when will they learn that it never works

enough stories about how someone learns to truely be happy through love. i want a story where someone is desperately seeking out love thinking it's the only way to be happy only for them to learn by the end that happiness is what they make of it and they don't need love at all to make it.

jack davenport as lieutenant ralph clarke the incredible journey of mary bryant (2005–2007)

it's mochizuki monday! have some old doodles because i miss him 💛

Myster 'I miss my eye subspace'

I decided to merge the two drawings together so have this as an extra !!

Eddie's Sick Day: Part Two!

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watching the fnaf movie with my family is so strange. like... they don't know what's going on, they don't get why Micheal makes me break down in tears with how hard I'm laughing at him, they don't get why I care so much.

I hate that I’ve now seen multiple “well I hated season 2 so whatever I don’t care that it was cancelled” posts on my feed. Hey! Hey this isn’t about you right now! No one wants to hear your little whiny negativity! Let us grieve and mourn and be in pain in peace without feeling the need to needle in your opinion

a random thought but i really am very obsessed with how deeply committed bruce is to his love of people and to the extent that it’s a regular divide between him and talia. not that she is without love, no, hardly so, but love will never come before principle for her in the sense that the principle does stem from love, but from a selfless love, not a selfish one. and i use these two descriptors purely as a means of analyzing perspective, so selfless and selfish not necessarily as moral indicators as they are often used today but merely as expressions of whether you’re acting for the sake of others or for yourself. talia is someone repeatedly acting at expense to herself for the sake of others. she gives her child away, she ends her marriage, she doesn’t say a word about it again for years despite having the chance, she takes on a high level espionage mission without speaking a word to her ex-lover, maybe to protect herself, maybe to protect him. whether those were worthwhile decisions to take is certainly debatable, but she acts near strictly from a perspective of caring about others and the world first. bruce is comparatively a very selfish person. every victim an extension of his own trauma, every grief taken to heart, every desperation for companionship so heavily internalized that he ends up pushing people away bc at some point he can’t bear to take them down under with him in his sorrow. it’s funny that he tries to be the rational voice in a room bc up to a point he is, but he also cares too much about his own personal affairs to be that way consistently

and in light of all of that i am thinking about the conversations he and talia must have in that alternate universe where damian is normal and newly revealed to both of them as a concrete concept in their lives, for bruce as the son he never had and for talia as the son she gave away, come back to them by way of fate. why did you never tell me you didn’t actually miscarry. why did you never tell me you had a son and you gave him away. why did you pretend like it was over when it never was. why did you look me repeatedly in the eyes over the years like there wasn’t something more that was there. when you said you couldn’t talk about it before i boarded a plane back home i held my tongue. when you let yourself be beaten within an inch of your life bc your city was falling to pieces i held my tongue. when my father took the contingency plans you made and used them to turn your friends against you i held my tongue. when i worked for a man who would for all intents and purposes use the knowledge of my relationship with you against you i held my tongue

how can bruce, a person so wrapped up in his love for people, not understand the number of sacrifices that talia has had to make for his own sake. her repeated protection of him, of his sanity, of his sanctity, is simultaneously her greatest crime and her greatest benevolence to him. she carried that grief of loss for years and years bc of how important bruce is to her. and bruce loves her, loves damian, too much to even begin to understand what love means outside of the parameters of his own feelings for them. that is his dilemma writ large wrt people he loves. that he can’t see the extent of what they do for him, bc he loves them too much and doesn’t know how to get out of the sheer grief and possessiveness of it

King of the Washuu.

thought of a goofy au (not really goofy but it’s a little funny)

after william kills the kids the dead ghosts go to springbonnie and tell them that they need to kill william, so they’re like okay and the whole story is just william on the run going from city to city while desperately trying to escape springbonnie

the dead kids always know where william is and guide springbonnie to him which is how they keep up with him throughout the story

i can imagine william lying in a shitty hotel trying to get rest after days of running but unable to sleep from all the stress hes feeling and wondering if he’s made enough distance between them to even rest

"you can't be funny just by yelling" does al yankovic mean nothing to you

“If Marius was alive today he would just be donating to e-girls on Twitch” -my dad