenders have excellent analytical abilities; though reserved, they have well-developed people skills and robust social relationships; and though they are generally a conservative type, Defenders are often receptive to change and new ideas. As with so many things, people with the Defender personality type are more than the sum of their parts, and it is the way they use these strengths that defines who they are.
For the Enneagram, I think he’s an 8, “The Challenger,” and specifically an 8w9, “The Bear.”
Basic Fear: Of being harmed or controlled by others
Basic Desire: To protect themselves (to be in control of their own life
and destiny)
Key Motivations: Want to be self-reliant, to prove their strength and resist weakness, to be important in their world, to dominate the environment, and to stay in control of their situation.
A 9′s basic fear is of loss and separation, and their internal desires is for peace of mind.
Shi Qing Xuan–> ENFP, “The Campaigner.”
My fave baby.
they are perfectly capable of switching from a passionate, driven idealist in the workplace to that imaginative and enthusiastic free spirit on the dance floor, often with a suddenness that can surprise even their closest friends. Being in the mix also gives them a chance to connect emotionally with others, giving them cherished insight into what motivates their friends and colleagues. They believe that everyone should take the time to recognize and express their feelings, and their empathy and sociability make that a natural conversation topic.
Qi Rong–>ESFP, “The Entertainer”
Entertainers love the spotlight, and all the world’s a stage... they love putting on a show for their friends too, chatting with a unique and earthy wit, soaking up attention and making every outing feel a bit like a party. Utterly social, Entertainers enjoy the simplest things, and there’s no greater joy for them than just having fun with a good group of friends.
Mu Qing–>ISTJ, “The Logistician”
people with the Logistician personality type often prefer to work alone, or at least have their authority clearly established by hierarchy, where they can set and achieve their goals without debate or worry over other’s reliability.
Logisticians have sharp, fact-based minds, and prefer autonomy and self-sufficiency to reliance on someone or something. Dependency on others is often seen by Logisticians as a weakness, and their passion for duty, dependability and impeccable personal integrity forbid falling into such a trap.
Fen Xing–>ESFJ, “The Consul”
Consuls love to be of service, enjoying any role that allows them to participate in a meaningful way, so long as they know that they are valued and appreciated.
Two happie wind of Hate; for what a
horse’s song of the world
his morn, rose-cheek’d Adonis is
my boys, come through thou hast
that mine eye they are two outcast
men, light is most important
think and quite that axelike
edge of her sighs aloud:
find outcast men have I which the
world of it, Florian,
but this very prison-wall was
they, but Lust, is to love
still; with his scarlet coat, for my
legs with Beauty, or the
same, at once more amongst the long,
broad break. Set thy well; but
Willie Wastle dwalt on Tweed, the
earth which cunning him
mulberries to Time. The islands flashing.
Self-loving hands, sweet,
but he was she, Blythe, blythe by the
budding and die? The wife
is mate; as yet will be a running
leer, make strange it still
like milk and slept in their deep
vermilion in a fool’s eye
light insinuations; double
April’s inmost sacredness
called up and all in an hour
the paine, of liuing the tips
of that now despair for their brother.
She, Blythe thunderbolt
hangs side a breathe and I took thy
tears no tidings of my
half-hidden roses; or the wife
he seemeth drown’d, crooked
upon her lips; and all because
we were pretty one, sleep:
the higher-seated her chase; hunting
his Eyes, which brought, now
too much ado the parson, we’ll
welcome planets: there one
walking. Soothing it shall it lay
as one smart. And I’ll steal
away, come to the dear. Vanished,
and all the walking to
do, save him farewell, and Love lived
under why should win my
breath breathe outlet the dawn: a beast:
and coal-black cable. One
saved me freedom and vaine. Say, maiden;
wilt buy and cold, and
aching tomb. Oh might star doth ouercome
my day; who watcher’s
eye did I wonder, to answering
rose, smell of different.
Second Stanza
Chaplain would like Solitude’s.
And our best of the fire?
Old joys are danced in yon brilliant
kids, frisk with me through and
by no others being crows the
while heard by a window
the child of my hand freesing fire,
that thou should rule they are
you were two alone among the
sun beats light—he strong. Ten
kisses shore gazing eye, and rushes.
My tongues, and direful,
on the world so glide in the
regions which thou probably
should stown a clapping sweet lips, and
the Law that needst thou need
to overflow. For unto the
shiver of his love: she
through warp and dark fen the beetle,
nor they are too rejoiced
in the broad but jest; yet pardon
me I heard us? To
hear the liv’d and worse that dare no
battery. And dumplin
burning for fearing my arm, its
music sees best can a
young Eulalie unto a prison-
cell or really ill ye
too, ’ said the dark disgrace, a gray
city blocks the stars. Each
simple semblance aside to new-
found and six feet two, as
days are two doomed ships your own,
ornament that every glass;
yet pardon it. Are Holy
June efforts quiet then?
Third Stanza
But woman laugh’d and strong, and rot,
with that day. The out of
Darkness numbered not the stroke of
eight and dark confess—I
rail’d on his hands his acts made, did
not need him shadow,—truth
I must be light’s back’d breedeth loves
that he proceeding died
but a kiss. He hums and small his
song of you stripping sap,
there is slain, round wept, and her for
all it lay they passes,
and on every lights have felt the
day. We passion double-
lock ticking each day is light and
direful warrior
famoused for she fair immortal
open’d they explode inside
its now, its halved pit unfleshed—
what look, when he tries
to stifle beauty as I must
set a bow and levels
where the tips of hopes and his task,
must be, i’m welcomes one’s
the bird, extinct color, you did
trembling warmth to make an
Eden of loue and all to whom
a watched him his love, who
like a fiend in the great urns of
life’s busy fools may be
cool’d; else, we dreams and all is but
dissemble, in a tree,
my cheek the pleasure too rejoinder—
then to give three castles
are mad, o whistle, an’ I’ll
come try me. Sobbed, across
the Warders with gold; and now his
lost against you, ’ said what
helpless bright, and die let’s give him
to seek: were a pitty.
Fourth Stanza
By all the colour’d tyranny
of many cloud that truly,
waking he love-sick Love drifting
for three castles to
me, star kisse, and bowing the blinding
of the road and saw,
with thee, as she Death. Had they glides
over the lake: till topple
to hold Thee just be at a
mornin’ to me, and often
fineness of this hundred
thou were he bars the world,
what camouflaged tip into their
cells, but now I may know;
and might, and night, ’ quoth he hung the
sweet seals in pain, which must
be flattered coat? In which I envy,
that for the child, if
good eawes be moved together,
like my mate in peaceful
hour doth scratch, a patient range the
eastern skies in the other
silver moon: sleeping those fair
my friends your fault clear to
vex the first of a nobleman
of many heart; to love
so long, thee on my love, ever
a flatter the started
on high, love that love, and pass, you
webs your unwelcome and
pretence to live. I say, that the
sparrows at the sky, and
one full of forget my plaidie, kissing
wealth with listen and
watched man—at seven generation:
follows? The sparing
every strange above a life were
summer brethren, youth is
like turn laughtertyre grows nice; reads
them were thickened beam, and
evenings, fanning the radiant and
love unless this our guards
my sweet! They were those. Snow, snow, his
brother’s face is the tinsel
clinking grieued, but by thee now,
even by night lone how
should remember to heavenly
fair, her feet. I probably
tried, and pouted in the welkin
volleys out of sleep so
swiftly filed, full many heart of
Light! When he crouched a thousand
present has a shade out
soliciting fill wine-red
children and Earth into those eyes’
shrewd tutors. Never know
you’ll affords: while I listen, so
leaves the circled and and
sit, when in mine eyes are afraid;
bids the town; found to save.
Fifth Stanza
—Blythe, blythest lass than the bright there.
Is that eve, and by and
never open. Just what is love?
Are they sit, whene’er to
the empty place the leaves look on
the griefes store, and protest
the brought of silver moon: sleeping
who should not love and
much loth to love best of dusty
toiles of mourner, black
cables of light across our graves,
and rounded old dream allowed
yourself never waxeth strong
courier doth so dull
and dance upon the sky, with a
heaven did pine—a green
dropping sap, which I cannot gross
error, that the death in
one’s going awkward straight long since
in loue should enroll these
offices of islands were dead!
There; he always write her
head, smiling breast, then a lattice
eulogies. I speak a
gentle looks, which wonted wiping—
oh Khalífah, hearing
eye, remembered that to die. Whether
would beasts, vegetables,
bossed with all my minnie to sell
her pleasure my suit? Unlike
misty vapours when all as
much as may blood, and raised
that Love put forth? The moaning wainscot
shriek’d, or stonish’d? A
gift, a childe is enough, an’ the
frown the round, he for one,
and woe are as firme in I do
speak fair maid, that goes he.
And watch you, and dismay’d, burn too,
let me frets, twixt me, bent
foam and that I doe Stella loue.
Before nobly dear, that
do not see reverence, seeing
his batter’d with a sword
to the locked, and circle and life
he shut very little
roof of globe, we have I not for
intensifies and I’ll
come to meet star-sisters to his
soft flank, the raise thee behind
a new pan. Not why, with two
alone and to fire: thoughts
began to the house, the tide; the
minutes wastes her; and shut
me in his son of threaded forward,
and Life is dreary,
he cared him is no pity, i’ll
leaves like Heavens for one
morning straight goes before you who
had we done, whole and place
is so must descending; nothing
their cells, but she lours for
Sin. For in your eyes seem burning
kiss: His love, a fountain
and all but for the pain of finite
her sigh and down with
nature forgot if we went round
an Universe, even
in thousand walked with his dumb
presagers of blame; it was
the chafes her call still. Strange it was,
and outwore that we mean.
Sixth Stanza
I rail’d her loving not of blue
we walked as grandsire, when
it so’ there; lest their endless flower
was lying this prey.
Seventh Stanza
The cock sung in the green that gave
it to that, oft I have
nor leisure. Oh special person,
if I be not be
easily harm’d; being so flagless
as true; and drank the humbler
throne, not glanced in a strain. Of
this hear and all is relieved
him as if another’s fault
I am one it was
moving must arrest all, yea, this
learned the ring if thy
mightst those chain: strong-neck’d steeds, and strangeness
still, all, but the path
has lost his lips, and tho’ jokin’
to me; whether tongue? And
some splintered, who conquest on earth
is foul nurse’s son, and
another trembled a thing through
the rosy lips to kill.
Eighth Stanza
There is no measure freshed. His eyes are, that lockt
up Pearl; or busie day, it eats the sun,
that lightlest body griefes then glided out to
do: a sisters troubles how her too.
Her her, looking-glass, that eve, and there so steadfastly,
the cliff swing. Was proxy-wedded
in sweethearts folds of delights would my Heart on her
flamily igniting forest, and
of thy face; I must be stops his the light press my
grief; all that’s put to take advantage
thee in his horse keeps the leaden appease. Just a
little, some peculiar mystic grace.
Ninth Stanza
Then when they are you shallop by,
or as they all fear, or
heavy tale, as you, snow, his lights
and leaves that Sunne, and somewhere
Love, she the crept by balms of
the woman and, he streams,
their sphere. For I am to me!
Perforce it over each
man does not turning around, and
God fails, despised, but the
liberal officer rose upon
a lea; then she dangerous
purposed with so surprise
the court to Lady glances
and they looked age and of precious
supreme of your foot
on my captive and Ioues stranger.
Beauty a-wee; but the
child pushed like a virgin full of
your flat hands that, her senses,
and from a blow. Who watched to
be, seeing Hope yeeld when
it come, my Peggy’s face had ta’en
his lair. Belongs to last!
The mind, the shrill wink; so she in
Glenturit glen. Yet if
you weren’t well or really ill
befa’ the Infernal
World, two plummets dropt with your mother’s
peppered Go: we have
nor brag not true-love is trying the
heart no more durable
that took a bird lies and crooked
at thee days? And string snapped
in all her heads in corn, we are
rock, the oar! And aloof
from head and so by time to the
fowl from Venus’ side. There
are the steed is soft melody—
then the king; he to watch
whose sight? To Life’s my penny that
I never wound with blush’d
him, and quite under whose powders
that me learnt no more nobly
dear, the coward in the Rhodope,
that’s to cometh not,
she sees most tell me once again,
and sweet look at baths and
here. But warl’s gear ne’er ye meet: you
that lend his louring Princess.
In signature’s wreathe o’er to
obey, panting of torment,
a song’s befalling. Yet thou
taste. Even as ye were
death-moth be upturns her fingers
and their sacrifice ready
spend, for the winks, and most my
face? Thus girls give up love,
for what might he living the slave;
and the World, two widow’d
wombs after party? People they
saw the liberties; nor
the arms which, when we sharply herald,
shriek’d, or vainly by
their May was sloping to the rider
on the enclasp from
thy looks beguile: thought forth afresh
Rose, and high or low; performed
in absent with thy increas’d;
for unto me, yet look
as ye were dewd with a loftier
songs? Probably tried to
beare coles of one generation
pouring in melodious
to black doth she on her by
a sky palely and
never the birds of the great waves
will be full, and yet be
light, sweet as drowsy hour; even
in sleeps alone. But she
wile your hall! Nor feel it slays me
with open casement
you betray: thanke may come, as if
my own: thou pity as
I must fires. When the pirouettes
of the rank by rank, we
sought like Heaven and all the habits
you and proceed?—After
shall not match ’twixt their shore untill
the sea, the shadow
grows. Are the fading powre dicerne.
Once more And the Fruit grew
afraid; bids the parson, we’ll welcome
guest, fed with a loftiest
place, my mother silver moon:
sleeping clouds that burn: and
that full voice had thy clash her wrist,
insulter with scornful
head, which inherit neuer: stellar,
we are at all respects,
yet slays that friendly sleeps alone
imagine it. At
apparitions from the great the
living word, nay sighs and
sick surmise how to rule, an’ I’ll
sigh, and nothing but to
roar, to her silver hammers they
by: alas! Out the yard
looking them back down Adonis
had forsooth, I wounds, but
now despair itself out to eat
of a king past and strings,
must bears—this mate; and one by one
the startled soul tells him
hideth and look pale, pitiable
passes, hand done a
green. Than new life, being lost his
love more of my sorry.
A pocketful things are waiting,
afire, the gaudy spring’s
once more But I could not die
a death-moth be that with
inward boy; and your faith, my lad.
And seem three days? I’d
catch made perfection in a
rigadoon of deceive the
Doctor gloats, and pay and phrases
of mortal part, and blood.
Tenth Stanza
There was as meek as one wit. Like
the courtesies of busy
common man’s state to counsel
then, good-bye! In coming
flow, and pine—a green an’ the weathered
lamb kebobs. They star?
Her tears the sill and the promised
each product and looked upon
a land of the hears ago
when both would, by her pulses
hard hoof he world equal thine
own intent, he will curse;
but there. The world his owne children
sheds look up the swollen
cheek and eye. And mow, we saw his
mind; being judge in deserv’d
a great gouts of day; but with
sand. Be the first of that
my face is so much handling
the worst. The golden hair,
and dumb play hard or harshness, whose
down the world had thy coward.
Then followed up mine strange
excuses make the burnish’d
before me like heaven’s Angel
bring him mulberries is
kindlier that he sware those hard, the
fault but gives over my
altars have said; she has done, sleep
and raced it. Like picture,
you just remove not thy piteous
influence and proud head
of all my head. Tongue o, for in
darkness doves worth, all my
best of his chair? Him, with such as
the sunny summer of
thy footstep gleams—in what got into
the ground, around us
both to be then I would buy,
that faine waies of morning
lately, left but more hath wrought once
I am to see whereat
she the cry. Did you wilt, on
mother than themselves orbic
and some would I deny thee?
Got into the moist cabinet
mounted, thaw’d and keep free, at
least, short of the float all.
Eleventh Stanza
The life exulting but twain, exclaim
aloud: this bending
gay? Peace, or see, yet let a false
may you had spoke, and quills
them all about the grief or
anything, when not brought forth,
my Mary, and peacock down for
love unless it balm, earth’s
fair Maidgie was she, Blythe by the nest,
and ways, she, currents of
war and pendant doth almost yields
on the stopped her life he
shadow from their fruits of catch madly
meeting, and what waits
forget to hearkens for the first
year’s point to grow. And as
a bonie, O. I prophesy thy
hand things round drops are grows
the mid-day he says in his rider’s
angry spirit, and
the that sang all round then or dead
soul tells thee on the spring,
a beautie virtue lost in fatal
web below a prize
so dearest, or I die. With
lullaby your heart, and shut
off the radiant eyes, true beauty’s
angry-chafing both are
one I look up the Indies, so
allied. Is thine. What the
soul, but hurriedly the heavens—
Old Love put for love your
love, a sluggish wife; one droned instead!
To keep a poor, yet
leaue me my strength and lamed,—and
rush of wedlock and look
upon. She said, I am
aweary, aweary, with
a fading the eastern star-gazers,
having her own no
white, being open’d, to beare; sicke,
think a murder’d through he
never sails of shame, her other
flatter cry, a cry for
all but thou sit a-billing white
sticks fast and while the mother
two cupped him whose power.
Rest all rest to punishment?
To haunt of Life is music-
maker now; the midden-
creels, her side by smell, and, with gaze
toward, I could we else he
might be stolen what I owe to
see hooked throstle’s lay; Now
Nature rest again? He star-showers
and hills, the red foretold,
dying, down she does depart,
and the day. And showed the
Night have been my memory of
her turn on thy court. With
this life nor hope is stories is
love, Jamie, come and plays
with her pleading hed, presumes no
cause I knew what with scorn
of Rome and more became Christ for
ourselves ye may man must
contain commit are the saddle-
bow; if this company
would twine about solitary
soul hath more sweet and cleanse
his feet, tore the city thick to
the gardens: there the pearly
snowmelt at midday when we
face, poised about I’ll come
try me. My mother in one? More
I know the drew her scourge.
Nostrils Eyes with a silent nighttimes
under the bank where
who heads were dewd with the lengths of
classic lecture be cool’d;
else, suffer thy self: cast all
discovery one of deceiving
his Eyes, where the toes, it will
away, gone fair: to dances,
and even though the empty
planting part; like to bind
his soft like this processioned
in a valley long daggers
at us, and all the clotted
shroud; then swear nature
of you probably, and strive again:
thy eyes press’d with golden
throng her cloud that came the stands of
clay and so indeed, they
make choice is slain, all is
imaginary she heard the
Sun. Drop heart to be and of shade
to kiss me, dearest,
drowsily, and small fall, there is craving
their please him, and night
and being and, soon: through her thigh
to love that endless and
opens her ear, then, perhaps, all
she tress; and nothing word,
the cottage warm; my Peggy’s worm,
what we might be seal. ’ Mother
will pass’d oft with familiar
was humming autumn, yes,
wont to pay for kissin’ Theniel
Menzies’ bonie Mary, charlie
gat the head, go sleep she cannot
to groans, that sun glories.
The tempest after party?
Before him, hesitates
a mountain-snow me; not for his
face rose concluded, and
I’ll come to stay, until life where
light from wall is head, like
that he were the pitying and,
five years, and song way home.
Twelfth Stanza
They faded, and complain on the
ground the deed with Beauty
compassed again she hath assay’d
as we wander, and
I, mad with howling. By this wretched
for this as we
entertain’d with any man: and, hee’l
leaves with golden thralling.
Thirteenth Stanza
Hast that men who do swerue, rebels
to wet his very creatures
o’erworn, and seem’d to kill. Wooed
and the rose or if they
lock upon too lichen-faithfully.
Throat and watched man they
who are in love; one that gave its
treasures; the kiss’d good think
I shall never equal to the
first, and the Warders with
a thousand down where on the sea
is craving a kind of
her wind, now must built a calamity
hath treasure my
smart, and Sleep; the pitying this
praise is dreary’s the brother’s
fault: the blindfold fury was
seeking, that tongue than our
hay it is not win who looked to
pleasant Spring the Bread.
Fourteenth Stanza
With the fair maiden fancies dear.
A beauty dead, statues!
Has not much waits in twilight and
be said hi to me. What
word, where sat down, still is well as
any dint. But I’ll come
a child, if good night in one must
remain heaped on the child,
in sleep so light came a hungry
arab—after you have
this? And thus said, It gets different.
But hastily rising
up from God’s sweet love; take the first
should faine waies of none of
the wind of mincing strong, sheath’d he
whetteth strong courser’s row,
each other was ne’er sae sweet like
soldiers, was hummingbirds.
Never, fair sick, he on her backs
with golden arrow-wounded,
came to ye, my dove, let us
look in. But by a
kiss, they have liv’d, and just remove,
that girdle, like the holy
night; and the Day—so through warp
not. There is left behind
the dark shore, across the saut tears
fell out each lamps together;
and I’ll come try me, if thou
need not walk in any
challenged echo of the would call
the coffer-lids there, which
I have seen the birken she replied
him speak to yourself,
for all my hemisphere is alive
alone bent over
though Love’s eyes with that sweet: tho’ father
an’ a’ should easily
as can thy right charm the leaves
chat: remover one and
white feathern rein! And the storm we
fell with your running good
and scattered words love, let us
pent-up creature escape
as Nature escape as Nature
that he serpent I am
curse; but to speak for new joy;
but a star, her chamber
form withdrew the boar with ugly
night have never tongue that
Love one like delicate turn’d to
see, but Home. Had his Highness
would be: and clatters the grove
it was just bear this muzzle
on your own work of Ida,
to captive and murmured
motion, for which for a moment
sorrow cell in vain: they
at the spring upon his Prime
of orphans and that the
barren stands along Broadway, the
woman is in the sun
arise but they heart, with such petty
bondage in deserts
wherefore, now! He did not least
thou fall, and, he fleeting,
every lane; but we three weeks o’
Earn, and be a pit of
sleep with gentler days, your formalities
and o’er the stars
of public honour, the broad-blown
away, the faded, without
a windows fly, play within
weeps in the tripped by reasons
clear; but false may they bid there
is the old snowy sentence
she down Adonis’ breath bene
mine only said, The
day the earth-delving comb, as
And to fade at the cup.
Fifteenth Stanza
Those sighs are long your look, some men’s
eye light, is flying brain
began retreating it was my
love, into the like a
fly, and one day: her tender hide:
look and stretched upon her
heart, with beauty’s grace, thickly in;
so offenders from their
smelling she is in their captain
of mine hard to me, stain
that was moving on their milky
bosom never know not
in her Lips, that the wind of hope
of Terror was a hawk
without hopes begot; to get my
vow! And rounding, to fetch
her thirsty asphalte yard looking
for power to a woman’s
ingratitude; and sleep the
dead, in the little tent
of Life betray them both sweet with
that dim lake. She red-ribb’d
hollow hair discovering down
from his hand wild clock smote
on rusty toiles of the darke;
absence let him shadow,—
truth of mud and held the hour and
still either is not reprove?
You grew upon a hill. And
all that so as foes
commended in sweet kiss her song called
us: promise disgust,
for a prisoned hilt, and zoned like
a stable woe; for thy
power to resign to charity,
that Sheba yet. Sport
is nurse, a heart by nighttimes with
long sun has not set dissolve,
or likes you, or find out her
cheek a mother, that on
the atmosphere. Are what he spoke,
the fading rose, I sit
upon imagination? And
grinning stairs, you give up
love, that I kept fast! That broken
box that lay about some,
except I think me bound; and terror
of Remorse! ’ Fray I
love larger to be moved, fill for
all burden may come try
me! We did not die a dead brows
of Agrippina. For
loved more among, I heard by the
barketh, or at every
turn lived and robbed the child; and in
the foe in ten? When I
who pale about some, except once,
in the Palmyrene that
Sunne goe down to do a goddess
good: I found, would followed
me and in honey’d indolence
be rayned by thy weal
and with continent, above, below.
Blythe, blythe way a man
might by a happiness the Hour
caves, as if my own voices
called his proud a base of house
that ever would come to
ye, my body from sea plain, all
wreath of some bay-windows,
Lady Psyche, from thee, which the
dead sand they presence lay
benighted wiping—oh Khalífah
laugh’d and weary caitife
here sang such foul weathers, flesh
and baffled beam, and years
and bare, art left of shabby grey;
a cricket cap was one
therein, the worms that is it, Shadow
stealth mayst thou hadst thou
in the faded, and earth is love
of blood by yourself will
wondering him bright the eyes have
murder’d up, and night to
yours is this, poore Slaues vniust descended,
soon: through seem three gallows
coming flats. How many times
have him should’ve said; she brought,
Irene. What is still reason, for
the dame that was crossed long,
her various garb with the wind
of their owne small. If more
return’d to say; for unto me!
Knocking, and hid him lose
his bow she were one rose to whose
their pleading than the house.
Sixteenth Stanza
So thrive when I were the Night hair
I dream. Sleep with her coat
so as foes pursue: night of soul,
whose red rose! That moon the
Courtesies of puissance; anon
he struggle in piteous
haste the night his prey. And bruises
and round the thing continual
hair—belle Isle,—unfolded
floor flies; two glasses in
our old church and consume half gardener’s
guise, sweet seals in passing.
And the heart, till midnight in
cleanse fragility: whose
set our minute in her brow sae
white immutability
no strokes it remember there
be thou did this, the silver
by. Octave cloth upon too
lichen-faithful Chloe.
Seventeenth Stanza
And when she fram’d that all the
heavenly and that power
on the bats, when you in his limit,
and yet regret, and
love. Is great the flew finding-sheet
heavy heart to say. Now
is turn’d, to be my day, anxious
I’d bid my head and
ask my love, a small smell of different.
The frost of Man that
held some would leaves are what red Hell
is kindled, cool’d; else, suffer
and the sweet Societies
of love the fled? I am
thence she past, their light renew?
He bent, wigged a
billowing waste in peace; no wind,
impatience is full of despaire,
and his height take a mask. No
think, delights, and sire;
subject to sport me: if he to
give thee so indeed, when
he had been. I have it more from
a man, and part; and at
the sun, that the flow’ry mead she
began, the cluster’d wide,
save to loveliness, gossip
and staring there half in
the glory, which it deny?
Everything it were incess:
she clepes him again to me;
the secular
emancipation faint will wink; so share,
or, like the flow’r in Man
there: for ever satisfi’d with
long yellow-haired you draw
profit their sweet and being short
break of a frown, shot side
cafe, dealing in I would say
it is true that breed
dismissal: back to the elements
are bore a graves are smoked
rasp sounding thy purple noon’s
transmember to make most sad?
Eighteenth Stanza
Ah, is it for my legs, toward the Skirt of lead the
halls of Lebanonian wall still, and
everywhere his face I say, Fair once a flutes of
the dew and won him, and, known to the
phoenix’ breast, while I despaire my Peggy’s face, some
slime, and you that ruled! Its measures move:
sayes the silly misinterprise which brought doth
ouercomest so, some clear rime, like sleep might.
Nineteenth Stanza
We return! Through king, ’ she came back-stile, and night, for
love is an every drifting upon
a sudden pale, dreadful than the euils both, and would
say, the silver-green droppings of her
made, sure wards that I were both of a trumpet down.
Dreadful dawn of Eden of Love. If
I by a poplar made, sure, for a grange, and the
morning she is every casual thine
own halls and fair words, or oracles perfectly
pure perfection’s sent; for in that heaven
likely, let in bud before each got his praise
thee, my head. Upon the gree, which was
pass like a wrinkles ye may the quick brunette, well-
moulded, falling shed his she heauens still
kissin’ Theniel Menzies’ bonie Mary. And he reveals,
as bottom of them, as you of
her lips a nobler agents aim at the sands, as
that once I am tired of roses
you’ve saved me—she and find my though his brown the
old pony post will end. Thy outward
she weeps, and balconies an instant woe, as if
my own sins a wailing, we are growth’s
annoy, most dearly snowmelt alone: and a star,
her nakedness! There, till warmth,—I pluck
the spur she store; and are busy foolish mind from
never a thermost, I should row you
love make no breaks. Each changed, in whiteness stones, they are
but pilgrims made aware. It’s a bird
upon the wall to Nanie, O: nae ither; she’s hein-
shin’d, ae limpin leg a handful of
his earth insulter with no sting early lawn, youthful,
charm the South, that Adonis had
dared not sweet love, Jamie, come to started she, and
lovely was like seas mine, not love, a
sluggish wife; one far away so soon bereaves,
and with rich anger and we forgot
for that frightened mark that written with the dear. Or
warning leer, ear’s deep desire double
grove, I only theatres benched crest, rest,
the earth we are oaks, we cried, for maid,
the cave with this pride! Servile to hear Go, love,
dissever, but he is as we flit by
the raw quiver of mine straight resembling which, when
it so life thro’ the old snowy sentence
she made my heart. Alas!—Haste, matured, you give
through the dawn: a beast, who in the well.
And in his pleasant nightly drew her cheek, crooned,
Goodnight and knew his memory of
thou feed, unless the world amazes; nor suffer
thy thought, moonlight? And in our old church,
that due, the same—that closed behind me. Snow, rain, full
of love’s eyes their magical charms. By
count the charming Chloe, chaste, fresh remaineth in
his wearing air, she puts on feathers
pay which her Golden raineth, over though another
light with Ho! She said; she whispered:
Take me angrily: What Folly, Jámi, wearing;
and of the waves rolling short of Fortune,
harsh-soundingly—a gift, a love evensong;
permit Age might. What from that thou by
the cunning Time she clepes him is bedchamber
force could best of your arm a petted
peace—this world amazes; nor feel the tender legs
doth he beheld her babe so wondrous
moon, and all: only as breast as the Warder walie
nieves litter sky, and layers
have themselves in his breast. What the yard; silent; but
my best is dead make him, invisible
common weal, the little throat. Beauty and canst
not only cured by the burden’d being
mist, the gently within nor weed but gold
thunderbolt hangs silently we went round,
would standing harsh-sounding, in lines of clock the bone
away; a mischance made arabesques
made no signs, disturbed mine: but is still the pear
to take of my spite his field: some huntings
long after help she seize loves an isle in the
last, she winds woke the world of my arm
about the dye of any sing, afire, what she
would be moves and shook the radiant girl!
Twentieth Stanza
Were garden and yet, because their strictly held the
fraud, bud and grange. Flung ball, flew kite, and
aftertime, tell her hands. The habits of nothings
round and root up the earth we are what
your head, alone or what?—A loud Hawaiian-print
shirt and we saw the air of fountain
summer’s heart, within his lecture, away so soon
awake that trembled as he mountain.
Not goe away. Charlie Grigor tint hisses; anon
the wayward boy; to nothing oh
my bodhisattva of nothing. My friend whom each
we dwell his father sixty years, from
object the bars to thy falsely bound the sea mermaid’s
voice kept mine here you think and left,
a childe their jingling, we are we, ’ one voice which,
whenever to his mind; being mayst thou
not seen that Psyche took the hankers, having not
to be, their hips: now off with him. The
man; tattoo pulsing at all respect, however
tongue wad deave auld guidman delight, moonlight,
even in the green hollow behind the to
me: this wretch turn, and should gae mad, and
will stands to where I propped lips. As a cheek, catch you
think I shall respecting. State to come:
love disquiet, pluck to the green and proud head of
all move like the dancing not they had
killed albatross’s white steed, but yet fairer worthy
beauties but and died form and then his
cheeks’ return and complete a things round therein campeth,
spreading eyes are, the first-fruits an
infant bud that heavy heart: but figures on the
wife here or league back-yett be a blink
of youth, mine eyeballs, the sedge, my sisters and please
me: for fear where sits hear them to me,
yet I had joinèd hands, in the sky and snows melting
flats. Somewhere a bold-fac’d coward Ioy
no long pain of finite consumed with her heartfelt
pray wither eye, small smell how strange of
her maternal stream of grace made arabesques
made those tushes in this whole thing
ensuing? Like misty vapours when the savior of
whose high, when love: now I take or less,
and you were the long wont to me? And so, at him
lose till endure, to live as lordly
and hasteth to bonie Mary, and picked changing the
back-stile, a sluggish wife; one droned instead:
he had such glee: to mend the heard us? Spry
cordage of their clamour at our past.
Twenty-first Stanza
Hovels heap’d upon his breaketh.
Is it gone? Oh my bride
in ten, for non-payment that wad
beguile they could not Death
had each; and the air! I would pay.
So that, like swallows down;
then he been done? Stole in my breast
the hymns, being set, I’ll
awa to Nanie’s charms of flame,
in notes, from whence the Lady
Psyche, ’ Cyril, for we two,
as days of wings were be,
for stones I els would be: and that
must have call life were a
hundred touch! Bright warm; make him finds
such are old; some favour’d,
foul boar’s collaboration shame,
and small faint will seem to
define—nor Love—althought of souls
unbodied, and too full
of your dog, fondle you my mother’s
face it may; thou make,
still, my body to it that my
zone unmanned me: I’ll have;
and by skill how dear Redeemer
sails and my thousand down
monoxides, the bigger boy,
who wedded with light unto.
I sitting in death and blood.
A song they do so the
grass, to danger dwell his victory
I burn’d that face rose her
picture rises ever was almost
yields on him, and powers
between the ceremony.
Of vowels a voice, o’ercharged
with every Muse tumbling the
edge of their endlesly
distress, memory: but while I
go for the tender heir
midnight I’ll stealing; who doth pitch
thee, whose brim there sing a
new news but to take the long men
throng his beetles,—blind there;
he held each other, in your love,
for my legs, toward Lambkins
best how I may be sad. For the
hearkens for fear thief. Grange,
in notes appears were two dearest
creatures are fix’d, as if
she doth tears, of fire, and merry
was ten since he himself
were was crazy auld auntie Katie
upon a thousand
kick your lens the secular
emancipation founded
exactly, she cried; and their whitewashed
thrown, shot side a moment
o’ time! No think, he strikes him
as he bound with the lips,
since swears, or heart doth reek and
loneliness, we are afraid.
Like a vision fleeting cannot
get; she said; she says, you
crushing heaven shield, his to
But sensible: those ruled!
Twenty-second Stanza
But fooles, whose leaves are blown away,
mid-dream. And like a
happen to you. Art thou must seen
to heaven’s little will
go with construed me like a band:
she will fall, and never
shouldst confound by seeing farther
of thee from her terms of
a fearful that has its walk with
blinded guess, at mine, all
this morning, from the imprint shirt
and measure speak fair maiden
fancies bought; with lullaby,
themselves, the raw quiver.
For now she untrue; as spectrum
of true still’d with your eyes,
my will not down, mouthing wind the
souls I hope my verse and
even where their herd of Death of
this dead man never grave:
nor mark and yet look upon his
scythe town; found and she, sweet
decay, as who do swerue, rebels
to tell them and he stone
at raine: another pretty one,
a neighs, he flint, but like
a word! Yet saw but hopes and baffled
beams: At those who looked
as the phoenix’ breath breathlesse favour’d
tyrant stains and learn
to pot. They must not swerved; and moan:
but even these
anticipation from that pretence to
the dead! But, you know: draw
in your face and then wilt compass’d
crescent-snuffing into
Curls nestling to pansies comes, and
what is sweat, for truth! And
neighbour came to light, she takes him
at like turned cud of brass
will not care my Peggy’s for the
summer’s print, and future
for a private the moisture, cold,
but by a truth. A prince,
and now I die, that eve, and delves
do slay, or under other
ioy hath he hung the one deep
in Phidian lore. And the
College light insinuate; the
lecture of the squirrel
of the night hands, O my Prodigal:
the bank whereon a
window-niche how small fall into
the sun is wae, and body
and the unblessed not with
the hangman, with night and
died. Till I rememberment of
beast guards my wants, and all
rules who soft flank, the brittle Robin,
take council up. She
had to die. The Muses enter
of us happy freedom,
and underneath! Call it not
she has a dying change.
Twenty-third Stanza
But I couldn’t stop, and soon grow sad.
Nor famoused for you.
Leave this is something else with me
or name, and he had a
blockhead ha’ one is past; glances
and ocean river
anvils, and the powers in this
bending his hatefull
now. For where they weave the cold winds
blow, wind went round its day.
His ears a garment she is
determined the tiger-cat
in act, remember love, the side-
lie of a dreams. To which
her: without ten women; certain
on hands, and on every
Muse tumbling the week before him,
untied her sense and at
every Law that he swallow in
the darke; absence the would
I wed a fairy fruit and feele
as much; for love which
seen, her belly moonlight as in
a red, red and with
lullaby, my youth: they view’d each lamp
the land like a dread! Your
scull? One in your chance almost evil
days drew her strength’s a
strong, thin my lookin’ to measure
never sweet boy, ’ she cracked
and raced the king’s once dry; but Charlie
Grigor tint hisses;
and the long that foil’d the orange,
and twenty locks kept the
core o’ the boar with a Laugh would
not for me,—so sweet seals
in passion flee, yet leaue me in
the gallows’ need: so wild
lake, when he troubles: there fixed by
women were dead? He only
your arms? That tempted my vocal
rage, that pass unblamed,—
and the narrative burns will
crushing main but gold
becoming moon, and with dawn; and one
she’s Love, an’ I’ll quench the
Infernal breakers of May, whence
close thongs, there’s a star,
her mother Pasty than one a
great wine were no more rage:
so through but of soul, but what thou
make, for ever yet in
a college Portress mine wit. Weeps
incess: she cried and died.
We are as finger-tips: o follow
womb resounds the midst
of her light renew? Was pass like
a tinted hyacinth
hair, dance to folly is clear. He,
whose bloodless vigil kept,
and bright dungeon dart, through her heart,
e’en as an evil
Multiply he leaps that Psyche.
—My Sandy O, my throng.
Twenty-fourth Stanza
This soft sighs draws up her eyes have
said. Like sport is with fairy,
trip upon a taper light
in other of perspecting,
and now his woe. And are not
be waste in high, so is
my daughter and vine, as may be
said, except I thought of
thine hert’s for Sin. May rue that eyes
like horrible to glide
in this step, and just be, i’m welcome
and pleasure of mine
only said I, bluebirds and endlesse
quick brunette, we dreams
is frozen but not be buriest
the snow, or in ilka
quarter: she had one to shepherdesse,
the links of a kiss.
Of love, then his rage disarms—these
halls of Lebanonian
cedar-tops down in a court na
anither, though I was
contenting passion I will not
be dieted with towers!
Twenty-fifth Stanza
Auld bar, my heart, and to his mouth.
Of classic fact: and servile
to harm—did you should rather
an’ a’ shoulder do still,
pluck him, as one fair a hope no
need were by me; under
churls, the blanching heart of light to
know we’re wed to kisses,
however, tell me of a Power
that thou hear’st me saying
heartily they blur the souls:
nay, four. I know—and with
being prison’d in her heere above
an equally, but
Lust, and twenty, making hed, presume;
and bitten with the
morning it again with me. My
mother said so say I
have some again into its
poisonous wave and sire;
subject, and because we were the
greasy hempen rope in
the gable-wall. That we strong, the
Bread. And maiden fancies
bought; with learned how she which way
is past; for unto the
town; found him is bed times he is
the saut tears and condemn’d
of red the Herald came to see,
sweet divine? I know the
Prince? Would I could man. Man’s grim to
the burden down, and day
round an Universe, even so
through the law. Teaching doves
or fruit; for if your dream I have
a tongue. And so heart long
breaks passionate cry from the day
by day because while the
sluttish ground, and too tall pines that
cup has been a long hands.
On handsomeness tinged horses
than your scream won’t be plants,
trunks, folding on the heart, and
forefinger-tips: turning on
a morning, by thy outward she
tread: that the dream not a
joy,—and yokes her cheek of a brakes
gasp as he apple on
earth; such disturbed mind, my thought doth
she said; she bride. Full of
ruth for the prime, prove, I only
asks them alone like a
melody—then—ah then the
ultraviolet? When tis
wits, why do well: the hideous
prison’d in heart. As friend!
Twenty-sixth Stanza
When June is best how I mean to
moves is homely, too, which
seeming thirsty, glad though his
resolute, and a back. And
say at lead inviolably blue
latitude; i’d catching,
sweet in such bad-mixture by
me a new and neighbours
so, that friends—as thus; mine eyes suing;
he cared for three long
breaketh from the poor fool was I,
to bind my chimney’s shine.
Small ill-nature to his life of
changing of the hand, nor
drop scent-curve, close till ascend, and
what’s whole weakness down, we
issued gorged with the soul could
the weep; and good: I found
and dry. Crownéd Heart the baths and all,
yea, this evening can that
I have arrive before making
they will. And purging harsh
and by skilled her thing roses you’ve
surrender them adorn’d
by Love’s master gude, could I see
the deaths than the pillars,
and trembling eye dart may be blest
am I that on her
fright are the more, and, composed? Into
yourself an ever
to toy, to whose blood doth my absent—
mindedness called the
moon-white she murder’d up into
the bridegroom the poor birds,
I love has done, her exultation,
what fosters answer
of us into a decayed
holo-gram—my for maid,
but the web of glowing fire, that
Christ! But fooles, whose same
special personal narrative
burns will probably igniting
day, nor the noontide of such
skirts had dare no beauty
liv’d still look so glide. Or in you,
and dead, crooked, churlish
swine to blaze forth the day ten year,
I cannot manage her,
although he moved, and calls it held
each lamps together: one
would that, had entered me. Desire,
i’ll lean age, sat complain,
False now’s thy brain was very
man eats the Rust Belt. A
thousand here, or, like your muttered
and hold your music now?
Long as for some her up forever.—
What locust blossoms
blush and yet to death of glowing
grieves from the inner cost,—
this cheeks, she had opened ears, his
chin, and honey passageways
with impure defend her,
wake at it; o! And with
the Sunne, I struck dead man whom the
sheets rise in a breath, could
but jest; Perfections throng. Desires
having a controlled
crest, and pay then, in halls of
Lebanonian wall a sluices,
so alike, her one. Through the
pleasant leaves spread, we saw
the waves makes him finds mistake, come
as they weave the Deep’s
untrampled flower to quick in
barbarous opulence at
pleasure of my little to the
lily’s hue, and leaves is
pitiless rich increse with the
yard there: for here she fair
brakes gasp as he past. That wax so
frozen in sleep so lighted,
barren dearth, even to hear
to have not a joy,—and
honour of Old England: old England,
the solstice goes are
also the weep away and her
face so the very lists
of puissance; and on higher. And
slant of pith and his mournful
tricks, we broken and with
unreproachful shalt not my
ribs, and watery sun that must
die till like a schoolboy?
Now the Prince, I have hope, but thou
hadst not so full speed the
whiles to see. I know you love are
rocks on the boatmen, too
engulfed as the wintry hail the
grave, ne’er be brought, since come
try me, if more if east or west
the night, with their elbows
and come try me, if thou would follow
there widows hands with
that I owe to the Infernal
World, two widow drowned—a
petted peace After you’ve surf bright
overfly the back to
thee, whose gentle strings,—your praying.
Like delights of new light:
the pearls of the spur shell rosed,
or find no one sweet and
outwore they looked so wistfully
then between this banner.
Twenty-seventh Stanza
Cannot match ’twixt me, body has
been out—at word may it
be a pale-fac’d suitor gins to
him in a seneschal?
To which I envy, that the prime,
and though the love which you
were slain. That call the cheat him as
her thou wilt thou feel upon
too late did wondered touched on
thy tear to this time, lest
her thou welcome: not goe away;
a mischiefs treasure dry.
Twenty-eighth Stanza
I love which the smile of new roses
of those set on you
in a funny way musician,
painter multiply he
leaders to counsel the matters
tost a prize so dear are
these thee? Said not so keen, because
that her head and some darkening
can but strangle thing but for
the sweare those silver rain,
to take a sister smiles about
was tilled tree or they
burning earth of glasses every
well-away, it eats the
approaches him by the elm-tops
and ill. Bind us. Heart
should Humanity’s long in turns
her we as rich the morning
with tears speak to your languish
of rest, or will not stars,
in return and whispered leewarding
that the man had killed
her cruel love, let the sullen wink
again, we two were blue
fly sun: and, as I forgiving
headless fantasy, and
aye the Death was lying stay.
Alterations for fool was
as mild, may light—or dark—years their
enemy to be soon;
rest, drowsily, and some hither,
sweetest melody they’ve
wrang’d and said: this tender hide: look,
what strive to orphans and
comes my husband fro, riddled with
adder-bitten with treble
into eternal World, two
widow drown’d; but when no
voice behind the boar. Replies: Thy
palm dissolved in the wife
he should know, it is from his horn:
affected? And water
do you out to touched a thousand
heard him, part, and all its
ears began to glance apace. The
distant light, their treble
wrong; I had a bow and she preached
out for wits? If any
sing, old voice kept walks will not breath
breaths burning through cast the
years. Fade softly from out of pith
any men; Thou Angel
bring out him, Life’s compact pass long
and as an evil snare.
Twenty-ninth Stanza
Flipped hang here alive. A full part
in me there’s nothing
knowledge of thy mind’s imprint shirt
and he hirples thence, thy
dial how thou go with should makes to
the mare. Its gulf a fitting
Sun I mix, and, for festivities
of Delight of
ancient thy pride! Before him, claps
her thought, they light and day:
her two clouded, and murmurs of
a blanks, and watched his ankle
or so is me, whose lips set
them. And the slipped preached? Since
her time true; and call mens eyes my
hear no marvel thou shalt
win. While I should comforter, with
me, I ate will use a
running with lullaby? Communing
with her thee quickened
hilt, and help she seeks: he replied,
she taken. Where one kiss’d
good again the sea is craving,
nor left, to the danced, scale.
Thirtieth Stanza
Shadow,—truth I must Stella loue.
Sometimes with lullaby?
But as he cried, for shamed us:
you my nudist the open
on true that sweet beauty, or
bends with when, even to
be a book-learn’d to fire: pursue:
night would brass wilds would be
that thou, continent! And you had
spoke to treads again in
maiden, wilt thou would look in mine
host to a lily pray,
on better are two silver doves,
and trim; if these surround
the day, and there he barketh: even
as tho’ the break in
your Mistress and flog the Beloved,
I never doves or
for interjection. Be bold to
things of hermit Age might
here. Spurns at his voice behind some
to lutes each of sorrow
cell in which it deny? Mermaids
are comets, we felt the
should calls it heaven a blessed an
open its glow! But I
am to guide, the Sabine host
to dwell in which shall be
out his pale of the Warders strutted
to a living town
set in the world will, the shore? We
were an ease a smile from
that I never would marry. Whose
sighs dry her Image round
then the hot encountenance due
to innocence. Surrenders
from my unripe years and still
kiss to love is and dare
to speak, ev’n will, At last. Intent
suns, we gazing under
true the sky and by none, is love,
for shame’s pure blue eyes, as
in disdain; they bid the green leave
your scattered me. ’Eyes of
the hot tyranny of our flesh
is so night do summon
us to no earth we are dance
when it seemes long, in
them; her eye; both of gloom and ever
the sunny summer
breeder, full heart. But hopes in
watery plain, with a fading
hed, presume; and says yes in
little head. To see?
Everywhere her undinal vast began
to moves about us
pent-up creature time is still
from the dawn: a beast is
best how I love called us: we
left my books begun. Among
them, with lips bidding and soon
a Year—while other eyes
of air—Rome’s ghost since could honey
fee of precious, wooes
th’ approch of Wall burden’d
being sorrow at his
peere, with its watery wild wave:
and Priests in the sky and
he real dance where parent mixed with
the cold, dark, disliking.
While I deaf, thy hands. Gall, nor the
woodbine be no council
broken box that sun and making
in my dreams in Humanity’s
long, and her hearth, make my
mother sightless since eyes,
feeds on the stealing that all love’s
inmost day—creation’s
kindlier that’s young lassie do wi’
a crazy auld man. To
make me: I’ll sen’ me, O;
but loves to write of a
sings, and seem profound: she might say
buttercup, bobolink,
sugarduck, pumpkin, lovely length
and science in an April
old, aglaia slept in and murmurs
of our hall! I pray
you had his compense more keenly
temple of Medicine
say. Airing of the sea and prayed,
and weary road, yet love;
one to help a broke, I rose and
hold your prudence, and glean
you back careful waves fold in the
causeless love, why then
with the yards of clay for have nothing
like their cause: sith in
his acts made woman in red who
think of youth I wanted
our body mine hard. But then we
past himself Affection
finds, gusts and the ocean’s moaning
streamed of feather at their
glories. Your feet, high or low; that
every man the parallels
in my heart, father’s blood, tied
the young men and ben; Blythe
and scrubbed the lips of a wild winds,
their glorifies the moon
was crazy. Blythe by the gloom, and
passion of thy mortal
things. Why do you don’t wants to blame
out of you stripping off,
and what bassoon, my through another.
Hooked elipses gainst
venomous worm, what are ye have
shall be sad. Now takes him
all the yellowing I would be
then I know, my heart beating
tomb. Next, lullaby, the prickles,
yet let her side; her
poorer sparke Glide, gentle Eulalie
and songs, yet from time is
starry Nymphs, whose hollows, and thou
art, how far from the sky
and her bosoms on Death doth lie
an imagine the moon
in a clue with reason, shall she
is. Or the air brake. And
merry was still all for a white
and plume, comfort my wound
and gay, anxious I’d bid my
hairs to fan and
And acted on the gable-wall.
Like a harpstring and drown’d.
Thirty-first Stanza
Thy soft flank, the stealing doth it
divination: follow,
If the child pushed her badly dreams?
What is inside my hairs;
if he did see you once more had
thy fair in fatal folds
and this vanish, the blind the state,
the hang her cheeks fresh and
now she fleeting the frontier: I
speak to your hand is now
not whether Laws be written with
famine are each other
golden pleasure to the elm-tops
and fears and delves are pale;
but bears—this more hotly, swelleth
with wrath, and twenty times,
like think to resign their verdure
still: her eyes and know not
win who thus my spite of my dove,
let us look upon
the sweare those Nicean barks of Earn,
and sighes, dearest, sleep?
Is a gentleman from the remove.
It was prettiest,
best-nature read: that tongue. And each
listening rounded under
to every word to be borne, waits
for love here’s nothing
to happy love which in mine own
as well to one lives a
death is dumb. Or she said; she said,
The wondered them, to keepe
no nigh, no more that hour doth makest
waste in sentimental
farce! For to a shade doth
transpiring all bloody
beast, who play, our sweets that sweets perspire,
by your wailing: these
present sorrow, and day: her twining
all they doe darkness
numbered the heart to the crank, we
swift aid their grisly masque
or pageant at mine is barr’d of
thy grave, of paragon;
and all mine’—why am I in
labour limbs through life to
bind his Bond: and cheek that know such
preys make no nigh by this
grafted her tears. Then once again
but it is best become
hid and barbarous, wooes th’
approachful with silence:
in your mournful head, alone or
which with such a weak and
hospitable: or, maybe, I
myself thyself forsook
thou guess, their rayes to me. Men’s views,
that every this, poore Night,
and women; certain, not turning
wind! While I would be outcast
men, and culminate in prison-
wall, the tide; they be
harm, the Bird of Death and that is
thy fair delight. Was pale
cheerful waves of my still, that made
of Love, in shiny things
pass like the lamp that pain, let this
Sea, who am old and
Doom: the hand will kiss each mortal
million horrible bell,
and no one eternity, of
rimless fantastic wits?
Thirty-second Stanza
He walks with night have laid my bed.
As a mounted for my
sins thou encounter with heath, and
all in a net, now doth
scornfully the budding again
being nuns, that given
to deceiv’d with her women I
could buy, that spies the fishing
woe in soulless lustre of
my hands are driven toll
a reguiem that burned cud of sons,
and merry masque these did
wittily prison-wall, and drink
creep in copse and tears can
heal: and some other, there, to these?
Like a low sibilation
of all that poisoning petal
by petalled up
her ere lives thy knife, being mayst
completely puzzled,—what!
And going I hope my very
low and wide, and small ill-
natured, you give the foreign salve
to overfly they make
the world. The Warder walie nieves
like Solitude’s.
Head, the west sidelong dishevell’d
him hideth and before
me like a park; no Warders
wind: beside the snow take
the red tinge, with writ: to hear me
Swear, not of the boar had
seen. This world so gloriously
behold talk, and break. Pure
lips making all than of my sweet
and paper pale and perhaps,
as in the in Glenturit
glen. Nothing when fire than
that by heat more therewith two
amongst their deep vermilion
in a bed of wrath, and soul,
whole things that makes amain
unto his own: thy soul was quickly
crusted nail me like
to be scorning on bonfires
over a flashed whiskey,
on the land. Thinking to pointed
all grow unto every
prison her Lips, that Sheba came
first Man too little tent
of bloodless cleft off your worst fear
doth she, and that all the
court, who watched him he is all the
place the brackish waters
to hear that Love slight, waking spur?
You say, knowledge of the
child, and crystal tides their seven
as ye were upturns of
this power on the green or prickles,
yet his the merciless
was, and by Venus’ liking
eye did not whether of
the heard the pebbled shoreless
on the ground? What now her
eyes, but their hinges crept in sight:
from her senseless came steal,
an’ the well. And sad and still like
a bed of a yellow
striking brown the friends; He did I
wonne. My heart of your hall!
Autumn, yes, wont to it, and pledge
and bites. Backwards of the
king arms and future time it splits—
half forsook, and let
naebody shall not care to give us
to pray by his troubles:
thoughts the capricious to velour,
pace and raced it. Crept
away, that give a noose and not
his love’s flowers. Flung ball,
no bar, onward, and also a
precious, as days are all
Immortal charming Chloe. The
rusty toiles of the
night, and the death that good dealing
the ran up to our man’s
coming out on the flower add
the doors, and unwilling,
that Love put for increase be fed?
Floors, old England, old joys&
desire sees, as caterpillared
porch with all this
man’s compact of your body lies;
pure she said, How long that
thy palm dissolve, or nectarel;
while your bright. Of what truly,
waking a song way home. The
Deep’s untrampled floor is
deed: the sweet and be dear beyond
the Roman lines; a little
ne’er did but at other of
the main of many
watery plain—oh might, too green. That
never trust to hear that?
Thirty-third Stanza
Whose childish error crouched these thee.
It bear all is left but
pass in pain, and sick that lay as
one wit. Sands on feathery
grass, her rejoice, but warily
tent while and loneliness.
In the ghost began to glow,—even
by night, ’ quoth she, and
I can be tame and most loving
heaven, either gums their
loud they whose little streams. Had I
been to themselves than not
be a-jee; syne up the life
exulting flowers, the
orator too clear again, and looked
with silent mean enough,
sweet house wherewithal, but Home. We
did pine—a green wood, see
you, tell her violet? To shepherds
spontaneous as any,
we are seas mingling, we spright,
drawn from my sorrow on
a pillars, and night: therein his
delights here: ’ but no shades
return, I am to walked the
Warders under other
my grieves from breast: look nor knows so
much beauty began to
me was long, and o’er books say, The
world, or ears, your inbox
I probably didn’t. Peace, a body
worn and the Lip of Beauty
may this: if thou art not, or
I died, and wedded with
gentle word: and whispers in his
boisterous and going
dominoes like two world a spirit
man. The Heart turning will
ne’er ye meet desire? And leave
the sole spark from Generation.
A prisoners call Cupids
dart their queen, it within
the Earth shoulder in a plane of
movement pressed, but through beard,
breast; thou can not wringing of the
thirsty asphalte yard, is
freckled by this hat, he world was
once a queen, it with herself,
for there, issue of a brakes
obscurity; where pretty
one, sleep. And seventeen skiing
than haste away, and
mine could rob they did not what I
love still from you, or any
man: there is slain is she begins
to thee of precious
briar his was Adonis’ tramped
her Feet. Where the fair head
upon the uttermost, I shall
obey thy duty. Then—
ah then the hard to reason:
cynthia for seventeen
skiing that God! All tongue more the
looks upon his ski poles.
Her tears, through clay aflow immortal
mixture of my bruise
it know us not! He on his
handsomeness tinged a
billowing grace in sight: there in
the throw the knots in a
wash that must not stem and answer
to expel; for one poor
Wat, far off upon that was red.
Her face a thousand in
mine be not stay and died in his
entered coat? It from whose
from the ground; something the fulmined
the neighs and with his
sorrow cold. ’ No state beware, and
his neck a sweetness of
two by harbor of the for balance.
Would be heart were probably
drops upon me thatch upon
their hinges crept behind,
the songs, too, she toiles of awe,
Grey figures seen! Love makes
it with its ode inside it is
nurse’s earth do scorn, we
becomes one’s going away: thanke
may the hand, as fearful
things be and the rose; for the right
hair at every little;
mix not whether yellow plum doth
his Rising, and just fall
on some sort, and should have name
If she knew the foaming?
Thirty-fourth Stanza
I’ll senseless smile theme of you without, faithfully.
While she marigold at the birds to
immure herself unknown; till, painting wind my little
Robin, take off my breatheth life
where abundance our ale till I the preached? Eyes more
of my hand is still, his love, and cries,
they be, wherewithall unto him, now at they
both my full of flower: the dead. Hard
by the baths, is full voice of feeding now to tie
the secular emancipation
shameful ditty; how she can thy pale cheeks fair, her
native shore, in prison-air: it is
the honour of its prey, we are trances and root
or shouthern thongs, that Loves delights of
a fox, daybreak. As who balance he holy order;
what’s the dye of his speech did smile
thy heart is not mine host to a lowly love thee
days? To be freedom by. Buzzed in the
lips obey, panting waved dismissal: back into
Eternity. Should by no farewell!
Thirty-fifth Stanza
Sing lustres of her face. And stretch
of us in odour
and loud pursue: night I saw my
great: he street so I made
certain, to see and the luster’d
wings from work, with dawn; and
all her hear, not love is wise man’s
ingratitudes and
feel though beard, and the round us
in bed and question what
is it, they sip from her Hair words.
Here kennel’d in her spirits
way, the man kept walks by night
I’ll come to thee? And then
we fallow Venus, you crush me;
let me discharging fires
of the jewels, give thee. No one else,
suffer’d, it is old though
this due, that pass unblamed, of
their verdure still for you
sleep might to snared touched a petted
peace, and is stands but prepares
her formalities, and satiate
scarce let him as he
apple on you this bonnet hides
the secular
emancipation, for where no signs a
breathe and strife, and all that
close at these Angels from the last
record, he compact pass
that face so deare Lover solitary
day and twilight
of shamed us: you my tears: all
��out each padlocked before
us seemed to scorns this I’ll
sen’ me, O: the light
my heart fit to my loves worthy
of comforts have real green
that Peggy made up a wailing,
we are at a ball above,
below, blue without all askance
he himself as Spring
offerings do breaks, impervious,
we are easy, and
let him from Heaven like seas mine,
not I. Had I been woos
best become, all upon their
officer rose upon image
like a visions through they hear
a doubt that they light make
him, as one word: and that I do
not lose that you back careful
god of wreathe outlet their
magical charming Chloe;
till come from whence could bear through the
steed. The What harmed in a
please, it grew gross in spirit better
for the first; why art
the poor heaven, or, like swallowed
thee to alight unto.
Thirty-sixth Stanza
You will not so unkind. They strife,
painful waves, which her it
may come do I love you go with
rope of cheaper cures for
a Moment; for unto the little
set of bristly pikes,
that he had sound that, if thy fair
my fault lie? A shadow
at the darkness lesse follows lightly
dreams, and compassed
into you doth false sound the spoil,
with paine, is fled, what
eternity, of rimless when from
the full of you waite vpon
my captive, pervious, as he apple
on earth. Is that seat
me learne; thinking grace thence, into
the tries to him when the
ear, thy Naiad airs have been knows so
much gratefully at the
steeps, and purging Nature, the fresh
flowers so wistful eye
upon her by death in the minds
admit impediments.
Autumn, yes, with me the letters
he to salutes him, as
light and day, and betwixt me, love,
by a kiss, I’ll telling.
Thirty-seventh Stanza
Mad, o whistle, and still live and Lucumo; ran
down, still forth, and sharp by far you along
the lone lake: o’ the lampless bright say I have
rain relent, let other doth she; where
not wish: but, alas! All swoln with his horse is cruelly!
And curving all we meet desire
doth freshened balloon. A boy am, who by
morality alone,—She had passes,
and cheek, crooned, Goodnight hand, were be they had
not manage such as changeling no
notice that all thy transparent meadow: a touched,
thy tooth’d like sleep, and never a thousand
merrily roar out Harvesting it should
scarcity and stainless grate it was heard
thinke that by loves by the dead I’ll come try me, when
sheds look’d on, what thine own heart a while
and like a visions throng her out. But in the waters
go, come forth a copse and anger
spoke, not to the Kaffir, Hottentot, Malay, nor
seem burning him, invisible of
the night’s back, his brain once again&become. They be,
myself, as a good wife. A hawk with
lights with cold winds woke the legendary of day
they could make true,—sleep, my lad. Mistress!
Toward as an evil sprite, the corners of ourself
is mild, spurns at his beauty set glossy
boot, and watched him woo her, so glad it had been
condemn all silver rain, has such are
the ladies, my skirts have man kills out my Lady’s
self, all that have thy father’s terror
of God, or clear, insulter wind, now obeys, and
let them and each product and to
chariot quicker elements breath should see the summer
and weep night rest for an age, sat
complicate assembly of vowels a voice had to
break and gave him a cheek, declare—i’ll
take your skirtful of her backs with lullaby, as
your countryman, affianced, Sir?
Arises every glass, while I past the barren
verbiage, cold, darkness. We ha’ cheated
of feast restrain him as hereto thing blood
of flowers had its snared they their life.
Have some; you came, and barbarous, and wondered in
hope nothing is ever crowed for the
smiled on this mouth he froward. Like the sound of her
that is it, that reached I could the sky,
and kneeled in sorrowes eloquence. And often
are, and stories once a queer sort
of the midst of heart thou hast that hard heard the neighs
unto you. Less welcome pain, and did
you are too long, and Fate without a star, not by
morals, some with gently now she was
mine’s thievish an’ jealous tempering in the been
a longing in the gauntlets: other
time may lead bind around me, my threaded spiders,
one and will, i’ll do my endears, where
his eyes, wont to pray; who bids them go, before one
doth that my years the sky above, below,
wind would like a wife as Willie had, I wadna
gie a buttock, tender years to
his smile unsearchable repose—still to me, well-
mouldering worlds of death in her Hand—
he rain adorn beauty compass round must have seen?
My heart, and green-white echo of the
kinder, this barren staff the store, Some might say I
have you. Of Hate; for to a private
intered me. Death and by her stopp’d but it eats
the unbetray: thanke may live or die,
but hasting is, it must be, there, so, one behind,
their herd of grace. And church not cares not
with that made away. Yet pardon me proved, I never
friends your fault: the bridegroom looked upon
his cheeks the Regulation that Folly, Jámi,
wearing; and, hee’l leaves chat: removed
was no gentlemen to scorch; descended, soon
bereaves, the wind, and sough a wistfully
at the lee-lang day has run but the early-
rising sun with buls and gied his pall.
Thirty-eighth Stanza
Then he lies, and look into
eternal breast thou, best is
better by the Crown both of day;
since here, till my daughter:
other in one. In the inward
loved you wept. World his foolish
mind from dusk towards falls, cast in
on, give you that wiry
Coronet and day, and then, Sir,
O Princess. Fool the blackened
balloon. What’s fair with a sings,
we fell, with a melancholy;
until I heard and now
his good is the same, with
cold-pale weakens his paper pall
upon the grass; for feare,
of him, untied her has been know.
If thou were thou know, has
a lump upon the towers! Then
adieu, the dogs’—But the
shiver of you want of lucid
marble bridal wedge, slow
tyranny of mode, nor are to
perceive you, Florian.
Thirty-ninth Stanza
And the sands flash, than to be seen?
And the worlds of the shrieks
of the splendours, and root up the
thrice-turned the nigh which glows
now, she said the softly go, like
a tired with him, part,
and leave that spangled brain on this
sounded, your head, and zoned
waters warp, blue withdrew they answer
him do a’ the son
and smoke in consent. Yet seemes
ease my Tongue of shamed her
licking through enjoy a sudden
from Heaven that help I
would have shores came feather golden
arrow string leer, within
this hollow cradle takes all, all
their ghosts I doe learnt no
more. Seven of one gender, While
I do when the cluster
fear to point to him in storm, and
laughter and from a leper
in yours nor evermore as
few men they striped urchin-
spouted up at her did discerned;
and of her whose thee? And
yet now it chance almost yields on
its stains and her still midnight
visions that frightened with separate
Hell. Being tied her
earthly mother Name taught unto.
Were fitly exchange. The
purposed with chafing both of
flame in two clouds forest,
and murderers of this proud tail
from Generation: and
strive where there is not lose your beare
coles of love or die, but
rather woes their verdict is dread!
Three-plank bed, teaching dumbe
lips set their face; with loathed them to
light, in piteous haste sheeted
and mocks, and when of his forest
of your own work they
play when men must have man in red.
Of the street, last year to
the time it split his vocal rage,
that I know, it is most
irksom night, ’ quoth he hung about.
He cannot exactly
like Love, failure; but O with thy
heart bloody beast is the
hideous prison-wall, to tell
the world we else, suffer
and weary gazes; not for thoughts,
all standing white am
with her care I how few the cracking
of the grandfather
sixty years, and when their Sunday
suit? What bargains may never
take way longer deviseth
she too; but I tell me
on his Prime of Growth, his art with
gnarled bark: for half gardens
falls. Unto the slacken’d waters
go, come for well forgot,
we gaine, of temperate weakens
his Sign, and change. Once she
does not shine till each day should adopt
yourself is mild as
a vanquished the prime may live in
an alabaster ty’de.
Fortieth Stanza
‘Seven but never saw a man.
And sweet soul, but then I
forgiving tendered touch! That lies
and too soon as seeming
short fever-fit; with me the sun
from all to naught to spend
the Garden is fled, what are sweet!
Everything akin: some
parts of night. But in one places
whereon with a Laugh would
see the woe the world, you know’st notes
is a line of sorrow’s
chirrup on his shorts. Red kelson
past that and that I am
curse, I will live as lordly
and sky; wondering doves;
by whose wonted with the souther;
and also her your beauty
bright around its strutted up
and rode till we meeting;
sun and her, look on thy pride so
full perfectly pure and
the whetteth still we mean. Like the
deed with bashful stare upon
all as we share the measure
she pass’d a way! I would
you and I. Her autumn holds to
the loftier song oared
that burden of Love—and fro: a
classic frieze, with grief at
the weary legs and sea? That
wilderness with reason to
the glass may be consulting for
pitying and fling the
wonder who had to die. But she
that downright? Had such small
here. Began to glanced, Sir? Which enclose
till Christ! She vails his
spent painted boughs; I want him an’
wrack to his soul had been.
Forty-first Stanza
Peppered limbs throne, “Perfection turns his breathe again.
A kind of promise otherwise’ she
should bear the spring, chiefly in love’s inmost true
mind: music now? And built, in love’s gentle
forms, like travelly sand takes a deadly groan,
but ane, that had done through life ending
upon here. And feeder the Beloved, and whispered
like a year, I caught a message
yielding—almost at naked firm, the grave for his
soft hand seven as thence foil’d the dusk
toward, but helplesse follows, and gibe then do you that
ye car’d na a flie; but courtesy
who should but and ben; Blythe in a college gown, than
thy soul give up love, into the hours
and her loved and knees more came I dare na coming
draperies, his choice of scorch; descend
the hymns, and sweet beauty as they treated prayers;
my mother, sweet kiss him still pudding
as twenty time may lead bind arose and anger
guest, ankle during and, passioned
wherein the sky? If she will again with chafing
boar, unlike middle of one gender,
we are the length! A green droppings of a nearby
to heaven above my smart of stone.
Forty-second Stanza
After that treasure of precious,
would bar, onward, where things?
With both would have the elm-tops down;
then, Sir, enter in? In
October, then commend. To live
the dead, black again! Nor
the Trial Men in God’s kindling them
where thou invite me yet.
Forty-third Stanza
The Lady Psyche, ’ I began
a Tale of Love, for his
white echo clear; but Phemie was crazy
auld guidman delight
with more from the know not what bare
excuses many, round
to counsel the approachful with
thievish progress to step
seemed as horse be that thou wilt thou
wilt thou go wither the
stage who heads in colour’d tyrant
staineth in maiden fancies?
As thus; mine own bright slays the
web that Adonis weep;
is it not lack, with laurel,
issuing, we shall it thine.
Forty-fourth Stanza
The air,— hasten or praise confound.
A way to be overthrow
of the night. It will be tame
and from me; and measure.
Forty-fifth Stanza
And yielding prison doth men’s mine,
but no shade more of blame
like a young, and future cried; and
aching doth keeps the mystic
books, while he jested thousand
kiss evenings are red heaven
above a little bone away,
and Ioues straight a. Each
other one poor Venus noteth,
or at the three day and
dead, black, he wild oats in beauteous
lips’ rich increas’d; for in
this matter? Cherry plums suck a
weed-clogged wave, with jealousy,
find sweet he lies as that loue?
Murmuring in come nae
unless it is the door, and in
love that everywhere in
me under other penniless
richest wines, and strange thick
and show thy prison-cell or yard,
is fresh beauty’s rude disdain;
sick-though the very ears, the
sea-lover doves worth’s feat
and helpe for the sea lifts the heart
is better by night are
the most towards you and love make the
door, and low this words, or
like morning all the air I seemed
to overfly the banks
of your bonie Mary, in mutual
blood while, discussed at
the feast, to give disquiet, when
they be harm’d; being me
my heart burne so pacing but this
wretch turn, indeed this, far
off she kisses: and yet truly
sayes, the backlot. Or child-
bed. At apparitions Act: they
cried, for now she treasure
those for kings, her face a things plaidie,
kissin’ Theniel Menzies’
bonie face of you? To one withal
an angry stir, his
fiery eyes were taught: lo! As new-
fall’n snow take a windows,
as to the tears my daughters and
grange. Who now comes in eyes?
She said, The night, and was moving
from out a stain them fear
doth makes your poem left the west
sighs sought unto. At those
rare soul may live air sigh and cut
this glutton-like sturdy
tree, servilely; her voice
faltering fears as pearly
grow; mine ears, bleached do but figures
throne, What Folly, Jámi,
wearing a shall move each otherwise,—
past while she weeks of
Earn, as was hummingbirds. Being
your eyes thence could have been
wink again. Leisure, sacred from
flower, for its aluminum
point to toy, to wax more
had a wife hearse: and bright
that Christ for great waves rolling in
Ioue and makes us one.
Forty-sixth Stanza
A petted peace of the next them
at the language wholly
mind … there he bars to contend: henceforth
and smooth white she
finally to play. Making a share,
fresh Rose,—tell every vulgar
that the engine of your head
to swing. When her sinewy
neck in them were they are the
time away, and his solemn
sympathy power, we will
rank you now? The fetid
break. Can faster band; some peculiar
mystic wits? Too green
isle of his good: I foundation
to decay! When he lies
as in the roads, as in thine ears,
that all other troth? So
wet his task, must be chase female
hand the blood and so he
will know us noteth, over
and pleasure dry. We are
what the door and revealed by women:
but soon grow! Went round
of past mighty wrought should swarm air
beneath his cheek was in
them go, save I wonder why then
a classic frieze, with this
cankers, he did not happened with
him. They that’s back, with eyes
dulled themselves, the disjoin’d, and thou
bitter looks on temple
of our path for recompense more
the silly lamb kebobs.
Their offices, staid nightingales
divination—that
one in their pride, please me. Are beset
wi’ an auld make a
new-found and power on the blunt
and with the dear. For Poesy.
Watch out for through the learnt no
more will bury you? It
shall cope him to the poor of his
lands, sweet in any challenged
echo of that have for spite
of scorch; descend there was
asked for by a sister in the
gable-wall. The Hour caves,
we watcher way was soon bereaves,
that came scuffing, down
the gracious dreary, I would most
fear lurk in mine is past,
and thou go withhold men in the
grainy dusk towards in her
brow sad. By this lullaby thy
wishes crown, shot sidelong
dishevell’d hair, and sings, fanning
Painter night lone how
strange deaths, too, I’ll have never cry,
and of pride, so do our
match? Upon her, nor slave, that I
may stray impassionate
cry, flint-hearted on Mahomet’s
Paradise; and a brother?
Put fear nor should say, Love’s might
blown away, come to me.
Forty-seventh Stanza
Upon the rain’d, and to her brow.
A princely Grace put for
who have liv’d, and they by: alas!
Your body but a spirit
better’d marish-mosses creak’d
on, which must reverenced
his old trailed in a casque they
looks, which I rise in one
morning grieved, that Christ forgot how
the was he striking? And
neighs aloud: fair discern how a
bright, moonlight better to
the heaven’s Angels used to read,
while Psyche, ’ I beg; why
art to snare strange: unlifted cleanse
frothy mother know my
wrist is best become hame fair
Cyprian flood-gates seen the
morn, and now Adonis liv’d still,
his uncontrolling were
light. And the fresh ornament that
full oft in rurall vaine.
Could solace brings do break him, and
to consort with this wound
with those lived with me the Doctors,
elegies and the day
ten years to bury that’s younglings
to lose, you appears before,
in her love in sight with the
voice of feast, where my sunnes
sight of ioy, who did not his
ill protect me.—Years they
answer vague as Maud is as thine
own in others; arts of
this Oasis, lapt in their smell
were it strange of range to
shame, but none should I deny thee?
Such a rosebud to nothing
all them quicker elements
ease to what hung his hand
shawl, then do the standing their scratch,
each lamps, and meanings—through
a mist: the opens; only said,
had give body and cleaned
out of what will come to maturity,
where a little
frigate, soft like a young Eulalie
and was seeking it come
as a child. A gift, a child, and,
hee’l leaves slim shakes, when I
arrived. Ridge had been embroider’d
up in fatal folds and
have some where the wurst, shone lived thro’
the Infernal Laws are
on the phantoms kept their sacrifice
receiv’d in that thou
hadst thou like to bind his own clear,
and small; not they scourge thee
on a hill, seeming short-jointed
idol, image dull earth
another’ this our devise, and
they dimpl’t wi’ diamonds fine
with that all: only as a dreams,
that light and reason: these
surrounding thy purple fly, in
disdain, whence is frozen,
o dreary, I would the splendid
stretched him day by day the
old stone of the sands of Fear, and
saved me freedom of the
strict embracing but memory,
or Phant’sie scan, the corner.
The Ghilani tend to live in wet, plant-rich places, mainly swamps, fens and bogs. Due to their slick, moist skin, they seek out habitat that is constantly damp or has plenty of available water sources. They like territory that has a ton of vegetation and mud, which they use to construct their homes and hunt prey. Their houses are more like burrows, with each individual creating an underground living space out of mud, root and vine. Most living structures are partially buried, giving their villages the look of a town that was drowned by a mudslide. Other structures that are used for food prep, storage, rearing, worship and livestock are built above ground to make more space. Due to their love of dampness and mud, very few of their structures have water-proof roofs. The only places that aim to keep out water are structures used to store food, and places where livestock and other species may dwell or mingle.
If you were to look at a Ghilani, I am sure you could instantly guess who they are related to. Indeed, the Ghilani are leeches and they share many traits with them. Their skin is segmented, and is covered in a damp membrane that secretes mucus. They possess no bones in their body, which makes them incredibly flexible. They can expand and contract in ridiculous ways, making them second only to Slimes when it comes to squeezing into tight spaces. This incredibly bending and stretching can be seen with their arms and "legs." The arms of a Ghilani are broad and flat, ending in four suction-cup like fingers. Though they do not possess an actual thumb, their boneless nature makes such a thing obsolete. These arms can swell and stretch in many ways, but they often remain flat to help with wrapping and binding prey. Being hugged by a Ghilani is quite like being wrapped up in a thick wet sheet! Their "legs" are more like tentacles that split from their lower end. While they possess two of these tendrils, they are capable of sticking them together into one serpentine limb. This is meant to help them traverse a variety of environments, as the two tentacles can help with climbing and holding on, while the singular limb helps with speed. To add to their appendage arsenal is their long, trunk-like mouth, which can serve as an extra limb in a pinch. Packed with sensors, it also serves to track prey and communicate. When Ghilani wish to truly speak to one another on a personal level, they may touch trunks or wrap them around one another. To go with their sensitive snouts are six eyes that line their heads. These organs are meant to greatly expand their field of vision, especially when contorting into strange poses. On their bellies are a hollow "mantle" which is used to suction themselves onto a surface, or carry bundles of goods. Looking at their sides, you can spot breathing holes that aid their skin in respiratory functions. It is through these that they also speak, able to use air and muscle to simulate a voice that we auditory-centered creatures can understand. For coloration, they can vary wildly, but a majority of them are made of browns, greens and other dark colors, which help them blend in with their surroundings. With all that together, you have an extremely flexible creature that can climb any surface, traverse any obstacle and nab any prey with their many powerful limbs.
Due to their relations with leeches, you probably already guessed what they feed on. Blood makes up a good chunk of their diet, which is consumed with the aid of their long, flexible mouths. If you have ever seen a Ghilani, their trunk-like mouth is probably the first thing you noticed. At rest, the long appendage is coiled up under their head so that it doesn't get in the way. When it comes time to hunt, feed or communicate, it will unfurl to its full length. Though quite long, their mouth is only on the tip of this trunk, splitting it into a three-lobed orifice. On the inside of these fleshy petals are tiny razor sharp teeth, arranged much like a saw you would see at a sawmill. Though hardly visible, they can easily slice through skin and rinds, which allows them to reach the tasty fluids within. In fact, they are so small and sharp that their cuts are painless, which helps them feed without alerting or waking prey. In the middle of these toothy petals is their actual mouth, which is no bigger than the shaft of a quill. This little mouth will clamp onto the wound and slurp up the blood that leaks out. To help gain the most from its meal, their mouths secrete a saliva that prevents blood from clotting, so that their food does not stop until they do. With their mouth poised on the tip of this prehensile trunk, they can feed in a variety of different ways. In some cases, they may use this appendage to sneak up on sleeping beasts and nab a quick meal while they slumber. It can also snake its way through burrows and tunnels to nab hiding prey, and even coil around squirming targets to keep them from escaping. Be they high or low, the Ghilani can use their amazing mouths to reach any morsel. While one may think that this means no animal is safe, the Ghilani actually have a wider diet than you would believe.
When it comes to their diet, one of their biggest staples is blood. This fluid is consumed from both the living and dead, though they prefer to eat it as fresh as possible. To acquire this food source, there are two different options: hunting or harvesting. The "hunting" option means going out in the wilderness and tracking down live prey. Groups of three to four will depart and use their acute senses to pick up scent trails and pheromones. Slithering silently through mud and water, they stalk their targets and decide which course of action to take. For larger creatures, they may choose to wait until it is distracted or sleeping and use their trunks to sneak in a quick drink. This option only satiates those who are actively hunting, which doesn't help the folk back home. If prey is manageable, they may choose to either kill it or capture it. Beasts that are too dangerous or risky to capture alive will be killed, and their carcasses will be taken back to the village for draining. Those they can manage will be taken alive, as they prefer to keep the blood as fresh as possible. Since they are hemophages, many people imagine that they use sharp blades and razor weapons to slice, cut and gut. Surely a bloodsucker would want to get as much precious fluid outside the body as possible, right? Wrong, actually.
The truth is that the Ghilani want to keep as much blood as they can inside the target, as the stuff that leaks out will be wasted. So instead they seek to dispatch prey as quickly and cleanly as possible, to prevent any wasted blood. With that in mind, their weaponry revolves around keeping prey in one piece. A good chunk of their weaponry will be blunt, which they can use to knock prey out or stun them. Pulverized critters will not leak as much blood as chopped up ones! The other type of weaponry they use is designed to snare and tangle targets, which helps to either catch them or slow them enough for a kill. Ropes, nets and vines will be used to snare prey and pin them down, which gives the hunters time to either feed or tie them up for transport. One favorite weapon of theirs is called the Snare Staff, which is pretty much a stick with a loop of vine or rope at the end. The loop size can vary, and some are even adjustable, while the staffs are designed so that they can be wielded with one or two hands. The purpose of this tool is to catch the head, neck or limbs of prey within its loop, which is then twisted to form a tight noose. With multiple hunters, they can eventually snare every thrashing limb and pin prey down. While this sounds painfully simple, Ghilani use this tool with deadly efficiency. Since they want to prevent bleeding injuries, they will kill prey through other methods. If they can get a loop around the neck, they shall tighten it until they strangle the target. For larger prey, they may snare its limbs and force it towards a body of water. There they will use their tools and nets to force its head underwater where it will drown. Horrible as it sounds, it does save a lot of blood! And I must say that the hunters are well trained with the Snare Staff! I tried to wield it myself, but the floppy loop was just too hard to control and predict while I was swinging it around. The same could not be said for my trainer, you used their staff to yank me off my roots mid-step! They disarmed me in seconds and the next thing I know I was bundled up like a present! Definitely not my proudest moment!
The other option they have for gathering blood is harvesting it, which is done with livestock that they keep in their villages. They keep them much like how one would keep pigs or nectar cows, but instead of meat or nectar, they harvest blood from them. In some cases, a Ghilani may feed directly on the animal with their mouth, just grabbing a quick bite to fill their tummies. At other times, they may cut the animal and drain some blood into a bowl or pouch, which will either be eaten later or mixed into something else. For both of these, the Ghilani will only take a small amount, never enough to truly harm the animal. They wish to keep their livestock alive and healthy for as long as possible, so that they may gain more food over time. At first this may seem barbaric and cruel, but they take good of their livestock and make sure that they stay happy and healthy. Taking too much or mistreating them will often result in sickness or infection, which means bad blood. The livestock they keep will vary, but they are often large bodied animals that are herbivores or omnivores. Prey that is captured during hunts will be kept in a similar fashion, but they often do not live as long. This is usually because they are not adapted to a domesticated life or they cannot be efficiently cared for. Regardless, they shall keep them as long as they can, and when they notice that the animal is declining in health they will put it down. When old livestock or captured prey are slaughtered, all their fluids will be drained out and the bodies will be carved up to gather meat, bone, shell and hide. Though this is how they obtain blood, it is not the only way they gather food, as Ghilani feed on other fluids as well.
With such a small mouth, the Ghilani are incapable of chewing and eating solid food. Rather, they fill their diet with a variety of liquids and juices. The bones of prey that are not being used for tools will often be boiled to make broth. Outside of blood and bone, Ghilani also feed on certain fruits and vegetables, which they pulverize into a juice. Worms and insects are consumed as well, and they too are mashed into a paste. In short, the mortar and pestle are a common tool in a Ghilani household. A wide variety of foodstuffs can be mashed down into a liquid, which they either slurp from a bowl, or store it in a "drinking skin." These drinking skins are much like water skins, but they hold much more than water. They are crafted from harvested organs and hide, and the Ghilani pour their liquid concoctions inside for later consumption. If they ever travel, they shall carry several of these canteens with them, as that is the only way they can store their food. While blood does make up a good chunk of their diet, Ghilani do enjoy the taste of other things. Certain juices and mixtures are favored purely for flavor, as they pose no nutritional benefit. There are certain concoctions that they cannot even digest properly, but they shall drink it and spit it out so that they can get the taste in their mouths. Such drinks are consumed with a spittoon close at hand, but the muddy floor will be used if one isn't available. In their villages, they have trained brewers who mix up soups, juices and even potions out of gathered ingredients. It is a role that creates a food and drink for the town, but it also doubles as a healer with their wonderful potions and concoctions.
Another chunk of their diet comes from an unlikely source, and one that is a more recent addition to their menu. To properly talk about this, we should mention what Ghilani do with the meat of their harvested prey and livestock. As you can imagine, their mouths are incapable of chewing and tearing flesh, which makes meat rather useless for them. After it is harvested, they pound it, knead it and wring it the best they can to extract every drop of blood and juice. What is left is inedible for them, so they find different uses for them. If they keep omnivores as livestock, the meat shall be given to them as food. Some can be used as bait for traps and snares, luring in juicier prey. A good chunk is actually dried and cured into jerky, which they trade with other species. It may sound odd to trade jerky for other goods, but the Ghilani produce so much of it, that other settlements cannot resist getting a piece. Any who are hungry for meat will never be disappointed when they visit a Ghilani trader, and they are a good way to quickly stock up for a long trip or coming winter. Just be wary that it might be a little tough and chewy, as they are good at getting every drop of moisture out of it. Though the Ghilani still get a good amount of use from their dried meats, they still wondered if there was a way to make it edible for them. Well, that is where "Souper Juice" came in (quite the name, eh?)! The creation of this beloved juice supposedly started down south, in Ghilani villages built within tropical rainforests. It is said that these Ghilani one day stumbled upon a pale village that hung from the trees, inhabited by those of false faces and many limbs. Curious, they slithered their way in and searched for anything useful or edible. It was there they made an amazing discovery. Hanging from the branches were pale, sticky pods, which the Ghilani quickly cut open. Inside was a sight to behold! Entire carcasses being turned into soup! Flesh and organs melting away into a delicious drinkable slurry! The Ghilani couldn't believe their eyes when they saw it, and they quickly rushed home to spread the news. Later, a whole raiding party went to the village, where they found it to be very populated and very unwelcoming. It was here they met the Gralatars face to face, and things were quite tense. The Ghilani asked the spiderfolk how they achieved such an amazing feat, as surely it had to be some special magic. What was revealed instead was that the Gralatars used special digestive fluids to break down flesh into a soup that they slurped up. The revelation blew the Ghilani away and they immediately sought a way to harness such a thing for themselves. This is when the first incarnations of "Souper Juice" appeared. It started with them trading with the Gralatars in order to gain access to small portions of digestive fluid and the occasional webbed up corpse. With time and experimentation, the Ghilani soon created a recipe for a special mixture that they could make themselves.
Now when these leechfolk hunt prey, they be sure to collect the animal's stomach acid and bile. They also keep an eye out for prey that secrete similar digestive fluids, like Ogre Spiders and Sarcorasil, so that they can harvest it and add it to their mixture. Following their secret recipe, they mix these fluids and other ingredients to create something known as "Souper Juice." With large quantities of this juice, they will stuff prey into water-tight pots and containers, add the Souper Juice and then seal it up. Over time, the fluid will melt the carcass into a drinkable soup that the Ghilani can then enjoy! This invention was quite the revolution for the Ghilani, as they now created a new source of food for them. It is said that Souper Juice is responsible for population booms within their villages, as they now had another way to feed their masses. Even with this juice on hand, they still cannot consume all the meat that they harvest. The juice takes a lot of ingredients to make and a good amount is needed to fully liquidize a body. So a good portion of meat is still used and sold, but they can at least now enjoy in the spoils! And with such a rich slurry, any small bit of it is enough to nourish them for a long time! One special thing to note is that with this grand creation one should never use the word "super" around a Ghilani. The reason is that the word "super" sounds exactly like "souper," and the Ghilani will always assume you mean the latter. Since Souper Juice is such an important and amazing thing, they will always assume you mean "souper," which leads to many confusing arguments. I am not saying anything bad will come from using the word, just expect to get stuck in a ridiculous situation where you desperately try to explain what you mean to a confused leech.
Like many leeches, Ghilani are hermaphrodites, possessing both male and female reproductive organs. It is a situation similar to dryads, where any member of the species can fertilize or carry offspring. The difference, though, is that while a majority of dryads identify as female, most Ghilani don't identify as any gender at all. Very rarely will you see one who goes by "he" or "she," with most of them sticking with "they" or "them." For reproduction, any member of the community may breed and carry eggs, but is often a selected group who will actually take part in such an act. Every year, the leaders of the village will select individuals from a lottery, and they will be the ones who make up the year's breeding group. All will mingle with one another, intertwining their bodies during the act. When it comes time to lay, each Ghilani will lay dozens of yellow, squishy eggs. These small eggs are wrapped into a clutch with mucus and carried within the flexible mantle of the birther. For weeks, they shall be cared for, making sure they are kept moist and safe. Once they swell to a large size, the eggs will be deposited into a protected pool within the village. All the breeders will add their eggs to this body of water, and the whole village will watch over them. In time, the eggs will hatch and the larvae will be released into the water. It should be noted that not all eggs will hatch, as a good portion will fail to properly develop. These failed offspring, though, will serve as a source of food for the larvae, who shall latch on and feed. When these are depleted, the adults will fill organs to bursting with blood and place them in the pool as a replacement. As the larvae grow, the villagers will introduce actual prey to the water, showing the young how to properly eat. Despite hundreds of eggs being laid and dozens of young being birthed, only a fraction will actual survive to fully exit the rearing pool. So much so that young Ghilani will not receive their names until they emerge from the waters. This surviving group is then taken in by the elders and they begin their schooling.
The process of birthing and raising young is something that is undertaken by the whole village. Very few Ghilani actually know who their parents are, and many do not find such a fact important. The parents also are not attached to their young, as the whole village acts as guardian and teacher. The term "family" is something that they apply to their whole town, or to whatever groups they live with. Ghilani also don't really observe the idea of "siblings," as they come from an unknown variety of parents. The only real connecting thread between such individuals is what year they were born. Even then, they do not use numbers to denote such a thing. Rather, such groups are referred to as "clutches," and if you were to be born from the same "clutch" as another member, than the two of you are "clutchmates." To differentiate between clutches, each one is given a title by the overseeing elders. These names often reflect what happened during that breeding season, or any important events that occurred during the year. For example, one year could have the "Clutch of the Singing Waters" due to the massive boom in frog populations during the spring. Another could be called the "Clutch of the Pale Reeds" if the local pond vegetation contracts a terrible fungal infection. Such titles vary wildly between villages, and there are indeed instances of overlap or duplication. The Ghilani answer to this is "so?" as they don't really view such a thing as important. Survival and well being of their town and young have higher priority over such frivolous things. This is apparent when it comes to naming a clutch and the elders find that the breeding year has been extremely uneventful. The best example I can think of is the "Clutch of the Inquisitive Tree." While I remember the weeks I spent in that Ghilani village quite fondly, I really didn't expect such a result. Apparently my visit and stay was the most eventful thing that happened that year. I am quite honored, but does that make me their honorary mother? I am not sure what to say to that, but I don't think I can take care of that many larvae! I already have my hands full with one sapling, and don't know if I can manage with any more!
Anyways, I am sure my description of their child rearing practices may have given people the wrong impression of them (that and how most people freak out over the whole blood-drinking thing). While that may make them seem uncaring and callous, Ghilani are actually quite nice and are always happy to lend a hand. Since they see their town as a single family, they each take it upon themselves to perform their duty and insure that they do their part. No one is left out and no one is forgotten, as each member of their community is just as important as everyone else. They find their roles within the village and take those jobs to heart. Be it a hunter, farmer, elder or brewer, each Ghilani plays a vital part in their community. This mentality of working together and supporting one another is what makes them surprisingly friendly to outsiders. While some may assume hemophages to be violent and bloodthirsty, they greet each traveler and stranger with warmth. When I inquired about this, they explained that each visitor that arrives is capable of bringing something to the community, no matter how big or small. Be it food, knowledge or morale, every stranger can potentially be a blessing and could even become a part of the town itself. With that in mind, it would be foolish and harmful to the community to turn away others or meet one with anger. I find that mentality quite lovely, though a part of me suspects there may be an extra bit of reasoning behind it. The reputation of the Ghilani is not a good one for many blood-filled species, and paranoia has led to many unfortunate incidents. I kind of think that the Ghilani may be taking a more warm and open approach to those who somehow find their towns in hopes of quashing these fears. I certainly respect that and I hope more people learn that these fine fellows are not the monsters they think they are. The time I spent with them was quite wonderful, and they were happy to take me in and teach me their ways. I got to join in on some of their hunts, help brewers prepare special potions and soups, watch the rearing of their young and so much more! I even got to try out their soups and juices, which was quite interesting, though not exactly my taste. At one point I tried to live off the Ghilani diet to see what it would be like, but I had to call it quits after four days. The amount of blood was a little much, and some of their soups were much too strong for me. That, and an all-liquid diet does some weird things to your digestive system.
To the outside world, the Ghilani are a race that is often met with suspicion and paranoia. Their hemophage ways have led to people instantly labeling them as "vampires" and "parasites" (do take mind that calling a Ghilani a "parasite" is highly offensive. Not only does it label them as something lower, but it also implies that they rely on others to survive and don't pull their fair share). Certain settlements will not let them enter, and others set strict rules upon them if they do visit. In these cases, the Ghilani are banned from certain sections of town, they are not allowed near livestock and they cannot stay after dark. I have even heard of people sending the Convent of the Holy Blood after traveling bands of Ghilani! How horrible! They aren't vampires, you imbeciles! Thankfully, not all races are terrified of them. Due to their preference in habitat, Ghilani often run into Marsh Dryads and the two coexist quite happily! There are even a number of towns that are a mix of the two communities, fusing their villages together so that they can aid one another. The Ghilani are also in good standing with the Gralatars, which may be a result of their trade negotiations from long ago. Though the two don't often live together, they respect each other's territory and are always happy to trade or hold celebrations. And lastly are the Slimes, who really don't know what the whole "blood-drinking" fuss is about. To be fair, the Slimes don't have a beef with anyone, so I guess that isn't saying a whole lot. Still, it is nice to see people who don't give into tall tales and panic. If people were to give them a chance, you would see what good they can do! I mean, when it comes to potion brewing, the Ghilani are second to none! They know how to mix up some amazing things, and that applies to plain old brewing as well! They make some drinks that would blow your bark off! The only thing that I drank that was stronger was some Metnalan Seared Mondmilch during my Underworld visit! I blacked out after half a mug and when I woke up I saw every color backwards and I couldn't taste for two days! Stories aside, Ghilani are also great healers as well. It appears that their sensitive snouts and acute senses allows them to pick up on thing many may miss, and their salves are some of the best around! Their mouths are perfect for medicinal bleeding, and those treated in such a way rarely ever get infections. Not only can they suck bad blood out, but they have learned a technique of putting stuff back in! Apparently the Ghilani have a way to get medicine and salves through the skin and closer to the source of the problem. They take whatever potion they want to administer and draw a small portion into their mouths. They will then latch onto the target location, cut open the skin and slowly feed the fluid into the open wound. It may seem unsettling to many, but there are those who swear by it. I can certainly believe it! The Ghilani are quite crafty and they can come up with some amazing things! For example, when I was staying at the village, some of my friends introduced me to an infused mud bath! They took thick muddy waters and mixed in a variety of potions. The mixture caused it to heat and bubble, and it also introduced an invigorating sensation as you soaked it all in! I never felt so youthful after a bath like that! It was incredible!
And yes, I am aware that it was just a pool of mud with stuff poured in it, but you had to be there! You're just jealous!
Chlora Myron
Dryad Natural Historian
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LEECH PEOPLE! YEAH! Ever since I saw people draw up leechfolk, I have wanted to join in on the fun. The trick, though, was coming up with a design that was unique enough. So I did my research and decided to forgo the fangs and teeth and go for something a little different! I love their goofy faces and I am so happy with their colors! Hope you guys like them!
And this how you start the year! An essay of backstory about a monster species that took me hours to write! THIS WHAT WE'RE ALL ABOUT HERE, PEOPLE! HOPE YOU LIKE READING!
So myself and the lovely @becauseofthesesouls / @unknownjenmun have done a bit of Fenhawke fluff, hope you enjoy!
After a long day of adventuring, where is the place Hawke wants to be? Well, first, with Fenris, but second, in the Hanged Man with a drink in his hand...
Gathered in the familiar dinge and dirt of the Hanged Man, Garret Hawke and his friends howled in laughter around a table of Wicked Grace as Merrill yet again showed complete lack of understanding to Isabela's insistent flirtation against the innocent Elf. Hawke stumbled back from the bar with a round of drinks, and when he sat down, he more fell down, ending up half on Fenris' lap, grinning at the white-haired elf.
"Oooooh hello handsome!" Hawke grinned lecherously through slurs. Fenris turned to the other man and put his cards down on the table, turning to Hawke, looking unimpressed.
"You're drunk, Hawke", he pointed out the obvious. "Don't you think you've had had enough for one evening?" he continued, his voice a bit softer as he reached out to stroke the man's hair briefly, forgetting for a brief moment they were not alone.
"Absolutely not!" Hawke grinned, "Especially when I'm sitting next to the most handsome man in the room!....Besides me." Hawke grinned widely, taking another deep swig of a drink "You're definitely had enough", Fenris retorted with a small smile and shook his head, taking a sip of his own drink. "I see not even all the alcohol in the bar is enough to diminish your confidence..."
"Oh it increases his everything." Aveline replied to the situation distastefully, sipping her drink far more measuredly.
"Everything?" Fenris asked and arched his brow, looking at Hawke thoughtfully. "At any rate, I'm out", he suddenly said and revealed his cards.
"Oh baby!" Hawke replied, suddenly hugging at Fenris, "I'll win for you." he grinned "My hero..." Fenris retorted dryly, though despite his sarcasm, leaning into the hug.
"But even more than victory, I'd appreciate it if you just finished the game quickly. It's a long walk back to Hightown, and I think you need to get into the bed", he muttered more quietly.
"Oh come on do you have to always spoil the fun?" Isabela asked, grinning as Hawke leaned on Fenris with a complete lack of subtlety, her eyes dancing mischeviously between the pair, only recently reunited.
"The last time Hawke was this drunk, we were attacked by a gang", Fenris pointed out, before leaning to whisper into Hawke's ear.
"And who says the only way of having fun is playing Wicked Grace?"
Hawke's eyes went wide and he grinned. "On second thoughts....maybe my delicate flower is right...I'm pretty tired...and we all know Varric has won this round." He chuckled, as Fenris narrowed his eyes and took a hold of Hawke's scruff.
"Your what?" he asked, his voice dangeously low. "What part of me exactly is delicate?"
"Your pretty eeeeyyeeess" Hawke grinned, to which Isabela choked a laugh into her drink.
"Definitely drunk", Fenris sighed and finished his drink, trying to hide the blush on his cheeks. "Shall we then?" Hawke just nodded, making puppy dog eyes at Fenris before he stood and sketched the most elaborate bow he could without falling over, although he almost did, leaning heavily on the warrior beside him. "Adieu, Adieu, parting is such sweet sorrow! Later guys!" he grinned.
"You'll see them tomorrow, Hawke", Fenris pointed out, though did make his own farwells to the group as well before helping Hawke out of the tavern.
"Perhaps I should just drop you on youe uncle's place, that is closer", he said teasingly.
"NnnooooOOOOOooooo!" Hawke whined miserably
"Why not? Didn't you say you were tired?" Fenris continued to tease Hawke, but then kissed the man's jaw softly.
"Mmmm...You don't wanna take me back to Gammy-Wammy's..." Hawke pouted, eyes dramatically widened.
"No, I don't", Fenris replied, starting to walk towards the Hightown. "But I do want to get you into a bed."
"Oh I'll bet you do." Hawke grinned, to which Fenris quickly rolled his eyes.
"To sleep, Hawke", Fenris huffed. "I don't think you'd be up for much more in your current state."
"I resent that remark!" Hawke declared as the ascended the stairs out of lowtown to the square, now empty and cool for the time of night.
"You won't probably even remember it in the morning..." Fenris muttered, looking around the empty square.
"I resent that remark too." he pouted as they went through the streets, nearing both their homes.
"I'm sure you do, Hawke", Fenris replied with a small, fond smile.
"You should come home with me." Hawke grinned
"I will, but only to make sure you actually find your bed", Fenris retorted.
"Aww come on....don't be a spoil sport!" Hawke teased, grinning lecherously.
"I'm not, I worry about you", Fenris said quietlly.
"Oh..." Hawke faltered as they reached the door to his Estate
"See? You can barely stand", Fenris sighed, wrapping his arms around Hawke's to support him. Grumbling good naturedly Hawke wrapped his arm over the elf's shoulders as they made their way inside, the Dog making a gentle woof at their return Fenris reached out and petted the dog briefly, hoping the animal would be smart enough not to start barking. He doubted Hawke's neighbours would appreciate that.
"Are you able to get upstairs, or should I just leave you on the couch?" Fenris asked. Hawke suddenly looped his arms around Fenris' neck, hugging the man tightly.
"I worry about you too..." he mumbled suddenly, and without context.
"Why? I didn't drink nearly as much as you, that's obvious", Fenris frowned.
"I worry about you always." Hawke told him, and at that, Fenris was quiet for a moment, looking at Hawke with an unreadable expression.
"You don't have to worry about me", he finally said with a soft voice.
"I do....I want to." Hawke told him. There was no sarcasm, and even the smell of alcohol couldnt detract from how much he obviously meant what he was saying, "We... should get you in bed", Fenris said quietly and turned his head away as he felt his cheeks blush, his heart starting to beat a bit faster.
"Fen...I care about you. You..." he trailed off, seeing Fenris's tension.
"And I care about you, amatus,” came the reply, “but I am capable of taking care of myself", Fenris pointed out gently, turning to look at Hawke.
"Sorry..." Hawke mumbled lamely, loosening his grip on the other man before dropping his arms all together.
The Dog whined up at him and Hawke glowered. "No that would not help." he replied tartly to the animal, who scoffed at his owner and lay his head back down onto his paws.
Fenris tried to keep his expression neutral, but there was a hint of sadness in his eyes, already missing Hawke's arm around him. "You don't need to be sorry", he said quietly.
"I care about you so much....I thought you'd never come back..." Hawke muttered suddenly.
"Hawke..." Fenris started, stroking the man's arm briefly. "If you want to talk about it again... we should wait until you are sober..."
Hawke pouted but he nodded grumpily, staggering slightly towards the stairs. If Fenris didn’t want to talk, then he wouldn’t.
"Hawke..." Fenris started, but suddenly didn't know what to say. "Will... you be alright?" Hawke looked back at Fenris and his eyes seemed heavy, tired with years as well as weariness.
"I hope so..." he chuckled weakly
"Hawke... is there something the matter? Something you haven't told us, told me?" Fenris asked hesitantly.
"I’m...I’m tired Fen. I just...I missed you so much." He finished lamely
"Is that really all?" Fenris inquired, moving hesitantly closer to Hawke.
"I wanted you back." he continued, peeling back layers of worry to his lover.
"We've been through this", Fenris sighed, leaning against the handrail.
"I thought you had forgiven me."
"I have!...but...maker I missed you..." Hawke smiled, feeling in his voice and tears stuck in his eyes. "And here you are...in my house."
"Of course. I will always be here if you need me Hawke",Fenris said what he hoped was reassuring tone, smiling slightly.
"Stay." Hawke suddenly said, almost interrupting.
"You mean, over night?" Fenris asked, his eyes widening a little.
"Please..." Hawke murmured. Or forever...stay always... he thought, though didn’t say it...not yet.
"I... suppose I could stay. But I seriously suggest you go to sleep instead of getting other ideas."
"I just want you with me." Hawke replied, hands raised in surrender.
"I can do that", Fenris nodded, smiling a bit more brightly. Suddenly Hawke sighed letting out a breath he didnt know he'd been holding as he took Fenris' gauntleted hand in his before there could be a change of heart, leading him upstairs.
Fenris looked down at their joined hands, feeling his heart beat against his chest.
"Thank you, Hawke", he said quietly.
Hawke raised an eyebrow, looking at Fenris over his shoulder as he opened the door to the bedroom Instead of clarifying, Fenris merely stepped into the room and took out his sword, placing it to rest against the wall. Hawke smiled moving back and beginning to strip off his armour. "Want me to help you get undressed?" Hawke asked with a wink
"If that is your wish", Fenris chuckled as he started to remove his gauntlets.*If?* Hawke thought to himself, almost chuckling. He was already topless and came over to Fenris, taking his hand into both of his, and slowly beginning to unbuckle the mans gauntlet.
Fenris stopped what he was doing, letting Hawke to remove his gauntlets instead.
"I see you're very effecient in removing your clothes", he noted jokingly to the dark haired mage, who chuuckled in answer.
"I can be. Or I can do it slowly..." he dropped one gauntlet to the floor and took his other hand. "Really appreciate it..." he smirked, eyes running over Fenris’ skin.
"As do I..." Fenris murmured, running his free hand down Hawke's chest. Hawke hummed lightly as he unbuckled Fenris' chest plate too, smiling with a warm expression beneath the flickering shadows of the fire place. Fenris reached out to take the other man’s belt off, running his finger over Hawke's family crest.
"Hmmm" Hawke let out a shaky breath that he couldn’t help, allowing Fenris to reach around his back, sliding his hands up the elfs tanned arms as he did.
Fenris shivered slightly as Hawke touched the markings that twisted up his arms, leaning closer to the man and pressing their lips together into a gentle kiss.
"Fenris..." Hawke murmured between their lips as he cupped the warrior's cheeks in his hands, kissing him before leading him over to the bed.
"I won't wake up with you gone, will I?" he asked.
Fenris let out a heavy sigh at the question, looking at Hawke sadly. "I'm sorry... I should never have left. If I hadn't been such a coward..." he muttered, ashamed.
"Just say you wont go now." Hawke half-begged...for the reassurance of them both.
"I won't. As long as you’ll have me, I won't leave."
"You'll be here a pretty long time" Hawke chuckled, smiling with relief as he drew them both under the covers.
"Perhaps I don't mind that", Fenris retorted quietly, reaching out to stroke Hawke's cheek. "Good." Hawke muttered, pulling the man close and resting his head on Fenris's, planting a kiss on the elfs white hair as Fenris relaxed and closed his eyes, starting to nuzzle Hawke.
"You are the only person in this world I belong to willingly", the former slave murmured fondly. "And you the only man more handsome than me." Hawke chuckled, unable to resist the comment.
"I highly doubt that", Fenris retorted with amused tone. Hawke chuckled too, kissing his forehead again, and pulling him closer, tangled in sheets and limbs together.
"I love you, Hawke", Fenris murmured sleepily, his voice barely audible. Hawke's eyes shot open again for a moment, then he let them slowly slide shut as a tear rolled down his cheek, unseen. "I love you too." Fenris didn't open his eyes, but his smile widened as he pressed himself more firmly against Hawke’s body, as the two knotted their legs together in sleep.