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Title: I'm Marchin' on to the Beat I Drum Fandom: 9-1-1 Rating: Teen Audiences and Up Pairings/Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Tommy Kinard, Christopher Diaz, Eddie Diaz Summary: Buck wants to be the one to tell Christopher about his new relationship. Timeline: post 7x04 Word Count: 1,235 Disclaimer: I claim no ownership over these characters. I am merely borrowing them from Reamworks, Brad Falchuk Teley-Vision, Ryan Murphy Television, and 20th Century Fox Television. Betas: Thank you to @medieshanachiefor looking this over for me. Author's Note 1: This came to me while on the acupuncture table today. Hello muse! I've missed you. Author's Note 2: Title from This is Me from The Greatest Showman

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Buck and Tommy stood on the Diaz doorstep after having just rung the doorbell. He didn't want to use his key because he had Tommy with him and that might be weird letting them both into Eddie's house.

"You're sure you're okay with me telling him?" Buck asked nervously, not for the first time.

Tommy took Buck's hand and squeezed it once, firmly. "He's practically your kid, it should come from you."

Buck's heart sped up briefly. How'd he get so lucky as to find a man who understood his relationship with Christopher so easily and wasn't threatened by it?

Before he could thank Tommy, again, the door swung open to reveal a beaming Eddie. "You're here. Come on in."

He stood back to let the other men in before closing the door behind them.

"In the kitchen?" Tommy asked, holding up a 12-pack of beer.

"I've got it," Eddie said, taking the case from Tommy. "Go ahead and get settled. Tip off in five."

"Chris in his room?" Buck asked Eddie's retreating back.

"You know it," Eddie confirmed.

Tommy kissed Buck's cheek. "Good luck."

"Thanks. I'll need it," he replied.

As Tommy headed left for the living room couch, Buck turned right and knocked on Christopher's open door. Christopher looked up from his homework and grinned.

"Hi, Buck," he exclaimed. "Did I hear Tommy, too?"

"You did," Buck said. "He's out there with your dad. They're gonna watch the basketball game."

"You don't want to watch?" Christopher asked.

"Not especially. Basketball's not really my thing," Buck said.

"You don't need to tell me that," Christopher said. "I saw my dad after that game you joined a couple weeks ago."

Buck brought his hand up to his chest and staggered back dramatically. "Well, you don't pull your punches."

Christopher laughed at his antics. Then he sobered, taking in Buck's once again nervous expression.

He cocked his head to the side, sighed, and asked, "What do you want to talk to me about?"

Buck fully entered the room and moved to sit on Christopher's bed. "That obvious, huh?"

"Uh huh," Christopher nodded, turning in his chair to face him.

"You like Tommy, right?" Buck asked.

"Not as much as you, if that's what you're worried about," Christopher said, side-eyeing Buck.

Buck laughed. "That's good to know, but not what I meant."

"I mean, yeah, he's a cool guy. My dad has been a lot happier since they started doing all these things he hasn't done in a long time."

"Tommy and I have been spending a lot of time together, too," Buck said. "In fact, he and I are dating."

Christopher narrowed his eyes at Buck. "Like… kissing?"

"What do you know about kissing? Have you been kissing anyone?" Buck asked, startled by the direct question.

"Oh, my god, Buck! No!" Christopher practically shouted. "Ew."

"Just making sure," Buck said, laughing. "But, uh, yeah. Yes. There is kissing. Are you okay with that?"

Christopher shrugged. "Kissing is gross, but if you like it, then…whatever."

"Do you have any questions about me kissing another man?" Buck asked.

Christopher rolled his eyes in that way that only teenagers can. "I know all about people being gay, or bi, or pan. Dad and I talked about that when I was just a kid." He scrutinized Buck's face. "Which are you?"

"I'm going with bi," Buck said, proudly. Christopher nodded his head as if in agreement. "Do you have any other questions?"

"Does this mean you or Tommy are going to start kissing my dad? Because you're not supposed to kiss more than one person at a time. You told me that."

"I don't think I said anything about you and kissing, but you're right, you should only date one person at a time, unless everyone agrees it's okay. And that is a topic for another time."

"So are you?"

"No, because Tommy and I are dating each other and only want to kiss each other. Besides, your dad is dating Marisol."

"I don't think he is, anymore, but that makes sense."

"Then why did you ask?"

"Because he's happier with you and Tommy than I've ever seen him be with someone he's dating," Christopher observed.

"Well, if your dad likes men, that's something he needs to figure out and reveal on his own. Just like I didn't know I wanted to kiss a man until Tommy kissed me."

"And you liked it?"

"I really liked it," Buck said, grinning.

"Then good for you," Christopher concluded. "I'm glad you're happy, Buck."

"Thanks, Christopher," Buck said.

"Can I get back to my homework now? Dad said I can't play games with my friends online until it's done."

"Have at it," Buck said, getting up. "Thanks for listening."

Christopher just waved him off.

~~*~~

After the game got started, Eddie nervously glanced back towards Christopher's room.

"How do you think it's going in there?" he asked.

"I'm sure it's fine," Tommy said. "You seem almost as nervous as Buck."

"I just know how important this is for Buck. How important you are to him," Eddie said. Granted, it had taken him a minute to get used to the idea when Buck came out to him last week, but Buck was his best friend and he would support him no matter what.

"You've raised a good kid. I'm sure Christopher will understand."

As if on cue, they heard Christopher practically shout, "Oh, my god, Buck! No! Ew."

Both Eddie and Tommy were on their feet instantly, but when they heard Buck's laughter, they sat back down.

"I'm sure it was nothing," Eddie said, his voice not very convincing.

"That could have been about anything," Tommy said, doubtfully.

They watched the game in silence, drinking their beers, ears strained to try to hear more of the conversation in the other room.

~~*~~

Buck dropped into the open space on the couch between Eddie and Tommy and dramatically dropped his head on Tommy's shoulder.

"Went that well?" Tommy asked, bringing his arm up around Buck's shoulders and carding his fingers through Buck's hair.

"It actually went better than I thought," Buck admitted.

"What was he shouting about?" Eddie asked. "He had us worried."

"Oh, that." Buck giggled. "I asked him if he was kissing anyone after saying that Tommy and I kiss. You heard his answer to that question."

Eddie slumped back on the couch with relief. "Gracias a dios," he sighed. "I am not ready to think about him kissing anyone."

Buck thought about mentioning that Christopher asked if Eddie would be kissing himself or Tommy anytime soon, but if his observations of his dad were right and Eddie was more like him than he thought, that was for him to figure out in his own time. Why complicate matters when he was happy with Tommy?

"I'm gonna need a beer if you're going to make me watch basketball," Buck said, slapping his thighs as he stood. "You guys good?"

"I could take another," Eddie said.

"Me too," Tommy agreed, holding up his nearly empty bottle.

"Three beers coming right up," Buck said. He quickly retrieved them from the kitchen before settling back on the couch, leaning against Tommy, who curled his arm around Buck as soon as he was settled.

Buck was with two of his favorite men in the world, his kid just down the hall, and he couldn't be happier.

The End

#911 fic #bucktommy #evan buck buckley #tommy kinard #Fic: I'm Marchin' on to the Beat I Drum

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mischief-lies-and-stories · 6 months

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10 (Vaguely) Loki-Related Facts About Me

It's my birthday month! In honor of my birthday month, here are 10 facts about me that in some way relate to Loki. Some things I've already alluded too, though.

I've already said this, but I'm also genderfluid and bisexual (I personally consider Loki to be pan, but they're somewhat similar sexualities and MCU Loki is apparently bi.)

When Thor said, "I love snakes," I felt that on a personal level. I inherited my love of snakes from my dad, and I love lizards, too. And I have Alligator Loki/Croki merch and comics, but while I love most reptiles and won't hesitate to reach for one if it's close enough to touch, I'm actually terrified of alligators and crocodiles. No matter how small. I love Croki because he's Loki and I love all Lokis except President Loki who can choke. Kid Loki in the show and Thor in the comics holding Croki like a baby is the sweetest thing I've ever seen. But I wouldn't ever go near him, Loki or not. (And unlike most things I'm afraid of, I can pinpoint the exact moment that caused me to fear alligators.)

According to Al Ewing, Loki's birthday is December 17, making Loki and me both Sagittarius. I think the sign fits Loki more than it fits me, though.

My favorite author is Neil Gaiman, because his book Norse Mythology I've read four or five times. I also love Good Omens and The Graveyard Book. I'm still trying to get through The Sandman, American Gods, and The Ocean at the End of the Lane.

My favorite Loki fic by me is Like the Dawn (thorki), with Phantom Limb (Theo/Loki) taking a very close second. My favorite Loki fic not by me is the To Know You Anywhere series by triedunture (thorki) and Our Way, No Takebacks by dinosuns (lokius). I have a list on my phone notes app of the fics I've read since February 2020 (no reason behind the date, that's just when I started listing them), and typically all I include is the title and the pairing (which makes it hard when I'm trying to find it again). But this fic is one of the few (I think there might be one other entry) that has actual reaction commentary beside it.

My all-time favorite movie is Thor Ragnarok. Since this is on-brand and unsurprising for me, my second and third favorites are Cyrano and Howl's Moving Castle.

Unlike Loki, I am the oldest in my family (and I'm not adopted, as far as I know). But like (MCU) Loki, I have a brother and a sister.

I have dressed up as Loki once for Halloween and once for an event at a Renaissance Faire. I'm on an eternal quest to find a version of the Coat that fits me, so I can finally be AoA Loki.

I narrowly missed the off-the-walls Loki craze of 2012. I didn't start watching Marvel movies until mid-college, 2013/2014. I didn't read comics until after Ragnarok came out and I learned Thor and Loki had a sister in the comics who wasn't Hela and I saw panels from Original Sin showing Loki's canon genderfluidity. But I'll be honest. I know who I was in 2012 (*cough* destiel shipper *cough* Seriously, the only reason I personally was not involved in the OG Mishapocalypse was because 1. I still have no idea how they pulled some of it off, and 2. I'm afraid of April Fool's Day, and used to avoid the internet for the duration of the holiday so I missed the entire thing.) So if I'd been a Loki fan in 2012, I would have for sure been insufferably cringe and eleven years later would be at least a little embarrassed by my antics. (I learned how to write sonnets in high school English and proceeded to write dozens from the perspectives of Dean and Cas, guys. I wrote a 50+ page self-insert spn fic pairing myself with Balthazar that I thankfully never posted to AO3. I was wild in 2010-2012. Which is not to say I'm not wild now, but it was a different Time.)

I legitimately think about the failure of the half-hearted representation of Loki's genderfluidity in the show, and why it's such a problem, at least once a week. This mental rant has been happening since at least 1x03 aired.

#loki #loki tv show #loki comics #loki fanfction #about me #alligator loki #genderfluid loki

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ravysu · 3 years

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Sannin headcanons and thoughts

The last thing I would like to post for the sannin week. It is still 24.04 here! :D @sannin-central

This is long. Spoiler alert. Mostly Orochimaru, some Tsunade, a little of Jiraiya (because his story is pretty clear and spoken and idk what I can add). Also I recommend to read this meta about Orochimaru, it has influenced me a lot and has some good points. Sorry for any posible grammar mistakes. Also I really should put here a lot of references to the manga or anime but it was something that was piling up for a year and I'm soooooooo lazy. After all, those are just headcanons. Also: Im not excusing Oro's bad stuff here, Im trying to understand the reasons.

Ive already posted some hcs, here, here and here.

1. First if all, the chronology pic of sannin lifetime based on the info i found on naruto wiki and also some statements about wars from this post. It was tough considering what a mess naruto’s chronology is.

2. Sannin story shows what it cost to be a legend. They're like Team 7 but more realistic. Tsunade literally carried the war but left with nothing and developed a ptsd and have problems to just live on. Also anger control issues. I think she can be pretty bossy and stubborn which is not always nice. Jiraiya is the hero of the day but also very idealistic and can ignore some important details in the real word whether its the fight (he always injured during flashbacks maybe because each time he took too much to handle and on the one hand it's heroistic but on the other is a mistake that can lead your team to situations like in that Iwa cave) or your friends issues (I bet he saw what's going on but thought it's fine until Oro actually got red handed and left). He lives in his world and may have problems to get out to see it through someone else's shoes. As for Orochimaru, it seems like he was a normal guy for 20+ years (I mean, he didn't do crazy criminal shit and had something good in him and it was stated somewhere that it was his teammates influence. It is obvious they considered him as a friend, I don't thinks it was for nothing) but we mostly know his darkest side. Despite being a moster he is a human that have empathy and some ordinary human traits (man just decorates every bit of an environment he is in lol).

3. Tsunade was the leader of team Hiruzen.

4. Tsunade sometimes hit Jiraiya for some stupid things he did or said but never touches Orochimaru even if he did something same. Jiraiya complained about it once and almost got another hit.

5. Jiraiya had problematic parents that didn't care about him much and a lot of time he was wandering in the streets.

6. Judging by the look of Oro bangs and hair, he sometimes cut it off. A stress relief huh? And the fact that he doesn't do it now in Boruto..

7. It was shown that Tsunade and Orochimaru was acknowledged before they become a team. Maybe they did just before, or maybe some longer time before. I prefer the second option and hc that they met because both had no real friends - Orochimaru seemed weird and scary for everyone and Tsunade was Senju so everyone wanted to hang out with her but didn't really care. They weren't seen as what they were - people put the labels on them. But they didn't care about each other's labels and actually saw each other in true lights.

8. Tsunade knew it was an accident and it's not right but still she blamed Orochimaru for Nawaki's death for some time. It was something that seriously damaged their friendship and the team. Orochimaru was mad but also guilty, after all, he was responsible at least as a shinobi since Nawaki was under his watch. So he started to act cold and emotionless and was trying to distance himself from his teammates.

9. Jiraiya was in Ame while Dan died.

10. The whole his orphans mission was a bit irresponsible tbh. They already fought Hanzo and as he stated the conflict between Konoha and Ame is going to an end with Konoha's win. It's weird to stay here for three years in the middle of the war while there were other lands to fight. He left his teammates for some idea. Maybe that caused another crack in their team friendship.

11. If Tsunade would have find a way to live on with her trauma and follow the will of fire and stuff it would affect Orochimaru as well just as her grief affected him. It's like he would get an example that you can live on with this pain. So death isn't above human capability and we are not just the slaves of mortality (sounds stupid but i dont know how else to describe sorry). But as we know what he actually saw is that it broke her crucially to the point she couldnt be herself again. And so the death is above everything.

12. Oro wasn’t just acting as a cold pragmatic bitch in that cave but also tried to save Tsunade. Jiraiya knew it and that’s why he showed this sign to him like "I see what youre doing here" and that stunned Oro because he would prefer to look rather like a cold pragmatic bitch hehe

13. Just a thought. People in the village probably treated Oro as a foreigner or just wouldnt accept him because he looked so differently and had a weird attitude. That's why he sometimes didn't feel that Konoha is his home. After the wars where people were treated as means and tools, even the children, he himself developed this view on people - he dehumanized them and used as the means to his goals, just as his village did. Funny thing some people were straightly dehumanizing him too like Ibiki thought that he was a demon (tho he was a child). And he probably weren't the only one. Anyways the point is that it's logical that Orochimaru don't care about anybody but some few people, he's the product of his era. He's like Naruto that would chose the hatred way. But naruto had some good and understanding people around him and.. Orochimaru had them too, but match how Iruka treated Naruto and this Hiruzen's "I sAw tHe mAliCe in This cHiLd fRoM tHe BegGinNinG". And oro didn't even have a big ass evil fox in him. sry i hate hiruzen

ANYWAYS the moral of the story is not "go criminal if they hurt you" but always treat people like people. Waving my hand to Kant.

14. The reason why Orochimaru didn't pick some good morals to stick with through the hard times no matter what (like, idk, Jiraiya or Naruto) is because 1) I think he is/was pretty depending on people around him 2) the war fucked him and his friends up too much (Nawaki incident + Tsunade) 3) twisted addictions (though I don't think he's that sadistic, we never saw him torturing randoms just for fun, it was always some science experimental shit. He tends to get fun out of cruelty only when it's personal) that maybe developed as a way to sublimate anger and sadness caused by his parents loss (that's what they share with sasuke - unlicke naruto, they knew their parents and it's other kind of pain. Sasuke developed a revenge issue and Orochimaru - cruelty pleasure which... is kinda the same but less epic and more occasional lol).

15. Speaking of that, Orochimaru cared for Sasuke because he saw himself in him.

16. Oro hold grudges against Hiruzen for not choosing him to be Hokage not only because he was ambitious and/or egoistic, but also because Hiruzen was some kind of a father figure for him and his approval was important tho i doubt he was aware of that. He also probably could tell that Hiruzen was suspicios about him when he was a child and that led to many conflicts and was hurting as well.

17. Tsunade knew things weren't pretty with Orochimaru after the wars but she never expected them to be this bad. During the week that she was given in her arc she thought not only about how much she wants to see Nawaki and Dan again despite how wrong would it be but also was trying to bury all the good memories she had left of Orochimaru so it would be easier to kill him.

18. She poisoned Jiraiya exactly because she knew he would not let her do it. Jiraiya was always hesitant to kill and inclined to forgiveness, while Tsunade, as mentioned by Orochimaru, could be merciless (so much so that he was not surprised when Kabuto suggested that she wanted to use Jira for Edo Tensei).

19. That was one of her traits that scared Jiraiya and fascinated Orochimaru.

20. Remember how Oro grabbed Jiraiya's neck when the latter was trying to cover with hair jutsu? On the snake, in Tsnade's arc. Orochimaru could have easily kill Jiraiya by pulling the sword out of the mouth (arteries are right there) but he didn't. As well as he could kill Tsunade when she was still shaking - just aim for the neck or the heart. Instead, he just injured her lung and kicked her which is not a big deal for the kind of shinoby like her at all.. Also he helped Anko not accidentally kill herself but it would be way much profitable to let her do it. "Orochimaru has no feelings".

21. The reason he suddenly wanted to kill Tsunade instead of forcing her to heal his arms as it was planned (which is weird since it will not going to get him heals and he kinda said that he wouldn't want to kill her just minutes ago) is that not only she refused to help him (he thought he could work it out) but she also prefered the village over him (from his point of view). Out if everyone she was the closest to being able to understand him since the village caused her painful losses too but nevertheless she agreed to be on it's side.

22. He wasn't fighting her back in the end partly because he thought he deserved that. Somewhere deep inside hahah.

23. Tsunade got a fear to develop deep bonds so they probably weren't very close with Shizune (also the way she knocked her down in this hotel.. oh).

24. Orochimaru will be here when she'll die.

25. Orochimaru's eng dub to Tsunade: "I often wondered what it would be like to ring that pretty neck yours". No comments.

26. Orochimaru is either bi/pan or ace. Anything or nothing lmao

27. Hiruzen knew about at least some of the Oro’s illegal experiments and was okay just as he was okay with the Foundation all the time. Because it’s useful. Then he has discovered he went too far OR he knew everything and oro just became too inconvenient because of his methods. The way Orochimaru tells Sasuke about reasons they are well treated as the criminals is based on in his experience with Hiruzen.

28. As you may know the lyrics in Orochimaru’s music theme goes “don’t talk with the silence of the heart”. It was taken from one Indian song that also had lines like “don’t question life too much”, ”pain arose somewhere in the chest”, “don’t speak to the wounds of the heart”. Though I’m not sure 100% because I was translating it with some hindi dictionary with like zero knowledge of hindi

29. I like to think that this “silence of the heart” theme and the fact that he called his village a hidden sound village are somehow connected. The hidden sound is the possible explanation of all things waiting to be listened to but the truth is silent and you know it deep in your heart and it bothers you. The world is silent just like the life is meaningless but people can only hear. *Sigh* anyways

30. Orochimaru’s journey is the one about accepting death. When he saw Karin released her chains while was trying to get to Sasuke he understood that the death is a part of human’s strength.

Can’t wait to feel that everything I wrote is wrong or not enough or stupid and obvious lol. Anyways, it’s something that I wanted to share until I move to some other fandom.

#sannin week 2021 #orochimaru #tsunade #jiraiya #sannin #naruto #naruto headcanons

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ravenadottir · 3 years

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Hi! I don’t know if you’ve talked about this before but I’ve been wondering which of the boys in S2 are/or could be LGBTQ+? I saw the post where you said Henrik could be Pan and I have a feeling that Bobby could be Bi or at least BiQuestioning, but I’d love to read your thoughts on it 😊

ooh i've answered this before. here's the link for that ask, and it includes season 1 and 3 too.

let's address the canon bi guys: arjun and elijah. also the "open to everything" rocco.

but yes, at this point i think it's a general headcanon about bobby being bi, or at least curious about it. and there's a couple of one-shots about him and noah and i HIGHLY RECOMMEND IT.

which brings me to noah. it's also really obvious noah is comfortable with himself and that identity might include a little curiosity. some experimenting might happen pos-villa and it would be sweet if it was with bobby if neither were with mc.

henrik being pan to me makes a lot of sense since he values connections so much. to me is canon at this point and i won't budge on it.

there's one boy that i never talked about in this sense but i honestly think he could be curious as well. he's really comfortable about it and i can't help thinking he would try it at some point, and that's gary. he's really chill about his sexuality but never defined it as heterosexual. during the dance rehearsal when he kisses noah, even though it's an exchangeable scene, he doesn't act outrageously about it and it's hella chill... that also happens with bobby and both of them would be very different types of bi, but bi nonetheless. it never occured to me he could be curious because i was trying to visualize him with someone in the villa, and that was a mistake, 'cause i don't reckon he fits in with a guy from season 2. none of the boys were really his number, which i think it's pretty much the same as his girl number and (thowing a slight shade here) none of them are that honest or frank. i think if he met tai, for example, the story could be different.

lucas is another example of "i'm open to it". i think he could legit have a boyfriend and most of us like the idea of him with henrik. it's canon at this point as well lol

one boy i never included in these before, but i'm starting to see it could've happened some time before is kassam. he doesn't close his mind to anything, and even though he might not be bisexual i think he got to that conclusion because he has already tried it and it wasn't for him. also if he did, i'll tell you this, he was topping that guy.

and last, felix. HEAR ME OUT! it could be what's missing in his life. it feels like the poor guy tries TOO HARD with girls and that might not be a symptom of only his lack of tact. he doesn't strike me like the most resolved guy ever, and that could be due to his age, but let me give you this: rocco is also 21. ibrahim is 22 and gary and henrik are 23 when the season started. they're just out here knowing damn well what they want and what they need. felix seems to be a little lost in the romantic realm, so i think he could either be questioning his own sexuality or fully knowing what he is and can't bring himself to say it out loud. either way i think he needs to explore it a little more before settling down.

the others i think are settled on their sexuality as straight, like rahim and graham, so yeah!

#litg #love island the game #love island the game season 2 #litg s2 #litg season 2 #litg lucas #litg noah #litg bobby #litg gary #queue

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helmarok · 2 years

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Y'know what? I like you *sends you a nice ask to counteract all the hate you get because you're cool and have a massive brain*

1) Honestly, transfemme James is one of my favourite interpretations of them! Like... look at them and try to tell me they're cis. I personally headcanon they're genderfluid with he/they pronouns, but she/they James is such a godtier headcanon I love her

2) Ngl, I feel like all the people saying James is gay and thus can't be with Jessie are just Woke 90s Kidz who watched Indigo League when they were young and make FaceBook posts about how much Ash sucks. Obviously James being gay or Jessie being a lesbian aren't bad headcanons, but getting upset over someone else seeing them both being bi/pan/ply/omni and shipping them romantically together isn't very cash money of these folks. The only bad Rocketshipping is cishet Rocketshipping /hj

3) If I'm being honest, you should make James (and by extension Jessie) even more LGBT than they already are!

4) Being a bit more serious for a second, as a femme lesbian whose fat and has hairy arms, seeing you draw Jessie like that and still portray her as being kind of feminine means the world to me. I rarely see hairy or fat women portrayed in such a positive way (much less femme woman), but seeing one of my favourite characters of all time with those characteristics makes me incredibly happy!

In conclusion, you're a fantastic artist with stellar headcanons and you don't deserve all this hate you get

AAAAAGAGHHHHHHHHJHHJH&38364&4$4&5 THANKYOU THANK YOU THANK YOU

i try to go for that a lot im glad you like my art! i really want other people to see the characters looking different from usually and feel good about it, cuz thats a feeling thats hard to get when fandoms are just a white, skinny, cishet mess.

I ALSO AGREE WITH YOURE HCS FOR JAMES TOO!!! i hc them to be genderfluid as well, though i usually just keep it broad when talking about them by just saying transfem or nonbinary cuz the amount of labels that mf has needs its own wikipedia page... thats why its weird to see the woke assholes being like "it's homophobic to draw james with jessie when james is gay" my guy theyre licherally nonbinary and bisexual but ok 🙄 and dont even get me started on how a weird chunk of rocket fans or generally anyone who likes them thinks jessie is like... cishet i guess. i hc to be cis, but as for the het part????? if you dont see the history she has with cassidy or wendy the Juice Girl, you're just straight up STUPID. jessie loves women and is proud of it and if the writers had balls, she'd go crazy over some fucking rich chicks in canon and you know it

its also a very rare case i see people draw women with body hair, even when they are a progressive artist or whatever. as though hair is the one exception? artists who draw fat women and woc and all that seem to either avoid or forget that many women have body hair and arent shaved clean every waking moment... anyways little rant over, its just really nice to draw jessie being fat and hairy and still just jessie. none of those things makes a difference on attractiveness or femininity, like shes still very much a woman and a beautiful one at that

so thank you for this, anon 😭 at first my heart dropped when i saw the notif cuz i was wondering what hate i was gonna get this time, and this made my week to get something nice for once 🥺💖

#THANK YOU WAAAAAHHHHH 😭🥺💖#askbox #anon #long post #i am. crying

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honeymaki · 3 years

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hiii, I wanted to ask you something… I came out a year ago as a lesbian to my parents because at the time I was dating my ex and I wanted to be with her without hiding from my parents. The coming out was so bad, they didn’t acknowledge me for 3 months, everything’s cool now. What I’m curious or what’s been bothering me is that now that I’ve been single for half a year I don’t know if I’m a real lesbian. I say this because the majority of fics I enjoy reading are f/m fics, and i really like your blog because it’s like my gay safespace hahaha (i’m sorry if that comes offensive to anyone reading this). I feel secure with your writing but at the same time I ask myself the following: 1) would I really be ready to give head to a man or have a romantic relationship with one? 2) do I feel like this because I’m touch starved and I’ve been alone for half a year, 3) due to reading so many heterosexual fics, am I really a lesbian or am I bi, pan or what? 4) if I indeed like not only women, but men, and people in general, I’m afraid my parents get disappointed on me again….So as you can see I don’t know wtf is going on….Oh the question about if I’m ready to be with a man, my answer is always no, I don’t see myself being in a heterosexual relationship

okie imma break this down a lil, thank you for feeling comfortable enough to come to me about this.

so first, im so sorry that coming out was difficult and traumatic for you:(( I am however very proud of you for doing so, for not wanting to hide and sticking by your girlfriend at the time. im so sorry your parents treated you that way, you do not deserve that, at all - im so sorry baby but you said everything is cool now? so that's a plus.

you've been single for half a year? that's okay, that's chill, means you have some time to yourself to figure some things out, learn a few things about yourself. as for being a 'real lesbian', there's literally no such thing. the only thing a lesbian is sure about, is the fact they are attracted to a woman. they can have aesthetic attraction to men, I saw a pretty attractive guy the other day but can I see myself in a relationship with him? no. can I see myself sucking his dick or letting him fuck me into the bed? nope. just cause you find a guy attractive, doesn't make you any less of a lesbian.

the touch starved thing I can 10000% relate to. I have never ever had a relationship, I've never had a 'someone', and sure I have days where im happy for that, it'll chill, it's whatever, the right person hasn't come along yet and that's okay. but recently, I've been really fucking craving someone, anyone, a woman, a man, a non binary person, a cat, a fucking plushie - cause everyone around me has someone, everyone has someone and it's lonely. I think you might be suffering a little bit from being with your ex, and then being on your own. you want company, you want someone and that doesn't make you any less of a lesbian.

as for the fics? bruh I read like three heavy breeding fics earlier and jerked off to some dumbass hetero gangbang erotica the other day. it's porn. so what if you read a lot of hetero stuff? so what if you want bokuto from haikyuu to fold you in half and fuck you till you can't walk? he's not real, none of it is. they're fictional characters which are a whole lot different to real men, which suck. just because you want to get dicked down by a fictional character, that doesn't make you any less of a lesbian.

you lowkey answered your own question. are you ready to be sexually intimate with a man or have a relationship with him? no. that's chill! that's one step in the direction of figuring things out. I want you to ask yourself a few lil questions for me okay?

1) if you see a man, do you think "I like him" or "I want him to like me"?

2) can you seriously imagine yourself sucking a cock? like go and watch some blowjobs, amateur stuff not studio stuff, and imagine yourself as the giver. is that something you can see yourself doing?

3) this may be weird, but any time I'm having comphet feelings, I always do two things - I imagine myself lying in bed naked with a man, and his soft dick touches me and I retch; and then I venture on to straight tiktok. I don't need to say anything else.

don't be too quick to label yourself alright? if you feel like maayyybee you wanna try something with a guy, get on a dating app and have a try! there's no harm in it! if you don't like it, then ghost him, if you do then right on!! but if I were you, I wouldn't immediately label yourself in front of your parents, just in case they have a meltdown or something - which im sure they won't but you never know.

so......1) you are touch starved, but that doesn't mean you aren't a lesbian, you probably just aren't used to being alone and need a hug. 2) just because you read hetero smut and a lot of it, that just means you're horny and enjoy good writing; if every lesbian that watches a straight couple fuck on tv, then there'd be no more lesbians. 3) HOWEVER, if you want to fancy a guy, if you wanna suck a dick, there is literally nothing stopping you hun, go for it!! you wanna fuck who you wanna fuck, there is absolutely nothing fucking wrong with that!!! either way, iim here for you alright?? I got you baby, if you wanna cry or shout or scream or want a lil kiss then I got you. ALSO, try listening to Dyking Out, it's a podcast on Spotify and Apple Music that actually really helped me come to terms with my sexuality, and they have so so many topics which might help you too!!!

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