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risustravelogue · 3 months

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Gifts of A Kind

Summary:

His love for you is the gift he's offering.

Featuring:

Zhongli, Alhaitham, Wriothesley

Tags:

Emotional hurt/comfort, love confessions, self-indulgent, reader has mental health issues and huge insecurity about her worthiness of being loved. Fem!Reader (referred to as a woman) who is having her birthday!

Note:

Me: Happy birthday to me! 🥳 Also me: *writes an emotional hurt/comfort piece with my favorites to cry* Haha. Also, I'm resting from the 1-week EBG grind, so have this for now. As always, enjoy~

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It’s another busy day at Bubu Pharmacy.

Sorting the medicinal ingredients in one of the back rooms, you were humming to yourself when a familiar baritone voice came from behind you.

“Happy birthday.”

You turn around to find your crush, the handsome consultant of the Wangsheng Funeral Parlor, walking towards you with a huge bouquet of silk flowers, dotted with the biggest glaze lilies you’ve ever seen in your life.

“Zhongli! You remembered!” you squeal.

When the man you fancy remembers your birthday, you say thanks to Celestia above. Especially when he’s actually Liyue’s beloved archon.

—This is fine. He can never be mine, but I can have my small joys, can’t I?

“I have a gift for you,” he says with a playful lilt to his voice as he hands over the bouquet to you.

“You mean this pretty thing?”

He smiles. “No. It’s a surprise. Close your eyes.”

You obey. Your heart thumps with anticipation. Maybe you’re finally getting that cute hairclip you’ve been eyeing for a while? Or maybe…

Your thoughts dissolve into thin air when you feel a soft warmth pressing against your lips and the scent of his cologne entering your sense of smell. Your eyes flutter open to find your vision filled with him.

But it’s not joy you feel inside your chest—it’s dread.

You struggle in protest, only for him to snake his left arm around you and press his lips harder against yours. He takes the bouquet away from your hands and sets it on the table behind you while nipping at your lower lip, as if asking for permission. You put your hands on his chest and push him away, breathless.

“Why are you doing this?” you ask.

Zhongli blinks, surprised.

“I thought you wanted it. Was I wrong?”

You shake your head and offer him a frown. “Why?”

“Is that not obvious? I love you.”

—What?

“What did you just say?”

He smiles as he repeats, “I love you.”

“... Heh,” you chuckle, and it turns into a full-blown laughter. “You’re lying. You wouldn’t.”

He only stares into your eyes with those golden pupils of his, his soft expression still like the mountains. You shake your head, dispersing the thoughts that maybe, just maybe—

“No,” you say, shaking your head. “No one would, especially not you.”

You feel his left hand clench at the small of your back as his expression hardens. “Why not?” he asks.

A bitter smile grows on your lips. “You know why. I’m—you know. I’ll only be a burden for you. For anyone.”

“I can bear it, and you know that.”

“But I’m—I’m defective and you know it!” you shout, pushing him away to no avail. His eyes widen, his heart taken aback at how much you must have hurt. You feel your chest clench as you mutter, “I am not the right person for you.”

Zhongli sighs and caresses your cheek, so gently as if you are the most fragile piece of porcelain he has ever held.

“Listen. No one is perfect. Not even me. And you… you awaken something I have never felt in the thousands of years of my life. And I want—”

His lips quirk to form a painful smile.

“I want to keep you by my side, for as long as I am allowed.”

You chuckle bitterly as you slap his hand away.

“Stop it. I don’t want this. I don’t—you’re mistaken. You don’t love me. You can’t.”

Tears roll down your cheek as your fingers clench on the fabric of his suit.

“Please… you can’t.”

A heavy silence hangs between you. His fingers find their way under your chin, tilting your face up towards him.

“Look at me,” he whispers. You shut your eyes in defiance, and you can feel tears dripping down your chin.

“You are the kindest woman I know, and have a strength beyond what even most gods can comprehend. And please believe me when I say I have never met anyone like you in my life,” he says, his voice gentle like you’ve never heard before. You open your eyes to find his gaze looking softly into yours.

“I love you. I will be yours if you want me to.”

He smiles, and you can feel your heart melt.

“Let me be your strength, your rock, your home. Will my word as the God of Contracts do?”

Expressive is one of the last attributes one would assign to the Scribe of the Akademiya, who also happens to be your longtime crush.

So you were surprised to find a saccharine sweet love letter in a pink envelope containing the words “I,” “love,” and “you”—in that order, next to each other—in his distinctly neat handwriting arriving at your doorstep on your birthday.

It’s not funny anymore, you think, deciding to confront him for playing with your feelings. You stroll to his office and bang at the door harshly, your face hot with anger.

“Come in,” the room’s owner says. You barge in, slamming the letter he sent you onto his desk.

“Out of all of your jokes, I rate this shit minus a hundred out of ten,” you say, voice shaking.

The silver-haired man tilts his head, seemingly confused. “What joke are you talking about?”

“This,” you smack the tip of your index finger onto the pink envelope, the force nearly ripping the paper in two. “This fucking letter, Alhaitham.”

“Oh, that,” he says with a smile. “I assure you, it’s not a joke.”

“Stop playing around!” you shout. “You said you love me, you liar.”

“Careful, I did say that, but my patience still has an end,” he says, his voice low, almost a growl. He sighs. “Why would you say I’m lying?”

You scoff. “Because there’s no way, right? You’re perfect, men and women alike want your hand in romance, and you said you love me?”

You laugh derisively as you try to ignore the sharp pain penetrating your chest.

“You can’t love me. You can’t. I’m just a pathetic woman fumbling through life, unlike you. You’re fit as a fiddle while I have to take medication every single night, else my sanity would crumble like dust. I’m a burden to everyone I’ve ever cared about. So please, just stop.”

You feel your lips tremble as you grit your teeth in pain. Alhaitham frowns.

“Yes, I know about all that. I still love you, though.”

“Shut up, Haitham.” You lower your head and turn away, stifling back a sob. “I don’t deserve you. Nobody wants me, and that should include you.”

He slams his fists against his desk as he stands up, making you jump in surprise at his loss of composure. He saunters over around the desk and stops in front of you, his much taller figure looming over your head. His hands find their way to squeeze your shoulders.

“Who hurt you?” he demands, his palms trembling in quiet rage. “I swear I’ll hunt them down and make them suffer for making you think so lowly about yourself.”

“No one,” you lie. The pain in your chest pulses. “I’m just stating the truth.”

“It’s not the truth,” he says, his hands moving to cup your cheeks. “One as strong as you shouldn’t have such a low opinion of themselves.”

He lowers his head to meet you in a slow kiss. A tear rolls down your cheek as you relish the feel of his soft lips against yours.

“There,” he mumbles after pulling back. “Now do you believe me?”

“I don’t want to,” you finally admit, tears now streaming down your face. “I can’t.”

“Then—give me the chance to prove my love for you. Please,” he says while pulling you close. You shut your eyes, taking in his presence like a thirsty deer greedily drinking from the water’s surface. The words he whispers next have a certain promise woven into them.

“I am going to make you the happiest person in the universe.”

The Duke of the Fortress of Meropide looks a bit different than usual today. You are certain of that.

Whenever he catches sight of you, he’ll either hum tunes to himself, smile like an idiot, or walk towards you with a skip in his step that others barely miss.

Too bad you’re only his personal mechanic. Pointing his strange behavior out is way above your pay grade.

… Which is what you’ve been saying to yourself, but your feelings, your amour for him screams and rebels inside your chest, threatening to spill into the flirty sentence of “Wow, someone sure is happy to see me.” You bite on the insides of your cheeks to hold it back. After all, he knows that you’re literally sick in the head, and he wouldn’t want someone like you by his side.

He would never, ever fall in love with you.

But, if that is true… what is that beautiful bouquet of Rainbow Roses doing in his hands, then?

“Happy birthday, wonderful woman,” he greets, a grin plastered across his face. “Please accept this duke’s gratitude.”

“Gratitude?” you ask, folding your hand over your chest where your heart is—the organ working super hard to pump more blood to your already-pink cheeks.

“Yes. Gratitude for all the work you’ve done,” he says in a sing-song voice.

You sigh, trying to rein in the butterflies in your stomach. “Wriothesley, I’m not an idiot. I know what Rainbow Roses mean.”

His smile turns melancholic.

“So what do you say?”

You harden your expression, trying to keep your tone as flat as possible.

“I’m sorry… I can’t.”

An uncomfortable silence goes on for a few seconds.

“Sure you can. Why not? I’ve seen the way you look at me.”

“No, I can’t. Now please stop this nonsense, Boss.”

He takes a step closer, and you take a step back.

“Go away,” you say, turning away from him while stifling back a sob. “I can’t have you.”

He puts a hand on your shoulder. “You can. I want you to have me.”

You shake your head and shrug him off, tears starting to roll down your cheeks as the pain in your chest grows stronger.

“I can’t! I won’t burden you with… with me, of all things!”

“Stop saying that!”

Before you can react, he turns you around and pulls you into him, wrapping you with his strong arms like he’s protecting you from the cold, cruel world.

“Please stop saying that. You’re not a burden. You are never a burden.”

You try to push him away, but he doesn’t budge. His shushes drown your grunts of struggle.

“Let me go. Please, I can’t want this—I can’t want you,” you finally plead, but he only pulls you closer, trapping your hands between your chest and his. You limp, pathetic sobs filling the air as you finally surrender.

“You want to know a secret?” he asks. He does not wait for your answer.

“I think you’re perfect. The way you pursue growth, the way you love. You are the most precious thing I have in my life,” he says, his voice half a whisper. “I am eternally thankful for you. Thank you for coming into my life. I’m at my best when I’m with you, and I don’t only mean because you can fix my gauntlets.”

His embrace tightens around you. You can feel his growing stubble rub against your temple.

“And if I don’t at least try being with you, I’m sure I’ll regret it for the rest of my life.”

He sighs as he presses his lips to the crown of your head, the warmth sending goosebumps across your skin.

“I want to be your home. I want… no, I need you by my side,” he continues.

Your grip on his vest tightens as you feel him bury his face into your hair.

“I love you. I love you so much, my heart hurts every moment I remember that you’re not mine,” he whispers. He pulls back, only to press his lips against yours in a slow, gentle kiss the next moment.

“Please… be mine. I will never let you down. That’s my vow to you, and I intend to keep it for the rest of my life.”

He looks into your eyes, his gaze as gentle as a beautiful snowflake. You tiptoe a bit to meet him in another kiss. He chuckles as he returns the favor with passion.

“I’ll take that as a yes.”

#tw mental health #cw mental health #zhongli #alhaitham #wriothesley #zhongli x reader #alhaitham x reader #wriothesley x reader #zhongli x you #alhaitham x you #wriothesley x you #genshin x reader #genshin x you #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact x you #kurisu writes #I love them your honor #saved the best for the last hehehe <3

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littlestpetship · 1 year

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im almost done with yoosungs route 😢 tomorrow is the last day... i am sooo sad.... what will i do next... all i want is to be on his route forever😢😢

#text #🎮#i definitely want to get his bad ending eventually but also.... i dont wanna hurt him 😢#i think next ill play hmm.... zens route #im saving jaehee for last because. best for last :3 #and its so easy to get on zens route so ill pick the easy option HEHEHE #after those two i think ill have enough hour glasses for the deep routeee ^_^ omg

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aso-bi · 4 months

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DIY LoZ Sheikah Slate

Thought it's about time I shared the birthday gift I made for my bestie @tsukinoshinjiu! It's a custom Sheikah Slate! So I'm gonna share how I made it... (finished images at the bottom!)

First I started by looking at in-game references for it and getting a general feel of what it looks like, what pieces I'd need, and what the general shape would be like. I wanted it to be a special box of sorts, so they could hide little treasures or letters...

After getting the general feel of the colors and shapes I'd need as well as what would be sunken and what would pop out, I looked for some measurements I could base myself off of. Luckily I found a Reddit post of someone who'd already done the hard work for me.

I tweaked the sizes slightly (namely putting them in a measurement system I could actually understand) then opened up SketchUp to model it out and simulate my rough idea.

I really wanted to stay true to the rounded corners, so I went for a layered technique, using 3 mm wooden slates.

So I created a "base" piece, a "body" piece, and a "lid" piece. In the end, it ended up being 5 body pieces, 1 base, and 1 lid. (And no, I didn't have access to 6 mm wood, otherwise, I'd simply done 2 6mm pieces for the body instead) In total, the depth was roughly 2.2 cm

Once that was ready, I laid out a simple graphic for my cutter. In it you can see the measurements:

Height: 25,33 cm (~10 in.)

Width: 15,33 cm (6 in.)

Depth: 2.2 cm (0.8 in.)

(yes I named it 6mm, I mistyped dw about it) Once that was done, I looked at the front again and opened up Illustrator to make the vector path for the cutter. I had barely used Illustrator before so I had to learn while I was doing it *sweats* but I got it done, and here's what it looks like. I saved it as .eps (vector) so the cutter could read it.

Once that was done, all that was left was to wait for the cutter to be done with my pieces....

Then I immediately started painting and organizing! Decided to start with something small, so I chose the little triangles, I took them apart and painted each piece individually, then with some scotch tape I held them together and put them aside. Next I painted the main piece as well as the lid, body, and base. I glued the layers first then painted them, same with the rest. The handle was especially fun to do and I think it turned out especially pretty. Always working my way up to the smaller colors. Once all those pieces were painted I glued them in place.

The little lines really tested my pulse *sweats again* I don't think they're perfect, but I tried my best (the circle around the eye is especially scuffed)

Not pictured (because I forgor) I made little stops on the bottom of the lid so it could stay in place and be used as a box. I used some thick 2mm hard grey board to make 4 little rounded stops and glued them to the bottom of the lid. When I was done, I sprayed the entire thing in a shiny finisher!

The inside had a special engraving since I'd originally wanted to throw in the Korok Bookmark I'd made for them in there as a surprise, but since this gift had lagged behind for a while, the bookmark was sent ahead of time along with the other goodies I'd prepared for their bday.

Once it was all ready I threw in some other goodies inside and packaged it for the mail! They got it last week and the reaction was...

In the end, the slate arrived a little later than I had wanted, but it got there in one place and the unboxing video I got from them was priceless hehehe.

So yea, that was my adventure making a custom Sheikah Slate as a bday gift! If I eventually remake it, I'll try to make it look even closer to the original.

And if anyone would like to try their hand at making it, go ahead! If there's interest for the files I'll find a way to make them available as well.

Bye bye!

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lilgoblinbitch · 1 month

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the ones who live - ep. 5 SPOILERS!!!

hehehe it’s that time again for me to spill my emotions about this new episode :)

oh fuck me here we go

WHAT THE FUCK GABRIEL????? HOLY SHIT OMG OMG????? HELLO YOU CANT JUST LEAVE ME LIKE THAT

richonne supply runs always give me life omfg. and their little dinners by the fire… UGH I CANNOT

rick is so sexy jesus christ…

THE WAY HE LET HER GO FIRST THROUGH THE DOOR AAHHHH CHIVALRY IS NOT DEAD WHEN IT COMES TO RICK

OMFGGG HE SNUCK A NECKLACE FOR HER HELP

stop it. THE BAKING SODA SPEARMINT CALLBACK

“I WAS IN LOVE WITH MY SONS BEST FRIEND”. i can’t take this fluff. this is literally fanfiction writing I LOVE IT

the views are absolutely gorgeous omg???

EW WTF ARE THOSE LAST OF US LOOKIN ASS ZOMBIES

yeah you're pulling a gun on the wrong people HAHAHA

my tv parents said “um yeah i don’t think so BITCH”

“i’m peeing” LMAO I WOULD TOO IF I SAW RICK GRIMES

“us against the world” period.

GABRIEL WTF U DOING??? EW JADIS FUCK OFF GOODBYE

oh shit gabriel thinks rick’s dead and jadis is lying like the snake she is.

anne jadis whatever the fuck your name is — WAIT WHAT JADIS STOKES???? YOU NEVER MARRIED GABRIEL GOODBYE BITCH

AWWW RICK WANTING TO MARRY MICHONNE

gabriel is so wholesome i love him.

THIS EPISODE HAS MY HEART BEATING SO FAST LOL

omfg not this cunt again. jadis just die please just give up.

jadis you done failed once again. how does it feel to be a LOSER?

gabriel wtf why you kissing her… rosita did not die for that shit.

WHAT? WHAT??????? DID SHE KILL GABRIEL???

“i will die for the cause” ok good. bye!

no one gives a fuck about the echelon briefing ya dumb cunt (no one = me, btw)

her logic literally makes no sense. killing people to save humanity? that TOTALLY makes sense

NO MICHONNE STOP. NOOOOOOO YOU HAVE TO GO HOME :(

i will kms i swear. i can’t do this.

“you’ve looked better” LMAO

i hate jadis i hate jadis i hate jadis

YES SHE DYING HEHEHHE YAY

ok cool gabriel isn’t dead 👍

“the crm is not the answer and they must end” PERIOD.

AWWW THE RING wait okay i kinda like her now

rick made his promise. he killed her. good job baby <3

AWWW STOP IT MY HEART. “it’s a broken world and you’re the only thing that puts it back together” IM CRYING PLEASE OMFG THEY GOT OFFICIALLY MARRIED YIPPIEEEE

awww poor gabriel :(

well holy goddamn. that was a rollercoaster. so glad richonne is stronger than ever <3

hope everyone enjoyed this episode as much as i did (episode four is still my favorite tho)

#the ones who live #towl spoilers #twd towl #the ones who live ep5 #rick grimes #richonne #michonne grimes #goblin speaks #michonne #rick and michonne #andrew lincoln #danai gurira #andy and danai

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beelsbignaturals · 10 months

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🦂DEMON FORMS: ASMODEUS 💄

AN: Unfortunately, the concept of hypnosis is a major theme for my OCD so I can't really write him as creepy as I want to. Alas, I tried. Fucked up Asmo supremacy. also I was tryna keep this sfw in terms of *spicy* content bc thats for a different post hehehe. As always, feel free to check out my obey me world building tag for more demon headcanons and since con is over I can work on requests!

Inspiration for this part: literally everyone who has ever drawn Asmo with a scorpion tail like he DESERVES also @noecoded bc they have the BEST Asmo art ever. Also @princessasmosprincess has been such a major help in writing this! ily Michi 😘 thank u for letting me pick ur brain bby

TWs: Bugs (scorpions), mind manipulation, alcohol (part 4), vauge reference to nsfw stuff (part 3), demons being demons, body horror? Maybe?

● Level 1.5. you know, in the Percy Jackson books, how Aphrodite appears as whatever you think is most beautiful? Asmo is kinda like that. Not fully, but if you are more attracted to say, dark hair, he will have darker hair. (Cute note: if you fall in love with him for realsies, this stops happening, and you just see. Him.) Like Belphie, he is alot more… mental with how he freaks people out. Even without hypnotism, if he asks you to do something, you feel like you want to agree. Only Asmo can make you think taking out the garbage when it's his turn is YOUR idea. He glows under blacklights because… scorpion. His teeth look normal from a distance, but up close, you can see how sharp they are. His eyes shift through every possible color, changing each time he blinks. His pupils are heart shaped. He gets cold really easily and will make it everyone's problem.

"MC! I'm going to freeze to death, please, save me!" The overly dramatic Avatar of Lust drapes himself across your lap, intent of using you as a personal space heater. Nights in the Devildom just get so cold! His poor, beautiful heart can't handle the subzero temperatures! And of course the last argument between Levi and Mammon managed to complete destroy the heating system. So it's your solemn duty as Asmo's favorite human (don't tell Solomon) to keep him warm!

● Level 2. His nails get longer and sharper, and even when talking, it sounds like he's singing. If he actually starts singing, you will find yourself dancing or lulled into a false sense of security depending on the song. He actually caused the dancing plague this way! He is capable of using his carapace as a sort of natural corset, controlling each segment to give himself the desired silhouette. Somehow, Asmo is wonderful at knowing exactly what you desire. Not just in a sexual way, he can figure out your ambitions after one conversation. If he decides to talk to you, everything else will kind of...fade away. How can you focus on anything when his eyes fade from pink to purple to blue... What were you talking about again?

Asmo thought the house was empty, that it was safe for him to sing without consequence. Unfortunately, you came home early, which led to the awkward incident where you began dancing the moment you walked inside. At first, you thought you were hit by some curse, screaming in surprise as your body moves on its own. Hearing your shrieks, Asmo rushes downstairs, fussing over you. Luckily, you weren't under his spell long, so when he stopped singing, you stopped dancing. He was very apologetic after that.

● Level 3. He grows several extra limbs on his sides. They are small little insect legs that are basically useless. He likes to annoy his brothers by tickling them with his weird lil bug arms. But otherwise, Asmo is EXTREMELY self conscious about them because bugs aren't stereotypically cute. He can keep his wings bc they are cute. BUT HE ALSO HAS A SCORPION TAIL. The stinger is heart-shaped. It's adorable. It also has venom capable of making you so horny you die! Which is... slightly less adorable.

It was quite the sight, seeing Asmo, shirtless with several small arachnid limbs, covered in a hard exoskeleton as he chases Satan around the house, claiming he needs to be less grumpy. Satan threw a pillow at his brother, causing you to laugh. Bad move. Now Asmo has locked his eyes on his next target. You.

● Level 4. You know how so many Greek monsters are giant creatures with the face of a beautiful woman? That's Asmo. He has the body of a scorpion-if a scorpion was the size of a horse - and face so gorgeous, you might cry or go blind. He sings so sweetly to lure in prey. Basically, he's a siren-scorpion monster from hell! He usually won't take this form because, honestly, he thinks it's ugly. So for the most part you are only going to see a scorpion with Asmo's face scuttling around if he is feeling particularly emotional. Like when he gets a little bit too tipsy and his insecurities plague his mind.

It was rare Asmo would get properly drunk. At least the type of drunk where he is miserable. Usually it's a very... drunk girl in the club bathroom who just LOOOVES your shoes and wants to know who did your eyelash extensions 🥺 sort of energy. So hearing straight up wailing from his room after a long night at the Fall was...unexpected. What was even more surprising, was what you found when you opened his door to try and comfort the demon. A large scorpion with the head of the Avatar of Lust, standing in front of a broken mirror with mascara streaming down his face. You only hesitate a moment before making your presence known. Asmo starts to cry more, sobbing about how terrible he feels having you see him like this. In the form that he considers the definition of ugly. You are quick to reassure him, naming each thing you find beautiful about his more demonic looking self. Like the way his armored body catches the light, reflecting rainbows across each segment. Or how his stinger is heart shaped. Or the fact that even without proper hands, his hair and makeup is still flawless. Aside from minor damage due to his tears. Soon enough, you have a giant scorpion sleeping on your lap like an overgrown cat. You decide not to mention it in the morning.

#om! shall we date #obey me fanfic #obey me worldbuilding #obey me x reader #shrimp writes #asmodeus x you #om asmodeus x reader #obey me mc

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michaels-office-hours · 2 months

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What if Dogday was best friends with Catnap, and was maybe having feelings of “is there more?” (Catnap definitely was, but was too nervous to make a move) But Dogday is so “everyone is my buddy” coded, that he didn’t wanna mess up their friendship by saying anything.

And what if Craftycorn was Dogday’s blatant crush? Like… “oh crap you’re cute… HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN STARING?!” Kinda crush. He doesn’t really know her that well because of it even. Cause anytime he tries to talk to her it just comes out as

Dogday: H-hi! I’m- Dog. You- you

Craftycorn: Yes, I’m Craftycorn. We work together, live together, and have been doing this for at least a year. You don’t have to keep introducing yourself. *rolls eyes and walks away sassily

Dogday: Y-yeah. Hehe. I’m Dogday. She talked to me.

Catnap: You ok man?

Dogday: hehehe. She said we work together.

Catnap: … you need help man.

And then when the Hour of Joy happened? Most of the smiling friends went with Dogday. (I think Bobby Bearhug went with Catnap though. And got left behind cause they couldn’t keep up.And Bubbabubaphant died in the chaos on one side of the other. Not sure which. Leaning towards Catnap) Tempers flared because tension was so high you could cut it with a knife. Kickin Chicken and Hoppy Hopscotch went off to try to help kids get out, and never came back. Making things worse. Craftycorn then betrayed the whole group when she realized Piggy Piggy was eating more than her share. Craftycorn went absolutely nuts, getting a full monster form like Catnap and everything. So Dogday watched as kids, smaller toys, and nearly himself, were killed by yet another of his friends. Before Catnap, hearing the commotion, came to end things.

Craftycorn didn’t last long. Already wounded from the other toys fighting back before they were trampled and skewered on her horn. Catnap toyed with her, took his time. Got out some aggression since… “He chose YOU.”

When her carcass had finally stopped twitching, Catnap sat back on his haunches to look at the wreckage. See if anyone else was alive. Dogday, around a corner, had watched the whole thing dead silent. Now seeing what all of his friend had become? He couldn’t help it… he choked. Sobbing and retching. Catnap turned and was on him in a flash.

Unlike with Craftycorn, Catnap was fast this time. Too fast for a distraught and surprised Dogday to handle. A searing pain ripped through his torso the second Catnap’s dead eyed face loomed over him. Thankfully he blacked out before much else. Although he did catch the sudden shift in Catnap’s expression. Was that… regret?

Dogday was left hanging for the rest of his life. He didn’t know how long it was. It felt both like a blink, and an eon. Catnap only came by to gloat. And to put him to sleep. That horror filled sleep with nothing but nightmares and pain, where he had legs but couldn’t run. His friends needed him but he didn’t help. Then he’d awaken hours or days later to the lower appendages gone. The pain a constant reminder of the fact he should have used them when he had the chance.

At least he can warn you to do what he should have done. Save those you can save. Help those who are help-able. And when you are met with horrors beyond your comprehension? Or someone beyond hope? Run. RUN!

RUN AWAY NOW!!!

(Anyway those post started as “haha I headcanon bi failure Dogday.” And then… this happened. :D Cause what if everyone he trusted either betrayed him? Or he thinks he betrayed them. Who knows. He might blame himself over Catnap and Craftycorn too. :3)

#poppy playtime #poppy playtime chapter 3 #dogday #catnap #craftycorn #smiling critters #this became a low key fic #wow

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mirkwoodshewolf · 9 months

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Hi, if you’re still doing Doctor Who fanfics, I was wondering if you could please write a silly little 11th Doctor x Platonic!TimeLord reader where they are best friends and have a relationship dynamic like Joey and Frankie from the Basement Yard Podcast.

Like they’re in a dangerous scenario and one of them makes a joke and they both just start laughing. Or when they’re on the TARDIS they’ll be arguing and then one of them says something that reminds them of a song and they both just start singing it. And they use insults and a term of endearment.

I think this would be really fun and silly, but no worries if you don’t want to.

Thanks<3

okay I’m gonna be honest, I have no idea who those guys are but I’ll still do this idea.

Okay so one thing the 11th doctor is the best next to Tennant (yeah I’m biased cause Matt smith is MY doctor).

and yeah being friends with 11’s doctor is a WILD ride!!

yet at the same time you guys just click with one another from the moment you guys meet.

let’s say both of your chaotic energies just mesh together like fish fingers and custard hehehe

and that sometimes can be pretty strange or confusing to others especially when it comes to saving the galaxy

like this one time when you, the doctor and the Ponds got ambushed by the Daleks.

“Resistance is futile. Prepare to be exterminated!”

“Damn and I think I left the stove on in the Tardis.” You say.

at that comment 11 couldn’t help but say.

”how many times does this make? The fourth? The fifth?”

”lucky number seven actually my friend. But you’ve forgotten plenty of times. Remember when you thought a grease fire could be extinguished with water?”

“And you could’ve told me that?”

after briefly glaring at one another you both start to laugh.

“What is all this?” Proclaimed one of the daleks.

”it’s better you go with it” Amy said.

There was also another time with some space pirates that had taken a town hostage for their crops and money (real bugs life type situation)

they had you and the gang in cages along with the villagers and the pirate captain was going on a villainous monologue of how he was superior than these foolish villagers.

"With the subordination of these meek-little farmers, soon the entire galaxy will know my name! BLAZER THE WRATHFUL!!!" the pirates soon uproared in celebration, but soon a loud laugh overcame that.

It was your laughter.

"Something funny monkey!?"

"I'm sorry, I-I'm sorry my dude, did you say your name is Blazer-fury?"

"Yes!"

"So do you--shoot blazers out of wrath?" you ask.

"Enough out of you! Or we'll kill you first!"

But you couldn't help but snicker under your breath. The Captain turns back to you demanding what's funny.

"I'm sorry. My guy I am soo sorry. I just keep thinking to myself of how every morning you standing in front of them mirror saying to yourself, 'You know what would be a real kick-ass name! BLAZER THE WRATHFUL!!' HAHAHAHAH! That's how I hear you in my head. Remember Doc like that movie?!"

"Which one? You mean the Dinosaur one? Ahh I remember when we got to have those dinos on a space ship. That was a fun time."

"No, no, no Doctor you know the one with the talking Raccoon."

"Oh yeah. Huh? Art imitates life."

"RIGHT!?!? HEY! HEY CAP! What was your second choice gonna be? BLAZER THE SCROTUM HEAD!?"

At your comment, you had his entire crew laughing when Blazer the wrathful puleld you against the bars, his sword to your neck as he sneered.

"That's it wench! You die now!"

"Well, dying would certainly be better than living in a galaxy where a misogynistic moron who thinks Blazer the Wrathful is a kickass name." you said bluntly before using your taser gun that River gave you the last time you both met.

In the end, you all saved the village and defeated the piarates.

Overall, when it comes to being you and the Doctor, you better watch out cause there's bound to be some chaos, mischief, and a bit of eye-rolling due to their chaotic energy together.

"Hey Doc! Where's the flux-capacitor on SEXY?"

"She doesn't have one of those, this is a TARDIS, not a Delorian."

"Do you think she'd be able to transform into that?"

"No! I like her this way and this way she'll stay."

"Then can you make me a time-machine Delorian?"

"No."

"C'MON DOC!!"

Yeah, chaotic energy at the max.

#doctor who #doctor who x reader #doctor who imagines #11th doctor #11th doctor x reader #1tth doctor x gn reader #doctor who imagine #11th doctor imagine #11th doctor imagines #doctor who fanfic #doctor who fanfiction #11th doctor fanfic #11th doctor fanfiction #pond family #doctor who fandom

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brighteststar707 · 4 months

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Faye!!! Congrats on your two years 🎉 I'm so so incredibly happy that we met through good old Mysme I could CRY fr. You are so special to me!!

So I was thinking for a while but didn't want the slots to go, so I'm gonna come outta nowhere and SHOCK HORROR not pick either of my two husbands, Jumin or Zen.

But how about number 30, confiding in them, with Vanderwood. The little tease we got in V's route just made me smitten at the time. He literally is thrust into the RFA drama and I can't help but feel he'd connect with MC. Like lord help us Vandy, wtf is going on.

Lola! Thank you so much for your message! I'm so grateful to have met you, you mean so much to me and I wish only the best for you <3

I'm pleasantly surprised by your request! It's a good event when I can write more than one fic for Vandy.

Picture this: It's V's route, Seven has saved you from Mint Eye, now you, V Seven and Vandy are in the cabin. Your relationship with V is.... not really existent at this point so this fic could be romantic when you squint hehehe

Love ya <3

Confiding in Them

✦Vanderwood x Gn!Reader ✦ Words: 1553

Time in the cabin feels like it has slowed down to a crawl. It is dark outside, and eerily silent. Inside, there are only the sounds of footsteps back and forth across the floorboards, and V’s harsh breathing in the next room. The repetitive nature of the noises has only added to the liminal feeling.

You had reassured the others that you weren’t tired, and then promptly fallen asleep on the sofa, still sitting upright with your jacket draped over your shoulders. When your eyes opened again, you weren’t sure how long you’d been asleep for, or where your dreams ended and reality began. Your life lately has been so strange, it has been hard to keep track. You had dreamt of car chases and cult initiations, the faces and voices of your loved ones so close and yet out of reach. How was that any different to what you had experienced over the last week?

Someone had covered you with a spare blanket when you were asleep, as well as lit a fire in the fireplace opposite you. It was warm, and you were still disoriented from sleep, so you stayed put, wrapping the blanket tighter around yourself and watching the fire dance over the logs.

You allow yourself, maybe for the first time, to process the fact that you managed to get away from Mint Eye and everything they had planned for you. In the (relative) silence of the cabin, with everyone else occupied, it starts to sink in. Back there, with a part of you constantly in fight or flight, it was hard to process the reality of your situation. You were just trying to survive. Now that you’re safe, it all hits at once.

The isolated compound, the flowery pink room, the wardrobe full of clothes made to your measurements. Ray, monitoring your conversations with the RFA, his kindness that teetered on the brink of desperation. The minty blue of his eyes, too vibrant to be natural. The silence in the hallways, so unsettling for a building so full of people.

“Oh, you’re awake.”

You jump and turn your head towards the speaker. You were too caught up in your own thoughts to hear him approach you.

“Sorry, didn’t mean to scare you,” Vanderwood says. To his credit, he does actually look apologetic.

His voice is quiet, deep, and still unfamiliar to you. You have grown used to the voices of the different RFA members, have even started to find a certain comfort in hearing them. On the other hand, he is still practically a stranger to you.

You had very briefly met Vanderwood when he first got to the cabin to help Seven, but you had said little to each other since.

“It’s okay. I’m just a bit jumpy, I guess.”

“From what I’ve seen tonight and what Seven told me – which isn’t much, mind you - that’s not surprising.”

Seven has been keeping an eye on Vanderwood since he entered with a vaguely threatening air you haven’t yet seen from him, reminiscent of someone keeping their attack dog on a short leash.

“What did Seven tell you?”

He joins you on the sofa, sighing deeply before answering. He has been at V’s bedside, tending to him in his terrible state, since arriving, and he has good reason to be tired.

“He has kept most of the story from me. I know that that guy back there has been fed more different drugs than I’ve ever seen before and that you’re his…?” He leaves it open-ended and throws you a meaningful look. He’s still trying to fill the holes in his story.

“Don’t look at me, I don’t even know what we are.” Thinking about V too much makes you scared all over again, so you change the subject. “What else do you know?”

“Nothing except that you were there with them. He’s smart enough to keep RFA stuff away from agency stuff most of the time. I guess desperate times call for desperate measures, though.”

“You can say that again.”

You sound wearier than you mean to. The longer you think about everything, the more ridiculous it all sounds. You watch as a log cracks in the fireplace with a satisfying pop and feel Vanderwood turn to assess you for a moment.

“And who are you in all of this?”

“That’s a long story.”

“And I am a very good listener. Literally, it’s part of my job.”

You laugh. He doesn’t.

“Really, I feel like I haven’t talked to a single person since I arrived - Seven doesn’t count. I need a change of scenery.”

It isn’t that his voice softens, but he sounds like he’s choosing his words more intentionally this time he speaks. It makes him sound more sincere. Maybe that’s what encourages you to indulge him. Or maybe, you just need someone to help ground you now that you feel like you’ve detached from reality.

“Well, I was sort of… kidnapped and held hostage in this cult?”

His eyebrows disappearing into his fringe is the only thing that gives away his surprise. He scans you once over, a well-practiced look. He’s looking for any obvious damage.

“I’m fine, you say quickly, “Seven managed to save me before anything really bad could happen.”

He nods. “You can trust him with these things.” He thinks for a moment, before quickly adding, like a sudden thought that came into his mind “were you with the hacker?”

“Yeah.”

“You met him? What was he like?”

The questions tumble out of his mouth faster than he can stop them. Is this what he sounds like when he’s excited? You had heard him discussing the hacker with Seven earlier, asking questions with his eyes wide. Turns out it’s rare for someone to give Seven this much trouble.

“Strange. Kind of sad. I wish there was something I could do for him.”

Vanderwood’s enthusiasm vanishes.

“Then he sounds just like the rest of us.”

In the silence that follows, you both turn your attention back to the fireplace. The flames seem to have a life of their own, and your cheeks feel warm from the heat of it. Somewhere, from another room, you hear Seven’s voice. You wonder who he’s talking to, or if it's just to himself.

“So, if that guy,” Vanderwood gestures back to the bedroom where V is sleeping, “was drugged to oblivion by that cult, how did you get out okay?”

“He has a bit of a personal history with their founder. The whole RFA does, actually, but his is more… delicate, from what I understand. See, I’m the stranger in this equation.”

“Huh. I don’t know why I expected this to be simple. Nothing Seven involves himself in ever is.”

“They used to all be like a family once apparently. I’m still trying to understand it all myself.”

He puts his head on his hands for a second in a show of exhaustion. “Maaaaan…. how are you staying sane through all of this? Just hearing the gist of things is making me tired.”

You’ve been asked this question a few times, but you’ve never given the real answer any thought before. Next to V, who could barely stand upright and was talking to the air last time you were at his bedside, you were always fine. It felt wrong to even imply otherwise.

But now, when you think about where you were a week ago and how much has changed since then, you aren’t so sure. You can’t remember the last time you felt rested and, even though you’ve been reassured that you’re safe here, you’re scared someone is watching you. You can’t even think of walking down the street by yourself before you break out in goosebumps.

"Oh. I guess you hadn’t gotten that far yet, had you?”

“No… I guess not. Is it that obvious?”

He holds out a gloved hand in front of your face and taps your forehead once, lightly.

“You’re easy to read. Or maybe it’s just me.”

With only the flickering firelight on his face, his expression is hard to make out, but you find some comfort in his gesture.

“I feel like none of it is real. At least if you can see it, it means that I’m not making any of this up.”

He nods and you lapse back into a comfortable silence.

“Hey, I know it may not be much coming from me, but I think you’ve got some good people on your side at the moment.”

You’re not sure what possesses you to ask, “Is that including you?”

He seems to be stunned for a moment before he smiles. It transforms him into a brand-new person, and you can imagine what a different life might have looked like on him. Your anxiety gets pushed down by a wave of pride at managing to elicit that expression from him. You have a feeling it’s quite rare.

“Yeah, I guess it does.”

Suddenly, V groans loudly, startling the both of you. Vanderwood jumps back to his feet and quickly follows the sound to the bedroom door. Before he disappears completely, he turns to you and says, “Listen, I need to go back to playing nurse, but can we talk more a bit later?”

You smile.

“I’d like that.”

#mystic messenger #mystic messenger vanderwood #mary vanderwood 3rd #mysme #mysme vanderwood #blogiversary 2 #my writing

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cupidwithaknife · 9 months

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Do you mind if I ask your top 10 favorite characters (can be male or female) from all of the media that you loved (can be anime/manga, books, movies or tv series)? And why do you love them? Sorry if you've answered this question before.....Thanks....

hii i appreciate your question ! ✧⁠*⁠。

i've made a list of my favourite characters here. (P.S. THE NUMBERS DON'T INDICATE ANY RANK since i couldn't decide how to rank them :"))

1. kim dokja - omniscient reader's viewpoint

✧⁠*•彡 one thing about me is that i like smart characters so you'll probably see a lot of those on my list :3 dokja is the love of my life lmao

[constellation cupid with a knife loves this official art]

p.s. if you haven't read the novel yet, i implore you to do so ! it's soooo good !! (the webtoon is also great !)

2. dazai osamu - bungo stray dogs

✧⁠*•彡 told you- another smart character :") also i love the contrast between the port-mafia-dazai and agency-dazai. Won't give any spoilers but if you haven't watched bungo stray dogs yet, i guarantee it's amazing !

3. maki zenin - jujutsu kaisen

✧⁠*•彡 i love how jjk has so many strong female characters and maki is surely one of them !

4. hange zoe - attack on titan

✧⁠*•彡 another strong female character ! also, we gotta appreciate hange for her eccentricity and comedic relief (however limited they were) XD

5. koro sensei - assassination classroom

✧⁠*•彡 best teacher ever ! i love how he makes sure none of his students feel left out/ignored in class and how he understands each of them individually. as a student myself, i always wished i had a teacher like him :") the entire anime was a roller coaster ride and even though i watched this a long time back, it still brings back memories :")

6. william james moriarty - moriarty the patriot

✧⁠*•彡 okay, i feel like this is such an underrated masterpiece and people should talk about this more ! william takes the crown for being the mastermind that he is, but every single character is so interesting (and attractive) too xD

7. han sooyoung - omniscient reader's viewpoint

✧⁠*•彡 another orv character, sorry ! but i cant help but include her on this list. i love her independent nature and how unbothered she can appear to be ! also, LOVE seeing dokja and her bickering like siblings lmao

8. rengoku kyoujiro - demon slayer

✧⁠*•彡 this guy has no enemies lolol (except maybe the demons). i mean- can anyone dislike him ?? just look at that smile T^T

9. edogawa ranpo - bungo stray dogs

✧⁠*•彡 i seem to love characters with a deeply contrasting personality (e.g. how he can go from eating snacks cutely at the agency to being such a badass solving crimes and saving the agency every time) he really shone in season 4 and with how things are going in the latest season, i can already tell he's gonna slay all the way heheh

10. armin arlert - attack on titan

✧⁠*•彡 last but absolutely not the least, we have armin ! he's so adorable and precious T^T another smart character and truth be told, eren and all wouldn't have survived all that much without him

that's it for my list ! hope this was okay <3

#anime #omniscient reader's viewpoint #bungo stray dogs #moriarty the patriot #attack on titan #jujutsu kaisen #assassination classroom #demon slayer

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rey-jake-therapist · 5 months

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I know it'll sound crazy but the more I think of it, the more I realize that seasons 3 and 4 actually ARE my favorite seasons of Sherlock.

Maybe because I didn't watch this show from a shipper's perspective - no judgement, it's never been my thing but I sometimes wish it was, I'd probably feel less lonely :) - , I didn't interpret many scenes like others did, and didn't hate most of the things that most of Tumblr seem to hate.

And finally, after a few days spent... digesting what I saw, I just can't deny that the last two seasons are those that made me the most emotional, those that made me enjoy Benedict and Martin's acting the most, those that made me love Moly Hooper and Louise Brealey the most too. They are also the seasons that made me actually care for Mycroft!

All these characters went through an awesome growth and I think that's beautiful. As far as I'm concerned season 3 is just.... Perfect, in the sense that there's nothing I disliked. There was so much emotion, and I laughed so much!

I read long rants about the explanation provided by Sherlock to Anderson, because it wasn't plausible at all but that's what I loved about it! I think that was the point of this scene: Sherlock DID feed bs to Anderson so he would move on, because he knew that he would never believe the truth anyway. I guess that was the authors poking fun at the fans and I understand it wasn't of everybody's taste, but hehehe sorry I found that hilarious 😅

I have more complicated feelings towards season 4, I think the arrival for Eurus should have been prepared beforehand to work and I really disliked the "genius criminal sister who planned it all five years in advance in 5 minutes with another criminal genius". But the emotional rollercoaster they put me through! Some scenes literally wrecked me, I was IN TEARS! And I can't say that about any of the shows I watched since the Sandman..... also the soundtrack for this season was among the best of the series so, yep, I love season 4 and always will.

Sure it wasn't perfect. I didn't like that Mary died, and unlike many I didn't hate her, I think she was badass and I was touched that John and Sherlock gave her a second chance. I didn't like what Molly went through but narratively it was still devastatingly beautiful, the way Sherlock killed her slowly while trying to save her. The ending was messed up though, too bad.

All that to say, if there are other people who don't hate these seasons and wish to talk about it with me more, pleaaaaase reach out! ✌️

#sherlockholmes #Sherlock season 3 #Sherlock season 4 #benedict cumberbatch #martin freeman #louise brealey #mark gatiss #bbc sherlock holmes

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sheisbeautyweareworldass · 4 months

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top nine albums of 2023 (doing this very late, sorry!)

thanks @28mindgames for tagging me 🫶🏽

first of… this is so hard to me because i don’t usually listen to entire albums (save for 3 or 4 artists for who i try to) so i don’t know accurate this is 😭

in no particular order ofc because i can’t do rankings:

nu - djonga (2021): he has been my most consistent streamed artist (since 2018) and my top brazilian artist for years… his songs just hit in a way no other’s does

mañana será bonito - karol g (2023): that was the year i decided to give a chance to learning spanish and i tried to get used to it by listening to new music and no one got me more obsessed than this album heheh

seventeen going under - sam fender (2021): yeah girl we’re both surprised to see this here… i had my moments with this album throughout the year but im mentioning it specifically for “good company” which got me through the last days of december

mañana será bonito (bichota season) - karol g (2023): yeah she’s twice in this and what about it !! not my fault she releases banger after banger

faith in the future - louis tomlinson (2022): what do i even say…… pretty boy makes gut-wrenching music that i like

o dono do lugar - djonga (2022): not much to say except this album was a real grower for me

the ballad of songbirds and snakes soundtrack - 2022: 2013 hyperfixation came back soooo strong i want a karaoke night of just me singing the ballad of lucy gray baird and nothing you can take from me

o menino que queria ser deus - djonga (2018): the album who put him on my top 2 forever and remains untouched as his best work

pies descalzos- shakira (1995): it’s shakira……. no other explanation is needed

tagging anyone who feels like doing it because i haven’t been on tumblr a lot lately so i don’t know who has done it already 🥹

#tag game

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kae-karo · 10 months

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💌💌💌💌

LSKDJFKLSDF hi dear!!!! i'm assuming this is 4x of the envelope ask 💜 so i will be doing it 4 times for 4 diff wips lmao for context (x)

💌share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!

i am reaching the final stretch (fingers crossed) of a wip that's been in progress since the beginning of 2022! it's one of my goals this year to finish 3 of my 6 longfic wips, and this is one of them. the current title of the fic is literally 'massively self indulgent smut' cause...well, it speaks for itself i think LMAO but really this fic was my first step into writing ovipos? and didn't end up being the first fic i posted with ovipos/eggs but that's where the 'self indulgent' bit comes in lmao. i had a TON of fun with the lore i invented for this story as well? it's a royalty au and although i'm p sure most of the backstory never makes it into the fic itself it's been a blast coming up with it lmao. it's also probably one of my most ambitious fics given that i'm trying to balance a ton of pairings/ot3s/more??? skdflksdkfj but it's been a long time in the works and i'm very excited to hopefully finish it soon, i have a good 2.5 scenes left to work on!!!!

*twirling hair* so there's these fics- no really tho i recently dipped my toes into blue lock (by which i mean i plunged headfirst) and a very dear friend of mine (hi @alienjack !!!!!!) opened my eyes to kaisae as a ship and had a cute lil idea to do kaisae july (it rhymes!!!!) and before i knew it i had not one not two but thREE really just silly fun soft fics for the occasion? and like. i'm talking 'i have reread all three of these at least 3-4 times each' kind of kicking my feet twirling my hair abt them lmao. i can't pick faves BUT i got to incorporate my silly hc that sae swears a lot when he speaks english into one of them! lmao

digging into the archives for this one cause it's on my list of ones i'd love to make real progress on/maybe finish, but i have a tdbktd boarding school longfic with "bad kid" bkg (who isn't really that bad at all, actually top of the class and earning the school awards) and actual lowkey bad kid tdrk that gets shoved in bkg's hands to deal with/tutor/keep under control, just a bunch of like. teen angst type stuff lmao. i really like the idea of bkg being SUCH a good kid in spite of what he projects and tdrk so sick of being forced into a role by his dad that he's trying SO hard to stay rebellious and they meet in the middle somewhere 👏👏

back on the subject of bllk swinging SO wildly in the opposite direction, i'm working on a sorta collab piece with a friend of mine for a kaisagi serial killer/detective au. and like. not to be like 'i'm so stupid excited abt this fic' but like. i'm very much a "write in order, always" type writer and i fully caved and wrote a particular (spicy) scene that takes place almost at the end of the fic before writing ANYTHING else cause it had me in a chokehold lmao fr i'm so hyped abt this one???? i have like one more scene to go in this (saving the best for last 😏) and i'm SUPER excited with how it's come along so far so if ur into kaisagi get excited too hehehe

send me writing/fic asks from this list!

#ask #ask game #anon #fic game #fic ask game

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thelongestway · 6 months

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It's finally Thursday! So: Lower Decks Liveblog time!!

Who is the narrator's voice this time? The director, perhaps? :P Starfleet Academy!! That moment when you know it before the text comes on. And Sito!! Aw, Wesley!!! Aw, baby Mariner, kiddo!!! And the one name nobody remembers. :P Also god, those kids and the four-way friendship... Back in the present, Locarno, so much bullshit, considering how you've treated her before... Oh you fucking asshole, 'junior member'?!?! Soo, how the fuck did you steal all those ships. A fucking D'Deridex, those are HUGE. Tell us about V'ger. C'mon. Oh god please tell me Freeman is trusting Mariner on this. Please tell me this is what last season's finale was the set up for. The Tom Paris line is a bit much, esp. 2 times in a row; "the Maquis would like a word" is great though! Holy shit, Mariner, way to go!!! Aw, T'Lyn! Good anthropologist!! And the depts checking in! Annnd we're pirating, right, Tendi? :P U.S.S. Passaro, stealing your mom's command codes, Beckett? :P Barter by combat, hehehe ^^ And Migleemo, I KNEW IT, he was so out of place in that lineup and had like exactly one moment to shine all season! MARINER DIPLOMANCY FOR THE WIN OFC YOU KNOW THE FERENGI! Like even with the fail, legit good try!

also damn, the "one weakness" plan failing? :P And way to raise the stakes, writers. The ship can't stay in Orion hands, but Tendi?.. Y'know, if any Trek could pull this off well, it's yours. Also not too extremely likely, but hell, who knows? ...The D'Deridex in hiding, you can always count on cloaks! Ooh, Livik comeback, and T'Lyn, lol! ...how long did that LARP take? also Boimler must've told her? Ah, Nova 1, enjoy the ion storm. What chain of command? Holy shit, that's a good excuse for putting Boimler in the captain's chair. The senior staff is making that destroyer battle-worthy; the Cerritos has glorified tractor beam duty... But MAN does it make for a good moment. (yeah, yeah, there's tons of people in the chain of command before him; I imagine he volunteered and Freeman let him because it's his best friend they're saving). OHH even better. Full command away team. AHAHAA the Captain's yacht!!! Someone knows their STO. :P PAYWALL BOMB. Which lieutenant, I wonder... I'm wondering if Starfleet won't want to give up D'Vana and are planning some other sort of barter now that relations are open? "Everyone, shut up, myself included" is one of my favorite turns of phrase. <3 Also "ohh there you are", Boimler, way to go! And Boimler and Mariner ribbing each other in the honest-to-goodness most affectionate way possible! Yeah, T'Lyn, maybe outright ghosting Sokel wasn't the best way of handling it. :P Also, science besties? Why the change of heart?

...yyyeah I was thinking that might have been a warning on a private channel.

But no, that's just D'Erika. And oh man, Tendi's face in the window. That's the face of someone who is code switching into "I am going to have to thoroughly break some bones around here, aren't I." Tl;dr: dammit, Lower Decks team, well done and thank you for doing this, you're amazing! I goddamn cannot wait for season 5, and like for the first time in a while - if I can get my hands on merch, I will buy it to support y'all. Like, you're getting priority in my "life across multiple countries" situation, that's how good y'all did.

#lower decks #star trek lower decks #lower decks spoilers

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ras3quin · 1 year

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Info dumping my ocs since heheheh

Mainly due to the fact I am lazy to make their ref sheets

Louis Lockhart (aka my tragic boyo ;-;)-

He’s 29. April 10th

5’10, lightly tanned skin, shoulder length brown hair, and hazel eyes. Is of French descent and only knows French and English.

He’s homosexual and romances Adam. He’s pretty mixed when it comes to flirting with him.(;-;)

He’s extremely friendly despite being pretty intimidating (I imagine that he has a case of rbf) and is very VERY stubborn. He is pretty balanced when it comes to skills, tho is mainly science and combat oriented.

He’s a workaholic and he doesn’t get much sleep due to it. Just an eepy mans.

The reason he joined the police force was to protect people due to the lingering guilt of not being able to save a friend in a car accident they both got into. The accident also caused him to lose his right leg from knee down. (It started out as a thought and I happened to like it)

Has a great relationship with Rebecca but seems a bit lonely even in her presence.

He’s pretty much friends with all of Unit Bravo, tho is best friends with Nate (Felix came in close :3). He respects each member and enjoys being with them and helping out. He adores Felix’s energy and how he’s just a ball of sunshine, Nate’s knowledge and his empathy, and Mason’s loyalty and sarcasm and occasionally his out of pocket comments. He was very accepting when he learned about them being vampires and did the tests to help out.

His relationship with Adam is odd. He was a bit stubborn to realize he was falling for him at first and when he did he fell pretty hard. He respects Adam’s choice of letting Louis go, but it still eats at him especially after the kiss. Mostly due to the fact he was pretty lonely with the whole Rebecca situation, he kinda longed for something. Other than the romantic feelings for him, he also respects Adam as a team leader and a friend. He does clash a bit due to his stubbornness but likes how much he cares for the team, and how organized he is with planning.

Is on the Douglas path and had Tina find out about the supernatural.

He was bitten on the neck by Murphy but managed to capture him. He also chose to save Adam instead of Sanja and was able to get the Maa-alused to sign the treaty.

I feel like he seems like a Pitbull in terms of personality and appearance, like he looks decently intimidating but is actually pretty sweet.

He likes grey, chamomile, and green tea.

He has a habit of falling asleep in the most uncomfortable places, tho tends to doze off when he’s around people he’s comfortable with and isn’t busy.

He has an allergy to seafood, mostly shellfish.

He once stole stole Adam’s aviators mostly because he wanted to see what they’ll look like on him. Just know he felt badass and he gave them back afterwards. He may have also called Adam badass when he would wear them a few times.(heheh)

He collects stickers to put on his prosthetic as they tend to not last long. He also collects trinkets from the different places he’s been.

Robyn Langford (aka my smart lil bean)-

They’re 26. December 21st

5’4, fair skin, short curly ginger hair, and blue eyes. Is of Canadian origin and knows French, Spanish, Latin, and English.

Bisexual and is romancing Mason. They’re hella shy with the man to where it’s funny.

They’re very stoic and a pessimist. Are a bit sarcastic and a teeny bit intimidating tho can be very kind. They’re extremely observant almost like the guy on Psych. They are knowledge and deduction oriented and are very bad in combat.

They are extremely organized when it comes to work related things but is the complete opposite when it comes to personal stuff. (Their apartment is not the best Heh)

They joined the police force after deciding the military isn’t a good fit for them.

Robyn’s relationship with their mother is terrible, as they don’t like being lied to or not being told anything.

They get along with the rest of Unit Bravo, mostly treating them as professionals in a friendly manner. Surprisingly they became close with Felix especially with their personalities being quite different. They respect both Adam and Nate, enjoying the fact they’re similar minded and how close they are. They were disbelieving when they learned that they were vampires and didn’t do the tests.

Robyn didn’t mind the fact that their relationship with Mason started out with only lust, mostly because they also didn’t have much romantic interest in the beginning. It was only towards the end of book 2 when they started noticing something else was present. They care for him deeply and loves every side that he shows to them, tho they get hella flustered when he flirts or is out of pocket.

Is on the Douglas route and didn’t have anyone know about the supernaturals.

Wasn’t bites by Murphy and had him captured. Had saved Mason but also managed to keep Sanja alive and had the Maa-alused sign the treaty.

They are compared to a fawn, according to my friend and myself (Heh- goes well with the fact Mason was once compared to a wolf >:3) also they have stolen his leather jacket and tends to wear it a lot, even if it’s huge on them and they have their own.

They are absolutely fond of Mason’s freckles and occasionally when they’re bored, they count them.

They get sick pretty easily and tends to just ignore it unless it’s bad. Sometimes they would get sneezing fits and afterwards complain about how their nose is stuffy.

They hyperfixate on random facts about things and would randomly start talking about them to the team when they have nothing to do.

Eden Greene (aka no thoughts head empty)-

He’s 21. October 17th

6’2, olive skin with two moles under his eye and near his mouth, dark hair and dark brown eyes. He’s Mexican-American, his father being Hispanic and his mother American tho he took his mother’s last name. He only knows English

Demisexual, romancing no one (woah-)

He’s extremely friendly and charming, very sarcastic and hella easy going. He is extremely hyper and just a ball of energy. He is combat and people oriented, knowledge being his lowest skill.

He joined the police force to have something to do.

He has an amazing relationship with his mom and finds every opportunity to make their bond stronger.

He is friends with all of Unit Bravo and is best friends with Mason. He loves to cause mischief with Felix (mainly by picking on Adam heheh) and also jokes around with Mason. He bonded pretty well with Adam and Nate, mainly seeing them as mentors in a way since they are both amazing with their own skills. He is fond about how the team treats each other and is excited to be part of it. He was pretty confused and somewhat concerned on the fact they were vampires but quickly got used to it and even excited about the new experience.

Is on the Bobby route and had Verda find out about the supernatural.

He got bit on the neck by Murphy and failed to get him captured. Failed to save Sanja and the Maa-alused join the rouges.

Hes definitely a golden retriever.

Kinda have a smart dumbass vibe goin on lol.

He loves being outdoors and loves sweets.

He says he likes coffee but it’s mainly cream and sugar.

He’s the type that would drink fruit punch while Unit Bravo drinks blood since he doesn’t want to be left out.

He goes with the flow most of the time, but slowly gets overwhelmed by things over time, especially when things aren’t working.

Thank you for coming to my Ted talk. If you have any questions or anything about my characters feel free to ask. :3

I’ll definitely be drawing these three and the rest of Unit Bravo during the summer to be prepared heheheh

#the wayhaven chronicles #wayhaven #twc detective #wayhaven detective #wayhaven oc #Louis Lockhart #Robyn Langford #Eden Greene #enjoy my lil beans heheheheh

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marebear-and-her-digidiary · 1 year

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My Top Posts in 2022:

Sent off hubby and I's Ancestry kits!!! Can't wait for the results huuu

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man I have like zero energy to message anyone, I feel so bad but also I gotta charge my battery;-;

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✨🌙2022 Goal List🌙✨

-Read one or two books a month, should read about 12 books by year's end

-Finish Atelier Rorona

-Graduate driving school

-Get my G2

-Change my last name

-Get caught up with Endwalker content

-Cosplay Miyuki, Konata, and Pamela

-Stay on top of daily workout or at least remembering to stretch

-Paint the bathroom

-Finish quilt project

-Get craft room in functionable order

-Buy Christian his new PC

-play Star Ocean 2, Suikoden 1-2

-Play Deadspace 1-3 again

-PLAY DEADSPACE REMAKE

-Finish 4 model kits by year's end

-Go vegan and STAY vegan

-Stay ontop of tattooing practice (and don't doubt my abilities!!)

-Put time towards violin practice

As we head into the new year, I've come to realize I need to truly find my passion for my hobbies and move forward with finishing projects. I'm so excited to learn new things and consume new media. I am beyond happy and appreciative for all I have in my life.

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My #1 post of 2022

February 2022 Goals Update

February was really slow for me. I had a really tough go with my mental health struggles, but I did get the craft room done and lookin cute! I've decided to remove violin practice, cosplay, and, some gaming goals because I don't want to feel as restricted when it comes to my free time, plus hobbies are heckin expensive lol Hopefully, I can get my driving school done this March (at least the online bits hehehe) and my last name changed!

2022 Goals

-Read about 12 books by year's end- did like 0 reading lol

-Finish Atelier Rorona- ✅

-Graduate driving school- haven't touched yet lol

-Get my G2-not yet lol

-Change my last name- got paperwork in! Just waiting to go to the office to change it hehe

-Get caught up with Endwalker content-almost done shB main content then it's just the patches to 6.0!- haven't progressed lol

-Stay on top of weekly workout/daily stretch- worked out maybe 3 times? Suck at stretching lol

-Paint the bathroom-gonna do in the spring or late winter, still sticking with doing the walls burnt orange or maybe terracotta- still waiting for springgg

-Finish quilt project-not yet lol

-Get craft room in functionable order- ✅✅ just gotta finish tidying up a couple surfaces but she DONE

-Buy Christian his new PC- still saving $$ but debts are gonna have to come first lol

-Play Deadspace Remake- waiting on release stillll

-Finish 2 model kits by year's end- One out of two complete!

-Go vegan and STAY vegan-not yet lol it might not be right for me with all my allergies but I'm gonna do my best to switch out as much as I can!

-Stay ontop of tattooing practice (and don't doubt my abilities!!)- One practice session is done!!

Feburary Highlights:

-GOT A VINYL PLAYER!! eeee

-finished Persona 5 Royal! I love that game so much and it's one of my favourites hehe

-changed me online handles

-went back to FB and deleted alot of people who I just don't talk to anymore or treated me badly

-got Shining Pearl for switch and I want to cry because it brings back so many memories to my playthrough of Pearl as a kid

- GOT A SNES!! Next is to get a flash cart 😈

-finished TMoHS and it's a lovely anime that's been on my list for like 7 years since I saw it in Christian's collection xD

-finished TDoYN and I swear to god it's in my top three anime. I love and relate to Yuki so much

-started the Planetarian visual novel and it's been pretty good??

-finished that mirror project I've been meaning to do for two months xD

-hair is back to brown huhu

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my-endless-empathy · 6 months

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The Longing Season.

People usually hoping for a love that is kind, a love that makes them feels safe, a love that lasts, forever.

I do hope for the same things. But, have you heard about a love that strengthens? A love that always make sure you feel loved. A love that continuously remind you that it is okay to feel small and miserables, because at anytime, it will always be there for you. Holding you close so you don't feel lonely. A love that give you strength when you needed the most. A love that make your life better, and much better.

Kailan Harsa Gaharu is a love that is strengthens. He is a love that grows with you and never letting go of your hands. He holds you close so nothing can come to your way to hurt you. Kailan, was and is my love that sthrengthens. His existence makes me want to waking up early each morning. He always makes me think that today is worth living because he will come to me and share everything he did. Kailan always put me first, even when I am at fault. But he didn't hesitate to scold me or yell at me. I am grateful to experience a love like you, Kailan.

Happy celebrating our first 18, since last year. I am actually.. not ready for today, because this isn't what I imagined. I already think about something more than a long letter that I can give you, but maybe I should save it for next time? Only if there will be next time..

Kailan, there are a lot of things I wanted to tell you, but I don't know where to start. I do have something to tell you and I hope you can consider it or maybe it can makes you laugh. (semuanya adalah hal-hal yang mungkin lewat di pikiranku, jadi mau tulis semua yang aku ingat)

1. Please don't forget to take your meals, twice a day. I know three times is too much for you, since you have this habit "MALAS MAKAN". But please, please, take care of yourself, okay?

2. Please don't hesitate to sent me messages, when you have time! Iyan, I promise you I will be here and I'm not going anywhere. I don't think I could move on.. Susah kali, you are my definition of perfect. There's no way I could forget you. (bukan bermaksud memberatkan)

3. I'll be waiting for you. Hehehe, aku akan tetap mau tunggu kamu. Iyan, if you decide to come back here, please let me be the first one to know. Please. I will try my best to make you falling in love with me again. Kalau boleh, aku aja yang akan ajak kamu balikan. (even if you reject me, mungkin aku akan jadi cewek gila, dan maju terus)

4. Point nunber 3 is actually a serious one. Walau aku nggak tau dan nggak bisa tebak kamu, karena you are hard to read, tapi aku serius Iyan. Aku juga nggak tau sebenarnya kamu akan balik kapan. Aku nggak tau apa kamu akan tetap masih suka dan sayang sama aku lagi atau enggak. Aku nggak tau apa masih akan ada kesempatan buat aku untuk jadi pacar kamu lagi. Tapi boleh, ya, aku coba? You are worth the wait and worth everything, apapun, menurutku. There's no way I will let you go apa lagi kita udahannya bukan karena kemauan masing-masing (I hope you think the same way), maksudku, ini lebih karena keadaan yang mendesak. But if, you tell me that you don't want this.. still, please give me another chance. Biarin aku berusaha dan mencoba dulu kali ini. Ya?

5. Mm, there are a lot. Tapi tolong, tolong, tolong, come to me or come to someone you trust the most if things get hard and you can no longer control it. Iyan, please don't suffer alone. I'm willing to hold you close and give you comfort. Kalau aku bisa bantu, aku juga mau bantu, Iyan. Even if it just like.. moral support? Aku mau, Iyan. Aku mau sama kamu walau keadaannya buruk banget, bahkan jauh dari titik nol.

6. Please don't be in love with someone else. I'm 100000% serious! Mungkin aku akan mengadu sama semua orang yang dekat sama kamu dan nangis-nangis if this happen (bercanda sedikit). Aku masih punya banyak sekali sayang buat kamu, Iyan. Seperti yang udah aku bilang waktu itu, karena ini di stop secara paksa, nggak akan bisa hilang dengan sendirinya. Kamu bahkan nggak menyakiti aku sama sekali. Ini tuh.. aneh. Aku sampai sekarang masih berharap ini mimpi, ini nggak masuk akal, aku masih nggak terima.. So please, I hope you don't fall in love with someone else (kecuali sama meng kecil!)

7. Hehehe, maaf kalau point-point ini ada yang kelihatan demanding atau egois, aku cuma nggak ngerti gimana buat menerima ini untuk sekarang. Aku bingung... Pelan-pelan mungkin bisa, tapi nggak sekarang, Iyan. I like the idea of having you in my mind, karena bikin aku merasa aku bisa tetap melanjutkan ini semua. Also, you are that hard to forget. (ini juga bukan lagi sedih)

8. Semoga ini terakhir... Iyan, pokoknya aku mau kamu ingat kalau aku akan selalu ada di sini. Jangan ragu buat hubungi aku, ya? Kamu yang bilang kalau kita nggak akan asing, so please act like the usual. Please, okay? Terus.. pokoknya kalau bisa jangan lupain aku.. Aku akan sedih banget kalau kamu lupain aku. Tolong ingat aku terus, ya, Iyan? Nggak apa sekarang kamu prioritaskan yang harus kamu prioritaskan dulu, nggak perlu khawatir sama aku.

Karena aku nggak mau ini berakhir, maksudnya aku dan kamu, jadi aku nggak mau bilang farewell. Tolong tetap di sini, karena aku akan sedih banget kalau ditinggalin kamu. Kamu udah merangkap banyak hal, kamu hampir bisa jadi semuanya dalan hidupku, jadi aku nggak mau banget kalau sampai kehilangan kamu. Please, please, tolong tetap hidup. Aku juga akan berusaha hidup sampai nanti kita ketemu lagi. Aku sayang banget sama kamu, akan selalu sayang sama kamu sebagai Iyan yang aku kenal dari satu tahun lalu, atau lebih. Tolong ingat aku terus ya, Iyan. Aku di sini, aku nggak akan pergi. Kalau Iyan butuh aku, Iyan tau Iyan harus ke mana. Oke? Sheyi sayang Iyan. 😸

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