#lee jooheon drabbles
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Werewolves
Monsta X/Wonho x Y/N
Word Count: 585
Warnings: mentions of injury (no real descriptions tho)
A/N: unedited :)))
31 Days of Halloween | Main Masterlist
“Y/N! Come eat your lunch!” your mom yells at you through the open back door.
“Coming, Mommy!” your 5-year-old self yells back, standing up from where you were playing with your toys. You dust yourself off and get ready to take off to your house when a whimper of an animal stops you.
“Hello?” you whisper, looking around trying to see where the whimper came from.
You hear noise in the bushes when a little brown pup comes popping out from it. The pup tackles you and licks all over your face.
“Oh!” you giggle as its tongue tickles you. It whimpers again, and you tilt your head in confusion. “Oh! You must be hungry!” The puppy wags its tail, and you smile wide, heading inside to eat lunch with your new friend.
“Look, mommy!” Your mom hums softly as she fixes your plate. “I got a new friend!” you giggle causing her to whip around as she was frightened to see who you had brought into the house.
“Get that animal out of here!” your mom raises her voice at you, swatting at the little pup that you were carrying in your arms.
“But mommy!” you whine. “It’s a puppy and it’s hungy!”
“It’s not! It’s a big bad wolf,” she sternly tells you. “Go leave it outside right this instant!”
You pout and head back out with the wolfie whining in your arms. You place it on the ground, and it tugs at the bottom of your pants. “I sorry but stay out here. I will get you something to eat and to get you better, okay?”
The wolf whines and tugs you towards the bush it had leaped out of earlier. You eventually allow it to drag you without resistance, and it takes you behind the bush only for you to find a little nest filled with more wolfies.
“Woah,” you say in fascination, reaching out to pet one of them.
A gray one laying on top of the pile yelps and growls at you, scaring you. You jump back and land on your bottom causing your eyes to water and your bottom lip to wobble.
The brown wolf snarls at the gray wolf and stands protectively in front of you.
You look at the black wolfie that barely turns his head towards you during the commotion. A white wolfie whines quietly and lays its head on top of the black wolfie’s stomach.
“Aw, did this cute wolfie get hurt?” you innocently ask as you dry your tears with the back of your hand. “I can be like a doctor and nurse you back to health and help you get better and feed you lots of food!” Your rambles got interrupted by your mother’s screams.
“Y/N?!” your mom screams frantically. “Where did you go?”
“Here, mommy!” you yell back to her. “I’ll be right back wolfies! Don’t worry!”
As soon as you head back inside, the gray wolf shifts into a little boy. “I told you that you should stay hidden at all costs.”
The brown wolf also shifts into a little boy. “I know, Hyunwoo Hyung. But she can help us!”
Hyunwoo shakes his head, “Listen to me, Hoseokie. She can’t do anything for us. She is younger than us! Plus, she couldn’t randomly bring 1 ‘puppy’ into her home, let alone 7! She got in trouble for it already!”
“I know what I am doing, hyung! Leave it to me now. I must do whatever it takes to save Changkyunnie.”
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honey money — l.jh drabble
♡ lee jooheon x gn!reader // nsfw
rich boy jooheon inviting you over to his parent’s mansion after class to fuck you just because you don’t go feral over him or try to use him for his money like the other guys and girls at school. he’d pretend it was for a tutoring session, only for there to not be a single text book opened as you straddled his thick thighs, his warm hands palming you over your underwear while his plump lips never even thought about leaving your neck.
you had to admit, you’d composed yourself in your historical theoretics class very well, but you could never get your eyes to peel away from how perfectly his legs filled out his khaki pants. he sometimes caught you looking, but was surprisingly turned on when you would confidently shift your gaze in a different direction as if you couldn’t care less about his existence.
“you... have a really nice place,” you stuttered while he sucked spots onto your clavicle, him simply responding in a deep moan that made you tingle between your legs.
you looked down to catch a view of his insatiable lips leaving marks on your chest, and the sight alone was enough to turn you on even more - the feeling and sound of his ministrations only pulling you closer to the edge.
you also didn’t fail to see how his mind-bogglingly sexy dimples appeared, the result of him smirking after he felt you begin to grind your hips down on him - just to feel the delicious drag of his clothed bulge and strong thighs across your core. every aspect of the contact you had from him felt like an ecstasy of pleasure, and damn you just had to whimper for more.
jooheon chuckled cockily, knowing he finally broke your don’t-give-a-fuck demeanor before untucking your shirt painfully slow to sneak a hand up your backside. his warm touch spread along your back as he nipped at your collarbone. he himself knew all too well how desperate he was to just get in your pants already, but he still insisted on reveling in his easy victory.
he’s used to people worshipping him. but somehow he instinctually found himself worshipping the beautiful sounds that fell out of your mouth as his tongue trailed up your neck before his succulent, honey-coated lips molded with yours. your head would spin as he kissed into you even more passionately while you heard the sound of expensive glass on the nearby table shake— the result of jooheon’s eager limbs stripping you of your uniform. as his strong arms guided your hips on top of his proud boner that continued to rub directly between your legs at the perfect angle, you started to think you just might understand the hype.
© 𝐟𝐥𝐰𝐫𝐛𝐨𝐢 — all rights reserved
hmmmhngnfh just smth cuz he looks so good in the new pics.....might have to make a fic out of this. we need more monsta x content anyways !!
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Got my Number
Characters: Jooheon x Female Reader
Genre: idol!au, fluff, smut
Synopses: A trip to see Monsta X in concert turns out to be so much more than expected.
Word Count: 10.9K
Playlist: https://youtu.be/3aSeACXczwY
“I’m gonna go down to the gym for a bit,” I announce as I step out of the bathroom. “Wanna come?”
Draping a towel over my shoulders, I face my cousin, who is lying on the bed still snuggled beneath the comforter, a Kindle blocking her face from view.
Peaking over the device, her lips turn down, “Meh, no thanks.”
I let out a chuff in amusement even as I grab my phone and room key.
“Welp, I’ll be down there for an hour or two if you change your mind.”
“Mhmm…”
I chuckle to myself, quite certain she didn’t actually hear what I said. She is already lost in whatever book she is currently reading. We’d driven down together to attend the long-awaited Monsta X concert. We had held on to our excitement until we arrived, the worry that it would be postponed, yet again, nagging at the back of our minds. All that pent-up anxiousness needed an outlet, and the gym would be the perfect place for me to get rid of some of it.
The event was tonight, but 7:30 seemed so far away, it only being 9 am. There was no way I could wait. Taking the elevator down to the first floor, it’s not long before I’m swiping my card against the black reader and stepping into the hotel’s gym. Thankfully it’s empty, and some of the tension in my shoulders loosens up. I make my way straight for the treadmill, popping in my earbuds as I begin to play an audiobook.
An hour later, I’m just about to step off of the treadmill and move on to work out my arms when I hear the door click shut. Dabbing at the sweat on my face, I remove the earbuds and decide to leave instead. Looking up as I pick up my phone and room key to at least offer a smile to the incomer, I freeze for the briefest of moments as my eyes make contact with the person.
It’s freaking Jooheon!
He smiles back but frowns as I pass by him quickly, ducking my head as I make my way towards the exit. There is no way I am staying in there…alone…with him. Nope. Screw arms today!
“가지마 (Gajima-Don’t go).” He doesn’t say it loud, but it’s enough that I can still hear him. It’s almost as if he is testing me. Maybe to see if I would respond or keep going? Either way, it doesn’t matter. Just hearing his voice has me instantly stopping and turning to face him. “You understood me?” he asks, surprised. “You know Korean?”
I shake my head, my heart beating so loud he sounds a bit muffled to my ears. “No. I can’t speak it fluently, but I do know some words.” Then, tilting my chin towards him, I add, ”That one word you said is one of them.”
He smiles sweetly, his eyes turning to little slits as he waves me over.
“So you will stay? We can work out together.”
“Uhm, are you sure?” I ask even as I look around, wondering if I’m being pranked.
“Yes, come on. I’m Jooheon,” he reaches his hand out.
“I kn-” I stop myself, wanting to give him the opportunity to have a normal interaction. Instead, I slip my hand into his, and he shakes it gently. ”I’m Y/N.”
“Nice to meet you,” he grins happily.
“Nice to meet you,” I chortle, then clear my throat. “I’m glad you asked me to stay. I kinda wanted to do arms anyway.”
“Ok!” he says, jubilantly clapping his hands loudly together. “I spot you; you spot me.”
I can’t help but giggle at his enthusiasm.
“You can spot me, but there is no way I’ll be able to help you if one of those bars comes down on your throat.”
He just laughs, “We won’t be using barbells.”
“Oh,” I say quietly as my cheeks warm.
He hands me a set of dumbells, and we start, going through various arm exercises that he guides us through. By the third rep, he’s standing behind me, tapping my shoulders lightly.
“Don’t bring them to your ears. Just relax.”
I nod my head, “Got it.”
We continue on, working through various dumbbell arm exercises. I take every tip and suggestion he provides, and I’m grateful the workout has my face flushed because every word of encouragement and praise he throws my way has me overheating.
Forty minutes pass when the repetitions become more difficult to complete. I push through the burn, wondering if my heavy breathing is from the exertion or his proximity as I begin to struggle. I grit my teeth, my arms trembling through the last few v-raises as they become much too difficult to execute.
“You got it,” he cheers me on. “You're doing so good.”
“I can’t,” I groan, wanting to drop the equipment but hating to disappoint him.
“Yes, you can,” he urges as he sets his own weights down. “Let me help you a little bit.”
Jooheon steps behind me, his body so close I can actually feel the heat radiating from him. His arms extend, and I watch through the mirror as the palms of his hands glide across my skin before gently pressing up at my elbows. His breath blows across my ear, and I have to bite down on my lower lip to suppress a sigh and a shiver. Swallowing thickly, my eyes shut in order to block out the image of us in the mirror.
“OK,” I say more to myself as I try to clear my head.
“Don’t forget to breathe.”
My eyes open, and he smirks at me through the mirror as if he knows the very inappropriate thoughts that are running through my mind.
“Right,” I nod, unable to think of anything else to say, and my face reddens even more as I try to look anywhere but at our reflections.
We lift together, his hands just barely touching me now as I focus on raising my arms without his help. We get through five before he takes the dumbbells from me.
“Good work,” he beams proudly as he puts the weights away. “I have to go now,” he informs me after glancing at his watch. “I have a concert tonight.”
“Yeah, I know,” I smile. “I’ll be there.”
“Really?” The smile he throws my way is so pleased; his eyes have disappeared into little slits again. “What seats do you have?” I tell him, and he tsks. “Let me get you something closer. I’ll leave a ticket for you at the box, ok?”
“You don’t have to,” I try and decline, not wanting him to think I want to take advantage of him.
“Let me, ok?” he insists with a pout. He looks around and grabs a brochure and pen that were near the door. “Put your first and last name here and phone number.”
“I’m here with my cousin….”
“There’s no problem. I’ll leave two tickets.”
I take the brochure and pen and find a spot where I can write my name and phone number.
“Here you go.”
Taking it back, Jooheon asks, “Do you want to come up and have dinner with me after the concert?”
Taken aback, I try to push down the panic and excitement as I battle within myself, wanting to say hell the fuck yes vs. I really really shouldn’t.
I mumble, “Mmm, I don’t know….”
“ I promise to be perfect gentleman.”
The glint in his eyes is telling me the opposite, and I smirk cocking an eyebrow at him, not hiding the fact that I don’t believe him. He shrugs and winks.
“Ok. Fine,” I find myself saying, a nervous flutter tickling my stomach.
“OK,” he repeats with a grin. “I’ll see you at the concert and then after.”
“Yes.”
He slips on a face mask. Then, placing a hat over his sweaty locks, he draws the bill down low and walks me out the doors.
“Thanks for the workout,” he murmurs through the face mask as he stops outside the gym.
“Anytime,” I shrug with a smile
“I’m going this way. Bye-bye.”
“Bye.”
I walk in the opposite direction, a dazed smile on my face. By the time I step into my room, I’m wondering if the interaction has all been just a daydream. My cousin stretches drowsily in the bed but then sits up straight as her gaze lands on me.
“What happened?”
I plop down into the desk chair and wheel around to face her, my eyes still wide.
“You are never going to believe this,” I shake my head. “I’m still not sure that I even believe it myself, to be honest.”
“What is it?” she insists, pulling back the covers to let her feet plant firmly on the carpeted floor. “You’re making me nervous.”
“Guess who I saw at the gym?”
She eyes me warily even as she offers “Monsta X” with a snicker.
I cock an eyebrow at her, and she stills.
“You saw Monsta X in the gym?!”
“Not all of them, just Jooheon.”
“Jooheon?!” she nearly screeches. “As in your ultimate bias?”
I can’t help but grin now as I nod and tell her everything that happened. Suddenly my heart falls heavily into my stomach.
“I just realized he didn’t tell me his room number! How am I going to meet up with him after the concert?”
“Don’t freak out. You said you gave him your number, so maybe he’s going to call you. On the other hand, he’s probably just trying to play it safe,” she points out. “You just met, so it’s not like he can fully trust you.”
“That’s true,” I allow.
“Now, go take a shower and get yourself a nap. I have a feeling this is going to be a loooong night for you,” she wiggles her eyebrows suggestively at me.
“Stop,” I whine.
“I’m just sayin’,” she shrugs. “Your boy deserves the Gluck Gluck 3000, so Imma need you to deliver.”
“Oh my God,” I groan with a huff.
I shove her playfully, my face flushing pink at the insinuations. She falls onto the bed, clutching at her belly as she cackles boisterously. Her laughter is still audible even after I close the bathroom door behind me.
“That was amazing!” my cousin sighs blissfully beside me as we make our way to the car.
I hum in agreement, my heart still racing from the experience of the hi-wave and the send-off.
“It sure was.”
“Your boy really had a hard time keeping his eyes away from you,” she bumps me playfully. I could only giggle because she was right. “That one time he crouched down next to us?” She shakes her head. “I have no idea how you are still alive right now.”
“I’m not,” I clutch at my chest. “This is my ghost you’ve been talking to since this morning, actually.”
“Well, you better get back into your body, girl,” she chuckles as we approach the vehicle. “Joohoney is going to need you alive and well.”
We both burst into laughter as we get into the car. While she drives off, I rummage through the totes we were given when we arrived at the venue.
“That was really nice of him to leave us gifts,” I murmur as I dig through the beanie, shirt, and baseball cap until I reach what I’m searching for. I take out the photocards and look at them again. “Having the guys autograph the PC’s, too? He really didn’t have to do that.”
“Yeah. That was super sweet. I know I’m not alone in thinking we would have been just as happy with only the tickets,” she smiles, genuinely touched by the gesture.
“No, I agree, for sure.”
The ride back was quick, the hotel only being ten minutes from the venue. I take a quick shower, and it’s not long after that I’m standing in front of the full-length mirror eyeing myself, disappointed sighs slipping past my lips as I turn this way and that. I am not satisfied no matter which angle I present to the mirror.
It’s not like I had actually planned on meeting any of the members of Monsta X, so I hadn’t brought anything fancy to wear. In fact, I was dressed the complete opposite of fancy. I was extremely casual in a pair of dark blue regular fit jeans, the flesh of my thighs and knees peeking through the random rips on the material. My top was simple, an olive green v-neck t-shirt that I tried to dress up with the same jewelry I had worn to the concert: a silver necklace with a bee charm that dangles delicately just above my cleavage, the Jooheon version of the TTG bracelet on my right wrist.
“He already saw you sweaty and in workout clothes,” my cousin tsks at me. “Stop bashing yourself. You look great.”
“Ugh,” I groan in exasperation. “Did you see how some Monbebe were dressed? They were gorgeous. How can I compete with that? That’s probably why he hasn’t called. He took one good look at me at the hi-wave and was like, ‘nah’.”
My cousin tugs me to the bed, and we both fall back onto it.
“You need to get those negative thoughts out of your head,” she commands firmly. “He gave you better seats; he gave you a swag bag,” she counts off on her fingers. Then looking at me, she adds, “He asked you to eat with him…while you were both funky from working out. He’s gonna call.”
I meet her gaze and see assurance staring back at me. I try and fight back a smile but fail miserably.
“Well, when you put it like-”
An instrumental version of “Magnetic” cuts me off and we both gasp, shooting up off of the bed.
“Oh shit!” my cousin exclaims. “Pick it up! Hurry.”
“What if it’s not him?” I fret as I snatch up my phone. “It says ‘Unknown Caller’.”
“Really?” my cousin deadpans. “Who else would be calling damn near midnight?”
I chuckle sheepishly and swipe my finger across the screen to accept the call.
“Hello?” I answer as nonchalantly as possible.
“Hello. Is this Y/N Y/LN?
“Yes. It is. Who am I speaking with?”
I look up to see my cousin grinning across from me as the unfamiliar voice comes through the speaker of my cellphone.
“My name is Alex with the Monsta X US security team. I’m calling on behalf of Jooheon. If you are still interested in accepting the invitation, he extended to you, then please meet me at the elevator lobby of the 8th floor.”
“Yeah,” I nod dumbly. “Yes. I’m still interested. I’m just a few floors down, so I’ll be up in a minute.”
“Ok. I’ll see you then.”
The call disconnects, and I grab my cousin’s hands and squeal in a mixture of excitement and nervousness. She laughs and pulls me in for a hug.
“Don’t forget to breathe,” she grins. “And whatever they make you sign, just know that shit don’t apply to me, right? I need every little detail from the moment you walk into his room to the moment you leave. Got that?”
I giggle as she walks me to the door, “Oh, for sure.”
“Ok, here’s your key card, and you have your phone.” Hands on my shoulders, her eyes lock onto mine as her tone becomes serious. “If you become uncomfortable, or shit goes sideways, you call me. I don’t give a fuck what time it is. I took my shit off Do Not Disturb just for you, bitch.”
I smile fondly at her, “Well, I guess you really do love me. You don’t take your phone off Do not Disturb for no one.”
“You got that right.”
“But seriously, yes. I will call you if anything goes wrong.”
Giving me another hug, she opens the door for me.
“Now go have fun,” she winks as she wiggles her fingers at me.
I can only laugh as I step out into the hall and make my way to the elevators. Inside, I swipe the card, press the eight, and watch as it lights up. I feel my heart begin to beat unnaturally fast as butterflies flutter furiously in my belly. I’m so focused on breathing to relax that I jump when the elevator pings and the doors open. So much for calming my heart rate.
Waiting a few steps away from the doors is a man dressed in all black, possibly in his later 20s or early 30s. He motions with his hand for me to approach him. I step off of the elevator and hear the doors close softly behind me.
“You’re name?” he asks, and I answer automatically as I look around. There was no one else in this area. “ID, please.” I frown but open my phone case to provide him a view of my driver’s license. He nods, and I close the case. “I’m Alex. We’re just going to move over to the hallway. I have a form I need you to fill out. Do you know what an NDA is?” I nod. “Great. I just need you to read over it. If you agree with the terms, just sign the bottom, and you are good to go.”
“Ok,” I reply meekly.
As we come out of the lobby, we make a right into the hallway, where there is a table. Another man is sitting there, and he passes Alex a clipboard with a sheet of paper and a pen. I glance passed them to see a young woman in a pink halter top that exposes her toned abdomen. The matching mini circle skirt reveals a pair of long shapely legs. The white platform shoes she wears accentuate her lovely calves. She is absolutely gorgeous, and I can’t help but feel insecure about how I look compared to her.
I watch as the door she’s in front of opens, and the smile on her face widens as she steps in. Whoever answers speaks too softly for me to make out which member she was there to see.
“Here you go,” Alex draws my attention back to him as he hands me the clipboard.
I smile weakly at him, “Thanks.”
Looking down at the sheets in front of me, I swallow thickly as I skim over the words. I would not be able to post about the encounter on social media. I would not be permitted to post pictures taken during my time with Jooheon. If I violated the terms of the agreement, I would be fined. Depending on the extent of the information released, I could also be sued. I had no plans on blabbing about my time with Jooheon…except with my cousin. No one would believe me anyway. Signing at the bottom, I return the clipboard to Alex.
“Thanks,” he smiles down at me as he passes it to the other person. “Come on.” I follow quietly behind him, my palms beginning to grow clammy. “You can keep your cellphone, but keep in mind what you just signed. Anything that happens once you are with the artist cannot be shared in any form on social media. You cannot speak to journalists or the news. Got it?”
I nod, “Got it.”
“Ok, go ahead and knock,” he instructs. “Have a good night.”
“Thanks. You, too,” I reply as he begins to walk away.
Taking a deep breath, I bring my hand up to rap my knuckles against the door. I catch sight of my watch lighting up with 00:00 just as the door opens. I feel my entire body shut down as Jooheon comes into my line of vision. When I see that he is dressed in a pair of blue jeans and a black and white striped tank top, not something fancy, my body restarts, and I offer him a bashful smile.
“Come in,” he smiles back as he widens the door. “The food’s already here. Is that ok?” I look over at the coffee table in the center of the room to find it loaded with various containers of food, two shot glasses, and several bottles of soju chilling in a bucket of ice. “I was missing home, so the staff sent up Korean food.”
“I like Korean,” I nod as he draws me in closer to the food after closing and locking the door behind us. “Oh, uhm, my shoes,” I pause before going any further.
“You can leave them by the door, or you can keep them on if you want.”
I glance over my shoulder to see his shoes by the door, so I go back to leave mine right next to his.
“So what exactly do we have?” I ask as he guides me to sit on the carpeted floor.
He hands me a pair of chopsticks and then begins to open everything, naming the different dishes as he goes.
“This is tteokbokki, and this is mandu. Here is tonkatsu. I also have bap, uh rice, and salad.”
He smiles at me, and I glance over everything, looking for a plate of my own. Not finding one, I look back up at Jooheon.
“Uhm…is there a plate…”
He chuckles endearingly at me, a small hint of amusement twinkling in his eyes.
“No, no. We share food. We eat together from same plates.”
Right. Here’s to hoping I don’t make a mess in front of the one person I admire so much.
“OK,” I look down at everything nervously.
Jooheon grabs his phone and loads a slow R&B playlist, adjusting the volume down low before setting his phone on the table. At first, we ate quietly, letting the music fill the hushed space. I’m too focused on making sure I don’t drop anything I find I don’t feel awkward anymore. With the smooth, melodic tunes playing soothingly around us, it actually feels quite comfortable, and I let myself relax. It’s not so bad being close to him, so close our knees keep brushing against each other as we reach over for different assortments of food. No, it’s not so bad when I’m not looking directly at his face.
“It’s good, right?” Jooheon catches my attention just as I bring a thick piece of tteokbokki into my mouth.
“Mhmm,” I hum with a few nods as I try to chew through the gummy morsel enough to be able to swallow it down so I can offer a proper reply. Jooheon chuckles as I clear my throat. “Everything is so good. I skipped dinner, I’m surprised I didn’t pass out during the concert,” I admit. “But I’m glad I didn’t eat before because this is soo yummy, and I wouldn’t have had room for it.”
“Oh! Come, you have a little something….” Jooheon murmurs distractedly even as his hand reaches out towards my face. My eyes widen, and my breath catches in my throat as he palms my cheek. Just when I was starting to feel at ease, I groan internally. I feel the blood drain from my face as I wonder: Is it time? Is this his way of telling me he’s ready to…to… His eyes flick to mine, searching as he says, “You’re shaking. Are you cold?” I swallow thickly, my cheeks flushing slightly as heat creeps back up. I shake my head, and his brow wrinkles as he assures, “I’m not gonna hurt you, ya know?”
I nod, “I know.” Unable to take the intensity of his gaze any longer, I look down at my hands. Not liking that I caused him concern, I let out a shaky breath, admitting, “I just…I like you too much, so I’m just… I’m really nervous.”
Jooheon uses his index finger to lift my chin, gently forcing me to look back up at him. “But you don’t even know me.”
The slight smile he gives me deepens his dimples, but the gesture does not fool me. It doesn’t quite reach his eyes, and the ache in my heart at his tone tells of the weight the words carry. He’s right, though. I don’t know him. Not really. I see what he allows the world to see, the version of him the company portrays. But that’s just a part of him, not all.
His thumb wipes away whatever had been at the corner of my mouth, and I watch, entranced as he brings the digit to his mouth. My own lips fall slightly open when he begins to suck at his thumb, my breathing growing a smidge heavier. My thoughts stutter to a halt, and my tongue swipes slowly across my lips. Jooheon winks, removing his thumb and returning to eating as if nothing had just happened.
Meanwhile, my heart struggles to settle down, my core is throbbing, and my underwear is beginning to grow unpleasantly damp. The rice cakes I’d just been munching on seem unnaturally thick now as my throat grows dry. I reach over for a bottle of water. Twisting off the cap, the contents are nearly gone before I realize Jooheon is watching me with a bemused smile.
“What?” I awkwardly wipe the back of my hand across my moist lips.
He chuckles, and it does nothing to help my sudden unquenchable thirst.
“Nothing,” he shakes his head, a closed smile showing just how tickled he is with me. “Ready for some soju?”
Maybe that would help relax me.
“Yes.”
“Let’s go!”
I grab a piece of tonkatsu and watch him as he takes one of the green bottles from the ice bucket. First, he swirls the bottle around creating a little tornado inside. Next, Jooheon flips the bottle upside down and knocks the bottom with his elbow. As he brings it right-side up, he twists off the cap, and then, opening his index and middle finger, he jabs at the neck of the bottle, spilling a very small amount onto the table.
“Oh!” I exclaim, pleased by the display. “Fancy.”
“To Y/N, for coming to see Monsta X and cheering so loudly.”
I laugh as he serves me a shot, but as he moves to pour one for himself, I stop him.
“Let me.” Jooheon’s eyebrows rise, but he doesn’t stop me. “I might not know much about your culture, but I do know you’re not supposed to pour your own shot.”
“Ok, you know what’s up.” The impressed smile on his face makes my own widen.
I cup the bottle in both hands and pour him a shot. “To Jooheon, who worked so hard and always does his best to give us great music.”
“Aish, I’m honored, but none of that two-hands stuff, ok? We are friends, right?”
“Uh, yes?”
He sucks his teeth at me, pretending to be upset, and I can’t help but snicker. We both pick up our shot glasses, and he lifts his up towards me.
“Geonbae!”
“Geonbae!” I parrot.
I giggle as he clinks his glass with mine before we both throw back the shots. I suppress a shiver as the liquor slightly burns a warm path down to my stomach.
“Good?” Jooheon cocks an eyebrow at me.
“Real good,” I admit. “Another?”
“Ok!”
He pours me another shot, and I do the same for him. We swallow those up, and I can feel the liquor already easing my nerves. He says I don’t know him, but would it even be possible for me to change that? After tonight, would it even matter if I knew who he was besides Monsta X’s Joohoney? I decide that, even if it’s just for a few hours, it is worth knowing the man that’s sitting right next to me.
“So,” I speak up, using liquid courage. “How have you been?”
Jooheon looks up mid-bite, “Well, we’ve been real busy preparing for the concert. I’ve been working hard on perfecting my steps….”
“I’m sorry,” I stop him. “While it’s nice to know about your work, I’m not here to interview you. I don’t want to know about Joohoney. I want to know how Lee Jooheon is.”
His eyes squint at me, his index finger pressing pensively at his lips. Had I overstepped? Maybe he didn’t understand? I only meant for him to feel like a person, not an idol, if even for tonight. I open my mouth to clarify, but at the same moment, he straightens up, and the warm smile returns to his face.
“Ok,” he starts. “Thank you for asking about me. I appreciate that.” He pats his chest as he says this. “I actually been doing really good. Of course, I miss my family, and just like anyone, I have days when things are a bit too much in my head, but now I have ways to help me work through it, so…” he shrugs.
“That’s really good to hear. I can’t imagine living the life you do,” I shake my head. “It just all seems so overwhelming.”
“Idol life is a tough one, that’s for sure, but I get to travel, meet new people, and make music, which is what I love to do. No one ever got to live their dream without some hard work, so it all seems worth it for me.”
We go back and forth, asking each other questions for some time before we realize we’ve gone through three bottles of soju. I’d been having so much fun getting to know the “real” Jooheon that the time just blew by. I’m already feeling a little fuzzy in my brain and definitely far more relaxed than when I first came in.
Nodding my head to his latest reply, I then ask, “Ok, so what have you watched recently that you think I should watch, too?”
“Ya! That reminds me. I was hoping we could watch a movie,” he says as he starts to get up and clear off the bottles and containers of food. “Unless you have to go….”
“No. I can stay,” I reply, maybe a little too quickly, even after I glance at my watch to see it’s almost 1:30 in the morning. Despite the food and alcohol, I’m surprised to find I’m not sleepy at all.
“Are you sure? What about your friend?” he asks, a bit too casually.
“My cousin,” I correct. “And she’s fine.”
“Ok, ok. Well, I’ll just clean up here, and we can start it.”
I help him clean up the remaining garbage. His room was different than mine in that it had a living room area, and the bedroom was separate. I glance around for a bathroom. All that alcohol was wreaking havoc on my bladder.
“Is it ok if I use the bathroom?”
“Yeah, sure.” He tips his chin towards the open doorway beside the couch. “It’s in there.” I make my way there but stop at the entrance. Peering in, I’m surprised to see everything so tidy. I’m not sure why I’m so amazed by the neatness of the space. I just figured an idol is too busy to clean up, clothes and snacks strewn everywhere. But this looks like no one had even slept in this room yet. “It’s ok. You can go in.”
I look over my shoulder to see Jooheon smiling reassuringly at me as he wipes his hands on his jeans. He shoos me with his hands, and I head straight into the bathroom, locking the door behind me.
The bathroom is clean as well, a light scent of men’s shower gel clinging to the air still. As I sit to relieve myself, I shoot my cousin a quick text.
ME: Everything's good. Jooheon’s super sweet, and we’re having a really good time just talking and drinking.
I set my phone down, finishing up, not expecting a reply, but as I button up, I hear the vibrations on the bathroom counter. Washing my hands, I dry them quickly and open the new message.
COUSIN: Talking and Drinking? Is that what adults are calling it these days? 😜
ME: 😅Nope. Everything is still PG. We are about to watch a movie.
COUSIN: 🤭Enjoy the “movie” I’ll be here reading for a bit more. Call me if you need me.
ME: I will 😘
COUSIN: 😘
Locking my phone, I slip it into my back pocket and look at my reflection in the mirror. My eyes are literally glittering in the bathroom light, and my cheeks hold a blush that tells of the laughter and maybe the alcohol we had been partaking in. I smile giddily at myself, whispering, “holy shit!” as I turn around and exit the bathroom, only to halt in place as I switch off the light.
Jooheon is sitting up in bed, legs crossed at the ankles and phone in hand as he loads a movie he is casting from the device.
“Hey! Just in time,” he waves me over. “Come. Sit.”
“We’re going to watch it here?” I fidget with the hem of my shirt.
“Yes,” he shrugs as he stands. “Comfier. Sit. My turn,” he points behind me.
He squeezes my shoulder as he walks past me and into the bathroom. I approach the bed and look down at it. Jooheon slept here, I think to myself. I’m going to be sitting on the same bed as Lee Jooheon…with Lee Jooheon, I correct.
Shaking my head, I force the thoughts out, put my phone on the nightstand, and climb onto the bed. By now, I think I’ve pretty much given up on the idea that anything will happen between us. Maybe he was not looking for someone to fuck tonight. Perhaps he was just wanting to have a casual night with someone outside of Monsta X. Someone to do ‘friendship’ things with. That would make sense why he picked me versus any of the pretty Monbebe I saw today. I try not to feel too disappointed as I make myself comfortable. Either way, I was having fun just hanging out with him. Propping up a few pillows behind me, I’m adjusting my shirt when he comes out.
“Ready?” he asks as he turns off the light in the room.
“Yeah, what are we watching?”
“One of my favorite movies, if that’s ok? It’s called ‘Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.’ Have you seen it?”
“Never heard of it,” I admit.
“진짜 (jinjja)?!”
Jooheon’s mouth drops open, his eyes wide as he stares at me. I cover my mouth as I try to hold back a giggle. He looks so cute when he looks at me with that shocked expression.
“Yeah, really,” I snicker.
“Yah! You have no idea what you’re missing!” He’s swift to sit next to me on the bed and press play from his phone. “Let’s get it!”
I let out a little laugh but quiet down as the audio begins. The movie draws me in as I feel myself relating to the male protagonist. The quirkiness of the female protagonist soon has me laughing at her antics. It’s not long before the sweetness of the blossoming relationship takes a dramatic turn.
“What?!” I scrunch my face. “Why is he crying? Was there a time jump I missed?”
Jooheon chuckles, “You have to watch and see.” I purse my lips at him, and this makes him laugh. “Stop,” he bumps my shoulder. “I won’t spoil it for you.” He pats my hand and then laces his fingers with mine. I look down at them, loving how natural it feels. Sobering up, he asks, “Is this ok?”
I nod, murmuring, “Yeah.”
“OK.”
We both return our attention to the movie, but my heart has started fluttering behind my ribcage. His hand is so soft, warm against mine, and I love how it feels.
“Wait, I thought this was a rom-com,” I stiffen when things become a little strange. “Is this actually a scary movie?”
“I told you I’m not going to spoil it,” he smirks at me. “Are you scared?”
I shake my head, “I wouldn’t say scared, but maybe a little…on edge. It seems like it’s going the way of horror.”
Jooheon presses his lips together to keep his features from giving anything away.
“I can hold you if you want. You know, if you’re scared?”
“N-” I stop myself. Am I really turning down the opportunity to be held by the one person I believe to be the most handsome man in the world? When will I have this chance again? “I mean, if that’s ok with you….”
“Yeah, come.”
Jooheon lets go of my hand, patting the space in front of his now spread legs. I try to force any inappropriate thoughts from my head as I maneuver over his leg in order to sit where he directs me. I nestle against his torso and fight to hide a smile as he snakes an arm across my chest while his other hand settles on my hip.
Instead of feeling awkward, the position feels comfortable, and we continue to watch the movie. Occasionally the hand at my hip would squeeze, and I swear it was as if he were touching me directly in my most intimate place. Then, halfway through the movie, when he shifts his arm to stretch it, he accidentally grazes over my breast, and I audibly inhale as a jolt of electricity shoots down straight to my core.
Jooheon stiffens for a moment. The handle I believed I had on my impure thoughts seems to disappear, and my hips shift, seeking any sort of friction to soothe the ache that had been building between my legs the whole night. Jooheon draws in a shaky breath just as his hands glide down my ribcage and to my hips. A grunt escapes my lips when he hooks his fingers into my belt loops and tugs me up high and tighter against him.
“Well damn,” I breathe.
The soft chuckle he lets out into my ear has my eyes closing. My tongue swipes slowly across my lips as his hands trail back up to cup my breasts.
“You want me to stop,” he murmurs, “just tell me.”
I nod my understanding, whispering back, “It’s ok,” as if I were afraid the spell would break.
Those beautiful hands of his that I had always admired in photographs or from my screen now squeeze at my covered tits, and I can’t even keep from arching into his palms, soft moans spilling from my lips. He reaches down for the hem of my shirt, and for a second, I feel panic. The thought of this man seeing me without clothes just seems so overwhelmingly out of this world. It’s something I never imagined would ever happen that, even as it’s currently going on, my brain just cannot wrap itself around it. He shimmies the shirt up and over my head, and I’m grateful that the only light comes from the tv.
Jooheon picks up the necklace from my chest and asks, “Did you wear this for me?”
I can hear the smile in his words as he toys with the little bee charm.
“Yes,” I glance away from his fingers.
“That’s cute.”
“Stop,” I blush.
Jooheon chuckles then nips at the top of my ear as he drops the necklace. I let out a gasp when he returns his attention to my bra-covered globes. His thumbs brush over my nipples, the nubs instantly hardening even more. I grip onto his thighs, trying to find something to steady me. The muscle there is thick, hard beneath my palms, and my mind conjures up some very erotic images of me riding one of his thighs.
Wasting no more time, his fingers trace a path down to my jeans, where they deftly release the button. My breath catches as my attention hyper-focuses on his hand as he slides the zipper down and then slips beneath the hem of my underwear. The instant the pad of his finger glides over my clit, a shock of electric heat shoots throughout my body. The sensations feel way too good; I can no longer hold my head up and let it fall against his chest.
Jooheon delves lower and soon discovers exactly just how much I am enjoying everything so far. A mixture of a purr and groan rumbles in his throat as he swirls his finger around my juices, pulling a moan from me. Bringing his focus back to my most sensitive bundle of nerves, I feel like I’m going to lose my mind. His movements are slow at first, stoking the embers that he had already lit with his previous ministrations. I don’t even realize he’s brought a hand back up to one of my breasts until he’s pinching at my nipple. He pulls the cup down, removing the barrier, and the warmth of his hand directly on my flesh is searing hot. His thumb flicks rapidly against the pebbled nub, and the fingers at my clit also pick up the pace.
“Oh, God!”
I rut against his fingers, my cheeks flushing with heat not only from the pleasure that is building but also from shame. I am utterly mortified at how desperate I am for him. Yet, at the same time, I can’t stop myself. My hips roll of their own accord, faster, more desperately, and I push away all thoughts seeking more of what he is offering. I focus on how good he is making me feel. His slim fingers, slick with my arousal, slide so smoothly over my sensitive bud, making my back arch and my eyes to close tightly.
“Shit,” I pant.
I can feel his erection poking at my back, and I wish so badly he would just fuck me with it already.
“That’s it,” he presses his plush lips to the back of my neck. “Just let go.”
He sucks at my ear, moaning softly as his fingers speed up. I bite down on my bottom lip, trying to quiet my moans.
“Let me hear you, baby.” Jooheon’s voice is low, gravelly with lust. “Say my name.”
I gasp loudly as stars burst behind my eyelids. A flood of warmth shoots through my body, and my hands push roughly down on his as my clit throbs.
“Oh, fuck, Jooheon!” I grit out as he brings me over the edge. “Jooheon!”
My hips jut forward a few more times as his fingers try to move beneath the vice-like pressure my hand has on his wanting to drag out my release. As over sensitivity soon takes over, I pull his hand away and attempt to catch my breath. Jooheon kisses my head tenderly, his hands soothingly coasting up and down my arms as he waits for me to come down from my high.
Holy shit! I think to myself. Did that just really happen?!
As the bliss of the moment slowly ebbs away and reality sets in, it’s all I can do not to freak out. I am so grateful he can’t see my face and the grin I am fighting so hard to keep from breaking out on my lips.
“괜찮아 (Gwaenchana-Are you ok)?”
The deep timbre of his voice breaks into my rampant thoughts. Am I ok? “Mhmm,” I nod dumbly.
Hell yeah, I am!
“Let me see,” he insists.
I press my lips together as I sit up, fixing my bra before maneuvering around so that I am now kneeling between his legs. Jooheon has a very pleased grin on his face that makes it difficult to keep one of my own from finally breaking free.
“See?” I say playfully.
Jooheon lifts a hand up to my chin, his thumb swiping across my mouth. His eyes darken, the stare intense as he watches me. Instantly, my heart thrums back to life behind my ribcage. Then, like a magnet, I’m drawn down towards him. Jooheon stretches to meet me part way, and we both swallow each other's sharp inhales when our lips finally crash against each other.
And his plush lips feel even more incredible than anything I could have imagined. Jooheon wraps an arm around my lower back, pulling me tighter against him. Hands on his shoulders, I wriggle out of his hold and break the kiss. I’m going to lose my mind, with how good he looks. His cheeks are flushed, and his lips are swollen from our passionate kiss.
“Where are you going?” he whines with a pout.
“Not far,” I tease. “Just returning the favor.”
“Returning the fav-” His voice trails off as I reach for the button of his jeans. Eyes locked on my hands, he breathes out, “Oh….”
I can’t help but giggle as he eagerly lifts his ass to help me get his jeans and boxers off. The cock that springs out in front of me is achingly pink and stiff. Knowing he got this way just from touching me greatly boosts my confidence. Tossing the pants over the edge of the bed, I look up to see Jooheon cock an eyebrow at me.
I huff out a short laugh, “Fine.”
I hop off the bed. With my jeans already unbuttoned and unzipped, it only takes me two seconds to remove my own pants and socks. They join his pants on the ground with a hushed thump. As the movie continues to play in the background, I return to the bed to find Jooheon completely naked. In the short time it took me to take off my pants, he’d removed his tank top and socks.
Lying on the bed, his teeth nibbling on his bottom lip, he is complete perfection. The dim lighting the TV provides does nothing to diminish the soft glow of his tanned skin. Though he is not bulky with muscle, there are still shadows cast across his lean upper body and abdomen that beg to be traced and explored.
Crawling back between his legs, I watch the abdominal muscle beneath his skin contract in anticipation. My nipples tighten behind my bra as my own core contracts at the sight of him. I flit my eyes up to meet his heavy-lidded ones and watch his Adam’s Apple bob anxiously in his throat as I bring my mouth closer to his weeping dick. The hiss he lets out as his tip meets my tongue is music to my ears. He tries so hard to keep his eyes open, to watch as I wrap my lips around him, but his head falls back as he lets out a deep groan, hands fisting in the comforter. Flattening my tongue and relaxing my jaw, I slowly take him deeper and deeper inside my warm, wet mouth.
“Oh, shit,” he curses as he looks back down.
His pupils are completely blown out, his eyes appearing black as they watch me intently. Seeing him so wrecked because of what I’m doing emboldens me. Lifting up to lap at the tip of him, my fingers envelop his shaft. He reaches a hand out to cradle my head, urging me to take him in again. I don’t fight it, letting him guide me back down along his length. My hand and mouth work in tandem, sliding up and down his cock. Hollowing my cheeks, I swirl and curl my tongue around him, and the long-drawn-out groans that it pulls forth from him have moans and whimpers of my own vibrating up my throat.
I can feel him growing harder against my tongue, so I’m slightly surprised when his hand shifts from my head down to my chin and tilts it up. His dick slips out of my mouth with a lewd pop, and he almost looks like he regrets stopping me.
“What?” I ask as I wipe the back of my hand across my lips.
Had I done something wrong?
“Fuck,” he breathes, closing his eyes. Looking back down at me, he pats his lap. “Come up here.”
I smile in relief and eagerly obey, straddling him. His mouth is instantly on mine, his hands sliding down to grab my ass. Wrapping my arms around his neck, it feels as if I just can’t get any closer to him. Our bodies roll against each other, and by this point, my panties are completely ruined. I feel one of his hands trail up to my bra and unclasp it. He breaks the kiss to help me remove it completely. It joins the pile on the carpeted floor.
Delving down, his plump lips latch onto one of my nipples. My back arches, giving him easier access, and I reach behind me to grab at his cock, stroking him as he sucks on me. My hips roll, seeking friction to ease the tension that is building.
“Jooheon!” I whimper.
“Ok, baby,” he murmurs as he moves to my other breast.
Though I had cum already, seeing him like this, hearing him like this, his mouth all over me, I was ready again for another.
“Please, Jooheon,” I plead.
I was so far gone that I didn’t care; I was begging. I wanted him, needed to feel him inside me so badly; I didn’t care how needy I sounded at the moment.
He chuckles before kissing me between my breasts. Leaning back, he hooks his finger on my underwear and snaps it against my skin.
“Take these off.”
I nod, scampering off of him to remove them in record time. I throw the sodden material into the darkness beyond, drawing another chuckle from Jooheon.
“Hush,” I chastise him playfully.
He leans over to grab his wallet from the bedside table and pulls out a condom. Dropping the wallet back on the table, he makes quick work slipping the rubber on. Jooheon coaxes me back to his lap. Spreading wide, I help him guide his dick to my entrance. We both let out blissful moans as I slowly slide down his length. The stretch has my eyes closing, and I can feel his hands digging into my sides.
Bottoming out, we both take a moment to let me adjust to the intrusion. He peppers my chest with opened mouth kisses that have another layer of slickness coating my walls and his cock. I have never been so aroused in my life. I rock my hips and feel him twitch inside me, his hands tightening at my hips. I let my hands rest on his shoulders, using them to help me lift higher only to slowly grind down on him.
“Damn, baby,” Jooheon purrs.
He matches my rhythm, and we are both panting, drawing ever so close to the release we are both seeking. At first, his hands loosen at my hips, letting me lead. The more desperate we become, his hands grip fervently to my hips, helping me move faster over him.
“God, that feels so good!”
I’m so close that I can barely focus. My walls constrict and release around Jooheon, and his head falls back. My hands slip behind his neck, my fingers gripping the strands there. His eyes widen, flitting to mine, and I feel him pulse inside me as a deep groan rumbles up from his chest.
Fuck, that’s so hot! He is so close; I can feel it, as am I. I roll and rock my waist, taking him in deeper. One of his hand's snakes in between us. The pleasure intensifies as his fingers find my clit; my head falls back, and my eyes shut. It’s all so much.
“Look at me, baby,” Jooheon grits out.
“Jooheon,” I whimper as I struggle to comply.
Meeting his gaze, I let out a moan at the sight of his fucked out face. Sweaty strands of hair cling to his forehead and temples, his cherry lips look completely ravished, and his own eyes are barely opened slits, but it’s enough. It’s enough for him to see me and know he’s got me just as whipped.
“Turn around for me, baby,” Jooheon urges.
Through my haze, I manage to get off of his lap. My limbs feel heavy, but I get on my knees and forearms anyway. His palm caresses my ass and gives it a gentle smack. Fuck, I think I’m going to lose my mind! Aligning his cock with my center, I don’t even have a moment to take a breath. He’s thrusting into my soaking wet cunt with no warning.
“Oh my God!”
I can feel a jolt of pleasure instantly tremble through me. In this new position, I can feel every inch of him. Each thrust feels so deep and tight I can only babble incoherent words and curses as I push back into him. I snake my hand between my legs and delve my fingers into the slickness there. I hiss at how swollen and sensitive my clit is. Instantly, the pleasure heightens.
“That’s it, baby,” Jooheon pants. “Touch yourself.”
Glancing over my shoulder, Jooheon bites down on his lip, and my fingers speed up. The visual and sensations are just too much, and the little bit of control I had been holding onto snaps.
“Fuck, Jooheon!”
My back arches as I clamp around his dick, my walls thrumming and contracting around him. Jooheon’s thrust quicken as he chases after his own ecstasy. My face falls onto the bed, my ass lifting higher. The angle brings him deeper still inside of me, and it’s enough to push him over the edge. A long deep groan falls from his lips as his eyes squeeze shut, the grip on my hips vice-like. His hips stutter up into me, and I can’t help but moan as I feel him pulse inside of me as he cums hard.
My body feels like jelly, and it takes the last bit of energy I have to turn my head to face Jooheon as he collapses beside me. Jooheon’s smiling face is there to greet me, and I can’t help but return the gesture.
“Hey,” he grins as he scoots closer to me.
“Hey,” I murmur drowsily.
Brushing the hair from my face, he caresses my back tenderly before kissing my shoulder.
“Gotta clean up,” he winks at me, and I can’t believe I dare to blush after all we’ve done.
Burying my face in the comforter, I nod, and he laughs. I feel the bed shift and then hear the click of the bathroom light switch. Forcing myself up, I locate my bra and underwear. After putting on the bra, I slip on the underwear, wincing to find they were still slightly damp in the crotch area. Making my way to the bathroom as well, Jooheon is just washing his hands when I walk in. He gives my ass a pat as he walks out.
“Hey,” I swat his arm in feign annoyance, and he just laughs.
I use the toilet, clean myself up, then wash my hands and face. Rinsing my mouth with the sink water, I finally feel clean enough to go back into the room. Jooheon was under the comforter staring at the TV. That’s right. The movie was still playing. It was pretty late now. Was Jooheon expecting me to leave now that everything was finished? I eye my clothes that are currently on the bedside table instead of the floor. Hmmm. Was that a hint? I approach the pile and reach out for the shirt.
“Can you stay a little longer?” he asks.
I feel a flutter in my stomach.
“Are you sure?” I ask, the initial insecurities creeping back up.
“Yes,” he replies, pulling the comforter down for me to slide into.
What did I have to lose?
“Ok.”
I get in, and he throws the comforter over me.
“Come closer,” he whines.
He meets me part way. Opening his arms towards me, I slide into his embrace. Tucked in comfortably against his chest, the drowsiness pulls at my eyelids.
“Good night, Jooheon,” I yawn and snuggle into his warmth.
“Good night, Y/N,” he parrots, kissing my head.
What is that? I wonder groggily as a loud, incessant sound accosts my ears. I peel my eyes open just when Jooheon lets me go in order to lean over to grab his phone. Turning off the alarm, he groans in displeasure. Rolling back towards me, he pats my arm gently.
“Y/N, baby, you have to wake up.”
“Mmm,” I grunt with a pout and snuggle back into his chest.
I feel the bed shake with Jooheon’s amused chuckles.
“I have to get ready. We are flying out in a few hours.”
“Mmm,” I pout some more, but then I do sit up.
Throwing back the covers, Jooheon gets off the bed and turns on the bedside lamp. I crawl out after him and zombie-walk to my clothes and put them on. I fix my hair as best as I can, and then Jooheon walks me to the door. This had all felt like a dream for me, and I truly did not want it all to end already. Reaching for the door handle, I gasp when Jooheon pushes me flush against it instead, his lips latching onto me so fast my head spins. I wrap my arms behind his neck as I lift up on my tippy toes to press myself further into him.
“I wish I didn’t have to go yet,” he laments as he kisses down my neck. His hands squeeze at my ass as he grinds into me. I can barely think. Only moans and heavy breaths leave my lips. “I really had a great time.”
“Me, too,” I sigh out.
“I want more time with you,” he murmurs into my neck, “But I’m going to be late.”
“We def can’t have that,” I chuckle.
He drops a few more kisses on my lips before he pulls away.
“I hope we can do this again,” he smiles down at me, his dimples deepening.
“Well, you got my number, so,” I shrug, and he laughs.
“I’ll call you,” he nods.
“You’ll call me,” I repeat, my eyes flicking away to stare at his chest instead.
“I will,” Jooheon insists.
He pulls me gently away from the door.
“Ok,” I nod, trying to ignore the excited flutter in my heart.
He pecks my lips one last time. “Ok. I’ll see you, Y/N. Bye.”
“Bye.”
Jooheon opens the door for me, and I step out into the quiet hall. I don’t dare look back, and after a few paces, I hear the door click shut. I see the security table ahead, and Alex is still there, keeping watch with the other guard. He stands up, and I try to avoid eye contact.
“Enjoy the rest of your day, Ms. Y/LN,” he calls as I walk past.
Oh god! I think to myself as my body flushes from head to toe.
“Thanks, Alex,” I glance up quick enough to see the knowing smile on his face. There’s no judgment, but I still feel embarrassed suddenly. “Have a great day, too.”
I ride the elevator alone, and I am thankful. Peeking at my phone, I see it’s just about 4:15 in the morning. Jesus, I am going to be the worst passenger when my cousin and I start our four-hour drive home later today.
Entering our room quietly, I grab fresh underwear and my PJs and head into the bathroom to take a shower. I could still smell the powdery fresh scent of Jooheon on my skin, and I hated washing it away, but I get under the hot stream of the showerhead and scrub my body with my body wash until I was clean again. Dried up and dressed again, I tiptoe to my bed and quietly get under the covers. After making sure my alarm for ten am is still activated, I close my eyes and fall asleep.
“You look rough, girl,” my cousin laughs as we place our bags in the trunk of the car. “I hope Jooheon feels the same.”
I glare at her with a humph as we enter the vehicle.
Buckling up, I admit, “I’m exhausted, my head is thumpin’ a little, and I just want to sleep for a hundred years.”
“Daammn,” she drags out the word as she pulls out of the hotel parking and onto the main road. “He wore you out that much, huh?” I let out an unladylike snort, and my cousin laughs. “So, tell me what happened. What’s he like?
“Well,” I try to fight off a smile, but my cheeks burn with the force of the grin that graces my lips. “He really is the sweetest, gentlemanly guy I’ve ever met….”
I spare no detail from the moment I stepped out of the elevator up to the moment when things got a little heated.
“That Alex guy seems pretty cool,” she comments.
“Yeah,” I agree. “He made an awkward situation seem rather normal. Which is what makes me wonder how often they do that, you know, have people sign NDA’s?”
“Who knows,” she shrugs. “I wouldn’t be surprise if it’s quite often, and I wouldn’t be mad about it either. They are grown men, after all, and have their needs.”
“Yeah, I know,” I nod, looking out the window a bit distractedly. “It’s just; I don’t know, Jooheon said he’d call me… I just… my worry is that he goes to the next stop and hooks up with someone else… which he has every right to,” I rush to add. “I don’t know; I guess I just got my hopes up, and that’s my own fault.”
“No, I get it,” my cousin nods. “He said he’d call. Only time will tell if he makes good on that promise. It’s only been a few hours. No sense in stressing about it.”
“You’re right,” I concede.
“In the meantime, let’s car karaoke!” she shimmies in her seat as she passes me her phone. “We got a long ass drive.”
I laugh but pull up our karaoke playlist, and we begin to sing.
About two hours into our drive, there is a ping on my cell from an unknown number. I open up the message and gasp as my heart rate picks up. My cousin lowers the music.
“I think it’s him,” I whisper.
“Yeah?” she glances over quickly at me before returning her eyes to the road. “What’s it say?”
UNKNOWN: I know I promised to call, but i’ve been busy. I finally had a minute while heading to do another interview. Did you get home, ok?
I read out the message and then ask, “Do you think it’s really him?”
“I mean, who else could it be?”
“Alex?” I deadpan.
“Alex?!” she bursts into laughter. “Say that to him and see what he says.”
ME: Who’s this?
UNKNOWN: Aish. Really? Who else can it be? Did you forget me already?
ME: Well, I have to be sure. For all I know, this could be Alex.
UNKNOWN: Alex? Who is Alex?
My cousin and I burst out into hysterical laughter.
UNKNOWN: Are you talkin about security alex?
UNKNOWN: Why would it be him?
“Ooop,” my cousin purses her lips. “Ya boy’s getting jealous.”
“Stop, no he’s not.”
But I smile at the possibility of it.
ME: If this is really you, tell me something from last night (this morning)...
I watch the three little dots blink, disappear and then reappear before his message comes through.
UNKNOWN: We watched ‘Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.’
“Oh, yeah. It’s him,” I say after reading the message aloud.
UNKNOWN: better said it watched us😜
“If I had any doubts, he just squashed them,” I say as I pat my heated cheeks.
“What’d he say?”
“He says the movie actually watched us.”
“Ooooh, girl!” she smacks my shoulder. “That’s actually really hot.”
“Aggh, I’m so embarrassed.”
“Don’t be,” she reassures me. “Sex is natural, and if he’s making comments like that, he enjoyed his time.”
“I guess so….”
“You guess so?” She shakes her head. “I know so. Now reply to him before he thinks you are a prude.”
“Oh, Lord,” I roll my eyes playfully.
ME: Alright, you little flirt, I see it’s you.
UNKNOWN: 😏
UNKNOWN: Save my number.
Me: Ok
Honey: I have a few interviews and practice, but I’ll be free around 1030 tonight. If you want to try watching the movie again I can call you.
ME: Really? We can do that?
Honey: I’m sure we can. We’ll figure it out.
Me: Ok. yeah. I’d like that.
Honey: We just got to the radio station. I gotta go. I’ll talk to you later.
ME: Bye
Putting my phone away, I look out at the highway flying by. This all felt like the best dream ever. Never did I ever imagine this would ever happen.
“Alright now,” my cousin brings my attention back to the moment. “You better do your makeup and put on a nice outfit tonight. But first, you should get some sleep as soon as we get home.”
I chuckle even as I give her an incredulous look.
“Why are you always trying to put me to bed?!”
“What?” she tries to plant a stoic expression on her face but cracks a smile instead. “I’m just saying. You have no idea how long you will stay up this time.”
We both burst into raucous laughter, and I’m so grateful at least one of us is thinking properly because my mind is already racing. My mind is just blown at having the chance to get to know the real Jooheon.
I don’t know how long this will go on, but I’m going to take a page from my cousin's book. I’m going to let myself enjoy it all while it lasts and not waste time on the what-ifs.
Mood board Credits
Shirtless Jooheon @ooom_xoooo
Couple
Bed sheets
Color squares
Jooheon striped shirt
#fanfic#monsta x au#lee jooheon smut#monsta x lee jooheon#monsta x drabble#monsta x oneshot#jooheon drabble#monsta x jooheon smut#jooheon fluff#Jooheon one shot#lee Jooheon#Jooheon#joohoney#jooheony
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BEST FRIEND MONSTA X A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Lee Jooheon
A ⇴ ATTENTION
When you were with Jooheon, his attention was always on you. He listened attentively to every word that you said, even if you were talking nonsense then he would still keep his eyes on you and listen in.
B ⇴ BICKER
You both could be pretty childish and petty with one another if you wanted to be. Jooheon especially could bicker; he would talk and talk and talk often leaving you struggling to get a word in when the two of you did bicker as he drowned you out and made sure that his opinions were heard over yours.
C ⇴ COMFORT
For all the times that he wanted to make you laugh, Jooheon knew when to stop joking around and be there for you. He could be very serious when he knew that something was upsetting you, and if it was someone that was upsetting you then he would definitely offer to put them in their place if that was what you wanted him to do.
D ⇴ DISAGREEMENTS
The two of you didn’t tend to disagree with each other too often, most of the time when you started arguing one of you would end up saying something funny and calm the two of you down once again. Jooheon especially could tell whenever he was beginning to wind you up and so he would change his approach and try and be more understanding of you as there was nothing worse for him than falling out with you.
E ⇴ EARLY YEARS
You both took a shine to each other almost as soon as you met, conversation seemed to flow between the two of you in an instant with the two of you feeling very relaxed around one another. Jooheon was incredibly good at picking up conversation as soon as it began to fall flat between the two of you so that you continued to talk to him and get to know more about him so that your friendship.
F ⇴ FAMILY
Jooheon’s family were very welcoming of you from the first moment that they met you, they’d listened to Jooheon talk about you enough to know that you were someone that they would get on with. If anything, you exceeded all expectations when you met them though, more than happy to tell them about yourself, share some stories about Jooheon and get stuck in with all of the things that they did together as a family.
G ⇴ GETTING TOGETHER
You never shied away from being seen out in public together, neither of you really cared what others had to say about your friendship. If fans were rude to you, Jooheon would always have your back, just wanting to enjoy some time out with his best friend like most of the other people who were around you were doing too.
H ⇴ HABITS
The two of you had a habit of mocking each other without even realising that you were doing it sometimes too. You both knew each other’s mannerisms inside out and often used them against one another when you were messing around and trying to get some sort of reaction out of the other person.
I ⇴ INSIDE JOKES
Having inside jokes was inevitable between the two of you with how often Jooheon struggled to bite his tongue. He was often engaging mouth before brain and leaving you in hysterics at the things that he came out with which had you making sure that you remembered as many as possible to reflect back on.
J ⇴ JEALOUSY
It wasn’t that Jooheon was ever jealous about the other people that you considered friends; he was just very wary of them. There were a few people in your friendship group that he absolutely trusted, but there were also a few that he felt that he needed to keep a close eye on. All he wanted was for you to surround yourself with good people who took good care of you, even if that person wasn’t always him.
K ⇴ KICKS
Jooheon got a kick out of winding you up quite a lot of the time, he knew the perfect way to get a reaction out of you, no matter how stubborn you were. Particularly if you were in a strop with him, Jooheon loved when he was able to leave you no choice but to crack a smile because he was making you laugh so much.
L ⇴ LOVE
He loved the fact that you supported him all the time, but most of all, Jooheon loved supporting you too and watching you do well and succeed at as much as possible. He knew that at times you doubted yourself and that you compared yourself to his successes too, but Jooheon was always your biggest cheerleader and gave you plenty of confidence that you could do whatever you put your mind to.
M ⇴ MEETING
The two of you first met when you found yourselves in a café together, with you working, and Jooheon relaxing. Your tables were next to each other, and as you sat and worked on your laptop, the nosy side of Jooheon couldn’t help but ask you about what you were working on with intrigue getting the better of him.
N ⇴ NONSENSE
Together, the two of you loved to just mess around with one another and relax. You were well known for how stupid you could be when you were together, with no one really knowing what either of you were thinking.
O ⇴ OBSESSION
Jooheon was obsessed with how well you took care of him. He absolutely knew that you would always be there for him and that he could rely on you with any problem that he had to help him through it.
P ⇴ PRECIOUS MOMENTS
The moments that meant the most to Jooheon were the ones when the two of you went out and did something fun. He loved doing normal things with you, he didn’t care if he was spotted with you or if rumours started to spread about the two of you being together, he just loved exploring with you by his side.
Q ⇴ QUESTIONS
He often worried about how you were, that was Jooheon’s most important thing. Every single day he made sure to ask you what was going on and if something was on your mind, he’d make you open up to him.
R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS
Your friendship was the inspiration behind many of Jooheon’s raps, when he thought of you and the way that you made him feel it made it pretty easy for him to put pen to paper. Even if others didn’t always know it, he would rap knowing that there was only ever one person who had given him the idea to get it done.
S ⇴ SUPPORT
You were a big fan of the group anyway but having your best friend in the group definitely made you support them even more. Jooheon loved how much of a fan you were of them, how you knew the routines and the lyrics to just about every single song so when he saw you in the crowd, you were always singing along.
T ⇴ TRIPS
Pretty much anytime that the two of you went to visit one of your families, the other tagged along. You were incredibly welcomed by Jooheon’s family, and your family always loved it when he stopped by with you too.
U ⇴ ULTIMATE
He felt incredibly lucky to have you as his best friend, Jooheon never took your friendship for granted and the things you did for him.
V ⇴ VISITS
There would always be a shy smile on his face whenever you visited him at the studio unexpectedly. He hated how you always managed to surprise him and pick him up when he needed a little boost whilst there.
W ⇴ WISDOM
One of the things that Jooheon never failed to do was make you laugh with the silly advice that he often gave to you to help you out.
X ⇴ XXXX
He was affectionate around most people, but Jooheon was particularly affectionate with you. He never shied away from you; he often kissed the top of your head too when he was overly excited about something.
Y ⇴ YOU
You were his childhood; he had spent several years glued to your side.
Z ⇴ ZZZ
Quite often Jooheon would invite himself round to stay at your place before even asking you if he could. Jooheon was always full of confidence that you would never be able to say no to him when he stopped by.
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#monsta x#monsta x imagine#jooheon#jooheon imagine#lee jooheon#lee jooheon imagine#monsta x reaction#monsta x scenario#monsta x jooheon#monsta x headcanon#monsta x drabble#monsta x one shot#monsta x fluff#jooheon scenario#jooheon reaction#jooheon drabble#jooheon one shot#jooheon fluff#kpop#kpop imagine
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masterlist
hello, my loves! i'm back i guess? i have updated the masterlist, so here we are♡
please let me know of you feel i have labeled my posts wrong in terms of angst or triggers, and we can look into it together!! thank you x
also, take these labels with a pinch of salt as i have zero clue what the damn hell i write :)
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fluff; ᰔ
angsty-ish; ☁︎
triggering; TW
suggestive, and i use that term loosely; ༄
stupid/attempted humor; 𓍯
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stray kids
bang chan
ink, a bang chan series (finished)
part zero, part one, part two, part three, part four, part five, part six, part seven, part eight, part nine, part ten, part eleven, part twelve, part thirteen, part fourteen, part fifteen ᰔ ☁︎ 𓍯
bang chan drabble, “can i sleep here tonight?” ☁︎
bang chan drabble, “the one where the dog gets away.” ☁︎
bang chan drabble, “exhausted.” ☁︎
bang chan social media ᰔ 𓍯
bang chan drabble, “figure it out.” ᰔ ☁︎
bang chan drabble, "bunny." 𓍯
bang chan drabble, "home." ᰔ
bang chan drabble, “quiet” ᰔ
bang chan drabble, "nightfood" ᰔ 𓍯
a year with bang chan; ᰔ
january 2nd
february 14th
march 2nd
april 17thmay 30th
june 4th
july 14th
august 1st
september 12th
october 3rd
november 1st
december 31st
lee know
lee minho drabble, “water.” ☁︎
lee minho drabble, "whale watchers". ᰔ
changbin
seo changbin social media ᰔ 𓍯
valkyrie street, a seo changbin series (coming) ᰔ ☁︎ ༄ 𓍯
hyunjin
hwang hyunjin drabble, “i’m right here.” ᰔ ☁︎ TW
han
han jisung social media ᰔ 𓍯
han jisung drabble, "cruise ships" ᰔ
felix
lee felix drabble, "how incredible." ᰔ ☁︎
seungmin
none yet
i.n
yang jeongin drabble “inside beauty.” ☁︎ᰔ
group and plurals
stray kids reaction to their soft s/o accidentally cursing ᰔ
stray kids reaction to their girlfriend flinching ☁︎
stray kids reaction to their s/o sleeping in their bed ᰔ
stray kids reaction to their s/o filming an intimate scene ᰔ
stray kids reaction to their relationship going public ᰔ
stray kids reaction to their s/o being shy about their singing-talents ᰔ 𓍯
stray kids reaction; everyday texts ᰔ 𓍯
stray kids reaction; love at first sight ᰔ
stray kids reaction; realizing they love you ᰔ
stray kids reaction: dancing with you at 2am ᰔ
stray kids as taylor swift songs ᰔ𓍯
bang chan & hwang hyunjin drabble, “1. 16. 33.” ᰔ ☁︎ TW-ish
3racha reaction to ice skating ᰔ 𓍯
3racha reaction to their girlfriend being from a different country ᰔ
stray kids drabble, "twisty-tie." ᰔ
stray kids drabble, “tan lines and late nights.” ᰔ
stray kids texts, summer edition ᰔ
dating bang chan ᰔ𓍯
dating lee know ᰔ 𓍯
dating changbin ᰔ 𓍯
dating hyunjin ᰔ 𓍯
dating han ᰔ 𓍯
dating felix ᰔ 𓍯
dating seungmin ᰔ 𓍯
dating i.n ᰔ 𓍯
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bts
rm
kim mamjoon drabble, “drunk.” ᰔ
kim mamjoon drabble, "chai lattes." ᰔ
kim namjoon drabble, "go to gate." ᰔ
kim namjoon drabble, "2. 21. 50." ☁︎
kim namjoon drabble, "9:52pm" ᰔ
v
kim taehyung drabble, "the ringing of a library." ☁︎
group and plurals
rm, suga, j-hope drabble, “ddaeng.” ༄
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extras
pick a number
name playlists
sasha
leigh anne
leilah
alice
rubina
grace
darryl
former
day6
day6 reaction to kissing their crush ᰔ
day6 reaction to being in a long-distance relationship ᰔ
day6 at their wedding ᰔ
kim wonpil drabble, "highschool!au" ᰔ
got7
im jaebeom drabble, “cravings” ᰔ
monsta x
shin hoseok drabble, “you make me feel alive.” ᰔ
im changkyun drabble, “are you really in love with him?” ᰔ
im changkyun drabble, “10. 45. 49.” ᰔ ☁︎(?)
chae hyungwon drabble, “oceans.” ᰔ ☁︎
chae hyungwon drabble, “1. 38. 41.” ᰔ
lee jooheon, drabble “I Love You.” ᰔ
nct
jung jaehyun drabble, “for you” ☁︎ TW
seventeen
seventeen reaction to asking you to be their girlfriend ᰔ
seventeen hip hop unit at their wedding ᰔ
seventeen reaction to you overhearing them confess their feelings for you ᰔ
seventeen reaction to meeting their ex girlfriend ᰔ
Feel free to request, but please read the rules first! Thank you x
cheers,
bentley♡
#kpop#kpop reactions#kpop scenarios#kpop requests#kpop one shot#kpop drabble#bts#bts reactions#bts sc#bts requests#bts drabble#bts one shots#stray kids#stray kids reactions#stray kids scenarios#stray kids requests#stray kids drabble#stray kids one shots#skz
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Birthday party masterlist
i’m starting a new “challenge” for myself and it’s to post a drabble on the designated member’s birthday.
since life is unpredictable, there might be times when i can’t/forget to post but they’ll still be published later.
not all of them will be birthday themed.
DISCONTINUED (because i realised that this is a crazy idea and i got way to overwhelmed by it to the point that i didn’t want to write anything at all. hehe.)
JANUARY
01.06 LIM JAEBEOM (Jay B)
01.14 KWAK JISEOK (Gaon)
01.15 LEE JUYEON
01.15 CHAE HYUNGWON
01.16 BOO SEUNGKWAN
01.17 KANG CHANHEE (Chani)
01.26 LIM CHANGKYUN (I.M)
FEBRUARY
02.05 KANG TAEHYUN
02.08 YANG JEONGIN (I.N)
02.09 JOHNNY SUH
02.11 LEE CHAN (Dino)
02.14 JEONG JAEHYUN
02.17 KIM YOUNGHEE
02.18 JUNG HOSEOK (J-Hope)
02.18 LEE SEOKMIN (DK/Dokyeom)
02.18 CHWE VERNON
02.23 KEVIN MOON
02.26 KIM SEUNGHUN
02.27 TEN LEE
02.28 YOO TAEYANG
MARCH
03.05 LEE BYOUNGGON (BX)
03.09 MIN YOONGI (Suga)
03.09 JU HAKNYEON
03.13 CHOI BEOMGYU
03.20 HWANG HYUNJIN
03.23 JEONG YUNHO
03.28 JACKSON WANG
APRIL
04.03 PARK SEONGHWA
04.05 JUNG SUBIN
04.06 KIM MINGYU
04.12 KIM SUNWOO
04.16 KANG SEUNGSIK
04.20 PARK JONGSEONG (Jay)
04.23 LEE JENO
04.26 CHOI CHANHEE (New)
MAY
05.02 BAMBAM
05.04 LIM SEJUN
05.10 BAE JINYOUNG
05.11 KIM YOUNGKYUN (Hwiyoung)
05.30 JACOB BAE
JUNE
06.10 WEN JUNHUI (Jun)
06.11 OH SEUNGMIN (O.de)
06.15 KANG YEOSANG
06.15 KWON SOONYOUNG (Hoshi)
06.18 SOHN HYUNWOO (Shownu)
06.26 KIM JUNGSU
JULY
07.01 LEE TAEYONG
07.01 CHOI TAEYANG (Theo)
07.04 BAEK JUHO (Zuho)
07.10 CHOI SAN
07.12 KIM INSEONG
07.17 JEON WONWOO
07.24 LEE SANGHYUK (Dowoon)
07.24 GOO GUNIL
AUGUST
08.07 KIM SEOKWOO (Rowoon)
08.08 KIM YOUNGHOON
08.08 CHOI SEUNGCHEOL (S.Coups)
08.09 SONG MINGI
08.09 LEE JAEYOON
08.11 SEO CHANGBIN
08.13 NA JAEMIN
08.14 HUENINGKAI
08.18 HAN HYUNGJUN (Junhan)
SEPTEMBER
09.01 JEON JUNGKOOK
09.04 MARK TUAN
09.08 YOON HYUNSUK
09.12 KIM NAMJOON (RM)
09.12 LEE JOOYEON
09.13 CHOI YEONJUN
09.13 LEE JAEHYUN (Hyunjae)
09.14 HAN JISUNG (Han)
09.15 LEE FELIX
09.17 CHOI YOUNGJAE
09.22 KIM SEUNGMIN
09.22 PARK JINYOUNG
09.25 DO HANSE
09.27 YOON KEEHO
OCTOBER
10.03 BANG CHAN
10.04 YOON JEONGHAN
10.06 LEE JOOHEON (Joohoney)
10.07 CHOI JIUNG
10.10 LIU YANGYANG
10.12 CHOI JONGHO
10.13 PARK JIMIN
10.15 LEE HEESEUNG
10.25 LEE MINHO (Lee Know)
10.26 NAKAMOTO YUTA
10.28 DONG SICHENG (Winwin)
NOVEMBER
11.03 LEE MINHYUK
11.04 LEE SANGYEON
11.05 JI CHANGMIN (Q)
11.07 KIM HONGJOONG
11.07 XU MINGHAO (The8)
11.12 CHOI BYUNGCHAN
11.15 SIM JAEYUN (Jake)
11.17 KIM YUGYEOM
11.22 YOO KIHYUN
11.22 LEE JIHOON (Woozi)
11.23 KIM YOUNGBIN
11.26 JUNG WOOYOUNG
DECEMBER
12.04 KIM SEOKJIN (Jin)
12.05 CHOI SOOBIN
12.08 PARK SUNGHOON
12.22 ERIC SOHN
12.24 HAN SEUNGWOO
12.30 JOSHUA HONG
12.30 KIM TAEHYUNG (V)
#birthday party masterlist#bts#tomorrow x together#stray kids#ateez#enhypen#got7#monsta x#nct#nct 127#nct dream#wayv#the boyz#seventeen#sf9#p1harmony#xdinary heroes#cix#victon
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Why'd You Only Call Me When You're High
Pairing: Reader x Jooheon
Word count: 647
Genre: Angst | Break Up AU
Summary: Jooheon wonders why you only call him at 3 a.m. when you're high after you dumped him. You wonder why you have to pretend to be high just to talk to him.
Warnings: Marijuana use
Masterlist | Crystal's Playlist
There it is again. Your caller I.D flashes on the screen of his phone with the ringtone he had set specifically for you accompanying it.
Jooheon contemplates picking it up. It’s 3 a.m., there has to be a reason why you’re suddenly calling him, but at the same time, he knows that you rarely ever call him when you’re sober. Which leaves barely any room for him to wonder as he picks his phone up. He lets it ring a moment longer before picking it up.
“Hello?”
“Honeyyy,” you hum from the other end. “What are you doing?”
“Work,” Jooheon answers simply as he stares at his computer screen.
“Come over, please.” A small giggle leaves your lips and by the tone of your voice, he already knows that he was right to think that you would be high.
“I’m busy, (Y/n),” he claims as he adjusts himself in his chair. How did it get to this point? Jooheon used to be the one to get high with you. He used to be the one who you’d call everyday to talk to because you wanted to hear his voice, but now, he only ever hears your voice when it’s accompanied with a faded giggle and the mumbled words.
“You’re never too busy for me and you know that,” you argue.
“We’ll talk in the morning, (Y/n).” And he hangs up. Jooheon stares at his phone and for a moment, guilt starts to creep up. Why did he have to be so cold to you when you were so obviously not thinking straight? Then again, you’re the one that decided to end the relationship.
It confuses him.
You’re the one who dumped him, but you’re also the one who calls him when you’re blazed out of your mind. Jooheon has always been the first person you’d reach out to—it’s only natural that you’d think of him first whenever you’re drunk or high and you can’t think of anything else.
Jooheon takes his phone and opens up your contact.
Honey:
Stop calling me when you’re high.
You’re wasting my time.
On the other end of the broken line, you lay in your bed. The purple glow coming from an acrylic light diffuser on your bedside table. The acrylic forms a deer. It’s something that Jooheon had gotten you for your birthday a few years ago and somehow, it’s still working now.
You’re not high, in fact. You’re starting to think that you made a huge mistake ending your relationship and Jooheon wouldn’t return your calls unless it was past midnight because he’s that kind of a person. You don’t call Jooheon at 3 a.m. without notice unless it’s important—he tells everyone that.
At first, you weren’t pretending. You were actually high. The first time it had happened, your entire bedroom just smelled like weed. The joint in your hand was burnt out, smoke wisping off of it as you mumbled to your ex about how you saw a cute dog while walking to the park. Now, you pretend because it feels like that’s the only way that you can talk to him without admitting you were wrong.
Pretending to be high in the dead of night gave you more opportunity to talk to him, but now, you know that you’ve just made it worse because you’re staring at his message.
Honey:
Call me when you wake up and sober.
We need to talk.
You let out a small sigh as tears brim your eyes. Why did you let it get to this point? You could’ve easily saved the situation if you had just tried talking it out with him. The stress of being in the public eye as Jooheon’s partner was getting too much.
Why didn’t you just tell him that?
Why do you have to call him at 3 a.m. pretending to be high?
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Secrets Kept
Paring: Lee Jooheon x Reader (ft.Shownu)
Genre: Angst, Cheating, Non-Idol Au
Warning: Mentions of sex, affairs
WC: 700+
Tag List: @princessthotty @samemagicpoint
A/N: So i was just listening to their song ‘Got My Number’ and then this happened ^^;; There are some not so great themes in here. I def don’t approve of cheating or affairs but the angst was to sweet to not write lol.
"We really can't do this anymore..."
Guilt filled your gut like a stone as you lay in bed. The bed belonged to you and your husband, only it wasn't your husband who accompanied you at the moment. Holding the sheet close to your naked chest, refusing to turn and face the man who had just pleasured you in a way that only your husband should.
You heard a soft sigh come from the male, feeling the bed shift slightly before his arm wrapped around your waist. You tensed at the sudden contact, knowing that if he held you like this it would be harder to stop this.
"How many times have you said that now? I think we're at six or seven?" He muttered, nuzzling his face in your shoulder. Pressing soft kisses against the delicate skin of your neck as he did so. You felt shame swell in your stomach, it growing as you thought about how much you loved being in his embrace.
"Jooheon...we can't. If Hyunwoo finds out, or worse if my parents find out..."
"You're a grown woman y/n. You can't keep letting them control you." You knew he was right, but you couldn't admit it.
This was a typical story, a rich girl being married off to a rich man in order to make a deal or keep a family in high standing. You had been a pawn to your parents, and now you were...unhappily married to Hyunwoo. Sure he wasn't abusive and he didn't yell at you, but...he was also never there. Physically or mentally. He was always away on business trips, to China, America, France, you name it and he would be there, and even when he was home everything was robotic. You felt no love in his embrace, no romance in his touches and nothing even when he made love to you. It had been so lonely, but that was when you met Jooheon.
A street racer and resident bad boy, definitely not someone you would have thought to be your type. The first time you slept together was on a whim, Hyunwoo had just left for a business trip and you were alone. Needing another human to take comfort in, and the only person you could think of was Jooheon.
You knew it was a mistake, but it was a mistake that you kept making. Kept repeating, and over time the mindless sex became something more intimate. Something that filled the hole that was lacking in your marriage. You had fallen hopelessly in love with the thug, and he cared about you more than he could ever express. Despite the pure feelings between the two of you, logically you knew that a relationship could never happen between the two of you. Your parents would without a doubt disown you, and you couldn't bear to never see them again. They weren't the best parents but they were still yours and you loved them. Which is what led to your current predicament.
You just couldn't stay away from him.
Every time Hyunwoo left on a trip, you tried to resist. Tried not to text or call him in an attempt to be a faithful wife, but every time you would call without fail. Needing him to be near you, needing to feel him, to love him. He was everything you wanted in this world, and for him you would commit any sin. Even sleeping around without your husband's knowledge.
"You know I love you right?" You felt tears well in your eyes at his words. Your heart practically shatters, because of course you did. You could feel it every time he kissed you, every time you fell asleep in each other's arms. He treated you like you were the whole world and you were so terrible for pulling him along like you were. He deserved to be with someone who could love him openly, loudly, with the same passion that he loved with. You couldn't do that for him, not without severe backlash. Because of this, you couldn't bring yourself to return the statement of affection. Your hands grasping his tightly, reveling in the feeling of his back against yours as your tears fell silently.
He deserved better.
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Heir To The Throne — Jooheon of Xavier
Taking the throne in Xavier was different than the other countries—to become king, princes must birth a son first. Jooheon as well as his brothers, Minhyuk, Kihyun, and Shownu are all in the running to be the heir to the throne. All three brothers have all gotten married months apart and Jooheon had no other option but to marry his childhood friend. In his attempts to father children of his own, the relationship he thought was just to get him into the running was turning out to be the best decision of his life. Who will claim the crown first?
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Favourite Things
Genre: Fluff
Group: Monsta X
Pairing: Jooheon X Reader
Type: Drabble
Word Count: 246
Note: Hello! This is my first drabble post on this blog... Welcome to soft hours with Admin M, I hope you like it!
You love the way Jooheon’s eyes shrink up when he’s really happy and smiling brightly. His melodic laugh is like music to your ears, a calming sweet song you always love to hear.
You love his raspy and gruff voice in the mornings and the way he sleepily tells you he loves you, it’s always the first thing he says when he wakes up, along with how lucky he is to have you in his life.
Your favourite time of day is when you get to crawl into bed next to Jooheon at night. The way he holds you close pressed against his chest, and the way you can feel his heart beating in time with yours is pure heaven. Time almost stops, and nothing else in the world matters when you’re safe in each others arms. You discuss how your days have been and what your plans are for tomorrow. Jooheon wraps his arms around you tighter, placing a gentle kiss on your forehead and you murmur sweet words to one another as your eyes begin to close. You gradually slip into dreamland, being whisked away by happy thoughts clouding your empty and peaceful mind. Your only hope is that you meet Jooheon there in your dreams so you can spend the night hours with him too, so you never have to be apart.
But your favourite thing of all is the fact that Jooheon chose to make you his partner in crime for life.
~ Admin M <3
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Drabble game! I'm so torn between fluff 37 or 39, but I think 37 is my choice, lmao. And my ult bias, Jooheon Lee. 😍
Also, Merry (belated) Christmas! ❤️💚
fluff, slight angst | g/n reader x jooheon | prompt: “you wrote me a song?”
note: this is set before the release of no limit :)
Relationships were never easy for you, or at least they weren’t until you met Jooheon. With him, dating felt so natural. He was sweet and funny and warm, and when you were with him everything felt so right. When he asked you out, it felt like pieces of a puzzle finally coming together. The next two years were blissful. Sure, his job was demanding and difficult to navigate your relationship through, but the both of you did your best to make it work. It wasn’t until recently that you started to feel it; the rift of long distance between the two of you. The strenuous work wearing down your boyfriend. The insecurity settling into your conscience. You wondered if this was the beginning of the end.
“Babe? I’m home,” Jooheon announced his arrival after a long day of working in the studio—for the twelfth day in a row. Only this time, he was home at a reasonable hour instead of past ten p.m. This time, you were actually awake when he walked through the door around six thirty.
He took off his shoes at the door and walked through the house until he found you on the couch, trying to keep your eyes open to watch the rest of the TV show you had started, “______?”
You picked up your head and half-smiled, “Hi, honey.”
That’s it? Jooheon’s heart weakened when he realized that you weren’t going to ask him how work was, even though you usually did. Well, two weeks ago you would have. The two of you had barely any time to speak since he had basically been living in the studio with Changkyun working on Monsta X’s new album.
“What did you do today?” he asked you as he sat down on the couch and put his arm on the top of the cushion behind your head. He was pleasantly surprised when you immediately leaned in to him and even kissed his cheek.
“Just ran some errands, cooked lunch, and watched TV,” you shrugged, before smiling up at him to add, “I also went on Instagram today and saw an article that got posted about Monsta X. They raved about you guys and your upcoming tour, and the excitement for your new album.”
This is my chance.
“That’s great,” he mirrored your grin, then cleared his throat, “Actually, I’m glad you brought up the album. We’ve started putting together a track list, and there’s one song that I really wanted to show you.”
You sat up properly, looking at him with inquisitive eyes, “Are you allowed to do that? Since the album isn’t out yet. You won’t get in trouble will you?”
Your boyfriend laughed, shaking his head as he pulled out his phone and opened the file with the lyrics he’d been working so hard on, “Don’t worry, this is just between you and I for now . . . Well, you, me, the guys, and our producers.”
You nodded, eagerly taking his phone and reading over the lyrics he brought up for you to read. The song was titled “Just Love” and spoke about going through dark days, but looking forward to better ones. It was about keeping your love for someone through rough times with them—staying hopeful. It felt like an open love letter to you, reflecting the situation you were in now. It felt like he was saying, “even though there is this distance between us now, it won’t be this way for long. Don’t worry”. And you believed him.
“You wrote me a song?” you asked, looking up at him with tears brimming your eyes.
“Part of it, yeah,” he admitted, “I know we haven’t been able to spend much time together, and it’s been tough on the both of us. So, I wrote about that feeling. I figured people would be able to relate with it, especially the fans, since they haven’t been able to interact with us like they did before.”
You nodded solemnly, completely understanding where he was coming from, “Well, I’m sure the finished product will be lovely. I can’t wait to hear it.”
a/n: this got posted later than i wanted, but i hope you had a good christmas!! have a happy new year 🎆
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boyfriend!jooheon au
physical touch
the TOUCHIEST boy. loves to be touching you both in private and in public. in public he's always holding your hand or touching you in some way. he likes to stand behind you and put his chin on either your head or shoulder. WILL hold your hand and skip down the street with you!! in private he's always attached to you. he follows you like a lost puppy and if you DARE leave during a cuddle sesh he WILL cry. (not actually but he will definitely fake cry and whine about it.) he likes to lay on top of you and have you play with his hair. it's very relaxing for both of you.
attentive
very very attentive towards you and your needs, especially when it comes down to your health. this boy has worked himself both physically and mentally and doesn't want the same happening to you. he is always looking out for you by making sure you eat lots, drink enough water and get plenty of sleep. if you're stressed about school/work then he will pull you away and make you lay down while he gets you a snack or cooks a full on meal. he really wants you to talk to him and feel comfortable to say anything on your mind and doesn't want you to think of him as 'the scary rapper of mx'. (even though he's literally the biggest baby ever.) he just wants to help you:(((
favourite thing to do?
will draw you a bath every single night istg. he loves sitting with you in a hot bath with you against his chest. he loves the closeness of everything and how your body feels against his and just adores how comfortable you guys are with each other. he likes washing your back and sitting in a comfortable silence with you. some days you'll talk about everything and anything for hours and before you know it the water is cold. he offers to dry you off and if he washed your hair he'll dry that too. there's nothing sexual in the atmosphere, just pure domestic bliss.
nicknames?
big on simple pet names such as 'angel', 'baby' and 'love'. he 100% has you as 'my honey' in his phone. he's just a big softy>:(
literally joo makes my heart go awOOOSH he's the softest man ever
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No Regrets
Hello, everyone. I'm here to bring you Part 2 to my 'Regrets' fic I wrote a few years back. This was requested by @bethyjoohoney. If you haven't read 'Regrets' yet, you can read it here to better understand this new part.
Another fabulous mood board created by my lovely cousin millie-ionaire05. Thank you so much for this beauty!
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Characters: Jooheon x Female Reader
Genre: Fantasy, vampire!au, angst, smut
Word Count: 8.2K
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⚠️Warnings⚠️: mentions of blood/bleeding, mentions of a wound (not very descriptive), mention of a knife used as a weapon, orange-haired Jooheon (whew), biting, cursing (very mild), smut
Synopsis: When I can’t let our last goodbye be for forever.
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I tried. I honestly did try.
For six years, I did my best to move on. I did my best to go about my life as if Jooheon didn’t exist. And for the most part, it had gone well. I finished my schooling and became a nurse. I even began working at a hospital not too far from my home.
But all that time, I felt empty. Like something was missing. It wasn’t too difficult to figure out what it was, though.
Once I had enough money saved up, I had a house built on an acre of land with the forest I used to hang out in when I was younger lining my backyard. Once the construction was complete, I found myself where I had last seen Jooheon six years before. I wasn’t even sure what my intentions were, honestly. I only knew that I had to see him again. I missed him so much.
We had been best friends for so long. He had been the one person I went to when I needed advice. When I needed to vent or needed comfort, it was Jooheon that I had turned to back then. Of course, I had other friends since then, but no one I was close to the way I had been with him.
So on a particularly tough day, despite what I had said so many years ago, I returned to our favorite wooded spot, laying out a blanket. A basket of snacks and wine sat beside me, ready to be consumed. I needed to hear his voice, to bask in the comfort of his presence.
It had not been too long after that he had appeared. The relief that had flooded me had been indescribable. The only way I can word it is by comparing it to feeling as if my soul was now complete. It had brought tears to my eyes, the emotions just too much to contain any longer, and Jooheon had held me for a while as I wept quietly into his chest.
It had felt like a cleansing, a purging of all the feelings, sentiments, burdens, and worries I had bottled up inside me for far too long. In the end, all I could say was that I was sorry. Sorry for leaving him again. Sorry for not being there for him. In true Jooheon fashion, he had told me I had no reason to apologize and that he was there for me whenever I needed him.
Since then, I come to our favorite place in the woods every two weeks, and we sit and talk, eat and drink together. And to me, it’s like recharging my life force, and I can’t help but wonder how I ever lived without him in my life. We have grown closer these last few months, and I was looking forward to seeing him again tonight.
A twig snaps not too far from where I sit, and I look up to see Jooheon shuffling slowly towards me. The sun had since gone down, and I had already lit several tiki torches to keep mosquitos at bay. The orange glow of the crackling fire from the fire pit Jooheon had dug long ago when we were much younger provides warmth and extra illumination to the area.
“Hey!” I call out brightly, thrilled to see him.
I rise from my spot on the blanket and meet him halfway.
“Y/N,” he murmurs through gritted teeth.
Now that he is right in front of me, I can see the sweat dotting his forehead, the pallor of his skin. His hands are clutching his side, and his shoulders are hunched over in what can only be interpreted as pain.
“Jesus, Jooheon,” I gasp as I look him over. “What’s wrong? What happened?”
“Bar fight,” he tries to smirk but grimaces instead.
“Bar fight?” I return incredulously.
He inhales deeply, his eyes boring into mine. “I-...shit. I need your help.”
“Well, damn, I would say you do!” I tsk sarcastically, cocking a brow at him. “I don’t have anything here that could help you, though, so we’ll have to go to my place.”
“Thanks,” he offers a small appreciative smile. “But, actua-“
“Nope,” I cut off his protest. “I will not take no for an answer. Let me just get this fire out….” I trail off as I head straight for the pit and scoop dirt onto the flames with a miniature shovel. I load everything I had laid out back into the wagon I haul with me every time I come. Grabbing my flashlight, I extinguish the tiki torches, and then I’m ready to go. “Come on.”
It’s slow going, but we make our way up the path I had created with my comings and goings since I moved in. It was usually no more than a ten-minute walk for me, but it took us double the time with his injury. We finally reach my front door, and after unlocking it, I bring in the wagon and hold the door open for Jooheon. He remains outside a sheepish look on his face. My face crinkles in confusion.
“I can’t come in,” he clarifies with a wince, “without you verbally inviting me in.”
“Oh.” My mouth hangs slightly open in surprise.”I-“
“Just make sure it’s what you really want. You can’t take it back,” he warns.
All this time that we had been rekindling our friendship, we had stayed out in the woods. The idea of him coming over or me going to his place had never come up. So was it on purpose, both of us fearing diving deeper into each other’s lives, fearing getting “too” close?
These past months had reminded me of the time when we were younger, before the kiss, before his change. For a few hours, I could pretend we were still those naive kids we had been once upon a time. Never had Jooheon made me feel afraid. If anything, I trusted him more now than I ever had. His having the ability to enter my home did not worry me.
“I have no doubts,” I state firmly. “Lee Jooheon, I invite you into my home. Please come in before you bleed out on my front stoop.”
He nods, and there is a tenderness in his gaze as he smiles weakly, my heart lurching at the emotion. He steps in, and I lock up behind him. I turn on the hall light, and Jooheon’s eyes roam around the foyer as he follows me through to the living room.
“You have a beautiful home.”
“Thanks,” I smile. “Let’s get you down into my basement.”
Jooheon pouts, staring at me with wariness, even as a playful glint twinkles in his eyes.
“You’re not trying to finish the job, are you? I can barely defend myself right now, ya know?”
I scoff, “How can you joke at a time like this?! But, no, I’m not taking you down there to kill you. There’s a spare room, bathroom, and kitchen down there. It’s where my parents stay when they come to visit.”
“I see,” he chuckles, then groans before allowing me to guide him to a door.
“Let me get some supplies….” I wander off to my supply closet, one section dedicated to miscellaneous medical supplies. Grabbing a reusable tote, I drop in two leakproof 18x24 bed pads, a sponge, stainless steel bowl, a safety kit, two white towels, a few water bottles, and pain killers. Once I’m sure I have all I need, I rush back to a swaying Jooheon. “Ok. Come on. We need to get you in a bed.”
I help him take the stairs down. Once at the bottom, the room opens up into a small apartment-like area. To the right were a small living room and kitchen. In the middle, there was a dining table for four, and to the left, a door that led into a primary bedroom with a full bathroom.
I steer him to the bedroom and quickly place one of the pads on the bed to protect it from the mess coming from Jooheon’s wound.
“Let’s get this blazer off of you.”
I help him remove the garment as gingerly as possible before allowing him to sit. I drop the blazer in the shower to tend to later. By now, Jooheon’s skin is so pale that I feel pretty alarmed.
“Do-don’t look so worried,” he chatters.
“If you could see yourself,” I whisper. Then, shaking my head to clear away the emotions, I place a firm expression on my face and point to his lower torso. “Let me take a look.”
Jooheon lifts the shirt to reveal the gash on his side. I don’t react physically, having seen my fair share of open wounds, but internally I’m astonished he could still walk around with an injury like this. The fact that he is a supernatural being must be the only reason he has not passed out or even died yet.
“Not so bad, right?” he tries to smile even as sweat trickles down the side of his face.
“Well…”
I analyze the area. It would definitely need stitches, and he had undoubtedly lost so much blood.
Blood!
My eyes jolt up to his, and I watch his own widen, trying to gauge what I’m thinking.
“Drink from me,” I hear myself say before fully processing my thoughts.
Jooheon shakes his head.
“I couldn’t,” he declines vehemently. “I don’t want to use you like that. You’re my friend, my best friend, not some human blood bag.”
“It’s not using if I’m offering,” I point out. “Won’t you heal faster? I probably won’t even have to stitch this up. You’d be saving me the time and supplies.” Jooheon bites down on his lower lip, his mind racing with ways to argue with my logic. “I won’t take no for an answer.”
His shoulders sag in defeat. “I promise I’ll be as gentle as possible,” he vows.
“I know. I trust you.”
His eyes sheen over, and he blinks several times to push away the moisture there.
“Ok,” he croaks.
Though I made the offer, I’m suddenly nervous, primarily because of the unknown. What would it feel like? Will it be painful? Awkward? Would it change things between us?
“So, does it have to be the neck or…” I trail off, unsure of how to go about it.
“Uh, no. No,” Jooheon shudders. “Not the neck. Let’s just go for the wrist for your first time.”
My first time.
The wording makes me feel like a virgin all over again. The uncertainty of the moment. The hushed voices. The trying to make the experience as comfortable and pain-free as possible.
Then there was that underlying insinuation that this may not be a one-time thing, either.
“Yeah, ok,” I finally answer, offering up my left arm, wrist up.
I watch his Adam's apple bob in his throat before his hand cups the back of my forearm, and he draws me up a hair's breadth from his lips.
“Are you ready?” he asks, his eyes insisting I think this question through profoundly. I nod, not trusting my voice to remain steady. “You tell me to stop if it’s too much.”
I nod again, and then it’s happening. I gasp as his teeth sink gently into my skin, his eyes closing at the contact. The pain is sharp, expected, yet unexpected. I feel my heart quicken, the blood rushing through my body at such a high speed that the sound is audibly loud in my ears. I hold my breath, wanting to push past the pain because I know he needs this. He needs my blood to recuperate. The discomfort slowly dissipates as his mouth latches onto the sensitive skin of my wrist, and I can feel the anxious nervousness slowly transforming into another sensation altogether, and I’m able to breathe again.
As I watch, transfixed by the way the plump flesh of his lips moves so expertly over the sensitive area, I’m caught off guard by the realization that what I’m feeling now is arousal. Though I knew he was feeding to help mend himself, there was something just so intimate about the act. I was giving myself to him freely, trusting him fully to have the self-control to stop before taking too much. And seeing him vulnerable, yet feeling safe enough with me to want to even show this side of him, only enhances my feelings towards him.
It’s such a beautiful knowledge to have between two people: complete and total trust. I find myself falling even more in love with him as this sinks in. And I am in love with him. I have been for some time now. I’m not even sure I had ever stopped loving him, and my head buzzes with the need to touch him, to show him physically just how much I love him, no matter that so much time had passed. I wanted to have his lips move to my neck instead so I could hold him to me and feel his body flush against mine. Two becoming one in the complete sense.
Jooheon inhales sharply through his nose, and his eyes flash open, honing in on my dazed expression. He could sense it, my desire for him. It is obvious he knows. There is no way to hide from him that I am not just excited by what he is doing. But it’s him that is turning me on. I can see it in how his own eyes grow dark, his pupils dilating.
But he makes no attempt to escalate the drinking to anything more, and I don’t push either. Instead, Jooheon places his palm on my free hand, a thumb rubbing soothingly over my knuckles. My eyes remain on his, and soon I feel myself completely relax. All wanton thoughts slip from my mind. I watch as the whites of his eyes become stained with pink the more he drinks, thin maroon-colored capillary-like lines veining out beneath the skin around his eyes.
Jooheon’s lids fall shut, breaking the stare-down we were having. I let out a slow, shaky breath, trying to catch my bearings. The tranquil sensation that had washed over me overrode anything I had been feeling before, and almost instantly, the need to be with him carnally was pushed away. I find this quite strange but begin to feel a little woozy. Not quite dizzy, but a bit lightheaded. Whatever I had been thinking before completely slips my mind. As if sensing the discomfort, Jooheon rasps his tongue over the puncture wounds he’d made, and then he slowly falls back into the pillows. I glance down briefly to where we had been connected, and, aside from a slight pink tint over my wrist, there is no evidence of what had just happened.
“Jooheon?” I call quietly. “Are you ok?”
His cheeks are slightly rosy, the pallor his face had previously held now replaced by a healthier tone. Even the tiny veins that had extended from the skin around his eyes were fading. The rhythmic breathing has me wondering if perhaps he fell asleep. I can only imagine a wound like that would drain the energy from anyone. He would certainly need to rest while his body healed.
“I’m good,” he finally answers. “Just…tired.”
“Get some sleep then,” I encourage. “You’re safe down here. There are no windows, so feel free to stay as long as you need.”
Jooheon nods, his eyes still closed.
“Thanks,” he murmurs, his eyes fluttering open as he offers an appreciative smile.
“What are friends for?” I smile back, feeling my cheeks warm when his look of thankfulness turns tender. It tugs at my heart and makes me pine for what could have been. What should have been had I not gotten in my own way. “Well,” I clear my throat. “Let’s get a look at your wound now, yes?”
He allows me to roll up his shirt. My brows pinch in concentration as I look this way and that and see that it’s already starting to close.
“Don’t worry,” he chuckles softly, wincing when his abs contract and tug at his wound. “Your blood will continue to heal me. In a few hours, it will be like nothing happened.”
I can only nod, still amazed at the capabilities of this being he has become.
“I should at least clean it up and wash your clothes. Unfortunately, I don’t have anything here for you to change into, so….”
“Yeah. Ok.”
I help Jooheon sit up and feel myself slip deeper into nurse mode as I help him pull his bright yellow shirt over his head, most of the bottom left side completely saturated with a deep orange-red. I’d have to soak this right away if there was any hope of preventing the clothing from staining.
“Off with the pants and underwear, too,” I instruct.
Jooheon’s eyes widen in mock horror as he clutches at his chest, “Shouldn’t you wine and dine me first before skipping to this part?”
“You really are quite the joker when you’re hurt, aren’t you?” I swat at his bare arm. “Let’s get to it before the blood sets into your fancy clothes, and they are no longer salvageable.”
“Alright. OK,” he sighs.
Lying back down, I wait for him to unbutton and unzip his pants. I place one of the towels I had put in the tote over his pelvis, offering him some privacy.
“I’m going to do most of the work,” I inform him. “Just hang onto the towel to keep it over your area there.”
“Got it.”
My hands slip under the towel, blindly searching for the hem of his slacks. My fingers brush against the skin of his lower abdomen, and I feel the muscle there ripple as he inhales sharply. Though just a hushed intake, the sound is amplified in the quiet of the room. I run the pads of my fingers along the edge of the material until I reach his hip bone. By then I notice he has not breathed out.
I look up and catch a pained expression on his face. His brows are drawn sharply down, his lips pressed so harshly together they have almost disappeared.
“I’m so sorry. Am I hurting you?” I fret.
“No, no,” he grits out, beads of sweat trickling down the side of his face to disappear into his hairline. “Just…just hurry…please.”
Nodding, I dip my fingers into the space between his hip bones and underwear. I shimmy the clothing down as he barely lifts his bottom from the padding on the bed. His body begins to tremble as I do my best to quickly take both his underwear and pants down at the same time. As soon as I make it to his thighs, he collapses, still shaking, back onto the bed. I quickly take off his brown loafers and socks, finally removing his pants and underwear.
“I’ll be right back.”
“I’ll be right here,” he offers a strained grin.
I scoff as I take everything to the bathroom and run the cold water in the shower. I wet the clothes and try and wash out as much blood as I can. There is a small basket for dirty clothes my mom had left behind, and I grab that and fill it with water. While that fills up, I dash upstairs to grab my stain removing detergent and bring it down. After applying it to all the areas that had been affected, I drop them into the cold water and plop the bottle of detergent on top to keep them submerged. Then I fill the steel bowl I’d brought with the supplies with warm water and set it on the bedside table. Dipping the sponge into it, I squeeze out the excess water before kneeling on the floor beside Jooheon’s still form.
“I’m going to clean you up now,” I announce quietly, in case he’s asleep now for real. He simply nods, his eyes remaining closed. I focus on cleaning the area around the gash and then move on to his hands. Three bowls later, he’s all cleaned up, and the wound has closed even more. “Jooheon?”
“Hmmm,” he murmurs, eyes fluttering open.
“Do you think you have enough energy to move one last time? I want to replace the soiled bed pad with a clean one.”
“Any excuse to see my ass,” he murmurs playfully as he allows me to help him up. “If you wanted to see it so bad, you just had to ask.”
I roll my eyes even as I let out an amused chortle. Not that I’m trying to focus too much on it, but the man does have quite an attractive-looking ass. Concentrating back on my task, I remove the old pad and layout the clean one. I cover his wound with gauze to keep my comforter safe from staining.
“I don’t know if these will do anything for you, but here are some painkillers and a water bottle.”
Jooheon accepts them both, downing the medicine and half the water within a few seconds. I help him lie down one more time and then tuck the comforter under his chin.
“Thank you,” his susurrous voice is filled with genuine appreciation.
“You’re welcome,” I smile down at him as I brush back his blood-orange locks. The color suited him so well. Then, using a clean damp cloth, I dab at his forehead, temples, and cheeks, wiping off the sweat that clung there as I tell him, “I’m going to head upstairs and wash your clothes. I put your cell phone on the bedside table. Call me if you need anything.”
“If you don’t mind,” he asks a bit shyly as he meets my gaze. “When you’re done, will you come back down and sleep with me…like we used to?”
A lump forms in my throat as memories of us innocently napping in the same bed, feeling safe in each other's company, flood my mind. How I missed those times.
“But you’re naked,” I point out, swallowing past the lump in my throat.
He smiles, the hint of a fang gleaming in the bedroom light. A shiver tickles down my spine.
“I’ll be good. I promise,” he winks.
“Yeah, ok. Sure,” I nod, trying to keep my voice steady. “Well, get some sleep. I’m going to leave my small salt lamp on.”
“Ok.”
Unable to help myself, I bend over and drop a kiss on the top of his head.
“Good night.”
“Night,” Jooheon sighs blissfully as he shuts his eyes.
I waste no time grabbing everything, turning off the room light on my way out, and then head upstairs.
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It was almost two in the morning when I finally was able to return downstairs. It had taken two attempts to get all of the stains out, but I had finally been successful, and the clothes were now gently drying. I had long since changed out of my own clothes, having had to also add them to the wash. I hadn’t realized I had stained my shirt as well. I’d slipped into my most comfortable pajamas; a short-sleeved black top with the word DREAM in glittering white letters across my chest and a pair of shorts covered in stars and planets. Pure comfort.
I am so ready for some sleep now. It’s not until I crawl under the covers and scooch in closer to Jooheon that I remember he is completely naked. He stirs before I can retreat to the opposite side of the bed, his arms extending towards me and tugging me up against his side. He hugs me gently, my head cradled on his chest. I tentatively settle my hand on the spot just over his heart, and I let my leg drape over one of his thighs, just as we used to do. Once I realize I am nowhere near accidentally touching his exposed phallus, I’m able to relax, letting the steady beat of his heart beneath my palm lull me to sleep.
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By the time I hear the door open from across the room, I’ve already pressed his suit and shirt, left them hanging in the room, and am almost done with breakfast.
“Good morning,” Jooheon beams, looking refreshed after his long sleep.
With the royal blue dress pants and the blazer hanging open over the electric yellow shirt beneath, I find my throat going dry. He was absolutely gorgeous.
Laughing shyly as I place the bacon at the center of the table, I clarify, “It’s actually afternoon. Hungry?” A playful grin dances on his lips, his fangs peeking through, and he quirks one eyebrow up as his gaze drifts down to the spread on the table. The sight of his fangs reminds me of what I had allowed him to do to me last night, and I grow nervous. Even though he’s staring at the breakfast I laid out, I find myself stumbling over my thoughts. “F-for food,” I stutter. “I mean, are you hungry for food? Unless…unless you need more…uhm..bl-blood?”
“No, no,” Jooheon assures. A puff of air wafts my hair back and I gasp. In a blink of an eye Jooheon is now right in front of me. My eyes widen in surprise as I had not been expecting him to appear so suddenly. “Hey, are you ok?”
“Me?” I shrug. “Of course,” I say, even as I laugh nervously.
His playful demeanor instantly changes, his eyes wandering over my face in concern. “It’s ok if you’re not. I know having a vampire for a friend can be a bit…weird.” I bite down on my lower lip, my thumb rubbing subconsciously at my wrist. Jooheon’s eyes flick down, catching the gesture, his brows crinkling with guilt. “Hey. You’re ok.” He rubs my arms soothingly. “You want to talk about it? You know you can be honest with me. ”
I nod, swallowing hard. “I was a little scared yesterday, but I would do anything to help you, so that’s why I offered my blood to you. Then I got a little…confused? Maybe? My feelings were all jumbled and like,” my hands flutter around, “I don’t know. They were just a lot, and then…there was a moment when my nervousness and all those “sensations” kinda just left me. I suddenly felt…at ease, and I was ok.” Jooheon glances away, ashamed. “Did you do some vampire magic spell on me or something?”
His eyes close briefly, “I did. I mean, it wasn’t magic. I just…” He pauses as he lets out a sigh, his gaze returning to me. “Your heart rate was so erratic, and I could feel.. you were so…” Jooheon takes a breath as he gathers his thoughts. Then, starting again, he clarifies, “I could tell you were struggling a little with what we were doing. I just wanted to take away some of the stress, so I persuaded your mind to think you were comfortable with everything. Minhyuk calls it compulsion.”
I nod. “Yeah. Yeah. I get it. And thank you really, but,” I take his hand in mine when he presses his lips together, clearly remorseful. “Don’t ever do that again without asking permission first, ok?”
“Definitely,” he doesn’t hesitate to affirm. “I’m sorry. Really. I only wanted to protect you.”
The earnestness on his face is endearing, and I draw him in for a hug.
Clearing my throat, I pull back to look him over. “Now that that’s settled, are you good? Are you sure you don’t need any more blood to help you finish healing?”
His eyes lock with mine as if trying to make sure I was really ok with all this.
“Yeah,” he nods, offering a dimpled smile. “I’m good here. I promise.”
“Let me see. You know the nurse in me needs to see for myself,” I purse my lips, and he laughs even as he untucks his shirt and lifts it. Removing the tape and gauze, I examine the area. The laceration was gone. If it weren’t for a slight rosiness to the site, one would never know anything had been there at all. “Good as new,” I smile as I step back to throw away the medical supplies.
Washing my hands, I return to the table, gesturing for Jooheon to sit. He does so, and we both fill our plates with food.
“Yummy,” he grins as he digs in without hesitation.
I can’t help but smile, pleased to see him eating what I made for him.
“So, wanna tell me what happened yesterday? Like how exactly you got hurt.”
Jooheon’s chewing slows, and he wipes his mouth as he swallows, then takes a sip of coffee.
“It’s not what you think,” he starts, and I cock a brow at him. “Minhyuk and I went to a bar looking for someone to…feed on. I wanted to do it before I came to see you.” He clears his throat and continues when I don’t seem affected negatively by his words. “Anyway, Minhyuk found someone and left. I wasn’t in a hurry and was just enjoying the music when I saw this guy getting too handsy with this woman. It was obvious she wasn’t into him. When he got a little too forceful, I couldn’t just stand by and do nothing.”
“So you were protecting her?” I probe.
“Of course,” he shrugs. “I went up and pulled the guy from her and told him to leave. I should have known better when he left without a word. After a while, I left by myself, not really in the mood to feed anymore, and wham! Out of the blue, five guys show up once I pass an alley and catch me off guard. I was able to compel two of them to leave right away. I was fighting one when another pulled out a knife, cut me, and ran before I could stop him. While the others were in shock from what their friend did, I compelled them to forget what happened, and then I caught up to the one who hurt me-”
“You didn’t kill him, right?” I ask, cutting him off.
“You really think I could?” he returns, and it’s hard to pretend I don’t hear the hurt in his tone. “I’m still me, Y/N. I haven’t changed.”
“I know. I’m sorry. I don’t know why I said that,” I say regretfully. “You’ve never done anything to make me feel unsafe around you.”
“And I never will,” he affirms earnestly. “And no. I didn’t kill him. I compelled him and made my way to you.”
I can only nod, continuing to finish the remainder of my breakfast. Jooheon’s phone vibrates in the quietness, and he takes it out, speedily sending a reply to whoever had texted him.
“Everything ok?”
Jooheon looks up with a dimpled smile. “Yes. It’s just Minhyuk checking on me since I didn’t come home.”
“Ah. It’s good you have someone to count on and make sure you’re ok.”
I look down at my plate, hating the jealousy I feel in the pit of my stomach. I remember when I was that person for him. The one person who looked after him checked in on him and ensured he was ok. I had lost that right when I left him in the woods after he kissed me that fateful day. Of course, I couldn’t be upset over him finding someone to fill that spot, especially when he had died and come back as something else.
I can’t help but feel those same feelings trying to resurface. Those feelings that had caused me to run away from him back then because I was too afraid of things changing between us.
I can’t let this be the same story seven or so years later!
But that was my dilemma if last night had anything to say about it. I do want to take the next step with him. I don’t want to just be friends. But I’m also so afraid of what that really means.
Maybe I shouldn’t say anything and just keep things as is a while longer…
“What are you thinking about?”
I gasp as I look over and see that Jooheon is no longer in his seat but kneeling beside me now.
“Sheesh!” I laugh. “I will never get used to that.”
“Perks of being a vampire,” he shrugs with a laugh of his own. “But seriously, your mood changed. I don’t have to be a vampire to sense that. Did I say something wrong?”
“Uhm…”
I can feel myself panicking; the weight of my confession is a heavy one. I want to be with Jooheon, but I’m still afraid of turning. So instead of replying, I stand, my chair scraping the floor loudly. I grab some of our plates and head to the kitchen.
“Y/N,” Jooheon pleads, urging me to turn to him after I’ve placed the plates in the sink.
I look up into his face to see his brows drawn down in a mixture of confusion and pensiveness. His eyes roam over my face as if looking for any clue as to what I was thinking exactly.
“Shit,” I sigh, knowing I cannot and will not run away this time. “Ok. So last night, when when I took care of you…It made me realize something.”
“Ok.” he urges quietly.
I take in a deep breath, speaking as I let the air out.
“I want to be with you.”
I hold my breath again, waiting for him to say something,
“You sure?” he questions, his teeth clamping down on his bottom lip as if biting back hope.
“I know. I know,” I ramble on. “It’s a lot to take in after all this time. I’ve not always been so clear with my feelings. And I know it sounds so sudden, but it’s not something I’m saying on a whim. I do want us to be together, and honestly, I’m also pretty scared.”
“Look,” he smiles reassuringly at me. “I have your whole lifetime to wait. You don’t have to make a decision today. I meant what I told you back then. You have my heart, and I will always be waiting for you.” Then, stepping in closer, he adds, “I leave it in your hands.”
“My whole lifetime, huh?” I ponder. “When you say it like that….”
Jooheon’s lips turn up slightly into a delighted and optimistic smile. “Yes?”
“I want you to know, these years without you,” I breathe. “I felt so empty. It took me some time, but I realized it was because you weren’t in my life anymore. I missed you. Once we reconnected, it wasn’t too long after I decided. I want you in my life and not just as a friend. I was just afraid to say anything because I wasn’t too sure if you still felt the same, and I didn’t want to mess things up…again.”
Jooheon’s eyebrows shoot up as he takes in my words.
“You don’t have to worry about that,” he grins. “My feelings for you have definitely not changed. But, I just want to be one hundred percent certain here.” It’s as if he genuinely can’t believe what he’s hearing. “What are we agreeing to exactly?”
Cupping his cheek, I smile affectionately, “Let’s give me a little more time to decide if I want to be turned. For now, let’s just be together.”
His own hand snakes behind my neck, his thumb caressing the pulse point on the side of my neck.
“I would love nothing more.”
He’s leaning down before I know what’s happening, capturing my lips with his. Inhaling sharply, I succumb to the kiss. It feels like so much more than I had expected it to. After years of life getting in our way, we were finally on the same page, and it felt incredible to be wrapped in the warmth of his arms. I would be lying if I said I hadn’t dreamt of this very exact moment many times before. All I can focus on is the thrill his kisses are evoking. His lips trail down my neck, and I shiver, taking the moment to speak.
“Should we…go to the couch or maybe the room?” I manage.
As a reply, Jooheon scoops me up into his arms, bridal style, and in one swift motion, I find myself straddling his lap as he falls into the couch with me atop him. I can’t help but gasp as we actually bounce on the couch cushions with the momentum.
“Couch sounds good,” he agrees, his voice low. “Much closer.”
For a moment, all I can do is stare down at him, captivated by his darkened, half-lidded eyes. Jooheon remains still under my gaze, allowing me to make the next move, and my heart swells. He is so perfect like this, with his lips slightly turned up at the ends, the dimples just visible on his cheeks. I had found him to be so cute in life, but as a vampire, he is devastatingly hot. I could stay like this forever, just looking at his face.
My hand reaches up, my fingertips skimming lightly across his forehead until my palm cradles his cheek. He remains unmoving aside from his tongue coming out to slide across his bottom lip, his Adam’s apple bobbing in his throat.
“I’m sorry,” I whisper.
My thumb glides along his bottom lip, following the same path his tongue had just taken.
His own thumbs rub comforting circles at my hips as he questions, “For what?”
“For taking so long to tell you how I really feel,” I lament, casting my eyes to the side, unable to look at him. “I wasted so much time over my foolish fears.”
“Hey,” Jooheon calls quietly, waiting until I meet his eyes before continuing. “We can’t change the past, so no more dwelling in it. We are here now, ok?”
I nod. How did I get so lucky? Anyone else would have just moved on. Leaning forward, I brush my lips against his.
“I love you so much, Joohoney,” I breathe against his mouth.
Jooheon sighs contentedly, his hands squeezing gently at my waist, a huge grin decorating his lips. Though we’ve said these words to each other in the past, it feels like I am saying them for the first time.
“I love you, too,” he purrs back, his eyes glittering with adoration.
With a happy upturn of my lips, I swoop down to capture his lips with mine. I lick my way into his mouth, the kiss deepening quickly as I scooch closer to him. Jooheon’s arms wrap around my lower back, drawing me tighter against him. He’s so warm, our bodies melting into each other as the kiss grows more steamy and passionate. Against my chest, I can feel his heart thrumming furiously, and it makes me smile that I am the cause of his elevated heart rate.
Pulling my lips away from his, I kiss my way down to his neck, and Jooheon’s breath becomes trapped in his throat. His skin is so soft, and he smells so good my mind feels muddled and intoxicated by his scent.
Placing an open-mouthed kiss just over his pulse point, I murmur, “I can't believe I waited so long for this.”
Jooheon’s breath escapes in a slight noise of agreement, but then he inhales sharply, his cock twitching beneath me as I wrap my mouth over his jugular and suck roughly at the throbbing vein. The sound of his ragged breathing triggers my hips to roll into him. A moan tugs from my throat, and Jooheon’s head falls back.
“Shit, Y/N. What are you doing to me?” he whines.
Jooheon’s voice is gravelly with need. His hands return to my waist, encouraging my hips to continue their movements. I feel the stickiness of my want clinging to my panties as I press my clothed clit over his thickening dick. The friction feels so good, and goosebumps spring up across my skin as Jooheon’s eyes flit over my face. It’s as if just the mere sight of me getting worked up is all he needs.
His eyes drift down to watch my fingers lift up the hem of my shirt. I don’t waste time pulling it over my head and tossing it over my shoulder. Jooheon’s eyes widen briefly to find my breast bared before him. His hands are instantly cupping them, his thumbs stroking across my nipples, quickly bringing them to hardened peaks. My hips continue to rock above him, my hands resting on his shoulders as I work myself towards the edge I so fervently want to jump off of.
Jooheon is undeniably hard beneath me. I swallow thickly, trying to clear the haze in order to think coherently. I feel selfish, having only thought of my own needs thus far, and that dampens the pleasure that had been building. Stopping my movements, I scoot back on his thighs and quickly unbutton his pants. Bringing down the zipper, I pull out his thickened length. Jooheon and I look down at his pink cock, the tip already weeping pre-cum. I swipe my thumb over the tip, collecting the viscous liquid, and then pop my thumb in my mouth. Jooheon shutters and shifts us on the couch.
“Jooheon!” I half complain.
I had wanted to feel him in my hand, but Jooheon was being a bit impatient.
“You’re killing me,” he murmurs as he hovers over me.
“You’re already dead,” I point out with a cock of an eyebrow.
“You little….”
Jooheon pouts and doesn’t finish his words. Instead, he chooses to stand to pull off his clothing. I watch him, admiring his physique. Beneath, he is lean but toned, the flesh appearing like marble in its pallidity. Once completely naked, he helps me out of my pajama bottoms and my underwear that is soaked with arousal. Now that we are entirely free of any barriers, Jooheon returns to the couch, his body draping over mine.
The weight of him feels so good as our bodies melt skin to skin into each other. Jooheon brings his lips to mine, the languid kisses he coaxes from me thrilling my body more than the passionate kisses had. His hand slides down my arm, skimming down my waist until he reaches my hips. His hand squeezes at the flesh there, and my mind buzzes with all the sensations.
“I want you, Jooheon,” I whine, undulating my hips beneath him.
Jooheon’s fingers find my center and slip through the folds to find my throbbing clit. His middle finger swirls around the sensitive nub, and I’m clutching at the couch cushions as coils of pleasure tighten, threatening to spring free at any moment. The onslaught stops, only for him to dip a finger inside me. I gasp, my legs widening to allow him easier access.
“You’re so wet,” Jooheon coos against me ear, and I shiver.
He inserts another digit, and I find it challenging to keep my eyes open. My back arches as he nudges at my sweet spot, and I moan out his name. His fingers pump inside me, and my heartbeat sounds so loud in my ears. I feel as if I will pop at any moment. Then, as if knowing I am so close, Jooheon pulls his fingers out. I am about to protest, but when I look down and see him grab his own length, I swallow hard, unable to look away. He uses my juices that coat his fingers to slicken himself.
“Damn, that’s hot,” I marvel hungrily.
“Yeah?” he smirks.
“Yeah,” I nod enthusiastically.
Jooheon can’t help but grin as he kisses me deeply. Then, pulling away, he kneels between my legs. I am spread so wide for him. He wastes no time in bringing the head of his cock to my opening. He slides in slowly, and we both groan as he bottoms out. From this position, he feels thick inside me, and it feels so good. I can feel him trembling, and I reach out to touch his abdomen to help him relax, but the gesture only draws him in further, and we are both cursing.
Jooheon, unable to stop himself any longer, draws back and drives himself forward deep inside me. My back arches at the titillating feelings erupting from my core. His hands find perches on the back of my knees, bringing my legs wider still. The fit seems even tighter now as his hips speed up. The sounds of our moans, heavy breathing, and the lewd noises of his cock going in and out of my wet center fills the space. Everything is too much, and I feel myself already drawing so close to my finish.
“Bite me,” I plead as my hips thrust up, matching his rhythm.
His cock twitches inside me at the command. The knowledge that he is a powerful being and has the self-control to hold back from what he so clearly would enjoy doing makes me want to give it to him all the more. But I am so close and hate that I can't hold on a little bit longer. It had been too long for me since I had been intimate with anyone else. But even more, I was so head over heels with this man that my body was just over-aroused.
“What? Are you sure?”
His thrusts become slow as he looks down at my flushed and glistening face. The uncertainty on his brow, combined with the want in his eyes, has my heart swelling with love. My walls flutter around him, and he groans.
“God, yes, please,” I beg, tilting my head to the side, exposing my neck to him.
In one quick movement, Jooheon has shifted us back to him sitting and me straddling his lap. His eyes level with mine; he cocks a brow as if confirming I really want it. As a response, I lift up and realign him to my entrance. Then, sinking down on him, my lashes flutter as I struggle to keep my eyes locked on him.
He is gorgeous with his flushed cheeks and teeth trapping his bottom lip as he groans deep in his throat. With his hand pressing firmly to my lower back, I can only moan, my nipples tightening to hard pebbles as he grinds up into me. He feels so good, too good, and I can feel that impending orgasm drawing close again.
“You’re so beautiful,” he whispers before picking up the pace.
I lean back, taking him in deeper, and he snatches a nipple into his mouth, sucking harshly. My head falls back as my hips roll faster into him. I was so close I could no longer keep my eyes open.
“Jooheon, I'm gonna cum,” I manage to get out between breaths.
He presses at my upper back, urging me toward him. I watch as Jooheon’s fangs descend, and I gasp with arousal. There is no other warning, his head lunges forward, and his mouth latches onto the side of my neck. For the briefest of moments, there is a burning pain, and I gasp. But once he begins to suck at the jugular, all there is is a blinding rush of pleasure.
“Oh, fuuu-”
It's too much; my hips are grinding desperately along his plump cock as stars burst behind my eyes, and I shatter into a million tiny pieces around him. Jooheon wraps me in the tightest of embraces as my pulsing core coaxes out his own ecstasy. Warm streaks of cum shoot inside me, coating my walls with the white ribbons as his hips stutter up into me.
Jooheon laps at my neck, closing up the wounds he has created there. His hand strokes my skin as he falls back against the couch, satiated. I tuck my face into his neck, and we are quiet as we try and catch our breaths, him still inside me and his arms still hugging me tightly.
“You ok?” he finally asks when our breaths settle down. “I wasn’t too rough?”
His arms slacken, and I lift up so I can see his face. He has a blissed-out expression that makes me smile. His lips are tinted rouge from my blood, and I swipe my tongue across them; a slight metallic taste hits my taste buds, and I kiss him slowly.
“That. Was. Amazing.” I punctuate each word with a kiss, and Jooheon chuckles.
“You are amazing,” he says as he pecks my mouth even as a dimpled smile graces his face. “And, hey, I want to make sure you understand. You don’t have to feel rushed about deciding when you want to go through the change,” he assures me. “When you’re ready, we’ll do it. But, for now, let’s just enjoy what we have as we are now.”
Gazing into his eyes, my heart swells with the love and adoration I see looking back at me. There was no one I would trust more than him.
“Ok. Sounds like a plan.”
“Until then,” his voice thickens as he kisses my shoulder. “We should make up for lost time.”
I let out a giggle as he wooshes us to the bedroom and traps me beneath him and the bed, his cock already hardening against my thigh.
“Yes, we definitely should.”
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monsta x getting turned on when their s/o is jealous
requested? yes.
warnings: suggestive
SOHN HYUNWOO
fansigns are always fun. hyunwoo loves meeting his fans and you love seeing him happy. knowing that there are so many people loving and supporting your boyfriend and his group warms your heart because he deserves everything.
but there are times when fans forget their boundaries.
as you were watching hyunwoo interacting with a nice looking girl, you couldn’t help but notice the way she was leaning in too much and touching him more than she should.
gritting your teeth together, you watched the whole situation unfold in front of you until it was time for her to move on to the next member. by then you were already burning inside with jealousy.
when the fansign was over, hyunwoo immediately came up to you and kissed you, only for you not to kiss him back. he looked at you taken aback. “what did i do?”
“why don’t you go and kiss that fan, huh?” he instantly knew what you were talking about because he also noticed that she was a bit out of control but the idea only made him smirk.
he dropped his arm around your shoulders and pulled you closer, he leaned in so he could whisper in your ear. “let’s go home and i’ll show you how much i want to kiss you”
LEE MINHYUK
you love minhyuk with all your heart but sometimes you just want to punch him where the sun don’t shine for his behaviour. he loves teasing you and he knows exactly what gets you riled up and one of the things is making you jealous.
minhyuk loves the reaction he gets out of you and today is not an exception. you knew he was up to something when the two of you walked into a store to buy some clothes and there were two girls who immediately eyed him.
so when you were minding your own business, minhyuk wandered around the store to look for something too until he was interrupted by the same two girls. his first instinct was to see if you’re looking and when he realised that you are, it was game on.
the girls started giggling and suggesting clothes that would ‘look good on him’ as he was happily involving himself in the conversation, occasionally glancing at you as you were throwing daggers with your eyes.
your hands were curled into fists when you walked over them. “the only thing that would look good on him is if you back the fuck off” you grumbled quietly, trying to stay calm because the last thing you want is to get kicked out of the store.
minhyuk’s laugh filled your ears as he pressed you gently against the rack of clothes. “i think the only thing that will look good on me is you”
YOO KIHYUN
you usually don’t get jealous because kihyun always manages to avoid those kind of situations. if a girl is a bit more than friendly, he’s quick to excuse himself and walk away before anything goes out of hand.
but sometimes you’re full of surprises. you haven’t seen kihyun that much for the past week because he’s always working and even though you’re okay with it and you know that this is his job that he loves, you can’t help but to feel a bit sad and lonely sometimes.
so when he finally came back from another long day of practicing, you were clinging on him more than usually with a pout on your lips. “what’s up with you?” he chuckled, amused by your sudden affection.
“i missed you. you were working so much this week and i haven’t seen you that much while your members were able to see you all day every day” you grunted.
“wait, are you jealous of my friends?” he raised his eyebrow, studying your face.
your pursed your lips together not wanting to answer. it was dumb and you knew it.
“wait, you are jealous” he suddenly laughed louder, his heart fluttering. “my baby is jealous that my friends get to see me more than you?” kihyun said slowly as he laid you down on the couch before hovering above you.
he didn’t need the answer, the look on your face said enough and oh my... how he loved that look. “i’m sorry, sweetheart. let me make it up to you”
CHAE HYUNGWON
hyungwon loved to take you everywhere with him and you loved to be involved with everything he does even if that means you’re just watching him work. your favourite thing? watching his dance practices.
just like today, you were sitting in the corner of the dance studio, while he was dancing to their new song. what you didn’t expect is to see female back up dancers. it’s not the first time but today’s dance is definitely different from what you’ve seen before.
it’s more intense and needs physical contact since the song itself is kinda sexy. your boyfriend, of course, was professional as always. he never lets his hands linger more than it needs but you couldn’t stop the feelings bubbling inside you.
you watched closely how he placed his hands on the girls waist, slowly swirling her to the side. his face came closer to her face before turning away. it was just a dance. it was his job. but that doesn’t mean you have to like every second of this interaction.
so when a short break was announced, hyungwon hopped happily to you, immediately pulling you into a hug only to realise that you were resisting. he looked at you confused, even scared. “what’s wrong? are you tired?”
you felt like you were acting like a child but words came out of your mouth before you could even comprehend them. “i don’t know, ask your dance friend”
hyungwon looked at you for a second before connecting the dots in his head. his face lit up like a christmas tree as he laughed. “baby, don’t be jealous. i’m all yours, you know that”
and you do know but now you felt like playing a little game wouldn’t hurt. you crossed your arms on your chest and looked away from him. hyungwon knew what you were doing and he loved it. he grabbed your hands and pulled you closer to him, so that your lips where an inch away from his. “when we get home, i’ll show you”
LEE JOOHEON
maybe you’re overreacting, maybe you’re not but as soon as the waitress came to get your order, you immediately had a strange vibe from her. however, jooheon seemed clueless, he just wanted to have a nice dinner with you.
at first you tried to brush it off but when she came again, this time her chest more visual than before, your hands curled into fists as you clenched your teeth. she leaned over the table, too close to your boyfriend for your liking as she placed the water down.
“excuse, can you please stop trying to rub your boobs into my boyfriends face?” the words left your mouth before you knew. jooheon choked on the water he had in his mouth, his eyes wide open.
the waitress quickly walked away with a glare on her face but it was too late as you were already riled up. “baby” jooheon called you out with a giggle.
“what? what’s so amusing to you, jooheon? did you like it?” you grumbled. in reality, he probably didn’t even notice because his eyes were either on you or on the food and you know it but jealousy always get’s the best of you.
but jooheon doesn’t seem to mind. “actually i do like it” he shifted in his seat before leaning in. “how about we finish this quickly and go back home so i could remind you whose am i” the smirk on his face told you everything you needed to know.
LIM CHANGKYUN
you were glaring at the girl who was practically throwing herself all over your boyfriend. you couldn’t hear what she was saying since you were further away but you can imagine since only a blind person couldn’t see how handsome he is and sometimes it’s hard to walk past a man like him. but your patience was running low and before you knew, you were storming off to their direction.
without hesitating, you wrapped your arms around his shoulders and kissed him. changkyun was startled by your sudden outburst but quickly regained his consciousness back and kissed you back, a small smile playing on his lips as he instantly knew what this was all about.
you were not a fan of pda and he’s not dumb, he knew that the girl in front of him was flirting with him so the only explanation of your behaviour is jealousy and he loved every second of it. maybe even too much.
you pulled away and immediately regretted your decisions when you saw the look on changkyun’s face. he had a teasing smirk on his face as he eyed you up and down before biting his lip. “get a room” the girl scoffed before turning around and walking away, her heals making a loud sound against the floor.
changkyun leaned in closer, his mouth beside your ear as he nibbled the skin a bit. he grabbed your hand and placed it on top of his crotch so you could clearly feel his bulge. “i think we should get a room” he whispered in your ear.
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helloo
could you do 12 and 20 with Joohoney? 🥺tysm
12. “Look at yourself, look how pretty you are like that~”
20. “They’re in the living room, we can’t do that.”
Genre: smut
Out of all the things to not do when you bring your fiancé to your parents for the weekend, this is definitely one of them. I can’t even explain how this happened. My back against the wall, Jooheon’s fingers pumping into my heat while I bite down on his shoulder.
“Lift your leg babe.” He takes my leg to have better access to my core and starts to hit spots that make me see colors I’ve never seen before.
“Fuck Jooheon, my parents are in the living room, we can’t do that..” I whine in his ear and he smiles at me.
“Sorry, lemme just finish real quick. This dress is so sexy on you..” He says in a desperate tone. “You never wear anything that sexy for me~”
“Ah fuck..” My head hit the wall lightly as I feel my orgasm coming. He starts to kiss up my neck, the feeling of his wet lips making my pussy throb harder around his fingers.
“Fuck, I wish that was my dick inside of you..” He says regretting using his fingers. He looks behind him for a second and when he turns back to look at me a huge adorable smile is on his lips. “You’re so hot babe~” I look up at him not even knowing what to say because of how close I am to coming. I feel my lower stomach flip, my clit is too sensible and I dig my nails into his arm supporting my leg up. Suddenly he steps lightly to the side, and there I see myself in the mirror. Jooheon’s fingers working in and out of me, his back only covered by a thin black shirt, his neck at an angle because he was sucking on my neck.
“Fuuuck~” I clench around his fingers and my eyes go to the back of my head as I come around his fingers.
He turns his head to look at the mirror and he chuckles proud of himself. I clench my teeth trying to contain my moans, and when I start calming down, I open my eyes again and see my reflection for a second time. This time I look completely fucked out, my pussy is pink and drenched with Jooheon’s glistening fingers still lightly pumping in and out of me, making squelching noises. I look up and he’s admiring the view with loving eyes filled with lust.
“Look at yourself, look how pretty you are like that~” He coos in my ears and I whimper lightly completely out of energy.
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