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dilemmaontwolegs · 5 months

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just gonna put this here while its fresh in my mind but since lando has been wildin and wont stfu about OF... what if reader does OF 😏 faceless and lando makes a cameo once in a while😵‍💫😵‍💫 OKAY BYE WHY IS HE LIKE THIS LATELY

Your Biggest Fan || Ln4

Warnings: 18+ only, nsfw, masturbating, only fans WC: 1.3k

One || Two || SMAU || Three

You were a solo act, that was your choice. Everyone who subscribed to your account knew the deal despite offers from some very big names in the industry - you were happy on your own - you couldn’t risk getting caught. Your parents would surely disown you, but you liked the danger that came with your side hustle.

You could still remember the day he subscribed, top tier no less. The username was generic and he kept his camera turned off but that wasn’t unusual - you preferred to keep your face hidden too. A selection of toys lay across your bed and he hummed indecisively while he internally debated which one to watch you play with this time.

“If I was there, I know what I would do,” he mused, his voice dropping in a way that had your stomach flipping.

You settled amongst the pile of pillows surrounding you, keeping your face above the view of the camera, and teased your nipples while you patiently waited for his choice. “Yeah, what would you do to me?”

Your touch ran further down your body and you spread your legs for him. His breathing changed to slower, deeper intakes and you wished he had his camera on so you could see the effect you had on him.

“Fuck, I would fill you so good, babygirl,” he groaned. “I would make you cum harder than any of those toys can. You don’t even have one big enough to stretch you like I could.”

Your pussy clenched at the threat and you grabbed the biggest dildo from the pile, running the tip through your slit. You moaned as you pressed it to your entrance and it slowly slid home, filling you completely as you pumped it all the way to the base. “This one stretches me pretty good, big boy.”

“Not as good as I could.”

“Brave words for someone who can’t prove it,” you dared.

There was some shuffling before his camera lit up and half of your screen filled with a toned stomach, muscled thighs and a dick that put your toy to shame. You sat up straighter, wanting a closer look and salivated at the way he stroked himself, his thumb and fingers not even touching because of the girth.

“Fuck me,” you exhaled longingly.

“Don’t tempt me, babygirl.” He dragged his thumb through the bead of precum and his hand disappeared from view as he licked it clean, something you were completely jealous of. “Now turn around, I want to see you fuck yourself and pretend it’s me.”

You did as you were told, more than eager now that you had the image to use. You got on your hands and knees, reaching between your legs to pump the dildo in time to his strokes, moaning in unison at the sight. Wanting to give him the best show, you shimmied back so he had the best view of the silicone cock stretching your pussy.

“That’s it, come to daddy.” His filthy words surrounded you and your back arched as you fucked yourself for him. You were nearing your orgasm and the sight of his cum spilling over his fist and abs threw you into oblivion. His urging kept you going, even when your orgasm tried to squeeze the toy from your pussy, you kept stuffing it back in until the pressure grew too much and you fell panting to the bed, the blanket wet from the fluid that had gushed from you.

“Holy shit, babygirl, that was fucking amazing,” he praised as you struggled to catch your breath. “Fuck, I have to go. Same time next week?”

“Only if you have your camera on again, big boy,” you half joked, half wishing he would.

“For you, babygirl, of course,” he chuckled and wiped up his mess with a green and white shirt you were sure you had seen the logo for before. “I’m your biggest fan, I would do anything you said.”

“I’ll have to remember that, big boy. See you next week.”

You ended the feed and closed the site down for the night before cleaning up the toys and changing your bed sheets. You had never squirted like you had with L404 and you briefly wondered if you should invest in some waterproof bedding.

It was late by the time you had showered and settled back into the fresh sheets but you weren’t able to sleep. With nothing better to do, you logged into Twitch and browsed the Just Chatting category for some white noise, eventually coming across a streamer with nearly 20k fellow viewers.

You were a little disappointed to see it wasn’t Just Chatting but playing Fortnite and you nearly left the stream. You weren’t interested in trying to sleep to the sound of gunfire. Before you could exit, you heard the voice. It was one you were intimate with, one that sent goosebumps prickling over your skin.

“Come to daddy,” Lando, that was his name, said. He laughed with his friends he was playing the game with and they joked while oblivious to the epiphany you were having. “Ohhh, doggy man.”

The handsome man in the tiny square of your screen was L404, your biggest fan.

Hey big boy, you sent to the chat and watched it get swamped by the hundreds of other comments.

“Ha, mate, someone called you big boy.”

Lando’s head snapped away from the game and he was quickly shot but he didn’t care as he scrolled through the chat to find your username. It was different enough that it wouldn’t be linked to your Only Fans but had enough similarities that he recognised the name. “Shit, I gotta go. Something’s come up.”

He logged off without a goodbye and the comments blew out with disappointment and questions.

Suddenly, your email pinged with a new message: L404 was requesting another private chat.

“Hey big boy,” you answered as you sat up in bed, grateful you were wearing a cute lace babydoll nightie. “Back so soon?”

His camera was off but now that you had seen his face you could only imagine the confusion on it. “Uh, did you…what you saw…did you…”

You giggled at the loss of his confidence, such a stark change from how he was an hour ago. “You’ll have to finish your question for me to answer, Lando.”

“Fuck.” His camera came on and you had a much larger picture of him. He wasn’t just handsome, he was gorgeous. You desperately wanted to run your hands through his curls and tug on them, maybe while they were between your legs. “No one can know, please, it will ruin my career.”

Taking a deep breath, you tipped the camera back and looked him in the eyes. Realisation dawned on his face and his lips parted in shock. “Guess we both know each other’s secret now.”

“You…you’re…”

“Yup, that’s me.” Like most rich families, your parents had moved to Monaco for the tax haven it provided and you had fallen in love with the province too, opting to buy your own place in the city when you left home.

“So…” You bit your lip as the idea danced on your tongue and Lando remained in a state of shock. “I remember someone threatening to stretch a certain part of me…”

Lando swallowed deeply before licking his dry lips. “On camera?”

It was your turn to think before nodding. “If you’re up for it, I can make an exception to the rule. We might need to practice a few times, you know, compatibility wise.”

He nodded, the thought growing more and more interesting and he palmed his erection beneath the desk. “Practice sounds good. Tonight?”

The idea of sleep was long gone and your nipples were clearly visible through the lace, the stiff peaks begging for attention. “Come on then, big boy,” you teased as you sent him your address. “I’ll see you soon.”

Click here for part two.

#lando norris fanfic #lando norris imagine #lando norris x reader #lando norris x you #f1 fanfic #f1 imagine #formula one imagine #formula 1 fanfic #formula one fanfiction #lando norris smut

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etherealstar-writes · 3 months

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I WANNA BE YOURS | LIONESSES X READER | PT 2

pairings: lionesses x reader

summary: in which you're accidentally added to a random group chat, not knowing they're all actually famous footballers, and obliviously end up having many of them competing for your love and attention.

part: two

part one here

✦ ——— ✦ ——— ✦

THE NATIONAL DIVING TEAM

elton changed the name the karate kid to the imposter

elton added the REAL karate kid

the REAL karate kid

PLS 💀

you all were annoying a random

person thinking it was me LMAO

and this username ??

i mean i'm not complaining

elton

oh shut it

neev

y'all got anything in your stash?

stairway

i was gonna ask the same thing.

where's lotte when you need her?

earpsy

i don't have anything in my stash

brightness

neither

maya

i'm broke

elton

ugghh i'm so bored

you guys got any food to eat?

the REAL karate kid

i got redbull

meado

that is not food less

the REAL karate kid

says who?

kie

red bull is an energy drink.

it is made up of carbonated water, sucrose, glucose,

citric acid, taurine, sodium bicarbonate, magnesium

carbonate, caffeine, niacinamide, calcium pantothenate,

pyridoxine hci, vitamin b12, and natural and artificial flavours.

meado

thank you keira

daily

did you just copy and paste that from google?

willybum

damn i lost braincells reading that

the REAL karate kid

didn't know you had any in the first place

willybum

shut up

elton

if i drop you on a deserted island with

only redbull alessia, will you survive?

the REAL karate kid

yeah

willybum

why don't we test that out

stairway

i second that

the imposter

honestly it depends on

what you define food as

i mean literally anything could

be food if it's consumable

the REAL karate kid

thank you, my imposter!

idk who you are but i already love you

the imposter

you're welcome :))

willybum

why the hell is everyone in love with alessia??

this is not okay.

and why do i keep seeing videos

of you everywhere??

it's like you're haunting me

the REAL karate kid

sorry leah, i just can't help it

it's my charm

the imposter

so ....

does anyone feel like showing

what alessia looks like? 👀

elton

were you not taught anything

about stranger danger??!

or internet safety?!

you could be a 40 year old man

wanting to hunt us down

the imposter

BRUH

you were the one that LITERALLY

added me to this random groupchat

for all i know you could be the

one trying to do that to me

elton

hey hey hey!

don't put this back on me

that's not fair

the imposter

excuse you

your name is literally elton

i will not be taking this

you could be a stalker for all i know

shut up

elton

.....

the REAL karate kid

PLS

you actually silenced her

ILY

willybum

i think i just witnessed love on first sight-

stairway

you're not the only one-

part three here

#lionesses x reader #woso x reader #engwnt x reader #engwnt #alessia russo x reader #leah williamson x reader #ella toone x reader #georgia stanway x reader #niamh charles x reader #woso imagine

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qraceiuv · 6 months

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"slut!" jude bellingham.

summary — you finally release an unexpected song about your relationship after receiving countless hate for it.

notes — send reqs and shit 😙

warnings — hate comments thats it rlly

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y/nsusername

y/nsusername: 🍒👡

—

username: she never posts jude anymore

username: i rlly dont like her

— username: okay...

username: shes using jude idc

username: bet jude got those heels for her

— username: u act like she isnt a model/singer whos just as successful as him

username: she doesnt deserve him

— username: and you do?

username: ur all insane and sad. leave her alone

username: shes too pretty to be acting the way she does

— username: she doesnt do anything...

username: slut

y/nsusername

y/nsusername: coming soon...

—

username: OH??

username: yayy

username: nobody cares

username: i cant take her seriously

username: still no jude posts

username: she didnt even go to his match yesterday

username: she always uses guys wtf

username: why does evergone hate her?

— username: because shes dating jude and people are stupid

y/nsusername

y/nsusername: my new single "slut!" drops tonight, and i can't wait for you all to hear it. i love this song and myself, and to be able to share it is a pleasure. 🤍🩵

—

username: omg.

username: her naming it slut... not even gonna listen

username: WHAT.

username: im freaking out

username: this is abt to be a power move.

username: oh!

judebellingham

judebellingham: My lovely y/n - I'm endlessly proud of her and everything she has accomplished as of recently. Her strength is beyond me and I will forever admire it.

Lots of things have been said about her these past few months, and I realize I should've made a statement. Her kindness told me not to, but now is the right time to share my love for such an amazing woman. Y/n has dealt with so much hate in the world, and I hate to see it. You never know the person behind the screen, and I have always encouraged kindness. Please apply it to those I love.

I have never felt so happy with anyone than I do with you, Y/n. I love you, and I love all of you who have stuck by us and supported my favorite girl.

—

username: i will cry.

username: i hope u all shut up now

username: BRO HE LOVES HER SM😭

username: the hating bitches are silent now

username: js a ton of 12 year olds jealous

username: i love them sm

username: "slut!" was so cunty idc

username: stream slut!!!!!

y/nsusername: ❤️❤️❤️💋💋💋

y/nsusername: i love you so much.

— judebellingham: I love you so much more

judebellingham added to their instagram story!

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#jude bellingham #jude bellingham fluff #fanfic #jude bellingham imagine #jude bellingham oneshot #jude bellingham x reader #jude bellingham x you #jude x reader #judebellingham #jude bellingham smau #jude bellingham fic #jude bellingham smut #jude bellingham social media au #jude bellingham x fem!reader #soccer imagine #football imagine #fanfiction #jude bellingam x fem reader #qraceiuv

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judesluvvvv · 6 months

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this is what it feels like

fc: gracie abrams

paring: judebellingham & singer!femreader

summary: a certain footballer and a certain singer who would’ve thought?

author’s note: tbh I was bored not sure if I’ll ever do this again but we’ll see ((:!!

yourusername

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yourusername forever a barca girl but ig madrid wasn’t so bad!! (thank you for the most amazing concert i love u all sm)

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username THANK YOU FOR COMING BEST CONCERT EVER WTF

username when are we getting new music?!?!?!

↳ yourusername a girl never tells🫣🫣 (soon I promise)

username does she and jude know each other orrrr🤨

↳ username that’s what I was thinking

username I’ll do anything for u to sing mess it up in Australia

username NAH FR WHAT IS JUDE DOING HERE

masonmount get me tickets to your next show

↳ yourusername next time ask nicely and I’ll consider it

yourbestfriend I MISS YOUR GIRL COME BACK FROM TOUR😔😔

↳ yourusername stop I miss u too but I’ll be back soon

yourusername

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yourusername and that’s it for tour for now thank you guys for everything I had the best time ever I love u I love u I love u and I’ll se u soon 🫶

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username gonna miss tourrrr thank u for everything we love uuuu

username don’t be gone for too long 😔

↳ yourusername I won’t I promise!!!!

username JUDE AGAIN???? SOMEONE WHATS GOING ON

↳ username apparently someone saw him at her show tonight aswell

↳ username OMG OMG YOUR JOKING

trentarnold66 thank u for the tickets your sooooo goooood

↳ yourusername anytime glad u had fun😝

↳ trentarnold66 definitely not the only one who had fun ((;

↳ username what does this mean 🤨🤨

username

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username jude was seen at yn’s concert in london tonight!!

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username I KNEW IT OMG

username omg the singer and the athlete here for it 100%

username I’m so happy I just know they r so cute

username saw him there tonight honestly he looked so happy and kept singing along to the songs it was so cute

↳ username shut up that’s so cute

↳ username ik right!!

username okay he was at her concert this doesn’t mean anything lmfao yall r reaching too much

↳ username your just a hater there is obviously something going on between them

judebellingham

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judebellingham bis bald, #EURO2024 🦁

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england 🔥🔥💯💯

username such and amazing player

marcusrashford 🔥🔥

declanrice levels

gioareyna 3 years together and never heard you speak any German until now 😂

↳ username LMFAO HELP?

yourusername ⭐️boy

↳ judebellingham ⭐️girl

↳ username I promise u I’m trying to stay calm rn but I don’t think I can

↳ username I LEGIT SCREAMED AND MY MOM THOUGHT SOMETHING WAS WRONG

↳ username I can’t function properly rn

↳ username she called him her starboy her called her his stargirl I need a minute to recover from this

username

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ynupdates yn spotted with jude today!!!

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username i love them i love them i love them

username is it too early to say mom and dad?

username still don’t know how to handle all this

username my parents fr

username ew….

↳ username the only thing I’ve seen u do is hate on them do u actually not have anything better to do let people be happy like??

username this is lowkey so random but I’m here for it

yourusername

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yourusername hey there pretty pepole i have a little something for you called feels like coming out on November 8th enjoy

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username EVERYBODY SHUT UP THE YN IS DROPPING A NEW SONG

username new music new music new music thank u yn

username how am i meant to survive till November 8th??

oliviarodrigo sooooo excited

↳ yourusername i love u liv

↳ oliviarodrigo i love u more

yourbestfriend did u guys hear that my girl is giving us new music

↳ yourusername ILOOOOOOOOVEEEEEYOOOOOUUUUU

masonmount it was about time fr especially cuz couldn’t make it to your london show

↳ yourusername maaaaseee next show in london or manchester you’ll be the first to know so u can clear out your calendar

↳ declanrice excuse me there what about me

↳ yourusername you too rice ig🙄

username we love u mother

yourusername

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FEELS LIKE OUT NOW EVERYWHERE!!! A special thank you to my muse and my lover jude bellingham for inspiring this song

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judebellingham i love u pretty girl

↳ yourusername i love u judeth thank u for everything

username I’M GONNA PASS OUT FINALLY

username FEELS LIKE IS SO GOOD?!?! THE LYRICS OMG??? AND.ITS.ABOUT.HIM

username jude i hope u know how to fight

sadiesink it’s so good u slay everytime I love u girl

↳ yourusername i love u sadie

yourbestfriend you better not hurt her Bellingham or istg ill come and fight u myself

↳ judebellingham dw wasn’t planning to

username new favorite song cant stop listening to it

oliviarodrigo died dead when I heard this song

↳ yourusername stop it

judebellingham

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judebellingham stop whatever your doing and go stream feels like by the one and only i love uuuuuuuuuuuuu

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yourusername idk what I would do without u ily

↳ judebellingham i love u more

username mom and dad

username yall r the cutest

trentarnold66 cat’s out of the bag?

↳ judebellingham yuppp

masonmount congrats bro

↳ judebellingham thank u mate

jobebellingham bro’s whipped

↳ judebellingham shut up would u

gioareyna it was about time u announced it

username thank u for this song jude🙏

#jude bellingham #jude bellingham x reader #jude bellingham x you #jude bellingham fluff #england nt #jude bellingham imagine #real madrid #england national team

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darkficsyouneveraskedfor · 5 months

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Unexpected 51

Warnings: non/dubcon, pregnancy, pegging, Lloyd being the worst, post partum, csection, suicidial ideation, and other dark elements. My username actually says you never asked for any of this.

My warnings are not exhaustive but be aware this is a dark fic and may include potentially triggering topics. Please use your common sense when consuming content. I am not responsible for your decisions.

As usual, I would appreciate any and all feedback. I’m happy to once more go on this adventure with all of you! Thank you in advance for your comments and for reblogging.

Trapped in another holding pattern. That's all that life seems to be. Phases. Dull and prolonged. Waiting but for what?

Your days aren't much different than before Lloyd's return. He may as well have stayed gone. For you, he's not there. He's nothing. He doesn't deserve to be anything to you.

Your routine once more stagnates; sleep and feedings and some crying. Between it all, you see Harlan or Dottie, sometimes both. Your mother-in-law has grown quiet, even evasive, since her son came back. You know why but you won't argue with her or her precious Marion.

You get your walks in, looking forward to the escape from the suffocating walls. Andy passes you often, waving or saying hi. He doesn't try to talk again, not with your father around. They barely acknowledge each other. You ignore his texts. You're still trying to figure it all out.

When you're at home, Harlan holds Luna as you catch up on your reality TV. You whisper back and forth about your most hated personalities. It can never be what it once was, or what you wished it could be, but it's manageable.

That day, Harlan and Dottie go into town to do some shopping. You haven't seen Lloyd but you don't mourn his absence. Not like before.

You have Luna downstairs in her rolling bassinet. She's fully fed and sleepy. You might do some cooking. You're finally feeling up to it.

You shiver and watch your daughter dozing peacefully. Why is it so cold in here? You hug yourself and notice the draft freezing in from the kitchen. You find one of the french doors slightly open and push it shut. You can guess who did it. You should lock him out but you'd rather not provoke a confrontation.

You go back to the front room. Something feels off. You don't know. Maybe it's just the empty house. You check the thermostat then the bassinet. Luna is tucked against the side. She must feel it too.

You make sure the wheels are locked before you flit out to grab a quilt from the nursery. You pant as you get to the top of the stairs. Whew, you still got work to do before you're anywhere close to back to normal.

You snatch the sewn pink blanket and come back down, catching your breath as you sweep through the doorway.

“Lulu,” you say quietly, “gonna swaddle you up–”

You notice the angle of the bassinet. It's not how you left it, almost parallel to the sofa instead. You rush over and nearly scream as the bottom stares back at you empty.

You drop the quilt and spin, searching for any sign of the culprit. You storm back into the foyer and stomp a foot.

“Lloyd!” You bellow, not caring if you wake the babe, “where the fuck are you? Give me my baby!”

Nothing. Just the echo of your anger. You snarl and holler again. Louder.

“LLOYD! I'M NOT FUCKING AROUND!”

You stride forward and go down the hall. Not in the kitchen. Nope, not in the dining room either. You go through the first floor, yelling, then ascend the stairs again. There's no way he could've snuck her up there.

“You motherfucker. Lloyd!” You stop at the top, “it's not fucking funny.”

“Jesus Christ!” You hear a door swing open, then another as he comes out of his bedroom, “what is it now? Wanna call me more names? Push me around?”

He has a towel clutched around his waist as his feet slap on the floor. He glistens, his hair slick and dripping the noise of the shower still buzzing. You gulp and your heart drops.

“Lloyd, give her back.”

“What?”

“Don't. Give me Luna.”

“Luna–” he grimaces, “what the fuck? You serious? You won't let me see her and now– wait, where is she?”

You stand silent in horror. He's a loar to the bone but dammit, he's convincing.

“You took her. I know… I went to get her a blanket and you…”

“I've been in the shower for twenty minutes, sweetheart,” he sneers, “I… she's… gone?”

You croak. It's all you can do. You spin and hurtle back downstairs. You near the bassinet again and squeal. Gripping the sides as panic floods your chest.

“She's gone! Lloyd! My baby! Where is she?!”

You hear him come downstairs and his footsteps rush across the floor, searching everywhere you did. He appears from the kitchen, barely hanging onto his towel. You look at him as he stares at you palely.

“The back door was unlocked.”

“I know, I thought you were out there–”

“Peaches,” he utters as his eyes dilate, “call the police.”

🍑

You're still sobbing as the red and blue flash on the other side of the window. You told the story a dozen times over. It's 2am and you haven't seen Luna in thirteen hours. You feel her absence heavy in your chest.

Your baby. You failed her. She's gone and it's all your fault.

Why didn't you just take her upstairs? Why did you want to cook? Why weren't you watching her? Why didn't you lock the goddamn door?

“Honey,” Harlan clinks down a mug and his weight dips beside you on the couch, “they'll find her. She can't have gone far.”

“No, no, no,” you bawl, head throbbing, “someone took her. Someone– it's all my fault–”

“Shhh, shhh, it's alright. It'll be alright. She got everyone lookin’, they'll find her.”

“I fucked up!” You fold over your lap, “I was selfish--c-c-carlessssss.”

He hushes you again and rubs your back. You can hear the police milling around outside, a few inside still investigating every nook and cranny.

“Ma'am,” an officer approaches, “we're doing what we can but these things can take a while. You know, we got a few volunteers from the neighborhood too and some statements–”

“I don't care! I want my daughter back,” you snap.

“Sorry, officer, she's just…scared,” Harlan slings his arm over your shoulders.

“Understood,” the officer says, “we're doing all we can.”

You sniffle and bury your face in your palms. This can't be real. It is and it's all on you. You wished so many times that Luna would just go away, you didn't want her, you remember that, and now that wish came true. You are a monster.

“Breathe,” Harlan coos as your breath turns shallow and suffocating, “honey, please, you needa–”

“Let me look!” You sit up, so dizzy you nearly keel over, “I wanna look for her.”

“Dear, you already did. You needa rest.”

“No, no!” You shove him away and stand, slippers slapping as you stomp around the couch, “she's my baby, I can find her! I know I will.”

“You won't help. Lloyd's already out there–” Harlan calls after you as he follows.

You hurry through the entryway and burst out the front door. You hear your father swearing as he scrambles for his shoes. The snow crunches under your thin soles as you jog past the cruisers and the uniformed figures.

You turn down the street without a thought. The streetlights flash over you, yellow, then darkness, yellow, dark…. You don't know where you're going. Maybe you want to disappear too.

You hear Harlan calling your name but he's getting further away, not closer. You slow down and cough, lungs burning. You lean on a fence post and bend to collect yourself.

“What are you doing out here?” A drawl brings you straight up.

You squint. You think it's Lloyd at first, you haven't seen him since the police got there. Andy steps into the soft hue of the lightpole.

“I… what are you doing?” You throw the question back at Andy.

“I'm a volunteer firefighter. Heard there was a missing baby so I've been helping. I'm sorry to hear about Luna. I don't know who would do this.”

You shake your head and snivel, “I don't know.”

“I know what it's like to lose a child but… I think… she's out there. It'll be okay. You'll see her again, I know it.”

“I hope,” your voice cracks and wipes your eyes as your grief spills anew, “I should go back.”

He says nothing. You back away and turn, dragging your feet down the pavement. You see the sirens lit up and the distant beans of flashlights. Suddenly, you're caught around the neck, a hand smothering your mouth.

“Do you wanna see her?” Andy whispers as you kick out, “Luna needs her mommy…” he wrestles you out of the cone of light and behind the fence, “so do I.”

You thrash, clawing at his sleeve. Your slippers fly off in your struggle as he squeezes tighter. No, it can't be him.

You were wrong. Again.

#lloyd hansen #dark lloyd hansen #dark!lloyd hansen #lloyd hansen x reader #andy barber #andy barber x reader #unexpected #series #drabble #the gray man #defending jacob

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jadeittic · 8 months

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TBJZL—f!reader instagram au

note: this one SUUUUCKS. anyway here u go

yourinstagram

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ynlnupdates

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ynlnupdates YN LN spotted with mystery man in London, UK.

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sidemen

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ynlnupdates YN LN at the London Stadium today.

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tobjizzle

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#tbjzl x reader #tbjzl x you #tbjzl imagine #tobi brown x reader #tobi brown x you #sidemen x reader #sidemen x you #sidemen imagine #jadeittic

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Meet the Mod || JJK x OC

Pairing: Streamer Jungkook x Black Female Modder

WC: 1.4k >

NOTE: Now finished :)

"Hey, chat." Jungkook greeted the thousands of viewers tuning into his stream. His eyes glossed over the moving text as he adjusted his camera equipment. Jungkook had recently returned to his streaming schedule after taking a temporary break. The past two weeks had been pretty stressful for the young streamer. He had just moved from his small apartment to a much larger, more comfortable place.

It was crazy for him to think that he could sustain his lifestyle off his streaming income. Four years ago, he would have laughed at someone telling him he would average 70,000 viewers a livestream.

Did you eat? What did you do today? Marry me pls!!!

It was the same typical chatter that he was used to seeing.

"I ate three cups of spicy ramen. I did some training with my boxing mentor today." Jungkook rubbed his slightly pudgy stomach. He slid his beanie slightly higher, showing more of his forehead into the camera.

Mang_luver: Ur back!

Jungkook recognized the username of one of his modders. 'Mang luver' was a part of the handful of mods Jungkook had in his streams. Three of them were his close friends from high school, and the other two were viewers in the beginning with him. Mang luver fell into the latter category. She was always kind to him and helped foster the culture within the community.

Since there were so few mods, he was in a private and somewhat active group chat with his moderators. They spoke frequently with each other. Some of them even meet up in person.

"Hey Mang."

What games are you playing today?

That was the question that most of the viewers were asking Jungkook.

"Ah, I think I'm just gonna chat today. I'm not in the best mindset to focus on Overwatch or anything like that tonight."

Several topics for conversation spoke over the AI Jungkook has set up for his stream. Most of them asked for advice in school, which Jungkook wouldn't mind discussing; however, he doesn't think he's the best person to talk about school motivation.

His life path was quite untraditional. He dropped out of high school to pursue music. He was semi-successful and eventually returned to school to complete his high school diploma. Now he streams and boxes.

He sorted through the chat, looking for interesting topics. Straying away from suggestive or potentially sexual topics.

"My ideal type?" Jungkook read out the chat. It intrigued him.

Jungkook stroked his imaginary beard, thinking about his ideal romantic partner.

"I would say someone who is confident and not afraid of a challenge. I'm really attracted to a person's aura and the vibes they give out."

Jungkook was quite honest with his words. In the past, he's thought about the physical attributes that he wants in his future girlfriend. He didn't have anything that was top priority. Most of his deal breakers involved personality. Like if they were rude to customer service workers or if they were disrespectful.

It was hard for him to narrow his ideal partner to a list of physical attributes.

"I guess I can also add that the person would have to be an ARMY. Jungkook smiled. His shameless flirting ignited the chat. The chat eating it up.

Mang_luver: are you tryna rizz up the chat?

Mang_luver: L streamer

"You don't like my flirting skills Mang? Jungkook couldn't hold back his smirk. He and Mang had a teasing report with each other. Causing live entertainment for those in the chat.

"You know what, chat, I think I know my type. I like girls who don't like me back."

Jungkook waited patiently for another witty remark from Mang. The chat commented that the two were acting like a married old couple. They always bickered about small, petty things that eventually it just became part of their dynamic.

Mang_luver: YUCK

Mang_luver: *gag*

"You know you love it, Mang."

Mang face reveal?

I'm tryna see something? What they said ^^^

The thought crossed Jungkook's mind that he had never seen an image of Mang. While he knew her real name, Jennette, and her age 24. He would never reveal such information while he was live. In the back of his mind, he wondered what she looked like, but the thought never developed into more.

But now the chat was begging for the modder to reveal her face. Spam flooding the chat box, Jungkook watched, curious as he wanted to see her face.

"Mang get on Discord." Jungkook instructed pulling up a new tab, before sharing his screen for the thousands to see.

Mang_luver: ... Mang_luver: fine Mang_luver: i hate you all

Upon reading the last message, he clicked the call button above her username. The chat was probably more excited than Jungkook. Mang answered the call ten seconds later, showing nothing but a black screen.

"Hello?"

"Hey."

"Turn your camera on."

"You're so pushy." Jenette pouted on the other side of the camera. She was up trying to freshen up her looks, to make it not look like she was lying down in bed. She removed her satin head scarf and shook her mini twists that dangled by her shoulders. She washed her hair last night and did the twist til she got her braids in the next few days.

"I just wanna see what you look like Mangy Pangy."

Jennette rolled her eyes, hearing that awful nickname.

"I thought you agreed you weren't gonna call me that?"

"I thought you agreed you were gonna show your face?'

"Actually, I agreed to get on Discord. Not to show my face." Jennette smiled at her response.

"Such a smart ass."

"Don't wanna be a dumbass like you." The comebacks rolled off her tongue easily. She didn't have to think when she said them at all.

"You are lucky I like you." Jungkook grumbled, clicking around on his computer. He pulled up Instagram on the tab. Jennette knew that Jungkook didn't "like" her that way, but its effect on her was apparent. She cleared her throat, snapping out of brief feelings of attraction.

"So you can turn on your camera or tell me your Instagram. I wanna see what you look like."

Jungkook started typing in guesses for Jennette's Instagram without giving her time to think. The first few guesses were unsuccessful, pulling up random people who looked nothing like her. Looking at herself in the mirror, she looked over her appearance, unsure about the whole face reveal deal.

Her skin was slightly dewey from her skincare routine. Acne scars covered certain areas of her cheeks. More importantly, her purple cat-eye glasses. The frames enhanced her almond eye shape and made her look slightly younger in her nighttime apparel.

Without another word, she turned on her camera. Jungkook wasn't looking at the video call. He was still trying to guess her Instagram. Little did he know that her Instagram didn't contain her name at all. So at this rate he would never find her Instagram. The chat jumped with the thousands of new comments, all discussing her appearance.

Omg she's so pretty. Damnnnnnn Black Barbie fr fr She's not one of us

Gahhhlee

It took a message being read by the AI voice for Jungkook to redirect his attention to the Discord call. He had to readjust himself on the couch. He pulled one of his knees to his chest.

"Awww."

Jenette looked away from her screen, blushing at his reaction. She was nervous, waiting for him to be compelled to react in a humiliating way.

"You happy?" Jennette found it hard to look at the streamer. Gosh, he was so boyfriend-coded that she knew that her thoughts would start to evolve this simple interaction into something more. She got like this with most of her crushes. It never took long for her to fall for someone.

"You're so cute."

"Shut up."

Rizz her up Jungkook!

Yall look good together omgggg

"Yall, it's not like that, I'm not gonna rizz up, Mang. I was just curious to see what she looked like. Now, we can move on to something else." With a smile, he redirected the stream to a totally different topic. Mang took this as a segway to leave the call and rejoin the chat. Junkgook discussed the latest SZA music video 'Snooze', with Justin Bieber.

However, the chat was still discussing Mang's looks. More and more comments were becoming passive-aggressive. And Jungkook couldn't ignore the overwhelming backhanded compliments. It was time for him to step in and say something.

"Ayo, chill. That's enough on Mang. Don't forget she can ban any of yall."

I wish someone would defend me like Jungkook does Mang. ooop hell yeah- put them in their place!

He scrolled up the chat logs to see if Mang spoke. But she was radio silent. With his phone unlocked and off-camera, Jungkook privately messaged Mang. He wanted to ensure she was okay and confirm that he wasn't okay with the rude comments she was facing. Mang texted back pretty quickly, confirming that she was fine.

Mang_luver: I don't know why I just felt so nervous

Mang_luver: Face reveals always stir up anxiety for me

ABCDEFGHI__LMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ : I get it

ABCDEFGHI__LMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ: But don't listen to them. You do look good, like really good

Mang_luver: That's really sweet

ABCDEFGHI__LMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ: After stream I'll call you to ensure that things between us are still cool. I don't fuck with that bully shit.

ABCDEFGHI__LMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ: That good?

Mang_luver: Yeah I'll be up

Closing out of his phone, Jungkook reacted to a couple of other music videos released in August. Before he knew it, it was a quarter past three. Jungkook yawned before wrapping up the conversation he was having with chat.

"I'm gonna get off, guys. This was fun, per usual." Jungkook smiled and started waving at the people, saying 'good night' to him.

He's probably going to talk to Mang goodnight kookie you never answered?? will you marry me??? pls!!

He ended the stream, rubbing his face. Walking to his bedroom, he thought about what to say to Jennette. He was use to the 'mean' comments that he would get from trolls in his comments. Working in the music industry for all those years helped him grow thick skin. Plus, he knew that they wouldn't return that same energy if he ever met these people in real life.

He thought about how to properly apologize to Jennette. Eyes getting heavy, and the last thing on his mind was his really pretty modder.

#bts x black reader #jungkook x oc #jungkook x black reader #x black reader #kpop x black reader #black writers #small drabble #jungkook #jungkook imagines

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meraki-yao · 2 months

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TN Candies Part 3

I was gonna make a collection like the last few times but thanks to his majesty Mister Tony Curran, I’m going slightly insane now, so this one is gonna be a little shorter (I’ll write another one during the weekend) but this one will be about M&G, so buckle up :D

Part 1/ Part 2

The usual disclaimers, if you know if jump directly to under the cut:

This post contains content regarding real-person shipping. If you’re uncomfortable with the subject, again, please don’t read under the post and leave

I need to reiterate this in case my position in this gets misunderstood: My writing about “candies” isn’t because these are MY opinion or things *I* found or *I* believe in them being evidence. I am just a translator and messenger.

Chinese people have a very different understanding of platonic/romantic affection/relationships compared to the Western world, and they look at the candies with rose-tinted glass. Among the “candies” I’ve seen, most of them are a matter of interpretation: yes those are things couples will do, but it wouldn’t be weird if friends did it too. So they’re not that serious or up for further speculation. There is I think only one “candy” that I can’t quite say the same, which I will explain and elaborate on in this post.

Please remember that the people who do this do it in good nature: If they’re just friends the fans won’t be upset or betrayed or anything, they just prefer to see them as romantic. They don’t mean any harm, and they don’t cause any harm because China is physically and digitally too far away for them to actually fuck shit up, and they understand the lines of parasocial relationships: those who met with Taylor during his China trip in December know to, and didn’t bring up this in front of him. They know where to draw the line, and whoever doesn’t and starts becoming a problem gets kicked out of the community. This is meant for fun.

Nick, Taylor, Tony and M&G, what the fuck is happening

1, "My Taylor"

The day(night) after the M&G teaser was dropped was the GQ Men of the Year event that both Taylor and Nick attended, but Nick left early. The funny thing is when asked to do a Taylor impression again, Nick said “My Taylor”. Now, clearly he means “My Taylor Impression” but that didn’t stop “My Taylor” from trending on Twitter. Active Weibo rwrb fan called 激情大肥鹅 (the username means… a thing that I will not translate, go use google translate😅) commented on the boys:

Translation:

“I can’t stop laughing I’m gonna die

Taylor: handsome handsome handsome

Nicholas: beautiful giggles shy dropping his stuff on the ground”

2, The Crown

Mentioned this in my part 1 post in the Taylor’s China Trip section:

A fan asked Taylor to sign his and GQ magazine shoot, he first drew the moustache on Nick’s face, giggling “I’ll sign on Nick’s face”, signed his own signature, then just when he was about to give the magazine back he suddenly changed his mind and said “wait wait I wanna do something on my face”, and then drew a crown on his head while muttering “crown prince”.

So, to summarize the candies of this one fan interaction here: Historical George had such a moustache, Nick plays George, George is the King’s lover, Kings wear crown, and Taylor first drew a moustache on Nick and then a crown on himself.

… Go figure 😅

3, Alone

Currently, out of the 7 M&G posts on Nick’s Instagram, Taylor liked 3 of them: “The Son The Seducer” poster from 18 Jan, “Power breeds Power” poster from 16 Feb, and the red carpet post from last week. Note that in all three posts, we don’t see George with any of his lovers (sex partners? Idk the right word to use): the first poster is only George, the second poster is George with Mary looming over him, and the third is the cast.

4, Comments

Tony Curran (King James in M&G) commented flirty comments Nick’s GQ MOTY post and “The Son The Seducer” post. Now the weird thing with “The Son The Seducer” post is Taylor liked the post first, then Tony commented, and then A DAY AFTER HE LIKED IT Taylor went back to comment “Hell Yeah”! The likes one Taylor’s comment surpassed that of Tony’s comment (sorry sir😂)

5, Word Choice

(I really, really this one is a stretch but the Chinese fans like this one so I might as well translate) On M&G red carpet post, Taylor comments “Yeah Boy ”, and umm… the idea is he could have used “yeah baby” the same way he did during the RWRB UK VS US draw off, but he used “boy”, something not as on the nose as “baby” but more intimate/closer than something like “yeah man”

6, Twitter Likes

Whatever the fuck Tony’s doing today: Among Tony’s recent Twitter likes, there’s a couple of rwrb/firstprince posts, and a post of Taylor.

… yeah

(ok this is the tin hat part, so skip this bracket if you want to you have been warned: there’s this idea that if you’re in a relationship, your friends will cheer you on and tease you and like stuff about your relationship. It’s what my friend group does with the couple in our group, it’s also what happened to the cast of my rps ship JZ that I mentioned here: during the farewell concert to their show, the rest of the cast kept teasing JZ both in and out of character (JZ were okay with it, it’s all in good fun)…so… with that logic…yeah.)

Alright that’s it for this M&G special edition of candies! I think I can get the next one done by Saturday, but definitely writing another one of these within the week (200 fucking screenshots…)

Tagging a couple of folks:

@lfg1986-2 @tal-vez-o-quizas @na-18dia @mylucayathoughts @androgynoustriumphclown @hopefulblizzardsublime @whattfisausername @leimons @ghostwithatophat @badhimboi88 @pippin-katz

If you're not on the list let me know if you want to tagged in the next one!

#rwrb #red white and royal blue #rwrb movie #taylor zakhar perez #alex claremont diaz #nicholas galitzine #henry fox mountchristen windsor #henry hanover stuart fox #firstprince #meraki essay #meraki translates #taynick

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thissortofsorcery · 8 months

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💞A different type of rec list ask game, to rep your own fics and other authors you enjoy.💞 Spell out your user name with fic recs. If the letter correlates to one of your fics you rec it (no duplicates use a different fic for repeat letters.) If you get to a letter you don’t have a fic title for you rec one you‘ve liked from someone else. 💖Send this to someone who might need a little love on their own fics or just like spreading the love.💖

Oh, my username is LONG, this is gonna be HARD (haha get it). Keeping it Harringrove to keep it simple (for myself. I have over 3k bookmarks on ao3)

The Green Hawkins Tigers Sweatshirt, by me. 1k, Steve comforts Billy after a run in with Neil.

Hook Possum, by @platypanthewriter. 16k, Steve's a camp counselor and there's a guy Possum Mascot he's very friendly with. This fic had me laughing and giggling from start to finish. It's ART.

I Had to See You, by me. Almost 2k, Billy and Steve broke up three weeks ago, and Steve shows up on Billy's doorstep. One of the fics I'm proudest of.

sad-eyed lady of the lowlands, by @whenyouwishuponastar7. 94k, Steve is a professional babysitter, and is hired to look after Max after she and her older brother move to Hawkins. This was the first fic I read from her and I FELL IN LOVE. Absolute masterpiece. Every time she posts new fics I run to read them so fast.

Shout At The Devil, by @writerwhowritesao3. It's actually a series (155k) that has me by the balls, but the first fic(68k) can be read on its own just fine. It's a retelling of season 2 and it's delicious. It also gives Susan a personality. I would tag just the first fic, but I don't have a J in my username and I HAD to.

Of Cats and Men, by @ihni. 39k, Billy hits a cat with his car, and has to take care of three little kittens. Steve helps. This fics is EVERYTHING to me. Billy and cats get me every time, right in the heart. You will need to hug your pet when you read this, though.

Run for the Shadows, by @shieldofiron. 36k, this fic is DELICIOUS. Friends with benefits to lovers, OBLIVIOUS STEVE. So oblivious. Pure of heart, dumb of ass. I had such a great time reading this fic.

Towel Talks, by @weird-an. 10k, after s3, Steve finds Billy in the community pool sauna. I love this one because An does caring Steve SO WELL. I was like this 🥺 the whole time I was reading it. It's so so good.

On Loving Billy, by lilpeas. I don't know their tumblr. 16k, this is THE break-up and make-up fic. It hurts SO GOOD, their emotions are so beautifully written out. It wrung everything out of me. Love.

for what you have tamed, by skoosiepants. Don't know their tumblr either. 10k. Billy is a cat and a dragon, and he keeps saving Steve's life. I LOVE magical realism, and this fic builds the world incredibly well. It's such a good read.

Sideways, by @robthegoodfellow. 46k. THIS FIC. It spins season 2 on its head so fucking well, oh my god. Rob is such a good writer, I've read this fic more than once and it gets to me every time. Their Billy is incredible.

Only The Freaks Come Out at Night, by shippingmyarmada (idk their tumblr). 67k. GREAT post s2 fic. You know I cry from happiness when I find a post s2 fic. This one is really, really well done.

Rotten Apples, by @weird-an. 14k. It's. a. WITCHER. AU. Do I need to say anything else???????? I love this so much. So much. You have no idea.

Camaro, by @lovebillyhargrove. I'm cheating a little on this one bc I don't know the name of the fic and I wanted to include it, and it's about the Camaro coming alive after season 3 and going on a killing spree to avenge Billy. It gets EVEN BETTER from there. Ana wrote this so well, whenever a chapter dropped on tumblr I lost my shit.

every night fucks every day up, by anonymous. 8k. It's a modern AU, and you know I love my modern AUs. Steve and Billy interact through snapchat. I have a soft spot for snapchat because i first heard about this app reading a Sterek fic in january 2014. This has nothing to do with the fic.

Read to Me?, by lemonlovely (idk tumblr). 12k. Someone leaves books with marked passages at Family Video for Steve. It's SO CUTE. SO CUTE. I love it.

Yeah, It's Me, by @callieb. 29k. Another fic that's between s2 and s3, and this one is SOOOOO GOOD in that their relationship starts as a FWB that's kind of unhealthy and I just about died reading this. Happy ending though. Trust me, it's worth it.

And that's done! It took me over 2 hours to put this together lmao so go give these fics and these writers some love! They deserve it.

#sorcery asks #anonymous #harringrove #fic rec #reclist #billy x steve #billy hargrove #steve harrington

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itspbandjellytime · 1 month

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"The Assistant" [Hailee Steinfeld x Fem!Reader] - Chapter 2

Plot: Y/N Waldorf is fresh out of college and her first job is being Hailee Steinfeld's personal assistant, but what Y/N doesn't know is that Hailee is hiding a huge secret from the general public and from her, as her assistant.

Notes: This is a multi-chapter fic, you can also read this on wattpad under the same username "itspbandjellytime". This fanfic is also going to contain NSFW themes in the near future, so if you're under the age of 18 please don't read this. Thank you! If you haven't read chapter 1, here's chapter 1: Chapter 1

Word count: 2k words

[Y/N POV]

Few days have passed since I've moved from Washington to California for this job and stay with Jackie temporarily, I didn't realize that living with your friend could be this fun. I've never had any roommates or anything when I was living in Washington and studying, well I have Kelly who visits me from time to time but things get a little bit lonely when you're not with people. For my case, not anymore.

Jackie and I spent our days going out to eat, look around the city, and talk about stuff that we needed to catch up on before the big day, which is me starting my job as Hailee's personal assistant. I still like to think that this whole ordeal is a fever dream, cause there is no way in hell or heaven that I got a job as her personal assistant. And of course, I decided to dress nice even though Laura didn't e-mail me about the dress code, I still need to look my best when I am face to face with Hailee Steinfeld. I put on a pair of slacks and a pair of black high heels and a while long sleeve button down shirt, my hair is down and I added some light make up and jewelry to make myself a little bit mature and presentable.

"So how do I look?" I asked Jackie, a smile forms on Jackie's face seeing how well put my outfit is "You look amazing! One more thing." Jackie says, standing up from the couch to roll my sleeves up so my forearms are exposed "Better, you look like a Victorian boy with the sleeves down. And I bet it's gonna turn your boss off." Jackie says, jokingly which I rolled my eyes and gently slapping her arm.

"Jackie, I am not there to turn my boss on." I said, chuckling as I straightened my clothes. I checked my phone and my eyes widened to see that it's already 9:25 am, Laura expects me to be at the building around 10:30 am. I start to panic and pace around to grab the essentials that I needed from the counter top, which concerned Jackie a little bit "Y/N, you good?" She asks me.

"I just realized that it's already 9:25, Laura expects me to be there around 10:30." I explained to Jackie, Jackie walks up to me again and asks me "Do you want me to drive you to the office?" Thank God, I became friends with this woman from stan twitter. If I wasn't friends with Jackie, I'd be living on the street by now. "Please!" I said in a dramatic tone, making us both laugh.

Jackie didn't bother glamming up, since she's just gonna drop me off the building I will be meeting Hailee. Jackie just threw in a pair of sweatpants underneath her old gym shorts and a jacket, she grabbed her keys, phone, and wallet patting my back "Alright, I'm set. Let's roll." Jackie says heading out of the apartment, and I followed suite.

After braving the Los Angeles traffic, and a few road rages from Jackie here and there, we managed to arrive at the building at around 10:25. I wouldn't say it was picture perfect but, at least I am not late. I got out of Jackie's car and stared at the huge building in front of me, I turned around and waved goodbye to Jackie before she headed back to her apartment.

My hands start to shake and my legs start trembling, I can already feel the nervousness rushing through my veins as I look at the building right in front of me. I take a deep breath and proceed to enter the building. I walked up to the front desk with a confident smile on my face, my eyes fixate on the name plate the front desk lady has and back at her "Hi, I am here to see Laura McKinnon?" I said in a costumer service-y voice.

When all of a sudden, this woman came out of the elevator, she's blonde and has green eyes, and is also wearing something that a mix of casual and corporate. She's walking up to me with a warm smile on her face, turns out that woman is Laura "Y/N, it's nice to meet you in person. Miss Steinfeld is already expecting you, follow me." Laura told me as I follow her to the elevator, once we were at the elevator, Laura presses a button that leads us to the 12th floor of the building.

As Laura and I arrived at the 12th building, she lead me down the hallway and made me stop outside the door of an office which I assume it's Hailee's. "Wait here for a while Miss Waldorf." Laura says, as she enters the office. I stood there for at least thirty seconds, and after waiting Laura came out of the office "She's ready to see you now." Laura said with a smile on my face as she left.

I took another deep breath and reached for the door knob, twisting it as I enter the office. Once I was there, I was greeted by none other than Hailee Steinfeld sitting on an office chair with a smile on her face, holy hell she's very pretty up close. "You must be Y/N Waldorf." She says, with that smooth sounding voice that will get me weak on my knees in a matter of seconds but I have to be on my best impression and not say anything out of pocket. "Yes, I am Y/N Waldorf. It's a pleasure to meet you Miss Steinfeld." I said, trying my best to be confident in front of this gorgeous woman.

Hailee smiles at me and chuckles "Have a seat." She said, gesturing towards the chair across her. I walked up to the chair and sat down, my eyes are now looking into her hypnotizing hazel eyes which caused me to twiddle my thumbs under the desk. "So tell me about yourself, I like to get to know people a little more." Hailee said, I cleared my throat and fixed my posture before I start to speak.

"Well I just graduated college a few months ago, I am born and raised in Washington and I drove all the way from Washington to California... And I live with my friend who I met on Twitter because we are such big fans of you." I said, smiling at Hailee hoping to break the ice between us. Hailee chuckles again, this is the second time I made this woman smile already... I think she likes me.

"You're so dedicated Y/N, just what I need for my team. Also how long have you been a fan of me? Just curious." Hailee asks, the smile not leaving her face. I chuckle and smile at her "Well ever since I've watched The Edge of Seventeen, I loved you as Nadine and yeah... Never looked back ever since." I answered as I keep that smile on my face. Hailee nods, leaning back her chair "Interesting, I love that. Y/N quick question, how long have you been staying with your friend?" She asks, leaning in closer to me, resting her elbow on the desk and her chin on the palm of her hand.

"For almost a week now, I am apartment hunting right now and all I can say is that living in LA is kind of expensive." I say, Hailee chuckles as she moves a strand of hair away from her face "I agree, as time flies the rent in Los Angeles gets higher. I don't blame you, this along with New York, are the cities for dreamers so there are a lot of people living here. Speaking of, do you want to live with me for the mean time?" Hailee asks me her eyes twinkling.

I froze for a second, did Hailee Steinfeld ask me if I can stay with her at her house? In Malibu?!? I looked around my surroundings and looked back at Hailee "Are you serious?" I asked her, hoping she was joking or not. "I am being serious, after all I need to be close with my personal assistant and you won't worry about being late. So what do you say Y/N?" Hailee asks me again, this time a warm smile forming on her face. A smile formed on my face and I nod "Sounds good to me, when do I move in?" I ask her, Hailee leans back again and sighs "Well, how does tomorrow sound? We got some serious business to deal with tomorrow." She asks me back, raising a brow.

"Tomorrow sounds good." I respond, smiling at her with pride as I slowly but surely get used to her now "I am glad to be on this journey with you, Miss Steinfeld." I say, Hailee laughs and shakes her head, she stands up from her chair and I follow suite. "Please, Y/N. Just call me, Hailee instead." Hailee said, extending her arm out for me to shake. I grabbed her hand and I felt how soft and smoot her hand is, which made my heart skip a beat, I shook her hand and gave her a stern nod. "Yep, I'll keep a note on that." I said, letting go of her hand. Hailee smirks and winks at me "Welcome aboard Y/N." She said.

After that, I decided to take an Uber back to Jackie's place. I still can't get over all of this happened today, it still felt like a dream and I can't believe that this job will be the one that will probably change my life for the better.

"Wait, you're gonna live with Hailee?!?" Jackie exclaimed as she grabs a bag of chips from her pantry, I smiled and nodded as she sat down next to me "Yeah, insane right? She said that she wanted me to move in with her." I said, still shocked as I grabbed a handful of chips from Jackie. "You are basically living every fans life, and I am jealous! But at the same time proud of you." Jackie pats my shoulder, putting her arm around me as we binged watch Parks and Recreation.

[HAILEE'S POV]

I had dinner with my manager Laura to discuss things after I met my personal assistant, I sit down across her as our food was served by the server. "Hailee, we need to discuss about your bold move of moving Y/N in your house." Laura said, I furrowed my brows at her words, tilting my head in confusion. "What do you mean by that Laura? I am just doing an act of kindness towards my new personal assistant." I said taking a sip of my beverage and putting it down, Laura sighs as she rubs her temples "I get that, I think it's a good idea. I don't have a problem with that, but however... What if she knows about your secret?" Laura says opening up about the secret.

I swallowed hard, looking around if someone is hearing our conversation "Laura, I've known Y/N just today, I rest assure you that she is a trustworthy assistant. And I bet she won't know what I do behind closed doors." I reassured my manager, I have a feeling that my assistant will not be a huge tattletale despite the fact I've known her already after my conversation with her earlier in my office. "Alright, I trust you on this one." Laura told me, chuckling as she takes a sip of her drink. I smiled at Laura, this woman has been my manager ever since I was a little girl, she's like my second mother at this point "Thanks, Laura." I said as we continued to have dinner. Excited for Y/N to move in with me and start to do some serious business together.

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blainesebastian · 2 years

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coffee cart girl (pt4)

words: 3,686 ship: austin x female reader summary: you’re the coffee runner on the set of Elvis. Coffee deliveries run pretty easy, until Austin accidently spills coffee on you. notes: thank you again for all the love! I am constantly blown away :) if you would like to be added to or removed from the tag list, please let me know! previous parts under this tag warnings: none tag list: under the cut! sorry if your username does not link up on the post if you requested to be put on the tag list (it’s getting hefty! :)), unsure how I could fix that.

Having a very long sip of coffee as you walk onto set, you take a moment to think about the fact that you have no idea what you’re doing.

It’s been two full days since the hall of mirrors and…nothing has happened. Though, to be fair, you’ve been avoiding Austin and haven’t talked to Jillian about it (because who else would you tell?). Taking the steps to not see Austin isn’t difficult—he’s the star on set, he’s constantly busy, and if you time coffee drop offs just right, you miss him. It’s not like you exchanged phone numbers or anything, or even talked very much after leaving set that night.

There was a bit more kissing, hands exploring and then…you separated naturally, went home.

You have no idea what this all means (and keep having slight heart palpitations that it could mean absolutely nothing). Austin doesn’t seem like the type of guy to fool around, to flirt just for fun, to kiss someone and it not mean anything…but then again you don’t know him very well either.

Spending a few months together on set, talking, flirting, does not make you two close. Though, dating would certainly take care of that but…is that what he would want? Is that what you want? You’re freaking out.

“Ouch!” You jump back, mouth a bit open as someone from wardrobe wheels a display of clothes right by you…and over your foot. And apparently you’re not paying attention either.

“Sorry Y/N!” Phil pokes his head out and around the tall cart, wincing in sympathy. “I didn’t see you.”

Typical—though, to give him any credit, you’re kinda just hovering near the food tent having an existential crisis, so. You gently wave him off with a light smile, Phil passing you up and taking the wardrobe where it needs to go. Letting out a soft sigh, you flex your toes in your boot and turn to walk into the food tent. Making a beeline for the coffee cart, you pause there for a moment and pick up the small clipboard that has morning orders on it.

You rub your forehead, a small headache pinching its way into your temples, but…it’s nothing major, it’s not a migraine, you’re gonna be just fine. You can figure this out—

“Hey!”

You nearly bolt out of your skin as you turn to see Jillian come towards you, curls bouncing and seemingly brighter against her black sweater. You take a deep breath and reach for the cups, going through the motions of your job. Easy peasy.

Jillian seems like she’s about to say something else but a chuckle leaves her lips, reaching for your forehead with the back of her hand, “You okay? You look a little green.”

“Thanks,” You add dryly, shaking her hand off, “Just what every girl wants to hear.”

“I feel like I haven’t been able to pin you down lately,” Your friend says as you fill orders. Her eyes follow your movements, almost making your fingers shaky. You scan the list for one particular order…and he’s there, like clockwork.

Butler- surprise me

You chew on the inside of your cheek, blinking as you realize Jillian has said something else. “What?”

Her eyebrows crinkle together, “Are you sure you’re good?”

“Yeah,” You say quickly, “I think I’m just getting a migraine, I’m all over the place today.” Giving her a smile that’s hopefully disarming, you feel a slight amount of guilt curl up in your ribcage like a snake at not telling her the truth. It’s just…it’s one of those things that feel so personal, especially with Austin’s celebrity status.

Not that you’re worried about your reputation, but, you do eventually want to share your script with someone who can make things happen. If this thing doesn’t move forward between you and him, and you just become a random coffee cart girl that’s kissed Austin Butler on the set of Elvis, you don’t want that to impact your chances.

Once things feel like they’re settling or even make sense, you’ll talk to Jillian.

“…I bet you he smells really nice.”

You blink, missing the core of what Jillian is even saying again. You set down the coffee on the tray, checking the clipboard for the next one, “What are you talking about?”

Your friend gives you a look before sighing dramatically, starting her rant all over again, “I said—I saw Austin leave set yesterday and he was wearing like, this pinstripe suit combo. He must have been going to a late-night interview or a party, something like that. The black of his shirt looked like silk, swear to God.”

You bite down on your lower lip, attempting to picture what Jillian is saying. You know from videos you’ve watched, interviews, even just casual candid photos in an Instagram thread that Austin has decent style, especially when he has to dress up for something. Sharp lines that highlight his long limbs and trim waist.

That headache begins to throb in your temples.

“You know how you can look at a man and just know he smells good, I bet you Austin is the same way.”

“He does.” Tumbles out of your mouth before you can even stop yourself. Your eyes widen for a fraction before words stumble on your tongue, “I mean—I just, I bet you he does, you know what I mean. He does.” What a fucking nightmare, a car wreck. You can’t stop thinking about being pressed up against him in the hall of mirrors, chest to chest, arms wrapped around his shoulders, the way you could feel muscles relax and contract—

“Right I got orders to fill.” You say quickly, picking up the tray of coffee and making a beeline out of this conversation.

“Okay,” Jillian laughs lightly, “See you later.”

Hopefully by the time you talk to her again things won’t be so terribly off kilter.

Though you have a feeling that’s a longshot.

Of course today is the day that Sal decides that the afternoon will be a Starbucks run because there’s a bit of a break in-between shooting. Something about getting a Vegas stage ready to go, but you’re not completely sure. You’re kinda feeling strung out already, that same headache not going away, and now there’s Starbucks on top of it. The orders come flying in, always a longer list when it’s not the set coffee and it takes two full trips back and forth to the nearby shop because you can only secure so many carriers in your car.

Regardless, you get it done. You feel like you’ve run a marathon but it’s done.

The minute you sit to take a break, maybe even read through a scene in your script (you think you’ve got a good part, no red pen scratch outs yet), Sal finds you at the picnic table.

“Lila called in sick, we need you to do lunch deliveries too.”

You stare at her—any other day, this would not bother you. Not everyone needs a lunch delivered on set, it’s not that big of a deal, probably just ten or twenty deliveries to those that can’t get away long enough from their job to eat. But…you feel like you’re running on empty yourself, you can tell because this news makes frustrated tears pinprick the back of your eyes.

You slowly set your script down, “I need five minutes.”

Sal scoffs, “You need to get your ass moving.” She leaves the lunch clipboard on the table and stalks off. You stare at it for a long few moments, if your gaze alone could catch things on fire that thing would definitely go up in flames.

You take a deep breath and haul yourself off the bench—the sooner you get this done, the sooner you can hide in your car until the late-night coffee runs. You at least deserve that, some peace and quiet, an opportunity to get this headache to go away. Unfortunately with the given stress of how you started your day and the non-stop running around since you started work, just when you drop off the last lunch container, a migraine shoves its way into your skull before you can stop it.

You wince, squeezing your eyes shut, rubbing your temples as you put the clipboard down on a nearby table. You’re not nauseous, so that’s a plus, but there’s this really loud ringing in your ears, a sharp pain behind your eyes and you’re pretty sure black dots are flooding your vision.

You can not pass out, you say it over and over, not here, not in the middle of a film set.

You turn to walk as quickly as you can to your car…but then pause. Austin’s trailer is right there. In a split decision, you walk up the steps and knock on the door, unsure whether you’re hoping he’s there or not. You hear movement and manage to open up your eyes when he tugs the door open.

Slightly hooding your eyes with your hand, you flinch at the combination of how embarrassing this all is and the pain throbbing in your temples. Austin’s eyebrows draw together in slight confusion and concern, opening the door wider for you to walk in.

“You alright?”

You shake your head, attempting not to breathe heavily as you slowly sit down on his couch. “Migraine.”

You squeeze your eyes shut and you’re not sure what Austin’s doing but you hear him moving around the trailer—the door closes, more footsteps, soft clinking noises, the running of water, and then the pressure of him sitting down next to you on the couch.

“Here.” He says gently, his voice an octave lower. You appreciate that, even though he doesn’t have to—the tone of his speaking is already pretty low as it is, almost reminding you of gravel when he talks. Not in a bad way just…that Elvis timbre imprinting on his everyday being.

When you open your eyes just a fraction, you realize he’s moved around the trailer closing the blinds and dimming the lights. There’s a cup of water in his hand that you take and drink a little greedily—you haven’t taken care of yourself today, that’s part of the problem. You put the empty glass on the table, sniffling a little as you run a hand over your forehead and through your hair.

“Sorry, I just needed somewhere to go.”

“Don’t be,” Austin replies, “You want me to get someone?”

You shake your head, leaning forward to put your elbows on your knees, resting your face in the palms of your hands to just breathe. In and out, slowly, attempting to force the headache to back down. Every so often you can feel the palm of Austin’s hand on your back, working up and down your spine in slow circles. He pauses sometimes by your shoulders, his thumb brushing along the back of your neck.

Time seems to pass slowly even though you’re sure that’s not the case. You’re just glad that no one has come up to his trailer and knocked, that you’ve gotten a few minutes to yourself. You eventually pull your face back, blinking a few times—your vision is a lot better, more clear, no more black dots swarming into the forefront.

Once you take a small breath, you turn a little to look at Austin. He’s seated close to you, hand still on your back. He’s dressed as himself—jeans, a blue sweater that probably brings out the cobalt of his eyes, must be between Elvis eras because his hair is swept back into the fifties look. He offers you a light smile, shifting his hand to clasp your chin,

“How you feelin’?”

“Better—it’s just been a day.”

He smirks, his hand falls from your face, “And here I thought you were avoidin’ me.”

You feel your cheeks tint pink but luckily you don’t think he’ll be able to tell in the slight darkness of his trailer, “No of course not…I totally wouldn’t be doing that.”

A laugh rumbles in his chest as he nods, looking down, his eyelashes resting beautifully along his cheekbones. “Sure, course not.”

You shake your head, hoping he doesn’t somehow hold that against you. You’ve been a mixed bag of attempting to figure this whole thing out…but have slowly come to realize that you cannot do this without talking to him. Whatever that might turn into. You smile at him, your eyes traveling along the soft features of his face, wanting nothing more than to lean in and kiss him—to remind yourself that the hall of mirrors did happen, that there’s a fizzling attraction between the two of you, to thank him for allowing you to burst into his trailer unannounced.

“I guess we should…talk.”

Austin nods, glancing at his watch. “Before the day’s out, okay? I promise. I got to get on set right now.”

You lick your lips and nod too, that makes sense. Austin stands from the couch, leaving his phone on the coffee table. He picks up the empty glass to set in the sink, turning to look at you,

“Why don’t you stay a while—get some rest, no one will bother you in here.”

You contemplate that for a few moments. He’s got a point, no one would think to look for you in here and…you were planning on hiding out in your car anyways until the late-night coffee runs. What’s the difference really? Besides, the couch kinda smells like him, something that’s becoming a comforting scent wrapping around your frame like a blanket.

“You sure?”

Austin smiles and moves towards you, cupping your cheek again to lean down and plant a kiss to your forehead. “I’m sure.”

You watch him move around the trailer before slipping out the door, a soft thud of it closing behind him. The silence seems to buzz in your ears, but you take Austin up on his offer and lay down on the couch, closing your eyes.

It seems foolish to feel hopeful about what appears to be blooming between you two but with everything that keeps happening—how can you not?

You sleep for about an hour, a nap that pulls you deep and you feel slightly disoriented when you wake up. You run a hand over your face, checking the time on your phone and blinking at it until it finally registers. Glancing down at your torso, you realize there’s a blanket that wasn’t there when you closed your eyes and another glass of water on the coffee table in front of you. Austin must have been here when you were passed out and you can’t stop the warmth from spreading in your chest at the thoughtful gestures.

You smile a little at how sweet he is, sitting up and grabbing the glass of water to take a few sips. Admittedly, you feel a lot better. The headache in your temples has disappeared significantly and the world doesn’t seem like it’s spinning underneath your feet, no more black dots, no more dizziness.

Glancing up when the door opens, there’s a slight flash of panic in thinking that it might somehow be Sal looking for you, but it’s just Austin. He pauses when he sees you, giving a small smile as the door closes behind him.

“You look a lot better.” He comments, carrying hangers between his hands and…he must be changing out of the Elvis look. You raise your eyebrows; is that a sequined blue turtleneck he has on?

“Is that supposed to be a compliment?” You ask but you’re smiling, watching as he reaches for his jeans and sweater that are laying on a chair nearby.

Austin chuckles, “Sort of. Give me a minute.”

He disappears into a back room and you stare at the door…as if you’d be able to see through the wood to watch him change out of his clothes. Your cheeks flush pink, splotching down your neck, quickly averting your eyes to the glass of water in your hands. Moving your legs out from under the blanket, you take another sip of water that seems to ground you. When Austin comes out of the back room he’s himself again, Elvis clothes hanging neatly on a hanger on the door. He tugs the bottom of his sweater to smooth out the fabric, running a hand through his hair to dislodge some of it from the gel keeping it in place.

“Break?”

He nods, “Bout an hour—got time to eat dinner.”

You chew on the inside of your cheek, not wanting to take that time away from him. You’re sure it’s exhausting finding a few minutes to himself in-between takes. But he doesn’t move to rush you out of the trailer, either, he kind of hovers before he leans back against the kitchenette counter.

Blue eyes are on you again and you’re not sure if he’s waiting for you to speak first or—

“This is not somethin’ I usually do.”

A soft, nervous sound leaves your lips as you run your thumb along the rim of the glass, “Bet you say that to all the girls.”

Austin smiles, a breath emptying from his nose. “Hardly.” A pause, “Y/N.”

He waits to speak, your name sounding so wonderful coming from his lips—you realize you wouldn’t hate hearing him say it all the time. He’s waiting for your gaze to meet his and when it finally does, he begins again,

“I think there’s somethin’ here, between us. I’m not sure what it is or…whether you feel it too, but I’d want to figure it out, together.”

You swallow over a lump in your throat—not exactly because you want to cry but because…there’s a massive amount of emotion and unnamed feelings building up inside your chest. You almost don’t know what to say, almost want to pinch yourself that this conversation is actually happening.

It takes you a moment to realize that this is normal—Austin is human. He may be wrapped up in this Elvis film, he may be an actor, his celebrity status may be expanded by this movie alone, but he still has feelings like anyone else. He’s genuine, down to earth, and wants to take a chance on the connection that’s here. It doesn’t matter that you don’t even have a toe, let alone a foot, in the Hollywood pond.

You are well aware that this could be a terrible idea, a mistake, something that ends up hurting you deeply—not just professionally with where you want your script to go, but mentally, emotionally. But how can you not take a chance? How can you deny the opportunity to let him in? It’s something you want too, before you knew how he felt.

You take a soft breath in, putting the glass down on the coffee table. “I want to figure it out too—” The words are finally released from being trapped under your tongue, “Together.”

There seems to be a bit of relief coming from Austin as well, letting go of a breath he was holding in his chest. He nods, moving to sit down on the coffee table across from you. Your knees bump together and you smile, can’t help it, at his proximity.

“No more runnin’ away.”

You laugh lightly before nodding too—you think you can promise that. No more trying to avoid him. “I won’t.”

You sit in silence for a few moments but it’s not uncomfortable, your hand moving to absently pick at a loose string in his jeans along his knee. “You asked me what I was passionate about.” It was a little while ago, when he played her the guitar, the moment lost when Phil knocked on the door. Something you hadn’t really thought about until now, that you never answered him.

“I really like to write,” The words finally make it out—you have no idea why it feels so personal to say outloud. Maybe because of the intimacy between you and your work, how it might feel to have someone read it, analyze it, pick it apart. Like pulling wings off a fly.

It’s almost like a double-edged sword—you’re so afraid of someone reading your work and tearing it apart, not being able to come back from that rejection, but at the same time if you never put your work out there, you’ll never know what the reception is.

“Fiction mostly but I started diving into scripts. I think I have an idea that could work but,” You shake your head, “I keep getting stuck or…maybe I’m too in my own head, I dunno.”

You already know what Austin is going to say before the words leave his lips, “You gotta let someone read it.” It’s the same advice Jillian has given you—you gotta let someone in. It always feels so much easier than it actually is.

You make a promise to yourself that when you make all the necessary edits, even if it’s not perfect, you’ll let Austin read it. Until then it’s back to the salt mines.

“I am also really passionate about tacos,” You say suddenly, “Just like…an FYI, if you’re curious.” You shrug and Austin laughs lightly, nodding his head.

“Oh really? S’good to know.”

You hum, leaning forward to press your mouths together. Austin’s hand moves to cup your cheek, his thumb resting along the bone as your lips move together. It’s soft, a bit drawn out, heads tilting to deepen the kiss after a moment. It sends electricity right into your belly, something heated pulling at you lower, between your legs.

The kiss ends naturally and after a few more minutes, you get up off the couch. You want Austin to be able to enjoy the time has for dinner but also you need to get late-night coffee orders compiled. You feel a lot better anyways, on a bunch of counts.

While not everything might make sense as you go forward, at least you know you’re not alone in figuring it out.

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intrusiveinks · 1 month

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15 Questions

Tagged by @grim-shy !

Are you named after anyone?

Technically yes, I've chosen my new name tho so not really anymore actually. Middle name is still related to a lot of family members. My username here isn't inspired by anything but my personal account follows a naming scheme inspired by one of my favorite youtubers.

When was the last time you cried?

I was gonna put I forgot but them I remembered I cried this morning lol.

Do you have kids?

No. I get irrationally afraid I'll hurt them when I'm around them or they annoy me. So I probably won't be having any ever tbh.

What sports do you play/have you played?

Soccer.

Do you use sarcasm?

Somewhat often. A lot of my humor normally comes from being the in general asshole of the group, which includes sarcasm sometimes but other times I'm just insulting the homies as you do.

What is the first thing you notice about people?

If they're an asshole. Like you wouldn't believe how many people these days are just annoying pieces of shit for no reason compared to others. Like they never drop the bit. You have to be able to drop the fucking bit, bro.

What is your eye color?

What are you. The feds?

Scary movies or happy endings?

SCARY MOVIES! ALL THE FUCKING WAYYYY

Any talents?

Idk bro all my talents are my hobbies if I put them here the other has nothing.

Oh! Turning any media I hyperfixate on into an angst and/or edgyfest!

What are your hobbies?

I have written a shit ton of fanfiction and made a shit ton of aus in my time. Also fanart I guess but I think the art has only gotten good recently.

Do you have any pets?

Dog.

How tall are you?

I don't fuckin know /gen

Favorite subject in school?

Currently it's Psychology, normally it's English or Art (Depending on how the art class is run)

Dream job?

Probably an artist or writer of some kind. Though I do want to dabble in more hobbies once I get the chance so who the fuck knows.

Tagging: @painttasticpony @pinkzaskblogz @askrarity-dime

Remember that none of you are obligated to respond! It's meant for fun after all!

#intrusiveinks.text #trying my best out here #thanks for the tag btw grim :]

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love-strawberry · 2 years

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as the poets say

summary : in which they get married and it's the best day ever.

pairing : ben barnes x reader

warnings : language

author's note : had soooooo much fun writing this!! i am back from the dead and will try to finish my requests by the end of week!! send in more please, keeps me motivated!! <3

tagged : @mrsben-barnes @ellora-brekker @slut4benbarnes

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Forever theirs

Chapter 5

The judgment day x fem!afab!reader

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I wake up in a small dark room. It's cold but not freezing. I can feel eyes watching me but my body is so sore from sleeping on concrete I don't bother to look. I have been kidnapped. By a demon. of all things a demon. I can't leave. I probably never will.

"I know you awake," a deep voice says unlike Finn's from the corner. I turn my head and look at the man. He's tall as fuck and if there was any chance of me getting out there isn't now. "what do you want?" I snap. There's no point in being nice they're going to kill me.

"Excuse you?" he stares at me and I shrink back. The words 'I'm sorry' get so close to leaving my mouth but I stop them. He continues to stare at me expecting an apology. I turn my head away from his cold frightening eyes. He scoffs at me astonished that I had the nerve to not answer.

I hear him leave his spot in the corner. "let me rephrase that for you-" he grabs me by the hair pulling my sore limbs up. I grab at his hands and he swats me away. "apologize... or. regret. it." he says. "I'm sorry" my voice wavers. "I won't say anything like that again." he drops me to the floor. "good bitch" I can hear the smile in his voice.

"This is how this is gonna work," he says grabbing my arm and pulling me up. He turns me to face him and he squats down in front of me. "you call me sir or daddy nothing fuckng else got it?" he says sternly I nod my head. He grabs a hand full of my hair. "Got. it?!" he says louder. "yes" I squeak. He pulls harder. "yes who?!" he yells in my face and I flinch away. "yes sir" he lets go of my hair.

"you've met Finn and rhea you still need to meet dom though," he says "is rhea the woman I saw the other night?" He slaps me in the face. "that's not what you fucking call her you hear me?" he says. "yes sir" I repeat the same phrase from before. "you call her mommy, you call Finn master and you call dom Papi," he says and I nod my head to show him I'm listening.

"you can call any of us daddy we know you're into that" referring to the fact I'm a little. They must have been stalking me. They wouldn't have to for long before they figured it out but still. I can feel my face get hot and I look at the ground. They don't want to kill. Do they?

I'm hesitant to ask. "sir?" "yes sweetheart?" my stomach churns at the nickname. "are you going to kill me?" I ask the question. He chuckles. "we don't want to. We really don't but, if you become a problem we can't just take you home" I look at the ground again. He puts 2 fingers under my chin and lifts my head. "we'll take good care of you" he says. Then he leans in and kisses me. I don't kiss back. I don't pull away I'm too scared to.

My eyes glass over with tears. When he pulls away he sees my fear and looks at me disappointed and seemingly disgusted. I try not to let the tears fall. I really do. But they fall. I cover my mouth with my hand as i begin to sob. But when Damian sees this he does something unexpected. He sits down, pulls me into his lap, and hugs me. HUGS. ME.

I'm sorry but the actual fuck is going on. I cry harder and try to pull away. He holds me still and shush's me. Then the door opens.

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"Not entitled to URLs" I've never anyone say that before but you are right

i'm not the only one saying it but yeah.

like. i get it sucks, especially for cc's that have a "brand" right. like of course phil is gonna want the philza/ph1lza url

and anyone would. i would of course, but here's like, the thing right.

these cc's have known about tumblr for years. some have even voiced that they're 'scared' of it.

but twitter is going down a shitty road, and i don't blame them for wanting to jump ship

but now they want their usernames that they've built their brand around. and i get it, but here's the thing.

tumblr isn't like any other platform, and it is almost entirely fandom based

having "canon" urls of characters or fandoms or people is a commodity.

some people hoard urls (which is against tos to an extent, although tumblr does allow you to have some spares, if you have too many they can be taken from you if they've been unused. to my knowledge if you post on said accounts or use them in any way or switch between urls this tos doesnt usually apply, but some people do get terminated for having like 20+ urls saved)

but others genuinely will wait until they see a url deactivate or change and snatch it up

urls are traded around. fuck if i recall a few years back some bigger companies offered money to users to buy certain urls because they wanted them.

but like, these are rightfully obtained urls by fans. they've waited and snatched them up, it's been a race. i got ones like ghostburboo because i made it within a minute of ghostbur's last name being dropped. my best friend has a fundylive account. i know people who have canon urls, they're not impersonating cc's. they enjoy them or their content and post like normal, but those urls are apart of their tumblr space/identity.

and if a cc asked someone for a url and they said 'sure man here you go' then awesome! but they're not doing that, or they've not yet done anything like that. they just go straight to tumblr or they're vocally complaining on twitter about being unable to get urls they want.

i know for phil tumblr responded to him, and i hope to fucking *everything* he does not get those urls by tumblr taking them from someone. that's bullshit and i'm sorry like- i love phil but that's some bullshit. no one should be allowed to just say "hey tumblr i want my url" and tumblr can go "okay king!" and do it, when someone else got it first. thats how all websites work, if someone got that url first they get it. you cant throw a fit if you didnt catch the worm man.

tommy made up a funny url, sneegsnag did, so have others who've joined and couldnt get their classic usernames, why anyone feels entitled to these usernames is crazy to me.

because yeah you've built your brand around it, but you're entering into a fan space.

and these people have, on twitter, admitted to "i might not use this often lol" but they still want the urls, which is once again bullshit.

they're jumping ship from twitter for very good reason, but it's not fair to the users who have been here for years using their urls and usernames to be pressured or at risk of them being taken, especially if the cc isn't even going to be using tumblr all that much.

its tumblr and it's 2022. if you can't get some canon url you mix the letters up. why do you think i have an x in my name? chekhovsgun is taken and has been for ages, so i replaced the o with an x myspace style

use numbers, do something funny. i think tommy's is very funny (and he wasnt upset about not getting tommyinnit, he seemed more sad about not getting wifehaver) sneegsnag's is very funny

these ppl are entering in an enclosed terrarium and then wanting to take the sticks and leaves from bug houses to make their own house and like, bruh you can't just do that.

besides they're not even like, they have so many options. tumblr does custom domains, so they can still have their names they'd just have to get a custom domain for it instead of it being name.tumblr

they can straight up go onto twitter or twitch or youtube and say "hey chat my tumblr is minecraftblockman69 follow me there lmao"

and then there's proof! then people know "hey that's my streamer's tumblr" and the whole risk of impersonation doesnt even matter

like. i dunno man. its extremely upsetting to see people jump ship and want things they feel entitled to have because of their brand, disrespecting that this is a fandom space, when chances are they may not even post here or stay here long.

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