Where I'm at. I am leaning towards being Polytheistic right now. I am still reconciling my relationship with Christianity bc as far as I am concerned right now, that's all mythology.
Hinduism is calling me.
Last night I had a dream about a deity I've never known about and woke up to see a mantra video from that deity(out of nowhere). They're from the Buddhism religion so I suppose that all religions are somehow calling me right now.
Law of Assumption is a good enough but it left me feeling more alone than ever. I think that having religion or some sort of spiritualistic beliefs system is helpful for me since I grew up with religion. It simply has to be a free belief system that empowers me. Law of Assumption is good but draining bc it leaves everything to me & my human mind finds that to be lonely. I am a social being, I like the idea of having other beings help me rather than me doing it all alone.
Kemetism is also calling me again. I guess, a lot of things are calling me right now. I will answer the calls bc as much as I like Law of Assumption, I like looking into the things that bring my human mind comfort. All belief systems are a coping mechanism for me and I need comfort with existence bc it's A LOT for me to process.
Lmao I saw this and immediatly thought “Heru the Younger with Owl” XD. Apparently my brain is on the Fritz bc I coulda sworn owl was one of Djehuty’s animals but it turns out to be Ammut’s? Doesn’t it make it less funny to me