Waking up to go to school after an entire week dance course is like super pain. Like really. I just wanna sleep. I also stayed up until three to read a story so that's on me 🤭🤭🤭🤭

The impulse to CUT IT ALL OFF was oh so strong and I am oh so weak

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Happy Tuesday!!

I’m going OFF. THE. FUCKING.

✨Rails✨

gender dysphoria has been kicking my ass lately and i don’t know why,,, i just wanna look in the mirror but i can’t,, :((

every time i see a screenshot of will byers being sad at the airport i die a little inside

Personal update

Hey guys, I finally have some answers about what's wrong with me and why I'm in pain. Turns out I have fibromyalgia AND either seronegative RA, undifferentiated inflammatory arthritis, or possibly NR-AxSpa if my MRI comes back positive for damage.

Feels bad man.

Feels real bad. Wasn't expecting multiple diagnoses for some reason. But knowing I have both makes me feel kind of justified in my pain in a way, like even a doctor will admit I'm in serious pain every day. It's weird and feels wrong to be treated with respect and care, and to have an answer. I feel... Kinda sick tbh. I was already in a flare.

Update lol: it's actually all three. Seronegative RA, Fibro, and Inflammatory Spondyloarthritis. Go team! Fuck this meat prison

getting your period on your birthday as a girl is so fucked up...

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I made a meme to show how my day is going

haven’t heard from my dad at all today… very interesting…

AAAAAAAAAAAA

I’m tired

my social battery is dead as fuuuuuck

Am I thinspo yet?¿

I won’t be active for 7 days

Also no scale for 7 days🥲

Do y'all ever write a fanfiction and then stare at it so long you aren't even sure if it's words, let alone any good? Cause that's where I am right now with this episode 8 fic. Send help, lol.