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willkimurashat · 2 years

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First Impressions Don’t Have to Decide Everything, Right?

Hello my friends! So, since we were robbed of the “meeting the parents” scene in this season, I kept thinking about how it would play out. This is a Will x MC fic and it’s got about 4k words (it's safe for work, so no worries;)

We all know Will’s got a very strong bond with their family and their parents have a great relationship, but what if MC’s parents aren’t a symbol of a perfection? What do they think about you being with Will? (lowkey basing it on how I think my own parents would react lol)

Also, just a note, this is, like, the first completed creative writing thing I did ever! I’m a counseling grad student, so I don’t get to write anything of the sort haha! So I hope it’s alright, but feel free to throw tomatoes at me lol

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Okay, final note, I promise! So how I see it in my mind is that they’re meeting the parents via video call. First, the parents meet their child’s partner, then they meet their own child and debrief/discuss what they think of them, plus give any advice and stuff like that. Hopefully that makes sense!

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Today is the day. The day when you finally get to meet the Kimura family. He’s told you so much about them; how his mom cut out food in fun little shapes for his lunch, how his dad told him Japanese fairy tales before bed, how they would all go to Tokyo, where Will discovered his love for street art for the first time. Not to mention how much he idolizes the relationship his parents have - true soulmates, never fighting, understanding each other without saying a word, always together, balancing each other out like yin and yang. They sound like such lovely people, how could you ever live up to that standard? Especially when your own family is quite the opposite. You know they love you and do everything for you, but there were so many little things that they never knew hurt you so deeply and so strongly.

Sitting in the beach hut, waiting for the screen to turn on - the anticipation makes you nauseous. You’re good with adults, people like you, and parents usually do too, I mean, what’s not to like? You’re kind, you’re generous, you’re polite, smart, funny, but you just really want to make a good impression on Will’s family. Your mind also drifts to another room where Will is about to meet your parents and you don’t want to listen to the thoughts forming in your head, even though you can already predict what your family will say. You keep wiping the sweat on your hands on your thighs, when the monitor turns on and you see two people awkwardly looking at you at first, and then start waving their hands at you. A wide smile appears on your face and you wave back.

“Hi Mr. and Mrs. Kimura! It’s so nice to finally meet you!”

“Aw, it's our pleasure!” said Will’s mom, “Aw you’re such a beautiful girl, you and Will look so lovely together!”

“Thank you so much! Wearing a swimsuit definitely wouldn’t be my outfit of choice for meeting you guys, but it’s love island!” You all laugh and some sense of relief settles back in the room.

“You know, we can really tell that you make Will happy. We know our child well, plus we’ve been watching every episode and you really make him smile a lot, and you make him really nervous, and that doesn’t happen often. We just want to know if you’re serious about Will.” Will’s dad did not beat around the bush. But you weren’t just playing the game either. You came on the show to have fun and weren’t really expecting to fall for someone, and yet, here you are.

A warm smile spreads on your face that already tells everything Will’s parents want to know, but you say it anyway, “Of course. I can definitely see a future with Will. I don’t care so much about winning this show at all, it was never really my goal, I just can’t wait to get out of the villa and spend time with Will doing something normal. We were just talking about it yesterday actually. We can’t wait to even do something so boring like going to the grocery store.” You all giggle again and you can tell they believe your feelings are real. You are great with parents - why were you doubting yourself in the first place?

“Ah lovely! Once you lot are out of there, you should come by and visit us for dinner.”

“I would really love that, Mrs. Kimura! I also can’t wait to see Will’s embarrassing baby photos.” You did it again, and even the more stoic father is fully laughing and you really hope they like you.

“Oh we will prepare those immediately! Looks like our time is almost over, but we also just wanted to apologize on Will’s behalf for making you sleep outside on the daybed, when Dylan stirred that conflict between you two.” Your eyes widened as you weren’t expecting to hear Will’s mom say this, but it’s really sweet that she did. “That was very rude of Will, and don’t worry we’ll have a talk with them. I just hope you’re not angry with them, they always get up in their head too much and then they act like that. I assure you they didn’t mean to be that rude, they just can’t handle drama and conflicts and run away too quickly.”

“But we’re glad he stuck it out with you,” Will’s father suddenly interrupted, “He really needed someone firm to show him how to stand up to obstacles and talk through conflicts and I think he’s really found that in you, MC.”

“I really appreciate you both saying that. I’m also really glad we talked it out together. Thank you! And I guess I will see you soon?”

“We will be waiting! Good luck and goodbye MC!”

And with that they hang up. You were feeling fully relaxed by the end of the conversation, but the thought of hearing your parents say what you know they’re going to say makes you anxious again. Twitching your leg and biting your lip, you await their call next.

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In a separate room with a screen, Will is waiting to meet your parents. You told him a little about them - they are not bad people and you love them and you love spending time with them, just like when you were a child, but, like most of the families, you don’t have such an idyllic relationship with them. They were strict, they loved you too much, but that means they were controlling, always telling you what to do and what not to do, criticizing imperfections, projecting their own insecurities and trying to help you “avoid the mistakes they’ve made”. You never really went that deep when you talked to anyone about your family, but you started opening up a little bit to Will.

He was sitting in the room, completely chill and almost expressionless, per usual, his gaze drifting off into the distance, so it was hard to tell what went through his mind. But the fact is, he was really nervous. And he wasn’t ready to meet your parents just yet, but then again, how would you even prepare for that? But he cared about what they’ll think of him because he cared so much about you and he knew it meant a lot for you. He didn’t have a strategy, he was going to be honest and he was going to be himself - the only things he knew how to be. That always works, right?

The screen lit up and brought him back to reality - it was happening.

Will started, “Hi! It’s so nice to meet you finally!”

“Hi Will! How are you?” They were just as polite and proper as MC had told him, which made it slightly awkward, but he didn’t mind.

“I am well, and yourself?”

“We’re good, thank you! So yeah, what do you think of our daughter?” MC’s dad went straight to the point, definitely more confident of the two, but Will could tell that they were both really nervous speaking to him just as he was speaking to them and smiled in response.

“MC is a lovely girl and she means so much to me. I love waking up next to her, it’s like waking up in a garden to a sunbeam on your face and feeling the flower scent everywhere around you.” Yep, Will was being himself.

“That’s cute!” MC’s mom said after she giggled. Her dad smiled too. There was a moment of awkward silence, so Will decided to keep going. After all, he wanted to try a little harder than usual to make a good impression because MC really did mean a lot to him.

“She’s a wonderful person too. She’s really the heart of the villa, always helping out friends, calling people out when they are out of line, mediating conflicts - I don’t know how she does it, but she’s really brought me out of my shell and makes me want to be better and do better. You should be really proud of her.” MC told him that her parents have insanely high standards and that it upsets them when she does not meet their expectations, so he really wanted them to see her the way he does and everyone else in the villa does.

“We are really proud of her. Always,” her dad said, already thinking of the next question for interrogation. “So we just, you know, don’t want her to get hurt, so we just don’t know if you’re being real? If your feelings are real?”

There it is. The question he knew he was going to get.

“No, I understand. You care a lot about her. I do too. I really really like MC. I know I can be a bit all over the place, and I say weird things, and yeah, it took me some time to realize my feelings for her, but they are genuine. I’ve fallen for her.” Will did his signature one-shoulder-shrug and looked so calm on the outside that it was impossible to read him, but on the inside, his heart was about to jump out of his throat.

“Good, good,” MC’s father continued, mom quietly smiling. “Because, you know, these are all pretty words, but we just wanted to make sure. And it’s hard to tell on TV, you know?”

“Yeah, totally, I get it,” Will said while nodding. He knew he came off as a bit of a weirdo, but he also had no idea how it all looked on telly.

“Oh well, I guess it’s time for us to go. It was nice to meet you, Will,” MC’s dad smiled into the camera.

“Yes, nice to meet you!” her mom cheered.

“Likewise. I hope to see you again!” Will said and they signed off. Thoughts started racing in his head and he had no idea how her parents felt about him. But he was relieved it was over.

Before he could make sense of the situation, two familiar faces popped up on screen.

“Mom! Dad!” He was taken by surprise and felt so happy to see his parents for a change.

“Will! We missed you so much, love!” Both his parents smiled widely on the screen.

“Did you talk to MC already? What did you think of her?” He was trying to calm himself down, but was too excited to find out their opinion, not even noticing the silly grin on his face.

“Oh she is just the sweetest! Absolutely gorgeous girl, and just as kind,” his mom cooed, while his face started to blush with happiness and excitement.

“Yes, I agree, she is as wonderful as we thought she would be. You two make a lovely couple, even reminded me of us a little,” Will’s dad said with kindness in his eyes, while Will’s eyes grew wider.

He giggled, “I knew you guys would like her,” shrug, “she just brings me joy and makes me happy.”

“Oh we can definitely tell, hun. We know when you’re in love.” Will started blushing even more and looked down as his mom said the ‘L’ word.

“But we promised MC we’d talk to you about your behavior. The poor girl did not deserve to sleep on the daybeds, she went through a lot that day and did not need it from you too,” his dad said rather sternly.

“I know, I deserve that. I was a complete fool. I let emotions get the best of me. But we worked it out though," Will was speaking with his head ashamedly hanging low, only managing to look up in the end.

“We’re so proud of you Will!” his mom started again, “we really wanted it to work for you two and we hope it will in the future. You know, we were rooting for you and MC since the first time you coupled up.”

“Oh yeah?” Will was wondering.

Their mom was trying to explain, “Yeah, because although the other girls were lovely and beautiful, it was clear that they only liked your pretty face or the idea of you.”

“But MC truly likes you for who you are. And that is rare. You better hold on to that,” their dad interrupted half-jokingly.

“Alright, alright you two! I know I’m difficult,” Will rolled their eyes, “but I think I do really love her.” He even surprised himself by saying these words out loud for the first time, but he knew that’s exactly what he felt for MC.

“Alright, I think we need to go, love. Take care and have fun!”

They all waved to each other and signed off. The heartwarming call from his parents was exactly what Will needed that day. They always know what to say and help him think clearly. He was also just ecstatic knowing they liked MC as much as he did, and that meant a lot to Will.

***

As much as you dreaded the call, it was inevitable and a moment later the screen turned on again and you smiled at the sight of your parents looking at you.

“Hey!” You were excited to see them; you did miss them, and felt a little tear forming in the corner of your eye.

“Hello honey!” Your mom said cheerfully and it was clear they missed you too. “How are you? Are you eating alright? And are you being careful in the sun? Remember how I got that terrible sunburn at your graduation?”

“Yes, of course I remember mom, that’s why I have ten bottles of sunscreen with me,” You tilted your head to the right and laughed it off. “But what did you guys think of Will?” You tried so hard to hide the grin, but you were too excited and too nervous at the same time.

“Well, he is very handsome for sure,” your mom laughed and you joined her.

“I know, right?”

“How much do you like him though?” Dad tried to keep it grounded and you could already tell he’s not really on board.

“A lot,” you said, feeling yourself get defensive at your dad.

“I just feel like he might hurt you and I don’t know if he’s just playing the game or not.”

“Dad, I can manage myself. We’re really happy together, don’t worry.” the words came out colder than you intended them.

“It’s just if I were you, I wouldn’t get too attached and just be careful. Because he can tell you all sorts of pretty words, but at the end of the day, they don’t mean much if he leaves you for someone else.” You can tell that mom is trying to stop him from saying something he’ll regret, but you know that she agrees with him too. Your brows furrow and you can feel the lump form in your throat. No, you’re not going to allow them to put the seed of doubt in your head.

You drop your head, looking at your lap and try to steady your voice, “So you don’t like Will.”

“Well, I’m sure he’s a nice person, but I don’t know if it’s safe to trust people like him because one day they want you and the next they need a new muse, and we just don’t want you to get hurt and heartbroken, so just be careful, okay?” You know that your dad means well, as he always does, but you can’t help feeling hurt by his words.

How could he say such hateful and stereotypical things! You thought, why can’t he just be happy that I’m happy? Why does he always have to tell me what to do? Why is he always trying to find something wrong? Maybe I just want to live in the moment and if I do get heartbroken I can learn from my own mistakes! But you also couldn’t stop wondering if they knew something you didn’t, if there was something you weren’t seeing, if the rose-colored glasses were attached so strongly that you couldn’t see past them.

You were fighting the urge to argue back, to spill out your feelings, to defend Will and your relationship with them, but you knew it would be pointless. And not the wisest thing to do in front of the cameras. Biting your tongue, you didn’t realize that the awkward, tense silence went on for longer than it should have.

In an attempt to smooth out the conversation, your mom finally spoke, giving your dad a side eye, “Of course it’s your life, MC. You do you, honey. Anyway, I think our time’s up. We were glad to see you, MC! Love you!”

“Okay, love you too.” You hang up, visibly upset. Unable to hold it anymore, you cover your face and rub at your eyes hoping the tears would stop. You just knew that that’s exactly what they would say and you dreaded the call for this reason. It’s never a nice feeling when your family doesn’t approve of the person you want to build your future with. And now you were dreading walking out of the beach hut and having to face Will.

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Well, you can’t hide in the beach hut for the whole day and you sniff and wipe your eyes as you close the door behind you. You head out to the bathroom to calm yourself down, but as you turn, you see Will in the hallway. He smiles sweetly as you shriek in surprise.

“Hey you! I’ve been looking for you…” before he can finish, his face drops at the sight of your watery eyes and he envelops you in his arms, his body warm and comforting. “What’s happened?”

“Nothing.”

“You know you can tell me anything. But you don’t have to if you don’t want to.”

“It’s just my parents being my parents.” You sniff loudly.

“Want to go sit down for a bit?” You nod into his chest and he leads you to the bedroom, where you snuggle close to him. With your head on his chest, you lay in silence, trying to calm down. He wraps his arms around you and gently strokes your back, which works wonders for you. Out of the corner of your eye, you see Thabi walk by, but before she approaches you, Will waves her off with his free hand and mouths “I got it.”

As you manage to calm down a bit, Will finally asks, “Everything alright?”

You sigh and say “Your parents are so lovely, just like you described them. Your mom already invited us to dinner.” You both chuckle.

“Of course she did.”

“Did they say anything about me?”

“Oh they absolutely loved you. Well done babes. I didn’t worry about that for a second. I mean, how could they not have? How could anyone not love you?”

“Oh shut up, you,” you said jokingly as you felt your cheeks get rosy.

“Oh, and they scolded me for being a prick and making you sleep on the daybeds, which I totally deserve.”

“They said they would and you do deserve that.” You laugh again and stay silent for a few minutes.

Then, Will breaks the silence, “Your parents are really nice too though. They care a lot about you, I could tell.” MC didn’t say anything, but Will wasn’t stupid - he knew they didn’t really like him. He knew. “They worry about you a lot too and that’s fair, they have a reason to be.” You lift your head slightly, giving him a concerned look, worrying that he might say something that would confirm your parents’ fears.

He continues, “I dumped you in the beginning to pursue Thabi. I’m spacey and have commitment issues. I was basically coupled up with half the villa. I said on national telly that I slept with two people in the same day. Also might’ve mentioned that I get into open relationships sometimes. I made you sleep on the daybeds and ran off like a proper knob. Parents usually don’t like that kind of stuff.”

“But most of these things are just you being you,” you finally said back to him, relieved that it was just Will being self-aware, and no new surprises for you.

“Well, you know that, but I probably look like a walking red flag from the side.”

“No, don’t say that,” you interrupt him right away, although you can’t deny you’ve thought about that before. And you didn’t want him to feed into the doubts your parents planted in your head. “Okay, maybe it can come off like that, but I know you, and you’re not a ‘walking red flag’, Will.” And you believed what you said; you knew he was kind, caring, honest, even if sometimes he made stupid mistakes, but everyone makes mistakes.

“What I’m trying to say is that I don’t blame your parents for hating me.” Will’s words took you by surprise and you looked up at his serene face as he smiled warmly back at you. “Maybe these are just words to you, but I really do mean it when I say that I see a future for us. I don’t want to be coupled up with anyone else, I’m happy to be with you, by your side. I don’t want us to sleep apart ever again, I want to wake up to the warmth of your sleepy face every morning. You show me how to be a better person and you inspire me. I found my muse in you. And I want to only be with you because you’re all and everything that I need and I love you.”

You feel your smile returning and lock your eyes with Will. Maybe they are just words after all, but you know that if there is one thing that he always is - it’s honest, and you believe him. And you just know, from the way they make you breakfast, from the way they stood up for you to Dylan, from the way they’re always there to hold your hand, from the way they’ve changed so much and try to be better for you, and from the way you feel their heart beating so fast right now, that Will’s feelings are genuine.

“You don’t have to say it back, no pressure,” he shrugs and blushes.

“I love you too.” You beam at each other and gently press your lips together as he squeezes you tighter. It’s not a lusty kiss and it’s not awkward, it’s rather comforting. And it warms your soul.

You break away and you can tell there’s something else he wants to say.

“I’m usually not bothered by what others think of me. I just try to live my life being true to myself, that’s more important to me, you know?” He shrugs again and you nod, while softly smiling at him. “But you’re also important to me, and so is your family, so they don’t have to like me, but I’ll try harder next time. First impressions don’t have to decide everything, right?”

“Right.” What he said meant a lot to you and you can feel your eyes water again, but not from anger or frustration, but from happiness Will brings you.

#so basically if we didn’t have the musical episode that’s probably when it would’ve happened #love island the game #litg #litg s4 #love island the game s4 #love island game #litg will #will kimura #love island #litg fanfic #litg season 4 #litg 2 #love island the game will #litg will kimura #litg s4 fanfic

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villavineyards · 2 years

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no rules, breakable heaven

okay everyone there's no way i could have not done this song for this season like there's no way

let's imagine a happy shy easy going rendition of mc and will's time in the villa, who'd had more time together together aka they stuck together since the beginning <3 i want a cutesy innocent romance and who better than our resident islander who spends most of their time in the clouds :D title from cruel summer by taylor swift

cw: general fluff, happy moments in the sun, will takes pics of mc, lazy chill days like we want, little suggestive in the last bit but nothing scandalous, author using escapism because life is hard, open for all audiences

wc: 1.6k

it never gets less beautiful, you think, looking out towards the pool area of the villa from the outdoor bar. the perfect glimmer of the chlorinated water, the bright blue endless sky, the green faux grass and flawlessly placed lawn decor are all part of the experience. but, you know the real reason you love the pool, and took off to find it.

you handed will the pina colada, and he smiled at you gratefully before kissing your hand as they took the glass. your smile was warm, as was his face when you gently swiped over their cheekbone.

"cheeky." you'd said, laughing before settling on the lounger next to your partner, and they in turn hummed thoughtfully.

"you love it," he mumbled, turning slightly to face you and also because they wanted to face away from the sun for a bit. "thank you, by the way. for this," will said, lifting the glass before taking a sip. you looked at him before sighing happily, sipping your own drink as well. "'s no problem, babe. don't want you to have to lift a precious finger," you said jokingly, and will laughed before pulling their straw hat off to place onto your head.

you giggled as it fell over your eyes slightly, and before you knew it you heard the telltale -click- noise as your picture was taken. you faintly lifted the hat up to see will better, and they took another picture. you posed slightly, angling your glass as you both laughed by the pool together.

you rearranged the hat back on your head properly, and fully laid on the lounger. you looked over to see will going through the pictures, no doubt adding some to the album they'd been cultivating over the summer. just the day before, will had gone on the date with valentina, but you weren't worried in the slightest. part of you thinks the reason you two click so well is because of this- you make drinks, they lay down by the pool, you join your beautiful partner, and that's it. that's all you want it to be, that's all they want it to be, and that's that.

will turned to see you looking at them, and smiled cheesily as they caught you staring. "am i getting red?" he asked, and you shook your head. "you're getting a good tan, actually. just thinking that i'm pretty happy here, honestly. happy with you," you said simply, and they put down the phone to reach for your hand. "you're worth getting out of bed for, mc. thanks for choosing me," they'd said, and you two remained holding hands as you laid back in your respective loungers to catch some sun or some sleep.

you were fine when will had said he'd considered cracking on with other people a few days ago, and told them you'd be happy if they found someone other than you who made him happy. all of this was a lie, obviously you didn't want your partner to be looking elsewhere, but there wasn't anything you could do and you were not going to beg him on national television to stay with you. but within five minutes, he sat himself down near your feet and didn't say anything.

according to will, within a few seconds of walking away they'd realized they'd made a mistake, and went right back to you.

when you got will to look you in the eye again, he had a very sad and watery look to them. "i almost ruined everything, mc," they said, and you pouted at him before putting two comforting hands on both of his shoulders. "babe. i'm not going to fault you for being curious. you tried it, you didn't like it, no harm done. we're fine!" you said sweetly, kissing the top of his head as they didn't reply.

a part of you knows that really, it would have always been like this. knowing will's flighty attitude, you were just surprised they didn't act on the impulse sooner. but, he was still here, and that's all that matters. you wanted to be supportive no matter what, and that's what you did.

the night that cora and tom arrived and the whole villa had that party, you and will happily watched from the sides. you watched as everyone jumped and flailed about, overjoyed to see your friends having a good time.

"there's no way i could move that much." will said out of nowhere, and you laughed as you leaned back into him, their arms meeting in your front to hold you closer. you two swayed side to side at your own rhythm, content just to be people watching. "imagine how sore they're gonna be tomorrow babe. we could never," you said, feeling will laugh above you. "yeah. guess we're the only ones who plan ahead." they said, and you both giggled to yourself before will spun you around gently to face him.

"hey there," they said, raising your wrists to put them over his shoulders as the song changed to a slower pace. "hey yourself," you said back, and squealed slightly as will put his hands on your waist. "you always look so good under the moon. are you sure you didn't put a spell on me?" they asked, and you rolled your eyes comically before laughing a little. "are you saying i can only be pretty if i put a spell on you? and i thought we had something special," you said back, aware that you two were in your own little bubble which was dangerous in this game but you loved it nonetheless.

will smiled down at you, and you're sure your reflection looked just as his did. "you're everything to me mc. i hope you know that." they said softly, and you stuck your tongue out at him before resting your head on their chest as you continued swaying. "i know that. wouldn't want to be here with anyone else, hun." you said back, knowing he likes affirmation just as much as you do. they laughed, and you two didn't say anything after that, just taking everything in.

you're not even sure what day today is, but it's particularly cloudy today so you and willem decided to sleep in- after brushing your teeth of course. but, you laid together still, arms wrapped up in one another as you smiled at each other. you ran your fingers through their hair, lightly twisting some into groups and laughing when he said it tickled. their hands were firm around your waist, chest to chest with them, and you had your head buried into the crook of his neck. you loved the way he smelled in the morning, which they thought was gross but still indulged you regardless.

you felt them gently scratching at your back, the slightest pressure as his hands wandered. your breathing slowed, soaking in the moment as your mind emptied. you hadn't realized you were humming until will giggled because the vibrations were tickling his ear. you both finally looked at each other, and you raised your hand to cup his cheek as you admired them. will's own hand reached up to cover yours, tattooed thumb rubbing over your knuckles as you two continued staring in your own state of paradise.

"i'm so glad to be here with you. everything is so easy, no bills, no deadlines, no noise complaints.."

"we can easily change that last one."

you two broke out into giggles, huddling into the other as you tried to catch yourselves. everyone else was in the kitchen eating breakfast, but the moment felt so intimate all the same. "i'm serious. you make it so easy... thank you. this is all i ever wanted."

you preened, batting your lashes at your partner as you flipped your hair over your shoulder. "'s what i do babes, glad someone appreciates me around here," you said, breaking character almost immediately as will tackled you into his arms yet again. you both laughed again, a little louder and unabashedly. he pressed kisses all over your face, leaving no spot un-kissed as you could only shriek and giggle in defense.

"you." "are." "too." "cute." each word punctuated with another kiss- "please, have mercy! this moisturizer was expensive!" you pleaded, still playful as will finally pulled back. finally your lips met and you both practically melted, sighing dreamily as you pulled away.

they were surprisingly energetic at the moment, but you still appreciated it and let it happen. he smiled at you, before kissing you once more. you felt them smile during the kiss, lips parting slightly as your tongues found each other in the middle. your hands found their way into his hair again, beginning to slightly pull- but just as you moved to wrap one leg around his waist they groaned, pulling away breathlessly.

"i take back what i said earlier. you are dangerously seductive and i need to keep an eye on you." they said, breathing hard as your gazes met. "babe, you haven't seen anything yet. wait until i get my hands on some candle wax and a feather" you said, and he burst into laughter. "okay, okay, whatever you say. shall we get up?"

"mmm, ten more minutes. that was very exciting and i'm very tired," you said, and tugged on his pant leg as you fully laid down again, and they got the message- your legs slotted between each other, cuddled up as your limbs crossed over the other's. your head rested against will's chest, one of their tattooed arms resting protectively across you as you both fell asleep once more.

MEOWWWW tbh almost got a little carried away on that paragraph im tired of hiding that im crazy yall 😩😩 anywaysssss most of my drafts are sad or regretful or unrequited-y so im trying to mix it up LOL ... enjoy im returning to my willem route slowly guys nature is healing (literally wrote this in ten minutes at work)

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