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sparkywrites25 · 2 years

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Levi x Reader x Petra Baby Headcanons

Writing that Levi x Reader x Petra gave me the bug and one of my favourite tropes is pregnancy so here are some headcanons for the three of you handling the pre-birth and post-birth journeys. For this post Y/N is the one pregnant although I'd say most if not all of these would apply with Petra too. I had a lot of fun writing these. I didn't think I'd do headcanons because I had few ideas but once I started with those I did have, more snowballed out of my brain.

Petra and Levi's reactions to the pregnancy are extremely different initially. Petra is thrilled about the baby and becoming a parent. She's very much of the "new life, new hope" mindset and "bringing something good into this world". She wants to stroke your bump and talk to the baby straight away. She also wastes no time in checking in with you about your symptoms and how you're feeling about this pregnancy - whether it's something you want.

Levi's mind, however, immediately jumps to the fact that his child is going to be born into a shitty world and could end up losing two out of its three parents before its even born. There's the threat of the Armoured and Colossal Titans returning to breach another world. This world is too damn fucking dangerous and so he's kicking himself for getting you pregnant.

He doesn't really hide this feeling which is disappointing but his reasoning becomes pretty clear real fast so you know it's not coming from a hateful or malicious place. He wants a good future, a safe future for any children you all may have and right now this world is not there yet. He knows it might never be.

But he is conflicted. This is his child. This is your child - all three of yours. He's shocked yeah, but that love is still planted beneath layers of fear and doubt. He knows one thing though. He will never walk away from this, like his father and Kenny did. He made this child and he's committed to looking after his family.

Oh how quickly honourable commitment turns to him fully embracing the idea though. When the shock wears off and the fear fades just a little, he remembers his time with his mother - how he wouldn't wish any of that away in order to be born into a different life. He loved his time with her mostly and even though it was hard, (and raising this child will be hard too, he knows) he wants to have that with his child.

He and Petra are god sends when it comes to your morning sickness. Petra's at your side rubbing your back and holding your hair (and when she's not, Levi is) while Levi's on standby to clean up after you once he's readied some water and plain crackers (according to Hange these are good for not triggering your nausea too much).

Petra is better at handling your mood swings but Levi still gives you good, steadying hugs. If you're getting teary, he tells shit jokes to try and make you laugh. Once he realizes that you also take amusement from it, he also rants about annoying habits and behaviours of comrades.

Levi is genuinely perplexed by some of your cravings and his reaction often has you and Petra in giggles. Due to his insomnia, he handles most of the late night cravings but sometimes Petra beats him to it so he can rest. She generally fetches your cravings during the day.

They're both very conscious of making sure you don't overdo things but they also don't baby you either. If you aren't clearly straining yourself or struggling, they will simply remain watchful around you. (Neither of them want to just leave you to it in case anything does happen.) They have faith in your strength but they also know you don't like to be a burden and so may overestimate your limits.

Levi and Petra very much tag team you when it comes to staying hydrated and eating properly. They do recognize that morning sickness makes that more difficult. Petra, however, will try and get you to eat just a little but more often, spread throughout the day. A few crackers here and there to tide you over.

Levi experiments with home made cleaning supplies to produce effective ones without strong smells that might trigger your nausea. He actually quite enjoys the production process and you and Petra spy on him in the doorway trying not to coo and giggle until one of you inevitably gives the game away and you both get locked out as his ears go pink.

When it comes to your aches and swollen ankles and fingers, your two lovers team up to help you. Levi hates handling feet unless you all have literally gotten out of the shower or bath so Petra volunteers to massage your feet and ankles while Levi will either roll you on your back or side (depending on how big the bump is) and massage your back. He's super careful not to use too much of his strength but oh man he's so good at working out all those tense places. Often you fall asleep from his and Petra's massages.

Generally Levi hates crumbs in bed and the like but he will bring you food in bed if you're not feeling well enough to get up and move around. You can bet those sheets are getting cleaned though as soon as you are well enough to get up or go to get a bath.

Petra runs the best baths. While Levi puts enough soap in, he doesn't get the bubbles as foamy and frothy as Petra does.

However Levi does make you the best tea and he is basically your tea boy. He's researched what ones are better for pregnancy and keeping anxieties at bay.

Petra and Levi handle the whole labour process very differently. Petra outwardly frets and panics about things while Levi takes charge of the situation calmly (although his mind is already running through scenarios in which things could go horribly wrong).

God forbid that infirmary is not clean enough for his standards because he would rather have you give birth in his quarters. Which of course ends up happening because Levi's child is not being born into an environment any less than the very best - even though the medics in the infirmary do try and keep their workspace as clean as possible but are also so busy.

Petra cries buckets when you finally give birth and Levi's eyes are suspiciously shiny, accompanied by a shaky expression like someone's picked him up and completely rattled him. The pair of them wrap their arms around you and snuggle in to admire your child.

When it's their turn to hold the baby, you're left in tears of joy as Petra rocks the baby and coos gently, kissing them all over their face. She gently rubs her nose against the baby's.

Levi cradles his child with such security and yet tenderness. He stares at them amazed, struck dumb by the very notion that he helped create this tiny person. He kisses their head and whispers how much he loves them.

The pair of them are amazing in the aftermath of you giving birth. Scout HQ is currently the old royal residence most of the time (even before Eren) and Erwin allows you and the baby to stay at HQ for now since Levi's quarters are away from most of the others (by his request) and it'll be easier for Levi to focus on work with you both here.

Levi and Petra manage to coordinate time off to help you out without leaving Levi Squad leaderless. In the day time, Levi does most of the training with the squad although sometimes Eld covers. While one is training, the other one helps you out or catches up on paperwork (or sleep).

Once you've recovered, you take up more responsibility with the baby and take over Levi's paperwork. You have chosen not to remain as a soldier but you can still help out paperwork wise and Erwin talks about having you handle more officers' paperwork once your baby is older.

At night, Levi will fetch the baby to you if they need feeding otherwise he will change them and try and soothe them himself. (He'll bring them to you if you want cuddles as well).

Overall, you fall into a good routine. It doesn't solve every problem nor does it mean none of you get exhausted or snappy but it works.

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youre-ackermine · 2 months

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cherryskyies · 2 years

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Wherever You Go

Chapter One

Synopsis: You’d follow him to the end of the world, you promised, only to realize how silly the words sounded with the current state of life- not to mention, you had said the same to Petra, a girl that met her fate with zombies gnawing the flesh of her thigh.

Word count: 2k

Warnings: zombies, gore, blood, minor injuries, explicit language, mentions of death

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When you were twelve, you promised Petra you’d follow her to the ends of Earth, even if the world had gone to shit- you’d follow her.

Looking below you now, growling corpses walking the streets of Paradis; one of the most populated cities, it began to feel almost taunting. Had you manifested this? Of course not, you were a naive twelve year old, but it was too ironic.

Petra walked in front of you, baseball bat clutched tightly in her scar riddled hands. The wind caused strands of her golden hair to fly to the right, escaping the messy bun she had done hours ago. “Hey, wait up!” you called out, having fallen behind more than what you considered comfortable.

She came to a halt, turning as the corners of her mouth lifted, “Aren’t you afraid of heights?” Throughout the whole ordeal, Petra had never lost her smile, you admired her for it; you lost yours on the second day. “Keep up, we only have so much sun, y’know.” and off she was, continuing with her fast pace, leaping from roof to roof.

You groaned, fighting the urge to claim the cement floor beneath you and sleep, but Petra was right, she had never been wrong. “Alright, alright.”

The gaps in-between roofs were small due to the sheer amount of buildings they had stuffed together, but still big enough that one slip would leave you a soon-to-be zombie. “Be careful not to fall,” a useless warning, but it became tradition.

A few rooftops away from home, your leg lost balance, the slant of the roof propelling you forward as your hand desperately clawed the ground, tearing the end of your nails off as a terrified scream fell from your lips, “Petra!”-but it wasn’t enough as you hit the edge, legs rolling over and off the side. “Fuck,” you cursed, bloodied fingers digging into the ledge as you tried to pull yourself up.

Zombies piled below you, the scream from moments ago attracting them. Their groaning and growling added to your fear, one slip up and you’re zombie chow.

It was inconvenient, but you were able to graze your tip toes over what seemed to be an edge on the building.

The yell of your name pulled your attention back from the hoard below, you saw Petra running back to you, skillfully jumping over the openings. “Are you okay- Holy shit, your hand.” she mumbled, dropping to her knees as she hastily pulled you up, careful of causing any more damage. “Shit,” her eyes ran over your fingers, the blood made it look worse than it felt. “you okay? What happened back there?”

Her worried questions fell upon deaf ears- you’d almost died, moments after telling Petra to be careful, you almost fucking died. “How far are we?” your eyes met her wide ones. “I don’t think I messed anything up too bad, my damn fingers hurt, though.”

A strangled laugh forced its way through her as she looked behind her, a sloppy trail of blood from where your fingers tried to catch flat ground showed, “Yeah, I bet.” she held your head in her lap, fingers brushing through your dark, matted hair, looking down at you with a small smile. “Just a few more roofs away, I’d say five more minutes.”

The sun blinded you, Petra's head doing little to block it out. It was a beautiful day, couldn’t have been less than sixty degrees.

You brought yourself to your feet with the help of Petra, blood staining the front of her pale blue shirt, you shot her an apologetic glance. That was one of the few shirts she owned.

“If I thought I was over my fear,” you started, examining your fingers: the tips had stopped bleeding, but it looked like someone had taken a cheese-grater to them. “Then I was dead wrong.”

Your pun flew over her head or she just didn't find it funny. Either way, your laughter was cut short as you looked up.

The sky was a light orange, any other circumstance and it would have been beautiful; but with the world burning below it, you couldn’t help but curse the universe and its ability to create something so pretty at a time like this.

“Let’s get home,” she urged, the darkening sky made it harder to spot the openings between buildings and with your luck, you’d fall through. “Don’t want to have to sleep on a roof, again.”

It was meant as a joke, but the silence following showed neither of you took it as such.

Right before you found the apartments, there had been one other in your small group: Annie. The three of you felt unstoppable, spending all your nights sleeping on whatever roof gave you the best ocean view.

In the end, it seemed zombies always won, taking away the people you love with no second thought.

Thinking about her brought tears to your eyes, she was your best friend of fifteen years and you killed her, or at least what was left of her after the zombies had their taste. “Fuckin’ zombies.”

Petra agreed. It was a loss for her too, having known Annie for the better part of ten years. “Fucking zombies,” she repeated, picking her bat up from the ground.

Trailing behind, you watched stars appear in the sky, one by one. Now that there was less pollution, the stars were brighter; one of the few rewards of the Apocalypse, if you could call it such.

A full moon lit the sky, marking the completion of a cycle. Soon there will be a waxing crescent moon, one of your favorites- you can only hope you'll live to see it with your best friend by your side.

“Last one,” Petra announced, jumping over the opening. “Your turn, be careful."

Launching off the edge with your right leg, you landed on your left, falling straight to the cement with a hiss, hugging your knee to your chest. “Ouch.”

A few moments of you not moving later, arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you to your feet. “C’mon, wanna sleep,” Petra whined, pushing the green, metal door open.

The sound of metal against concrete was unpleasant, tonight it seemed louder than usual.

Twelve stairs ascend down from the green door, you’d memorized the number the first day in case of emergency. “I’ll help you,” an arm wrapped around your waist, allowing most of your weight to rest on them as you walked- no, limped down the stairs.

One

Two

Three

Four

Fiv-

A clunking noise sounded from the floor below, echoing up the stairs. Metal against metal you noted, nothing a zombie could make.

“Did you hear that?” Petra whispered, arm tightening around you, ready to take off and drag you to the roof at any given moment.

Your breath was caught in your throat, heart hammering against your chest.

“Maybe something fell over?” The thought did little to soothe your fears, knowing even if something had fallen, someone or something was prowling too close for comfort. “Let's just get inside our room, lock the doors, and put a chair up against them.”

“And trap ourselves!?” she yelled in a hushed tone, brown eyes glued to what little you could see of the staircase through the barricade. “I say we roof hop, find a new place. Mayb-”

You silenced her, shaking your head as you spoke. “No, our room is right by the ladder, remember? Anything happens, we can leave- but I’m in no condition to be traveling.”

God, she hated it when you were right. “Fine, but I hear it again and we are gone. Understood?”

A compliant ‘yes’ left your lips, Petra was the unofficial leader.

Rarely had there been a disagreement between the two of you. Ever since Annie, she had taken it upon herself to keep you safe, seeing as you were the youngest at twenty. Annie being twenty-one and Petra twenty-three.

She reminded you of your mother, occasionally. The way she doted on you, checking you for injuries every time you went somewhere.

Chairs stacked against the doors, underneath the handles. Petra worked tirelessly to secure the rooms and doors, making sure no one could kick them down, convinced the noise was caused by the living.

“I swear I heard talking, the living aren’t like how they used to be,” she rambled, locking the bedroom door and placing a black, wooden chair underneath the silver handle. “They don’t have laws preventing them from killing- there isn’t a justice system for them to fear.”

The wall behind you was cold on your exposed back, the ridges in the paint poking at your skin.

Turning to Petra, you let your head fall against the wall. “Tra,” you sighed, breaking her from her nervous pacing. “Why would people clear every floor of an apartment building? Not even we did, for all we know some dead fucker knocked something over.”

“The voices- what about the voices I heard!?” Tears pooled in her dark eyes, she was having a panic attack. “You’re injured, can you even climb down the ladder- oh my god, your fingers.” Words flew from her mouth, worries spilling out like a broken faucet.

Your hand caught the back of her shirt, tugging her onto the bed. “Calm down, I can climb and run if I need to and my fingers,” you held them out, blood staining the skin around the nail. “are fine, some rubbing alcohol and a hand wash will fix ‘em up, Tra.”

Her fingers tangled in her hair, palms pressed flat against her face. Blonde fly-aways blowing forward, the open window allowing a breeze to pass through the room. “I just..” she paused, looking over to you. “I worry about you, about us.”

The quiet rustling and groaning of the zombies below became somewhat comforting over the months, it was a constant in a life of variables.

“I am twenty years old,” you giggled, attempting to lighten the mood. “Not a reckless fourteen year old. I can take care of myself, too.”

Blonde hair clouded your vision, Petra had placed her head on your shoulder, hand intertwining with your own. “I know,” she mumbled, “But after Annie..” she didn’t have to continue for you to understand: she couldn’t lose you too.

Change the subject, you thought. Focusing on Annie for too long will make you cry, the wound was still too fresh. “What do you think…y’know, started all this?” It was a frequent conversation you had, each time leading closer to an answer. “I still think biological warfare.”

Silence coated the room, hanging heavy in the air. “I feel like it was just an experiment gone wrong, like someone mixed the wrong vials or something.”

Your back slid down the wall, meeting the softness of the mattress underneath the purple sheets. “That’s so boring,” you groaned, looking up at her. “Besides, this feels intentional. Like, how do you not only ‘accidently’ make a zombie, but spread the virus too?”

The bed creaked as Petra moved down, becoming eye level with you. She watched you with her honey colored eyes, studying your face- memorizing every dimple and divot.

She placed her thumb on your cheek, caressing the skin, noting the scar underneath your eye: small and delicate, thin like a paper cut.

To the right of her thumb, there was a scar, you could feel it as it drug against your skin. If you had to guess, it was within the last seven or so months, seeing as Petra had smooth hands before the Apocalypse.

“One day, you’ll find out,” she paused, eyes closing- pulling her thumb away from your face, before continuing. “I’m sure of it. Now get some sleep, I'll listen for new noises.”

You smiled, an act reserved for Petra alone. "Love you, try not to stay up all night" you whisper, pulling the gray, wool blanket close to your face.

"No promises," she grins, moving closer to your body. "Love you too."

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maskedninja · 2 years

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soulmate who wasn’t meant to be– levi x gn!reader

Last chapter

— cw: angst, toxic relationships, swearing, self-esteem issues.

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— song: Brutal

01. Stage one: Denial

"broken ego, broken heart"

y|n woke up to the sound of birds chirping and radiating sunshine. The window was open and the morning breeze brushed their face delicately as their eyes adjust to the light. In other circumstances, this moment might have been deemed a perfect morning but to y|n it was simply the universe's way of mocking them as the memories from the night start creeping in.

“It’s best if we end it,” he had said.

So easily and nonchalant. Like it didn’t hurt him, as if it was truly for the best.

The broken-hearted lover could not grasp how he could possibly think that. All-nighters, the reassuring hand-squeezes, the discrete kisses in the middle of the day, they surely had to have meant something. To y\n those were unmistakable signs of love but were they wrong to think they meant the same to him. Levi had never told them he loved them. It may be that their first mistake was to assume he did.

Y|n never exerted any expectations of verbal affection on him because they believed him when he said he was just not the sentimental type. But maybe things were much more simple than that — he couldn't say it because he didn't mean it and Levi could be many things but a liar was not one of them. His sincerity was almost obnoxious to y|n and if he had said it was for the best then he was probably convinced that it was. “What does that asshole even know about what’s best for me?” They said to themselves trying hard to ignore the faint voice in the back of their mind that want to burst into his office and scream "It's you, Levi, YOU ARE RIGHT FOR ME."

After a few minutes of contemplation, a slight headache started to creep in. It must have been from all the crying that accompanied the night before, leaving y|n dehydrated and alone. Nightmares had tormented them the whole night. Nightmares of being lost, alone, and being devoured by the Titans over and over again. No one to save them.

Not anymore.

y|n had to admit that having Levi on their side had filled them with an unconscious sense of security, that had now become apparent because it was no longer there. To have humanity's strongest soldier look after you is more than anyone could ever ask for and y|n started to realize they had taken that fact for granted.

Would he still care? Or would he deem the effort useless as he has had to do with many of their comrades?

In comparison to Levi, y|n deemed themselves a lousy soldier. They couldn’t help but think that at this rate, it was probable that they would die before they got to rise up to the next rank. Most people did, so why would they be the exception? And well if they really thought about it, it had been extremely telling that Levi picked Eld, Petra, and even Oluo over them to be part of the special operation’s squat. Eld and Y|n had started serving at the survey corps at the same time and had similar stats. Whatever the reason was for Levi choosing Eld over her haunts y|n's mind constantly, especially in moments like this where Levi's feelings for them were questionable. Which, not surprisingly, happened quite often.

A loud knock disrupted y|n instructive thoughts, making them aware of the way that it seemed to be brighter than usual and how they can hear voices on the distan..ce.

Oh..

The person at the other side of the door knocked once again, their voice accompanied by a hint of worry. “Y|n! Y|n! are you’re here? You’re usually the first one up, are you okay? Mike is looking for you everywhere! Y|n!!”

“What do you mean, Hange? What time is it?” They shouted.

"Way past 10! get up!"

"Fuck, I'm coming!" Y|n said as they frantically put on their uniform, dishevel and messy in a way that Levi would hate. Their perfectly crafted persona, quickly crumbled in front of everyone the moment Levi left them. How pathetic.

Things couldn't get worst, they thought. But of course, they could and they always do.

Y|n got a "well-deserve" reprimand from her Capitan, Mike, who although very strong and overall very capable relies on y|n's organization and administrative skills way too much. On top of that, Erwin himself had caught them trying to sneak out of the dormitories past breakfast, and worst of all, Levi was with him. Erwin gave y\n a long sermon about how soldiers of their caliber should never be late and how he was disappointed in them or something like that … y|n could only notice how Levi could not even spare them a glance. Did he truly hate them that badly?

Once Erwin finally decided it had been enough pestering for the day, he took off, leaving the former lovers all on their own.

“Are we, um are we good?” His voice was full of doubts and embarrassment, it made y|n flinch for a second. If they didn't know him better, they might have thought there was something seriously wrong with the Capitan. But his vulnerability often came out when they were alone and she had seen the parts of him that he tried so hard to keep from everyone else, one of them being shame which he only ever shown in extremely rare and unfortunate occasions.

“Of course, why wouldn’t we be? Just because we broke up doesn’t mean we can’t still be friends, right?”

Y|n face could have fooled anyone, but not Levi. Their smiles was forced, their shoulders seemed tense, and their crossed arms mirrored the metaphorical wall between them.

“Right ... y|n, I realize that just leaving after saying that was.. um, immature of me. Pass by my office at 4, we can talk about it”

“Oh, I mean it seemed that you said all that you had to say but sure, Levi. Thanks”

A million possibilities of the pending conversation plagued y|n's mind the whole day. What else did he have to say? There were hundreds of ways this conversation could go and only about five outcomes were in y|n's favor. Would he have them removed from the survey crops in an attempt to avoid them? Maybe he would report their relationship to Erwin, knowing full well y|n would get the short end of the stick. Yet, maybe … just maybe ..there is a possibility that things would be fine. Perhaps they would laugh a little bit, the tension will be broken and he … apologizes, blames it all on anger and fear. Embraces them tightly, as he tends to do after long excursions and particularly hard missions and in that moment, they both will know that everything was going to be okay.

Levi wanting to actually “talk” was very strange but perhaps a good sign for their relationship. They can only hope he realized their relationship is worth fighting for, even if it puts them both in an uncomfortable position at first.

That has to be It, y|n thought. Levi and y|n always understood each other, their quality time together never seemed like a chore, and their casual conversations flowed endlessly. Surely, their breakup was a momentary thing.

Among all training and thinking, four finally came to be.

y|n prepared their usual, two cups of black tea directly imported from Wall Sina. No sugar and freshly made. As if it was any other day, y|n made their way to Levi's office.

A scene they had now become accustomed to displayed before them. Petra came out of Levi's office wide-eyed and blushed. Y|n tried to repress their jealousy, clinging to the last bit of hope they had for their relationship. His voice echoed in their head, repeating the phrase he has said so many times before, "She's my subordinate y/n. We're just ... friends."

Just friends.

Ironically enough, Captain Levi was not one to be known for having very many friends.

Y/n watches with sad eyes but even in their broken-hearted state they still hope all of this is an unfortunate misunderstanding. They must be really good friends, they thought to themself as they watched from a distance.

y/n clear their throat to make their presence known by the comrades. Petra quickly changes her stance distancing herself from Levi but unable to hide her fluster demeanor.

“I can come back later if this is a bad time”

“No, I was just leaving! Nice to see you, y|n.” She waved energetically towards them and turned to Levi giving the signature salute “Capitan.”

Y|n watched her walk away. Her perfectly straight hair bounced with every step. Her uniform was impeccable and her stance showed leadership and self-confidence. Petra Rall: incredibly agile, has close to perfect control of ODM great, a team player, and most importantly, a kind person. How could anyone hate her? And yet, here they were secretly harboring resentment of the lowest form — resentment over a man. “I suppose I never claimed to be a good person” y|n thinks.

“Are you coming inside?” Levi said disrupting y|n from her thoughts, which made them flush in embarrassment. Had they been staring at Petra for too long?

“Right, sorry” y\n walked in into the office cautiously. For a moment, feeling like everything around them was made out of the most fragile glass and that any of their brute movements, for more delicate than they pretend to be, would make the whole thing burst into a million tiny pieces, making the whole thing irreparably damaged.

After a few moments of uncomfortable silence, Levi was the first to speak.

“So?”

y|n did not understand how such innocuous words could ignite such terrible anger inside of them. “So?” was that the best he could come up with after causing irrevocable damage to their heart? Their face remained cold and expressionless, but their knuckles were turning a bright shade of red.

“Oh, well, I don’t know. You asked me to come here, remember?” Their soft-spoken voice masked every feeling of exasperation they may have been feeling but even the blind could tell this facade was a ticking time bomb.

“You don’t want to talk about it?” His voice was as cool and calm as ever. He even had the audacity to sound genuinely confused. Inside, his insides were twisting. To see you be hurt because of him did affect him but a decision had been taken and he did not feel as he owed an explanation for following a gut feeling. A feeling that often saved his life and one that he was not about to start ignoring now. He noticed the tightness of the first y|n’s holding in their lap and almost as an instinct reaction, he put his hand over theirs in a reassuring manner, not measuring the implication behind the action.

y|n looked at their hands and then back to his eyes and they could have sworn somewhere in there, they saw the love and care Levi had for them. To them, it had been undeniable and suddenly all the anger decimated.

There is hope.

“I do, it’s why I’m here.” Y|n brought their hands closer to their heart and close the distance between their faces, “Listen, Levi, I know it's hard for you to talk about your feelings and that’s okay. I just want you to know, I’m willing to make this work.”

“Wait, what? Y|n, no, that's not ...”

“Well, you asked me to come here to talk this thought, right? Well, here I am. Tell me where I went wrong, I will fix it. I will fix us.” He closed his eyes in regret, just know noticing how his action could be misconstrued. It was difficult to suddenly start acting a certain way with a person that just yesterday was still your partner. Levi now understood this. He quickly let go of their hand in a movement that was rather harsh. He tried to do the right thing, he thought. He tried to talk it out, make things right hoping their friendship will continue only for y|n to make it all about themself and their feelings, at least in his perception.

“Wait.. no. Why are you trying to make this all about yourself y|n?”

For a moment, y|n did not know how to react. They felt sadness, anger, and immense embarrassment. All together and all at once. They had never been so overwhelmed by so many negative emotions in such a short amount of time. “Not for one second did you stop to consider maybe, just maybe, this is what I wanted.”

The implication of that sentence left y|n’s mouth dry and unrelentlessly upset. Unable to utter a single word, y\n resorted to actions — smashing Levi’s teacup to the ground and walking away at once, ignoring Levi’s swears and demanding shouts.

All y\n had ever done was try their best — to be the strongest, the smartest, the kindness. The best soldier, the best lover, the best person. For Levi, for their friends, for the Survey Corps, God, even for Humanity — a bunch of ungrateful strangers that hated them and couldn’t care less about the countless sacrifices being made.

“Is this the kind of thanks I get?” y|n said to no one in particular. Almost was able to visualize the Universe laughing at them, once again.

God, it’s brutal out here.

#levi ackerman #levi angst #levi ackerman x reader #levi headcanons #levi x y/n #levi x reader #levi aot #levi x petra #snk imagines #levi ackerman x petra ral #aot #levi #levi snk #shingeki no kyoujin levi #captain levi

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killerskillercaptain · 3 years

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Embarrassing moments w/ Levi Ackerman BOOK ONE

A collection of awkward and embarrassing incidents that happened to you while working with Levi.

context : chronically you are in season 1 part 2, you work alongside Levi and his special squad Petra, Gunther, Oruo, Eld and Eren. In addition to being a soldier, you were in charge of everything administration-related, Levi hired you to take care of the paperwork, the finances, the stock management- basically all the aspects of his jobs that he despised doing- besides you were friends with Hange, so you accepted the duty with a good dose of pride, honored to be of help to Humanity's strongest. Also, you admired him so much to the point where admiration soon started resembling an all too different feeling.

The chair incident

One time, as an important meeting was coming to an end, and all of you were starting to depart, Eld bumped into you making you lose your balance and you ended up falling on Levi's lap who had not yet got off his seat. The incident lasted for a negligible two seconds, but the shock and embarrassment were excruciating, jumping off your superiors thighs immediately, you managed to steal a brief look at his face, his expression was a blank one, your face on the other hand was boiling. You excused yourself with a small, almost inaudible "sorry" and hurried out of the meeting room. You went directly to the first floor bathrooms, splashing icy water on your face, trying to shed yourself of the last bit of embarrassment, however, during the rest of the day, you couldn't get the incident out of your head. The feeling of Levi's thighs still lingering under yours, the scent of him was still teasing your memory, but most of all, you couldn't shake off the feeling of the lump you felt for a split of second the moment you landed on him. When you encountered Levi in the halls the next day, he was as expressionless as usual but you weren't able to look at him for at least two whole weeks.

The chest-bandage incident

You were in a spare room you and Petra sometimes use to do physical training. The other members also used this room as a storage place for documents, gear supplies and such items. You and Petra were busy doing your habitual set of push ups-and girls chatting- when Petra decided to go fetch some water. You continued your physical exercise while trying to bear the pain induced by your menstruations. It was that time of the month and you were just telling Petra about how unusually heavy your breasts felt this time and how much discomfort it was causing you during training. Petra had told you not to worry about it and that she couldn't really tell the difference due to your chest-bandages. When you heard her footsteps back in the room, you decided to continue the conversation where it left, without interrupting your work out, still facing the ground. "Hey, i really think my breasts got bigger, i'm gonna take off my bandages and i want you to take a look and tell me if they look bigger to you okey ?" You got up from the ground, sighing from the exhaustion but turning around, it wasn't Petra that was standing in front of you, instead, you were met by two steel colored eyes looking right at you with a mix of shock and utter confusion. It wasn't Petra who entered the room. It was Levi. You froze, replaying in your head what you just said, feeling mortified. Even though the words weren't directed at him, he just heard you asking him to take a look at your breasts to see if they were bigger ! you felt your blood changing its route from south to north, going directly to your face. The ginger-head soon appeared right behind the short man and seemed to instantly capture the heavy atmosphere. Levi had apparently came into the room looking for a cleaning cloth since he was holding a new one in his hand, you stared at the white cloth while the only thoughts running in circle inside your head at that moment were : it wasn't Petra ! it wasn't Petra ! it was Levi You just told Levi you have bigger boobs ! You told him to check them out ! You snapped out of it when you heard the sound of Levi clearing his throat before turning heels, just before disappearing from your view, you heard him practically spiting to Petra "I think she needs you to confirm something for her". Your comrade stood there looking at you with nothing but confusion while you were still staring at the same spot where just seconds ago, Levi was holding a washcloth, and you had just told him that your breasts got bigger.

The brushing incident

You were standing behind Levi in a crowded market, and while you were gathered in line, a merchant shoved you forward, right into the captain's back, and you swore your hand brushed his buttock. Alarmed, you waited for the short haired-man to turn around but he didn't move an inch and you were glad he didn't, because if he did, he would have seen your face, and the cruel crimson color splashed all over it. You just touched (accidentally) Humanity's strongest behind you thought shyly to yourself.

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writefandoms · 3 years

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Unwanted Feelings

Summary: Three times when Levi didn’t notice you, and the one where he did.

Word count: 1k

Levi Ackerman x Reader

Jealousy wasn’t something you were accustomed to feeling.

In your line of work, it was a risk to put your heart out there. Titans rampaged beyond the walls, one of them could be the death of you at any moment.

The tightness in your chest confused you as you watched your captain interact with the redhead.

They weren’t doing anything even remotely romantic, sitting across from you eating lunch. But the way her eyes roamed his features had you clenching your fist. You tried to reason with your heart, calm the storm brewing within your mind.

Everyone admired Captain Levi, yourself included. It was almost impossible not to.

He was strong, wise, and obviously cared about those around him. Even if he held the world at arms length, he was one of the most empathetic members in the Survey Corps.

He personally requested for you to be placed on his team, to which you eagerly accepted. Petra was a close friend of yours and wouldn’t do anything to purposely spite you. She had known him longer, so of course they were closer.

But when you heard her let out a soft giggle at something Levi said you had to leave. Quickly standing up, all your squad members turned their attention towards you, even the Captain.

“You alright?” The concern in the redhead's voice made your stomach turn.

“Yeah, I forgot I had to go do something before training.” Before any of them could speak up you slid from your seat. “I’ll see you all later.”

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Another unwanted feeling filled your chest when you overheard a group of new recruits talking amongst themselves.

Hearing Levi’s name amongst the chatter made your ears focus on the low murmuring.

“He was kind of scary at first, but isn’t he kind of hot?” The girl was about your height, with her blonde hair pulled back into a loose ponytail.

Her figure screamed feminine as her clothes clutched her nice curves.

Her body wasn’t built and muscular like yours, years of training was to blame. Her eyes shined brightly, a stark contrast to your dull ones.

Even her smile was bright, after losing so many comrades you found it difficult to smile so easily.

Are you kidding me? Mentally slapping yourself for comparing yourself to someone probably close to five years younger than you.

You hate it when men break you down to just your physical appearance, yet here you are doing the same to a total stranger.

Still the venomous voice in the back of your mind lingered, making you zip your brown jacket.

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There wasn’t any reason for you to dislike the man. Commander Erwin was an excellent leader with a brilliant mind.

With his perfect face, neat blonde hair, and gorgeous ocean eyes, this man could pass himself off as a model. As the raven haired man spoke up to the commander, there was always an air of respect towards the blonde.

Captain Levi always obeyed Commander Erwin's every order, no matter how dangerous. It was obvious that the shorter man put all his trust into the commander.

While everyone in the Survey Corps had to put their trust in each other, there was something different about Levi and Erwin.

Erwin believed in Captain Levi’s strength and trusted he would always get the job done, no matter how impossible.

Levi followed Commander Erwin blindly, he truly believed that this man would be humanity's savior.

The bond they shared was deeper than any you’ve seen during your time on duty.

Hearty chuckles leave the blondes mouth as the shorter man fails to hide a rare smirk. They are so easy going around each other, empty shot glasses in their hands.

You had to avert your eyes lest your superiors feel your icy stare. There wasn’t any competition for the seat that Erwin currently held within the captains heart. Love wasn’t the precise term for it, it was something deeper than that.

Risking another glance over towards the pair, scanning there relaxed figures. Roaming up the bodies to land on a sharp gaze. Captain Levi stared straight ahead, eyes catching yours and not letting go.

Time slowed around you, until the giant next to Levi called for his attention once again. Levi released you from his grasp bringing his glass to his lips, not facing but clearly listening to the man besides him.

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It was right after a titan capturing mission. There weren’t any casualties which was almost too hard to believe.

Commander Erwin gave both squad leaders, Hanji and Levi, permission to lead a small group of soldiers to capture a straggler.

In the end we managed to catch a seven and nine meter titan, to which Squad leader Hanji practically cried at. Riding back to base, it was the first time the burden of death didn’t hang over your shoulders. A nice change for once.

“Good work today.” A flat voice spoke besides you. Turning slightly, your short Captain rides to your right. So lost in thought you never even noticed his approach.

“Thank you, Captain.” Not really knowing what else to say considering all you did was play tag with a titan. But not dying was an impressive feat, so you’ll take the rare compliment.

He only looked straight ahead, without any acknowledgement. You half expected him to ride ahead of you, meet up with Hanji. But his horse remained next to yours, a natural silence between you two.

“There should be a new shipment of tea leaves arriving today.” He still stared straight ahead, “You should try a cup after training.”

It took a moment to process what he said, “I don’t know how to make a cup of tea, without it tasting like shit.”

Cringing at how informally you just spoke to your captain, you waited for the impending punishment.

“I’ll teach you.”

You couldn’t stop your head from whipping to your right. He was now slightly facing you, eyes examining your face, gouging your reaction.

Lips tilted upwards for the first time in a while, “I’d love that.”

There was a gleam in his eyes that you’d never seen before. The sun rays met his steel eyes, light revealing small specks of blue with his grey irises.

He broke contact first, looking away with a nod. Motioning for his horse to speed up, to which the black stallion obeyed.

Watching as the Wings of Freedom on his back flapping in the wind.

#levi x reader #levi ackerman x reader #x reader #snk levi #captain levi #attack on titan #snk headcanons #petra ral #levi ackerman #snk erwin #erwin smith

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drunkenlion · 3 years

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Unpopular opinion : recently I’ve read dozens of Levi x reader fan fiction to heal my aching heart from last chapters of manga and I’ve noticed that Petra was diminished to a petty role of “another woman” in like all of them and she has no character traits other than “kind but super clingy and possessive of Levi” and which is kinda frustrating. I personally think that canonically Erwin would be “another woman” more than Petra and now I wish there was a more realistic fan fiction depicting this 🤣🤣

#aot headcanons #levi ackerman #erwin smith #petra ral #erwin x levi #levi x petra #levi x mc #levi x reader #attack on titan #shingeki no kyoujin levi #snk #snk x reader

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breathings-of-the-heart · 5 years

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Imagine being the only member of Squad Levi to survive

Levi sat in a chair pulled up to the edge of the bed, arms crossed over his chest as he looked down at your sleeping figure. A splitting agony exploded in your head.

Still caught in a stupor, you studied the surroundings, sitting up on your elbows.

“Welcome back, brat,” he greeted neutrally, scooting himself closer. “How does it feel to have cheated the sweet release of death?”

The Captain’s voice snapped you out of your daze, attention brought back to the present. You were in the infirmary, bandaged up, and miraculously alive.

Memories came flooding back. They started off as pictures. Flashes of dark red, all rushing in a sequence that was difficult to keep up with. The mission, Eren, the Female Titan. Fighting against her… and pitifully losing. Screams resonated in your head, along with the fear in Petra’s eyes. Oluo squashed like a fly, Gunther crushed as if he was an meaningless object. Your eyes widened in shock at the excruciating recollection. Eld’s desperate shouts were traumatizing to the core, replaying over and over.

The smell of thick, metallic blood filled your nostrils. Like you were hurtled back into the forest of giant trees, now the coffins of your family.

You placed your hand on your forehead and stood, ignoring the pain in your midriff and noticed, finally, a haunting detail of the room.

All the other beds were empty.

Why are they empty?

You were afraid to ask, but Pandora’s box had already been opened.

“Where’s the rest of the squad?” You queried quietly as you hugged your arms, feeling as if you’d fall apart if you didn’t. One might wonder if you had spoken at all, your voice small against the silence.

Levi stood up from behind you.

Crying after expeditions was something most people got over doing quickly; it was an asset to be emotionally detached. You were on the verge of tears, though.

“(Y/N)...”

As soon as he spoke in that stupid, ‘I need to walk on eggshells’ tone, you felt droplets stream down your cheeks, having already known the answer yourself. Having watched one by one, the Survey Corp Special Operation Squad, getting pummeled into oblivion. It was as if some force deliberately picked you apart slowly and watched the hope die piece by piece.

Petra, Oluo, Gunther, and Eld were gone, and they left you behind. Your family was dead.

Knees buckling, you plummeted to the floor, body wracked by silent sobs. You covered your mouth, refusing to let go of honor by crying out loud.

The room melted away until there was nothing except a compressing weight on your chest, making it nearly impossible to breath as the room grew blurry. You were zoned out and trembling, lost in a void of grief.

A force grabbed you and heaved you back to your feet. Levi held you upright firmly, stoic-faced, yet determined.

You braced for reproachment at such weakness but were too broken to care, lost at sea, yet Levi didn’t say a word.

He pulled you forward until your face bumped into his chest, his strong arms encircling your figure. It was a stiff and awkward hug but you weeped into his shirt nonetheless, needing something solid to grab onto in an attempt to find reprievement from such pain.

“Stop crying, (Y/N). There’s nothing you can do about it now,” he said, chin resting on your hair as you shook within his grasp.

Your heartbeat thrummed in your ears, blood pulsing so quickly each beat created a pumping sensation. The struggling to hold back your whimpers was growing weaker.

“I’m so sorry, Captain,” you choked desperately between shaky breaths, ignominy pulling at your heartstrings as you tried your best to obey.

He only shushed you harshly in response.

Your cheek pressed over his heart, its soothing thrum sounding in your ears. Despondency laced itself into your entire being as you wondered what you possibly could’ve done right to deserve such comfort from the typically monotonous man.

He gripped your chin and raised it to his eyelevel. You were staring right through him, though, as if he hadn’t been there at all.

An unpleasant feeling churned in the pit of Levi’s stomach at the absent look in your gaze.

“It will get better, (Y/N).”

Your gaze shifted to the floor, unable to meet his stare as you grabbed his wrists with both hands, weakly whispering into his fists, “Please, just stay with me.”

Levi pulled his arm away to escape your grasp and you nearly wailed, thinking that he was going to leave. But the mattress of the bed behind you dipped as he sat down, pulling you back into his strong embrace.

“Where else would I go, brat?” he murmured, slowly closing his eyes.

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kuldren · 6 years

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Wearing Their Shirt (Levi Squad)

Request: What would Squad Levi do when their S/O asks to wear one of their shirts or a piece of their outfit?

Again, I’m going on the assumption that you mean his original Squad ❤️

Petra:

• Compliment complement compliment

• Thinks Her s/o is the fucking cutest she can’t even handle

Levi:

• Won’t admit it but he thinks that they’re adorably cute

• Would Get pissed if they ruined his shirt tho

Olou/orou No one really knows:

• Pretends to be mad

• He’s actually melting

• He’s soft for his s/o in his shirt

Eld:

• Low key blushing

• Compliments 25/8

• Wants then to wear his shirt more often

Gunther:

• “You look sexy in my shirt”

• Very straight forward

• Has the biggest smirk on his face you have no idea

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ao3feed-voltronlegendarydefender · 5 years

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The Ultimate Oneshot Book

read it on the AO3 at The Ultimate Oneshot Book

by Laraha (LauLilly)

In which I will write oneshots, headcanons, scenarios and many more from the fandoms I love and adore :3

(That rhymes lol)

I accept requests for headcanons, oneshots, scenarios, AU's and many others!

P.S: I do female readers x male characters and male readers x female characters, despite the fact that I have written gay and lesbian relationships I don't really feel comfortable doing It In this oneshot book.

~Requests are currently closed~

Words: 293, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Series: Part 1 of Oneshot Books

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M, Multi, Other

Characters: Keith (Voltron), Shiro (Voltron), Allura (Voltron), Lance (Voltron), Pidge | Katie Holt, Hunk (Voltron), Lotor (Voltron), Krolia (Voltron), Romelle (Voltron), Naruhodou Ryuuichi | Phoenix Wright, Mitsurugi Reiji | Miles Edgeworth, Pess (Gyakuten Saiban), Yuugami Jin | Simon Blackquill, Odoroki Housuke | Apollo Justice, Kidzuki Kokone | Athena Cykes, Garyuu Kyouya | Klavier Gavin, Garyuu Kirihito | Kristoph Gavin, Outorou Shingo | Matt Engarde, Matt Holt, Mitsurugi Shin | Gregory Edgeworth, Godot (Gyakuten Saiban), Ayasato Chihiro | Mia Fey, Ayasato Mayoi | Maya Fey, Karuma Mei | Franziska von Karma, Ayame | Iris (Gyakuten Saiban), Miyanagi Chinami | Dahlia Hawthorne, Naruhodou Minuki | Trucy Wright, Ayasato Harumi | Pearl Fey, Ichijou Mikumo | Kay Faraday, Shokudaikiri Mitsutada, Ookurikara (Touken Ranbu), Tsurumaru Kuninaga, Izuminokami Kanesada, Kasen Kanesada, Mikazuki Munechika, Kashuu Kiyomitsu, Horikawa Kunihiro, Yamatonokami Yasusada, Gokotai (Touken Ranbu), Gokotai's Tigers (Touken Ranbu), Eren Yeager, Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin), Petra Ral, Armin Arlert, Erwin Smith, Mikasa Ackerman, Hange Zoë, Todoroki Shouto, Midoriya Izuku, Bakugou Katsuki, Uraraka Ochako, Sebastian Michaelis, Claude Faustus, William T. Spears, Grell Sutcliff, Alois Trancy, Real Ciel Phantomhive, Hannah Annafellows, Baldroy (Kuroshitsuji), Finnian (Kuroshitsuji), Shouchiku Umeyo | April May, Mey-Rin (Kuroshitsuji), Elizabeth Midford

Relationships: Keith (Voltron)/Reader, Lance (Voltron)/Reader, Pidge/ Male Reader, Hunk (Voltron)/Reader, Shiro (Voltron)/Reader, allura/ male reader, Krolia/male reader, Lotor (Voltron)/Reader, Mitsurugi Reiji | Miles Edgeworth/Reader, Naruhodou Ryuuichi | Phoenix Wright/Reader, Yuugami Jin | Simon Blackquill/Reader, Mitsurugi Shin | Gregory Edgeworth/Reader, Odoroki Housuke | Apollo Justice/Reader, Garyuu Kyouya | Klavier Gavin/Reader, Garyuu Kirihito | Kristoph Gavin/Reader, Godot (Gyakuten Saiban)/Reader, Iris/ Male Reader, Franziska von Karma/ Male Reader, Athena Cykes/ Male reader, Maya Fey/ Male Reader, Mia Fey/ Male Reader, Dahlia Hawthorne/ Male Reader, Pearls/ Male Reader, Kay Faraday/Male Reader, Trucy Wright/ Male Reader, Ookurikara (Touken Ranbu)/Reader, Ookurikara/Saniwa (Touken Ranbu), Shokudaikiri Mitsutada/Saniwa, Shokudaikiri Mitsutada/Reader, Kasen Kanesada/Saniwa, Kasen Kanesada/Reader, Izuminokami Kanesada/Saniwa, Izuminokami Kanesada/Reader, Horikawa Kunihiro/Saniwa, Horikawa Kunihiro/Reader, Kashuu Kiyomitsu/Saniwa, Kashuu Kiyomitsu/Reader, Yamatonokami Yasusada/Reader, Yamatonokami Yasusada/Saniwa, Mikazuki Munechika/Saniwa, Mikazuki Munechika/Reader, Gokotai/Saniwa, Gokotai/Reader, Eren Yeager/Reader, Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin)/Reader, Armin Arlert/Reader, Mikasa/Male Reader, Hange Zoë/ Male Reader, Todoroki Shouto/Reader, Midoriya Izuku/Reader, Bakugou Katsuki/Reader, Uraraka Ochako/Male Reader, Sebastian Michaelis/Reader, Ciel Phantomhive/Reader, Claude Faustus/Reader, Alois Trancy/Reader, Hannah Annafellows/Male Reader, William T. Spears/Reader, Grell Sutcliff/Reader, Finnian (Kuroshitsuji)/Reader, Baldroy/Reader, Mey-Rin/ Male Reader, Elizabeth Midford/Male Reader, Romelle/Male Reader, Matt Engarde/Reader, Matt Holt/Reader, Tsurumaru Kuninaga/Saniwa, Tsurumaru Kuninaga/Reader

Additional Tags: Fluff

read it on the AO3 at The Ultimate Oneshot Book

#ao3feed #fanfic #voltron #voltron: legendary defender #ao3feed-voltronlegendarydefender

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The adult entertainment industry can be a harsh one, which is why Erwin Smith and Levi Ackerman decided to end their contracts with a terribly run studio and launch one themselves. Run out of a house they purchased in the silicone valley, Sina Productions is one of the most popular currently rising studios with subscriptions on their website at an all time high. They owe their popularity to treating their talent well and giving them the final say in any scenes to be shot. Recently, a new, female performer has joined the company and is enjoying not only shooting her own scenes, but watching what the rest of the crew get up to...

INTRODUCTIONS.

↳ Porn!AU Headcanons ↳ Female Reader interviews for the company ↳ An acceptance email from Levi

SCENES.

↳ Her First Scene [Reiner Braun x Female Reader] ↳ Marco and the MILFS [Nanaba x Marco x Rico] ↳ Stroke Me Down with a Feather [Jean x Sasha] ↳ I Choo Choo Choose You [Petra Ral x Levi’s Squad] ↳ Pleasing Daddy [Mike x Historia] ↳ Face Down [Marco x Female Reader] ↳ Truth or Dare [Annie x Mikasa x Ymir x Christa x Sasha] ↳ Yes, Mistress [Bertholdt x Annie] ↳ Three’s Company [Eren x Sasha x Jean] ↳ Beep Beep Backseat [Levi x Petra] ↳ Locker Room [Eren x Jean]

HEADCANONS/BACKSTORIES.

↳ Performer Profile → Nanaba ↳ Performer Profile → Rico ↳ Performer Profile → Christa/Historia ↳ Peformer Profile → Sasha

MISC.

↳ Levi shoots an opening scene [Lemon Stealing Whores] ↳ Sasha eats a salad [In front of MY salad?] ↳ Rain Check → SP!BTS [Rico x Ian] ↳ Answered Asks

#spmasterlist

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ao3feed-toukenranbu · 5 years

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The Ultimate Oneshot Book

Read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2oRDeB1

by Laraha (LauLilly)

In which I will write oneshots, headcanons, scenarios and many more from the fandoms I love and adore :3

(That rhymes lol)

I accept requests for headcanons, oneshots, scenarios, AU's and many others!

~Requests are currently closed~

Words: , Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Series: Part 1 of Oneshot Books

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M, Multi, Other

Additional Tags: Fluff

Read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2oRDeB1

#author #ao3 #archive of our own #fanfic #touken ranbu #tourabu #<a rel= href="/users/LauLilly/pseuds

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soulmate who wasn't meant to be– levi x gn!reader

— cw: angst, toxic relationships, swearing, self-esteem issues.

— song: 1 step forward, 3 steps back

0. The end:

"Do you love me, want me, hate me? Boy, I don't understand."

y\n knocked on the door lightly, hoping not to bother him this time. Two days ago, the seemly innocuous action had caused a loud argument between them and the newly named captain.

It was about 4:30 in the afternoon, the perfect time for midday tea, Levi would say. Back in the day, it would have been him knocking at their door, claiming he had made too much tea for one person and 'such quality product could not go to waste'. A subtle way to show off his newly acquired tea-making skills and the only way Levi knew to show he cared, even if he didn’t see it as such.

Their knock bared no response, prompting an internal debate of what would be worst, to knock again and potentially disrupt Levi’s workflow or to leave and have wasted a cup of the expensive brew.

y|n sighs, hoping miraculously Levi would be in a good mood, a rare sight ever since he was made Captain of the Special Operations Squad. Before this, Levi was not known for being easy-going and calm, but his demeanor certainly was much less “snappy.”

It was as if out of the blue, y|n’s existence had become a nuance to him.

They heard the ruffling of papers, chairs moving, and a small giggle. Levi was certainly there and certainly not alone.

Y|n knocked again, a little louder this time. Finally, the door opened up, but instead of finding their short-tempered boyfriend, y|n was greeted by Petra leaving his office.

“Goodbye, Capitan le- Oh! y|n, hey! I mean, Um, excuse me,” Petra said quickly, giving both of her superiors a quick salute and dismissing herself quickly.

Petra came out of Levi’s office with glowing skin and a bright smile. Y|n took this as a sign perhaps the captain will finally receive them in his good graces, though they could not ignore the uneasy feeling Petra’s presence in his office gave them.

“I brought you some tea, black and no sugar,” y|n said as they walked through his office, settling the tray in his table. “Just the way you like it.”

“How many times do I have to tell you not to come in unannounced,” he did not sound angry, just tired. A good sign.

“I did announce myself," they sat in the chair across the Captain, resting their elbows on the table and laying their face on their palms, utterly comfortable in their environment due to the hundreds of times they have found themselves in this very office in the exact same position. “Twice, actually.”

Levi sigh in defeat, attempting to avoid an argument over something so insignificant. “Thanks .. for the tea,” Levi murmured, not sparing a single glance their way. His tone wasn’t menacing as it often is, and y|n mistakenly took this as a sign that their presence was wanted.

One step forward, I guess, they thought. One interaction that had not immediately gone sour was a win on their book.

“Do you need anything else?”

y|n noted the way the bags under his eyes seemed darker than usual, and how, while he was here, talking to them, his mind was somewhere else. Something that seemed to be constant these last couple of weeks.

“Oh, well, I was hoping we could talk, you know? We haven’t been able to spend any time together in … well, a while” Their voice hinted sadness, which Levi could pick up but decided to ignore, attributing it to what he considered to be clinginess and immaturity.

“Not know y|n, I’m busy.”

“But-”

“I said not now, Y|N. Are you deaf or just stupid?” Levi interrupted. He didn’t mean for his voice to rise, for his eyes to throw menacing glares, or for his words to be so harsh, but he was brute and hostile and above all stubborn. He was not one to take his words back, and he wasn’t about to start now.

“Not ‘too busy’ for Petra though… as per usual,” y|n spat bitterly as they got up from the wooden chair, not thinking of the consequences of their words but at least speaking their truth, something Levi was not so good at.

“What the fuck is that suppose to mean?” His eyes shot up, looking at them for the first time that day. His blinding anger making him unable to appreciate the extra time y|n spent fixing their hair and making sure their uniform was meticulously placed in a way that only Levi would notice had things not become so tense so quickly.

“Whatever, Levi, I’m leaving.” Y|n rebutted as they hastily got up for their seat and harshly put the now luke-warm beverage back into the silver trait.

“If you have something to say, just say it and face the consequences!” He slammed his hands against his desk and got up from his chair hastily. “Don’t say shit like that if you’re just gonna leave.”

The anger in his voice made y|n shiver. They know perhaps the accusation was out of line. Petra and Levi shared an exclusively subordinate and captain relationship, at least as far as Levi would admit. Yet, y|n couldn’t help but notice their relationship had changed entirely once Petra was introduced to the mix.

But even if Petra was the catalyst for the destruction of their relationship, the foundation it was built on had always been unstable. Their relationship had always been a constant back and forth, but the intensity of what y|n used to consider constructive discussion had scaled exponentially as of late.

“Oh no no no. if YOU have something to say, say it. I came here to spend time with my supposed 'boyfriend', not to be screamed at for trying to be a good partner.” It was pretty apparent to y|n that there was something bothering Levi, and they thought his lack of emotional intelligence was the reason he was taking it out on them. It never occurred to them that they could be the reason for his sudden anger issues.

"A good partner? Acting like a self-serving, petty brat won’t help your case.” His voice spat venom, but his demeanor remained cool. It was just typical Levi and y|n hated that about him. His apathetic personality paired with his crudeness made them feel so small, but it wasn’t the insult or the direct attempts to hurt them that pained them the most. It was the knowledge that Levi could be the exact opposite of this.

In fact, he had been.

Under the walls he had constructed, there was once appreciation for y|n. The appreciation they’re only got to see in private, in the hidden world they built for each other only to be materialized in the seemly innocuous acts of kindness and the loving whispers.

All of that now clouded by cruel insults and lack of action.

His last remark prompted y|n to look at him in the eyes with a defiant look; getting closer to his face, they replied: “I don’t have to prove anything to you, Levi. Not anymore.”

Before Levi could reply, y|n stormed off, hoping that having the last word would be enough to feel that they won the argument.

It wasn't.

Pushing Levi away could only be considered a loss in their book.

And two steps back, they thought.

“You should break up with him y|n,” Eld says as he fed one of the horses at the Survey Corps Stable.

Feeding horses and cleaning up feces was not the most glamorous job, but when the alternative was training under Levi’s supervision, everyone preferred to do the latter. Especially y|n, who had made it their mission to avoid Captain Levi for the rest of the day after their "little argument."

“You’re getting too comfortable talking about your captain’s love life Eld.” Y|n couldn’t bear to look at her old friend. They knew he was right. Not only was their relationship an endless rollercoaster of emotions, but it was also completely against the rules of the Survey Corps for them to be together. If they got caught, it could mean the expulsion of both of them and, even worse… going back to the underground. “You don’t want to get caught talking about his private life, again!”

“Technically, we’re talking about YOUR love life y|n.”

Eld put his hands on y|n shoulders in a reassuring manner, forcing them to look at him in slight shame.

“Sure, he’s “Humanity’s strongest” or whatever they’re calling him these days, but you’re my friend, and he’s not good for you.”

y|n, and Eld had been friends since their start in the survey corps. They had managed to rise through the ranks together, making them both second in command in their respective squads. Eld regarded y|n as a younger sibling, even when y|n was technically a few months older than him. But even given their close relationship Eld never refrained from being honest and straightforward. If Eld said y|n and Levi’s relationship was no good, it probably wasn’t. He didn’t say it to annoy y|n or because he cared for them, although he did. He also didn’t say it because he didn’t respect or trust his Capitan because he did. In fact, he held Levi in the highest regard. Eld was just used to saying things as he saw them.

“You don’t know that.”

You don’t know him the way I do, is what y|n wanted to say. Sure, Captain Levi could be hard to love, but so were they. Wasn't that what love was all about?

“He’s the only one who understands, you know? The underground, the deaths, the hurt. He .. gets it”

Eld understood. Of course, it made sense for them to bond by having similar life experiences. On top of that the trauma they were collecting facing losing doses of their comrades to fighting for humanity every month.

But shared life experience did not equate to love, at least in his opinion. He didn’t say that, though. He was sure y|n had enough to deal with, and his opinion would only make matters worst.

For a moment, they kept silent. Both enjoying the comfort of their company and the fact that they were not running the “casual” 500 laps Captain Levi loves to torture his subordinates with.

That was until y|n broke the silence and said:

“I know it’s a mess, and maybe it’s not healthy, but he- he is all I ever had.”

y|n had not seen Levi since tea time. Now, at 9:30 pm, the cadets ended their training for the day and populated the dining hall with loud chatter and even louder stomachs.

Usually, y|n would take a seat next to Levi and the other section commanders and team leaders. Today, the typically empty table at the end of the dining hall seemed like a much better place to sit. Everyone was required to show up to dinner; otherwise, y|n could continue hiding out in the room, avoiding certain raven-haired Capitan.

Levi was already sitting at their usual table. Seemly listening to a chatty Hange but most definitely tuning out their whole conversation. A sight that, any other day, would have been comical to y|n.

As much as y|n avoided looking at that table, it was almost impossible to avoid their gaze for a whole night. Y|n decided to look up as to seem as natural as possible to the cadets around her and, as if life was playing a practical joke on them, in that very moment they saw Petra going to the table and asking permission to sit next to Levi.

Of course, they also witness the so generous Capitan moving over to give her space.

The space that’s usually theirs, obviously.

What y|n didn’t catch, too busy playing with the unidentifiable chunks in their soup and trying to ignore the growing knot of jealousy in their stomach, was the way the Capitan subtly eyed the room looking for them, finally spotting them after 20 mins too long.

Levi sighed in annoyance but also in slight relief. It couldn’t be so bad if they showed up to dinner. God knows y|n is good at making ridiculous excuses when they want to get out of something.

Before they could notice that Levi was no longer in his seat, y|n felt a light tap on their shoulder.

“Tch, you haven’t even touched your soup,” Levi said as he tossed a piece of bread their way, “eat, we have a double shift tomorrow.”

“Thanks..” y|n whispered, surprised and slightly embarrassed. They did not want to make it seem like they were making a scene or acting out in any way but they were still hurt after the argument they had earlier.

“Y|NNNN!!!” Hange screamed before they could properly respond to Levi.

“What are you doing here? Are you okay? Are you sick? I know something that could make you feel better. Wait, do you wanna hear about the AMAZING discovery I made today. Let me tell you EVERYTHING! We should start 38 days ago, when….”

For the rest of dinner, both of them were summited to the mortifying ordeal of being loved by Hange. Levi placed one hand on y|n’a thigh, given them a reassuring squeeze which they return with a warm smile.

At this moment, things seemed to make sense again and a breath of relief was exhaled.

Sure, things weren’t always great, but he was here and that was all that matter.

One step forward.

At 2:30 am, y|n laid in their bed in cold sweats after waking up from yet another nightmare. A reality not just for them, but anyone who had gone on an excursion with the Survey Crops, a curse they all had to live with as well as their motivation.

Since simply laying in bed seemed to be useless so y|n decided some midnight tea might ease their problem. Y|n thought of Levi; perhaps he might want some too. In different circumstances, they wouldn't have questioned paying him at night time visit but on the off chance that he was actually asleep it was best to not disturb him and risk putting him in a bad mood. Things had ended on a good note today, but they could go south very quickly.

As y|n was getting ready to go the kitchen; they heard a very faint knock at the door, one that they might have missed had they been sleeping.

Reluctantly, y|n opened the door, and as if thinking about him had summoned him, there was Levi on the other side.

“Levi…”

“Y|n.” His answer was firm and cold, as it usually is, but his eyes refused to meet theirs, and he did not make any attempts to sneak into their room as he had done so many times.

“I- I’m sorry, I didn’t expect you tonight. Do you want to come in?” Y|n said after a slightly uncomfortable moment of silence.

“No, I’m not here for a visit. I’m— Well, I don’t know how to say this y|n, but I think it’s best if we .. end it.”

y|n could have sworn that in that instance, their whole world was collapsing. They heard the words, and they knew what they meant, and yet they seemed incomprehensible. Was he really ending it all? Was it because of their argument today? Did he hate them because of it? Was it something they said at dinner? They don’t remember speaking very much anyways. Everything was so confusing.

“End it? End what, Levi if this is about today, I-”

“Tch, don’t be so dense, brat, I just think it’s for the best,” Levi interrupted; everyone could see things weren’t working out. Did they really have to make this so hard for him? He said to himself. “Goodnight y|n”

Three steps back.

“Goodnight Levi"

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A SOULMATE WHO WASNT MEANT TO BE

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓. (AO3)

— levi x gn!reader

— cw: toxic relationships, swearing, self-esteem issues.

—summary: the reader goes through the stages of a breakup after ending their relationship with capitan levi, based on Olivia Rodrigo's album SOUR.

Chapter Directory.

0. The end

1. Stage one: Denial

2. Stage two:

10.

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deja vu (levi ackerman) — 619 words

✿ summary: The feeling of deja vu you get when you start to see yourself in your ex's new relationship.

*(levi x gn!reader (past relationship), levi x petra.)

** Based on deja vu by Olivia Rodrigo

✿ genres, warnings: Angst (?), no tws besides poor writing and bad grammar lmao.

✿ notes: I haven't written any one-shots since I was 16 (now much older than that lol). I'm really obsessed with that new Olivia Rodrigo song and had a daydream about this little scenario, so here it is. I have never written anything from a gender-neutral perspective but I want to be as inclusive as I can if I'm going to be posting self-insert fanfiction, any comments on how I can improve are welcomed! hope you enjoy it.

*** levi icon by @/slkvenus on tumblr and art by Holly Warburton (@/holly-warbs)

That used to be their thing.

“Ours,” y/n thinks to themselves as they watch Levi pour a cup of the hot beverage into Petra’s cup from the half-open door of the dining hall. Petra takes a small sip of the steaming drink and scrunches her nose in something that y/n can only make out to be disgust. “It’s so bitter,” she whispers in between sweet giggles. A sound so sweet and intimate; it almost made y/n nauseous.

“Tch, you will get used to it,” Levi replied. His usual monotone tone, accompanied with a hint of something else.

Something that y/n knew all too well.

They could almost laugh at the irony of that moment.

Only a few years before, it had been them pouring Levi a cup of tea. It had been him complaining about the bitter taste.

Unknowing to Levi at the time, it would become his most characteristic habits. One that would replace the heavy drinking that had lead to so many regrettable decisions. One that he would share with others as a symbol of intimacy and comfort. One that would even come to save his life.

To y/n, it was yet another thing he had unsuspectingly stolen from them and given to someone else with no regard.

Within the last few months, y/n kept finding pieces of themselves scattered all over Petras’s life, resentfully aware that it had been Levi who had been leaving those remnants.

They saw her at what used to be y/n “secret hideout.” They have caught glimpses of Petra sneaking out from the Capitan’s office late at night. Flushed-faced and bright-eyed, very reminiscent of another time in y/n’s life. They remembered seeing Petra reading their favorite book about two weeks ago. Y/n caught the light blush on Petra’s face when Hange asked her it at the dinner table.

“Oh, this? Capitan Levi, let me borrow it. He has great taste in literature!”

“I bet he does,” y/n snored almost intuitively as they stuffed their mouth with the staled bread. Sure, it might have been better if they said nothing, but now that had they had, they didn’t particularly regret it. Y/n had shown him that book. Their favorite, to say the least. A book so sacred to them, it almost felt criminal to see other people indulge in the words they found so personal.

Petra looked up with wide, curious eyes at the comment, ignorant to the nights y/n and Levi had stayed up discussing even the most minuscule details of the piece she held in her hands.

“Say Petra; you must be really close to the Captain if he’s showing his books. Seems... so personal,” Y/N said between sips of their tea to try to change the focus from their offputting comment.

Petra’s face turned a deep shade of red that said more than anything she could say could. She must feel so special. To have knocked down the seemly impenetrable walls Levi surrounds himself with.

“I guess it’s easier than it seems,” y/n thought then, the scene enveloping in front of them only making that much more apparent.

The aroma of black tea permeating the dining hall. The pale light of the moonlight. The reflection of courtyard lights. y/n had lived this moment before, but back then, it had not been from the outside looking in.

It felt almost like deja vu. Except, it wasn’t quite right. This scene felt much more repulsive than the one that lived in her subconscious.

Y/n couldn’t help but wonder, does he feel deja vu when he is with her?

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