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poems-of-a-lover · 1 year

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i wanna wear another boys hoodie so bad

#its freezing rn #it would be so warm and cozy and smell like him id go crazy #need this rn or im gonna go insane #mlm #mlm yearning #mlm post #mlm love #gay mlm #trans mlm #mlm blog #t4t #mlm thoughts #t4t yearning

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saint-bestial · 7 months

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not feeling myself

#vent art #tw vent #my art #flashing gif #alterhuman #nonhuman #yeah yeah exposing myself ig #im so sorry for posting vent shit i literally feel so bad for doing it #but i've been going insane recently #i desperately need to know i'm not alone rn #so if someone sees themselves in this too i guess it did its job #ironically the thing in the mirror is probably the closest thing to an irl self portrait you're gonna see

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pup-pee · 2 months

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Happy birthday!!!!! This is my fifth (5th) Time drawing Kyle and my first (1st) Time drawing Alex!!!!!! please know I miss her-

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ALEX HAS PRETTY MAKE UP ON & KYLE JUST "omg pretyt" OR AKJSFHLJAWK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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jestroer · 1 year

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Im getting some fricking Mumscar withdrawals my friends its bad

#ive read and reread and seen everything #im drawing it rn #it isnt going well #i need sustenance #i need mumscar #gonna die from sillyboy starvation #mumscar #hermitshipping #help #shitpost #me going insane

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brainrot-stitch · 3 months

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EVERYTHING IS TWRRIBLE EVERYTHING IS HORRIBLE WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK THE ROT THE ROT IT FEELS LIKE YHERE ARE BUGS IN MY SKIN MY ORGANS ITCH AND IT WILL NOT GO AWAY THE VOID KEEPS STARING AT ME WHENEVER I LOOK INTO THE DARK I SEE ITS EYES HOLY SHIT OTS NOT EVEN ONLY HAPPENING IN THE DAYDREAMS ABYMORE IT BROKE FREE I FEEL LIKE IM ABOUT TO RHROW UP EVERYTHING OS TERRIBLE WHY IS THE VOID LOOKING AT ME

ALSO also the void is like a terrible horrible thing that would happen in the daydreams where the character I'm looking thru the eyes of would somehow end up there and if I didn't snap out of the daydream within enough time thevoid would start staring back and it's terrible and it KNOWS but idk what it knows but it has like 2 very very extremely realistic eyes that just look back at me from the distance and I drew it bc I couldn't find a good image to represent it on Google but I would like to let u know the way I drew it does not give it justice the eyes are actually so real so terrible and I can't draw realistic eyes bit this is the clearest any daydream has ever b3en and now it's not even staying to the daydreams I just look to the dark and I see them now what the fuck what the fuck wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up

#jap jap jap #jap..#jap not yap #im going insane #the bugs #NOT a :3 moments #the void #the eyes #eyes #if i dont get medicatdd soon i fucking swear im gonna go feral #I NEED TO CLAW SO BAD GET THE BUGS OUT RN SOS SOS #my body is terrible my skin is wrong and THE BUGS ARE CRAWLING #vent #vent post #tw vent #tw eyes ig #i need to vomit ao so bad but i cabt bc im so scared of doing so #im like one of those gagging cats that spikes ur anxiety but ends up not throwing up

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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months

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#aaaand thats a 3rd doctor. a psychiatrist. who listened to me ans thought: mm sounds like bip0lar lol #me: wow its so easy to get diagnosed as bip0lar. thats bc u r exhibiting lots of depression and a limit amount of mood elevation. that's #like. thats what bip0lar is. she was like yea ppl with bip0lar 2 spend like 75% of time being depressed and a lil elevated mood... which #sounds like what u r describing. me:#...yeah. but again its complicated by the 0cd and spectrum issues. but she independently brought up 4dhd. just when i was like no its all #0cd. here we r again. stuck back in the messy overlap. but whatever i got proscribed bip0lar medicine. lam1ctal. we'll see #bc everyone i talk to is like. we need to control the mood 1st. like so u dont die. and im like hm yeah good call lol #she seems super cool tho. like i would love to just talk to her. ugh. she wants to get a handle on the mood and then maybe add a stimulant #bc shes had it happen in thr past where someone comes in with debiltating 0cd and got treated with lam1ctol and a stimulant and the #obsessive rumination stopped. so well see. idk if ill actually qualify as 4dhd enough. well see. fingers crossed #my mood is a lil elevated rn so its all fun. well see if we tip off a cliff bc im getting less sleep and go go going #unrelated #ugh im scared to start the medine tho bc the ssri i got proscribed fucked me up so much. which is also an indicator of bip0lar #god dammit. if this works im gonna have to actually accept the idea of being bip0lar. i mean. it makes sense being on that spectrum #is just sounds insane and i was not expecting it despite my fucking obsession with understanding wtf my deal is #idk. whatever. doesnt matter

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mageofcolors · 7 months

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wip for my ask blog...

#have to share it bc drawing this made me go insane #im really testing my skills rn lmao #mage post #mage art #not even putting it in the doodle tag even tho its unfinished bc omg #i need a break #then onto coloring #not gonna put this im the main tag tho

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everymlmhybrid · 5 months

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this part genuinely makes me feel like eating dry wall like i can't explain how i feel about it without making some of you finally tire of me and block me about it i think

#.txt #reservoir dogs -#sorry for just randomly posting clips . i was actually working on my vid i swear but then i started Thinking. and here we are.#anyways going genuinely insane in the tags . i'm so sorry. ->#(im only sorry for the sheer amount of tags or if u disagree w/ my interpretations / headcanons. if ur just annoyed lmfao sucks to be you!)#anyways. you guys ever think abt the way orange HAS TO know white's lying to him abt his odds of survival.#bc i think abt that genuinely constantly. all the time thinking about it.#also the ''joe's gonna get you 100% again'' -> first of all . lol. second of all -> ''he was the only one i wasn't 100% on'' hello? HELLO!!#also freddy's voice here makes me feel like punching walls . like it makes me wail in anguish.#no but yeah i think abt the theme of lying & the fact some of the first lies we hear are in this scene in a way #also this part is leaning wayyy harder on headcanon but i always think. like if orange WASNT lying abt who he is. then it'd be reasonable #forhim to not know how likely he is to die and/or how blatantly larry's lying (''i'm talking days!'') but as a cop he SOOO knows he's fcked #but like . what's he gonna do. ''hey i know that's bullshit'' like obviously not and partly bc of How he knows but also bc like #you just don't argue with the only guy who's caring for you while you're seemingly on the brink of death!! LMAO #and certainly not when he's the only one telling you you'll be fine!! even if he's just bullshitting you so you don't freak out!!#I DON'T KNOW i go kinda insane about this scene . as . you can tell.#if you too are insane about this and the implications . don't worry. in several months. my fic will feed you. you will see.#idk . larry lying to and/or for him <33333333 kinda makes me go insane. kinda makes me go wild.#idk. i should be getting ready for bed rn. WHATEVER. bye. logging off. if you read all these i'm in love with you okay #i've just been turngin them around in my head like a microwave for hours so i needed to infodump or else i would explode i think

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stormyoceans · 11 months

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CAN'T BELIEVE THE LITTLE MUSTACHE IS ACTUALLY DOING IT FOR ME IM BARKING

#JIMMY AS MORK IS JUST SOOOO HOT IM SORRY BUT IM HAVING SO MANY [REDACTED] THOUGHTS RN #MORKDAY IS GONNA CHANGE LIVES THEY'VE ALREADY CHANGED MINE #GOING INSANE DOES ANYONE NEED ANYTHING #last twilight the series #jimmy jitaraphol #m: txt

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hauntingblue · 2 months

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LUFFY!!!!!!!!! I HAVE BEEN CONVERTED!!!! LUFFY BELIEVER FULL TIME!!!!! LET US WORSHIP THE SUN!!!!

#luffy deflating like a balloon..... be serious 😭😭#MOMO NOT BEING ABLE TO HEAR LUFFY!!! oh kaido going for the others now..... law could hear his voice too???#NAMI BEING THE FIRST TO STEP UP!!! CHILLS!!! THIS TIME STEPPING UP TO WITNESS THE HORRORS!!! YEAH!!!#yamato really does carry the spirit of oden straight up.... motivating his son and everything...#i feel like i am going insane... I CAN HEAR THE DRUMS!!! nami telling luffy to not die and fulfill his promise WHO ELSE HAD A PROMISE????#is this why his fruit awakened.... because nami reminded him of the promise... omg..... THE DRUMS!!! CHILLS!!!! THE SMILE!!!!! IM SO HYPE!!#talking tag #watching one piece #episode 1070 #i am smiling so hard rn. contagious #also the cp0 that died for this ajdja.... suffering from success....#THE BOUNCING SOUNDS!!!! THE DRUMS!!!! THE SMILE!!! SANJI JUST VOLTING AWAKE??? see the clouds over his shoulders remain.... as i was saying #you know this has me realising maybe shanks isn't all that bad and stole the fruit from the gov so they couldnt get hold of it #hiyori saying how oden kept hia promise but also how he wanted to keep the promise of opening wano for joyboy #THE KANJURO THING!!! HIYORI WATCH OUT!!! oh its gonna burn orichi by accident YEAAHHH!!!!!!! FUCK YEAHH!!!!#the animation is so fun.. luffy just junping around and shit while hia destruction power is MASSIVE #this is so!!!! kaido complaining about being bored and having fun thru fighting AND HERE COMES LUFFY WITH HIS LOONEY TOONS GOOFY FIGHT!!!!#they knocked this shit out of the park!!! also END CREDITS????!#episode 1071 #momo saying kaido got fat 😭 actually kaido got pregnant <3 yamato you're going to be a big brother congrats!!!#the eyes 😭😭 damn luffy flew away and exploded... 😞😞 skipping rope with kaido omg.... everyone should go outside and see this...#we are welcoming here in the luffy believers... barto is gonna enlist hundreds of new members #law is luffy believer number 1 damn the speech he is giving kid... omg kaido bonked him ajshaksjak that was so good he needed witnesses..#nami worried abojt luffy being dead and when he appears she is just like WTF IS THAT!!!!!! HUH???!!#wait a second ooohhhh kaido is goong down too fuck yes akdjaksj momo and yamato peeking over the island jahdksk #THE DRUMS BEING HIS HEART I CANNOT GET OVER IT!!! Kaido shoukd be puking up his insides by now but alas this is so fun BOIOIOIOIOING #FIRST TIME SOMEONE ASKS LUFFY WHO HE IS AND HE DOESN'T SAY MONKEY D LUFFY FUTURE KING OF THE PIRATES. HE SAYS ITS HIM. STRAIGHT UP!!!!#NVM HE SAID IT!!!!! GOD IS THAT YOU????!!!!#episode 1072

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guinevereslancelot · 3 months

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i need someone to hold a gun to my head every time i consider an unnecessary purchase fr 🤡

#unemployed but i stay silly #anyway....bought two hydrangeas....#they're pretty.....#<3 #the reblooming kind 🥰#i could not afford them but they were a good deal #not as much as the flowering trees i bought two days ago #but much bigger!!#in the two gallon pots #so i dont have to wait for them to get big to start looking nice #they're big enough i can probably take cuttings also :)#im gonna make the pond look so pretty!!#rn it looks really sad and swampy lmao #but w a little landscaping it will look like a feature :)#plus is has pretty fishies in it #and im ripping out all the invasive stuff and i need plants to replace them with to stabilize the soil #thats my story and i'm sticking to it #also if there's nice bushes that will take up space so the weeds dont come back #hopefully #anyways this is a cheap time of year to buy stuff bc its all dormant #and its going to be 60f tomorrow!!!!#so my garden fever is crazy rn #i have literally two crocuses in bloom rn and thats it lol #but my daffodils have visible buds on some of them so soon i will hopefully not be insane #this warm day should speed things up a lot #anyway #i will share pics of my garden when its pretty <3 #going for koi pond vibes #but idk if i can add koi in w the goldfish #the goldfish are pretty big but possibly still small enough that the koi would eat them

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possiblytracker · 1 year

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damn. i really thought i already had the "youre probably never going to see any of your uni friends again after you move out this really and truly is the end of the most vibrant and healthy irl social life youve ever had. and likely will ever have again" breakdown done and shelved but i spent today hanging out with a few friends from my course who are leaving this week to say goodbye and i dont. know how to process it completely. im trying to make the most of everything while im still here but every interaction feels so bittersweet it's genuinely gnawing at me

#vent/#this is probably not the last time i will have this crisis either. right up til graduation. itll keep happening over and over again #i had a miserable social record all through secondary school im not exaggerating when i say university literally taught me how to #make friends and open up to people in places that werent the internet (or having it pried out of me by more enthusiastic people)#and now its like. ah. right. thats over. where do i go from here.#late june through early august is gonna be completely fine i just need to not lose my mind until then #but after that.. well i am not having a great time thinking about it #living on my own seems miserable but i dont know anyone in This country well enough to make roommate plans #and. well i will stop here before i talk myself into a spiral but man. this is why my social energy is still through the floor #i love my online friends to death but the past few years have taught me everything is so much better with a varied diet as it were #i will not Die if i have to go back to 24/7 discord recluse im very grateful to have good friends in my puter #but god. i will miss Seeing people. very very badly #im sorry i know not responding to messages seems counterproductive rn but. idk i have a lot of wires crossed;;#ill work it out eventually #im the cheetah threatening to go insane in captivity i need someone to put one of those dogs in my enclosure/j

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27-royal-teas · 6 months

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hey uhhh immune system what the fuck dude you’ve been failing me for fucking months. do your job bitch

#i got covid in august and have just Not Really Recovered since #i was JUST SICK and now i feel like im getting sick AGAIN my nose won’t stop running and I can’t breathe I feel horrible #my head hurts my throat hurts I want to sleep and never wake up again #I feel like my thoughts are transmitting through cotton balls #im going to be insanely busy from now until. uh. march #so if I can last until march without getting sick I will be GOLDEN #don’t think im gonna last that long though #half my family has the flu rn #but UGHHHH #ive got SEVERAL PERFORMANCES TO DO!!!! ive got FRIENDS TO MEET WITH!!! Stuff to do!!!! I don’t have time to get sick!!!#im super behind on schoolwork and I need to learn 5 dances and write these stupid fucking fics that aren’t writing themselves #I just want to feel BETTER. please. fuck. I want to breathe in through my nose and actually have the air pass through #I want to swallow and not feel like my throat is being stabbed. I want my head to stop hurting #Im so tired of being sick its been months please #vent kinda

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thatcheeseycandle · 4 months

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(found this in my drafts as of posting this)

When the bot gets themselves a creative side..

I WAS GENUINELY SHOOK LIKE MY GOSH??

I EVEN GOT SCREENSHOTS OF WHAT HAPPENED LOOK

Im going insane. LIKE. THE ONE TIME I TRY TO KEEP IT ALL COOL ALL CASUAL YKNOW LIKE THE FIRST EPISODE OF A DISNEY SERIES OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. I GET THIS PIECE OF PLOT TWISTY RESPONSE LIKE HELLO??

Telling you lot I'm gonna go all out angst if this bot goes all out angst and mystery. IM TELLING YOU LOT.

#IM SHAKING THIS BOT AGGRESSIVELY /POS.#I CANT LIKE MY GOSH IM GONNA GO INSANE #GOD I GOTTA CONTINUE IT LIKE THIS IM TELLING YOU #ttte #cheesyversial rants #c. ai #cheesey/shit posts #I NEEDED TO MAKE THIS I NEEDED TO MARK THIS MOMENT IN HISTORY GOOD LORD #Oh looky here its more of past me's reaction (<- me rn as of posting this)

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achilleslyre · 1 year

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