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kikcat · 2 years

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Constantly being in pain sucks.

But it's wild how much it screws up your pain perception. Like broken bones? I don't even realize them sometimes because it could just be normal pain? Or the pain isn't intense enough to be "serious".

Smashed my elbow into a wooden cabinet earlier by accident. Instant nausea, dizziness. Now some swelling and slight discoloration. But pain? It's... Not as much as I normally feel, so it's probably fine?

Idk, it's wild. But I apparently have been weird with pain reception since being a child. Anything 'external' I can handle. Bruises, breaks, flesh wounds... But don't let me have a bad stomach ache or headache or I'll crumble...

(ps: I've always been super clumsy. I am the master of accidentally injuring myself and today's special edition was me twirling into the cabinet while closing the front door.)

#chronic pain #clumsy #tw injury #bruises #pain tolerance #personal rant #pain perception

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arttitude130 · 7 months

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disco in my brain

#disco elysium #de skills #harry du bois #kim kitsuragi #my magnum oppa style #rhetoric and logic are having a heated debate while encyclopedia moderates #endurance is trying to comfort pain threshold but blaims all his problems on wo men #(authority agrees)#perception is just describing things to hand/eye #empathy is trying to comfort half light but composure is judgemental #visual calculus is just talking to himself bc i didnt know how else to include it sorry vis #and i think the rest are self explanatory #but i may post individual/larger pics of them later

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1very1fancy1doilies1 · 5 months

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moral of AoT: don't give a mentally ill teenager the ability to destroy the world (he will do it)

#aot #eren jaeger #eren yeager #snk #projecting but #constantly seeking some freedom beyond the limits of your perception is so fucking real #when nothing feels real it's hard to care about pain #I'm glad I no longer feel like that #but it was with me for so long it feels ingrained in my essence #attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #attack on titan the final season #armin arlert #mikasa ackerman #ema #eremin #eren #armin #mikasa

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definitelynotshouting · 4 months

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i literally can't stop rotating hunger au worldbuilding and lore in my head. forgive me if you've ever touched on this in an ask before, but... re: the existential horror of being a parasite that has the sense of self of the host it ate. if one of grian's friends ever did get taken and used as a watcher larva host. how do you think he would feel about the watcher that came out the other side? would he want to see them as still the same person as his friend, or...?

Ive been staring at this ask since i got it with like. I need you to picture the most comically heartbroken expression right now okay. like this is me reading that and thinking about it in great and terrible detail:

Gods he would be devastated if this ever happened. He knows what thats like. He knows just how much it hurts-- and that its not a hurt that can be quantified, because its just that intense, that scalding, that encompassing of an experience to go through. I think, genuinely, Grian would be so utterly horrified and grief-stricken for whichever friend went through the Watcherification process that it would trump every other potential feeling on the list

But i think, ultimately, he would still view them as his friend, and treat them in the same way. There's a little bit of hypocrisy in Grian's character that i enjoy engaging with while writing him, and a good part of that in hunger au is centered around how he's firmly designated himself as the monster, and everybody else is the victim, and theres no room for nuance because he sucks and theyre the only people who are valid. When in reality, yes he hurt them, yes he did terrible and invasive things, but he did them out of pure survival rather than maliciousness, and that does make a subtle difference. And... hes not the only one who has fucked up, either!! The entire point of hunger au is how everyone has fumbled the bag in various ways and now they're all trying to clean it up together. Its just, yknow, Grian is so wrapped up in his own pain that he cant see those grey areas yet

And the thing is, if one of his friends got Watchered™, so to speak, and was standing in front of him, i think he would treat them with SO much compassion. Theyve been through possibly the worst thing anyone can experience and come out the other side-- at his core, Grian is i think a character who wants to do good, and do good by other people, and in this hypothetical that would translate into a lot of kindness he doesnt usually afford for himself. Honestly i think he'd spend the time trying to show them the ropes, get them set up in a better position than he found himself in, and provide his own fumbling emotional support as best he could, just out of sheer solidarity. Like, he gets it. He's been there. He may as well help out.

And i think he wouldnt even realize how hypocritical he's being until someone else pointed it out to him, about how he treats this friend with so much care but is simultaneously cruel to himself. I dont think he'd know how to handle that-- he's sort of dug himself a rut in the road with the way he thinks about and treats himself, and the cognitive dissonance would be really uncomfortable for him. Ultimately a good thing!!! Growth is often very uncomfortable. But imo Grian has a tendency to run from things like feelings of discomfort, so i think it'd take him a while to reconcile his previous ways of thinking with whats being presented in front of him essentially in the form of a mirror.

So uh. tl;dr: he'd be a little hypocrite about it and would feel a lot more compassionately inclined towards the friend than he does himself, and would try to help them out as best he could. Thank you for the incredible question that has given me the opportunity to rotate this worm at even higher speeds than usual inside my brainpan DKNFEKNDSKDJKDKD

#shouting speaks #asks #hunger au #compliments #theres also like. the factor that a lot of grian's self-hate stems from the games #he was always a bit unstable about his self-perception after he became a Watcher #but he wasnt as actively loathing himself until after the life games started #like he took GREAT pains to ''eat ethically'' and try to manufactor joy more than fear #which is why he starved. its harder to wrangle those emotions out of people than it is to shove them in a box; scare them; & eat the buffet #idk i have so many feelings about him as a character. oh hunger!grian my blorbo of blorbos. we're really in it now #txt

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tmbatcat · 13 days

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passed out for a couple of hours and when i woke up this was on my canvas

like I said "I will not explain myself". hope you guys injoy the brainrot on display

if it's not evident, I did not plan this at all

This started more like a sketch for logic to understand how to draw them and then i got bored and I started to doodle the other skills and this is what ended up

I want to learn how to simplify all of them in a cartoony style... it's not really working

these are 100% just for me but whatever

also thinking to draw some of the skills in cool clothing becourse I think that would be awesome

I put all the skills in the tags cuz I'm insaneeee >:}c

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lynzishell · 2 months

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✨Atlas Stephens - Character Sheet✨

TYSM for the tag @onestormeynight This was so fun! 🫶🏻

Personal

Financial: wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty

Medical: fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged / non applicable

Class or Caste: upper/ middle / working / unsure / other

Education: qualified [computer science degree from Foxbury Institute] / unqualified / studying / other

Criminal Record: yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / no / has committed crimes, but not caught yet [I mean technically ig, but nothing serious, just some illegal substances at clubs n stuff like that] / yes, but charges were dismissed

Family

Children: had a child or children / has no children [but he's the best uncle there ever was] / wants children

Relationship with Family: close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings/ sibling(s) is deceased

Affiliation: orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parent / not applicable

Traits and Tendencies

extroverted / introverted / in between

disorganized / organized / in between

close minded / open-minded / in between

calm / anxious / in between

disagreeable / agreeable / in between

cautious/ reckless / in between

patient / impatient / in between

outspoken / reserved / in between

leader / follower / in between

empathetic / vicious bastard / in between

optimistic / pessimistic / in between

traditional / modern / in between

hard-working / lazy / in between

cultured / uncultured / in between / unknown

loyal / disloyal / unknown

faithful / unfaithful / unknown

Beliefs

Faith: monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic

Belief in Ghosts or Spirits: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care

Belief in an Afterlife: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care

Belief in Reincarnation: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care

Belief in Aliens: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care

Religious: orthodox / liberal / in between / not religious [let's just say his past destroyed any chance of that]

Philosophical: yes / no

Sexuality and Romantic Inclination

Sexuality: heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual

Sex: sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favorable / naive and clueless

Romance: romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favorable / naïve and clueless / romance suspicious

Sexually: adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious

Potential Sexual Partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all

Potential Romantic Partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all

Abilities

Combat Skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

Literacy Skills: excellent/ good / moderate / poor / none

Artistic Skills: excellent / good/ moderate / poor / none

Technical Skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor/ none

Habits

Drinking Alcohol: never / special occasions / sometimes / frequently / alcoholic

Smoking: tried it / trying to quit / quit / never / rarely / sometimes / frequently / Chain-smoker

Recreational Drugs: never / quit / special occasions / sometimes / frequently / addict

Medicinal Drugs: never / no longer needs medication / some medication needed / frequently / to excess

Unhealthy Food: never [he's just really not a fan of sweets and stuff tbh] / special occasions / sometimes / frequently / binge eater

Splurge Spending: never / sometimes / frequently / shopaholic

Gambling: never / rarely / sometimes / frequently / compulsive gambler

I have no idea who to tag cos I haven't been around as much lately and I don't know who's already done this... so yeah... if you wanna do it, then do it and say I tagged you... and then like, tag me back cos I kinda wanna do this for Ash too... so, really, you'd be doing me a favor 😉🤭💖

#i love this stuff sm #the whole unhealthy food thing tho #i've been thinking about this a lot lately for atlas #like he wasn't allowed sweets and junk food growing up #but instead of going crazy for them when he got older #he kinda just never developed a taste for them #he actually prefers really bitter drinks and really spicy food #it's almost a metaphor for his perception of life #like everything is supposed to be a little uncomfortable or even painful #and he's just accepted that #i don't know if that makes sense lol #it made sense when it kept me up at 2am last week #so now it's canon and there's nothing i can do #srsly tho give me any topic and i'll talk about him all day #i love himb 🥹#tag game #oc tag game #aries outtakes #atlas extras

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sideflorfauna · 2 months

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Where the hell did the transmascs vs. transfems shit on this site come from, and why tf have so many people gotten tangled up in it… we really gotta stop feeding into this dumb shit, even if it strikes a nerve or triggers shit that hurts

#when are we gonna learn to talk to one another and listen to each other’s experiences #and understand the way pain warps our perceptions and causes us to lash out #this type of thing also always backslides into regressive thinking and TERFs getting their claws into shit we don’t have to do this #felt myself sinking into some of this before I started seeing some shitty posts and started seeing a pattern #flor.txt

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fisheito · 3 months

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my princess nonsense is being encouraged watch ouyt imabout to be eneaabled

OK WHATF ATHAT'S SO CUTE I HAD TO MAKE IT i know realistically there's little to no chance that rei DOESN'T know how to work heels 🤣 BUT IMAGINE.....ING.... YAKUMO GENTLY GUIDING REI IN HEELS, WEEKS BEFORE THE BIG GALA AND HAVING NONE OF HIS NORMAL FEAR OF PHYSICAL TOUCH BC HIS [TEACHER MODE] IS OVERRIDING HIS INSECURITY

#rei looking directly at the camera like why are you subjecting me to this. i do not need any of this. i know how to do it #rei wearing stilettos the size of your head so he becomes ur very tall bird goth gf #you know how yakumo gets when he instructs someone on how to cook something #he becomes confident and just tells ppl how to do stuff without his usual amount of stutter and secondguessing #i'm gonna pretend that after his stiletto training in misty vale he gains a TINY MOLECULE of confidence due to experience #like [i can help you if you've never done it before?]#honestly i can't imagine this scenario happening because i am so SURE that rei can walk in heels HAHAHA even tho nothing has proven that #SOMETHING COME PROVE ME WRONG SO MY DELUSIONS CAN SLIDE CLOSER TO POSSIBILITY #anyway even if rei didn't know how to wear heels #would he ever mention it? would yakumo ever learn of it?#rei would probably be all . i don't need to wear heels. they can't even see them under the dress. i'll wear my practical shoes #but if he can't get away with that and will be forced to wear heels at the party...#maybe he'll go [meh. i'll figure it out] and just not wear them until the day of the dance #at which point his feet will hurt after 20 minutes and for the whole night he takes any chance to sit down #rei can be frequently spotted on SOME surface SOMEWHERE in the palace. sitting all splayed out and uncaring of propriety #because he is in PAIN and these shoes are STUPID and why do people wear them for ANYTHING . Royals are so IMPRACTICAL #yakumo keeps trying to avoid heels for the dance because he doesn't want to be any taller than he already is #i bet there's a full convo about it between him and eiden #eiden trying to reassure him that if he wants to wear heels then he shouldn't let others' perception stop him from doing so #but if he genuinely doesn't want to wear them then that's ok too #eiden craning his neck up at yakumo in heels like you're my pretty princess 1-2 heads taller than me your height doesn't matter 🥰#i'm now torn. yakumo and rei both wearing heels now? in order to stay at similar heights?#or. rei starting out with heels. getting tired of them. going barefoot for the rest of the night lol #yakumo and rei still dancing in their ballgowns together but a much shorter rei leads a yakumo in heels #yes. yes this is the vision #yakumo #rei #yakurei #replies

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quietwingsinthesky · 8 months

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Lucifer bragging to other people that he’s the one who made Sam immune to any torture but his own ☺️

Lucifer bragging to DEAN about this 🥰😍🥰😍😙

LUCIFER BRAGGING TO JACK ABOUT THIS 🥰😋😌💕🤭🫣☺️😊😍🫢🤭

#specifically bragging to Jack like ‘you know I protected Sam too in my own way. I’m why he’s so strong.’ (affectionate glance at Sam that #makes Sam flinch)#hhhhhhh jack (learned about morality from the Winchesters so hurting sam Bad *but* hurting Sam to protect him? Very Good.) wondering if he #be doing that too. making sam tougher by ruining his perception of pain…#oh this is evil actually. he just wants to help. he just wants to make sure no one else can hurt sam. just like lucifer did.#spn #lucifer spn #jack kline #sam winchester

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astersghost · 3 months

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Something something the only reason I think that Ashton hasn't fully broken down about everything is the adrenaline of the current events and the moon™️ while also somehow being in more pain than before. Having a new normal or a new baseline for pain is something that I'm unfortunately aware of as someone who's chronically ill w/ several disabilities and chronic pain and I see myself in Ashton waY too much but genuinely that's how I see how they interact with the current situations. They fucked up, basically begged for forgiveness and is still in new levels of pain that any able bodied person would more then likely be unable to focus on anything else but their own body but besides the little breakdown after the fact mf has kept it together stupidly well and done nothing but try and protect and trust everyone else in the group. And I just. Ashton Greymoore is something that can be SO personal.

#im so normal about them #ashton my beloved #ashton greymoore #critical role #bells hells #bells hells spoilers #critical role campaign 3 #critical role spoilers #chronic pain is a bitch #being disabled really fucks your perception of others

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kikizoshi · 2 months

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can we form a coup against asagiri and make you the writer instead? genuinely... I am not taking the Fyodor immortal information well.. please help............................ ( ´，_ゝ` )

Oh, I would absolutely not do BSD well either. I just wish Asagiri had stuck to his roots more. He was a great comedy writer, and the beginning of the story was great for it. It's the action and Death Note stuff he can't seem to get mastery of. But for the immortal part: I'm not entirely sold that Fyodor's immortal, yet. It seems like yet another twists that will twist to reveal oh, shocker, he faked his memories to confuse Sigma/the ADA... or something. Could very well be immortal, but not 100% guaranteed.

#bsd #anon #I still support his right to write his story however he wants #and a lot of people seem to enjoy this sort of shock-value shounen writing he's doing now #I just happen to hate that sort of story #so when BSD pivoted to that I was dragged along into it because of Fyodor and Nikolai #and get salty whenever characters who own a part of my heart and soul are subjected to bad shock writing #and yes I know the version of them that I love the most exist within my own perception #and are a product of the years I've spent working on and developing them for my own stories #but I still love and adore the originals too #and so it's painful and irritating #because the characters are no longer the main focus of the story #it's all about the shock... the next biggest thing #Nikolai's doesn't have a motive to be the ferryman I need to get all the characters in the same place/start the next arc? No problem!#he just wants to kill Fyodor now. problem solved.#how did he use his Ability to get Sigma to France when his Ability only travels 30m at a time?#eh don't worry about it. I made an omake about it so you know I know it's an absolute joke #Nikolai's whole character and Ability practically changed just for convenience... for the story and shock #so as a fan of character-based stories it hurts that sometimes characters just aren't respected at all #with Fyodor I know it's more a case of Asagiri's vision of him seems to have changed as the story progressed #in that realm I'm so happy that BSD is serialised because it means I still have the initial version of Fyodor that I loved with all my hear #when I really can't stand Meursault!Fyodor at all and wish he would just die already so I could be fully free

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screwpinecaprice · 10 months

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I know it’s not a question but i can’t help but appreciate the fact that you draw adult Steven as a chubby guy! We big boys need some positive representation in here. Also, i’ve been following you for almost a year now!

Btw sorry for my English lol.

Hi! It's very pleasing to know you've been around for as long! 😁😁😁 I absolutely appreciate the appreciation! And no worries, your English is super fine! 😁 (Relatable actually. I am also apologizing in advance if I can't exactly have my point clearly across because I'm not well at English myself! lmao)

It took me quite some time to learn how to draw chubby characters but it's so satisfying to have eventually. ( *`u*) (I mean, there's still so much to learn, but still.)

Having a chubby main protagonist is so wonderful to have. And a good kid at that. (Ngl I'm attracted to kindness. haha So of course it's very important to me that he's fat AND kind.)

Also design-wise, I personally think it fits his character so well. Soft and huggable, shaped like a friend. Thick arms to hug people with snuggly. Body wide like a shield. etc. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

And I just really like to capture these elements when I draw him as an adult. Also that it's just fun to draw.

Simply personal thoughts about it, nothing against any other ways he's being portrayed by others of course.

#And it's not even because English isn't my first language. Just generally bad at language. RIP #I had this conversation with someone once where they headcanon he'd get lower back pains if he slim down because of how his gem will #poke or stab his spine #I really like that he's chubby/fat just because. and that he's happy and confident about it #but him being fat not entire by choice is an interesting angle to look at.#I mean obviously he's naturally chubby because of DNA too but you get when I mean. or I hope you do. ;u;#Yo I had a theory.... or at least a headcanon about how his gem is arranged inside his body and how it's practically designed so it can be #passed down eventually without killing him. But I never get to a cohesive written explanation about it so I kept procrastinating.#I like to think the Pink Diamond gem will become like an heirloom. But I digress.#Steven Quartz Universe #Connie Maheswaran #I guess implied connverse #connverse #TFW growing up in media where 'look at us we're different but we are all friends!' And the differences were just personalities and status i #society but the body shapes are practically the same. 😆#They were the same shape because the merch used the same mold. ^^; But I think that contributed to messing up my perception.#Like. The level of unawareness I had in drawing fat characters is crazy back then.#when I thought I drew a chubby character but the reality was that she was still slim! I still have her saved in my Deviant Art account #Nobody would've known because she's my OC.#If I were to argue with that past me that she's not chubby. Past me would be extremely confused because she is totally convinced that she #drew a chubby character. Mind you I was above 18 then too.#I had another OC I wanted to be really chunky but I was so bad at it that I found an excuse why she's so slim so I can avoid drawing chunky #I did eventually made her chunky but I almost never posted any of my OCs lol. She also have a black and pink theme. 🤔#Same with skin color but it happened in my own Sona. I have a tan skin tone and I thought I gave my Sona the same skin...but like... Bruh.#I'm even looking at it now. That is kinda pale. RIP #It still baffles me how different I've been seeing thing in the past. Eugh I'm digressing again. :/#sc answers #ask #luisnavarro04 #meme

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omorinintendoswitchedition · 3 months

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LARGE SIGN:A large sign has been posted on the notice board, in full view of all the bar’s patrons. It reads “please try and remain an elbow’s distance away from fellow patrons”

LOGIC- In order to avoid the spread of sickness, you must remain out of the contamination zone. No telling how well your ruin of an immune system could handle a disease

SHIVERS [Medium:Success]-An old lady examining a stack of lemons is sudden overcome by a powerful coughing fit. It racks the germ-ridden air out of her lungs in sharp, painful bursts. Like shotgun blasts, leaving her feeling more feeble than before. A younger lady walking past inhales the infected air dispelled by the old lady. That’s all it takes for one to fall ill.

YOU-You shiver

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PARTICULARLY ANNOYING PATRON-The large man’s predator eyes lock onto you. The mark left by the chair you just hurled is already beginning to bruise.

HAND-EYE COORDINATION-Okay, you’ve managed to get the attention off Kim. That’s good.

HALF-LIGHT-Bad news, the attention is now on *you*

PARTICULARLY ANNOYING PATRON-A wolfish grin spilts the man’s face in half as he stares at you. Those predator’s eyes glimmer with danger as he analyses your bloated figure, with pent up rage boiling beneath the surface that can now be released upon you.

He lunges for you. Arms extending towards your throat, fingers desperate to sink themselves into the tender flesh of your windpipe and squeeze. He wants to squeeze so hard that you have no way to beg for mercy. This man has no intention to let you live for the little stunt you just pulled.

PAIN THRESHOLD [Easy:Success]-This brute is going to wallop you if youre just going to keep standing there like a moron

PERCEPTION (SIGHT) [Trivial:Success]-So much for staying an arm’s length away from fellow patrons…

HALF-LIGHT-THAT IS NOT IMPORTANT RIGHT NOW. THIS CREATURE IS ABOUT TO TURN US INTO MINCED MEAT.

LOGIC [Easy:Success]-Social distancing didn’t say anything about feet! Kick him out of the air!

YOU-

[Physical Instrument-Godly 16] “Social distancing said nothing about feet!” (kick him from the air) <

[Reaction Speed-Impossible 19] Dodge the man’s attack

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Check Success

As the main sails through the air towards you, you ready up another of your famous 360 spin-kicks. You twirl in a graceful circle before your heel connects with the man’s jaw with a deafening crack. He goes crashing to the floor, flecks of his blood splatter the tiled floor and another crack of bones breaking rings out across the bar. His nose probably, more blood stains the clean black and white tile of the bar’s floor

#something about writing incorrect quotes in the disco elysium struck a chord with me. forgot which post it was tho #anyways i wanted an excuse to write harry (and ig kim) in a bar fight #sunny rambles #disco elysium #harry du bois #disco elysium skills #hand eye coordination #logic #half light #shivers #pain threshold #perception #first time writing in the de script. must say its a lot of fun

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theabyssgazesalsointoyou · 2 months

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i've been neglecting my girls

#i think the general perception of my blog is 'that one richjake/royal pains blog'#but personally i consider myself an avid pinkberry fan too #anyway. boarding school au let's gooooo #bmc #be more chill #pinkberry #brooke lohst #chloe valentine #when you gaze into the abyss's art #pinkberry boarding school au

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holygroundgone · 1 month

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just absolutely fucking obsessed with the 0.5 evil marriage bad end deep in love deep in suffering of it all, everything that could've possibly went wrong went wrong and they're in it together

#truescholar.txt #the way that from the beginning of the book mo ran absolutely portrays it as him one sidedly tormenting chu wanning out of hate #but slowly it unfolds the realization of the sheer degree of intimacy and 'you would not be fucking doing that if you just hated his ass'#it's strongly been my conviction that once chu fei realized what was going on and 2.0 chu wanning inherited his souls and memory #thus meaningfully continuing his existence on (and i want to think it's a more complete continuation unlike soma level memory self shit)#that his perception of their years together in taxian jun's palace would completely change #and that he would almost treasure the time they had together even if during it was the most painful and agonizing time of his life #toxic trauma bond moments but they were in it together #and mo ran would've never done this to him in this way (ie the illusion of not loving him deeply in body heart and soul)#2ha is definitely not a moral tale nor an 'example of what you should or can do in a relationship'#but instead the story of how two deeply mentally ill and traumatized people fought their hardest to find their way home together #over two lifetimes #over many lives lost and regained #it truly only works because it's them and because they have the exact same kind of madness for each other

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imminent-danger-came · 1 year

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The MK pipeline from “You really think the universe wants anything, from any of us?” to “Until I know what I am, what my destiny is? I can’t risk hurting the people I care about—the ones I have left.” is actually fucking wild.

Like, the place his character starts is believing that he couldn’t possibly be *anything* special or be the one to make that positive impact on the world. Then we have our beloved “to pain” scene, and MK ruminates on the Lady Bone Demon’s words—after all, his greatest power is self reflection. So we go from MK hoping to use his position “for good” to believing he’s “the one always getting the world in trouble”. Whatever his role in the story is, it always negative. It’s not enough or too much. It’s the universe not wanting anything or wanting him to bring about total suffering.

#MK's arc of self acceptance keeps going back and forth and back and forth and it is so JUICY #Fucking love the trigram furnace scene I owe that scene my life #The writers are so evil. ''Let's have MK learn to love himself a little in Revenge of the Spider Queen. Then FUCK YOU. MINOR SCALE''#LBD really did irreparable damage to MK's perception of himself.#''Picked the wrong successor'' was the worst thing you could have done.#AND IT WASN'T EVEN TRUE #MK when will you learn that your doubts are unfounded and your self-hatred is lying to you #Your friends love you. No one knows what they're doing. Everyone causes pain by just existing.#Life must sustain itself on decay.#It's not always you baby #It's okay #lmk #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #lmk mk #lmk s4 #lmk analysis #lmk rant

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