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six degrees of separation [first part]
Kuroo Tetsurou x gn reader
⎯ [wc: 2.5k] fluff to angst, has proper closure, but it’s part 1 of a mini six-part series, taglist is open, have a lovely day thanks for reading!
⎯ exes to enemies to lovers
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“who made your first love experience tragic, and you almost tear up every time you remember it?” your friend asks, you glance at the folded polaroid behind your phone case.
Kuroo Tetsurou did. But you shake his name away from your head, “just someone who likes this ice cream.”
As the summer breeze warms your cheeks and melts your ice cream, you felt you were back to when it started.
Classes were cancelled that day due to the high heat index and walking home under that sun would be brutal. Or maybe you are just making excuses when you see a raven-haired guy, a popular face among sophomores and freshmen. You notice he often stops by at the convenience store near your university. Maybe it sells some amazing snacks, you thought.
You began to like this specific popsicle the convenience store sells. It has cute designs, some based off on cartoon characters. But what you like about it the most was the short message engraved in the popsicle stick.
Days after, next thing you knew, you were always stopping by at the same convenience store, buying the same ice cream, sitting at the same corner, looking at the same guy.
His eyes were hazel from afar, and you wonder if you would see hints of gold and honey if you could just see him closer. His eyes are often narrowed and piercing, reminds you of a cunning feline's gaze that when he catches you sometime staring at him, it’s as if he has every answer for the questions you have yet to ask.
He’s definitely the athletic type. He could reach the tall shelves in the store and would sometimes help out the staff. He holds out the doors for women and elderly, greeting them when they walk in. He tells the little kids which snacks they should pick, helping them compute the total amount before paying. You also tried out his food recommendations and oh boy, he does not fail. He dances to some convenience store songs, sometimes he does it awkwardly, but most of the time he is actually talented.
You like seeing him smile, that soft genuine smile that appears not so often, but you could only look at him for a few seconds, because god you get weak when he smiles like that. You start to observe the things that makes him smile. His friends, eating, some science jokes you overhear, but so far no relationship partner. That was what you remembered. It was a relief.
You prepared a few conversation starters, but only your gaze tracing his silhouette could pass on the words left unsaid.
You bought the same popsicle you always like, hoping the message engraved on it would be different this time. You got the word unlucky marked on the popsicle stick yesterday, and also the other day, and some days before that.
Today may be the day your streak of misfortune ends before you could even see the message on the popsicle stick. Seems like luck is on your side this time because the guy you find cute takes the seat beside you. That’s new, you think. He was always with his friends. On the opposite table, near the counter, that was their spot. Today, he is alone.
Your hand felt sticky. The popsicle was dripping.
He points at your long-gone ice cream. “I really like that flavor” He smiles. “And that design too.”
You smile at him. I know. You always pick them at the bottom most part of the fridge. You compare their sizes even if they look controversially the same.
You look away after a few seconds, processing the features of his face like how he does have specks of gold in his eyes and that he smiled back. That damn smile. The dripping syrup slowly becomes a hazard to your fresh from laundry white pants. It did not catch your attention. But fortunately, it caught Kuroo’s.
“Excuse me, but your ice cream's got a mind of its own, it seems,” he says. “and you would not want that on white pants.”
“oh no,” Too late. You panic scooping out the falling liquid, still, a few drops painted your pants. “but I just washed this” you say, frowning.
He chuckles lightly, offering a tissue, “here, use this, ice cream stains can be hard to remove,” he hands you the tissue. “I just know”
I know that too. You once bought an ice cream sandwich, bit and kept it at your mouth as you played some games, and forgot you were eating an ice cream. Your white shirt was a disaster after.
“thanks” you took the tissue, cleaning your hand. You tried to remove the stain on your pants after. “that probably looked embarrassing” you kept scrubbing, smiling apologetically.
Kuroo places his hand at the back of his head. “Not really, it happened to me once or twice too”, he looks away, muttering softly, “…and you still look pretty.”
some imaginary audience cheers at the back of his mind, and other side of audience were gripping tightly, unsure if the smile on your face meant ‘that was cringe’ or ‘thanks’
He can’t believe he brags about his natural way with people but took weeks before having the courage to start a conversation with you. His friends would definitely ask him why. He was simply glad you like that ice cream flavor too and he has spare tissues.
you may have traded off a piece of your health from consuming ice cream every day before this conversation happened, but you still thank your past self for that sacrifice.
You remember the first time you met whenever you look back at those two popsicles sticks with engraved messages framed on your wall.
“you know, we could have known each other from jogging in the morning or at a gym” Kuroo looks at you with a raised brow, “but no, we both just have to be unhealthy.”
Kuroo replies with a soft smile, “we had an unhealthy first meet that’s because I was meant to take care of you”.
It started good. Because the feelings that bloomed in your heart may be the same to what Kuroo feels. The evidence of love and affection was written all over the year of your relationship. In each polaroid photo displayed across the wall of your room, you know cupid did his job well.
The first photo, marked on the first month you met, when Kuroo lets you lean on his shoulders while he plays whatever game he just discovered.
Second photo, on the fourth month, there was barely any context, it’s simply a photo of you together smiling. Because when Kuroo smiles, that smile you always love, you know that meant he was happy to see you, how he feels light and at ease with you.
Third photo, the seventh month, you are in Kuroo’s arms, his embrace gave warmth on that day he first saw you cry.
Fourth photo, the ninth month, in an expensive dinner date where you laughed with him because of his clip-on tie. Kuroo was too nervous that he felt his necktie choking him, and changed it minutes before you go out. That clip-on tie had pink paw prints design.
You hold the polaroid. In that photo, you both have wine glasses on your hand with him kissing your cheek. And you remember how he casually thinks of compliments that would make you blush, your hair, your clothes, and even noticing the new lip gloss you tried.
It was love, as you believed. This feeling. Because what else could it be? It was a conclusion you made up without prior knowledge to what love actually is.
You trusted the love Kuroo gave, never asked anything more than it, never questioned it.
Even if everything started to feel like it was not really romantic love. That it was just a thoughtful smile, a concerned hug, his natural way of words, and the love that was from just a friend who happened to like you a lot.
Yes, he was friendly, caring, charming, and thoughtful. You have no right to list a job description for a boyfriend, shouldn't you?
And they say great couples are simply best friends in love.
Looking back at most memories, it felt like you were really just a best friend, who happened to have the privilege of kissing him.
Someone he likes to be with, not someone he falls in love with.
It never was supposed to be a big deal. But people would often mistake you as ‘just another friend’. He was the same with everyone and you don’t want to dictate him to change.
But if he treats everyone the same, then it means what he does for you was not actually that special. It's just his natural way of being towards everyone. You started to think, maybe you were not a priority, just another friend amongst many.
You stay awake past midnight, with your thoughts loud, when you sink into the realization that there might not be really anything special at all. Because everything he did for you, warm hugs, compliments, leaning on his shoulders, those were just the perks of being Kuroo’s friend.
So, who are you in his life?
You know you are more than his friend.
Until less people stopped believing you were lovers, and maybe you stopped believing as well.
“So you’re close with him?” someone asks even if it was obvious you are Kuroo’s special someone. Maybe it did not look like that. Kuroo simply agrees that you two are close. Same likes, agrees with almost anything, vibes a lot. Typical best friend qualities. Of course you wanted to feel it was more than that.
“That’s Kuroo’s special friend” and that might be the worst introduction you have ever received. The word special, losing the meaning it once held.
At least you were someone to him, that still meant something right?
Sure, it was your own demons. How you started to feel like crouching when he stands beside you. His tall figure shining in daylight as you walk down the street during your dates, but as hours pass by and the sun changes position, you notice you have become just a shadow.
Worse, you started to feel like you were not enough when you're with him.
You appreciate who Kuroo is.
Dating him was a gamble against your own insecurities. You know what you were getting into, you know the hole you might fall into. But you haven't learned yet how to get up. As each monthsary gets celebrated, you were falling further and deeper into the abyss of your inferiority. And Kuroo did not even notice you were no longer beside him during parties, or at some special events. He forgot what ice cream flavor you like. He no longer corrects people mistaking you as just his friend.
On your first anniversary, the wine on your glass was gone a few minutes ago, you needed the courage.
Kuroo reaches out for your hand, you held it for a second, squeezing it slightly, and slowly letting it go. He clicks his tongue, noticing your avoidance for weeks. You used to hold hands everywhere you went, but now you avoid touching altogether.
“Can you at least look at me?” he asks.
You shift your gaze from his hands to his face.
"Why won't you look at me?" his voice was firm, almost disappointed.
"Because every time I do, I see what we've become."
It was his turn to look away.
"Do you remember when we first met?" you ask.
"I try not to."
You don’t know what he meant by that.
The silence between you grows louder with each passing day, until it's suffocating. Kuroo is not wearing a clip-on tie, you noticed. He tugs his necktie, adjusting it every now and then.
You try to salvage what's left of your relationship, maybe this anniversary date should do it. But it's like trying to hold onto sand slipping through your fingers.
You pour another batch of wine on your glass before speaking, "You know how you always used to say, 'The grass is greener where you water.' Remember?"
"Yeah, I still stand by that. It's about perspective."
"Perspective? How about the perspective of feeling invisible in a relationship?” Kuroo does not like where you’re going, where this is going. “Do you—do you even still see me?"
"Of course not” He tries to hold your hand again and you hold onto him. “of course I see you.”
Kuroo speaks again. “But sometimes, what you think doesn't really matter.”
You scoff.
“But those are my feelings” your voice is getting higher, you adjusted your seat, you feel like sinking in the chair. "So my feelings don't matter to you?"
"No, that's not what I meant.” he sighs before continuing, “I just think you're overthinking these things."
"Overthinking? Maybe I'm just realizing I deserve better. Maybe, just maybe, I deserve to be seen and valued." you try to catch your breath. It sounded almost like a plea.
His lips stay pressed on a thin line. He was no longer holding your hand. You were looking at his direction. He is looking down, holding his fork, tapping his plate.
You know staying in this relationship could mean getting invisible day by day. Not until he could no longer see you, worse, until you could no longer see yourself.
Sucks to end it that way, you could almost laugh bitterly at this situation, cliche even.
He looks at you, for the last time that he could, then mumbles. "I never wanted it to come to this."
You slowly look away, your eyes betraying a mixture of hurt and determination. "Let’s just leave this memory as a good one” you hold his hand, for the last time that you could, “I don’t want to end things ugly and start hating you.”
Because you know you never could. You wanted things to end while he was still someone you love.
Kuroo was not looking at you anymore. He felt a shiver, realizing the absence of warmth from your hand.
“Isn’t it enough that I see and value you?”
“Do you really see me? Or am I just another name on your close friends list?”
He sighs again, longer than the previous, as if he was afraid of speaking more, "Well, if that's how you feel, I’m sorry"
"Is that all you have to say?"
“You know, I—” Kuroo can’t understand why he can’t say those words. It takes three words for him to fix this. He stayed silent. And it took just a fraction of his silence for you to realize there was no use to trying to fix this.
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ur blog is soo helpful !!!! ive been looking into writing more lately and this is like a godsend <3 i was wondering if u could do some starter tips?? like stuff to avoid as a new writer :o ps. hope ur having a wonderful week!!!
ahhh, hello!! this is such a sweet message, and thank you, i hope you have a fruitful week ahead too ♡ i'm so glad you're writing more lately- i'll def do my best to provide some starter tips (though i'm really also a starter myself 😅 so i hope you like these, and feel free to let me know what you think!) also, just to put it out there that these are what i found helpful personally / what i think will be helpful, and may / may not resonate with everyone. Also, this topic is soooo broad and there are a million things that can be covered, but for now I'll just keep it short and go with stuff to avoid (or rather, approach differently) as per request. if you / anyone else would like another post for more specific writing tips, feel free to drop it in my ask box!
Some general writing tips — stuff to avoid; little things to not overdo
over-planning
overusing fancy vocabulary
over-describing
over-criticising your work
over-comparing
more details under the cut!
Over-planning
— plan the general outline, direction of your plot, message of your story, characters and their rough personalities; yes, do all that well! good planning makes for a good story, but i think it's helpful to remember that sometimes things don't pan out the way we envision them to. and it's important to let certain things go, appropriately of course. if your initial storyline doesn't quite fit the characterisation of the protagonist etc (and vice versa), then perhaps it's time to rethink things — and NOT be too hard-up about it. [tldr: be flexible!]
Overusing bombastic vocabulary
— i'm sure you've come across millions of writing advice pieces that aim to spruce up your vocabulary with bombastic phrases. by all means go ahead and pick a few that fit the mood and style of your writing. otherwise, i'd say that sometimes, less is more. throwing in fancy words for the sake of it may not be as helpful as you think. there should be a fine balance between using words that add flavour + help to illustrate nuances and using words to make your piece seem complex. simplicity goes a long way, as i've learnt. but having said that, building up a solid repertoire of vocabulary / good phrases is always helpful, the key thing is using those phrases in the right context. definitely easier said than done, so i suggest reading your favourite author's works couple of times through and pick up their way of using language to their advantage.
Over-describing
— narration, descriptive language are great, and can really help to nudge your story in the right direction. it helps set the scene, the mood, and all these are critical in writing... BUT! not the same can be applied to describing actions. not every single action has to be written out explicitly — an example: she walks over to the kitchen, turns around, and opens the refrigerator. she then takes out a canned drink, and places the drink on the countertop... etc — you get the point. some things can be left implied, rather than explicit.
Over-criticising your work
— ahh, the age-old piece of advice. i do it all the time, and you probably do too... sometimes, being harsh on yourself and on your work may seem like the only way to better yourself and push your limits, but often times, i personally find that this is counter-productive both on the physical and mental front. it wears you down, it is a nidus for dejection and negative vibes. i think the way i try to get round this is by taking pride in my own work; telling myself that 'this is something i wrote, these are my ideas put into prose, these are my thoughts written on paper'. the caveat here is that avoiding being over-critical of your work DOES NOT and should not mean avoiding proofreading. proofreading is extremely crucial to check for grammatical and structural errors (i recommend doing it once or twice yourself, and if possible, getting a fresh pair of eyes to do the same).
Over-comparing
— this ties in nicely with the previous point. take pride in your work! this is something original from you and you only, written in your unique style. having authors/writers whom you look up to is essential in moulding your writing style and habits, but should not be the sole focus when you write. remember that every writer is different, every piece of writing is different; this goes even for pieces with similar plots / tropes / character personalities. nuances, subtleties and underlying messages can come through very differently when written by different people. after all, our life journeys are all personal, which is a factor influencing the way we convey messages across through the written word.
and... that's it for now! i really hope that this helps. honestly, i'm scratching the surface here, and there are lots more i can talk about when i have more braincells >_<
feel free to drop any other requests or questions in my ask if you'd like ♡
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happy friday ! this weekend will be the FOURTH of many upcoming meme weekends . if you wish to participate , please TAG YOURSELF ( DO NOT REBLOG ) in the comments . if you see any characters tagged , please be sure to send memes as well to ensure that everyone participating is included ! you may choose one ( or more ) of the following to send to people . questions may be sent all weekend ( friday – sunday ) and answered at player’s convenience .
HONESTY WEEKEND
with messages sent on anonymous , your character(s) MUST answer anything truthfully . however , this information cannot be used in game and will only be used for ooc purposes ( ie. headcanons , plotting , etc. )
𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐘 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑. ♡
⠀⠀⠀below you will find 20 creative questions about family designed to deepen your character building. such questions can also be used as ask meme or pov starters. ( credit: agronzky )
What is the dynamic of the character's family? Are they close and united or distant?
Who is the most influential figure in the character's life within the family?
Does the character have siblings? If so, how is their relationship with them?
What is the character's favorite family tradition and why is it significant?
How does the character deal with family conflicts? Do they avoid them or face them directly?
Does the character have a parental role model or do they prefer to chart their own path?
What is the character's most memorable childhood memory involving the family?
How does the character behave at family gatherings? Are they sociable or more reserved?
What did the character learn from their parents or relatives that influenced their adult life?
Are there any family secrets in the character's past that still affect them today?
Does the character maintain old family traditions or seek to innovate and create new ones?
How has the relationship between the character's parents or guardians shaped their beliefs and values?
Is the character more like a specific family member? How is this reflected in their personality?
What is the character's relationship with their grandparents? Do they play an active role in their life?
Does the character feel pressure to meet family expectations? How do they deal with it?
How would the character describe their childhood in terms of family support and love?
Is the character's family traditional or more open to different lifestyles?
Has the character ever had a serious disagreement with a family member? How did this affect their relationship?
How does the character define the concept of family? Who do they consider to be part of their "family" apart from their biological relatives?
How does the character feel about their role in the family? Do they take on responsibilities, do they seek to be the link between the members or do they prefer a more independent approach? How does this influence their identity within the family?
🐝 * ― 𝑪𝑶𝑪𝑲𝑻𝑨𝑰𝑳 𝑸𝑼𝑰𝒁.
( credit: poohsource )
[ mai tai ] if they could have any superpower in the world, what would they choose?
[ white russian ] what would they do if they won the lottery?
[ grasshopper ] what / who would they dress up as for halloween?
[ tequila sunrise ] how would they spend their perfect day?
[ californication ] what do they think is their greatest achievement in life?
[ caipirinha ] if they could change one thing about themself, what would it be?
[ painkiller ] what is their greatest regret?
[ moscow mule ] if they could travel through time, where would they go?
[ dry martini ] what is the most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to them?
[ tom collins ] which living person would they most want to meet?
[ greyhound ] if they could have a dinner with just one person ( dead or alive ) who would they choose?
[ planter's punch ] how long does it take to befriend them?
[ sangria ] do they have any special routines they follow every single day? if yes, which?
[ whiskey sour ] what is the biggest lie they ever told someone?
[ zombie ] do they believe in life after death?
[ margarita ] what are their biggest pet peeves?
[ mojito ] what is one goal they are working towards?
[ appletini ] who do they consider the most important person in their life? why?
[ cosmopolitan ] what is their happiest memory ever?
[ gin tonic ] who influenced them the most?
[ bloody mary ] what would they do if they only had one week left to live?
[ manhattan ] where would they like to travel the most?
[ old fashioned ] what would their adult self tell their kid self if they could go back in time?
[ blue lagoon ] how do they typically react when faced with something they fear?
[ sidecar ] what type of person are they most likely drawn to?
[ negroni ] what is one piece of advice they would give others?
[ hurricane ] which song describes them the most? why?
[ sex on the beach ] what do they consider red flags in a relationship?
[ mimosa ] which incident shaped them the most?
[ long island iced tea ] if they had the chance to redo their life, what would they do differently the second time around?
[ mint julep ] which was their dream job as a kid?
[ singapore sling ] how do they react to disappointments?
[ alexander ] what would they do with one million dollars / euros / pounds / whatever currency they use?
[ screwdriver ] which habit do they wish they could get rid of?
[ gin fizz ] do they consider a glass half-full or half-empty?
[ aperol spritz ] which is one thing they still think about a lot?
[ piña colada ] how do they show affection?
[ swimming pool ] what is the most important lesson they've learned in recent years?
[ b52 ] how would they describe themselves in as few words as possible?
[ daiquiri ] do they believe in true love? why or why not?
& .˚ found family prompts.
( it is a very loved dynamic so here are some memes to go wild with it. these are mainly fluff, supportive and some emotional ones. to reverse the action prompts, send ( prompt ) + ) ( credit: lavendermemes )
“ you’re not alone, not anymore . ”
“ i didn’t really have anyone before you guys . ”
“ thank you for everything you’ve done for me . ”
“ you’re my family . ”
“ you’re my family, screw what everyone else says . ”
“ i now have a life i like living because of your support . ”
“ you’re the best thing that ever happened to me . ”
“ hey, i got you . ”
“ let us take care of you . ”
“ a fight doesn’t change anything between us . ”
“ we still care about you . ”
“ you know you can talk to me about anything, right ? ”
“ if you need anything i’ll be there for you . ”
“ you’ll always have a place with us . ”
“ i’ve got your back . ”
“ i love you . ”
“ do you want a hug ? ”
“ i’m here, i promise . ”
“ i’m not going anywhere . ”
“ are you okay ? ”
“ hey, [name]. tell me what’s wrong . ”
“ i’m going to prank [name], do you want to help me ? ”
“ you’re one of us now . ”
actions.
( hug ) - for the sender’s muse to hug the receiver’s muse after an emotional moment .
( kiss ) - for the sender’s muse to kiss the receiver’s muse on the forehead, head, cheek, [insert where you want ] .
( bed ) - for the sender’s muse to join the receiver’s muse on their bed and cuddle after a long day .
( food ) - for our muses to cook together .
( tears ) - for the sender’s muse to wipe the receiver’s muse tears .
( blanket ) - for the sender’s muse to place a blanket on top of the receiver’s muse after a hard day / after they’ve fallen asleep somewhere .
( help ) - for the sender’s muse to patch the receiver’s muse up .
( reconciliation ) - for our muse to make up after a fight .
( fun ) - for our muses to spent the day doing fun activities together .
( protect ) - for the sender’s muse to step between the receiver’s muse and a threat to protect them .
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hiiiii cuties and happy friday! woohoo !! ♡
okay, it's that time again where i caught up on all of my drafts, and i'm finally allowing myself to get some new threads going. below the cut are muses that i really, really want to write with lately ( as well as a couple test muses ) + little descriptions of each of them.
give this post a like if you're interested in writing / plotting / etc. with any of them and i'll come to you! you can even just treat this as a like for a starter even if u wanna. i'm really excited to write some new things and potentially find some new people to write with. ☺️
*** if u like the post, when i message u, i can and will ramble on and on about character descriptions and what everyone is like. i just didn't want to put it here because the post is already so long!
arden henderson — olivia cooke fc. late 20s, bisexual, forensic criminologist.
blair bennett — katie douglas fc. early 20s, bisexual, university student.
camille st. clair — jessica alexander fc. early 20s, bisexual, aspiring actress.
cora devlin — daisy edgar jones fc. mid 20s, bisexual, hair stylist.
darby davies — hailee steinfeld fc. mid 20s, lesbian, film & tv actress.
erin nichols — jessica chastain fc. mid 40s, bisexual, housewife.
eve lawson — willa fitzgerald fc. early 30s, bisexual, historian.
jillian "jill" walsh — alva bratt fc. mid 20s, bisexual, freelance photographer.
laia aguilar — fiona palomo fc. early 20s, bisexual, university student.
malia dixon — greta onieogou fc. early 30s, bisexual, indie film director.
margot jensen — sydney sweeney fc. mid 20s, bisexual, diner waitress and cult escapee / survivor.
maude morgan — ella purnell fc. mid 20s, bisexual, unemployed rich girl and secret drug dealer.
nora giuliani — victoria pedretti fc. late 20s, lesbian, true crime journalist and podcaster.
preston fox — rudy pankow fc. mid 20s, bisexual, university student, fraternity president, and lead singer / guitarist of his band.
palmer mckenzie — erana james fc. mid 20s, lesbian, professional athlete.
piper novak — samara weaving fc. early 30s, pansexual, coffee shop owner.
ramona "romy" park — adeline rudolph fc. late 20s, bisexual, professional concert photographer.
ruby brodsky — gideon adlon fc. late 20s, bisexual, arts grad student.
siena norwood — florence pugh fc. late 20s but is really centuries old, bisexual, vampire.
( the ones below this are all test muses ! )
bellamy caldeira — alba baptista fc. mid 20s, bisexual, will take any job that pays the bills.
katia garcia — camila mendes fc. late 20s, bisexual, competitive cheerleading coach.
penelope "penny" sosa — camila morrone fc. mid 20s, bisexual, team usa professional soccer player and secret onlyfans / cam girl.
valeria "val" quintero — rachel zegler fc. early 20s, bisexual, musical theatre university student.
#indie rp#indie bi rp#indie lesbian rp#indie smut rp#indie horror rp#idk what to tag things but open to mutuals and non mutuals!!!!!! <3#excited to do new things i will write u starters pls#sorry there are so many here i have a lot of muse for them and they don't get enough attention okay
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- if you use your commission(s), you must credit my graphics blog @/noahsresources somewhere visible on your blog, be that in an intro post, carrd/google sites page, etc.
- i strongly prefer payments via venmo. please follow the link above to send me your payment. if you do not have venmo, you can also send me a payment on ko-fi, but i'll likely inflate your price in order to cover stripe's processing fee.
- please send your payment within 72 hours of my response to your request for a commission. if for any reason you cannot pay the full amount upfront, please dm me and i'd be happy to negotiate!
- nsfw themes are acceptable for your commission(s), including smut, gore, violence, etc.
- i will do my absolute best to complete all commissions within 2 weeks of receiving payment for them. please remember that i am a graduate student with lots of responsibilities, so timing may not be very advantageous moving forward.
- you will have the opportunity to receive (a) first draft(s) of the commission(s) i am working on for you. please let me know if you're interested while we're talking over dms!
- i have the right to deny any commission request for any reason. i will let you know if what you request is something i am not comfortable with/ready for.
- to receive a full refund, please dm me to let me know that you've rescinded your commission(s) within 2 weeks of sending your payment. additionally, you will receive a full refund if i have to drop your commission(s) for any reason at any time.
the following are what i am willing to create & their prices.
- blog headers ($3)
- dash icons ($3)
- blog promos ($5)
- rp icon templates ($6)
- post header packages:
- 1-2 header posts ($3)
- 3-4 header posts ($5)
- 5-6 header posts ($8)
*you must specify what kind of header label you want. the labels can be for anything. for example, you can have header posts for headcanon, ooc, and starter call posts.
- a single-muse google site ($15)
- a multi-muse google site ($30)
feel free to send me as many or as little details about what you want in your commission(s), including any colors, images, and shapes you want. please do not send me materials to use that are under copyright and/or are not available for commercial use. and, as always, shoot me a message/ask if you have any questions!! reblogging will spread the word!
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LFRP: Ellissay Morningstar
Basics –––– ✢
▌NICKNAMES: Elly
▌AGE: 25
▌RACE: Half-Elf (Quel'dorei mother & Gilnean father. Void Elf in game)
▌GENDER: Female
▌SEXUALITY: Bisexual
▌MARITAL STATUS: Single
▌SERVER: Moon Guard
Physical Appearance –––– ♤
▌HAIR: Long Silver White
▌EYES: Blue Hazel
▌HEIGHT: 5'8
▌BUILD: Athletic, Toned/Athletic
▌DISTINGUISHING MARKS: None
▌COMMON ACCESSORIES: Jeweled Dagger (usually hidden)
Personal –––– ♢
▌PROFESSION: Huntress/For Hire
▌HOBBIES: Reading, Writing, Singing
▌LANGUAGES: Multilingual
▌RESIDENCE: Wherever she is renting at the moment
▌BIRTHPLACE: -
▌RELIGION: None
▌FEARS: Losing what is left of her family
Relationships –––– ♡
▌Spouse: None
▌Children: None
▌Parents: Eclesia Morningstar, Grimsark Blakemore
▌Siblings: Her twin brothers, Damon and Eldon Blakemore
▌Other Relatives: Elutia Morningstar
▌Pets: Two snow leopards, Nieves and Neva
disorganized / organized / in between
close-minded / open-minded / in between
Calm / anxious / in between
disagreeable / agreeable / in between
cautious / reckless /in between
patient / impatient / in between
outspoken / reserved / in between
leader / follower / in between
empathetic / unemphatic / in between
optimistic / pessimistic / in between leaning optimistic
traditional/modern / in between
Hard-working/lazy / in between
cultured / un-cultured / in between
loyal / disloyal / in between
faithful / unfaithful / in between
Possible Hooks –––– ♦
▌ Huntress for hire. She takes on contracts to hunt and/or kill creatures that are wrecking havocs on villages or upsetting the balance of nature.
▌For hire-other. Following in her mother's footsteps, she takes on contract work in gathering intelligence and taking out possible targets at her discretion.
▌She enjoys a good drink and can be found at a tavern or bar especially during the weekend late nights. She also enjoys dancing and can possibly be found at local clubs and/or parties.
▌-she is a brand new character that is still in the works of me figuring her out. Any suggestions for a starter for role play is always welcomed.
PLEASE NOTE: I currently do most if not all of my RP in discord. That information can be obtained by messaging me on tumblr in ask or messenger.
What I’m looking for –––– ♥
▌RP partners/Friendship
▌I’m willing to do pre-established ships mainly past relationships, family, old friends, enemies, past business partners. As long as it is talked out and agreed on ahead of time.
▌Open communication about the RP at all times.
▌RP in discord with possible in-game at a later date
▌Looking for somebody who doesn’t mind if I tag them in posts about our characters with gifs, quotes, and such.
Out of Character –––– ♣
▌I am an older writer/roleplayer, 40+, and when doing NSFW (including erotica, violence, etc) topics, I prefer the writer to be 25+. SFW - 18+
▌I mostly do para writing, but it can and will vary in length. I have no expectation on length, If you write a line or a chapter, I am good either way.
▌IC and OOC separate at all times. I am not my character, and she is not me. This is very important to me. Please do not take OOC into RP and vice versa.
▌I can always be contacted via Tumblr ask/messenger or Discord, if you have my discord.
Contact Information –––– ✰
Tumblr @ellissay-morningstar
Carrd: In the works
Discord - Please request.
In game - Ellissay on Moon Guard
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Okay! With finally getting my mind in order, time to do the same with my blog(s) as well.
First of all, my Discord is
thathungarianhistoryfreak
You might want to add me there as I'm blog jumping like crazy and might not see your message.
Secondly I somehow manage the feat of being semi-active on 4 (will be 5-) blogs. If you're interested in more of the Véghváry madness/lore the other relatives are: @lightningdamned (sideblog to @phoenixduelist), @deathshadowed & @phoenixborn . Each fits into the Hazbin/Helluva verse; pls follow me there if you want to ♡´･ᴗ･`♡
Also the blog hopping completely destroyed my following page so dash commentary is/will be very hard for me to do as the timeline is beyond messed up on mobile.
Now, the To Do list:
Throw myself back into people's messages to plot out starters. @arachnaemboss & @r-adio I'm so sorry for the wait I swear I'm still alive
Actually spit out said starters.
Schedule posts. I don't use queue because I'm too dyscalculiac to fully understand that.
Start the multiple story arc rolling with @infernal-feminae
Throw @ashortdropandasuddenstop into the very depths of this family.
Finish the Walking Dead sideblog's Carrd + make Eva Green icons as live action Rozy
I have 23 drafts on @phoenixborn ?? Finish majority of them and of course start new ones. Love my cosmic rocker pls
Give more attention to Raia @lightningdamned and Karma @deathshadowed .
Finish secret fifth blog carrd and tags🤫
Write out missing verse information on ALL BLOGS (ha that's going to be a good one.)
Find more writing partners/friends
Sleep sometime I guess??
Declare VWU (Véghváry Writing Universe) official
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[ 𝐀𝐃𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄 . . . ] happy monday everyone ! popping in with an announcement regarding plotting + following through .
♡ PLOTTING. lately , there’s been an increased issue of posting plotting calls with no follow through . this is a gentle reminder to everyone who plans to throw out a plotting call to remember to follow through ! while i understand that this is a hobby and members send out messages when they can , the last thing we want to do is discourage members new and old and make them feel excluded because they’re having difficulty getting plots .
♡ CLOSED STARTERS. while on the topic of following through , there’s also been an increased pattern of closed starters with no follow through . i know we love our closed starters as a quick way to get new things going for muses . however , this is worth flagging and making everyone aware . and again , this is a hobby and it’s understandable that everyone replies when they can ! but it can be discouraging to reply to or post closed starters that don’t get a response or see them dropped for new ones . let’s remember to keep the momentum going and remember , rping is a two-way street !
thanks for taking the time to read this ! please give this a little like to acknowledge you’ve read this .
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PERMANENT STARTER CALL 🟊 🟊 🟊
Hi hi! I’m Opopaxal (or Opo for short) and this is my permanent starter call! What does that mean? Well basically it means by liking this post I can--
Send you random asks / memes if I see you reblogging a meme!
You don’t mind me responding to dash commentary your muses might make! That also means you’re more than welcome to respond to mine as well.
Tag you in starters or dash games freely!
Come to you for plots or scenarios involving our muses and just talk about ideas and such about our muses!
If you’re interested in starting up a relationship with my muse but haven’t yet! Whether it’s romantic, platonic, etc-- Ask and we’ll see what happens.
Talk to you about random headcanons for our muses or even my own!
Talk to you about any new muses I might want to try or are unsure about!
Talk to you about AUs I might have or think about OR you might have and want to discuss. I’m all ears!
You’re okay with me popping into your IMs to discuss threads with you or if I need something clarified (I much prefer Discord, but Discord is only given to mutals only! Tumblr IMs are rather wonky and we’re not alerted of messages all the time, but I usually try my best to answer anything I receive).
If you want to also to be friends and just be silly and have fun together. This isn’t really a requirement, but it makes approaching you with things so much easier for me!
By liking ♥ this post you’re just letting me know if it’s totally a-okay for me to approach you about anything in regards to RPing or not. I suffer a lot from anxiety-ridden issues, so this will take a great weight off me ♡ Thank you for your cooperation!
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¡Buenas!
I’m Maz. I write about Valentino.
Note: my blog is absolutely not a space for minors.
Old School Cool: Sinner!VoxVal RP set in the 70s, well before the pair became Overlords. Lots of yelling, fighting, and hate fucking.
New School Fools: Somnophilia VoxVal RP set in the 90s.
RP starter examples.
Valentino: language and Caribbean Spanish guide.
About the writer:
21+. Any pronouns you like.
Latino and fluent in Spanish - authenticity!
NSFW, dark, and mature themes welcome.
Highly literate, posts 2-5 paragraphs for RP. No one-liners.
Writes over Discord.
Writes Valentino as a vers switch - not a strict sub/bottom or dom/top.
Friendly! Only writes a bad guy on the Internet. Feel free to message.
Seeking:
Vox writers for StaticMoth RP!
21+.
Highly literate.
Interested in exploring the dark, the ugly, and the depraved side of Vox and Valentino's dynamic. Intense jealousy and possessiveness, bloodshed, crime, toxic romance, the works.
Writes Vox as a vers switch - not a strict sub/bottom or dom/top.
(I’m pretty full up on RP threads at the moment. If you’re really interested then feel free to message me, but bear in mind that I might be slow to post!)
Mwah. ♡
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IF Development Update and Thank You ♡
Thank you all so so so much for all of your asks and support so far! And welcome to all my new followers. I'm giving y'all a super tight virtual hug (unless you'd rather not be hugged, in which case I am very enthusiastically waving at you.)
A few developments over the last day or so:
I've created the outline for the prologue to Contra Spem Spiro, which is amusing to me because my usual writing style is "write now, think later" *mario kart final lap music plays*
Maybe all of my creative writing teachers were onto something...
I've also been workshopping the MC stats, appearance choices/descriptions, and possible clothing options. The clothing options will be available to all MC's regardless of gender. Even in the midst of an alien invasion, it's drip or drown baby!
I'm swaying between leaving a lot of the appearance customization up to reader imagination, or letting y'all select things like tattoos, piercings, scars, etc in game. The wind is blowing toward the former, just to make things a bit easier for myself as this is my first IF-game and will be a lot of trial and error.
Definite customization options will be for name, gender (M/F/NB), clothing, hair style/length/color, weapon of choice, and university major. Your university major will give a boost to relevant starter stats.
I will be answering the remaining messages in my inbox tomorrow, but feel free to send me any questions, RO reactions, scenarios, or thoughts. ♡♡♡
All my love,
Cheye 👾
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Okay okay I tried out your brat taming Satoru (my first time talking with a bot myself 🫣) and I am IN LOVE!!!! 😍😍😍 Thank you so much for making that bot, it was a joy to tease him with the free limit 👀🤭 I do also wanna thank you for making it a safe space, I felt very comfortable trying out the chat bot because you made it ❤️ I’m going to create an account on there to talk more with him eheheheh 👀
I’m completely clueless though on how these bots are made. Is it very complicated..? I really want to find a sweet Satoru bot for self-comfort and I hate to ask for one to be made by someone else if it’s really complicated 🥺
aaa aww, thank you so much! i'm glad i was able to make you feel comfortable and was able to create a safe space for you to enjoy yourself! i hope you have a lot of fun on c.ai! c:
as far as bot-making goes, i don't think it's very difficult at all, in my opinion. if anything, it's more time consuming, especially if you want a vvv accurate and descriptive bot. on average, it can take me anywhere from 10 minutes to an hour to make a bot depending on what i want them to be like, and to think of a good starter message. luckily, i have a modified template of the version by @.ssshoku on tiktok that you can view HERE to make a bot for yourself!
also if you're willing to do the digging, there are tons of bots out there that have comfort/fluff themes, you just have to look for em. tiktok is a great source at finding new bots, which are being made every day.
i hope this helps! ♡
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PERMANENT STARTER CALL 🟊 🟊 🟊
Hi hi! I’m Opopaxal (or Opo for short) and this is my permanent starter call! What does that mean? Well basically it means by liking this post I can--
Send you random asks / memes if I see you reblogging a meme!
You don’t mind me responding to dash commentary your muses might make! That also means you’re more than welcome to respond to mine as well.
Tag you in starters or dash games freely!
Come to you for plots or scenarios involving our muses and just talk about ideas and such about our muses!
If you’re interested in starting up a relationship with my muse but haven’t yet! Whether it’s romantic, platonic, etc-- Ask and we’ll see what happens.
Talk to you about random headcanons for our muses or even my own!
Talk to you about any new muses I might want to try or are unsure about!
Talk to you about AUs I might have or think about OR you might have and want to discuss. I’m all ears!
You’re okay with me popping into your IMs to discuss threads with you or if I need something clarified (I much prefer Discord, but Discord is only given to mutals only! Tumblr IMs are rather wonky and we’re not alerted of messages all the time, but I usually try my best to answer anything I receive).
Fill out my interest checker if you haven’t already! If I need to fill one out for you and I haven’t yet, please let me know!
If you want to also to be friends and just be silly and have fun together. This isn’t really a requirement, but it makes approaching you with things so much easier for me!
By liking ♥ this post you’re just letting me know if it’s totally a-okay for me to approach you about anything in regards to RPing or not. I suffer a lot from anxiety-ridden issues, so this will take a great weight off me ♡ Thank you for your cooperation!
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hi everybody ! here's some lil updates ♡
right now, @butscrewmefirst is sponsoring a giveaway for some blog starter packs! if you're interesting in participating, you can enter here! this is so cool of manon to do, and I'm so happy to be a part of it! the giveaway runs until saturday august 19th, for those interested!
I will be out of town september 10th to september 21st ! I'm roadtripping with my mom and grandma, getting a scenery change and seeing some family out of state! I will still be around to answer messages and do small updates, but designing will be paused and slots will be scheduled accordingly! I will also have some new templates queued up to post in my absence!
my landscaping job will end the day before I leave, so upon my return, I will be solely back on commissions for a few weeks! I'm excited to be back and get caught up. it's been an incredibly busy summer, between work and being sick so often, but I'm looking forward to being home and here! ♡
thank you guys as always for the support, and especially for the love the past few weeks. it means a lot, and I appreciate you guys!
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PERMANENT STARTER CALL 🟊 🟊 🟊
Hi hi! I’m Opopaxal (or Opo for short) and this is my permanent starter call! What does that mean? Well basically it means by liking this post I can--
Send you random asks / memes if I see you reblogging a meme!
You don’t mind me responding to dash commentary your muses might make! That also means you’re more than welcome to respond to mine as well.
Tag you in starters or dash games freely!
Come to you for plots or scenarios involving our muses and just talk about ideas and such about our muses!
If you’re interested in starting up a relationship with my muse but haven’t yet! Whether it’s romantic, platonic, etc-- Ask and we’ll see what happens.
Talk to you about random headcanons for our muses or even my own!
Talk to you about any new muses I might want to try or are unsure about!
Talk to you about AUs I might have or think about OR you might have and want to discuss. I’m all ears!
You’re okay with me popping into your IMs to discuss threads with you or if I need something clarified (I much prefer Discord, but Discord is only given to mutals only! Tumblr IMs are rather wonky and we’re not alerted of messages all the time, but I usually try my best to answer anything I receive).
If you want to also to be friends and just be silly and have fun together. This isn’t really a requirement, but it makes approaching you with things so much easier for me!
By liking ♥ this post you’re just letting me know if it’s totally a-okay for me to approach you about anything in regards to RPing or not. I suffer a lot from anxiety-ridden issues, so this will take a great weight off me ♡ Thank you for your cooperation!
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