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pixiefms · 1 year
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tell a 2016, hell even a 2021 tianshanist that Mo GuanShan tickles He Tian under his chin and calls him a good boy for BUYING then plating food and watch them be carted off in the back of an ambulance
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wolfythewitch · 1 month
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cockworkangels · 11 months
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a rough sketch of anne that i drew while enjoying the beautiful summer weather :)
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bruciemilf · 1 year
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Brutalia works best when they're written with a Gomez/Morticia dynamic, But!!! Talia has to be Gomez
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shiningstarr15 · 24 days
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Regarding therapy tape 10-7144
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nonbinary-octopus · 3 months
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my cat has been napping in my lap for the last hour or two and it's very cute but I do have to occasionally move my legs
the first couple times I did this she was like "okay fine I will readjust" and then curled up between my legs again
but this time I needed a greater shift (partly because I simply cannot sit with my thighs spread enough for her to lie between them for this long), and took longer, and she decided that she would respond to this by hissing and biting my ankle
and then hunkering down and refusing to let me move or to put my hands near her
so she has been kicked off the bed for now
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sorry ma'am you are very cute but this is unsustainable
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disneydatass · 6 months
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Reblog this and put in the tags a movie you’ll never forget watching for the first time
✨positive reasons only✨
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challenge-ant · 5 months
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maybe it's the sun or something but dec closes his eyes for a moment 😭
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rohirric-hunter · 11 months
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IDK how feasible it would be but it would be cool if they added the ability to scale housing decorations
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seraphim-soulmate · 6 months
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I carry so much shame and sadness for my parents surrounding my disability. it's strange because I do recognize my own pain, but I also see them having to deal with this and what it means, seeing me in difficult states in a new light, seeing me require new experiences (like sitting more frequently, vocalizing my needs more in general, asking for disability accomodations). and I do feel like I've let them down, even if they tell me they didn't have any expectations to begin with, I have to explain to them that good health is an expectation (and that it's untrue that they didn't have any expectations of me, everyone has hopes and dreams for their kids). I see so much of their pain and grief and confusion and fear and guilt. My dad seems to carry so much guilt with him and oscillate between trying to accept and understand that these are my life conditions and denying that reality, saying I don't need to live in that reality if I don't want to and I can do anything I set my mind to doing. And it's just so frustrating and heartbreaking having your own struggles with disability, that are internalized most of the time, be spoken out loud by the voice of the person who put those ideas in your head in the first place, not trying to be malicious but trying to get you to succeed.
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2-kamikou-1 · 5 months
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sometimes the slightest of things set off the most sickeningly nostalgic feelings in me
#feeling dry hands or a raised bump on my skin#how you told me that song you liked and I listened to it on loop until my tablet died#hearing about and watching zelda and pikmin get popular#roleplay or sitting in a colorful room in a weird position just reading things off on my chromebook#even if we may never see each other again#the smell of the library and all its books with elaborate covers#knowing by muscle memory where I'd go. and where you'd go. and where we'd sit across the table from one another#the library where we whispered in line when we werent supposed to be talking#the library where we'd go to learn Spanish#and you sat next to me and told me your favorite word was suéter and I told you mine was rapida#remembering the computer lab where we'd play on your brother's scratch account until the class ended#how we'd laugh at each other's handwriting#how you would talk me through it when I'd break down because of the bullying and say i wanted to disappear even though we were so young#saying I didn't understand and I didn't feel like there was a reason i should be alive and you told me I'd find it eventually#how we'd race across the playground to get in line when recess ended#how you told me that song you liked and i listened to it on my tablet til it died#how you broke your arm and i brought a sharpie to school the next day only to find you were in a sling not a cast#and we laughed and you said i should draw a mustache on our other friend instead#you trying to expose her diabolical plan to kiss the wall and we laughed at the lunch table til our stomachs hurt#you stood next to me in line so that he would quit hitting me#I've had many dreams about you#waking up very disappointed#i hope you're doing as well as you were in those dreams#even if you don't remember me#not a day goes by where i don't think of you#and not a second goes by where i don't miss you
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thompsborn · 7 months
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me, 30 minutes ago: its 1 am and i should sleep <3
me, immediately after: refreshes tumblr, decidedly does not go to sleep
#i say this like its funny haha#but tbh it is mostly because i am so fucking. Devastated about the horrible shit happening to palestinians#i saw so many videos and pictures today of such horrible things that they’re suffering through right now#and im seeing it through a screen from my safe little bubble in my house and its still destroying me emotionally and mentally#i cant imagine the fear and horror they must be feeling in gaza#and the fact that they have probably felt this fear and horror for a very long time because of israel’s ethnic cleansing of their people#im in such a privileged position and the least i can do is spread awareness and i donated what i could and i have plans to reach out to my l#local government and encourage them to speak up and condemn the genocide of palestine and im looking for local protests and shit like#im gonna do what i can but i know i cant do enough as just a singular individual with low social impact and not a lot of money#but i’ll still do what i can no matter what#i wouldnt be able to live with myself knowing i sat back and said nothing while the palestinians suffered so much#which honestly i already did because i wasn’t educated about it prior to this past week and thats entirely my fault#i mean partially i know its western civilization not showing the horrors that israel has committed but i try to stay in the loop on things#and try to be aware of things happening in the world and i failed to become aware of this before now#i could have been doing more for years to try and spread awareness for palestine and i never did and i wish i could go back and change that#but i cant#but what i CAN do is speak up now that i know and spread awareness and refuse to let palestine go down without a fight#sorry this is a fandom sideblog i know ive been posting a lot on my main blog and i do need to go to bed and whatever#its just hard to sleep knowing that as i sit here safe and comfortable in my bed there are children families innocent people dying in gaza#and the world is actively and successfully trying to paint palestine as the bad guys#its fucking awful and despicable
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adammilligan · 2 years
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COULD adam overpower michael like sam did to lucifer? in theory yes i think he could the problem is adam doesn't really have the willpower for it anymore. i mean the end of 15x08 kind of established him as a bit of a wreck with the whole "since when do we get what we deserve" thing because yknow. he was in a cage for a thousand years and he's tired in a hopeless sort of way. if it happens it happens. not to mention michael's his friend! so his willpower would be weakened by that as well. but at the same time i can't see any sort of scenario popping up where adam WOULD have to suppress michael because there is no situation in which michael would be fighting tooth and nail to be in complete control like lucifer was. he respects adam too much to do that and is extraordinarily gentle with him to boot. so in theory yes he could but in practice? michael just hands him control the second adam wants it
#i'm thinking about this one time that jabel said that adam's reached the point where he'd just sort of sit back and let shit happen to him#and i've always sort of thought along the same lines in a way? that the way michael brought up lucifer being freed while adam sat in hell#specifically was like. a breaking point for him. and that's when that sort of bleak state of mind started to set in#and it isn't like adam is incapable of being hopeful anymore! he was hopeful for the future in the diner!#but there is just a bone-deep weariness about him at the end of the episode. which could be explained by the fact that they just got#the god bomb dropped on them. but also it was in response to him being called a good man and being told that he didn't deserve what#happened to him. so yes it's about the cage and yes it's about the silent sense of hopelessness he sits in#i think if something like that ever came up in conversation. maybe in the cage or something#if they're talking about control and how sam did it. or whatever. and adam's just like what does it matter. if you wanted control#i couldn't stop you anyway. and you just know michael would disagree with him about it and say that adam more than has the mental#capacity to suppress him if needed. but adam's not really listening because he's just so resigned to the idea of it happening#like there really is such a power imbalance between them and when building a relationship like theirs that's not something they can really.#ignore. and i think a lot of it at first would be adam resigning himself to the fact that if michael wanted the body he'd have the body#and he couldn't do anything about it. and it doesn't even matter anyway. and then michael's on the other side like#no it DOES matter. i DO respect you. i DON'T want to put you in that sort of position ever. i need you to believe me#like yes michael has issues the size of ten galaxies combined. but honestly so does adam#and even though adam has a tendency to brush talk of his feelings off like they're nothing in 15x08#michael does reach out! more than once! so there's no reason to assume he wouldn't about this as well#kate rambles#we came to an agreement#michael#adam milligan#midam
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myname-isnia · 10 months
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The day I found out people actually find writing and drawing and generally creating art enjoyable is the day my perception of the world broke
#it was just over a year ago when I was doing group art classes#we were painting a vase and flowers. y’know. as you do in art class#and the teacher stopped what I was doing and said I was being too technical#I was trying way too hard to get it exactly right#we’re not aiming for 100% realism. academical paintings are built on exaggerating a few things and playing with colours#I was supposed to let go and enjoy myself and have fun doing it#it was supposed to be relaxing#(literally quoting here)#and I sat there like.. borderline hysterical#WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT’S SUPPOSED TO BE RELAXING#WHAT DO YOU MEAN Y’ALL DON’T THROW FITS OVER DRAWINGS NOT BEING PERFECT#AND LOSE YOURSELF IN JEALOSY BC THE PRETTY GIRL YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON THAT SITS NEXT TO YOU IS SO MUCH BETTER AT ART THAN YOU#AND YOUR MOM WON’T STOP COMPARING YOU TO HER BC HER MOM DOES NOTHING BUT BRAG ABOUT HOW GOOD SHE IS#I’M SUPPOSED TO ENJOY IT?????#it’s been over a year and it hasn’t gotten easier#I stopped being openly upset in class bc like I said I liked a girl there and didn’t want her to think I was pathetic#but good god did I feel pathetic#and it’s the same with writing#I don’t get jealous over it bc I don’t watch people not struggle with it in real life like in art class#but yeah… when I started seeing those writer positivity posts like#‘it doesn’t matter if it’s self indulgent or cringe or bad. what matters is that you enjoyed writing it’#and that’s the thing#I have never. in my life. enjoyed writing something#which sounds insane but it’s true. writing is frustrating and anger inducing and most of the time I hate it#both the process and the end result#I realised that I create for selfish reasons. I write and draw because I like reading comments and reblog tags. not because I enjoy it#and it’s not even worth it bc I barely get any feedback on my work anyway. I’m into way too niche things for that#it’s why I can never get any writing done. I say I’m tired or busy or burnt out or have writers block. all lies. every single one#I just can’t force myself to do things I hate. but I keep lying to myself that I like them bc that’s what I based my personality around#maybe I should just quit instead of whining about it all the time like a fucking toddler. wouldn’t be that big of a loss
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chaotictomtom · 11 months
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it feels like i'm paying for never breaking a bone or having any accidents, by just having random excruciating pain out of nowhere. wtf man
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bingobongobonko · 11 months
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thinkinn im havin one of THOSE days but it makes me distressed when i feel disconnected from the world in general. why wouldnt it yk, i just dont really feel there. haven't done much today, nor moved admittedly. guess ive just been overwhelmed and im feelin it now. i dont feel like a person and its a little scary
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