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theastrical · 18 days

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Genshin men as cats!

What if genshin men turned into cats, what will they be like?

kaeya, diluc, childe, zhongli (x reader)

Fluff fluff (kinda comfort/hurt)

Kaeya: he turned into a cat after accidentally drinking albedo’s “tea” which turns out to be a potion. When he turned into a cat, he didn’t panic, rather, he was happy. He thought that becoming a cat doesn’t sound so bad after all..you’re a big cat lover so if he become a cat, your love for him will double right? not to mention that he’s exactly like your favorite breed, grey british short hair. So he immediately ran back home and meowed in front of the door, his meows is so loud you can barely ignore it. So when you opened the door, your heartbeat stopped. A fluffy cat…with pretty meows….and and…FLUFFY PAWS??? You take him inside and feed him with tuna, you kissed his head thousand of times, rubbing his tummy while he just purrs. Kaeya is already drowning from your love! But suddenly he turned into the normal kaeya again..*sigh*, you were disappointed that the cat is gone….. If you were to pick who to abandon, it seems obvious that kaeya is your choice, the cat? You keep it. Ever since then, kaeya has been trying to turn into a cat, sometimes his failure lead him to an unbearable fever or…a success. You ended up showering him with tons of kisses, pats, and belly rubs that he enjoyed like no one..he’s such a clingy kitty cat. Even when you bite his cheeks, he would meow happily.

diluc: he. is. horrified. He suddenly becomes a cat after eating a snack from sumeru that he was given to as a way for him to know “nature”, well at his defense, he didn’t know it means he would be turned into a cat!!!…It’s ironic that he becomes a cat in the first place. He has a cat allergy…why does he become a cat?! He can be a dog…why a cat?! He was pissed. He doesn’t want his fur to be everywhere…he’s an orange persian cat, a sassy persian cat with huge furs. He hates his catself and decided to hide himself under the table. “Diluc..?” You came inside his room and he immediately meowed..that’s a yes respond from him, you thought?…but how come diluc is a cat?!! You searched for the cat and immediately grab diluc’s tail when you found him. Hugging him. “Why are you hiding…you’ve become so cute after becoming a cat— w-wait?! HUH?! WHY ARE YOU A CAT IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!” You were confused as well and immediately laughed. Diluc was pissed and bite you for that! “Ouch!! Bad boy!”, and you realise. It’s not good that diluc has a huge fur like this…oh no…you have to deep cleanse his room just incase his allergy came back after he turned into a human (presumably). So he kept on purring for himself and snuggles himself behind the cover of the bed, you clean his room like a clean freak and afterwards have some snuggles with him using a “no-fur” jacket. He turned into a human 3 days later and…you seem to love his cat version more since he’s much more of a lovable fluff…

childe: he was turned into a cat after one of his fatui peers experimented on him, it’s safe to assume that he’s okay..it’s just…he has turned into a feline form of himself, a cat... he’s a tabby orange cat, the types of cat that are stereotypically unhinged. He was fine with it, he thought it’s a good idea to have an off schedule while he’s a cat. Well childe is unhinged so being an orange cat is exactly what he designed to be, so it’s fair…and when he gotten home, he didn’t bother to knock, just like a feline, he jumped through the window of your bedroom and goes to the bed while his paws knead the covers, theoretically, making a bread using his paws. When your footsteps march towards the bedroom, he didn’t bother to hide, he just kneads the cover until he’s exhausted and sleep. “AAAAAAAAAAA WHY IS THERE A CAT?”, you screamed ajd he was awakened. He meowed cohesively and sit down like a polite gentleman. He realise you might not understand his meows, he’s a cat now so…he goes to his picture and points out at the picture using his paws, understanding the cat body language you screamed again…”YOU’RE AJAX???”, this time confused…but also…”you look even cuter like this let m—“, with your very own cuteness aggression urge you jump to the bed and hug him. Kissing his cheeks while he meows. He’s being abused by your love and he’s kind of dizzy from it. He meows everytime and his soft paw try to resist because he wants to sleep but…being kissed by you this much makes him…weak. He stole food from other people to eat, it’s fun, he even stole some fish from some old men and brought it back for you to cook, it’s the opportunity to be a criminal while he’s in this cute form…and..he can sneakily make people fell in love with his cute face as he stole their steaks (his favorite indeed). He turned into a human again…months later. Being an orange cat is his life duty…

Zhongli: he’s bored. He already knows how it feels to be a dragon..a woman..and a man. Zhongli has been keeping an eye towards the stray cats near liyue, how come they’re so chonky and so..cute? So many people love them. Even you love them. so without further ado, with his no purpose in daily life for current recent..he becomes a cat. A black cat. A normal black cat with a shiny golden bell on his neck. Everytime he walks and has a stroll, his golden bell rings, people would take an immediate look at him, and pets him. His meow is deep, raspy too, yet the purrings are gentle, it makes the locals fell in love with him. This time he strolls near your favorite place, wanmin restaurant, you love to go there and has been addicted to their crab roe tofu ever since you guys are dating. So he jump to the chair beside you and sleeps…he’s enjoying your presence, even without pets from you. He’s happy just to hear your love for the food there or your presence all focused to that solemn food. you burped and it made his ears twitch. He just wants to follow you around and be with you. Suddenly you recognise the cat beside you and immediately carry it to your lap. “such a lovely black cat…i’ve never meet you before..”..you pat his head and carress his back. Oh my, he loves the back caressing…it feels like he’s being massaged on his old back…he kept on purring. He’s quiet and it makes you love this cat even more. When you carry it again, it just seems not to care and it makes you incredibly attached to him. At the same time he become a cat, you kept on searching for zhongli, still not getting the hint that he’s now a cat because zhongli barely give you a hint!! oh by the way, he turned into his human form only for 3 business days per week, because he wants to be pampered by you and follow you around while you gave him attention and space.

ps: albedo, ayato, alhaitham, and kaveh version of this headcannon coming soon! (I guess if this post reach around 150 likes, i’ll make another one hihi~)

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alberivh · 3 years

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Okay, I'll some i shared with another blog (i fucking love this idea)

Imagine Kaeya being the khaerian prince and youre the captain of his knights and his childhood bestfriend.

So lately, Kaeya as been getting asked about finding a noblewomen to date or even marry. Offers and offers kept piling, it tired him from turning down all of them. He already had a person in mind.

One afternoon while you and Kaeya were out in the forest racing with your horses, it started to rain. You two were, well, a bit lost. Kaeya found a small cave to rest in until the rain calms down, so tying your horses to a near by tree and you two rested. "Hows the hunt of your royal partner coming along?" You asked him despite the painful feeling in your heart, he surely will become a lot more busy ones hes got a significant other, meaning the times where you two would hang out would lower. That thought scared you. You loved him, but would the higherups approve of you? "Countless women asking for marriage a day is so bothersome," He sighs, "Especially, when you already have a person in mind." Your breath hitched, "May I ask who?" His lips pulled up into a smirk before he let out a chuckle. He turns to you, "You really wanna know?" His blue eyes looking into yours, his hair was still dripping of water, "Yes, I do wanna know." Kaeya smiled at your answer, a genuine smile. One only he would show you. He takes your hand into his and leans down, until hes...kneeling? "Kaey-" "(Name)." His eyes looked different, it was filled with...love. "Will you do the ever so honor and..." He paused, and inhaled, "Rule this kingdom together with me and become my beloved wedded partner."

Yes...kheanrian prince Kaeya my beloved (sorry for the errors)

- Moon anon

MUAH ILYSM THANK YOU FOR THIS AAAA KAEYA MARRY ME AND fuck yeah, (to continue your brainrots which is like, THE MOST WHOLESOME YET AMAZING ?:!.?/.?: AAA I JUST LOVE THE IDEA, SO LET ME CONTINUE THIS…no this is not a heavy angst, yes it is an angst BUT shhh..QUIET DOWN) TW// MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH, GRUESOME DEATH, BLOODS

but what if his family doesn’t approve his marriage? the other nobles who knew how wrong it is to love a peasant was in denial, even most of them already prepared a ‘honest’ legal courts to determined the justification of you and kaeya’s marriage. Kaeya think of those statements as nothing, he never wanted to waste his time by working for the pleasure of the nobles, they are corrupted after all.

But if one thing ever concerned him, it would be your safety itself. Assassination was a normal courtesy, and always have been. Kaeya was taught since the beginning that his life would end in ease if he wasn’t wary, kaeya knew that it was wrong to love, it was wrong to even live as a noble. He dislikes the courses and life of nobles. abandonment and cravings of love, it was the words of titles, a prescription he found to describe his whole life. Yet, everytime he reach you, every seconds became precious.

he wasn’t ready to lose you just like that, assasination wasn’t a good death…you were too precious. He was worried, anxiety always crawl up to his tongue, asking to every each of his trustworthy butlers to check up on you..but those thoughts could never comfort him enough. He was selfish to let go, he had learnt how hard it is to stay alive alone..so he promised to never let go, to never will ever let go. You are everything, so please don’t left him behind. So, at-last he brought you to a dinner, it was a private one..even the inner family wasn’t alarmed by this. He already make sure it was perfect, it was suitable and safe.

“Kaeya..are you sure your family will be alright with me stepping on their floor like this? I’m just a knight..i’m no—“

“Hey hey..you’re my fiancé now, calm down a bit…” , he soothes your palm, letting you feel his company. this time his anxiety was relaxed to thousands of air..making it better for him to put on a facade to hide his thoughts, to make sure you would be safe from your own mindsets.

the food was in front of both of you now, the scent of it’s aroma was strong..it even fill kaeya’s nose with graceness. You in the other hand seems more reluctant to eat, not because it was suspicious..it just..too fancy? you tried to eat in manners like kaeya did, but those forks and spoons are too formal…is this how aristocratic courses works?

“love, how’s the food i trust you like it?” , kaeya wipes his mouth with the napkin beside him. Looking through your confused glance as he try to observe the condition.

“hmm it truly is fancy and t—“ , your breath stuck, the thousands of flowing blood snapped out from your mouth. Cough, it burns in my throat…bloods? What is this? To the leftovers inside of the fancy plating, your blood fill it’s decorations; reviving the meat you ate. it also make the napkins beside you soaked in salivas and husked splitters of bloods..it pales your skin and husked your breath, am i dying, kaeya? Someone help me..why is everything so blurry. The burns inside you confused you. Whats happening?

and so, as soon as you fall to the crooked floor, he let your head lied within his tights. kaeya saw the bubbles that grew inside your mouth, how your eyes still looking for answer, asking things that you don’t understand. It started to dull, seconds pass and it’s dulling to an earl grey river. Poisons…fuck. This poison must be a special assassination poison…and it’s obviously too dangerous. How it kept your lips in a greyish blue, how it dried out your skin, how it even make your body trembles in despair. Kaeya was panicking, he wasn’t sure to let go…he doesn’t want to let go. He was tearing up, how come such a tragedy change so quickly.

so he wipes your face, sticky sweats and glazing tears formed within your jaws. He let you hold his hands as you started to bleed and cough..more foams and bubbles started to form, the slight blue tongue and skin spreading out. Your eyes asking him an answer, the things he couldn’t even explained was your question. Your thoughts. what did i do wrong to make myself suffer like this? I thought everyone accept this…the court was wrong and insincere…i thought tomorrow was going to be our wedding…what happened to me? I don’t want to die kaeya, please help me.

He was hopeless, he was crying. Kaeya was crumbling to so many grief. Denials, bargaining, anger, acceptance..all of those stages are bothering his instincts. He gave up, he wasn’t ready, he doesn’t want this, but this is a consequences of being in love with no one.

“i’m sorry…i- i’m sorry…please don’t let go of my hands alright..i-i’ll be here! Always…so now, sleep alright? Have the tightest dream…”

but i don’t want to die kaeya..i want to marry you..i want to be with you..i just want to love you…did i do anything wrong? Can you tell me then? , your skin became more paler, as your once warm eyes became the unperfect shade of white..grey. The tears scorch to your whole face. Leaving kaeya in no mercy to let you die like this, he has no other option but to let you die. He can’t. He was a coward to begin with.

Kaeya soothes your cheekbones, letting his tears shed to your blurry vision. To a future corpse in his lap. Foams started to fill your throat, as you begin to whisper a murmur of i love you’s to him. For the last time…you heard him say something you always dreamed of…the thing you always adore.

“we are married now, (name)….i love you…goodnight”

i love you too kaeya…i love you so much…i don’t want to let go

“we are married now darling, you may go..”

but how about you? i don’t want to leave you behind kaeya. Are you sure you’re going to be alright? Please be honest…i can’t leave you like this..

“I’ll be alright…i’m your husband after all..how can i not be?” , he husked his breath. Letting a silent sniffs before he smiles to your fading sight. To the eyes who questioned their ‘husband’.

“(name) alberich…sleep well”

lastly, he closes your eyes, not letting you go before the pressure of knive in his throat discarded his intentions. He crumbled to a ruffling pieces of puzzles, as the butlers take your corpse away from his gaze. Tonight seems so beautiful, what an awful luck for him to have his own lover die in his hands. What an awful haze to feel nothing afterwards. Thus finally, kaeya was left alone again.

to the memories of (name) alberich.

a partner to kaeya alberich. A beloved protector of the almighty dinasty of Khaenri’ah. Always the protector…never the protected

#alberivh interaction space #moon anon <3 #kaeya x reader #kaeya x reader fluff #kaeya x reader angst #kaeya alberich

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simplyxsinned · 3 years

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"Mi Amor"

A/n; I got a few sentences from here and inspiration from this spotify playlist @alberivh !!!

! Genre; angst, maybe a part 2 if yall liked this...

! Characters; kaeya x gn! reader

The ballroom was crowded, the atmosphere was suffocating...to you at least. There were people chatting, laughing and most importantly dancing.

Their figures moved gracefully as if they were angels who fell from heaven while classical music played echoed all over the hall. Women of noble families wore expensive jewelry decorated on their necks and men had their charms but when it comes to you...

You sighed staring out at the view from the balcony, overthinking doesn't help. Suddenly, a man with luxurious blue hair appeared beside you.

"The view here is serene ain't it?"

You turned to him with puffy eyes to find his staring right back at yours. "what are you doing here..." you blurted out "i could ask the same" there was no use making conflict, so you turned away.

You felt constant lingering gazes on you, it made you uncomfortable. After a while, you had enough "what do you want" you questioned him again in a more grim tone. In which he simply replied with a chuckle and held your hand to his lips.

"Would you like to dance mi amor?"

Kaeya didn't wait for you to reply, he didn't need one, the look in your eyes told him you're willing. He held your hand and dragged you back in the ballroom, people began whispering among themselves.

As the music began, he grabbed your waist firmly as both of you began to waltz. His dark blue eyes stared straight into yours, it caused you knees to buckle a bit.

He laughed and leaned down to give you a peck on the cheeks. You stayed silent as he grinned at your flustered face. The both of you danced together in sync, bodies close up against each other with his hands still grasping yours.

It was perfect almost, his kind, sweet, teasing smile had you falling harder and harder. But deep inside you knew he had this to plenty other woman....

part 2??? ;)

Thanks for reading <33

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alberivh · 3 years

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unsent letters ; happy birthday, sweetheart.

Kaeya’s handwritten letters just for his sweetheart birthday special. in stage of grief, he decided to make you some letters. it’s a regretful letter to be precise, there are many ego’s and selfishness kaeya confess here. Yet the love from his words are purely written. there are 100 of it in total, but birthdays for him are the most special occasion, especially for your sake. Haven’t had the chance to visit your grave, he confess his recent behaviour to the letters. A confession to be selfish and love you again.

sincerely, kaeya alberich. A husband to a loving partner.

TAGLIST : @mika-zuko , @eternism , @zierx, @childeluv , @urujiako , @chichikoi

— alberivh own this letter.

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alberivh · 3 years

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TW//Faking Death

No because can you imagine being forced by a society (can be fatui or something) and they make you fake your death or they hurt and kill and torture Kaeya. So you have to go under a new identity and after a couple of years you decide it is safe enough to go back to Kaeya only to come and find out that he moved on from you and found someone else to love, and here you are heartbroken. <3

oh my fucking god love, tHIS IS AMAZING?? OH GOD THE UNREQUITED LOVE MAKES ME WANNA JUST /cough/ major character death + hanahaki disease. Although i would actually punch kaeya in this situation. Also back to the topic, i would say that kaeya isn’t a person who can move on that fast so…i think him being in a relationship with another person are a form of recope for your sudden disappearance..? But it doesn’t really matter any longer. You are ‘dead’ and all he could see in his now lover eyes were you who always smile at him like the gentle breeze. He was wondering once again, is this his fault for not being enough that you died in a sudden? Or is it just you who never had the strength to continue this relationship?

I would say that kaeya would grew another intimacy to his new lover after a few years of your disappearance. It was a quite toxic intimacy because he was thinking of them as those who aren’t here, the you he always ought to be. He was wandering again, what if you’re alive and come home to this relationship? Does his loyalty stick with you till now? How come? You’re dead, why did he question this attraction again? He doesn’t remember anything about him being satisfied with his now lover, all he remembers was the memory of you slowly fading. Making the figure in front of his eyes turned into someone he doesn’t know. Who are you and why’d you love me..you’re not them..

fate was cruel to kaeya, he slowly lost his mind. He slowly lost everything. You and the memories he shared these past seconds. And the old him who longs for you. He really start to lost his senses that those he loves doesn’t even look like you, it look so blunt…? It couldn’t be recognized anymore. He is stuck in deprive, guilt and uncontrollable madness. Where are you when he loves you? Where are you when he touches he skinr? Why aren’t you hurted, i though you adore loyalties. Do you really want him to be happy this way…?

The acknowledgment of kaeya new life will caused an up-rage to you. He was in love with you and yet his arm were already engaged by his now lover. He was beautiful, charming and endearing, the same as 4 years ago. wish he could still be yours one day. Wished he calls out your name again with those loving voice. Wish—

oh? Petals. calla lily’s…aren’t this kaeya favorite flowers? The one he chose for your first anniversary..? The one he chose for your future child name? so this is how painful his love is isn’t it?

for kaeya, your ex fiancé, maybe this isn’t so bad. Losing his madness was a grief. but sticking with a blind eye to another lover who’s face were a total blunt in his eyes and with you suffering in behind was something better ; than losing everything to this world. This is fair, this is fair, this is fair. He convinced himself. Losing you was already enough for him and seeing himself start to moved on while living in an empty soul behind is…bareable to be precise.

Kaeya is a coward and so do you, the lovers of hopeless devotions.

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alberivh · 3 years

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alberivh · 3 years

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fine, you asked for it, so i, 🦜 , will make it my goal to convicne u to sleep. here is a brainrot hhat will make u go to sleep >:-( /lh

kaeya stares at you with adoration. there’s a slight twinkle in his eye, he’s close to you, and you can feel the warmth emanating from his body.

“you, you are just breathtaking.” he smiles, that smile is filled with joy. you can’t help but feel a bit embarrassed, flattered at his compliment, choosing to say something, but he interrupts, “but anyway, my love, you are changing the subject. i know you have things to do, but isn’t it time for sleep?”

“well, i just wanted to spend more time with you,” you confess, “i know you’ve been busy, and i just thought—”

“it’s alright, it’s a fault on my part. it doesn’t excuse you for staying up so late, though,” he teasingly pokes your nose, “say, would some goodnight cuddles convince you to bed?”

“m-maybe.” you mutter, looking away from him.

“alright, dear,” he picks you up effortlessly, walking with you in his arms towards you shared room. there is little to no light, it’s dark, all but for the soft moonlight that shimmers through the glossy windows.

(why does this feel suggestive pls he’s just going to cuddle u)

kaeya drops you onto the bed, you both crawl under the covers, and he wraps his strong arms around you, allowing you to bury your head into his tiddies chest. you can feel him gently massage your head, he’s whispering words of adoration and comfort.

“you’re worth everything,” he mutters, “i’m so sorry that i was so busy, over the past few days. but, since i’ve worked my part… we have a whole week to ourselves, love.”

you’re becoming more sleepy every minute, as he continues to softly whisper loving statements, compliments, anything and everything.

“i don’t… wanna sleep yet…”

“you’re tired, rest with me, my love,” you can’t see him, but he’s definitely smiling.

although you don’t see kaeya’s toned down, soft side often, you appreciate him for what he was worth. he’s your everything, and he thought of you the same way.

“goodnight, my love.”

This may or may not convinced me to sleep…alright birdie nonnie, you win. But before that, i need to thanked you for being too patient with me, it’s like 4am rn and i have no urge to sleep without making this whole writing as a scenario. SO THANK YOU VERY MUCH BIRDIE ANON MUAH ILY

#alberivh interaction space #🦜anon <3 #kaeya x reader fluff

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alberivh · 3 years

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screeches violently a thought just came to me (angst)

so, i, 🦜, have been really into a different game recently, and there’s a certain plotpoint with amnesia that ignited this brainrot. also, i tried writing this out, but then i lost all my motivation, so here is a description/drabble esque thing idk. maybe a bit far fetched but eh idk

you were kaeya’s beloved (aka lol dating incredible) but he lost you in an accident — you were proclaimed dead by everyone he knew who knew you.

and then, he’s thinking about you — maybe it’s the date of your supposed death that’s catching him off. it’s not soon until he learns of an attack, which he thinks is the fatui at first (it was reported to be the fatui) but it is then revealed that, well, it is some unknown 3rd party, aka you.

you. he’s confused, but you died? why are you here? he says your name in a daze of confusion, and you’re alerted. how does this man, whom you’ve never met, know your name?

(i imagine it’d go like)

“(name)?”

“excuse me? how do you—”

“c-c’mon, how could you forgot my face? kaeya, it’s me, kaeya.”

“i’m sorry, you must have the wrong person.”

and he’s frustrated, sad. how could you forget? he wants you to remember him so badly, wants you to remember the time you had spent with him. you were supposed to be dead, why were you here? why don’t you remember?

and maybe he finds out the reason you’re fighting against the nations — you think the gods took away your memories, so you ultimately decided to tear through teyvat to find your lost memories (and as a bit of revenge pn the gods), starting with mondstadt, since you found yourself lost in the nation first.

it hurts to see you leave — he’s confused. why are you suddenly leaving? it appears that you’re head is throbbing, threatening to burst with the lost memories of you both. he doesn’t want you to leave, he wants you to remember again.

ok i might write this later lol (it’s 5 am i have not slept yet and my brain is comjng to a blank) but that is all fpr the small brainrot pspspsps. also, since it is like… morning for you (right?), have you eaten yet? drank water? go get food and drink if you haven’t already >:-( alright i’ll probabh sleep Soon gn

— 🦜

sleep first you dumb fuck (affectionately), you could brainrot with me anytime anyways so sleep first <33 GOODNIGHT BIRDIE ANON ILYSM HAHAHAH

i like how the plot is going, to be honest though? It is very entertaining. Oh and let me add something first for a moment HAHAHA

i imagined kaeya to never realized your memory loss, but once he realized that, maybe it was too late. Cause now, you loathe him for pressuring an emotion you didn’t understand, “what’s love?” “I don’t understand the simplicity of your sincere feeling, nor do i know who you are” “Sir, you have no right to pressured me with this emotion, i have no recall of you in my life”. Those words confused him, he remembers every single thing about you and your once beauty, so why wouldn’t you?

for the plot hole, i want to fill it with the accident first. I think the first person to found your corpse was obviously your murderer. Accident or sort, there would be always a cases behind it’s occurance. And i believe your murderer was to ordered to weakened kaeya stability, after all, an enemy mentality was a disturbance to assassinate. So what if the person who made your funeral was the person who occured your ‘death’? Instead of corpse in the casket, theres a made up prototype of you in it. Kaeya didn’t realized it, obviously. He was crying endlessly after losing someone as precious as you. He wasn’t sure if it’s alright for him to even attend your funeral so he didn’t and let those murderer ran away with the fact you were alive in their hands.

oh and before that, i would like to add a scene where you realized the imaginary person on your dream is kaeya himself. you only realized it after he was in death row for protecting you. But those memories weren’t all perfect itself, all you remember was his name and the kisses he used to left on your cheeks. Warm and never cold, always sincere and lovely. Those memories increases the ability to feel, the ability to remember once more. So you did try your best to make sure kaeya is alive. Gods are cruel, but nevertheless abandoning kaeya for your own sake was the cruelest fate. So you did sacrifice all of you for kaeya, for the gods to realized. Kaeya was never a sinner, i am..so killed me. at last, as you wish, you died and he lost you for the second time. The bloody hands of the archons prove your innocents, you don’t know whats going on but your priority was one. To protect kaeya and let him love another, again.

I like the idea of being in love with you kaeya, but i never knew i was alive as your lover. Nor if i could trust the fact that i was once your lover. I was too cruel, but it was a pleasing life to be able to sacrifice something for you to feel alive.

#alberivh interaction space #🦜anon <3 #kaeya x reader angst

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📎. EVENT REQUEST, PROMPT LIST

a full list of alberivh’s 400 folls event request, for more information about the event explanation and guidelines, you may check all of it in here.

📎 . conversation writing prompts ;

this is the main prompts of my events, select one of these conversation for your request submission!

“can we stay like this, forever?”

“isn’t it stupid how both of us end this way?”

“beautiful as ever, my dear.”

“why am i the only one talking here?”

“i thought we were eternal”

“thank you for everything”

“tonight has been the best hours of my life”

“this would be the last”

“can i hold your hand?”

“as you wish, darling.”

“oh god, i really am in love with you.”

“The moon is beautiful isn’t it?”

“everything will be alright”

“i like it better when you’re here, with me.”

“you’re everything”

“can i rest now?”

“goodnight, sweetdreams.”

“you’re beautiful.”

“we’re a perfect match don’t you think?”

“farewell, my void”

“can i take this dance?”

“shall we, darling?”

📎. Writing event AU’s ;

this is an extra from the conversation prompts, this is optional and you may add it as long as you have a conversation prompt to stick with your submission.

Royal AU (Noble x noble readers or noble x servant!readers or as the other opposite roles. There would be Both forbidden love trope / arranged marriage and other specific tropes that you want (you could specified it!))

Fantasy AU (fairies, mermaid, vampire, and other general fairytales. You may specified the characters roles and tropes to!)

Flowershop AU (you may specified your characters roles and tropes)

Barista AU (you may specified your character roles and tropes)

househusband AU (only for childe, zhongli, kaeya, diluc, xiao, albedo)

#📎 ALBERIVH ; SPECIAL EVENT #alberivh interaction space #diluc #diluc ragnvindr #diluc x reader #genshin impact #kaeya x reader #kaeya #kaeya alberich #childe #tartaglia #childe x reader #genshin impact x reader

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alberivh · 3 years

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diluc five feet apart AU

diluc x gn!reader

warning : major angst, major character death, sickness (cystic fibrosis).

summary : where diluc fells for you in an unexpected time and life. Where all he could do are loving you from afar and take care of you from apart. Cystic fibrosis is the cause of his suffering and regret for loving you, so, how will he manage to get out from this hell before both of your time ran out?

a/n : i have a really bad writer’s block right now so do excuse my poor grammar and wording. This was inspired by five feet apart, i really love this movie even though it was too painful for me to even watch since i’m fragile. I do not take all of the idea’s from the movie, but i do think the movie was a big part of this making. So Anyways, hope you enjoy this short writing.

work’s note : This work would probably has a sequel in the future. So make sure to kept updated by following my page! // @ alberivh work

“Goodnight diluc…”

It was 1 am, the nurses are probably asleep and diluc have probably finish preparing his bed after you ended the facetime. It’s an ordinary night for you and him as a cystic fibrosis patient. The facetime you just ended this time wasn’t that meaningful either ; especially because how you both did it every single night after his honest confession you always think as if it were the nicest dream you could ever pictured. The facetime were either just diluc listening to your rant about the breathing ventilator being such a pain in a butt or him complaining about having a really bitter medicine or a non-edible food, It’s either were full of laugh or just you being his personal medication schedule.

tomorrow will be like this again won’t it. Sighing wouldn’t work to regret your fate for living with this infection. Cystic fibrosis has changed your goal since you were a kid, not only goal..maybe everything. if it weren’t because of this infection, maybe he could reach me. it’s so exhausting to think about this everyday and every single night, so you let the sleep drown you to tomorrow. Only to reminded by the fact diluc might be gone before you do.

And As you predicted. Same as the next day, you both have a late night facetime ; which took diluc a while to answer since he was still figuring out this ‘puzzle’ kaeya has brought to visit him a while back.

“Diluc have you taken your medicines? Just to make sure you’ve already—”

“I haven’t got any new medicines, the left overs are too bitter, and those nurses probably want me to have the lungs transplant faster even though i don’t want it..such a pain in the ass..” , before you could continue your words, diluc told you everything. maybe it was his complaints to be reminded about his deadly infection. Diluc is probably exhausted, same as you. but we couldn’t just gave up..right?

Then silence came. forcing you to kept quiet before diluc start his words again. Maybe there’s a change from his words..right?

“love..could you please take the lungs transplant for me..?”

and in a sudden, he ask you the one thing you’ve never wanted to heard. How can he just let this opportunity slips for your sake? How can he just left you because he wants you to survive? How can he..?

“You’re joking aren’t you? It’s not funny, diluc.” ,

“I’m not, love…just- you know what, Please, take the lungs transplant in the behalf of me, my time is short. It’ll be not long for you to see me pass and i want you to live as long as you can.. since i know you can an—“

“You’re so selfish diluc. How many times should i told you that i’m also in pain..how many times i..i told you we’re in this together,,,just how…why..” his plea made your tears flow onto the sidebone of your cheeks. Dropping like it was meant to flow every seconds. He want you to live, yet you want him to be here as always. How selfish for a sinner to wish, especially as the likes of you both. How can we live? We’re dying diluc..

diluc couldn’t look at you, everytime he tries to turn his gaze onto you, he feel some sort of-regrets. All of the tears which flew from the side of your visions are because of his words. He thought, silently. ignoring your heavy sniffs. Maybe his wishes couldn’t be grant because everytime he dreams, he died. So he changed his mind and prepared the things he need to brought for ‘you’. He ended the facetime you two have did for about 5 minutes now. The shortest and the last record of facetime you’ll have with him.

“hey i’m coming in..” , a voice came from the edge of your room. It sounded so familiar and soothing, the same voice which always comfort you behind the nights you lived through.

“Why’d you came here, diluc..we couldn’t even met at the first place..”

“just unlocked the door love..please. No one would warned us again in another time so please-”

he begs and begs for your permission to unlocked the door. He patiently waits for your answer and action, even after you ignored him when he gave you his last plea. The mask he wears while waiting for you are the same mask he used when he first met you, it still smells like the old days, he said it himself.

“I’m not going to push you to open this door..but please let us meet again..even if this were going to be the last. I want us to reach each other.”

diluc sounds so crushed and apologetic. he still stays in front of your doorsteps even when he knew you wouldn’t answer him in the slightest. Still, he is waiting for you to reach him up. He’s tired yet he still manage to live and wait for you. Same as you who always been there with him, ever since the first day of his arrival.

he open his mouth again, trying to catch a breath before he yells about his plea again. Until he saw you in the back of the door and at the perfect time. Diluc look so concerned at this poin, why must you hide from him?

he stayed out 2 meters away from you, a not-so good attempt to keep his infection from you. until a gentle composure came to hold his waist, softly and mesmerizing. although, in a sudden of time, he almost fall out of balance because of you, your body were so frail for him to even feel anymore, it were drowning onto his body. You were hugging him, so tightly, like he would fade in the moment. see? I’m also dying diluc.

“heavens..you’re so- warm..” , he whispered. It’s the same voice and tone you’ve heard from him at your first arrival in this so-called hospital, you’ve never changed diluc. Wish we could stay like this-

“Forever..”

The warmth of your hug last for a good 30 seconds, Cough and mucus came onto your throat, reacting onto the fast-spread infection. it’s not even surprising for both of you and him to saw this prediction happens in a sudden. You know it would happened, he would also knew this would happened. Everything just goes the exact same way as how you planned it to be.

But diluc, why do you look so upset? I though you knew this would happen. Just why must you took pity on me.. you saw this, his face, his trembling structure, everything. You knew the fate you have chosen for the sake of your lover. this way, the infections are killing you instead of him. He needs the lungs transplant, he still has a family who cares about his sake, he needs to live longer.

you silently thought about your future with him. so beautiful. if you both were to escape from this hell since a young-born, You think he would propose to you and live with you in a big mansion his family ran out for generation. Like a fantasy of a protagonist. And A ran-away patient, dreaming to live their dream life with those who can’t reach them anymore. How Ironic.

“If…if it were because of me you died..i..i would never forgive the gods for having you love me..” , still holding onto your infected mucus at the corner of your lungs, you could feel your once-smooth-breathing turned to a sharp needle. which would only disturb your way of reaching him again and again. Have i told him how much i love him? Have i gave him everything he needs? Have i told him about my newest art? haha…god’s if my duty haven’t been fulfilled this time, please protect diluc for my sake. Please let diluc live.

“darling..i love you so much-so much..i could hardly even recognize your sight now, my time..is near love, so..please..please..let go..” you cough out every single thing that have been holding your words. Mucus, blood, sweats, even tears. He could finally hears your confession, but his tears are forming all of it’s chance down to his cheeks.

And in one last pushes of your overflowing breathing. You took his words as your last word.

“goodnight my love..”

His goodbyes and your last farewell. He has heard you again, for the last time and forever. He broke onto a forming dwell of heavy tears, still holding onto your lifeless body as if it were meant to be his nature to keep you safe in his arms. He’d wipe the infected mucus from the filthy floor, he’d also wiped the small droplet of blood in your hands, meaning to clean the dimmed sins from your ‘pure’ body. He carries your body in a bridal style as a form of happiness and to the messy bed, he let you rest peacefully. It’s a form of the repeatful end of life.

“sleep well my love..goodbye”

#genshin impact angst #genshin impact #diluc ragnivindr x reader #diluc ragnvindr #diluc angst #diluc #gender neutral reader #mentions of cystic fibrosis #major character death #heavy angst #no comfort #diluc ragnvindr angst

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