Do you want some?

#me

Want to feel good...

Bored...😕😕😕

Who's ready to play?

Another beautiful morning 👗

Feel broken but am moving on😗

Every time a trans butch gets dysphoric an angel dies 💔❤️‍🩹

Still miserable at captions as you can see… ah! This is my top surgery fun_d post but nsft ;) I have the original up on @butch4maryoliver if you’re curious, but I wanted to keep that sfw and open the sexual conversation up here.

A large part of my fluctuating sex repulsion comes from my extreme dysphoria I’ve felt ever since puberty. I refused to kiss or cuddle or think about getting romantically or sexually close with anyone because I believed nobody could treat my body right with all of my shame and insecurities. After graduating from high school and going on a destructive sexual spree with a bunch of older cis men who saw me as nothing more than a fetish, I took a (very difficult) step back and realized I needed a sexual revolution within myself. It’s taken me a while to let go of a lot of junk I held onto, and I’m still very much a work-in-progress, but now I’m looking forward to realizing sexual liberation in my own life, and that cannot come without gender affirming care. I long to be free to wear (and feel) whatever clothes I want, to express myself with others in sexual productions, to have one less glaring fear against intimacy, both physical and mental.

I wrote a lot more in my gfm bio if you’d like to read up on my financial and living situation and a bit more of my history. If you love my curvy trans body and want to see more of me—especially outside of plain cropped photos— the way to go is through helping me get this surgery :) I honestly love sw when I’m not sex repulsed and dysphoric and insecure, it’s been such an incredible way to express myself, but it’s been awful feeling so limited and scared. Help me out and I’ll give you a video or audio treat of about 1.5-3 minutes!! Anything you want, specially made for you and your commands ❤️‍🩹 I also used c/a, $boyohboy8 ;) Thank you forever!!!!!

Love the skin dress 👗

Happy new year 🎊🎆🎈

Feel bored maybe a meet up❤️

#Help reblog

Help reblog🥰 I love trans

You can't take the girl out of me 😜

Your favorite dresser

Am tired already, Tumblr stressed 😫