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dracoxsworld · 1 year

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Shorts - Harry Potter x Reader

MINORS DNI ⚠️ thanks :)

Warnings: Smut, name calling, etc.

a/n: Thank you guys so much for the notes 🥺 Y’all are so sweet. My writing low key sucks ass but I try my best to write things that I would want to read. I hope y’all enjoy.

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You pull the new shorts you had bought from Hogsmeade and chuckled softly. You had ordered school merchandise that had just been released for students, and you decided to buy a personalized pair of very short and very tight athletic shorts; with an abroidered "Potter" right across the ass, just for your very own boyfriend, Harry Potter himself.

You take them into your dorm's bathroom with you, slip your school skirt down, and step out of it. The material of sht shorts while tight, are very stretchy. You know just from looking at them that your ass will look great. Perfect, even. You slip the shorts on, sliding them up your thighs and over your ass. "Bloody perfect." You say to yourself, turning your body around and looking at your backside in the mirror. You smooth your hand over the "Potter" shown across your ass. "He is going to loose his mind." You laugh softly.

Harry knew you had a surprise for him when he got to your dorm after Quidditch practice, which should've ended about 5 minutes ago. Meaning Harry should arrive any minute. You finally hear your dorm door swing open. "Y/n/n, I'm home! We had tryouts today, this is probably going to be a rough season, just warning ya." Harry calls to you, taking off his muddy shoes after he shuts the door. He sees the bag your shorts had come in. "Baby, did you buy merch? Should've told me! We got tons for Quidditch." Harry says, looking in the bag. "What'd you buy, love?" He asks again, before turning around and seeing you lean on the bathroom doorway. "Oh, just these shorts... Getting hot in my dorm room lately, thought I'd dress appropriately." You said, biting your bottom lip. Harry looked you up and down, (about 5 times) and his jaw was on the floor. "Babygirl. You look, fantastic," He said, "Come here." He demanded, and you happily complied. He took your hand and spun you around so he could see the embroidery. "Fuck" He moaned out, his hand on your ass, squeezing it. You looked back at him over your shoulder. "I hope you like them, baby." You say innocently

"I love them, fuck. But they're coming off." Harry groaned out. He picked you up and threw you over his shoulder. "Harry!" You giggle out, wrapping your arms around his waist to keep you from falling too forward. He threw you on the bed and hovered over you. "You drive me fucking crazy, looking like that," Harry grumbles, in the crook of your neck, biting and sucking at just the right spots. "Fuck, you're beautiful," Harry says, coming up to your face, and tackling your lips with his. You moan at his words. His hands travel down to your heat, which is already soaked with your juices through the thin fabric of the shorts. You gasp and moan at his fingers just lightly touching you, "Are you wet from my words baby girl?" Harry groaned in your ear. "Well, they're filthy, got to take them off now, eh?" Harry smirks at you, hooking his fingers underneath the waistband, and pulling them off. "No panties, you slut." Harry groans, one hand teasing you, the other snaking up to your throat. "Harry, fuck. Please" You beg "Please what, angel?" He asks mockingly. "Touch me, fuck me, something." You cry. "Very well, pretty girl gets what she wants." Harry undoes his belt, taking his pants off. Then, his boxers. His cock was hard, leaking with precum. You moan at the sight "My eyes are up here, doll." He said, drawing circles around your glistening clit. Your hands grip the sheets in pleasure. Back arching.

Harry hovers back over you, lining up to your entrance. Kissing you roughly, both of you moaning from his cock teasing your slit, he slides in, earning both of you to moan in pleasure. "You always- feel so f-ucking good." Harry grunts as he fucks you, picking up the pace. "Harry, faster." You beg, nails dragging down his back. "Careful what you wish for," Harry says, going faster now. You can see his cock bulging through your lower stomach. "Harry...I'm close," Wrapping your legs around his waist. "Me too, angel." Both of your bodies are covered in sweat, both huffing and trying to catch your breath; you ride your highs. You feel his warm juices in your body, your buddy shutters and you release on his cock. "Fuck, you're brilliant," You say, chest rising and lowering. "You too, with those bloody shorts," Harry says, kissing your earlobe. Your hands intertwined with his hair as he lays on top of you, "I love you, Harry." You whisper in his ear. "I love you more, y/n" He responds.

"I love you the most."

#harry potter smut #harry potter x reader #harry potter #harry potter x reader smut #harry potter series #harry james potter #harry potter fandom

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moonlight-sonata99 · 1 year

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The 3 Kisses

Tech x Reader

Warnings; established relationship, Jealous reader! not proofread cause im hella tired rn, a little OOC!!

A/N: IM DEDICATING THIS SHT TO JUST KISSING TECH CAUSE I WANNA CHALLENGE MYSELF, Im scared omfg. Also i learned that his device is called a data pad DONT @ ME IM STOOPID-

First order of business

I don't think tech would initiate kissing first

You have to-

sorry but that how it is TT

it definitely doesn't mean he dislikes it though.

Tech has his own way of doing things, and his own ways of showing affection.

And when you do finally kiss, He tenses up.Alot.

some part of me also thinks he literally squeezes his eyes shut.

First kiss

“a-are you sure this is okay...?” you mutter as tech’s chest pressed against yours, feeling his heart race he slowly nods his fingers fiddling with his goggles. You mumble a “okay” placing a hand on his cheek and slowly leaning closer to him. Your heart pounded an you felt a little excited, You two had told each other you liked each other.However,Since then you two hadn't done much about it. Making you believe that maybe it never happened.That you dreamed it somehow. But now you are here your lips hovering over his, You feel his lips that were barely opened brush against your. The hand that was on his cheek lowers to stay on his chest and you slowly push you lips against him, As if he wasn't already he tensed up even more as you slowly moved your lips against his that were still, Very still.

Second kiss

“Brown eyes...” you growled to yourself as you exited cids office with the gang as they followed Phee, You turned your head to look at teach who was in front of you looking at his data pad.

“Tech” you called out to him, He stopped and turned to look at you,.

“What is it?” he inquired lowering the data pad,

“Come” you state grabbing his wrist lightly and dragging him out and into th dark alleyway near the bar.

“The other are right ov-”

“Yes yes i know..” you sigh out as you let go of his arm and turn to look at him.

“What is it?” he asks again, looking at you.

“That lady was flirting with you, didn't you notice?” you blurt out as his eyes widen slightly

“No,Even if she did i wouldnt matter.” he replies,as you nod your head

“Your right..Sorry..” you mumble rubbing your arm sheepishly, You then look up at him expectantly.

“What?”

“Can i..?” you trail off gesturing to your lips, His eyes always opened when you asked this,

a “Oh” flies out of his mouth as his fingers tips began to fiddle with his goggles.

“Of course.” He states putting his data pad in his pocket as you approached him and wrapped your arms around him,At first he hesitated but he lightly put a hand on you back as you hugged him for a while.

“she was right tho,You really do have pretty eyes. “ You cut the silence with your muffled voice in his shoulder.

“Do i?” He inquired

“Yes.” you say pulling back slightly and touching his goggles, his eyes followed your fingertips as they danced across his vision. You grabbed the strap keeping them in place and lifted them up.

The world now looked fuzzy for tech,

“My glas-”

“You’ll get them back don't worry” you cooed placing them on your right hand and using your left hand to place on his cheek, Your thumb slowly brushing it.

“I do feel the need to remind you,The group might be waiting for us” Tech interrupts your admiring.

“Alright alright..” you sigh wit a smile on your face.

“Let me just..” you trail on and give him a quick peck on hips lips and place his goggles back on head,

“Lets go shall we?” you say beginning to walk ahead of him and back to the gang.

Third kiss

“Oh my god...i think he's going to make it” You stare at the pad in omegas hand in amazement.

‘hes so handsome when he's in his element..’ you think as you keep your eye on him during the race,

“OOH!HE MIGHT MAKE IT!!” you exclaim leaning over the ledge in an effort to see through the cloud of dust, as wrecker and omega watch next to you invested in the race.

A speeder rushes through the finish line and the crowd roars

“And the winner is...Tech!!!”

“Yes!!tech!!” omega,wrecker and yourself scream out loud, and run to him.

“You did it!!” omega exclaimed and ran to tech as he too ff his helmet ad looked at the small girl

“You sound surprised” he states and looks to wrecker who screams yes

“We thought you were a goner!” he laughs as you run up to tech

“Tech that was amazing!!!” you exclaimed hugging him, In your excitement you place a little kiss on lips and the crowd lets out a little “ooh~”

Your cheeks warm up “Oh my god im so sorry!” you blurt out fumbling over your words as tech fiddles with his glasses.

“It is alright,” he states and looks at you.

“If may,” he adds placing a hand on your chin and softly kisses your lips, and pulling away. He turns his head to the crowd whos now shouted his name and cheering.

Leaving you a stuttering hot mess:)

#tech x reader #tbb tech #tbb tech x reader #tbb tech x you #the bad batch tech x reader #the bad batch x reader #thebadbatchtech #the bad batch x you

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taexual · 4 months

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im getting real tired of oc acting like she has everything under control and is this amazing manger when all she does is order people around and can’t be serious when it comes to confrontations. i mean she yells and questions others for their behavior but they have to draw the line when it comes to her? that’s hypocritical. her saying that she was hiding behind the bet and only bc she was scared of jungkook‘s feelings being real is and was obvious from the very beginning but she also lied to herself again i mean let’s wake it up right?

how come YOU work with your ex boyfriend that is in a band that YOU are the manager of and allow YOURSELF to work with when YOU act like YOU don’t care about him, while YOU also try to control him for petty sht that has mostly to 65% nothing to do with the work environment. she always wants others to give her time and let her get her thoughts right before she has to talk but others for example jungkook has always an ultimatum like what is wrong with her and her entire mental health atp? im on jungkooks side with, that yes i as a reader am tired too if her acting like she doesn’t want to be with him when that’s all she wants but she‘s selfish (in my opinion no shade) bc she wants to see him beg a little more to avoid a) the confrontation about their fucked up relationship that happened from both sides and b) bc it makes her feel worthy of something again bc he didn’t care about her enough in those 4 years he was with others right? then yeah i wouldn’t give my time and energy to get that kind of person back and not bc jungkook wants to be better for her he needs to be better for himself and her never giving him that reassurance is unfair and disgusting bc she can want that from him right?

like i seriously need people like her to just either be direct or get out of that persons life forever. she sees that jungkook has other SERIOUS issues like his mental health and addiction to always downgrade himself as not worthy for any-little-thing but all she focuses on is „omg u did a bet now i can’t be with you and also bc nick wants me on the renaissance tour so ughhh idk everything is so heavy and omg i fainted am having so much stress ugh:((„ like shut the fuck up. she knew what she was getting into when she signed the contract for being a manager could she know how much stress she was getting into? no but that’s no here or there bc she allowed herself to not have a break that is on nobody but herself.

i have so much to discuss about her character but i really don’t want to just know that im tired of her and also thank you for writing something that’s truly new and fresh! i like this story it makes us think and have thoughts about the the chapters in general so yeah i hope you don’t get offended of how i view oc i don’t want to bash your characters ig it just that everyone has a different opinion in certain matters right? still thank you and have a great day! ☺️😊

omg babe you are having some very very interesting thoughts!!!! thank you for reading and for getting invested!!!!!!! 🥺🥺

the characters will have a discussion about a lot of the things that you mentioned soon--mostly in the next chapter--so i'm not going to elaborate much, but again, some very interesting points!! they are people with clear issues, and insecurities ranging from their past relationship to parental trauma to toxic friends. you know what i mean?? and i can't wait to show you what's nextttt!!!! 🤍🤍🤍

adding a spoiler bc i feel like it 🤌🏻

baby you said oc "can’t be serious when it comes to confrontations" and that is going to be one of the key plot points in the upcoming chapters!!!!

their whole relationship, they dealt with the chronic let's-not-talk-about-this illness, you know?? and jungkook is overcoming it! but now that's coming back to bite oc a little bit, because not only does she have to talk too, but she also has to face her demons from the broken relationship she had grown up in

#ask #anonymous #taexual; sleepwalking #when i saw this i was facetiming my friend #it was like 2am #and the way you sent me straight into orbit with your message babe #INTO ORBIT #i was still on a caffeine high at that time and you made me want to keep working on sleepwalking rIGHT NOW #i went to bed at 5am lmao #regardless of that though #i'm so excited!!! like throughout the progress of the story i've heard all kinds of things about both of the main characters #and some of the reactions have been very intense!!! which has been very very interesting and fascinating #i have the most fun when the characters are complex and the situations they end up in are messy #so reading about your emotions?? it's extremely valuable for me!!!#i love to know what thoughts cross your mind as you go along the story<3

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summercreolefanfictioner · 1 year

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sakamaki brothers: the peeling shrimp debate headcanons

a/n: bruh I just wanna have fun lol and yes the peeling shrimp/perilla leaf debate has been ongoing in some Korean threads. in case you don't know, the peeling shrimp debate is when your friend or a third wheel peels a shrimp for your S/O.

SHUU

-doesn't care tbh cause he thinks the debate is nothing but wack so yeah people can go peel a shrimp a two for his s/o

-the only time he would give a flying fvck is if this person decided to feed his s/o

-and at that moment, he'll just steal the shrimp away by casually eating it before the s/o receives it

-he'll just say it's troublesome to peel a shrimp so he'll just get a peeled one from someone else

REIJI

-ngl no one knows if he is jealous or not bcos he just actually cares abt the shrimp tbh

-like is this person peeling it right? cause if they aren't, he'll just step in and do the job

-ending: he peeled the shrimp for everyone

AYATO

-HOHOHOHOHO

-this one's funny bcos while Ayato won't care who peels the shrimp for who, he'll prob punch the living daylights of someone who dared feed his s/o

-like the moment this person holds a shrimp and says "aaaahhh" to his s/o, he'll straight up grab their collar and say, "what the heck are you trying to do, punk?"

-so yeah, he's the guy with the slogan: "yes to peeling, no to feeding"

KANATO

-if you value your life, never peel the shrimp for his s/o--more like don't pay attention to his s/o in general

-like srsly this guy will give you the death stare if you try to give his s/o attention while eating

-I swear if his death stare could talk, it would just say, "eat your shrimp or I'll peel you"

-he actually reminds me of what jungkook said in this one video abt not wanting someone to peel a perilla leaf for his s/o

-like bruh Kanato's imagination and accusation run wild so 🙄

LAITO

-manipulation at its finest bcos no one gets to eat the shrimp 💀💀💀

-why? bcos this sick fvck decided to play with their minds by saying "eh? you're going to eat that? are you sure? it might be poisoned you know"

-he even adds details like "I saw the cook touch it with dirty hands"

-ending: all of you went to order a different food

SUBARU

-this one is a mix of both Ayato and Laito

-main reason: not only did he went violent, but also flipped the table in shock and anger

-like okay he doesn't care if someone peeled a shrimp for his s/o

-but the minute this piece of sht held that shrimp and said "aaaahhhh" that's when all hell broke loose and Subaru just freaking stood up and flipped the table

-"what the fvck are you doing?!" he would snarl

-ending: not only did all of you have to pay for the meal that you didn't get to eat, but you also have to pay for the damages 😭

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throwaway-yandere · 2 years

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(Nutjob anon)

Everyone simping after Tighnari or Haitham, and then there's me, going feral because FELIXFELIXFELIXFELIX MY BELOVED FELIX SNFJEJJEVGRRRRRR this chapter's insults were endorsed by Felix. Not a lot of boars, but the vibe was there so it's a win for me! I would nominate him as possible next underboss... but we both know that that's a bad idea lmao.

And since you are adding 3h characters, ai have a feeling Childe and Sylvain could be good friends! ... Only for them to talk trash behind the other's back ("I swear! His personality is so fake. How come you can stand him?")

And I'll also like to raise you: Linhardt and Tighnari being friends: Green, sassy, doesn't care for titles and only his research? Yes, they'd be very good friends.

I am also getting Lysithea vibes from the capo: wanting to do a lot but little time, and everyone needs to give them a vibe check for that attitude lol I hope Barbara can smack some sense into them, because I can't help but think that capo is also operating under the "there's nothing more terrifying than a man who has nothing left to lose". Yes, they are fighting for their men, but they personally don't care about what might happen to them, so we better watch out that sanity meter, or else the capo will turn into the real hazard all along the way.

And dunno Ansy, I know you want to help us with hinting that bringing Cyno is bad, but the one that I don't trust is Haitham lmao Cyno said it himself: don't kill Tighnari. Even if what he did makes his blood boil, at least he is conscious enough to first get the cure. But Haitham is quite prideful, so maybe he'll come with some shit that he is the only one we need and he can always steal what Tighnari have done and finish it. After all, the main point is to cure you, right? Anything else is expendable. And maybe having Cyno there might help him clarify some questions he might have.

I don't like how autorithive Haitham is, with ordering us to leave (even if it was good for us). That means he has no reservations in misleading us if what we are doing doesn't go with his agenda. So with Tighnari, someone who is... somewhat on the same ground as him in terms of research, he might not think as your underboss but as an academic rival when acting.

Anyways, angst hurts me but boy that I will spin that death wheel with gusto 😎

HDIAOAOAK I TRY MY BEST TO MAKE THE FE:TH CHARACTERS SUBTLE HERE (that very much failed with dimitri cause first off I'm a simp and second it's weird if the reader doesn't grieve for at least one chapter lol) SO I CAN'T MAKE FELIX THE UNDERBOSS EVEN IF I WANT TO 😭😭 (i actually added him in cuz I thought of you lolol)

(kazuha was almost the underboss tho but Alhaitham won lol)

I think not a lot of genshin players are major FE:TH fans so I gotta be real sneaky with the characters lol... But that sylvain idea 🤔🤔🤔 considering childe's whole comical side story with lumine rn I could invite mister steal your girl for some dumb sht lol. Lindhart is a rather european name so I could have him as another one of Focalor's people ehe, though he'd probably ask for Tighnari to do his job for him cause he's too lazy–

AND YES LYSITHEA AND CAPO WOULD HAVE BEEN BESTIES 😭😭😭 THEY'D UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER SO MUCH AND THEY'D PROBABLY FEEL LESS ALONE USIAOWO THESE POOR PEOPLE– the difference between the two of them is that lysithea always feels like she's being looked down on like a kid while the capo feels like they have too many burdens to bear– making these two vent to one another would probably be therapeutic for them ;;----;;;

My two au's right now both have nothing left to lose vibes, although capo!reader has that a lot less than our unhinged hyshum!reader. The only thing holding them back is that some of their men are still alive. They do care, it's just that they don't want to overthink:

These men have families, wives, husbands, children– what would become of them if they recklessly charged for revenge? There's no need to drag these people into nonsensical slaughter. It's your problem Capo, it's YOUR RESPONSIBILITY. And it's selfish to make them die for you when they have a better reason for living.

Their conscience won't allow it.

These type of thoughts just pull them back. It's all true, of course, their reasoning is sound but it is suffocating. Hence, most of their inner turmoil are repressed.

Oh and don't get me wrong! I respect your choices for bringing Cyno along– I love the chaos. I'm just tryina warn those certain simps that "something bad is about to happen to you and you should definitely question what happens of one of them dies-"

Or you know, I may be misleading everyone because I want a bad ending.

: )

Since when was I known for writing happy endings for my fics? Ehehehehehehehehehhehehehehheheheehehehehhehehehehhe–

And oh my darling nutjob anon...

Both Cyno and Alhaitham want to take credit for your cure. That's one of the many things that made these three idiot's truce work.

Alhaitham is authoritative, no doubt about that, but he respects you a ton. He could've done something stupid like kidnap you or try to remove you from being a Capo– but he'd rather spend some (very limited) time with you as someone you won't forget this time, (N/n).

You can consider Cyno the one with the "hidden agenda" because he's loyal to the church. He considers it his personal blessing that he was the one assigned to monitor you. Cyno is a very lonely person here. He is very prone to making idealized versions of you that fits his imaginations, and fortunately for him the Cardinals acknowledge his devotion to his missionary works.

And then there's our used-to-be-Innamorati-Familia's-informant, Professor Tighnari.

"The main point is to cure you, everything else is expendable." is exactly the dangerous mindset he is on. We'll get to him soon! It's about time he sees his Capo again!

#ansytea-talks #tag: ocmc - cta #FELIX FELIX FELIX #nutjob anon

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goremet-chef · 1 year

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random little (very long) vent thing lamaoo

my birthday is soon and im like. IDK ive just been incredibly fucked up recently with like. anti trans legislation and general negativity, so ive been trying to keep away from twitter since thats where i see most of it

last year, my mother had me come get my cake with her and to my surprise it said "happy birthday dominic" and i couldve cried, like i was wearing my face mask cuz it helps my dysphoria but holy shit i was smiling so hard

she said dominic when she sang my bday song with my siblings and it made me really happy

she hasnt called me dominic since, and whatever im like. im not really over it but i will say and act like i am because it prevents me from dwelling on unnecessary pain yknow?

i guess recently she's had a change of heart, cuz she told my sibling that she wants to start calling me by dom and that she doesnt want me to hide who i am from her, and i know what she means definitely

ive been very like.. closed off? especially since her bf came back (he fucking sucks i hate him) i just havent spent time with her or anything unless hes gone cuz i definitely dont feel comfortable being myself around him

anyways this is pretty cool all things considered. i have told her before that i knew she wasnt gonna be part of my journey and ive accepted that, and usually i say shit and she just ignores it but maybe she actually heard that and listened

so, dominic is having his 4th bday soon and im happy about that, but like.. we're gonna go do mini golf for my bday which is a surprise! because i mean. if you know me, i dont really like to leave the house, like at all. i guess thats kinda how covid affected me? theres no reason to leave the house anymore so i guess i wont (and i guess it worked cuz i havent gotten it) but it was like. so horrible for my mental health

like i always said "oh, yeah, i dont mind being inside id prefer to not go outside anyways" and thats true but its like. doubled my social anxiety somehow. im normal in public until theres people around me or god forbid interacting with me 💀💀 the way i act when i have to buy my own shit is awful, i get sweaty and i stutter and i shake, i need to take a long breath after it fucking sucks it feels awful. JUST TO LIKE. PUT SOMETHING AT THE CASH REGISTER AND AHVE THEM ASK IF I WANT A REWARDS CARD OR WHATEVER THATS ITTT it sucks

so yeah im surprised i agreed to it, but its glow in the dark minigolf and one thing about me is i love minigolf and i love glow in the dark im gonna have a five nights at freddy moment (which means i gotta wear my shirt like i just gotta) and im sure itll be great fun (pleased about glow in the dark cuz im sure itll be. DARK in there and i dont have to worry so much about people seeing me)

my problem is that im hanging out with my aunt as well and i love my aunt!! everyone on my dads side except for my dad is amazing i love them, but i dont know how she would be yknow? idk if my mom has spilled the tea about it and told her or if theyre gonna just put my deadname on shit this year again like. i dont know

what if it did say dominic? how would my aunt react? its scary to think about, im so scared to LOSE more of my family

i havent even technically lost my moms side, its just that theyre a bunch of racist queerphobic losers and i know if they knew me, they wouldnt want me anymore

yeah im just stressed about it, all this shit is starting to pile up inside of me and i feel like ill explode and jsut say fuck everyone im ME and i dont give a fuck what you think, cuz no, i dont

my immediate family that i live with knows, my grandma knows, thats all that really matters. the only benefits to knowing my great grandparents is they give me money on my birthday, and that might sound hollow or whatever but its true, they fucking suck

just gettin tired of this sht yknow? even now, there is a hostile on the farm!! my moms bf is so homophobic, most likely transphobic too

hes SPECIFICALLY annoying, all the shit i order comes under dominic and hes brought me my things multiple times so he knows, but he'll still say shit like "thats how females are" or "hello girls" and to me its honestly like

its FUNNY because its like the only thing he knows about me is that to him, im a girl SKFJS like genuinely. i dont share anything with him because i fucking hate him, hes the absolute worst. the fact that theyre married and hes my stepdad technically is something i just deny, im never calling that man my dad lol

anyways im thinking about getting a hip binder? i realize thats one of the things im insecure about, is my fat is at my hip and even when i bind it gives me a feminine sort of shape so a hip binder would be great

i realize that i actually dont care so much if im plus size, i just care if my body looks feminine or not

i will absolutely be your fat guy friend with no hesitation okay like that shit? yes im so content for now like that is acceptable, but yknow fat distributes differently so its either baggy ass clothes orr stay inside SKJF

okay im done talking thanks for coming to my ted talk you are safe (for now)

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takoyakimidora · 2 years

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3 AM thoughts:

I was never a coffee person. I did try to like it in college (you know? thesis days), but something happened that stopped me from drinking it. Even coffee flavored foods, like cake etc... or even candy would make my heart beats abnormally fast.

Pic was taken in a coffee shop in San Pedro, Laguna (I only ordered Strawberry Cake and Chocolate Drink). I think it's newly opened when I visited there with a friend. But anyway, this post isn't about coffee and what the hell happened why I don't drink it anymore LOL. As I try to sooth myself into bed, classic habit of jumping from one app to another on my phone to get sleepy, browsing random shts. I came across this pic, and then some ramdom thoughts drove me to write this blog.

I'm just kind of wondering why as time goes, my circle keeps getting smaller and smaller. I get it. Some of you might think that maybe the problem is on me? But you know, I actually agree. I think it's true. I always choose to keep my distance whenever I feel like my presence is no longer needed. I choose to walk away if I start to realize that I'm already forcing myself to be included. I isolate myself once I think that I'm just being taken for granted. I disapper everytime I feel less and less wanted. Tbh, I already lost count of how many friends I had that I just stopped talking with. Can't really remember how and when. Don't know if it's them who stopped talking to me first, or if it's the other way around. But one thing is for sure, I'm still here even without them.

Am always thankful for all the memories I've shared with the friends I had. The stupid things we did. The unrestrained laughs that we can almost see each others throat. The dramas and gossips. Just basically everything. I sometimes miss all of those things, but I believe that we're all meant to grow apart. We're all destined to take different tracks. I think it's fate that had us just be part of each other's past.

I'm certain that along the way, we'd still meet lots and lots of frinds. Some might stay, some might don't. Some might be a friend that would last, some might just be someone you'd have a good time briefly. For sure, we'd still lose people as we move forth, but the most important think is that you don't lose you. When the time comes you also wonder why you're feeling more disconnected from your friends than before, I hope you remember that at the end of the day, it's still you that can make yourself happy the most.

Goodnight! I still need to see a doctor early in the morning.

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elementalmag · 2 years

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imperfectly alone

Remember high school, most specifically test days. Omfg. That moment when you read a question and look around in hopes that you’ll meet someone else’s overwhelmed gaze.

You would think that the questions and knowledge from the test is what we took away most from but really, it’s that moment. The moment you felt lost but knew you had no real choice but to either give up or continue through.

If you feel this, you’re clearly not alone gui.

As a 20 smthing myself I can confidently say, that feeling is reoccurring. And don’t let you be actively working on something about yourself, it’s giving AP class vibes with more test moments than normal.

Is this suppose to be reassuring? Or just “yeah life’ll get your ass…. okay byeeee.”

Well, we did the latter so let’s try some reassurance. Uh… I went outside today. So that’s a thing. Sheesh this is harder than expected. Lol. Hey.

Yesterday I had this weird feeling that never really got explained so I just allowed myself to let the feeling ride out and not force myself out my comfort zone. Which usually I would be hard as sht on myself, you know the whole “YOU’RE GOING TO GO OUT AND YOU’RE GOING TO HAVE A FANTASTIC DAY!” but then i’m like “But it’s hot out there and I feel weird”

So I sat in, still got ready for the day of course. But that day was spent on the couch like a teenager staying home from school. Felt really refreshing honestly, I just needed that break. And not just from working but from adulting as a whole. (I don’t like that word but hey when you need it you need it)

Today, I woke up from a dream full of thrills, a perfectly landed plane by yours truly, and chilling with a women who me at any age thinks looked dope asf. The meaning of all that is for me to live with but it woke me up to a world of truths that my teenage self has been wanting conscious me to know.

Today I’ve been embodying these truths and come to realize that that nice polite behavior my child self was taught in order to be treated well isn’t my truth. I’m a 20 smthing now, I will be respected simply by being my most authentic self.

Simple Facts of Life by a wandering 20 smthing

I have no obligation to be extra respectful and nice to anyone in the hopes of receiving a fraction of that respect back.

I have no obligation to appear in a cute nice and “respectable” way in the hopes of being treated better than I would should I appear as my most authentic self.

My self expression is always my main priority. All else falls to the wayside.

My direction in life is not directed by anyone or anything but my own passions. I am not obligated to have my life laid out and completed before I get to enjoy it.

Well, that reassured me… if it didn’t for you then….

I Love You! …. Did that do it?

Oh well, we can’t please everyone. Here’s the songs that gave me this blog topic. Absolute bangers, Mr Mendes does not miss. I swear. Okay bye boo 👻

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madd-dreamer-haha · 2 years

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tw // rant

dude i am seriously in deep trouble so here goes the rant

In my country, we have exam entry in order to get thru to college. I graduated high school last year with a fuming passion to get to med school. Unfortunately, I failed the exam. But I got accepted to study engineering in college in another country. So I went, sht was definetly hard but i finally got the hang of the studies by the second semester. I failed multiple classes but i did good overall. Now is summer, my parents want me to retake the med school entry exam and I was okay with it at first but now i am kind of discourage for many reasons. The obvious one is that I will have to go thru freshman year again, try to get used to new college, gotta meet new ppl (the scariest) and so goes on. And tbh I don't think I will do in med school. I mean I am used to the pressure and stuff but like I just dont think i will (eventho it was my dream to become a psychiatrist when i was growing up)

now I can't enjoy my summer properly because I gotta sit my ass down to study. adding to that, my mental health is going downhill to the point where I havent got my period in over 3 months. I have these headaches that come and goes. I developed some kind of insomnia or whatever that is that keeps me up at night but gets me knocked down as soon as the sun is up. My parents think i only enjoy sleeping in and kept nagging me to get a healthy life style. It feels weird cuz when i was away i did adopt my own life style now I have to adapt to someone else's.

my life is a mess.

#rants #just a rant

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offical-ranter · 2 years

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SPOILERS FOR THE ANIMATED SUBWAY SURFERS

i completely forgot they were making a series for this. i heard about it on tiktok years ago and promptly forgot about it. i mean i loved the game as a kid, but i expected the show to be kinda meh. its good, not like super great, but cause my expectations were so low it seems a lot better. anyway, once more, heres a list of random thoughts

-animation. its decent. it looks like 2d and then a lot of cgi. i wouldnt rlly be able to tell if they use 3d models but i dont think they do. the characters also look almost exactly like they do in the game. ofc its better quality but they already had natural proportions so there wasnt a big change needed

-plot. now im not saying its any gravity falls (10 year anniversary coming soon thats cool) but it has things sprinkled thruout the plot u dont notice until some other details revealed. like Frank, ofc i noticed the eye and him walking away, but him in the park and audience? i was like, holy sht, how did they do that?? not to mention the secret organization thats spying on them, their brought up sometimes. who knows, maybe their symbol is in the background somewhere and i didnt notice

-episode structure. idk if its only me, but it feels out of order. like the 1st episode they find the alien tech, but its in ep. 10 Yutani uses it to make a hoverboard, even tho Jake in ep. 2 slips up and says hoverboard instead of skateboard. also after they discover the tech, ep. 1 ends, but pics up ep. 10 where Jake runs away from Guard afterwards. this chase continues ep. 11 (which makes sense chronologically) but when he gets caught in the end, its ep. 2 where Guard takes him home. idk if this is intentional, but to me it seems like ep. 10+11 should be before ep. 2. the only reason i can think of them doing this is if they wanted a lot of the lore to be hidden until the last few episodes

-backstory. i havent played the game in years, and even then i only ever played, so ive no clue if theres lore already. but i do like the backstories given to the characters. Jake being the leader, spraypainter, having a single mom, and loving to eat. Fresh loving his shoes and boombox, and having a big family (i think i counted 6 others who lived with him) who all love music. Tricky who was a single child of rich parents, forced to do ballet, but wanting to street dance. Yutani whos super smart, isnt very good at skateboarding, and is adopted. even Frank, who doesnt have any backstory, seems rlly cool and his mystery makes him rlly interesting

-the website. why is it so cool? this is for a game from 2012, why is the website cool. it has no right. anyway it has a theme, like its the secret spy organizations files (the first thing u see if their symbol and the word archives in a cool font). u literally have a cool robotic women voice who reads info on all the characters. and the freaken locked thing at the bottom

-side notes: i was thinking Yutani's va sounded familiar, and its cause she also voices Amy from sonic boom. i only recognized it cause ive seen a few compilation from it on yt reccently. hell, i only watched this cause it was on my fyp. heres the yt vid i used for ep. 1-10, and heres the one for 11. the website has them all but idk if they all work

#sorry for the rant #again #why do i have so many feelings #subway surfers the animated series #i still cant believe theres a show #personal opinion

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" I wanna finally achieve all I dream about every single day, i wanna become the "me" that I'm picturing every single day, I wanna get the life I've been dreaming of n understand that the others who did it aren't any better than me, I want this same "every day" thought to go away, it's been stuck with me, I jus wanna be able to get it off my chest, I can't even focus in school anymore, I wanna finally get where I've been doubting myself to be as a kid n finally learned to love myself n believe in myself during ly teenage years which are supposedly a phase, I learned to love myself during the thoughest times n finally believed in myself, but I feel like something from the back is pulling me n while in school I can't stop thinking of that life, i don't seem like I'm overthinking, so nobody is stopping me from not focusing in class making my thoughts go deeper n deeper, I reflect so much to the point where it destroys me internally, I have so much inside of me, so much to say but as a quiet person I keep everything in n never communicate it with anaybody, n it jus stacks up over time n destroys me internally n there's nothing to explain as I myself cannot understand, there's so much that stacked up overtime that there no official explanation to anything, its jus even about the simplest stuff throughout the day, making a comment on any basic stuff would overtime prevent everything from stacking up, but I don't do that. Back to where I was, I just want to be happy, sitting down in school overthinking its jus my mind thinking of how beautiful that life would be n it jus seems like I need to act n work towards it n being right now sitting down in school, I'm wasting even more time I could've been working on acomplishing my one dream, but listen even when I do work towards it n finally start being proud of myself, I look around n see people living the life I'm dying to have n that only makes me realize how far I am, n then realize that they have done the same sht too n look at where they are, its jus they started working their way up before me n I know for a fact that they've been through a lot also whether it was when starting or during the process, tbh I know the first kick is always the hardest n then you find your way n levelling happens so smoothly, so if you find it tough, jus know that's the first level n that's what God puts you through at first so that once you've crossed this barrier then everything would becomre so much eaesier that you wouldn't feel any efforts you do anymore, n I felt that last week at some point where I felt like if I did the move my whole life is gonna change n I knew for a fact its jus time went by n that feeling faded away, it was jus foreshadowing so, I promise I'll make it happen. N to my family, mostly to my parents you guys would be the first to get rewarded, before anybody else, even before myself I'll make sure my family gets a taste too. Whenever I feel like giving up on anything I jus look around n see how hard my parents are working especially for me n it jus keeps me going to want to reward them even more cus no matter how much I'll do I'll never be able to pay back, and I promise I'll do it. I'm shaking I was jus crying but I know it's part of the lane I'm taking, so I gotta go through those things in order to get to where I want.

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Journal Entry #77 - Massachusetts Tries to Charge the Same Crime as New York, but no victim, No Five (5) W's - Who, What, When, Why, Where and How, No Restraining or Protective Orders…But Did Some Eastern Housing Court and Massachusetts State Police backhanded sht. Massachusetts did not speak to South Carolina, Georgia, Washington, DC, or Maryland on what the physical side of me does on Bullsht.

JOURNAL ENTRY #77 Name: Manley M Collins Social Security Number: 5 7 9 – * * – 6 5 4 1 Date of Birth: 06/21 Place of Birth: Washington, District of Columbia Country of Birth: United States of America Date: January 1, 2024

TOPIC: Massachusetts Tries to Charge the Same Crime as New York, but no victim, No Five (5) W's - Who, What, When, Why, Where and How, No Restraining or Protective Orders…But Did Some Eastern Housing Court and Massachusetts State Police backhanded sht. Massachusetts did not speak to South Carolina, Georgia, Washington, DC, or Maryland on what the physical side of me does on Bullsht.

Caucasian, European White Male State Trooper does me the African-American black guy…systemic racism.

Referral for Public Defender Criminal Justice Institute at Harvard University - 6174968143 Stated Not Picking up any more caseload because of the end of the year.

Harvard Defenders 6174954413 Called before and spoke with male who made it seems like they were going to represent me.

I called about my arraignment notice and they gave me referrals, and mentioned they needed to be at the original hearing.

Also, they stated to go to the Boston Municipal Court Clerk's office and request to be appointed a public defender.

Committee for Public Counsel Services website 6174826212 Gave the best advice to answer the judge question requesting a public defender - Answer the question - Yes

Out of 47+ of my civil or criminal cases, I was never asked by a judge or clerk regarding my personal details of a vacation or anyday to set a court date. Eastern Housing Court personnel went outside their job responsiblities when a court date landed on my South Carolina vacation. Here is the letter addressed to the clerk. I also sent internal and external complaints for every police report I filed and the one the state trooper filed. The application and complaint is coming out of Boston Municipal Court at 24 New Chardon Street, 6th Floor, Boston, MA 02114. No US Mail envelope or email receipt was not produced on how the State Trooper got the Motion of Continuance without my personal details.

Boston Police Detective Keith P. Kaplan mentioned I can use any colorful language including profanity for self-defense, just no active shooter content given the current environment. Boston Police Officer Natasha Lajara agreed and talked with me also.

I was able to send approximately twenty (20) criminal applications back to Massachusetts on the people and organizations that did me since August 2020. It feels real good for therapy in handling my issues. I also sent a big civil case involving the federal, state, and city government for the incident.

My adrenaline is very high daily and I am pushing more weight than my personal record. I spent New Year's Eve and New Year's Day all day workouts and sore as hell.

198 Tremont St Suite 335 Boston, MA 02116 USA

Friday, November 17, 2023

Alex Valderrama Clerk of Eastern Housing Court of Massachusetts Edward W. Brooke Courthouse 24 New Chardon Street 3rd Floor Boston, MA 02114 USA

Dear Mr. Valderrama,

It was a pleasure speaking with you today, 11/17/2023 approximately 10:00 am. I am the African-American male that is a part of Collins vs SplitSpot case and Collins vs Pine Street Inn case.

The issue is with the Collins vs SplitSpot case. I was speaking with a latino woman regarding the case. The case had hearing dates. I have not been getting all the notifications on the case. The October 2023 hearing mailed to me, but no information on date being change. The November 2023 date was issued on my personal vacation week. I came in person on October 2023 hearing date thinking it was a hearing. The latino woman informed me the hearing was moved to November 2023. I informed the latino woman November 2023 date falls on my personal vacation or I will be out-of-town. The latino woman asked for a written Motion of Continuance. The latino woman illegally asked for personal information about the personal vacation to submit with my Motion of Continuance. I told her, “No.” I do not want to provide that information. [HINDSIGHT/HIDDEN THOUGHT: Post traumatic stress disorder and schizophrenia from New York City incident.] However, the latino woman said she would follow up with a phone call or approval letter from the Judge. A whole week and a half went by with no phone call or letter follow up before my approaching vacation. Thus, out of anger, I submitted an electronic copy of Motion of Continuance with consequences if my personal information is misused in any way reflecting back to New York City incident. I have physically purchased my Paris 2024 Olympic tickets, waiting for my volunteer to Paris 2024 Olympic games application results, have obtained my United States passport, reserved my French lodging, and purchased my AirFrance tickets from Boston Logan to Charles De Gaulle airport.

Massachusetts repeated the same situation just like the New York City incident. Someone from your office extracted from the electronic Motion of Continuance’s only the portion with the consequence of wrongful misuse of my personal information and sent it the Massachusetts State Trooper Joseph A. Middleton, #1544 (250 Leverett Circle, Boston, MA 02114) on October 5, 2023. An application for Criminal Complaint was made by Boston Municipal Court. I had the initial hearing today, November 17, 2023 at 9 am.

Yesterday, November 16, 2023, I spoke with a white male Caucasian about the incident and requested how to make a grievance, and “Was it in their job responsibilities to ask for personal information to change a court hearing date?” Friday, November 17, 2023, I spoke with you for more details.

Your question: “Whether I want you to respond and how to resolve this?” Since the cop Joseph A. Middleton, State Trooper #1544 (250 Leverett Circle, Boston, MA 02114) is taking the fall. I want you to respond via phone call to me at (617) 955-0689 with a written letter follow up to 198 Tremont St, Suite 335, Boston, MA 02116 USA.

How to resolve this: While my application for felony threat to commit a crime is being processed, then I want the latino woman on administrative leave with pay.

My next hearing is January 4, 2024 in front of a judge, if my case goes public and the charge becomes public costing me all my freedoms, independence, Paris 2024 Olympics and relocation to France, my employment opportunities, public assistance benefits, housing opportunities, educational opportunities along with already obtained four business degrees, and everything else, then I am requesting the latino woman to be fully terminated without benefits and severance pay.

I still have the housing cases to proceed with, but please make sure she avoids me at all costs. I have no problem requesting someone else like I did today. Please do not share any additional personal details with the latino woman or anyone outside this letter other than your supervisor, director, attorney general, or mayor. Thanks for your attention to this matter. Looking forward to hearing from you and your team.

Regards, Dr. Manley M. Collins, BS, MS, MBA, DM/PhD Plaintiff Pro Se (617) 955-0689

The application, police report, and incident report filed by the Massachusetts State Trooper #1544 can be seen by clicking here. https://drive.google.com/file/d/1E3RKin3txDFmVW1YY0IG5CX8wo5lHsmo/view?usp=sharing

The summons can be seen by clicking here. https://drive.google.com/file/d/1wci6fUQs6WLjVggdYfJdSiIICsMcrXyc/view?usp=sharing

The civil lawsuit can be seen by clicking here. https://drive.google.com/file/d/11_zhdlsc_03lrViDi_Ka8l0kmbsl5qED/view?usp=sharing

Attended the French Library / Alliance Française of Boston and Cambridge Member's Party. I am proud to be a member. I am glad to have met the director and new people.

Attended the French Library / Alliance Française of Boston and Cambridge Marche de Noel.

Attended the French Library / Alliance Française of Boston and Cambridge Online Conversation Club.

Happy Thanksgiving. New item - Zero Sugar Strawberry Icing Yellow Cake.

Had Zumba at La Vie at Millennium Place in Boston, Massachusetts

I met my BCBS new primary care physician at Boston Medical Center. I got my Monobivalent COVID-19 booster and tested for HIV/STD panel. I also got refills on my medications, Banophen, Zyprexa, and Truvada. I met the preceptor over the resident doctor. I went back to BMC Psychiatry to attempt to re-establish care. Unfortunately, after six months or more disconnect, I have to get a referral from my PCP. My BMC BCBS PCP mentioned Psychology Today was a good resource for therapists. I did make the recommended two or three calls to connect with a therapist or psychologist in my area. My initial HIV test came out negative - HIV Ag/Ab Combined Qualitative - Result Non-Reactive. My basic metabolic panel came out on the normal ranges. My Calcium was 9.3 mg/dl (normal range 8-10.5 mg/dl). My CO2 was 22.0 mmol/l (normal range 19-28 mmol/l). My Chloride was 108 mmol/l (normal range 98-110 mmol/l). My Glucose was 85 mg/dl (normal range 70-100 mg/dl). My Potassium was 4.3 mmol/l (normal range 3.1-5.3 mmol/l). My Sodium was 136 mmol/l (normal range 135-145 mmol/l). My Urea Nitrogen (BUN) was 10 mg/dl (normal range 7-25 mg/dl). My Creatinine was 0.95 mg/dl (normal range is 0.7-1.3 mg/dl). My Estimated GFR value was >90 mL/min/1.73_m2 (normal value >59 mL/min/1.73_m2). My anion gap without potassium was 6 (normal range is 7-16). I weighed 171 lbs (77.8 kg) with all my layered clothing on. My blood pressure was 115/74. My body mass index is 27.71. My temperature is 97.6 F (36.4 Celsius). My oxygen saturation is 99%. My pulse is 51.

GymIt had the special needs people clean the equipment or gym areas under supervision. It is a neat idea to employ or utilize the mental and physically challenged.

CVS Pharmacy is fantastic as usual with my refills and those variety of coupons keep me in the store.

General Motors is fighting back and forth to clear its name in the Collins vs Kyambade et al., case.

Christmas and Kwanzaa was nice at my AirBnb for the winter. My superhost was amazing and surprising me on AirBnb features and highly physically active in his 70s. We had discussions regarding on Boston's real estate, eating and drinking the best foods to stay healthy, giving wars, our family history, providing boundaries and space, having meals together, similar train of thought that family can be the people currently physically surrounding us, house chores, and house rules. I am so surprised that it took four years after and during all the fighting, and at the time I am leaving that the Greater Boston area decides to show hospitality from a Harvard graduate/alumnus.

South Carolina Vacation

South Carolina State University Bulldogs Die Hard Supportive Fans was sitting, and weathering the cold and rain, and watching the SCSU Bulldogs 17 vs Morgan State 20 last home game. I stayed all four quarters. It was Band Day and Buddy Pough Day. I still took my photos in the rain and frozen hands. I ate a chili and cheese hot dog and did a special request to add jalapenos. Belcher Hall is the School of Business and where I graduated with a Bachelor of Science in Agribusiness. I also pledged Phi Beta Lambda Business Fraternity.

South Carolina State University Meet and Greet Alumni Event started without a hitch and on time. Great location and venue. SCSU Alumni Relations planned a very good event. I had a good time getting to know some of the alums and fraternity brothers. The DJ was jamming. The bartender was doing the drinks…you might get a little tipsy. I only had cranberry-orange juice. I can't do alcohol. Thanks, SCSU Alumni Relations. I tried to watch the SCSUNAA Alumni Stellar Calendar event on FaceBook, but disconnected since I am not in it. Good times traveling down Russell Street and down US 301 to try to see Cross High versus Allendale-Fairfax High School - SC High School Football Playoffs.

The day and the life of a substitute teacher. I had 1st, 2nd, 4th, and 9th through 12th. Thanks for the opportunities - Reeves Elementary, Beech Hill Elementary, Sand Hill Elementary, Newington Elementary, and Ashley Ridge High. I learned some new methods on managing kids, getting work out of them, build in positive reinforcement, and masking punishment. For the younger kids, the emoji stick 😐 😐 face destroys their whole world if they do not get a smiley face at the end of the day. For older teens, the importance of respecting a substitute teacher when over 50% of the class decides to use the restroom, go to office, go to media center, or recover a lost item. I was happy to start introducing a one-by-one concept of line and numbering each of them.

Spent quality time with a dear friend Darron Denmark . You really do not know someone unless you physically and literally spend time with them. Good times…parallel lives and three intersections…two in Atlanta, Georgia and one in Columbia, SC. Thanks for your service, Mr. Denmark. Much love ❤️🥰🖤💚, my strong brother.

South Carolina State University Homecoming Week 2023 is in the books. The football game was a nail biter to the end - SCSU 27 vs Howard 24. The SCSU Marching 101 band was larger and played beautifully. The guest band Jonesboro Georgia High School Marching Band. The scoreboard played nice and loud. ESPN got the HBCU show of a great time. The classic chants played, old school music, and new school music played throughout the entire time at the game. The cheerleaders had great spirit and large group, but it was a shame to remain only on one side or section when the past cheerleader groups took school spirit on all appropriate sections. I visited Beta Delta of Alpha Phi Alpha Fraternity, Inc. tailgate tent and ran into Ogunna and Pugh, and met a new brother Wes, and saw Terry Holmes. I never reached SCSU Track and Field tailgate. I ran into more classmates and good peoples. I attempted to get a photo with The Honorable James Clyburn. The Clyburn cameraman could not take the photo on a smartphone after two tries, but I got to shake his hand and see him in person after 28 years when I personally visited his office in Washington, DC in 1995. For President Conyers, I shook his hand, but he did not know me so I can understand brushing off someone you do not know or heard of in taking a photo. Bulldogs on the Run was a great success and running into my Freshman year roommate and classmate, Andrew Lawton and my SCSU track and field teammates, Linnell Cooper and Donald Cooper, and the family. I ate my first Lawton's Chicken Sausage biscuit I came in 5th in my age group for Bulldogs on the Run. Thanks Nike+ for the encouragement per mile. It was my very first outside run in the cold since SCSU Men's Track and Field practices. Coach Jeffries gave me my 30 second conversation and a cherished photo. It was good for my mental health with all the love, excitement, and laughter shared among my peoples. I ran into Mrs. Heyward, Cross High Librarian, and a Ravenell brother from Pineville, South Carolina. I found Planet Fitness and walked through the Prince of Orange Mall.

Another eventful day at SCSU Homecoming. I picked up my race packet for Bulldogs on the Run from some classmates. It was good getting some Randolph Italian Ice. I went on campus of South Carolina State University to check out the student center and student plaza. I captured some of the memories of The Dungeon in Dukes Gymnasium from 5am and 6am gym workout for SCSU Track and Field. I saw a women's volleyball game going on in Dukes Gymnasium. I took some photos of the Whittaker Library and Alpha Phi Alpha shrine. My last event was the SCSU S.T.A.T.E. Club Fish Fry Cookout on Felton Field.

It has been 25 years stepping back into Smith-Hammond-Middleton Memorial Arena on the campus of South Carolina State University. Quite a few physical changes to the campus. Congratulations to New tradition of Mister South Carolina State University and the long time standing tradition of Miss South Carolina State University. A flood of memories of giving speeches, sport games, classes, and dancing at that facility. Miss SCSU JaMelia Baylor-Stroud, Sam Hinton, and I chuckled over the good times and kept critiquing our generation versus today's generation. Beta Delta of Alpha Phi Alpha Fraternity, Inc. started the stepping or stroll to the current theme song. They were lit. Go Bulldogs! 1896. Congratulations to all the Kings and Queens, and their supporters.

One major change is the tailgating has gotten so big that I missed the social component. JaMelia did call and ask where was I while I was driving back to my hotel, but the old times when SCSU had a game, the day just ended with the game and I thought everyone just pack up and gone home. This was not the case. A definite lesson learned from SCSU Homecoming.

I went to HearUSA as a part of a contractual benefit with Blue Cross Blue Shield of Massachusetts. When healthcare insurance provides hearing screening as a benefit…wow! Thank God I still can hear after all the loud noises from warehouse work, partying and nightclub, family and friends arguments, EMS and anything with a siren. No raising hands to say I can hear, I have to yell out the words from inside sound box.

I went to Studio Optics for my second vision examine. We, the doctor and I, went through the various glasses. I made my selection and order, but the doctor is simply waiting for payment to place the order.

I renewed my membership with USA Track and Field Association and Potomac Valley Track Club.

The United States Department of Defense (Department of the Navy) closed the federal tort claim and stated to sue in the federal court.

I had my Boston Housing Authority Public Housing final interview. Rosanna Ramirez stated they needed more information and updated information to state I am eligible for public housing. I sent them Citibank information because they were apart of the problem. I sent them a 110 page legal document showing my housing for the past 2.5 years and everything that happened. I stopped showing any income. I signed a release of information document for Massachusetts Department of Transitional Assistance and Pine Street Inn. The young lady still requesting up-to-date banking, income, and housing information. I asked her, "Who is seeing all these documents or show me the information system this information is going in?" She lied and said, "Only her and her supervisor." Tell me I am crazy for sending all my personal and professional information to the fourth BHA employee. I do not know where my information is stored or being sent. The property is not brand new, no amentities, no assurance of security, none of BHA is my friends or family, and still have to pay some type of rent on a sliding scale. None of the information from previous interviews and request for information was not even mentioned.

SplitSpot settled their side of the lawsuit for $1400, which is less than what I gave them. I told Ernesto Gaxha to not pull an AT&T situation, which is AT&T went bankrupt, kept the name, and rise as a new company with same name. Ernesto Gaxha, the President and CEO, of SplitSpot gave me courtesy call because the company went bankrupt and riddled in debt, and was bought by another company.

I had my SplitSpot case hearing, which is left with the roommates and the insurance company. I stood my ground and stated, "I oppose the Motion to Dismiss and hold all allegations true to each one of them."

I submitted my United States Department of Education's Total and Permanent Disability Application to discharge my student loans held by Nelnet.

I finally started my new group exercise instructor position at Boston Sports Club/New York Sports Club/Town Sports International. I had my first Zumba class. I shadowed another instructor for Total Body Conditioning. The group exercise manager mentioned needed Les Mills BodyPump instructors. I am torn because my goal was BodyCombat, but the gym wants BodyPump. I am practicing my second full routine of Zumba.

I like the Blue Cross Blue Shield referral request system on HMO plans. I finally understand how it works.

I followed the Paris 2024 Volunteer Instagram. I got a response to volunteer application and got accepted for the 2024 Paris, France Olympics and Paralympics.

I joined a Zoom call with the Alpha Chapter of Alpha Phi Alpha Fraternity, Inc. regarding the Alpha Light Fund and Alpha House being built in Ithaca, New York.

With data breaches, a company called WellTok informed of Massachusetts General Hospital (MGH) data breach. As a part of proactivity, they offered and I signed up for the Experian IdentityWorks product and service.

I got rejected or turned down by Paris 2024 employment staff, it seems in part with Randstad of France. I guess it was because I was not legally authorized to work in France without living there.

I had to process plenty of US mail when I returned from my South Carolina vacation.

I am responding to all the motions to dismiss, which taking plenty of time.

I am still getting most of my physical workouts in for stress and anger management.

December 16th was a decent day until a tall and large kid that do not run the 200m dash trips and rolled right in my lane 2. My final time was 29s, when I was on pace for 26s chasing kids down. The TRACK at New Balance USATF New England Indoor Season Opener never a dull moment.

December 26th was okay at the New Balance USATF Night at the Track. I registered and ran the 60m like I stated my time 8.82s. I was bloated with food, fruit, and drink. My body must think it is still on vacation…the pounds are trying to creep back on. I had to set my alarms again to begin waking up at 5:30 AM EST.

December Holidays and Awareness

Happy World AIDS Day, Happy Hanukkah, Happy International Volunteer Day, Happy New Year's Eve, Happy Kwanzaa, Merry Christmas, Happy Christmas Eve, Happy Human Rights Day, Happy Bill of Rights Day, Happy International Day of Persons with Disabilities, Happy HIV/AIDS Awareness Month, Happy Worldwide Food Service Safety Month, Happy Write a Friend Month

November Holidays and Awareness

Happy Diwali, Happy Bhai Dooj, Happy World Kindness Day, Happy National Pickle Day, Happy All Saints' Day, Happy All Souls' Day, Happy Election Day, Happy Marine Corps Birthday, Happy Veterans Day, Happy Thanksgiving Day, Happy Black Friday Day, Happy Cyber Monday Day, Happy Giving Tuesday, Happy National Adoption Month, Happy American Diabetes Month, Happy Lung Cancer Awareness Month, Happy Vegan Month

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Webtoon Review: The Greatest Estate Developer

Synopsis:

When civil engineering student Suho Kim falls asleep reading a fantasy novel, he wakes up as a character in the book! Suho is now in the body of Lloyd Frontera, a lazy noble who loves to drink, and whose family is in a mountain of debt. Using his engineering knowledge, Suho designs inventions to avert the terrible future that lies in wait for him. With the help of a giant hamster, a knight, and the world’s magic, can Suho dig his new family out of debt and build a better future?

Status: Ongoing

Genre: Adventure, Comedy, Shounen,Fantasy, Isekai

Adapted By: Lee Hyunmin

Art By: Kim Hyunsoo

Original Story By: BK_Moon

REVIEW (until epsiode 62):

Before we proceed to the review, I just want to say Happy New Year everyone! Hope you all will have a great year.

This 2023, I hope I can read and review a lot of webtoon or manhwas. I currently have a lot of backlogs for review so I hope I can finish those too!

This review is my first entry for this year! This manhwa is actually reccommended to me by my boyfriend and he insisted that I would not regret reading it and you know what, he was right! This comic did not dissappoint.

The introduction of this series is your typical isekai. Guy reads a novel, guy is transported to the said novel and yada yada. The isekai trope is done to death I know, but I think what separates this manhwa amongst the rest is its main premise wherein our main protagonist is an engineering student who uses his modern skills and knowledge to improve the current medieval world he is in.

The main character, Suho Kim a.k.a Lloyd Fronterra, is a very likeable, funny and refreshing MC. His main goal is to be filthy rich because in his past life, he is a very poor student.

He uses this motivation in order to survive the current world he is in even though sometimes his ways are quite questionable. His current body, Lloyd Frontera is the duke's son who is known to be a thug and a troublemaker. This actually puts him at a disadvantage at the start since no one wants to be associated with him. However, he finds a way to actually use this as an advatage to achieve what he wants.

He may seem like a selfish, capitalistic and opportunistic person, which is kinda true but his intentions are quite good. Although he talks a lot about money, when looking at the bigger picture, he provides people with comfortable housing, jobs and he even paid off his family's debt.

He also provides innovation to the people using his modern knowledge and he is also very hands on and hardworking with the projects he initiates, making it satisfying everytime an arc is finished. So I guess one thing I learned, is money is such a great motivator.

He certainly has a lot flaws, but I don't hate him? He's only mean to the people who gets on his bad side and they kinda deserve it especially once you knew what kind of people they are and what kind of things they did. So I don't really have a problem with it cuz it's karma at work.

Now with regards to the relationship. I....I ship him with the second lead Javier >//<

I just LOVE their chemistry! It reminds me of this ship dynamic:

Javier is SO done with every sht Lloyd does but is always there to support him. I love their banters and I just find their interactions so hilarious!

I kinda feel bad for Javier sometimes though since he is always in the middle of Lloyd's schemes but all is well since deep down he knows that helping Lloyd matches his own personal views and interests.

As for other characters, I really like Lloyd's parents, the queen, the cute animal summons, Sir Bayern and many more! All of these characters are influenced one way or another by Lloyd and helps him with his goal to get richer-- I mean, to help the people of their estate.

As for the story, I really like it! I like the pacing and of course, I live for its comedy. So far, I have no complaints. Oh! Maybe one con is, it is too good that I binged it for a few days and was left empty because I reached the latest chapter and was left hanging. I wish they could update 3x a week TT

The art is really good too. It has an anime vibe to it and also, I can't help but notice that the artist seems to like muscles a lot 👀

I also like how they drew the characters' expressions! It's just too funny! I like how they emphasize how cunning Lloyd is using his expressions!

Overall, is this a must read? HELL YEAH.

I didn't gave much details for this review because I don't want to spoil anything~ You gotta see how good it is for yourself~

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Overall Rating: 4.8/5

Status: Ongoing

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