#pls i just want to reread this masterpiece
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HELLO YES EXCUSE ME I AM IN DIRE NEED OF SOME HELP!!!!!
i can’t find my fav starchaser fanfic on ao3 and i think its a hidden work now or something but i’m not really sure?? (i can’t find it in my bookmarks)
the basic plot is that james decides that he needs to show lily that he can be a great boyfriend now that she knows that he makes for a great friend. and of course he decides to do that by fake dating regulus motherfucking black, his best friends brother (who has been outed recently, was thrown out of the family and living with the potters)
reggie was against it of course but agrees after a lot of begging from james and james starts falling in love with regulus WITHOUT NOTICING. reggie (who was in love with james the entire time) doesn’t know that of course and it’s messy af
honorable mentions:
the story of pyramus and thisbe and how james would rather die then live on without reg (after reg almost died)
eucalyptus
the consent in this one is so sexy
lesbian!lily in love with mary
queer club
regulus‘ iconic last quidditch game
james being the most romantic bitch in all of this
#jegulus fanfiction#harry potter#dead gay wizards#jegulus#starchaser#sunseeker#fanfiction#wolfstar#help help help#pls i just want to reread this masterpiece#i am desperate#james potter#regulus arcturus black#james loves regulus#regulus loves james
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i don’t know why, but jisung gives off serious energy of someone who’d say, “ooh you wanna kiss/fuck me so bad~” during an argument… and he’d be so fr abt it too 😭 severe brat behaviour smh. honestly he’s too cute so if he said that, i would just prove him right… </3 omg i am always caught lacking on this blog when it comes to him 😮💨
we’ve established that he’d appeal to your soft (n maybe not-so-soft) side by crying when you’re angry, but other times, i think he’d also try childishly teasing u nonstop in order to get out of an argument, so that u finally reach the breaking point and snap, releasing all your frustrations by ruining him into tomorrow (reminds me a bit of ‘pay attention’… pls excuse me as i go reread that masterpiece of a fic for the nth time)
yknow, with minho being the funky lil guy he is might say it too just to throw u off, i mean god knows he does the most outta pocket things sometimes. would say it with that trademark straight face, but then ! then see the little pastel blush tinting his ears !! how could u ever take his little facade seriously when his body tells all his secrets ♡ gets unreasonably surprised when u actually follow through with his snide remark, like he would get so shy if u pulled him by his shirt collar into a kiss even though was the one who initiated it
same goes for seungmin when he gets into one of those hyperactive puppy moods of his n just wants to play with u, so he’ll bother u out of affection n say whatever he thinks will get the best reaction out of u
waitt i could also picture chan saying it in the heat of the moment if you’re just playfully bickering bc secretly he’s always wanted to say smth like that but then immediately getting SO embarrassed n shy with himself ^^; cue him hiding in his sweater paws n letting out soft, high giggles of embarrassment (i know you know the kind i’m talking about </3)
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we must be on the same wavelength bc i immediately thought of jisung lino and seungmin when someone asked a similar question as well 😭 our insufferable lil trio
hannie would be so fr abt it…the moment he realizes he’s losing the argument he’d say it without an ounce of shame lmaoo it can be so hard to make him take anything seriously esp when he can get a lil petty when he’s emotional…he is not above resorting to crying (sometimes he doesnt even mean to…sensitive baby) or throwing out the most childish retorts to try n get the upper hand, but he’s kinda endearing abt it and laughably obvious abt what he really wants. he might not be content w losing the argument but he is content w surrendering the moment u decide to put him in his place and wreck him until he can’t run his mouth anymore 🙏
what u said abt lino got me so good also…it’s the most lino thing on earth to throw out a provocative comment like that just to get a reaction out of u, and then crumble the instant u actually return that energy to him…like the way he gets all up in ppl’s faces then shies away when they actually lean in…kitty can dish it but he cant take it! the lil sputter of surprise he’d let out when you pull him in and kiss that crooked smirk right off his face would be so adorable, he breaks instantly ): and his ears would absolutely be on fire!! no matter how smart his pretty mouth is, his body is always betraying his true feelings~
seungmin’s hyperactive puppy moods 💔 he can be just as good at lino at saying exactly the right thing to get u riled up…but in his case you’d get that irresistible proud puppy grin bc he knows exactly what he’s doing n isn’t even trying to hide it! but what he doesn’t expect is for you to follow through n leave him w the cutest wide-eyed, open-mouthed expression staring back at you…the one surefire way to make him short circuit so he has nothing clever left to say anymore <3 he’d definitely try to use it later n claim that he won the argument w his irresistible puppy charms
and CHANNIE! i hadnt even considered him but ur absolutely right…him and his tendency of not thinking it through before saying the most deranged things known to man and flustering himself so bad 😭 u wouldnt even have to do anything for him to just fold immediately and break out into those infectious squeaky giggles, cringing so bad…he’s losing the war against himself but just like jisung he’s cute enough that he gets away w it every time ㅠ imagine how shy and red-faced he’d get when you pull his sweater paws from his face and kiss him just like he wanted…i think his brain would fizzle out!! never has an attempt at teasing backfired so spectacularly
#also ur so sweet to bring up pay attention hehe…that’s definitely the kind of behavior hannie would get up to in that fic#ask#🌸 anon#💌 hannie#💌 lino#💌 seungmo#💌 channie
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hello junie! ❤️🔥 #69 what are your favorite fics at the moment?
hiya anonie ❤️🔥 !! OMGG YES IVE BEEN WAITINNN FOR THIS ONE ,, i was literally wanting to make my favourites of january / early feb so here goes nothing (gonna put them in categories) :
ˏˋ °•*⁀➷ junie's current fave avatar fics ! ˖⋆࿐໋₊
✿ mini series :
folklore ෆ jake sully. @theseuscmander
a literal masterpiece, esp as a swiftie myself! i can go and on about the angst, the yearning. the inner turmoil but honestly if you have yet to pls just go read it yourself !! ani is such an amazing writer.
empathy ෆ lo'ak sully. @mochi-yu
one of the first atwow pieces i read! has me in a chokehold and one of the things that inspired me to beginning writing for avatar in the first place! i love the dynamics here esp reader being kiri's twin sister.
si fpom ෆ jake sully. @fluloa
the desire !! the tension !! clenching my fists in agony already because i know the angst is going to dig deep into my chest. such a talented writer forreal. the character building too,, it's just all so lovely. alr said what i wanted in flo's inbox pls hfdds.
tìtunu ෆ tsu'tey. @hinataashoyos
never moving on from this, i'm staying right in this fic forever. speechless, breath taken away. writing is astounding, world building is so captivating like!! i've always appreciated tsu'tey but i'll be so real. this made me fall in lword with him! so good, how is this free?
✿ oneshots :
the hearts that bind us ෆ neteyam sully. @loaksky
in full bloom ෆ lo'ak sully. @loaksky
neng <33. i've already spoken so highly of these pieces, and i'll continue to do so. if you for whatever reason can only read two things today, let it be these! because, it is a rollercoaster of emotions. i wish i could experience reading these for the first time again!!
ao'nung is frustrated ෆ ao'nung. @neteyuck
one of the best ao'nung writers here in my personal opinion (it should be yours too js). i've reread this fic like 374340901 times and i'm not stopping anytime soon!! just pls witness the beauty that is juno's writing if you have yet to do so. there's jsust something so tangible abt it, does that make sense?? idk but <33.
just you and me ෆ lo'ak sully. @astrxq
one of the first lo'ak stories i read me thinks and i kept laughing at jakes looming presence just constantly jumping back in at the most random times. this piece is just so gentle and sweet, speaks to who lo'ak is under all the rebellious urges!!!
✿ drabble / prompts :
forest secrets ෆ lo'ak sully. @4xrina
the dialogue in this will forever remain in my soul,, nothing better than utterly lovesick boy lo'ak !! so precious forreal. flows so well, really painted a picture in my mind.
ෆ couldn't pick a specific one so everything @peacelovepandora has ever written. my safe space when the daddy issues whack me on the back of my head fr <33. just everything that op has put out literally brings me sm excitement and joy.
𝒇𝒍𝒆𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒃𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 ━━━ 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟑
(I WILL UPDATE THIS TOMORROW,, i've done enough links for a life time !! so do not fret if you aren't here...you most likely will be soon lols but i'm zzz tired.)
#⇢ ˗ˏˋ junie just got mail ! ✩ ࿐ྂ#𝒇𝒍𝒆𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒃𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 beloveds 🫂💌!!#MY TALENTED WRITER FRIENDS !#some of these creators bring sm inspo to me <333 ily all thank u for all the free content#⇢ separate one for dark content coming soon.#avatar the way of water#avatar x reader#atwow
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MY GIRL IS BACK WITH A MASTERPIECE 💅🏻
I love doll house so much and normally I hate anything creepy but guess what? you have it written with just the right amount of comedy that it instantly makes me feel better because of COURSE YOU WOULD
when I tell you that you are my favourite author, possibly ever and I am unfortunately tangled in a lot of fandoms so that is saying a lot for you!
I am rereading melting point (I miss minhee) as i wait for the next chapter 🤭
I love you, aj, never ever stop writing literally ever
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i missed you icl! favourite author is a high accolade pls i don't deserve that, but thank you so much :( it means the world honestly! tell me what size diamond you want for the ring i'm gonna buy you <3
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🎂🎉HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIZZI 🎉🎂
@farfromstrange bestie I know I'm late and I'm so so sorry BUT I FINALLY FINISHED WHAT I MEANT TO MAKE FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY
I honestly had no idea what to make for your birthday because I wanted to write a fic for you, but I had nothing original to write, so I started scrolling through your fics for inspo lol and I started rereading all your masterpieces, and I thought...hmmm why not? (tbh i was about to start writing something about matt's hands bc i know how much we love them but I figured I shouldn't drop smut for your birthday 😭)
I know we talked about us making random moodboards whenever we're bored, so I thought it was perfect to make one for your fics because your writing is always so amazing, it inspires me to do random things. I'm not sure if it captures the vibe you had in mind for your fic or if I completely butchered it (pls yell at me if I did bestie), but Do No Harm was just so fucking amazing that I wanted to throw together the vibes I got from it because I'm always in love with your writing. I[m sorry this is all I could make bc you deserve the world and so so much more <3
Anyways happy birthday to my best friend in the entire fucking world, I love you so so much, and I'm pretty sure this is a also little past our one year anniversary of our friendship platonic marriage being so unhinged together, so I guess it's also happy anniversary to us, and tysm for that bestie bc you made my year so much better by being in it. Still can't believe I get to have you as my best friend bc you're the best I could ever ask for, and you've literally brightened my entire life since you came into it.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BESTIE, AND HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY 🎇🎉🖤
I know it's not the best, but I threw all my limited editing skills into this, and I tried to add as many small details that I could pick up from your fic into here, and I will definitely be telling you all about them
Looking at this again, maybe I should've just made us another marriage certificate 😭😭 ....ifykyk
Also I know you were still sick like a week ago, and I really hope you got better before your birthday, but if not, IM MANIFESTING G0OD VIBES FOR YOU TO RECOVER BC ILYSM BESTIE
#im sorry if this is hot trash 😭#i tried my hardest i swear#BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD#I LOVE YOU SM BESTIE#I HOPE YOU HAD THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER#i wish i could give you a physical gift#BUT IM SENDING ALL MY LOVE TO YOU <3#matt murdock#matt murdock fanfic#daredevil
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hii riri!! <3 I just wanna tell you that the appearance of your blog is saur comforting!! like from the colour scheme to having ‘c‘mere <3’ instead of smth else!! & the hyunjin pic defo adds up to the comforting vibess!! & I also wanna tell you that you‘re saur awesome, I literally am in LOVE with the way you answer your asks & I truly believe that you have the power to even convert a random set of words to a masterpiece!! I love-love the way you write!! I actually binge read all your works just now & I just wanted to let you know that your blog & your writing & YOU is like super-duper awesome!! & yeah, love you! <3 hope you‘re having a great day/night!!
p.s : sorry for the VERY LONG message😭
p.p.s : pls don‘t mind the grammatical errors 😭
first of all, riri?! that is so cute T_T anyway. i left this to marinate in my inbox for a bit because i can't help but feel so emotional every time i reread :( i'm honestly speechless, i feel like no words can fully express how much i appreciate this, nonnie. i think that YOU are comforting!! aaaa i feel like i can cry every time i reread this :( thank you so much for being such a sweetheart, i really, really, really appreciate this. sending you endless love, i hope your days are as good as you are <3 i love you!!!!!
#no baby there's no grammatical errors omg dw abt it#and dw i love long messages!!#and i love YOU!!#i think you just made my whole month :(#꒰ ⌗ 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗠𝗔𝗜𝗟 ! ꒱#꒰ ⌗ 💌: anon ! ꒱
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DADDDYYYSSSS HOMEEEE 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ greetings my beloved angel zadie <3 🤲 i have returned ☝️ as i had been spending my time the past few days attempting to collect my thoughts and opinions on CH in order to serve a full complete rant 🙏🏼😁 anywho so i might not be able to cover all the events for the past 3 or so chapters but hello 😀 hoon fist fuck event🧍♀️. see now i’m all about obsessive men and all that but what the actual FUCK. wdym jakyung begged him to be vocal but he couldn’t and bro was whimpering moaning AND panting her (yn) name while he was masturbating HELLOOOOOOOOOO 🏃♀️ the GRIP i had on my phone while reading that chapter what the hell help me ya allah what the HELLLLLL🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ im still losing my mind over it cuz not only is hoon hitting them beyoncè notes in the room when he thinks about yn bro ALSO can’t cum WITHOUT the thought of her😀 pussy so good left his dick non-functional 🤕 (i’m losing my sanity btw cuz now i know when hoon finally gets to hit it again 1) bros gonna be cumming the MOMENT he bottoms out and 2) bros gonna turn INTO beyoncè HERSELF.)
there’s just smth about the way that u wrote hoon being so pathetic and desperate for yn it’s just OOOOOO like it HITS THE SPOT MA’AM 🙏🏼 IT DO IT REALLY DO 🙏🏼 💯that whole chapter had me gripping my sheets. and the moment i finished it i started to literally feel earth’s rotation on heeseung i started seeing frequencies on niki i started hearing shapes like that shit altered my brain’s chemistry i’m telling u bro fr fr wallahi 🙏🏼 ANYWHO going back to the hoon fist fuck event (not really just pathetic hoon himself) i know his ass is gonna be dramatically sliding down the wall while gripping his hair and listening to needy by ariana grande when the gc brings up yn’s hook up with fuma 😭 like i know damn well bros gonna film 3 different sad music videos istg. looking at the camera all sad and shit. “you & i” by one direction but make it park sunghoon version. (also yn posting a very revealing sexy bad bitch hot girl summer ahh story with needed me by rihanna after she knows hoon is down bad diabolically expeditious for her When.) (i NEED sunghoon to rip his hair out at that like it’s not a want it’s a need i need him to lose his mind as payback for him being a sassy mf 😒) (u rlly think u the shit bitch. U NAWT EVEN THE FART 🥱) (i literally have no clue why i have beef with sunghoon rn don’t ask 😭) sunghoon u really fumbled the bag dawg 🤣🫵 pathetic ahh. look where your “snowflakes” and “ur parents never loved yous” got you sunghoon. IN MISERY FOR GOOD PUSSY 🤣🤣🤣🤣🫵🫵🫵 (ik he’s gonna win the bag again soon but let me have my moment) anyways sPEAKING OF FUMA 🙈 now when i tell u… that was so embarrassing. fuma why r u like this like r u not embarrassed. r u not ashamed of urself. do u have no dignity. what’s ur phone number. what’s ur address. what’s ur fav type of flower baby? white chocolate or milk chocolate angel boy? (do they make men like fuma anymore 💔) i’m so so so glad yn has a man like fuma in her life. (he did the bare minimum but he better be the fucking standard especially after that aftercare i’m LOOKING AT YOU BITCHASS SUNGHOON 🫵WITH YOUR BIGASS EGO DAMN😟) i can’t wait to see more fuma & yn (and sunghoon’s desperate jealous ass) like im so seated for all the upcoming events with fuma 🫶🏼🫶🏼 anyways so now let me ask u a serious question haha … 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂how do i become tsuki pls i need heeseung so bad this is not a joke😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂like bro i totally wasn’t punching air at all the tsuki & hee references😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂ion even like hee like that it’s coo😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂(typing this shit with tears in my eyes while looking at my heeseung lockscreen💔) idk what i was expecting when i became a heeseung stan hes a PLAYAAAA🗣️ always whoring around ☹️#Hee4DaStreets ❗️ANYWAYS let’s move on i can always reread poison (masterpiece sent from above) anytime which i will be doing very soon bcs i miss my man 🤕🤕
alright now that that’s out of the way idk what to say other than i love the triplets (the older ones) with yn sm 💔 especially jaeyun bcs him & yn r like this 🤞 fr. and hEESEUNG GOT HIS DICK BITTEN 🤣🤣🫵🫵🫵🫵 that’s what your ass gets for whoring around😒😒😒😒(i’m jk don’t jump me) but anywho jaeyun is just like me. idk how to act around hot Women 🙏🏼 (can’t spell women without W!!) he’s so real he represents me in the story so well. anyways thoughts & prayers for jongseong’s nonexistent dry ahh sex life🙏🏼 (side note: jay baby i’m always just a call away🫶🏼) (and to think that i was calling hee a whore i’m sorry *looks away* 😕)
anywho sending u so so so much love babyyyy !! thank u sm for the consistent updates (and i’m really happy u like my asks as much as i like taking over ur inbox with my yapping 😔🫶🏼) sending u so many hugs & kisses take care of urself angel !!! <333
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THERES MY BABY GET YOURSELVES COMFY BC WE ARE IN FOR A RIDE LETS GO 🤭🤭🤭🤍
IM SO HAPPY YOU ENJOYED ALL THE RECENT CHAPS AND AS USUAL YOUR REVIEW WILL NEVER NOT MAKE ME GIGGLE AND KICK MY FEET I LOVE AND APPRECIAGE YOU SO MUCH 😭😭😭🤍
1.) hoon's fist fuck event was a rollercoaster for us all and i love how i can tell you went from oh... to oh?? to WHAT THE FUCK?? bc that represents most of us very well im aftaid 🤕 and yk i gotta ghallenge that cocky fucker by twking away his ability to last long bc he's gonna cum the SECOND he gets another taste, we're talking face buried in her cunt hands free just humping the air and shit 🥰🥰
2.) AAAH PLS I LOVE HOW YOU NEVER NOT CLOWN CH!HOONIE BC HE DESERVES IT AND YOU ALWAYS EAT 🤥🤥 not the mvs and pathetic crying i love you sm ngl i was a little worried when i got to the fuma part bc i was like wHAT DID I WRITE ??? but then i realised youre just as down bad as we are 🤕 AND IM SORRY FOR GIVING TSUKI A GF THIS TIME I HAD TO MAKE HIM TAKE ONE FOR THE TEAM AND YOU STAN A FLIRTY LIBRA WHORE SO THIS ISNT MY FAULT AT ALL 🤕🤕🤕
3.) i am SO relieved you guys sre enjoying their dynamics and actually know how close jaeyun and y/n are because their bond will be super important for future chaps!!!!
thank you so so so much for this baby, i hope you're taking good care of yourself and know how much i love and appreciate you 🥺🥺🥺 youre the best, my idol and role model ilysm 🤍💓💗💕💞
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Your theme is HOT but I just also wanted to ask how come every time I blink you just casually put out a new masterpiece????? Wtf babe 😭 bowing down to you queen
yesssssss girly pop ily 🫶I’ve been rereading your stuff for weeks 😭pls feed me
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no cause i need to talk about how you handled the archer storyline
SPOILERS FOR ANYONE WHO HASN'T FINISHED IT, PLS DO YOURSELF A FAVOR AND READ IT!!!
i thought the way you handled Neteyam's death was SO creative??? the whole Eywa thing, how it ties into reader's own death in Illicit Affairs, how you made her human spirit, with her trauma stay behind because Eywa knew she would be needed to be Neteyam's light back??? how you gave human reader a happy ending after all the trauma in Eywa, and gave the mother and the father the ending they wanted and they all get to be happy and live on earth which is something reader said she wanted to do?????!!!!
how you gave Neteyam's character so much more depth and allowed him the attention he deserved, to be mad at his dad, to go back home, to deal with his childhood and the desire he had to go back to it, and realise that although the memories and the past are nicer the present and future are more worth it in the long term cause he gets to grow old and make new memories??? OH MY GOD???
how you made them go back to the forest but kept Lo'ak there cause he was happier in the Metkayina and how the brothers needed to be apart to grow closer together and fulfill their potentials??? how you gave Jake and Neytiri some peace of mind and the ability to retire and just go back and forth and be with their families and how the fact that now Jake doesn't have both of them at the same time made him a better, more attentive loving father??? I COULD GO ON FOR HOURS
you literally created a masterpiece, so full of details and little nods and easter eggs, i just reread it and there's so much i picked up on the second time around and it was even better somehow knowing the ending!! I WANNA KISS YOUR BRAIN YOU INCREDIBLE PERSON
ok im done thank you for hearing my rant you're the best i love you
i'm crying
i have no words to describe what i feel right now, i am so overwhelmed.
i put so much of my time, blood sweat and tears in this series and i thought about every detail, and i really tried my hardest to make it interesting and complex, so to see someone appreciate it and want to talk about it and comment something like this, honestly, it made the 4 hours of sleep for 2 months I got worth it :))
i love you so so much anonnie, you made my day, month, year
giving you the biggest smooch right now
#i'm so emotional i can't handle it#i shoudl be packing#but i'm just crying instead#thank you#ty x 100000#my asks 💕#𖨆♡𖨆 andra's anonnies#the cardigan series#the archer#illicit affairs
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Sudden Clarity
Prompts: can you do a story with human patton and giant monster boyfriends sides drlamp pls I would ❤ that - gengar467
Hi! I was wondering while I was rereading ‘Embrace of Darkness’ (it’s a masterpiece btw-) if you could make a continuation maybe where Patton asks exactly what Roman is and then with how awkward Roman is with explaining things to a human, trying his best to maybe show examples - anon
Read on Ao3 Masterlist (the other parts are on there, I swear)
Warnings: none??? allusions to past trauma but just in that you gotta be fragile with the patton
Pairings: roceit, platonic creativitwins, possibly also dlampr, who knows not me
Word Count: 5399
Humans are such…fascinating. And so emotional, aren’t they? Unfortunately for Patton, some creatures that don’t understand emotions want to…experiment.
Humans can be so fragile.
…and capable of a kind of strength those creatures could only dream of.
“Roman?”
Roman sits up from the grass, leaning on his elbows. “What is it, brave one?”
Patton reaches out and runs his hand through the sea of flowers that surrounds them. He chews on his lip. “Can I…ask a personal question?”
“Of course, you may.” Roman sits up more, brushing their shoulders together. “What can I do?”
“N-not for me.”
“You…want to ask a question about me?”
“Yes.”
Roman blinks, a slow smile spreading across his face. “Very well, brave one. I’ll do my best to answer it.”
“Right.” Patton takes a deep breath. “And, um, if you don’t want to answer it—like, if it’s offensive or too personal or—“
“Patton,” Roman interrupts, gently knocking their shoulders again, “if I don’t want to answer it, I will tell you.”
“You promise?”
“I promise, brave one.”
Patton toys with the flower stem next to his left shoe. “Okay.”
They sit in silence for a moment as the breeze ruffles through the field. Then Roman chuckles.
“I do not believe humans are capable of telepathic speech, brave one. You will have to ask your question out loud.”
He startles. “Right. Sorry.”
“No need for apologies, you’ve done nothing wrong.” A small nudge. “Even asking a question.”
“Roman!”
“Alright, alright,” he laughs, “I won’t tease.”
Patton sighs, still fussing with the flower stem. After another moment, a warm hand comes up to cup his cheek, turning his face to Roman’s.
“What is it, brave one?”
“What are you?”
Roman blinks, pulling back a little. “What?”
Patton swallows, his cheeks growing warm. “I—I mean—I know you’re not human, probably not of an earthly descent at all, b-but I don’t—I, um—“
Roman waits patiently as he twists his hands together in his lap.
“I used to study Eldritch,” he blurts out, “b-before I, um, before I first—” His hands run over the silvery lines still etched into his fingers— “left.”
Roman’s hands come up to gently untangle his fingers, taking them in his own and rubbing softly. “I’m not offended, brave one, it’s a fine question to ask.”
“R-really?”
“Yes, sweet one.” Roman smiles. “Quite frankly, I’m surprised it took you this long to ask anything.”
Patton draws back, somewhat alarmed, only for Roman to tsk and squeeze his hands.
“Don’t be like that, little one, I didn’t mean anything by it.” He reaches up to brush a lock of his hair back. “Only that humans have a reputation for being incredibly curious and while you’ve made no secret of being fascinated with the realm…”
Patton nods.
“…I suppose I confess I’ve been a little disappointed that curiosity never extended toward me.”
“But I was curious! I just—I didn’t want—“
“I know that now, brave one,” Roman murmurs, ruffling his hair gently, “the only issue is now that you’ve asked, I’m…not sure how to answer.”
“Take your time. It’s okay. I can wait.”
“Thank you, sweet one.”
As Roman thinks, Patton finds himself running his fingers over Roman’s hands almost absentmindedly. They really do feel like human hands, with patches of rougher skin and softer skin, lines across his palms, everything as it should look. But Roman has said multiple times that this isn’t him. This is a body he’s made and maintained for Patton. To make it easier for the two of them to interact with each other, to make Patton feel safe.
The only time he’s left since arriving is, well…
Roman sighs, startling Patton—thankfully—out of that spiral of thinking and making him look up again.
“I must admit, now that you’ve actually asked,” he starts, rubbing his thumb along the curve of Patton’s hand, “I don’t actually know how to answer. Not because I think you unintelligent, but…”
He sighs, shoulders drooping and suddenly Patton is struck by how old Roman looks.
“You said you studied the Eldritch?”
“Yes. N-not extensively, it wasn’t my Focus or anything, but…yes.”
“Are you familiar, then, with Eldritch madness?”
Patton stiffens. Roman lets him go as soon as he twitches, not moving closer, not pushing, just waiting. He swallows. “Yes.”
“Have you—forgive me for prying, but have you…seen Eldritch madness before?”
He shakes his head. “There have been cases reported, but…we had safeguards. And there were always people on hand who knew how to treat it, at least…a bit.”
Roman nods. “And what do you know about it?”
Patton frowns. “Isn’t it just overexposure to the Eldritch? And its magic? You see it and you…go crazy?”
A small and crooked half-smile. “Not quite. If that were the case…I’m sorry, brave one, but you would be suffering from it right now.”
Patton shifts on the grass. “I’m…not, right?”
“No, no, brave one,” Roman says quickly, pleadingly holding out his hands until Patton takes them, “you’re untouched by it. You still possess your mind in all its faculties, you are entirely yourself.”
He breathes a sigh of relief and lets Roman squeeze his hands. “But then what is it?”
Roman shakes his head. “Eldritch madness does not come from witnessing an Eldritch phenomenon, it comes from understanding it.”
He tilts his head. “It what?”
“Your mind is not built to comprehend the enormities of what Eldritch are, nor the full extent of what we can do. If you tried—no, that’s not true. If you did, even for a moment, that is what causes the madness.”
“I…I don’t understand.”
“Forgive me,” Roman murmurs, “I am trying to describe this in a way that will answer your question without risking the madness overtaking you.”
“Because the more I understand, the greater the risk?”
“Quite.”
They sit in silence for another moment, before a look of realization crosses Roman’s face.
“Name a creature from your home that does not think.”
“What?”
“An animal, a creature, it doesn’t matter,” Roman repeats, “but that doesn’t think. Not like you, not like a human, just—one that doesn’t think.”
“Uh—“ Patton scrambles for something— “an ant.”
“An ant?”
“Yeah. They’re—well, they’re still pretty smart, but they’re not humans. They’re these little insects about this long—“ he holds his fingers almost touching— “and they have six legs and little antennae.”
Roman nods. “An ant, alright. If an ant were to see, let’s say, a…oh, dear, do you remember when your oven broke and we took it apart?”
“Yeah?”
“The—the part that made it work, the shiny pieces with the lines and circles.”
“The circuit board?”
“Yes, that’s it. If an ant saw a circuit board, it would be puzzled, perhaps, or intrigued, because it hadn’t seen something like it before, yes?”
Patton nods. Roman looks at him with a strange intensity.
“For a moment, now, imagine that it saw the circuit board like a human.”
“…what?”
“Yes,” Roman repeats, still staring, “it understood the function of a circuit board. It understood how it worked. It understood how it fit into the massive oven, into the world, into the universe. It understood everything.”
“But ants don’t have electricity. They don’t—they don’t have any of that.”
“Exactly.” Roman snaps his fingers. “And just like that, it’s over, and the ant is just an ant again.”
Patton frowns. “But does it…remember?”
“Bits and pieces, yes. Echoes of things it can’t possibly comprehend. What use can it make of this knowledge? What can it possibly do except try and seek it out again? To see the things it once did just one more time?”
Roman’s stare holds him in place. Something cold ruffles across the back of Patton’s neck.
“It will do anything,” Roman says softly, “to prove to itself, to others, to anyone that what it saw was real, was true. It can’t forget, it doesn’t want to forget. It wants to understand again. Nothing else in the tiny world matters. That is madness.”
Oh.
Oh.
“I’m sorry, brave one—“ and the spell is broken, it’s just Roman again. Sweet, soft, gentle Roman who brushes warm fingers across his cheek— “I didn’t mean to scare you. Are you alright?”
Patton nods, clumsily chasing after the warmth of Roman’s hand. Roman lets him, cupping his face.
“Good,” he murmurs, “I…I didn’t want to frighten you, I just wanted you to understand why the question troubled me.”
“No, no, I, um…I get it.” He bumps Roman’s hand with his chin. “Thanks for explaining.”
Roman nods. “Are you…satisfied with that? I can try—“
“I don’t want to understand,” Patton blurts out, “not if…not if it means that.”
Something relaxes Roman’s shoulders and he smiles, rubbing Patton’s cheek with his thumb. “That’s good, sweet one, that’s…good.”
“Can I hug you?”
Roman smiles and opens his arms, letting Patton scoot closer and rest his head in the crook of Roman’s neck. Hands come up to circle him, a soft question murmured in his ear about whether or not it’s alright for Roman to groom his wings.
“Yeah. Just…be gentle?”
“I will never do anything but,” Roman promises as his fingers start to card—gently!—through his wings.
The soft touches do wonders to soothe the remaining tremors in Patton’s mind, melting the knots of tension away as he nestles deeper into Roman’s embrace. Roman’s breath fans warm across his neck, the heartbeat strong and steady against Patton��s own chest. He drifts there, lightly dozing in the warm sun as Roman carefully tends to his wings.
After a while, he realizes Roman’s hands have left his wings, returning to his back to hold him steady.
“Brave one,” he hears Roman whisper, “are you awake?”
Speaking is hard. He’s just about to rouse the energy to reply when Roman sighs softly.
“No, I suppose not.” His nose brushes Patton’s temple. “Sweet one, I hate scaring you, I didn’t mean to.”
You didn’t, he wants to say, I know it’s just you.
“I hate denying you too,” Roman continues, “even though I can’t risk losing you to that madness. Oh, my brave one, I couldn’t bear it. I know at some point you will have to leave me, but oh, my sweet little one, please, stay with me a while longer.”
The vulnerable shudder in Roman’s voice rouses a deep part of Patton’s chest and he manages to snuggle a little closer. Roman gasps softly, tightening his grip.
“Oh, my brave one, you’re precious. You precious, precious thing…” A hand runs carefully up and down his back. “How did I get so lucky?”
I’m the lucky one, Patton thinks, that you found me.
Roman’s hand stills. “Oh…oh, that’s a possibility.”
He tangles a hand at the nape of Patton’s neck.
“Perhaps…perhaps I could show you…I could make it safe for you to see…you wouldn’t see too much…but you might find your curiosity sated…oh, brave one, I’ll have to ask you when you wake up.”
Patton summons enough will to drag himself out of the floaty warmth and blinks blearily up at Roman. “Ask me what?”
Roman startles. “Brave one, how long have you been awake?”
“A while,” he admits sheepishly as Roman sighs and shakes his head.
“Well, I suppose there go my plans to surprise you.” He ruffles his hair. “I think I may have a solution to your question that won’t risk you falling into madness.”
Patton nods.
“Do you…well, I’m not sure if you do,” Roman starts, “but when you…first fell into my realm, I…caught you.”
“Caught me?”
“Yes. I had to make somewhere for you to stay, after all, and I needed to learn about you to know what to make. So I…made a temporary place to do that.”
“Okay…?”
“It…it is less of a bubble than this place,” Roman continues, gesturing around, “it is…more transparent.”
“Transparent?” Patton’s eyes widen. “You mean I’d—it’s closer to what you actually look like?”
“Think of it as a gateway point. A meeting place between your world and mine.”
“Would I be able to see you?” Patton nudges his head with his. “The real you?”
“A…closer approximation, yes.”
“And would this—would I—“
Roman shakes his head. “This would not risk you falling into madness, no. You would simply see me in another form that might align with your studies of Eldritch a little more.”
Patton nods. “Can we go now?”
“N-now?”
He frowns. “Is there…something wrong with going now?”
“N-no, I just,” Roman stutters, “you have, well, up until now, you’ve preferred to give yourself time before doing something new, especially something daunting and new.”
Patton sits up, pulling away enough to reach out and cup Roman’s face in his hands. “You’ve been good to me since catching me. If you think this will be safe, I want to go now.”
Roman looks at him a moment longer before something bittersweet crosses his expression and he reaches up to cover Patton’s hands with his own. “Never let it be said you didn’t make me powerless.”
Before Patton can ask what that means, Roman stands, drawing him up too.
“I need you to close your eyes and hold onto me, brave one.”
Patton does as bid, closing his eyes and letting Roman’s arms wrap around him.
“This might feel a bit weird,” Roman warns, “but don’t let go and don’t open your eyes until I tell you to.”
Patton nods and suddenly the world is folding. The air presses tightly around him and reality slides over them like water. Iron stings the air around him, the tips of his fingers going numb as everything becomes too much and not enough all at once. Roman stays close, still holding him, and he clutches him for all he’s worth.
“Alright, brave one,” Roman murmurs after another moment, “we’re through now.”
Patton opens his eyes and gasps.
They’re standing atop a circular plinth with glowing lines etched into its surface. Little streams and pulses run around the edges, almost as if they’re alive. The plinth isn’t…stone, per se, but something more solid. Immovable, irrevocable, almost as if it’s been made out of a Fact itself.
He looks up past Roman’s shoulder and stares into a purple-blue aether. It stretches as far as he can see, glittering golden threads woven together along invisible highways of what must be Eldritch power. Even if he squints, they stretch on and on into the abyss.
“Brave one,” Roman murmurs, his arms still around him, “are you alright?”
“…Roman, it’s beautiful,” Patton breathes, reaching out to feel the air, “it’s…oh my goodness.”
Roman blushes. “Is it?”
“Yes!” He turns around to tell him that directly, only to freeze. “Oh…”
In front of him is a massive being. It hovers near the plinth, but that’s not quite the right way to describe it. The plinth, while about as big as the main island Patton’s used to, is barely the size of one of the being’s eyes. It hangs there, suspended in the midst of the threads, pulsing gently. The diagrams of Eldritch he remembers pale in comparison to the real thing. Arms that must be millions of miles long, more of them than he could ever count…
And yet it looks peaceful as it hangs there, slowly pulsing. A few of its arms support the plinth, a few more wrapped around the golden threads, every so often tugging one or two. After a few seconds, little spots of light begin to glow from its massive head.
Patton steps forward, spellbound. “Is that…you?”
A stronger flicker of lights as the Roman next to him answers. “Yes, that’s me.”
“You’re incredible.”
Several lights glow at once, a few pink in color. “You…think so?”
“Oh, Roman, you’re—you’re—“
Patton tries to take a step forward but the lights flicker out as Roman grabs his elbow.
“Don’t get too close,” he warns, “I don’t—I am fairly certain I won’t hurt you, but I do not know for sure that I can’t.”
Patton nods, letting Roman pull him back to safety. He still can’t stop staring.
“Patton?” Roman tugs him again with a new urgency. “Patton, look away.”
Confused, Patton does, turning his head to see fear written plainly across Roman’s features. “What?”
“Oh, thank goodness,” Roman breathes, reaching to cup Patton’s face, “I worried you were stuck. That I’d…miscalculated.”
“No, no, I’m—I’m fine, you’re just—“ Patton can’t help looking back— “you’re stunning.”
The pink lights are back, flaring brighter.
“No…no way…” Patton grins. “Is that how Eldritch blush?”
More lights as Roman coughs awkwardly next to him.
“It is!” Patton squeals and turns to cup Roman’s face in his hands. “That’s adorable!”
“I don’t recall teasing you this much about blushing,” Roman mumbles, a bit petulant.
“Oh. Sorry.”
“It’s fine,” Roman says, taking Patton’s hands from his cheeks, “but I will tease you about blushing in the future.”
“That’s fair.” He looks back at the being. “Can you—why does it—you, sorry—“
“It’s alright, brave one.”
“Why do you look like you’re sleeping?”
“Most of my consciousness that I’m focusing on is here.” Roman gently squeezes Patton’s sides. “Focused on this form, this body. So I can interact with you.”
“Oh. So if you let this form go, would the rest of you wake up?”
“…yes, that’s correct.” Roman sighs when Patton turns to him with pleading eyes. “You want to see, don’t you?”
“Please?”
“A few things, then,” he murmurs, “I will not be able to speak to you while I am not inhabiting this form. I will not risk touching your mind.”
“Okay.”
“I will not open my eyes all the way. It will be enough to see you and enough for you to see me, but opening my eyes all the way could risk madness and I won’t do that.”
“Okay.”
“And if at any point, you want to return to your islands, strike the ground three times.” Roman crouches and pats the center of the plinth three times. “Like that. I’ll bring you back, just close your eyes and you’ll be safe.”
“Okay.”
Roman reaches out and pats his cheek one more time. “I’ll only be a moment.”
Patton’s eyes widen as Roman’s form begins to dissolve into threads. One moment he’s there, the next motes of glowing light emanate from where he stood, echoing around and around the plinth.
Behind him, there’s a low rumble.
He turns around and the being stirs, arms rippling and rippling as it begins to wake. Slowly, so slowly, its head raises until the eyes are level with the plinth, the sheer size of the being enough to make Patton’s breath catch in his throat.
Its eyes crack open and stare at him.
“Oh,” he breathes out, “oh, Roman, you’re—oh my god.”
Another rumble that sounds suspiciously like Roman’s chuckle as lights glimmer in the being’s head. The arms ripple lazily alongside the plinth as they look at each other.
Patton could happily stay here, just looking at this incredible being, seeing it move and thrum and listen to the soft tingle of the threads as it tugged them back and forth, but there’s another low rumble as Patton sinks to the ground.
“I’m okay,” he mumbles, eyes still fixed on Roman’s, “I just…I needed to sit.”
Lights run along the plinth.
“No, look—“ he averts his gaze— “see? I can look away and everything, I’m fine, I just…you’re really cool.”
The plinth under him thrums with another chuckle. He runs his hand along one of the grooves.
“Is this…also part of you? Or did you just make this?” He pauses. “Is that…is that different?”
Roman’s arms reach out and carefully fun along the edge of the plinth.
“Oh…I see. So it’s something you made separate from that body?”
Another rumble.
“This is so cool,” he mumbles, mostly to himself, “this is so…so cool.”
He looks up in time to see the lights glimmer again.
“Can you—can I hug you?”
The being pauses, before a few blue lights flicker near its eyes.
“Not while you’re like this,” he mumbles, “okay.”
The lights on the plinth flicker again and threads begin to weave themselves together. Before long, the Roman he’s used to stands in front of him again, reaching out to pull him into his arms.
“Sorry, brave one,” he murmurs into his hair, “but I…”
“You can’t make sure I’m safe, I know.”
“Not even from an Eldritch place. Humans can be so fragile, I don’t want to hurt you.”
Patton giggles, looking back up at the now-sleeping being. “I think I get what you mean a bit more now. Your eye is like…fifty of me.”
“At least,” Roman agrees. “Does this answer your question a little, brave one?”
Before Patton can respond, however, Roman’s head jerks up and he stares off into the distance.
“What is it?”
Roman doesn’t respond. Even the lights freeze. Then he’s cupping Patton’s hands.
“Remember what I told you,” he murmurs before he’s gone and the being is stirring again, its eyes fixed on the same spot.
Patton turns, heart in his throat, only to gasp when something stirs in the darkness.
Instinctively, he backs up, trying to get closer to Roman, inhaling so sharply it almost sounds like a scream as another huge thing looms in front of the plinth.
Roman rumbles behind him, loud enough to make Patton wince, only for green lights to glow from the other Eldritch’s head. Roman seems to settle behind him, leaving him dazed and confused. What’s happening? Is this bad? Does he need to leave?
The other being reaches an arm toward the plinth and threads begin to connect it. Lights flicker up and down its arms until another shape begins to form.
Patton squints. “…Remus?”
“Hello, little one,” Remus says, raising a tentacle and waving, “sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you.”
“No, it’s okay, I, um…just wasn’t expecting…another.”
Remus chuckles, glancing over his shoulder. “Roman is currently yelling at me about that, yes, I’m aware. I’m sorry for scaring your human, Roro.”
“Wait, you can hear him?”
Remus taps his temple. “We’re both Eldritch, little one, he doesn’t have to worry about going into my mind.”
“Oh.” He shuffles a bit. “Um, why are you here?”
“Oh, I felt Roro moving around for the first time in a while, so I figured I’d come and see what’s up.”
“You can…feel that?”
“Roro described us as brothers, right?”
“Yeah.”
“Yeah. We can…feel each other.”
“Is that how he knew you were coming?”
“Nah. We’re able to feel others getting close to us.” Remus pauses, his head turning slightly. “Yeah, yeah, I get that you’re trying to minimize the madness risk, I’m not explaining anything dangerous!”
“Is he still talking to you?”
A slightly sharper smile crosses Remus’s face as he looks at Roman floating by the plinth. “Yeah, and he’s really upset he can’t talk to you too.”
“Wait, what?”
“Oh, relax, Roro, I’m not gonna.”
“Gonna what?”
“Hey, hey,” Remus says, softer now, reaching out slow enough for Patton to pull away, “I’m just teasing Roman. I won’t hurt you and I won’t risk madness, okay?”
“Okay.”
Remus pauses, then chuckles. “He’s asking me to give you a hug for him.”
Patton steps forward and lets Remus wrap his arms around him. Roman rumbles and the plinth glows under their feet, thrumming slightly.
“This is really cool,” Patton mumbles into Remus’s shoulder, “like…really cool.”
Remus laughs. “I’m glad you think so, little one. Your wings look great.”
“Thanks.”
“I’m not flirting with your human, Roro, calm down.”
Patton giggles as the next rumble sounds a bit indignant.
“I’m not, I promise, I just—“
All sound stops.
Patton looks around, trying to figure out what’s going on, only for Roman to let out a low growl as Remus pushes Patton behind him.
“What’s going on?”
“The others are coming,” Remus mutters, “they want to know what we’re so interested in over here.”
Others. More of them. A slimy echo makes Patton’s heart clench. Remus squeezes his hand tightly.
“Should I go?”
“They’ll notice if we fold you out,” Remus mutters back, “Roman would keep you safe, but…they’d probably stick around to find out what’s going on.”
“So I should stay.”
Remus hesitates but Roman rumbles behind him. “Yeah…probably.”
Okay.
Okay.
Patton swallows and steels himself, lifting his chin and waiting behind Remus. Roman rumbles, lights flickering around his feet for a moment. He doesn’t need Remus to translate what that means.
I’ve got you.
“Roman said you two could move through each other’s realms because you’re brothers,” he mutters to Remus, “does that mean the others can’t?”
“No, but they can send bits of themselves.”
“Bits…like you?”
“Yeah.” Remus tenses as several tendrils of darkness reach for the plinth. “Like me.”
The tendrils reach the plinth. Patton’s heart is in his throat as the threads slowly begin to knit together.
The first one to materialize is…well, honestly, it kind of looks like one of his professors. The figure has on a dark suit with a blue tie and a pair of glasses. He steps forward and considers Patton, tilting his head.
“A human,” he murmurs and wow that’s a deep voice, “how interesting. A sacrifice?”
The second one has less of a defined shape, loosely contained in what looks like an approximation of a hoodie. He chuckles, shaking his head. “Come on, you know that’s not Princey’s style.”
Patton leans to whisper to Remus. “Princey?”
“Nickname for Roman,” he whispers back, “that’s Logan and Virgil, respectively.”
The third figure materializes and Patton’s eyes widen at the black suit, gold cane, and six arms.
“Oh, come now,” and oh, no, really not now gay panic, really not now, “surely he’s warmed up to the idea after all this eternity, no? This is a pretty one, too.”
Nope. No, thank you, gay panic, I would like my heart to stay in its assigned bodily cavity, no need for any of this.
The third one grins, light glinting off his teeth, as his eyes glow yellow.
“Come, little—“
Something reaches into the pit of Patton’s stomach, makes him step forward, no—
A blast of red energy makes the third figure flinch as Remus growls. Roman growls warningly behind him as the third figure stands up again.
“Ooh, protective, aren’t we?”
“Can you blame him,” Logan says softly, eyes still on Patton, “the human is fascinating.”
“Does it have a name? Do humans have names?” Virgil shudders a little on the plinth. “Roman, have you named it?”
“Patton,” Patton says, “my name is Patton.”
“It speaks,” the third figure says softly, raising a hand an extending it, “come, Patton.”
“Keep your paws off him, Janus,” Remus says lowly, “he’s not your property.”
Janus rolls his eyes. “He’s not yours either, Remus, and yet you’re the one acting like a guard dog. Why doesn’t Roman make one of these and come down himself?”
“Roman is ensuring he can kick us out at any time, Janus,” Virgil says.
“I know that.”
“Then why ask?”
“I was being sarcastic!”
Logan steps forward, his movements careful and controlled, a soft smile on his face. He stops as Roman thrums and Remus growls.
“My apologies for them,” he murmurs as Virgil and Janus continue to bicker, “they can be…a lot.”
“I’ll say,” Patton mumbles.
“It’s nice to meet you,” Logan continues, “I have not met a human in a long time.”
He holds out his hand.
Okay. Okay. He can do this. Patton takes a deep breath and steps around Remus, taking Logan’s hand.
It’s warm, solid.
“Remarkable,” Logan says quietly, cupping Patton’s hand in his, “you are remarkable.”
Gay panic, I’m going to need you to stop.
“And your wings,” Logan murmurs, “were you born with them?”
“Uh, no. I, um...” I would like my ability to speak back, thank you. “E-extra energy?”
“Ah, I see.” Logan smiles and tilts his head, a hand coming up to rest on his cheek. “Why are you blushing?”
Oh, dear. “I—um—well—I—“ Patton swallows. “This is the first time I’ve seen Roman like this and I didn’t know Remus was going to be here and now there’s…more of you.”
“Additional unexpected stimulus,” Logan says, “I understand.”
He glances at Virgil and Janus, still bickering.
“I apologize. This must be a lot for you.”
“…a little bit, yes.”
“I understand that you are very precious to Roman,” Logan says softly, “and to Remus, as well.”
“You’re damn right.”
“I can assure you that I will not harm you,” he says firmly, squeezing Patton’s hand again, “nor will I see it that any harm befall you here.”
“O-oh. Th-thank you.”
Logan bows his head in a deep nod. “I cannot promise, however, that the others will stop bickering.”
“Oi!”
“We heard that!”
Logan lifts an eyebrow as if to say ‘see?’ Patton giggles. Logan turns and gestures at the space between them.
“You both have shapes, use them.”
Virgil’s the first to shrug and make his way across the plinth. “Hey. Patton, right? I’m Virgil. Princey’s my…neighbor.”
“O-okay.”
“Haven’t seen a human in a while.” Virgil looks him up and down. “Cool. Wings yours too?”
“They are now, I think.”
“Cool.” Virgil glances over his shoulder. “Stop sulking and get over here.”
“I do not sulk,” Janus declares, walking over nonetheless, “and I do not appreciate the attempted character assassination.”
Patton waits, tensing a little as Roman pulses against the plinth. Janus stops in front of him, a smirk on his face.
“Why so red, little human?”
“Additional stimuli.”
“He’s not used to it.”
“You’re a dick.”
“Oh, for the love of—“ Janus rolls his eyes again. “You’re all useless.”
“Just say hi, Janus,” Logan groans, “stop trying to be dramatic. Roman’s on edge enough as it is.”
“Wonder why that could be.”
“Well, it’s—“
“Sarcasm. It’s sarcasm.”
Virgil winks at Patton as Janus shakes himself and offers a hand.
“Hi,” Patton says, offering his too, “it’s…nice to meet you.”
“Likewise.” Janus looks him over. “I can see why Roman is so protective of you.”
“Y-you can?”
A filthy smile and Patton would like to uninstall his gay panic, please, “oh, yes, my darling, I can.”
Roman rumbles in warning and Janus chuckles which is not helping.
“Oh, alright, I’m done.”
“You’d better be,” Remus growls, “this isn’t about you three.”
“Roman hasn’t moved in a while,” Logan says, “we were curious.”
“And now your curiosity has an answer. Shoo.”
Virgil rolls his eyes and tips Patton a lazy salute. “We’ll be back.”
“Not unless Roman invites you.”
“Not unless Roman invites us,” Logan agrees, taking both Virgil and Janus by the elbow and dragging them to the edge of the plinth, “it was excellent to meet you, Patton.”
Patton just waves bemusedly as the three of them dissolve. Roman settles behind him as Remus chuckles.
“I think you’re about to get answers to more questions you didn’t ask.”
“I think,” Patton says, staring after them, “I’m fine not asking any more for a little bit.”
“Good,” Roman’s voice says from behind him, “because I’m not inclined to share you with anyone else right now.”
“Hey, what about me!”
Remus gets his answer in the way Patton whirls around and throws himself into Roman’s arms.
He’s aware enough of Remus leaving and Roman folding them back to the islands, but he doesn’t look up from Roman’s chest when Roman says it’s alright.
“Brave one? Brave one, are you okay?” Roman’s hands flutter anxiously around his head. “Are you hurt at all?”
“No, no, ‘m fine. Jus’…”
He sighs and snuggles into Roman’s hold.
“Missed you.”
“Oh, brave one,” Roman murmurs, a kiss pressed to his forehead, “I missed you too.”
“Come cuddle with me?”
“For as long as you want, sweet one, as long as you want.”
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Hi! I recently had a little cold thus a lot of time on my hands. During my many hours rolled around in my bed I decided to download the epub version of GA from AO3 to my phone to have it among all my ebooks. Upon doing so I have found out it is already TWICE as long as some of my fave books. That completely baffled me.
Here are some thoughts from my recent reread that I have decided to dump on you ❤️:
- the fact that both y/n and D have completely different struggles but are so empathetic and understanding towards eachother is beautiful
- y/n and D are so compatible and a real match made in heaven in the sense that they somehow compliment eachothers weak spots (don’t know if you get what I‘m saying hold on…) they are really good at validating the other’s feelings and insecurities while also genuinely loving/adoring what the other is insecure about organically (I hope you get what I mean haha)
- are y/n and D going to go full rabitt/complete horny idiots mode now that they finally figured out how to knot right? if so I am highly looking forward to it they deserve it
- y/n and D need a vreak from all these health issues they got my poor babies
- speaking of that I hope the implant and all of y/n‘s hormones don’t cause any trouble anymore, poor thing that chaoter was heartbreaking (also will we ever see y/n in heat? 🤔🫠)
- also wanted to highlight chapter 7 it’s an actual masterpiece and I will never get over it… the emotions get me every time
- actually the whole AD2 arc is so beautifully written… D‘s character is so deeply nuanced and the smallest details all make sense as you find out more about him and the reality of his life and personality and health it breaks my heart and heals it at the same time
- the deleted scenes are giving me LIFE 🫠 pls keep them coming I am always thirsty for that sweet sweet content 🥹
That’s all! just came here to geek out about this story to you ❤️ you‘re amazing and I LITERALLY CANNOT WAIT to find out what happens next
all my love 💧
YES we will see rabid behavior and heat/rut. Chapter 7 took so much time and is so long because I rewrote it a lot so there are more deleted scenes where that came from! I just have to finish those scenes up because when I'd get towards the end and realize it wasn't good enough I'd move on before finishing if that makes sense. Those scenes are typically a few hundred words away from being finished and my brain can only do one thing at a time: write new shit or finish old shit, so if may take a while, but everything will be posted.
Also I actually didn't think Guardian Angel was that long. Most of us have seen those fics on AO3 that are 400k+ words and GA is like 125k words. So gives me some real appreciation for certain fan fic writers because like god damn.
Much love towards you as always <3
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I found Is your light on 3 days ago and have just finished my second read of it, I love it sm! Thank you for your writing!!!
Do you have a update schedule or do you just upload whenever? (I hope this doesn’t come across as pushy or annoying pls take your time on it! It’s a masterpiece)
(I will be starting my 3rd read tonight <3)
oh damn, the rereads!! that means a lot, thank you <33
and it's not pushy at all! i typically update IYLO? every 7-10 days, either on a Wednesday or a Saturday. this next chapter will go up on Wednesday Dec 7th 🥰 i'm giving myself lots of time to edit because i had an old injury come back and am currently typing one-handed, lol (but hey, it's great eddie inspiration!).
as for chapter 5.... i don't want to give it away, but i feel like a reread after this one will be very very interesting 🤭🤭
#thank you for the question!!#and ty to that one anon who called it IYLO? because that is much easier lol#is your light on#vio answers
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Hi, I just wanted to stop by and thank you because some of your posts made me listen to hozier and now I am in love. So thank you very much<3 (this is slightly random but have you ever read something that gave you ~hozier vibes~ I feel like a (poetry) book from him would solve all my problems, but alas I have to chase books by others that might have a similar vibe) ((also: I might go see him on his european tour with the girl I have a crush on!))
you have no idea how happy this ask made me. i am so so happy i had a hand in you discovering one of my personal favourite artists. if i accomplish nothing else in life, at least i did introduce you to hozier! i’ll attend one of his european shows too and i am beyond excited (not with a date tho 😭)!!! so happy you might go to one of his shows with your crush!! i’m SO JEALOUS like that’s the ideal date night idea!!!! did you get tickets yet?
you’re definitely not the only one desperate for a book/poetry collection by him, jo and i have been unsuccessfully manifesting it for AGES. as for book/poetry recs…. it’s quite hard tbh. i don’t think i have read anything that captures the exact same vibe. mary oliver does have poetry that really plays into the nature symbolism and a lot of anne carson’s stuff does have that desperate/consuming/toxic love element (e.g. her verse novel autobiography of red). i also think ocean vuong’s poetry is bursting with emotions, and his novel on earth we’re briefly gorgeous is a lyrical masterpiece (it deals more with the immigrant experience in america and family dynamics though). deathless by catherynne m. valente is beautifully written and does echo some darker notions of love in its story (it’s very much about the vibes). this is how you lose the time war is also very lyrical with a touching love story that reaches through space and time. i just reread it and it was even better on a reread. ((if you’re into (mature) YA with whimsical writing/nature theme/magical elements/people obsessing over each other i can recommend you maggie stiefvater’s the raven cycle series. it lives in my head rent-free.)) but yeah all these are just approximations of some aspects of hozier’s music/songwriting….
that’s everything i could think of just now, but if anyone has other recs or associations to add pls be my guest!!!
#you really made my day with this ask. i was so excited to see it in my inbox the day i got it!!#it took me a little time to respond bc i wanted to not just post it with almost no comment and i am pretty busy atm :/#so yeah it took me a while.#hope you’re having a lovely day!! <3#anon#for bad days#answer
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NAUUUR NOO NOOOO!! MY BBYY!!
It’s so heartbreaking to read through this chapter.. gahhh your writing is godly and always a pleasure to see how it plays out by you (even if it hurts djdbsj) damn y/n is now dead and the way it’s explaining her vision, this fate was supposed to happen unfortunately 😔
Mann, that would’ve been a huge insult if they did put poison in the tea or food of the conference room. Poor Ajax, a group of people want him dead to overthrow his royal family and to start a war in Liyue.. I KNEW MAXIM WAS IN ON ITT AAAAA
I wonder if y/n couldn’t see their faces clearly since she never actually seen them personally or she’ll never be alive to see their identities jsbdjsj (just a thought of my suspicions) Ajax was already thinking the worse and had to be dragged away from her and to see thAt PAIn GAHH THAT HURT UGLY CRYING
GET TO THAT DIVINE TREE AND MAKE THAT WISH BOYYYY PLEASE O GOD HOW IS EVERYONE GOING TO REACT TO HER DYING AND AJAX SOBBING MY POOR MANS PLEASEEE HE NEEDS AHUG I HAVE A FEELING THAT WAS HIS BREAKING POINT WAAAA IM SRRY I M RANTING IM HURT BUT I KEEP READING IT 😭 TYTY FOR UPDATING THIS SURPRISED ME WHEN I SAW THE NOTIFICATION 💗💗 PLEASE TAKE CARE AND STAY HAPPY AND HEALTHY! 😘😘♥️♥️ (srry for talking a lot ily I talk about ur story to my friends and reread when I have time, this series is endless and a masterpiece, the emotions and drama! ahh I’m obsessed I will say again you’re my favorite author and tysm please take care 🥺💗)
OMG IM..
IM SO HAPPY TO READ THIS
NO DONT BE SORRY DONT BE SORRY. I LOVE ALL OF YOUR THOUGHTS AND PLS TALK MORE LMAO (SERIOUS). ILY SO SO MUCH THANK U FOR SAYING THESE AND TYSM FOR READING UGH❤️💕💞💖💗💖 IT’S AN HONOR TO BE YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR. PLEASEEEE TAKE CARE AND STAY HAPPY AND HEALTHY❤️
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hi! i know youre getting bombarded by 478 asks right now (i too, am keeping up and loved it !!) but i also came across how long will we fall and would like to say that it is an absolute masterpiece, possibly the best written fic i have read on this app 💗💗💗 i hope this doesnt come off as rude, as i know some authors dont like being asked (which i understand completely) but do you plan on writing any potential drabbles for the hlwwf couple? i love and miss their dynamic so much i catch myself rereading parts just to feel the angst and fluff all over again 🫣 if not thats fine! just want to commend you for such beautiful writing and an equally beautiful fic 😊❤️
eeeee im so sorry about the spam but tysm nonetheless </3 thank u for loving hlwwf omg u flatter me so much im actually flustered 🙏🙏 you’re not rude at all dw!! i can definitely write some hlwwf drabbles pls just send them in and i’ll get to them once i have the time :D thank you so much for being here <3
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the obsessed finale was a total banger!! i loved so many things about the entire fic, it's hard to put into words omg >///< (pls dont mind the appreciation rant, i've been riding the high of the fic for an hour or so loll)
the desperation of the trio coming to a crescendo? it was so beautifully, sinfully built up in the prev two parts, and came to the perfect conclusion, i can't even stress enough on how well written it was (๑´ڡ`๑)
THE STUMBLING WITH THE SAFEWORD i swear that unlocked something in me, it was the slightest little detail but so very hot rrrraaaahhhh i want to eat ur mastermind of a brain :3
the aftercare :((( taking a bath with shoko :((( so sweet n so so cute my teeth are falling out omg
also feeling fucked out after reading the entire masterpiece is CRAZYYY, that's how you know you're an amazing writer teehee (o^ ^o) your flow and pacing is just perfect, and GOD the way you write the characters' monologues fits in so very well with the story!! your analogies are perfection incarnate i cannot stress how many times i had to reread the same paragraph because the analogy was so SO tangible and it tickled my brain right (っ˘ڡ˘ς)
all in all; loved it, love your writing, and sending so many virtual hugs your way!! ♡ ～('▽^人)
Anon, baby.
So do you want to French kiss today or tomorrow?? Kidding, kidding, I’m joking 💕
Reviews like this literally make my day/week/year and have me smiling stupidly at the ceiling. Daydreaming. Blushing to my ears. Thank you SO much for reading. And letting me into that pretty little head of yours.
I’m SO HAPPY you also found the safe word slip up hot. Suguru just laughing at poor reader actively having her brain leak out of her lady bits did something sinister to me. So I had to share with the class!!! And the fact that you felt fucked out after reading??? God tier compliment.
Ugh you’ll have me on a tearful soapbox soon, so I’ll just thank you again and send you so many hugs back. I hope you stay a while 🤍🥹
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