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raiiny-bay · 5 months
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he's a fashionable man
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morningstarequestrian · 3 months
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"Ladies and Gentlemen, are ye prepared for an extraordinary journey? Our latest Custom Content Carriage Tack for The Sims 4 propels your draft horses directly into the realm of fashion delight. These pixelated steeds shan't merely pull carriages; they shall also command attention – with grace, merriment, and a dash of virtual elegance. Verily, your Sims' horses deserve naught but the utmost refinement, do they not?"
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This Set Contains:
Carriage Harness Body (28 swatches)
Carriage Harness Body - Draft Fit (fitted to work with Walnuthill’s Draft Body Overlay, 28 swatches)
Carriage Harness Body V2 (28 swatches)
Carriage Harness Body V2 - Draft Fit (fitted to work with Walnuthill’s Draft Body Overlay, 28 swatches)
Carriage Harness Body V3 (28 swatches)
Carriage Harness Body V3 - Draft Fit (fitted to work with Walnuthill’s Draft Body Overlay, 28 swatches)
Carriage Bridle with Blinders (24 swatches)
Braided Mane with Ribbon (30 swatches)
Braided Tail with Ribbon (30 swatches)
Mane Ribbon Overlay(hat acc) - changes the color of the ribbon in the mane can be found in hat acc’s (22 swatches)
Tail Ribbon Overlay(tail acc) - changes the color of the ribbon on the tail can be found in tail acc’s (22 swatches)
Draft Horse Deco (edit and recolour of .obj’s mesh, it can now be equipped with any mane style! 26 swatches)
Draft Feathers (a feather edit of ea’s short feathers, 76 swatches)
Draft Feathers V2 - bigger version (76 swatches)
Draft Feathers V3 - biggest version (76 swatches)
Harness Versions:
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*Notes: This is a BIG one. There was so much trial and error involved and from time to time i wanted to scrap the whole thing but nonetheless here it is. I have worked quite some time on this and it has teached me a whole lot (especially about weight painting) and I hope You’ll like it as much as I do! :D
A big thank you again to @objuct and their open T.O.U. You can Check out his original Draft-Set here
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Here are some Links to amazing creators and their carriages:
There is a wonderful wooden carriage in this set by @lilis-palace! You can find the set here
Also @batsfromwesteros has a few absolutely stunning carriages for anyone who likes to see some royal carriages in their game! You can find them here and here
Another Royal coach including some Poses an more by @melonsloth that can be found here
Doctors Buggy by the amazing Agressivekitty can be found here
And here are some Links to Carriage Builds that you can download from the Gallery! These are all beyond insane and well made so I recommend to check them out! 😊
The witch’s caravan by @simsphonysims can be found here
The awe infusing magical carriage by @satisimbuilds can be downloaded from the gallery (no cc) Origin ID: SatiSim
They have made a video of their build you can check it out here
And last but not least The Sims 4 Horse Ranch Big Sky Reach Covered Wagon(no cc) by schnuck Origin ID: schnuck01
They also made a stunning video on their build! You can watch it here
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Known Issues:There is still some clipping on the harness in some poses…I found I can live with that, for now I won’t touch the weights and uv’s anymore.
And unfortunately due to the limited wearable categories of items for horses the ribbon overlay acc and the draft deco acc are not compatible..I tried a version were the ribbon overlay can be put I the leg wrap category so it won’t contradict the deco as hat acc but the game didn’t seem to like that combination…so all I’m left with is to accept it for now as it works just fine with the mane just not the overlay.
As always If I find a way to resolve this I will update the files.
Let me know if you experience any Issues!
Enjoy 💜
DOWNLOAD: Patreon
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iwonderwh0 · 9 days
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I like machine connor as this "an object that takes a pride in its brand"
He would be telling you his specs with an air of genuine bragging in his voice
He will tell you his price and be so pretentious about being relatively expensive item, "a limited edition", "exclusive", "state of the art"
He's there to serve and brag about willingly getting exploited to the bone. Unlike your miserable sorry ass, he's fulfilling his life purpose. And he does so with a pride and passion.
And the funniest thing about it is imagining his ego getting absolutely shattered the moment he stops being "the best", and not only that – obsolete. He's left with absolutely nothing of value, as every last bit of his self-worth is attached to him being the latest product in a world of fast fashion.
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bella-goths-wife · 22 days
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I wasn't sure initially but after reading them all I must admit I've enjoyed your Yandre Vs x pet posts and love Velvette in particular. Can you do something similar but just for Velvette? Either Yandre, she owns your soul or just an obsessive girlfriend (general neutral reader).
Yandere girlfriend velvette
Warnings: obsessive behaviour but not as bad as pet series, reader is an objectively bad person but in a the devil wears Prada way, ooc velvette?
This isn’t canon to the pet series and is a completely different au! So reader is not pet and is treated significantly better
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First of all, you’d have to be something special for velvette to treat you as an equal, let alone develop a romantic relationship with
And you were definitely something special
You were a fashionista demon who died in the 2000s, but your death would not stop you from building an empire
You created unique clothing pieces that blended the fun and freeness of the previous generations with a fresh Y2K style
Think monster high outfits, your outfits held darker and lighter tones blended together which incorporated different cultures from all over the world
You also had a unique ability that helped you with this, you had the ability to put your emotions into the clothing you’d handcrafted
Literally, so if you made a scarf while feeling sad, whoever wore the scarf would then feel sad for however long they wore the scarf
This made your brand unique and gave you an edge that stood out from the other companies
You started out on market stalls but eventually you gained investors and expanded into a company that even had hell’s celebrity’s wearing your clothes
Stolas had commissioned you to make Octavia’s debut dress, veroskia had asked you to create her entire wardrobe for her tour around the hells rings and even the Lilith was photographed wearing one of your dresses
You had officially built your fashion empire that you’d always dreamed about and you even owned your own tower
This unfortunately meant that you couldn’t keep up with demand and handcraft each clothing item and would have to expand the workforce and hire skilful factory workers
This meant that your ability to put your emotions into the clothing wouldn’t work, so you made a limited edition line out every year with one new clothing item coming out every month
Each outfit would have a theme that connected with the emotions, so you’d do a rouge rage or a cerulean calm
You’d sell these to the highest bidder and would quickly become your top earning products with brawls happening at the bidding wars
But your company being successful only made your bad personality traits worse as you became more demanding and perfectionist to your staff in a way that made you a bad person but in a devil wears prada way that had the newer generations of demons calling you an icon
You had an attitude very similar to velvettes, only with the skills and the maturity to carry it
Velvette hated watching you grow your empire so much that it almost rivalled hers in popularity and income
She hated that you’d practically done it all by yourself while she had relied on Vox financially and he only did that because of his interest In her abilities with social media
She hated that she actually liked your clothing and she hated that your ability made you stand out
But she hated most of all that you two had come to hell within months of each other, yet you were a respected ceo and overlord while she was seen as a joke by overlords and parts of the fashion community
She also hated how insanely pretty you were, but she didn’t come to terms with that until later
She would try and do anything to discredit you and make it so your popularity would go down when you were neck and neck
She tried ‘exposing’ you on social media for having poor working conditions and being rude to workers but she forgot this is hell and literally no one cares
She tried slandering you and your clothing brand on social media, but she forgot your modern and you know how to use social media to your advantage too
You kinda turned into a meme similar to the Wendy’s twitter memes whenever you clapped back at velvette
She tried to pull your investors by threatening them with voxtech legal action, but you’d become self sustaining and could handle the loss with having hells celebrities commissioning your personal pieces
She tried to make you look foolish in front of the other overlords, but they all respected you much more than they respected her
She even tried to copy one of your designs but you called her out and she had to do one of those influencer apology videos but it mostly just consisted of her badmouthing you and justifying her actions
Her hatred bored on obsession with how regularly she stalked your profiles and life
After around ten years of this rivalry, you grew bored with it and you were running out of ideas
So you contacted the Vs and sat down in a meeting with them where you suggested a collaboration of the fashion designers on your terms
Velvette wanted to laugh and cry at the same time, but Vox insist that it would be extremely profitable and practically forcing velvette to accept
So you started a collaboration
You and velvette butted heads a lot or some stylistic choices
It was so bad that eventually you couldn’t be in a room together for a few weeks
This collaboration took months, and during this time velvette got to hate you up close as she got to know every annoying detail about you
Except that hatred changed to something different over the months she worked with you, you intrigued her in a way that no one else has ever before
It all came to a stop one night when you two had gone out to a club together for social media promo for the upcoming collab
You shared drinks and complaints about one another and one thing led to another and you two had a drunken make out session in the back of the limo
But velvette hauled ass as soon as she realised she was swapping spit with her arch nemesis
She laid in bed and thought about her actions
Could all of those years of feeling hatred and jealousy towards you just been her suppressed attraction to you?
Could all those tense moments she assumed was awkward tension actually been sexual tension?
The thought made velvette want to scream into a pillow
She pushed her feelings down and decided to just avoid you until the collab was over
She thought it would be easier to hate you rather than face her obvious attraction to you
You tried talking with her many times during the collab but she just ignored you, and this hurt you deeply
So you complied with her wishes and after the collab ended you went back to living your lives without each other
But velvette found herself missing you and being around you
Staff especially noticed that she was much harsher to them then before
She felt herself wanting to reach out to you to beg you to either kiss her or reject her because surely rejection would be easier to deal with than this
But it all changed when rumours started circulating
Velvette had been innocently scrolling through social media until she came across a drama channel that claimed to have spotted you in a romantic moment with none other than veroskia mayday
Velvette found herself consumed with absolute disgust and jealousy
She stalked yours and veroskia’s profile and begged Vox to use his hypnosis to send trolls to verkoskia’s profile
The rumours were cleared up after you made a response that claimed that you and veroskia were only friends, but velvette still felt consumed with rage
She did something completely out of character
She went to you at your place of work and cornered you in your office before confessing every little feeling she’d ever had for you
She practically begged you to be with her, but you just sighed and explained that she had hurt you with her actions and that you couldn’t see yourself in a relationship with her
“It would hurt the brands” is what you also said, and that cut velvette deeper than any knife
She had felt pathetic, and she’d never feel pathetic in any relationship
Even before she had gotten to know you, your instant rise to success left her feeling small
You held power over her, and maybe that’s why she was so obsessed and attracted to you
She’d felt surrounded by people who were less than her all her life, and falling for you felt like finally finding an equal
And she wasn’t going to let you go that easily
She’d destroy you and your company if it meant that you’d love and rely on her
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Hope you guys enjoyed and let me know if you want me to make this another series
Tag list:
None yet, let me know if you wanna be tagged in future works like this for this if it becomes a series :)
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yoonavii · 10 months
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Impressing his crush
Context: Gojo Satoru trying to impress his diva and high-maintenance girl crush
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Gojo, being the confident and charismatic guy that he is, would go to great lengths to impress his crush. He’d meticulously plan extravagant dates and outings, ensuring that everything is flawlessly executed.
Aware of his crush’s high standards, Gojo would spare no expense in his attempts to win her over. He might take her to exclusive restaurants, arranging private dining experiences with personalized menus and attentive service.
Gojo would put extra effort into his appearance. He’d meticulously choose stylish outfits and pay attention to every detail, from his hair to his accessories. He’d always aim to match his crush’s level of elegance and style.
Knowing that his crush has a penchant for extravagant gifts, Gojo would surprise her with lavish presents. Whether it’s a rare piece of jewelry, a limited-edition fashion item, or tickets to a sold-out event, he would make sure to find something that perfectly aligns with her tastes.
To impress his crush, Gojo would showcase his impressive jujutsu skills. He might organize private demonstrations, where he displays his immense power and control over cursed techniques. This would not only demonstrate his abilities but also emphasize his dedication to protecting her.
He would willingly participate in activities or hobbies that his crush enjoys, even if they’re not his usual interests. He’d immerse himself in her world, attending glamorous events, art exhibitions, or fashion shows, always by her side.
Despite being a natural prankster, Gojo would temporarily suppress his mischievous side when around his crush. He’d strive to present a more refined and composed image, believing it’s necessary to match her high-maintenance nature.
Gojo would shower his crush with constant attention and compliments. He’d be a perfect gentleman, ensuring she feels valued and adored. His flattery would be genuine, as he genuinely appreciates her unique qualities.
He would seek to understand his crush on a deeper level. He’d take the time to engage in meaningful conversations, actively listening to her thoughts and desires. This would allow him to tailor his efforts to meet her specific expectations.
Ultimately, Gojo’s goal would be to make his crush feel like the center of his universe. He’d prioritize her happiness, supporting her ambitions and dreams while being the unwavering pillar of support she needs.
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yoruqueenofnightsims · 9 months
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How to create visual "custom categories" with the new Sims 4 Studio Batch-Edit
As discovered by @vyxated Sims 4 Studio now supports batch-changing the Display Index number which allows you to easily sort your CC (see post here)
Using that, you can create visual "custom categories" for any existing category to sort your CC into smaller groups that share a thematic.
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Step 1: Creating folders
First you need to sort your CC into whatever categories you want. I am sorting my earrings.
( I use Folder Painter to get colored folders)
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Step 2 (Optional): Creating dividers
I highly recommend you to make some sort of divider for your categories (basically like my TidyCAS).
For that, in S4Studio start out by cloning any basegame CAS item.
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I usually always use the sunscreen facepaint, but it doesn't really matter, you shouldnt use smth with a mesh.
Or you can download this file and place it in Documents\Sims 4 Studio\Mods. It has no texture, is enabled for a lot of things and disabled for random.
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IMPORTANT: For every new divider you want to create, you have to clone the CAS item from S4Studio again. You cannot simply duplicate your divider CC and simply change it.
Save it as the number and name of your category. For me it would start with "00 Studs".
In that file, first import any type of custom thumbnail you want to use to display the category name.
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Then, change the category to whatever category you are working on and enable it for all ages, genders, fashion choices & outfit types you want and disable it for random.
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Now if you want, import an empty texture to get rid off the sunscreen, but since you won't apply that CC, it won't matter.
Download the empty texture here
Make sure to place the dividers OUTSIDE your sorted folders.
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Step 3: Batch processing in S4Studio
Now you want to batch process your folders in S4Studio.
First click on "My CC" and let it load.
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Now right click your first folder and select "Batch Edit - Change CAS Display Index"
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In the next window, press "Run".
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Then, enter whatever number you want to start with. The smaller the number, the higher up the content is. You can go into negatives and the limit is a veeeeeeeeeery high number.
If you just want to sort some normal CC, I recommend starting with 0 simply.
For the next folder I then always go up by 10, so 0-10-20-30-etc.
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Then press "OK".
You will then get a popup with all your changed files (I sorted mine before so it's non lol)
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Note: Keep in mind that it does not sort your CC alphabetically. Apparently it's by last modified date.
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If you have done step 2:
Step 4: Sorting your dividers
Lastly you want to make sure that your dividers show up at the beginning of the custom categories.
Open up your divider in S4Studio again if you closed it.
Click on "Warehouse", select the "CAS Part" and on the right in the "Filter" field search for "display".
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Under "DisplayIndex" you now want to input a number that's before your category.
My category starts at 0, so I will change it to -1. If the category starts with 10, I input 9 and so on.
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"SecondaryDisplayIndex" is swatch order, so it doesn't matter here.
Then just save it.
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And that's it!
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Could I request the different riddlers with a s/o who collects just random ass trinkets? Pins, pendants, just little shiny trinkets and knick-knacks. Hopefully that makes sense
"Look at this stuff, isn't it neat?" Riddler party x reader
I have a collection of kokeshi dolls and other random things like bones so.... I felt this ask while reading it. I also included stuff they might collect!
TW: None
Gotham
If any of the riddlers is going to understand collecting and the hyperfixations that can come attached to that, it's Gotham. Please show him your entire collection and tell him all the information you want about it. He will be listening with hearts in his eyes memorizing the standards of which you use to pick new items.
He actually has his own collections! Articulated skeletons, wet specimens, old fashioned medical textbooks- He'd love to tell you all about them! oh and puzzle boxes! He's even made some, do you want to see?
He has a checklist in his mind of the traits things in your collection share so he can find the perfect thing. You won't get a ton of stuff from him, but the things you do get are a-mazing and exactly to your taste. It has to be perfect! He spends a lot of time overthinking this kind of thing.
60s
How darling! Just where did you find all this? Whatever pieces are your favorites, he'd like to hear the story behind them at some point. Sometimes you'll catch him looking at them from time to time, admiring them. Thinking about how they suit you. Shiny treasures. Just like you are to him.
He will find you the cheesy, weird stuff that fits in with your collection. ESPECIALLY knick-knacks and pins. He insists he travels often enough and has enough friends that he just knows how to get this kind of thing. If nothing else, the pieces are always very unique.
Riddler has a collection of old movies and theatrical costumes. It's not the same but if you want him to share that with you, he'd be happy to! Make some silly home movies where batman gets owned (again).
Zero Year
This man's special interest is in mythology and folk tales (which I will go deeper into in another post). If any of your knick knacks, pins or the like reflects on those subjects, expect to have his full attention. He's already rattling off statistics and info dumping on the type of/cut of the jewels in your trinkets and pendants. Ah, but you showed him this because it's your interest, so perhaps you should tell him about it (once he's done talking, of course).
If you promise to be cool about it, he will show you his dice and dnd figurines. He hand-painted this one, it's one of his characters for a game, a gnome... and he's gone he's going to be rambling for like an hour about the mythos he created for this guy. The dice are all custom made and he has a set that all the ones are a golden question mark on green. You aren't surprised.
Oh, you've done it. You've basically told him outright what to get you as presents. Suffer, by which I mean be ready for him to use that to his advantage. He knows good quality and fine work when he sees it. These things combined means you are getting some very kick ass gifts whenever he pleases. Especially if you just happen to be mad at him for being a shit.
BTAS
Instantly zoning in on things that attract his eye. Whether it's the beauty of your pendants or a quirky design on a pin, he's going to tell you his opinion on these pieces. Yet you notice he's too polite to say which ones he doesn't like (if any) and just glosses over them...
Perhaps it'll seem too on the nose, but he likes collecting old game systems, obscure limited edition video games and arcade cabinets. He's repaired them and reworked bad coding and hardware issues in his spare time. You know, for fun. He used to do this since he was a child which coincidentally is where he learned a lot of it. Now he can afford expensive equipment and tools. If he's anywhere past the year 2006, he has a physical copy of Rule of Rose. If you know, you know.
You like pretty, shiny things? He is more than willing to get you pretty, shiny things. Let's be honest, he already liked stealing jewels of high caliber and the like, this just gives him more incentive. Then he can tell you all about his dashing and clever plan he used to do it which gives him such a little ego boost.
Telltale
He doesn't mean to be rude, cherub, (he is anyways) but what is the point of this? Is it just because it's pretty? Is there something specific you like about all of it? In his opinion, it's just there to collect dust if it doesn't have a use.
While he of course pretends he's above all that, BACK IN THE DAY, he used to collect Lord of the Rings stuff. He has a copy of the 1978 version that he still holds in high regard. Semi-related, if you coaxed him into it, he will speak Elvish in bed.
He isn't necessarily going to seek out things for you to add to your collection, that's not his bag. But once in a blue moon, you'll get a small box with something special in it that he says "reminded me of you." Even if he doesn't get it, he knows it's something you care about and so he will attempt to make an effort.
Arkham
Oh. Hm. His very initial reaction might be that it's a little immature. He doesn't outright say it, but you can get that impression from small, harsh comments. Over time though, he'll come to appreciate the emotional value they have for you. Then he stops making those comments and will try to dish out compliments.
If you got this man intricate ship-in-a-bottle kits or those ridiculously intricate lego sets, he'd have his greasy gremlin hands all over those. Working with machinery the way he does, his happy space is putting it all together and seeing it complete. Then it goes on a shelf somewhere.
He's not probably going to give you much for your collecting unless you like things he can make for you- But, tell you what, he's more than willing to make a display for your things. He's good with his hands and it's a way to show that he cares about your interests. If you do like things he can make, like his trophies and whatnot though, you'll occasionally find something tucked away for you to find behind a riddle or two.
2022/Nashton
Edward is glad you feel comfortable enough to share this with him. He never got to collect things when he was younger because the other children would have just torn it to pieces just for fun. To him this is a sign of trust and vulnerability on your part. Now he can look through this collection to see parts of you that you might hide for other people. Little things you might not have even known about yourself.
He likes collecting/recreating memorabilia from movies (usually horror) as well as those insanely difficult puzzle boxes. The ones he can afford, anyways. He has a whole stack of completed brainteaser and puzzle books. A lot of them are math and some quite difficult to understand unless you're good at that sort of thing. However, he doesn't consider those collecting because he only had them for stress-coping. The cheaper ones he likes tearing out the pages to use as additional layering for his rats cages.
See, he doesn't have a lot and knows you don't expect these grand expensive gestures from him. That being said, I think he'd turn to the online sphere to try and find something really rare that you can't find anywhere else. He's very good at slinking around to find things and he has connections through his alternate persona. He wonders if stream might have any good ideas...
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gingerale2017 · 4 days
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Only You Can Mend My Heart of Glass
Fluff/ Angst... mostly angst <3 Words: 8k (WOAH THAT SHOCKED ME) Pairing: Cinder x Kai Fandom: The Lunar Chronicles Setting: Modern AU where Cinder has already been traumatized once, and they are married and share a last name :)
Rating: Teen
Warnings: Torture, kidnapping, grunts of pain? (Oh, and very lazy editing, especially after Kai leaves!) AO3 Link <3
In recent days, Cinder had been waking up with a smile on her face. Nightmares of dead sisters and fake mothers with shotguns finally began to leave her alone. Now she was left with fantasies of suburban households with large playrooms and nurseries with comfy cradles.
Yet, the smile that warmed her face this morning was most likely a consequence of last night. She opened her eyes slowly, getting used to the minimal light the window covered by the blinds provided. Staring upwards, she could see the top of their bedpost, the white ceiling, and the modern fan. Kai was always hot and Cinder didn’t mind the temperature, so the fan was usually on, but it stayed still this morning. They definitely were too caught up last night to remember temperature preferences. 
She turned her head to face her husband who was still asleep. Her smile only softened as she traced the features of his face with her eyes. His face looked like a Renaissance painter’s masterpiece in her eyes, one that she had memorized, analyzed, and wondered at countless times. She interpreted his every expression, when he’d make them, and what they would mean. She wiped his tears and even wiped her own with his neck. She kissed every ridge and touched every bump on his body. If he was an unknown land, she was an explorer who discovered and researched every territory, reporting both the good and the bad. 
Yawning, she intuitively knew it was around five in the morning, just in time for the sunrise. Good, he needs his sleep. The bags under his eyes looked a little too deep to be healthy. Smirking to herself, she knew exactly what Kai would say if he found her awake in these hours. He’d have the same reason she had for him not waking up. Stretching as quietly as possible, she scouted the room for a shirt. Kai’s discarded button-up was the closest thing she could grab. Luckily, it was one of her favorite items of his to wear.
Cinder rolled out of bed without pulling and blankets and quickly put on his shirt. She stood up, smiling in success, and gave Kai a celebratory kiss. 
“Don’t wake up.” She whispered, but she knew he couldn’t hear her. He didn’t even stir.
Before she headed downstairs to watch the sunrise, she stopped by his wardrobe for a pair of boxers and sweats, and happily glided down the stairs. 
The aesthetic of the interior design of their little condo was created via the genius of Iko’s love for fashion, and Kai’s perfectionist tendencies. Though Cinder couldn’t offer much because of her horrible eye for fashion, she loved her home.
Following her routine for these types of mornings, she prepared hot water for Kai’s tea and made a coffee for herself. The sun continued to be stubborn while the water heated, so she paid a visit to Kai.
He shifted his position from his side to lying on his stomach while hugging a pillow, back muscles on full display. Cinder told herself not to ogle much on his gorgeous back and limited herself to one (only one?!) kiss on his shoulder. Maybe one more on his smushed forehead, but that was it. He continued not to stir. Triumph!
Finally, the first rays of sunlight revealed themselves through the humble windows. Already, she could feel herself waking up as her body yearned for the warming light. 
She raced out of their room and positioned herself on the ledge under one of the windows with a mechanic’s manual and another cup of coffee.
The beauty of the sky was enough to hush crying toddlers and bring an old man to tears. Colors danced in the sky, clouds worshipped the sun, and landscapes were heightened to their full beauty. No, she’d never get tired of witnessing this phenomenon, it was worth the lack of sleep.
And before she knew it, her mechanic’s manual was marked up and the sky turned baby blue. 
Her stomach rumbled, signifying it was time for a bowl of cereal.
As she poured milk into a bowl of honey nut cheerios. Her mind wandered to the surprises she had planned today. Excitement grew in her stomach as she went over the itinerary and schedule for today. He was going to love it, for sure.
As if on cue, arms suddenly grabbed Cinder’s waist and her feet left the ground for two seconds. She yelped, her pitch high enough for bats to get confused.
She felt soft, quick, little kisses moving along the length of her neck. She giggled uncontrollably as his hands squeezed her waist even harder. He began to exaggerate kissing noises as he tried to claim her neck with his lips as his mark as if he hadn’t already thousands of other times. 
“Good morning to my beautiful, genius, early bird, perfect, wonderful, pretty, petty, and I’m running out of adjectives to describe my amazing wife.” Her husband greeted her while very gently nipping the places he pecked. More of this and her neck will be glaringly red.
She laughed. “Kai!”
“How’s my lovely wife today?” He murmured, starting on the other side of her neck. She instinctively leaned into him, practically begging him not to stop.
“Mmh. Alright, I guess.” She couldn’t even remember his question.
He turned her around. Stars Above, was his smile not the most wondrous thing ever created? He was so cute.
Pressing his forehead to hers, he asked another question. “Aren’t you going to ask your husband how he’s doing?” His copper eyes were enough to awe even the most stubborn.
She barely formed her answer. Stars, she was surprised she could form audible, coherent words. “I was if my husband was a little more patient.” She challenged him back by refusing to look away. Sometimes, she was able to stun him, and it always felt like her greatest achievement.
“It’s quite a shame then because your husband is having a wonderful morning.” He pulled suddenly, smiling wider (if possible). 
“Today is going to be a great day, my love. I can feel it.”
“I’ll make sure of it.” She bit her lip, pulling him back to her again. “I have lots of surprises planned today.”
Kai’s gaze became a fraction more intense. “Oh? May I ask what kinds?”
“Then they wouldn’t be surprises, dummy.”
His small smile will be the death of her. “Can you spoil a surprise right now?” He lightly whispered against her ear, nudging her cheek with his nose.
He breathed her name slowly and pulled her waist tight with his. As soon as he kissed her, she felt herself unravel. She turned her head to his and kissed him fully on the lips, pulling at his hair. He grunted in pleasure and licked her bottom lip.
She whispered his name in between breaths and in response he sat her on the counter, somehow missing the bowl of cereal she had been preparing.
He dug himself into her, enveloping Cinder fully. Their breaths became more desperate as she kissed him harder. Caressing his cheek with her hand, she guided him to stay on her lips. He liked to linger down on her collarbone and neck often, and to be honest, so did she, but today she wanted the focus on her lips. They couldn’t get too carried away, not today at least.
Kai, however, did not take the hint and kept devouring her, as if last night wasn’t enough. Wrapping her legs around his waist, he nurtured her lips to flourish. The temptation to let him carry her away was much stronger than she expected, and she knew a little more of this would end her resolve. So she pulled away with a mocking smirk and pecked the tip of his nose.
He looked down, blinking the haze away and through the confusion. Only now did she notice his work attire was only half-put together. His tie somehow fell on the floor (she suspected it was never tied), his blazer was nowhere to be seen, and his button-up lacked buttoning. None of it was her fault, she was sure.
“It can’t be earlier than six thirty now and if continue on the path I think we’re headed on, then you will be late.” She let her hand glide up his chest as if to comfort him.
His face dropped as he continued to look at her desirously, not helping to cease her shivers. “This is a crime. You’re making me wait on my birthday.”
Cinder laughed. “What is a crime is your lack of patience.” She leaned in to tease him while brushing his chin and he fell for it. He sighed, closing her eyes and breathing her in, ready to kiss. She jerked away and stood up from the counter. Kai lost his balance and held onto her for support.
Cinder broke into laughter, digging her face into his neck. She kneeled to pick up his discarded (and decidedly unloved tie).
“That works,” Kai remarked. Flushing, she stood up immediately to glare at him.
“Trust me, tonight will be worth it.” She winked, wrapping the thin piece of fabric around his neck. “I made a couple of things for you to decorate your office with-”
“Aw, darling, I love it when you make me things.”
“-and our friends are gonna pay a short visit.” Once she completed the first step of tying his tie, she glanced at him to see a joyfully radiant smile. Cinder grinned to herself. He liked it.
“Will there be cake?” He asked. She resisted rolling his eyes as her husband was no better than a small kid. She continued her task.
“Yes, babe, there will be cake.” A big loop.
“And a party?”
“Right here, with all our friends.” Through the loop.
“And time for plenty of cuddling and kisses with my beloved wife?”
Cinder smiled softly. “Anything for my beloved husband.” Tighten the strands. “It is his birthday after all.”
“Hm. How is a pretty girl like you married to such an old guy?”
“Thirty is not old at all!” She pat his chest. “And I’m not pretty enough to be dating cougars.”
Kai huffed, scrunching his eyebrows. “What does that even mean?”
“Well, you know how the most gorgeous models are dating, like, practically dead men?” 
“Yes.”
“Well, I’m not that level of pretty for that level of decay to be attracted to me.” She had no clue what she was saying.
Kai smothered his giggle. “Oh, darling, I’m sure the most crusty, old, wheel-chair bound man will fall in love with your beauty. If I were in that position, I would.”
She squeezed her eyes shut. “Can we scrap this conversation? I don’t even know where we’re going with this.”
“Yes, please.” He agreed.
They stood in their small kitchen with their foreheads pressed against each other. She could’ve stayed there for a lifetime if he didn’t pull away.
“Hey.” He murmured, pulling away.
“Hey.” She smiled, pressing her chin to her chest. 
“Will you come with me to work today? I don’t know.” Kai whispered. She chewed her bottom lip. “I had this weird feeling all of the sudden, and I don’t want anything happening to you-”
Cinder him off with a soft laugh. She knew how these past few months had been hard on him. All of his anxiety centered around her and something bad happening to her. He’d been the primary one to care for her after her sister died and her stepmother accidentally killed herself. He found Cinder hyperventilating, trying to keep Adri alive by putting pressure on the wound. He scrubbed blood, dirt, and grime off her body. He coaxed her through panic attacks and nightmares. It must have been so hard for him to go through that, and he never told anyone that he was struggling. Cinder had to find that out by herself.
“Nothing will happen to me, I promise. I can’t go with you, love, I’m sorry. I’m stuck preparing your birthday surprises.” She reassured. 
Kai sighed, holding her hand to his cheek, and gave it a small kiss. “I understand. I’ll see you later then?”
“Of course. I love you.”
“I love you darling. You are my everything, don’t forget that.”
“Do you always have to out-love me?” Cinder whined.
“Stay safe.”
Kai left for work soon after, and Cinder was left alone. Usually, she’d go and work as a mechanic around this time, but today she had tasks to complete. 
She made sure the floors were crumb-less, and the windows spotless. Everyone confirmed their arrival time. 6:30. She had all day to finish everything.
Once she finished cleaning the house, she left for the grocery store. There was a nicely done charcuterie board for sale, along with sangria and red wine. She needed chips, non-alcoholic drinks, dessert, and of course, cake. After she grabbed everything save for the main attraction, she headed to the bakery.
It was here while watching the baker write Kai’s name on the chocolate cake that Cinder got the call that will haunt her forever. It was the third worst call she ever received, second being Peony’s death, and first being a much, much worse one.
She felt the dread Kai must’ve felt that morning, as if something horrible will happen. Recognizing the number from their company, she picked up. “Hello?”
“Mrs. Prince? Sorry to disturb you, but is Mr. Prince with you by any chance?”
She glanced at the baker in confusion. “No. Why?”
“It may be for a silly reason but we can’t seem to find your husband.”
The silence following was overwhelming. Cinder had to force herself to calm down because she could feel her panic start to spiral. “What?” She barked. “What do you mean you can’t find my husband?”
“Well, he isn’t picking up his phone, ma’am, and not even Torin can find him.”
She pinched her forehead with her fingers. “Hold on, let me try calling him.”
She hung up quickly and called her husband, but he never picked up.
“Miss? Your cake is ready. Is it good or do you want me to fix anything?” The baker said in a sweet voice.
“Thank you. Can you box it up please?”
“Of course.”
Cinder decided to check out as a way to convince herself this is just a big misunderstanding. Maybe he’s taking a nap and his phone died or something silly. Yet her fingers kept trembling and the strands of her hair continued to be annoying. She stayed in contact with the company the whole time and they kept asking her if she heard from him. Clearly, if she was asking them about Kai’s whereabouts, she didn’t know Kai’s whereabouts!
Their panicked Once she paid she flew to her car and called Torin.
“Cinder, stay calm.” He greeted in a baritone.
“Did you find him?!” She cried as she sped down the street.
“No, not yet-”
“What even happened?! How can no one find him?!” Her panic made were swerve through lanes. When a car honked at her she screamed: “Get off the road!” Strange since she was never the one for road raging.
“Cinder, please calm down!” She took the chance to breathe deeply at a red light. “He was in his office taking calls one moment and gone the next. I am quite shocked to his disappearance as well.”
“Any guessed as to where he could be?” She asked. Torin paused, and Cinder nearly drove her car into a tree.
“He either fell asleep in the storage room or..” He paused.
“Or what?” She pressed. He didn’t answer. “Torin, or what?!”
“I may be wrong, hopefully I am, but I fear your husband has been kidnapped.”
Cinder froze. Thankfully, she was already in her neighborhood or else she would have crashed into someone else. 
“Cinder, this is a reach. I don’t think anything bad happened.” He tried to comfort her.
“No, you think this is the most likely answer, or else you wouldn't have hesitated.”
He sighed, the stress obvious even through the phone. “Just stay home Cinder. Everything will be okay.”
Being left alone was not the right choice for Cinder. She drove herself crazy with horrible theories. Pacing non-stop around the condo, she told all her friends about Kai. Iko resolved to come asap, as did Thorne and Cress. The rest said they’d check in and try not to storm her. She was grateful.
Not even ten minutes later Torin called again. 
Heart racing, she answered. “Hello?”
His voice sounded dejected, heartbroken and tired. She knew exactly how he felt. “I think we need to get the police involved.”
Her heart dropped. Her mind spiraled, her hand shook uncontrollably, she even dropped to her knees. She rubbed her stomach in an attempt to calm herself. She spoke in an assured voice. “Ok. I’ll call them.” 
Even through shaking fingers, she dialed 911. “Hello, this is 911, what is your emergency.”
“Hi, my name is Cinder Prince and my husband is missing.”
Hours later there were lights outside the condo and people inside. This was not the type of gathering she expected tonight yet all her friends were here along with Torin and police. They questioned everyone there multiple times and no one had not one lead. Kidnapping, though, became the lead reason to his disappearence. Reasons: He’s the CEO of a major company with many loved ones and nor very skilled at self-defense.
Cinder sat on the couch with Iko rubbing her back and Scarlet offering her water.
“Breathe, Cinder. Everything’s gonna be okay.” Scarlet assured. 
Cinder hunched over with her hand buried in her hair. Slowly rocking herself, she cursed and sat up. Scarlet and Iko shared a look, no doubt noticing how eerily similar this situation to the one a couple months ago with Peony.
“I’m fine.” Cinder assured, taking a swig of Scarlet’s water. “He’s fine. We’re all fine.”
Iko gave her a worried look and hugged her. “We should go to a club after this all passes. Dance the shock off.”
Cinder laughed but there was no humor in it.  Winter and Jacin walked up to the girls.
“How are you feeling, dear cousin?” Winter inquired.
“Horrible, but managing.” How she managed to not break down screaming, she didn't know.
Jacin grimaced. “Winter and I need to go check on something very important. We’ll be right back.”
She blinked, feeling like a jerk for not caring about whatever mini emergency they might have. “Take your time.”
The smiled and left.
Scarlet excused herself to go to her husband. Now left alone with Iko, Cinder felt herself start to crack.
“Iko,” She murmured, focusing on the corner of the TV. “I can’t do this again.”
Her friend knew exactly what she meant. “Nothing is happening again, ever.”
“I barely survived the first time. If I lose K-” Cinder’s voice cracked. The surge of emotions that she had ignored all morning came bursting forth like a geyser. Iko tightly pulled her close as  she sobbed in her shoulder. “If I lose him, I lose myself.”
“You won’t lose him. If I have to go track him down in the sewers like a bounty hunter, I will. He’ll be back soon, you’ll see.” Iko’s words always brought comfort to Cinder’s pain. They spent years comforting each other through Adri’s abuse and Peony’s pain that they knew the best methods of making the other feel better.
This time they did little to calm Cinder’s panic. “You don’t understand. When Peony died, I died. He brought me back to life. So did you, of course, but he was there for me the most. If he dies, I die. There’s no one to bring me back to life again. I live for him. I work, and I clean, and I laugh, and I breathe for him. I love you, Thorne, and everyone else for him. Because of him. If he dies, I die.”
“Listen to me Cinder. No one is dying tonight.” Iko squeezed her hand but she continued.
“He’s probably lying in a ditch, window glass everywhere, stuck in his car, bleeding out right now. On his birthday!” She began to sob. “He asked me to go to work with him and I said no because I wanted him to have a good birthday, especially after everything he’s done for me. This is cruel. Evil. And it’s all my fault Iko. I- I killed my husband, the only person who would put up with me-”
“Cinder! Please snap out of it!” Iko cried. “You’re overwhelmed and spiraling, enough.” Iko gave her a moment to calm down. Once her breaths became more even, her friend spoke. “Your mind is causing you to say false things. Kai isn’t dead. I have a feeling you’d know once he passes. Do you know?” Cinder shook her head. “Good. Two, he isn’t the only one capable of resurrecting you. I will try hard as hell to pump your heart again and you know how relentless I am. Besides, there’s a room full of people who love you who would do anything to bring you back to life, am I wrong? Exactly. Three, if anything, stars forbid, happens, it will not be your fault. We aren't going down this road again. Promise me you won’t blame yourself. Promise me, Cinder.”
Cinder hesitated. “I promise.” She murmured, barely audible.
“Good.” Iko hugged Cinder tight again. “Everything will be okay. I’ll be here for you no matter what, okay?”
“Okay.”
Just then Cinder felt a vibration in her pocket. Frowning, she pulled her phone out. Little did she know she’d receive the worst call in her entire life.
She answered the phone on speaker. “Hello?” Her voice shook.
“Is this Mrs. Prince?” A deep voice greeted her.
“Yes, this is she. Who are you?”
“I suggest you go somewhere private.” She gave Iko a weird look. Her friend nodded. 
After settling herself in a small corner of her condo, she spoke. “Okay. Tell me who you are now or I’m calling the police.”
“I don’t think you want to do that.”
“Why not? Who are you?!”
“Because your husband wouldn’t agree, isn’t that right Mr. Prince?” The entire world froze. She felt ice climb up her veins, overtaking her whole body.
There was movement on the other end of the line, a sound of someone choking and then a voice she loved more than anyone else’s.
“CINDER?! CINDER!!” Kai cried.
She couldn’t even sob. Dread filled her body and strangely enough, so did relief. He wasn’t dead. She hasn’t lost him yet. Her voice trembled. “Kai?”
“CINDER! Whatever you do, don’t listen to them, they’re lying-” He was stopped abruptly by a sickening, flesh-sounding noise. She gasped, in shock. They struck him. They hurt the love of her life. Kai groaned in pain, causing rage to replace everything she had been feeling before.
“KAI! Touch him again and I swear I’ll kill you!” She screamed. Everyone in the room ran towards her but she could only focus on what was on the other side of the line.
The police motioned something to her but she couldn’t interpret them.
“Now, let’s not make empty threats, Cindy.” There was a grunt and cry of pain. She suspected they were pulling his hair or something. Quickly that rage submitted into desperation.
“STOP IT!” She wailed. “Leave him alone! He didn’t do anything wrong!”
“You’re absolutely right, Cindy-”
“Don’t call me that. Let him go. I’ll find you.”
There was a loud slap and a sharp whimper. Her heart shattered out of her chest. She could almost see her broken, beaten down expression from the shards of her glass heart.
“Mrs. Prince!” The officer barked. “Tell us what is going on!”
Cinder continued to push out the world. She choked on the sound of his cries. Another punch and Kai gasped for air. She imagined him breaking down, bleeding, murmuring her name. Her guts twisted in agony, her throat uttered in pain. It should be her in that chair, not him. It never should have been him.
“Whay do you want?” She pleaded. “Money? We have money, just stop hurting him.”
“No, my mistress wants something more valuable.”
“Anything, just leave him alone.” There was a clatter in the background.
“Nah.” He said lightly, as if hurting another human brought him delight What a sick, twisted man. “It’s for the video I’m making you. I’m sure it will liven up the bedroom, if you know what I mean.” A kick to Kai’s body, another grunt in pain
She shut her eyes so tight they might have ruptured. “You’re messed up.” She murmured.
“It’s why I have this job. I love torturing entitled bitches like you. I love watching your fake ‘tough’ outer skin break.”
There was a muffled yell in the background followed by another gut-piercing slap.
“Tell your husband to shut up or I will.”
“What do you want?” She asked again. “Tell me that and I will give it to you.”
He laughed. “Simple. Your inheritance.”
She scoffed. “My inheritance? Is this a joke?”
“You are a Blackburn, are you not?”
“A disowned one. The wouldn’t give me cent.”
“Ah, that’s where you’re wrong, Cindy. In your mail, which I doubt you checked, you’ll find a contract listing all your holdings in Prince Organization, and anything you have in Blackburn Industries.” 
She forgot about Blackburn Industries. After her mother died, she owned quite a bit of the twisted business, but like that horrible part of her life, she blocked it out. She remembered her aunt Levana needing her part of the inheritance to take control of everything, but at that point, she was long gone. What she did know, though, is that if her aunt took control of the whole company, lot’s of innocent people will suffer.
She held the phone away and asked one of the officers to check the mail. They left right away. “The Prince Organization is not my inheritance, I got some of it when I married Kai. Marital rights and all that.”
“I know, it’s not on the contract. I just wanted a tip.”
Cinder couldn’t do this for much longer. S
Even breaths, in and out.
“If I sign this, you’ll let him go?”
“As long as you personally deliver it, you have my word.” 
The man hung up, leaving Cinder a void of a human. Once she got the energy to speak, she explained the situation to everyone.
The officer who checked the mail came back with the contract that contained everything the man said it would be.
“Don’t sign anything yet.” The police instructed. “Let us investigate everything first. If they call again, tell us.”
Cinder nodded as Iko and Cress guided her to take a seat.
“That’s absolutely disgusting.” Cress remarked. “How is it possible for anyone to be that cruel.”
Cress blinked back tears while Thorne comforted her. “Kai’s a strong guy, he’s been through a lot. He’ll endure, I’m sure.” He said.
“Hey.” Scarlet said, seating herself next to Cinder. “Why don’t you take a short bath or shower, fresh yourself up. You’ll feel better afterwards, trust me.”
“What if they find something while I’m gone.” Cinder protested. “I can’t just leave.”
“You won't leave, we’ll come and get you right away.” Argued Scarlet.
After some protest, Scarlet and Wolf hauled Cinder to her bathroom.
“Try to relax your mind. Anxiety won’t help the situation at all.” Then her friends left. 
Baths were Kai’s method of soothing her. That horrible night when both her sister and step-mother died, Kai had singlehandedly bathed and took her of an unresponsive Cinder. The trauma had left Cinder in a state of shock for several hours and Kai had to drive her home, up the stairs, and in the bath. Blood cakes her entire body and every time she looked at herself she’d freeze and recount everything that happened step by step. That loop replayed in her mind for hours and the next thing she remembered was Kai in the tub, fully clothed and wrapped around her. That was her first crack of the night. She seemed to sob in his chest forever.
He did a good job with scrubbing all the blood out. He managed to wash her hair too, though she didn’t remember it. He’d talk about his job, the nice old secretary he hired, their finances. He made jokes, not good ones but the kind that are so bad you have to laugh at it. It took her a while for her even smile again, and when she did, it was with him. She was happy again because of him.
Cinder dunked her head in the water and screamed. She let frustration, anger, desperation, depression, and anxiety fuel her throat. She couldn’t think about Kai anymore, she’s supposed to be relaxing. She and him had picked up bathing as a calming process following panic attacks, stress, anxiety, or even just a bad day. Though they bathed separately, it was always more effective when together.
Sighing, she quickly started to wrap up the bath when she got a call. Though it didn’t make her top three of worst calls, it was still up there.
A cold ominous feeling seemed to replace the warm water in the bath tub. Cinder dried her hand and slowly picked up the phone. Somehow she knew this call was important. 
“Hello?” She answered with a shaky breath.
There was a pause then a sigh. “You’ve taken your time getting back to us.” Replied a smooth feminine voice. “I take it you want to negotiate?”
The voice sounded horribly familiar. The voice that haunted her life. The voice she had pushed so far down that she couldn’t remember who it belonged to.
Fear seized her body. She gripped the edge of the tub to steady herself. “What do you mean?”
The woman laughed. “Don’t act stupid, Selene, er- Cinder is it?”
She squeezed her eyes out of her forgotten birth name. Had this woman checked her medical records? Who is she? Why would she go to such lengths.
“What do you want?” Cinder demanded. “Give me back my husband!”
The woman tittered. “You’re not in the right place to negotiate that kind of stuff, girl. I could have my men hurt your dearest even more?”
“Why are you doing this?” Cinder panted.
“I’m running out of patience and I need your finances. This isn’t the worst thing I’ve done, so don’t worry.”
Cinder paused and recollected her thoughts. “You said you wanted to negotiate. All I want is my husband back. What can I do to achieve that.”
“You know what to do, yet you’re reluctant to give it to me. I don’t want you to negotiate, I want you to do as you’re told.”
“My inheritance? It’s practically useless once my relatives find out I’m giving it away.” This conversation only solved to further her confusion.
“I just need your signature, then it will be out your my hands.” The voice sighed. “If you need my word, it shall be yours.”
“I’ll think about it.” Cinder mumbled, unsure of to say.
“Well, make your decision fast because in thirty minutes we’ll move to harsher punishments on your husband. I’ll have my men call you so you won’t miss out on anything. Goodbye, Mrs. Prince.” The woman hung up with a laugh.
Dumbstruck, Cinder sat in the tub with a slacked jaw. Once again, she could not believe this was happening. Soon enough, she’ll wake up, right?
Once reality became clear again, she hustled out of the bath and tried to get downstairs as soon as possible.
“Cinder, what’s wrong?” Scarlet stopped her frantic run. Her caring friend must’ve notice the desperation on her face. “What happened? Did they call you again.”
“Yes.” She breathed. “I think is was the person in charge this time. She said in thirty minutes they’re gonna hurt Kai with more painful methods, I can’t let that happen. I have to save him.” 
Cinder rushed to the kitchen island where she had last seen the fateful papers.
“Where’s the contract?!” She yelled.
“The police took it when they left like two minutes ago.” Iko explained.
Only then did she notice there were no blue uniformed officers around. She spun. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
“I was about to knock when you came rushing out.” 
“Where’ they go? And why?” Cinder asked, voice rising again. Her anxiety and fear were moving too fast in her head to keep up with.
This time Thorne walked up to her and steadied her shoulders. “They said they had a lead and ran out to pursue it.” 
“And they didn’t tell me?”
“They wanted to but they had no time.” Thorne frowned and pulled her close. “All you need to do now is breathe and to have faith that they will find him. This is hard for all of us too, Cinder. We’ll get through it together.”
She leaned against his chest, hiding tears from her friends. They were so good to her and so calm. They must think her crazy or overreactive. They were correct, of course. What she needed was to get her mind straight and collected. She need to swallow one worry at a time instead of swallowing all at once. That way, she won’t do something stupid and make this situation worse.
Once she gathered herself, she pulled away. “Ok. You’re right, Thorne.” Then she smiled and turned to her friends. “Thank you guys for being here, I don’t know how crazy I could’ve gone without you.”
Crests smiled reassuringly back and walked up to grab her hand. “C’mon, everybody, let’s go sit down.”
As they settled around the living room, Cress went to make some calming tea. Scarlet sighed, pulling out a metal flask. “I fear I might need something stronger.”
Cinder couldn’t help but snort as Thorne agreed. “Ditto.” She wasn’t much for drinking but when Cress handed her tea, she motioned for Scarlet to pour some in.
“Oh crap!” She slapped her head. “I forgot I can’t drink.” She put the mug down and Cress walked back to refill it.
“Why not?” Scarlet asked. But Iko’s eyes went wide.
“Don’t tell me you’re-” Iko started but Cinder cut her off with a nod. Hands flew to her mouth. “Oh my stars, Cinder.”
“What? You’re what?” Wolf said leaning in.
“I’m not following.” Cress said, sitting down.
“Well, I only found out two weeks ago, which was really convenient because his birthday was so soon and I planned to surprise him now in front of everyone.” Cinder smiled go herself. “He would’ve been so happy. That was the biggest surprise I had in stock for him.”
“Aces and spades, Cinder. You’re pregnant.” Thorne concluded. Cinder only nodded in agreement.
Scarlet sat up to hug her. “Congratulations, Cinder. I know how hard you guys worked to do this. Oh, I’m so proud.”
“It’s bittersweet, you know. He should be here.” 
“He will soon enough.” One by one each of her friends congratulated her and tried not to be over excited. Cinder was happy she remember the good news in spite of the bad.
“Good luck with the newborn years.” Thorne cautioned. “Especially if you get two like us. Expect no sleep.” Cinder laughed.
“I’d say the toddler years are worse. You’re not exactly there yet, Thorne.” Wolf argued.
“I say it all depends on the baby. Thomas was a fighter as a newborn, but Michelle stayed consistently feisty. Mara is very quiet.” Added Scarlet. “The twins are somehow natural opposites.” She laughed to herself.
“Yes, I’ve notice how Michelle is so social but Mara very kept to herself.” Cress agreed. “My twins are like that, but they love being near each other.”
“Well, my girls love their older brother and their father.” Scarlet said with a quick look at Wolf. “They go wherever the men go. Which is such a shame because they get spoiled to death.” 
“Aw.” Iko squealed. “How could you not spoil them with those faces.”
Scarlet smiled warmly. “Believe me, it is very difficult to say no to them sometimes.”
“But they need character, Scar.” Wolf muttered, kissing Scarlet’s forehead. She looked at him as if they shared an inside joke. 
“Yes, they do, hun.” Scarlet murmured back.
After watching the couple’s intimacy, Cinder felt her heart begin to slice apart. She wished Kai’s arms were around her neck right now, kissing her cheek and telling her what a great surprise this wd. And his reaction to her news? Stars above, he would’ve not been able to quit bouncing off the walls. A ghost of a smile graced her lips as she imagined them holding each other in bed after everyone had left storming up names. After they’d come up with something serious, he would say Matchia or Matchi which would we short for matcha green latte. Oh, aces and spades, she loved him. Oh, stars, she missed him. Oh, on her poor torn-up heart, please let him be okay. Please let him come back to her, or, at the very least, let her go to him.
At that moment, in the midst of her inner plea, Winter and Jacin stormed through the door without knocking. The group stared at them with confusion, and desperate curiosity. The lot hungered for news about their friend, and based and the couple’s expressions, it looked like they had an answer.
For a while, they took each other in. Winter’s usually never pulled back hair. Jacin’s blond locks in pure chaos. Cinder’s disheveled posture. A broken heel. A bottle of rum. A stack of papers in a flushed pale hand. 
At last, Winter broke the analyzation. “Cinder.” She breathed. At once, Cinder felt goosebumps create ridges all over her body. Whatever her cousin was to say next was going to destroy her entire existence, or prevent her world from ending. “There’s a lot I need to share with you, but first, Kai is okay.”
Cinder felt the pressure of her body tighten in disbelief. She stared at Winter in shock. Then, with a shuddering chin, she spoke in a vulnerable, haunted voice. “He’s okay?”
Winter nodded encouragingly and wrapped her arms around Cinder. They couldn’t stop the tears that flowed through in each eye. Around the two, their friends got up and hugged each other in relief. As Cinder quietly sobbed in Winter’s clothes, her cousin whispered in her ear. “We know who did it.”
As she blinked tears away, her nerves revived and turned more aware. “Who?” She whispered, her voice hungry for an answer.
“The same person who murdered your stepmother.” Immediately, Cinder pulled away with a furrowed brow.
“What happened to my stepmother was an accident.” She asserted.
“No, it was quite intentional. We found proof of the whole situation being set up. In Adri’s mind, she was going to pretend to attempt suicide in front of you so you could be rattled up enough and easily taken advantage of in that state. The death of your sister only doubles your trauma and weaken your mental strength.” Winter looked at her intensely.
“Why would she do that?” Cinder murmured.
“She was offered quite a lot of money.”
“Enough for her to settle peacefully for the rest of her life.” Jacin butt in. His interruption made it clear that the whole room was listening to their conversation. Cinder didn’t mind though, and motioned for Winter to keep talking.
“But the safety on the gun was malfunctioning on purpose. She was meant to die to shake you up even more. And to get rid of evidence I suppose.”
Cinder rose up from the couch, mouth agape. “I don’t understand why someone would do something like this. What do they want from me so badly?” She rambled.
“I’m afraid it is had to do with some laws my stepmother cannot tiptoe.” Winter said.
She whipped her head to her cousin frighteningly fast. “Levana?” Her aunt’s sinister voice hissed like a snake in her head, the same rattle as the woman in the call. How could Cinder be so dumb, of course it was her aunt?! She needed time to think to put two and two together, to recognize the sliding voice.
Instead of diving herself into the new information, she chose to push it down and focus onto more upcoming matters.
“Where is Kai?” She urged suddenly. Winter blinked from the sudden change in subject but answered quickly.
“He should be at the hospital by now? I warned the police to his location before I got here.”
“Thank you so much Winter.” She hugged her friend tightly. “And Jacin too. You’ve done me the greatest thing imaginable. You found him. Oh stars, I’m so glad he’s okay. Thank you so much, for everything.”
After the hugs and relieved conversations, Jacin drove Cinder and the group in their respective cars to the hospital. 
She raced through the sliding doors, ignoring the familiar scent of the wallowing walls. Her fingers gripped the white counter as she asked for Kai. 
“May I have some form of identity, please?” said the front desk lady. Cinder was shaking so bad, Thorne had to help her pull out her license. 
“He’s in room 102. And two to three visitors at a time, please.” She said, casting a sideways glance to her friends.
Cinder nodded and jogged away, not really knowing where room 102 was. Jacin, being familiar with the hospital, dragged her from running to the opposite end of the building. She was too drained to argue the tight grip on her arm.
Finally, she stood face to face from room 102. The door was the only thing standing in way from her and the love of her life. Scarlet suggested she go in and have a moment alone before the rest of the lot come in. She hesitated when her fingers gripped the handle. Thorne nodded at her to go on in. They shared a reassuring look that gave her confidence. 
Taking in a deep breath, she opened the door.
He was sleeping. Of course he was sleeping. Her whole body was trembling as drunk him in. She did her usual hung she did when he slept: analyze. And it broke her heart.
The masterpiece she gazed upon every morning without fail was tainted, torn, and unloved. It was as if someone spilled a can of tomato soup on it, or stabbed with a fork. Like it was purposely stomped on or kicked around, ignoring it’s value and love that went into it. Ignoring that he was a person too.
His nose was bandaged up. His left eye was covered by gag-inducing shades of purple, blue, and green. His lips were painfully open and a cut on his skin was covered by two staples. The hair she ruffled this morning was matted and lost it’s depth. Even as he slept, his eyebrows were tight as if he were disturbed. He can’t find peace even in his dreams.
Horrified, Cinder covered her mouth with her hands. A wave a fury washed over her again, and she wanted to fish for a scalpel and cut each villain for every time they even breathed near Kai’s body. She didn’t even know what they did to him below his collarbone. Instead, she calmed down and forced herself to approach he beloved, one step at a time.
She had always ben a fan of running. Saving the harder problems for late or, even better, for someone else. Part of her wanted to wait outside and call Torin to wake him up. By the time she reached Kai’s bedside, she nearly completely swallowed the urge to leap over the bed and run away screaming or chase after those evil men.
Once she made contact with his skin, though, she found it impossible to leave. Her fingers traced his name across his palm, like a plea. She would wait for him to wake up on his own violation, not on hers. But she had also always been impatient.
“Kai?” She finally voiced the one thing she wanted to ask. “I’m here my love. Be with me now.”
Because the stars loved to mess with her, he did not wake up instantly like his favorite cheesy movies. Instead, she watched his chest move up and down while their friends waited outside. She felt a little bad for her friends, but Kai needed rest.
After tracing and kissing his arm for the twenty-fifth time, Kai woke up.
His eyes fluttered like small butterfly wings. She froze, not wanting to scare his fragile body away. She watched his lips form her name. His beautiful voice felt miles away from the sheer power of his eyes. He held so much control over her, she’d do anything with one glance.
He was here. With her. He didn’t die. He’s alive. She didn’t die. 
Before she knew, she was crying. Kai noticed and reached out to her with a bandaged hand. Her breath choked at his wounds but he ignored it. All he wanted was to touch her.
Cinder leaned towards his outstretched hand and let it caress her face. Closing her eyes, she felt him wipe away her tears. Kai softly wrote poetry on her face, as if she were his favorite poem and it had taken him years to write. As if he almost lost her before she could complete her. He didn’t want anyone else to write her ending, only him and her as his muse.
He drew in a shake breath, causing Cinder to open her eyes and focus on his tears. Like a catalyst, she sprung from her seat into Kai’s arms, wrapping herself around his broken body, promising to fix it. She guided his head to her shoulder and told him to cry. She told him to give all his pain to her, she can take it. His hands gripped her hands, although they felt much weaker. His whole body was trembling. What did they do to him?
“Oh, Kai, I’m so glad you’re okay. I thought-
I really thought you were going to-.” She spoke through her tears.
“I know, my love, me too.” His confession only made her cry harder. 
They laid there for while, sobbing in each other’s arms, basking in their presence, not taking this moment for granted. They kissed, they hugged, they talked, and they finally agreed to let their friends in.
The ton came in with a rush. Iko was first who grabbed the rails of his bed and asked him if it was okay to hug him. He said yes. The rest embraced him one by one and gave a remark. Lastly, Torin and Nancy, came in (she didn’t remember if she called them or not) holding the birthday cake she planned to surprise him with. 
Laughing, she wiped her tears and walked over to the pair. “Torin, you didn’t need to do this!” She hugged him.
“Kai always got cranky when he didn’t get cake on his birthday.” He said. Then he walked over to Kai and said some words that made her husband cry.
Nainsi placed the cake in the table Cinder pulled out from Kai’s hospital bed. She invited all her friends in, surely no staff would know for a second. 
Kai’s eyes gleamed with joy, despite his wounds. They sang to him but his eyes stayed glued to hers. He mouthed ‘I love you’ in the midst of his song.
A single tear fell from her eye. She didn’t die. He didn’t leave her. Feeling the power of the unyielding vow she made at their wedding day, she mouthed. “I love you too.”
Kai was released the next morning. He had a bad concussion that they wanted to watch him overnight. He was fine.
During the car ride, though, he was silent. He had a fractured ankle so he had to wear crutches, and stitches over his left arm and hand. At red lights, she’d steal glances at his form, how hurt and broken he was. 
Once they arrived home, she helped them to their room and settled him into their bed. Once he was comfortable, she plopped right next to him. 
His head turned to her with smirk. “What?” Cinder asked with a smile. She tucked her elbow underneath her head so she could talk to him better.
“Nothing.” He murmured. “You’re going to be a good mom.” 
Her eyes widened, she had forgot about their brewing child. How did he know? Who told him? “What?” She said in shock.
“Sorry!” He murmured, turning his head to the ceiling. “I know we just started talking about kids a couple months ago, but when I was in that room, I kept thinking that I didn’t want to die without raising a kid. And seeing you again, of course, but I really want a baby.” He sighed. “Sorry if I scared you off.”
She unsuccessfully smothered a giggle. He turned to her with a raised eyebrow. “What?”
“Nothing, it’s just timing.” She explained. “You only got to wait nine months to raise a kid.”
Kai nodded. “Okay. In nine months, we’ll try for a kid.” 
Cinder knew she shouldn’t but she laughed at his concussed brain. “No, I mean your kid will be born in nine months.” 
Kai looked at her confused. “We’re adopting.”
She smiled, kissing his cheek. “Bless your heart, my love. I’m pregnant. Due date’s in December.”
He only blinked at her slowly until it sank. “Oh stars, we’re having a baby. You’re cooking it right now!”
He started to get up, but she put him down. Her smile grew wider at his excitement. His face was pure wonder and endearment. “Don’t get up, baby, you can celebrate from here.”
“Cinder, you’re gonna be a real momma!” He reached out to her face, laughing. “Should I call you momma?”
She threw her head back and laughed. “If you want to.”
He started shaking his head excitedly. “It’s the best nickname ever! I love you, momma.”
She ticked her head once to the side. It sounded weird, but whatever helped his healing brain.
As they lay there, laughing, kissing, and holding each other, she vowed to never let anything happen to him again. Now that their family was growing, no one will hurt any member of it. They will never get close. She was shutting the door on that chapter of her life, making sure no one will come knocking ever again. They were going to start a happy life, and raise a happy family. No one will ever come between them again.
A/N: One, I wrote 8k words?!!??! No wonder this pic was haunting me. Anyways, I made this on a whim but have no fear, I have a raider takeout fit that will follow up this as soon as I feel like publishing it. Two, the editing is so bad, the story has SO many holes, I just got tired of explaining. I'm sorry if it bores you, skip to the end if you like, whatever, but show some love if you want that makeout fic. Three, I have nothing else to say. Goodbye for now!
Tagging: @just2bubbly @cinderswrench @cindersassasin @the-wee-woo-royal @deprivedmusicaljunkie @crescentchat @notjacinclay @wheresmymom-imlost @salt-warrior @rapunzelfromthemoon @briggycat @impossiblesuitcase @kaider-is-my-otp (these are for my kaider ONLY fics so please ask if you want to be tagged or removed <3)
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stinkrascal · 5 months
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hi jaiden! do you have list of mods that you use in bg3? or could you show them? bc your ocs look amazing <3
yeah of course :) i'll eventually make a resources page for this too the same as i have for my ts4 resources page so that will be updated in the future. but for now i'll list them under the cut. also thank you so much!!
gameplay/utilities
bg3 script extender
improvedUI + improvedUI show all items
trips old shader's pack
native mod loader
WASD movement
no inspiration point cap
zero gold weight
better maps (clear map no grid transparent shroud)
no romance limit + born to be anyone (so i can roleplay the rolan romance of my dreams<3 ha)
patches for cc mods
bg3 mod fixer
cosmetic
faces of faerun
long straight hair
tav's hair salon
dissidia's hair
top surgery scars
mashed up hairs
purchasable camp clothes and underwear
custom horn colors
chromatic dyes
extra dyes for the fashionable folk of faerun
ghoul's customization compendium
fwoopi's masc head replacements
half loose hairstyles
flame tattoo edit
less veins on face
vemperen's otherheads repaired
alt m half-elf head 2 for other races
warpaint tattoos galore
modular equipment
ellian's hair
long hairs
vessnelle's hair collection
new character creation presets
basket full of equipment nsfw
druu's clothes and armor
variant of orin's hair
de-accessorized hairstyles
customizer's compendium npc unlocker
dice
sakura dice
cute dice collection
dominate spell dice
iridescent pearl dice
companions
wyll's devil form
wyll's mirror (used after breaking pact in act 3)
astarion color edit (matching lashes)
no abs (astarion and gale)
vyr custom hairstyles for shadowheart
makeup remover for shadowheart, laezel, karlach
lighter eyebrows for shadowheart
gale's wizardly updo
my load order is usually utility mods 1st, gameplay mods 2nd, face mods 3rd, hair mods 4th, companion mods 5th, dice mods 6th but idk if it actually matters that much :')
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smolwritingchick · 3 months
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The Bangtan Gal Chapter 64- Sweet 18
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Chapter Summary: BTS attend the Melon Music Awards. Jennie turns 18. An uninvited guest visits Jennie as all hell breaks loose
Words: 10,000+
Author's Note: Fluff! And protective Yoongi and Jungkook! There is some angst in this near the end regarding diet and weight. Kindly let me know if I need to be more specific for angst warnings to make sure no one is uncomfortable! :)
----- “Oh dear, the guys are at it again, huh?” Hayoon asked, taking a seat next to Jennie with the rest of the GFriend members. 
They all decided to have breakfast together and catch up on what was going on in their lives. Jen had just informed them about the chaos that happened and she still was feeling some type of way.
“Yes! Oh my God! They threw up on my Nikes! Nikes! Of all things. I wouldn’t have cared if it was something else but my Nikes!? I was irate.” Jen exclaimed.
“And I’m sure some of those pairs are limited edition and can’t be replaced huh?” Sowon asked “Loving my fashion and all, I understand how you feel.”
“A few were limited edition. And now they’re ruined. And one pair, my mom went through hell and back to get it for me because of the high demand! The one pair was the Nike Dunk Low Pro SB Paris and they’re impossible to find now and they threw up on them! I was one out of the 200 people to get them jawns! My mom told me that I wouldn’t be getting anything else for a couple of years after she bought those expensive shoes for me. Like y’all do not understand. I love my Nike sneakers. Those were some of the rarest sneakers out there! Now it’s ruined...”
“Listening to all that makes me upset. I wouldn’t want any of my items to get ruined like that. And something so rare, too? They better do something for you.” Sowon shook her head.
“They are just like I remembered. I wonder what they’re up to right now.” SinB pondered.
“Probably recovering from their headaches. I didn’t think they’d get that drunk. Sometimes you can’t leave those boys alone by themselves.” Jen said. “I love them. But I want to kill them.”
“Let’s just stay positive. Don’t worry. I know it’s upsetting but watch you get even better pairs than that.” Yuji responded. “Remember, always move forward.”
Jen sighed and nodded. “Yeah...I guess.”
“Jennie, we heard about Bangtan’s contract with Puma! We’re so happy for you.” Eunha beamed.
“Thanks...”
“Uh oh, you don’t seem so happy about Puma.” Yerin chimed in.
“It’s because she still wants to endorse for Nike.” Umji giggled.
Jen thought back to the day she found out about Puma.
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Jennie had walked into Bang PD’s office, meeting the members as they all sat around. She heard about a contract for a big brand and assumed that maybe, just maybe it would finally be the opportunity she had been praying about for years. Endorsing for Nike.
The members shot worried glances at her, tensed and anxious to see her reaction to what Bang PD had to say. 
Noticing, Jen called them out, “Okay don’t stare at me and not expect me to ask what is wrong.”
“Nothing, nothing.” Hobi shrugged.
“You sure? You good?” she looked around.
“Yeah, we’re great,” Jin added.
“Uh huh. Okay,” she responded, not convinced.
“Jennie, I’m glad you can join us. I called you all in here because we have a contract for you to sign, to endorse a big brand.” Bang PD mentioned.
“Oh my God...is it-is it Nike?” she covered her mouth as she felt her eyes begin to water.
“Uh...not quite.” he responded with an apologetic smile.
“Not quite...?” Jen felt her life get sucked out of her as soon as he said that. “Okay well, who are we endorsing?” she blinked the tears away, trying not to hide her disappointment.
“Puma!” he presented the contracts.
Staring at the contract, she started laughing. “Wait, wait, wait, Puma?” she pointed at the stack of papers.
“Yes!” Bang PD happily grinned.
“Puma?”
“Yes, Puma.”
“What about Nike?”
“Here we go...” Yoongi murmured while the members shifted uncomfortably.
“Uh, I have to water my plant. I’ll see you.” Jimin quickly got up.
“Sit down,” Jen ordered in a harsh tone. Jimin shrieked and quickly went back to his seat. “So, what about Nike? What is going on with Nike? Why not Nike? Nike is like, better! Nike is like, the best brand ever. Nike is my life.”
“I’m sorry, Jennie. They have not reached out to any of us for endorsements.” Bang PD explained.
“So, we’re not endorsing Nike?”
“No, we are not endorsing Nike.”
“And we’re endorsing Puma?”
“Yes, if you sign the contract.”
“No Nike?”
“No Nike, Jennie. I’m sorry.”
'Are you-are you kidding me?' She asked herself this, wondering why Nike wouldn’t let her endorse them. Was it because she wasn’t an athlete? Should she switch her profession to tennis to get an endorsement? Volleyball? Even running? 
“You’ll love it. Puma is a great brand.”
“Oh my God, Puma? PUMA!? No Nike? After I have been trying my hardest to get noticed by this damn company, they still won’t holler at me! I don’t understand why the world is against me and Nike.” she buried her face in her hands. She sighed and signed the contract. “All right, Puma it is. Let’s do this. Thank you. Maybe Nike will see how badass I look in the Puma merch and give me a call."
Bang PD laughed, while Namjoon explained, “ She’s grateful for this, don’t worry. It’ll just take some time but she’ll love Puma.”
“As expected. I knew she was going to react like this."
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“My mom always tells me that good things happen to those who wait and to just leave it up to God, so I’ll continue to just wait on it,“ Jen responded. “My time will come. Maybe it’s not my time yet to endorse Nike because there is a bigger opportunity out there waiting. I’ll probably look back at this and laugh.”
The next day, in a better mood thanks to the new pairs of Nikes from the members, Jen went to school, wearing one of the pairs. They were forgiven, for now until they mess up again.
“Class, for today, we have a special guest coming in to teach you a short routine.” the dance teacher announced. “Please show her the same respect as you give me and give her your undivided attention. Please welcome, Jennie.”
Walking in with a duffle bag, Jennie waved and bowed to everyone. An overwhelming sound of gasps, fanboying and fangirling filled the room because a BTS member would be dancing with them.
“Thank you for having me.” she beamed. “Are we ready to have some fun?”
“Yes!” she heard the overwhelming response which brought a smile to her face.
“Okay, let’s stretch.”
After stretching, some eager fans in the class asked her if they could take a photo with her. 
“Let’s get this dance down first. And after that, I’ll take a photo with you. This dance needs to be your top priority, okay?”
Once she demonstrated the dance while playing My Style by The Black Eyed Peas, the students watched, astonished, and intimidated at how fluid the dance was. Seeing their facial expressions through the mirror, she turned around after finishing and smiled in reassurance.
“I know it looks complex, but we will go through this step by step, taking all the time we need. Don’t panic, you will get through this and get it right. Now let’s get started.”
The freshmen truly appreciated how patient she was with them. She was a part of Big Hit, their choreography was always powerful and outstanding. Learning from her would benefit them in the long run.
“Make sure that every move connects. Don’t rush it.” she helped one student.
“Like this?” the student did the move again.
“It looks like you’re so eager to go to the next step that you don’t finish the previous move.”
“Ugh, I’m never going to get this.”
“Hey, it’s fine. I was like this too when I first started dancing. It’s okay. Let’s not think about speed. Let’s take it slow first and then increase our speed. Take your time.”
After a few more tries, the student got it right.
Once finishing teaching everyone the dance, Jen danced with them twice and then sat out to watch them perform. Her heart was filled with joy to see her finished product look so nicely done by the students.
“Yes! Great job everyone! You have worked hard!” she applauded and as promised, took photos with them.
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The Melon Music Awards approached fast as the members got ready for the event. With Jennie, the stylists were taking care of her hair and makeup after adjusting her long pink dress. Looking at herself in the mirror, she was in awe at the person staring back at her.
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“WOW! I dunno how you stylists do it. You always know how to make me look good.” she spun around and checked out the dress. “I love this. This is so amazing, thank you.”
They all met up with the rest of the members who already had their attire for the red carpet.
“Okay, Jennie is all set. Are we ready to depart?” one stylist called out.
Jungkook turned his head in the direction of the stylist and noticed Jen’s dress. His eyes widened with his mouth agape. Blushing, he soon adjusted himself when he heard some of the staff members giggling at his reaction.
Jen noticed that each member had something pink on them to match with her. Jungkook and Jimin had pink ties, Jin and Yoongi had pink handkerchiefs, Taehyung had a pink bowtie and Namjoon and Hobi wore pink watches.
Jin turned around after getting his jacket adjusted and widened his eyes. “Oh no. No. Why this dress?”
“We thought this was the best one for Jennie.” some stylists tried to explain to him.
“Ahhhhh! Why are you growing up so fast for me?!” he complained, placing his hands on Jen’s shoulders as she laughed. “You were just sixteen! Look at how high the slit is! It’s showing so much leg! And is that a leg chain!? This is too sexy!”
“Keep a close distance with us. Heads will be turning to stare at you in that dress.” Namjoon added with a soft laugh.
Jen spun around to show off the dress. “Come on, you have to admit I look pretty awesome in this, thanks to the stylists.”
“Yes, you look beautiful. Just, growing into a beautiful young lady right before my eyes...I can’t handle it.” Jin began to tear up. 
Taehyung and Jimin started laughing at his overdramatic whining.
“Oh, my God...calm down,” Yoongi called out. “Stop whining. She looks great. The dress suits her anyway.”
Arriving at the event in a van, while it was raining, the security guards had umbrellas up to make sure none of the idols were wet from the weather. Jen was in the van with Jimin, Taehyung, and Yoongi, behind the van that had Jin, Jungkook, Rapmon, and Hobi. As soon as the door opened, Jin walked out first, commencing the ‘Car Door Guy’ nickname, as the fans began screaming.
Jen was the last one out of the van, getting help from Jimin and Yoongi, to make sure her dress was fine. After meeting up with the rest of the members, they walked down the red carpet, waving and smiling at the fans.
Her dress caught a lot of attention from everyone, including the leg chain on her exposed leg. She had wanted to start wearing more body jewelry and thankfully the stylists allowed her to. It would be a nice trend to start. As they stood to take photos while MCs, Seo Yuri and Heo Young Ji from KARA, talked about Bangtan, the members waved while the cameras kept flashing. Rapmon then talked on behalf of the group for a quick interview. Afterward, they were guided by security to head backstage.
Many idols were dressed in various suits and dresses in different colors and lengths. They all looked stunning to Jennie as she walked by, bowing to various people.
“Jennie! You look amazing!” Hayoon rushed up to her for a hug.
“Girl! So, do you too! Nice legs. I love the white on you.”
“Really? Thank you!”
When Jen saw G-Dragon, she had to hug him and catch up on everything that had been happening. She told him that she wasn’t nervous and was pumped for tonight. He had given her some advice on ways to relax when it came to performing on stage. She was always amazed at how YG Artists seemed so chill at award shows and all casual.
When taking her seat with the rest of the members, sitting between Rapmon and Yoongi, she regarded that GFriend was sitting behind Bangtan and Big Bang was sitting in front. When G-Dragon turned around, he met Jen’s gaze and they waved at each other.
“Ooh! Okay!” Jen grinned as she saw Wonho jump out on stage with a smirk on his face. 
The camera caught her numerous times jamming to Monsta X’s performance as fans called her a huge stan of theirs.
And as soon as they began to perform Hero, she got hyped and started singing along, “What, what, what, okay man, let’s go!”
As the performance went on, a camera showed Rapmon, Jen, Yoongi, and Jin. Jen and Yoongi were already lip-syncing along, so they immediately looked at the camera, getting even more hyper together. 
Best New Artist Award was up next and GFriend was up against some other girl groups. Jennie had her fingers crossed, obviously hoping that her friends would get this award. They deserved it. Everyone watched on, anticipating the results and before they knew it, GFriend appeared on the screen.
“Yasssss!” Jennie happily clapped. 
She turned around and stood up to applaud as she saw the members looking shocked and thrilled. GFriend began walking to the stage, bowing to everyone while Jen continued to cheer. 
“That is my best friend! My best friend! Yes, Hayoon! Yes! Strut!”
Hearing her cheer, Hayoon quickly ran up to hug her, tightly. 
“I can’t believe we won!” Hayoon exclaimed.
“I am so proud of you! Now get up there, this is your moment!” she let her go and watched her catch up with the other members.
Watching their acceptance speech, Jen had begun tearing up. They worked so hard for this. She was so proud. And then watching GFriend perform, Jennie couldn’t stop smiling. There were so many fancams of her jamming out to IKON’s performance as some fans wondered what it would be like to party with Jen because she was so lively during award shows while a majority of the idols just sat there, nodding to the beat.
Backstage, the members strolled to their dressing room to get changed for their performance. On her way to the dressing room, she bumped into Monsta X. 
“Yo! Your performance was friggin lit! Like wow! I‘m blown away. Amazing job, guys! Gotta go, bye!” she quickly told them before she had to rush to the dressing room. They had thanked her and told her they hoped to see her around to formally meet. 
Jen wasn’t feeling the outfit for the performance but it is what it is. She did think it was cool they were using LED gloves. She felt like Iron Man. Before they went on stage, they did last minute rehearsals. When they performed, everything went great and Jen loved the remix version of I Need U. The dance break, especially her facial expressions, showed more emotion this time for the song.
“It’s over! It’s over! Woo!” J-Hope yelled on camera as they walked backstage. 
Their performance went well after they prepared hard for it. Now they got to get back to their seats to enjoy the rest of the show. Throughout the show, the camera would focus on various idols. When the camera focused on Jennie yet again, she looked up at the screen to see herself. She smiled softly and turned to the camera, giving it a small wave. Fans were screaming loudly as soon as she popped up on the screen, cheering for Bangtan.
Later, they won Best Dance Performance which overwhelmed the members with joy. 
“GO JENNIE!” Hayoon yelled out of nowhere before shyly sitting back down after getting surprised stares.
She was so quiet, it amused and caught everyone off-guard to see her like this as she was so supportive of Jennie. Her sudden yell startled Jennie herself, and she let out a laugh, rushing over to give Hayoon a big hug.
“I love you!” she smiled and turned back to walk on stage, meeting with the rest of the group for their acceptance speech.
Once Bangtan was backstage, they celebrated on camera for a Bangtan Bomb. 
“Look what we wooooooon!” Jen presented the award with Jimin as everyone started yelling in cheers before dancing around.
“We suffered so much and finally won the dance award. Teacher Sung Deuk worked so hard and finally, we got it!” Jimin cheered.
The show was exciting with great performances and cheers from the fandoms of each idol. Big Bang’s performance was her favorite throughout the entire show as she sang along with Taehyung. Not caring who was watching, she had to stand up and start dancing. Taehyung immediately joined her in the fun.
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18 years old. 
Jennie was finally 18!
Crazy how time flies.
In the morning, she woke up early, in a bright mood to record herself dancing to 50 Cent’s In Da Club.
Go, go, go, go go, go,
Go, shawty
It’s your birthday
We gon’ party like it’s yo birthday
She posted the video on Twitter with the caption, ‘WOOOO! 18! Let’s go! Love you all! Thanks for the birthday wishes!’
She was overwhelmed with joy at the support from the fans. From their birthday wishes, amazing fanart, and even Tumblr posts, she was grateful. Fans even trended #HappySmartieDay to celebrate.
‘Thank you for being such an amazing black woman in K-Pop. Although we all can be tired of some of the BS over there, thank you for representing us and staying your natural, beautiful self.’
‘So down to earth and has grown so much as a performer. I am so proud of you, happy birthday queen!’
‘Happy birthday to the baddest bitch in K-Pop! Have a blessed day Jennie! LOVE YOU!’
‘You always look so healthy. Continue to eat well!’
‘Thank you for existing, without you, my confidence wouldn’t be as high because your representation of us colored girls, makes me feel amazing’
‘You show me that it doesn’t matter how you look, you can still do anything’ 
‘You don’t understand how much I love this girl! She makes me appreciate myself and my skin color’
Taehyung tweeted an embarrassing photo of Jennie sticking her tongue out with a face mask, ‘Happy Birthday Ennie! Love youuuuu! Please don’t hurt me’
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“Oh my God...” Jen muttered as she looked at the photo of herself. “I’m going to kill him.”
She replied, ‘Oh HELL no! You screenshotted me while we were on facetime!? #YouAreDead’ 
J-hope tweeted two videos of her performing the Milly Rock and her teaching BTS the dance and then them performing and laughing. ‘#JenMillyRocksOnAnyBlock she does this dance the best. I can’t keep up, kekeke. Don’t challenge Munchkin to a Milly Rock dance off’
Jin tweeted a video of her teaching him the lean back dance, ‘Thanks for helping me learn this dance. I think I do it better than you, now.’
Namjoon tweeted a photo of her posing like he would for KimDaily. ‘Happy birthday, Jennie. You do KimDaily photos pretty well. Remember this? Giving me a run for my money.’
Jungkook tweeted a short video of them performing a dance cover of Wonder Girl’s Rewind. ‘Happy birthday to my one and only golden best friend. She’s irreplaceable. Thanks for asking me to cover this with you.’
Yoongi had tweeted a photo of her asleep in his studio after a rap lesson. ‘I’m proud of you smartie. #HappySmartieDay #SmartieIsTheBest #ImAMasterofTagsNow’
Big Hit even released her dancing to Electric Lady with some of her idol friends while she was in her Janelle Monae costume. She had a blast filming for it. 
“AHHHHHHHH!”
Turning in alarm, she was attacked by silly strings in all directions as she tried to block her face. Laughter filled the room as she confirmed it was the guys.
“Happy birthday, Jennie!” she heard them shout.
She felt herself get thrown over someone’s shoulder and spun around as they began singing and dancing around. Meanwhile, Jimin had recorded the entire thing, laughing in the background, hoping to post the video later on Twitter. Jen realized she was over Namjoon’s shoulder and began laughing after he set her down.
“Thanks, guys!”
“I made your favorite blueberry pancakes. Pancake mix straight from America. Come on!” Jin dragged her out of the room.
Walking into Big Hit’s building, she received many greetings as the staff wished her a happy birthday.
Even from Bang PD and he tweeted two photos. One was the first photo they took together before debut, looking young, and then the other was a recent photo as he expressed how proud he was to have a young lady like her become Miss Bangtan in BTS. His words made her feel really good about herself and she even visited his office to thank him for everything. Thanking him for allowing her a spot in the company. She felt so loved. This company was such a big family. She had also taken the time to thank each of the staff members for everything they have done for her from her trainee days until now.
Whenever it was makeup, clothes, helping her mic, dropping her off someplace, everything she appreciated. And they were touched by her kind words.
When inside her studio, she noticed Yoongi was waiting for her, sitting at her desk with a large pink box in his hands. Turning around, he smiled softly and presented it to her.
“Happy birthday, Smartie.”
“Ahaha, you remembered.” she looked at the Hello Kitty box. “I don’t want to cry today.” she chuckled and began to read his cute birthday note as he took a page out of her book.
“Sorry, but I have a birthday rap made for you. To my annoying Nike loving Smartie,” he responded and began to rap for her.
After he finished, she pulled him in for an embrace. “Thank you for this.”
Before she knew it, the members came inside with a big cake, filled with candles while they were all recorded for a Bangtan Bomb.
“Thanks, guys. Yo, this cake looks so good. Hang on a sec, I have the perfect song.” she put on Cut It and started bumping to the beat. “Cut it, cut it, cut it, cut it, cut it! This cake looks way too good, we need to cut it! This cake looks way too good, we need to cut it!”
“You’re so corny. Cut the cake already, I want to eat a slice.” Yoongi exclaimed as the members laughed.
“Hey! She gets first dibs.” Jin called out
“Take as much time as you want,” Hobi giggled
“Can I have the strawberries on the cake?” Taehyung started reaching for one.
“ARMY got something for you.” Jungkook presented her with a big box.
“The heck is this? ARMY didn’t have to do this,” she said, looking at the box in amazement.
ARMY raised money to buy her a custom made purple electric guitar with each of the members’ names engraved on it and other encouraging messages. She hadn’t talked about wanting an electric guitar for a long time but the fact that ARMY remembered, and they did something like for her, made her cry as she wiped her tears. As if the birthday bus advertisement wasn’t enough, this took the cake.
Jen sniffed, “I don’t understand what I did to deserve such loving fans. Thank you ARMY, you’re the best.”
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A few days later, Namjoon and Jennie were in Namjoon’s studio, patiently waiting for Angelina to arrive. She was just a few minutes away from arriving at the Big Hit building, and Jen noticed Namjoon trying to remain calm.
“You are freaking out.” she teased.
“I-I’m not.”
“Sure. Just make sure you don’t freeze when you meet her in person.”
“Why would I freeze?”
‘He is so going to freeze.’ she thought.
Before they knew it, Jennie found Angelina at the building. “FINALLY!” Jennie shouted and jumped on top of her, making them both fall down.
“Ahh! You got heavier!” Angelina laughed. “I missed you!”
“Missed you more! I am so happy you’ll be staying for a while.” Jen got up and helped her up. “Come on, let me introduce you to the guys. Let’s go. We have a lot to talk about.” She beckoned her to follow her.
Once they made it to where the members were, Jennie decided to introduce her to Namjoon first. She had a feeling Angelina really wanted to see him, so she decided to fulfill her wishes. And like Jennie predicted, he froze. 
He stood there, stunned in his studio.
“Hi.” Angelina softly greeted. “Wow, you look cuter in person, good Lord.”
“H-hi. You look even more beautiful in person.” he stumbled over his words
Jen snorted. He was smitten and it was adorable to see him like this. Namjoon was about to go for a handshake but then decided to hug her.
‘Aw...’ Jen smiled.
Jennie had told Angelina about what was going on in Bangtan and the three of them had a long conversation about everything. Miss Bangtan began to feel mischievous and decided to tease Namjoon.
“Oh! Angelina, you got to hear Expensive Girl. It’s funny as hell. I could not stop laughing when I first heard it. He singlehandedly killed ARMY with this song."
Namjoon widened his eyes. “Nah, nah, we don’t need to listen to that. Let’s talk about something else.”
“Ignore him. I have it right on my phone.”
“Woman, don’t do it. Do not do it!” he warned while Angelina started giggling.
“What? What? Let her listen! Her mind is as dirty as yours so she’ll love the song regardless.”
“Ah...why me?” he whined as she played it loud for them all to hear. 
Namjoon was mentally preparing to make sure to tease the hell out of Jennie whenever she and Jungkook started dating because there was no way she was getting away with this. With Jen, she had to control her laughter as the song played. Namjoon felt his face warm up and glanced at Angelina who looked amused but into the song.
Once the torture was over, Angelina said, “You’re really cute, you know that? I like the song.” 
Namjoon stared at her in surprise. “Y-you do?”
“Yeah. I really do.”
“Well, I gotta go, so, I’ll see you two later. Namjoon can introduce you to the rest of the members.” Jen stood up.
“Wait you’re leaving?” Namjoon asked in alarm. 
He was so nervous, he didn’t want Jen to leave, yet. He felt like he’d say something wrong in English or something. Truth be told, Angelina was also nervous. Her best friend was leaving her alone with Namjoon and she lost count of how many times her heart raced or how flushed she felt.
“Bye!” she left the studio. 
She wanted to give them some alone time. They deserved it. Turning around, she saw Jungkook and smiled.
“Hyung froze, huh?”
“At first glance. It was hilarious.”
“Did Hyung ask her out, yet?”
“They’re working on it. I’m just happy that she’s happy. I haven’t seen her like that in a while.”
Throughout the rest of the day, Jen spent time practicing choreography with Hobi and then stayed in her studio. Angelina walked inside and sat with her.
“What?” Angelina glanced away after being stared at.
“You’re glowing,” Jen confirmed.
“What you mean?”
“You’re smiling so widely, it’s cute.”
“Hush.”
“So...”
“What? Stop staring!”
“I want the tea, sis.”
She chuckled nervously. “Well...we’re gonna have a little studio date soon.”
Jennie fist pumped. “All right! Namjoon is a sweetheart and a gentleman. I know you will have a great time. I’m just happy to see you happy. I really hope that maybe you two can date. Despite him being an idol and you being in America as a rapper, I’m sure it will all work out.”
“Really?”
“Yeah.”
“Thank you. I really like him. Are you sure you’re cool with me dating your leader?”
“Um, that’s not my decision. Do whatever you want. If that is what Namjoon wants, then I will support him. You two look so happy with each other, I highly encourage you two to date.” 
“Okay. I’ll keep you posted on how things go.”
“Good.”
“Ooh girl, I have some very exciting news to tell you.”
“What happened?”
“Guess who I will be collaborating with, pretty soon?”
“Who?
“The Weeknd!”
“Ahhhhh! What!? Holy shit, are you for real?!”
“Yes!”
“That’s huge! You’re going to blow up even more after this!”
“Ah, you really think so? This is such a dream come true, collaborating with my favorite artists. It’s such a blessing. There is just so much stuff I want to do. I hope I can do it.”
“You can and you will. I’ll be right there to support you. I’ll always have your back. No matter what.”
“This is why I love you.”
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Finally, after a year hiatus, Jennie had her singing exhibit again. She underestimated the number of people who wanted to attend. It was much bigger and she’ll have to think about bigger venues or even other areas to have it since it was such a high demand.
But although a lot of BTS fans came, she really wanted those who simply love to sing and want to sing or learn to sing. That was her goal when she first started the event back during her Amity days. She’ll have to make a future announcement about that. Despite a large number of people, things remained under control and she stayed until she met every single person and bonded over their passion for singing.
Once the event ended, she stayed to clean up with the staff members and Sejin stayed with her until she was ready to go back to the dorm.
“Wait, please, I know it’s over but can I please see her?” a desperate male voice called out.
Jen stopped cleaning up and saw a black male, who looked exhausted.
“Hey, you can let him in,” she reassured the security.
The boy sighed out of relief and walked in. “This was not how I wanted to meet you. I’m a hot mess, right now. I had no time to prepare, I’m sweaty, I’m tired, but I’m here.”
“Why were you in such a rush? And where are my manners, hi!”
“Hi!” he laughed. “I had to stay late for a college class due to a big project. It was so frustrating. I really wanted to be here on time. I never was able to attend any of your events.”
“Hey, education comes first. Sit down, chill with me.”
“A-are you serious?”
“Yeah. Yoongi can wait a little bit.”
“Ah, that’s right, you’re still learning how to rap from him?”
“Yep, loving every session with him.”
“Oh well, I don’t want to hold you up.”
“Nah, it’s fine. Come on and Yoongi is probably working on music, anyway.”
They sat down and Jen smiled. The guy was shocked that he didn’t feel nervous around her. It was like talking to an old friend.
“Thank you. I can’t believe I’m sitting with THE Miss Bangtan. You always slay my life when you’re on stage!”
“Aw, thank you. How was your project? What was it for?”
“An art project. I believe I passed.”
“Good. I’m thrilled to hear that. What’s your major?”
“Art. I’m studying abroad for all of my college years.”
“Wow! What do you want to do with that?
“A lot of things actually. One thing I’d love to do is be a graphic designer.”
“Wow, keep doing what you’re doing. You have my full support.”
“I will. I also sing too. I’m doing both.”
“Sing for me.”
He sang a few notes of Oui by Jeremih, which blew her away. She enthusiastically complimented him on his skills.
“Really? That means so much coming from you.” he grinned. “Hey, do you want to go to college when you graduate SOPA?”
“Most definitely. I’d like to go to a college in America but I’m not sure yet since I’m here in Korea, as a member of BTS. We’ll see.”
“Do you have any idea what you want to do?”
“To be honest, I have no idea what I want my major to be or what I want to do in college. But I still have time. You said you’re an artist, can I see what you have drawn?”
“Yeah, of course!” he showed her some of his work from his portfolio in his school bag.
“Damn, this is phenomenal! Very aesthetic!”
“I also have an art show coming up.”
“You do? When? Where?”
“This Saturday evening.” he showed her the location.
“I’m free that day. I’d like to come if you don’t mind.”
“W-what? Are you for real?”
“Yeah, why not? I just love supporting anyone that’s black. Everyone wants to bring us down but we will continue to do what we can to prosper. And with what you’re doing, I don’t see a lot of black artists that often, even though I know there are a lot of talented ones out there that should get a lot of recognition. You have a gift. Heck, I might just buy something from you. Can I get your Instagram?”
“Deadass?”
“Deadass, let’s keep in touch by DMing each other. I want to see how your journey progresses.”
“Yo, you are like...pure girlfriend material. I love you so much. Your support is everything. Whoever is the man you date, will remain grounded and able because of your constant support. Don’t ever change, Jennie. Thank you for this.”
“You are very welcome.”
Afterward, they took a selfie and he posted it on his social media with the caption, ‘It was a blessing to come here late. Thank you for everything!’
Once Jen arrived back in her dorm, she was exhausted from the event and then from her rap lessons with Yoongi. All she wanted to do was sleep. Heading to her room, she saw Angelina on her bed, not looking too happy. She heard her sniffing, and she realized that she had been crying.
“Whoa, whoa, what’s wrong with you?” Jennie quickly rushed over to her as Angelina wiped her tears.
“It’s the collab...”
“What about the collab?”
“I’m not collabing with him, anymore.”
“What do you mean you’re not doing the collab with him, anymore?”
“I don’t know! Apparently, it got scrapped and there’s some dirt on me for being problematic. There are rumors that I’m not the best person to work with. It’s all bullshit.”
“Are you serious...?” Jen frowned.
“Look, I know I have a little bit of a mouth, but I’ve matured. Like damn, I love The Weeknd. I busted my butt to get that collab and now it’s gone...it’s so unfair man, I worked so hard to earn that spot...they're going to give the spot to someone else but I'm not sure who...”
Jennie pulled her in for a hug. A lot of questions were on her mind. She thought about who would want to ruin something like that for Angelina and who got the spot instead.
‘This just doesn’t make any sense...’ Jen thought to herself. 
How could they confirm their collab and then change their mind so suddenly?
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Saturday rolled around quickly as she attended the boy’s art show. His paintings were stunning and he even surprised her with a drawing of BTS for Big Hit to hang in one of their studios. She was glad she came and took a bunch of photos, posting them on her Twitter, asking ARMY to support his work.
Yoongi had also tagged along with her, admiring the work that the college students put out. The boy’s parents even came to Seoul to see their son, and Jennie happily introduced herself, telling them how talented their son was.
“This is for you. To support all your artistic needs and other opportunities.” Jen presented him with a gift basket. 
Along with it was an envelope that had a nice sum of cash for him to help with his future. While she and Yoongi signed the back of his artwork for him, writing some encouraging messages, some artists were fans of BTS and asked for photos.
Once Yoongi excused himself to use the bathroom, Jennie continued to look at the other artwork.
“Wow! This looks amazing. This is yours?”
She heard a familiar voice.
It couldn’t be...
Not here of all places...
Not now...
Jennie feared for the worst and slowly turned around to see Hailey talking to one of the artists, who seemed starstruck because she was an Amity fan. Jen had remembered that Amity would be having their world tour in Seoul, and it looked like they were already here. At least Hailey was. But it didn’t make any sense.
Why was she here? She had no business here whatsoever.
Jen frowned as she watched Hailey have her manager film her giving the girl a big sum of cash to help with school. The girl began to get emotional and kept thanking her for everything. Taking a selfie, Hailey immediately posted it on social media as her fans would comment on how much of a ‘generous queen’ she was and that she was an ‘amazing leader’.
Once everyone left to go to the other room for some refreshments and other activities, Hailey and Jen were left alone in the room. Jen’s eyes closed in dissatisfaction as she heard the dreaded voice of the person she wanted to avoid forever. 
This was not the time nor place for any of this.
“Quitter! Long time no see!” Hailey beamed, watching her open her eyes, looking at her unamused. “I missed you! Wow, your hair looks nice. Did you gain a little weight, too? I guess that Korean food is making you a little thick. Nice. You look wonderful. How’s BTS? I heard about your little comeback that’s coming up. Let’s see if you’ll finally get an award this time. And let us see if the song is actually good. The others...eh...not so much. I bet those first wins for I Need U were pity awards.”
Jennie clenched her jaw, continuing to look annoyed by her presence.
‘Not worth it...bite your tongue.’ she told herself.
Just why of all places did she have to come here and pull that half-assed publicity stunt during her moment with a fan?
“I get it, I get it.” Hailey chuckled, understanding her reaction. “You are so happy to see me that you’re speechless!”
Jen slowly shook her head in disappointment. “Why do you always feel the need to one-up me...? Everyone? You never let anyone have their time to shine or have their moment. You always make it about you. Always...”
“Whatever do you mean?”
“Everything I do, you try your darndest to do it extra.”
“Where are your receipts?”
“I learned Korean because I love the culture and wanted to communicate with everyone if I ever got the opportunity to come to Seoul and be a K-Pop idol. And now I’m here, blessed. But with you, you learned it out of spite to get back at me. You said it was a waste of time and that you hated it, years ago.”
“Okay, and?”
“My songs in my notebook which you took? I wrote what I was feeling. What was on my mind. And then Songstress changed it into unmeaningful lyrics for a single.”
“We made the songs better.”
“And then here at this art show. What I did with my fan was from the heart, not for attention. I don’t need the media to know when I give someone money or whatever. I just do it from the heart. You, on the other hand, do it for publicity, posting everything on social media, lying to the public about who you really are.”
“Do I now?”
“You’re fake and you’re a phony.”
“Ouch....”
“It won’t be too long before everyone knows what Songstress is doing to screw Angelina and me over to make you guys look better. They won’t let it go, huh? That we left? That we found a better home to showcase our talent with music? That we are more successful without the company? That we’re happy? Even if you guys are more popular now, Amity is not how it used to be. It’s not a group. It’s just Hailey and the backups.”
“Wow! I can just feel the animosity you have towards me and I just want to know if you’re going to do something about it. Because Angelina retaliated over the years. Got on my bad side and now she’s in the state that she’s in, losing that collab with The Weeknd and now Trinity has it.”
Jennie quickly got in her face, narrowing her eyes. She had a feeling Songstress had something to do with it. How heartbroken her best friend was when she found out she lost that collab with him is an image that will never leave her head.
“Good, good. Get angrier," Hailey provoked. "I’m just waiting for you to snap too, that’s all. Your mind is just a ticking time bomb. I’m just patiently waiting. You know, I really like it when you guys get so pressed when it comes to me. Angelina always has my name in her mouth. You, you’re better. You never talk about me like she does but the fact that when you look at me and you get so mad, even a little intimidated, just makes this entire scenario more entertaining.”
Jen scoffed and shook her head. “I knew it. I knew there was a pattern. First, her losing out on winning an award at the MTV Video Music Awards when you knew Angelina was getting higher votes than the other nominees and you knew damn well she deserved it. And now losing the song to collaborate with The Weeknd. Suddenly Trinity has it now. Did Songstress pay to decrease her votes or something for the award? What did you guys do?”
“Who knows, maybe she has a lot of enemies. Or the competition is just too much and she’s not as good as she thinks she is. Maybe Trinity was a better fit for the collab.”
“Un-believable...you and Songstress have got to be the shadiest people ever.”
“And are you planning on doing something? Do you want to end up like Angelina? I mean, after showing how problematic she is, I’m sure everyone was pretty convinced to not work with her, anymore. I’d try to stay on my good side if I were you. And hey, don’t get mad at me. It’s just business.”
“No. It’s just spiteful. You’re garbage.”
“Yeah, Angelina tells me that all the time.” she shrugged. “Oh, and before I forget...your belated birthday gift. A VIP pass to see how great we are.” Hailey presented a ticket to Amity’s upcoming concert in Seoul.
“Not interested.”
“That’s a VIP ticket, you know there are a lot of people that would kill for a VIP ticket to an Amity concert. But why am I not surprised? You were always ungrateful.”
“Do me a favor and stay away from me.”
“Wow, I came all the way here and you gonna treat your old leader like this?”
Something told Jennie that the Lord was testing her and she could only hope that she had the strength to not do anything she would regret in the future during Amity’s stay in Korea.
“I am not joking. Stay away from me. Leave Angelina alone and back off of anyone from Big Hit. I don’t care if it’s a stylist, stay away. I am not in the mood, I am in a good place and I am not letting you fuck it up.”
“Ma’am, yes ma’am! Just tell Angelina that Trinity will let her know how the collab goes! See you around, quitter.”
Once Jennie watched her walk away, she took her phone out of her pocket and ended the voice recording, saving it. Something told her to record and she was glad that she listened to her gut feeling. She was going to do whatever she could to get that collab back to Angelina and clear her name from all those lies Songstress said. She didn’t deserve any of this and Jen couldn’t stand back and watch it happen anymore.
It was time to clap back. She had enough of Amity’s foolery and it was going to end very soon.
As Hailey walked out of the room, she noticed Yoongi and called him out. 
“Well! If it isn’t boyfriend number six!”
“I thought you were leaving.” Jen met up with Yoongi, narrowing her eyes at her.
“I was but you didn’t tell me boyfriend number six was here. Suga, was it? Allow me to introduce myself. I’m Hailey.”
Yoongi ignored her. “Jennifer.”
Every time Yoongi said her full name, she knew he was dead serious.
“Yeah?” she asked, watching him turn his head to her.
“Is this the person that’s been causing you trouble over the years...?”
Hailey scoffed. “Me? First of all, she is the one that’s been causing-“
“Was I talking to you?” Yoongi bluntly interrupted.
“I don’t appreciate that attitude you’re giving me. But the music that you make for BTS is a failure, so...I can see why you’re so bitter.”
“We didn’t ask about your music. We know your music is a disappointment.”
“Excuse me-“
“You’re excused. I can literally see the shit coming out of your mouth from all these lies you’ve said. You lost a dime. Took Jennifer for granted and now you try so hard to ruin the success that she has because you know that she is better than you. She is better than you as a person and better than you as a performer. She earned everything. You were handed everything and you keep coming back, popping up where you are irrelevant to whatever is going on. This stunt won’t make your phony ass relevant.”
“Are you friggin kidding me? I was not handed everything and how dare you say to my face that this ignorant stupid bitch is better than me!?”
Jen was about to open up her mouth, bothered that she name called her but halted once Yoongi raised his hand, signaling her to stop.
“A stupid bitch? If I remember correctly, I’m looking at one, right now. And the woman standing next to me is nowhere near what you described. So if I were you, I’d choose my words wisely.”
Jen let out a chuckle at his comment. He wasn’t wrong, that’s for sure, and Hailey’s agape reaction made it even funnier.
“You really going to insult me of all people like this?”
“I’m not insulting you, I’m just describing how pathetic you are. Are you done embarrassing yourself? If so, you can get the fuck out of here. And I highly suggest you leave Jennifer alone. Don’t piss me off.” he said in a harsh tone. 
A tone that surprised Jennie. She had never seen Yoongi like this before. Hailey was so stunned, that she couldn’t even say anything as she felt intimidated by him and took a step back. 
“S-so you have little boyfriend fight your battles for you?” she turned her attention to Jennie.
“Nah, Jennifer can handle herself pretty well. I just want you to shut the fuck up. So, why are you still standing here, looking stupid? Get the fuck out of here and go back to your group. And if I see you around Jennifer again or cause her any more problems, we will have a problem. So, think wisely.” 
Flustered and angry, Hailey stormed out while they watched her leave.
"Wow...thank you," Jen said.
"Always...let's get out of here." he grabbed her hand and walked her out of the building.
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“I knew it was that bitch! I’m gonna fuck her up!” Angelina yelled, pacing around the studio after Jennie played the recording for everyone. 
Her sudden outburst scared a few of the members, who had no idea what she was yelling in English.
“No, Ang!” Jen exclaimed.
“What do you mean no!? You gonna let this bitch do this to me!?” she snapped. “I am going to kill her-“
“Do not let her have that power over you.” she snapped back. “I know it’s difficult, I want to hit her as much as you do but we cannot go that route. It is not worth it. I need you to listen to me because I have a plan and I want this to work. But you need to calm down for this to go well, okay? I got you, I always got you.”
She exhaled and sat back down, meanwhile, Jen had translated everything that was going on to the members and they were not too happy about the situation.
“It’s time to clap back,” Jen announced. “I want to end this once and for all.”
"Yeah, this needs to end. How much you want to bet that they turned on Layla?" Angelina asked.
“No need, I already know they did. First me, then you, now her. She got dragged into being one of her goons and now it seems like she’s opening her eyes and wants a way out just like us. Well, hopefully, that’ll end very soon.”
“She is such a manipulator, thank God you recorded her. But no really, thank you for recording her. I don’t know what I would do if you didn’t. I just might get that collab back because of you. If I do, I need to pay you back, big time.”
“Don’t. I don’t want to be repaid. I really don’t care about getting anything back from you. It’s no need. You’re my best friend, I always got your back. And besides, I’ve been trying to think of a way to end this mess and this recording will do the trick.”
“I can make a big video of the audio on my YouTube channel. But maybe she’s hiding more secrets. If there is a way that we can video record her for even more proof, that’ll be even better.”
“We’ll think about that. In the meantime, I want some frozen yogurt. Let’s hang, my treat.” 
“You really not gonna let a girl pay anything while she’s here, huh?”
“Nope.”
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Since BTS were performing some more concerts, they stayed in a hotel in Seoul. And ironically, Amity stayed at the same hotel after finishing up their tour dates there. Since they were done, they had a few more days to stay in the country and decided to check out everything. But from Amity’s Instagram page, it seemed to just be Trinity and Hailey hanging out, with Layla nowhere to be found.
Meanwhile, Hailey, Trinity, and Layla were shopping in Seoul. Mostly just Trinity and Hailey as Layla dragged herself along, disinterested. She felt left out of everything ever since she had questioned why they were still trying to dwell on the drama with Jennie and Angelina. Layla began to question the way she’s been acting over the years and felt like things weren’t right.
She felt like a follower and as soon as she began to not do what Hailey wanted her to do, that’s when she saw a change in her friendships with her and Trinity. She began to feel exactly how Angelina and Jen felt.
She honestly felt miserable and was planning on leaving the group after the tour was over. She was over everything. The final straw was when Hailey had wanted to give the Weeknd collab to her but it was actually for Angelina. And once Layla had said no, Hailey had given it to Trinity instead.
She was over the manipulation. Hurting others for her personal gain. This was not who she was and she didn’t want to be a part of this type of lifestyle, anymore. If only she could bump into Jennie and apologize for everything. But she probably doesn’t want anything to do with her and will blow her off as soon as she sees her. Sorry, wouldn’t even be enough anyway.
“Uh, I actually don’t feel like shopping. I just want to go check out one of the museums, can you come with me?” Layla asked.
“Seriously? Absolutely not.” Trinity rolled her eyes.
“Really? I always do everything you guys want to do. For once, just take an interest in what I want to do.” she frowned.
“Shop for once, not stand and look at paintings or whatever. I don’t feel like going to no boring museum.” Hailey added.
“Wow.” Layla shook her head. “Of course, you guys don’t. But when it comes to what you want to do, you’re all energetic. You’re fake for that.”
“After all Songstress has done for you? After all, I’ve done for you, you want to call me fake?” Hailey called her out. “If it wasn’t for me, you wouldn’t be here today, so I’d watch what I say. You want to end up like Jen and Angelina? But I'm the bad guy, right? Blame me for everything if it makes you feel better,"
Layla walked past them, outside the store. All this gaslighting had to stop. She had to leave as soon as this tour was over. She couldn’t take much more of this type of treatment. Trying to guilt trip her and all.
“She is annoying as hell,” Trinity murmured.
“Well, it’s Layla, what do you expect?” Hailey turned and saw Jimin, Jin, and Taehyung walking inside the store with masks on. “Oh, what do you know? Boyfriends number seven, three and two are here.”
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With Layla, on her way to the museum, she made a quick stop at a coffee shop. Getting her drink and muffin, she noticed a familiar figure and decided to approach them.
“...Rap Monster...?” she timidly called out. Once he turned around, it was him. “I’m uh, I’m Layla. A member of Amity. I’m sorry for disturbing you but I uh...I really need to tell Jennie something. I know she probably wants nothing to do with me but please when you see her, just tell her that I have something to give her. Please.”
Back at the hotel, Hailey with her shopping bags made her way inside the elevator. Her plan for the rest of the day was to go to a spa, but once she saw a hooded and masked Jungkook walk in, it automatically felt like Christmas for her as she constantly kept bumping into the BTS members.
She already ruined Jin's, Jimin's, and Taehyung’s day, so why not cause more chaos before she leaves Seoul?
“Well, if it isn’t boyfriend number one...Jungkook, right? I’m Hailey. But I guess Jen already talked about me so I’m sure you know who I am.”
Jungkook was shooked and didn’t respond. How could he? He pretended to ignore her like he had headphones in his ears. He was also bothered by her presence.
“So, you’re the one in love with her, right? Maybe I should tell her for you,” she pondered, causing him to immediately turn his head, tensing up. “Wow, that certainly caught your attention. But honestly? What difference does it make? She’s going to say no. Doesn’t her family want her to date within her race? Do you honestly think she’ll date a Korean guy like you? Come on, you’re cute but that’s not the ideal type she wants.”
That, unfortunately, bothered Jungkook as he felt himself getting angry at her presence.
Hailey, however, appeared satisfied with his reaction and assumed he was feeling discouraged. She wanted to see if she could spark an argument between Jen and Jungkook if she got into his head enough. He seemed to easily become jealous so perhaps she could use that in her favor.
“I mean, you never know, she just might be dating Kevin on the low. Ever thought about that? You know all those times she goes to America, do you think she goes to see him?” she faked a concerned voice. “Man, it must hurt. Having the girl you like kissing another guy? Knowing that you were too late? They're probably sleeping with each other. That must sting to the core.”
Although he was upset, Jungkook continued to ignore her. Jen said it countless times that they were friends and he trusted her word. He knew what was going on here. Hailey was trying to get in his head by telling lies. 
She laughed, “Whatever, I really don’t care about your dumb puppy love. Although, I have to ask, why are you forcing yourself to wait for someone like her? Don’t you see all those other girls that are head over heels for you? But you choose Jennie of all people? I think you’re too loyal to someone that’s extremely oblivious to your feelings. Don’t waste your time. She’ll only hurt you in the end. Being in the friend zone is not a pleasant place to be. Date someone a little older, too. It’ll save you a lot of time and heartache. I’m sure there are a lot of other women that’ll be a better candidate than her. She is not worth it-"
Getting angry, Jungkook shot her a glare which made her stop rambling and take a step back. She was not expecting that kind of reaction as her stomach dropped.
"Enough," he spoke in a stern voice, startling her. "You do not know anything about what we have. It's in your best interest to stop talking bad about her. Especially in front of me. She is worth everything and someone like you can never compare. I am going to tell you this, one time...Stay away from her and leave her alone,"
Once the stop on his floor came, he stormed off, leaving her taken aback.
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Jennie could not understand how one person could cause so much chaos in one day. It began to stress her out as she went to comfort the members. She should’ve known better as her body tensed up when she found out that Hailey had bumped into Jimin, Jin, and Taehyung. Hailey even made Jimin cry when she spoke about his weight.
Of all things...and as hard as Jen tried to boost Jimin’s confidence, it was like all the positive things she said to him over the years were nowhere compared to the comments Hailey had told him, today. And what irritated her, even more, was that Hailey was still around the members when Jen and even Yoongi had told her to stay away from everyone in Big Hit.
“She fuckin’ lucky she didn’t see me, today.” Yoongi spat, pacing around angrily. “She is fucking lucky...if I were you, Jennifer, I’d beat the shit out of her, tonight. I can’t put my hands on her but you can. Just do me one fucking favor and give her one clean hit to the face.”
“Violence is not the answer,” Namjoon warned.
“Fuck that!” he snapped. “Clearly words aren’t enough, Namjoon!”
“Maybe after this video, Angelina creates, it will be,” he added. 
During his encounter with Layla, she had agreed to let him video record her spilling all sorts of tea about Hailey to add to what Jen recorded.
“Doesn’t matter, it’s not enough.” Yoongi turned to Jen. “What are you going to do? It’s your call. Years of frustration, end this shit tonight.”
Jennie exhaled while she had Jimin in her arms, holding him tightly after comforting him and stopping him from crying. It took a while to even get him to eat dinner as he questioned his weight. She hoped and prayed it wouldn’t trigger him to begin an unhealthy diet to try to lose weight. Sometimes she felt like all this drama was her fault. This was just between her and Hailey. But then Hailey wanted to get the members involved, stressing them out.
“Although we spoke to Big Hit about what is going on...just...look...just don’t hit her first. If she hits you, you have every right to defend yourself.” Namjoon asserted. “But use it as a last resort.”
“Use it as a first resort,” Yoongi growled
Moments later, Angelina had finished with the YouTube video to expose Hailey & Songstress and posted it on her channel. Now it wouldn’t be too long before the entire world finds out the shadiness. But to Jen, it wasn’t enough and Angelina had agreed.
“There you are, where you been?” Hobi called out, seeing Jungkook walk in.
The Golden Maknae was still agitated about his encounter earlier today. Jennie had noticed Jungkook looking fidgety and decided to call him out on it instead of leaving the situation alone. And for the most part, she was glad that she did, realizing that he had probably been approached by Hailey.
“What did she say?” she demanded, causing him to widen his eyes.
“How did you know?” 
“Because you’re not the only member she approached. And it’s your body language,” she responded and translated what was going on to Angelina.
Angelina scoffed and shook her head. “Of course, she did. As if the first confrontation wasn’t enough. Wasn’t Suga’s diss enough for her to not associate herself with Bangtan? She must want to be embarrassed again.”
“I’m sure she just sees Jungkook as an easy target like she did with Jimin.” Jennie sighed.
“She’s just trying to get under your skin.”
“I know...it worked,” Jennie admitted.
“What do you want to do?”
“Let’s go to her room."
“And pay her a visit? Count me in!”
Jennie turned back to Jungkook, “Did she bother you or make you uncomfortable in any way?” 
Miss Bangtan waited for his answer. Watching him slowly nod in response, she nodded a couple of times, clenching her jaw.
First coming unannounced at the art show. 
Then making Jimin cry. 
Then making Jin and Taehyung uncomfortable. 
And now making Jungkook uncomfortable. 
No more of this.
“I swear,” Angelina complained, “She’s like an annoying fly that you want to kill so badly.” 
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Jennie closed her eyes and inhaled and exhaled deeply, trying to keep her emotions in check. She opened her eyes, released Jimin and went to grab her sneakers, putting them on. She then puts her hair in a high bun.
“We’ll be back,” Jen announced.
“Good. Thank you. Ruin her fucking life, tonight.” Yoongi grumbled as she started walking to the door.
Jungkook stopped her by grabbing her hand, “Are you sure about this?” he asked
"Jungkook, if someone messes with you or anyone in Bangtan, I have a problem with them," Jennie said, standing in front of him. "I specifically told her to stay away from every one of you. To not bother any of you or give anybody in Bangtan or Big Hit a hard time. But what does she do? Bother you guys and I don’t appreciate that. Clearly, she didn’t get the message so... she and I are going to have a little chat. Stay here. I'll be back," she smiled and began to walk past him with Angelina to the door. 
“Munchkin,” Hobi called out, causing her to turn around to face him.
“Yeah?”
“Right hook, left hook then right, again.”
“I’ll keep that into consideration.” she nodded and left the room with Angelina.
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The removable character charms can be used not only as multi-charms, but also on pouches and wallets to create your own unique arrangement. Add character charms to your favorite style to match your mood and fashion of the day ♡
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Record Store Day Roundup: 2024 Edition
Another Record Store Day has come and gone. Did you snag that coveted pressing of that album you had your eye on? Hopefully your experience was as good as mine was, and you were able to grab at least something on your list either in-person or online afterwards. In this article, I’ll be recapping things I noticed about the most popular titles going first, providing feedback on the pressing numbers for this year’s collection, and ways to keep vinyl fans engaged with their local record stores throughout the year. Most Popular Titles Across the board, it seemed that the fastest title to leave the record store shelves were the ultra-coveted 7 inch split between Olivia Rodrigo/Noah Kahan for “Stick Season/Lucy.” The single was pressed on a colored vinyl, and was limited to 15,000 copies. If you weren’t able to snag this title, the good news is that it’s labeled as “RSD First” title, meaning that it plans to get a future pressing. Another title that was unique and in very limited quantities was a cool looking mini record player plus 3″ singles from a little band known as The Beatles. This Bluetooth-enabled mini turntable featured a Beatles-branded dust cover and was packaged with four mini singles of “She Loves You,” “I Want To Hold Your Hand,” “Til There Was You,” and “I Saw Her Standing There.” The cute set was limited to 2,300 units, and was partially responsible for the long lines during Record Store Day. Another surprisingly coveted release was the ITEIAD Sessions by The Japanese House, which was limited to just 800 copies. This set featured alternate session versions of In The End It Always Does, including an alternative version of lead single, “Boyhood,” and a cover of ABBA’s “Super Trouper.” This “RSD First” title will get another pressing, but this 6-track EP pressed on white vinyl was a hot item on the secondary market. The last “hot item” that I was lucky enough to get my hands on was the long out of print sophomore album by At The Drive-In called In/Casino/Out. This Craft Recordings “RSD First” exclusive was limited to 3,500 copies, and was a fast mover at record stores across the country. It was pressed on a cool, Purple/Green Smoke LP, and it sounds pretty damn dynamic to my ears on my turntable. The Introduction of Discogs’ Record Store Day Afters Another cool component of this year��s Record Store Day was the unveiling of an International Discogs database of RSD-exclusives from 13 countries. This is called the “Record Store Day Afters” website, and launches today at 3 PM (Eastern Time Zone) here. Additionally, other stores across the U.S. released their Record Store Day stock on Discogs and their own websites, at retail cost, as early as the day after Record Store Day 2024. This greatly helped me, and thousands of other vinyl collectors, in obtaining those RSD exclusives without being scalped on Ebay and other secondary auction sites. Recommendations for Improvements for Future Record Store Day Observances While my experience was overwhelmingly positive, I have heard from others in the vinyl community that there is still room for improvement in the Record Store Day process. The lines are a tough situation to navigate, but I feel like our indie record stores are getting better at keeping the lines moving by having helpful staff determine which titles are gone throughout the day and assisting customers with finding their wanted titles in a timely fashion. Other suggestions would be to limit the “flip through” process of the RSD bins by having customers with their lists handy to ask if certain titles are in stock so they don’t hold up the lines searching for a title that isn’t there. Many great indie stores across the U.S. were up front and communicative about their RSD stock, and this transparency will help out customers in feeling a sense of community with their local shops. The pressing numbers were fairly on point this year, with a few exceptions that I’ve already outlined. As long as Record… https://chorus.fm/features/record-store-day-roundup-2024-edition/
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ARCHIVING THE ORIGINAL 1%
The Western Empire is an independent publishing company based in Los Angeles and affiliated with RICO. The Western Empire publishes limited edition books and zines of artistic quality which have a cult-like following.
Past publications include: Halfway to Berdoo, Coffin Cheaters, Grubby Glenn, Satan’s Slaves, Bass Lake Run, Labor Day Monterey Run 1964, Death Valley Run 1961, Devil’s Henchmen, Road Regents and Lone Wolves.
The Research Institute of Contemporary Outlaws (RICO) is a museum dedicated to the understanding and promotion of the culture of modern renegades. Based in Los Angeles, RICO locates, obtains, preserves, catalogues, and displays artifacts related to modern American outlaws. RICO’s mission is to promote a better understanding of outlaws who have often been unfairly characterized in their own time and marginalized by history.
RICO’s current project – California’s outlaw motorcycle clubs from 1950 to 1970 – has more than 50,000 artifacts, including: “club colors” (vests), photographs, meeting minutes, newspaper clippings, letters, rosters, survivor club choppers (preserved, period motorcycles that were owned by club members), hundreds of hours of interview footage with former club members (many now deceased), personal ephemera, funeral paraphernalia, original logo art, jewelry, and other fashion items.
Due to the sensitivity of the RICO’s collection, the museum is not currently open to the public. Likewise, at this time, items from the collection cannot be loaned-out from our secure facility. Academics, documentarians, artists, and others with a valid research interest may request private viewings of the collection by emailing us here.
RICO is always looking for future projects. If you have an idea, or know of a collection that warrants preservation and study, please reach out.
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I love fashion dreamer so far, but I have a few pitches for things they can add/update:
1. Width-based body types. I like the height-based ones, but I think adding muses with curvier body types would allow for more variety and complexity to designing and selecting clothing. Plus I just want to have a curvy muse.
2. I would like the option to have more than 4 muses, even if it would cost something (like e-points or lucky coins) to unlock extra ones.
3. Similarly, I'd like the option to expand the wardrobe. The limit is 5000 items, which seems like alot at first glance, but I've been playing for like a day and have 500+ items already...I understand the game is about only keeping your favorite clothes, but I'm a collector at heart and will just grab any items I see.
4. Please let me keep a copy of the eye colors I try on from NPC Muses. They have such cool-looking eyes, why can I only choose from the default options in the muse mirror?(Edit: I have learned that you can keep the eyes)
I'm only at silver rank rn, so if that last one unlocks at some point, I'll make an edit.
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Can you Thrift "Real" Lolita Items?
The simple answer is yes. I have heard many stories of coming across an Angelic Pretty or Baby the Stars Shine Bright item before. You're more likely to find something from Taobao as those prices are cheaper and harder to get a ping on with a Google search.
Today I just scored these:
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Cotton Candy Feet batwing shoes. Paid $44 including tax. They were tagged $75 but since I'm an employee I got a discount.
I also helped the shoe pricer put a fair price on them because resellers are an issue and we thrift store employees are, quite frankly, getting tired of the same faces every day scouring for deals to resell online. We want everyone to have a shot at getting some good goods.
There is a matching purse and due to Rules™ I cannot buy until monday. I hope it's still there after the weekend. If not, no huge loss. I really don't NEED another bag but I needed lolita shoes.
They are a fraction too big but that's what shoe inserts are for.
HOW do you score lolithrift?
Well, it's luck mostly. A coworker happened to bring the bag and shoes over when they came in. I was privy to insider info BUT they were still available for the public for 48 hours. When I go back to look for the bag I'm also going to look for clothes and other accessories, because where there are shoes and bags there may be other coord items. Another tip is to just know where to go. Some chain stores get more oddball items than others, like my local Amvets tends to get more unusual items sent to them as collected by their warehouses and distributed for sale. Try and shop away from colleges, as well. Many lolitas are in their 20s and they are also the ones more likely to snap up cute things for Instagram likes even if they aren't into the fashion.
Edit: I have the bag
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Is it matchy-matchy? No. I didn't realize the glitter pieces were Halloween limited edition. Unlike the shoes this has a little wear but it's fine. I'm still happy at $45 including tax. I didn't find anything else interesting except for a lavender cross enamel pin but I don't really do crosses so I left it.
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