Go see if it’s real by yourself

summaaa

Being nonchalant is not the same as neglectful. Always remember that.

-vena

dear diary

ey yo, listen to this. I love nothing in this cruel cruel world. the only thing I'm good at seems to be running away. from everything and everyone. I hate it here. I wish I could have been a girl from another place. I can run away all I want, but I will never not be me, I will never forget this life. yo it sucks. but I guess c'est la vie, right?? right on. love you <3

Let your anger out. Let it flow. Tanginamo ka

If nonchalance was a Squirrel...

Nonchalant

The distance made me realize that I had been in love with a nonchalant. The times we shared were just the bare minimum, and I settled for it unconsciously. Those memories were my one hundred percent but it was your ten percent. I never knew that the bare minimum could be this painful. It always made me question myself all the time, it tested my insanity. How I wish you just fooled me so I know I’ll leave you after that. Every day is like walking in thorns yet still hopeful to feel the bed of roses at the end. I’m a fighter but I’m just standing in the middle of a battleground. Confused, and contemplating if this is a battle I should fight or give up.

Why does no one talk about having a nonchalant parent, that lets you do whatever you want?

"You want this? Sure!"

"You'll do that? Go!"

... it's not like they don't care, but it sometimes hurts that they don't inquire much and get curious as other parents did.

NY confidential.

Will never be able to understand the appeal of a man who acts uninterested in you and low-key toxic. Nor do I ever want to understand..some of y'all pathetic frl. Tighten up.