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barebevil · 4 months
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watching the Todd in the shadows top 10 worst hit songs of 2023 video you know todd and it reminded me that is to say ive come on here and started typing because i want to talk about how 2023 was actually a ridiculously good year for music like better than it had any reason to be. I'm going to make a list of my favorite albums that came out this year now:
PARANOÏA, ANGLES, TRUE LOVE - Christine and the Queens
My 21st Century Blues - RAYE
The Rise and Fall of a Midwest Princess - Chappell Roan
Did you know there's a tunnel under Ocean Blvd - Lana Del Rey
The Land Is Inhospitable and So Are We - Mitski
Rituals On The Bank Of A Familiar River - Kiki Rockwell
Jaguar II - Victoria Monét
and these are just the ones i remember off the top of my head and also know all the words to. i liked the new hozier i like guts i liked but did not find the time to submerge myself into like a mudbath sufjan's javelin and in all honesty i did listen mostly to the same 3 playlists last year and then a handful of albums that all came out in 2022 because holy shit was THAT a year in music whew
let us all listen to good music in the new year G-d knows we need it
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iglowlilac · 7 months
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drhenryblack · 6 months
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Guys I can't art
I can't art :( But I can write :) Speaking of which, here's a little something for the hungry Showtime nation. Basically how Human! Caine and Human! Pomni met: From Pom-Pom's perspective: "There I was, pathetically sobbing in the mud, next to my car with the car's keys locked inside the car. Pathetic, pathetic, pathetic. And then the rain stopped and my head jotted up, that's when I first saw him. Caine. He was about the same height as me, with a build like one of those typical old cartoon ones. You know, the cartoon style that represented men with very broad shoulders and chests and slim waists. Well, he was like that, but humanoid. He was slim, yet still had a broad chest and shoulder, trim waist and thin muscular legs. He had slightly curly red hair and a boater hat with a red elastic strip on it. His skin was fair, and freckles adorned his cheeks. His eyes were mismatched, one a beautiful deep sea blue, and the other a forest green. He was wearing a red coat over his white shirt and black pants. His black shoes were surprisingly shiny in the mud, and he had the umbrella in his hand. But then there was the lower half of his face... I probably screamed as I backed out and pressed myself against the car. It really was a horrible sight. Imagine the face of a rotting corpse, but only the bottom half of its face pasted onto this man's. His skin was a sickening red, almost as if it was muscle. There were a couple holes here and there in his cheek, allowing one to see into his mouth. And he had no lips. Literally, no lips, just a set of unusually perfect teeth. I can't even describe what I saw. My breath hitched, my heart pounded, and soon I hyperventilated and fainted on the ground. But not before I felt two strong arms lift me up and carry me away..." And here's our Ringmaster's perspective: "God no... My mask, I'd come out into the rain without my mask. My face aglow for all to see. I almost rushed back for it, but not before I met...her. The girl was crying in the mud...rather...pathetically I must add. But I approached her. I stood with my umbrella next to her and she looked up. She had a short yet unusually...plain body. Like the plainest of plain bodies. Literally, nothing about it was unusual or special. Like the perfect human body diagram in a biology book. Just like that. She had dark brown hair which was short and tied in a small ponytail. She was wearing a dark blue hoodie and brown pants. Like a typical depressed loser-like outfit. Her skin was pale and nose button-like. But her eyes... Oh lord... Oh Mary, in the name of all that is holy... Why... Why were her eyes so...special? They were a reddish blue in color. A very, very special color. And her eyes were very big too. And there in the mud, with her pupils blown wide, thick tears running down her now red face, and lips turned down. She looked...so...cute. You could see each strand of muscle in her iris. And I could make out a couple threads of purple and yellow. So pretty. So beautiful. So so freaking good. But then...she screamed, and I realized. My face. She probably saw what all others saw in me...a monster. A gross disgusting monster. She was probably disgusted beyond measure, guessing by the way she fainted. I dropped the umbrella. I picked her up, and I made my way back to the tent."
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allthecastlesonclouds · 2 months
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i am sending u alot because i like your opinions. you have good opinions.
gorgug: 15, 22?
kristen: 12, 20?
fabian: 5, 14?
HI OKAY!!! I'M GLAD YOU LIKE MY OPINIONS!
Gorgug:
15: What's your favorite ship for this character? (Doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)
darlin you're not gonna believe this but i. drew out my FH ship chart just this morning. i am such a multishipper. probably sig figs or thistlecaster!
22: If you're a fic reader, what's something you like in fics when it comes to this character? Something you don't like?
ohhh this is hard! i love it when people can properly balance his rage with his love, because whilehe does love immensely, he does rage sometimes, and i love it when people understand why he does so. i don't really enjoy it when he's just a plot device, but i don't see it all that often so! glad for that!
Kristen:
12: What's a headcanon you have for this character?
rrat-king has this lovely lovely fic called To Fear The Dark that you should DEFINITELY READ and it definitely worked its way into my headcanons and. kristen sleeps with the chapel's outdoor light on. it's definitely just in case a person wishes to come pray, not because it's bright enough it shines through the windows so the room inside is aglow.
also, it's a goal of hers to get strong enough to lift gorgug's axe. she's the closest of the bad kids. she wants to so bad.
20: Which other character is the ideal best friend for this character, the amount of screentime they share doesn't matter?
idk if this is the IDEAL best friend but i LOVE team rizten* interactions because. murph and ally have such a wtf dynamic. they're so insane i love them. (*team rizten is a duo name coined by ally beardsley, not a ship name)
Fabian:
5: What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?
Heart of a Dancer by The Happy Fits and Drive it Like You Stole It from Sing Street!
14: Assign a fashion aesthetic to this character.
OH GOD i sent wlwinry this one because. how in the world do i explain it. like prep/jock but So Dancer/Theater vibes too. he's got a stupid little jacket he's Momma's boy he's wearing his dance shoes around town (he shouldn't but he can pay to buy more).
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wearelondonhq · 7 months
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Time for a meme! If you want to take part all you have to do is reblog this post. Remember if you reblog to send them out to those who also do. Meme lasts from today (28/10) to the next Friday (03/11)! As always, please have fun and happy meme day!
1989 (Taylor's Version) (From The Vault) Meme:
"Slut!"
"What if all I need is you?"
"Got love-struck, went straight to my head."
"I'll pay the price, you won't."
"But if I'm all dressed up, they might as well be lookin' at us."
"They might as well be lookin' at us."
"I'm gonna be drunk."
"[She's/He's/They're] waitin' there."
"Everyone wants [him/her/them,] that was my crime."
"The wrong place at the right time."
"You're not sayin' you're in love with me."
"You're not sayin' you're in love with me, but you're going to."
"It's a big mistake."
"It might blow up in your pretty face."
"I'm not saying, "Do it anyway."
"Do it anyway."
Say Don't Go
"I've known it from the very start."
"We're a shot in the darkest dark."
"I'm unarmed."
"It won't stop."
"Don't go."
"I would stay forever if you say, "Don't go."
"Why'd you have to lead me on?"
"Why'd you have to twist the knife?"
"And I'm yours, but you're not mine."
"Why'd you have to make me want you?"
"Why'd you have to make me love you?"
"I said, "I love you." and you say nothin' back".
"I love you."
Now That We Don't Talk
"You part the crowd like the Red Sea."
"I guess I'll never, ever know, now that we don't talk"
"I called my mom, she said that it was for the best."
"You grew your hair long."
"I miss the old ways."
"You didn't have to change."
"I cannot be your friend."
"I cannot be your friend, so I pay the price of what I lost."
"What do you tell your friends?"
"Guess maybe I am better off."
"Guess maybe I am better off now that we don't talk."
Suburban Legends
"All was quickly forgiven."
"It was almost obnoxious."
"I didn't come here to make friends."
"We were born to be suburban legends."
"And you kiss me in a way that's gonna screw me up forever."
"I know that you still remember."
"You told me we'd get back together."
"Tick-tock on the clock."
"I broke my own heart."
"I broke my own heart 'cause you were too polite to do it."
"My whole life's ruined."
Is It Over Now?
"I slept all alone."
"Let's fast forward to three hundred takeout coffees later."
"You still wouldn't go."
"You dream of my mouth."
"You dream of my mouth before it called you a lying traitor."
"Baby, was it over when she laid down on your couch?"
"Was it over, when he unbuttoned my blouse?"
"Just to see you come runnin', and say the one thing I've been wanting, but no."
"Come here."
"Is it over now?"
"Your new girl is my clone."
"At least I had the decency to keep my nights out of sight."
"If [she's/he's/they've] got blue eyes, I will surmise that you'll probably date [her/him/them.]"
"Think I didn't see you?"
"I was hoping you'd be there."
BONUS: Sentences memes from the full album under the cut should you want more options!
Welcome To New York
"Walkin' through a crowd, the village is aglow."
"Everybody here wanted something more."
"I could dance to this beat forever more."
"The lights are so bright."
"Everybody here was someone else before."
"And you can want who you want."
"And you can want who you want. Boys and boys, and girls and girls."
"Like any true love, it drives you crazy."
"You know you wouldn't change anything."
Blank Space
"Nice to meet you."
"I could show you incredible things."
"Saw you there and I thought, "Oh my God, look at that face."
"You look like my next mistake."
"I can read you like a magazine."
"Let's be friends."
"You can tell me when it's over."
"Got a long list of ex-lovers."
"They'll tell you I'm insane."
"We'll take this way too far."
"I've got a blank space, baby, and I'll write your name."
"I can make all the tables turn."
"Oh my God, who is she?"
"Darling, I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream."
"Don't say I didn't warn ya."
Style
"It's been a while since I have even heard from you."
"You got that James Dean daydream look in your eye."
"We never go out of style."
"I got that good girl faith and a tight little skirt."
"Can't stop thinking 'bout you."
"I got that red lip classic thing that you like."
"Take me home."
Out Of The Woods
"Looking at it now, it all seems so simple."
"I remember."
"Are we out of the woods yet?"
"Are we in the clear yet?"
"We were built to fall apart."
"We were built to fall apart and fall back together."
"Remember when you hit the brakes too soon?"
"When the sun came up, I was looking at you."
"When the sun came up, you were looking at me."
"When you started crying, baby I did too."
"Remember when you couldn't take the heat, I walked out and said "I'm setting you free"".
All You Had To Do Was Stay
"People like you always want back the love they gave away."
"People like me wanna believe you when you say you've changed."
"All you had to do was stay."
"Why'd you have to go and lock me out when I let you in?"
"I've been pickin' up the pieces of the mess you made."
"This was what you wanted."
"You were all I wanted."
Shake It Off
"I stay out too late."
"I'm just gonna shake it off."
"I'm lightning on my feet."
"I'm dancin' on my own."
"My ex-man brought his new girlfriend."
"Won't you come on over, baby?"
I Wish You Would
"You're thinking that I hate you now 'cause you still don't know what I never said."
"I wish you would come back."
"Wish you knew that I'd never forget you as long as I live."
"You always knew how to push my buttons."
"I wish we could go back and remember what we were fighting for."
"Wish you knew that I miss you too much to be mad anymore."
"I wish you would."
Bad Blood
"Now we got bad blood."
"Take a look what you've done."
"We got problems and I don't think we can solve 'em."
"Did you have to do this?"
"It's so sad to think about the good times."
"Still got scars on my back from your knife."
"If you're coming my way, just don't."
"You say sorry just for show."
"You forgive, you forget but you never let it go."
Wildest Dreams
"Nothing lasts forever."
"Say you'll remember me."
"Say you'll see me again."
"Say you'll see me again even if it's just in your wildest dreams."
"No one has to know what we do."
"His hands are in my hair, his clothes are in my room."
"You'll see me in hindsight, tangled up with you all night, burning it down."
"Someday, when you leave me, I bet these memories follow you around."
How You Get The Girl
"Are you insane?"
"It's been a long six months."
"Tell her how you must have lost your mind, when you left her all alone and never told her why."
"Pictures in frame, of kisses on cheeks."
"I want you for worse or for better."
"Broke your heart, I'll put it back together."
"That's how you lost the girl."
"That's how you get the girl."
"I don't want you to go."
"Remind me how it used to be."
This Love
"I never dreamed of this."
"Struggled through the night with someone new."
"You showed up just in time."
"This love came back to me."
"This love left a permanent mark."
"I watched you leave."
"When you're young, you just run."
"When you're young, you just run, but you come back to what you need."
I Know Places
"I can hear them whisper as we pass by."
"It's a bad sign."
"I know places we won't be found."
"Let them say what they want."
"Loose lips sink ships all the damn time."
"Not this time."
"Just grab my hand."
"You know for me, it's always you."
"I know for you, it's always me."
Clean
"The drought was the very worst."
"The flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst."
"I think I am finally clean."
"There was nothing left to do."
"I punched a hole in the roof."
"Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you."
"I screamed so loud, but no one heard a thing."
"I won't give in."
"I'm never gonna risk it."
"And by morning, gone was any trace of you."
Wonderland
"We fell down a rabbit hole."
"Don't rush into things."
"Haven't you heard what becomes of curious minds?"
"Life was never worse but never better."
"Didn't you flash your green eyes at me?"
"I reached for you, but you were gone."
"I knew I had to go back home."
"You searched the world for something else to make you feel like what we had."
"We both went mad."
You Are In Love
"Time moved too fast."
"You can hear it in the silence."
"You are in love."
"You're my best friend."
"[He is/She is/They are] in love."
"You two are dancing in a snow globe."
"I've spent my whole life trying to put it into words."
"You can see it with the lights out."
New Romantics
"We're all bored."
"Trust me."
"Trust me, mine is better."
"We're so young."
"I could build a castle out of all the bricks they threw at me."
"Come along with me."
"The best people in life are free."
"We need love."
"All we want is danger."
"The rumors are terrible and cruel."
"The rumors are terrible and cruel, but honey, most of them are true."
"Please take my hand."
"Please take me dancing."
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defjux · 1 year
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100 of my favorite non hip hop releases from 2022. I made a seperate list for hip hop already which you can find here if you’re interested. 2022 will go down as a memorable year for me not just for the sheer quantity of great releases, but also because i feel that all my of my favorite genres had a chance to shine. I started returning to my hardcore/punk/metal roots within the last couple years and 2022 was the first time in recent memory where I really felt like I was fully tapped in. There were so many highly anticipated releases from a ton of different artists last year, and the majority lived up to the hype for me. Grindcore, Mathcore, and Post-Hardcore seems to have been making a huge comeback with some incredible new efforts from modern genre staples like Wormrot, Callous Daoboys, Brutus, Greyhaven, Birds in row, Knoll, and Cloud Rat. Not to mention the much welcome return of some legendary acts including Gospel, Sawtooth Grin, and City of Caterpillar. I’m sure there’s plenty of stuff I missed out on too, so feel free to hit me with any recommendations you might have or just let me know what projects you enjoyed the most last year. Oh and you can also click the titles of any of these albums and it’ll take you to the bandcamp or spotify page where you can check them out if you’d like. Peace. Chart with album titles 1. Wormrot - Hiss 2. Alvvays - Blue Rev 3. Brutus - Unison Life 4. Cloud Rat - Threshold 5. Weyes Blood - And In The Darkness, Hearts Aglow 6. Gospel - The Loser 7. Natalia Lafourcade - De todas las flores 8. Massa Nera - Derramar | Querer | Borrar 9. Messa - Close 10. Soul Glo - Diaspora Problems 11. King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard - Omnium Gatherum 12. Cult of Luna - The Long Road North 13. tricot - Fudeki 14. White Ward - False Light 15. The Callous Daoboys - Celebrity Therapist 16. The Sawtooth Grin - Good. 17. Ultha - All That Has Never Been True 18. Joel Ross - The Parable Of The Poet 19. Autonoesis - Moon of Foul Magics 20. Knoll - Metempiric 21. Joyce Moreno - Natureza 22. Birds in Row - Gris Klein 23. Artificial Brain - Artificial Brain 24. Wake - Thought Form Descent 25. Tómarúm - Ash In Realms Of Stone Icons 26. Greyhaven - This Bright and Beautiful World 27. Sudan Archives - Natural Brown Prom Queen 28. Nilüfer Yanya - PAINLESS 29. Mary Halvorson - Amaryllis 30. Celeste - Assassine(s) 31. Naked Flames - Miracle in Transit 32. Elephant Gym - Dreams 33. Cave In - Heavy Pendulum 34. Silvana Estrada - Marchita 35. Tomas Fujiwara's Triple Double - March 36. Imperial Triumphant - Spirit Of Ecstasy 37. Blind Girls - The Weight of Everything 38. Chat Pile - God's Country 39. fleshwater - We're Not Here to Be Loved 40. Fievel Is Glauque - Flaming Swords
41. Melody's Echo Chamber - Emotional Eternal 42. NEPTUNIAN MAXIMALISM - Set Chaos To The Heart Of The Moon 43. King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard - Ice, Death, Planets, Lungs, Mushrooms and Lava 44. An Abstract Illusion - Woe 45. Sigh - SHIKI 46. City of Caterpillar - Mystic Sisters 47. Big Thief - Dragon New Warm Mountain I Believe In You 48. Conjurer - Páthos 49. Kali Malone - Living Torch 50. Krallice - Crystalline Exhaustion 51. Aeviterne - The Ailing Facade 52. Scarcity - Aveilut 53. The Comet Is Coming - Hyper-Dimensional Expansion Beam 54. Makaya McCraven - In These Times 55. Misþyrming - Með hamri 56. Loraine James - Building Something Beautiful For Me 57. Knxwledge. - 家​.​V1 58. Hylda - Juniper Pyre 59. Gillian Carter - Salvation Through Misery 60. Beach House - Once Twice Melody 61. Angles - A Muted Reality 62. Hatchie - Giving The World Away 63. Daniel Rossen - You Belong There 64. Pyrithe - Monuments to Impermanence 65. Otoboke beaver - SUPER CHAMPON 66. The Orielles - Tableau 67. Sunrise Patriot Motion - Black Fellflower Stream 68. Blut aus Nord - Disharmonium - Undreamable Abysses 69. Helpless - Caged In Gold 70. Immanuel Wilkins - The 7th Hand 71. Mizmor & Thou - Myopia 72. The Wind in the Trees - Architects of Light 73. Daniel Avery - Ultra Truth 74. Rolo Tomassi - Where Myth Becomes Memory 75. Show Me The Body - Trouble The Water 76. Sault - 11 77. Bríi - Corpos Transparentes 78. Sweet Pill - Where the Heart Is 79. Vein.FM - This World is Going to Ruin You 80. Ravyn Lenae - Hypnos 81. Disheveled Cuss - Into the Couch 82. Aoife Nessa Frances - Protector 83. Niechęć - Unsubscribe 84. Elder - Innate Passage 85. Raum - Daughter 86. Viagra Boys - Cave World 87. Chalk Hands - Don't Think About Death 88. Boris - fade 89. Nouns - WHILE OF UNSOUND MIND 90. ANNA SAGE - Anna Sage 91. Nu Genea - Bar Mediterraneo 92. JYOCHO - Let's Promise to Be Happy 93. Black Country, New Road - Ants From Up There 94. Waajeed - Memoirs of Hi-Tech Jazz 95. Petrol Girls - Baby 96. DIM - Steeped Sky, Stained Light 97. lilien rosarian - every flower in my garden 98. Work Money Death - Thought, Action, Reaction, Interaction 99. A.A. Williams - As The Moon Rests 100. Vital Spirit - Still as the Night, Cold as the Wind
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1childofthemoon1 · 2 years
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TW: mentions of suicide
This is more of a self insert
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POV: Matt saves your heartbeat
From all the way up here, the world almost looks beautiful. You can see every single window aglow in every single building, which means every single light announces the presence of another life, heat beating just as mine. So why, in a world with so many lights, do I feel completely and utterly alone? I’m afraid of heights, but right now the height of my building, my toes just over the ledge, brings nothing but peace. It’s a strange thing to imagine, not being here, that is. Is there anything after death? A heaven or a hell? Maybe an individual paradise in the gaps of the universes fabric, made especially for me. Or maybe it’s just nothing, and endless void of numb, dark, and silent turmoil. In a way, it’s no different to how I live now. Looking down at the street below, I start to feel the gravity of my situation. One step. That’s all it would take. One step, and I could end it all. It’s an odd sort of power to be able to end or save your own life with one step. Forwards or backwards. That’s the choice that tethers me between life and death. I look up to the sky, wondering if the God my Mother believes to firmly in is looking down on me in desperate despair. If you’re up there, and you want me to live, send me an Angel. It’s worth a shot, right? The heavens open and it begins to rain. The water soaking my skin in the type of downpour you want to dance in, the type of downpour you’re supposed to confess undying love to.
“Step off the ledge.”
I turn, not startled by the annoying imposing on my dramatic moment, but rather intrigued. I meet his eyes. Well, where his eyes would be if not covered by a mask.
“Huh. I ask for an Angel and he sends the devil. How amusing.” I turn back to the ledge, attempting to find that feeling of peace again.
“That’s not the way to go.”
Fine, I can amuse a stranger man in a devil costume for my final moments.
“Oh yeah? And what would you suggest?” I close my eyes, letting the rain hit my eyelids.
“Old age.” There’s no sarcasm or amusement in his voice, but it’s not harsh. Dark but with a hint of sweetness, like black coffee with sugar.
“I don’t think I can bare to make it that far.”
He doesn’t speak again. But he’s thinking. It’s so loud I can hear the cogs turning in his brain, as if he’s trying to find the combination that slots them all into place.
“You’ll regret it, trust me.”
“No, I won’t, because I’ll be dead.”
“When you hit the ground, yeah. But this is a tall building. And those three seconds before you hit the ground will be the most scared you’ve ever been. You won’t be able to take it back. Not then. So do it now. Step down.”
It’s like all the lights in the city shut off, and the peace is shattered into a million pieces. Suddenly, the fear of heights is all to present and my legs begin the shake. The falling. It’s impossible to believe that when planning to jump off a building I didn’t think about the falling. Or the fear. Or the fact that I might actually regret trying to die.
He’s there, holding my arm and helping me down. I step away from the ledge, staring at where my feet had been.
He looked to the side of me, as if lost in thought. What exactly do you say to the woman you just stopped from killing herself? There goes those cogs again.
“Thank you.”
The words are surprising, and a little confusing. He just thanked me. He just thanked me for choosing to live.
“Why?” I ask, more to myself than to him. Why did I step down? Why didn’t I jump? Why does this man want to save me? Why do I feel safe with him?
“Your heartbeat is the loudest in the city for miles. You can’t waste a heart like that.” It’s such a strange thing to say, yet it makes me feel as if it means something.
“I want to die.” I tell him, as if I need his permission, as if killing myself without his consent would be breaching some kind of contract.
“You, maybe. But your heart wants to live.” He tells me, his eyes never leaving the spot beside me, his shoulders tense and his feet ready in a self defence stance, one in front of the other.
“Okay.”
Is all I say.
Before I leave the rooftop, and retreat back to the cold of my apartment.
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wrecking · 8 months
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september!! actually have finally gotten back into listening to new music, and it's been nice! trying to still readjust to making time in my day to just listen to new music, but it's a fun challenge tbh
open for names and something a little different than predictions this time!
bolding & italicizing the ones that were super important to me this month!
snail mail - valentine, rina sawayama - hold the girl, olivia rodrigo - guts, indigo de souza - all of this will end, tove lo - dirt femme
maisie peters - the good witch, wet leg - wet leg, troye sivan - got me started, weyes blood - and in the darkness hearts aglow, alvvays - blue rev
kacey musgraves - golden hour, anri - timely!!, julia jacklin - pre pleasure, jockstrap - i love you jennifer b, muna - muna
maggie rogers - surrender, cafune - perspective, loona odd eye circle - max & match, miya folick - roach, crystal castles - i
carly rae jepsen - the loveliest time, maren morris - the bridge, tinashe - bb/ang3l, mitski - the land is inhospitable and so are we, big thief - masterpiece
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so, for a change this month as i'm finally listening to new stuff again, allow me to show off a little selection of what i'll be listening to in october! this isn't everything, but it's a lot of it so :)
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vashti bunyan - lookaftering, overmono - good lies, sufjan stevens - javelin, mid-air thief - crumbling, yukihiro takahashi - tomorrow's just another day
yune pinku - babylon ix, the dead texan - the dead texan, troye sivan - something to give each other, squirrel flower - tomorrow's fire, ryan beatty - boys in jeans
jun togawa - suki suki daisuki, tujiko noriko - from tokyo to naiagara, boards of canada - the campfire headspace, christine and the queens - paranoia angels true love, goldfrapp - felt mountain
fizz - the secret of life, spellling - spellling and the mystery school, stereolab - dots and loops, taeko ohnuki - copine, taylor swift - 1989 (taylor's version)
poppy - zig, oh yoko - i love you, tessa violet - my god!, takako mamiya - love trip, courtney barnett - end of the day
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the main genres i wanna explore this month are subgenres of like eurodance, city pop, house, ambient, and folktronica. this list only contains about half of what i want to listen to, but i think it's a good summary! hopefully i'll survive and have a lot of good new music by the end of it :)
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harmonyowl · 2 years
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5 7 Song Playlist Tag! (Blythe Paige Edition)
So I was tagged by the lovely @direwombat! So thank you so much again hun, I love doing things like this! 💜 If you’d like to do it I will be tagging @deputyash, @strafethesesinners, @schoute, @calamitycowboy, @teamhawkeye, and @theuwuscrolls and anyone else who wishes to do this is welcome to tag me! ☺️
Blythe doesn’t actually have a set pairing, I just write her with whoever I get the idea or inspiration for so that I don’t end up having 252738 different oc’s lol. So I’m just picking one song for 7 of the possible au pairings she could have, you’re welcome to do it this way if you’d like or you can do it the original 5 otp way!
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My Prayer - The Platters ; Jacob Seed
My prayer is to linger with you / At the end of the day / In a dream that’s divine / My prayer is a rapture in blue / With the world far away / And your lips close to mine / Tonight while our hearts are aglow / Oh tell me the words, that I’m longing to hear
Running Up That Hill - aeseaes ; Joseph Seed
You don’t wanna hurt me / But see how deep the bullet lies / Unaware, I’m tearin’ you asunder / Oh, there is thunder in our hearts / Is there so much hate for the ones we love? / Oh, tell me, we both matter, don’t we? / You, it’s you and me
Arcade - Duncan Laurence ; John Seed
I’m afraid of all I am / My mind feels like a foreign land / Silence ringing inside my head / Please carry me, carry me, carry me home / I’ve spent all of the love I’ve saved / We were always a losing game / Small town boy in a big arcade / I got addicted to a losing game / All I know, all I know / Loving you is a losing game
Work Song - Hozier ; Faith Seed
And I was burnin’ up a fever / I didn’t care much how long I lived / But I swear I thought I dreamed her / She never asked me once about the wrong I did / When my time comes around / Lay me gently in the cold dark earth / No grave can hold my body down / I’ll crawl home to her
Train Wreck - James Arthur ; Joey Hudson
Hey, should I pray? Should I pray? / To myself? To a God? To a saviour who can / Unbreak the broken / Unsay these spoken words / Find hope in the hopeless / Pull me out of the train wreck / Unburn the ashes / Unchain the reactions / I’m not ready to die, not yet / Pull me out of the train wreck
The Night We Met - Lord Huron ; Staci Pratt
When the night was full of terrors / And your eyes were filled with tears / When you had not touched me yet / Oh, take me back to the night we met / I had all and then most of you / Some and now none of you / Take me back to the night we met
From Eden - Hozier ; Eli Palmer
Honey you’re familiar like my mirror years ago / Idealism sits in prison, chivalry fell on its sword / Innocence died screaming, honey ask me I should know / I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door / Babe, there’s something wretched about this / Something so precious about this / Oh what a sin
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nicotinzwei · 1 year
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January
So after no December entry my January was still pretty rough. But I think it’s interesting how comforting and chill my January Favorites are compared to Novembers. Also RIP Angelo Badalamenti whose twin peaks soundtrack I mentioned in the last post.
 Instrument
So after tweeting that I have a feeling a harmonica would really fit my vibe I bought a used one for 5€. (The seller was super cute) My favorite song to play is Piano Man by Billy Joel, which was also the inspiration for me getting one. To be honest I had no idea how harmonicas worked, but after finding out they come in different keys and mine was in B I got the same model in C. And then I fell into a rabbit hole. Because the model  I got is discontinued and has been around for a long time, and both of them have different cases so one of them has to be from before 2004 and could even be a lot older. I’m still on a quest to find out so any harmonica experts please hit me up! (It’s the Hohner Piccolo) Also, I really want to buy one of those holders so I can play freehand.
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Music
I have a really hard time listening to new music but I came back to an artist I really liked a few years ago. Weyes Blood isn’t really my typical genre of music, but to me her songs don’t feel like singular pieces but like a big body of work so it’s easier for me to listen to her new stuff, because it feels so familiar. I used to be obsessed with her Album and album Artwork for Titanic Rising. (There is a cool youtube video about the making of.) I even wrote my bachelors thesis about her music video Movies. Her new Album And in the Darkness, Hearts Aglow has stunning visuals and my favorite new song is God Turn Me Into a Flower, because same. But my favorite overall is probably Something To Believe In. (Like last month this is your cue to listen along) 
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Game
As a kid I never got into Professor Layton even though I was a nintendo kid and LOVE puzzles. Because it was available on mobile we kind of started with Pandoras Box so I’m missing some of the lore here and have no idea why a grown man is travelling with some kid stranger. But I’ll assume that Luke has not been kidnapped and forced to solve riddles for this older man but is just having a fun time. I really wish instead of talking about work it would be acceptable in real life for people to just give you a fun little riddle immediately after introduding themselves. Maybe I should just start doing that.
Show
Oh god here we go… I became obsessed with Bluey this month. Bluey is supposed to be a kids show about a cartoon dog family, but to me it feels more like a family sitcom that just happenes to be dogs. Where other kids shows thrown in a few jokes for the parents here and there Bluey really seems to be equally aimed at everyone. The situations and characters feel really real because the creators aren’t afraid to give them flaws. Even Bluey herself (She’s a girl) isn’t always the good guy. (Also if you draw human Bluey fanart please don’t giver her long hair, she’s always mistaken for a boy just give her short hair.) My favorite episode is Sleepytime, and IMDB users agree.
Food
This comes with a little disclaimer. I have been vegetarian for 9 years now, mostly because I just never liked the texture of meat and also because I don’t like the meat industry. But last year broke my streak like 3 times and never really regretted it. Because I never ate meat growing up I also never had the typical bacon and eggs breakfast. So one Sunday (while watching Bluey) we made that with coffee (which I also rarely drink) and IT WAS SO GOOD. So I’ll look out for vegan bacon maybe. But I think as long as it’s an exception I can have a big breakfast sometimes, especially when I’m having a hard time. (Also, butter your bread and put it in the oven for 5 minutes before the rest is done)
Thanks for reading and hopefully on to a better February!
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coolmusiccentral · 1 year
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Top 50 Albums of 2022
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Happy New Year to all! Let's start 2023 with our selection of the best albums that 2022 had to offer, a list that focuses mostly on rock music and its various guises, from the sublime folk rock of Big Thief, to the majestic post-punk of Dry Cleaning, Fontaines D.C. or Horsegirl, from the ethereal indie pop of Beach House to the psychedelic sounds of The Black Angels and everything else in this vast and diverse musical biosphere.
Here are our Top 50 Albums of 2022 (plus a few more), accompanied by a playlist with some of the standout tracks from these excellent records:
Top 50 Albums
Dragon new warm mountain I believe in you - BIG THIEF
Stumpwork - DRY CLEANING
Skinty fia - FONTAINES D.C.
Versions of modern performance - HORSEGIRL
Once twice melody - BEACH HOUSE
Wilderness of mirrors - THE BLACK ANGELS
How do you burn? - THE AFGHAN WHIGS
Lucifer on the sofa - SPOON
Blue rev - ALVVAYS
Hellfire - BLACK MIDI
Wet Leg - WET LEG
The overload - YARD ACT
Loggerhead - WU-LU
Time bend and break the bower - SINEAD O' BRIEN
Cool it down - YEAH YEAH YEAHS
Endless rooms - ROLLING BLACKOUTS COASTAL FEVER
Endure - SPECIAL INTEREST
A light for attracting attention - THE SMILE
Covers - CAT POWER
Fear of the dawn - JACK WHITE
Spencer gets it lit - JON SPENCER & THE HITMAKERS
When the wind forgets your name - BUILT TO SPILL
Tired of liberty - THE LOUNGE SOCIETY
Classic objects - JENNY HVAL
Anywhere but here - SORRY
Broken equipment - BODEGA
Reeling - THE MYSTERINES
Radiate like this - WARPAINT
Warm Chris - ALDOUS HARDING
Laurel hell - MITSKI
Waterslide, diving board, ladder to the sky - PORRIDGE RADIO
Everything was beautiful - SPIRITUALIZED
YTI⅃AƎЯ - BILL CALLAHAN
Pompeii - CATE LE BON
Labyrinthitis - DESTROYER
Mr. Morale & the big steppers - KENDRICK LAMAR
Fear fear - WORKING MEN'S CLUB
My other people - TV PRIEST
Big time - ANGEL OLSEN
We've been going about this all wrong - SHARON VAN ETTEN
Ants from up there - BLACK COUNTRY, NEW ROAD
The car - ARCTIC MONKEYS
The boy named If - ELVIS COSTELLO & THE IMPOSTERS
Doggerel - PIXIES
Wild loneliness - SUPERCHUNK
Growing up - THE LINDA LINDAS
Heart under - JUST MUSTARD
The other side of make-believe - INTERPOL
Life is yours - FOALS
Topical dancer - CHARLOTTE ADIGÉRY & BOLIS PUPUL
More recommendations: Oh death - GOAT, Expert in a dying field - THE BETHS, Sometimes, forever - SOCCER MOMMY, And in the darkness, hearts aglow - WEYES BLOOD, (watch my moves) - KURT VILE, Sonancy - LOOP, Most normal - GILLA BAND, God save the animals - ALEX G, Time skiffs - ANIMAL COLLECTIVE, Formentera - METRIC, We - ARCADE FIRE, Headful of sugar - SUNFLOWER BEAN, See through you - A PLACE TO BURY STRANGERS, Black pearl - 50 FOOT WAVE, Ultraviolet battle hymns and true confessions - THE DREAM SYNDICATE, "Hello, hi" - TY SEGALL, Entering heaven alive - JACK WHITE, Dance fever - FLORENCE + THE MACHINE, This is what we do - LEFTFIELD, No thank you - LITTLE SIMZ, Tableau - THE ORIELLES, Reason in decline - ARCHERS OF LOAF, The Mars Volta - THE MARS VOLTA, Cheat codes - DANGER MOUSE & BLACK THOUGHT, Inner world peace - FRANKIE COSMOS, Here is everything - THE BIG MOON, The line is a curve - KAE TEMPEST, Fossora - BJÖRK, Asphalt meadows - DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE, Everything was forever - SEA POWER, Pre pleasure - JULIA JACKLIN, Fire doesn’t grow on trees - THE BRIAN JONESTOWN MASSACRE, XI: Bleed here now - AND YOU WILL KNOW US BY THE TRAIL OF DEAD, Angus tempus memoir - BLUE ORCHIDS, A foul form - OSEES
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sj-in-musicnote · 7 months
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<And in the Darkness, Hearts Aglow> Weyes Blood
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<And in the Darkness, Hearts Aglow>는 나탈리 메링(Natalie Mering)의 네 번째 앨범 <Titanic Rising>의 연장선상에 놓인다. 전작이 임박한 불길한 징조들을 예감하는 시점의 기록이라면 새 앨범은 예견된 징조들이 불가항력적으로 일어나고 거기에 깊이 연루되어 있는 상황을 그린다, 는 것이 그녀의 설명이다. 그러니 와이즈 블러드의 음악은 기본적으로 절망적이고 어둡게 느껴질 수 있다. 포크 싱어를 연상케하는 고즈넉한 보컬 치고는 쉽게 매치되지 않는 실험적 사운드도 겸비했다. 이렇게 문자로 옮겨 분석적으로 바라보니 와이즈 블러드의 음악은 일종의 언밸런스 같고, 그러한 균열을 논리로 지탱되는 듯 생각되기도 한다.
<Titanic Rising>에서 그녀는 강렬한 커버 이미지를 선보였다. 방과 사물들, 그리고 방의 주인까지 통째로 물속에 빠트려 상징적 이미지들을 단번에 무의식–물 이미지는 잠재의식을 나타낸다고 나탈리 메링이 인터뷰에서 설명하고 있다–의 층위로 옮겼다. 이렇듯 그녀의 행보는 놀랍고 야심차다. 앨범 수록곡 중 Movies라는 곡은, 할리우드 방정식에 의해 짜인 상업 영화들에 대해 반감을 가졌던 기억에서 출발했다. 초반부는 코스믹하고 미니멀한 멜로디와 호러 영화에 어울릴 법한 보컬 톤으로 비주류적 판타지를 그리며 전개되다가 후반부에 이르러 현악기로 세팅을 바꾸고는 이전 분위기에서 완전히 환골탈태하는 양상을 보인다. 이 구조는 실험성과 반체제성의 이빨을 드러내며 으르렁대는, 문화 산업 속에 섞여 살아가야만 하는 길들지 않는 야생 인류의 울부짖음처럼 느껴지는 측면이 있다. Andromeda는 한 시대를 풍미했던 대표적 드럼머신인 린드럼과 빈티지 사운드를 결합해 추상적인 언어로 우주와 사랑을 탐험하도록 했다. 직접 감독이 되어 연출한 Everyday 뮤직비디오는 인디 음악가들의 전매특허 같은 DIY 미학에 기반하고, 개연성 부족한 시나리오에 기술적으로 엉성하고 조잡한 장면 연출로 코믹함을 더했다.
이번 앨범의 커버는 <Titanic Rising>에 드러났던 전복적 상상력에 비하면 무척 다소곳하게 연출되어 있다. 단지 가슴에 라이트를 심어 넣고는–라이트를 몸밖으로 매달은 것이 아니라 신체 내부에서 빛을 밝히는 것으로 연출되어 약간은 그로테스크한—초현실적 이미지를 보여주는 것에 그쳤다. 리서치 과정을 통해 접한 그녀의 개념들에 대해선 알면 알수록 심오하다고 생각했다. 그러니까 언뜻 보면 느닷없어 보이는 엉뚱함을 심오한 철학과 논리가 일제히 뒷받침하고 있다는 사실에 새삼 놀라기도 했다.
이제 다시 이 앨범의 커버를 유심히 관찰해본다. 새벽녘의 여명과도 같은 푸른빛으로 물든 긴 머리칼, 고풍스러운 실크 드레스 차림, 거기에 신체 내부로부터 밝혀진 빛이라는 SF적 상상력을 조합한 것은 와이즈 블러드만의 차별화된 음악과 개성을 드러내는 적절한 셀프 포트레이트다. 그녀는 요즘 음악보다 60-70년대 포크 음악을 더 선호하고 매번 그것을 재현하고자 해왔다. 하지만 21세기를 살아가는 뮤지션으로서 지나간 시절을 답습할 수는 없고, 자기만의 새로운 어법과 표현을 발굴해 현대성을 덧입혀야 한다. 그래서 ‘언밸런스’ 하거나 다소 복잡한 컨텍스트를 구축하는 결과를 빚어내고 있다고 생각된다. 그녀의 목소리는 여성스럽고 부드럽고 어떤 면에선 성스럽기도(sacred) 하지만, 궁극적으로 그녀의 음악은 현실의 위기 상황들과 치열하게 맞부딪친 흔적으로 남았다.
나탈리 메링은 성경�� 말씀들이 집안에 흐르며 규율로 작용하던 크리스천 가정에서 자랐다. 첫 곡 It’s not just me, it’s everybody는 명상을 가능케 할 만큼 단조로운 분위기의 챔버 발라드지만, 그녀의 설명을 접하면 이 곡을 단순히 치유적 메시지를 가진 노래로 치부하며 넘어가기는 어렵다. 이 곡의 가사는 불교의 핵심적 교리를 바탕으로 구성되었다고 한다. 여기서 고통받는 것은 내가 아니라고 말하고, 우리 모두가 상호 연결되어 있다는 입장을 취하기에, 이것은 ‘무아론’ 같은 불교적 세계관을 접목했다고 말할 수 있다. 파티의 왁자함 뒤편 어느 조용한 구석 자리에서 화자는 그렇게 생각한다. 나탈리 메링이 독실한 기독교 집안 출신인 점을 떠올렸을 때 불교 교리로 자신의 작업을 풀어나간 것은 마치 금기를 깨는 일처럼 모험적인 행보로 이해되기도 한다. 그렇지만 이를 꼭 개종의 의미로 바라볼 필요는 없다. 그녀의 고민은 상호 연결성이 점점 옅어져 가는 우리 사회의 현실에 초점을 맞추고 있고, ‘나’가 아닌 ‘우리’를 앞세워 맹점을 돌파하고 그것을 일깨우려는 창의적 시도에 머문다. 이 곡은, 말 그대로 ‘단순히 분위기가 좋아서 즐길 수 있는’ 종류의 것이기도 하지만, 창작 배경을 알면 더 깊이 접근할 수 있는 통로를 보여준다. (뮤직비디오도 언뜻 보면 엉뚱한 장난을 치고 있는 것 같은데 스마트폰과 폐허 등의 상징들 때문에 나름의 심오함이 발생된다! 그렇더라도 그려진 모든 것을 반드시 해석할 필요는 없을 것이다. 덩어리 째로 느끼는 것에 그것만의 즐거움이 있게 마련이다.)
God Turn Me into Flower도 깊이가 남다르고 여러모로 의미심장한 곡이었다. 이 곡은 나르시시즘에 빠져 결국 죽음을 맞게 되고 그가 죽은 자리에 노란 수선화가 피었다는 나르키소스 신화를 모티브로 쓰여졌다. 이런 신화적 컨셉이 그녀의 영성적 뉘앙스의 보컬에 너무 잘 어울리지 않았나 한다. 마지막에는 수선화 핀 연못 풍경을 그린 듯 잔잔한 사운드로 여운을 남기는데 가사도 충분히 인상적이다. 거울이 당신을 너무 멀리 데려갈 때 / ‘신이여, 저를 꽃으로 만들어 주세요’ / 물빛의 반사가 보이죠 / 당신은 진실보다 그걸 더 원해요 / 당신은 결코 도달할 수 없는 꿈을 갈망하죠 / 왜냐하면 당신 반대편에 있는 것은 언제나 당신 자신이었으니까 (When the mirror takes you too far / Oh, God, turn me into a flower / You see the reflection / And you want it more than the truth / You yearn to be that dream you could never get to / ‘Cause the person on the other side has always just been you). 나르시시즘은 우리가 이미 잘 아는 개념이지만 지나친 자기애가 비극을 초래할 수 있다는 사실을 이 곡은 새삼 노래로써 들려주고 있다.
<And in the Darkness, Hearts Aglow>는 폐허가 된 세계를 유유히 거니는 별난 외톨이의 발자취다. 그녀의 설명은 ‘눈물’로 가득하다. ‘마치 부서진 글로우 스틱 같은 내 심장은, 진정성이 내부에서 파열한 듯 내 가슴을 밝힙니다. 그리고 가슴에 불이 나면 연기가 눈으로 들어 오죠(My heart, like a glow stick that’s been cracked, lights up my chest in a little explosion of earnestness. And when your heart’s on fire, smoke gets in your eyes (나탈리 메링의 편지 글 중에서).’
[참조]
https://www.stereogum.com/2038017/weyes-blood-titanic-rising-interview-underwater-cover/interviews/
https://www.nme.com/features/music-interviews/weyes-blood-inside-one-of-the-years-most-breathtaking-records-3348750
https://www.nme.com/features/music-interviews/weyes-blood-interview-songs-lifestyle-2019-2471153
https://www.brooklynvegan.com/weyes-blood-announces-new-album-tour-shares-its-not-just-me-its-everybody/ (나탈리 메링의 편지가 있는 링크)
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mariska · 1 year
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✨ 2022 Faves ✨
tagged by @sanchoyo !! thank ya, i haven't done of these lil tumblr tag posts in a while, i always have fun with em! 🥳
Favorite books: "I'm Glad My Mom Died" by Jennette McCurdy for sure was my absolute fav, i am lucky enough to have a first edition signed copy of the hardcover version since the pre-orders for it were surprisingly affordable on the official site a while back, so it's also just a very special book to me in general too 🥺 i really liked her writing style, iirc it was adapted from a one-person theater show Jennette was performing a few years back and that probably has something to do with the non-conventional way of writing a memoir, but it was so much more accessible for me to read with my adhd and i loved how she blended bits of her own inner monologue throughout her life as a sort of dark comedy with a genuinely haunting and very sad series of events. a super intense read but if you're able to read it i can't reccommend it enough, it's really good
Favorite movies: oh god i watch too many movies to ever properly answer this question LOL ok. this will probably be a way too long list prepare thyself (im just gonna list faves that were released this year since the questions are 2022 related, also not in any particular order); Glass Onion, Everything Everywhere All At Once, X, Pearl, Weird: The Al Yankovic Story, Turning Red
Favorite songs: OH GOD. HDSHGDSHSJB ok. also going to stick to things released this year otherwise this list would never ever end LOL; Hayloft II by Mother Mother, the entirety of Laurel Hell by Mitski, the entirety of And In The Darkness, Hearts Aglow by Weyes Blood, This Is Why & The News by Paramore, Glyceride by Soyboy, This Is A Life (from Everything Everywhere All At Once) by Son Lux, Mitski & David Byrne, YES MOM by Tessa Violet, Blue Dusk by Sun's Signature, Lux Æterna by Metallica, dumb dumb by mazie, Ptolemaea by Ethel Cain, Vampire Reference in a Minor Key by Will Wood, Time Machine by Daisy the Great, Piggy by St. Vincent, FYB by Poppy, Pink Panther, Pink Rover & The Rapture (but it's Pink) by Scene Queen, girlfriend by hemlocke springs, Thérèse by Maya Hawke
Favorite Shows: i think all i've watched that had new content in 2022 was Chucky LOL, many others i want to watch/catch up on soon though
Favorite Memories: The Whole Summer since i got 2 spend it with my bestie irl as my roommate (housemate??? is there a word for a roommate who stays in a different room....is that just roommate LMAO), but especially the night i recorded the first part of the 80's Devilman OVA onto a blank vhs tape while we watched it and i forgot to turn the internet off on my laptop and my house's crap internet disconnected multiple times during the ending credits sequence which made a big blank comcast pop-up window take over the whole screen and i tried to remedy it on the vhs tape by rewinding and recording over it but then it kept happening so i kept rewinding by a few seconds and re-recording and it resulted in the accidental creation of the funniest vhs tape in my collection so far (that whole paragraph is a video i took of how it looks on the tape and us seeing that absolute disaster for the first time after i was done recording and we popped it into the tv to see what a bad job i did)
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Album Review: Weyes Blood - And in the Darkness, Hearts Aglow
Put on Weyes Blood’s And in the Darkness, Hearts Aglow, relax and float downstream on a pillowy cloud of meditations on isolation at the micro and macro levels.
Fragile in the morning/can’t hold on to much of anything with this hole in my hand/I can’t pretend that we always keep what we find/oh, yes, everybody splits apart sometimes, the artist born Natalie Mering sings on “It’s Not Just Me, It’s Everybody,” which opens the LP.
Wispy and vaguely orchestral with harp flittering in the distance behind atmospheric production, In the Darkness … is at once singular and similar to what would have happened if Karen Carpenter joined the Pet Sound-era Beach Boys.
Across 10 songs and 45 minutes, Blood works out her - and humanity’s - existential crises - as she toggles between optimism and realism.
We tend to live long/that’s why so many things go wrong, she sings on the uptempo “Children of the Empire,” which echoes out of Laurel Canyon in the 1960s and into the echo chamber of the 2020s.
And as Blood ponders a world encouraged to come out of its pandemic-imposed seclusion, the singer/songwriter hedges her bets on “The Worst is Done,” concluding:
They say the worst is done/but I think it's only just begun
These words set to this music solidify Blood/Mering as a masterful composer. And when she opens her mouth to free her soothing-yet-utterly-haunting contralto, Blood seals the deal even on “God, Turn Me into a Flower,” which combines birdsong with deep-space ambiance to hypnotic effect.
You see the reflection and you want it more than the truth/you yearn to be that dream you could never get to/’cause the person on the other side has always just been you/oh, God, turn me into a flower, she sings ardently.
The prayer worked; Weyes Blood is blossoming on And in the Darkness, Hearts Aglow.
Grade card: Weyes Blood - And in the Darkness, Hearts Aglow - A
12/7/22
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sublimecatgalaxy · 2 years
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Ik it’s something people weird but Draco Malfoy getting mad bc his amortentia undeniablely smells like reader and he tries to refuse to believe it?
LOVE LOVE LOVE. This is genius and not weird at all.
Thank you so much for requesting someone knew. It made my day when I saw your asks😁
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I could feel his nervous eyes on me from across the room. He had been acting strange towards me and me alone since discovered today's lesson, his eyes averting mine and his shoulders drooped. The confident Draco Malfoy never looked so vulnerable and nervous before, his rigid frame almost frightening as I ponder a way to ask him what was wrong.
In Slughorns class, we're learning about Amortentia, the potion that seems to have enticed everyone in the room, hearts joyfully skipping beats, smiles that dance around the room from face to face as the professor lets everyone take a whiff. It wasn't dangerous, not even in the slightest, but it almost always reveals something about someone.
Maybe that wasn't always good.
My classmates around me are focused deeply on the professors words, their eyes aglow and eager as he explains the background of the potion and the trials and tribulations of someone who ingests it. By the time it comes around to Draco, I watch as he leans forward, his eyes fluttering softly shut as he takes a small breath in. He looks almost confused as the professor pulls away and moves onto the next student, his brows pulled together and lips pulled down into a frown. I wonder what it smelled like to him.
It's not shocking to me what I smell; crisp peppermint gum, the smell of rain in the air and the dark smell of leather. They're all things that remind me of him, not even realizing this until I took a deep inhale of the potion, the professor's eyes lighting up as realization passes over my face.
I'm lucky that he's not asking us to share our discoveries with the class.
Making my way out of the lecture hall, I spot Malfoy walking alone a few feet in front of me, his head hanging low and his feet scuffing against the floor. It doesn't take much to catch up to him, our shoulders brushing against one another as he turns to look at me, his eyes widening in disbelief at the sight of me beside him.
"Are you alright?" I ask suddenly, stopping him in his tracks as he turns to me, his hand reaching up to bashfully rub the back of his neck. His eyes avoid mine as my shoulders deflate, wondering if I had done something to upset him. "Did I do something to upset you?" I quiz, his head shaking quickly as I pout, not understanding his sudden distain for me. We had been amicable for the time we've shared at Hogwarts together, never really butting heads or having any issues. I know that he's known for his sass, along with his family's treacherous past, but he's never been outright rude towards me.
"I'm fine." He brushes me off simply as his arms fold over his chest, my mind thinking back to when this might have started. We talked earlier before class, but then he got all squirming and bashful when-
Oh my god.
"Wait..." I trail off, taking a step closer to him as he stiffens like a board, a laugh leaving my lips as it all comes together in my head. "What did yours smell like?" His eyebrows lift at my question, his frown being replaced by a scowl, his head shaking with a bitter laugh.
"Nothing, what ever would make you think that that's what's got me upset?" He sneers but my knowing smile doesn't fade, the grin bothering him more than my pesky questions.
"So you admit you're upset?" I tease, reaching forward to pat his arm as he flinches, gulping audibly as I shake my head. "What did it smell like?" He runs a hand over his face, sighing loudly as the clock chimes above us, startling the boy in front of me.
"You're obviously aware, so can you stop-" I cut him off quickly, my lips pressing against his without another thought, without hesitation. It takes him a few moments to relax, shocked that I would be so forward but based on the way his hands find my hips, I can tell it's no issue. Pulling away from him, our lips linger a bit as my eyes flutter open, a small smile is on his lips as he clears his throat. "If you don't mind me asking, what did yours resemble?" He whispers, the space between us begging to be closed again as I chuckle.
"I'd say that it resembled a familiar, silver-tongued Slytherin I know."
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passi0np1t · 2 years
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𝖗𝖎𝖉𝖉𝖑𝖊𝖗 𝖕𝖑𝖆𝖞𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙
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yes to heaven
“give peace a chance
let the fear you have fall away
i’ve got my eye on you
i’ve got my eye on you
say yes to heaven
say yes to me”
happiness is a butterfly
“if he’s a serial killer
then what’s the worst
that could happen to girl
who’s already hurt?
i’m already hurt
if he’s as bad as you say
then i guess i’m cursed
looking into his eyes
i think he’s already hurt
we exist
“they’re walking around
head full of sound
acting like we don’t exist
they walk in a room
stare right through you
talking like we don’t exist
but we exist”
do i wanna know
“have you got colour in your cheeks?
do you ever get the fear
that you can’t shift the type
that sticks around
like summat in your teeth?
are there some aces up your sleeve?
have you no idea that you’re in deep?
i dreamt about you
nearly every night this week”
i wanna be yours
“i wanna be your vacuum cleaner
breathing in your dust
i wanna be your ford cortina
i will never rust
if you like your coffee hot
let me be your coffee pot
you call the shots babe
i just wanna be yours”
an unhealthy obsession
“i’ve got a million polaroids
with all the dates penned in red ink
i sneak a walkie-talkie in your room
to listen to you sleep
you just don’t know it yet but you love me
and i love you the same”
tek it
“i watch the moon
let it run my mood
can’t stop thinking of you
i watch you”
it’s only sex
“the other night i cried
while thinking of having sex with you
not out of desire or shame
but some subconscious
impulse to feel pain
i wiped my tears on my face
and neck and the backs of my ears
and said now it’s sweat
now it’s sweat it’s sweat now”
sextape
“the ocean takes me
into watch you shaking
watch you weigh your powers
tempt with hours of pleasure
take me one more time
take me one more wave
take me one last ride
im out of my head tonight”
jealous
“you could have anyone you want
why would you want to be with me?
i’m nothing special”
romantic lover
“she’s a killer
one look is all it takes
and she took my breath away
she’s a killer
romantic lover
there is no other”
clint eastwood
“i ain’t happy
i’m feeling glad
i got sunshine in a bag
i’m useless but not for long
the future is coming on
it’s coming on
it’s coming on”
mx sinister
“oh you never seem to notice
that my heart beats for you
so i’ll open you up
and make yours beat for me too
and i’ll get you yet
i’ve got to make you mine
just know i’m not the sinister type”
so this is love
“so this is love
so this is love
so this is what makes life devine
i’m all aglow and now i know
the key to all heaven is mine”
in my room
“many people think i’m odd
but i talk with no one
and i walk alone
and i avoid sunlight with a chalky tone
i get home and i don’t say hi
it ain’t no one there
i don’t care
i walk in and go right up the stairs
to my room
get in bed
and just wait for dark”
saccharine
“everything you do i’m obsessed with you
i don’t mean to scare
but you’re just so cute
every move you make
you’re fucking sweeter than a cake
i wanna cut up you
and put you in my oven just to bake”
such small hands
“i think i saw you in my sleep lover
i think i saw you in my dreams
you were stitching up the seams
on every broken promise
that your body couldn’t keep
i think i saw you in my sleep”
arms tonite
“and hey you
don’t you think it’s kind of cute
that i died right inside your arms tonight
that i’m fine even after i have i died
because it was in your arms i died”
devil’s advocate
“i’m the devil’s advocate
you don’t know that half of it
good luck tryna manage it
if god is a dog and a man is a fraud
then i’m a lost cause”
mr self destruct
“i am the voice inside your head
i am the lover in your bed
i am the sex that you provide
i am the hate you try to hide
i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down
i use you up
mr self destruct”
closer
“i wanna fuck you like an animal
i wanna feel you from the inside
i wanna fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god”
dumb
“i’m not like them
but i can pretend
the sun is gone
but i have a light
the day is done
but i’m having fun
i think i’m dumb
or maybe just happy”
something in the way
“underneath the bridge
tarp has sprung a leak
and the animals i’ve trapped
have all become my pets
and i’m living off of grass
and the drippings from my ceiling
it’s ok to eat fish ‘cause
they don’t have any feelings
something in the way”
decode
“the truth is hiding in your eyes
and it’s hanging on your tongue
just boiling in your blood
but you think that i can’t see
what kind of man that you are
if you’re a man at all”
no surprises
“a heart that’s full up like a landfill
a job that slowly kills you
bruises that won’t heal
you look so tired
unhappy
bring down the government
they don’t
they don’t speak for us”
creep
“when you were here before
couldn’t look you in the eye
you’re just like an angel
skin makes me cry
you float like a feather
in a beautiful world
i wish i was special
you’re so fucking special
but i’m a creep
im a weirdo”
notion
“sure it’s a calming notion
perpetual in motion
but i don’t need the comfort of any lies
for i have seen the ending
and there is no ascending rise
oh back when i was younger
was told by other youngsters
that my end will be torture beneath the earth”
we belong together
“you’re mine and we belong together
yes we belong together for eternity
you’re mine your lips belong to me
yes they belong to only me
for eternity”
somebody’s watching me
“i work from nine to five
hey hell i pay the price
all i want is to be left alone
in my average home
but why do i always feel
like somebody’s watching me
and i have no privacy”
be my baby
“the night we met i knew
i needed you so
and if i had the chance
i’d never let you go
so won’t you say you love me?
i’ll make you so proud of me”
tear you apart
“maybe it slipped
but the slip turns to terror
and a crush to light
then she walked in
he froze up
believe it’s the fright
it’s cute in a way
‘til you cannot speak
and you leave to have a cigarette
knees get weak
escape was just a nod and a casual wave
obsessed about it for the next two days
it’s only a crush it’ll go away
it’s just like the others it’ll go away
or maybe this is danger
and you just don’t know”
bigmouth strikes again
“sweetness
sweetness i was only joking
when i said i’d like to smash every tooth
in your head oh
sweetness
sweetness i was only joking
when i said by rights you should be
bludgeoned in your bed”
black hole sun
“in disguises no one knows
hides the faces
lies the snake
in the sun
im my disgrace
boiling heat
summer stench
‘neath the black the sky looks dead
call my name through the cream
and i’ll hear you scream again
black hole sun won’t you come
and wash away the rain”
nowhere to run
“you’re gonna die
i’m gonna kill you
feeling all blue
i’ve got no more time
they all hate me because of my crime
the threats come at me
the voices are loud
all to condemn me
my face is still proud”
i wanna be your dog
“so messed up
i want you here
in my room
i want you here
now we’re gonna be face to face
and i’ll lay right down in my favourite place
and now i wanna be your dog”
happy together
“imagine me and you i do
i think about you day and night
it’s only right
to think about the girl you love
and hold her tight
so happy together
if i should call you up
invest a dime
and you say you belong to me
and ease my mind”
lovers rock
“are you sick of me?
would you like to be?
i’m trying to tell you something
something that i already said”
i think
“i think i’m falling in love
this time i think it’s for real
how can i tell you?
how can i tell you?”
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