[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post

My Linktober 2023 drawings

Damnit

I've been reading the Percy Jackson books for the first time over the past two weeks! Just finished "The Battle of the Labyrinth" last night (which btw is my favorite of the series so far!!)

I have now gained a new obsession but it might not be what you think

I think bpd is a bullshit stigmatizing label thrown at women to pathologize what is very obviously a response to prolonged childhood trauma and would be better labeled as C-PTSD. that being said my god I am bpd as fuck

i love black women

ok folks this lives and dies between us but i swear to god with every passing moment and every new fact i learn i am more and more convinced that had i spoken portuguese at age 11 when i got into minecraft youtube the first time i would BEYOND A SHADOW OF A DOUBT have had a tiny little baby 11 year old celebrity crush on pactw

well. i finished ch 17 of hi3. but at what cost

Anders had a fainting spell tonight. He’s awake now but very cold and struggling to breathe. I’m not sure if he’ll make it through the night. Even if he does I think it might be time. Doc warned me too much stress would lead to fainting spells and potentially death and I thought I was prepared for that but I’m actually not sure I am if I’m going to be the one stressing him to that point.

He won’t take his pills in food so I just open his mouth and pop them into the back of his throat. He doesn’t like it but he tolerates it pretty well. I got the first two pills down and then stopped bc he seemed to be getting stressed and I wanted to give him a break before the third pill. He staggered a couple steps away from me and then keeled over and laid on his side panting and unconscious.

If he pulls through the night I’ll spend some time considering my options, but just letting you guys know it may be time.

i think another thing that might be nice to hear for someone just starting out w storytelling is that sometimes the story ur focused on Right Now isnt gonna be the one u end up rlly loving or spending all ur time on. theres no like rhyme or rhythm to it sometimes a story u were really passionate about would actually be better for another medium or u take the parts u rlly cherished and then apply them to a different story ur gonna love even more later. theres no time limit or end date for any of this is just a hobby and what u genuinely care about and want to share as well 🤷‍♂️ dont feel bad if u think u wanna do smth else is what im saying

also my resolution for the new year is to write more! which may sound a little silly but i fell out of love with my writing this year with all the negativity and unhealthy stress i was facing from my work, and i talked myself out of posting and deleted a lot of drabbles because i didn't think i was proud of them or if they'd be received well. i'd write so much in my head and then talk myself out of putting any of it down because i couldn't find the words for missing scenes. so im just going to push out those first drafts instead of picking them apart forever and second guessing myself constantly- i wasn't like that when i first got into this fandom and i don't like that ive allowed myself to sink into that mindset. if things are unfinished or just little snippets, i need to let myself post them because who knows!! one of you might really enjoy it and push me to write more of that concept.

anyways i want to be more positive about my writing this year (even if my writing subjects typically aren't haha) and im really thankful to all of you who stick around and read my silly posts, no matter how old they are 🩷

Hollow Knight doodles that get more inconsistent as you go across the page! I've been replaying it and doing all the things I didn't do before, like actually using the spells.

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hi so i just finished bridge to terabithia and now i’m unwell and my eyes are red because i’ve been crying before i’d even reached 20 minutes of it for i actually knew what was going to happen and by the time i reached an hour something something i just straight up sobbing screaming into my pillow. and now it’s 12 am and i’m still thinking about them. because god, look at them, how they were, the little world they lived in, wouldn’t you just love that, to run away, to escape, to grasp that childhood naivety and innocence that you lost a long time ago, to feel the sun in your skin and the air in your lungs and to paint fantasies and laugh and play and run hidden away from the world and find an old run down tree house and decided to make it your own little shelter and pin up canvases on the worn wood and paint and let your creativity goes wild and have someone understand you and gets you and do it with you, and wouldn’t you just love to have something so constant, so sincere, so genuine, so pure, so real, that there wasn’t anything else. if i knew i was going to cry this much, if i knew how much space this movie would make in my life, i wouldn’t have started this movie tonight. i would have been in peace on the floor of my room, not realizing how badly i actually want something like this even though i would never unironically admit this to anyone in my life or even myself when i’m outside of the familiar place of my mind, for that matters

Hehehe I have gifts ready for friends :3 nine of them!

They're all scheduled btw so they're gonna be trickling out from 10:30 am to 11:10 am (EST) tomorrow every five minutes. It was a last minute idea so most of them are pretty basic little doodles but I hope you all like them anyways. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3