hi!! i'm mariska, im a 26 year old autistic nonbinary lesbian artist & musician who likes movies and games and cosplaying a lot. also i take pics of movies/shows/media playing on my pink analog disney princess tv. welcome to my twisted ankle(she/her)(general TW for horror and (fictional/fake) horror related themes on this blog; horror is my favorite genre of fiction so i post a lot of it)
Refaat Alareer, If I must die, written in 2011, published online on November 1, 2023
If I must die,
you must live
to tell my story
to sell my things
to buy a piece of cloth
and some strings,
(make it white with a long tail)
so that a child, somewhere in Gaza
while looking heaven in the eye
awaiting his dad who left in a blaze—
and bid no one farewell
not even to his flesh
not even to himself—
sees the kite, my kite you made, flying up
above
and thinks for a moment an angel is there
bringing back love
If I must die
let it bring hope
let it be a tale
(transcript by the American Friends Service Committee)
just watched Nimona for the first time. perfect wonderful movie i absolutely loved it. and also my life is ruined and i am an emotional wreck and cried so so so very much and its a very mean movie to specifically me, it was personally mean to me for being as good as it is and also i will never recover from this. as well
I'm scared of a chimpanzee because I know it will kill me. I'm scared of an orangutan because I know it will teach me things about myself I wasn't willing to confront
I’m losing my fucking shit because my mom is getting catfished by a guy that sends her pictures like this and it never once occurred to her that this….isnt a real picture that a real person would ever take, ever
played thru the entirely of Until Dawn with Eli today cus they never played it before and the last time i played was when it was still a new release and somehow i fucked up so bad i managed to unintentionally get both Matt and Jess killed when they were like the only two characters we were truly trying to save and then right at the end of the game in the last big battle scene i forgot u have to let everyone run out of the cabin if u want them to survive and i blew the building up too early and everyone except Sam and Chris exploded in the fire. absolutely bonkers. they gave me a playstation achievement for fucking up so bad that i killed a bunch of characters in a fiery inferno
played thru the entirely of Until Dawn with Eli today cus they never played it before and the last time i played was when it was still a new release and somehow i fucked up so bad i managed to unintentionally get both Matt and Jess killed when they were like the only two characters we were truly trying to save and then right at the end of the game in the last big battle scene i forgot u have to let everyone run out of the cabin if u want them to survive and i blew the building up too early and everyone except Sam and Chris exploded in the fire. absolutely bonkers. they gave me a playstation achievement for fucking up so bad that i killed a bunch of characters in a fiery inferno