the thing about me is that i love a widely hated female character. rory gilmore and amy march and julia wicker and nancy wheeler and ilonka pawluk….i am holding you all tightly to me <3
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maybe this a strange thing to get hung up on but like. I can’t be the only one who subconsciously texts my friends a bit more professionally after writing a long email to my professor. Or whose internal monologue temporarily changes to sound like that YouTuber I just binged for 3 hours. Or who acts a little more excited and dramatic after watching an action movie. It’s normal to pick up patterns from other people and situations, right?? Why do my friends act so surpised when I start acting more like them, or tell me I “shouldn’t change who I am”? Like buddy. In NO social interaction am I presenting the Real Me. And besides that, you’re an important part of my life—why would it be so weird to be influenced by you? I don’t like being thought of as Weird or Not Genuine just because I do something differently from your previous expectations of me.
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I’m bored so I’m on an asking spree(again)
Money or Happiness?
Money ☺️
I’m going to be a bastard whether I’m happy or not, so I might as well be a rich bastard right? Plus, the only thing really making me unhappy is my money situation rn sooo…
And Ig I could buy a therapist with the money?
But it also kind of depends on the context of the question
Like, is it that I’m rich but the reason I’m unhappy is because my entire family is dead and the entire world hates me… then I’d chose to be happy instead
Or, I’m physically incapable of feeling happiness, then the therapist plan probably won’t work. Might still chose money for that context tho
If I’m already happy, would choosing money get rid of that?
If I’m already rich, would choosing happiness get rid of that?
Would anything be gotten rid of?
Is it just ‘gain money’ or ‘gain happiness’? ‘Cause if that’s the context, the answer if pretty obvious.
Or is the question like, ‘born happy but poor’ or ‘born rich but unhappy’?
Maybe choosing money gets rid of everything that makes me happy and choosing happiness gets rid of my money? That would be a hard choice. I’d choose money to buy the things that make me happy, but if they’re gone… then there would be no point. But I feel like that’s a bit unfair, and kind of pushing people to the happiness side, since I could still make money.
Or—for that context—I can no longer make money after choosing happiness, and would spend the rest of my life poor? Then I’d rather choose neither tbh
Also, how much money? Could I even say that I’d be rich after?
When I hear this question, I usually assume that you lose one or the other, because just gaining is really too easy to choose. I’m not unhappy right now, so why would I choose to gain happiness? Losing one would make the choice much more difficult
This is probably just a question of values, though, so, money.
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so I lied (sorry I’ll actually shut up after this post) but I did like SSGN so here’s some things I enjoyed
Mike just having chocolate frosting and eating it straight up
everyone else secretly asking for treats and Erica asking for raisins
Zoe being queer!!!
The idea that Svetlana just looks like the exact opposite of Erica (like what? Do all girls trained to be spies from a young age have the same style?)
Cathlex 🫶
i thought the “fort king” joke was funny in a stupid way (idk man my humors broken)
Erica obsessing over the animals (I love her)
to add on to that thought, when Ben and Erica were trying not to die and Erica was just like “STFU IM ALREADY WORRYING ABOUT KILLING THE SEALS” or whatever was there
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Ok so I need to explain something that I’ve been doing to get it out of my head, feel free to add to this if you want
So ever since I was a kid I could not simply just be myself because I had no idea how to do that, so I adopted other people (usually YouTubers or tv characters I really liked) to copy and become. I would change how I express myself, how I would talk, and in one instance, I changed my laugh to sound more like the person I was mimicking.
This is still happening and has gotten to the point where I cannot picture myself as myself in my head but rather the person or character I have become. Like when I think of scenarios that are about myself in different situations, I’ll put the character in my place.
Is this an autistic thing?? Is this tied to masking?
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Just finished catching up with a hermit so I’m gonna go ahead and post my watchlist of hermits (mainly for my own records lol)
All caught up and watching new episodes as they come out: Grian, Mumbo (ofc), Pearl, Impulse, Gem, Zedaph, Tango, Bdubs, Wels
Catching up on: Stress, Scar, False
Planning to catch up on next: Doc, Ren, Xisuma, xb, Keralis, Cleo
Will catch up on if I have time: TFC, Joe, Beef, Iskall
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