I don’t remember when I learned I
would never be the person that people
wanted me to be.
Maybe it was that one time in third grade,
perfume bottle covered in dirt, covered by my hand.
Maybe it was in sixth grade when he wished me dead.
Maybe it wasn’t either of those days at all,
when fear or shame or heartbreak
ricocheted through my body,
shaking me to the core.
But what if it was the last time I saw him,
with only one ‘I love you’
falling from my lips
and no words falling from his,
his eyes not meeting mine as I shut the car door
and snuck it an hour passed curfew.
Now I can’t listen to that one song
on the album we both loved,
dare I think of telling him off
through the phone,
not that he would answer.
I can’t go to that side of town,
or see his family without
thinking of the lies, the tricks
he let me believe.
Forever.
Pretty young girl, all mine.
Part angel and part devil,
and all trouble laying in my bed
Dark brown hair so much like mine
she could be my sister.
Skin so different but so soft
that I almost don’t want to leave it,
but I don’t love her how she loves me
and I need to run away.
I don’t want her like she wants me
and maybe this was never real
to begin with.
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Happy birthday, @a-very-fond-farewell! I figured you would enjoy seeing Mr. Abyss in a silly apron ;)
And Ga On be like: "DON'T MIND IF I DO"
... possibly connected to Who Holds the Devil, I guess, since Yo Han is cooking? The future we're all longing for, or something. Especially Ga On since he finally gets to bury his nose against Yo Han's neck like he's always wanted. That boy.
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It’s my birthday so you know what that means! Time for shameless self-indulgent AU drawings!
Anyhoo few years back I drew the main cast of my fma immortals!au, so this time around I figured I’d draw a few of the side cast as well, aka the characters that actually have jobs lol
once again the basic premise of the AU is that all the fma kiddos are immortal creatures living in the modern world, but I figure there’s gotta be Some regulars around so riza and roy get to rep the human race - also some bonus details relevant to this set is greed and lust aren't really siblings and more just coworkers/shittalk buddies, this is as low stakes as au’s get so no interpersonal family drama here
Bonus:
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I swear Ashley uses a specific tone with me sometimes and it makes my head spin. Her voice gets low when she calls me big brother and next thing I know I can barely keep my hands off her.
The way she teases me drives me insane, it’s her fault that I can’t help myself sometimes. She likes the outcome anyways. I can’t help but sink my teeth into her skin whenever she says my name like that, god I love her.
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