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#okay 🫂 i’m going to sleep
catiuskaa · 10 days
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SUMMARY: you. hannie. embraces. hugs. cuddles, and other synonyms. desperately needed by yesterday. complaints will be declined and ignored.
REQUESTED! by lovely annonie right here. and god you are so right, fluff + hannie is a clinical need, dare I say biblical! ㅠㅠ<3
CW: you might need a dentist appointment for this one. teeth rotting stuff. i assure you.
WC: 1.1k
A/N: so i’m back from the dead and haven’t written anything since february’s special and have been real low lately. thought fluffy hannie could cheer all of us up! <3
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Han loved watching romantic movies by himself.
It’s not like he didn’t have anyone to watch them with. He had watched plenty of shows either with you or any of the boys.
But ever since he started writing and composing lyrics, a little before he got into college, there was something about those cheesy series that had him unable to stop watching.
His eyes would glow as he stared at the screen before him while he watched, invested in how the protagonist accidentally tripped and fell against the love interest, all over again. Giggling and kicking his feet when they held hands after hours upon hours straight of watching them bicker. Having his chest tightening because the actors were so good that he could almost feel the stars in his eyes, shining just for her.
Jisung loved those old-fashioned scenes. Dancing in the rain, a silly meet cute in a book shop… countless places for one silly little emotion.
Han couldn’t see it, but he also had stars in his eyes. He blinked, feeling his eyes lightly itchy, realizing he had been watching you sleep.
Not in a creepy way, of course. After all, you had wanted to stay over to finish one of the many assignments you two had to do together for some of the mandatory subjects in both of your majors. He sighed, his eyes weirdly fixated on your figure, unable to stop looking at you. Even while sleeping, there was a certain grace to you, as if you were just resting peacefully after a long day. He snorted upon realizing that your face was pressed against the pages of the book, a sneaky drop of drool coming out of your mouth. You looked so cute.
“Get a grip, Han,” he mumbled to himself, shaking his head with a smile, giggling.
He rubbed his eyes, staring back to what he had been drafting the past hours. It was clearly obvious that his sleepiness was getting to him, because it was getting harder to decipher what the characters he was typing meant.
Suddenly, there was a hand lightly scratching your back.
You flinched in your place, sitting back up.
“It’s just me,” Han said softly. You blinked so slowly it almost looked like you had blinked one eyelid at a time.
“…awake. ‘M awake.” You brushed off drool from the corner of your mouth, to which Jisung chuckled lightly.
“Okay, sleepyhead. Time to go to bed.”
“Eh?”
“Bed, silly. We should have some sleep. We’re both doozing off.”
Bed? Judging by the time that the clock in Han’s apartment said, it was far from being that late, which was proved true when Hannie picked you up —God knows how, because he showed no signs of struggling— and brought the “sleepyhead” over to his room, that even after turning off the lamp on the bedside table, the windows let in light that the Sun had yet to take away while leaving space for the Moon to beam in a couple of hours.
He grunted lowly when he laid you down on the bed, which had little to do with your weight and much more with how you pulled him towards you.
“Hannie.” You mumbled sleepily.
“You’re close to cranky,” he smiled. “You haven’t had your coffee, and you fell asleep doing our assignment.” He sighed, moving stray hairs off your face, his hand lingering on its side, stroking your cheek. “Wouldn’t want to get on your cranky side.” Jisung teased with a tenderness only showed in your presence, not in his usual teasing, not with the rest of the world. Somehow, time spent with Han seemed like the world itself stopped spinning, waiting for you two and catch up later.
“…no.” You whined. His hand still rested on your face. Unusual. You didn’t want him to move it. “I don’t want to steal your bed.”
Unconciously, you moved closer to the warmth that his palm brought.
“It’s ok. You came here walking, and there’s no way I’m letting you leave now, not at this time.”
You frowned at him, almost pouting. You purposefuly resigned to argue, sleepily accepting his win over a silly discusion you could’ve won. But it was much better if it meant that he would keep being so… tender. You two were dating, yes, but it was quite strange, because even if you both knew about each other’s feelings, staying together had been more of a silent agreement.
Yet in that moment, seeing him smile, dark boba coloured eyes sheepishly and momentarily hidden by it, turning them into happy crescent-shaped moons, it was easy to figure asking was worth a shot.
“…stay w’me?”
His heart skipped more beats than he could count.
This hadn’t been planned. Well. Certainly not this way.
“Stay?” His tone of voice had lowered.
You hummed, smiling lightly. Your hand creeped up to his, the one that rested close to your face. In a sleepy move on your side, tantalizing for Jisung, your fingers tickled his skin, from his forearm to his palm, following a gentle path until your hand held his, and you pulled him towards you again, with more care this time.
Jisung could hear his mate’s low voice in his head, full with its classic australian accent.
“Ain’t no way she’s not head over heels for you too. I’d bet money on it,” Felix had chuckled, sipping the beer Han had handed him. “You guys are just blind cunts when you wanna be. Affectionately, of course,” he had added after seeing Jisung squint at him.
Han struggled to get comfortable in his now seemingly small bed. Of course it was small for two people. It had to be, because if you two were to fit in the space avaliable, it would mean that-
“…cold…”
The ruffles coming from how you then shifted on the bed were no match to how loud Han’s heartbeat sounded on his ears.
Your arm slid under his, lying limply on the curve of his waist, the other cocooned in the small space you settled in between you as you slotted your face in the crook of his neck.
thump, thump, thump.
He forced himself to relax.
“…how are you so warm, Ji?”
He had no fucking idea.
“Warm?”
You nodded, your hair tickling his face gently.
“…cozy. Like… a really cute ‘n little… weighted blanket.” You sighed, further relaxing into him, sending a chill to his spine as your warm breath brushed against his neck.
He was so fucking grateful for being so.
“You’re so cute, you know that?” He stated with a silly smile, a blush clearly obvious on his cheeks. He tackled you, and the two of you filled the room with giggles, his arms taking your body and settleing it on top of him.
You melted in his arms. “I missed you.”
He smiled, his hands playing with your hair. “I was only away for the weekend.”
“…don’t care.” His heart threatened to carve through his chest or melt when you tightened your hold on him, then tugged the blanket closer, covering you, thus covering him too.
He settled a strand of your hair behind your ear, noticing little moles in the way.
“I hadn’t noticed these ones before,” he mumbled in a soft voice that could almost lull you to sleep.
You hummed, not bothering to answer.
“I’ve heard somewhere,” he started soothingly, “that moles appear in the spots where, in your past life, you were kissed the most.”
With a sweetness that rottened your teeth, he pecked the small coloured spot in your neck. Then, he followed a short pattern, kissing the one under your ear, then another one in your shoulder, then finished off with the one in your cheek.
You smiled. “You don’t have any moles, do you?” He shook his head sideways, and you chuckled, brushing your nose with his sweetly.
“You better stay put, Ji,” you beamed cheekily. “I’ll make new moles on you.”
His chest tightened, and he beamed, chuckling as you peppered kisses all over his face.
A love scene like the movies.
His new favourite one.
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catiuskaa, may 2024 ©
~Kats, who has to apologize for being dead for so long (and doesn’t quite have an excuse for it), and also has to tHANK ALL OF YOU BC WE’RE 1k FOLLOWERS IN BAKFBQIFNQKFKQK THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS SRSLY I CAN’T EVEN BEGIN WJKFBAKF <333333
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tim-shii · 28 days
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a/n: my beau, the love of my life 🫂 little smth before i go to war (finals is in two days) ,, AAAAAA i love aven so much hes so precious hes so dear to me MY BELOVED !! hes canonically a messy sleeper 😋 hes so silly bf oml
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aventurine looks so ethereal right now. well, he’s always been beautiful. but in this light? with how the beams from the sun highlights his features, aventurine looks gorgeous.
he’s sleeping soundly, too. pajama shirt nearly unbuttoned because of how much he twist and turn in his sleep. blonde locks messily sprawled over the pillow and his forehead. he’s so endearing. it takes everything in you just to not wake him with a shower of aggressive kisses all over his pretty face.
usually, you’ll let him sleep in. however, today’s itinerary is quite full and busy so a few more minutes of sleep will indeed hurt.
“wake up, sleeping beauty.” you sit on the edge of the bed hovering over him, your pointer finger repeatedly poking his cheek. when he doesn’t move an inch, you gently blow air in his ear. grinning widely once he shudders. slowly after that, aventurine flutters open his eyes. squinting at the morning light, blindly patting around for your hand.
“g’morning.” he murmurs, arms snaking around your waist, pulling you close. aventurine nuzzles in your neck, his lips leaving short kisses on your skin. an attempt to coax you back to bed.
“good morni— no, no. you need to get up.” you hold his face and pull him away from your personal bubble. his cheeks are squished against your palms, you have the urge to sink your teeth into them. “it’s robin’s concert today and we promised to come over for her album release lunch party.”
“you promised her.”
“and you are my official plus one to everything.” you bite one of his cheeks and aventurine lets you. he loves you too much to deny you of anything. he also really loves affection from you so this situation is more beneficial for him than for you.
“so i’m just a pretty thing for you to flaunt around?” he turns his head in your hold in order to land a kiss on your inner wrist, his gaze affectionate and soft as they bore into you.
“my pretty lover whose presence i always want around? yes, you are.” finally, you lean down to kiss him. aventurine sighs at the feeling of your lips on his. he can taste the coffee you must’ve had before you went to wake him up.
“okay, enough.” you pull away. instantly, he frowns like a child whose candy got stolen. he tries to chase after you but a hard bite on his nose is enough to make him back down (he sends you a glare though). “get up. we still have to pick up veritas on the way.”
“he’s a grown man. he can drive himself there.”
“apparently, he was grading papers until 4am. he is in no condition to drive, baby.” you walk away from him after a last kiss on his lips. aventurine groans, annoyed that his sleep got interrupted and he felt like your kisses weren’t enough. he needs more than five kisses to fully function in a day. he pats around the bed for his phone, arm lazily hitting the pillows scattered around the bed.
as he clicks on the power button, his jaw drops in disbelief. you.. how could you….
“it’s five in the morning! why— it’s still too early!”
“you kicked me off the bed! it’s payback!”
“you’re such a menace, oh my god.”
“love you, baby! come down! breakfast is waiting.”
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blue-jisungs · 15 days
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hey, how are you doing ?? hope you’re doing well !! 🎀🩷
i just wanted to ask if you can write a comfort fic with Jiung from p1h 🥺 everything is up to you i’ve been having hard times for the last few months and i’m just keep reading your works so i wanna say thank you, you really helped me get through this time ❤️‍🩹
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# author's note ... sorry for such a long wait but actually we were twinning and i was going through some stuff too 😭 i hope you enjoy this tho <3 i hope you’re doing better now and i’m happy my silly little writing could help you cheer up, even a bit 🫂❤️‍🩹
# summary ... jiung enjoys every moment with you, even if it’s just a nap
# warnings ... mention of throwing up (but in a joking way), might seem a little suggestive but only if u squint ++ whole p1h cameo because i love them so much:(
# word count ... 1085
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entering the dorm with keeho and intak, jiung is surprised at how quiet the place is.
“now that’s suspicious…” keeho giggled and three boys took off their shoes and put away their jackets.
bags rustling in their hands, they walked up to the living room. the soft sound of mario kart music echoed in the room but… the game seemed far forgotten.
“is anyone there?” intak asked quietly and jiung stepped closer, heart swelling in his chest upon the sight in front of his eyes.
you were sitting in the middle of the couch, shota and jongseob resting their heads on your lap. taeyang was awkwardly resting his head against the youngests’, hands wrapped around your legs… and his bottom part of the body uncomfortably on the floor.
keeho cooed and whipped out his phone, capturing this cute moment.
“what is that supposed to mean!” jiung grunted dramatically, noticing three gaming controllers messily thrown on the ground and a book of yours.
“they fell asleep, you should be grateful” your sleepy murmur caught their attention.
your tired gaze met your boyfriend’s curious eyes and you sent him a lopsided smile.
“what even happened here?” keeho laughed softly and started to pick up the controllers from the ground.
“well shota and seob were playing games, suddenly seob leaned against me so i started scratching his head. and then shota wanted too… and then tae came and protested that he wants too but welp, he didn’t fit on the couch so…” you chuckled, careful not to wake them up.
“idiots” jiung crossed his arms and noticed the sleepiness lingering in your gaze.
he knew that for the past few weeks (if not longer!) you’ve been struggling with work and academic stuff. on top of that, you were exhausted mentally, struggling with socializing and finding happiness in even your favorite hobbies.
and yet… here you are, hanging out with his friends… scratching their heads and letting them asleep on you.
“okay, enough of this. y/nnie, i bought something for you” your boyfriend hummed and poked theo’s arm.
“yeah, you must be pretty cramped up” intak sighed and shook the youngest’s shoulders.
you gently tucked shota’s hair behind his ear and woke him up with a soft tap on his back.
“what is it?” he yawned, sitting up. his hair was sticking in every direction, causing you all to laugh. the vibrations of your body stirred jongseob awake completely.
“my body…” theo groaned, massaging his neck. his eyes widened upon seeing the rest of the members being back “hi there”
“oh she has you all in a chokehold” keeho grinned and nudged jiung.
“did you even sleep?” seob asked you quietly, smacking away intak’s hands. you nodded, even though it wasn’t fully true. you were sleepy, sure, but you didn’t nap like them.
“okay, let’s make some food” intak clapped his hands, the youngests’ ears perking up.
once they were off you, you stretched your arms with a pleasant hum.
“how was the shopping, baby?” you asked jiung, who walked up behind you. then, you felt his warm hands on your neck and arms. massaging your sore muscles gently, you let your hands drop (and your neck too) “that’s nice…”
“we bought some clothes, intak bought some lego. i saw a cute hoodie and thought you’d like it so…” he wanted to go and show it to you but he noticed the way your arms relaxed. his thumb pressing in the middle of your neck. a groan ripped out of your throat, causing the boys in the kitchen to laugh.
“ew, disgusting!”
“i’ll show you the hoodie later, okay? and how was your day?” jiung ignored them, fingers working their way to the side of your neck. the pressure was a bit tough but in a pleasant way.
“fine… boring… missed you. so, nothing new… oh, right here, please” you hummed, letting out a small sigh when he stumbled upon a certain spot. he smiled and continued on.
“i’m literally gonna throw up, can you take this somewhere private?” theo snickered.
“ugh, intak, we’ll have to stay out of the dorm for a while” keeho sighed dramatically and you shot your head up, glaring at him “joking! joking…”
“c’mere, ji. they are just haters…” you mumbled and turned around, kneeling on the couch. wrapping your hands around his neck, you pecked his lips in a playful manner.
“ew! okay, sorry! just go!” keeho laughed, amused by the situation. the truth was, he just wanted you two to have some privacy – especially considering that you haven’t seen each other for the whole day.
you leaned away from jiung and stood up, grabbing your long forgotten book. after leaving it on the coffee table, he grabbed your hand gently and the bag in other.
entering his shared room, you looked around. the window was open, a nice breeze sneaking in.
“here, try it on” jiung leaned down and handed you the cloth. the hoodie was really cute – exactly how you liked it. it fit perfectly too.
you spun dramatically and posed.
“and?” you asked. jiung was observing you, smitten. a cocky smile was blooming on his lips.
“it’s perfect. what do you think, though?” he asked, tilting his head slightly.
“it doesn’t smell like you yet. other than that, i love it. thank you, baby” you hummed and placed a kiss on his cheek.
jiung melted upon the sweet gesture. everything you did caused his heart rate to speed up, even after almost two years of dating.
“how was your day?” jiung asked and you fought a yawn, nodding.
“as usual… do you wanna take a nap? those rascals didn’t really let me sleep… taeyang talks awfully a lot of things in his sleep, did you know that?” you giggled and before he answered, you already hopped into his bed, burying yourself in the blankets.
spotting the plushie you bought for him ages ago, you grabbed it and pressed to your chest.
“i’m no fun, am i? just sleeping all day” you giggled, a spark of guilt in your eyes. jiung shook his head and in a blink of an eye was next to you, arms wrapping around you securely.
“i was tired too. besides, i don’t mind if i sleep or go bungee jumping. as long as you’re with me, i’ll enjoy everything” he hummed and pressed a tender kiss on your cheek bone. melting into the gesture (and because of his words), your eyes began to close.
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taglist. @primoppang ,, @laylasbunbunny ,, @slytherinshua ,, @planetkiimchi ,, @weird-bookworm ,, @mon2sunjinsuver ,, @litepowee
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houpss · 3 months
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Dawg I’m actually begging crying on my knees for you to do a reverse version where like reader dies protecting skz 😭😭😭 ofc obvi no pressure, like only if you’d like to 🙏🏻🩷 you write so well im like obsessed
ububububu.....I'm very pleased to hear this! thanks for the idea, love 🩷🫂
I'm eating strawberries and crying, I literally feel bad about this job 😭😭😭
SKZ's reaction to your death ver. hyung line
maknae line
It pains me to write this work, my heart breaks and I begin to believe in this nonsense... BUT REMEMBER THAT ONLY PERSONALITIES ARE TAKEN FROM THE REAL SKZ, EVERYTHING REST IS FICTION!
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Bang Chan
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It happened...suddenly.
Chan returned home before you, he wanted to cook you dinner and then turn on a new movie that he recently found.
He knew that you were stuck at work, so he wasn’t too worried.
An hour has passed... you're gone, but you should be back by now. Two hours have passed, Chan is nervous.
He called you, you didn’t pick up, he called you so many times, but you didn’t hear.
At two o'clock in the morning he receives a call on his phone. He jumps out of bed, hoping it's you calling, but it's just an unfamiliar number.
He picks up the phone, he just hopes you're okay.
"Are you Bang Christopher Chan? I'm sorry..Y/N Bang died."
Chan thought it was a joke, a very unfunny joke.
He can only come to consciousness when he sees your body. Road accident, you didn't survive.
He will ask Changbin, Jisung and Hyunjin to come out quite aggressively, because they came with him.
He ran his fingers over your pale face, tears forming in his eyes. Impossible.
He strokes your hair, strokes your hands, stopping at your fingers...he squeezes your hand tightly. Why did you leave him?
Tears fall on your lifeless body, you would be very upset if you saw Chan crying.
They can only drag him out of your room in the morning, he didn’t want to let go of your body until the end, it was like he was possessed.
"No, don't take me...I have to stay with her! I don't want to be taken away from her"
"she’s probably so cold and scared... she’s alone there, she’s already lifeless.”
He blamed himself, he could have taken you away from work, but why didn’t you ask?
The exit from the hospital is filled with reporters and paparazzi, the shocking news shocked many: “Model and Actress, Bang Chan’s wife Y/N Bang died in a car accident.”
Thanks to the members, they protected Chan from reporters and endless paparazzi. Chan did not walk behind as usual, but in the middle, and a ring was created around the participant.
Chan doesn’t remember anything, he just cried, he cries so much and loudly.
The members refused to leave him, although he asked so. They went to the dorm.
A day has passed... two days have passed... a week has passed. Funeral.
He remembers everything very vaguely, he was the last one to kiss your forehead before the coffin lid was closed.
Now he is completely alone.
He eats very little and hardly leaves the room. Minho literally force feeds him.
Your photos are open on his phone, you are on his wallpaper.
He doesn’t want to live without you, he wants you so much.
His tears never dry, he cries constantly. There are no emotions inside him, he is dead.
He looked through your correspondence... his heart ached madly.
He just loves you so much, he loves only you.
He apologized profusely to your family, it was his fault.
In the end he won't cope and he will leave for you. Chan was found hanged in his room. There was a note on the table with the words: “I can’t live without her, I’m nothing without her... forgive me.”
Lee Minho
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People come and go. The simple meaning of life
But you couldn't leave him...not you
If you loved, then you would not have left...WHY DID YOU LEAVE HIM?
Overdose of antidepressants.
He found you in your apartment, you were lying on the bed, wrapped in a blanket... you seemed to be sleeping, but your heart was not beating.
What if he had found you earlier?
He would have stopped you.
He found a letter next to you... your last will and love for him
"𝐈'𝐦 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐤...𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰"
"𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞, 𝐇𝐨"
"𝐈'𝐦 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐥𝐲. 𝐈𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐞."
IT'S NOT EASIER WITHOUT YOU
He has been crying for several days in a row. Even the members can't pull it out.
He became so aggressive and closed.
His heart rotted and broke without you
He falls asleep with your sweatshirt on, with your perfume on it.
The company releases a statement that Minho is taking an indefinite hiatus from activities.
He wants to close his eyes, open his eyes and have you next to him.
He went through many treatments with you and visited many psychiatrists.
You smiled at him so much, so what happened?
Minho cried for the first time in front of the members, everyone was broken with your death.
After your death, he smoked for the first time.
The cigarette smoke calmed him down at least a little. And in your dreams you came to him, you talked to him a lot.
He became very closed off to himself, even Jisung couldn’t get him to talk.
Everything and everywhere reminded him of you
Your bottle of perfume...your drawings, your rings, your elastic bands, your sweaters
You would curse if you saw him like this.
Only a month later, after your funeral, he dared to pick up your phone.
To mom, dad and sister: “I’m sorry that I’m so weak.. I would like a better life for you, I wanted to live better and happier. I’m a bad daughter.”
To SKZ:"Sorry...be strong, you are world stars and become even more popular..."
To Minho:"I repent of you, I hate myself for what I did. I have about ten minutes left...And in these ten minutes I will continue to love you, Lee Minho. Maybe we will meet in the next life?"
The emotions he had been holding back burst out.
He screamed, his scream deafening the silence.
Physical pain in his heart pierced him. how the bitch it hurts.
Now he's wearing your big jacket.
“Please protect me, Y/N.”
SEO CHANGBIN
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"Police lieutenant Seo Y/N was shot..she died while intercepting a drug gang. The ambulance did not have time to arrive"
What did he just hear? Why are they saying your name?
Is this a mistake? Maybe they got it wrong?
He refused to believe it until he was asked to come to the morgue to identify the body.
Yes, you were lying there...a bullet in the forehead.
Changbin turned away, he couldn’t look at you. He's scared.
Probably then he realized all the pain, he stopped living.
Felix and Seungmin forcibly dragged him away from the morgue.
He was never against your work, he was just proud of you. Of course, his wife is a police lieutenant.
He knew it was dangerous, but could anything bad happen to you?
"Changbin, she died a hero, please...be the same hero for her."
There were so many people at your funeral, why did they all come?
Changbin felt lost, Chan was holding his hand. Changbin couldn't navigate the space.
Time doesn't heal anything, remember.
He lost the desire to exist
He hated your job after your death, it's all your damn job.
Will you protect Changbin? Are you his guardian angel?
From time to time he hears your voice.
He will come to your parents and ask for forgiveness.
Really, forgive him.
He will take your dog with him, it seems... the dog really misses you, where is his owner?
Changbin doesn't like music anymore, he stopped working out, he stopped eating.
"Y/N would be upset if she knew that you wanted to leave the group."
"She told you to create for the sake of people's happiness."
"WITHOUT HER THERE IS NO FUCKING THIS HAPPINESS..."
You would like him to continue writing and working.
He will stay for your sake... and for the sake of the members, these three months they kept him afloat, he literally clung to them.
Your dog now has 8 caring men
Changbin brings red Lilies, your favorite flowers, to your grave every week.
Hwang Hyunjin
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You have been married for five years, recently celebrated your anniversary.
You were the happiest couple! STAY blessed couple , the participants were incredibly happy about your couple.
You found out that you are pregnant.
Hyunjin was incredibly happy! Members will become uncles to your baby.
Felix took the place of godfather.
Chan and Minho were responsible for choosing the name.
And Changbin, Jisung, Seungmin and Jeongin made rooms for your baby!
But...you had a back injury, which made it dangerous to give birth.
You didn't care, you were going to have the baby.
Difficulties began immediately during contractions, Hyunjin was with you all the time.
He was forced to leave the room in the middle of labor.
The members who were waiting in the corridor were very worried.
Sudden silence.
The doctor came out of the maternity room and said: “Congratulations, you have a daughter... please accept my condolences, your wife has died.”
What?
It sounded so absurd.
Hyunjin walked into your room, you looked so tired...so sad. sad aphrodite.
Hyunjin kissed your forehead, one hand on your neck, the other holding your hand.
"Thank you for daughter...and forgive me, I love you very much"
Tears rolled down Hyunjin's cheeks, the tears were like pearls.
Hyunjin went home with the members.. The workers left your daughter in the hospital for several days.
Hyunjin seemed to understand nothing, he understood absolutely nothing.
"The baby will grow up in love, Hyunjin"
"We will all take care of her..she is an extension of Y/N" These words from Chan hurt Hyunjin's heart...He will protect and love his daughter.
Hyunjin is always crying, his eyes are red, his face is swollen from crying.
It hurt even more when Seungmin brought your favorite coffee.
In three days we could pick up our daughter.
All eight participants went to the maternity hospital.
They brought out a small package for you, what a tiny little thing.
Hyunjin looked at the little baby as if he were the eighth wonder of the world, the girl was sleeping. Hyunjin could have sworn that she would look like you.
"We'll call her Viyoung" Why is this in tune with Vendetta?
The guy nodded approvingly, tears flowing down his cheeks again.
The members took turns holding the bundle with the baby in their hands.
"I will love you so much, Viyoung...just like your mother loved you."
“Your uncles will take care of you...you will grow up with complete love.”
They went home, everything will be fine. Your memory will never fade away. Hyunjin will raise a beautiful daughter. She's a copy of you, but with Hyunjin's eyes.
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ell-alexanderarnold · 10 months
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Okay ı have one,trent going f1 with u and he jealous of u for some driver maybe carlos or lewis
Like fluff 💘💘 hope u like it ( i love ur works btw 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼)
I’m yours
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Summary: When on the grid, Trent isn’t the only one who’s keeping an eye out for you.
Fluff
Note: Loved this request! And I hope you love this one too, enjoy 🫂 Also I thought about this song :) ⤹
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As a little girl you always sat watching Formula 1 on the tv. It was all so exciting watching the qualifying and of course the race the day after. You were always so blown away by how fast the cars were going and all the things that were going on and off the grid.
And your childhood dream is soon coming true. Trent knows your passion and love for Formula 1, it’s always something you talk about with him. You’ve watched so many races with him and every time you tell him how much you would love to go to one. Little did you know that he planned a big surprise for you in the meantime.
You woke up feeling kisses all over your cheeks and you groaned, annoyed at Trent for waking you up but it was the best thing in the morning.
“Trent I could’ve slept longer!” You complained and put the duvet over your head as Trent chuckled.
“It’s a big day today babe” Trent said as you got up from the bed, half asleep.
“No it isn’t, I have to clean the entire house and then I’ll watch the qualifying until I fall asleep” You chatted and sighed whilst you picked up clothes from the floor to put in the laundry.
“It’s only Saturday Y/n, we can clean when we get home” Trent consoled and you stopped in your tracks, turning around slowly looking at him in confusion.
“Get home from what Trent?” You asked him and he got out of the bed and walked towards you, smiling.
“You know Silverstone is this weekend?” He began.
“Of course I know that..why?” You wondered.
“I have this girl who really likes to watch F1, and I would love to take her to the grand prix with me” Trent revealed and you jumped right into his arms, squealing in excitement.
“Are you taking me to Silverstone!?” You gasped and he nodded watching you being the happiest girl ever, he’d never seen you smile this much.
“We’re leaving tomorrow morning, so you have all day to pack your stuff. Don’t worry about the cleaning, I’ll fix it” Trent assured and you went to find your suitcase, too excited about everything.
You spent the entire day packing and you were in your own little bubble while doing it, making sure you don’t forget anything. The last thing you put in your suitcase is your Mercedes cap, which you know will piss Trent off because he supports Redbull.
He sneeks up behind you and says “Sure you don’t want a Redbull cap?” And you stand up after closing your suitcase, staring at him.
“Yes I’m pretty sure” You answered and he helped you get your suitcase up from the floor.
Later at night you prepared to go to sleep, but it was hard. You were sure that the nerves would keep you awake, and you will only wait until you get to the circuit.
As you were lost in your thoughts while brushing your teeth, you felt his hands around your waist from behind.
“Are you excited for tomorrow, love?” Trent inquired and you laid your hand on his as you nodded, mouth filled with toothpaste.
He carried you to the bed, making you blush with all of his princess treatments. He placed you down and kissed you forehead with his soft pillow lips. Then he slipped into the bed beside you, ran his hands through your hair as you started to feel more tired.
“I love you T, thank you for surprising me. I can’t wait to experience this with you” You said and yawned.
“Anything for my girl, goodnight Y/n” Trent replied and you dozed off, your dream about to come true when you wake in the morning.
-
You slept surprisingly well although you were full of nerves and excitement the night before. You got up from the bed smiling knowing what’s going to happen today. Your first F1 race, it felt surreal to you and you couldn’t believe that in a few hours you’re standing on the grid with your lover.
Trent was already up, preparing the last things before you two leave.
“Hey babe, did you sleep well?” Trent asked and hugged you once you walked down the stairs.
“Yeah” You simply responded and walked past him to get breakfast for yourself but Trent quickly led you away from the kitchen to the table where he had cooked breakfast for you.
You looked at him in awe and kissed his cheek, “You’re the sweetest person ever!” You exclaimed and then sat down at the table, not wanting to waste any time because you were leaving soon.
A few hours later you entered the paddock, there were people everywhere wearing their team’s shirts and of course a lot of media staff taking pictures of your well known boyfriend. You walked beside Trent holding his hand tightly as you were walking down the paddock to get to the Redbull garage.
You were proud to be wearing your Mercedes cap in the Redbull garage even though you felt like everyone was watching you. Trent and you were guided around and a few mechanics told you about the car and Trent met up with Max Verstappen to switch shirts. You stood in the corner watching, trying not to freak out because theres a world champion in front of you. But that wasn’t really the world champion you wanted to meet. Your friends and family is aware of your support for Lewis Hamilton and you couldn’t help but try to find him today.
Max wished Trent good luck for the season he has ahead of him and you two went back to the grid.
“Trent… can we please go into the Mercedes garage?” You asked and hold your hand behind your back, hoping he would do it for you.
“Y/n I really want to go with you but I promised Marcell to follow him to the Ferrari’s. I’ll join you later okay?” He answered and you pouted. He gave you one quick peck on your cheek before running off to his brother.
And there you were on the grid, living your actual childhood dream.
You saw the garage, continuing walking towards it as you started to feel more and more nervous. The race didn’t start until one hour so you had some time to spend in the garage of your favourite team.
You got smiles from the mechanics and looked around your surroundings, it was exactly how you imagined it to be. Until you saw him.
You could see Lewis standing not far from you and you thought that you had not come this far just to look at him so you made your way towards him, trying to get the courage to ask for a photo.
You thought about how Trent would react when he sees the photo, you always dreamt about meeting a driver.
Slowly you tap his shoulder and he turns around with a smile on his face.
“Hi Lewis, can I ask for a photo?” You finally say and took a deep breath, trying not to mess anything up.
“Yes of course, what’s your name?” Lewis responds and you search for your phone in your purse, your hands almost shaking.
“Y/n” You said and smiled as you found your phone and took the picture.
“Y/n, lovely to meet you. Enjoy the race!” He expressed and shot a look at your cap.
“Thank you I will! Good luck” You smiled and noticed how he observed your cap, making you smile even more walking out from the garage to join Trent again.
You met up with Trent and you got to your seats to watch the race. You couldn’t wait for the race to start, and you thought it was more exciting watching it because Max didn’t get pole position as usual.
Trent held your hand as everyone on the track were fixing everything in the last minute, and it was only about time until they started the formation lap.
“You’re ready?” Trent whispered in your ear and it sent shivers down your spine. You looked at him and nodded as he leant in for a quick kiss before your attention was focused on the race.
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The checkered flag was waving and the race was over. You can’t believe that you just saw an Formula 1 race. The crowd was cheering, two British boys on the podium, one of them was Lewis which you were the most happy for. Trent was happy with Max winning again and you could do nothing but to roll your eyes at him mocking you as he always does when Redbull wins.
As you and Trent stood by the exit and were preparing to leave, your eyes catches someone else’s eye. You could see Lewis glancing at you and you glanced back, your heart skipped a beat when your eyes made contact. You know you shouldn’t be doing that when you have a boyfriend, but you saw it as just a fun thing not knowing it will come with consequences. You could never forget how kind Lewis was to you and the way he noticed your cap, your inner child was jumping up and down with excitement for sure.
“Hey bro, is it just me or does your bird seem to have something going on with Mr. Hamilton” Marcell noted and Trent looked over at you, seeing that you’re completely lost in your own world with some other guy.
He felt the side of him come through that he knew you didn’t like, jealousy. You’re his, not some kind of driver’s girlfriend.
“Enjoying the view are we?” Trent spoke up and you jumped out of your little bubble turning your face to him as he placed his hand on your hip, marking you as his visibly infront of Lewis.
“What?” You replied, studying the look on his face.
“Oh nothing, we should get going Y/n” He simply said and you two started to walk and you took one last glance of Lewis Hamilton.
You didn’t know exactly what he meant by that comment but you knew that it couldn’t be good. It was something your mind had to think about but you already knew in fact it was painted all over his face, his jealousy.
-
Because of how far away from home you and Trent were, you decided to stay in a hotel in London for a few days. It was a nice cozy hotel room and a good way to finish your day was to take a shower and then go off to bed.
But as you stood in the bathroom applying your serum you could only think about what Trent said earlier. “Enjoying the view are we?”
Of course you enjoyed the view but what exactly did he meant?
Trent stood beside you and he had just finished brushing his teeth. You watched him in the mirror almost draining himself in his body lotion and you giggled for yourself, but you had to ask him about earlier.
“Hey T” You began as he looked up at you in the mirror.
“Yeah”
“You know when we were about to leave and you said that I was enjoying the view” You mentioned and he hummed in response.
“What did you mean by that?” You continued and met his eyes through the mirror.
“Someone couldn’t take their eyes off of Sir Lewis” He shrugged and you held yourself back from laughing, you found it so funny.
“Trent you’re joking right?” You chuckled and smiled as he rolled his eyes.
“I just didn’t like the way he looked at you” He told you and then walked up behind you, kissing your neck.
“You’re mine and mine only.” He whispered against your neck and it made you forget all about Lewis in one second. You leaned your head back, allowing him to kiss you all over your neck.
“So you were jealous?” You asked and he chuckled because he know you could read him well in those moments.
“I was” He admitted and you two walked out of the bathroom, both tired and just wanted to sleep.
As you laid down with him you thought whatever happens, if you see a cute man on a night out or if a guy comes up to you in the club, or in this case if a Formula 1 driver likes to have some sort of staring contest with you, no matter what you know who you belong to. You know that no one can love you like Trent do and in that way, you’re gonna forget about the little tension you and Lewis had.
“Trent, you know I’m yours right?” You soothed and cupped his face.
“I know you are Y/n” He murmured.
“And you’re mine” You added.
“Is that so?” Trent teased and you started laughing and he flipped you over so that you were lying on top of his chest and you eventually fell asleep, with a head full of dreams and a loving boyfriend who you know is going to stick around for a long time.
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strniohoeee · 6 months
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Broken
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Pairing: Matt Sturniolo X Female Reader
Synopsis: Y/N is depressed, and Matt takes notice to her behavior. Matt being the good friend he is he tries to get her out of her funk, but will it work?🫂
Warnings⚠️: None just mentions of depression. This was a request but Tumblrs being a munch and not letting me add it
Song for the imagine: hope ur ok- Olivia Rodrigo
But, God, I hope that you’re happier today
Cause I love you
And I hope that you’re okay
It’s been getting worse. I hate this feeling, this darkness that consumes me. I wanted nothing more than to feel okay. I hate the way my depression swallowed me whole and made me want to disappear from the face of the earth.
I just wanted to feel okay, I wanted to feel normal and not drained. I know my friends were getting annoyed with me. I would slip into these phases of not wanting to talk to them, see them, go out with them. I mean I could barely get out of my bed to do anything. Often skipping meals and not drinking water. I would just sleep all fucking day and cry when I was awake.
I was fortunate enough to be an influencer, so I didn’t have to worry about actually getting up to work. I posted YouTube drafts and TikTok drafts. It worked for a while, but people started to catch on, and were wondering where I went. I couldn’t even be honest and come out and say I was so depressed I couldn’t even sit up in my bed.
The one person who noticed the fastest was Matt. Randomly one day he started texting me wondering how I was doing, what I was doing, if I wanted to hang out with him and his brothers, if I wanted to join them for dinner, if I wanted to film a video with them. I appreciated it truly, but I also kept lying to him. Telling him that I was busy or I had plans, or I was filming. I could not allow anyone to see me this way. I mean I didn’t even want to see myself this way…..
Matt had put me in a groupchat with Chris and Nick, and honestly it was making me feel better. They kept my mind off of things by constantly making me laugh. I mean they would text from 10AM till 2AM every single day.
The blue eyed freaks🧿🧿
-Y/N can you pleaseeeeee come hang out with us we haven’t seen you in like two months- Chris
-Idkkkk -me
-plzzzzz like you never hangout with us anymore-Nick
-yeah I’ve just been busy-me
-busy??? Yeah right not busy enough to not hang out with us- Chris
-hey if she doesn’t want to hangout don’t force her, but we do miss you and would love to see you-Matt
-thanks Matt🖤-me
-booooo boring come over now, or I’ll come pick you up-Chris
-you can’t even drive Chris-me
-okay….ill get matt to drive me to come pick you up-Chris
-fineeeeee okay fine I’ll be over in a hour-me
-FUCKKKKK FINALLY OMG YES- Chris
-see yall soon<3-me
I had gotten up and decided to shower, washing my hair and just really try to clear my mind, and enjoy the fact that I’m getting to see my friends again. I hadn’t been out of my house in a good month, and this was giving me major anxiety.
I felt like once they’d see me they would know I haven’t been okay, and that’s something that scared me. I had to seem okay. I was never the one who broke down… ever.
I hadn’t finished getting ready. At first I wanted to put on some makeup to hide my dark eyes, but I decided against it because I really wasn’t in the mood. I headed out, and drove to the triplets house. When I got there Matt texted me letting me know that the door was unlocked and to meet them in his room.
I let myself in and walked to Matt’s room.
“Y/N” Chris yelled coming over and hugging me
“Hi guys” I said laughing
“She’s aliveeee” Nick said hugging me
“How have you guys been?” I asked plopping myself down on Matt’s bed with them
“We’ve been good, just filming honestly” Matt said
“Nice that’s always fun” I said
“I love it so much truly, but how have you been?” Nick asked
“I’ve been good, you know. Just uhhh been busy” I said lying straight through my teeth
“Nice, what have you been doing” Matt asked
“Oh you know just filming and editing and just going out with some of my other friends” I said
“I love your hair color by the way, when did you dye it red?” Chris asked me
“Oh like two months ago I need to get my roots done actually” I said running my hands through my hair
“Two months ago? I thought this was recent all your TikTok’s and YouTube videos your hair was black” Matt said looking at me suspiciously
“Oh uhhh” was all I could manage because I knew Matt was onto me
“Okay anyways I’m hungry” Chris said breaking the awkwardness
“Me too” Nick said
“McDonald’s?” Chris asked
“Fuck yes” Matt responded
“Okay Matt can you pick it up for us” Chris said pleading
“Uhhh I guess i have too since yall can’t drive” he said rolling his eyes
“I can drive” I said smiling
“Yayyyy this is why I love you” Chris said
“I’ll mobile order it so it’s less stressful” Nick said
They all put in their orders, and they handed the phone to me. My anxiety making me nauseous and not really in the mood to eat
“Oh I don’t think I’m going to get anything” I said
“WHAT? McDonald’s is your favorite” Nick said
“Uhh yeah I’m just not in the mood” I said
“Do you want something else?” Matt asked
“No I’m not hungry” I said looking at him
Matt nodded before taking the phone, messing with it f and then handing it to Nick.
“Alright let’s head out” I said
“Nick and I want to stay back y’all can go though” Chris said
“Sneaky fucks” Matt said laughing
Matt and I had gotten into my car heading over to the McDonalds
“What’s really going on?” Matt asked
“What do you mean?” I asked glancing over at him
“I know you’re not okay” he said looking at me
“Matt I’m fine” I said
“No you’re not. Your eyes…..I can tell that you’re sad” he said
“I’m just tired is all” I said swallowing thickly
“Y/N be honest…are you okay?” He asked reading my face for an answer
My lip quivered, and a lump formed in my throat. Nobody has asked me if I was okay.
“No” I whispered out in a croak
“Talk to me” he said sitting up
“I just don't know. I’ve been so depressed lately. I haven’t been able to get out of my bed. I’ve just been posting drafts because I can’t even get up to film. I can’t even get up to drink or eat anything. I miss my parents, I miss home and I just feel so alone. You were the first person to text me, and you have helped me a lot actually. You inviting me over was the first thing I have done in a month” I said letting a tear fall
“I’m so sorry you feel that way. I love you so fucking much, and I knew something was wrong that’s why I reached out. I care for you so much, and I don’t want you to struggle alone. I’m here for you” he said looking at me with saddened eyes
“I appreciate it Matt truly. You’re amazing” I said looking over at him and smiling weakly
“Never allow yourself to struggle alone okay. Please reach out to me or Nick or even Chris as crazy as that seems. We will always be here for you….always” he said
“I will. I just was fighting with myself for so long I couldn’t reach out for help” I said wiping my tears
“And that’s okay. No ones pressuring you to reach out, but know that the option is there. I would never turn you away. You know I’ll come flying to you in a heartbeat” he said nudging my shoulder
“I know Matt. I love you so much thank you for being here for me” I said nudging him back
“Also I got you your favorite from McDonald’s. I’m making sure you eat. I can tell you haven’t eaten. I can see it in your face” he said
“Thank you Matt what would I do without you” I said smiling at him
“I’m not sure actually” he said
“Don’t get too cocky” I said pointing my finger at him
We laughed, and I pulled up to the drive thru. We got our food, and we headed back home
We got back to their house, and started to eat in the kitchen. Laughing and catching up. Matt occasionally looking over at me, giving me reassuring smiles and glances.
I spent the night at their house, and I slept in Matt’s room. We watched my favorite childhood movies as he kept asking me if I was okay, and taking small glances at me.
Eventually we ended up falling asleep.
What would I do without Matt?
The End
This was a request, but Tumblr is actually being a dickrider so it wasn’t letting me put it with my story. But anywho I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS ONE🥹🖤🖤
-J💅🏽
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devildomsoup · 1 year
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I have a request, if MC was very shy about something. It can be anything of your choice, but it's been eating at my brain for like a month now 🥲. Make sure you eat well, stay hydrated, and sleep well! You are very appreciated 🫂
May I Have This Dance?
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Genre: Fluff
Characters: Simeon, Solomon, Barbatos and Diavolo
MC: gender neutral they/them
Type: Scenrio
A/N Since no specific characters were mentioned, I just picked a group. Hope that's okay.
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They were going to do it. They were going to ask him. They had spent a good week or so preparing themself mentally. Today was going to be the day.
MC walked up to the door ready to knock but they hesitated.
“Maybe I’ll wait just a bit but then I’ll do it.”
They could not back down now. Not after spending months on dance practice. You see MC was going to attend a ball at the castle and there was going to be dancing. They wanted to ask a certain someone if he wanted to be their dance partner and attend the ball together as a pair. But so far MC has not been able to succeed in doing so. They had tried multiple times. But every time they made an attempt shyness would steal their words right out of their mouth. There was just something about the question that made MC nervous.
So now they were pacing back and forth in front of the door to his room trying to gather all the courage they could. MC had to do it today or else it would be too late. Shaking their head, MC stepped closer to the door and raised their hand.
“I got this.”
They knocked three times before a voice responded.
“Come in.”
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Opening the door to Simeon’s room MC tried their best to steal their nerves.
“Heyo, Simeon. Hope I’m not interrupting anything,” MC said with a smile. So far, so good.
“Oh, not at all. I was just practising taking pictures with my D.D.D. Luke hasn’t been able to figure out what was in the pictures I sent him yesterday. So, I thought that some practice might be needed.”
MC let out a small laugh. That did sound like something that would happen. Simeon was not exactly the best with a phone. 
“Was there something you needed?” Simeon asked.
Right… MC was here for a reason.
MC could feel shyness take over their brain as they tried to figure out the best way to ask their question. Simeon just looked at them with a kind smile as he waited for MC’s response. 
“Right… Okay… So, you know how there is going to be that thing where we are going to have to do that other thing… You know… With the light and the food and all the stuff…”
Simeon gave MC a confused look. Clearly, the words that had just left MC’s mouth did not make any sense. MC let out another laugh however this time it was because of nervousness and embarrassment.
“I’m not sure I follow,” Simeon said.
“You know the thing with the music,” MC spoke while moving their hands around.
Simeon just furrowed his brows and smiled at MC. He still did not understand anything MC was saying.
Each time MC tried to ask Simeon if he wanted to dance with them at the ball their question became more obscure. The nervous movement of their hand did not exactly make it any better. At this point, MC wished the ground would open up and swallow them.  
“It’s okay, take your time. I’m sure whatever you’re going to ask me isn’t anything bad,” Simeoen said, trying to reassure MC.
MC was about to try again when Luke popped into Simeon’s room.
“Simeon, I think Mc is having a stroke. they kept walking around in front of your door while shaking their head. I think they were talking about the ball and a dance partner or something… Hi MC.”
Luke first realized MC at the end of his small story.
“Hi Luke,” MC's voice sounded a bit strained.
Simeon just looked at MC before he let out a joyous laugh. He smiled brighter than the sun as he stood up from his chair. Walking over to MC Simeon took their hands in his.
“Was that what you wanted to ask me? To accompany you to the ball?”
“Yup, you got me,” MC said.
“I would love to accompany you to the ball,” Simeon spoke softly.
Maybe it was not exactly MC that asked Simeon, but in the end, they had a great time together.
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A loud explosion came from Solomon’s room just as Mc was about to open the door. 
“Solomon, are you alright?” Mc asked while opening the door. 
A thick layer of pink smoke filled the room and out of the smoke came a coughing Solomon, He was waving his hand in front of his face with tears in his eyes. Whatever he had been doing before Mc showed up had gone wrong. 
“Yes, I’m fine, just miscalculated a few things, nothing to worry about.”
“Solomon, you just made an explosion inside your room. I’m pretty sure that is something to worry about,” Mc said leaning to the side trying to spot what might have caused the explosion.
“No, no, it’s fine. It isn’t anything harmful. So, what brings my dear apprentice to my doorstep?” Solomon asked with his usual cheery tone.
This was it. This was the moment MC was going to ask Solomon to accompany them to the ball. They took a deep beat and tried to push down the shy feeling that was bubbling in their head.
“Right. IwaswonderingifyouwouldmaybeaccompanymetotheballatDiavolo’scastleandmaybealsodancewithmewhenwearethere. Does that sound okay?”
Solomon just blinked a few times in response.
“Could you repeat that?”
“IwaswonderingifyouwouldmaybeaccompanymetotheballatDiavolo’scastleandmaybealsodancewithmewhenwearethere,” MC repeated with a nervous grin. 
Solomon leaned his head to the side and gave MC his usual closed-eyed smile.
“Still didn’t understand anything. One more time but slower.”
This was getting nowhere MC had to get it together if they actually wanted to ask Solomon. Grabbing the hem of their shirt they took yet another deep breath.
They could do this.
“You know how there is going to be a ball at Diavolo's place?” MC said.
“Yes.”
“I was wondering if you would, you know, maybe want to go to the ball… together?”
“Sure, I would love to do that. Was it just that?” Solomon teased.
“HEY! That took a lot of courage to say.”
“I know, I know. I just couldn’t stop myself.”
Solomon might have teased MC a lot about their way of asking, but he was truly happy that they wanted to go together. 
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𝐁𝐚𝐫𝐛𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐬
The door opened before MC could even reach for the doorknob. They stepped inside and the door closed behind them.
"Good evening, MC,” Barbatos said appearing from behind the door.
“AH!”
Barbatos looked at the startled MC with a small, amused smile.
 “Please never do that again. I thought my lungs were going to pop out of my chest,” MC huffed.
“My apologies, it wasn't my intention to scare you.”
MC just shook their head in response. The amused smile never left Barbatos to face so something told MC that he was not as sorry as he said he was. 
“So, what can I do for you?” Barbatos asked, placing a hand on his chin.  
“I wanted to ask you something.”
“Is that so? What might that be?” Barbatos asked, looking at MC with a polite smile. 
Suddenly the floor became very interesting to look at. MC’s eyes were now fixed on the floor right beneath them as they prepared themself for what they were about to ask.
“So I know that you have to look after Diavolo and all that but I was wondering if you would maybe…” Mc did not finish their sentence. 
“If I would maybe what?”
MC was looking anywhere but Barbatos face as they tried to force themself to finish their sentence. But it proved to be a difficult task.
“If you would maybe…” MC trailed off yet again.
Barbatos took a step closer to MC making it harder to not look at him. At this point, MC had turned their whole head to the side trying to avoid making eye contact with Barbatos. The demon only let out an amused chuckle as he watched MC.
“I was wondering if you would maybe… It’s getting a bit warm in here,” MC laughed nervously. 
“Well, we can step outside once you’ve said what you needed to say,” Barbatos said with a smile.
Yeah, there was no way Barbatos would let them off the hook. He almost seemed like he was enjoying this.  
“Can’t you just look into the future or something?” 
“You know I can’t do that MC. You will simply have to say it,” Barbatos hummed.
There was no other option than just flat-out asking Barbatos. MC sighed in defeat, swallowed hard and looked Barbatos in the eyes.
“I know that you need to take care of Diavolo, but I was just wondering if you would maybe just dance with me at the ball. Asking you to accompany me to the ball is probably too much but just one dance would be fine. I have even been practising,” Mc finally asked.
Barbatos’ smile softened upon hearing MC’s request.
“See that was not so bad, was it? While it is true that the Young Master is my top priority, I’m sure I can make time for us to dance.”   
While the two of them did not get to spend the whole night together, the time that did spend together was wonderful.
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Maybe this was a dumb idea after all. Maybe they should just leave. Maybe they were bothering Diavolo. 
Mc stood frozen in place unable to get themself to grab the doorknob. Surely if they just pretended, they were not there Diavolo would forget about the knock on his door, right?
Wrong. 
After a few minutes of silence, MC turned on their heel and walked away. But the door opened right as they stepped away.
“Why hello MC why didn’t you come in? Did you not hear me?” Diavolo’s warm voice asked.
MC froze like a deer caught in the headlights. They did not dare to turn around. They knew that telling a lie would do them no good. 
“I just realized that I might be bothering you so I thought it might be better for me to leave,” MC said, still not turning around. 
“Nonsense you are not bothering me at all. Why don’t you come inside?” Diavolo said gently, guiding MC inside his room.
The two of them were now sitting together on a couch and MC had started wringing their fingers. Meanwhile, Diavolo was wearing one of the biggest smiles in the Devildom; he was quite happy to see MC. That somehow just made MC even shyer.
“Are sure I’m not bothering you?” 
“You are not bothering me at all. Is there anything you need, MC?” Diavolo asked the warmth, never leaving his voice.
MC’s mouth clamped shut. Not a single sound left them. They just sort of stared at Diavolo for a while before turning their head away from him. 
“What is it?” Diavolo asked curiously.
MC still did not say anything. They could feel their face grow hot as the silence stretched out between them. The lack of an answer from MC was beginning to worry Diavolo his brows furrowed as his smile shrunk in size. 
“Are you alright MC?” He asked.
“Yeah, I’m fine,” MC’s voice came out weaker than they wanted it to.
MC’s response only seemed to worry Diavolo more. Tilting his head slightly to the side he placed his hand on MC’s forehead.
“You are quite warm, are you sure you are alright? Solomon told me that a warm forehead could be a sign of fever,” Divolo said, concern glimmering in his eyes.
"Yes, I'm sure. I wanted to ask you something,” Mc responded.
While the worried look did not completely disappear from Diavolo he did seem more at ease after hearing MC’s response.
“Go right ahead.”
“I was wondering if we could go to the ball, you are holding together?” MC's voice was hardly above a whisper. 
But Diavolo heard the clear as day. A Big grin spread across his face as he eagerly nodded his head.
“That would be wonderful!”
It might have taken a lot of courage, but it was worth it in the end. Diavolo was more than happy to spend the night with MC by his side.
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silvershiningtarot · 1 year
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👶🏽👼🏾18+ PAC 👼🏾👼🏾👶🏽Channeled Message From Your Kids👼🏾💋
👼🏾Take a Deep Breath and Take five second to inhale and Exhale. I hope it Brings you clarity and comfort to yourself and babies from the universe. Remember this is a GENERAL READING! Take what resonate and leave the rest.
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Pile1: Your Kids or Kid wanna send you a message through me so I hope you enjoy it as much I did.
“Hello Mommy
I just wanna say how beautiful you are, the way you smile makes me happy. I love it when you are having a good day mommy. Can I ask you something? Are you ready to be a family with me? I’m already born with you. Tell me all the stories about how you met Daddy, all the vacations you went to and the way you grew up in your home life. I wanna experience everything with you mommy. I wish that I was there right now, hug you and kiss you on the cheek. So you can tickle me while I’m laughing. Seeing you laugh mommy is amazing. Can you sing a lullaby song so I can go to sleep? Can you come to bed with me? I wanna grow up just like you. Lol 😂 I have so many dreams and goals I wanna share with you mommy. I’m so happy you are my mommy. Because you are the best mom in the world to me. I know that you haven’t been okay but I hope I brighten your day. Even though I’m not here yet with you, I can always say to you that you are already the best mom in the world. You always guide me just like I’m guiding me through life that you are ready to bring me soon. Pick up your crown 👑 mommy, you deserve it. It’s yours. No matter what, don't let your crown fall any more. I love you so much, I feel your love ❤️ in you mom. I can feel your energy within you. It’s rushing through me. Thanks 😊. I can’t wait to talk to Dad about this soon. I can’t wait to have the adventures. Even when I do something bad I can’t wait for you to yell at me and tell me that’s wrong. I’ll use my baby face and say sorry haha 😂.. I love you mommy. You always have the light within you, don’t lose it mommy. I will love you forever and ever ♾️”
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Pile 2:
“kiss kiss 💋 Mommy. Do you like my drawing that I drew for you today?. I’ve made you a present 🎁. I hope that you do. Awe 🫢 mom don’t cry 😢, those tears shouldn’t run down those cheeks beside I can draw you another one. Mom, you need to relax yourself. You’ve been too hard on yourself lately, why don’t you just relax yourself today. Let’s watch a movie together, can we please. Or we can play a game. Do you need anything mommy? You’re my best friend , you know that right. I see how much love you give to me. Even when I get on your nerves sometimes. Well how about this, this time can I read you a story. Mommy I’ve been thinking, why don’t you put on some music and we can dance around. I love it when you are a happy mommy. Because it makes me happy, don’t you feel the same way? Mommy can you tuck me into bed. Give me a goodnight kiss 😘. I love you so much mommy, I can’t wait for you share stories with me, I can’t wait to hug 🫂, laugh with you and act all foolish with you mommy. Love ❤️ you mommy. I can hear you when you are asleep. I’m watching over you until I come home to you again.”
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Pile 3:
“Oooh, I’m so excited we're gonna have another baby. Cool, Am I going to have a baby brother or sister? Can I tell you something mommy? I hope this brightens up your day. I miss you mommy. I’m so excited to be a family with you. Tell me the stories of how I came to be. Haha 😂 I’ll keep a secret mommy. It seems like I can tell you anything in the world. Thank you so much for being my inspiration and being my mom. I feel like it’s a boy this time. We are having another boy. I’m excited to have another boy. Are you excited? I can’t wait for you to help me with my homework. Saying girls or guys they got the cooties. I realize that mommy 🤭. I know that you’ve been having a hard time today but that’s okay. I hope this letter brings you so much happiness and joy from your son. I wonder, What kind of name would you give me? I’ve been really curious about something, but I’ve been watching over you and daddy too. Daddy has a big forehead 😂😂🤭. It looks like a football field. Haha 😂 sorry for being mean to daddy, it's love. But anyways I love you mommy. I know you love me, I know you don’t know me yet but I know of you and daddy too. Thank you for talking to me. I just wanted to share this message with you because I love you 💕 forever mommy, you're my greatest friend in the world and inside and out you are an amazing mommy.”
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Pile 4:
“Peek a boo Mommy I see you, 🤭🤭. Wanna play a game with me mommy. I know you are worried about me. I just wanna tell you no need to worry I’m okay mama. Kiss kiss 💋 you’ve been through a lot in your life, I’ve seen it before I’ve always been watching you even when you were young like me. Whenever you see that one brightest star ⭐️ that’s me shining my light on you mommy. That’s my gift to you. The universe wanted me to tell you that I’m your son and daughter talking to you. I know both of us, just know that I’m protecting my sister here. Soon as we come into this world together. I know we’ll be a happy family together forever, even when we don’t get along sometimes but it’ll never change between us mommy. I can’t wait to go shopping with you, picking out my favorite toys and clothes and my own room too. Drawing on the walls and coloring books. I wanna dance with you on stage and sing along with you mommy. I’ll beat up daddy for you whenever he’s driving you crazy. Haha 😂 Mommy I sent you messages. I feel like I’ve been ignored or you have been ignoring me mommy. I don’t like that it makes me cry. But don’t worry, I hope my message this time brightens up your day today mommy. Whenever you see the stars, drawing or a sign. Think of me mommy, that’s me communicating with you. I just wanna be in your arms right now mommy. I don’t like it when you don’t want to talk about things. Makes me sad 😔 when you cry 😢 or whoever your feeling down, even daddy too. I feel it when both of you are down. I’m proud to be your kid. I’m forever your kid from the stars and always being looked after because of you. Mommy close your eyes. Peek a boo, I see you haha 😂. I love you mommy. Forever grateful to you. Don’t worry I’m saved because you are safe. Your love and energy keeps me safe and alive. Whenever you stress mommy, I’m stressed. Try to sleep for me, I know you’ll take care of me. Just like I’ll take care of you even when I grow up.”
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marixrose · 8 months
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I've had a bad flu for the past few days and was wondering if I could get a Hc for the arcana for when Mc catches the flu or some other sickness that makes you feel completely awful.
Sorry for the late post!! 🫂🫶🏼 (added a bonus 🤭)
I’m sorry you were sick! I’m glad you’re feeling better <3
The Arcana: when you are sick
Asra: He is the type to know right away when you are sick. He has all the herbs to make you medicine. He gives you hot tea and makes you lay down in bed all day while he runs the shop. He checks in every thirty minutes to an hour making sure you are okay and to see if you’re getting any better. He will close down the shop if you ever ask to cuddle or to spend time with him because you feel lonely.
Julian: He’s a doctor, he should have the right medicine for you, right? Wrong. He panics and realizes he doesn’t have the right medication for what you’re sick with. He runs to Asras to get herbs or goes to the market to get the medicine. He sits beside your bed and makes sure to check your temperature often. He makes you dinner and brings you water when you need it.
Muriel: He has to ask Julian for advice, probably the only time he talks to him. He gets medicine and makes you food. He keeps the fire going so you don’t get cold. He gets you whatever you ask for. Blanket? you got it. Food? right here. Cuddles? Of course. He can never say “no” to you when you’re sick.
Lucio: At first he will be grossed out and has maids tend to you. After a few hours he feels lonely (and a little bad for leaving you alone) so he spends time with you. He has the maids get you what you need such as food, water, clothes, etc. He is just there to keep you company (and to have an excuse not to do his duties.)
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The Arcana: When their sick
Asra: You have to force him to get some rest and get better. Even when he’s sick he tries to run the shop so you have to forcefully close it and rush him off the bed. He doesn’t mind you taking care of him. You make him soap and put a cold rag on his head to help his fever. He ends up sleeping almost all day and cuddles with you.
Julian: He won’t tell you he is sick because since he is a doctor he believes he can take care of himself. It takes a little bit for you to figure out he isn’t doing too well and for you to make him take a break to get some rest. He tries to fight back and say he is fine but you're not hearing it. He does as you say and he tries to get better fast so he doesn’t feel weak.
Muriel: You don’t know when this man is sick. Is he ever sick? I feel like if he was he wouldn’t tell a soul. He goes to Asra for herbs and medicine. He normally takes care of himself he ever does get something but he never shows any signs of being sick.
Lucio: Is an absolute baby. Acts as if the world is ending. Keeps saying “This might be the last day you get to see me” or “I don’t know if I'll be here tomorrow” to guilt trip you into spending time with him. He won't admit this but he loves getting sick so he has a day off of his count duties and he gets to spend the day with you.
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callsignfangs · 4 months
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JSSJJSJA I LOVE UR WRITING 😭😭 I'M MUNCHING SO HARD ON IT
p.s im the anon who asked for that farah x g/n reader after a hard mission if that even matters but
-besides that, I have another request🤭🤭 if u have time ofc
g/n reader whos afraid of thunderstorms (from PTSD maybe) and there just so happens to be a thunderstorm tonight oh no but farah is there with them🤩
SORRY FOR THIS REALLY LONG REQUEST BUT UM HAVE A GOOD DAY OR NIGHT RAHH GO WILD
GIGGLINGNGN IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED ITT 😚😚
(I’d call you the Farah anon but atp my, like, whole page is Farah. Not that I’m complaining 😇)
And absolutely I will absolutely devour any reqs I get, esp Farah ones, I just love them smmsmm 😇
(AND DONT APOLOGISE FOR THE LENGTH LUVVIEE 💟💟 I LOVE GETTING REQS 🫂)
Also also sorry for the wait ive been focusing a little on art and personal life stuff that’s absolutely battering me rn 🧍‍♂️
Farah Karim x GN!Traumatised! Reader 😚
To say nights were hard was a bit of an understatement for you. Sleep didn’t come easy - not when it was majorly plagued with painful projections and stalking memories, haunting you throughout the night when they couldn’t tear at you through the day.
So, you being up at god-knows-when at night really wasn’t too alarming. You didn’t even mind it that much anymore, it was a bit like a routine. The exhaustion was annoying, and the daily naps were a pain, but it was easier than attempting to face sleep.
Usually. Usually, your waking mind was clearer and safer than your sleeping one. Not tonight.
Tonight? Tonight, the thunder rolling through the air practically sent shockwaves through your room, sending your mind reeling into that fogged, not-quite-here, am-i-there haze, making your chest ache and stomach knot painfully. You wished your mind would surrender you to sleep, even if it was just trading one hell for another.
It wasn’t long before you ended up at Farah’s door like a little lost puppy. It seemed pointless - your hand was heavy with the fear of being a burden and you couldn’t even remember how you’d gotten there. The throbbing weight in your chest seemed to ebb into the air, the thickness slipping from your lungs before you could really get a full breath in.
Farah opening the door almost into your face was actually blessed coincidence, the empty glass in her hand somehow assured your oblivious little mind of just how much of a problem you were to her.
She didn’t even need to see the tears verging on spilling over your cheeks to know.
“Oh, hon, come on, lovely. I can’t have you out here by yourself, can I?”
You only just brought yourself to nod, lower lip wobbling involuntarily. Hands slipped across your back before you could burst into tears, softly guiding your listless form into her room, what little awareness you had left trailing behind. The gentle click of the door shutting only just stood out from the blood rushing through your ears, trying to shield from the growling of the thunder outside.
“Are you.. Are you warm enough, قلبي?” Her words were so motherly it hurt.
“How about I get you something warm to drink, alright? I’ll make your favourite, promise. Then we can snuggle up here and have a movie marathon, or something. How does that sound, love?”
A cosy, toasty drink and snuggles with your favourite girl? It did sound nice.
Farah’s smile widened. You must’ve nodded, or something. You didn’t quite know.
“There. I’m glad you like that idea. Just hold up one second, right?”
And then she plodded off again. Her absence made you hurt primally, fear creeping across your chest and up your throat, latching onto you with an iron grip. No, no, she couldn’t leave, it wasn’t safe, how did you let her go all alone what if-
“Hey, حبيبي, hey, it’s okay. Come here, shh.”
She was back. It felt like some kind of emotional whiplash, your feelings being pulled apart and moulded back together again, moving too quickly for you to really react.
Gentle, familiar hands guided you to sit back down - when had you stood up? - and cradled your cheek in their careful hold. Something slipped up over your ears, and the world went quiet again. Almost disturbingly so, the lack of input, of reassurance to your senses, it was scary.
It was like Farah read your mind as she leaned back in to whisper right next to your ear, just loud enough for you to hear, “It’s alright, sweetheart. Come on, you’re alright. We’re safe right now, we just have to let this storm pass. Literally, for once.”
The relaxed humour brought a weak smile to your face. It didn’t quite reach your eyes, but that was alright. You needed time and reassurance, only one of those had you received a decent amount of.
Her bed creaked as she joined next to you, worn, homely springs groaning with effort. Your hands were enveloped in her touch once again, substantial warmth coating the back of your hand, branching out over your palm and peeking up your wrist.
Farah didn’t hesitate to ease you down against the headboard, tucking a hand down against the small of your back as she fumbled for something she’d placed on the bedside table.
“Do you want that drink, love? I made your favourite. Same way as usual, don’t worry.” The mug was held by your hand, supporting it as you took it in your shaking ones. Her lips puckered softly as she puffed over the hot liquid, a little plume of steam flowing up to your face, the warm flash dragging your mind back somewhat. You idly noticed the seeds of a headache taking root against your temple.
“Careful, غالي, it’s hot.” It took a few moments to drag your eyes up and take her in, but you got there in the end. “Oh, hello, sweetheart. Popped back in, have we?” The light bags tugging at her under eye were engulfed by the soft plush of her cheeks as she smiled. To say she looked relieved was a bit of an understatement. One of her hands slipped from the mug, ensuring it was stable before coming up to give your cheek a little squeeze, thumbing gently at your cheekbone.
At your slow nod, her smile widened even further, gratitude pouring into her gaze. The mug was, once again, eased from your grasp at your seeming disinterest. It was probably going cold, but she didn’t particularly care.
“How do you feel about taking a nap, lovely? Just you and me. We can put on a movie too, like a little cosy movie night - does that sound nice?”
“Yeah..” Your words were almost too shaky to be intelligible, but seeing Farah’s warm glow at the attempt made it worth it.
Hands roamed gently under your thighs, easing you down into her shockingly comfy covers - ‘commander’s privileges’ - and proceeding to tuck you in, fussing over you all the while. It was a win/win, really, she got to look after and fuss over you, and you got a little bit of well-deserved spoiling.
After you were sufficiently smothered, Farah pulled herself up off the bed, calling out a soft ‘one sec’ before jogging out of the room. It was quiet. That wasn’t that bad anymore, though. She’d be back, soon.
Your mind barely wandered in the time it took for her to swipe the laptop off of the coffee table and speed back. She knew better than to leave you alone with your thoughts right now, though your semi-calmness when she got back was reassuring.
“Here we are..” Farah murmured idly, clambering up next to you, placing the laptop on the bedside table by your head. You were softly eased onto your side and pulled to a firm, pillowy chest. One arm was laid out under your shoulder, simultaneously supporting you and reaching out to the laptop, opening up her downloads and mindlessly scrolling through her library of movies. Her other arm was laid over your side, kneading at your tummy before moving slowly up to your chest.
The next few minutes were spent with Farah idly chatting into your ear, bouncing movie ideas off of you as she internally preened at each and every response you gave. Together, you decided on a movie, and cuddled into each other’s safe warmth as the opening credits rolled.
By the halfway mark, you were fast asleep. By the end, Farah was too.
Sorry for the kinda rushed ending, I wanted to maybe take this a little further sometime, but it’s been ages and I wanted to give yous a little sumet to munch on /j
Pinky promise I’ll try to drag myself out of my sorta-hiatus 😚🫂
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adarafaelbarba · 8 months
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I have a migraine and I’m dying, so could I get any boi taking care of reader with a migraine? 🥺❤️
A/N: I’m so sorry to hear that you’ve got a migraine 🥺 Hope it didn’t take too long to get rid of it my love ❤️ You can of course get something about boi taking care of you ❤️ And since it’s you I’ll throw a few of them into the mix ❤️🫂
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Sonny: He’s had many headaches in his time as a cop, student and ADA. So he would know exactly what do do to help you. He’ll tell you to go lay down in bed, then goes to grab the essentials; medicine, juice, water and tea, the cold compress for your eyes that was always kept in the fridge.
Shortly after grabbing everything he’s back in the room, sitting on the edge of the bed to place it all on the bedside table. «You’re too good to me Dominick», you say tiredly, eyes closed from the light in the sealing.
«You know you could’ve left the lights off right?» «And risk tripping and hitting my head, no thanks my love.»
He chuckles softly, helping you get settled. «I’ll turn it off on the way out—»
As soon as you heard that you pouted, and he knew you wanted him to stay. But he couldn’t too much work going on at the moment. Which he told you, though he promised to come back as soon as possible to check in on you.
With a soft kiss to your forehead he left, and as promised, turned the lights off so you could finally rest.
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Joe: He’s worried as soon as you don’t answer his call. He’d wanted to let you know he was on his way home, and to ask if you wanted takeout or for him to cook. But after the third time of going to voicemail he stormed to your place.
A sigh of relief left his lips when he saw you sleeping on the couch, only the light on the end table on in the living room.
As soon as he sat down though you opened your eyes, your vision trying to focus enough to see him. «Jose?»
«You had me worried sick amor, couldn’t get a hold of you.»
«I’m sorry…I took my migraine medicine and fell asleep—»
He cups your cheek, caressing the smooth skin with his thumb, «Let me go get a cold cloth for your forehead. You just lay here and rest amor, I’ll be back soon.»
Barely able to nod, you turned your head slightly, kissing the palm of his hand. «Thank you.»
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Gallowglass:
«Darling—your heart rate is spiking—are you okay?»
You let out a pained groan not even a second after he asked. «How do you always know when I’m not well?» A soft chuckle left his lips, his hands coming to cup our cheeks. «I’m a vampire, darling, I can smell and hear everything. Now tell me what’s wrong.»
Raising your hand to your forehead, you pouted up at him, explaining that you were getting a migraine.
«You have medicine for that right?» 
A small nod, then a huff, «But they’re at my place, I’ll be fine though, I just need an ibuprofen or something.»
Gallowglass gave you a look.
«Eric, I’ve been through this for so many years, I’ll be fine.»
«Fine. I’ll have Marthe or Marcus bring it up here, you’re going straight to bed.»
«Yes sir.» You rolled your eyes, but on the inside you absolutely loved it.
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nerdieforpedro · 5 months
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Weekend Update - 12/31/2023 - New Year’s Eve
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Hey Nerdie! Looking forward to the New Year?
Hello! And yes I am, new beginning can be scary but fun. I’m looking forward it.
You have any lessons that you’re going to carry into the new year?
*Is shocked that she is being asked for advice*
Er…Not sure if you should ask a Hornado Hooligan for life advice, but I’ll do my best.
Skip number four if mentions of mental health, depression and/or suicidal ideation are triggering for you.
1. If you love something, keep doing it. Writing, singing, dancing, reading, walking, edits, watching TV and movies of a certain man with excellent hair, large hands and a prominent nose, painting, playing an instrument, whatever gives you peace and joy.
2. Write the things you want to write, all fanfics are self-indulgent. It’s encouraged, we all want to read all the things. Lord knows all my fanfics are and I would not have them any other way.
3. Find a lovely group of people to nerd out with, chat with, cry with, and have plenty of belly laughs with. The Hornado Watch (to which I am the resident hooligan who inspires many a giggle) has been saving grace for me this year with their support and care in just these last few months. 🥰
The following does contain mentions of mental health and suicidal ideation.
4. On that same note if you don’t feel quite right, mentally or physically, you should tell someone you trust and seek out help. My personal battle with mental health has been ongoing for roughly half my life, it’s hard to remember a time I didn’t feel depressed. I had been managing with medications and drowning myself in work but that will only stave the dark edges off for so long.
It was earlier this year, about August and September when I re-joined tumblr after one of my younger patients who saw my water bottle all Pedro’s characters’s stickers all over it and asked if I read any of the Fanfiction about him because that patient read Loki fics on there. I hadn’t and was surprised to note that my Tumblr log-in infor still worked. I was going through the motions of life and felt hollow to the point where for the first time since high school I had thoughts of “if I wasn’t here, would everything feel okay? Would it stop? If I don’t wake up, and everything stayed black it would be fine.” Then came the insomnia where I just wanted to sleep maybe forever and my body wouldn’t allow me as a special kind a torture. At least that’s how I thought of it at the time.
Oddly enough my first fics were posted between September and October so I was trying to work out the feelings I had which helped some but wasn’t enough so thankfully I was able to find a doctor who’s listen to me when I said my meds aren’t keeping me even keeled any more and started me on a new medication which has been working well for me.
Since then, I’ve enjoyed writing up a storm on all sorts of subjects that I’ve thought about, wanted to explore and just thought, “don’t see that anywhere, let’s do it.”
I’ll keep writing as it really does help keep me sane and interacting with all you lovely peeps 🐥 as it’s often a highlight of my day. 🫂
Especially my Hornado Watch group, I’m your resident hooligan and weather report expert. I predict more flooding and downpours of thots with some support mixed in there. A high chance of fluffy feelings and rainbows in the clouds ⛅️❤️
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Stay warm, safe and see you in 2024! 💚
Love Nerdie ❤️
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kyojurismo · 1 year
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I guess you can sort of call it an emergency request but you don’t have to do it now or really at all haha I kinda just got dropped by a friend who I really trusted and could use some Kyojuro comfort 😂 it’s stupid ik but it’s still devastating to lose a friend— not that they were my friend in the first place it seems.
▸ ANSWERING. i did actually delayed it, but i didn’t ignore it !! that’s not stupid at all trust me, i went through the same thing a few years ago and sometimes i’m still wondering where i did wrong. a friend of mine told me that it was her loss so i’m saying the same to you, friends come and go i guess 🫂 HERE IS SOME KYO FOR COMFORT !!!!
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▸ FANDOM. kimetsu no yaiba
▸ CHARACTERS. kyojuro rengoku x gn!reader
▸ RATING. sfw
▸ WARNINGS. nothing, just random fluffy things kyojuro does with r. not proofread bc rin can’t read their own work lmao
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kyojuro who likes holding your hand, whether you’re walking side by side, you’re talking with someone, you’re sitting, you’re laying down in bed. he has to hold your hand, caress its back with his thumb and gently squeeze it.
kyojuro who praises you even for the smallest thing. if one day he sees you’re struggling a lot, he would even compliment you for getting out of bed. he smiles and simply say “i’m very proud of you, you’re doing amazing.” you would be like “i’m just getting ready,” and kyo would reply “okay, but you’re amazing.”
kyojuro who takes you eating at his favourite restaurants, shares his food and wants you to try his favourite dishes. “you must try this, darling! they’re so good!”
kyojuro who gets to adopt a puppy with you since his father didn’t let him and senjuro have any because he hates animals. “now this is a very interesting experience!”
kyojuro who is used to put his haori around your shoulders to cover you from the cold breeze of the evening. you don’t want him to get cold, but you secretly love when he does that because it’s warm and it has his scent.
kyojuro who likes being the big spoon but loves sleeping with his head resting on your chest or with his face literally hidden against your neck, with his breathing tickling your skin.
kyojuro who give you piggybacks almost once a day because he loves when you rest your head beside his and keep your arm around his neck.
kyojuro who seems to be even more loud and noisy whenever he has to tell you i love you. i’m not joking, he basically shouts it and it’s so damn loud you’re almost embarrassed.
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▸ BEFORE LEAVING. reblog and comments are super appreciated. i really think i did something here, huh. byee <3
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getodrools · 2 months
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im NOT okay. i needed to be handcuffed so I touch shit I shouldb have when reading that..
I actually have a brother 😭 he’s older and if TOJI was interrogating me I would most defo stay silent js so he could fuck me more BC AUFFGHHHH IM NOT OKAYYYY. “think real hard f’me, okay?” I ALMOST BIT MY HAND.
the nicknames?? SWEETHEART??? HONEY?? I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE “speak up” YES SIR 😻
I can imagine how this ended up happening,, he’s probably been stalking you for some days prior being unable to find your brother so you’re the best choice ! he finds you at a bar and one things leads to another — a hand across your mouth and a bit of “kidnapping” may have occurred — a gun now on your forehead, him threatening to blow your brains out if you didn’t spill. Turns out, you were spilling from a place which wasn’t revealed till big boy toji lifts up you skirt to find you soaked !
he’s gotta find another way to get it out of you, I suppose! and instead of getting what he wants, all that gets out of you is cum and moans !! poor toji, guess his hands are gonna be here allllll night. And that little birdie who told him? may or may not have been shiu
AND YOU?? exulted this BEAUTIFULLY. chefs kiss. I will NOT be recovering from this I am VERY MUCH GOING TO KISS U AND PROPOSE AFTER YOU MADE THIS TYSVM SWEETS SLEEP LIKE THE ANGEL YOU ARE EVERY NIGHT, HAVE THE BEST DAYS EVA AND UR GETTING IN MY PRAYERS FOR THIS BC IM ACC SO GIDDY RN :33333
— a very happy pearl anon
PEARL ?? IM SRSLY SOBBING RN 🫂 ! ! ur comments make me so giddy omygosssh ur so kind ! ! thankuu ♡ literally giving uu the biggest smooches rn AAAH 🌷
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ur literally right on the dot how that big, hard working man got uu ! ! ( i’m terrible at making plots like that, ur brain is so creative ♡ loveee )…
SHIUUU MOST DEFINITELY TAPPED IN – i could just imagine that little birdie walking in right after ur fucked limp in a puddle of ur juices ! on the contrary, he's just as big as the green eyes glaring at you, teasing, “toji, step aside. watch how a real interrogation works.” ??? WHAT MORE COULD THEY DO ?? a tag team. that's what they'd do. stuffing all ur pretty little holes with mean stiff cocks ‘till ur too sensitive uu can't handle it anymore ! ! accidentally and frantically screaming out ur brother's whereabouts just to catch a breather for once… <,3
they'd high-five each other while they're still balls-deep in uu ;( sighhh
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strawbszz · 2 years
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frank iero x fem!reader? 🫶🫶
just the thought of cuddling w him is aaaahahahahshdhaudhdj I NEED!!
love your writing btw 🫂
Frank iero x fem!reader
Genre: fluff
Word count: 1,833
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You just moved into your collage dorm. It’s about 3:00pm and you’re moving some boxes and opening the boxes and putting the stuff into their spots.
You were taking one of the boxes labeled ‘kitchen’ you had bad posture and it hurts your back to lift heavy things. You were taking this pretty heavy box into the kitchen until you try to get better posture and then your back hurts, you accidentally drop the kitchen box and coffee mugs, and plates shatter. You fall your knees. You feel defeated.
You sit there in silence for a moment until you hear a knock on the door. You slowly get up since your back still hurts a lot.
You walk over to the door and unlock it. You open the door to see a short guy with black shoulder length hair, tattoos, and soft black makeup.
“H-hey! I uh.. I heard some glass shatter.. and uh.. I wanted to know if you were okay or needed some help.” The black haired boy says. His face is a little flushed.
“Oh.. yeah.. I tripped and dropped my box full of dishes and they shattered..” you say frowning.
“It’s okay! Here let me help you. Those boxes look heavy!” The black haired boy says.
He walks in, the black haired boy walks into the kitchen and sees the glass all over the floor.
“Dang.. that’s a lot of glass! Welp.. let’s clean this mess!” He says.
“Yeah..” you mumble.
~
After cleaning up all the glass and putting the boxes in their spots you and the boy sit on the ground in what is gonna be your living room.
“So..” you breath. “What’s your name..?” You ask the black haired boy.
“It’s Frank.. what’s yours??” Frank says.
“(Y/N)..” you answer.
“Well I should get going..” he says getting up in front of you.
You look up at him and slowly get up. “Yeah.. thank you so much for the help, Frank.” You say slightly blushing.
Frank smiles. “You’re welcome, (Y/N).”
Frank walks over to the door and opens it and turns around and waves. He leaves while closing the door.
You quickly run over to the door and lock it. You knew it was gonna be a long night since you had to sleep on an air mattress since the moving truck has not came yet and the boxes were just packed into your car.
~
It’s been about 4 months and you and Frank have became best friends who are those kinda friends who “jokingly” flirt. I mean you don’t know if it’s as a joke but it’s sweet.
It was about 2am and your phone rings. It scares you awake. It’s Frank. His contact name is: little bitch boy🥺
You answer the phone. “H-hello..?” You say in a tired groggy voice.
“Hi.. sorry to w-wake you up..” Frank says.
“No it’s fine..! What did you need, Frankie..?” You ask.
“U-uhh.. it’s stupid..” he says.
“Well if it’s stupid then why did you call me at 2am..?” You sarcastically say.
Frank giggles. “My roommate.. he uh.. he’s staying over at his girlfriend’s dorm and uh.. I hate sleeping knowing that I’m all alone and uhh..” Frank trails off. He starts blushing.
“Can you come sleep with me?” He says.
Your face goes bright red. Frank catches you off guard.
“I- uhh..” you stutter.
“I-it’s fine if no!! I can just stay here..” Frank’s voice sounds more sad at that end part.
“N-no! I want to sleep with you..” you say. “N-NOT IN THAT WAY!” You go red.
Frank laughs. “Just come over..” Frank says.
“Okay..!” You say giggling.
You get out of bed and put on your pajama pants.
You put on your slippers and walk to the front door. You open it and leave.
You get to Frank’s dorm and knock.
It’s silent for a moment until you hear Frank running to the door.
Frank opens the door. “Hey!” He breathes heavily from running. He’s bright red.
“Hey.” You say. Blushing and smiling sweetly at him.
“Come in..” Frank says opening the door for you.
You walk in and you go and sit on the couch.
“You wanna watch a movie or just go to sleep..?” Frank says.
“Well I’m more awake now since you woke me up! So movie then..” you say.
Frank giggles. “Okay!” He says. “Wanna watch a horror movie?”
“Sure!” You say.
Frank walks over to the tv cabinet and opens the dvd cabinet. He takes out Jaws.
“Ooh!! I love Jaws!!” You say smiling.
Frank giggles softly. “I know you do, (Y/N)..” he says in a raspy voice.
You blush from how attractive his voice sounds.
Frank puts the dvd in and starts the movie.
He plops down next to you on the couch and he’s closer then usual.
You look up at him and look back at the movie smiling.
“What..?” Frank says.
“N-nothing!” You say smiling at him.
“You sure..?” He says. “You can tell me anything.. you know that, (Y/N)..” he says that last part more sternly.
You blush. “I-I know!” You smile politely.
Frank grabs your chin and turns it. “I know when something’s wrong, (Y/N).” He gets more rough with you.
You go bright red. You’re glad you two are in the dark with only the tv as lighting.
You sigh. “U-uhmm.. me and my roommate got into a…” tears start up in your eyes. “fight..”
Frank’s eyes widen. You start sobbing. Frank grabs you and hugs you. “Oh.. (Y/N).. I-I’m so sorry.. d-do you want anything..?” Frank sounds worried.
“I-it was only a verbal fight.. I would have called you if he punched me..” you faintly giggle.
“Well if he puts his hands on you then he will have to face me.” Frank says.
You giggle. “It’s fine.. I’ll text you if he ever does..” you say.
“Okay.. well..” Frank yawns. “Wanna hop in my bed and sleep?” Frank says.
You blush. You hum yes.
Frank helps you up and takes you to his room. “You don’t have to help me!!” You giggle.
“Well I wanna help my (Y/N)!” Frank says.
You go bright red when he referred you as his.
Frank helps you into his bed. “You don’t need to help me, Frankie!!” You giggle.
He hops into bed with you. “You know..” Frank says.
“Hm?” You hum.
“You’re the most beautiful person I’ve met.” Frank says.
It catches you off guard.
“R-really..?” You ask.
“Really.” Frank answers.
You cuddle up to Frank. “Well I think you’re the most handsome guy I’ve met.” You say.
Frank giggles softly.
“You know.. when I met you.. uh.. you were very pretty.. I- I mean you still are! You just got.. prettier by time..” Frank said.
You blush. “When I met you.. you uh.. you were this cute short emo boy..” you say.
“Emo boy?” Frank giggles.
“I- I mean you had this cute sweater, skinny jeans, black long hair, tattoos.. I could go on and on about how cute you look..” you say.
Frank goes red. He snuggles up to you. “Let’s go to sleep now.. (Y/N)..” Frank mumbles.
You put your hand on his and close your eyes.
“Goodnight, Frankie..” you say softly.
“Night, (Y/N)..” Frank mumbles.
(Thought I was gonna end it here but NAH)
It was morning. You woke up to Frank snuggled up to you. He drooled all over your exposed chest from your loose shirt. You run your fingers though his hair. You let your hand trail from his head down his neck to his upper back. You gave his back a couple light taps to wake him up.
“Wake up, Frankie..” you say softly.
He wiggles a little bit. You feel his warm breath hit your exposed chest. It makes you shiver.
You rub circles with your finger on Frank’s back.
“Wake up, Love..” you say softly. Kissing the top of Frank’s head.
Frank groans. “(Y/N)..?” He says.
“Yes?” You say.
“I love you..” Frank says.
You stifle your giggle. “Yeah..?”
“Mhmm..” he hums.
“I love you too, Frankie..” you run your fingers through his hair.
“Can you please get off me now, Love..?” You say.
“Oh right..” Frank says. Getting off of you slowly and pecking your lips.
You look at him surprised.
“What..?” Frank asks.
“Y-you just..” you say in disbelief.
“Yeah..? Bet you liked it looking all cute like that..” Frank says slyly.
You go red. You pull him in for a kiss.
Frank giggles through the slow kisses.
Frank runs his hands up and down on your sides.
He pulls away only for your lips. Ghosting your lips only seconds later pecking them.
“Lemme get dressed..” Frank says.
“I can go now and get dressed.” You say.
“Wait no, Let me take care of you. And then you can get dressed in your dorm!” Frank smiles.
“Hmm.. okay!” You say.
You sit there waiting for Frank to get dressed and glancing a little bit and getting flustered.
“Okay! I’m done” Frank smiles.
He’s wearing the same sweater that he wore when you two met. It brought back a wave of memories of when you were moving in and you broke some dishes.
You get up and walk over to hug Frank. He buries his face in your chest. He’s kinda shorter then you.
“You smell nice, (Y/N)..” Frank mumbles.
“Do I? I didn’t put anything on when I came over last night.” You say. “You also smell nice. It’s a warm smell.”
“You have a comforting smell. Like someone who takes care of me or something. I know that sounds dumb.” Frank says.
“Like a mommy..?” You say softly.
Frank squeezes you tighter. “Mhm!!” He hums.
You run your fingers through his hair.
“God I love you.. Frankie..” you say.
“Love you too, (Y/N)..” Frank says.
You kiss the top of Frank’s head.
“Can I Cook you food now, (Y/N)..?” Frank says.
You giggle. “Of course, Hun..”
“Yay..!” Frank cheers.
Frank let’s go of you to go and start cooking.
“Okay.. Frankie.” You giggle.
Frank goes out of the bedroom. you grab your pajama pants and put them on.
You sigh and walk out of the bedroom and see Frank cooking some pancakes.
“Mmmm!! I love pancakes!” You say.
Frank smiles. “I’m glad.”
You walk over to Frank and put your hands on his hips. “Thank you, Frank.. you didn’t need to.”
“I wanted to feed you! And maybe spend some more time with you..” Frank says.
You giggle. “I wanna spend more time with you too..” you kiss Frank’s cheek.
“Well.. the pancakes are ready!” Frank says.
You pull off of Frank and go to sit down at their small table.
Frank puts the pancakes on 2 paper plates. He walks over and sits them down. “Here let me get the syrup!” Frank says fast walking to the pantry.
He grabs the syrup and shuffles over to the table and sits down.
“Let’s eat.” Frank smiles.
You can Frank start eating your pancakes.
“Thank you, Frankie!” You say.
“Your welcome, (Y/N).” Frank smiles.
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taelonsamada · 1 year
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,,,, charrrrr my beloved
May I ask for soft wolf pack comfort tidbits???
This cold is kicking my ass ;-;
Absolutely my love ♥️ Putting it under a cut cause it got a bit long XD sorry it took me a while ^^;;; 🥰 🫂 ♥️
David/Angel:
“Daaavveeeeyy….”
The drawn out, nasal voice calling from the living room had David pausing, the faint smirk curling across his face safe from sight as he stood in front of the stove tending the pot of soup he’d been working on the last twenty minutes.
“Yes, Angel?” He called, turning his head just enough to look over his shoulder towards the lump of misery that lay on the couch. Knowing by this point not to rush over the instant he heard them call for him, that if something was drastically wrong, their voice would have far more tremor in it, rather than the petulant whine it currently carried.
“I need you to do me a really big favour… and not say no.”
He did his best not to roll his eyes, already aware of the direction this conversation was going, as it was the fourth time they’d had it.
“I am not going to kill you, Angel.”
“Davey, pleeeaassee…. Put me out of my misery…”
The Alpha simply shook his head, getting a bowl down out of the cupboard and ladling the homemade soup into it, giving it time to cool a bit on the tray while he gathered up a few other essentials.
“It’s not happening.”
“Meanie….”
David picked up the tray once it was fully loaded, walking over to stand beside the couch and stare skeptically down at the stuffed-nosed, sore-throated, head-aching mate of his that was bundled up in his hoodie and a thickly knitted blanket.
“Yes, I’m a terribly mean, heartless bully, wanting to keep the love of my life alive.” He agreed flatly, eyes narrowing at the starry eyed look they gave him and the broad smile they flashed, even as they sniffed loudly.
“I’m the love of your life?”
“Obviously, you menace. Now sit up, you can’t eat laying down.”
~~~
Asher/Baabe:
Babe was snapped out of the haze they’d slipped into by the loud rattling of keys in the door and soft cursing coming from the other side of it. Instinctively they wanted to get up and open the door, but their body wasn’t letting them do much more than blink without causing dizzy spells and nausea.
Luckily Asher managed to get in all on his own, letting out a soft, hushed cheer at his success and shutting the door as gingerly as he could.
“Baaaaabe…? I’m back.” He whisper-called, and they couldn’t help the weak laugh at the lengths he was going through to make as little noise as possible, hushed curses sounding from the hall as he wiggled free of his shoes and stumbled through the dim rooms, leaving as many lights off as he could. Babe watched him tiptoe into the living room, approaching the couch they were curled into the corner of with all the care of approaching a sleeping child.
He knelt down on the floor in between the couch and the coffee table, and they felt gratitude swell in their chest. Obviously Asher remembered how they’d nearly thrown up when he’d flopped onto the couch beside them and bounced them around a bit too much. Smiling down at him as he settled his chin on their knee, staring up at them with loving eyes.
He gave a smile in return before digging into the bag he’d carried in. “Okay, I’m pretty sure I got everything we need.” He assured, starting to lay out all the items on the coffee table. “Migraine strength pain relief, nausea medication - and I checked, it’s safe to take both at the same time - hot and cold compresses, an ice pack in case the compresses aren’t cold enough, lots of water, a new eye mask, the granola bars you like… oh, and I found this.”
Asher perked up as he pulled out what looked like a mini rolling pin on a handle, though it looked like it was made of glass. “Apparently this is a face massager, and you can either chill it or heat it up. I figured I could massage your head after icing it, see if that helps.” He offered.
Babe stared at him, feeling tears welling up in their eyes. Which grew even worse when he saw them and shifted instantly to concern. Before he could ask what was wrong, they said to hell with the dizzy spells and leaned forward in order to kiss what was easily the best mate in the world.
~~~
Milo/Sweetheart:
“Ah - no. No buddy, it’s not for you… Yes, I know, but it doesn’t matter, it’s not for you… Don’t give me that, I know for a fact your bowl isn’t empty. Stop it. Stop with the eyes.”
Sweetheart felt their chest seize and rattle as they laughed at the full on conversation that was going on in the kitchen. Able to hear the plaintive meowing that was answering every remark Milo gave. They couldn’t blame Aggro for wanting a sample of Marie’s cooking. All Milo was doing was heating it up, and despite the entire lack of appetite they’d had for the last few hours, the stealth was admittedly on the verge of salivating.
Leave it to Marie to make food delicious enough to beat the worst flu.
Looking down at their hand, they wrinkled their nose as they saw their hand flicker again, huffing once more and settling back a bit further into the couch. They’d nearly managed to make it out the door to work, but whatever bug had been plaguing them for the last couple of days had gotten bad enough that their powers had flickered just as they’d lifted their coffee mug that morning. The ceramic shattering on the floor had betrayed them, alerting their mate that it wasn’t just being overworked or tired.
Which had ended up with them stuck on the couch and Milo calling the Department to inform them that the stealth wasn’t coming in. Another call to Marie had some fantastic smelling food delivered, which had them feeling terrible for troubling the woman so deeply. She’d most definitely had better things to do that day than make food for them. Only the fact that there was enough for Milo eased the guilt, because of course Marie was convinced her son wasn’t eating enough.
They watched Milo heading towards the living room with two plates, dodging the cat weaving in between his feet with practiced skill and scolding Aggro for nearly tripping him.
He handed them their plate and pressed a kiss against their forehead, settling down on the couch next to them. Sweetheart watched him argue with Aggro over the cat’s attempts to get up on the couch and shove his head into Milo’s plate, and decided that a sick day now and then wasn’t so bad.
~~~
Sam/Darlin:
“I’mm find.”
“Yeah, cause last I checked, ‘fine’ has a d at the end of it. Sit.”
Darlin scowled sharply as their body listened against their will and they dropped back down to sit on the bed. Unable to keep from sighing in relief at the cool hand that pressed to their burning forehead. “Damn it, Darlin’… I could cook an egg on that head of yours.”
“…’m a wolve… we run hod.”
“Uh huh… and you’re so far past hot, you’re comin’ up on it again.” Sam scolded, gesturing towards their pillow. Darlin grumbled and huffed as they collapsed sideways, head dropping to their pillow and stretching their aching body out with a tired sigh.
“Dissis Ash’s fauld…”
“Says the one who refuses to wear more than one layer even when there’s ice formin’ on the water.” The vampire continued to chide, pulling the knitted blanket of his they secretly loved up over their waist and brushing their hair back out of their face. “But yeah, I imagine you’re not the only one currently dealin’ with this, if Asher indeed brought somethin’ back with him off the plane.” The fondness in his eyes mixed with worry had guilt swamping them, and they turned their head to lean into his hand.
“…sor’y… didn’ mean te…” Sam hushed them before they could finish, leaning in to press his lips against their forehead.
“You didn’t ruin anythin’, don’t even start. We got plenty of time to spend up here, and you’ll shake this long before we gotta go back home.” That grin they loved broke through, and he winked at them as he brushed their hair out a couple times. “And honestly, this may be the longest I’ll ever get ya to stay still… Lookin’ forward to gettin’ to fuss over you.” He teased, laughing at the whine they let out in response.
“Nnooo….”
“Oh yeah. Whole nine yards. Gonna make you food, change out cold cloths for your forehead, rub your feet, run you baths… gonna fuss over you like nothin’ you’ve ever seen, and you ain’t got the strength to stop me.”
Despite it being said like a threat, Darlin never felt more loved.
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