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nightfall-kachiniko · 2 years

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𓏲· AOT girls (+Hange) having a nightmare

cw: includes, mikasa x reader, annie x reader, pieck x reader, Hange x reader, hitch x reader. Gender neutral?

tw: death! mention of death, nightmares, night terrors, crying.

𓏲·˚ ͙ mikasa

“Y/n..” a small whisper filled the dark, silent room. You softly pried your eyes open, turning your head to behind you. “Mika..?” You tenderly mutter in confusion, turning to face the woman. “Baby, what are you doing up..?” You asked her. “Well, uhm..I..” Your wife struggled to form a sentence, stuttering over her words. Although she couldn’t say it, her face could. Her eyes, resisting to meet yours. Her more stoic demeanor now anxious. A small glint of sweat on her forehead, as her breathing quickened. “Did you have a nightmare, darling?” You questioned, a worried expression appearing on your face. The woman slowly nodded, guilt rising in her eyes. “Aww miki,” You yearned, “Come here, sweetie.” Mikasa scooted closer to you as you wrapped your arms around her waist. “I’m sorry I woke you up..” Her soft voice spoke. “Honey, you know it’s alright..” You reassured, pecking her cheek with a kiss. “It must’ve been really scary for you to wake up like this.” Your wife softened at your grasp, her heart beating so fast you could feel it on your chest. “Yeah..” Mikasa whispered. “What was it about?” You asked, your hand rubbing circles onto the woman's back. “Y-you..” She finally spoke after a few seconds passed. “It was about you.” Her arms tightened around you, the tensity in her grasp. “I couldn’t.. get to you..” Sadness sparked in the woman's voice, a cry held back in her voice. You softly smiled, kissing her on the cheek. “Missy that would never happen darling.” You felt as her breath became more hastily. “I promise,” You said, kissing her head.

𓏲·˚ ͙ annie

The quiet muttering of your wife woke you up with concern. Your eyes laid on her, to find Annie curled up on the side of your bed. “Anne?” You called out to her. Her quick breathing filled the air, as your bedside light was already turned on. “Y/n?” She answered rather quickly, jolting her head up from her knees. “Sh*t, hun, I’m sorry I didn’t mean to wake you up,” Annie wiped the tears on her eyes on her sleeve. “Annie what happened dear?” You asked the woman as she pulled covers onto her. “It’s nothing Y/n, just go back to sleep.” She avoided eye contact as her eyes gazed onto the floor. “Love, please tell me,” You pursued, pushing the hair out of her face with your hand. You softly cupped her cheek as you lifted her head up. Tears formed in the blondes eyes, a small sob escaping from her lips. You quickly pulled her into a hug, shushing her and rubbing her back. “I’m sorry,” Annie croaked, a cry in her tone. “It’s alright baby,” Your voice filled the air along with her whimpers. “Another nightmare?” You asked your wife. “It’s so stupid..” She replied back in your chest. “Annie it is not stupid,” You pulled back to face her, sticky tears streaming down her face. “It’s alright to no be okay.” The small light from your beside lamp was the only brightness filling the room. A glistening of it in the reflection of Annies eyes. “I’m always here..”

𓏲·˚ ͙ pieck

You sat at your desk doing late night paper work. The darkness of the night sky filling your window, as the stars and moon glistened at a nearby waterfall. All of a suddenly, your door creaked open. “Y/n?” Your wife’s voice called out. You spun around in your chair. “Yes darling, I’m almost finished with the-” You were cut off by Peick’s figure clashing into you, her arms swiftly wrapping around your waist. “Someone must be happy to see me huh?” You joked, not noticing the sadness in the room until tear dropped fell on your shirt. A change in the armona as you realized Peick’s shaking figure, small sobs escaping her lips. “..Piki?” Your tone quickly transitioned from playful to concern. You wrapped your arms around her, worry on your face as you did so. “Sweetie, what’s wrong?” Cries filled the room as you sat in your chair confused. “Peick..” You questioned again. “I couldn’t save you, I couldn’t save you..” Peick whispered over and over again. “Baby? What do you mean?” Realization finally hit you as you hugged your wife back tighter. “Did you have a nightmare..?” You questioned as the woman continued to hysterically cry. Peick responded with a small nod, shaking her head closer to you. “Oh peick bear..” You held her in your arms as she cried. “It’s okay baby,” Your reassurance eventually was to of use as the woman in your arms slowly calmed down. “I’m always going to be here for you..”

𓏲·˚ ͙ hange

“Hange.!” You shook the commander awake as they shot up in fear. “Han..” You muttered as your partner catched her breath. Their hand laid on their heart, still not realizing the reality around her. Hange jolted their head towards you, “Hange, honey are you okay?” worry laid upon your face as one of your hands reached for hers. Grasping her hand in yours, you held it in reassurance.”Sweetie, you were muttering and shaking in your sleep.” After a few breaths, they pulled theirs away. “This job.. Isn’t for me..” They shuddered. Confusion spread across your face as they sighed to themself. “I’m.. I can’t do this anymore.” Hange’s face turned to realization as you hugged them, cuddling her head into your shoulder. “You are strong, Love.” You spoke, “I haven’t seen anyone as hardworking as you.” Her eyes batted to the side. “Erwin was.” You pecked a small kiss on their head before saying, “You are doing the best with what you have. For being a commander for only four years and being forced into war, you’re the only reason why most of us are alive.” Hange sniffled, wrapping their arms back around you. “Yeah, and for others being dead as well..” They sighed. “You can’t control that my love,” You explained, kissing her on the head. “You’re doing amazing baby, I’m so proud of you,”

𓏲·˚ ͙ hitch

Another quiet night in the living room as you read your favorite book. You weren’t as focused on the time as you were drawn into the story in your hands. An adventure mystery, a suspenseful story line. Then all of a sudden, you heard your wife call out your name. The panicked tone in her voice made your steps quicker as you ran to the bedroom, swinging open the door. “Y/n..” She said, tears faint in her eyes as she sighed. “Hitchy, baby what happened?” You sat down on the bed next to her, her head leaning on your shoulder. Hitch swallowed her nerves, trying to control her breathing. You placed a kiss on her head, looking into her eyes. “I.. sorry babe.. I just had a bad dream,” The woman said, guilt in her voice. “Hey, that’s okay..” You smoothed her, pulling her into your arms. “Wanna talk about it..?” You questioned as she stared back blankly. “No..” Hitch faintly said, red coming across her face. “It’s embarrassing..” She sighed. “Honey, everyone has bad dreams..” You explained, rubbing her back with your hand. “Yeah but-” your wife groaned, “This is so stupid..” You let out a faint scoff. “Well I’m sure if it was that stupid, you wouldn’t have been calling for me, huh?” You softly laughed, trying to lighten the mood. “Just- promise me you won’t leave me.” Hitch said, cuddling into the crook of your neck. “Of course not my love.”

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phantommaws · 4 months

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“Now I have to remember you for longer than I have known you.”

Even more brainrot for my upcoming fic 🤭💔

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love-fictional-ppl · 3 months

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Okay so this did take me a minute to write so I do apologize anon😭😭 i be having the worst writers block and I feel like I rushed the end but let know how you like it🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻 Love you Pieck anon🫶

Still Time

Summary: you comfort Pieck after she has a nightmare, than you have a panic attack, and come to peace w shit (I suck w summaries)

Pairings: Pieck Finger x Gn!reader

Warnings: Spoilers for ep. #65(I think), talks of death, panic attacks, crying, nightmares, (this sounds just very sad but I promise there is a happy ending)

Not Proofread!!

The air outside was eerily silent aside from the occasional sob or crash. The aftermath of the attack titan making an appearance in Liberio. Most peoples homes were devastated in the battle, many retreated to shelters. Those who were fortunate enough to still have a home to return to, did so.

You had been lucky, running up the dirt road to your home, finding it in one piece. The small home that belonged to you, you and Pieck.

You felt like a massive weight had been lifted from you shoulders when you found that Pieck was okay. As soon as you caught sight of each other you ran into the other’s arms. Neither of you discussed the event of the evening, deciding to attempt sleep instead. After a hour or so you fell into a dreamless slumber.

You wake, hearing mumbling and movement. Upon sitting up, you realize it’s Pieck having a nightmare. Knowing it would be best to wake her and not touch her do to her warrior instincts, you call her name repeatedly till she wakes.

Pieck jolts awake, turning her head to face you, you take note of the tears in her eyes. You tell Pieck you’re going to get her a glass of water before standing, giving Pieck the opportunity to regain her breath.

Reentering the room, you sit next to Pieck and hand her the glass. She raised the cup to her lips, shaky. Taking a few sips then setting it down, Pieck hugs you like it will be her last chance.

“I love you,” Pieck sobs into your chest.

“Hey, I love you more than anything, do you want to talk about what happened in your dream?” You ask, concerned about your girlfriend.

Pieck nods weakly and sits back on your bed. You sit next to her putting your hand on her thigh comfortingly.

“When I have to pass on my titan,” Pieck bluntly state.

“I’ll always love you, even when you’re gone. I don’t want to think about what’s not going to happen yet though. Live your life with no regrets. I love you, forever.”

You hated seeing Pieck hurting over this, frankly you hurt every time you thought about it. All you wanted to do was forget about her cursed fate.

Pieck wrapped her arms around your shoulders and began to sob, “I don’t want to die.” All you could do was return the hug.

Whispering repeatedly, “I know” while shushing her, she fell back asleep peacefully this time.

You felt stressed. Moving Pieck into a comfortable position, you get up from the bed and go downstairs. You make your way into the kitchen to grab a glass of water for yourself.

With your cup of water you make your way outside, debris from the battle everywhere, suddenly you drop your cup and start sobbing.

You fall to your knees and just cried. After what felt like hours, you got up, went into your house and made your way to the bathroom.

You cleaned yourself up and thought to yourself for a while. Coming to a realization, you don’t want to waste any time with Pieck, you want to use what time she does have left to show her how much you love her.

You head into you and Pieck’s shared bedroom, than going to lie on the bed. You snuggle up to Pieck and wrap your arms around her. She stirs ever so slightly but only cuddles more into you. Suddenly, you realize you have no reason to cry right now, you still have time for moments like this. You still have Pieck right now.

#attack on titan #aot pieck #aot angst #pieck finger x reader #pieck finger #attack on titan pieck #snk pieck #aot x reader #angst #I want to give Pieck a hug #aot

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sunricecake · 2 years

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💭 aot girls toxic traits

feat. mikasa, annie, hitch, ymir, pieck, yelena

MIKASA

shifts the blame on you every time you argue. knows that you have a weak spot for her and uses that to her advantage so you would have to be the one apologizing, even if she was in the wrong. guilt trips you a lot too simply cause she thinks it's cute, but tends to go overboard with it.

ANNIE

gives the silent treatment. NEVER opens up about her own feelings to the point it makes you go like damn are we even dating?? she's also passive aggressive so you often catch her sighing and scoffing at you out of nowhere, not bothering to explain herself no matter how much you ask.

HITCH

reveals embarrassing things about you in front of other people. she has no filter when she talks and that often results to her saying private things about you. uses you as the butt end of her jokes and brushes it off when you get mad, saying you're just being too sensitive.

YMIR

talks over you and disregards your opinions. does that thing where she ruffles your hair and goes “sure, sweetheart” then does exactly the opposite of what you told her, just to prove her point. she's so annoying ugh she never listens to you and gets so mad when you give her simple reminders.

PIECK

continues to be physically affectionate to people, even those who she knows have a thing for her. acts oblivious about it too when she's called out. she enjoys having other people's attention, and she thinks that shouldn't stop even when you're together.

YELENA

judges other people a lot and is super blunt about it. she often does it to strangers in public, not caring if they hear her and simply flipping them off. but sometimes, she does it to you too. a slip of the tongue, she says when she makes a particularly harsh comment about your outfit before going out and heads for the door as if nothing happened.

jjk girls ver <3

#shortcakes 🎀#aot x reader #aot drabbles #aot headcanons #mikasa x reader #annie x reader #hitch x reader #ymir x reader #pieck finger x reader #yelena x reader #aot angst #attack on titan x you

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robosuta · 2 years

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I know the entire point of charts is to use diagrams to express things WITHOUT using words but oh well

#aot #attack on titan season 4 #jikupiku #zeke yaeger #pieck finger #zeke x pieck #they were my first brainrot in aot #the pinning the goofiness the drama the angst the sexiness they have it all #they are the weird friendly neighbours who have a pet monkey #my art

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uchihaclansslutt · 2 months

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fav. trope. ever. had to do this with someone from the warriors and miss pieck won 🏃🏻‍♀️

traitor; pieck finger

things to know: one-shot, fem!reader, angst, lowercase intended, suggestive language, aot verse, mcd, tw: stabbing, a ball dance in enemy's territory.

it has been months since a handful of paradis eldians infiltrated marley. the levi squad, you, and hange were selected for this special operation.

after learning what was truly outside the walls, the survey corps needed to further investigate why eldians were so oppressed. the entire trip felt like an outing and no one knew exactly what was going on besides eren.

deep down though, you all knew something was off when you were told to keep an eye out for the warriors unit.

after keeping an eye on reiner for some time, you learned about the other warriors. there was zeke jaeger, eren's older brother. you were caught off guard after being introduced to him. everything you learned about him was against your will and did not like him. one, he was related to eren and two, he was the beast titan. you quite literally gagged when eren introduced you to him.

you knew about porco galliard soon as well but from the shadows. after you learned he was the jaw titan, you despised him the most. you saw him as the person who took ymir from you.

finally, there was the cart titan. she was a short woman with black hair and grey eyes. her name was pieck finger. she caught your eye the most. you were told her titan was horrendous but you couldn't fathom her being ugly in any form. her human form contradicted her titan's monstrosity.

or so you thought.

eren was going to execute his plan tonight and the survey corps were going to help him. there was a ball tonight and you all decided to attend it to get closer to willy tybur and his sister, lara tybur.

you all put on your most classy outfits. the men and hange wore tuxedos or suits where as the girls wore beautiful ballgowns. mikasa was in an all black satin dress. she wore a black masquerade mask with it. sasha wore a tight dull blue dress. her sleeves were puffy. she wore a white masquerade mask.

you wore a maroon dress. the brown crimson gown was fitted from the top, as it was a bustier. the dress slightly became flowier below your waist but still hugged onto your body. there was a slit as well. you kept your dagger underneath a black garter, your masquerade mask was red and black.

everyone blended in just fine. they were all mingling with the other marleyans. you found yourself conversing with pieck.

you two have talked a lot before this ball and got along really well. for the last few months you were scouting the area, you always found your head below heels for pieck. you cherished the ground she walked on. you liked her and she would drop hints every now and then that she felt the same way about you.

one night, the two of you sat near the waterfront and confessed your admiration for each other. she initiated it and you reciprocated those feelings as well. if not, more. no matter what happened on this mission, you wanted to make sure pieck was safe.

you figured you would stick around her for the sake of eren's plan. you didn't want her out of your sight and causing havoc by any chance. you knew what she was capable of. it was also your guilty mind projecting onto your interaction with her.

although the declaration of war was on your mind, you couldn't help but be absolutely star struck in front of pieck. she was gorgeous, it left you speechless. she picked up on it very quickly though.

"hey?" she snapped you out of your thoughts. "are you listening?"

you nodded. "yes! i am listening. i'm sorry pieck, you're just so beautiful."

"coming from you? i'm flattered," pieck giggled. she partially bowed before you. "may i have this dance, y/n?"

you nodded and joined the other couples dancing together already. you dropped her hand and hesitated.

"what's wrong?"

"are you sure we won't get lynched for this?" you asked quietly.

pieck laughed and grabbed your hand again. "they don't have to know we're together. if anything, we're just friends," she winked.

you let her pull you onto the dance floor. you held her hand and waist while she caressed your nape. the two of you swayed away, only caring about each other's presence. you felt as though nothing in the world could come in the way of you and pieck.

"i still can't believe i've never seen you around," pieck said as she twirled.

guilt is all you could feel. "i would stay inside a lot. my parents wouldn't really let me out."

"but still," she pushed. "even if i had seen you once, i would have remembered you. where did you say you were from again?"

"oh, liberio," you lied. you barely knew your way around marley despite all the planning. you were directionally challenged and kinda only remembered your way around eldia. you were only able to answer her question because you remember annie being from liberio.

"see, that's crazy," she exclaimed. "we were always in such close proximity to each other and still never crossed paths. the world isn't so small after all, huh?"

you nodded. pieck's words felt like a personal attack on you. it was so hard to keep so many secrets from her. you truly liked her and just wanted to live a life with her.

your heart was being played with. you cursed yourself for falling for pieck. all the outside world has ever done to eldians was seclude, torture, and kill. they wanted eldia gone and here you were... at an absolute loss.

you're from eldia. pieck's from marley. she is the enemy and you had fallen for her.

"say, shall we go somewhere else?" pieck suggested. "i'm getting a little tired.

you followed her like a lost puppy. she lead you to a balcony. she rested her arms on the stone and looked up at the sky. the stars were shining alongside the full moon tonight.

while pieck was staring at the night sky, thinking it was the most beautiful thing in the world, you watched her, thinking the same thing.

you stood beside her and your skin grazed her's. "pieck i-" you cut yourself off.

"what is it?"

you hated this. you hated how your mind and heart were at a war. your mind knew she was the enemy but your heart wanted her.

you didn't know what to say to her so you leaned in and kissed her. it lasted for maybe a few seconds but you could've sworn time stopped.

you realized what you had done and pulled out of the kiss. "i'm sorry."

pieck moved your hair out of your face. "no! don't be sorry," she reassured before crashing her lips onto yours again.

you grabbed her face, feeding into the kiss while her hands were over your hips, pulling your body closer. the two of you displayed nothing but shameless lust for one another. pieck's lips were soft and soothing and you couldn't get enough of her.

the thought of pieck had clouded your mind completely. she had you wrapped around her little finger and was fully aware of it. you slid your tongue into her mouth and her's danced along with it.

this moment was beautiful. you would remember it for the rest of your life. if anyone had caught the two of you, you'd be shamed for eternity but you couldn't care. this is all that mattered to you.

everything was just so magical. the night sky couldn't be more beautiful, the air was so cold yet you felt so warm in her arms. pieck was all you've ever wanted ever since the day you locked eyes with her's. you were her's and she was your's.

your lips were still on her's when you felt a sharp pain in your lower abdomen. whatever it was twist and turned in your stomach. your eyes shot open just to see pieck's already wide open.

you pushed her away and looked down. you were bleeding. you looked over to pieck and she was holding a bloody knife.

"pieck?" your vision was getting blurry. "what's happening?"

"you know what's going on." she said with no emotion before raising her voice. "you've been fooling me this entire time!"

you looked at her in defeat. "i didn't mean to-"

"but you did!"

your arm went to grab for pieck but she dodged your attempt. "please let me talk to you. i didn't want any of this to happen," you gasped for air. "i didn't want to fall in love with the enemy!"

"the enemy? you're the enemy! you could've left those devils to be with me."

"you could've done the same," you cried. "i couldn't betray my people."

pieck looked at you with annoyance. "i couldn't either-"

"you could have! do you remember why you became a warrior in the first place?" you yelled. "marley has never been anything but unfair towards you! your country couldn't care less about whether you lived or died. i couldn't betray my country!"

"so you betrayed me?" she also cried. "you're a traitor, y/n."

your words were like venom. you took her deepest traumas and threw them in her face. pieck knew you were right but couldn't stand your execution.

the two of you could've talked this through. pieck's head ached knowing you could've talked this through.

"you shouldn't have done this." you stammered, holding onto your lower abdomen. "they're going to declare war for sure if they find me."

"we're already living in a war y/n," she walked towards you and held you for the last time.

"you won't win pieck."

pieck smiled sadly and let you down slowly. you were slowly becoming unresponsive and she had to fight back against your people. she shut your eyes and quietly sobbed.

"i'll find you again in another life. i love you."

#pieck finger #pieck aot #shingeki no kyojin #attack on titan #attack on titan angst #aot drabbles

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lemonbeemon · 1 year

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Thinking about the inevitability of death in AOT.

That no matter how hard any of them try it will never be enough. That their fates are set in stone before they are even born. Eren, even Eren, is enslaved by what's written in the sand. How can we say his plan was his and not another shifter, born hundreds and hundreds of years before? How can we be certain it was Ymir who sent for her savior and not one of her children? Or her children's children? Or the boy from the future, who wanders too close and too carelessly towards Eren's tree?

Is their sacrifice worth it? Was it all just endless suicide for the sake of death? Brother's betraying their own kin. Friends smiling, training, loving, their victims until the very end. Bertholdt being glad to see them in his last moments. Hoping, believing, desperately that they would save him from the friend he forced away in anger and fire. Only to scream for the people he grew to love through circumstance in his final moments. Only for him to cry when Armin sees him in his post-succession nightmare. Armin, who couldn't stomach the blood on his hands, now forced to bathe in it for the sake of his home, his family, and the war he was pulled into.

And when the war is gone, so are the others. Those who lived are not close, save for a few, but even when they call each other friends they know they are all longing for the one's they loved more. Its not enough to be together, not anymore, they know each other too well now. True happiness died with their innocence inside the walls and behind an onslaught of military propaganda.

Extremists on both sides want them dead, so they die. And years and years later, their homes are eradicated from the world, replaced with the uneasy memory of history. And when their names are gone, their children still suffer. A little boy and his dog wandering to seek refuge, to see freedom, under that cursed tree. And when he falls, like that little girl so long ago, will he too be alone? Or will they be there, Ymir and her liberator? Locked once more inside their endless afterlife, where all of their loved ones have long since been banished.

#angst #aot #snk #attack on titan #death is inevitable #therefore I must mourn aot once more #eren jaeger #mikasa ackerman #armin alert #annie leonhart #reiner braun #connie springer #jean kirschtien #pieck finger #levi ackerman #survey corps #aot warriors #its sad bitch hours #sorry not sorry

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sashaspotatocrumb · 2 years

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PLAY PRETEND ੈ✩‧₊˚

jean kirschstein x fem!reader

blurb: where unintentionally waiting for each other wasn't the worst case scenario. featuring two idiots who continue to skirt around the affections of one another. spoiler: you and jean.

cw: foul language, kind of a soulmate thing but not really (not talked about), a little bit of pieck x reader, sex scenes, cheating, pure lovey shit, angst, drugs and alcohol use, sometimes careless reader (shame on you), traveling, commitment issues, sex work, and drama.

theme code: ✩ = smut

last update: tbd

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chapter index

[ SERIES ONE ]

chapter 001 - The Painful Break

chapter 002 - The Trader Joe’s Debacle ✩

chapter 003 - Date With An Old Flame

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#🧞‍♀️#attack on titan #jean krischtein #jean kirschtein imagine #modern!au #modern aot #attack on titan pieck #pieck finger x reader #attack on titan smut #jean kirschtein angst #jean kirschtein smut

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sonofthesaiyans · 2 years

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Seriously, the Warriors...

You know, the guys who smashed the Walls and caused the deaths of hundreds of thousands with the explicit instruction and intent to kill a million more?

And the brats who were to follow, and were happy to play along?

Be honest with yourselves! Did ANY of these bastards deserve to live in the end? Any any of them truly sympathetic for what they did and all those they killed? Does that bullshit alliance actually absolve any of them?

Once again, SHUT UP GABI FANS, because of the poison you spread through that bitch, you aren’t welcome to offer a defense for her in particular. There is no Attack on Titan with Gabi Braun.

Doesn’t matter what anybody’s feelings on them are. I can sort of understand a case for Falco, and maybe Udo and Zofia but if you think their actions in the last act of this somehow pardons them for their part in the war that led to Eren’s genocidal rampage........No. I don’t see why they’re entitled to anything after what they stole from thousands. And Hajime Isayama is a delusional little fuck if he thinks that sort of thing is rationally forgivable. “One act of contrition doesn’t make up for years of atrocities.”

So be honest. What are they owed? They were all Eren before Eren revealed himself to be a monster himself all along.

Oh yeah, no Marcel Galliard here. Why not? Because who cares!

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marleysfinest · 1 year

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GOOD MORNING SLUTS SHIGANSHINA PT 2 IS LIVE

Shiganshina - Part 2

Realising that I had fallen onto a street on the outskirts of the city, the fact that I was still alive told me I was far enough away from the combat that I was at least under cover for the time being, and I decided to take a few seconds to try and assemble my thoughts. The last thing I could remember was watching Bertholdt launch himself high into the air, and scrambling for cover after Hange’s realisation that he was about to transform. What followed was an all-encompassing wave of fire and bag of bricks to the head, the impact of both his transformation and the explosion amalgamating into one excruciating split-second memory. How the hell was I still alive?

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nightfall-kachiniko · 2 years

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do you perhaps have any pieck x sh!reader comfort for a sad anon friend 🥺🥺🥺 thank u

“A LIGHTNESS IN THE DARK” // pieck finger x reader

TW; sh, sh comfort, suicidal thoughts, blood, gore,

CW: pieck x reader, pieck x suicidal reader, gender neutral reader,

All the voices that roamed your head made your mind tremble. A continuous tempo, ringing in your ear, as if to give into your self destructive urges. "I...I can't do this.." You whispered to yourself as you slung open your drawer, digging through the mess to find a sharp boxcutter, hidden beneath clothes.

"shit.." your fraile voice whispered, the urge growing like a blossom of a flower. It grew quicker than bamboo could grow as it devoured your mind, eating it whole. "i-i can't....do...this..."

And finally, you snapped. Grabbing the pointed cutter as you drew a deep, fathomless line across your arm, your heart beating out your chest. Your voice cracked as small sobs came upon you, desolation filled in your heavy heart. Your skin was as tense as stone as you watched the red sink from your arm to the floor, the gape wide, wider than you expected.

"DAMN IT!" You scolded yourself, throwing the boxcutter towards the wall. Your face became hot and steamy with wet tears as they walked down your cheeks. Regret and fear came over you as you once again looked down at your dire wound. Your seeping arm covered in your red blood, lines of it's own carried down.

"oh...oh"

The red liquid spilled down your arm, gushing rapidly as you stood in disbelief. “Shit!” You yelped, the pain finally hitting you like a bat. You felt your body become weak as you slid to the floor, falling. You turned your head to the door as you heard running footsteps approaching, the door swinging open to reveal your girlfriend Pieck. “Dove what happened? Are you alright-” She stopped her words in her sentence as she looked down to you on the ground, blood trickling down your arm and a gaping wound that laid on it, a boxcutter thrown to the wall. The woman’s face turned to worry as she stared at you. ‘’Pieck it isn’t what it looks like I swear!” You pleaded, standing to your feet. The aroma turned inanimate and disquieted, the gaze of the woman becoming softly uneasy. ‘’y/n don’t lie to me..’’ pieck said, her eyes following back to yours.

“Oh honey!” She rushed to you, kneeling by your side on the ground. “Let me see love,” she said. “I- Pieck please it isn’t that serious..”

“It is to me! I need to make sure you’re okay! And it’s obvious you’re not!” She explained, grabbing your tensed up arm. You finally gave in, turning over your arm to your wrist, revealing the big gaping cut. You could feel Pieck faintly panicking but trying to keep calm as she pressed soft white tissues against your skin. Hot steamy tears trickled down your face, and for a minute Pieck didn’t notice in her panic until she faintly looked up at you.

“Oh… love..” she yearned, placing a hand on your cheek, the other one holding tissue to your wound firmly. Tears streamed down your face, guilt approaching in your gut. “I-I’m sorry..” You softly choked out. “I’m so sorry..”

Your girlfriend wrapped her arms around you, placing your head in her chest. Sobs followed by pieck’s hussing to calm you down. “It’s okay honey, you’re gonna be okay..” she said, kissing the top of your head. Your body shook in her embrace, the menacing thoughts approaching your head rapidly.

‘All you cause is problems,’ it said, ‘you’re not worth it.’

Pieck’s face fell with sadness and shock, hearing you repeat those words back out loud. “That is not true y/n!” You girlfriend comforted. “You are not worthless!”

“Yes i am pieck! I deserve to die! I should’ve been dead!” All she could do was shake her head as tears of her own came streaming down her cheeks. “No…no.. no honey..” she whispered, holding you as you both sobbed.

“Look at me..” Pieck tilted your face upwards at her, “look at me love..” as you obeyed.

“You are worth every single year of my life, and you will continue to be in it for as long as we live..” she said, a tenderness in her voice.

“I haven’t and will never give up on you… no matter how many times you relapse, no matter what you say to me, i will always be by your side.” Her voice said with a firm tone.

“There is a lightness in the dark.”

A/n: you’re worth it.

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phantommaws · 4 months

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My first art of 2024!

PikuHan angst of a scene from my planned fic “Pale Reflections”

Without giving too much of the plot away, this is from a section of the fic where Hange visits Pieck in a dream to reassure their grief-stricken lover.

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bunboxtoyou · 2 years

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a comforting teashop

had this idea in my head for a while but the writing inspo barely hit me now, sorry for typos, haven’t proofread cuz i want to sleep, will check when i wake, also sorry if it sounds like a ramble i was in a mood, thx for reading

tags: angst, comfort, minor spoilers, major? spoilers, idk it takes place after the war stuff, so i guess spoilers after ch. 139, alluding to pieck/porco and levi/erwin but its up to you its not fully stated, NOT levi/pieck but if you want it could be too, very much up to interpretation

the familiar atmosphere of freshly brewed tea alongside the smell of baked good has become a comforting source for our two veterans. they’ve become accustomed to working together after the war had ended. although they did fight alongside each other, they were not close. it wasn’t until years had gone by, where they were both trying to find what to do with themselves. after all, it was by a miracle that they even got to live longer than expected.

while they were recovering so was everyone else, some going back to the island and some choosing to stay. of course going back to ruins wasn’t easy but they all did what they could. staying back due to his injury and also needing some help to move around, levi found himself living among who once was the enemy. he also found himself in their care, often being led around by gabby and falco as they try to rebuild their lives together.

for pieck on the other hand, she was unsure where she would reside. in some ways she felt that she betrayed the goal, but also knew that they did the best they could in the end. it doesn’t mean the thoughts don’t eat her up at night, along with the images of her fallen comrade. just the one comrade in particular, the image of his face all bloodied as he gave himself up.

it haunts her, but she is not the only one with these nightmares. the stoic captain himself has seemingly grown used to seeing fallen soldiers, but all that is a façade he has forced himself to show outside. in truth, he is still haunted by the images of his family torn apart and his squad being thrown around. worst of all he is haunted by the moments of his commander taking his last breath. he knows he could have saved him, but did he really want his to suffer more than he already did. this was his way out, why would levi rob him of the freedom he finally had. the only freedom any soldier had.

as these two are plagued with these horrifying thoughts, there is also a small silver lining. a small shop that was run down in marley, had been restored as a gift to the ex-captain himself. a gift from his fellow comrades as their final goodbye, as they depart for new ventures back home. the home levi no longer calls home, it now seems so desolate after losing everything he had. having to start anew in the place he once fought against, but it feels awfully comforting in a way. it became his distraction, of course he had to have the occasional help of gabby and falco but he did not mind it at all. it was only when their parents intervened to also help out, it made him feel useless. even though it was for the better, they insisted he couldn’t handle running the whole shop himself so he needed to accept some sort of help. of course he could not hire a stranger, especially with the guilt he held so it seemed he wouldn’t be able to run this business fully.

that was until pieck had volunteered herself to help work around the shop. it was a shock for them all, mostly from the surprise of seeing she had stayed back in marley instead of leaving with the ex-scouts back to the island. of course she had thought about escaping her old home to join the island devils once more, but she decided to stay and work through her guilt towards her home.

at first levi was reluctant to let her join, but he felt he owed it to her. especially for having to lug him around so much during the war, but also for trusting hange and not killing them immediately. so with that, he no longer had to worry about the parents watching over him and no longer had to keep the kids away from living their own lives. it gave him a complete clear conscious, something he rarely felt.

at the start of their working together levi made it very clear on what he would handle on his own. pieck had no qualms about his choices, she agreed she would help only when needed as long as she got to do her own thing. while levi had his teas it came to a surprise that pieck had her baked goods, particularly scones and biscuits. it was the perfect mix of their hobbies that made their business become a nice little comfortable spot for the community, and at the same time they were finding the comfort they needed as well.

while it is true their nights are sometimes haunted with those traumatic incidents, it seems that they have gone down just a bit. only for a bit though, because sometimes the smell of a fresh brew reminds levi of those late night meetings he’d have with erwin. especially those nights before expeditions when they both thought it could be their last. sometimes pieck spills her mix because she sees porco asking when the scones will be done, she even swears she can her his voice calling out that her baking is burning right before the timer goes off.

all these memories play in their heads, but they’ve become bittersweet. when the day finally ends they take what’s left over and enjoy it themselves in silence. no words are needed, not even when they notice the other’s shaky hands or the single tear that falls down a tired face. they don’t need to be discussed because the feeling is mutual. the guilt they share will remain but the scones can make it taste a little sweeter and the tea can help wash away some of the fears they once had. this is their new way of living, this is their way of coping. this is what their peace looks like, for however long they manage. the small teashop in marley, a new home.

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elmundodeflor · 2 years

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Everything Has Changed - A Jeanpiku Oneshot

“If there was one thing Jean Kirschtein had learnt from his years spent on the Scouts, was when to resign an already lost battle. As stubborn as he was.

And so that morning, when he woke up next to Pieck Finger, he was sure:

Everything had changed.

Nothing would ever be the same.

Or, being back in Paradis resurfaces the pain from long lost memories and, in the midst of the night, all Jean can do is seek for his once mortal enemy.”

You can read the full thing here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/40508913

Kudos and comments and any type of support is always more than appreciated!

Thank you to everyone who decides to drop by and read! <3 <3

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spiteless-xo · 11 months

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╰┈➤ the boys at work. [completed] ⋙ You're in love with your best friend, but he's still hung on up his ex-girlfriend, so you start sleeping with his former best friend to make him jealous. The four of you work together at one of the city's most prestigious professional services companies and you're struggling so much with the workload that you're worried you might get fired. Can you successfully juggle all these relationships and your career, or will you burn out and lose it all?

ft. eren/reader, jean/reader, minor pieck/jean cw. explicit content - minors do not interact, fem!reader, smut, alternate universe - college/university, vaginal fingering, vaginal sex, oral sex, dubious consent, multiple orgasms, multiple partners, multiple sex positions, cum swallowing, blow jobs, cumplay, creampie, ass play, mention of canonical character death, porn with plot, dirty talk, friends with benefits, friends to lovers, mental health issues, love triangles, pining, slow burn, panic attacks, it gets worse before it gets better, angst and hurt/comfort, jealousy, no use of y/n, second person POV an. all of these links will take you to their AO3 page. there are content warnings at the beginning of every chapter. this is loosely a sequel to the boys at school, but it can be read as a standalone series and you won't be missing out. the reader of this story is a different person than the reader from the first series. i might not update this masterlist regularly but new chapters are posted every tuesday on AO3. warning that some of the chapter summaries may contain spoilers.

“I still think this is a stupid fucking plan,” Eren says, “I think you’re better off moving on to someone else than trying to get Jean fucking Kirstein to fall in love with you.”

“Like who?” you ask, raising an eyebrow in amusement.

“Someone like you?”

“At least I’m not an asshole,” he scoffs. “And I fuck you good. You’d be better off with me than with him.”

“I thought you didn’t do relationships.”

“I don’t,” Eren looks over at you with pursed lips. “I’d break your heart.”

“Hmm, tempting, but I think I’ll stick with Jean.”

“He’ll break it too,” he says. “Maybe even worse than me.”

01. Operation: Make Jean Jealous (e)

You're tired of secretly pining over Jean so you have the brilliant idea to hook up with his former best friend to try to make him jealous.

02. Titan LLP

It's your first week at your new job and you meet some of your coworkers.

03. Truth or Dare (e)

You play a fun little drinking game with your coworkers, but Pieck throws herself all over Jean and it pisses you off. Eren comforts you.

04. Halloween

Flashback to the first time you met Connie, Sasha, and Jean.

05. Roomie Movie Night (e)

You and Jean run around town to pick up supplies for your weekly roommate movie night and then you meet up with Eren after.

06. Jean's Ex-Girlfriend

You go for lunch with Pieck and Jean and then talk with Sasha about how the plan to make Jean jealous is going.

07. The Cabin in Trost

Flashback to when you, Connie, Sasha, and Jean went to the Kirstein Family Cabin for the weekend

08. Work Sucks

You confide in Eren about your struggles with work.

09. Performance Improvement Plan (e)

You have a breakdown at work when you get stuck at the office late. Eren helps take your mind of things and Jean gets upset.

10. Sparkling Fruit Wine

You celebrate successfully making through your probation period with Jean and the roommates. Check out this art by Toxrez on Tumblr of Jean and Reader buying wine together!

11. Eren fucking Jaeger (e)

Eren's perspective on how things have been going. Check out this art by Whenrene on Tumblr of Reader and Eren and Reader and Jean! AND check out this art by Toxrez on Tumblr with various scenes of Reader and Eren making out in his car.

12. The Reeves Job

You and a few others get assigned to the Reeves Job in Trost. There was a mistake with the room bookings and you debrief the past few nights with Sasha over the phone.

13. Fieldwork (e)

Day one at the client's overlaps to an evening work-session at Jean's room.

14. Sleepless

Lack of sleep negatively affects your performance and Eren gets frustrated with his feelings. Check out this art by Haru_Kichou on Twitter of Connie, Sasha, and Jean!

15. Hopeless

Things get a lot worse for you and Reiner at work, but Jean comes by to help you out. Another conversation with Sasha gives you a renewed sense of confidence about your love life.

16. Shameless (e)

You run to Eren for comfort after another hard day at work and he almost says something to you that he's never said before.

17. Mrs. Kirstein

First night at the Kirstein home with Jean.

18. Mr. Kirstein

Dinner with Kirsteins and you and Jean have a serious talk about what's going on between the two of you.

19. Jean-boy (e)

You spend the night with Jean.

20. Stress

After returning to the hotel, you have another phone call with Sasha that leaves you with more questions than answers. You and Pieck team up to try to help Reiner with his stress at work and you find out something about Jean that shatters your whole world view.

21. Anxiety (e)

Eren finally acknowledges his feelings for you and doesn't know what to do about it.

22. Hot Flashes (e)

Jean tells you something that makes you feel sick to your stomach and then he helps comfort you after another stressful day at work.

23. Panic Attack

After a difficult two weeks in Trost, Petra tells you something that sends you spiraling.

24. Dinner and Drinks (e)

The accountants lost the bet with the consultants about who could finish the job faster, so the accountants have to pay for dinner. What could go wrong? Check out this alternate ending, Beautiful by shepnicolo on AO3!

25. Jean fucking Kirstein (e)

Jean's perspective on how things have been going.

26. The Aftermath

Jean and Reader talk about what happened the night before and she finds herself at the Titan offices on a Sunday.

27. Fresh Start

Petra helps Reader secure a part-time job and the truth finally comes out about Eren.

28. First Date

Eren and Reader "start over" and Jean has an uncomfortable conversation with Erwin.

29. Visitor

Jean comes to see you at Reiner's apartment and the two of you talk in circles.

30. No Regrets

You and Eren have another date and you ask him to be honest with you about his feelings. Jean takes on some more responsibility at work.

31. Choices

You and Jean have an honest conversation about your relationship and boundaries. Check out this art by toxrez on Tumblr!

32. Resemblances (e)

You and Jean spend some time together in the morning and then Jean has some interesting conversations at work.

33. Honesty

Levi gives you some life advice and Sasha visits and asks some difficult questions. Check out this playlist by Shepnicolo on Tumblr and her explanation behind each song!

34. Giving Up

Reiner invites you to join him on his trip to Hizaru, officially! You have some interesting conversations that have you feeling confused about your relationships. Jean's dad visits the Titan office.

35. Empty

Jean is angry after his dad's visit at work and he reaches out to an old friend for some guidance after an argument.

36. Rekindled (e)

You talk to Levi about everything you've been going through and then finally Eren answers your calls. Check out this alternate ending, Crestfallen by shepnicolo on AO3!

37. Endings

You talk to Jean and beg him for something. Check out this playlist by femme-lune on Tumblr!

38. New Journey

The End. Check out this art by toxrez on Tumblr and this moodboard by jeanboyjean on Tumblr!

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m-jelly · 11 months

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Hii! I read you recent Hange request story and loved it! I was wondering if you could do a Hange x (female) reader where reader is feeling jealous that Hange is so invested in Pieck (because you know she's the jaw titan and Hange LOVES titans) and it makes reader feel kinda upset. Just something fluffy and sweet

Doubts

Pairing: fem!Hange x fem!Reader

Genre and tags: Canon, established couple, doubts, angst, slight jealousy, insecure reader, communication.

Concept: While camping out and staying safe from harm you've noticed that your girlfriend Hange seems to be all over Pieck. Doubt and worry fill your heart. At first, you are jealous but then the guilt starts to take over and finally the self-doubt and hate.

Doubt. Fear. Jealousy and sorrow.

Your mind and heart were a mess as you sat watching Hange with Pieck. Pieck was Hange's dream woman. Pieck was smart, beautiful, strong, sexy and she could become a titan. Pieck was so much more of a woman than you were in your eyes. Pieck was incredible and ever since she started helping the scouts, Hange was always at her side.

You pulled your gaze away when Armin called your name. You smiled at the young man and made your way over to him. "What can I do for you?"

Armin glanced over at Pieck and Hange. "Everything okay?"

You hummed in response because you didn't want to open up this emotional and painful box inside you. "I'm fine. What can I do for you?"

He stared at you for a while and read your expression. "Firewood."

You nodded. "Yeah, I'll go get more from where I usually get them. I'll be right back."

"You could take Hange, you know for a date?"

You grabbed what you needed and heaved a sigh. "She's busy."

Armin watched you walk away before approaching Hange. "Sorry for interrupting you both, but I need to speak with Hange."

Pieck sighed. "Good, I'm tired."

Hange pouted. "I just wanted to talk to you a bit more." She dragged her feet and walked with Armin. "What's up?"

Armin cleared his throat. "I don't mean to pry, but your girlfriend is in the woods getting firewood and she seems rather upset."

Hange was a bit perplexed by the information. "Upset? Why is she upset?"

"Possibly because since Pieck has joined us, you haven't spent a single moment with her and if you manage to you always talk about Pieck."

Hange stared at Armin as she slowly pieced everything together. "Oh...oh you're right...oh, my poor little pumpkin."

Armin pointed. "She went that way."

"Thanks, Armin!" She jogged into the woods until she saw you ahead. She slowed down and called your name. "Hey!"

You glanced back at her. "Why are you here?"

She came to a stop. "I came to help."

"I don't need help. I'm fine."

Hange shifted and stood in your path. "We need to talk."

You huffed. "I don't want to talk right now."

She pressed her finger between your eyebrows. "But you have a frown and a little raincloud above your adorable head."

You swatted her hand away. "I'm not in the mood for this silliness."

"Come on, my grumpy little pumpkin. We should talk."

You dumped the wood and turned to her. "I don't..." You huffed. "I just..." You hugged yourself. "Could you just be serious for a moment?"

"I'm all ears."

You sat down on a root. "Are you in love with Pieck?"

Hange stared at you. "What?"

"Are you in love with Pieck?"

She was in shock at first so she didn't reply right away, but when she registered your question she felt sad. "No, no I don't. I love you."

You put your head in your hands. "I just...she's better than me."

"In what way?" She moved closer to you and crouched in front of you. "In what possible way could she be better than you? You're funny, smart, strong, cute, beautiful and truly incredible."

You watched Hange take your hands in hers. "She's all that and more. She can become a titan and you love them."

Hange kissed your hands. "I am just fascinated as she's another titan shifter I can talk to. I don't love her at all. She's just someone I want to learn about Titans from. She's just an experiment really."

"But you're always with her and you talk about her all the time."

She sighed. "That's my bad. I let my excitement about titans get the better of me. You remember how I was with Eren."

You blushed a little when you felt silly. "Yeah, I remember you were all over him."

She covered your hands in kisses. "I'm sorry I made you feel like I didn't love you and that I was leaving you for another woman."

You let out a long sigh. "I'm sorry too. I got so jealous and then I started hating on myself. I should have just talked to you. Going quiet does no good. Not speaking to the people you love the most because you think it'll spare them pain is a bad choice. I only caused more pain. If I would have let this on longer, it would have festered and we would have fallen out and there would be no going back. I don't ever want to lose you. I love you more than anything, Hange. I promise I'll talk more about how I feel."

"I promise I'll talk more as well. I'll promise to take more time to be a couple with you. We're possibly facing death any day now. We have to make the most of the time we have." She leaned up and smiled. "Can I get a kiss?"

You nodded and kissed your girlfriend. "I love you."

"I love you too."

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