#notskinny
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oh wow...
“i didn’t eat for three days so i could be lovely” - cassie
Oh how i wish to be lovely.
#skins#anorexic#thinspo#ed#notskinny#fat#imdisgusting#wannabeskinny#stop eating#1000 cals#skinny is happy#get skinny with me
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Fühle mich so unkomfortabel in diesem Körper
@selbstzerstoerun9
#fett#fat#übergewichtig#übergewicht#iwanttobeskinny#notskinny#selbsthass#hass#hate#selbstverletzendes verhalten#selbstverletzten#suicid#suizigedanken#trauer#suizid#suizidversuch#suizidgedanken#skinny#sadness#dead#satan#sad#depression#death#depressiv#die#selbstmord#iwanttokillmyself#killmyself#panikattacken
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It’s almost too easy
No, really.
I just don’t eat and I’m happy
#anorexii#anorexic#anorexia#ana#bulimic#bulimia#notskinny#notprojustusehashtags#edmeme#eatingdisorder#eating#ed#disorder#meanspo#mia
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Why
Why do you tell me the clothes do not look good in my body when I already know.
Why do you tell me that I should not eat that much if I want to wear skirts when I already know.
Why do you tell me that I do not like I used to do before when I already know with that judging look of yours.
Why do you insist on reminding me that my clothes don’t fit because I’m too lazy to do anything for myself.
Why even try to suggest that I should loose wight when I’m crying myself to sleep trying to convince myself that your words don’t affect me when they really do.
Why do I care for your opinion, that hurts, and you play it off like it’s constructive criticism when I know it’s not.
Why do I care about your judging looks, your way of telling me that a pretty top I found doesn’t suit me because my body is not meant to be dressed with tight clothing.
Don’t you think I know that! Every single time that you mention it, it carves it way into my thoughts, I cannot eat a single meal without that voice whispering “You should eat less” or “Watch what you eat”.
I know my legs are too big for the skinny jeans I wish to wear, I know I have no reason to wear such dark colors because my life is just that fucking awesome but I still want to wear those shirts, pant and skirts! I know my abdomen is not as flat or toned as you’d wish for it to be but believe me, I’m trying my best to be the one you picture in your mind. I’m sorry.
-noseinthebooks-geek
#my work#spilled words#my thougts#hurt#shut up#please stop#quote#insecure#my life#notskinny#illtry#sorry about that#sad
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Thought I should start uploading some of my before pictures to really focus on getting the “after” body I want.
I’m really overweight and currently on my second week of relapse. Fingers cross everything will go according to plan.
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See, I don't think my ed is bad again because I'm not restricting like I used to. However, I also don't think that people stay awake till 3am trying to drink enough water to wash away the extra calories they've consumed, or go to bed only thinking about getting on the scales the next day.
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Is taking a bath that hard for other people ?! Like seeing my stomach and legs and all 🤢 it all seem soooo disgusting I can’t even look at myself
#me#me and my ed#fat#legs#notpro#notskinny#disgusting#fat and ugly#anorecic#anaaaa#anorexia#anoressia#not pro just using tags
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Food diary
Gonna start a food diary today
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Waiting 4 the bus... Wanna have skinny hands and thigh gap😩🤟🏻
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2 weeks ago. 110lbs 4ft 11 in tall. 18 yrs.
#skinnygirl#thinspo#skip dinner wake up thinner#thin#skinny#small#amiskinnyenoughyet#bones#bonespo#legspo#legs#waist#tinywaist#notskinny#soontobeskinny
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Not even on my best day. That's cool to watch, but it's not for us bigger jiujitsu students. #notskinny #heavyweight #bigman (at Phoenix, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3Sr1B2HOhy/?igshid=1sog0ycpj3rse
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👽 follow for follow 👽
#gifpal#thin#thigh gap#tattoos#thinspiration#me#personal#notskinny#thispo#skintea#skinteamintea#thinnernodinner#deletemyblogidareu
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this is how hard the the thoughts come when i see my mom just went grocery shopping
#ed#thinspo#meanspo#skinnyarms#skinnylegs#skinnywaist#skinny#thin#goal weight#lose weight#ana#proana#not pro ana just need the tag#notskinny#i need to be skinny#thinplease
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Ana buddy?
I need someone to talk with about this and like, kinda be friends but mostly motivation
Preferably
15+
150Ibs+
Girl
Just message me and we can work things out and I’ll add you
#anorexii#proana#meanspo#sweetspo#edmeme#skinny#skinni#ed#eating#disorder#eatingdisorder#bulimia#promia#mia#ana#anorexia#bulimic#anorexic#notskinny
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Ive eaten too much
Ive been at a camp all week and ive eaten fairly normally i think ive maintained my weight. I hope to fast as much as possible next week at a different camp where i hate the food. (forgive my english its not my native language)
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Update: phat
So the binging hadn’t stopped but it’s a lot better, but it’s definitely catching up to me now hahaha. I put on this old sports bra the used to fit me just fine and it’s kind of tight now?? Like how disrespectful of my body to gain even more fat ugh
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