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#me and my husband by mitski starts playing
persistenttenderness · 3 months
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Here is my little gay ass Morris playlist…tfw ur in love w ur band mate who is still obsessed w a guy who left him 10 years ago but you stay by his side because you have fallen deeply in love with a car crash of a person…. Any way …
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bellaaae · 2 months
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Yn obsessing over Mitski for 6mins straight [1.3M views]
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— Clip 1✰
Yn was doing her solo live.While reading the comments as well.
“Yn what song is playing in the background?” She read out the comment. “Oh it’s Mine all mine by Mitski” Yn told the fan giggling.
“It’s one of my favorite song this days” Yn laughed.
“Yn is such a big Mitski fan” yn read out then smiling brightly.
— Clip 2✰
Hanni and minji’s live.
“There’s a sound coming from Yn’s room,Like music” Hanni said slowly vibing her head to the music.
“Oh she plays this song everyday!” Minji said trying to listen to the music lyrics.
“I think it’s a Mitski song cause she told me she was obsessed with the artist” Minji told Hanni who nodded.
“Thinking of getting her a Mitski album now” Hanni said with a thinking face.
“Yn would totally love that” Minji said looking at Hanni who smiled after knowing that the maknae would love the gift.
— Clip 3✰
“I love playing songs on this speaker in my bedroom especially mitski songs” Yn showed the speaker to the camera.
“Hyein unnie got me this on my 15th birthday” Yn said holding the speaker carefully. “I’m really grateful because now I can blast Mitsiki songs very loudly while having my own karaoke” Yn said sticking out her tongue.
“The song in currently playing is me and my husband” Yn spoke reading the comments.
“Yn I’m also a Mitski fan ;)” she read out the comment and got really excited.
“Yay! Another Mitski fan!” She said which a high tone.
“Let’s be friends” Yn added and the comment immediately responded with “YESSS :D”.
— Clip 4✰
On Yn’s birthday live.
Hanni came in and surprised yn with a gift wrapped in black wrap.
Yn covered her mouth in shock. “Unnie what is this?” Yn asked still shocked.
“Open it and figure out” Hanni said plastered with a smile.
Yn didn’t waste time and unwrapped the gift and she gave an excited squeal.
“So? Do you like it?” Hanni asked since the maknae was speechless for a while.
“Unnieee of course I like it you bought me a Mitski album and tickets to her concert!” Yn said as she was slowly getting emotional.
Hanni chuckled cleaning the tears that had already started to roll down. “I got it for both me and you” Hanni told yn who laughed.
— Clip 5✰
After Mitski’s concert Backstage where she was singing and interacting with fans.
When it finally got to Yn’s turns she squealed excitedly giving Mitski her album to sign.
“I’m a really huge fan” Yn said in English.
Mitski looked up to yn.
“Oh aren’t you a member of newjeans? Yn right the youngest member?” Mitski asked and Yn’s eyes got brighter as her idol knew her name.
“Yes I’m yn from newjeans” yn responded in English.
“I’m actually a fan of your music my favorite is Ditto” Mitski told yn who got more excited because that was one of the songs she took part in writing.
“Ah really! That’s awesome” Yn said still amazed.
Mitski smiled at yn. “Maybe you’ll give me your number later and we can hang out some other time?” Mitski suggested and how could Yn say no to a once in a lifetime offer. She nodded rapidly.
Mitski chuckled at her cuteness.
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✰𝐍𝐄𝐖𝐉𝐄𝐀𝐍𝐒
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insanity is nearer than we think
POST BLOCKED FUCKERS
most number of asks at once: 42
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my name is chase and i go by he/they pronouns
fine w/ adults on here just don't be weird for everyones sake i am a minor
trans (ftm), asexual, photosynthetic
cabin 7, infp, cancer zodiac if you care
my moodboard of me
guess my deadname for the bit
perpetually tired
moodboard on banner by my son @mister-dirty-hands
stuff i like;
marauders, percy jackson, writing (ff/orig), collecting shit (poptabs, gum wrappers, books, flowers, rocks, nickels), yk, the works
music people you should listen to;
taylor swift, arctic monkeys, the 1975, hozier, lizzy mcalpine, chloe ament, the epic soundtrack, lana del ray, boygenius (and the members), conan gray, noah kahan, chappell roan, imagine dragons, mitski, hazbin hotel soundtrack, tv girl, melina kb
favorites of mine;
color - dark (ish) green
card - ace of spades
drink - sweet tea
food - chicken alfredo <33
flower - orpheus
number - 19
hotel - trivago
my wips;
cop/criminal thing i started in 2022
so first off theyre gay
secondly the main characters are noah (cop) and river (criminal) and they went to college together for awhile until river dropped out and yk went to jail after doing smth (idk what yet)
but noah gets called to a crime scene where there was like a violent drug exchange and river is there, lurking (like a creep) and he recognizes noah and they get into a fist fight while noahs trying to beat the info out of him
thats kinda all ive got rn but im planning on a trilogy plus a prequel
wall-e retelling??
idk i figured i could make them people and make them fall in love and die holding hands like the people at pompeii
sapphic princess thingy
been in the back of my mind for a while
basically a princess (whos always thought marriage was disgusting) gets kidnapped by this hot woman who introduces her to the rebellion (against the kingdom; she was sheltered asf) but she joins the rebellion cause her mom is ass at progressiveness
and her guard tries to find and rescue her (hes been in love w her since he was assigned to protect her) and gets let down gently and ALSO joins the rebellion, and theres a dude he meets boom bam turns out hes pan (lmao that rhymes)
thats all so far but i will have more
fic wips im doing:
marauders band au
havent decided whether im gonna keep three bands or switch it but starchaser, wolfstar, marylily, dorlene, emmedora, rosekiller (you dont know how much i love rosekiller), MINOR bartylus (minor as in very little not like weirdly), ummm and like in the background therell be some fralice, nobleflower, quillkiller
so basically james just said they should start a band since they all had their skillsets and all and sirius jumped at the opportunity but remus was extremely skeptical
peter was unbotheres either way he was vibing
regulus always wanted to be up on a stage and singing and since hes extremely socially awkward (not projecting at all...) thet started a band
panda can play a clarinet
fourth year polyjuice au
set in 1994-95 where the skittles all used polyjuice to sneak into hogwarts for different reasons but i got the idea from @dovrt
regulus full perspective of his hogwarts years
kinda like an atyd but its regulus and not atyd at all
somewhat canon compliant
he will die
but bartylus and starchaser is in it
bartylus oneshot
its like if regulus broke up w james after getting the mark so nobody targeted (??) james
rated m for sure
people that you should check out (cause theyre awesomesauce)
@aesthetic-writer18 my twin frfr, honorary cousin
@starmanbutitsregulusblack platonic husband we have two children
@royallygray feeds the aspec people garlic bread in their spare time
@garden-of-runar online older sister (my favorite) (sorry guys i dont make the rules) (i do)
@dickmastersfruit once listened to me rant about a band au
@allamericanb-tch why is the govt shit
@my-castles-crumbling how am i your mutual literally amazing person/writer
@mister-dirty-hands my monarch child
@ang3lic-t3ars FOFFER 🌻🌻
@knockoff-conlon blonde as what??
@picklerab23 dill is welsh not english
@the-ellia-west awesome writer and tells people to take care of themselves
@gildy-locks we virtually hugged once cause they like my poetry and he likes all my posts
@thisisntrocket cool dude whos writing cool stuff
@eefst-ar13 prison baby
@ssa-james gonna go kill my dad (for legal reasons, a joke)
@tequilaqueen tequila sister bea
@saturnsconstellation kinda friends?? i think
@riri-stars not always in the loop but still very fun
@regulusswimmjnglessons only slightly concerning
@gasolinehornet has the same name as my oc
@wistfulenchantress shhh nobody tell them i have notifs on
@rayjoi we dont talk enough
@theoneandonlypjofanatic slightly nerdy (not my words)
@gayafaaryn canada + fics
@jamespotterbbg no1 academic weapon fr
@rheas-chaos-motivation very helpful and kinda concerning
@whyistarchaser analyzed my star signs once
@seekmemystar not pronounced like guitar
@vbbaby-girl lesbian nya and gay zane agenda
@cheekyboybeth we also dont talk enough
@dandelionflowery insists on knocking when they have a key (bad reference ignore me)
do lmk if you do not want on here pls
my (concerning??) tags;
#chase is speaking do you copy - random shit i say
#chase rambles on for eternity - whenever i have a whole conversation w myself in the tags
#chase speaks to the people - i answer asks
#chase might be going insane - when im feeling frisky and when im losing sanity
#chase does things - i do things
#chase is nauseous again - self explanatory (??)
#chase is writing shitty poetry - feeling too much and probably gonna write shitty poetry about it
#chase is lying - i was probably lying
#chase is slowly going insane - delving more into madness as we speak
#chase cant take a compliment - im shit at accepting a compliment usually
#to the queue you go - probably post blocked the day before, sent it to the queue
#chases asian propaganda - probably smth about rice
#chase is delving into the depths of his mind - send me to an asylum at this point
#chases dramatic log off - me being overdramatic about having to sleep or some shit
i have a poetry blog
@thewordsofasilencedpoet wont tag, do with that as you will
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blueparadis · 9 months
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꒰ WHEN WE COLLIDED ꒱ ⋮ RAN HITANI.
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───❪ SYNOPSIS ❫ ⋮ A decision always changes the course of one's life but mainly it affects just one person, the one who takes the decision. However, an accident doesn't, it affects more than one person. Ran seems to believe he can have both in his favor if he plays his cards at the right time.
───❪ TAGS ❫ ⋮ MDNI, 18+ & M RATING.
(sub!)ran haitani x (switch!)fem!reader, one sided pinning, manipulation, death via accident ( MCD ), fruity!ran agenda, yandere themes, mention of implied cheating, domestic violence ( not by ran ), bad marriage,slow burn, eventual smut.
───❪ PLAYLIST ❫ ⋮ stay by stephan, too close by sir chloe, million dollar man by lana del rey, i am the dog by sir chloe, me and my husband by mitski, movement by hozier, don't you know by james young, do i wanna know by arctic monkeys, sex with a ghost by teddy hyde, stuck on a puzzle alex turner, cherry waves by deftones, the witch by Rosenfeld & khemis.
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part one.
summary: The monotony in the life of Ran Haitani has a flicker of excitement. It turns up for a second and then goes out. But, for a hungry animal to denounce the prey, even if it is a slice is nothing but a mockery of the ways of nature. word count —2,5k.
part two.
summary: Ran starts to gather pieces of his puzzle even barely has any piece of it, he could see a glimpse of the final picture. He has never been taught not to play with his food when he was a child and he never did unless the food feels stale and tasteless on his tongue. word count — 2,6k.
part three.
summary: Ran's heart starts to unwind, starts to overlook all the possibilities of obstacles he might face to have you. With his heart in a bind, he starts to seek ways to connect, ways to have you, see you, taste you, feel you. word count — 1,6k.
part four.
summary: There is a jinx that Ran heard when he was eight years old, from his nanny. "You lose the people with whom you share your handkerchief." Now, he is not much of a superstitious person but when he saw his favorite handkerchief in the fist of his father who was intimately clung by his mother in the newspaper picture, he started to believe; he started to experiment word count —1,1k.
part five.
summary: It has been almost half of another month since his last encounter with you. Ran has thought of his second encounter with you way too many times that it lies heavy on his eyelids, on his fingertips, creating goosebumps on his skin. It tingles his soul. He replays that particular memory in a loop until he gets drunk on it, until he gets what he is promised. word count —0.7k.
part six.
summary ~ to be updated soon.
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───❪ NOTES❫ ⋮ read on ao3.
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This is for my beloved dawnie. @lalunanymph . ( kindly check her rules if you wish to read her works. )
Dawn baby, I have read your works when I'm happy, when I'm sad, when I'm angry, and whenever I missed you. I have kept coming back to read your works, again and again, especially during my exam season. And one day I reaslized that you and your writing has become an integral part of my Tumblr. Not only that, it has also shaped my writing and reading experience. Needless to say dawnie baby that I admire you a lot. So, this is a little gift from me to you for creating such a brilliantly bright trajectory in my writing journey. Tokyo Revengers has always been my staple fandom. Even being a multifandom blog it is the tokyo revengers’ masterlists which is most stacked. At first I thought I should write on Kakucho for you but didn't feel confident about it so I went with Ran Haitani. This is probably the third long fic on him and second series work. I don't generally write on my favs because I don't know what to write and how to write. It is always a struggle but I hope this scratches the right parts of your brain. Take your time, read it in a one fine afternoon all of a sudden or somewhere in next million years. I'm not in rush :’))
Love you,
paradis.
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staycait · 1 year
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A Simple Wish.
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(Modern AU) Scaramouche x Fem!Reader
"I'd die for you to see you happy." "But what if you're the only person who makes me happy?"
I Bet on Losing Dogs - Mitski
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And so came the wedding day. Scaramouche wearing a beautiful black suit, with a red tie and a white shirt underneath. He was waiting impatiently for the wedding to start, and most importantly, you.
Here comes the bride starts playing on the piano. He immediately looked across the aisle to finally take a look at you with your beautiful wedding gown.
You looked stunning. You were gorgeous. Absolutely majestic. Your beautiful white bride gown fit you so perfectly and the veil covering your face made Scaramouche want to take it off of you more and kiss you passionately.
You held your bouquet of flowers, white roses, baby's breath, and tulips.
Needless to say, Scaramouche was just stunned and speechless by your beauty. He had always dreamt of this moment, and he really couldn't believe this was happening right now. You walk through the aisle and towards Scaramouche. Klee and Qiqi being the flower girls and spreading them across the red carpet.
You finally get face-to-face with Scaramouche. Both of you facing each other as the priest announces the wedding ceremony starts right now. You and Scaramouche's heart starts to pound faster. You couldn't help but smile at the moment, and so could he.
"Scaramouche, do you take (name) for your lawful wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do you part?"
"I do."
"(Name), do you take Scaramouche for your lawful husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do you part?"
"...I do."
"You may now kiss the bride!" The priest announces.
Scaramouche takes off the veil off your face and holds you by your waist before kissing you passionately and sweetly. The audience applauding as you both kiss for what seems like an eternity.
...
Scaramouche woke up from his dream. Oh. It was just a dream.
He slept beside you the whole time in the uncomfortable hospital bed, holding you in his arms. He looks at the ring he proposed to you with and smiles. He looks at your resting face, an oxygen mask over your mouth. He gently caresses your hand and wakes you up.
You open your eyes and see Scaramouche staring at you lovingly. You can't help but smile like how you did in his dream.
"How was your sleep?" He asks as he moves his hand to caress your head.
"..It was okay." You rest your head on his chest.
"Mmh." Scaramouche smiles at you. Currently enjoying this moment, but the smile on his face disappears as the thought of losing you at any moment right now floods his mind.
"Kuni...? Are you okay..?" You were worried for him. Even though you should be worried for yourself. The way his thoughts seem to be right about the fact he could lose you at any moment infuriates him. Right until he hears your voice, he calms down.
"I am. You're too sweet for this world." He pinches your cheek and he chuckles. You laugh with him as he pinches your cheek.
"Kuniii, I have just one simple wish."
"Well, what would that wish be my love?"
"Kiss me."
His eyes widen. No, he wants to kiss you obviously. But he can't. You have an oxygen mask over your mouth and removing it is highly dangerous.
"I would love to but-"
"Then kiss me."
You pleaded him. You were desperate.
"I'd rather die while I kiss you, you know? I'd die for you to see you happy."
"But what if you're the only person who makes me happy?"
"..."
Silence. You didn't know what to respond with that. It made you happy knowing your presence alone makes him happy. But you didn't know what to say.
"I don't want to lose you, and if you die, I want it to be peaceful. I don't want you to go through an agonizing pain. Please.." His voice when he said please sounded hoarse, like he was gonna cry. "I don't want you to die. Please, stay with me?"
"I'm sorry, I love you."
"I love you more, but answer the question, please."
"...You know you're a puppet Kuni.. I'm a human. You can't just possibly-"
"I don't care! I just want you to stay with me. Please. Please please please... Don't leave me.."
"I'm sorry.."
You both started crying and he held you tighter in his arms. He gently kisses your forehead.
"A-About my wish.."
"I don't want you gone any sooner."
"I want to die happy. And seeing you happy makes me happy."
Scaramouche sighs and moves his hand from your waist to grab your chin and look up at him.
"I don't want to lose you so soon." He shakes his head.
"What if I suddenly die an agonizing death because of this stupid illness? Wouldn't it be sweeter to die as you hold me in your arms and kiss me the most passionately I've ever had in my life?"
"I know. I just don't want you gone. I won't be able to move on from you. Please, don't be my fourth betrayal." Scaramouche pleads.
"But you'd be betraying me if you didn't fulfill the very last wish I'd wanted in my life, right?"
"You're so stubborn. But I love that about you. I... I love you with my entire being, (name)."
You bring a hand up to his face and wipe the tears off his face. "I love you too, Kuni. I always will. I love you with my soul."
Scaramouche brings an arm back to your waist.
"Are you sure you want to do this?"
"Yes. It would be the most peaceful."
"What would I tell the doctors?"
"Just tell them it flat lined. Because that would really be what would happen, won't it? So just ignore the heart monitors sounds and kiss me, put your whole life and heart into it."
Scaramouche, he hesitantly puts a hand over your oxygen mask. He moves his face closer to yours and sees you smiling and blushing like a little girl. Seeing how happy you are and how you really wanna go through with this, he removes the oxygen mask and kisses you passionately, for the last time in your life. And for the last time, he would ever kiss anybody at all.
An entire minute passes, tears flow down your face as your lungs feel heavy and tight. But you were crying mostly from pure joy from this. Scaramouche moves his free hand to the back of your head and caresses it, then he gently moves your head towards him to deepen the kiss.
You struggle to keep your eyes open, you didn't want to close your eyes. But your own eyes and life was giving up on you. You both continue on with the kiss.
Scaramouche sobs for the first time again in years as he hears your heart monitor flat line.
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hcnnibal · 1 year
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guy who comes to check on you every single time me and my husband by mitski starts playing because he keeps forgetting that the sigh is part of the song
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glcive · 9 months
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⋆⁺。˚⋆˙‧₊☾ welcome ☽₊‧˙⋆˚。⁺⋆
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about me
you can call me juno or astraea
im a cancer sun, libra moon and sagittarius rising
my pronouns are they/she (and my pronoun page is here)
i'm a proud bisexual (i am very sapphic lol)
im taken (you can hear about my love via the “them tag <33")
i am a minor (i won't immediately block people 18+ but if you're creepy i will <3)
australian!! also a bunch of different places, none really interesting
this blog is for me to dump thoughts, interact with people and just have a good time :)
i play the drums and im currently in two bands! i also love playing guitar and one of my 2024 goals is to get better at playing!!
currently listening -> 🍁☕️🎸 nyc
currently reading -> the odyssey translated by emily wilson
currently watching -> doctor who and rewatching gilmore girls
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things i like
i love: literature, the arts, queer culture, astronomy, feminism (no terfs allowed!!!!), fruit flavoured drinks, flared pants, converse, dark red, nail polish, eyeliner, burgundy lipgloss, tank tops, tote bags, brie (always dreaming of cheese), pinterest, spotify, my headphones, the ocean, my grandparents house (im there rn i love it), spring+winter, very specific shades of pink and green, black <3, folklore and 1989 girl, fiddling around on the guitar, fantasising about being a famous musician, finding new music, snow, picking silly little outfits,
books: osemanverse, the hunger games, books by rhiannon wilde, tim te maro's subterranean heartsick blues, all the best liars, books by octavia butler (specifically parable of the sower and parable of the talents), the last true poets of the sea, acotar, the weight of the stars, the seven husbands of evelyn hugo, the picture of dorian grey, house of hollow, howls moving castle, harry potter (mainly marauders, FUCK JKR), i kissed shara wheeler, red white and royal blue, song of achilles
movies + tv shows: dont look up, little women (2019), scream (i like most of them but 1996 is my fav by far), ladybird, barbie (2023), some of the mcu (thor and guardians of the galaxy <33), spiderverse (itsv is my love), gilmore girls, stranger things, loki, heartstopper, arcane, scott pilgrim takes off, she ra
musicians/bands: boygenius, taylor swift, lovejoy, glaive, brakence, paramore, ricky jamaraz, melanie martinez, lana del rey, ashnikko, girl in red, billie eilish, doja cat, big thief, adrienne lenker, ethel cain, mitski, remi wolf, cigarettes after sex, ericdoa, tv girl, clairo, the neighbourhood, bon iver, deftones (getting into them just a little), maneskin, courtney barnett, poppy
my favourite colours are black, dark red, burgundy, denim blue, sage green, soft pink, glaucous blue, golden yellow (i love colour theory so all colours are beautiful in their own context but here are my favs to wear/see)
i really want to get into more poetry so if you have any recs lmk!!
i have recently begun practising some very simple witchcraft, so feel free to talk to me about that and i would love to learn more!!
i love learning about astrology and use my birth chart frequently
i write very, very infrequently and think of more stories than i even start to plot lmao.
i draw way more than i write and will occasionally post some!! its not good by any means but its fun ig
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talk to me + dni
my asks and dms are open!! feel free to talk to me about anything and everything!! i love talking!!
i love my mutuals so much so if ur my mutual *looks you dead in your eyes* i love you
my discord is the same @ as here, i literally just got it today so idrk how it works but feel free to add me there <33 but please lmk if you do if your username is different
if we’re very close you can ask for my insta!!
i rarely follow people without an intro post/descriptive enough bio (with name, age group, pronouns) so if you want to be mutuals please have one!! if not just shoot me an ask about who you are and what you like so we can be friends <33
dni: rude, racist, homophobic, transphobic, zionist, terfs, sexist, ableist, antisemitic people
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tags
#juno.txt -> ramblings, original posts
#asks -> asks ive answered
#ask bait -> hehehe send me asks <3
#tag games -> tag games ive participated in
#beautiful mutuals -> interactions with my beautiful mutuals!
#spotify -> my music obsession dw im fine fhdklfhdal
#them tag <33 -> posts that remind me of my wonderful bf <3
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links + sideblogs
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pinterest
@likeasugarcubeinateacup -> my notes app poetry
@slowrotburiedinthepark -> a random sideblog i post art and occasional web weaving on
@stabbingstarsthroughmyback -> my writing sideblog (ask me about my wip!!)
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stunning dividers by @chachachannah :))
here is a totally beautiful and amazing moodboard by @svnflowermoon that always makes me so fhadkfhakd
last updated: jan 19th 2024
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adamsobservatory · 9 months
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Character/Pairing: Al-Haithem x GN!(?) Reader Pronouns: You/Yours Summary: You don't know how long its been since you've even slept in the same bed as him, what was the point of this anyways? This pointless marriage was getting in his way and making you miserable. You can tell he's lost interest, you can see it in his eyes, in the way he speaks to you or lack of speaking to you. He's changed completely, this is not the man you married. Warnings: Modern!GenshinAU, Angst no comfort, maybe I'll write a comfort fic after this, triggering topics mentioned (Depression, suicide idolation mainly) Authors Note: This is very self-indulgent =^._.^= ∫ Was playing I Bet on Losing Dogs by Mitski while writing this Also Cigarettes out the Window by TV Girl
Reminders I still take requests!!
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The car rumbles as you travel down the empty highway, the silence deafening as the two of you sped past the exit. The exit home flies past your eyes as you look ahead, you wished the car would swerve and crash as you stared ahead at the empty road. Not a soul out this late yet here you two were, driving down the freeway in the silence. Not even a whisper from the radio as you stared coldly at it. "Would you like to turn it on?" His voice traveled to your ears like a sweet serenade sung only for you, like the melodies were meant for you and only you. Yet you recoiled at the sound, your body almost jumped away from it. It disgusted you, made you feel angry, bitter, pure hatred. This man had wasted your years, this wasn't the young boy who'd blush and promise to live for you and only you, this wasn't the man who'd let only you see his small smile as you spoke about your day, this wasn't the man you married. This was a husk, a dead carcass, the shell of your first and only love. "M..My lov-" "Don't call me that. Its been almost 2 years since you last told me you loved me, much less call me any pet-names."
Your voice was as dull as your eyes, they used to shine with love and affections you only held for your lover, now they looked at the street in front of you, the yellow lines passing by the windows in pale blurs as you watched them. The light gone, love and affection for Al-Haithem fizzling out and dying, it rotted and decayed before bubbling into full fury. Your anger felt hot and sticky, bubbling and burning bright as you stared ahead, watching the exit toward your shared home pass by. "Why are we doing this?" Your words hit Al-Haithem like a slap to the face, he knows what you mean. Yet he's sat here driving this car and answering like a fool. "I thought a drive would help clear our minds... I could see in your face, you look quite exhausted." "That's not what I'm talking about and you know it." Al-Haithem sighed, playing ignorance for what reason? He didn't know himself. You spoke again, sadness, angry, all types of emotions weaved into your tone as you looked forward at the dark road in front of you.
You sighed and continued to watch the road. You felt sick, you wanted to open that car door and roll out onto the road maybe if you did you wouldn't feel like this any longer. You didn't want to die... Did you? Your husband lover roommate, God you didn't have a clue what to call your relationship anymore.
No other words were said as you started ahead at the road, slowly hoping to run right of of it.
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Sorry to cut this short, was in a shitty place writing this and now I'm doing better😭
Might come back to it tho
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heavenbelongstociaran · 3 months
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me and my wilmon playlist
i like to think of myself as the second coming of christ when it comes to making playlists right, and i have this completely reasonable in length young royals playlist and i feel like i nailed it, in terms of the general vibe of the show AND scene specific themes.
ANYWAY, the reason i'm bringing it up is because i think there are a few songs that are very season specific that are in there.
season 1: visions of gideon by sufjan stevens
I KNOW everyone and their mother would agree that this song is very tragically wilmon.
"I have loved you for the last time
Is it a video? Is it a video?
I have touched you for the last time
Is it a video? Is it a video?"
giving very much episode six, when simon and wille were saying goodbye just before wille left for the palace. even though simon was being reassuring, comforting and encouraging (calling him brave, saying the royal court couldn't force him to do something he didn't want to do), wille (imo) didn't seem to believe him. and i think the way they kissed just made it seem like wille had already made his mind up, even though he said that he wouldn't lie about the video. it felt like he knew he was going to do it, and that it would inevitably be the end of the relationship, hence the lyrics being "i have loved/touched you for the last time."
honourable mentions include:
i'm your man by mitski
on and on by djo
favourite crime by olivia rodrigo
love in the dark by adele
it almost worked by tv girl
hurts me too by faye webster
take me home by pinkpantheress
let light be light by lizzy mcalpine
season 2: crack baby by mitski
gonna start with the honourable mentions first because there are loads:
i loved you by sunday cruise
thursday girl by mitski
why didn't you stop me by mitski
capable of love by pinkpantheress
genuinely, there are so many more but these are the ones that popped into my head as i was scrolling through the playlist.
you know that one saying that's like, "you never know how good you had it until it's gone" or however it goes? that's how season 2 felt.
both simon and wille were trying to recreate what they had or could have had with other people (marcus and felice, respectively) and realised that that would be impossible.
"Crack baby, you don't know what you want But you know that you had it once And you know that you want it back Crack baby, you don't know what you want But you know that you're needing it And you know that you need it bad"
said realisation definitely hurt wille incredibly, considering he said he wished it hadn't happened. it made him realise what life could be like, but he threw that away because he thought he was doing the right thing by denying the video ("protecting" simon). i actually have no idea how to explain this but like, trust me bro.
season 3: too many to name.
heaven by mitski. these fuckers were so in love this season, it was quite sickening (/affection). thinking about season three wilmon makes me want to cry, ignoring their communication issues, and other things that had a negative impact on their relationship.
a part of that by anna kendrick. HERE ME OUT. so, the song is from the movie adaptation of the play "the last five years" and anna's character, kathy, is watching her husband succeed and do all these amazing things in his life and is wondering where she fits into all of it. in season three and maybe the whole series, there's the topic of where the big five fit into the society or positions they're placed in and their positions in each other's lives. wille's struggle w/the monarchy and wanting out, august wanting in (for example).
dark circles by ryan beatty. this has simon written all over it.
casino by ryan beatty.
capable of love by pinkpantheress. goes with what i yapped about regarding season two. whenever they break, or rather when simon breaks up with simon, they seem to feel like this is the be all, end all of everything and that they won't love anyone ever again. in capable of love, pinkpantheress is saying that people pretend that the bond that she has with her love interest doesn't exist, ie people ignoring the fact that simon and wille were together at one point and only acknowledging wille when he got with felice BUT she also says that that doesn't matter, considering everything they went through to get to where they are now. she goes on to say that she'll never be able to love anyone the same way if they were to ever break up and i think that, throughout the series, this has shone through.
ribbons by ryan beatty. https://genius.com/31122186/Ryan-beatty-ribbons/Whos-gonna-hold-you-while-you-sleep-well-its-brave-to-be-nothing-to-no-one-at-all
little faith by ryan beatty!!!!!! (quite frankly, the entire album, Calico.)
general
there are a lot of songs that could encompass the show. capable of love. literally any loyle carner song about struggling with your identity and familial relationships and breaking cycles (polyfilla). sufjan stevens (mystery of love, everything that rises). so on and so forth. but wilmon and the young royals are not one dimensional enough to be described by one or eighteen songs, they're a whole catalogue. that playlist on paper is the most random thing i have ever crafted because fo&o, boygenius and brockhampton have no right to be in the same playlist, but hurt like we did, cool about it and any way want me absolutely deserve to be together; in a cool way, i think that's literally what simon and wille are like: on paper, they don't make sense. the crown prince of sweden, white and privileged and a gay brown boy from a small town who just happens to be an antimonarchist, but if you take that all away, they're two boys trying to find their place in the world, making mistakes.
feel free to give feedback and song recs !!!
playlist links:
apple music: https://music.apple.com/za/playlist/young-royals-but-i-made-the-soundtrack/pl.u-6mo4ZzvSBedVApW
spotify: (i haven't updated it on there in at least six months): https://open.spotify.com/playlist/25Pf9bDFBl6vtXOH9cvJC5?si=0b8a0ff36bb5435e
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silkythewriter · 2 years
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could I request hcs for king dice and the devil (seperate or poly is fine!!) with a gender neutral reader who really likes physical affection, but gets flustered/shy when they actually get it? just something cute and fluffy if you can! no worries if not :]
King dice and the devil with a S/O who really likes physical affection but gets flustered when actually getting it!
Summary: king dice and the devil (seperate and poly) with a gender neutral reader who really likes physical affection, but gets flustered/shy when they actually get it!
EEEEEEE I LOVE THIS IDEA SO MUCH SINCE IM THE SAME >///////< also I’ll be doing it separately! And together! So first I’ll do each character separate and then at the end I’ll make it poly! Thank you for the adorable idea anon!
Sorry for any spelling/grammar mistakes! And sorry if they are OOC!
Daily song suggestion!
Warnings!: none!
Fandom: cuphead/the cup/mug brothers
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💜King Dice🎲
He doesn’t just let anyone touch him so count yourself lucky, it shows how special you are to him and how much you matter!
I feel like he’s the exact same just better at hiding it! He loves to tease you about it but he’s still a gentleman while doing so!
Loves wrapping his arm around your waist while you two are close or just walking some where! And when he sees you all flustered it just makes him pull you closer
When the cup brothers get him really pissed off in a particular day he usually goes to you for comfort, like cuddling,just hanging out with eachother,or doing skin care together!
he loves to see how flustered/shy he can make you in a short amount of time like a small game between you two he finds it adorable when you can barely last a few minutes-
He likes to hug your from behind outta no where and start complementing you which makes your really flustered he can tell by how silent you are 💀
He knows you like physical affection most of the time so whenever he isn’t serving the devil or doing other things to capture the cup brothers he loves to hold you! Or just chill out in eachother s arms!
I feel like while cuddling he likes when you lay your head on he’s chest while he plays with your hair or just talks to you about his day or his new plans /schemes
Overall he just loves your reaction he finds it adorable probably will abuse this power so beware 💀
❤️‍🔥 The Devil ❤️‍🔥
He is more brutal with teasing and will not hold back in public this man will do the absolute most just to make you shy/flustered in the worst time possible
Loves wrapping his tail around whatever body part he can reach like your leg,arm,waist,etc! He also loves pointing out your blushing mess of a face as you try hiding it
But forbid he sees someone else making your flustered or teasing you about it there’s already smoke already coming out of his ears as he banishes them to the deeps of hell so Thats a warning to anyone else who does 💀
I feel like he’s kinda like a cat ya know, purring,fluffy,etc so like whenever you guys are cuddling or something he’s always purring it’s really cute but he’ll never admit it
 He likes to brag to his little demon minions about how only he can make you feel that way ( at least he believes so It’d be better to just let him believe that 💀) and how he loves your expressions when he randomly hugs you or holds you waist etc
He’s careful touching you though cause of his sharp nails he doesn’t wanna accidentally scratch you or hurt you so he might be a bit careful about it
He’s almost anywhere you are unless he has serious business to do but other then that he’s stuck to your hip, doesn’t really care who’s watching or where you guys are he’s just gonna embarrass you by holding your waist or whatever makes you the most flustered infront of anyone
Depending on your height he likes to rest his head on yours and if your tall he’ll just lay it on your shoulder!
Overall a big tease I mean it’s kinda expected but other then that his pretty chill!
✨💜King dice + the devil❤️‍🔥
R.I.P you cause your face is gonna be heating up every few seconds while with these two
They team up to tease you by one flirting and the other Hugging you etc so good luck too you
I feel like they would plan together what to do to get you flustered but King dice has saved you multiple times by calming down the plans
They are a menace to you and anyone around you 💀
The devil usually takes the lead while king dice follows along helping move the plan along while the devil does the big parts
They mix well together at least with a third person in the relationship because it balances everything out
They love cuddling you to death randomly they basically snatch you from whatever your doing and just cuddle you-
They both abuse their powers together so look out for that-
They both try one upping each other while flustering you it’s kinda like a game ( like said in the king dice section!) sometimes they take it to far but they know when to stop
Overall they both balance eachother out but still love making you overly flustered without a word they both love you a lot!
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Hello! I am so sorry if there are any spelling/grammar mistakes! I was taking a bit longer on this one then I wanted too so I didn’t have time to read over! But absolutely loved the adorable request! I hope you enjoy!
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d33zn33tz · 2 years
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Creepypasta + Marble Hornets as random shit I've heard people say/do
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Jeff: "I've got this, guys, trust." *proceeds to completely miss the ball*
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Toby: "That is one long schlong"
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Ben: "If I just cry at you, will you move?"
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Smiley: "They won't survive programmed death"
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Ben: "Insects have societies, do you think they have a Joker?"
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EJ: "I need the meat in my mouth ASAP"
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Jeff: "The Autism. It does wonders"
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Ben: "God Damnit, I should become Jesus!"
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LJ: "Haha, jokes on you, I'm tall and obnoxious"
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Toby: "I'm just gonna sit here and sluttily eat pizza"
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Brian: "So, I read an article-"
Tim: "Holy Shit, you can read!?"
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Ben: *Playing a video game*"OMG, YOU'RE FATHERLESS, I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE!" *deep breath* "I don't rage you guys."
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EJ: "I can't see shit, but I'll allow it"
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LJ: "why are you still crawling around? You're dead."
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Toby: *singing* "Me and my husband, we're doing better"
Tim: "I can't believe you just started mitski-ing at me"
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EJ: "It's supposed to change to purple. If it doesn't change colour, it's a negative"
Jeff: "What if it changed to a different colour?"
EJ: "Then that would be concerning."
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bellaaae · 2 months
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hiii!! i hope you’re doing well 😽 i’d just like to request something! so nwjns (newjeans) 6th member that is OBSESSED with mitski (coming from a person that is also obsessed with mitski. 😭) like when she does solo lives, bunnies can always hear mitski playing in the background, sometimes in her unnies lives too! she would come in with a little speaker that Hyein got her for her birthday and starts blasting the song “me and my husband”, or any song in general. hope this doesn’t take to long, bye! 몸조심하세요 🫶🏻☺️
Same I’m inlove with mistiki’s songs speak love all mine and washing machine heart😭
And I’ll even add to it that she got to meet mistiki
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zaritarazi · 11 months
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me and my husband by mitski starts playing
The mitski coldwave song the song by mitski that's about coldwave the song that mitski wrote and performed for the dc comics old man yaoi known as coldwave? That song?
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tmbgareok · 1 year
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Hey Flans, I've been mulling over this in the back of my mind basically since I heard the Murray Head version of "Heaven On Their Minds" on the pre-show playlist at the Bowery Ballroom shows in January, but it finally hit me that I could just pop in here and ask—what goes through your mind when you're popping songs onto the pre-show and intermission playlists? I'm always delighted by all of it, and I think I come away from every one of your shows with at least a few new songs that I add to my own playlists (another one from January was Bruno Mars's "After Last Night," what a groovy track), but it's always such an eclectic and surprising array of music. Is there any particular sort of sound or vibe that you're shooting for?
JF: I am not exactly sure how to answer the question. It is kind of a "medium energy" balancing act for the walk in music--you want to keep people "up" but not too up because they might be standing for over an hour and it might wear folks down. And for the most part I avoid the more hi energy disco/electronica/"bangers" that are going to make some people feel claustrophobic hearing while in a crowd, although I'll slip one in every ow and then. I'll draw on a different kinds of pop music, but looking at a list it is clearly about half songs from the 60s and 70s, which is kind of my home base musically, but from a variety of genres.
I do want to help frame the show by playing what isn't in the show. Female voices, New Orleans party music, Irish music, funk, some uptempo folk like the Kossoy Sisters. When we didn't have horns, I probably leaned more on horn-driven songs, whether it's Perez Prado or Tower of Power or Ozomotli, but now that we have so many horn driven things, those kind of tracks aren't in the mix. I guess I'm avoiding big hit songs, just because whether it's oldies or current radio, we are all programmed by "hits". Waiting in an environment that isn't just playing a soundtrack of super-familiar songs before we go on some how seems like it's going to open people up to a show of less-heard songs...
The "between set" list is often more focused on songs that seem extra bold, and can be higher energy. I started putting Waiting Room by Fugazi right at the top of that playlist, just because it's a funny to song to play for people who are now clearly being forced to wait. I love the songs Doomscrollers by Quasi and My Northside Girl by JD McPherson and My Husband by Mitski, and those songs seem to generate a lot of curiosity from people--although I think I might have played the last two too much. And I do slip in I Touch Myself by the Divinyls and Just a Friend by Biz Markee--both of which have kicked of spirited sing alongs which is always fun.
Here is one playlist--I'm not sure where it has evolved to now...
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enlighten3d · 2 months
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CARMELA LORE!!! I don’t know if she’s interesting to you but uhm mitski started playing so i must share her loreee (abuse is mentioned btw just letting you know just in case!)
So she grew up with her mum Carmela and her dad Daniel and she took both of their last names (carmela is Venezuelan)! And fun fact!! Her parents are teen parents, both of them being 16-17 (maria was turning 17). So the two had an ok relationship, what do you really expect from two teens who had to get married the moment they could thanks to their parents (having kids out of wedlock and stuff)/lh. Daniel definitely didn’t do much, since he’d been told by his dad (and mum) that it wasn’t his job to take care of his kid, like in the actual taking care not just the socialising and talking to the kid if that makes sense. BUT AS THE TWO GROW UP!! They start to get a relationship that I could only describe as Me and My Husband by Mitski (with hands thrown- if that also makes sense sjdgsj)
So over time, Maria ended up leaving to go the city since she wanted to study medicine! And she planned to take Carmela with her but stuff got in the way! (Daniel. He got in the way) So she ended up leaving anyways (OMG WAIT PARALLELS WITH JANETTE ok don’t mind me finding parallels with my oc lore) without Carmela- which Carmela did not understand at 11 years old so she thought her mum was just leaving. And then speeding forward to when Carmela is 16 (the time during her mum leaving and now was not good especially with her dad- she has a bruise across her neck if that indicates anything- uhm SORRY I JUST REALISED HOW DARK THAT IS UH)
In short her mum comes back to the town, her guilt also catching up to her, makes friends with Janette since they find they have a lot in common, Maria ends up in the cult even though Janette tries to stop her from joining. Maria becomes very heavily devoted (?) to the cult meaning when Janette needs to find someone that isn’t Oliver to do the cult ritual, she happily offers up her daughter Carmela! (who is reeling from her mum showing up and her mum trying to apologise) Also the reason Maria is so devoted to the cult is because they are very good at catering to the person’s needs (maria’s being somewhere to stay)
also the last time maria saw carmela, she was presenting as a boy (transssss) so thats another box for her (carmela) to unpack
YEAH. THATS THE RIVERA LUZARDO FAMILY!!! (carmela’s last name) SORRY THAT WAS A LOT AND A BUT HEAVIER THAN USUAL.again as always any questions are welcomeee
OOO CARMELA !!! trust me, shes interesting to me... and beyond that id be glad to hear the lore of ANY of you have, whether ive heard of them before or not
oo this is a long ask /pos... so much food. om nom nom
okay. woah. what do i even say to that
i would like to throw hands with daniel. hes next in line in the timmies parking lot right after adele. i would also lose this fight but id be trying a lot harder cause i hate him more (adele is objectively worse cause shes like.... committed at least one murder, but... adele is gay so its alright, she gets a pass /j).. fuck him. motherfucker..
carmelas mum is... i just feel bad for her, honestly. just really really bad. she ended up in a Situation, make the best decisions she thought she could, tried her best, is literally just Trying. i just feel bad for her man. shes just a person. she is quite literally the most normal person in this entire thing i think. shes just Trying, man. yes, trying ends her up in a cult, but she is Doing Her Best. like... how to put this... shes Real. adding her to the list of ppl who need a shock blanket
unless shes transphobic, in which case INTO THE PARKING LOT SHE GOESSSSSS
i love carmela, did you know that...
does she get no choice in being the next cult leader...
i hope shes alright... (shes not, is she)
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heelcody · 8 months
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answering like this now because Tumblr hates me and ate my answer when I tried to answer in the normal way GRRRR
last night the yearnlist (yearning playlist) reached an embarrassing 51 songs!!! and I've been listening to it a lot so I'll talk about some of the songs on there
i actually mentioned this song the other today but JESUS CHRIST. the first 2 minutes or so do NOT prepare you for how insane the beat switch and Donald Glover's vocals are my GODDDDDDDDD. this song is sex to me. the intro is the foreplay, the beat switch is the climax, the outro is pure post-orgasmic bliss. YOU KNOW THAT! I LOVE YOU! SO LET ME INTO YOUR HEAAAAAAAAAAAAAART
this song is on the yearnlist for a couple of lines but really I can't listen to it without thinking of my mom. it's one of her favorite songs ever she played it in the house all the time when I lived with her. "someday you will ache like I ache" is such a mentally ill mother to her doomed mentally ill daughter line it hits me like a fucking truck. the other day when my mom sent me that text, I came out to my truck and started it and it connected to my phone and THIS was the song that was playing. i started sobbing lmfao my life is so unreal sometimes
another song that has become deeply personal to me oof oof oof ouchies
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Drake was right this shit DOES feel like teenage fever 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
laughs and cries simultaneously. WHEN HE WALKS IN I AM LOVED I AM LOOOOOOOOVED
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^^^^^ too bee fucking honest
THANK YOU FOR INDULGING ME ANON
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