Feeling a bit devilish today 😈

disgusting that supposed male 'artists' are using AI image generators to create 'artistic' images of naked women, and that male 'art bloggers' on this website are sharing those images. hell world.

I need to change some aspects of my appearance or be meaner or SOMETHING. men keep manic pixie dream girlifying me to an almost unbelievable degree. gotta shave my head or somethin.

Diavolo day dreaming

big coat & fat cigar

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edit:

& a bitch on one arm

been holding onto this experience for a while and i needed to meme it to get it out

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ooc: Well, got to that point where the first doctor (who I lovingly call "brain doctor") I saw about some problems took a look at me, didn't bat a lash and went "yeah, you're getting checked for ADHD with correlated GAD" so that's where I am currently: in hell.

// This book: "After the death of duke Vanthampur—" Fallahan, who saw her companions burn her alive and is now living in her manor: ...I mean, she had it coming.

While taking a leisurely stroll through the Central Business District, I saw this ad sponsored by Kiki’s idol for some kind of energy drink, and after splicing together some screenshots, I paused to look at it—

Quick question: what? 100k calories? Like…100,000? Is this pure death in a pouch? Is this in any way related to the energy drinks we’re feeding to Rosa weekly?? Does she pick them up from that shop on the way to work?? Are we killing her???

And then I noticed the Monster Energy logo beside the chibi guy’s head and googled to find out that In Energy Jellies are an actual product in Japan. Anyway,

I think we’re killing her.

oh hey btw the art history professor situation escalated to A Point bc she gave us a pop quiz on the terrible powerpoints, nearly everyone in the class did badly because no one is watching the whole thing (because they are not actually necessary to get a good grade, as is evidenced by my perfect score on every. single. assignment), and she has sent emails out to some of my classmates saying that she thinks they should try this class a different semester. some of my classmates (myself included) got emails just concerned about their performance (FORM LETTER emails,) and after expressing my concern to her about the pop quiz and my difficulties with how long the powerpoints take (an in person convo during which she was basically like “that’s how much time you are SUPPOSED to be spending on homework, and the audio processing difficulties sound like a you problem bc i don’t have a transcript :)”) i still got a form letter email re: her being concerned about my performance. anyway today in class i heard someone else talking to her about the exact same problems i face and her responding with “idk try transcribing it on your own time :)” and i hate this woman so much

I was made to babygirlify fictional men and read my sapphic books all day, instead I have to study vsepr and molecular symmetry operations :((

Demontober 2023 Day 29: Naamah

Naamah, also known as Nahemah, Na'amah or Erisitica Alusta is a figure in the Bible and Jewish mysticism. She is described as being an 'angel' of prostitution, and one of the succubi mates of the fallen archangel Samael in Zoharistic Qabalah.

Naamah is a spirit of women’s sexual autonomy and sacred erotic rites. Naamah rules the ecstatic point where sex, spiritual ecstasy, and music intersect. Those who comprehend this point and seek to attain it are her constituency.

As she was mentioned as a demon, angel, succubus and human, it most likely that she can change her race at will. She is generally identified with the daughter of Lamech. This Naamah is a counterpart to the one who appears in Genesis, and she is regarded, like her mortal counterpart, as a patron of divination and music.

Her fellow succubi are Lilith, Eisheth Zenunim, and Agrat Bat Mahlat, These four have been called the Grand Succubi and Queens of Lust. She is also known as one of the four angels of prostitution. She is also known as the mother of divination or The Charmer. Naamah's appearance is similar to Lilith, but Lilith is described as being more sensual, young and beautiful and as one that corrupted the fallen angels and their leader Samyaza.

The way viserys loves alicent but is incapable of selflessness / the way alicent doesn't love viserys but is struggling through this godawful oppressive situation performing extremely emotionally costly selflessness on the daily

My titties hurt today:-(